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SEPTEMBER, 2018

I've been waiting for this baby for so long.

-I get nervous every time I'm here. -Your baby's growing well.

The baby will go to the bathhouse with you.

Oh, I see.

It's still five months away. We don't need that mobile yet.

You're a pretty exceptional dad.

How cute.

There.

If you get used to the sound in there

it won't be so unfamiliar when you get out.

I can already tell she's going to be a daddy's girl.

A girl?

It's a girl?

Sa-rang, are you my baby girl?

I'm so happy.

Jung-sun.

Jung-sun, open this door!

Please, just open it.

The baby's heart stopped.

We're going to have to induce your labor.

Jung-sun. Jung-sun!

You could've rested longer.

I heard that happens a lot when you get pregnant too old.

You can always have another, right?

What is that supposed to mean?

Hey, Mr. Park.

I'm on my way to discuss

next week's golf event with Mr. Lee of the PR team.

You should join.

Drink this so your body stays warm.

Jung-sun.

People say this to me.

They say I'll be fine.

Will I be?

Do you know what it's like when you don't hear

your baby crying after 13 hours of labor?

I couldn't even look at her face until the end

because I was afraid I would never forget.

I wanted to ask them:

Would you be alright if this were you?

Are you fine with this?

Aren't you supposed to be feeling crazy like me?

You should be mad like me!

Shouldn't you?

Why does it have to be our Sa-rang?

Why did this happen to our baby?

It should've been me instead. Why did she have to die?

How can I be fine?

APRIL, 2019

You're home.

Jung-sun.

Come back to our room.

You can't keep sleeping in there.

Just let me be.

Are you going somewhere?

An acquaintance of mine

has passed away.

Will you…

go with me?

Do I know the person?

No.

You're not feeling well, so rest up.

I'll go alone.

A year has passed

but it never gets better.

I'm still in pain...

and mad.

What are you mad at?

Everything.

I'm just mad at everything.

I get mad to see my husband in silence

when I still feel like I'm going crazy.

Above all,

I'm mad at myself.

Because I feel so sorry that I couldn't protect her.

I feel like it's all my fault.

So I'm furious at myself.

Are you still taking your medicine?

I've been taking antidepressants for a year now.

I don't feel better.

I can't move on.

You used to be a psychiatrist.

So talk to me.

How can I live a normal life again?

It might never get better.

You might have to...

live with it for the rest of your life.

But time goes on.

And a year has passed after all.

You'll keep on living.

Life can be so persistent.

The ones who are left carry on with their lives eventually.

Your husband

used to check if you were alive for months after what happened.

For your husband,

it'd have been a greater fear that you might go wrong

than losing his own child at that time.

Just because he doesn't talk about it

doesn't mean he feels less pain.

Some people just don't know how to show their grief.

I know that you were more desperate to raise a great family than anyone else.

I know you would be

willing to give up your life to save your child.

I do.

But…

don't you

still have something to protect?

You guys still have a chance.

Starting today,

I'm going to sleep here.

We might...

still have a chance, right?

We might still have a chance to live a normal life, right?

One day...

I wish to be able to open the door to that room

without feeling pain, right?

Please…

hold me just this once.

Okay.

I will.

Now we have to plan their kids' birthday parties.

Do you own company shares?

Why do you spread yourself so thin?

I mean,

I get to work harder.

I have a sense of ownership, and I like it.

You're getting prettier these days, Ms. On.

Your skin is glowing.

What kind of cosmetics do you use?

I just use what I find.

I knew it. Youth is good.

You use what you find, and your skin is glowing.

No matter how much I use expensive creams

I can't get that glow.

Don't you agree?

Aren't you the ice cream lady?

Hello.

This way, ma'am.

As you must have heard, Joyful Time is an event

in which we hold birthday parties for the children of our VIP customers.

Since it's Ha-rim's birthday, her opinion matters the most.

I want to do it with Min-jun.

Min-jun is a close friend of hers.

He's my boyfriend.

His birthday and mine are a week apart.

I want to make it a couple's birthday party.

Can I?

Which party theme should we go for?

What's your favorite thing, Ha-rim?

Is it Elsa of Frozen?

Or Tobot?

It's an alpaca.

-An alpaca coat? -Already?

-Did you say an alpaca? -Yes, an alpaca.

An alpaca is Min-jun's favorite thing.

We'll see you at the party.

Thank you.

Bye!

It'd be much easier to make Olaf of Frozen.

Where do we find an alpaca when we don't know what it looks like?

It turns out an alpaca does exist.

