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[dramatic music]
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- This is so cool.
Check it out.
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♪ ♪
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It's a big piece of seal skin.
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Seal fat soup, that's
what's for dinner tonight.
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- Got a little hare
for a snack today.
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Feels right, man.
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- I want something where I
can be safe from polar bears.
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Being out here this time,
it's a lot different
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than being out here
the first time.
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I am officially tapping out.
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♪ ♪
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narrator: Six of "Alone's"
strongest participants
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are about to face
their biggest challenge yet.
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- I didn't agree
to do "Alone" again
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for a suffering contest.
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Oh, my God.
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narrator:
With just a few supplies,
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they'll push
their skills and bodies
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farther than ever before.
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Starting later
than any previous season,
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and with less time to prepare,
they'll arrive just
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as the fierce
North Atlantic winter
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is about to begin.
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- Winter's my colleague.
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Winter's here.
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narrator: They'll battle
howling winds, constant rain,
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and North America's
most fierce apex predators.
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- You're not going
to fight off a polar bear.
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It's going to eat you.
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narrator: Survive 50 days,
and they'll win their share
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of half a million dollars.
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- It just doesn't
get any worse.
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narrator:
This is "Alone: Frozen."
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♪ ♪
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[ice cracking]
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♪ ♪
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- I don't think anybody
ever sees themselves
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not making it to the end,
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but I don't look at this
as me quitting.
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I look at this as me starting
a new chapter in my life.
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♪ ♪
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- This season
we're starting a lot later,
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which means we're gonna be
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beginning our journey
in winter.
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And we're in
one of the most wild
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and remote places on Earth,
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so it's going to be
real serious
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from the moment
we hit the ground.
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My last view of people
for a while now.
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There it goes!
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Oh.
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Oh, wow.
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- 'Cause the weather is
gonna be harsher here.
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Winter is here.
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It's only gonna get worse.
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That's it for seeing people
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for hopefully 50 days.
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A pretty remote spot.
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And the sun is going down.
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I don't have any time
to even get ready
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for the night time, really.
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- The wetness will be
a real challenge
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for us this season.
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It just seeps into your bones
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and makes it really hard
to stay warm and dry.
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Very easy to get hypothermia.
Very easy to get frostbite.
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I cannot underestimate
Labrador.
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Well, this is it.
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[chuckles]
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Here I am again.
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♪ ♪
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God, it's beautiful.
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I'm from
the East Coast of Maine.
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I feel a real kinship
with being here.
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♪ ♪
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I feel like
I'm walking into a land
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that I understand
a little bit better
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and I feel connected to.
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I was on season eight,
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and I lasted for 21 days
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before tapping out.
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Even though
I was given nothing
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but failures
and nothing but starvation,
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I felt happy.
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Ooh.
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What ended my time
during the last season
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was my inability
to procure food for myself.
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I went in at 120 pounds.
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I came out at 98.
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Just super weak.
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I just couldn't
physically keep up.
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I am officially tapping out.
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♪ ♪
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I really felt like a failure.
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[sighs]
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Thinking about
all that I gained from it,
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all that I learned,
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and then to be given
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that experience again
is stupefying.
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It feels like an honor.
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♪ ♪
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Obviously, I leave
behind my husband again.
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But my husband
is 100% supportive
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of me in this.
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Thinking back to season eight,
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I would say I have nothing
but unfinished business.
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I felt like
I had barely gotten started,
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and my time was over.
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For me, this season,
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I really want to win the show.
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♪ ♪
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Right now,
there's no time to waste
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in not eating
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'cause winter is coming.
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As soon as we landed,
I could see
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all kinds of clamshells
scattering this beach,
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and where there's clamshells,
there's clams.
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My survival strategy
this time
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is to just eat
as much as possible,
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to eat like it's my job,
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and if I have to eat clams
every single day for 50 days,
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so be it.
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♪ ♪
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- Check out
my beautiful little beach.
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Wow.
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This is really different
from season six.
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It is sparse.
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It is a whole lot
of bare rock
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and teensy little trees,
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but this time,
I am on the ocean,
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so that already is
a very exciting difference
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from season six.
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Amazing.
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I was the runner-up
on season six of "Alone,"
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which was the first season
in the Arctic.
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I was out there for 73 days.
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My time in the Arctic was,
hands-down,
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the most powerful experience
of my life.
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To have the opportunity
to test my lifetime of skills
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and see what it's like
to live 100%
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on just what I can make
and do and bring in,
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most profound physical,
mental, emotional,
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spiritual experience
of my life.
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I would wish
an experience like that
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for every human alive.
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In the last couple of days,
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I started to really feel
the effects on my body
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and really felt like
I was starting
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to approach a cliff edge.
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I'm feeling pretty discouraged.
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The day I decided to leave,
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I knew that it was getting
very, very close
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to when I was gonna be
getting pulled.
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I knew that there was
a medical check that day,
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and I knew that I wasn't
gonna be able to pass it.
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I've loved being here
with every fiber of my being,
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and I don't really
want to leave,
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but my body's done.
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♪ ♪
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I've prepared for
the coming season of "Alone"
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by making a bunch of
my own gear to be out there.
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Amazing, handmade boots.
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When I went last time,
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there wasn't anything
really important to me
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that I was leaving behind.
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A lot of my assets
in being here
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are also some of my
greatest sorrows in life.
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Not having someone
that I miss so much,
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not having
a family depending on me.
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And now, I've become
used to a life lived deeply
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with another person
who I really love.
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My sweetheart Taylor,
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whose time and presence
is really valuable to me.
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And I am leaving him,
and it's going to be hard
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and it's going to
take all of my skill
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to make this come together.
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But if I can pull it off,
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then this is gonna be
very well worth
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the extra effort
it's gonna take me.
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Holy crap.
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There's a water bottle.
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Hell, yes.
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One of the first things to
greet me being a water bottle,
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pretty dang exciting.
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Like, really exciting.
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Portable water is huge
in a survival situation.
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Huge.
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♪ ♪
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I would love
to harvest some food,
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but my priority right now
is not in fact dinner.
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It is finding shelter location
for tonight
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because the sun is almost down.
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It is late in the day,
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and I don't know anything
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about this area
besides this beach
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right in front of me,
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so it's time to do
a little exploring
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and then work on getting
my temporary shelter up.
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♪ ♪
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- It's kind of
a unique area.
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I don't even have time
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to see what the resources are.
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I'm just going to find
a spot
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between a few trees
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and set up, temporarily,
my tarp.
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Throw my sleeping bag down
and hope for the best.
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I don't want to see
any polar bears tonight.
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♪ ♪
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The motivating factor for me
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was to have a second chance.
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I want to see
if experiences I've had
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in the last few years,
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if I can make it a lot easier
this round
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and not struggle as much.
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Well, we're sailing.
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Yee-haw.
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I was on season three
in Patagonia,
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and I went 51 days.
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Got my homemade comb.
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♪ ♪
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I'll try to get the knots out.
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It was very difficult
at the end
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because I hadn't eaten
for quite a long time.
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I fell in the lake.
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Oh, no, no, no, that's cold.
