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Six of "Alone's"
strongest participants
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are about to face
their biggest challenge yet.
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- I didn't agree to do "Alone"
again for a suffering contest.
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Oh, my God!
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With just a few supplies,
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they'll push
their skills and bodies
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farther than ever before.
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Starting later
than any previous season
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and with less time to prepare,
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they'll arrive just as the
fierce North Atlantic winter
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is about to begin.
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- Winter's not coming.
Winter's here.
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They'll battle
howling winds, constant rain,
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and North America's
most fierce apex predators.
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- You're not gonna
fight off a polar bear.
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It's gonna eat you.
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Survive 50 days,
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and they'll win their share
of half a million dollars.
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- It just doesn't get any worse.
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This is "Alone: Frozen."
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- "Alone" has never done
this before.
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We're getting dropped...
Boom... right in winter.
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Nobody does this.
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Nobody starts a survival
adventure in winter.
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- We're in one of the most wild
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and remote places on Earth.
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We could be experiencing
horizontal snow
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later this afternoon.
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Winter isn't on its way.
It's basically here.
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It's gonna be real serious
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from the moment
we hit the ground.
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Oh.
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Check out
my beautiful little beach.
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- 50 days in a cold,
wet environment.
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It may be
a shorter amount of time,
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but in no way, shape, or form
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is it gonna be any easier.
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The elements we're getting
thrown into are 100% worse.
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We've got the Atlantic Ocean
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bringing in northeast winds,
which can get extremely high,
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all the way up to hurricanes.
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I must love the pain,
misery, and suffering, right?
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'Cause here I am again.
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- The completely different
wildlife, like polar bears,
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black bears makes it,
I think, a situation.
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Polar bears,
they don't mess around.
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They just hunt you down
and eat you.
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- Here in Labrador, we're
gonna be trying to survive
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in a very harsh
and unforgiving territory.
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On my own!
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Just gonna find a spot
and hope for the best.
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I don't want to see
any polar bears.
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- And starting late,
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it's going to affect
the resources.
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All those food sources
that would be an easy gather
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are probably gonna be
slim to none.
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You can plan all you want,
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but Nature's gonna give you
just what she wants.
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I just got to eat
like it's my job.
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- We're about
as remote as it gets.
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It's already cold,
and it's gonna get colder.
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It's wet cold,
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which is a whole different
kind of cold.
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It sticks with you.
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It gets down into your bones,
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and it's just perfect weather
for hypothermia.
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This is gonna be hard,
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otherwise it wouldn't be
just a 50-day challenge.
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Man, that helicopter
was powerful... blew me over.
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All right,
there's the helicopter...
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flying away.
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There it goes.
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Bye, helicopter.
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And here I am in my new home.
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I don't want to start it off
by complaining,
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but...
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I can't help but notice...
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I am...
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in a north-facing location.
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So I'm here in the shade,
and it's cold.
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But I look across the bay,
and what do you see?
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Sun, sun, sun, sun, sun.
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But I don't know how many days
it's gonna be sunny anyway.
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So what's more important
is the direction of the wind.
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Last time
one of the hardest things
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was that north-facing bowl.
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The wind just whipped in there,
and I hardly saw the sun.
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So I was just hoping
for a south-facing spot.
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And, nope...
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north-facing again.
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It's another day
in an Arctic paradise.
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My fingers are cold.
My toes are cold.
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The camera screen's frozen.
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So we got some challenges here.
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On season seven,
I was out there for so long.
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I mean, 89 days...
That's a quarter of a year.
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I learned a lot about myself
and my connection to the land.
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Thank you, Great Slave Lake.
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Thank you for feeding me.
Thank you for teaching me.
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My mind was strong.
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My heart, my spirit, all of me
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was ready to stay
the entire time,
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but I had reached
my physical limit.
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It's really sensitive.
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I had frostbite
on four of my toes,
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one of which was pretty bad.
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- What we're trying to avoid
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is serious and potentially
irreversible damage...
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- Yeah.
- To your frostbitten feet.
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And so, as a result,
I'm gonna have to extract you
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from the field
for medical reasons.
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Right now in life, I am happy.
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Move over! Move over!
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But it wasn't always that way.
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When I was a kid,
both of my brothers died.
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I was upset and angry
about that for a long time.
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What helped me through it
was realizing
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that we only get
this one short life.
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And I made an agreement
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with myself and to my brothers
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to live life
for the three of us.
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That's part of "Alone,"
you know?
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Life comes knocking at my door,
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and I opened it,
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and I'm gonna live
my life to the fullest.
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Getting to go out again,
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I know I'm gonna go even deeper,
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so I want to be out
as long as I can.
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I'm gonna explore the area
and see if there's any places
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that will get more sun exposure.
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Do you see this?
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This is a well,
well-defined game trail.
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Look at my finger.
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Oh, and...
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big old bear scat.
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They say 10,000 black bears
in Labrador.
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That basically means
there's a black bear
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around every corner.
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So, if anyone gets a bear,
they're good to go,
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because the thing
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that's hardest to find
in the wild is fat,
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and bears are loaded with fat.
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I do not want to sleep
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right next
to this bear trail, but...
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I don't really have a choice,
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because the tide's gonna rise
up to this point
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and inland is extremely brushy.
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And I'm gonna have to search
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for a clearing
to be able to sleep.
