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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,240 --> 00:00:09,443 [ Wind blowing ] 2 00:00:39,507 --> 00:00:42,544 [ Wind whistling ] 3 00:00:54,154 --> 00:00:57,057 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 4 00:01:30,925 --> 00:01:33,493 [ Music builds, continues ] 5 00:02:14,936 --> 00:02:17,505 [ Music builds, continues ] 6 00:02:39,761 --> 00:02:42,664 [ Music slows, continues ] 7 00:02:48,770 --> 00:02:51,739 [ Indistinct conversations ] 8 00:02:59,514 --> 00:03:01,949 DARLENE: Okay. I'm coming back. 9 00:03:02,850 --> 00:03:04,451 GRETCHEN: Oh, do you need these? 10 00:03:04,484 --> 00:03:05,953 DARLENE: Yeah. One sec. I'll take a look at -- 11 00:03:05,987 --> 00:03:08,388 Oh. Oh, no. 12 00:03:08,422 --> 00:03:10,290 I can't serve this to people, not even the kids. 13 00:03:10,323 --> 00:03:11,826 The kids are not even gonna eat this. 14 00:03:11,859 --> 00:03:13,594 Are you -- You've got to be joking. 15 00:03:13,628 --> 00:03:16,864 It's cake -- and kids. The -- The messier the better. 16 00:03:16,898 --> 00:03:18,766 -I mean, I'm sorry about that. -All right. 17 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:20,535 -Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine. -They're gonna love it, though. 18 00:03:20,568 --> 00:03:22,335 What, are you mad? 19 00:03:23,303 --> 00:03:25,606 -Uh, no. No. No. -What's wrong? 20 00:03:25,640 --> 00:03:27,875 [ Sighs ] I just... 21 00:03:27,909 --> 00:03:29,744 This -- This is hard, you know? 22 00:03:29,777 --> 00:03:31,612 It's -- It's just hard. Sorry. 23 00:03:31,646 --> 00:03:33,548 First time hosting Christmas in 20 years. 24 00:03:33,581 --> 00:03:35,348 -Gee. Why would that be hard? -Yeah. 25 00:03:35,382 --> 00:03:37,985 I do not know what I was thinking, taking all this on. 26 00:03:38,019 --> 00:03:39,386 It's so stupid. 27 00:03:39,419 --> 00:03:40,822 I mean, I used to be really good at this, 28 00:03:40,855 --> 00:03:42,724 and then I just lost all my skills. 29 00:03:42,757 --> 00:03:44,959 You have not! You're -- You're fine! 30 00:03:44,992 --> 00:03:47,528 Listen. As my mother used to say, the queen ain't coming. 31 00:03:47,562 --> 00:03:49,329 It's just us -- just your people. 32 00:03:49,362 --> 00:03:50,598 And you know what we're gonna do? 33 00:03:50,631 --> 00:03:51,766 We're gonna drink too much coffee. 34 00:03:51,799 --> 00:03:52,967 We're gonna spoil the kids. 35 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:54,736 We're gonna open gifts. 36 00:03:54,769 --> 00:03:57,337 We're gonna eat so much that we have to unhook our bras. 37 00:03:57,772 --> 00:04:00,474 And then fuckin' Julie's gonna put everybody to work 38 00:04:00,508 --> 00:04:01,576 to clean it up. 39 00:04:01,609 --> 00:04:02,844 It's gonna be great. 40 00:04:02,877 --> 00:04:04,645 It's gonna be fine, all right? 41 00:04:04,679 --> 00:04:06,413 You're right. You're right. You're right. 42 00:04:06,446 --> 00:04:07,715 Okay. 43 00:04:07,749 --> 00:04:10,752 Now have a bark cookie. 44 00:04:10,785 --> 00:04:13,621 -[ Laughs ] -I'm sorry it's not booze. 45 00:04:13,654 --> 00:04:14,889 Yeah. 46 00:04:15,523 --> 00:04:16,724 -GRETCHEN: Oh! -DARLENE: Mm. 47 00:04:16,758 --> 00:04:17,925 GRETCHEN: Is that my cue to leave? 48 00:04:17,959 --> 00:04:20,393 DARLENE: I think it is. 49 00:04:20,427 --> 00:04:21,896 -Well -- -Oh, shit. 50 00:04:21,929 --> 00:04:23,296 -What? What? What's wrong. -Damn. Damn, damn, damn. 51 00:04:23,330 --> 00:04:24,498 -No. Hang on. -Is everything all right? 52 00:04:24,532 --> 00:04:26,534 Yeah. I think so. 53 00:04:26,567 --> 00:04:30,538 I-I think this is finally finished uploading. 54 00:04:30,571 --> 00:04:32,039 -GRETCHEN: What is it? -DARLENE: Hang on. 55 00:04:33,340 --> 00:04:35,375 INTERVIEWER: This month is the 20th anniversary 56 00:04:35,408 --> 00:04:37,344 of Sally's disappearance. 57 00:04:37,377 --> 00:04:39,580 How has it been for -- 58 00:04:42,116 --> 00:04:43,684 Why do they call it an anniversary, 59 00:04:43,718 --> 00:04:45,987 like it's something to celebrate? 60 00:04:48,589 --> 00:04:49,724 Whoo! 61 00:04:49,757 --> 00:04:51,025 -Oh, man! -[ Laughs ] 62 00:04:51,058 --> 00:04:52,660 Be careful! 63 00:04:52,693 --> 00:04:54,662 -Okay! Bye-bye! -Don't slip down those stairs! 64 00:04:54,695 --> 00:04:57,532 And I love you, and thank you for everything today! 65 00:04:57,565 --> 00:05:00,433 -Whoo! -Bye, Gretchen! Drive safely! 66 00:05:00,467 --> 00:05:01,536 Ooh. 67 00:05:01,569 --> 00:05:03,504 [ Latch clicks, wind whistling ] 68 00:05:03,538 --> 00:05:04,806 Mm! 69 00:05:31,933 --> 00:05:34,836 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 70 00:06:24,952 --> 00:06:26,754 [ Music continues ] 71 00:06:26,787 --> 00:06:30,024 INTERVIEWER: I can only imagine the pain you must be in. 72 00:06:30,057 --> 00:06:33,961 DARLENE: Well, I-I have had the honor 73 00:06:33,995 --> 00:06:37,098 of working with other searching families over the years. 74 00:06:37,131 --> 00:06:40,801 And -- And for most of us, 75 00:06:40,835 --> 00:06:44,605 the...the hardest part is... 76 00:06:44,639 --> 00:06:46,607 is the not knowing, 77 00:06:46,641 --> 00:06:49,777 the daily void of just not knowing. 78 00:06:49,810 --> 00:06:53,981 But Sally is always going to be alive to me 79 00:06:54,015 --> 00:06:55,750 until I know different. 80 00:06:55,783 --> 00:06:58,986 And I will never, never stop looking for her. 81 00:06:59,020 --> 00:07:01,555 INTERVIEWER: You're so brave. 82 00:07:01,589 --> 00:07:03,991 What can people do if they have any information? 83 00:07:04,025 --> 00:07:07,762 DARLENE: They can contact me through my website -- 84 00:07:12,066 --> 00:07:14,168 [ Music continues ] 85 00:07:15,937 --> 00:07:18,205 Oh, my sweet girl. 86 00:07:30,985 --> 00:07:33,621 [ Music builds, continues ] 87 00:08:09,790 --> 00:08:13,194 [ Wind whistling, wood creaking ] 88 00:08:30,044 --> 00:08:31,979 [ Knock on door ] 89 00:08:43,624 --> 00:08:45,893 [ Knock on door ] 90 00:08:48,796 --> 00:08:50,998 [ Doorbell rings ] 91 00:08:52,366 --> 00:08:54,001 What... 92 00:09:00,875 --> 00:09:02,009 [ Knock on door ] 93 00:09:02,043 --> 00:09:04,845 [ Wind whistling ] 94 00:09:04,879 --> 00:09:05,980 Jack? 95 00:09:06,013 --> 00:09:08,616 JACK: Hey, Darlene. I... 96 00:09:08,649 --> 00:09:10,985 I'm sorry I scared you. 97 00:09:11,018 --> 00:09:14,021 Well, what -- what are you doing here? 98 00:09:14,055 --> 00:09:16,657 JACK: My truck got stuck in the snow. 99 00:09:16,690 --> 00:09:18,125 Wait. What? 100 00:09:18,159 --> 00:09:20,594 -It -- Oh! -I lost control on Rogers 101 00:09:20,628 --> 00:09:22,596 and just skidded out into the snow. 102 00:09:22,630 --> 00:09:27,668 And then I-I saw I was a block from your place, so... 103 00:09:27,701 --> 00:09:29,336 Well, come in! Come in! It's freezing! 104 00:09:29,370 --> 00:09:31,739 -Thank you. Thank you. -[ Exhales sharply ] 105 00:09:31,772 --> 00:09:34,341 Why don't you call Shane or Lisa? 106 00:09:34,375 --> 00:09:36,911 My phone died. I am 0 for 2. 107 00:09:36,944 --> 00:09:38,145 [ Chuckles ] 108 00:09:38,179 --> 00:09:41,982 Well, I-I didn't know you were coming. 109 00:09:42,817 --> 00:09:44,318 Wait. Was I supposed to know? 110 00:09:44,351 --> 00:09:48,722 I was trying to surprise everybody, so, um... 111 00:09:48,756 --> 00:09:51,158 Surprise. [ Chuckles ] 112 00:09:54,061 --> 00:09:55,896 Hey. 113 00:09:55,930 --> 00:09:57,331 Come on. 114 00:10:00,167 --> 00:10:02,236 -[ Exhales deeply ] -[ Chuckles softly ] 115 00:10:04,138 --> 00:10:07,007 -Good to see you, kid. -[ Laughs ] 116 00:10:07,041 --> 00:10:09,243 -It's been a minute. -Nineteen years. 117 00:10:09,276 --> 00:10:10,744 -You believe that? -Ah. 118 00:10:10,778 --> 00:10:13,347 Well, I mean, what's a couple decades 119 00:10:13,380 --> 00:10:16,417 between, you know, ex-family? 120 00:10:16,450 --> 00:10:18,919 So because your sister and I didn't work out, I'm -- 121 00:10:18,953 --> 00:10:20,754 I'm ex-family? 122 00:10:24,091 --> 00:10:25,259 [ Gasps ] I'm so sorry. 123 00:10:25,292 --> 00:10:26,994 May I please take your coat? 124 00:10:27,027 --> 00:10:28,429 Oh, no, no, no. That's okay. 125 00:10:28,462 --> 00:10:30,364 I'm still a little cold, so... 126 00:10:30,397 --> 00:10:31,832 I imagine. 127 00:10:31,866 --> 00:10:33,167 Let's get something to warm you up. 128 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:34,768 -Um... -Yeah. Sounds good. 129 00:10:34,802 --> 00:10:37,771 How about some tea? It's actually strictly -- 130 00:10:37,805 --> 00:10:40,774 It's strictly chamomile around here these days. 131 00:10:40,808 --> 00:10:42,143 The kids told me. 132 00:10:42,176 --> 00:10:43,310 Yeah. 133 00:10:43,344 --> 00:10:45,913 I actually just hit 19 years. 134 00:10:45,946 --> 00:10:48,749 It's, um... 135 00:10:48,782 --> 00:10:50,751 Well, I should've done it a lot sooner, right? 136 00:10:50,784 --> 00:10:52,052 But... 137 00:10:52,086 --> 00:10:55,289 Well, you look great. 138 00:10:55,322 --> 00:10:58,125 No. I mean really great. 139 00:10:58,159 --> 00:10:59,994 You're such a... 140 00:11:00,027 --> 00:11:02,963 And I-I heard that you were hosting again, 141 00:11:02,997 --> 00:11:05,199 so, you know, I... 142 00:11:05,232 --> 00:11:08,035 I figured it would be okay. 143 00:11:08,869 --> 00:11:11,071 Oh, you thought this would be 144 00:11:11,105 --> 00:11:13,474 enough of a-a buffer for you and Julie. 145 00:11:13,508 --> 00:11:15,976 I know it's a stretch. I admit it. 146 00:11:16,010 --> 00:11:17,745 But, you know, I never got Christmas 147 00:11:17,778 --> 00:11:19,446 -with Lisa and Shane again. -I know. 148 00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:22,783 I just want to be with them, you know? 149 00:11:22,816 --> 00:11:26,887 Look. I can keep the peace with Julie. 150 00:11:27,254 --> 00:11:29,123 I want to make things right. 151 00:11:30,124 --> 00:11:33,060 I was gonna make it a surprise. 152 00:11:33,093 --> 00:11:36,864 You know, stay at the motel and surprise everyone 153 00:11:36,897 --> 00:11:39,366 with a big bag of presents in the morning. 154 00:11:39,400 --> 00:11:41,435 -Oh. [ Clicks tongue, chuckles ] -But... 155 00:11:41,468 --> 00:11:43,804 Well, I'm not just here to see them, you know? 156 00:11:44,838 --> 00:11:48,175 I have a lot to make up for it with you, too, and... 157 00:11:48,209 --> 00:11:49,810 I know that. 158 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:55,382 I'll get you your tea. 159 00:11:57,117 --> 00:11:59,253 So, you hungry? 160 00:11:59,286 --> 00:12:01,055 JACK: Always. 161 00:12:01,088 --> 00:12:02,923 DARLENE: I remember. 162 00:12:02,957 --> 00:12:04,491 [ Microwave beeps ] 163 00:12:04,526 --> 00:12:06,528 Ooh. Okay. Got it. 164 00:12:06,561 --> 00:12:08,495 -[ Microwave closes ] -All right. 165 00:12:08,530 --> 00:12:10,364 -Thank you. -En joie. 166 00:12:10,397 --> 00:12:12,499 [ Chuckles softly ] 167 00:12:12,534 --> 00:12:14,335 [ Wind whistling ] 168 00:12:14,368 --> 00:12:17,238 Oh, God. Oh, it's amazing. 169 00:12:17,271 --> 00:12:19,507 You have to give me the recipe. 170 00:12:19,541 --> 00:12:21,809 -The recipe? -Mm. 171 00:12:21,842 --> 00:12:24,078 I'm sorry. Who -- Who are you? 172 00:12:24,111 --> 00:12:27,214 [ Clears throat ] Well... 173 00:12:28,249 --> 00:12:30,451 -Um... -Thank you. 174 00:12:30,484 --> 00:12:33,854 ...I'm gonna need you to call Julie... 175 00:12:33,887 --> 00:12:35,789 -[ Clears throat ] -...and get her blessing 176 00:12:35,823 --> 00:12:37,324 before you stay for Christmas. 