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Oh!
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I got to get to the fire.
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Ow, my feet.
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After that day,
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I just went downhill
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and realized
that I had to tap
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because I wasn't
thinking straight anymore,
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and I just couldn't warm up
after that.
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Hypothermia set in.
No fish for a week.
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Just every time I get up,
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it's like I'm going to faint.
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I just got no energy,
just done.
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Well, I can't say that
it changed my life completely
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because I've spent
most my life in the bush.
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I drink right out
of these creeks.
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They come right out
of the Rockies.
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So now at almost 59,
I'm twice as old
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as almost the rest
of the competitors,
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but with age comes wisdom.
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I won't be as anxious
this time
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because I've been through it
once already.
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Still be a challenge,
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but now, I think
I'll be more prepared to deal
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with the challenges a little
differently this time.
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♪ ♪
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I will feel safer
in the trees here.
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♪ ♪
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The only concern that I had
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when I found out
where the location was
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was the polar bears.
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When they grab a hold
of you at night by the leg,
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it's not going to be pretty.
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That is a very primitive
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setup of a tarp
if I can say so myself.
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I mean,
I just slapped it together,
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but it'll do for tonight.
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Tomorrow is a different day.
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♪ ♪
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Got to get firewood.
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Sun's going to go down soon.
267
00:12:25,588 --> 00:12:27,423
This year,
even though we know
268
00:12:27,556 --> 00:12:30,259
we're only supposed
to go 50 days,
269
00:12:30,393 --> 00:12:32,595
conditions are gonna be
wintertime.
270
00:12:32,728 --> 00:12:35,097
So we know
it's gonna get cold
271
00:12:35,231 --> 00:12:37,199
and the plants
are gonna die out,
272
00:12:37,333 --> 00:12:41,337
and it's just not gonna be
an easy goal no matter what.
273
00:12:41,470 --> 00:12:42,872
Can't even predict
the weather here.
274
00:12:43,005 --> 00:12:44,507
♪ ♪
275
00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:46,242
Oh, boy.
276
00:12:46,375 --> 00:12:48,878
So there is bears around,
I guess.
277
00:12:49,011 --> 00:12:50,313
♪ ♪
278
00:12:50,446 --> 00:12:53,215
So the bear, I can see,
came through here,
279
00:12:53,349 --> 00:12:56,319
like, just recently.
280
00:12:56,452 --> 00:13:00,122
Sure be something
if a 1,500 pound polar bear
281
00:13:00,256 --> 00:13:03,125
came walking up the beach.
282
00:13:03,259 --> 00:13:05,828
I do not want
to see a polar bear.
283
00:13:05,961 --> 00:13:07,630
♪ ♪
284
00:13:11,367 --> 00:13:14,070
[dramatic music]
285
00:13:14,203 --> 00:13:21,177
♪ ♪
286
00:13:36,659 --> 00:13:39,161
- All right,
I have my ridge pole
287
00:13:39,295 --> 00:13:40,629
and my tripod up,
288
00:13:40,763 --> 00:13:44,166
and they are not
the most beautiful,
289
00:13:44,300 --> 00:13:46,335
but they will serve
for the first night.
290
00:13:46,469 --> 00:13:48,170
♪ ♪
291
00:13:48,304 --> 00:13:49,805
It is so dang damp
292
00:13:49,939 --> 00:13:53,175
that I want to get everything
under cover.
293
00:13:53,309 --> 00:13:55,711
This environment is one
where we're gonna be exposed
294
00:13:55,845 --> 00:13:59,281
to gale-force winds,
horizontal rain and snow.
295
00:13:59,415 --> 00:14:01,550
It's an area
with really intense weather,
296
00:14:01,684 --> 00:14:03,352
really unpredictable weather.
297
00:14:03,486 --> 00:14:04,954
The challenges of this place
298
00:14:05,087 --> 00:14:07,923
are going to be firewood
and tinder
299
00:14:08,057 --> 00:14:09,792
because it is wet, wet, wet.
300
00:14:09,925 --> 00:14:11,327
♪ ♪
301
00:14:11,460 --> 00:14:14,430
A wet, cold climate is way
more intimidating to me
302
00:14:14,563 --> 00:14:16,098
than a dry cold.
303
00:14:16,232 --> 00:14:19,535
Wet cold is a really different
kind of cold than dry cold.
304
00:14:19,668 --> 00:14:21,504
It's way more penetrating,
305
00:14:21,637 --> 00:14:25,274
and it can just really
sap you a lot more.
306
00:14:25,407 --> 00:14:27,543
It's good for tonight,
maybe tomorrow night,
307
00:14:27,676 --> 00:14:29,245
but I do not want to be
in this thing
308
00:14:29,378 --> 00:14:30,913
when it starts raining.
309
00:14:32,415 --> 00:14:34,417
I am planning on
hanging the tarp
310
00:14:34,550 --> 00:14:37,019
so that some of it comes
underneath the shelter
311
00:14:37,153 --> 00:14:39,755
and I can be putting
my sleeping bag on the tarp
312
00:14:39,889 --> 00:14:41,690
rather than
on the moist ground.
313
00:14:42,892 --> 00:14:45,327
I am ready to bed
down for the night.
314
00:14:49,431 --> 00:14:51,066
You are not going
to believe this.
315
00:14:53,369 --> 00:14:55,371
The aurora borealis
is happening.
316
00:14:55,504 --> 00:14:57,039
♪ ♪
317
00:14:57,173 --> 00:15:00,443
They are what greet me when
I step out of the shelter.
318
00:15:00,576 --> 00:15:01,977
This is a very good sign.
319
00:15:02,111 --> 00:15:05,080
I feel so blessed
and so welcome here.
320
00:15:05,214 --> 00:15:12,221
♪ ♪
321
00:15:20,062 --> 00:15:21,130
- So last night,
322
00:15:21,263 --> 00:15:24,133
I just camped here
on the beach.
323
00:15:26,168 --> 00:15:29,138
Here's my little setup
over there.
324
00:15:30,206 --> 00:15:34,243
I woke up
in the middle of the night,
325
00:15:34,376 --> 00:15:38,047
and I looked out,
and the aurora was out,
326
00:15:38,180 --> 00:15:39,782
and it was so cool.
327
00:15:39,915 --> 00:15:41,050
That was really neat.
328
00:15:41,183 --> 00:15:43,352
I haven't seen that
since I lived in Alaska.
329
00:15:44,653 --> 00:15:47,623
It's a gorgeous day today,
330
00:15:47,756 --> 00:15:50,059
but with weather coming in,
331
00:15:50,192 --> 00:15:52,394
I really need to make sure
332
00:15:52,528 --> 00:15:55,331
I've got a weatherproof place
to sleep.
333
00:15:55,464 --> 00:15:58,701
So I need to get
my shelter sorted out.
334
00:15:58,834 --> 00:16:00,836
♪ ♪
335
00:16:00,970 --> 00:16:03,772
One of our big challenges
will be
336
00:16:03,906 --> 00:16:05,641
not just the cold weather
337
00:16:05,774 --> 00:16:09,078
but the very high humidity
with high winds.
