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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:11,879 --> 00:00:14,681 Six of "Alone's" strongest participants 2 00:00:14,815 --> 00:00:17,751 are about to face their biggest challenge yet. 3 00:00:17,885 --> 00:00:21,221 - I didn't agree to do "Alone" again for a suffering contest. 4 00:00:21,355 --> 00:00:22,489 Oh, my God! 5 00:00:22,623 --> 00:00:25,125 With just a few supplies, 6 00:00:25,259 --> 00:00:28,095 they'll push their skills and bodies 7 00:00:28,228 --> 00:00:29,463 farther than ever before. 8 00:00:30,931 --> 00:00:33,567 Starting later than any previous season 9 00:00:33,700 --> 00:00:35,536 and with less time to prepare, 10 00:00:35,669 --> 00:00:39,172 they'll arrive just as the fierce North Atlantic winter 11 00:00:39,306 --> 00:00:41,108 is about to begin. 12 00:00:41,241 --> 00:00:43,310 - Winter's not coming. Winter's here. 13 00:00:43,443 --> 00:00:47,247 They'll battle howling winds, constant rain, 14 00:00:47,381 --> 00:00:51,018 and North America's most fierce apex predators. 15 00:00:51,151 --> 00:00:53,253 - You're not gonna fight off a polar bear. 16 00:00:53,387 --> 00:00:54,821 It's gonna eat you. 17 00:00:54,955 --> 00:00:57,190 Survive 50 days, 18 00:00:57,324 --> 00:01:00,494 and they'll win their share of half a million dollars. 19 00:01:00,627 --> 00:01:02,462 - It just doesn't get any worse. 20 00:01:02,596 --> 00:01:06,233 This is "Alone: Frozen." 21 00:01:30,357 --> 00:01:33,060 - "Alone" has never done this before. 22 00:01:33,193 --> 00:01:35,729 We're getting dropped... Boom... right in winter. 23 00:01:38,131 --> 00:01:39,399 Nobody does this. 24 00:01:39,533 --> 00:01:42,936 Nobody starts a survival adventure in winter. 25 00:01:45,172 --> 00:01:46,740 - We're in one of the most wild 26 00:01:46,873 --> 00:01:48,642 and remote places on Earth. 27 00:01:48,775 --> 00:01:51,111 We could be experiencing horizontal snow 28 00:01:51,244 --> 00:01:53,146 later this afternoon. 29 00:01:53,280 --> 00:01:56,817 Winter isn't on its way. It's basically here. 30 00:01:56,950 --> 00:01:58,285 It's gonna be real serious 31 00:01:58,418 --> 00:02:00,120 from the moment we hit the ground. 32 00:02:00,253 --> 00:02:01,555 Oh. 33 00:02:01,688 --> 00:02:05,559 Check out my beautiful little beach. 34 00:02:09,196 --> 00:02:12,532 - 50 days in a cold, wet environment. 35 00:02:12,666 --> 00:02:14,368 It may be a shorter amount of time, 36 00:02:14,501 --> 00:02:16,003 but in no way, shape, or form 37 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:17,871 is it gonna be any easier. 38 00:02:18,005 --> 00:02:21,942 The elements we're getting thrown into are 100% worse. 39 00:02:22,075 --> 00:02:23,710 We've got the Atlantic Ocean 40 00:02:23,844 --> 00:02:27,547 bringing in northeast winds, which can get extremely high, 41 00:02:27,681 --> 00:02:29,149 all the way up to hurricanes. 42 00:02:29,282 --> 00:02:32,419 I must love the pain, misery, and suffering, right? 43 00:02:32,552 --> 00:02:34,588 'Cause here I am again. 44 00:02:34,721 --> 00:02:37,824 - The completely different wildlife, like polar bears, 45 00:02:37,958 --> 00:02:40,894 black bears makes it, I think, a situation. 46 00:02:41,028 --> 00:02:42,729 Polar bears, they don't mess around. 47 00:02:42,863 --> 00:02:44,865 They just hunt you down and eat you. 48 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:47,267 - Here in Labrador, we're gonna be trying to survive 49 00:02:47,401 --> 00:02:51,138 in a very harsh and unforgiving territory. 50 00:02:51,271 --> 00:02:52,572 On my own! 51 00:02:52,706 --> 00:02:55,075 Just gonna find a spot and hope for the best. 52 00:02:55,208 --> 00:02:56,977 I don't want to see any polar bears. 53 00:02:57,110 --> 00:02:58,578 - And starting late, 54 00:02:58,712 --> 00:03:00,447 it's going to affect the resources. 55 00:03:00,580 --> 00:03:04,217 All those food sources that would be an easy gather 56 00:03:04,351 --> 00:03:06,386 are probably gonna be slim to none. 57 00:03:06,520 --> 00:03:07,854 You can plan all you want, 58 00:03:07,988 --> 00:03:11,224 but Nature's gonna give you just what she wants. 59 00:03:11,358 --> 00:03:13,894 I just got to eat like it's my job. 60 00:03:14,027 --> 00:03:16,730 - We're about as remote as it gets. 61 00:03:16,863 --> 00:03:20,067 It's already cold, and it's gonna get colder. 62 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:21,401 It's wet cold, 63 00:03:21,535 --> 00:03:23,904 which is a whole different kind of cold. 64 00:03:24,037 --> 00:03:25,772 It sticks with you. 65 00:03:25,906 --> 00:03:27,140 It gets down into your bones, 66 00:03:27,274 --> 00:03:30,010 and it's just perfect weather for hypothermia. 67 00:03:30,143 --> 00:03:31,845 This is gonna be hard, 68 00:03:31,978 --> 00:03:35,048 otherwise it wouldn't be just a 50-day challenge. 69 00:03:35,182 --> 00:03:39,086 Man, that helicopter was powerful... blew me over. 70 00:03:42,389 --> 00:03:46,426 All right, there's the helicopter... 71 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:47,761 flying away. 72 00:03:47,894 --> 00:03:50,097 There it goes. 73 00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:52,399 Bye, helicopter. 74 00:03:58,205 --> 00:04:00,407 And here I am in my new home. 75 00:04:00,540 --> 00:04:04,144 I don't want to start it off by complaining, 76 00:04:04,277 --> 00:04:06,012 but... 77 00:04:06,146 --> 00:04:09,683 I can't help but notice... 78 00:04:09,816 --> 00:04:12,552 I am... 79 00:04:12,686 --> 00:04:15,722 in a north-facing location. 80 00:04:15,856 --> 00:04:19,459 So I'm here in the shade, and it's cold. 81 00:04:19,593 --> 00:04:23,463 But I look across the bay, and what do you see? 82 00:04:23,597 --> 00:04:26,800 Sun, sun, sun, sun, sun. 83 00:04:28,535 --> 00:04:33,039 But I don't know how many days it's gonna be sunny anyway. 