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What I did today

has nothing to do with liking you.

It's just...

I wanted to comfort you.

Sincerely.

I stayed away,

so you wouldn't be uncomfortable.

But today,

I couldn't do that.

Please...

don't be so hard on yourself.

What happened

to Dong-jin wasn't your fault.

Stop doing this.

I'm having a hard time

with everything as it is. Don't add to it--

Hey!

Why...

Why did you...

Why did I what?

What's wrong with you?

I wanted to comfort you.

Okay.

You may think it's comforting...

You hugged me too, when you comforted me.

When I was upset about my brother, you hugged me.

When you told me to be strong, you hugged me.

So I...

Was that really it?

Really?

Really.

-Aren't you cold? -A little bit.

Should we go in?

No, I like walking with you.

It reminds me of how I used to walk with Dad all the time.

Yeong-seo, you miss Dad, right?

-Want something warm to drink? -Okay.

Stay here. I'll be right back.

Shut it.

It looks like it's going to rain.

But the sky is clear.

The moon looks as big as a pizza.

It looks like a cheese pizza

without any toppings.

Sorry for getting mad about Dong-jin.

I'm totally fine.

Don't do that again.

Okay.

Si-on.

You know...

Can't we just go back to how we used to be?

I'll do that.

Ever since I was little, people felt awkward around me.

So I'm more used to people being uncomfortable around me

than liking me.

I know you're uncomfortable with me.

I know it well.

And I really hate that.

It's not that I'm uncomfortable.

It's because...

I want to have fun hanging out with you.

Maybe I'm being selfish

for wanting to be like we were before,

despite knowing how you feel.

If it's uncomfortable for you, we don't have to.

I won't do that.

I won't whine

like a child about liking you.

Over time, my heart

will mature, too.

Won't it be hard in the meantime?

It's not hard at all.

I want to continue eating yummy food

and drinking with you.

Not being able to do those things upsets me more.

Thanks, Si-on.

But just before, you...

Yes?

Nothing.

Hello?

What?

EMERGENCY CENTER

What happened?

A random attacker in the park stabbed her.

She's bleeding too much.

-Get her a transfusion. -Okay!

There's severe bleeding by the liver.

There may be damage to the intestines. Where's her parent?

She sustained a minor injury and is being treated.

Yeong-seo!

Yeong-seo.

-Get a CT and get an OR ready. -Okay.

Please. Please, Yeong-seo.

How can someone do this to a child?

Yeong-seo.

Dr. Kim.

I was briefed on my way.

-Take her to the OR. -Yes, sir.

Her liver, large intestine and duodenum were damaged.

She has hemoperitoneum, and peritonitis from intestinal perforation.

Stop the bleeding first, and suture the intestinal perforation.

-Yes, sir. -Yes, sir.

Another gauze.

I'll finish up now. Suture.

Suture.

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

Don't worry too much.

You should get some rest, too.

Did you catch the assailant?

He ran away immediately after.

Her dad was a firefighter.

He passed away two years ago

while on duty.

The only family I have left...

is my Yeong-seo.

What a monster.

He's a total psycho.

Even a psycho couldn't do that!

We had another young victim of a random attack earlier in the year, too.

Someone hit him on the head with a rock or something.

Were there other victims?

Six in total. All adults. Luckily, they're all minor injuries.

He's horrible.

He must be caught and punished!

That's not enough. He must get the same done to him.

Good job.

You're the one who worked the hardest.

Dr. Han and Dr. Park, both of you tend to Yeong-seo.

We need to monitor her closely, so Dr. Cha, you check on her too.

Okay.

-Are you walking me out again? -Yes.

You're open about it now.

I don't want to go buy another hammer.

Taeyang Hardware is three stops away by bus.

It's too far.

Don't feel uncomfortable.

It's a dangerous and scary world out there.

I'm stronger, so I must protect you, the weak.

True, the world is a dangerous place.

But you're strong?

I'm stronger than I look.

I can split apples and open a can in one try.

Wow, you're such a tough guy.

-Oh, by the way. -Yes?

Let's get something good to eat tomorrow.

My treat.

Really?

Yes, so think of what you want to eat.

Okay.

I'll get going now. Bye.

-Get home safely. -Okay.

This is good enough for me.

Seeing you smile

and always being next to you.

That's enough.

I feel as if my heart matured a lot

in the past few days.

Why aren't you in bed?

I'm sorry, In-hae.