338
00:16:10,446 --> 00:16:13,349
When you're
in very wet conditions
339
00:16:13,482 --> 00:16:16,452
coupled with cold
and high humidity,
340
00:16:16,585 --> 00:16:20,055
you can get frostbite
quite easily,
341
00:16:20,189 --> 00:16:25,094
so you're going
to be constantly tasked
342
00:16:25,227 --> 00:16:27,796
with keeping dry.
343
00:16:27,930 --> 00:16:30,199
Finding a camp
that has all the things
344
00:16:30,332 --> 00:16:33,202
that you need
but it still has good access
345
00:16:33,335 --> 00:16:36,105
is such an important priority.
346
00:16:36,238 --> 00:16:38,040
♪ ♪
347
00:16:40,676 --> 00:16:43,812
In Labrador, there are lots
of black bear
348
00:16:43,946 --> 00:16:45,547
and polar bear,
349
00:16:45,681 --> 00:16:48,584
which is very alarming.
350
00:16:48,717 --> 00:16:49,785
What do they say?
351
00:16:49,919 --> 00:16:51,587
Black, fight back.
352
00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:53,389
Brown, lie down.
353
00:16:53,522 --> 00:16:55,791
White, good night.
354
00:16:55,925 --> 00:16:57,426
The last thing
in the world you want
355
00:16:57,559 --> 00:16:59,628
is a polar bear
knowing you're there.
356
00:16:59,762 --> 00:17:03,699
So I need to build my shelter
fairly quickly
357
00:17:03,832 --> 00:17:07,670
for protection
against the weather and bears.
358
00:17:07,803 --> 00:17:08,804
Okay.
359
00:17:08,938 --> 00:17:11,473
Well, I found a spot...
360
00:17:13,275 --> 00:17:16,278
That I think would be suitable
for a shelter.
361
00:17:17,680 --> 00:17:20,249
[saw scraping]
362
00:17:20,382 --> 00:17:22,084
Missing my chainsaw right now.
363
00:17:22,217 --> 00:17:23,752
♪ ♪
364
00:17:23,886 --> 00:17:27,056
Last season, I was so fixated
on shelter, shelter, shelter
365
00:17:27,189 --> 00:17:29,224
that I was burning through
so many calories,
366
00:17:29,358 --> 00:17:32,361
so I just have
a different mentality now.
367
00:17:32,494 --> 00:17:37,533
My strategy is to keep it
simple and small.
368
00:17:37,666 --> 00:17:40,903
The smaller I can make it,
the warmer it will be.
369
00:17:41,036 --> 00:17:45,808
♪ ♪
370
00:17:45,941 --> 00:17:47,509
That should do it.
371
00:17:50,245 --> 00:17:52,615
Yeah, nice.
372
00:17:52,748 --> 00:17:54,249
The shelter design
is very simple.
373
00:17:54,383 --> 00:17:59,321
So it's basically a center
ridge line support beam
374
00:17:59,455 --> 00:18:01,623
that falls to an A-frame.
375
00:18:01,757 --> 00:18:07,062
♪ ♪
376
00:18:07,196 --> 00:18:10,599
It's completely covered
to the ground
377
00:18:10,733 --> 00:18:13,569
by the tarp on either side.
378
00:18:13,702 --> 00:18:16,105
That's the right height for me.
379
00:18:16,238 --> 00:18:17,539
Yeah.
380
00:18:17,673 --> 00:18:21,510
And there are ribs
that are internally attached
381
00:18:21,643 --> 00:18:25,114
to the support beam
across the center.
382
00:18:25,247 --> 00:18:27,449
[exhales]
Two down, a million to go.
383
00:18:28,651 --> 00:18:31,086
All right, let me go check
on the fire real quick.
384
00:18:41,830 --> 00:18:43,632
I'm hearing
something over there.
385
00:18:43,766 --> 00:18:46,035
[ominous music]
386
00:18:46,168 --> 00:18:48,003
♪ ♪
387
00:18:48,137 --> 00:18:49,338
It sounds big.
388
00:18:49,471 --> 00:18:52,508
♪ ♪
389
00:18:52,641 --> 00:18:53,976
I'm gonna go just take a peek.
390
00:18:54,109 --> 00:19:01,083
♪ ♪
391
00:19:07,322 --> 00:19:08,524
Oh, my God.
392
00:19:15,230 --> 00:19:18,100
[dramatic music]
393
00:19:18,233 --> 00:19:25,240
♪ ♪
394
00:19:32,014 --> 00:19:33,816
- I'm hearing
something over there.
395
00:19:33,949 --> 00:19:34,817
♪ ♪
396
00:19:34,950 --> 00:19:35,918
Sounds big.
397
00:19:36,051 --> 00:19:39,121
♪ ♪
398
00:19:39,254 --> 00:19:40,756
I'm gonna go just take a peek.
399
00:19:40,889 --> 00:19:43,892
♪ ♪
400
00:19:44,026 --> 00:19:45,494
Oh, my God.
401
00:19:45,627 --> 00:19:47,429
Please don't be a bear.
402
00:19:47,563 --> 00:19:51,266
♪ ♪
403
00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:52,801
[bleep]
404
00:19:52,935 --> 00:19:54,436
Just the water.
405
00:19:54,570 --> 00:19:56,772
It's really up.
406
00:19:56,905 --> 00:19:57,940
Dang.
407
00:20:01,176 --> 00:20:02,478
Holy mackerel.
408
00:20:05,681 --> 00:20:08,050
That was kind of scary.
409
00:20:08,183 --> 00:20:10,185
I don't know.
I'm nervous about...
410
00:20:10,319 --> 00:20:13,422
my shelter situation.
411
00:20:13,555 --> 00:20:14,890
♪ ♪
412
00:20:15,023 --> 00:20:18,093
I'm hoping that this weather
continues right now,
413
00:20:18,227 --> 00:20:21,730
but I don't know,
those clouds.
414
00:20:21,864 --> 00:20:24,533
I need to make
my shelter pretty strong.
415
00:20:24,666 --> 00:20:26,201
I want it sturdy enough
416
00:20:26,335 --> 00:20:28,036
that it can withstand wind
417
00:20:28,170 --> 00:20:30,539
and take on some snow
418
00:20:30,672 --> 00:20:32,574
because Labrador
has some big storms
419
00:20:32,708 --> 00:20:34,743
and can get
a dumping of snow.
420
00:20:36,245 --> 00:20:39,648
The weather can change
in a moment,
421
00:20:39,781 --> 00:20:42,785
so you just have
to be prepared.
422
00:20:42,918 --> 00:20:49,925
♪ ♪
423
00:20:59,935 --> 00:21:01,336
- Now the weather got
a little nasty.
424
00:21:01,470 --> 00:21:03,472
It's kind of windy out.
425
00:21:03,605 --> 00:21:06,708
I've been sleeping
just on the ground,
426
00:21:06,842 --> 00:21:09,811
not feeling great
about it either,
427
00:21:09,945 --> 00:21:12,281
but the lean-to,
even though it's--
428
00:21:12,414 --> 00:21:14,616
it's not really security
in a sense,
429
00:21:14,750 --> 00:21:17,352
but it does make
you kind of feel better.