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So, no matter
where I sleep tonight,
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it's gonna be
right on this bear trail.
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So that's exciting.
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But what are you gonna do?
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- Man...
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everywhere around me is bog.
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But, you know, you got to look
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at the positive side
of things, right?
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I'm on a beach.
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It's not a tropical beach,
but I'm on a beach.
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I've got a lot of stuff to do.
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Right now I'm kind of looking
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for somewhere to set up shelter,
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something that sits up
higher than these bogs
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that I'm in right now.
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There's gonna be a lot
of patience involved out here,
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because this terrain is thick,
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and every single thing here
is soaking wet.
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The location makes it harder,
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but it doesn't matter if it's
50 days, 75 days, 100 days.
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You're gonna have challenges
thrown your way
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that you
didn't deal with before.
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Just like season seven,
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this will be one of
the hardest things in my life.
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All it takes is all you got.
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But...
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I'm not sure I'm willing to
give it everything that I have
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to be able to stay out here.
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Previously, I was on season 7,
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and I lasted 44 days.
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I got a fish!
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Whoo! Man!
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I've been waiting to catch
another fish for so long.
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I was having a good time.
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I got to day 10,
and I was smiling.
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I was having fun.
I got to day 20.
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Yeah!
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Got to day 30, same thing.
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And every few days,
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I'd find out
that I was having a blast.
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And then I hit a point on day 35
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where I just
was not having fun anymore.
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I'm going insane out here.
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What ultimately ended
my time last time
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is I ended up contracting
the parasite trichinosis,
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and it ended up
getting into my heart
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and the rest of my organs,
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and it put me
into congestive heart failure.
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That's the closest
I've ever come to dying.
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In the past,
I was in the military.
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I was a recon marine.
I was a scout sniper.
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In the present, I'm a dad.
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You think you're funny?
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Last time
Max was only a year old now.
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Now he's three.
He's got a personality.
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Yummy?
- No.
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- I'm doing this to show Max
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what it's like to do something
extremely tough
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and what it's like to go back
and do it again
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and to never give up.
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And if you do get afforded
another opportunity
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to do something
to give it another shot.
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This is 1,000%
a redemption for me.
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I'm trying not to talk loud,
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just because I don't want
to make too much
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of an imprint out here...
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as far as animals
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listening to what I'm saying.
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I just need to come in here
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and live life for 50 days
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like it was normal,
like I'm a part of it.
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If you're not working
with the land,
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you're only working against it.
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So I'm working with it.
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The elements we're getting
thrown into are miserable.
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Every day is gonna be
a struggle.
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And any number of things
can take people
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out of this ball game.
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We're in polar-bear country.
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That does put a different twist
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on the whole thing.
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The polar bear...
That is the meanest bear.
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This is legitimately dangerous.
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But I don't want to die
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doing the bare minimum
throughout my life.
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I want to die knowing
that I did great things,
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knowing that I did hard things.
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And so taking on this challenge
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is something
that 100% completes that.
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So right now what am I thinking?
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I'm thinking, take it slow.
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I'm in no rush.
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I do not want to make mistakes.
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So much to lose, so little time.
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We got to the post so late.
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I'm trying to adjust
my strategy...
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a little bit different
than last time.
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The weather...
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is warm and tropical here...
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just like in Cancun.
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Ah, no.
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My name is Amós Rodríguez.
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I was in season seven,
Great Slave Lake.
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Holy, man.
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- And I lasted for 58 days.
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I found a decent fishing hole,
and it paid off right away...
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Just started getting
a lot of fish.
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But I was not able
to hunt big-game animals.
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And the fishing
had been drying out.
259
00:13:35,214 --> 00:13:38,284
I hadn't had that much success.
260
00:13:39,786 --> 00:13:42,789
The fat reserves
in my body started to dwindle
261
00:13:42,922 --> 00:13:43,990
really fast.
262
00:13:44,123 --> 00:13:45,324
This is Amós.
263
00:13:48,761 --> 00:13:50,129
Oh, shoot!
264
00:13:52,465 --> 00:13:55,601
I felt like the fire
gave me the okay
265
00:13:55,735 --> 00:13:58,104
that I had taken
the right decision.
266
00:14:02,075 --> 00:14:04,677
My season on Great Slave Lake,
267
00:14:04,811 --> 00:14:08,614
it was such
a transformative experience.
268
00:14:08,748 --> 00:14:10,983
It has given me the opportunity
269
00:14:11,117 --> 00:14:14,187
to grow as a person,
as an individual,
270
00:14:14,320 --> 00:14:17,824
as a community member,
as a father.
271
00:14:17,957 --> 00:14:20,827
And I'm trying to make a
better future for my daughter.
272
00:14:22,829 --> 00:14:24,097
A bunch of gear.
273
00:14:24,230 --> 00:14:25,932
Now it's like a two-part thing.
274
00:14:26,065 --> 00:14:29,502
Yeah, I want to go
and see again how I do,
275
00:14:29,635 --> 00:14:34,307
but I also want to continue
being a positive influence
276
00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:35,675
on society.
277
00:14:37,310 --> 00:14:41,347
The way I see it, I went
through my master's out there.
278
00:14:41,481 --> 00:14:43,750
Now I'm going through my PhD.