It's okay.

You did it for my sake.

I'm sorry for getting angry at you.

No, it's understandable.

I wasn't upset because you didn't tell me where my sister works.

It's knowing that you two can never be together now.

That upset me.

What do you mean?

Before, if you said you liked my sister,

there was hope.

But not anymore.

Someone like you wouldn't date someone who works at a place like that.

In-hae.

If you say you don't like her now, I can't complain.

I was shocked too, but...

I was able to see just how much In-yeong loves you

and sacrifices herself for you.

She's doing something so hard for her beloved sister.

That's very hard to do, even if you are family.

You'll know when you grow up.

I'm a little weird.

I believe more in things I can't see than what I can.

The most important things in life

tend to be invisible.

What am I, a cow?

All I ever get is porridge!

I want rice! Rice!

No! You have to eat this.

Says who?

Bring me some takeout menus. Maybe for a Chinese restaurant.

No!

Hey! Don't just leave!

Oh, good. Good, good. Si-on.

Hey, go out and get me

some blood sausage soup.

Go on!

No.

If you eat anything other than porridge, it'll strain your throat.

You stupid fool. What do you know?

I know. I'm a doctor.

Follow your attending doctor's orders. You must!

That brat!

Why didn't you tell me?

That Chairman Jung

was responsible for my dad's death.

Who told you that?

Is that important right now?

You were very sensitive back then. We didn't want to upset you more.

Your dad didn't want me to tell you either.

You should've told me later on, at least.

-Sorry. -You think an apology is enough?

Why do you

always make me the bad guy?

Dr. Kim.

What?

Dr. Choi received something from the Academy of Pediatric Surgery

and he said to pass it on to you.

Boston Children Hospital

asked our academy for advice

on how to operate on one of their patients.

This is hydrocephalus.

Yes, he's an 11-year-old baseball player.

He seriously injured his head during training.

That's how he got hydrocephalus.

They can do a VP shunt through the abdomen.

They apparently can't do that.

They've operated ten times already,

and there's now a problem in the abdomen.

They're asking if there's any other option.

That's the only way.

Oh, and this child is Korean.

He's Korean?

He was treated at Taeheung University Medical Center first.

Dr. Park.

Do you know what this is?

I do.

What do you think?

I agree that VP shunt is the only way, but...

But what?

That's all. There's nothing else.

There's no alternative.

Let them know.

I will.

You want to stop now?

Make it clear to Chairman Jung,

that I'll pay him back

for deceiving me like this.

Payback

isn't what the weak does to the strong.

It's only possible when both are strong.

Therefore, it doesn't apply to you

and Sungwon Foundation.

Wasn't your goal to remove Ms. Lee and reclaim the foundation?

I changed my goal.

Now my goal

-is to protect my father's foundation. -Appointing you as chairman

was Chairman Jung's way of showing his kindness

to apologize for the past.

I don't need

kindness or an apology.

Will it take a while before she can be at the ward?

She'll be up soon. Her recovery took some time.

She'll be very scared when she wakes up. I'm worried.

That damned asshole.

How could he stab a little kid?

If I get my hands on him,

I'll rip him to shreds!

Whatever. You'd be the first to run if you saw him.

Right?

I wouldn't be able to rip him apart.

Wait. Isn't that her?

Yeong-seo.

No one saw the assailant's face.

We were wondering if she did.

Can't you come later?

I'm sorry, but we need to catch him as soon as possible

to prevent further attacks.

Yeong-seo is still unstable.

It'll be very, very hard on her.

Please try to understand.

Please help the officer, ma'am.

Hi, Yeong-seo.

Do you remember the bad man's face by any chance?

No! Yeong-seo!

No!

Yeong-seo!

Yeong-seo!

She's in shock. We need to stop here for today.

People don't know how it feels to have been beaten

or traumatized as a child.

You get a bruise the size of a football field in your head.

It doesn't go away easily.

The more you try not to think about it,

the more it aches and throbs every day.

Since you know the pain,

you must know how to help her.

Yes.

We need to make her believe that someone strong is by her side.

Someone strong?

We need to let her know that

although there's a scary man out there,

there's someone stronger and caring by her side.

My brother was that person for me,

and so are you.

What are you doing?

Can't you tell? We're punching the punching bag.

Why?

If we hit it a lot, we'll become good fighters.

Fighting is bad! You shouldn't fight!

Even if we don't want to, the kids keep hitting us.