177 00:12:37,358 --> 00:12:39,326 Why? It's your house. 178 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:41,929 Jack, I'm not kidding. 179 00:12:42,363 --> 00:12:44,431 You have to call her. 180 00:12:44,465 --> 00:12:46,467 But...not tonight. 181 00:12:46,500 --> 00:12:49,236 -She would rip you -- -[ Chuckles ] 182 00:12:49,270 --> 00:12:53,274 Tonight, you know, you can -- you can stay here. 183 00:12:53,307 --> 00:12:54,808 I mean, obviously. 184 00:12:54,842 --> 00:12:57,111 I don't know where else you would stay. 185 00:12:57,144 --> 00:12:58,979 I-I, uh... 186 00:12:59,013 --> 00:13:01,215 I-I'd offer you Sally's room, but -- 187 00:13:01,248 --> 00:13:03,851 No. No, no, no, no, no. No. Of course. 188 00:13:03,884 --> 00:13:09,156 But, however, I can offer you my super-swank sofa, 189 00:13:09,189 --> 00:13:11,526 which is actually -- It's actually pretty comfy... 190 00:13:11,559 --> 00:13:13,994 -Sounds great. Sounds great. -...once you make it up. 191 00:13:14,028 --> 00:13:16,531 Hey. One second. 192 00:13:27,441 --> 00:13:29,076 -[ Laughs ] -Merry Christmas. 193 00:13:29,109 --> 00:13:31,178 You still love playing Santa, don't you? 194 00:13:31,211 --> 00:13:34,516 I hope you still like mint patties. 195 00:13:34,549 --> 00:13:36,984 I do. 196 00:13:37,017 --> 00:13:39,053 I do. They're simple but classic. 197 00:13:39,086 --> 00:13:41,355 [ Both laugh ] 198 00:13:41,388 --> 00:13:43,424 This is beautiful. Look. 199 00:13:43,457 --> 00:13:45,225 -Did you wrap this? -Uh... 200 00:13:45,259 --> 00:13:48,596 Oh, you didn't do it, did you? You didn't do this. 201 00:13:48,630 --> 00:13:51,231 Let's see. 202 00:13:57,539 --> 00:14:00,974 Our Christmas Eve reading and chocolate eating. 203 00:14:02,476 --> 00:14:05,012 Oh, Jack. 204 00:14:06,648 --> 00:14:08,982 This is very sweet, but I -- 205 00:14:09,016 --> 00:14:11,553 Hey. It was a family tradition. 206 00:14:11,586 --> 00:14:14,988 No, it wasn't. You started it. 207 00:14:15,022 --> 00:14:17,559 You gave everyone the book and chocolates 208 00:14:17,592 --> 00:14:22,463 so they wouldn't notice that you gave me a book and chocolates. 209 00:14:24,198 --> 00:14:25,633 Maybe. 210 00:14:25,667 --> 00:14:26,934 Mm-hmm. 211 00:14:30,270 --> 00:14:32,674 So how about you? Hmm? 212 00:14:32,707 --> 00:14:34,609 Girlfriend? 213 00:14:34,642 --> 00:14:37,878 Yeah. We're going steady and everything. 214 00:14:38,312 --> 00:14:40,013 You think she'll go to the prom with me? 215 00:14:40,047 --> 00:14:41,915 -[ Laughs ] -Oh, you know, 216 00:14:41,949 --> 00:14:45,953 I mean, after our super-fulfilling marriages... 217 00:14:45,986 --> 00:14:49,022 Really odd that we wouldn't rush to commit again, huh? 218 00:14:49,056 --> 00:14:51,058 I guess I just... 219 00:14:51,091 --> 00:14:53,961 I just never found someone who could quote Oscar Wilde 220 00:14:53,994 --> 00:14:58,298 while shit-talking in the corner at a party quite like you could. 221 00:14:58,332 --> 00:15:00,502 [ Both laugh ] 222 00:15:10,110 --> 00:15:13,581 I should never have left the way I did. 223 00:15:16,450 --> 00:15:21,388 It has haunted me all these years. 224 00:15:21,756 --> 00:15:24,158 -It's haunted you? -Yeah. 225 00:15:25,459 --> 00:15:27,629 It's very Heathcliff on the moors. 226 00:15:27,662 --> 00:15:28,996 [ Chuckles ] 227 00:15:32,634 --> 00:15:34,702 I'm serious. 228 00:15:34,736 --> 00:15:37,037 [ Wind whistling ] 229 00:15:40,775 --> 00:15:42,476 This book looks wonderful. 230 00:15:42,510 --> 00:15:44,478 It is. 231 00:15:45,547 --> 00:15:47,314 So, um... 232 00:15:49,316 --> 00:15:51,084 ...how is Julie? 233 00:15:53,420 --> 00:15:54,488 She's good. 234 00:15:54,522 --> 00:15:56,089 Mm-hmm. 235 00:15:56,123 --> 00:15:59,092 She's really good. She's... 236 00:15:59,126 --> 00:16:00,360 She's still really bossy. 237 00:16:00,394 --> 00:16:02,664 -[ Laughs ] -But you know what? 238 00:16:02,697 --> 00:16:07,502 That came in quite handy, uh... 239 00:16:07,535 --> 00:16:10,370 the mornings I couldn't get out of bed and... 240 00:16:13,307 --> 00:16:15,409 She's a really good sister. 241 00:16:15,442 --> 00:16:17,277 Yeah. 242 00:16:17,311 --> 00:16:20,782 Did -- Did -- Did you ever, um... 243 00:16:20,815 --> 00:16:22,115 -Tell her? -Yeah. 244 00:16:22,149 --> 00:16:23,250 No. 245 00:16:23,651 --> 00:16:25,219 No. 246 00:16:25,252 --> 00:16:27,722 What good would that have done for her? 247 00:16:27,755 --> 00:16:30,257 -Mm-hmm. -Me unburdening myself 248 00:16:30,290 --> 00:16:32,359 at her expense with the kid -- 249 00:16:32,392 --> 00:16:33,528 I -- No. 250 00:16:34,495 --> 00:16:36,230 You know, um... 251 00:16:39,132 --> 00:16:43,671 ...I-I've -- I've thought about our night a lot. 252 00:16:43,705 --> 00:16:45,038 [ Thunder rumbling ] 253 00:16:45,072 --> 00:16:47,374 I know we -- we were both a mess, 254 00:16:47,407 --> 00:16:51,546 and...we were all grieving Sally. 255 00:16:51,579 --> 00:16:53,213 But I'd been wanting you. 256 00:16:53,247 --> 00:16:55,282 I'd been wanting you for so long. 257 00:16:55,315 --> 00:16:56,784 But th-- But you left. 258 00:16:56,818 --> 00:16:59,086 I couldn't ask you to leave Ed. 259 00:16:59,119 --> 00:17:01,355 -I wasn't gonna leave Ed. -Oh. Ouch. 260 00:17:01,388 --> 00:17:03,457 It doesn't mean I didn't... 261 00:17:07,795 --> 00:17:10,832 Uh... 262 00:17:10,865 --> 00:17:13,735 I think we just met too late, you know? 263 00:17:15,135 --> 00:17:18,105 [ Exhales deeply ] 264 00:17:18,138 --> 00:17:21,174 So, Lisa tells me your work is going really well. 265 00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:22,844 Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 266 00:17:22,877 --> 00:17:25,445 I have to turn down projects. 267 00:17:25,479 --> 00:17:27,649 -Really? Wow. -Yeah. 268 00:17:27,682 --> 00:17:31,084 I was sorry to hear that you had to quit work. 269 00:17:31,118 --> 00:17:32,687 -[ Thunder crashes ] -DARLENE: Oh. 270 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:34,722 JACK: Oh, and it was just snowing. 271 00:17:36,390 --> 00:17:40,260 -DARLENE: Oh, my gosh. -[ Thunder rumbling ] 272 00:17:40,294 --> 00:17:42,329 -Thundersnow. -Yeah. 273 00:17:42,362 --> 00:17:44,699 God. It's been years since I've seen that. 274 00:17:44,732 --> 00:17:46,366 I know. You'd never think 275 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:49,169 those two things would go together, would you? 276 00:17:49,202 --> 00:17:50,672 It just... 277 00:17:50,705 --> 00:17:54,676 It just makes the most beautiful, dangerous sight. 278 00:17:54,709 --> 00:17:58,613 [ Wind whistling, thunder crashing ] 279 00:18:05,553 --> 00:18:09,222 I forgot your tea. I'm so sorry. 280 00:18:16,598 --> 00:18:19,366 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 281 00:18:20,902 --> 00:18:23,571 Well done. [ Chuckles ] 282 00:18:25,205 --> 00:18:27,441 So, I got to admit -- You're making me feel lazy. 283 00:18:27,474 --> 00:18:29,844 I mean, look at all of this. 284 00:18:29,877 --> 00:18:33,146 "Awarded to Darlene Hagen in grateful recognition 285 00:18:33,180 --> 00:18:35,883 for your service to missing children and their families." 286 00:18:35,917 --> 00:18:37,384 Wow. 287 00:18:37,417 --> 00:18:39,787 My friend Gretchen makes me keep those out. 288 00:18:41,355 --> 00:18:43,558 She's a good egg. 289 00:18:45,492 --> 00:18:48,930 So, I-I hope it's okay to ask, but... 290 00:18:48,963 --> 00:18:50,330 Sally. 291 00:18:50,364 --> 00:18:52,199 I-I imagine Lisa would have told me, 292 00:18:52,232 --> 00:18:55,435 but I also know that any lead has to be pretty substantial 293 00:18:55,469 --> 00:18:57,404 for my lawyer daughter to share it. 294 00:18:57,437 --> 00:18:58,506 Yeah. No. 295 00:18:58,539 --> 00:19:01,241 No leads. No. Still. 296 00:19:03,310 --> 00:19:04,879 But I haven't given up. 297 00:19:04,912 --> 00:19:07,582 I mean, of course not. 298 00:19:07,615 --> 00:19:11,485 There's always a chance that, you know, that they'll -- 299 00:19:11,519 --> 00:19:13,821 And...I mean, listen. 300 00:19:13,855 --> 00:19:16,724 You -- You got to look at -- You got to look at Elizabeth Smart, 301 00:19:16,758 --> 00:19:18,626 Jaycee Dugard. 302 00:19:18,660 --> 00:19:22,396 There's -- There's a whole slew of kids they've found. 303 00:19:22,429 --> 00:19:23,765 -So... -Mm. 304 00:19:23,798 --> 00:19:25,933 ...there's -- there's always a chance. 305 00:19:25,967 --> 00:19:28,936 Don't you think that's a little naive? 306 00:19:29,937 --> 00:19:33,875 Um, no offense, Jack, but...fuck you. 307 00:19:33,908 --> 00:19:34,976 Hey. Hey. 308 00:19:35,009 --> 00:19:36,911 I'm just trying to do you a favor. 309 00:19:36,944 --> 00:19:38,613 -A favor? -Well, you were the one 310 00:19:38,646 --> 00:19:41,348 who always said real friends challenge each other, 311 00:19:41,381 --> 00:19:44,585 they don't let each other off the hook. 312 00:19:44,619 --> 00:19:46,821 So... 313 00:19:46,854 --> 00:19:49,256 what do you need? 314 00:19:50,558 --> 00:19:52,827 I mean, after all this time... 315 00:19:54,762 --> 00:19:59,299 ...what do you need to help you feel whole again? 316 00:20:10,310 --> 00:20:12,479 [ Softly ] Sorry. 317 00:20:12,513 --> 00:20:15,750 I could never feel whole again. 318 00:20:15,783 --> 00:20:17,552 Sorry. Just -- 319 00:20:17,585 --> 00:20:20,487 Like, even if she came home, 320 00:20:20,521 --> 00:20:23,825 I lost 20 years with her, you know? 321 00:20:23,858 --> 00:20:25,325 And, I mean, please. 322 00:20:25,358 --> 00:20:27,662 I'm not stupid, okay? I'm not dumb. 323 00:20:27,695 --> 00:20:30,898 I know she's probably nev-- 324 00:20:33,901 --> 00:20:36,604 I just need to know... 325 00:20:37,605 --> 00:20:42,944 ...that I did everything, every single thing I could do 326 00:20:42,977 --> 00:20:44,679 to find her, followed every lead, 327 00:20:44,712 --> 00:20:46,547 no matter how flimsy, no matter how crazy -- 328 00:20:46,581 --> 00:20:49,416 that I just did everything I could to find her. 329 00:20:50,084 --> 00:20:54,555 And what would you do if you found out that she was... 330 00:20:54,589 --> 00:20:56,657 [ Wind whistling ] 331 00:20:56,691 --> 00:20:59,326 ...and you knew who it was? 332 00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:03,731 I-I mean, I'd call the police, obviously. 333 00:21:03,765 --> 00:21:05,298 Call the police? 334 00:21:05,332 --> 00:21:08,669 What, just throw away your golden opportunity? 335 00:21:08,703 --> 00:21:10,437 My golden opportunity? 336 00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:12,707 You wouldn't want to tie him up, shoot him in the head? 337 00:21:12,740 --> 00:21:14,976 There it is. Okay. No. Don't drag me into that. 338 00:21:15,009 --> 00:21:17,645 You can't tell me that your justice fantasy 339 00:21:17,678 --> 00:21:19,547 -is turning the guy in. -My justice fantasy? 340 00:21:19,580 --> 00:21:21,314 -Who... -May-- Maybe you -- 341 00:21:21,348 --> 00:21:25,086 you tap into that kind of darkness and it helps you. 342 00:21:25,119 --> 00:21:26,821 -You know, it helps you -- -I don't want to go there. 343 00:21:26,854 --> 00:21:28,990 -Okay. All right. -It doesn't help anything, okay? 344 00:21:29,023 --> 00:21:30,057 Okay. So -- All right. 345 00:21:30,091 --> 00:21:33,661 So if it's not revenge, what... 346 00:21:34,996 --> 00:21:37,698 ...what would you want? 347 00:21:43,004 --> 00:21:45,338 I would want him to tell me everything. 348 00:21:45,372 --> 00:21:47,008 -Mm-hmm. -I would want him to tell me 349 00:21:47,041 --> 00:21:48,976 exactly what happened. 350 00:21:49,010 --> 00:21:50,812 -I would want to know every... -Mm-hmm. 351 00:21:50,845 --> 00:21:52,814 ...single detail. 