84 00:04:33,173 --> 00:04:36,543 So what's more important is the direction of the wind. 85 00:04:37,944 --> 00:04:40,347 Last time one of the hardest things 86 00:04:40,480 --> 00:04:42,482 was that north-facing bowl. 87 00:04:42,616 --> 00:04:46,419 The wind just whipped in there, and I hardly saw the sun. 88 00:04:46,553 --> 00:04:51,258 So I was just hoping for a south-facing spot. 89 00:04:51,391 --> 00:04:53,126 And, nope... 90 00:04:53,260 --> 00:04:55,195 north-facing again. 91 00:04:55,328 --> 00:04:58,899 It's another day in an Arctic paradise. 92 00:04:59,032 --> 00:05:01,501 My fingers are cold. My toes are cold. 93 00:05:02,802 --> 00:05:04,671 The camera screen's frozen. 94 00:05:06,773 --> 00:05:09,609 So we got some challenges here. 95 00:05:09,743 --> 00:05:11,945 On season seven, I was out there for so long. 96 00:05:12,078 --> 00:05:15,515 I mean, 89 days... That's a quarter of a year. 97 00:05:15,649 --> 00:05:18,852 I learned a lot about myself and my connection to the land. 98 00:05:18,985 --> 00:05:21,188 Thank you, Great Slave Lake. 99 00:05:21,321 --> 00:05:25,225 Thank you for feeding me. Thank you for teaching me. 100 00:05:25,358 --> 00:05:26,960 My mind was strong. 101 00:05:27,093 --> 00:05:29,396 My heart, my spirit, all of me 102 00:05:29,529 --> 00:05:31,565 was ready to stay the entire time, 103 00:05:31,698 --> 00:05:34,201 but I had reached my physical limit. 104 00:05:34,334 --> 00:05:37,037 It's really sensitive. 105 00:05:37,170 --> 00:05:39,873 I had frostbite on four of my toes, 106 00:05:40,006 --> 00:05:41,875 one of which was pretty bad. 107 00:05:42,008 --> 00:05:43,376 - What we're trying to avoid 108 00:05:43,510 --> 00:05:46,213 is serious and potentially irreversible damage... 109 00:05:46,346 --> 00:05:48,081 - Yeah. - To your frostbitten feet. 110 00:05:48,215 --> 00:05:50,917 And so, as a result, I'm gonna have to extract you 111 00:05:51,051 --> 00:05:52,919 from the field for medical reasons. 112 00:05:59,793 --> 00:06:02,796 Right now in life, I am happy. 113 00:06:02,929 --> 00:06:04,531 Move over! Move over! 114 00:06:04,664 --> 00:06:06,633 But it wasn't always that way. 115 00:06:08,468 --> 00:06:12,105 When I was a kid, both of my brothers died. 116 00:06:13,940 --> 00:06:18,211 I was upset and angry about that for a long time. 117 00:06:18,345 --> 00:06:20,847 What helped me through it was realizing 118 00:06:20,981 --> 00:06:23,016 that we only get this one short life. 119 00:06:24,217 --> 00:06:25,719 And I made an agreement 120 00:06:25,852 --> 00:06:28,888 with myself and to my brothers 121 00:06:29,022 --> 00:06:31,358 to live life for the three of us. 122 00:06:32,692 --> 00:06:34,294 That's part of "Alone," you know? 123 00:06:34,427 --> 00:06:37,063 Life comes knocking at my door, 124 00:06:37,197 --> 00:06:38,565 and I opened it, 125 00:06:38,698 --> 00:06:41,067 and I'm gonna live my life to the fullest. 126 00:06:42,202 --> 00:06:43,270 Getting to go out again, 127 00:06:43,403 --> 00:06:45,705 I know I'm gonna go even deeper, 128 00:06:45,839 --> 00:06:48,008 so I want to be out as long as I can. 129 00:06:50,043 --> 00:06:53,213 I'm gonna explore the area and see if there's any places 130 00:06:53,346 --> 00:06:56,016 that will get more sun exposure. 131 00:06:57,651 --> 00:06:59,853 Do you see this? 132 00:06:59,986 --> 00:07:03,056 This is a well, well-defined game trail. 133 00:07:03,189 --> 00:07:05,926 Look at my finger. 134 00:07:07,928 --> 00:07:10,363 Oh, and... 135 00:07:10,497 --> 00:07:14,200 big old bear scat. 136 00:07:14,334 --> 00:07:17,737 They say 10,000 black bears in Labrador. 137 00:07:17,871 --> 00:07:20,540 That basically means there's a black bear 138 00:07:20,674 --> 00:07:22,309 around every corner. 139 00:07:22,442 --> 00:07:26,513 So, if anyone gets a bear, they're good to go, 140 00:07:26,646 --> 00:07:27,948 because the thing 141 00:07:28,081 --> 00:07:30,183 that's hardest to find in the wild is fat, 142 00:07:30,317 --> 00:07:32,952 and bears are loaded with fat. 143 00:07:33,086 --> 00:07:35,221 I do not want to sleep 144 00:07:35,355 --> 00:07:38,391 right next to this bear trail, but... 145 00:07:38,525 --> 00:07:40,593 I don't really have a choice, 146 00:07:40,727 --> 00:07:43,730 because the tide's gonna rise up to this point 147 00:07:43,863 --> 00:07:47,267 and inland is extremely brushy. 148 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:48,535 And I'm gonna have to search 149 00:07:48,668 --> 00:07:50,370 for a clearing to be able to sleep. 150 00:07:50,503 --> 00:07:53,306 So, no matter where I sleep tonight, 151 00:07:53,440 --> 00:07:56,109 it's gonna be right on this bear trail. 152 00:07:56,242 --> 00:07:58,211 So that's exciting. 153 00:07:58,345 --> 00:08:00,213 But what are you gonna do? 154 00:08:11,491 --> 00:08:12,859 - Man... 155 00:08:12,992 --> 00:08:16,029 everywhere around me is bog. 156 00:08:16,162 --> 00:08:18,365 But, you know, you got to look 157 00:08:18,498 --> 00:08:21,701 at the positive side of things, right? 158 00:08:21,835 --> 00:08:24,170 I'm on a beach. 159 00:08:24,304 --> 00:08:26,306 It's not a tropical beach, but I'm on a beach. 160 00:08:29,142 --> 00:08:31,678 I've got a lot of stuff to do. 161 00:08:31,811 --> 00:08:33,012 Right now I'm kind of looking 162 00:08:33,146 --> 00:08:35,115 for somewhere to set up shelter, 163 00:08:35,248 --> 00:08:37,851 something that sits up higher than these bogs 164 00:08:37,984 --> 00:08:39,652 that I'm in right now. 165 00:08:39,786 --> 00:08:41,866 There's gonna be a lot of patience involved out here, 166 00:08:41,988 --> 00:08:43,890 because this terrain is thick, 167 00:08:44,024 --> 00:08:46,526 and every single thing here is soaking wet. 168 00:08:47,694 --> 00:08:49,229 The location makes it harder, 169 00:08:49,362 --> 00:08:52,499 but it doesn't matter if it's 50 days, 75 days, 100 days. 170 00:08:52,632 --> 00:08:55,201 You're gonna have challenges thrown your way 171 00:08:55,335 --> 00:08:57,437 that you didn't deal with before. 