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[Dark Blue and Moonlight] [Episode 8]

♫ Listen to how fierce the thunder is ♫

♫ In the dark clouds ♫

♫ How long must I wait for the rain? ♫

♫ Moistened by the grey of old memories ♫

♫ Washed by the large downpour ♫

Are you going to swim?

In a moment.

♫ My heart is in the rain, at least it is seen as pure ♫

♫ No sound, no person ♫

♫ No fate, no part ♫

Yan Fei.

- Nothing. - Nothing?

I just wanted to confirm your name.

♫ I look back to the distant past ♫

♫ to see the calendar of my heart ♫

♫ I catch a glimpse of that December, of the love that has changed ♫

Come eat dinner. I bought three portions.

You eat first. I'm not hungry.

Let's eat together. I have something to tell you.

We can talk later. You eat first. I don't want to eat right now.

I'm starving. I want to eat.

Then you can eat first.

Nobody's stopping you.

I want you to eat with me.

I don't want to. Eat by yourself.

Then I'll be eating first. I'm not going to ask you again.

Boss, your lunch.

That'll be it for today. You can all go.

Eat together with me. I have something to tell you.

This is just a hamburger. Is this really necessary?

My brother taught me this.

When I was a child, both my parents had to go to work,

my brother had to take care of three sisters.

He would put fried rice on a plate.

He would set up the utensils like that.

When he gave the word, we would start eating.

He's that strict?

My brother said that if we ate like that, we would feel like we were eating at a restaurant.

The food would even taste better.

That makes sense, I'm sure the atmosphere felt different.

He would put eggs, ham, and cauliflower on to the plates

and he would put some mixed vegetables to make the plate more beautiful.

He would always say it was our "Ham Special."

He also taught us how to use knives and forks.

Wow, he's very creative.

However, mixed vegetables are really so terrifying.

Seriously! I hate mixed vegetables, they're so gross.

Now that I'm older, I won't eat them anymore.

How could anyone in this world turn that into food?

You have something on your mouth.

I'll do it.

It's gone.

Thank you. You're very considerate just like my brother.

Your brother is amazing. He can take care of all three of his sisters.

The only person I can take care of is myself.

Are you an only child?

After my mom had me, she couldn't have anyone else.

There's only me.

Right. After we finished filming the commercial, the customer was satisfied.

The other customers are also asking.

I want to introduce your brother to our partner management agency. What do you think?

Agency? They want to sign my brother?

Yes. They're well known in their line of work and they know how to train fresh talent really well.

This way, your brother doesn't have to work so many jobs. It must be so difficult for him.

How do you know my brother works a lot of jobs?

Is it because he told you?

My brother will definitely want to.

He will be taking his exam soon and it requires a lot of preparation.

Working wastes a lot of his time.

I'm afraid if I ask him directly, it'll be too presumptuous.

Ask him what he thinks. If he agrees, we'll continue to discuss.

Great. I'll go ask him after work.

What? Are you kidding? You're going to be in a movie.

How is that possible?!

- Be more gentle, that hurts. - I'm sorry.

This is so dramatic! It's like a plot in a movie. Unbelievable!

Well, it just happened. How do I know?

So what are you going to do now?

Why do you think I came to you?

I don't know what to do, that's why I came to you.

When Pinjun finds out, he'll definitely be really heartbroken.

What do you mean "our" Pinjun?

Don't be so fussy.

Anyways, you don't want your Pinjun anymore.

I'm sorry. I accidentally helped Pinjun get revenge.

What are you saying?

You little b*tch, what are you going to do now?

No matter how good of a person Pinjun is, he will not be able to accept this.

Of course, I know that so I'm not planning on telling him.

Are you still going out on dates with Yan Fei?

We've only met up a few times.

You mean, Yan Fei hasn't decided if he's going to be in a relationship with you or not?

Did he tell you to break up with Pinjun?

He hasn't mentioned it, but he said that he's fallen in love with me.

He...

He's in love with you?

You're so stupid.

He may just not want to put pressure on me.

So what you're saying is, if he clearly states how he feels,

you'll break up with Pinjun?

What are you getting so excited about?

Of course, that's not what I'm saying.

I... It's not that I don't love Pinjun.

If it's not that, then that means you love him!

So why didn't you just come out and say that you love Pinjun?

You can't say it out loud.

Hurry up and help me figure out what to do.

Actually, if we look at it chronologically, you fell in love with Yan Fei first.

Then Yan Fei disappeared.

After that, Pinjun appeared and he was super good to you.

And then, Yan Fei appeared again.

So now it's Pinjun's turn to disappear.

What nonsense are you going on about?

I really asked the wrong person.