352 00:21:52,847 --> 00:21:55,850 And then I would tell him everything. 353 00:21:55,883 --> 00:21:58,753 I would tell him who he took, 354 00:21:58,786 --> 00:22:02,123 that she wasn't just some face on a poster! 355 00:22:02,156 --> 00:22:04,357 Sure. Yeah. 356 00:22:10,598 --> 00:22:13,668 But whatever it was, whatever happened... 357 00:22:15,069 --> 00:22:19,507 ...I...missed it. 358 00:22:19,540 --> 00:22:22,944 I...I should have protected her. 359 00:22:22,977 --> 00:22:27,782 But I didn't, because I... 360 00:22:27,815 --> 00:22:30,051 was drunk. 361 00:22:30,084 --> 00:22:32,820 You were always too hard on yourself. 362 00:22:32,854 --> 00:22:34,487 No. 363 00:22:37,024 --> 00:22:38,726 You want a laugh? 364 00:22:38,759 --> 00:22:40,962 [ Laughs ] Actually... 365 00:22:42,597 --> 00:22:45,566 ...when you -- when you rang my doorbell just now, 366 00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:48,970 um, I... 367 00:22:49,737 --> 00:22:51,906 ...was about to chuck it all. 368 00:22:53,941 --> 00:22:56,409 Nineteen years of sobriety, just -- 369 00:22:56,443 --> 00:22:58,079 -Kkt! -No. 370 00:22:58,112 --> 00:23:00,014 Yeah. Yeah. Y-Yep. 371 00:23:00,047 --> 00:23:01,949 [ Sniffs ] I have -- 372 00:23:01,983 --> 00:23:04,652 I actually have a really good bottle of vodka upstairs. 373 00:23:04,685 --> 00:23:06,721 [ Laughs ] 374 00:23:07,221 --> 00:23:11,125 But it's like 20 years... 375 00:23:11,759 --> 00:23:15,930 ...of Christmases without her. 376 00:23:15,963 --> 00:23:18,766 It's just too fucking late. 377 00:23:20,935 --> 00:23:23,604 And then -- ding-dong. 378 00:23:23,638 --> 00:23:24,772 Here you are. 379 00:23:24,805 --> 00:23:26,774 Seriously? That's...That's -- 380 00:23:26,807 --> 00:23:28,509 Literary. 381 00:23:28,542 --> 00:23:30,578 Dickensian, even. 382 00:23:38,485 --> 00:23:39,954 Ay. 383 00:23:39,987 --> 00:23:42,223 [ Thunder rumbling ] 384 00:23:42,256 --> 00:23:44,959 [ Wind whistling ] 385 00:23:52,800 --> 00:23:54,635 Okay. 386 00:23:54,669 --> 00:23:57,972 Let's get you something sweet. 387 00:23:58,005 --> 00:24:00,574 -[ Kettle clangs ] -More tea. 388 00:24:00,608 --> 00:24:02,710 [ Exhales sharply ] 389 00:24:02,743 --> 00:24:04,111 Hey. 390 00:24:04,145 --> 00:24:05,646 Don't be sad. 391 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:08,816 -[ Laughs ] -We have cookies and pie. 392 00:24:11,585 --> 00:24:12,853 Jack. 393 00:24:13,521 --> 00:24:15,523 Hey. What's going on? 394 00:24:15,556 --> 00:24:16,891 Oh, Christmas. 395 00:24:16,924 --> 00:24:20,127 You know, it's supposed to be so...simple, 396 00:24:20,161 --> 00:24:21,963 and I've made it so hard. 397 00:24:21,996 --> 00:24:23,664 No. It's okay. 398 00:24:23,698 --> 00:24:26,133 Listen. Listen. It's okay. 399 00:24:26,167 --> 00:24:31,505 Christmas is -- It's a magical time for peacemaking. 400 00:24:31,539 --> 00:24:37,211 I just kept thinking, you know, "I can fix all of this." 401 00:24:39,313 --> 00:24:41,916 And then you wake up one day and you realize that, 402 00:24:41,949 --> 00:24:47,254 you know, for some things, there are no do-overs, you know? 403 00:24:48,055 --> 00:24:50,091 But it's all right. 404 00:24:50,124 --> 00:24:51,859 It's all right. You're here. 405 00:24:51,892 --> 00:24:55,062 And -- And the kids are gonna be so happy to see you. 406 00:24:55,096 --> 00:24:56,998 And Julie -- Listen. If you just -- 407 00:24:57,031 --> 00:25:00,568 If you truly own up to what you did and you apologize, 408 00:25:00,601 --> 00:25:03,637 then...I think people will forgive -- 409 00:25:03,671 --> 00:25:06,741 even -- even Julie. 410 00:25:06,774 --> 00:25:08,242 Okay? 411 00:25:09,243 --> 00:25:11,746 Hey. It's gonna be okay. 412 00:25:11,779 --> 00:25:13,047 Come on. 413 00:25:14,582 --> 00:25:17,084 [ Exhales deeply ] 414 00:25:22,923 --> 00:25:24,025 Jack -- 415 00:25:24,058 --> 00:25:27,762 I-I have missed you so much. 416 00:25:28,729 --> 00:25:31,832 It was always supposed to be you and me, Darlene. 417 00:25:31,866 --> 00:25:34,602 But you know how much I love you. 418 00:25:34,635 --> 00:25:37,738 You have to know that, right? 419 00:25:37,772 --> 00:25:40,741 Y-You can't tell me -- 420 00:25:40,775 --> 00:25:43,010 You just can't tell me that this -- 421 00:25:43,044 --> 00:25:44,745 that this doesn't feel right. 422 00:25:46,747 --> 00:25:47,915 No. I'm sorry. 423 00:25:49,917 --> 00:25:51,786 I'm sorry. 424 00:25:52,653 --> 00:25:55,189 [ Softly ] I can't. I'm sorry. I can't. 425 00:25:56,857 --> 00:25:58,959 [ Thunder rumbling ] 426 00:25:59,994 --> 00:26:02,096 [ Mugs clanking ] 427 00:26:05,833 --> 00:26:07,268 Okay. 428 00:26:09,070 --> 00:26:10,337 Fine. 429 00:26:11,172 --> 00:26:13,808 [ Clears throat, sniffs ] 430 00:26:16,410 --> 00:26:17,878 Darlene? 431 00:26:17,912 --> 00:26:20,147 -Yeah? -[ Clears throat ] 432 00:26:21,816 --> 00:26:23,818 I have to tell you something. 433 00:26:23,851 --> 00:26:25,686 Okay. 434 00:26:27,788 --> 00:26:30,024 It's about Sally. 435 00:26:36,130 --> 00:26:38,766 There's something that I never told you. 436 00:26:38,799 --> 00:26:41,135 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 437 00:26:43,671 --> 00:26:45,339 What? 438 00:26:47,842 --> 00:26:50,010 What did you never tell me? 439 00:26:54,148 --> 00:26:55,749 Jack. 440 00:26:57,251 --> 00:26:59,720 What is this? 441 00:26:59,753 --> 00:27:01,889 What? 442 00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:15,169 [ Drawer closes ] 443 00:27:15,202 --> 00:27:17,304 [ Breathing shallowly ] 444 00:27:29,216 --> 00:27:31,252 [ Gasps ] 445 00:27:33,420 --> 00:27:35,256 I can't do this with other people. 446 00:27:35,289 --> 00:27:38,125 It -- It has to be just us. 447 00:27:38,159 --> 00:27:39,894 Okay? 448 00:27:41,262 --> 00:27:46,000 Please...come -- come sit down. 449 00:27:47,401 --> 00:27:49,703 [ Music continues ] 450 00:27:54,175 --> 00:27:56,243 [ Exhales sharply ] 451 00:27:56,277 --> 00:27:59,446 [ Wind whistling ] 452 00:28:03,817 --> 00:28:05,819 Your... 453 00:28:05,853 --> 00:28:09,924 Your car didn't break down, did it? 454 00:28:13,928 --> 00:28:17,398 And nobody knows you're...here. 455 00:28:20,067 --> 00:28:21,302 No. 456 00:28:27,074 --> 00:28:28,943 'Cause it was supposed to be a surprise. 457 00:28:28,976 --> 00:28:30,878 I get how this looks, 458 00:28:30,911 --> 00:28:33,314 but I had to be sure that we could be alone 459 00:28:33,347 --> 00:28:35,416 so that we could work through this. 460 00:28:35,449 --> 00:28:40,054 I just -- I...I couldn't figure out another way. 461 00:28:40,555 --> 00:28:44,058 Darlene, I don't want to have to use these, 462 00:28:44,091 --> 00:28:49,196 so please, please, please just...sit down, 463 00:28:49,230 --> 00:28:50,931 and we can talk. 464 00:28:50,965 --> 00:28:52,933 No, I won't. 465 00:28:52,967 --> 00:28:56,837 When I saw that interview you did, 466 00:28:56,870 --> 00:29:00,774 it was like you were speaking directly to me. 467 00:29:00,808 --> 00:29:05,279 And I knew then that you deserve to know the truth. 468 00:29:05,312 --> 00:29:08,349 [ Music continues ] 469 00:29:08,983 --> 00:29:11,085 [ Voice breaking ] Where is she? 470 00:29:15,356 --> 00:29:16,790 She's gone, Dar. 471 00:29:20,261 --> 00:29:21,762 Gone? 472 00:29:23,364 --> 00:29:25,099 You mean d-- 473 00:29:26,601 --> 00:29:28,135 You mean dead? 474 00:29:28,168 --> 00:29:31,438 [ Music builds, continues ] 475 00:29:31,472 --> 00:29:34,108 No. No. 476 00:29:34,141 --> 00:29:35,843 No. 477 00:29:35,876 --> 00:29:38,012 [ Exhales deeply ] No. 478 00:29:38,045 --> 00:29:40,080 No. No. 479 00:29:40,114 --> 00:29:41,482 No! 480 00:29:41,516 --> 00:29:43,551 [ Breathing heavily ] 481 00:29:43,585 --> 00:29:45,919 Darlene, please. 482 00:29:45,953 --> 00:29:47,522 Just breathe. 483 00:29:47,555 --> 00:29:49,089 Just breathe, okay? 484 00:29:49,123 --> 00:29:51,058 Just take d-- some deep breaths. 485 00:29:51,091 --> 00:29:52,594 Just... 486 00:29:52,627 --> 00:29:55,496 [ Music fades ] 487 00:29:55,530 --> 00:29:57,565 [ Birds chirping ] 488 00:29:57,599 --> 00:30:01,001 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 489 00:30:10,512 --> 00:30:13,581 DARLENE: [ Sobbing ] Oh, no. 490 00:30:13,615 --> 00:30:15,115 No! 491 00:30:15,149 --> 00:30:17,451 -[ Kettle whistling ] -JACK: Will you please -- 492 00:30:17,484 --> 00:30:20,487 Just breathe. Take some deep breaths, okay? 493 00:30:20,522 --> 00:30:22,089 -No. My baby. -Okay -- Okay, Darlene. 494 00:30:22,122 --> 00:30:23,490 -Listen to me. Listen to me. -My baby. No. 495 00:30:23,525 --> 00:30:26,126 -Shh. Shh. Shh. Shh. -No. No. My baby. 496 00:30:26,160 --> 00:30:28,295 Listen to me, okay? Come with me. 497 00:30:28,329 --> 00:30:30,264 Come with me. We're gonna go sit down. 498 00:30:30,297 --> 00:30:33,133 -[ Sobbing, mumbling ] -We're gonna go sit down, okay? 499 00:30:33,167 --> 00:30:36,638 Come on. I got you. I got you. 500 00:30:36,671 --> 00:30:39,139 All right. There you go. There you go. 501 00:30:39,173 --> 00:30:41,141 [ Gasps ] No. 502 00:30:41,175 --> 00:30:42,510 No. 503 00:30:42,544 --> 00:30:45,479 [ Thunder rumbling, whistling continues ] 504 00:30:47,348 --> 00:30:50,317 [ Kettle clanks, whistling slows, stops ] 505 00:30:55,055 --> 00:30:58,025 [ Liquid pouring, kettle clanks ] 506 00:31:27,988 --> 00:31:30,558 So, how much... do you want to know? 507 00:31:30,592 --> 00:31:34,461 I mean, I'm -- I'm -- I'm not sure what's helpful. 508 00:31:37,398 --> 00:31:40,200 Tell me everything. Everything. 509 00:31:40,234 --> 00:31:41,402 Tell me. 510 00:31:41,435 --> 00:31:43,070 Okay. 511 00:31:43,103 --> 00:31:44,539 Okay. 512 00:31:45,540 --> 00:31:48,108 So, here it is. Um...[ Clears throat ] 513 00:31:48,142 --> 00:31:51,378 That day, uh, I was driving from a work site, 514 00:31:51,412 --> 00:31:56,250 and, uh, I saw Sally walking home from the high school. 515 00:31:56,984 --> 00:31:58,686 S-She seemed upset. 516 00:31:58,720 --> 00:32:01,188 There -- There was no one else on the street, 517 00:32:01,221 --> 00:32:05,492 so I, uh, pulled up beside her and...startled her. 518 00:32:05,527 --> 00:32:09,163 But once she saw it was me, she...she relaxed, 519 00:32:09,196 --> 00:32:12,667 and, um... she asked me for a ride. 520 00:32:12,700 --> 00:32:14,201 I said yes, of course. 521 00:32:14,234 --> 00:32:17,237 And, uh, s-- And she got in. 522 00:32:21,074 --> 00:32:25,245 Anyway, um, I suggested that we drive out 523 00:32:25,279 --> 00:32:26,614 to that spot on the lake. 524 00:32:26,648 --> 00:32:28,949 They dragged the lake. 525 00:32:31,251 --> 00:32:33,454 She's not in the lake. 526 00:32:37,191 --> 00:32:39,727 So, on -- So, on the drive over, I could tell, you know, 527 00:32:39,761 --> 00:32:42,262 that she was really upset. 528 00:32:42,764 --> 00:32:44,532 So when we got to the lake, 529 00:32:44,566 --> 00:32:47,602 I, uh, I took out a blanket, and I laid it on the grass. 530 00:32:47,635 --> 00:32:53,741 And we sat down, and she starts talking about you. 531 00:32:54,509 --> 00:32:55,476 Me? 532 00:32:55,510 --> 00:32:57,344 She was worried about you. 533 00:32:57,377 --> 00:33:01,616 She'd found you on the bathroom floor the night before. 534 00:33:03,083 --> 00:33:06,788 We were talking about how worried we both were about you, 535 00:33:06,821 --> 00:33:11,191 and, uh...she started to cry. 536 00:33:11,225 --> 00:33:13,695 So I just -- I instinctually -- I just -- 537 00:33:13,728 --> 00:33:15,162 I hugged her, you know? 538 00:33:15,195 --> 00:33:18,465 Because we -- we were always so close. 