430
00:21:17,486 --> 00:21:21,156
And hope for the best
as far as the bears go.
431
00:21:21,290 --> 00:21:23,425
[laughs]
432
00:21:23,559 --> 00:21:25,294
That's for sure.
433
00:21:25,427 --> 00:21:28,263
♪ ♪
434
00:21:28,397 --> 00:21:31,867
We're not very far
into my stay here,
435
00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:35,337
and I'm already going hungry.
436
00:21:35,470 --> 00:21:38,140
I haven't eaten
anything today,
437
00:21:38,273 --> 00:21:40,576
so I should get out
and get some mussels.
438
00:21:40,709 --> 00:21:44,379
About halfway
between this rock escarpment
439
00:21:44,513 --> 00:21:47,249
and the shore
is the best mussels, I find.
440
00:21:47,382 --> 00:21:49,251
♪ ♪
441
00:21:49,384 --> 00:21:51,787
My family,
they were outdoors people,
442
00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:53,889
but the survival
and the things,
443
00:21:54,022 --> 00:21:56,959
I developed on my own
through reading.
444
00:21:57,092 --> 00:21:59,661
At about 12,
I bought a book,
445
00:21:59,795 --> 00:22:02,364
Bradford Angier, "How to
Stay Alive in the Woods,"
446
00:22:02,497 --> 00:22:04,333
and I started reading
that book
447
00:22:04,466 --> 00:22:06,368
and became fascinated,
448
00:22:06,501 --> 00:22:09,104
so I practiced
all those skills
449
00:22:09,238 --> 00:22:11,240
on the acreage where we lived.
450
00:22:11,373 --> 00:22:13,575
And after that,
it just became
451
00:22:13,709 --> 00:22:16,345
almost an obsession,
I would say.
452
00:22:16,478 --> 00:22:17,679
Even to this day,
453
00:22:17,813 --> 00:22:20,849
I'm always trying to come up
with a new idea.
454
00:22:20,983 --> 00:22:22,651
You know,
you can never learn too much,
455
00:22:22,784 --> 00:22:24,353
and you're always learning.
456
00:22:24,486 --> 00:22:27,556
So here I am, going to be 59
in a couple of months,
457
00:22:27,689 --> 00:22:29,124
and I'm still trying
to come up
458
00:22:29,258 --> 00:22:31,893
with fishing ideas, traps.
459
00:22:32,027 --> 00:22:34,563
It just never ends.
460
00:22:34,696 --> 00:22:35,831
That's all good,
461
00:22:35,964 --> 00:22:38,700
but I got to get something
more substantial
462
00:22:38,834 --> 00:22:40,769
than just mussels.
463
00:22:40,903 --> 00:22:43,138
So I got to try fishing.
464
00:22:43,272 --> 00:22:45,907
try mussels for bait.
465
00:22:46,041 --> 00:22:47,476
♪ ♪
466
00:22:47,609 --> 00:22:52,080
I'm the kind of guy
that I rely heavily on fish
467
00:22:52,214 --> 00:22:54,883
when I venture on my own.
468
00:22:55,017 --> 00:22:57,452
If I'm not catching fish,
469
00:22:57,586 --> 00:22:59,721
then I really struggle,
470
00:22:59,855 --> 00:23:02,457
but I think there's gonna be
a lot of fish in the ocean.
471
00:23:02,591 --> 00:23:08,096
♪ ♪
472
00:23:09,831 --> 00:23:11,033
♪ ♪
473
00:23:11,166 --> 00:23:12,668
Now I'm snagged.
474
00:23:12,801 --> 00:23:15,470
♪ ♪
475
00:23:15,604 --> 00:23:18,407
Or it's kelp again or seaweed.
476
00:23:18,540 --> 00:23:20,976
♪ ♪
477
00:23:21,109 --> 00:23:22,377
The kelp grows out
478
00:23:22,511 --> 00:23:26,315
just about as far as I can
throw my hand line out.
479
00:23:26,448 --> 00:23:28,016
♪ ♪
480
00:23:28,150 --> 00:23:30,319
This is about
the worst fishing spot
481
00:23:30,452 --> 00:23:33,789
I've seen in my lifetime.
482
00:23:33,922 --> 00:23:35,824
The tide is
starting to come in,
483
00:23:35,957 --> 00:23:39,928
but fortunately, I got
those nice big mussels here.
484
00:23:40,062 --> 00:23:43,365
Time to boil up my mussels
485
00:23:43,498 --> 00:23:45,967
and keep these muscles up
with those mussels.
486
00:23:46,101 --> 00:23:49,838
♪ ♪
487
00:23:49,971 --> 00:23:52,040
And where's the pot?
488
00:23:52,174 --> 00:23:54,876
And this is going to be
over my boots soon now too.
489
00:23:55,010 --> 00:23:57,846
Look it,
the tide's coming in now.
490
00:23:57,979 --> 00:23:59,314
I seem to have put it down.
491
00:23:59,448 --> 00:24:02,217
Remember when I was
trying to find the bait?
492
00:24:02,351 --> 00:24:03,385
[sighs]
493
00:24:03,518 --> 00:24:04,786
Man, I tell you.
494
00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:08,090
♪ ♪
495
00:24:08,223 --> 00:24:09,991
If I lose that pot,
496
00:24:10,125 --> 00:24:13,362
I won't even be able to have
my mussel soup
497
00:24:13,495 --> 00:24:15,497
in the morning.
498
00:24:15,630 --> 00:24:19,001
I can't make my teas.
Can't boil water.
499
00:24:19,134 --> 00:24:21,303
There's just a lot
of things I can't do now
500
00:24:21,436 --> 00:24:24,306
if I don't have that pot.
501
00:24:24,439 --> 00:24:26,675
These are the kind of things
I always end up doing,
502
00:24:26,808 --> 00:24:28,076
I'm telling you.
503
00:24:28,210 --> 00:24:29,945
♪ ♪
504
00:24:30,078 --> 00:24:33,148
I don't see why I would
do something so stupid.
505
00:24:39,254 --> 00:24:42,157
[dramatic music]
506
00:24:42,290 --> 00:24:49,331
♪ ♪
507
00:24:58,607 --> 00:25:00,275
- I put my pot down.
508
00:25:00,409 --> 00:25:02,644
I went and did
a bit of fishing,
509
00:25:02,778 --> 00:25:05,514
and now I can't remember
where I put the pot.
510
00:25:06,548 --> 00:25:09,484
So I've been going through
the scenes on the camera,
511
00:25:09,618 --> 00:25:12,254
trying to identify the rocks,
512
00:25:12,387 --> 00:25:14,556
and I think this is the rock,
513
00:25:14,689 --> 00:25:16,825
but I don't see
the pot anywhere.
514
00:25:19,027 --> 00:25:20,328
I might have left it.
515
00:25:20,462 --> 00:25:23,031
Then the tide come in
and swept it away.