We can't just take it.

Try it. It's really fun.

Hit it.

Not like that. Extend your arm like this.

Pow! Pow!

Pow!

That's it!

-Pow! -Pow! Pow!

Pow!

In-hae.

Let's talk.

Okay.

I'm sorry.

I'm not upset because you did something wrong.

You did nothing wrong.

I'm just so upset

that I'm always a burden on you.

You're my only sister.

You're not a burden.

I want to be discharged tomorrow.

-In-hae. -I feel like I'm lying

on a bed of needles.

-I don't want to be here. -I quit the bar.

I don't work there anymore.

Let's get the surgery.

I saved up enough money.

So how's your mom doing?

You said she has thyroid problems.

She's fine.

-No other problems? -No, sir.

You sound like you're brushing me off.

Hello.

Why are you sitting here without even asking us?

How could a first-year have time to eat?

Seon-ju said she'd stay in the ER while I ate.

Chief.

-You should come to my place again. -What?

I ordered 20 packs of spicy beef soup from home shopping for you.

I ordered just before they sold out.

You can have that after drinking from now on.

Why... Why would I go over to your place?

You should come over and hang out, too.

I'm good.

Just take good care of the chief.

Hey.

It's understandable.

I can't complain to Si-on.

He's putting up a front. I'm sure he feels differently inside.

Both his dad

and mom...

are completely useless.

He'll realize soon enough

how lucky he is that he has both of you around.

He's an adult already, but he's becoming more of an adult.

So have faith and wait a little longer.

You've done in the past few months

all the things I should've done for him in the past 20 years.

Thank you

for always giving Si-on courage

and treating him so warmly.

I heard that you decided to get the surgery.

-Don't worry, it'll go well. -Doc.

Is life always this difficult?

I don't know,

but I think so.

I feel like I won't feel any better even after surgery.

Because of your sister?

Your sister will be happy.

Very, very, truly happy.

You're not on call tonight?

I asked Dr. Han to cover for me just for tonight.

Just to buy me dinner?

Yes.

What are you treating me to?

What is it?

Come on, tell me.

It's a secret.

What's the point? I'll find out soon anyway.

Short ribs? Or...

Sushi? Chinese?

Fish soup. I've been craving that--

Don't you know how to drive at night?

Are you blind?

-Are you okay? -Yes, I'm fine.

Hey, so what are you treating me to?

It's a secret.

Did you go to Italy to get the spaghetti?

I'm sorry, please wait a little bit.

I just have to cook the noodles now.

You're only cooking them now?

Yes.

Hey.

Who makes spaghetti with rice noodles?

I forgot and bought rice noodles by mistake.

It's like an Italian-Korean fusion dish.

As long as it tastes good.

How is it?

Oh, my gosh. You try it, Chef.

It's like cold rice and garlic mixed with hot ketchup.

Don't you ever try to cook again!

I'm sorry.

Let's make a deal.

Neither of us will cook for the other ever again.

That is a great idea.

I agree.

That was quick.

Get me some seaweed wraps! I'm hungry.

Good try though.

Where were you all day?

You weren't in your office.

Just

here and there.

I ended things with Chairman Jung.

Good.

What's the point?

I gave him all of the foundation's financial documents a long time ago.

What should I do now?

I've never felt so lost before.

I didn't feel this lost...

even when my dad passed away.

Just do it right from now on.

You can still turn things around.

I don't know...

what I've been living for.

It wasn't for me

or for anyone else.

I really don't know.

It was for me.

No.

It was for myself.

I used you as an excuse.

I want...

to get my good memories back too.

Memories of when I truly cared for you.

In my attempt to erase all the bad memories,

I lost all the good memories

as well.

Memories of us really being in love,

and being happy.

I feel like my head's been cleared out.

It's like a vacant house.

Forget it, Mom. I told you, no blind dates.

No!

I don't care if he's a prosecutor.

You're breaking up!

Hello?

Mom? I can't hear you!

Mom? I can't hear you.

Who goes on blind dates at this age? How embarrassing.

You should go. A prosecutor is impressive.

Forget it. I'm not bachelorette number one.

I'd like to go on a blind date at some point, too.

Oh, really?

Want me to set you up later?

Yes, please.

Sure. There are plenty of singles out there.

Hey, want to see that blind date's photo?

He's funny looking.

Why are you laughing?

He looks like Voldemort from Harry Potter.

