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Wait, wait.

Don't walk away.

see

Life.

Way.

I'm hungry.

try

Tickets we tried.

You're wasting your money.

Come on.

I want, I want, I did little man.

It's gonna care.

What does that mean?

What you just did.

No underhand, but that other kid did it.

You can read catcher.

You got two more tickets.

Hey, man.

And one for your girlfriend.

I saw you walk up fun.

That's not my girlfriend.

This is my sister friend, you know.

I got another one investing it again.

I'm not supposed to,

but I don't know.

Damn disappoint.

Just started doing here, says this dumb ass carnival.

After my friend leaves, I mean.

I close up at 11.

I got some weed in my car.

Hell yeah.

For one thing, really.

Damn, damn cheap.

Lucky, lucky.

Mother fucker right now.

Okay.

I'll sit down.

We'll see in an hour.

There you are.

I haven't thought much beyond this tape.

OK.

I don't know what's going to happen to you.

Hope.

What should happen to you ohh come night sick to death,

wondering and hoping.

Hoping that whatever troubles you is over

and that if there is a God in heaven that you're just a regular girl with.

Regular problems and regular pain.

And then you stop wanting things you shouldn't want married

and that your heart.

Has a chance.

I knew that's how it would end.

Hope you get better.

Maybe he's right.

Maybe I should pray that I wake up one day,

finally build a maze around me.

Don't say that.

He's wrong.

He's wrong.

What happened to your dad?

Never say anything.

Nothing good.

Just waste.

Except my case.

I gave him the tape.

Just give me a couple minutes.

Testing.

Testing.

Ohh yeah.

Just like that.

Will you?

You're good.

The world in the spring.

Another skateboard limited.

Don't you love the smell of black rubber?

Maybe not.

Fire taste.

Some people never get used to it,

don't really understand.

What's wrong?

That's the place listed on his licence, but the lights are on.

I'm going to go back and see if anyone there.

Put on you.

I cleaned up me and wipes in the car.

You can take them if you want.

I'll see what I can do in the yard.

Hungry.

Are you okay?

YouTube.

Blank.

Okay, we didn't know.

Hey, we didn't know, OK?

I mean.

Come on, let's go.

Only there did civilization arise.

No, it's not my intention to give a history lesson,

but I believe it's important to remind ourselves that.

There wasn't a car seat, Mary.

You wearing wedding ring?

She feels something needs.

We murder people, we steal their stuff.

We move the fuck on.

We realise that we don't even see.

We're even talking about it like this.

We gotta do this.

We have to do it.

Talking about the future.

Talking about being in front of yourself, you don't have that.

Too much?

Well, we got.

6070 years for this.

How dare you make this harder?

Mary, what do I what am I supposed to do?

How do I get you out of what am I supposed to say right now?

Just driving.

You're dreaming.

We're almost there.

Do you have a telephone book I'm outside missing?

I'm looking for someone in Bagley.

Just for the county, sweetie.

Thanks.

There.

I'll probably

stay here.

Excuse me, are you Barbara Kearns?

Wait, wait.

Mr Mr.

I'm Erin Hurley.

Mary.

I've travelled a very long way.

Allie didn't marry.

Yeah, we wondered.

Ohh.

My husband.

He died years ago.

Throat cancer.

Sorry.

Sorry to surprise you like this.

He didn't know your daughter had a child, I guess.

No.

Now when she wanted to get married.

We didn't agree.

So it drove her away, yeah.

Where did she meet my dad?

He didn't say.

He wouldn't say anything about her.

Ohh.

They met in college found in Mankato.

She finished two years before he talked during the leaving.

Have you tried you here?

Is he outside?

No.

Is Maryland.

Does he know where you're here?

Yeah.

He let me know where to find you.

So you haven't run away.

My dad thinks that I'm old enough to live on my own.

Ohh uh huh.

Well, if you're looking for a home with your mother.

Ohh.

I'm sorry to tell you.

That she she is no longer with us.

What?

When?

It's a lot of years now and it's nothing I want to tell you about.

I hope you can respect that.

Well, I'm her daughter.