516
00:25:23,165 --> 00:25:29,071
♪ ♪
517
00:25:29,204 --> 00:25:31,706
This is about as bad of--
518
00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:33,208
♪ ♪
519
00:25:33,341 --> 00:25:36,645
It just doesn't get
any worse than this.
520
00:25:36,778 --> 00:25:38,547
♪ ♪
521
00:25:38,680 --> 00:25:40,282
Can't catch fish.
522
00:25:40,415 --> 00:25:43,385
I'm getting anxious
about what's gonna happen
523
00:25:43,518 --> 00:25:45,353
in the future here
524
00:25:45,487 --> 00:25:47,656
because it keeps putting me
back into Patagonia
525
00:25:47,789 --> 00:25:49,424
where I suffered so bad.
526
00:25:49,558 --> 00:25:50,859
♪ ♪
527
00:25:50,992 --> 00:25:52,861
It's just an overwhelming
kind of a feeling
528
00:25:52,994 --> 00:25:55,697
that you're not in control
of your own situation.
529
00:25:55,831 --> 00:25:57,666
♪ ♪
530
00:25:57,799 --> 00:26:01,403
Okay,
I think I see it over here.
531
00:26:01,536 --> 00:26:03,338
Thank goodness, here it is.
532
00:26:10,178 --> 00:26:13,248
Hang on to that pot, Greg.
533
00:26:13,381 --> 00:26:20,055
♪ ♪
534
00:26:29,431 --> 00:26:32,400
- It is a chilly,
overcast morning.
535
00:26:32,534 --> 00:26:34,870
So today is the day
I'm going to start working
536
00:26:35,003 --> 00:26:36,271
on my permanent shelter.
537
00:26:36,404 --> 00:26:37,706
It's going to be
a serious push.
538
00:26:37,839 --> 00:26:39,107
It's going to be
a lot of work,
539
00:26:39,241 --> 00:26:40,475
and I know
that weather is coming,
540
00:26:40,609 --> 00:26:43,245
so definitely have
a fire lit under me
541
00:26:43,378 --> 00:26:45,046
to get that shelter done
542
00:26:45,180 --> 00:26:46,181
before that weather comes.
543
00:26:46,314 --> 00:26:48,116
♪ ♪
544
00:26:48,250 --> 00:26:49,885
I have been racking
my brain
545
00:26:50,018 --> 00:26:51,520
thinking about
how in the world
546
00:26:51,653 --> 00:26:53,688
I am going to build a shelter
547
00:26:53,822 --> 00:26:55,957
that is secure against
the intense weather
548
00:26:56,091 --> 00:26:57,292
we're getting here.
549
00:26:57,425 --> 00:27:00,428
There's not
a lot of building materials.
550
00:27:00,562 --> 00:27:02,063
So walking around,
551
00:27:02,197 --> 00:27:05,000
I came upon a spot
with a rock edge
552
00:27:05,133 --> 00:27:06,935
to one side,
and a little hollow
553
00:27:07,068 --> 00:27:09,237
just on the down slope side
of it.
554
00:27:09,371 --> 00:27:11,072
I think I'm going
to use this spot
555
00:27:11,206 --> 00:27:14,042
and actually build
against the rock cliff.
556
00:27:14,175 --> 00:27:15,544
If you haven't noticed,
557
00:27:15,677 --> 00:27:17,779
it's gotten
a little wet and windy,
558
00:27:17,913 --> 00:27:21,283
but you gotta work
559
00:27:21,416 --> 00:27:23,919
with the conditions you got.
560
00:27:24,052 --> 00:27:26,321
Using this rock
is going to give me
561
00:27:26,454 --> 00:27:28,890
two walls of a shelter,
562
00:27:29,024 --> 00:27:30,992
which is going to cut in half
563
00:27:31,126 --> 00:27:33,628
the other material
that I need.
564
00:27:33,762 --> 00:27:36,965
My hands are really taking
a beating right now.
565
00:27:37,098 --> 00:27:39,234
I'm nervous
about this environment.
566
00:27:39,367 --> 00:27:42,704
I feel less connected
to this place than I did
567
00:27:42,837 --> 00:27:45,040
to the Northwest Territories.
568
00:27:45,173 --> 00:27:48,577
It's feeling harder
than the place I was before,
569
00:27:48,710 --> 00:27:50,679
and that place
felt freaking hard.
570
00:27:50,812 --> 00:27:57,018
♪ ♪
571
00:27:57,152 --> 00:27:59,054
I only have
two and a half sides,
572
00:27:59,187 --> 00:28:00,956
basically,
of my shelter completed.
573
00:28:01,089 --> 00:28:03,692
I managed to get
the tarp over it,
574
00:28:03,825 --> 00:28:05,260
and eventually I'm going to do
575
00:28:05,393 --> 00:28:07,862
a combination of logs and sod.
576
00:28:07,996 --> 00:28:11,600
My hand is really
bothering me with tendonitis
577
00:28:11,733 --> 00:28:13,602
from all of that digging
by hand
578
00:28:13,735 --> 00:28:15,804
and chopping
and all of the things
579
00:28:15,937 --> 00:28:18,039
that are required
for daily life here.
580
00:28:18,173 --> 00:28:19,608
♪ ♪
581
00:28:19,741 --> 00:28:23,979
I am ready to get
under shelter and protected.
582
00:28:24,112 --> 00:28:31,119
♪ ♪
583
00:28:40,195 --> 00:28:42,197
- I thought this canvas
tarp was going to be good,
584
00:28:42,330 --> 00:28:46,067
but now my down-filled
sleeping bag is wet.
585
00:28:46,201 --> 00:28:48,136
Oh, that just irritates me.
586
00:28:48,269 --> 00:28:50,972
You buy an expensive tarp,
and it leaks.
587
00:28:51,106 --> 00:28:53,275
I got to try
to dry things out.
588
00:28:53,408 --> 00:28:55,510
This is ridiculous.
589
00:28:55,644 --> 00:28:57,646
I'm going to have to use
the black tarp
590
00:28:57,779 --> 00:28:59,881
that's for the camera gear,
591
00:29:00,015 --> 00:29:02,317
and then bring the camera gear
into my shelter,
592
00:29:02,450 --> 00:29:04,919
get a fire going inside
593
00:29:05,053 --> 00:29:07,289
so I can try to dry
some stuff out
594
00:29:07,422 --> 00:29:10,392
because I don't think that this
weather is going to let up.
595
00:29:10,525 --> 00:29:12,961
I think it's going to
just keep raining all day.
596
00:29:13,094 --> 00:29:14,062
That's what it looks like.
597
00:29:14,195 --> 00:29:17,232
♪ ♪
598
00:29:17,365 --> 00:29:19,434
Look at how wet
my sleeping bag is.
599
00:29:19,567 --> 00:29:21,436
It's just weighs a ton.
600
00:29:21,569 --> 00:29:24,005
Of course, it's down-filled.
601
00:29:24,139 --> 00:29:26,875
So now, I'm going to have to--
602
00:29:27,008 --> 00:29:28,710
I hope I can dry it out.
603
00:29:28,843 --> 00:29:30,445
♪ ♪
604
00:29:30,578 --> 00:29:34,249
This is much harder
than I thought it would be.
