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This is a story of when I was still young,

I used summer vacation to stay at my mother's and sister's aunt's house.

At this time, my mother was a woman who was able to work,

and she took me and went out of the house to my father, who did not work.

I remember that it was not difficult economically to raise me alone even without my father.

However, on the other hand, I feel that I was dissatisfied with my body as an old woman.

This was a summer vacation that had a shocking event that made me think so.

It's been a while.

Long time no see.

Hi, Hikari-Oba-san.

You are still a naughty kid.

Wait a minute.

You haven't changed at all.

You are so cute.

I'm so busy that I can't sleep.

You're not that busy, are you?

I'm so busy that I can't sleep.

I'm not busy either.

Sit down. I'll make you some tea.

It's great that you can work and take care of yourself.

I'm happy.

But you used to work before you got married.

I don't have to work at all now.

Are you satisfied with the money you get every month?

I'm not.

But you're busy, aren't you?

I'm busy. I'm half a year late.

I see. You must be lonely.

I'm not lonely.

And I can call you like this.

Thank you.

I don't want to hear that you want to see me when you call me.

You're jealous.

Stop it.

What do you mean?

You're annoying.

I'm not.

You know what?

I'm not.

Did you draw a lot?

Yes.

Then you have to scrub properly.

Scrubbing hurts.

It doesn't hurt.

I always take a bath with my dad.

Do you take a bath with your dad?

Yes.

That's nice.

I take a bath with my mom and dad, but my dad hurts too much.

Do you think you can wash it cleanly?

I don't think it hurts.

Don't say the same thing.

Don't do it cleanly.

Don't use a hard towel like a towel.

There are soft towels.

Jun, don't you take a bath with me?

Well, I don't know.

I don't know.

But I have a body.

How old are you?

I'm about this age.

Are you about this age?

Yes.

It's strange.

I'm not afraid of getting older.

I'm fine.

Are you okay?

I'm afraid of taking a bath alone.

Why?

I'm afraid I'll drown.

I'm afraid I'll get something.

Nothing will come out.

A cockroach came out last time.

Is that so?

I'm afraid of taking a bath alone.

If you take a bath with a cockroach, won't your mom protect you?

I can't take a bath.

You can't?

If a cockroach comes out today, you'll be in trouble.

What are you looking at?

Hurry up and take off your clothes.

You're a big boy.

What are you talking about? You're the same as your mother.

No, no, no.

I'm a boy.

I said it.

You'll be scolded.

I'll be quiet.

I'm really a boy.

You're the same as a boy.

No, no, no.

You don't want to take it off?

You want me to do it?

Yes.

Here.

Yes.

Raise your leg.

Yes.

Can you take off your socks?

Can I?

Can you?

Can I?

Yes.

Are you sure?

Yes.

Yes.

You can see it, right?

Okay.

I'm going to take it off.

You're going to take it off?

Okay.

You have to wash your body.

Yeah.

Why are you so...

Your boobs are really big.

What are you talking about?

They're beautiful.

If a woman's boobs get bigger, she'll die.

My boobs...

What?

My boobs aren't getting bigger.

They're not getting bigger. They're normal.

Really?

Yeah.

Hehehehe

Hehehehe

Here, you can see the baby's belly, right?

Yes, the baby will grow up.

It's not coming out anymore?

It's not coming out anymore.

Really?

Yes.

How about here?

Here is also sucked.

It's not coming out anymore.

It's the same.

I don't do that.

I'm training.

Did you want to touch it?

That's why you wanted to go in the bath with me.

No, I was surprised to see it for the first time.

It grows when you grow up.

Really?

Yes.

It's been a while since I touched it.

Can it grow when you grow up?

It will grow on you soon.

Will it grow on me?

Yes.

It's growing to the bottom.

No, it's not.

It's growing to the bottom.

No, it's not.

It's not.

It's growing to the top of my breast.

It's soft and comfortable.

I'm glad.

That's all for today.

You need to take a bath.

Otherwise, you'll catch a cold.

That's right.

Good morning.

Did you have fun at school?

Yes.

Did you make a girl you like?

I made a girl I like, but we haven't been close yet.

I see.

I talked to you, but we haven't been close yet.

I don't know what she thinks of me.

I see.

I'm scared.

Maybe she's waiting for you to show off.

What do you mean?

What?

She wants to make you aware of me.