172 00:08:57,570 --> 00:08:59,205 Just like season seven, 173 00:08:59,339 --> 00:09:02,475 this will be one of the hardest things in my life. 174 00:09:02,609 --> 00:09:04,277 All it takes is all you got. 175 00:09:04,411 --> 00:09:06,980 But... 176 00:09:07,113 --> 00:09:09,816 I'm not sure I'm willing to give it everything that I have 177 00:09:09,949 --> 00:09:11,818 to be able to stay out here. 178 00:09:11,951 --> 00:09:13,820 Previously, I was on season 7, 179 00:09:13,953 --> 00:09:16,489 and I lasted 44 days. 180 00:09:16,623 --> 00:09:19,025 I got a fish! 181 00:09:19,159 --> 00:09:22,529 Whoo! Man! 182 00:09:22,662 --> 00:09:25,565 I've been waiting to catch another fish for so long. 183 00:09:25,698 --> 00:09:27,834 I was having a good time. 184 00:09:27,967 --> 00:09:29,936 I got to day 10, and I was smiling. 185 00:09:30,070 --> 00:09:31,390 I was having fun. I got to day 20. 186 00:09:31,504 --> 00:09:32,372 Yeah! 187 00:09:32,505 --> 00:09:33,840 Got to day 30, same thing. 188 00:09:33,973 --> 00:09:35,708 And every few days, 189 00:09:35,842 --> 00:09:37,777 I'd find out that I was having a blast. 190 00:09:37,911 --> 00:09:40,146 And then I hit a point on day 35 191 00:09:40,280 --> 00:09:42,182 where I just was not having fun anymore. 192 00:09:42,315 --> 00:09:44,717 I'm going insane out here. 193 00:09:46,319 --> 00:09:48,021 What ultimately ended my time last time 194 00:09:48,154 --> 00:09:50,154 is I ended up contracting the parasite trichinosis, 195 00:09:50,223 --> 00:09:52,058 and it ended up getting into my heart 196 00:09:52,192 --> 00:09:53,460 and the rest of my organs, 197 00:09:53,593 --> 00:09:56,062 and it put me into congestive heart failure. 198 00:09:56,196 --> 00:09:58,565 That's the closest I've ever come to dying. 199 00:10:05,905 --> 00:10:07,540 In the past, I was in the military. 200 00:10:07,674 --> 00:10:10,243 I was a recon marine. I was a scout sniper. 201 00:10:10,376 --> 00:10:12,679 In the present, I'm a dad. 202 00:10:12,812 --> 00:10:14,781 You think you're funny? 203 00:10:14,914 --> 00:10:16,549 Last time Max was only a year old now. 204 00:10:16,683 --> 00:10:18,551 Now he's three. He's got a personality. 205 00:10:18,685 --> 00:10:20,987 Yummy? - No. 206 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:23,189 - I'm doing this to show Max 207 00:10:23,323 --> 00:10:25,391 what it's like to do something extremely tough 208 00:10:25,525 --> 00:10:28,661 and what it's like to go back and do it again 209 00:10:28,795 --> 00:10:30,196 and to never give up. 210 00:10:30,330 --> 00:10:32,132 And if you do get afforded another opportunity 211 00:10:32,265 --> 00:10:34,567 to do something to give it another shot. 212 00:10:34,701 --> 00:10:38,037 This is 1,000% a redemption for me. 213 00:10:41,207 --> 00:10:43,076 I'm trying not to talk loud, 214 00:10:43,209 --> 00:10:45,745 just because I don't want to make too much 215 00:10:45,879 --> 00:10:48,915 of an imprint out here... 216 00:10:49,048 --> 00:10:51,284 as far as animals 217 00:10:51,417 --> 00:10:53,953 listening to what I'm saying. 218 00:10:54,087 --> 00:10:56,122 I just need to come in here 219 00:10:56,256 --> 00:10:59,192 and live life for 50 days 220 00:10:59,325 --> 00:11:01,728 like it was normal, like I'm a part of it. 221 00:11:01,861 --> 00:11:03,581 If you're not working with the land, 222 00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:04,840 you're only working against it. 223 00:11:04,864 --> 00:11:06,199 So I'm working with it. 224 00:11:08,234 --> 00:11:11,104 The elements we're getting thrown into are miserable. 225 00:11:11,237 --> 00:11:13,373 Every day is gonna be a struggle. 226 00:11:13,506 --> 00:11:15,708 And any number of things can take people 227 00:11:15,842 --> 00:11:17,544 out of this ball game. 228 00:11:17,677 --> 00:11:19,879 We're in polar-bear country. 229 00:11:20,013 --> 00:11:22,215 That does put a different twist 230 00:11:22,348 --> 00:11:24,050 on the whole thing. 231 00:11:24,184 --> 00:11:28,121 The polar bear... That is the meanest bear. 232 00:11:28,254 --> 00:11:31,758 This is legitimately dangerous. 233 00:11:31,891 --> 00:11:34,260 But I don't want to die 234 00:11:34,394 --> 00:11:36,496 doing the bare minimum throughout my life. 235 00:11:36,629 --> 00:11:38,932 I want to die knowing that I did great things, 236 00:11:39,065 --> 00:11:41,100 knowing that I did hard things. 237 00:11:41,234 --> 00:11:43,236 And so taking on this challenge 238 00:11:43,369 --> 00:11:47,574 is something that 100% completes that. 239 00:11:47,707 --> 00:11:50,210 So right now what am I thinking? 240 00:11:50,343 --> 00:11:51,423 I'm thinking, take it slow. 241 00:11:51,511 --> 00:11:53,379 I'm in no rush. 242 00:11:53,513 --> 00:11:55,782 I do not want to make mistakes. 243 00:12:15,435 --> 00:12:17,136 So much to lose, so little time. 244 00:12:17,270 --> 00:12:18,671 We got to the post so late. 245 00:12:43,763 --> 00:12:46,633 I'm trying to adjust my strategy... 246 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:49,235 a little bit different than last time. 247 00:12:49,369 --> 00:12:51,771 The weather... 248 00:12:51,904 --> 00:12:55,608 is warm and tropical here... 249 00:12:55,742 --> 00:12:57,343 just like in Cancun. 250 00:13:00,747 --> 00:13:02,315 Ah, no. 251 00:13:02,448 --> 00:13:05,251 My name is Amós Rodríguez. 252 00:13:05,385 --> 00:13:07,820 I was in season seven, Great Slave Lake. 253 00:13:07,954 --> 00:13:09,322 Holy, man. 254 00:13:13,393 --> 00:13:16,963 - And I lasted for 58 days. 255 00:13:20,700 --> 00:13:24,971 I found a decent fishing hole, and it paid off right away... 256 00:13:25,104 --> 00:13:27,140 Just started getting a lot of fish. 257 00:13:27,273 --> 00:13:30,376 But I was not able to hunt big-game animals. 