The more I ask, the more confused I become.

Su Haiqing, with all due respect, I just want to tell you.

If you don't want Pinjun, I would be with him.

Today, we're going to stay out.

Let's not go home, all right?

Do you have class tomorrow?

No, I don't. I didn't tell Pinjun that it was going to be overnight.

He'll worry.

Then just tell him now. Hurry, call him and let him know.

But...

What's wrong?

I don't want to lie to him anymore.

Then don't lie to him. Tell him.

Tell him what?

Do you like the mountains or the ocean?

I like the river.

This is my first time hearing that someone likes the river.

Don't you think rivers are really wonderful?

It begins from a very high mountain,

and then it flows and flows and flows

through a lot of cities, villages, valleys, and more.

In the end, it'll definitely flow into the ocean.

Maybe in the middle, it'll interact with another river.

That sounds right.

There are so many rivers in the world.

Every river is like a journey.

Every river is different.

What about you?

I like the ocean. The ocean's really mysterious.

It's hard to say.

I'm not even sure if I like the ocean or if I'm scared of it.

- Just like you. - Just like fate.

It's hard for me to imagine what I'd be like now if I didn't meet you again.

I know you're also waiting for me to say it,

to give an alternate future, so that you can make an easier decision,

but that's impossible.

If you want something, you need to say it yourself.

Or other people won't know.

I'm not sure what I want.

I just know what I don't want.

What do you not want?

I don't want to leave you again.

Pinjun, our department is

hosting some end of term activities these days so I'm kind of busy.

I won't be going back home these couple days.

Hi.

I'm Haiqing's senior. Did you forget?

Hello, Senior.

Hi. I didn't scare you earlier, did I?

A little bit.

Don't worry. I'm just here as a substitute. You won't see me next week.

That's not what I meant.

Your department's so busy lately, you have time to substitute?

No, our department's undergoing renovation so classes were canceled for a week.

So that's why I have time to substitute for this class.

I thought...

Haiqing said—

Haiqing told you that?

I haven't seen Haiqing in the department for a while now.

Help me tell him this, tell him to be careful.

If he skips class too much, the teachers will flunk him.

All right. I'll tell him.

- Thank you. - Bye-bye.

[Trust is number one]

[Where are you?] [At school.]

[Are you done with work?]

[I'm so tired.]

[Will you come home tomorrow?]

♫ But don't blame me, I wanted to end with good wishes ♫

[I met your senior today.]

♫ Because I love you, letting go is my protection ♫

[Hurry and come back home. I really miss you.]

[I miss you.]

♫ I hate to do this again, yet I must be cruel for you to be happy ♫

♫ Because I love you, letting go is my ♫

♫ protection ♫

I understand.

I'll go back right away.

Haiqing

I have to leave immediately.

My mom just got hospitalized.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

Haiqing, you're back.

Are you done with all your work?

Yes. I woke you.

I'm sorry.

It's fine. It's good that you're back.

No one can draw me better than you.

I really like it.

Are you getting off work?

I still have a little longer.

I have something I need to tell you.

Wait until I get off work.

No, there's a meeting after work that everyone has to attend.

I'll wait for you to finish the meeting.

No, if you wait for me, I'll feel stressed.

I used to wait here for you all the time.

Why could I do that before, but I can't now?

You just can't be here.

Wait for me to come home.

If it's too late, you can sleep first and we can talk about it tomorrow.

Remember to call the gas company when you get home.

Your tomorrow has already been so many days.

Even if you won't let me say it,

it won't change what I want to say.

Haiqing.

What's wrong? Are you not feeling well?

No.

Then, why are you like this?

You're about to take your graduate school entrance exams.

Right now is when you need the most time to prepare.

The agency will help you prepare lots of good cases.

A one-day shoot is equal to your month's salary.

Working is not bad either.

You've been working for almost four years, are you not tired?

This is a management agency that the director's good friend owns.

We've partnered with them many times. They're trustworthy.

On top of that, with the director's introduction, there won't be a problem.

You have a lot of trust in your director.

Do you even understand him?

Of course, I do.

Although he's cool and aggressive sometimes,

but he's very decisive.

Often times, it was due to his decisions that we could continue the cases.

That's his professional life.

I was talking about his personal life.

What's wrong? Did you hear something?

Yan Fei, he's gay. Right?

You're speaking nonsense.

Are you being serious?

I'm not slandering him, why can't I say that?

You know I like him.

So I'm helping you understand everything.

If you don't believe me, go ask him yourself.

What's wrong? Are you disappointed?

I'm not disappointed because he's gay.

It's because I didn't know.

That only shows that you should work on your gaydar.