279
00:14:50,757 --> 00:14:54,127
Beautiful moon, man.
280
00:14:54,260 --> 00:14:55,962
That's what I come here for...
281
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To have this moment
of freakin' beauty.
282
00:15:00,266 --> 00:15:03,302
Okay, get a fire going.
283
00:15:03,436 --> 00:15:07,106
You have to fulfill
all the basic survival needs...
284
00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:09,575
Shelter, fire, water, and food.
285
00:15:14,414 --> 00:15:15,414
Being a native,
286
00:15:15,548 --> 00:15:16,949
being on this platform
287
00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:19,185
comes with a lot
of responsibilities,
288
00:15:19,318 --> 00:15:22,288
and I feel
like I carry also the weight
289
00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:23,956
on my shoulder...
290
00:15:28,127 --> 00:15:30,430
Then I can be a good role model,
291
00:15:30,563 --> 00:15:33,432
a good example for other people.
292
00:15:53,753 --> 00:15:55,721
- Day one...
293
00:15:55,855 --> 00:15:58,758
I only got 49 more days
to enjoy this.
294
00:15:58,891 --> 00:16:03,296
So I got to start
getting comfortable, yeah?
295
00:16:03,429 --> 00:16:05,198
Here's what we've got going on.
296
00:16:05,331 --> 00:16:07,133
Nothing impressive,
297
00:16:07,266 --> 00:16:09,535
but it'll do the job
for tonight.
298
00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:11,437
You know what I'm saying?
299
00:16:11,571 --> 00:16:13,773
But the goal is to see
300
00:16:13,906 --> 00:16:17,276
how fast I can get
my shelter up,
301
00:16:17,410 --> 00:16:19,130
'cause, hey, the sooner
I get my shelter up,
302
00:16:19,212 --> 00:16:21,447
the safer I feel,
303
00:16:21,581 --> 00:16:23,950
the more I'm protected
from the elements,
304
00:16:24,083 --> 00:16:26,752
the more at home I feel,
the happier I am, right?
305
00:16:30,890 --> 00:16:33,426
Heard some wolves howling.
306
00:16:33,559 --> 00:16:35,828
So it's...
307
00:16:35,962 --> 00:16:38,865
We're out here, you know?
We're out in the wilderness.
308
00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:41,734
And it's beautiful,
and it's amazing,
309
00:16:41,868 --> 00:16:44,370
and it's everything.
310
00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:47,406
Looking forward to tomorrow.
311
00:17:05,324 --> 00:17:06,459
- Hear that?
312
00:17:06,592 --> 00:17:08,628
It's my squirrel alarm.
313
00:17:11,497 --> 00:17:15,101
Frost...
314
00:17:15,234 --> 00:17:17,837
All on the sleeping bag.
315
00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:23,442
All right, well,
today the plan is
316
00:17:23,576 --> 00:17:26,479
to scout the land,
317
00:17:26,612 --> 00:17:29,782
find all the freshwater sources,
318
00:17:29,916 --> 00:17:31,584
find a shelter spot.
319
00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:33,519
Okay, little squirrel.
320
00:17:33,653 --> 00:17:35,755
Okay. Okay.
321
00:17:35,888 --> 00:17:37,723
I'm gonna get out of bed.
322
00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:44,597
I love scavenging.
323
00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:47,633
I call myself
a scavenger-gatherer
324
00:17:47,767 --> 00:17:51,237
because I scavenge
more than I hunt.
325
00:17:51,370 --> 00:17:53,005
Oh, my gosh!
326
00:17:53,139 --> 00:17:57,243
What do we have here?
327
00:18:00,212 --> 00:18:02,415
That's worth carrying back.
328
00:18:02,548 --> 00:18:05,418
Always good
to have a cutting board.
329
00:18:05,551 --> 00:18:08,120
Back home I can survive
330
00:18:08,254 --> 00:18:10,957
off of what other people
throw away.
331
00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,759
I fed myself meat
for the whole year
332
00:18:13,893 --> 00:18:17,096
off of cuts that were gonna go
into the dumpster.
333
00:18:17,229 --> 00:18:20,299
Look at this big old tree...
Cut with a saw.
334
00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:24,737
Ooh, and even more
interesting... a rope.
335
00:18:24,870 --> 00:18:26,606
I'd pick up roadkill.
336
00:18:26,739 --> 00:18:28,774
Roadkill is my favorite thing
337
00:18:28,908 --> 00:18:32,044
because I get to eat fresh,
wild meat,
338
00:18:32,178 --> 00:18:34,880
but I didn't have to take
the life.
339
00:18:35,014 --> 00:18:38,150
To be pulling out of the
waste stream and repurposing
340
00:18:38,284 --> 00:18:41,253
is a scavenger's paradise.
341
00:18:41,387 --> 00:18:45,157
Look in here, my friends.
342
00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:48,761
I just found
a pretty good shelter spot.
343
00:18:48,894 --> 00:18:51,597
Hopefully this is gonna be
really protected from the wind
344
00:18:51,731 --> 00:18:53,799
'cause of all these trees here.
345
00:18:58,704 --> 00:19:00,406
You know, last time I spent
346
00:19:00,539 --> 00:19:03,976
a lot of time searching
for this perfect spot,
347
00:19:04,110 --> 00:19:06,345
and there wasn't a perfect spot.