258 00:13:32,712 --> 00:13:35,081 And the fishing had been drying out. 259 00:13:35,214 --> 00:13:38,284 I hadn't had that much success. 260 00:13:39,786 --> 00:13:42,789 The fat reserves in my body started to dwindle 261 00:13:42,922 --> 00:13:43,990 really fast. 262 00:13:44,123 --> 00:13:45,324 This is Amós. 263 00:13:48,761 --> 00:13:50,129 Oh, shoot! 264 00:13:52,465 --> 00:13:55,601 I felt like the fire gave me the okay 265 00:13:55,735 --> 00:13:58,104 that I had taken the right decision. 266 00:14:02,075 --> 00:14:04,677 My season on Great Slave Lake, 267 00:14:04,811 --> 00:14:08,614 it was such a transformative experience. 268 00:14:08,748 --> 00:14:10,983 It has given me the opportunity 269 00:14:11,117 --> 00:14:14,187 to grow as a person, as an individual, 270 00:14:14,320 --> 00:14:17,824 as a community member, as a father. 271 00:14:17,957 --> 00:14:20,827 And I'm trying to make a better future for my daughter. 272 00:14:22,829 --> 00:14:24,097 A bunch of gear. 273 00:14:24,230 --> 00:14:25,932 Now it's like a two-part thing. 274 00:14:26,065 --> 00:14:29,502 Yeah, I want to go and see again how I do, 275 00:14:29,635 --> 00:14:34,307 but I also want to continue being a positive influence 276 00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:35,675 on society. 277 00:14:37,310 --> 00:14:41,347 The way I see it, I went through my master's out there. 278 00:14:41,481 --> 00:14:43,750 Now I'm going through my PhD. 279 00:14:50,757 --> 00:14:54,127 Beautiful moon, man. 280 00:14:54,260 --> 00:14:55,962 That's what I come here for... 281 00:14:56,095 --> 00:15:00,133 To have this moment of freakin' beauty. 282 00:15:00,266 --> 00:15:03,302 Okay, get a fire going. 283 00:15:03,436 --> 00:15:07,106 You have to fulfill all the basic survival needs... 284 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:09,575 Shelter, fire, water, and food. 285 00:15:14,414 --> 00:15:15,414 Being a native, 286 00:15:15,548 --> 00:15:16,949 being on this platform 287 00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:19,185 comes with a lot of responsibilities, 288 00:15:19,318 --> 00:15:22,288 and I feel like I carry also the weight 289 00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:23,956 on my shoulder... 290 00:15:28,127 --> 00:15:30,430 Then I can be a good role model, 291 00:15:30,563 --> 00:15:33,432 a good example for other people. 292 00:15:53,753 --> 00:15:55,721 - Day one... 293 00:15:55,855 --> 00:15:58,758 I only got 49 more days to enjoy this. 294 00:15:58,891 --> 00:16:03,296 So I got to start getting comfortable, yeah? 295 00:16:03,429 --> 00:16:05,198 Here's what we've got going on. 296 00:16:05,331 --> 00:16:07,133 Nothing impressive, 297 00:16:07,266 --> 00:16:09,535 but it'll do the job for tonight. 298 00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:11,437 You know what I'm saying? 299 00:16:11,571 --> 00:16:13,773 But the goal is to see 300 00:16:13,906 --> 00:16:17,276 how fast I can get my shelter up, 301 00:16:17,410 --> 00:16:19,130 'cause, hey, the sooner I get my shelter up, 302 00:16:19,212 --> 00:16:21,447 the safer I feel, 303 00:16:21,581 --> 00:16:23,950 the more I'm protected from the elements, 304 00:16:24,083 --> 00:16:26,752 the more at home I feel, the happier I am, right? 305 00:16:30,890 --> 00:16:33,426 Heard some wolves howling. 306 00:16:33,559 --> 00:16:35,828 So it's... 307 00:16:35,962 --> 00:16:38,865 We're out here, you know? We're out in the wilderness. 308 00:16:38,998 --> 00:16:41,734 And it's beautiful, and it's amazing, 309 00:16:41,868 --> 00:16:44,370 and it's everything. 310 00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:47,406 Looking forward to tomorrow. 311 00:17:05,324 --> 00:17:06,459 - Hear that? 312 00:17:06,592 --> 00:17:08,628 It's my squirrel alarm. 313 00:17:11,497 --> 00:17:15,101 Frost... 314 00:17:15,234 --> 00:17:17,837 All on the sleeping bag. 315 00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:23,442 All right, well, today the plan is 316 00:17:23,576 --> 00:17:26,479 to scout the land, 317 00:17:26,612 --> 00:17:29,782 find all the freshwater sources, 318 00:17:29,916 --> 00:17:31,584 find a shelter spot. 319 00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:33,519 Okay, little squirrel. 320 00:17:33,653 --> 00:17:35,755 Okay. Okay. 321 00:17:35,888 --> 00:17:37,723 I'm gonna get out of bed. 322 00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:44,597 I love scavenging. 323 00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:47,633 I call myself a scavenger-gatherer 324 00:17:47,767 --> 00:17:51,237 because I scavenge more than I hunt. 325 00:17:51,370 --> 00:17:53,005 Oh, my gosh! 326 00:17:53,139 --> 00:17:57,243 What do we have here? 327 00:18:00,212 --> 00:18:02,415 That's worth carrying back. 328 00:18:02,548 --> 00:18:05,418 Always good to have a cutting board. 329 00:18:05,551 --> 00:18:08,120 Back home I can survive 330 00:18:08,254 --> 00:18:10,957 off of what other people throw away. 331 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,759 I fed myself meat for the whole year 332 00:18:13,893 --> 00:18:17,096 off of cuts that were gonna go into the dumpster. 333 00:18:17,229 --> 00:18:20,299 Look at this big old tree... Cut with a saw. 334 00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:24,737 Ooh, and even more interesting... a rope. 335 00:18:24,870 --> 00:18:26,606 I'd pick up roadkill. 336 00:18:26,739 --> 00:18:28,774 Roadkill is my favorite thing 337 00:18:28,908 --> 00:18:32,044 because I get to eat fresh, wild meat, 338 00:18:32,178 --> 00:18:34,880 but I didn't have to take the life. 339 00:18:35,014 --> 00:18:38,150 To be pulling out of the waste stream and repurposing 340 00:18:38,284 --> 00:18:41,253 is a scavenger's paradise. 341 00:18:41,387 --> 00:18:45,157 Look in here, my friends. 