539 00:33:22,269 --> 00:33:25,673 B-But this was... 540 00:33:25,707 --> 00:33:27,775 [ Thunder rumbling ] 541 00:33:27,809 --> 00:33:31,245 And she was looking up at me, and, uh... 542 00:33:31,278 --> 00:33:35,449 and she looked so much like you, you know? 543 00:33:36,684 --> 00:33:40,087 And then, all of a sudden, we were kissing. 544 00:33:40,120 --> 00:33:42,222 -[ Gasps ] -Aah! [ Groans ] 545 00:33:42,256 --> 00:33:44,124 [ Dramatic music plays ] 546 00:33:46,628 --> 00:33:48,161 [ Breathing heavily ] 547 00:33:54,468 --> 00:33:56,638 [ Latch clicks ] 548 00:34:01,676 --> 00:34:03,210 [ Grunts ] 549 00:34:03,243 --> 00:34:06,514 [ Music continues ] 550 00:34:06,548 --> 00:34:09,517 [ Gasps, groans ] 551 00:34:09,551 --> 00:34:12,119 [ Grunting ] 552 00:34:17,825 --> 00:34:21,128 [ Breathing heavily ] 553 00:34:27,635 --> 00:34:30,237 [ Groans ] 554 00:34:30,872 --> 00:34:32,740 [ Window rattles ] 555 00:34:39,446 --> 00:34:42,517 [ Groans, breathing heavily ] 556 00:34:49,423 --> 00:34:51,224 [ Footsteps approaching ] 557 00:34:51,258 --> 00:34:53,728 JACK: Darlene? 558 00:34:53,761 --> 00:34:56,330 Can't we just talk? 559 00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:02,570 Listen. I... 560 00:35:02,604 --> 00:35:05,439 I know how much you need to know everything, 561 00:35:05,472 --> 00:35:09,409 and...I'm here to do that. 562 00:35:12,179 --> 00:35:14,549 You deserve the truth. 563 00:35:16,651 --> 00:35:23,123 I deserved the truth... 20 years ago! 564 00:35:34,869 --> 00:35:36,537 Okay. 565 00:35:38,806 --> 00:35:41,308 You want to tell me the truth? 566 00:35:43,978 --> 00:35:45,747 Go ahead. 567 00:35:46,848 --> 00:35:48,650 I'm listening. 568 00:35:49,651 --> 00:35:52,520 Not through a door. 569 00:35:52,553 --> 00:35:54,488 Please. Come on. 570 00:35:56,658 --> 00:36:00,494 Darlene, I-I didn't come here to hurt you. 571 00:36:01,495 --> 00:36:03,865 I... 572 00:36:03,898 --> 00:36:09,737 I need to tell you as -- as much as you need to hear it. 573 00:36:11,238 --> 00:36:14,241 Please, can't we just sit down and -- and talk 574 00:36:14,274 --> 00:36:15,643 like -- like human beings? 575 00:36:15,677 --> 00:36:18,680 It's -- It's just me. It's still me! 576 00:36:20,515 --> 00:36:22,182 It's Jack. 577 00:36:24,886 --> 00:36:26,353 Please? 578 00:36:26,386 --> 00:36:28,656 [ Wind whistling ] 579 00:36:31,793 --> 00:36:33,360 Okay. 580 00:36:34,929 --> 00:36:39,466 But I want you to back up five steps, 581 00:36:39,499 --> 00:36:42,402 and I want to hear you count them off! 582 00:36:42,436 --> 00:36:44,939 All right. 583 00:36:44,972 --> 00:36:51,344 One, two, three, four, five. 584 00:36:53,581 --> 00:36:55,248 Okay. 585 00:37:01,455 --> 00:37:02,790 Okay. 586 00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:16,537 You really burned the shit out of my neck. 587 00:37:16,571 --> 00:37:18,606 [ Clears throat ] 588 00:37:18,639 --> 00:37:21,374 I just meant, you know, well done. 589 00:37:23,711 --> 00:37:26,346 -Are you complimenting me? -Well, it was a smart move. 590 00:37:26,379 --> 00:37:27,782 You -- You were always very smart. 591 00:37:27,815 --> 00:37:29,382 That's why I've had to do all of this. 592 00:37:29,416 --> 00:37:31,284 I know how smart you are. 593 00:37:31,318 --> 00:37:32,553 Okay. So, look. 594 00:37:32,587 --> 00:37:36,524 Please. Please don't -- don't freak out. 595 00:37:36,557 --> 00:37:39,392 This...This is just for my protection, okay? 596 00:37:39,426 --> 00:37:40,828 -Jesus. -I know. I know. 597 00:37:40,862 --> 00:37:43,463 I know. I know. 598 00:37:43,497 --> 00:37:45,533 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 599 00:37:46,433 --> 00:37:50,905 How about I-I-I put it away when we sit down? 600 00:37:50,938 --> 00:37:51,973 Deal? 601 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:57,845 And, um...you can get rid of that. 602 00:38:03,651 --> 00:38:05,686 [ Razor clatters ] 603 00:38:05,720 --> 00:38:07,955 [ Music continues ] 604 00:38:17,430 --> 00:38:19,534 [ Wind whistling ] 605 00:38:26,941 --> 00:38:29,610 Right. Right. Of course. 606 00:38:34,549 --> 00:38:36,651 [ Exhales deeply ] 607 00:38:39,419 --> 00:38:42,455 It wasn't some insidious plan. 608 00:38:42,489 --> 00:38:43,858 I need you to know that. 609 00:38:43,891 --> 00:38:46,794 My daughter didn't kiss you. 610 00:38:46,828 --> 00:38:48,129 It's the truth, Darlene. 611 00:38:48,162 --> 00:38:50,064 It may not be what you want to hear. 612 00:38:50,097 --> 00:38:52,533 Don't give me that. 613 00:38:54,869 --> 00:38:59,540 Your view of her... was so skewed. 614 00:39:00,041 --> 00:39:03,110 I don't think you realize how cut off she felt from you both. 615 00:39:05,780 --> 00:39:08,015 I mean, in your eyes, she was still a child. 616 00:39:08,049 --> 00:39:09,684 But she was 16. 617 00:39:09,717 --> 00:39:12,019 Sixteen is a child. 618 00:39:12,053 --> 00:39:14,155 It's not the same thing, and you know it. 619 00:39:14,188 --> 00:39:16,123 Fuck you. 620 00:39:20,928 --> 00:39:22,630 Okay. 621 00:39:22,663 --> 00:39:25,099 Do you want me to continue? 622 00:39:29,871 --> 00:39:31,839 -[ Gasps ] -[ Sighs ] 623 00:39:31,873 --> 00:39:34,374 [ Music continues ] 624 00:39:38,512 --> 00:39:41,983 It -- It all happened so fast. 625 00:39:42,984 --> 00:39:44,719 You know, it all felt so smooth, 626 00:39:44,752 --> 00:39:47,188 and then, suddenly, she was screaming. 627 00:39:47,221 --> 00:39:50,024 So I-I put my hand over her mouth. 628 00:39:50,057 --> 00:39:51,993 I was scared somebody would hear, 629 00:39:52,026 --> 00:39:54,161 so I kept telling her to calm down, 630 00:39:54,195 --> 00:39:55,997 that we just needed to talk it out, 631 00:39:56,030 --> 00:39:58,199 you know, that maybe we -- we could keep it to ourselves. 632 00:39:58,232 --> 00:40:01,501 -Keep it between yourselves? -I-I don't know. She j-- I -- 633 00:40:01,535 --> 00:40:02,970 She wouldn't stop screaming. I could think. 634 00:40:03,004 --> 00:40:04,839 -What did you expect her to do?! -I don't know! 635 00:40:04,872 --> 00:40:08,109 I-I just needed a minute, just one fucking minute. 636 00:40:08,142 --> 00:40:09,744 But she -- she wouldn't stop, 637 00:40:09,777 --> 00:40:13,214 so I-I-I pushed harder, and... 638 00:40:13,247 --> 00:40:16,918 Her neck...was broken. 639 00:40:16,951 --> 00:40:19,053 It was an accident. 640 00:40:19,086 --> 00:40:21,122 DARLENE: [ Whimpers ] 641 00:40:29,230 --> 00:40:31,666 [ Thunder rumbling ] 642 00:40:35,036 --> 00:40:37,171 I kept her French book. 643 00:40:40,875 --> 00:40:43,110 She'd written and drawn on the brown-bag cover -- 644 00:40:43,144 --> 00:40:45,046 you know, "Je'taime," "Oui, oui," 645 00:40:45,079 --> 00:40:48,516 "La musique, c'est la vie," and her name inside. 646 00:40:49,951 --> 00:40:51,686 Do you still have it? 647 00:40:51,719 --> 00:40:52,787 Yeah. 648 00:40:53,921 --> 00:40:55,056 It's out in my truck. 649 00:40:55,089 --> 00:40:56,991 I want to see it. 650 00:40:57,959 --> 00:41:00,161 -If you're sure. -I'm sure. 651 00:41:00,194 --> 00:41:01,696 Sure. 652 00:41:02,964 --> 00:41:05,533 [ Thunder rumbling ] 653 00:41:06,834 --> 00:41:09,469 [ Music continues ] 654 00:41:12,006 --> 00:41:14,642 [ Breathing heavily ] 655 00:41:20,581 --> 00:41:21,816 [ Door closes ] 656 00:41:21,849 --> 00:41:24,652 [ Gasping ] 657 00:41:25,586 --> 00:41:28,789 [ Grunting ] 658 00:41:31,125 --> 00:41:33,227 [ Wind whistling ] 659 00:41:35,062 --> 00:41:36,897 [ Exhales deeply ] 660 00:41:36,931 --> 00:41:38,566 Oh, God. 661 00:41:53,647 --> 00:41:55,683 [ Music builds, continues ] 662 00:42:15,636 --> 00:42:17,805 [ Grunting ] 663 00:42:21,042 --> 00:42:22,643 Gretchen! 664 00:42:22,676 --> 00:42:25,112 Gretchen! Gretchen! 665 00:42:25,146 --> 00:42:28,282 Help! Gretchen! 666 00:42:28,315 --> 00:42:30,785 Help! Help me! 667 00:42:30,818 --> 00:42:32,887 Help me! 668 00:42:35,890 --> 00:42:37,224 JACK: Calm down. 669 00:42:37,258 --> 00:42:39,126 -[ Grunting ] -Darlene. Darlene. Darlene. 670 00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:40,728 -No. No. -Shh, shh, shh. 671 00:42:40,761 --> 00:42:42,830 Calm down. Calm down! 672 00:42:42,863 --> 00:42:44,131 Shh. 673 00:42:44,165 --> 00:42:46,734 [ Breathing heavily ] 674 00:43:24,305 --> 00:43:25,906 Why would... 675 00:43:28,042 --> 00:43:30,077 Why... 676 00:43:31,011 --> 00:43:33,080 Why would you... 677 00:43:33,114 --> 00:43:35,416 Why would you keep this? 678 00:43:35,449 --> 00:43:38,018 Why? [ Breathing heavily ] 679 00:43:38,052 --> 00:43:39,920 I don't know. 680 00:43:39,954 --> 00:43:42,256 [ Exhales sharply ] 681 00:43:42,289 --> 00:43:46,694 Now I understand why you were the only one 682 00:43:46,727 --> 00:43:51,165 who didn't keep telling me, "Have hope, Darlene." 683 00:43:51,198 --> 00:43:54,635 "Keep up the -- the faith, Darlene." 684 00:43:57,071 --> 00:43:58,906 You see why I had to leave? 685 00:43:58,939 --> 00:44:01,008 'Cause you couldn't lie to my face anymore? 686 00:44:01,041 --> 00:44:03,377 Have you any idea how hard it was 687 00:44:03,410 --> 00:44:06,380 to keep that nightmare inside and not let it show? 688 00:44:06,413 --> 00:44:10,317 I mean, we should have been grieving together. 689 00:44:10,351 --> 00:44:11,819 Oh, my... 690 00:44:11,852 --> 00:44:14,355 Did you -- Did you just roll your eyes? 691 00:44:15,756 --> 00:44:18,092 You think I don't care? 692 00:44:18,959 --> 00:44:22,229 I-I got into this hell because I cared. 693 00:44:22,263 --> 00:44:24,798 Sally was in serious pain, 694 00:44:24,832 --> 00:44:27,168 and I was the one who was there for her. 695 00:44:27,201 --> 00:44:31,438 I never meant for any of that to happen. 696 00:44:31,472 --> 00:44:33,874 -It was an accident. -No. 697 00:44:34,975 --> 00:44:38,412 She was 16, and you were an adult. 698 00:44:38,445 --> 00:44:41,282 She was your niece. She trusted you. 699 00:44:41,916 --> 00:44:44,084 And you took advantage of that. 700 00:44:44,118 --> 00:44:49,990 You took her to an isolated place, and you broke her neck. 701 00:44:52,193 --> 00:44:54,328 And then you just went away. 702 00:44:55,262 --> 00:44:57,765 Just went off to start a whole new life, 703 00:44:57,798 --> 00:45:01,302 and left me and Ed here, living in this nightmare 704 00:45:01,335 --> 00:45:03,505 that you created. 705 00:45:03,538 --> 00:45:06,073 None of it was an accident! 706 00:45:06,106 --> 00:45:09,511 Those were all choices that you made. 707 00:45:09,544 --> 00:45:12,446 Shouldn't you -- Shouldn't you, of all people, 708 00:45:12,479 --> 00:45:14,481 understand mistakes?! 709 00:45:14,516 --> 00:45:16,750 I mean, what was I supposed to do? 710 00:45:16,784 --> 00:45:20,187 My -- My whole life, my family's lives 711 00:45:20,221 --> 00:45:21,288 would have been ruined! 712 00:45:21,322 --> 00:45:22,389 What about Sally's life? 713 00:45:22,423 --> 00:45:24,058 It wouldn't have brought her back! 714 00:45:24,091 --> 00:45:25,826 Jack, please. 715 00:45:25,859 --> 00:45:30,064 You come back here to -- Why? Why? Why? 716 00:45:30,097 --> 00:45:32,833 To hold me hostage in my own house 717 00:45:32,866 --> 00:45:34,802 to just unburden yourself? 718 00:45:34,835 --> 00:45:38,806 I am putting myself through all of this for you, 719 00:45:38,839 --> 00:45:40,140 and you don't even care! 720 00:45:40,174 --> 00:45:41,809 No, I don't care. 721 00:45:41,842 --> 00:45:43,377 -I fucking hate you! -Well, you know what? 722 00:45:43,410 --> 00:45:46,113 I fucking hate myself too! 723 00:45:46,146 --> 00:45:48,449 [ Thunder rumbling, wind whistling ] 724 00:45:48,482 --> 00:45:51,118 [ Both breathing heavily ] 725 00:46:10,838 --> 00:46:12,473 So now what? 726 00:46:13,508 --> 00:46:15,442 Well, you know what? 727 00:46:16,511 --> 00:46:22,816 I think this is a decision that we need to make together. 