Then what, am I HB Hermione?

I know the truth.

About what?

The truth about HB was revealed at the last team dinner.

That no one knows about it, and that you gave yourself that nickname.

Those punks.

No wonder my ear was itching that night.

And you just sat there?

You should've insisted it was true!

I was too distracted by the beef.

Have you've never had beef before or something?

But how would I know?

You should've said that it's true, and that I'm right!

I only saw your face. I didn't see your body.

So is it true or not?

I'll say it's true.

Dr. HB.

It's okay, Yeong-seo.

He's your doctor.

I think she's afraid of the stethoscope.

It's typical PTSD induced panic disorder.

She thinks the stethoscope is a weapon.

Shouldn't she be treated right away?

Yes, we should,

but her body must recover enough first.

The physical pain

affects the psychological fear.

Then what? Leave her like that until she recovers?

Well, I can start now.

Should I start treating her?

Leave her for now. We'll take care of her.

What are you doing here?

Snacking. Want some?

Oh, you can join our team now. No conditions.

That's right.

Ye-eun, you can't eat anything with flour right now.

U-ram, you can't eat greasy food.

Ho-seok, you can't have sweets or cookies.

Can't we have just a little?

No, you must watch what you eat to get better quickly.

I'm confiscating all the snacks.

I'll put them in the head nurse's office. Take up when you're discharged.

She used it up. She used it all up.

We need to let her know that

although there's a scary man out there,

there's someone stronger and caring by her side.

My brother was that person for me,

and so are you.

Isn't that the case from Boston?

It is.

I emailed them back yesterday, but it's nagging at me.

Why?

I feel like there may be a way.

It's like an itch I can't scratch.

Then keep brainstorming until the itch is gone.

I will.

We haven't been able to check her since yesterday.

Yeong-seo, isn't this cute?

This isn't scary, so don't be afraid.

Yeong-seo, there's no need to be afraid.

I'm a really good fighter. This doctor knows too.

That's right.

He's like Won Bin from The Man From Nowhere.

Did you laugh at me?

I did not laugh.

You kept giggling.

That stethoscope.

What about it?

Thank you for using it.

Should I just leave it in the box?

No, please use it a lot.

What is it?

What is this?

A gift certificate for Onyang Hot Springs Pink Hotel.

Their hot springs are great.

It's great for your skin.

Then you go. I have no time for trips.

You can go later.

It expires at the end of this year.

If you have no one to go with, I can go...

Why would I go with you?

I mean, you may get lonely if you go alone.

What? What you do mean, lonely?

I didn't mean anything...

What are you saying to your superior? This is sexual harassment!

It is not! What are you thinking?

Look, there are two rooms.

Regardless! I can't let this slide.

I'll have to file a report.

How insulting. How annoying.

That's not it.

What?

Is it weird that I'm perfectly fine?

You must be happy

that I'll be dying soon.

Don't say things like that.

But...

during the short time I have left,

I'll make you suffer, too.

You think

I'll die graciously?

Try to be good.

Be a father to Si-on for once.

Like you've been a mom to him?

How dare you talk to me like that?

I'm going to beg Si-on

for forgiveness for the rest of my life.

So you do the same.

Why do you...

Why do you keep getting me so pissed off?

Don't hit her!

I don't like you hitting her!

Why, you brat!

You punk.

Is this how you treat your dad?

I'm stronger than you now.

So, don't do that.

Don't do that to Mom.

Thank you

for protecting me.

How long

will you let him hit you?

I liked it better

when I didn't remember you getting beaten up.

You're still getting beaten up.

Nothing seems to have changed.

-I'm sorry, Si-on. -Don't say that you're sorry.

Why is "Sorry,"

the only thing you can say to me?

What brings you here?

I'm sure I discharged you.

I'm not here as the deputy director, but as the creditors' representative.

I was looking around the hospital with other creditors.

We wanted to check the facilities.

They all say there's nothing to complain about.

It's all thanks to you.

Let's go.

That's it!

Dr. Park, look.

Isn't that the VP shunt from yesterday?

VP shunt was the only way to treat the patient, right?

Correct.

If his stomach can't absorb the cerebrospinal fluid,

why don't we let it flow to elsewhere?

Like to the gallbladder or bladder?

Oh.

Think hard about it.

The bladder may be a problem since he'll have to urinate often then.

But with the gallbladder, the fluid would flow to the intestines,

so it would work.