342 00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:48,761 I just found a pretty good shelter spot. 343 00:18:48,894 --> 00:18:51,597 Hopefully this is gonna be really protected from the wind 344 00:18:51,731 --> 00:18:53,799 'cause of all these trees here. 345 00:18:58,704 --> 00:19:00,406 You know, last time I spent 346 00:19:00,539 --> 00:19:03,976 a lot of time searching for this perfect spot, 347 00:19:04,110 --> 00:19:06,345 and there wasn't a perfect spot. 348 00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:09,782 So I think this time, going in kind of just looking 349 00:19:09,915 --> 00:19:11,617 for what's good enough, 350 00:19:11,751 --> 00:19:13,285 and if it's good enough, 351 00:19:13,419 --> 00:19:16,622 just roll with it and try to get it done 352 00:19:16,756 --> 00:19:18,457 because we're starting 353 00:19:18,591 --> 00:19:20,459 in the wet and the cold and the wind. 354 00:19:20,593 --> 00:19:24,230 We don't have a lot of time in the nice fall weather 355 00:19:24,363 --> 00:19:26,399 to get set up. 356 00:19:26,532 --> 00:19:28,234 It's gonna be hard. 357 00:19:28,367 --> 00:19:30,770 Checking to make sure everything's smooth 358 00:19:30,903 --> 00:19:35,107 'cause I don't want to push a hole in the tarp, you see? 359 00:19:36,742 --> 00:19:38,778 Shelter is gonna be crucial 360 00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:43,416 because we're gonna have serious winds, serious rain. 361 00:19:44,817 --> 00:19:47,286 With the wind chill and the wetness, 362 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:52,058 it's probably gonna feel colder than the Arctic. 363 00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,927 So I got to keep moving. 364 00:20:17,983 --> 00:20:20,653 - Oh, don't drop him. 365 00:20:23,489 --> 00:20:25,357 Got a pot full of clams. 366 00:20:31,630 --> 00:20:35,701 Cut a couple more for this post, 367 00:20:35,835 --> 00:20:38,971 and then I'll start making the structure up there. 368 00:20:40,206 --> 00:20:42,775 Maybe sleep out there tonight and see how it feels. 369 00:20:58,124 --> 00:21:00,159 The last time, I was able to prove 370 00:21:00,292 --> 00:21:02,995 that I have the skills to be here. 371 00:21:03,129 --> 00:21:06,532 I grew up in the context of El Salvador's civil war. 372 00:21:06,665 --> 00:21:10,302 So some of my experiences, they created a lot of trauma, 373 00:21:10,436 --> 00:21:13,739 but they also created some specific needs 374 00:21:13,873 --> 00:21:16,175 that survivalist needs to have. 375 00:21:17,543 --> 00:21:21,013 And one of those things are awareness. 376 00:21:21,147 --> 00:21:22,515 Your bubble of awareness 377 00:21:22,648 --> 00:21:26,018 need to be bigger than your bubble of disturbance. 378 00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:30,156 What was that? 379 00:21:31,924 --> 00:21:33,759 Ptarmigan. 380 00:21:35,261 --> 00:21:36,796 There is one. 381 00:21:57,917 --> 00:22:00,152 Ptarmigan. 382 00:22:12,398 --> 00:22:16,235 How can it fly so far with one arrow on him? 383 00:22:19,405 --> 00:22:22,608 I remember that happened to Woniya last time. 384 00:22:22,741 --> 00:22:24,910 He went up, 385 00:22:25,044 --> 00:22:27,546 and she looked for it forever. 386 00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:29,415 I saw the feathers. 387 00:22:31,417 --> 00:22:33,852 Look at the feathers. 388 00:22:33,986 --> 00:22:37,456 It clearly was hit, man. 389 00:22:37,590 --> 00:22:39,792 It was dropping feathers. 390 00:22:39,925 --> 00:22:42,294 It's a really important food source 391 00:22:42,428 --> 00:22:45,364 because they've got some fat. 392 00:22:45,497 --> 00:22:48,467 Getting chicken soup for dinner would be awesome. 393 00:22:50,369 --> 00:22:52,104 Dang. 394 00:22:52,238 --> 00:22:54,273 I feel sorry for the bird 395 00:22:54,406 --> 00:22:57,610 'cause it's flying with an arrow stuck in its body, man. 396 00:23:08,053 --> 00:23:10,055 Okay. 397 00:23:10,189 --> 00:23:13,692 Let's go explore a little more about my shelter... 398 00:23:13,826 --> 00:23:15,761 a big priority. 399 00:23:17,763 --> 00:23:19,531 So much to do. 400 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:23,235 I think this is going to be harder 401 00:23:23,369 --> 00:23:25,738 because of the different weather. 402 00:23:27,039 --> 00:23:29,241 People don't realize how brutal 403 00:23:29,375 --> 00:23:31,910 a cold, wet place can be. 404 00:23:32,044 --> 00:23:35,714 It can kill you, hypothermia, fairly quick. 405 00:23:35,848 --> 00:23:40,119 Here it's way colder, way more water, 406 00:23:40,252 --> 00:23:41,654 way more wind. 407 00:23:41,787 --> 00:23:44,790 So the place will make it really challenging. 408 00:23:50,763 --> 00:23:52,064 That's a good shot. 409 00:23:59,071 --> 00:24:01,507 Like my daughter sings... "Rain, rain, go away. 410 00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:03,275 Come back a different day." 411 00:24:05,144 --> 00:24:07,112 Tomorrow is her birthday party. 412 00:24:13,986 --> 00:24:17,189 I wish I could be there with you celebrating, baby, 413 00:24:17,323 --> 00:24:18,757 but I'm here, 414 00:24:18,891 --> 00:24:22,428 trying to become the best version of myself 415 00:24:22,561 --> 00:24:24,430 so I can try to teach you 416 00:24:24,563 --> 00:24:28,734 how to become the best version of yourself... 417 00:24:28,867 --> 00:24:30,402 not that you have to do it this way. 418 00:24:30,536 --> 00:24:34,740 This is just a process that I go through to do it for me. 419 00:24:34,873 --> 00:24:36,675 Everybody does it differently. 420 00:24:38,310 --> 00:24:40,179 I love you so much, Mitzi. 421 00:24:58,597 --> 00:24:59,965 - Okay. 422 00:25:00,099 --> 00:25:03,102 Don't want to freak you guys out. 423 00:25:03,235 --> 00:25:04,603 Don't freak out, 424 00:25:04,737 --> 00:25:09,508 but there's a bunch of splashing in the ocean. 