728 00:46:25,587 --> 00:46:28,155 -You're serious? -I am. 729 00:46:28,188 --> 00:46:31,825 I mean, this -- this is, um... 730 00:46:31,859 --> 00:46:35,863 It's...uncharted territory. 731 00:46:38,365 --> 00:46:40,134 [ Chuckles softly ] 732 00:46:53,113 --> 00:46:56,383 Do you -- Do you want to go change? 733 00:46:57,251 --> 00:46:58,919 You're freezing. 734 00:47:04,626 --> 00:47:06,126 Yeah. 735 00:47:06,160 --> 00:47:08,596 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 736 00:47:10,030 --> 00:47:12,299 [ Wind whistling ] 737 00:47:53,575 --> 00:47:55,610 [ Music continues ] 738 00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:14,094 DARLENE: [ Gasps, grunts ] 739 00:48:14,128 --> 00:48:16,096 -[ Glass breaking ] -JACK: Aah! [ Groans ] 740 00:48:16,130 --> 00:48:19,166 [ Up-tempo music plays ] 741 00:48:19,199 --> 00:48:21,603 [ Gunshot ] 742 00:48:21,636 --> 00:48:23,470 JACK: Fuck me! 743 00:48:23,505 --> 00:48:26,273 [ Breathing heavily ] 744 00:48:30,043 --> 00:48:31,713 Who are you kidding, Jack? 745 00:48:31,746 --> 00:48:35,650 We're not making any mutual decisions. 746 00:48:35,683 --> 00:48:37,918 Stand up. 747 00:48:41,455 --> 00:48:43,190 Go. 748 00:48:45,325 --> 00:48:47,562 [ Wind whistling ] 749 00:48:49,062 --> 00:48:51,064 This door right here. Right here. 750 00:48:51,098 --> 00:48:52,433 Open it. 751 00:48:52,466 --> 00:48:54,067 [ Hinges squeaking ] 752 00:48:54,101 --> 00:48:55,737 Open it. 753 00:48:55,770 --> 00:48:57,471 Okay. Go. Down. 754 00:48:57,505 --> 00:49:00,207 Keep your hands where I can see them. 755 00:49:00,240 --> 00:49:02,009 All the way down. 756 00:49:10,585 --> 00:49:12,286 [ Grunts ] 757 00:49:12,319 --> 00:49:14,488 [ Breathing heavily ] 758 00:49:38,178 --> 00:49:40,280 Look at all of this. 759 00:49:41,448 --> 00:49:42,750 Hey! 760 00:49:44,752 --> 00:49:47,321 Look at it. 761 00:49:47,354 --> 00:49:48,790 Look at her. 762 00:49:48,823 --> 00:49:53,293 All the fliers, all the headlines. 763 00:49:53,327 --> 00:49:56,564 "No trace of Sally Hagen." 764 00:50:00,167 --> 00:50:02,504 Where is my daughter buried? 765 00:50:09,577 --> 00:50:12,379 I guess you're all talked out now. 766 00:50:23,858 --> 00:50:28,596 I kept every single one of her -- her things. 767 00:50:29,664 --> 00:50:32,165 Just in case. 768 00:50:33,835 --> 00:50:36,136 In case someday... 769 00:50:38,740 --> 00:50:40,608 ...she came home. 770 00:50:40,642 --> 00:50:42,209 [ Lid clicks ] 771 00:50:42,242 --> 00:50:44,746 Probably seems pathetic to you, doesn't it? 772 00:50:44,779 --> 00:50:46,313 No. 773 00:50:48,516 --> 00:50:50,117 Seems human. 774 00:50:55,222 --> 00:50:56,423 You know what? 775 00:50:58,526 --> 00:51:00,360 God. Even in my -- 776 00:51:00,394 --> 00:51:02,864 Even in my most paranoid moments, 777 00:51:02,897 --> 00:51:05,299 even when I was just crazed 778 00:51:05,332 --> 00:51:09,236 and I looked at everyone around me like they were a suspect, 779 00:51:09,269 --> 00:51:13,641 I barely -- I barely ever landed on you. 780 00:51:14,408 --> 00:51:17,344 And you had a rock-solid alibi. 781 00:51:17,377 --> 00:51:22,717 How in the world did you manage that? 782 00:51:22,750 --> 00:51:24,251 Oh. [ Clears throat ] 783 00:51:24,852 --> 00:51:27,187 By the time they got around to checking my alibi 784 00:51:27,220 --> 00:51:32,159 with the guys on the crew, it was...it was a week later. 785 00:51:32,860 --> 00:51:37,164 Patrick said he knew I was still there until after 5:00 786 00:51:37,197 --> 00:51:39,667 because that was the day 787 00:51:39,701 --> 00:51:42,369 I brought him a Snickers and a Coke. 788 00:51:42,937 --> 00:51:45,707 So dear old Patrick lied for you? 789 00:51:45,740 --> 00:51:47,609 No. No. 790 00:51:49,276 --> 00:51:51,813 I brought him a Snickers and a Coke the day before. 791 00:51:54,381 --> 00:51:57,284 It was just an honest mistake. 792 00:51:58,853 --> 00:52:01,623 Cops just weren't that thorough. 793 00:52:01,656 --> 00:52:03,558 [ Chuckles softly ] 794 00:52:03,591 --> 00:52:06,193 -No shit. -Mm. 795 00:52:07,461 --> 00:52:13,367 And you were a churchgoing family man, so... 796 00:52:17,270 --> 00:52:19,807 Oh, God. I imagined. 797 00:52:20,775 --> 00:52:24,679 I imagined so many things. 798 00:52:26,413 --> 00:52:27,715 Oh. 799 00:52:27,749 --> 00:52:31,184 Maybe she... Maybe she had been kidnapped 800 00:52:31,218 --> 00:52:33,655 and -- and she was being held somewhere. 801 00:52:33,688 --> 00:52:37,592 Or maybe she'd been sold into s-- 802 00:52:37,625 --> 00:52:41,596 Or maybe she'd -- she'd managed to escape whoever -- 803 00:52:41,629 --> 00:52:43,598 whoever took her, but she -- Maybe -- 804 00:52:43,631 --> 00:52:45,566 Maybe she couldn't remember who she was. 805 00:52:45,600 --> 00:52:48,435 Or -- Or maybe -- maybe the police were right. 806 00:52:48,468 --> 00:52:49,637 Maybe they were right. 807 00:52:49,671 --> 00:52:52,472 Maybe she did run away from me. 808 00:52:52,507 --> 00:52:56,678 The years, the wondering, the time, the effort, 809 00:52:56,711 --> 00:53:00,347 the energy, the website and paperwork 810 00:53:00,380 --> 00:53:02,917 and -- and -- and -- and the phone calls! 811 00:53:02,950 --> 00:53:04,819 The... 812 00:53:04,852 --> 00:53:06,721 [ Dramatic music plays ] 813 00:53:06,754 --> 00:53:08,188 The phone calls. 814 00:53:08,790 --> 00:53:12,794 I recorded every single one of them 815 00:53:12,827 --> 00:53:14,762 until the damn thing broke. 816 00:53:14,796 --> 00:53:16,864 [ Breathing heavily ] 817 00:53:16,898 --> 00:53:20,902 People calling me at all hours of the day and night, 818 00:53:20,935 --> 00:53:22,570 waking me up in the middle of the night 819 00:53:22,603 --> 00:53:25,873 to tell me about some -- some dream they'd had. 820 00:53:25,907 --> 00:53:28,442 Or sometimes they were a psychic, 821 00:53:28,475 --> 00:53:33,514 and they'd tell me the most awful, gruesome, gory details. 822 00:53:33,548 --> 00:53:38,485 All those fucking years, listening to these calls, 823 00:53:38,519 --> 00:53:40,621 trying to find some little tip, 824 00:53:40,655 --> 00:53:43,691 something that would give me an answer. 825 00:53:43,725 --> 00:53:48,696 And the whole time -- the whole time -- it was you! 826 00:53:48,730 --> 00:53:51,298 It was just you! 827 00:53:51,331 --> 00:53:54,367 It was you! 828 00:53:54,401 --> 00:53:56,269 [ Music continues ] 829 00:53:56,303 --> 00:53:57,805 You. 830 00:54:05,713 --> 00:54:07,815 Do you remember this? 831 00:54:08,883 --> 00:54:10,718 Yeah. 832 00:54:10,752 --> 00:54:13,521 [ Breathing heavily ] Yeah. 833 00:54:14,889 --> 00:54:18,325 She wrote songs almost every day. 834 00:54:18,358 --> 00:54:20,762 [ Chuckles ] God. 835 00:54:20,795 --> 00:54:23,030 She would just race home from school 836 00:54:23,064 --> 00:54:24,866 and s-shut her bedroom door. 837 00:54:24,899 --> 00:54:28,435 And I'd -- I'd tiptoe over, and I'd -- 838 00:54:28,468 --> 00:54:31,371 I'd listen to her singing. 839 00:54:32,640 --> 00:54:34,776 And she never thought she was any good. 840 00:54:34,809 --> 00:54:36,711 But she was so good. 841 00:54:36,744 --> 00:54:39,781 Oh, my God. She was so good. 842 00:54:39,814 --> 00:54:41,716 She didn't think so, 843 00:54:41,749 --> 00:54:44,886 so she never... she never kept any of them. 844 00:54:44,919 --> 00:54:46,521 She just recorded. 845 00:54:47,088 --> 00:54:49,891 She recorded over and over and over again 846 00:54:49,924 --> 00:54:51,959 on this -- this one tape. 847 00:54:51,993 --> 00:54:54,595 Just this one tape. It's what I... 848 00:54:55,897 --> 00:54:57,865 It's what I have. 849 00:54:58,733 --> 00:55:00,367 [ Chuckles softly ] 850 00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:04,806 This is the last song she recorded before you... 851 00:55:08,676 --> 00:55:10,578 You failed her. 852 00:55:11,712 --> 00:55:13,714 [ Button clicks ] 853 00:55:13,748 --> 00:55:19,854 SALLY: ♪ Hold me closer ♪ 854 00:55:21,556 --> 00:55:26,828 ♪ Hold my hand a little tighter ♪ 855 00:55:27,995 --> 00:55:29,897 ♪ Don't let me go ♪ 856 00:55:29,931 --> 00:55:32,700 ♪ Let me just foll-- ♪ 857 00:55:32,733 --> 00:55:34,836 [ Button clicks ] 858 00:55:36,037 --> 00:55:38,139 God. She loved music. 859 00:55:38,172 --> 00:55:40,440 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 860 00:55:40,473 --> 00:55:42,910 I'm sure you remember that. 861 00:55:44,512 --> 00:55:48,381 After all, she was your niece. 862 00:55:48,749 --> 00:55:51,819 You knew her since she was born. 863 00:55:55,823 --> 00:55:58,860 Lisa wasn't just Sally's cousin. 864 00:55:58,893 --> 00:56:01,863 She was Sally's best friend. 865 00:56:02,797 --> 00:56:08,636 You took your daughter's best friend away from her. 866 00:56:11,072 --> 00:56:13,373 [ Music continues ] 867 00:56:22,750 --> 00:56:24,852 [ Shovel clangs ] 868 00:56:30,892 --> 00:56:33,460 You asked if I had a revenge fantasy. 869 00:56:33,493 --> 00:56:34,929 Remember? 870 00:56:36,564 --> 00:56:37,832 Well, I lied. 871 00:56:39,499 --> 00:56:44,739 I fantasized all the time about bringing him down here, 872 00:56:44,772 --> 00:56:47,842 about ripping him apart. 873 00:56:47,875 --> 00:56:50,177 Darlene, I am so... 874 00:56:50,211 --> 00:56:52,179 -[ shovel clangs ] -...so -- 875 00:56:52,213 --> 00:56:53,814 -[ Grunts ] -[ Groans ] 876 00:56:53,848 --> 00:56:56,416 [ Wind whistling ] 877 00:57:01,789 --> 00:57:03,758 Come on, Coley. 878 00:57:03,791 --> 00:57:07,962 You begged me to go out again. What are we doing? 879 00:57:07,995 --> 00:57:09,764 What are we doing? You appear to be loitering. 880 00:57:09,797 --> 00:57:11,933 Come on. 881 00:57:16,070 --> 00:57:17,138 [ Grunts ] 882 00:57:17,171 --> 00:57:19,472 Ow! Shit. 883 00:57:19,507 --> 00:57:20,708 Fuck. 884 00:57:20,741 --> 00:57:23,110 -Aah! -Oh, God. 885 00:57:23,144 --> 00:57:25,146 Oh, shit. [ Breathing heavily ] 886 00:57:25,179 --> 00:57:28,549 [ Exhales deeply, groans ] 887 00:57:28,983 --> 00:57:30,818 Yeah. 888 00:57:31,719 --> 00:57:33,988 It w-- It was an accident. 889 00:57:34,021 --> 00:57:36,691 DARLENE: Don't... 890 00:57:36,724 --> 00:57:38,859 Don't you dare. Don't you... 891 00:57:38,893 --> 00:57:43,496 Don't you ever... say that to me... 892 00:57:43,531 --> 00:57:45,633 again. 893 00:57:45,666 --> 00:57:47,134 Don't. 894 00:57:50,237 --> 00:57:52,573 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 895 00:58:11,158 --> 00:58:12,793 Wait. 896 00:58:14,295 --> 00:58:16,564 -What are you doing? -I don't know. 897 00:58:16,597 --> 00:58:19,266 Where...Where are you going? 898 00:58:20,835 --> 00:58:22,770 -I don't know. -Darlene. 899 00:58:22,803 --> 00:58:24,805 Darlene, it -- 900 00:58:24,839 --> 00:58:26,941 Darlene, don't -- don't leave me down here. 901 00:58:26,974 --> 00:58:28,676 Ple-- Please. Dar--Darlene. 902 00:58:28,709 --> 00:58:30,311 Don't leave me on my -- on my own down here. 903 00:58:30,344 --> 00:58:32,646 Please, Darlene. Please. Ple-- 904 00:58:32,680 --> 00:58:34,715 [ Hinges squeaking, door closes ] 905 00:58:34,749 --> 00:58:37,184 [ Breathing heavily, mumbling ] 906 00:58:44,191 --> 00:58:45,926 No. Darlene, ple-- ple-- 907 00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,595 Please, Darlene! Darlene! 908 00:58:47,628 --> 00:58:48,996 I have panic attacks! 