605
00:29:34,382 --> 00:29:36,985
The mental struggle
is extreme.
606
00:29:37,118 --> 00:29:39,154
That's what I'm finding
the hardest
607
00:29:39,287 --> 00:29:42,824
is just mentally dealing
with the failures.
608
00:29:42,957 --> 00:29:44,325
And I do have to be careful.
609
00:29:44,459 --> 00:29:45,960
I'm not 30.
610
00:29:46,094 --> 00:29:47,729
A lot of my friends,
611
00:29:47,862 --> 00:29:49,297
they've been telling me
for years,
612
00:29:49,431 --> 00:29:51,333
you know, you're getting
too old for that.
613
00:29:51,466 --> 00:29:52,934
You're just going
to damage your body,
614
00:29:53,068 --> 00:29:56,071
and I guess it's true,
but you get stubborn.
615
00:29:56,204 --> 00:29:57,839
And it just reminds me
616
00:29:57,972 --> 00:30:00,742
of someone
like Mors Kochanski,
617
00:30:00,875 --> 00:30:02,377
and last time I saw him,
618
00:30:02,510 --> 00:30:05,480
before he died there,
he was in a wheelchair
619
00:30:05,613 --> 00:30:07,682
but you could still
talk to him,
620
00:30:07,816 --> 00:30:10,618
and he'd tell you
stories for hours,
621
00:30:10,752 --> 00:30:12,887
and it was like he just wished
he could have got out
622
00:30:13,021 --> 00:30:14,189
of that wheelchair
623
00:30:14,322 --> 00:30:16,257
and headed off in the bush,
you know?
624
00:30:16,391 --> 00:30:18,359
And I guess
I'm that kind of guy.
625
00:30:18,526 --> 00:30:20,395
I just don't know
when to quit.
626
00:30:20,528 --> 00:30:23,498
Oh, there's no room
to work in here.
627
00:30:25,500 --> 00:30:28,069
Oh, boy,
and every tree you touch,
628
00:30:28,203 --> 00:30:30,138
you're just getting showered.
629
00:30:31,573 --> 00:30:33,274
Let go off my hair, now.
630
00:30:36,511 --> 00:30:37,512
Oh, man.
631
00:30:37,645 --> 00:30:40,982
♪ ♪
632
00:30:41,116 --> 00:30:42,951
I'm getting really frustrated.
633
00:30:43,084 --> 00:30:44,719
♪ ♪
634
00:30:44,853 --> 00:30:48,623
Wet, tired, hungry, cold.
635
00:30:48,757 --> 00:30:50,225
♪ ♪
636
00:30:50,358 --> 00:30:54,262
I find this very déjà vu-ish.
637
00:30:54,395 --> 00:30:57,766
It just brings Patagonia
right back to mind.
638
00:30:57,899 --> 00:30:59,267
♪ ♪
639
00:30:59,401 --> 00:31:01,369
It brings a lot of
anxiety with it too
640
00:31:01,503 --> 00:31:05,039
because think that, "Oh, man,
I got to do 50 days again."
641
00:31:05,173 --> 00:31:07,709
And I remember
how much I suffered.
642
00:31:07,842 --> 00:31:11,346
Took me three months
to recover from that,
643
00:31:11,479 --> 00:31:14,349
and that's what's got me
a bit nervous too.
644
00:31:14,482 --> 00:31:16,050
As you know,
in Patagonia,
645
00:31:16,184 --> 00:31:18,453
hypothermia
was my enemy there.
646
00:31:18,586 --> 00:31:20,622
I don't need
that again either.
647
00:31:20,755 --> 00:31:23,391
♪ ♪
648
00:31:23,525 --> 00:31:25,193
Wet, wet stuff.
649
00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:26,995
♪ ♪
650
00:31:30,965 --> 00:31:33,935
[dramatic music]
651
00:31:34,068 --> 00:31:41,075
♪ ♪
652
00:31:49,217 --> 00:31:52,587
- The sleeping bag
isn't too bad for wetness.
653
00:31:53,922 --> 00:31:56,457
But it sure took forever
to dry that sleeping bag out.
654
00:31:56,591 --> 00:31:58,426
Boy, that was a worry.
655
00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:00,795
A real worry, I can tell you.
656
00:32:02,997 --> 00:32:04,566
So let's get breakfast.
657
00:32:07,101 --> 00:32:10,939
There's not much
to these little mussels.
658
00:32:11,072 --> 00:32:13,675
I'm going to have
to try today
659
00:32:13,808 --> 00:32:15,477
to set up a trap
for these seagulls
660
00:32:15,610 --> 00:32:18,279
that come through in low tide.
661
00:32:18,413 --> 00:32:21,549
So today, that is
one project I'm gonna do,
662
00:32:21,683 --> 00:32:23,284
is try to set up a trap
663
00:32:23,418 --> 00:32:24,786
and catch one of the seagulls
664
00:32:24,919 --> 00:32:26,120
so maybe I can have some meat.
665
00:32:27,755 --> 00:32:29,224
Let's go build us a bird trap.
666
00:32:29,357 --> 00:32:35,997
♪ ♪
667
00:32:36,130 --> 00:32:38,399
As far as food goes,
668
00:32:38,533 --> 00:32:40,168
can't catch fish,
669
00:32:40,301 --> 00:32:43,238
but you're going to see
that I've developed some ideas
670
00:32:43,371 --> 00:32:45,306
to make it easier on myself,
671
00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:48,676
so I don't have to struggle
for food as much.
672
00:32:48,810 --> 00:32:52,580
When they bite,
the trigger comes back,
673
00:32:52,714 --> 00:32:56,451
and put the bait further
from the trap itself,
674
00:32:56,584 --> 00:32:59,387
and then I want to run snares
at the bottom,
675
00:32:59,521 --> 00:33:01,322
loops at the bottom
676
00:33:01,456 --> 00:33:02,790
where the seagull's
gonna be stepping,
677
00:33:02,924 --> 00:33:05,994
and hopefully his feet
are in one of the loops,
678
00:33:06,127 --> 00:33:07,629
so when he picks the bait,
679
00:33:07,762 --> 00:33:10,498
the trap goes off
and tightens the snares
680
00:33:10,632 --> 00:33:12,066
around his legs,
681
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:13,735
is the whole idea
of this trap.
682
00:33:13,868 --> 00:33:15,236
♪ ♪
683
00:33:15,370 --> 00:33:18,539
You see how we got our mussel,
684
00:33:18,673 --> 00:33:19,841
our trigger.
685
00:33:19,974 --> 00:33:22,110
♪ ♪
686
00:33:22,243 --> 00:33:23,611
I always like
trying new ideas,
687
00:33:23,745 --> 00:33:26,247
but whether it works
or not we'll see.
688
00:33:26,381 --> 00:33:28,950
You never know with your ideas
unless you try.
689
00:33:30,118 --> 00:33:37,125
♪ ♪
690
00:33:45,466 --> 00:33:49,003
- My plans for today...