There's an alpaca farm in the suburbs.

Find out if we can use the place for the party.

I thought the child would be less trouble.

This is such a creative way to be annoying.

Does Mr. Park say the air feels different up there?

Would it be fresh like in a forest

and look beautiful up there?

I'll send you the proposal as soon as I arrange the theme.

We'll be targeting

the VIP customers in their 30s and 40s with children.

The event is planned

to have their children as our customers in the future.

Has this been devised by Ms. Na?

Yes, sir.

Keep me updated.

Yes, sir.

Why did you do it?

I'm sorry to have caused you trouble.

It's all over now.

Seeing other girls is understandable.

Yeah.

A man can do so.

But she's my daughter.

You must have been aware of the risk.

If you hold me accountable,

I will let you do so.

Are you sure it's over now?

Yes, sir.

Then it's all right.

We'll never discuss the matter from now on.

You may leave.

Right.

I'll be handling things regarding Yu-ri with my secretary.

So keep that in mind.

In this personnel order…

remember to send

senior manager Na of the VIP team to the Ulsan branch.

I'll explain to my father.

I told him that it's all over now.

What's going to happen

with Ms. Na?

Are you two breaking up?

If you do,

will we…

stand a chance?

No.

It won't happen.

What?

Including that day,

I wanted to discuss things with you.

I don't want to.

You left the house because you didn't want to talk to me.

And now you want to talk?

-Honey. I'm-- -I need some time to think.

I'll call you when I sort things out.

Michelle's office called this morning.

We'll check the samples and submit them at the meeting.

I'm sorry.

I know what I've done to you

and how ridiculous it is.

But I was sincere.

Beat me up.

I won't resist.

No.

You don't know anything.

You must want to think that way

because things have been hard for you.

Because you've suffered enough in life

you must've thought this much greed would be okay.

You must want to say it's destined love

even if others point their finger at you.

Watch closely.

You ruined the whole life of someone else.

Are you sure he loves you?

Maybe he's sympathizing with you.

I don't care,

as long as I can be with him.

It's okay even if it's compassion.

I feel sorry for him too.

You don't know what his real pain is.

You don't.

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday, dear Ha-rim

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday, Ha-rim!

Min-jun, let's blow out the candles.

It seems to be a one-way love.

What?

I thought…

the AI was doing the conversations.

It's broken.

You have to be its substitute.

Me? How can I?

Give proper answers to the kids.

You just have to do what you usually do.

Your voice will be altered anyway.

Be kind as much as you can, okay?

The kids will swarm here soon.

Go get ready.

But Ms. Lee, this is…

-I'm on my way now. -How am I supposed to do this?

Goodness, gracious.

Min-jun.

Let's feed this to the alpacas.

I don't want to. They stink.

But you said you wanted to see alpacas.

I don't like them anymore.

Min-jun.

Min-jun.

How else do you want me

to take pictures?

That sounds too rude.

Ms. Lee.

Why am I suddenly acting cute? It's disgusting.

Be natural.

Just relax.

Ms. Lee.

See? That was nice.

-Ms. Lee, I-- -Yes?

Gosh, what?

What?

Well, I was…

About the pictures. What was that?

The goats, I mean.

It's…

You want to ask if you have to take any more pictures?

Take a few more pictures in the conference room

and the alpaca farm.

Okay.

You can…

feel free around me.

All right.

When you get dumped by someone…

it's hard to feel free around the other.

I almost got myself ready to do so when you came.

But why is it that you're okay?

It makes me look like a loser.

In case you get the wrong idea, I'm not mad about that.

Mr. Cha.

The team leader wants you to wrap up and come back to the office.

Monggeul.

Will it be nice to be an adult?

Your heyday is when you're in grade school.

Monggeul, who is the prettiest in the world?

I know the answer. Seol-hyun, Irene, and Suzy.

I don't want to study, but my mom keeps forcing me.

I don't know why.

She's preparing for her later years.

What am I doing here?

This is unbelievable.

I just can't handle their energy.

That's what kids are like.

Did you choose to give birth?

I don't know what I should do.

Mr. Bae.

Be careful with him.

Getting involved with him won't do any good to you.

Why are you telling me this?

I see you with him often these days.

It's about work.

I can deal with my business myself. Don't worry.

Then what is your future goal?

Well.

When I worked, I met a lot of people

who were proud and confident.

Seeing those people

makes me want to be like them.

Right now, I just want to do better.

How's the interview going?

-It's going well. -Good.

Minimize her private issues and focus on her work life.

Yes, sir.