348
00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:09,782
So I think this time,
going in kind of just looking
349
00:19:09,915 --> 00:19:11,617
for what's good enough,
350
00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,285
and if it's good enough,
351
00:19:13,419 --> 00:19:16,622
just roll with it
and try to get it done
352
00:19:16,756 --> 00:19:18,457
because we're starting
353
00:19:18,591 --> 00:19:20,459
in the wet
and the cold and the wind.
354
00:19:20,593 --> 00:19:24,230
We don't have a lot of time
in the nice fall weather
355
00:19:24,363 --> 00:19:26,399
to get set up.
356
00:19:26,532 --> 00:19:28,234
It's gonna be hard.
357
00:19:28,367 --> 00:19:30,770
Checking to make sure
everything's smooth
358
00:19:30,903 --> 00:19:35,107
'cause I don't want to push
a hole in the tarp, you see?
359
00:19:36,742 --> 00:19:38,778
Shelter is gonna be crucial
360
00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:43,416
because we're gonna have
serious winds, serious rain.
361
00:19:44,817 --> 00:19:47,286
With the wind chill
and the wetness,
362
00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:52,058
it's probably gonna feel
colder than the Arctic.
363
00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,927
So I got to keep moving.
364
00:20:17,983 --> 00:20:20,653
- Oh, don't drop him.
365
00:20:23,489 --> 00:20:25,357
Got a pot full of clams.
366
00:20:31,630 --> 00:20:35,701
Cut a couple more for this post,
367
00:20:35,835 --> 00:20:38,971
and then I'll start making
the structure up there.
368
00:20:40,206 --> 00:20:42,775
Maybe sleep out there tonight
and see how it feels.
369
00:20:58,124 --> 00:21:00,159
The last time,
I was able to prove
370
00:21:00,292 --> 00:21:02,995
that I have the skills
to be here.
371
00:21:03,129 --> 00:21:06,532
I grew up in the context
of El Salvador's civil war.
372
00:21:06,665 --> 00:21:10,302
So some of my experiences,
they created a lot of trauma,
373
00:21:10,436 --> 00:21:13,739
but they also created
some specific needs
374
00:21:13,873 --> 00:21:16,175
that survivalist needs to have.
375
00:21:17,543 --> 00:21:21,013
And one of those things
are awareness.
376
00:21:21,147 --> 00:21:22,515
Your bubble of awareness
377
00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:26,018
need to be bigger than
your bubble of disturbance.
378
00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:30,156
What was that?
379
00:21:31,924 --> 00:21:33,759
Ptarmigan.
380
00:21:35,261 --> 00:21:36,796
There is one.
381
00:21:57,917 --> 00:22:00,152
Ptarmigan.
382
00:22:12,398 --> 00:22:16,235
How can it fly so far
with one arrow on him?
383
00:22:19,405 --> 00:22:22,608
I remember that happened
to Woniya last time.
384
00:22:22,741 --> 00:22:24,910
He went up,
385
00:22:25,044 --> 00:22:27,546
and she looked for it forever.
386
00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:29,415
I saw the feathers.
387
00:22:31,417 --> 00:22:33,852
Look at the feathers.
388
00:22:33,986 --> 00:22:37,456
It clearly was hit, man.
389
00:22:37,590 --> 00:22:39,792
It was dropping feathers.
390
00:22:39,925 --> 00:22:42,294
It's a really
important food source
391
00:22:42,428 --> 00:22:45,364
because they've got some fat.
392
00:22:45,497 --> 00:22:48,467
Getting chicken soup
for dinner would be awesome.
393
00:22:50,369 --> 00:22:52,104
Dang.
394
00:22:52,238 --> 00:22:54,273
I feel sorry for the bird
395
00:22:54,406 --> 00:22:57,610
'cause it's flying with an
arrow stuck in its body, man.
396
00:23:08,053 --> 00:23:10,055
Okay.
397
00:23:10,189 --> 00:23:13,692
Let's go explore a little more
about my shelter...
398
00:23:13,826 --> 00:23:15,761
a big priority.
399
00:23:17,763 --> 00:23:19,531
So much to do.
400
00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:23,235
I think
this is going to be harder
401
00:23:23,369 --> 00:23:25,738
because
of the different weather.
402
00:23:27,039 --> 00:23:29,241
People don't realize how brutal
403
00:23:29,375 --> 00:23:31,910
a cold, wet place can be.
404
00:23:32,044 --> 00:23:35,714
It can kill you,
hypothermia, fairly quick.
405
00:23:35,848 --> 00:23:40,119
Here it's way colder,
way more water,
406
00:23:40,252 --> 00:23:41,654
way more wind.
407
00:23:41,787 --> 00:23:44,790
So the place will make it
really challenging.
408
00:23:50,763 --> 00:23:52,064
That's a good shot.
409
00:23:59,071 --> 00:24:01,507
Like my daughter sings...
"Rain, rain, go away.
410
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:03,275
Come back a different day."
411
00:24:05,144 --> 00:24:07,112
Tomorrow is her birthday party.
412
00:24:13,986 --> 00:24:17,189
I wish I could be there
with you celebrating, baby,
413
00:24:17,323 --> 00:24:18,757
but I'm here,
414
00:24:18,891 --> 00:24:22,428
trying to become
the best version of myself
415
00:24:22,561 --> 00:24:24,430
so I can try to teach you
416
00:24:24,563 --> 00:24:28,734
how to become the best version
of yourself...