691
00:33:49,137 --> 00:33:50,972
hopefully this
rain will hold off,
692
00:33:51,105 --> 00:33:52,840
but regardless,
693
00:33:52,974 --> 00:33:56,778
I'm going to go
collecting food.
694
00:33:56,911 --> 00:33:58,947
I'm hoping
there's just gonna be
695
00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:01,349
tons of mussels
and periwinkles
696
00:34:01,482 --> 00:34:02,917
and little crabs,
697
00:34:03,051 --> 00:34:06,788
and so I'm just gonna
fill this whole sucker
698
00:34:06,921 --> 00:34:09,557
and kind of have
a big feast today.
699
00:34:09,691 --> 00:34:11,292
♪ ♪
700
00:34:11,426 --> 00:34:14,195
I got to say, it's a real
shock to the system
701
00:34:14,329 --> 00:34:16,030
to do this.
702
00:34:16,164 --> 00:34:20,101
Dang, that's cold, wet.
703
00:34:20,234 --> 00:34:23,404
So hopefully, I'm adjusting,
704
00:34:23,538 --> 00:34:25,907
but hopefully, I can also get
a lot more food
705
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:27,675
so that I don't get
to that point
706
00:34:27,809 --> 00:34:30,645
of, like, dizziness
and fatigue
707
00:34:30,778 --> 00:34:32,747
like I did in Chilko.
708
00:34:32,880 --> 00:34:35,049
That's where
I got a clam last time,
709
00:34:35,183 --> 00:34:37,919
so just hoping for more.
710
00:34:38,052 --> 00:34:40,621
I could see
these little divots.
711
00:34:40,755 --> 00:34:43,925
I could tell
where the clam holes were.
712
00:34:44,058 --> 00:34:46,928
My mom was raised
on a farm in Maine.
713
00:34:47,061 --> 00:34:48,596
She was of the mindset
714
00:34:48,730 --> 00:34:50,965
that kids should play outside
715
00:34:51,099 --> 00:34:53,468
and get dirty
and have adventures,
716
00:34:53,601 --> 00:34:56,371
so I had
that free-range childhood.
717
00:34:56,504 --> 00:34:57,839
Mussels.
718
00:34:57,972 --> 00:34:59,173
♪ ♪
719
00:35:06,347 --> 00:35:10,518
I had a lot of unscheduled,
amazing time
720
00:35:10,651 --> 00:35:13,154
in nature,
as much as I wanted.
721
00:35:13,287 --> 00:35:15,056
These are always
the motherload.
722
00:35:15,189 --> 00:35:16,758
♪ ♪
723
00:35:16,891 --> 00:35:20,561
I more kind of wanted to be
like Laura Ingalls Wilder,
724
00:35:20,695 --> 00:35:23,731
and my mom taught me
about the stars,
725
00:35:23,865 --> 00:35:24,999
about wild edibles,
726
00:35:25,133 --> 00:35:26,734
how to fish.
727
00:35:26,868 --> 00:35:29,203
We grew a lot of our food,
and we canned,
728
00:35:29,337 --> 00:35:31,673
and the connection
with food sources
729
00:35:31,806 --> 00:35:33,841
was always big in our family,
730
00:35:33,975 --> 00:35:35,710
so I feel really grateful
731
00:35:35,843 --> 00:35:37,512
for this level
732
00:35:37,645 --> 00:35:39,480
of clams and mussels.
733
00:35:42,984 --> 00:35:47,121
So I have a ton of stuff,
734
00:35:47,255 --> 00:35:49,023
chock full of nuts.
735
00:35:49,157 --> 00:35:51,125
And I got some clams,
as you can see.
736
00:35:51,259 --> 00:35:52,927
They're so delicate.
737
00:35:53,061 --> 00:35:55,897
Look at the size of that thing.
738
00:35:56,030 --> 00:35:58,499
Dang, look at it.
739
00:35:58,633 --> 00:36:00,935
It's got barnacles
growing on it.
740
00:36:01,069 --> 00:36:03,371
It's a monster.
741
00:36:03,504 --> 00:36:06,274
I am definitely so grateful
742
00:36:06,407 --> 00:36:08,376
for the food today.
743
00:36:08,509 --> 00:36:10,645
If I can keep this going...
744
00:36:10,778 --> 00:36:12,880
I'm going to make it
to 50 days
745
00:36:13,014 --> 00:36:14,182
in better condition
746
00:36:14,315 --> 00:36:17,251
than I was
at 21 days at Chilko.
747
00:36:17,385 --> 00:36:24,392
♪ ♪
748
00:36:35,002 --> 00:36:37,105
- The no food is not fun.
749
00:36:37,238 --> 00:36:39,006
The wet bedding is no fun.
750
00:36:39,140 --> 00:36:40,675
Knowing what's in the future
751
00:36:40,808 --> 00:36:42,543
with the weather
getting worse,
752
00:36:42,677 --> 00:36:46,013
all I've got is mussels
and spruce bough tea.
753
00:36:46,147 --> 00:36:47,682
If there's any chance
754
00:36:47,815 --> 00:36:50,518
of getting
some substantial food,
755
00:36:50,651 --> 00:36:52,954
it would totally be
a game changer.
756
00:36:53,087 --> 00:36:54,755
I hear birds, seagulls,
757
00:36:54,889 --> 00:36:58,159
so I'm going to go check
that seagull trap.
758
00:36:58,292 --> 00:37:00,361
Hopefully,
we'll have something
759
00:37:00,495 --> 00:37:02,063
other than mussels tonight.
760
00:37:06,134 --> 00:37:07,435
Oh, [bleep].
761
00:37:12,073 --> 00:37:15,643
It looks like I didn't put
my trap high enough up.
762
00:37:15,777 --> 00:37:18,546
So our trigger stick stayed,
763
00:37:18,679 --> 00:37:21,883
but over here,
764
00:37:22,016 --> 00:37:24,619
the one post
765
00:37:24,752 --> 00:37:27,722
washed out of the ground,
766
00:37:27,855 --> 00:37:31,325
and our trigger system's
sitting there.
767
00:37:31,459 --> 00:37:33,227
I thought
it was up high enough.
768
00:37:34,829 --> 00:37:36,998
I'm wasting my time now,
I think,
769
00:37:37,131 --> 00:37:40,401
if it's going to come up
and just wash everything out.
770
00:37:40,535 --> 00:37:42,136
A lot of work for nothing, eh?
771
00:37:42,270 --> 00:37:44,906
♪ ♪
772
00:37:45,039 --> 00:37:48,209
I anticipated there was
gonna be enough food here,
773
00:37:48,342 --> 00:37:50,111
but I'm finding out different,
774
00:37:50,244 --> 00:37:53,114
and it's very stressful
775
00:37:53,247 --> 00:37:55,650
as just not being able to eat.
776
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:00,855
Not in bad health yet,
777
00:38:00,988 --> 00:38:03,691
but it's only going to get
worse down the road here
778
00:38:03,825 --> 00:38:05,293
with the resources that I see,
779
00:38:05,426 --> 00:38:07,428
so it's stressful
780
00:38:07,562 --> 00:38:09,630
thinking that things
can only get worse.