909 00:58:49,030 --> 00:58:52,666 For real! For fucking real! 910 00:58:52,700 --> 00:58:55,236 [ Wheezes ] 911 00:59:00,641 --> 00:59:02,610 [ Footsteps approaching ] 912 00:59:02,643 --> 00:59:04,678 -[ Door opens ] -Oh, thank God. 913 00:59:04,712 --> 00:59:06,680 -[ Door closes ] -Thank God. 914 00:59:06,714 --> 00:59:08,983 -[ Wood creaking ] -[ Sobs ] 915 00:59:11,719 --> 00:59:14,688 Th-- Thank you. 916 00:59:14,722 --> 00:59:15,956 [ Exhales deeply ] 917 00:59:15,990 --> 00:59:17,825 Thank you. Thank you. 918 00:59:18,926 --> 00:59:20,995 Thank you. 919 00:59:21,028 --> 00:59:26,667 It's not fun to scream and scream 920 00:59:26,700 --> 00:59:28,836 and not be heard, is it? 921 00:59:32,006 --> 00:59:35,042 I started having panic attacks soon after. 922 00:59:37,144 --> 00:59:40,681 I'd never had anything like that before. 923 00:59:40,714 --> 00:59:42,683 You know, a man's supposed to be the pillar of strength, 924 00:59:42,716 --> 00:59:46,754 you know, keeps his -- keeps his feelings to himself. 925 00:59:46,787 --> 00:59:50,224 Does what's necessary for his family, you know? 926 00:59:52,026 --> 00:59:55,996 But even then, you know, back then, I was starting to crack. 927 00:59:56,030 --> 00:59:57,832 I mean, you know what it was like with Julie. 928 00:59:57,865 --> 00:59:58,933 You know your sister. 929 00:59:59,900 --> 01:00:02,736 I wasn't trusted with anything in my house 930 01:00:02,770 --> 01:00:04,405 except bringing in the money. 931 01:00:04,438 --> 01:00:06,006 [ Chuckles ] 932 01:00:06,040 --> 01:00:08,409 I felt... 933 01:00:08,442 --> 01:00:10,744 I felt irrelevant. 934 01:00:10,778 --> 01:00:12,113 Oh, right. 935 01:00:12,146 --> 01:00:15,783 Because it's everybody else's fault, isn't it? 936 01:00:15,816 --> 01:00:20,187 Everybody else is responsible for what you did. 937 01:00:20,221 --> 01:00:22,890 Me, Julie, your dad. 938 01:00:22,923 --> 01:00:24,391 How about Sally? 939 01:00:24,425 --> 01:00:26,660 Is Sally also at fault? 940 01:00:26,694 --> 01:00:29,763 Is it also Sally's fault? 941 01:00:29,797 --> 01:00:31,132 Is it? 942 01:00:31,165 --> 01:00:33,801 It -- It may seem twisted and impossible to you... 943 01:00:33,834 --> 01:00:35,136 -Shut up. -...but I loved you then, 944 01:00:35,169 --> 01:00:37,738 -and I love you know. -Shut the fuck up! 945 01:00:37,771 --> 01:00:39,340 [ Gunshot, dog barking ] 946 01:00:39,373 --> 01:00:41,842 [ Wind whistling ] 947 01:00:43,744 --> 01:00:46,447 [ Gasps ] 948 01:00:46,480 --> 01:00:48,382 [ Breathing heavily ] Whoa! 949 01:00:48,415 --> 01:00:50,284 -Whoa! -[ Laughing ] 950 01:00:50,317 --> 01:00:53,454 Oh, my God. I shot you! 951 01:00:53,487 --> 01:00:56,056 Oh, yeah, baby. 952 01:00:56,090 --> 01:00:58,359 That's the drunk I knew and loved. 953 01:00:58,392 --> 01:00:59,960 Huh? 954 01:00:59,994 --> 01:01:02,129 DARLENE: Hello. This is Darlene Hagen, 955 01:01:02,163 --> 01:01:05,199 and you've reached my very serious voicemail message. 956 01:01:05,232 --> 01:01:07,067 Thank you and farewell. 957 01:01:07,101 --> 01:01:09,136 -[ Beep ] -Hey. Hey. It's me. 958 01:01:09,170 --> 01:01:14,108 Did you just hear a gunshot or...thunder or something? 959 01:01:14,141 --> 01:01:15,442 Is your power out too? 960 01:01:16,443 --> 01:01:17,912 -Are you sleeping? -[ Dog yelps ] 961 01:01:17,945 --> 01:01:19,813 Are you asleep? 962 01:01:19,847 --> 01:01:22,249 Are you ignoring me, you beautiful bitch? 963 01:01:22,283 --> 01:01:24,185 I'm sorry. I know you don't like when I call you that, 964 01:01:24,218 --> 01:01:25,920 even though it's just a reappropriated term 965 01:01:25,953 --> 01:01:27,421 of endearment -- although, to your point, 966 01:01:27,454 --> 01:01:30,791 can you reappropriate a word laden with such -- click! 967 01:01:30,824 --> 01:01:32,993 [ Cellphone beeps ] 968 01:01:33,027 --> 01:01:35,796 Do I go over there? Am I being overbearing? 969 01:01:35,829 --> 01:01:37,131 I'm gonna call the landline. 970 01:01:37,164 --> 01:01:38,432 We're calling the landline, Coley. 971 01:01:40,267 --> 01:01:43,103 [ Pulsating tone ] 972 01:01:43,137 --> 01:01:44,371 That's odd. 973 01:01:45,272 --> 01:01:48,175 You have pooped, and we are going in. 974 01:01:48,209 --> 01:01:49,910 Coley, come on. 975 01:01:49,944 --> 01:01:52,112 Come on. Let's get you warm. 976 01:01:53,414 --> 01:01:57,017 [ Wind whistling ] 977 01:01:57,051 --> 01:01:59,320 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 978 01:01:59,353 --> 01:02:02,289 JACK: [ Breathing heavily ] Okay. 979 01:02:02,323 --> 01:02:03,991 Okay. 980 01:02:07,228 --> 01:02:09,763 Okay. I'm ready. 981 01:02:09,797 --> 01:02:11,899 [ Inhales deeply ] 982 01:02:14,168 --> 01:02:15,869 Wait a minute. 983 01:02:17,505 --> 01:02:18,939 Wait a minute. 984 01:02:28,949 --> 01:02:32,486 You want me...to kill you? 985 01:02:39,426 --> 01:02:41,795 Well, don't you want to? 986 01:02:46,867 --> 01:02:48,402 No. 987 01:02:50,070 --> 01:02:52,106 Actually... 988 01:02:52,873 --> 01:02:53,974 ...no. 989 01:02:54,008 --> 01:02:57,545 Of course you do. Of course you do. 990 01:02:57,579 --> 01:02:59,380 -Oh, God. -You want revenge, 991 01:02:59,413 --> 01:03:01,248 and I don't want to survive the night. 992 01:03:01,282 --> 01:03:03,450 Stop telling me what I want. 993 01:03:03,484 --> 01:03:07,488 And I don't care what you want. 994 01:03:07,522 --> 01:03:11,925 You haven't taken one fucking ounce of accountability. 995 01:03:11,959 --> 01:03:14,428 You want me to kill you? 996 01:03:15,162 --> 01:03:17,798 You're not making me do that. 997 01:03:21,101 --> 01:03:24,071 So, Jack... 998 01:03:24,506 --> 01:03:28,909 ...I guess we're back to the mutual decision. 999 01:03:28,942 --> 01:03:33,447 I say let's come up with another plan. 1000 01:03:40,087 --> 01:03:42,222 -Okay. -[ Wood creaking ] 1001 01:03:42,256 --> 01:03:43,591 [ Grunts ] 1002 01:03:43,625 --> 01:03:44,992 [ Gasps ] 1003 01:03:45,025 --> 01:03:47,995 [ Dramatic music plays ] 1004 01:03:48,028 --> 01:03:49,229 [ Groans ] 1005 01:03:50,230 --> 01:03:52,567 -[ Grunts ] -JACK: Darlene! 1006 01:03:52,600 --> 01:03:54,034 [ Footsteps approaching ] 1007 01:03:54,068 --> 01:03:56,203 I know you! 1008 01:03:56,236 --> 01:03:59,574 Is this what you want? 1009 01:04:02,242 --> 01:04:04,078 [ Hinges squeaking ] 1010 01:04:04,111 --> 01:04:06,514 [ Wind whistling ] 1011 01:04:06,548 --> 01:04:09,283 -JACK: [ Groaning ] -[ Door rattling ] 1012 01:04:14,455 --> 01:04:17,391 Darlene! 1013 01:04:17,424 --> 01:04:19,093 [ Door rattling ] 1014 01:04:19,126 --> 01:04:22,096 JACK: [ Groaning ] 1015 01:04:22,129 --> 01:04:24,398 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 1016 01:04:31,105 --> 01:04:33,073 JACK: [ Shouting indistinctly ] 1017 01:04:38,379 --> 01:04:40,515 -Oh, God. -[ Door rattling ] 1018 01:04:40,548 --> 01:04:43,016 Oh, motherfucker. [ Shouting indistinctly ] 1019 01:04:46,086 --> 01:04:48,055 Aah! 1020 01:04:48,088 --> 01:04:50,124 -[ Gunshot ] -[ Dramatic music plays ] 1021 01:04:50,157 --> 01:04:52,259 [ Groaning ] 1022 01:04:55,262 --> 01:04:57,064 Darlene! 1023 01:04:57,097 --> 01:04:58,265 [ Laughs ] 1024 01:04:58,298 --> 01:05:01,636 If you died here tonight as suicide, 1025 01:05:01,669 --> 01:05:04,371 no one would question it! 1026 01:05:04,405 --> 01:05:06,240 All alone on Christmas Eve, 1027 01:05:06,273 --> 01:05:09,511 your daughter missing for 20 years? 1028 01:05:09,544 --> 01:05:11,646 Come on! 1029 01:05:12,246 --> 01:05:14,481 [ Breathing heavily ] 1030 01:05:21,021 --> 01:05:23,123 [ Groans ] 1031 01:05:38,506 --> 01:05:40,274 Huh. 1032 01:05:47,247 --> 01:05:49,551 Just come out. 1033 01:05:51,653 --> 01:05:55,289 I'll give you one more chance. 1034 01:05:55,322 --> 01:06:00,294 I'll give you the gun, and we can be done with this! 1035 01:06:03,030 --> 01:06:04,666 Or a knife. 1036 01:06:05,499 --> 01:06:08,469 Would a knife be better? Huh? 1037 01:06:12,072 --> 01:06:14,509 [ Breathing heavily ] 1038 01:06:18,813 --> 01:06:21,381 Ooh. 1039 01:06:22,483 --> 01:06:24,619 Yeah. 1040 01:06:27,454 --> 01:06:30,123 Look what I found! 1041 01:06:30,157 --> 01:06:32,326 Something a little... Francais! 1042 01:06:33,427 --> 01:06:37,464 Something I can finally fucking burn. 1043 01:06:43,237 --> 01:06:45,305 [ Wind whistling ] 1044 01:06:45,339 --> 01:06:47,609 [ Dramatic music plays ] 1045 01:07:00,320 --> 01:07:02,757 [ Sobs softly ] 1046 01:07:15,537 --> 01:07:19,239 Don't make me kill you too. 1047 01:07:19,273 --> 01:07:21,576 [ Music continues ] 1048 01:07:22,810 --> 01:07:25,445 [ Footsteps approaching ] 1049 01:07:28,382 --> 01:07:30,652 [ Music builds, continues ] 1050 01:07:38,225 --> 01:07:41,128 [ Hinges squeaking ] 1051 01:07:42,597 --> 01:07:44,131 Ow! 1052 01:07:44,164 --> 01:07:46,400 [ Dramatic music plays ] 1053 01:07:46,433 --> 01:07:48,670 [ Both grunting ] 1054 01:07:54,408 --> 01:07:57,579 Why? Why are you making me do this? 1055 01:07:57,612 --> 01:08:00,080 [ Both grunting ] 1056 01:08:05,452 --> 01:08:06,721 [ Gasping ] 1057 01:08:06,754 --> 01:08:08,856 Aah! [ Groans ] 1058 01:08:08,890 --> 01:08:10,257 [ Grunts ] 1059 01:08:27,709 --> 01:08:29,911 [ Music builds, continues ] 1060 01:08:29,944 --> 01:08:32,312 -[ Footsteps approaching ] -GRETCHEN: Darlene, look out! 1061 01:08:32,747 --> 01:08:35,148 -Oh, my God! -Gretch? 1062 01:08:35,182 --> 01:08:37,317 I have never been so happy to see you. 1063 01:08:37,351 --> 01:08:40,187 Grab me some ribbon. We've got to get him secured. 1064 01:08:40,220 --> 01:08:41,556 -Here. -Give me two pieces. 1065 01:08:41,589 --> 01:08:43,190 -Okay, okay! -Tie that wrist, and make sure 1066 01:08:43,223 --> 01:08:44,792 -it's really, really tight. -What's happening? 1067 01:08:44,826 --> 01:08:46,326 -Gretchen... -Yes. What? 1068 01:08:46,360 --> 01:08:47,595 ...that was a really goddamned good shot. 1069 01:08:47,629 --> 01:08:48,896 Oh, God! 1070 01:08:48,930 --> 01:08:52,867 -Shit! Fuck you! -Oh, shut up. Shut up! 1071 01:08:52,900 --> 01:08:55,369 It doesn't need to be perfect! Just get it on there! 1072 01:08:55,402 --> 01:08:57,337 -You said tight! -It's already broken! 1073 01:08:57,371 --> 01:08:58,740 -Okay! -DARLENE: Okay? 1074 01:08:58,773 --> 01:09:00,608 Help me with this one. Okay. 1075 01:09:00,642 --> 01:09:03,443 Oh, by the way, Gretchen -- Gretchen, this is Jack. 1076 01:09:03,477 --> 01:09:04,779 -[ Moaning ] -DARLENE: Jack, Gretchen. 1077 01:09:04,812 --> 01:09:06,648 Jack Jack? 1078 01:09:06,681 --> 01:09:07,882 DARLENE: Yeah. 1079 01:09:07,915 --> 01:09:10,350 This is not gonna hold him. Oh, shit. 1080 01:09:10,384 --> 01:09:12,654 Jesus. What am I doing? What am I doing? 1081 01:09:12,687 --> 01:09:14,254 -Okay. -GRETCHEN: No! 1082 01:09:14,287 --> 01:09:15,757 -Where are you going? -Hey. Hey, lady. Lady. 1083 01:09:15,790 --> 01:09:17,725 She-- She's lost her mind. 1084 01:09:17,759 --> 01:09:19,459 -She -- She tied me up... -DARLENE: Fuck you. 1085 01:09:19,493 --> 01:09:20,494 ...and she shot me. 1086 01:09:20,528 --> 01:09:22,229 [ Thunder rumbling ] 1087 01:09:22,262 --> 01:09:24,532 What is happening? 1088 01:09:25,833 --> 01:09:27,602 Gretch... 1089 01:09:29,302 --> 01:09:30,505 ...Sally is dead. 1090 01:09:30,538 --> 01:09:31,739 What? 1091 01:09:31,773 --> 01:09:33,273 What? 1092 01:09:33,306 --> 01:09:35,677 How? How -- How do you... 1093 01:09:35,710 --> 01:09:37,912 He told me. 1094 01:09:37,945 --> 01:09:39,547 -He told me. -Oh. 1095 01:09:39,580 --> 01:09:41,549 Oh -- Oh, honey. What can I do? What can I do? 1096 01:09:41,582 --> 01:09:43,951 I need to get something else to tie him up with. 1097 01:09:43,985 --> 01:09:45,887 -Don't. Please. -And you grab that. Grab that. 1098 01:09:45,920 --> 01:09:47,320 -Grab it! -Ohh. 1099 01:09:47,354 --> 01:09:48,856 Okay. And if he moves, shoot him. 1100 01:09:48,890 --> 01:09:50,457 -But only in the kneecap, okay? -Yes. 1101 01:09:50,490 --> 01:09:52,359 -I'll be right back. -Yes. 1102 01:10:01,602 --> 01:10:04,672 Just because you're scary doesn't mean I will shoot you. 1103 01:10:05,405 --> 01:10:06,841 Oh, yeah? 1104 01:10:06,874 --> 01:10:08,976 So, where's the safety? 