425 00:25:09,641 --> 00:25:13,012 I think it's a whale 'cause I saw the fin. 426 00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:16,949 So cool. 427 00:25:17,082 --> 00:25:19,551 But it's time to go... 428 00:25:19,685 --> 00:25:23,322 go, go, go get some food. 429 00:25:23,455 --> 00:25:26,759 This is the game plan today. Step one... get hydrated. 430 00:25:26,892 --> 00:25:28,861 Step two... It's low tide right now, 431 00:25:28,994 --> 00:25:30,929 so I'm gonna go on a walk 432 00:25:31,063 --> 00:25:34,433 'cause the ocean grocery store is open now. 433 00:25:34,566 --> 00:25:36,635 But soon, gonna be closed, 434 00:25:36,769 --> 00:25:38,771 so I'm hoping to harvest seaweed 435 00:25:38,904 --> 00:25:41,607 and hopefully some mussels or clams. 436 00:25:43,475 --> 00:25:46,745 Man, this seaweed is slippery. 437 00:25:46,879 --> 00:25:48,914 I'm seeing a lot of seaweed, 438 00:25:49,048 --> 00:25:51,250 so I know I'm gonna have greens. 439 00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:53,452 I'm excited about that. 440 00:25:53,585 --> 00:25:56,522 It'd be nice to harvest some, 441 00:25:56,655 --> 00:25:59,191 but just got to be careful, 442 00:25:59,324 --> 00:26:01,560 careful walking out here... 443 00:26:01,693 --> 00:26:04,463 Lots of slippery stuff. 444 00:26:04,596 --> 00:26:06,031 Oh! 445 00:26:06,165 --> 00:26:08,967 There's a bunch of ravens congregating. 446 00:26:09,068 --> 00:26:11,537 What is that? 447 00:26:11,670 --> 00:26:14,039 All the ravens just flew away. 448 00:26:16,542 --> 00:26:18,043 What? 449 00:26:19,545 --> 00:26:21,213 This is so cool! 450 00:26:38,497 --> 00:26:40,032 Check it out 451 00:26:42,067 --> 00:26:45,237 It's a big piece of seal skin. 452 00:26:45,370 --> 00:26:48,140 It's so pretty, and look at the inside... 453 00:26:48,273 --> 00:26:49,274 a bunch of fat. 454 00:26:49,408 --> 00:26:51,210 This is all fat... 455 00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:53,212 delicious seal fat. 456 00:26:53,345 --> 00:26:55,347 What? 457 00:26:56,915 --> 00:26:59,284 Oh, my gosh. 458 00:26:59,418 --> 00:27:01,753 I wonder... I heard that whale this morning. 459 00:27:01,887 --> 00:27:04,990 I wonder if that whale had a seal for breakfast 460 00:27:05,124 --> 00:27:07,826 and this is a piece of it that washed up. 461 00:27:10,829 --> 00:27:13,332 Oh. So cool! 462 00:27:14,700 --> 00:27:16,001 I mean... 463 00:27:16,134 --> 00:27:17,836 It smells fresh. 464 00:27:21,974 --> 00:27:23,842 It smells so fresh. 465 00:27:29,148 --> 00:27:30,148 Dang! 466 00:27:34,686 --> 00:27:35,687 Wow! 467 00:27:35,821 --> 00:27:38,991 What a score! 468 00:27:39,124 --> 00:27:41,727 So here we go... seal skinning. 469 00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:47,499 I'm gonna just cut it into little pieces. 470 00:27:49,468 --> 00:27:53,372 My philosophy in survival is... 471 00:27:53,505 --> 00:27:56,241 I try to think in terms of abundance. 472 00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:59,144 And how you think about something 473 00:27:59,278 --> 00:28:02,147 really shifts how you start to see it. 474 00:28:02,281 --> 00:28:04,650 And so, instead of seeing the land 475 00:28:04,783 --> 00:28:08,353 as this harsh, barren, 476 00:28:08,487 --> 00:28:10,455 lean place, 477 00:28:10,589 --> 00:28:14,192 I want to see it as this abundant, giving land 478 00:28:14,326 --> 00:28:17,496 that I'm gonna be able to find everything I need in. 479 00:28:24,503 --> 00:28:27,506 All right. There we have it. 480 00:28:27,639 --> 00:28:30,976 Seal fat soup... that's what's for dinner tonight. 481 00:28:37,316 --> 00:28:39,218 Whoa. That is pure fat. 482 00:28:42,020 --> 00:28:44,222 It doesn't taste rancid. 483 00:28:51,863 --> 00:28:53,198 Wow. 484 00:28:55,701 --> 00:28:57,202 Pretty good. 485 00:28:58,971 --> 00:29:00,372 How ironic, really... 486 00:29:00,505 --> 00:29:04,109 I mean, fat is the hardest food to find in the wild, 487 00:29:04,242 --> 00:29:07,045 and I found a whole bunch of fat... 488 00:29:07,179 --> 00:29:10,415 Only fat, no meat, just fat. 489 00:29:10,549 --> 00:29:12,884 I'm stoked on it... 490 00:29:13,018 --> 00:29:15,153 so stoked. 491 00:29:15,287 --> 00:29:17,923 I have to mix it up with some vegetables, 492 00:29:18,056 --> 00:29:21,426 some sea vegetables. 493 00:29:58,030 --> 00:30:01,199 And here rain is every day, man. 494 00:30:06,438 --> 00:30:08,840 Even when we have sunshine. 495 00:30:35,133 --> 00:30:37,202 Let's see what's out here. 496 00:30:37,336 --> 00:30:40,939 I'm going out with my bow, walking the land. 497 00:31:10,502 --> 00:31:11,870 Oh. 498 00:31:14,539 --> 00:31:16,374 No freaking way! 499 00:31:17,843 --> 00:31:19,511 Holy, man. 500 00:31:38,797 --> 00:31:41,566 Check this out 501 00:31:41,700 --> 00:31:44,503 I got my first meal. 502 00:31:47,139 --> 00:31:49,541 One of the snares worked. 503 00:31:51,309 --> 00:31:54,780 I got a little hare for a snack today. 504 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:56,615 Yay, yay, yay. 505 00:32:00,786 --> 00:32:02,354 Well... 506 00:32:02,487 --> 00:32:07,025 I got lunch and dinner out of one of my snares. 507 00:32:07,159 --> 00:32:09,094 So let's do lunch. 508 00:32:10,762 --> 00:32:12,898 I want to have a connection to my food. 509 00:32:13,031 --> 00:32:14,866 And what a better way to have a connection 510 00:32:15,000 --> 00:32:18,336 to your food than actually going and hunting? 511 00:32:18,470 --> 00:32:21,440 Then you can really see where your food comes from. 512 00:32:21,573 --> 00:32:23,909 That's one of the things that we're missing as society. 513 00:32:24,042 --> 00:32:27,179 We buy a clean package of beef from the store. 514 00:32:27,312 --> 00:32:28,914 We have no clue where it comes from. 515 00:32:29,047 --> 00:32:31,950 Has the cow been treated properly? 516 00:32:32,083 --> 00:32:34,820 Put the head in there. 