Yeah, makes sense now why she came back so bereaved.

That's the word.

And she wouldn't tell us anything either.

Ohh did so much hiding in one family.

I'm sorry you had to be the child of it all.

Wait, what?

What was she like as a child?

Ohh, she was your only child.

Well, not even ours.

Bob and I never could have babies of our own.

That we heard about Janelle.

She's been left behind a sheriff's station in Bemidji.

Was on the paper.

Yeah.

You know anything about her biological parents?

Yeah, nothing except what they did to their baby.

I mean, she could have froze.

Now it's it's cold here all the time.

My mother, you can, you know, take those photos if you want them.

She ever hurt anyone?

What kind of question is there?

I thought she did.

No, she did.

I don't know what you had to do to cover it up,

or how much pain it caused you.

Stop this at once.

Look, you're never going to see me again, OK?

You may not be your family by blood.

I am and I need to know.

So please, this is Kern's please and ask her yourself.

How?

Look,

I don't know you.

You've got to understand.

I don't know what you wanted coming up here.

And I hope you mean what you say about never coming back here.

I know that sounds.

Cold.

But I I I want to be clear with you.

I told you she was no longer with us.

But she's she's not she's not dead.

She's living in a town called Fergus Falls,

in a state hospital there, and we didn't put her there,

if that's what you're saying.

She signed her own papers.

Okay.

Here.

My mother's here.

I'm coming.

His parents?

His daughter.

I sure did expect this when I woke up this morning.

She dangerous.

Been many years since that was a concern.

Why was it everyone aggression towards staff self

harm

but long ago?

It's possible she won't understand you are.

She just took her morning meds, so she may nod off anyhow.

We'll see.

There's someone here to see you, Miss Kearns.

A surprise.

A wonderful surprise.

It's a mirror.

I'm Aaron.

Can't she speak?

It's the medication.

Curves.

I didn't come with Dad.

I didn't come with Dad, just came by myself.

Should I give you the letter of his parents?

I fetched it all the way up.

She wrote this about 15 years ago now.

Must be.

Kept it safe and her family out there in case.

She knew I'd come.

I'll wait right over here.

Aaron,

if a day comes when you show up here,

I'll know it's because your father broke his promise,

told you something about me.

I don't know why.

He didn't know what I was when we married,

but he figured it out by the time I had shoot.

I promised I would never hurt either of you,

but how could we be sure?

It wasn't easy to leave.

I loved you both so much.

I thought about ending my life,

but I wanted to be here in case you ever did come.

All I ever wanted in this world was love.

I've tried, believed, but we can't have it as we are.

All we can have is a little space with bars or a door that locks.

I'm sorry for that little early.

For all the things I didn't do for you,

and for the one thing I still can the world of love wants no monsters in it.

So let me help you out of it.

now

Sorry.

She's one of us.

She's one of us, but she's fucking nuts.

She ate her own fucking hand.

Yeah, she said she wanted to be mom.

She could have stayed.

She could have told me what I needed to know.

But all this fucking know different is would have been

if I had one person on my side, one person to talk to.

You know, I wouldn't have done it.

Maybe probably half of what I fucking done.

Fuck her.

Fuck you.

She stays.

She might have hurt you,

married, or worse, you might not even be here right now.

Trust me, I know what I'm talking about with this stuff.

This is better than what I went through.

Please just stop fucking talking.

You're pissed off and you're scared and feel alone.

You don't do that.

All that's fine.

If you wanna go out yourself with that, I can't stop you.

But don't come with me.

You slays throughly.

He had a wife, kids.

I think he got used to being locked up and invisible and alone.

Now you're out in the world and you're seeing yourself for the first time

and it's freaking you out.

And you know what?

It's fucking me up too.

Okay.

I feel like I'm seeing myself too.

That's how this works.

How well works.

This, whatever this is.

o

Stop.

You're wrong.

You're wrong.

What about which are wrong?

I can't be around you anymore.

I can't think.

We don't have many options, Marian.

Either you eat you off yourself or you lock yourself up like her in there.

What's it gonna be?