Then, are you going to think about the agency contract or not?

Go back and tell Director Yan, and thank him for his goodwill.

I'm living really well right now. I don't want to change.

And I don't want him to come and change my life.

This child.

I already told you I can just go home and rest.

Why do I have to come to your house?

You just got discharged.

If you stay at my house, I'll feel more at ease.

Don't try to sway me. I've already decided on this.

Oh right. Your roommate... Jimmy?

He's on a business trip overseas so he won't be back for a while.

That's good.

Good?

I was saying that I'll be more at ease staying here.

Then, what are you going to do about your company?

I've asked for a long break, I don't have to go to the office.

What century is this?

If they need me, we can just have a virtual meeting.

You don't need to worry about that.

Miss Pinky, it seems like you're not looking too well.

Do you want a cup of coffee?

Who said I don't look too well? I'm doing great.

It's probably because the director isn't here so you have time to daze off.

Jacky, I have something I want to ask you.

Ask away. As long as I know it, I'll definitely do my best to teach you.

Director is gay?

Yes.

You all know?

That's right. He's never denied it.

But he didn't tell me.

Why?

Hey. Are you the director or is he the director?

Perhaps when he was interviewing you, he was supposed to say

"Hello, I'm Yan Fei. I'm gay"?

But!

You should be the one reflecting. You've been with him for so long,

how could you not know?

Love is like a beauty app. There's always a filter.

You only want to know what you want to know.

These are the transactions regarding the last case.

The accounting department needs your signature.

You've checked through everything?

I've checked everything. The numbers are correct.

Director, there's someone in your house?

Of course, there's someone in my house.

Is it Jimmy from last time? I hear noises inside the room.

You're very gossipy. That's my mom.

She just got discharged from the hospital so she's resting in my house.

Then that's good.

What's good?

Last time, I told you to ask your brother. Did you ask him yet?

Yes. My brother said... Director, don't get mad.

He told me to not be mad?

No, it's not that. My brother said he's living really well right now and he doesn't want to change.

He hopes Director doesn't change the way he lives.

Are you really mad?

No. Here, here. Let's continue.

Are these apples good? Apples are very nutritious.

Good. Apples are really good.

Should we buy some ribs to make soup?

Director!

Ribs. I heard you. Talk quieter.

No, my mother's a vegetarian.

Director, there's something I want to ask you.

Did you want to ask me if I'm gay?

How did you know?

I have eyes and ears in the office;

or else, how would I have survived until now?

So?

Pinky, you're a very kind and focused girl.

You're also very good with your work.

I think whether I am or not, you'd give me your blessing. Right?

Of course. I'm not a petty person.

If you are, then you are. My brother's gay, too.

Him and Haiqing, aren't they still living very happily?

How do you know they're living very happily?

They're very much in love. You can tell, right?

What about you?

I have a person that I love very much.

A person that makes me want to think of all the ways I can to protect him.

Really? Is that person Jimmy?

It's not. Jimmy is... my roommate.

Then, where is that person?

[I can't see you yet.]

[I'm sorry.]

[But I really miss you.]

[I love you.]

You're in a good mood.

I'm going to karaoke tonight.

You went to Director's house, did you get your answer?

That's not just an answer. That's love.

What are you saying?

Director said he has a person that he loves and wants to protect.

Oh my god. It's so beautiful. I must help him.

He needs to take care of his mom, too. He's working so hard.

I know his mother's living at his place to rest better.

But who is that person?

It's not him.

You don't know him. I also don't know him.

Who is it? So mysterious. It's Jimmy, who else would it be?

It's not. He said Jimmy is his roommate.

Roommate?

My goodness! Things have changed so fast.

Jacky, gossip can turn into rumors quickly at work.

Stop saying Jimmy is Director's boyfriend.

Or else, the Director's going to get mad.

There's only one spot inside each person's heart.

If it's not emptied out, then no one else can fit inside.

I admit that spot has been empty for a long time.

♫ Night comes, who are you thinking of? ♫

I will solve my problems.

I truly want to be with you.

I won't ever let you feel wronged.

♫ Feeling overly excited, ♫

♫ so tired, so tired ♫

♫ Seen too many details in HD ♫

♫ No need to expose the lie ♫

♫ Life filled with noise; Everyone's intoxicated ♫

♫ Being alone is the best protection ♫

♫ Farewell, already use to not being comforted ♫

♫ The secret of growing up ♫

♫ Now that you've discovered ♫

♫ those infatuations, no more infatuations ♫

♫ The lonely always say it doesn't matter ♫

♫ Love has never been absolute ♫

♫ The experience of growing up ♫

♫ You have no way to reject ♫

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