517 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:37,889 I think it's more ethical for us to connect to our food 518 00:32:38,023 --> 00:32:40,926 in the way that I'm trying to do it. 519 00:32:41,059 --> 00:32:44,095 We all used to experience it that way. 520 00:32:44,229 --> 00:32:45,789 If we look at it in the big perspective, 521 00:32:45,864 --> 00:32:48,500 in the big timeline of humanity, 522 00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:51,136 the time that we've been just wrapping in plastic our food 523 00:32:51,269 --> 00:32:53,672 is just a tiny, tiny, tiny amount. 524 00:32:57,409 --> 00:32:58,743 It's cooking. 525 00:32:58,877 --> 00:33:00,846 Most of the time as humans, 526 00:33:00,979 --> 00:33:03,081 we have been connected to our food. 527 00:33:03,215 --> 00:33:06,318 And what a better way to teach it and experience it. 528 00:33:06,451 --> 00:33:09,654 There is no other teacher like experience. 529 00:33:14,826 --> 00:33:16,828 Oh, pretty good. 530 00:33:16,962 --> 00:33:18,663 Pretty good rabbit, man. 531 00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:23,835 Tastes like chicken. 532 00:33:41,853 --> 00:33:43,388 - Gosh, it's wet out here. 533 00:33:43,522 --> 00:33:45,724 It's wet. It's wet. 534 00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,260 It's all wet. 535 00:33:48,393 --> 00:33:50,996 Wet, wet, wet, everything. 536 00:33:51,129 --> 00:33:53,498 You don't go anywhere... 537 00:33:53,632 --> 00:33:57,836 anywhere without your rain pants on. 538 00:33:59,671 --> 00:34:02,807 I got to go find a good spot to build a shelter. 539 00:34:02,941 --> 00:34:04,276 You can just tell 540 00:34:04,409 --> 00:34:06,645 this place is not the same as "Alone" season seven, 541 00:34:06,778 --> 00:34:09,581 as the Great Slave Lake. 542 00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:12,284 This environment's unforgiving. 543 00:34:12,417 --> 00:34:15,353 You can get hypothermia faster in an environment like this 544 00:34:15,487 --> 00:34:17,188 than you can in negative-20 degrees 545 00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:18,690 in a dry cold. 546 00:34:18,823 --> 00:34:20,792 Overcoming that battle of dealing with the weather 547 00:34:20,926 --> 00:34:22,661 will be challenging. 548 00:34:22,794 --> 00:34:26,731 So I can't compare how fast I got my shelter up last time, 549 00:34:26,865 --> 00:34:29,167 because last time it was a totally different scenario. 550 00:34:29,301 --> 00:34:31,469 And I've got to get that out of my head. 551 00:34:31,603 --> 00:34:34,172 I've got to find somewhere that's gonna keep me dry, 552 00:34:34,306 --> 00:34:36,942 so I'm looking for high ground. 553 00:34:37,075 --> 00:34:40,378 The ability to stay dry and the ability to stay warm, 554 00:34:40,512 --> 00:34:42,447 that's the biggest part of this. 555 00:34:42,580 --> 00:34:46,151 All right, this is gonna be shelter location. 556 00:34:46,284 --> 00:34:48,987 It'll be pretty big. 557 00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:52,157 I will be happy with this. 558 00:34:52,290 --> 00:34:54,659 Now to get to work. 559 00:34:58,463 --> 00:35:02,667 All right, first step... Got to clear everything out. 560 00:35:02,801 --> 00:35:05,236 I'm gonna build a triangular cabin. 561 00:35:05,370 --> 00:35:08,073 So this is where my door's going. 562 00:35:08,206 --> 00:35:09,507 It's gonna be a lot more work, 563 00:35:09,641 --> 00:35:10,976 but I want something 564 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,144 where I can be safe from polar bears, 565 00:35:13,278 --> 00:35:15,146 and something that I can have a fire in 566 00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:18,316 and hopefully smoke a lot of game in. 567 00:35:18,450 --> 00:35:21,686 Some of these things need to be sawed. 568 00:35:21,820 --> 00:35:25,690 I want to enjoy my time while I'm out here, 569 00:35:25,824 --> 00:35:27,692 because I'm giving up time with my son. 570 00:35:27,826 --> 00:35:29,327 So I'm giving up a lot. 571 00:35:29,461 --> 00:35:31,639 So I don't want to come out here and have it be miserable. 572 00:35:31,663 --> 00:35:35,266 Success to me is being happy. 573 00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:36,634 Okeydokey. 574 00:35:55,053 --> 00:35:58,656 Exactly where I did not want it to go. 575 00:36:01,593 --> 00:36:02,994 It's fine. 576 00:36:05,463 --> 00:36:06,941 I've got to find the positive in this, 577 00:36:06,965 --> 00:36:11,302 because, honestly, I would much rather be with Max. 578 00:36:13,104 --> 00:36:15,306 Damn it. 579 00:36:15,440 --> 00:36:17,976 That ain't happening. All right. 580 00:36:18,109 --> 00:36:19,644 Somebody said to me recently... 581 00:36:20,779 --> 00:36:23,114 That my moral character 582 00:36:23,248 --> 00:36:25,517 was pretty much all jacked up for coming out here 583 00:36:25,650 --> 00:36:28,486 instead of spending time with my son. 584 00:36:29,821 --> 00:36:32,323 And at first, I was like, "Nah! 585 00:36:32,457 --> 00:36:34,492 Horse!" 586 00:36:34,626 --> 00:36:36,995 Because this is, you know, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity 587 00:36:37,128 --> 00:36:38,530 that I'm getting to do twice. 588 00:36:38,663 --> 00:36:40,765 How awesome is that? 589 00:36:40,899 --> 00:36:45,070 But Max doesn't know why I'm gone. 590 00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:46,771 He's not old enough to understand 591 00:36:46,905 --> 00:36:49,107 what this means to me. 592 00:36:49,240 --> 00:36:53,778 And, honestly, I don't even know myself. 593 00:36:53,912 --> 00:36:56,047 It's not easy leaving your family 594 00:36:56,181 --> 00:36:58,616 and coming out here to do something 595 00:36:58,750 --> 00:37:01,319 that just takes you away from them. 596 00:37:02,887 --> 00:37:04,489 This time is just different. 597 00:37:06,124 --> 00:37:08,960 This sucks. 598 00:37:25,543 --> 00:37:26,611 - Wow. 599 00:37:26,744 --> 00:37:28,279 Wow. 600 00:37:28,413 --> 00:37:30,115 Wow. 601 00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:31,750 Wow. 602 00:37:33,818 --> 00:37:36,087 I'll tell you... 603 00:37:36,221 --> 00:37:37,655 this time is just different. 