How?

She wants to be friends with you.

Like going shopping together?

Or eating out together.

Like that.

I like her, but I like you.

What are you talking about?

You can tell a joke even though you are a child.

What?

I mean...

Poo?

There is no poo.

What's this?

How do you pee?

Pee...

There is no poo.

But...

There is a hole for pee.

I pee in it.

There is a hole.

I'm embarrassed to be seen like that.

I want to see.

A little around here?

I can't see.

I'm embarrassed.

I want to see.

It's in a position where you can't see.

Where?

A little behind the place where there is a circumference.

Around here?

Around here?

Do you see it?

No.

Can you see it?

No.

I want to see it.

You can't see it?

It can't be helped.

I want to see it.

Show me again.

Mom, I don't want to be beaten again.

First, tell me about your father.

I can't.

You can't?

No.

So, show me.

My father?

No.

Can you see?

No.

No.

No more.

No. You are an adult.

Don't be shy.

Don't be shy.

Don't be shy.

It doesn't hurt, does it?

It doesn't hurt.

I know.

He is much more stubborn than this.

He is.

He is stubborn.

He is grumbling.

Yes.

He is about to bleed.

That's exaggerated.

He is not bleeding.

He is in pain.

He is healthy if he is like this.

He is like a child.

Yes.

I want to make him beautiful.

Please watch again.

It's hard to get a virus.

Right?

Yes, it's a disease.

If you get a virus, you have to clean it.

I understand.

I understand.

I have a hole in my hip, so I can't do it.

I can't do it because I'm afraid of my father's back or arms.

Is that so?

I'm strong.

I'm a delicate man.

It's good, isn't it?

Hey, is it clean now?

It's a beautiful picture, isn't it?

Did it get bigger?

Are you okay?

I'll wash your hair.

Thank you.

What do you have in your hand?

A bag.

A bag?

Yes, yes.

I see.

I see.

You can see the front.

It's important to keep your hands clean.

Otherwise, it will hurt.

That's right.

You're good at it.

That's right.

You're good at it.

I'm full.

Was it good?

I feel good.

Wow, you're getting more and more like a baby.

You're using your neck too.

You're so cute.

If you get prettier, your mom will praise you.

Oh, she will? That's great.

She'll say, you washed it yourself.

She'll say, you washed it yourself.

Yes, that's great.

Hey, Mom.

Where's Mom?

She's taking a bath with Koji.

What? Really?

Koji's getting old.

Oh, you're jealous?

No, I'm not.

Mom, how many do you think this is?

Oh, it's fine.

What?

I'm really tired.

I wonder what he's eating.

It was fun.

Yeah.

Let's go in again.

I love you.

I'm nervous.

You can touch me while touching my head.

I love it.

Do you?

I love it.

But, I'm not good at it.

I'm not good at it.

You are.

I'm not good at it.

You are.

I'm not good at it.

I'm not good at it.

Kiss me.

I'll kiss you.

Can I?

Yes, you can.

Kiss me.

It's amazing.

Is it good?

Did you want to do that?

It's delicious.

It's delicious?

Yes.

When I drink a lot, my energy increases.

That's true.

Close your eyes.

You said you were sick.

I saw it.

This is a hole for pee.

A hole for pee.

You said you wanted to see it.

I said I wanted to see it, but I couldn't see it well.

The bottom of the hole for pee is a very important place.

An important place?

What is it?

There is a place where it is dizzy.

If you put it in here, it will be very comfortable.

Really?

I want to put it in.

Good night.

That's where you'll be very happy.

Where?

Ah, that's where you'll be very happy.

It's the same as when I was a baby.

It's a place where I feel like a baby.

What's wrong?

I feel so good.

Do you have a hole?

This is the most important part.

It's amazing.

If I tap here, I feel good.

If I tap here, we can relieve the pain.

Do you remember?

I feel so good.

You're good at sucking, aren't you?

I'm going to go crazy.

You're wet.

When a woman gets stronger, she gets wet.

Really?

Yes.

You're wet.

I'm always wet.

I want to be stronger.

Yes.

Come here.

Are you okay?

It's a big one.

It's very big.

It's the same size as the one you sewed.

It looks good, doesn't it?

Yes, it does.

It's amazing.

How do you feel?

Do you feel good?

You are so big.

You are getting bigger.

You are getting smaller.