417
00:24:28,867 --> 00:24:30,402
not that you have
to do it this way.
418
00:24:30,536 --> 00:24:34,740
This is just a process that
I go through to do it for me.
419
00:24:34,873 --> 00:24:36,675
Everybody does it differently.
420
00:24:38,310 --> 00:24:40,179
I love you so much, Mitzi.
421
00:24:58,597 --> 00:24:59,965
- Okay.
422
00:25:00,099 --> 00:25:03,102
Don't want to freak
you guys out.
423
00:25:03,235 --> 00:25:04,603
Don't freak out,
424
00:25:04,737 --> 00:25:09,508
but there's a bunch
of splashing in the ocean.
425
00:25:09,641 --> 00:25:13,012
I think it's a whale
'cause I saw the fin.
426
00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:16,949
So cool.
427
00:25:17,082 --> 00:25:19,551
But it's time to go...
428
00:25:19,685 --> 00:25:23,322
go, go, go get some food.
429
00:25:23,455 --> 00:25:26,759
This is the game plan today.
Step one... get hydrated.
430
00:25:26,892 --> 00:25:28,861
Step two...
It's low tide right now,
431
00:25:28,994 --> 00:25:30,929
so I'm gonna go on a walk
432
00:25:31,063 --> 00:25:34,433
'cause the ocean grocery store
is open now.
433
00:25:34,566 --> 00:25:36,635
But soon, gonna be closed,
434
00:25:36,769 --> 00:25:38,771
so I'm hoping to harvest seaweed
435
00:25:38,904 --> 00:25:41,607
and hopefully some mussels
or clams.
436
00:25:43,475 --> 00:25:46,745
Man, this seaweed is slippery.
437
00:25:46,879 --> 00:25:48,914
I'm seeing a lot of seaweed,
438
00:25:49,048 --> 00:25:51,250
so I know I'm gonna have greens.
439
00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:53,452
I'm excited about that.
440
00:25:53,585 --> 00:25:56,522
It'd be nice to harvest some,
441
00:25:56,655 --> 00:25:59,191
but just got to be careful,
442
00:25:59,324 --> 00:26:01,560
careful walking out here...
443
00:26:01,693 --> 00:26:04,463
Lots of slippery stuff.
444
00:26:04,596 --> 00:26:06,031
Oh!
445
00:26:06,165 --> 00:26:08,967
There's a bunch
of ravens congregating.
446
00:26:09,068 --> 00:26:11,537
What is that?
447
00:26:11,670 --> 00:26:14,039
All the ravens just flew away.
448
00:26:16,542 --> 00:26:18,043
What?
449
00:26:19,545 --> 00:26:21,213
This is so cool!
450
00:26:38,497 --> 00:26:40,032
Check it out
451
00:26:42,067 --> 00:26:45,237
It's a big piece of seal skin.
452
00:26:45,370 --> 00:26:48,140
It's so pretty,
and look at the inside...
453
00:26:48,273 --> 00:26:49,274
a bunch of fat.
454
00:26:49,408 --> 00:26:51,210
This is all fat...
455
00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:53,212
delicious seal fat.
456
00:26:53,345 --> 00:26:55,347
What?
457
00:26:56,915 --> 00:26:59,284
Oh, my gosh.
458
00:26:59,418 --> 00:27:01,753
I wonder... I heard
that whale this morning.
459
00:27:01,887 --> 00:27:04,990
I wonder if that whale
had a seal for breakfast
460
00:27:05,124 --> 00:27:07,826
and this is a piece
of it that washed up.
461
00:27:10,829 --> 00:27:13,332
Oh. So cool!
462
00:27:14,700 --> 00:27:16,001
I mean...
463
00:27:16,134 --> 00:27:17,836
It smells fresh.
464
00:27:21,974 --> 00:27:23,842
It smells so fresh.
465
00:27:29,148 --> 00:27:30,148
Dang!
466
00:27:34,686 --> 00:27:35,687
Wow!
467
00:27:35,821 --> 00:27:38,991
What a score!
468
00:27:39,124 --> 00:27:41,727
So here we go... seal skinning.
469
00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:47,499
I'm gonna just cut it
into little pieces.
470
00:27:49,468 --> 00:27:53,372
My philosophy in survival is...
471
00:27:53,505 --> 00:27:56,241
I try to think
in terms of abundance.
472
00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:59,144
And how you think
about something
473
00:27:59,278 --> 00:28:02,147
really shifts
how you start to see it.
474
00:28:02,281 --> 00:28:04,650
And so,
instead of seeing the land
475
00:28:04,783 --> 00:28:08,353
as this harsh, barren,
476
00:28:08,487 --> 00:28:10,455
lean place,
477
00:28:10,589 --> 00:28:14,192
I want to see it
as this abundant, giving land
478
00:28:14,326 --> 00:28:17,496
that I'm gonna be able
to find everything I need in.
479
00:28:24,503 --> 00:28:27,506
All right.
There we have it.
480
00:28:27,639 --> 00:28:30,976
Seal fat soup... that's
what's for dinner tonight.
481
00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:39,218
Whoa.
That is pure fat.
482
00:28:42,020 --> 00:28:44,222
It doesn't taste rancid.