1105 01:10:09,010 --> 01:10:10,377 Right here, asshole. 1106 01:10:14,649 --> 01:10:16,884 [ Clattering ] 1107 01:10:16,918 --> 01:10:19,520 [ Grunts ] 1108 01:10:30,297 --> 01:10:32,332 [ Dramatic music plays ] 1109 01:10:32,365 --> 01:10:34,669 GRETCHEN: [ Screams ] Darlene! 1110 01:10:34,702 --> 01:10:37,004 -Darlene, get in here! -[ Gunshot, glass breaking ] 1111 01:10:37,038 --> 01:10:38,740 JACK: [ Grunts, shouting indistinctly ] 1112 01:10:38,773 --> 01:10:40,641 DARLENE: Stop! Get off of her! 1113 01:10:40,675 --> 01:10:43,544 Leave her alone! 1114 01:10:43,578 --> 01:10:44,846 No! 1115 01:10:44,879 --> 01:10:46,647 Aah! Ow! 1116 01:10:46,681 --> 01:10:49,517 [ Grunts, breathing heavily ] 1117 01:10:55,489 --> 01:10:57,725 -[ Grunts ] -[ Body thuds ] 1118 01:10:59,060 --> 01:11:01,696 [ Breathing heavily ] 1119 01:11:05,465 --> 01:11:06,634 Oh, God. 1120 01:11:06,667 --> 01:11:07,835 GRETCHEN: [ Groans ] 1121 01:11:09,103 --> 01:11:11,338 -Come here. -Oh. [ Groans ] 1122 01:11:11,371 --> 01:11:13,674 My God. Are you okay? 1123 01:11:14,075 --> 01:11:15,843 No. Are you? No! 1124 01:11:15,877 --> 01:11:17,444 Oh, my God. 1125 01:11:17,477 --> 01:11:18,880 Oh! 1126 01:11:18,913 --> 01:11:22,349 Oh. Oh, honey. Sally. 1127 01:11:22,382 --> 01:11:24,317 -Oh. -I know. I know. I know. 1128 01:11:24,351 --> 01:11:26,319 I know, but we don't have time for that. 1129 01:11:26,353 --> 01:11:28,455 Don't! Don't! 1130 01:11:28,488 --> 01:11:29,724 Just be careful. 1131 01:11:29,757 --> 01:11:30,992 -Okay. Okay. -Careful. 1132 01:11:31,025 --> 01:11:32,392 Okay. 1133 01:11:32,425 --> 01:11:33,594 Okay. 1134 01:11:33,628 --> 01:11:35,730 [ Wood creaking ] 1135 01:11:40,968 --> 01:11:44,772 Okay. I-I see that he is breathing. 1136 01:11:44,806 --> 01:11:46,473 We have to call the police. 1137 01:11:46,507 --> 01:11:47,975 No. No, Gretchen. 1138 01:11:48,009 --> 01:11:50,077 -Yes! -No. No. Shh! 1139 01:11:50,111 --> 01:11:52,980 We cannot call the police. He will not talk to the police. 1140 01:11:53,014 --> 01:11:54,816 -He won't. -We can. 1141 01:11:54,849 --> 01:11:56,951 -We will talk to the police. -No. Listen to me. 1142 01:11:56,984 --> 01:11:58,351 We can tell them. He told you! 1143 01:11:58,385 --> 01:11:59,754 No. He told me a story, 1144 01:11:59,787 --> 01:12:01,622 but he didn't tell me the real story, okay? 1145 01:12:01,656 --> 01:12:03,124 He didn't tell me the whole story. 1146 01:12:03,157 --> 01:12:04,826 He told me it was an accident. 1147 01:12:04,859 --> 01:12:06,459 -That's all. -Are we gonna leave him here 1148 01:12:06,493 --> 01:12:07,795 when people come over for Christmas tomorrow? 1149 01:12:07,829 --> 01:12:09,429 -Listen. Listen! -We are out of our depth. 1150 01:12:09,462 --> 01:12:11,999 Gretchen, please listen to me, okay? 1151 01:12:12,033 --> 01:12:15,368 I need this. I need to do this. 1152 01:12:15,402 --> 01:12:18,405 And I just need you to trust me, okay? 1153 01:12:18,438 --> 01:12:20,541 -Please. -Okay. 1154 01:12:20,575 --> 01:12:22,143 -Please stay with me. -Okay. Okay. Okay. 1155 01:12:22,176 --> 01:12:23,644 Of course I will. Okay. 1156 01:12:23,678 --> 01:12:26,047 Okay. Okay. 1157 01:12:26,914 --> 01:12:29,449 All right. Okay. 1158 01:12:29,482 --> 01:12:30,985 GRETCHEN: This is gonna be heavy as shit. 1159 01:12:31,018 --> 01:12:32,385 DARLENE: Yeah. I know. 1160 01:12:42,930 --> 01:12:46,167 GRETCHEN: I've done my best with what we have at hand, 1161 01:12:46,200 --> 01:12:49,670 but you're probably in a lot of pain. 1162 01:12:49,704 --> 01:12:51,172 His pulse is okay. 1163 01:12:51,205 --> 01:12:52,874 I don't think he's in shock. 1164 01:12:52,907 --> 01:12:55,877 JACK: [ Weakly ] H-How do you know? 1165 01:12:55,910 --> 01:12:59,046 E.R. nurse, recently retired. 1166 01:12:59,080 --> 01:13:00,615 JACK: Ah. 1167 01:13:03,851 --> 01:13:06,520 [ Groans weakly ] 1168 01:13:06,554 --> 01:13:07,588 Jack? 1169 01:13:10,758 --> 01:13:13,426 I'm gonna offer you a deal. 1170 01:13:14,028 --> 01:13:17,198 I am going to do what you asked. 1171 01:13:17,231 --> 01:13:19,466 I'll end this for you. 1172 01:13:21,535 --> 01:13:24,105 But I need you to do something for me. 1173 01:13:24,138 --> 01:13:25,907 Okay. 1174 01:13:25,940 --> 01:13:28,542 Tell me the real story. 1175 01:13:28,576 --> 01:13:29,844 I told you. 1176 01:13:29,877 --> 01:13:33,480 Jack...I need to hear it 1177 01:13:33,514 --> 01:13:36,751 as much as I know you need to tell it. 1178 01:13:36,784 --> 01:13:39,520 You're just recording this on her phone, aren't you? 1179 01:13:39,553 --> 01:13:41,589 You're gonna just -- You're gonna turn me in. 1180 01:13:41,622 --> 01:13:43,057 No. No, no, no. 1181 01:13:43,090 --> 01:13:45,960 Look. Look. Right here. 1182 01:13:45,993 --> 01:13:48,562 No calls to the cops, 1183 01:13:48,596 --> 01:13:53,034 no calls to family, no recordings. 1184 01:13:53,067 --> 01:13:55,636 Nothing, okay? 1185 01:13:56,604 --> 01:13:59,106 Shutting it off. 1186 01:13:59,140 --> 01:14:01,509 Putting it right down there. 1187 01:14:02,543 --> 01:14:03,577 That's it. 1188 01:14:04,011 --> 01:14:06,047 It's just us. 1189 01:14:08,082 --> 01:14:09,517 [ Grunts softly ] 1190 01:14:09,550 --> 01:14:12,053 You said you wanted me to understand. 1191 01:14:13,587 --> 01:14:17,525 But I want us both... to understand. 1192 01:14:17,558 --> 01:14:19,492 [ Wind whistling ] 1193 01:14:19,927 --> 01:14:22,830 So tell me what you did to Sally... 1194 01:14:23,898 --> 01:14:24,966 ...and why. 1195 01:14:24,999 --> 01:14:27,702 There is no why. 1196 01:14:28,769 --> 01:14:30,004 It just happened. 1197 01:14:30,037 --> 01:14:34,041 Even a storm builds from something. 1198 01:14:34,075 --> 01:14:37,745 It doesn't just come out of nowhere. 1199 01:14:38,713 --> 01:14:40,948 So, who's gonna tell her, huh? 1200 01:14:40,982 --> 01:14:45,052 Since honesty is always the best policy? 1201 01:14:45,086 --> 01:14:46,854 Sorry, Jack. 1202 01:14:46,887 --> 01:14:49,256 She knows all about us. 1203 01:14:49,290 --> 01:14:53,060 Do you think I would've made it 19 years without telling her? 1204 01:14:53,094 --> 01:14:55,096 GRETCHEN: Did you think I would judge her? 1205 01:14:55,129 --> 01:14:57,665 -How fucking sad are you? -Okay. 1206 01:14:57,698 --> 01:14:59,867 I would never, ever judge her. 1207 01:15:00,301 --> 01:15:01,602 Oh? 1208 01:15:01,635 --> 01:15:03,070 [ Chuckles weakly ] 1209 01:15:03,104 --> 01:15:05,873 Oh, so maybe there's another reason 1210 01:15:05,906 --> 01:15:07,608 you'll drop anything for Darlene. 1211 01:15:07,641 --> 01:15:10,311 I mean, believe me. I get it. 1212 01:15:10,344 --> 01:15:13,547 She is...enthralling. 1213 01:15:13,581 --> 01:15:15,950 And I remember you now. 1214 01:15:15,983 --> 01:15:17,885 You were Don Sullivan's wife, right? 1215 01:15:17,918 --> 01:15:19,954 His drunk wife. And no wonder. 1216 01:15:19,987 --> 01:15:21,756 I mean, having to live with that. 1217 01:15:21,789 --> 01:15:24,291 Making all those kids with a man, playing the good wife. 1218 01:15:24,325 --> 01:15:28,629 You never had a chance in this town, did you, baby? 1219 01:15:28,662 --> 01:15:29,964 -Huh? -DARLENE: Hey, listen. 1220 01:15:29,997 --> 01:15:31,632 Look at me. That was meant to scandalize me. 1221 01:15:31,665 --> 01:15:33,701 -It doesn't. -So you want to talk about why? 1222 01:15:33,734 --> 01:15:35,736 -Unconditional. -You want to talk about why? 1223 01:15:35,770 --> 01:15:39,040 So let's talk about why Sally got in my truck. 1224 01:15:39,073 --> 01:15:40,307 Okay. Tell me. 1225 01:15:40,341 --> 01:15:42,176 You were drunk all the time. 1226 01:15:42,209 --> 01:15:44,245 -Mm-hmm. -Ed had gone full ostrich. 1227 01:15:44,278 --> 01:15:45,846 He'd shut down. 1228 01:15:45,880 --> 01:15:48,049 If you hadn't been such a fucking mess, maybe -- 1229 01:15:48,082 --> 01:15:50,951 Okay. Great. That is a great place to start. 1230 01:15:50,985 --> 01:15:53,187 Okay. She got in your truck. 1231 01:15:53,220 --> 01:15:55,056 And then you told me 1232 01:15:55,089 --> 01:15:57,024 you suggested driving out to the lake. 1233 01:15:57,058 --> 01:15:58,259 You laid down a blanket, 1234 01:15:58,292 --> 01:15:59,827 and then she started talking about me. 1235 01:15:59,860 --> 01:16:02,196 -What did she say? -Darlene. 1236 01:16:02,229 --> 01:16:04,932 No. It's okay. 1237 01:16:04,965 --> 01:16:07,134 Can you remember her exact words? 1238 01:16:07,168 --> 01:16:08,335 JACK: Yeah, I do. 1239 01:16:08,369 --> 01:16:11,639 I do, actually. 1240 01:16:11,672 --> 01:16:14,075 I remember her saying, 1241 01:16:14,108 --> 01:16:17,244 "I wish you could see the woman that we see. 1242 01:16:18,345 --> 01:16:24,652 Maybe then she'd finally stop at just be her already." 1243 01:16:26,720 --> 01:16:30,691 I know you, Darlene, and I know what you need. 1244 01:16:30,724 --> 01:16:32,226 Jack, don't go down this road. 1245 01:16:32,259 --> 01:16:35,296 You've been practicing in your head all these years 1246 01:16:35,329 --> 01:16:38,666 what you'd do to whoever took Sally. 1247 01:16:38,699 --> 01:16:41,135 Now this is what you can do for her now. 1248 01:16:41,168 --> 01:16:43,637 I'm here, so do it. 1249 01:16:43,671 --> 01:16:46,774 Listen to me very carefully. 1250 01:16:46,807 --> 01:16:49,743 You tell me the full story -- and I mean everything -- 1251 01:16:49,777 --> 01:16:54,648 I mean every little detail -- and it's the gun. 1252 01:16:54,682 --> 01:16:58,853 But if you keep bobbing and weaving and dodging, 1253 01:16:58,886 --> 01:17:01,255 then I start making calls. 1254 01:17:01,288 --> 01:17:03,824 So it's completely up to you. 1255 01:17:03,858 --> 01:17:06,360 It's your choice. 1256 01:17:07,795 --> 01:17:10,397 You said you came here to help me. 1257 01:17:12,199 --> 01:17:14,268 This is what I need. 1258 01:17:15,169 --> 01:17:21,375 This is how I can finally say goodbye to Sally. 1259 01:17:23,043 --> 01:17:26,013 So h-help me. 1260 01:17:28,716 --> 01:17:31,152 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 1261 01:17:36,223 --> 01:17:40,060 Promise me you'll pull the trigger. 1262 01:17:43,497 --> 01:17:44,899 Yes. I promise. 1263 01:17:44,932 --> 01:17:48,269 I...I promise. 1264 01:17:52,206 --> 01:17:53,674 Okay. 1265 01:17:55,876 --> 01:17:57,444 Okay. 1266 01:18:01,148 --> 01:18:02,683 Okay. 1267 01:18:04,818 --> 01:18:06,987 Okay. [ Inhales sharply ] 1268 01:18:08,756 --> 01:18:10,991 Do you really believe... 1269 01:18:12,226 --> 01:18:16,430 ...that Sally wanted to kiss you? 1270 01:18:16,463 --> 01:18:18,832 [ Music continues ] 1271 01:18:20,467 --> 01:18:21,902 No. 1272 01:18:26,874 --> 01:18:29,276 But I thought it would be okay. 1273 01:18:31,278 --> 01:18:36,183 And do you really think... that she kissed you back? 1274 01:18:36,217 --> 01:18:37,952 She did. She did it first. 1275 01:18:37,985 --> 01:18:40,988 And I-I w-- I w-- Really, I wondered about that a lot. 1276 01:18:41,021 --> 01:18:42,489 You know, why did she do that? 1277 01:18:42,524 --> 01:18:44,124 Was it just, you know, instinct? 1278 01:18:44,158 --> 01:18:45,993 You know, someone -- someone kisses you 1279 01:18:46,026 --> 01:18:49,897 and you just -- you'd be -- you kiss them back. 1280 01:18:49,930 --> 01:18:52,866 DARLENE: Because she was so afraid. 