I'll take your shoes off.

Go ahead.

You're covered in blood.

I'm fine.

I see.

I was shocked to see the sex of my mother and Kouji.

I had never seen other people's sex.

I can't forget the voice and expression of my mother, who was on top of Kouji, and the voice and expression of my mother, who was on top of Kouji.

At this time, I was very angry with my jealousy.

I don't know.

Does it feel good?

Yes, it does.

Can you look at my butt?

I want to see your butt.

You want to see my butt?

Yes.

My butt hurts.

Wow! Great!

What were you doing?

I was doing something.

Something?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I can't stop anymore.

I can't stop anymore.

I want to see your nails.

What do you want to do?

I want to see your butt.

What do you like?

From your butt?

Yes.

It looks like a dog, doesn't it?

Yes, it does.

It's cute, isn't it?

I want you to draw a picture like this.

Yes, yes.

Draw.

Do you put it here?

Yes, yes.

Wow, it's a lot.

Yes, it's a lot.

It's so deep.

Can you see?

It's so good.

Can I move?

Oh, it's so hot.

It's hot, isn't it?

I can see the back of your head.

It's round and low.

Is it low?

It's so gross.

It's so gross.

Oh, it's moving a lot.

It's scary.

Oh, yeah.

I'm not moving.

What's wrong?

I'm getting too emotional.

Kanda-san, will you climb on top of the umbrella?

Yes.

Can you see the outside?

Yes.

I can do it now.

I'm so happy.

It's heavy.

You have a lot of hair.

I'm sweating a lot.

I'm so embarrassed!

What's wrong?

I'm so scared.

I'm so scared.

I'm so scared.

I can't do it.

Ah, ah, ah, no, no, no!

You're such a good girl!

I'm going to cry.

You're going to cry?

It's okay.

I'll put you on my stomach.

Stay there.

It's delicious, isn't it?

It's delicious, isn't it?

Where are your parents?

They went shopping.

What's wrong?

If you have time, why don't you go for a walk?

What's with that face?

If you have something to say, say it.

Can I say it?

Yes.

I saw you last night.

What?

I heard your voice.

What do you mean?

That is...

What?

Koji-kun came to my bed at midnight.

He went to bed and then he was hugged.

That is...

I'm sorry.

If you're going to apologize, do it to me.

You think it's wrong, don't you?

Come on, do it to me.

What are you talking about? Are we parents and children?

If you say that, you can't be a mother and a child.

Calm down.

But you were the one who made Kouji touch you.

No, that's not true.

What's not true?

You know, right?

I don't.

Why are you suddenly...

You're a good boy.

Why are you doing that to my mother and Kouji?

That's not fair.

I'm not.

You're a child of my mother.

But Kouji is your child.

Yes, but...

That's not true.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Hey!

What are you doing?

It's hot.

I can't.

Then, what you did to Koji is not wrong?

Well, it's a little wrong.

Right?

But there's a reason.

I don't know.

I'll explain.

No, I want you to do it.

If you did it to Koji, you can do it to me, right?

That's a little different.

I don't know.

Do it.

Wait.

You used to do it to Koji.

Do it.

What? What's wrong?

I don't want you to do the same thing to me.

Do it properly.

If you do the same thing to me, it's okay.

It's okay.

Promise me this is the last time.

I promise.

Don't do it to Koji.

Then, let's meet once.

Let's meet.

Do it.

You used to do it like this.

I don't want to do it.

Which is more important, Koji or me?

That's up to you.

Then, do it.

If it's more important than Koji, do it to me.

It's important, but I can't do it.

This is the last time.

I understand.

Instead, don't do the same thing to Koji.

I promise.

Don't make a sad face.

I understand.

Do you understand?

Instead, do it properly.

Stop it.

I wonder if he did.

He did.

He was watching everything.

He was watching all the time?

Yes.

Oh, it's so good.

I'm so relieved.

What's so good?

I hope you enjoyed this video!

Bye!

If you don't hurry, they'll come back.

I don't know what to do.

I'll do it a little more.

Good boy.

Thank you.

Dad, you're cute.

You're big.

Weight? 6, 7, 5 meters?

How much does 10 tons weigh?

10 tons...

How many thousands do I need?

How many tens of thousands?

How many tens of thousands?

This is very difficult.

It's difficult, but it's fun.

Really? It doesn't look interesting.