604 00:37:39,724 --> 00:37:41,359 Great Slave Lakes... 605 00:37:41,493 --> 00:37:45,263 My shelter was built with an amazing view. 606 00:37:45,396 --> 00:37:48,600 Open land, I could see a long ways. 607 00:37:48,733 --> 00:37:49,567 I was happy. 608 00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:52,137 I had freshwater right there, 609 00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:55,406 mountains, sunny, sunny days, and snow. 610 00:37:56,541 --> 00:37:58,543 Those were good days. 611 00:37:58,676 --> 00:38:02,147 This place... I am surrounded by willows. 612 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:04,916 Like, 30 yards is the longest I can see. 613 00:38:06,417 --> 00:38:08,586 Is it nice, peace and quiet, being in nature? 614 00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:10,121 Absolutely. 615 00:38:10,255 --> 00:38:13,291 But the more I sit out here, 616 00:38:13,424 --> 00:38:16,628 the more I do the same thing that I already did before. 617 00:38:16,761 --> 00:38:19,297 You start to question that. 618 00:38:19,430 --> 00:38:22,634 Was I expecting something different? 619 00:38:22,767 --> 00:38:24,435 I don't know. 620 00:38:24,569 --> 00:38:25,970 I do not know. 621 00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:29,274 But... 622 00:38:29,407 --> 00:38:33,444 I'd be lying if I said I wanted to be here right now. 623 00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:41,820 I just wanted to try and give it another go. 624 00:38:41,953 --> 00:38:45,190 But you get to a point in life where you're like, 625 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:46,891 "Man, I just want to be home. 626 00:38:47,025 --> 00:38:48,159 "I just need to stay home. 627 00:38:48,293 --> 00:38:50,562 "I need to be home with my kid. 628 00:38:50,695 --> 00:38:53,998 And, man, I'm just not willing to give it another 45 days. 629 00:38:58,903 --> 00:39:00,371 Hey, this is Mark, 630 00:39:00,505 --> 00:39:02,874 and I am officially tapping out. 631 00:39:07,612 --> 00:39:10,181 I didn't see myself leaving after only five days, 632 00:39:10,315 --> 00:39:12,884 but if I come out here 633 00:39:13,017 --> 00:39:15,954 and I'm not enjoying myself, 634 00:39:16,087 --> 00:39:18,256 what am I doing it for? 635 00:39:18,389 --> 00:39:20,692 I just feel like I'm being extremely selfish right now 636 00:39:20,825 --> 00:39:23,361 by trying to stick it out for 50 days. 637 00:39:24,829 --> 00:39:27,565 I'm really not doing any justice to Max. 638 00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:29,667 You know, I could be spending time with him. 639 00:39:32,904 --> 00:39:36,040 Today is the day that I retire from all this ridiculousness. 640 00:39:36,174 --> 00:39:40,278 This is the day that I retire from leaving home for... 641 00:39:40,411 --> 00:39:42,447 long, extended hunting trips 642 00:39:42,580 --> 00:39:46,184 or to do any contracting positions 643 00:39:46,317 --> 00:39:48,820 that take me away from home. 644 00:39:48,953 --> 00:39:50,655 Today is the end of that. 645 00:39:53,291 --> 00:39:55,371 I'm leaving this experience with a different mindset. 646 00:39:56,861 --> 00:39:58,501 I don't think anybody ever sees themselves 647 00:39:58,596 --> 00:40:00,798 not making it to the end. 648 00:40:00,932 --> 00:40:05,136 But I don't look at this as me quitting. 649 00:40:05,270 --> 00:40:08,206 I look at this as me starting a new chapter in my life. 650 00:40:09,674 --> 00:40:11,309 I started this journey 651 00:40:11,442 --> 00:40:14,045 thinking that I've got to prove myself again 652 00:40:14,178 --> 00:40:15,513 and again and again. 653 00:40:15,647 --> 00:40:17,982 You've constantly got to prove yourself in life. 654 00:40:18,116 --> 00:40:20,351 And I'm ending this journey 655 00:40:20,485 --> 00:40:23,688 realizing that I'm done proving myself in life, 656 00:40:23,821 --> 00:40:26,190 and I'm gonna start living. 657 00:40:26,324 --> 00:40:27,592 When Max watches this 658 00:40:27,725 --> 00:40:29,527 and he sees me leave after five days, 659 00:40:29,661 --> 00:40:32,196 I hope that he realizes that there's no amount of money 660 00:40:32,330 --> 00:40:34,465 that makes up for lost time 661 00:40:34,599 --> 00:40:38,436 and that family means absolutely everything. 662 00:40:38,569 --> 00:40:41,906 Without family, you have nothing. 663 00:40:46,244 --> 00:40:49,580 This season on "Alone: Frozen." 664 00:40:49,714 --> 00:40:53,451 - In a survival situation, you do everything you can do, 665 00:40:53,584 --> 00:40:54,986 or you're gonna die. 666 00:40:56,321 --> 00:40:58,323 - I do not want to see a polar bear. 667 00:41:00,124 --> 00:41:03,628 No freaking way. 668 00:41:03,761 --> 00:41:05,296 I want to stay the 50, 669 00:41:05,430 --> 00:41:08,333 but if I don't start bringing in more food, 670 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:10,101 I'm not gonna be able to do that. 671 00:41:10,234 --> 00:41:12,079 There's nothing like starving 672 00:41:12,103 --> 00:41:14,472 to give you gratitude for food. 673 00:41:14,605 --> 00:41:16,474 The wind's starting up, 674 00:41:16,607 --> 00:41:19,310 and I can definitely feel the cold. 675 00:41:19,444 --> 00:41:21,212 - Can you see the horizontal snow? 676 00:41:21,346 --> 00:41:22,680 'Cause it is something else. 677 00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,717 - It hasn't been much fun. I can tell you that. 678 00:41:25,883 --> 00:41:28,886 - I've got about half visual acuity in my left eye. 679 00:41:29,020 --> 00:41:30,788 - I feel like my time here is limited, 680 00:41:30,922 --> 00:41:32,990 and I'm really sad about that. 681 00:41:33,124 --> 00:41:36,928 >>>>oakislandtk<<<<< www.opensubtitles.org 52204

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