Excuse me. Hello?

No.

Let's keep it from Mr. Park for now.

Excuse me.

Have you seen Ha-rim?

Isn't she at the party venue?

Min-jun suddenly wanted to go home.

So I sent him off and looked for Ha-rim.

She's nowhere to be found.

Don't worry, ma'am.

She must be around. We'll look for her.

Ha-rim.

Ha-rim.

Ha-rim.

I prepared the party with everything that Min-jun likes.

But he didn't seem to like it at all.

He's mean.

-You worked so hard on this. -No, he isn't mean.

It just happened today.

He's usually nice.

Do you like him that much?

Yes.

He must be happy

to have someone who likes him very much.

But it's not the same

for him.

He wants to break up with me.

He says he doesn't like me anymore.

Things have been great between us.

I hate him.

It's okay.

You're going to be okay.

The team improved after Ms. Na took over, didn't it?

-Please hold this. -Okay.

Yes.

Isn't it tough having Mr. Park as the team leader?

He's difficult and quiet.

I wouldn't want him to be my boss.

-Can I go now? -Of course.

You did well today.

Where were you? I was so worried.

-Thank you. -My pleasure.

-You should go upstairs. -Let's go.

Since the birthday girl is back,

let's continue opening the presents!

You promised to take good care of it, so don't forget to feed the pup.

Okay!

She's still a kid.

Geez.

Gosh.

It's okay now that everything is over.

Will you listen to me?

Tell me about your worries.

I lost something

that is important to me.

What is it?

It's a person.

No.

It's a memory.

I don't know what I should do.

Wait for a while.

Done.

I visited the future.

I saw the future you.

And you looked happy.

As if nothing had happened,

you were strong and confident.

So don't worry.

You will be happy no matter what.

I guarantee it.

Thank you.

Hello.

Hello, I am Ha Jae-woong. How have you been?

Good, thank you.

I see, that's the boss.

Congratulations.

Good job.

Don't you have anything to say to Ms. Na about today's event?

You should try to look in the long run

and learn how to speak to your juniors.

Please give me the report for the event tomorrow.

Sure.

Let's go.

I know it's the family business, but that was so fucking rude.

I didn't know you were here.

I just came to visit.

You can go.

What about the meeting with Mr. Choi?

I'll call him in person.

You don't have to worry about it.

Okay.

Thank you for your hard work.

Mr. Park!

I'm not sure if I should tell you this.

But please put our team back in order.

Ms. Na is the most senior person on our team.

Mr. Ha treated Ms. Na like a junior to Yu-ri.

Anyway, please take care of it.

-Was it fun today? -Yes!

I have Happy now.

-You already gave it a name? -Yes!

Don't you like it, Happy?

Ha-rim, let's go.

Okay, Mom!

Please don't tell anyone that I cried in the car.

Goodbye!

I envy kids. They become happy so fast.

Maybe I should get a dog.

I'm relieved.

Let's go!

Ms. Na will be sent to the Ulsan branch.

I can't keep you and Ms. Na on the same team.

Hi.

What?

Ha Tae-young, the only daughter of chairman Ha Dae-ho

has been appointed as the next president of Sungun Department Store.

Ha Tae-young has worked as CN4 for the global company, GW.

Sungun will have a shareholders' meeting next week

and decide on the appointment of directors of the board.

-The financial world mostly believed -Sung-jun.

that Ha Jae-woong would be the next president.

Na Jung-sun speaking.

It's Jung Yun-young of the personnel team.

Are you really being transferred?

Did you agree to this?

A transfer?

I got the list of transfers for next week.

It says you're going to be transferred

to the food management team at the Ulsan branch.

What?

I heard that the vice president made this list of transfers.

But why would this happen to you? Mr. Park is very close to him.

Maybe it's the executive director.

I thought you would become the team leader of the VIP team.

I see.

I can't believe the announcement was made without any prior notice.

Did the vice president say anything to you?

He wasn't aware that his sister would be appointed?

It's not just a quarrel between brothers anymore.

Now their sister is in it too.

Sung-jun.

I had this weird thought in my mind.

It won't…

leave my train of thought, so let me just ask you.

This is ridiculous.

It's not Ms. On, is it?

It's not, right?

Are you out of your mind? She works with your wife!

How could you do that to her?

I'm usually the one who's clueless, not you.

What's wrong with you?

I also didn't know I could be this helpless and emotional.

But since I met her,

I've been that way.

You're driving me crazy.

Does the vice president know?

Yes.

He seems to be distancing himself from you, so be careful.