It's not interesting.

Really?

It's difficult because the way to do it is unique.

You can't be an adult if you don't do that.

Are you writing?

Yes, I am.

Let's continue.

I'm taking a break.

Are you taking a break?

I'm tired.

Did you write?

What?

I'm sorry.

You said it was the last one.

It's not the last one.

It's the last one.

I'm sorry.

Don't be.

It's the last one.

It's the last one.

The last one?

Yes, the last one.

Really?

Can you study if you do that?

I'll do my best.

Will you?

Can you promise?

I promise.

I can't help it.

Because I was good at it.

Does it feel good?

You're shaking.

It hurts.

Does it feel good?

Let me go. I have to study again.

Can I look?

Were you thinking about something else?

Yes.

You are a good boy.

You should take a rest.

I can't forget what I did last time.

I see.

Does it feel good?

I wonder how to get out of here.

I don't know.

When I feel better, I'll get out of here.

Do you think you can get out of here by yourself?

I don't know.

I don't know yet.

How do you feel?

Do you feel good?

Yes, I do.

Let's study together when you feel better.

You can take it out anytime.

Really?

Yes.

But I feel good, so I'll keep it.

You can't keep it forever.

I have to study.

I have to study.

Does it feel good?

It feels so good.

I have to put out the fire.

It's painful.

I want to be a little more comfortable.

Why are you going to bed early?

I want to sleep more comfortably.

I don't know what to do.

Then, do you want to lie down?

Yes.

Then, you can sleep over there.

Yes.

Good.

This way?

Yes.

It's so sweet.

Does it feel good?

I have to concentrate today.

It's better to play with sandals.

Yes.

Do you want to play?

Yes.

Do you feel your breasts?

Does it feel good?

I feel refreshed.

I'll study hard.

I'll study hard.

Hey, hey.

What?

It felt so good, so do it again.

No, this is the last.

You were with Koji, weren't you?

Did you see it?

I did.

You broke your promise.

You said it was the last time.

I'm sorry.

Jonathan, I'm not a poor guy.

What did you see?

No, you can't.

Why? You did this to Koji, didn't you?

He's my son.

He's no different.

What?

Do you have such a difference with him?

No, I don't.

Then do it to me.

When you were with Koji, I saw you acting like a good girl.

I was jealous.

Do you like him?

I like him, too.

I can't stand it anymore.

Wait.

I want to be with you.

What?

It's not good.

I don't know.

Or should I tell your mother that you did it?

No.

Then you'll be in trouble.

I will.

Then I'll do it.

It's the last time.

If your mother says no, I'll do it.

I won't.

You'll do it, right?

It's the last time.

I can't do it.

Then you can't do it with Koji?

I can't.

But I like you more than him.

Why?

I like you.

What?

So I like you.

I'm glad you don't want to drink.

Mom, do you feel good?

It's better than feeling good, isn't it?

You should do what you like in the future.

I like you, mom.

I'm glad to hear that.

I like you.

Thank you.

You can't tell anyone about this.

I won't.

Do you understand?

You have to promise me until you die.

I understand.

But you can't tell Koji.

Koji won't do it.

I didn't think I could sit on it after it grew so big.

I can't help it when I see you so quiet.

You don't have to be so harsh on me.

Because I'm a mother.

I'm a mother.

I'm a mother.

I'm a mother.

No, you touched here a lot.

Here.

I didn't touch.

No, you touched here a lot.

Can I put my finger in here?

Good?

Good?

Does it feel good?

It feels good, right?

Yes, it does.

Does it feel good?

Bye-bye!

I can't stand it.

You don't need it?

No.

You don't need it, right?

I can't stand it.

Don't say that.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, but I'll bring you back.

Does it feel good?

It feels better than the last time, right?

Yes, it does.

Now, move your body.

Good girl.

I'll do it for you.

Do you feel good?

Yes.

It's ticklish.

Now I go out of the house and live alone. I go to a specialized school in Tokyo.

That shocking summer vacation.

Since then, I have no relationship with my mother.

After that, the summer vacation at my aunt's house ended, and I returned home and started living alone again.

After that, my mother remarried with someone she met at work a few months later.

I felt like I was in a hurry to remarry.

Maybe my relationship with my mother was awkward, or maybe I was thinking about the risk of a parent-child relationship.

This was my summer vacation with shocking events.