Right? You think it's possible too!

Yes, it may be...

It is possible.

Yes!

So you scratched that itch. You must be relieved.

Do you think it'll work, theoretically?

It's possible, not only theoretically, but clinically.

Of course, there are risks.

You don't know how it'll affect other organs or the after-effects.

But I think it's worth giving it a shot.

I agree.

I tried copying Si-on.

I kept drawing it over and over in my head,

as if I were operating.

Another gifted doctor is born.

I was always pretty smart.

I'm the Heavenly Brain.

Whatever. Just let the Boston Hospital know.

Okay.

I envy hands with calluses and scars the most.

It means you've done many surgeries.

I want to become a surgeon quickly

and get many calluses and scars like you.

"I'm a surgeon too!"

I want to be able to say that too.

Il-gyu, bring me the files of every surgery

our department performed in the past two years in a hard drive.

I need it by this weekend, okay?

The roof is so big, and yet...

Really? There's a way?

Yes, the attending doctor was just here.

When can he get the surgery?

Right away, but they suggested a different hospital.

Which hospital?

Sungwon University Hospital. They told them how to do it.

Where?

Sungwon knows the surgery better,

so they recommend we go there.

Try it. It's not too sweet and has a nice texture.

Are you busy?

Yes, I must deliver these

before they get cold.

Please sit down for a while.

They're probably too busy

and will drink them when they're cold anyway.

Dr. Kim Do-han always does that.

Okay, then I'll sit for just a moment.

Did you tell the woman how you feel?

-Yes. -How did it go?

I don't know.

I guess she didn't turn you down completely.

Thank you, Dr. Park.

Sorry? For what?

Just, thank you.

Also,

I hope it works out with the person you like.

If you have any problems, come see me.

I will.

Thank you.

-Please try it. -Okay.

You have some too.

It is tasty.

Are you close to Ms. Yoo?

Yes, she listens to my problems

and bought me delicious steak.

How did you two get close?

I don't know, just...

Why didn't you tell me that you were close with her?

I forgot.

What problems did you talk about with her?

Just this and that. About life in general.

You've never talked to me about stuff like that.

She's very pretty, isn't she?

Yes, she's very beautiful. And she's nice.

True.

She is pretty.

Anyway, you must be really close to her.

No, not that much.

She's a good person, so you should get closer.

And tell her your problems.

Okay.

I'm going to make my rounds. See you.

You haven't left yet?

No.

I heard Yeong-seo's blood pressure went up.

Do you remember how Dr. Choi used to be?

Before he became the director,

he rarely went home because he was busy checking on his patients.

He used the on-call room with the residents.

He was unusual, to say the least.

I've been seeing that in you lately.

I keep questioning myself lately.

Whether I'm really a good doctor.

Textbook questions like that.

That really is a textbook question.

Right?

But having someone textbook-like in our team,

I can't help but think that way.

He's such a pain.

Doctor.

Beard.

Scar on his eyebrow.

Beard.

Scar on his eyebrow.

Beard.

Eyebrow...

She doesn't remember his features precisely,

but the scar is something worth noting.

It'll be helpful when we have a suspect.

That means Yeong-seo knows the assailant's face.

Isn't she in danger?

Those who commit random attacks usually flee and never return.

They don't hunt down witnesses just because they saw them.

But you never know. Can't an officer guard her room?

That would never happen. Don't worry.

What if you're wrong?

We're experts. Trust us.

Should we ask Security?

I did, but they can only patrol the halls.

They don't have enough manpower at night

to station someone at the door.

We may be overreacting.

Don't worry too much.

Dr. Cha, go home.

-What about you? -I have some stuff to finish up first.

-Will Yeong-seo be okay? -She'll be fine.

Who are you?

Yeong-seo.

Mom, that's him. That's him.

Are you the one who did that to her?

You are a bad person.

A... A really bad person.

Take Yeong-seo and go!

-Dr. Kim. -Si-on, hurry!

Help!

What is it?

The attacker's here. The attacker!

-What? -Please call the police.

Hye-jin, call the cops!

-Dr. Kim! Are you okay? -Dr. Kim!

I go, "What are you doing?" But you're alone. What do you do?

I run a pawnshop. I'll chew you up.

You would've inherited it anyway. So why...

I'll fix it.

Thank you for last night.

Are you a stalker? Why are you following me?

You're a bad man, Mr. Kang.

Losing a chance to live will make them sadder.