1281 01:18:56,303 --> 01:18:58,939 What did she do next? 1282 01:19:00,307 --> 01:19:01,809 She'd, uh... 1283 01:19:03,578 --> 01:19:05,346 She taken off her jacket. 1284 01:19:05,379 --> 01:19:09,984 It was freakishly warm for December. 1285 01:19:10,017 --> 01:19:14,455 And she had on this... loose-fitting dress, 1286 01:19:14,488 --> 01:19:18,092 and I...I pulled it down. 1287 01:19:18,125 --> 01:19:20,094 And -- And -- And... 1288 01:19:20,961 --> 01:19:22,997 And I -- 1289 01:19:23,030 --> 01:19:27,001 She was laid out across the blanket and into the grass. 1290 01:19:28,369 --> 01:19:32,339 And then I-I was on top of her, and, uh... 1291 01:19:32,373 --> 01:19:33,907 and we... 1292 01:19:36,143 --> 01:19:37,545 You know... 1293 01:19:37,579 --> 01:19:39,246 DARLENE: No. 1294 01:19:40,247 --> 01:19:43,050 No, I don't know. 1295 01:19:43,083 --> 01:19:44,285 We had sex. 1296 01:19:44,318 --> 01:19:45,819 [ Exhales sharply ] 1297 01:19:56,930 --> 01:19:58,932 And then she started struggling and screaming, 1298 01:19:58,966 --> 01:20:02,936 and rather than wake me up, it made me tumble down. 1299 01:20:05,172 --> 01:20:07,408 I fought her. 1300 01:20:08,309 --> 01:20:11,378 And then I was trying to reason with her. 1301 01:20:11,412 --> 01:20:13,080 Lisa. 1302 01:20:13,648 --> 01:20:18,018 She kept fighting and punching, screaming. 1303 01:20:18,052 --> 01:20:21,922 So I-I put my hand over her mouth, 1304 01:20:21,955 --> 01:20:24,058 and I kept pushing and... 1305 01:20:25,092 --> 01:20:30,598 And I then I-I heard that...awful crack. 1306 01:20:30,632 --> 01:20:34,134 Her -- Her windpipe. 1307 01:20:35,235 --> 01:20:38,439 I didn't think I was pushing that hard. 1308 01:20:41,075 --> 01:20:43,511 It was a...It was a... 1309 01:20:43,545 --> 01:20:45,279 It was a-a bad day. 1310 01:20:45,312 --> 01:20:47,948 It was a bad, bad, bad, bad day. 1311 01:20:47,981 --> 01:20:49,416 DARLENE: [ Voice breaking ] Jack. 1312 01:20:50,150 --> 01:20:52,286 I didn't take her there to do that, Darlene. 1313 01:20:52,319 --> 01:20:56,190 I promise you I did not take her there to do that on purpose. 1314 01:20:56,223 --> 01:20:57,491 I didn't. 1315 01:21:00,127 --> 01:21:02,363 Where is my daughter? 1316 01:21:03,631 --> 01:21:06,534 [ Music continues ] 1317 01:21:06,568 --> 01:21:10,638 I buried her right there at that spot by the lake. 1318 01:21:27,154 --> 01:21:30,157 Why did you really kill her? 1319 01:21:31,458 --> 01:21:32,926 Why? 1320 01:21:34,562 --> 01:21:37,164 You could have stopped when she started screaming. 1321 01:21:37,197 --> 01:21:40,934 You could have stopped, but you didn't. 1322 01:21:42,302 --> 01:21:44,371 Why? Why did you go that far? 1323 01:21:44,405 --> 01:21:48,409 She'd -- She'd never looked at me like that before. 1324 01:21:51,211 --> 01:21:53,113 Such fear. 1325 01:21:53,147 --> 01:21:55,282 Everything changed. 1326 01:21:55,315 --> 01:21:57,585 I-I wasn't me anymore. 1327 01:21:57,619 --> 01:22:00,087 It was just -- It was like instinct. 1328 01:22:00,120 --> 01:22:01,623 I-I panicked. 1329 01:22:01,656 --> 01:22:04,258 I fucking panicked. 1330 01:22:04,291 --> 01:22:08,462 And I've been -- I've been fucking panicked ever since. 1331 01:22:14,602 --> 01:22:21,341 And you didn't...have sex with her, did you? 1332 01:22:27,214 --> 01:22:28,650 I... 1333 01:22:33,287 --> 01:22:35,222 ...raped her. 1334 01:22:39,460 --> 01:22:42,095 [ Music continues ] 1335 01:22:53,675 --> 01:22:55,743 I'll take my apology now. 1336 01:22:55,777 --> 01:22:59,246 [ Whimpering ] I'm s-so sorry, Darlene. 1337 01:22:59,279 --> 01:23:02,149 I am so, so sorry. 1338 01:23:02,182 --> 01:23:04,384 Sorry for what? 1339 01:23:14,662 --> 01:23:16,296 For... 1340 01:23:18,600 --> 01:23:25,239 For...raping and killing your daughter, Sally. 1341 01:23:27,074 --> 01:23:28,776 [ Exhales deeply ] 1342 01:23:28,810 --> 01:23:31,411 And for lying to you. 1343 01:23:36,183 --> 01:23:37,417 DARLENE: Thank you. 1344 01:23:37,451 --> 01:23:39,787 No. Thank -- Don't -- 1345 01:23:39,821 --> 01:23:41,288 Don't thank me. 1346 01:23:44,526 --> 01:23:46,794 [ Music continues ] 1347 01:23:46,828 --> 01:23:49,062 GRETCHEN: What are you gonna do? 1348 01:23:49,096 --> 01:23:50,832 What are you gonna do? 1349 01:23:50,865 --> 01:23:53,367 -It's okay. -It's not okay. 1350 01:23:53,400 --> 01:23:56,604 What -- What are you gonna do? 1351 01:23:57,639 --> 01:23:59,741 Oh, God. Oh, God. 1352 01:23:59,774 --> 01:24:01,609 Don't -- Aah! 1353 01:24:01,643 --> 01:24:03,443 Don't. Don't. Please don't. Don't. 1354 01:24:03,477 --> 01:24:05,078 Don't. Don't. Please don't. Please don't. Please don't. 1355 01:24:05,112 --> 01:24:07,281 [ Music continues ] 1356 01:24:13,120 --> 01:24:14,622 -[ Gunshots ] -GRETCHEN: [ Screams ] 1357 01:24:14,656 --> 01:24:17,859 DARLENE: [ Breathing heavily ] 1358 01:24:17,892 --> 01:24:19,661 JACK: No. No! 1359 01:24:19,694 --> 01:24:21,361 -Yes. -No! 1360 01:24:21,395 --> 01:24:23,698 GRETCHEN: Oh, thank you. Oh, Jesus, thank you. 1361 01:24:23,731 --> 01:24:26,734 But I...I told you everything! 1362 01:24:26,768 --> 01:24:28,570 I bared my soul! 1363 01:24:28,603 --> 01:24:29,704 Thank you! 1364 01:24:29,737 --> 01:24:32,740 Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God. 1365 01:24:33,373 --> 01:24:36,076 I don't owe you shit. 1366 01:24:47,254 --> 01:24:50,257 [ Whirring ] 1367 01:24:57,932 --> 01:24:59,567 [ Button clicks, whirring stops ] 1368 01:24:59,601 --> 01:25:01,168 JACK: Oh. 1369 01:25:01,201 --> 01:25:03,236 [ Tape rewinding ] 1370 01:25:07,341 --> 01:25:08,843 Oh, my God. 1371 01:25:08,876 --> 01:25:10,678 You taped over her singing. 1372 01:25:14,348 --> 01:25:15,917 I didn't have any other tapes. 1373 01:25:15,950 --> 01:25:17,317 JACK: Oh, Jesus. 1374 01:25:17,351 --> 01:25:19,252 Jesus, kid. 1375 01:25:21,556 --> 01:25:23,658 [ Button clicks ] 1376 01:25:25,526 --> 01:25:27,695 DARLENE: Sorry for what? 1377 01:25:29,229 --> 01:25:30,798 JACK: For... 1378 01:25:32,700 --> 01:25:40,440 For...raping and killing your daughter, Sally. 1379 01:25:41,208 --> 01:25:42,710 [ Button clicks ] 1380 01:25:42,744 --> 01:25:45,245 [ Music continues ] 1381 01:25:46,547 --> 01:25:49,651 You know, you kept saying I was smart. 1382 01:25:51,753 --> 01:25:54,254 I needed it all. 1383 01:25:54,287 --> 01:25:56,256 Just give me the gun, please. 1384 01:25:56,289 --> 01:25:58,191 Please. I'll do it. I'll do it. 1385 01:25:58,225 --> 01:25:59,594 Please. 1386 01:26:00,862 --> 01:26:02,496 All out of bullets... 1387 01:26:04,732 --> 01:26:05,933 ...kid. 1388 01:26:19,312 --> 01:26:21,582 [ Wind whistling softly ] 1389 01:26:27,622 --> 01:26:29,891 [ Down-tempo music plays ] 1390 01:26:32,426 --> 01:26:34,294 SALLY: I just wrote this one. 1391 01:26:35,295 --> 01:26:36,698 I mean, I wrote some words down. 1392 01:26:36,731 --> 01:26:38,265 It's not like a s-- I don't -- 1393 01:26:38,298 --> 01:26:40,935 I don't know if it's a song or anything. 1394 01:26:41,936 --> 01:26:43,336 Okay. 1395 01:26:43,370 --> 01:26:45,405 [ Music continues ] 1396 01:26:47,274 --> 01:26:51,813 ♪ Hold me closer ♪ 1397 01:26:53,848 --> 01:26:58,519 ♪ Hold my hand a little tighter ♪ 1398 01:26:58,553 --> 01:27:01,254 [ Sirens wailing in distance ] 1399 01:27:01,288 --> 01:27:03,356 ♪ Don't let me go ♪ 1400 01:27:03,390 --> 01:27:07,394 ♪ Let me just follow ♪ 1401 01:27:09,496 --> 01:27:15,036 ♪ I look away now ♪ 1402 01:27:15,069 --> 01:27:21,743 ♪ 'Cause you always leave somehow ♪ 1403 01:27:21,776 --> 01:27:25,278 ♪ But I'll stay ♪ 1404 01:27:25,312 --> 01:27:27,648 ♪ And wait ♪ 1405 01:27:30,017 --> 01:27:33,755 ♪ Till you come back ♪ 1406 01:27:33,788 --> 01:27:36,524 [ Music continues ] 1407 01:27:36,557 --> 01:27:39,594 [ Sirens wailing in distance ] 1408 01:27:44,632 --> 01:27:48,536 Do you see now... what a total badass you are? 1409 01:27:48,569 --> 01:27:50,705 Because I don't think I could possibly 1410 01:27:50,738 --> 01:27:52,507 come up with a more convincing argument. 1411 01:27:52,540 --> 01:27:54,441 Hey, I'm not arguing. 1412 01:27:56,811 --> 01:28:00,615 Besides, you were with me, right beside me the whole time. 1413 01:28:00,648 --> 01:28:02,083 Always. 1414 01:28:02,116 --> 01:28:04,317 Always. 1415 01:28:04,351 --> 01:28:05,953 Gretch. 1416 01:28:10,357 --> 01:28:12,693 Do you think he gives a shit about any of it? 1417 01:28:12,727 --> 01:28:15,395 Lisa? You? 1418 01:28:18,666 --> 01:28:20,768 I don't have the answer to that. 1419 01:28:28,042 --> 01:28:30,678 [ Exhales deeply ] That girl. 1420 01:28:35,950 --> 01:28:38,786 I was so lucky. 1421 01:28:45,927 --> 01:28:48,896 [ Music continues ] 1422 01:28:53,634 --> 01:28:56,070 [ Sirens wailing ] 1423 01:29:02,475 --> 01:29:07,849 ♪ Should auld acquaintance be forgot ♪ 1424 01:29:07,882 --> 01:29:12,820 ♪ And never brought to mind? ♪ 1425 01:29:12,854 --> 01:29:18,059 ♪ Should auld acquaintance be forgot ♪ 1426 01:29:18,092 --> 01:29:23,030 ♪ And auld lang syne ♪ 1427 01:29:23,064 --> 01:29:28,536 ♪ For auld lang syne, my dear ♪ 1428 01:29:28,569 --> 01:29:33,608 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1429 01:29:33,641 --> 01:29:38,746 ♪ We'll take a cup of kindness yet ♪ 1430 01:29:38,779 --> 01:29:43,951 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1431 01:29:43,985 --> 01:29:49,123 ♪ We two have run around the slopes ♪ 1432 01:29:49,156 --> 01:29:54,061 ♪ And pulled the daisies fine ♪ 1433 01:29:54,095 --> 01:29:59,432 ♪ We've wandered many a weary foot ♪ 1434 01:29:59,466 --> 01:30:04,538 ♪ Since auld lang syne ♪ 1435 01:30:04,572 --> 01:30:09,810 ♪ For auld lang syne, my dear ♪ 1436 01:30:09,844 --> 01:30:14,782 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1437 01:30:14,815 --> 01:30:19,887 ♪ We'll take a cup of kindness yet ♪ 1438 01:30:19,921 --> 01:30:25,159 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1439 01:30:25,192 --> 01:30:30,531 ♪ Now we have paddled 'round the stream ♪ 1440 01:30:30,564 --> 01:30:35,236 ♪ From morning till the night ♪ 1441 01:30:35,269 --> 01:30:40,675 ♪ But seas between us both have roared ♪ 1442 01:30:40,708 --> 01:30:45,780 ♪ Since auld lang syne ♪ 1443 01:30:45,813 --> 01:30:50,985 ♪ For auld lang syne, my dear ♪ 1444 01:30:51,018 --> 01:30:56,090 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1445 01:30:56,123 --> 01:31:01,162 ♪ We'll take a cup of kindness yet ♪ 1446 01:31:01,195 --> 01:31:06,567 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1447 01:31:06,600 --> 01:31:11,706 ♪ So here's a hand, my trusty friend ♪ 1448 01:31:11,739 --> 01:31:16,777 ♪ Now put your hand in mine ♪ 1449 01:31:16,811 --> 01:31:21,916 ♪ We'll drink to all the time we shared ♪ 1450 01:31:21,949 --> 01:31:26,988 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1451 01:31:27,021 --> 01:31:32,193 ♪ For auld lang syne, my dear ♪ 1452 01:31:32,226 --> 01:31:37,531 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1453 01:31:37,565 --> 01:31:42,636 ♪ We'll take a cup of kindness yet ♪ 1454 01:31:42,670 --> 01:31:47,708 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1455 01:31:47,742 --> 01:31:52,947 ♪ For auld lang syne, my dear ♪ 1456 01:31:52,980 --> 01:31:58,052 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1457 01:31:58,085 --> 01:32:03,124 ♪ We'll take a cup of kindness yet ♪ 1458 01:32:03,157 --> 01:32:08,562 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 1459 01:32:08,596 --> 01:32:13,334 ♪ We'll take a cup of kindness yet ♪ 1460 01:32:13,367 --> 01:32:18,806 ♪ For auld lang syne ♪ 99949