483
00:28:51,863 --> 00:28:53,198
Wow.
484
00:28:55,701 --> 00:28:57,202
Pretty good.
485
00:28:58,971 --> 00:29:00,372
How ironic, really...
486
00:29:00,505 --> 00:29:04,109
I mean, fat is the hardest
food to find in the wild,
487
00:29:04,242 --> 00:29:07,045
and I found a whole bunch
of fat...
488
00:29:07,179 --> 00:29:10,415
Only fat, no meat, just fat.
489
00:29:10,549 --> 00:29:12,884
I'm stoked on it...
490
00:29:13,018 --> 00:29:15,153
so stoked.
491
00:29:15,287 --> 00:29:17,923
I have to mix it up
with some vegetables,
492
00:29:18,056 --> 00:29:21,426
some sea vegetables.
493
00:29:58,030 --> 00:30:01,199
And here rain is every day, man.
494
00:30:06,438 --> 00:30:08,840
Even when we have sunshine.
495
00:30:35,133 --> 00:30:37,202
Let's see what's out here.
496
00:30:37,336 --> 00:30:40,939
I'm going out with my bow,
walking the land.
497
00:31:10,502 --> 00:31:11,870
Oh.
498
00:31:14,539 --> 00:31:16,374
No freaking way!
499
00:31:17,843 --> 00:31:19,511
Holy, man.
500
00:31:38,797 --> 00:31:41,566
Check this out
501
00:31:41,700 --> 00:31:44,503
I got my first meal.
502
00:31:47,139 --> 00:31:49,541
One of the snares worked.
503
00:31:51,309 --> 00:31:54,780
I got a little hare
for a snack today.
504
00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:56,615
Yay, yay, yay.
505
00:32:00,786 --> 00:32:02,354
Well...
506
00:32:02,487 --> 00:32:07,025
I got lunch and dinner
out of one of my snares.
507
00:32:07,159 --> 00:32:09,094
So let's do lunch.
508
00:32:10,762 --> 00:32:12,898
I want to have a connection
to my food.
509
00:32:13,031 --> 00:32:14,866
And what a better way
to have a connection
510
00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:18,336
to your food than actually
going and hunting?
511
00:32:18,470 --> 00:32:21,440
Then you can really see
where your food comes from.
512
00:32:21,573 --> 00:32:23,909
That's one of the things
that we're missing as society.
513
00:32:24,042 --> 00:32:27,179
We buy a clean package of beef
from the store.
514
00:32:27,312 --> 00:32:28,914
We have no clue
where it comes from.
515
00:32:29,047 --> 00:32:31,950
Has the cow
been treated properly?
516
00:32:32,083 --> 00:32:34,820
Put the head in there.
517
00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:37,889
I think it's more ethical
for us to connect to our food
518
00:32:38,023 --> 00:32:40,926
in the way
that I'm trying to do it.
519
00:32:41,059 --> 00:32:44,095
We all used to experience it
that way.
520
00:32:44,229 --> 00:32:45,789
If we look at it
in the big perspective,
521
00:32:45,864 --> 00:32:48,500
in the big timeline of humanity,
522
00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:51,136
the time that we've been just
wrapping in plastic our food
523
00:32:51,269 --> 00:32:53,672
is just
a tiny, tiny, tiny amount.
524
00:32:57,409 --> 00:32:58,743
It's cooking.
525
00:32:58,877 --> 00:33:00,846
Most of the time as humans,
526
00:33:00,979 --> 00:33:03,081
we have been connected
to our food.
527
00:33:03,215 --> 00:33:06,318
And what a better way
to teach it and experience it.
528
00:33:06,451 --> 00:33:09,654
There is no other teacher
like experience.
529
00:33:14,826 --> 00:33:16,828
Oh, pretty good.
530
00:33:16,962 --> 00:33:18,663
Pretty good rabbit, man.
531
00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:23,835
Tastes like chicken.
532
00:33:41,853 --> 00:33:43,388
- Gosh, it's wet out here.
533
00:33:43,522 --> 00:33:45,724
It's wet. It's wet.
534
00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,260
It's all wet.
535
00:33:48,393 --> 00:33:50,996
Wet, wet, wet, everything.
536
00:33:51,129 --> 00:33:53,498
You don't go anywhere...
537
00:33:53,632 --> 00:33:57,836
anywhere
without your rain pants on.
538
00:33:59,671 --> 00:34:02,807
I got to go find a good spot
to build a shelter.
539
00:34:02,941 --> 00:34:04,276
You can just tell
540
00:34:04,409 --> 00:34:06,645
this place is not the same
as "Alone" season seven,
541
00:34:06,778 --> 00:34:09,581
as the Great Slave Lake.
542
00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:12,284
This environment's unforgiving.
543
00:34:12,417 --> 00:34:15,353
You can get hypothermia faster
in an environment like this
544
00:34:15,487 --> 00:34:17,188
than you can
in negative-20 degrees
545
00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:18,690
in a dry cold.
546
00:34:18,823 --> 00:34:20,792
Overcoming that battle
of dealing with the weather
547
00:34:20,926 --> 00:34:22,661
will be challenging.
548
00:34:22,794 --> 00:34:26,731
So I can't compare how fast
I got my shelter up last time,
549
00:34:26,865 --> 00:34:29,167
because last time it was
a totally different scenario.