781
00:38:09,764 --> 00:38:12,166
♪ ♪
782
00:38:16,671 --> 00:38:19,540
[dramatic music]
783
00:38:19,674 --> 00:38:26,647
♪ ♪
784
00:38:40,962 --> 00:38:43,898
- So today started
785
00:38:44,031 --> 00:38:46,934
by feeling really sick,
786
00:38:47,068 --> 00:38:49,370
and that was kind of scary.
787
00:38:50,738 --> 00:38:53,507
Felt weak, felt nauseous,
788
00:38:53,641 --> 00:38:57,011
So I just drank
quite a bit of water.
789
00:38:57,144 --> 00:38:58,813
I'm feeling a little better,
790
00:38:58,946 --> 00:39:02,283
which is good because I still
have a lot of work to do.
791
00:39:02,416 --> 00:39:06,420
So today, I need to really
get some firewood going
792
00:39:06,554 --> 00:39:07,889
and bring it into the shelter
793
00:39:08,022 --> 00:39:10,891
and just sort of store it
in all the, you know,
794
00:39:11,025 --> 00:39:12,226
nooks and crannies.
795
00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:14,295
♪ ♪
796
00:39:20,601 --> 00:39:24,205
I'll just soldier on
for right now,
797
00:39:24,338 --> 00:39:27,308
and hopefully it will pass
798
00:39:27,441 --> 00:39:29,010
once I get working.
799
00:39:29,143 --> 00:39:30,411
It could be hunger,
800
00:39:30,544 --> 00:39:34,181
but I think it would be
more like stomach pain...
801
00:39:34,315 --> 00:39:35,516
♪ ♪
802
00:39:35,650 --> 00:39:37,718
Rather than nausea.
803
00:39:37,852 --> 00:39:41,122
♪ ♪
804
00:39:41,255 --> 00:39:43,824
- Man, I'm getting soaked.
805
00:39:43,958 --> 00:39:46,427
I am pretty concerned
about my tarp.
806
00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:48,095
Check it out.
807
00:39:48,229 --> 00:39:49,964
Wherever you can see light
808
00:39:50,097 --> 00:39:52,967
are spots that I've got holes
809
00:39:53,100 --> 00:39:54,201
in the tarp.
810
00:39:54,335 --> 00:39:57,605
Not ideal,
more where that came from.
811
00:39:57,738 --> 00:40:01,842
Water, water, water.
812
00:40:01,976 --> 00:40:04,679
That is not what
we want in a roof.
813
00:40:04,812 --> 00:40:06,180
I've got to be honest,
814
00:40:06,314 --> 00:40:08,316
this is so much
more challenging
815
00:40:08,449 --> 00:40:09,684
than I figured it would be.
816
00:40:09,817 --> 00:40:14,255
♪ ♪
817
00:40:14,388 --> 00:40:18,059
- I wish I could have gotten
that bird trap set up.
818
00:40:18,192 --> 00:40:20,428
The stress of not having
819
00:40:20,561 --> 00:40:23,064
the food that I need is just--
820
00:40:23,197 --> 00:40:25,032
I'm getting these
panic attacks,
821
00:40:25,166 --> 00:40:27,802
these anxieties
that just pop out of nowhere
822
00:40:27,935 --> 00:40:29,670
for no reason, stress.
823
00:40:29,804 --> 00:40:31,372
♪ ♪
824
00:40:31,505 --> 00:40:34,842
So this is much harder
than I thought it would be.
825
00:40:38,279 --> 00:40:39,880
- Cold and wet and miserable,
826
00:40:40,014 --> 00:40:41,615
and nearly hypothermic,
827
00:40:41,749 --> 00:40:44,385
that's just not how
I want it to be.
828
00:40:44,518 --> 00:40:46,487
♪ ♪
829
00:40:46,620 --> 00:40:49,357
I'm thinking about
all of the things in my life
830
00:40:49,490 --> 00:40:52,093
that I put on hold
and just disappeared from
831
00:40:52,226 --> 00:40:53,828
to have this experience.
832
00:40:53,961 --> 00:40:56,764
It's a really different
situation for me now.
833
00:40:56,897 --> 00:41:00,067
I'm thinking about
my beautiful life at home.
834
00:41:00,201 --> 00:41:01,769
I'm thinking
about my sweetheart a lot
835
00:41:01,902 --> 00:41:03,070
and my family.
836
00:41:03,204 --> 00:41:05,272
Never
in a million years thought
837
00:41:05,406 --> 00:41:07,108
that I would be
considering leaving
838
00:41:07,241 --> 00:41:09,543
as early as day six.
839
00:41:09,677 --> 00:41:12,880
♪ ♪
840
00:41:13,013 --> 00:41:15,883
- It's only day six,
but I'm really struggling.
841
00:41:16,017 --> 00:41:17,718
This just brings me back,
842
00:41:17,852 --> 00:41:22,223
kind of déjà vu-type situation
to Patagonia,
843
00:41:22,356 --> 00:41:24,925
and I remember
how much I struggled
844
00:41:25,059 --> 00:41:27,027
and suffered over there,
845
00:41:27,161 --> 00:41:29,063
and I think
that's creating my anxiety,
846
00:41:29,196 --> 00:41:31,932
realizing that I have to do
the same thing here.
847
00:41:32,066 --> 00:41:35,336
I'm just not ready
for suffering like this again.
848
00:41:35,469 --> 00:41:38,639
♪ ♪
849
00:41:38,773 --> 00:41:40,775
- Sick to my stomach
right now.
850
00:41:40,908 --> 00:41:42,943
♪ ♪
851
00:41:43,043 --> 00:41:46,180
Just going to pause
for a second, whew.
852
00:41:46,313 --> 00:41:48,149
My mind is, of course, racing,
853
00:41:48,282 --> 00:41:51,585
thinking about
what this could be.
854
00:41:51,719 --> 00:41:53,120
♪ ♪
855
00:41:53,254 --> 00:41:54,522
I got to go get water.
856
00:41:54,655 --> 00:41:57,825
♪ ♪
857
00:41:57,958 --> 00:41:59,560
I don't know what's going on.
858
00:41:59,693 --> 00:42:03,564
♪ ♪
859
00:42:03,697 --> 00:42:06,734
- This is much harder
than I thought it would be,
860
00:42:06,867 --> 00:42:09,303
and I keep getting
anxiety attacks.
861
00:42:09,437 --> 00:42:11,772
- Oh, [bleep].
[coughing]
862
00:42:11,906 --> 00:42:14,208
I just pepper sprayed
my bed.
863
00:42:14,341 --> 00:42:18,212
- Yep, you just stay
right there cussing at me.
864
00:42:18,345 --> 00:42:20,214
- Sometimes you know
you're getting close
865
00:42:20,347 --> 00:42:21,449
to your edge...
866
00:42:23,184 --> 00:42:25,853
But we can be
so mentally strong
867
00:42:25,986 --> 00:42:28,055
that we just want
to keep going.
868
00:42:28,189 --> 00:42:29,590
Oh.
869
00:42:32,660 --> 00:42:34,195
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