Why can't you let me have this?

No.

I'm not gonna be her.

I'm not going to be her.

You can decide now,

and I'm deciding that right fucking now.

I'm just getting gas.

We have the money.

Beautiful, beautiful brown eyes.

Beautiful, beautiful man.

Beautiful, beautiful life.

I'll never love blue eyes again.

Hey, I need you.

I have to sell solar now.

You missed it.

It worked out.

I hardly believe it.

You've been following me since Frederick.

I know it seems crazy to me too.

I I just I didn't know what else to do.

Why?

Sorry.

Will be called this week.

We didn't have a chance to say our goodbyes.

When I've been worrying on you on your own as you are.

Why not say hello earlier than ohh no no miss you.

I don't.

I don't interrupt.

That's bad manners.

And you're with a friend and where where did he go now?

I I saw him.

Took off out of here fast.

Is he your new boyfriend?

Is he still here or just a hobo you're hanging around with?

I'm just a friend.

Ohh, just a friend.

Maybe he didn't get that telegram.

He won't of us.

Follow your nose or he follow his.

Both.

Thanks for showing me how.

Hey, captain bugs.

Well, life's never Dolly was sully.

What do you say?

What do you say you want to?

Take a ride and solid for a bit.

It's weird that you've been following me.

It's only been a couple of weeks.

Life will get weird, I promise.

I promise.

I like.

I like that.

Our talk.

It's a hard and Lonesome Rd for us, isn't it?

So it's no sense of making it lonelier.

Don't have to.

A girl.

I know about my daughter's age, if I have one.

That what this is.

How do you like that?

Sully.

Not trying to upset you.

No, you drove a long way.

I don't feel comfortable with this.

You never fit with someone before.

I have.

She's gotta go both ways.

You doing like silly.

Why do you say your name?

Like you're two different people?

You don't like me?

No, I don't trust you.

Doesn't matter if I'm right or if I'm wrong about that.

Just matters that I feel it.

You're not getting in.

Not getting in.

Fuck you.

Then.

Fuck you, Missy.

You dumb cunt.

Ohh.

Are dried off.

Next to you.

I've never done that with anyone.

And one before.

That means something.

And dried off next.

Thanks.

Alright.

yeah

I love you.

Man.

Hey idiot, how are you doing?

It's too late to call.

Sounds weird.

I'm driving home, actually.

Maybe you're not gonna be there super late, but yeah, I'll get there.

I can, yeah.

Me too.

Hey, what do you think about hitting the Kingdom when I'm back?

Going for a drive or something, huh?

Are you crying?

All right.

Are you in trouble?

Ohh.

I'm driving home.

I'm good.

Not your mom.

Shaking.

Sure.

I'm here, doctor forth, and I need more if you.

American, please, friend.

Meet you at your aunt's house a couple of months back.

I remember.

You know, I wanted to say hi then, but.

Do you know where he is?

He was in my house house for a while,

but my mom wouldn't leave him alone,

so he took his tent and moved out to the lake.

Which like.

Land between the lakes is the State Park down 641.

He comes into town when he wants to and he's just.

Going through something I guess.

I asked him about you and he just said that you want another way.

I wonder why he's been staying.

I guess he was hoping they would show up.

No, I don't know about that.

I don't know if you'd actually want to see me.

To be honest, I know he was trying to get back to you though.

He said that.

God, he's an asshole now.

Why is he even like this?

I tell him.

No one even remembers all this stuff with the cops anymore.

Three stupid days and lemon go.

This is about your dad.

He didn't tell you?

Our dad's in trunk was so drunk that he pissed on a wall kind of guy.

Have you got at least face a couple of times when Lee would,

you know, try to calm down?

And the day he left, he wound up hitting Lee.

And when I try to break him up, he hit me too.

He just lost it and he told me to call the cops.

And when our dad ripped the phone out of the wall,

we got him in a headlock.

He told me to run into town.

When I got back with the cops, Lee was pretty beat up

and Dad's car was gone and Lee told him that he took off,

but there was blood only,

so I had to put him in a hole in cells so they could test it.