550
00:34:29,301 --> 00:34:31,469
And I've got to get that
out of my head.
551
00:34:31,603 --> 00:34:34,172
I've got to find somewhere
that's gonna keep me dry,
552
00:34:34,306 --> 00:34:36,942
so I'm looking for high ground.
553
00:34:37,075 --> 00:34:40,378
The ability to stay dry
and the ability to stay warm,
554
00:34:40,512 --> 00:34:42,447
that's the biggest part of this.
555
00:34:42,580 --> 00:34:46,151
All right, this is gonna be
shelter location.
556
00:34:46,284 --> 00:34:48,987
It'll be pretty big.
557
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:52,157
I will be happy with this.
558
00:34:52,290 --> 00:34:54,659
Now to get to work.
559
00:34:58,463 --> 00:35:02,667
All right, first step...
Got to clear everything out.
560
00:35:02,801 --> 00:35:05,236
I'm gonna build
a triangular cabin.
561
00:35:05,370 --> 00:35:08,073
So this is where
my door's going.
562
00:35:08,206 --> 00:35:09,507
It's gonna be a lot more work,
563
00:35:09,641 --> 00:35:10,976
but I want something
564
00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,144
where I can be safe
from polar bears,
565
00:35:13,278 --> 00:35:15,146
and something
that I can have a fire in
566
00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:18,316
and hopefully smoke
a lot of game in.
567
00:35:18,450 --> 00:35:21,686
Some of these things
need to be sawed.
568
00:35:21,820 --> 00:35:25,690
I want to enjoy my time while
I'm out here,
569
00:35:25,824 --> 00:35:27,692
because I'm giving up time
with my son.
570
00:35:27,826 --> 00:35:29,327
So I'm giving up a lot.
571
00:35:29,461 --> 00:35:31,639
So I don't want to come out
here and have it be miserable.
572
00:35:31,663 --> 00:35:35,266
Success to me is being happy.
573
00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:36,634
Okeydokey.
574
00:35:55,053 --> 00:35:58,656
Exactly where
I did not want it to go.
575
00:36:01,593 --> 00:36:02,994
It's fine.
576
00:36:05,463 --> 00:36:06,941
I've got to find
the positive in this,
577
00:36:06,965 --> 00:36:11,302
because, honestly, I would
much rather be with Max.
578
00:36:13,104 --> 00:36:15,306
Damn it.
579
00:36:15,440 --> 00:36:17,976
That ain't happening.
All right.
580
00:36:18,109 --> 00:36:19,644
Somebody said to me recently...
581
00:36:20,779 --> 00:36:23,114
That my moral character
582
00:36:23,248 --> 00:36:25,517
was pretty much all jacked up
for coming out here
583
00:36:25,650 --> 00:36:28,486
instead of spending time
with my son.
584
00:36:29,821 --> 00:36:32,323
And at first, I was like, "Nah!
585
00:36:32,457 --> 00:36:34,492
Horse!"
586
00:36:34,626 --> 00:36:36,995
Because this is, you know, a
once-in-a-lifetime opportunity
587
00:36:37,128 --> 00:36:38,530
that I'm getting to do twice.
588
00:36:38,663 --> 00:36:40,765
How awesome is that?
589
00:36:40,899 --> 00:36:45,070
But Max doesn't know
why I'm gone.
590
00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:46,771
He's not old enough
to understand
591
00:36:46,905 --> 00:36:49,107
what this means to me.
592
00:36:49,240 --> 00:36:53,778
And, honestly,
I don't even know myself.
593
00:36:53,912 --> 00:36:56,047
It's not easy
leaving your family
594
00:36:56,181 --> 00:36:58,616
and coming out here
to do something
595
00:36:58,750 --> 00:37:01,319
that just takes you
away from them.
596
00:37:02,887 --> 00:37:04,489
This time is just different.
597
00:37:06,124 --> 00:37:08,960
This sucks.
598
00:37:25,543 --> 00:37:26,611
- Wow.
599
00:37:26,744 --> 00:37:28,279
Wow.
600
00:37:28,413 --> 00:37:30,115
Wow.
601
00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:31,750
Wow.
602
00:37:33,818 --> 00:37:36,087
I'll tell you...
603
00:37:36,221 --> 00:37:37,655
this time is just different.
604
00:37:39,724 --> 00:37:41,359
Great Slave Lakes...
605
00:37:41,493 --> 00:37:45,263
My shelter was built
with an amazing view.
606
00:37:45,396 --> 00:37:48,600
Open land,
I could see a long ways.
607
00:37:48,733 --> 00:37:49,567
I was happy.
608
00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:52,137
I had freshwater right there,
609
00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:55,406
mountains,
sunny, sunny days, and snow.
610
00:37:56,541 --> 00:37:58,543
Those were good days.
611
00:37:58,676 --> 00:38:02,147
This place...
I am surrounded by willows.
612
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:04,916
Like, 30 yards
is the longest I can see.
613
00:38:06,417 --> 00:38:08,586
Is it nice, peace and quiet,
being in nature?
614
00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:10,121
Absolutely.
615
00:38:10,255 --> 00:38:13,291
But the more I sit out here,
616
00:38:13,424 --> 00:38:16,628
the more I do the same thing
that I already did before.