You know what happens if he turns on someone.

How's your wife doing?

You're getting prettier these days, Ms. On.

I knew it. Youth is good.

Where's Mr. Choi and Mr. Park?

It seems they've joined forces with Ms. Ha.

Those opportunists.

Have a seat.

I've already checked with Mr. Park

but I felt like I should make it clear with you too.

Are you sure…

you're over him?

You should be.

Things are looking bad.

If your scandalous affair breaks now,

we can do nothing.

Ms. Na and Mr. Park

are going to break up.

It won't matter then.

Yu-ri.

Are you serious?

HANA NURSING HOME

May I take this?

Hello?

What?

Who is it?

Hey!

It's Ms. Song!

Welcome!

Leave us alone.

Goodbye, ladies.

Ms. Song.

Right.

Why are you sitting so far from me?

You're making me sad.

Then I'll move over there.

Mr. Bae.

I can't do this.

I'll do something else.

About what you told me last time,

I don't think I can.

Fine.

But…

I also can't guarantee your future.

I'm still a director.

I still have the power to fire an employee.

What you've told me to do is illegal.

If people find out what you've ordered me to do

you'll also be in trouble.

Fine.

For a woman like you,

that would be a difficult job.

I understand everything.

If you really can't do it,

why don't we do something else?

What's wrong?

If this makes it even, isn't it also good for you?

Wow, look at your body.

You definitely don't look like a mother of two kids.

That's a compliment, Ms. Song.

You know what I mean, right?

Mi-na.

You…

-Who are you? -Get out, you son of a bitch.

What the hell are you doing?

-What did you do to my wife? -Stop.

Answer me.

Stop it!

You have three children. Stop it!

Call the police.

Call an ambulance.

Gosh, it hurts.

I'll just leave for today.

Let me say this.

If you don't want to send your husband to jail,

you'll have to give me the right answer tomorrow, Ms. Song.

What's going on?

Explain it to me.

What did that scum do to you?

You just made things complicated.

How could I stand still when I see you like this?

I should've beaten him to death.

That's it. Either he dies or I do.

You're going to kill me instead. So please!

I'm sorry.

You wanted to talk to me earlier.

If I had, this wouldn't have happened.

Tell me.

I'm all ears now.

Also, tell me about the baby.

I went through all the formalities.

If you need anything else, please tell me.

It's vice president's order.

ON YU-RI

ON YU-RI

ON YU-RI

What is it?

My mom.

She passed away.

My mom…

DIVORCE AGREEMENT

What's your business?

Ever since that day,

I've never gotten to talk to you.

Why did you do it?

Why?

Sure.

After what happened to the baby

things were tough between us.

But it was only a year.

A year. And you couldn't put up with it?

It wasn't only a year.

It wasn't.

After we lost the baby, I struggled too.

It's not wrong for me to struggle.

It's not wrong for me to be tired.

Is that why you cheated on me?

Because I made you tired?

I'm just saying it wasn't easy for me either.

I waited.

It's not that I waited for you to recover.

I waited for us to get over it together.

But you didn't care about me.

It was the hardest time for me.

-And you weren't there. -You should've told me.

You should've told me about your struggles then.

You were suffering to death. How could I?

I thought we'd go down altogether if I showed how troubled I was.

Cut the nonsense.

You just avoided it.

You faced away because you didn't want to.

You don't know…

how things were for me.

I was about to go insane.

But I held myself back

and endured it day by day.

So…

you had to endure living with me.

Did you feel at ease when you met that woman?

Why did you come back to me?

I wanted to turn it back.

I know I'm crazy.

But I wanted to turn it back if I could.

When you asked me to hold you just once…

I wanted to seize that chance.

Did you…

come back because I hung on to you?

That's not it.

You are…

the happiest thing that's happened in my life.

I wanted to protect it until the end.

That woman.

Yes.

She's something that shouldn't have happened in my life.

I knew…

I was wrong.

But I felt bad for her.

You really loved her.

What about me?

Am I not your love?

That's not it.

Jung-sun.

Get out.

Please leave.

It's still going on, right?

You still love her, don't you?

I'm sorry.

My mom…

is gone.

She's the only one I had.

She's all I had, and she…

I'll be with you.

I will…

stay beside you.

I plan to stay with Ms. On.

I'll publicize all this.

You'll be damaged too.

You have nothing to lose, you fear nothing.

You're here. Don't be shy.

You know what it is.

About the text you received that day.

-What? -Get divorced

and end things with her before you see her.

You love me.

We still love each other.