And.

For a minute there,

everyone was like Lee killed and Lee killed him,

but it was all Lee's blood.

It was all bullshit.

They had to let him go

and that was four years ago and he's been out of town

for 3 1/2 of them.

It's not fair.

It's not fair.

Here please.

You should really use it just get lost.

Where you wanna go?

I don't know anywhere W let's go West.

very

I'd rather get selling parts.

Tell you what, you make me get offer ourselves here right now.

Now it out here.

What?

Look around, man.

You can get home.

Now.

Never changes, remains.

Never been quite the same.

Hearing our breathing.

Call.

Rise and fall.

We do go someplace else.

Watching me read, yeah.

Well, you should know after this amount of books.

Bookstore.

And stop on the way back in Omaha.

By the way, those guys were saying we should have two days of water with us

because the engine gives out.

Because you have to wait on the ride.

We should get some new wheels as soon as we can.

Wish we could save it.

And I have a van anyway.

Killer had driving that truck, wanted to kiss in that truck.

I know they kissed before you, Mr Kentucky.

I sing to my girl on that truck.

Kayla told me about.

What happened with your dad?

Didn't know what happened.

He sounds like you.

Fucking asshole.

Ohh.

Ohh, thought this stuff out like you do.

Your killer said that he.

And he hate you both would do that.

He left.

That's true.

Sorry.

Get the cops.

She did.

Name left.

I don't know.

I don't really believe that.

It must have been a lot of 1 on you

from the cops bring you wouldn't know where he came from here.

Jeremy Corbyn has teeth.

This is the first time I ever saw someone.

What happened after that?

Wait.

You can tell me.

Yeah.

Passed out.

Goodnight fucking.

Mark and

Ashton, Astro over his head.

Dragged his fucking body into his car.

Train in the car.

And I drove to this bar about a mile outside of town

that I knew was abandoned.

How long was he in the barn?

Three days.

I think, yeah.

Three days.

I don't take the shit out of him too, everywhere

except his nostrils so I can breathe.

Finally come back and just.

This is sound.

He was making some noise and breathing.

You know what's gonna happen?

did

I am right the fuck up.

Not fighting?

Great.

Mother fucker.

I would kill myself with Kayla.

I should have.

Don't stop.

I would have done the same thing.

I would have done the same thing.

I've done it in my way, but I would have done.

You protect the people that you love.

Now take a look at first.

Oh, I think is that I love you.

Where do we go next?

Anywhere.

Let's drive back.

Until the truck gives out somewhere.

and

Stay.

You get a place, jobs.

You're like people do.

You want to be people.

Let's be people.

Yeah.

Let's be them for a while.

Here in an arbour now,

Ann Arbour Marian got a job at the university at bookstore,

so right near campus.

What did you say?

Yeah, maybe you forgot long enough.

Hey, Kayla says hi.

Just come up.

We

I brought your.

I will take my hand away.

And you're not going to scrape.

Because so is a friend.

So we don't scream to friends.

Where's York?

Where's your cutie pie?

I saw him.

I saw him walk out of here half an hour ago.

I saw this for Sally.

Ever

since I drove away from you.

Ohh then Minnesota.

Not much felt right.

What does that mean?

It may.

It made.

It it means unfinished business.

Sorry.

Me and Lee.

We're together now.

That's the business I'm talking about.

I don't mind.

I don't.

I don't mind if you don't like Sully.

What I mind

is how much you know about him in that little heavy ocean.

You didn't think I'd tell anyone, right?

We would believe me.

You're the one who told me.

You don't kill any.

You don't kill, right?

You told me that, silly.

You know, I told.

I used to try and tell people the truth, you know?

They never took me serious.

I just wanted to be, just wanted to be with someone who understood.

You know what I mean?

Do.

You'll never get sick of yourself.

Sorry, just wants to sleep at night.

That's all.

Sorry, just wants to sleep.

Save it all.

Stop calling yourself silly.

Ohh.

Google.

Ohh.

Yes.

What?

Ohh.

yeah

That's an argument only followed you.

As normal people action here.

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