617
00:38:16,761 --> 00:38:19,297
You start to question that.
618
00:38:19,430 --> 00:38:22,634
Was I expecting
something different?
619
00:38:22,767 --> 00:38:24,435
I don't know.
620
00:38:24,569 --> 00:38:25,970
I do not know.
621
00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:29,274
But...
622
00:38:29,407 --> 00:38:33,444
I'd be lying if I said
I wanted to be here right now.
623
00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:41,820
I just wanted to try
and give it another go.
624
00:38:41,953 --> 00:38:45,190
But you get to a point
in life where you're like,
625
00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:46,891
"Man, I just want to be home.
626
00:38:47,025 --> 00:38:48,159
"I just need to stay home.
627
00:38:48,293 --> 00:38:50,562
"I need to be home with my kid.
628
00:38:50,695 --> 00:38:53,998
And, man, I'm just not willing
to give it another 45 days.
629
00:38:58,903 --> 00:39:00,371
Hey, this is Mark,
630
00:39:00,505 --> 00:39:02,874
and I am officially tapping out.
631
00:39:07,612 --> 00:39:10,181
I didn't see myself leaving
after only five days,
632
00:39:10,315 --> 00:39:12,884
but if I come out here
633
00:39:13,017 --> 00:39:15,954
and I'm not enjoying myself,
634
00:39:16,087 --> 00:39:18,256
what am I doing it for?
635
00:39:18,389 --> 00:39:20,692
I just feel like I'm being
extremely selfish right now
636
00:39:20,825 --> 00:39:23,361
by trying to stick it out
for 50 days.
637
00:39:24,829 --> 00:39:27,565
I'm really not doing
any justice to Max.
638
00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:29,667
You know, I could be
spending time with him.
639
00:39:32,904 --> 00:39:36,040
Today is the day that I retire
from all this ridiculousness.
640
00:39:36,174 --> 00:39:40,278
This is the day that I retire
from leaving home for...
641
00:39:40,411 --> 00:39:42,447
long, extended hunting trips
642
00:39:42,580 --> 00:39:46,184
or to do
any contracting positions
643
00:39:46,317 --> 00:39:48,820
that take me away from home.
644
00:39:48,953 --> 00:39:50,655
Today is the end of that.
645
00:39:53,291 --> 00:39:55,371
I'm leaving this experience
with a different mindset.
646
00:39:56,861 --> 00:39:58,501
I don't think anybody
ever sees themselves
647
00:39:58,596 --> 00:40:00,798
not making it to the end.
648
00:40:00,932 --> 00:40:05,136
But I don't look at this
as me quitting.
649
00:40:05,270 --> 00:40:08,206
I look at this as me starting
a new chapter in my life.
650
00:40:09,674 --> 00:40:11,309
I started this journey
651
00:40:11,442 --> 00:40:14,045
thinking that I've got
to prove myself again
652
00:40:14,178 --> 00:40:15,513
and again and again.
653
00:40:15,647 --> 00:40:17,982
You've constantly got
to prove yourself in life.
654
00:40:18,116 --> 00:40:20,351
And I'm ending this journey
655
00:40:20,485 --> 00:40:23,688
realizing that I'm done
proving myself in life,
656
00:40:23,821 --> 00:40:26,190
and I'm gonna start living.
657
00:40:26,324 --> 00:40:27,592
When Max watches this
658
00:40:27,725 --> 00:40:29,527
and he sees me leave
after five days,
659
00:40:29,661 --> 00:40:32,196
I hope that he realizes that
there's no amount of money
660
00:40:32,330 --> 00:40:34,465
that makes up for lost time
661
00:40:34,599 --> 00:40:38,436
and that family means
absolutely everything.
662
00:40:38,569 --> 00:40:41,906
Without family,
you have nothing.
663
00:40:46,244 --> 00:40:49,580
This season
on "Alone: Frozen."
664
00:40:49,714 --> 00:40:53,451
- In a survival situation,
you do everything you can do,
665
00:40:53,584 --> 00:40:54,986
or you're gonna die.
666
00:40:56,321 --> 00:40:58,323
- I do not want to see
a polar bear.
667
00:41:00,124 --> 00:41:03,628
No freaking way.
668
00:41:03,761 --> 00:41:05,296
I want to stay the 50,
669
00:41:05,430 --> 00:41:08,333
but if I don't start
bringing in more food,
670
00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:10,101
I'm not gonna be able
to do that.
671
00:41:10,234 --> 00:41:12,079
There's nothing like starving
672
00:41:12,103 --> 00:41:14,472
to give you gratitude for food.
673
00:41:14,605 --> 00:41:16,474
The wind's starting up,
674
00:41:16,607 --> 00:41:19,310
and I can definitely feel
the cold.
675
00:41:19,444 --> 00:41:21,212
- Can you see
the horizontal snow?
676
00:41:21,346 --> 00:41:22,680
'Cause it is something else.
677
00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,717
- It hasn't been much fun.
I can tell you that.
678
00:41:25,883 --> 00:41:28,886
- I've got about half
visual acuity in my left eye.
679
00:41:29,020 --> 00:41:30,788
- I feel like my time here
is limited,
680
00:41:30,922 --> 00:41:32,990
and I'm really sad about that.
681
00:41:33,124 --> 00:41:36,928
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