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i took the um

i took the um

i took the um about the government's

about the government's

about the government's um advice

um advice

um advice to

to

to to um

to um

to um um

um

um [Music]

[Music]

[Music] what do you call it

what do you call it

what do you call it uh

as a ceramicist because

as a ceramicist because

as a ceramicist because it's no longer um

it's no longer um

it's no longer um viable to be a to be a musician

viable to be a to be a musician

viable to be a to be a musician a touring a touring artist

a touring a touring artist

a touring a touring artist so i much to my manager's

so i much to my manager's

so i much to my manager's horror

horror

horror i've now retrained as a ceramicist

i've now retrained as a ceramicist

i've now retrained as a ceramicist these are staffordshire sculptures

original

original

original ones

with a flat back

yeah you know they're just trinkers

yeah you know they're just trinkers

yeah you know they're just trinkers they're basically assembly and they're

they're basically assembly and they're

they're basically assembly and they're made by children really yeah basically

made by children really yeah basically

made by children really yeah basically children on assembly lines in the

children on assembly lines in the

children on assembly lines in the victorian era

victorian era

victorian era uh small hands and

uh small hands and

uh small hands and [Music]

[Music]

[Music] that one there

that one there

that one there that one up there was the first one

that one up there was the first one

that one up there was the first one which

which

which was

was

was a saint boiling in oil yeah right but

a saint boiling in oil yeah right but

a saint boiling in oil yeah right but the glaze was all wrong and we couldn't

the glaze was all wrong and we couldn't

the glaze was all wrong and we couldn't get the we didn't know what colors it

get the we didn't know what colors it

get the we didn't know what colors it was going to be

was going to be

was going to be uh

uh

uh that wasn't very successful that i felt

that wasn't very successful that i felt

that wasn't very successful that i felt a little bit like um this is

a little bit like um this is

a little bit like um this is not as easy as it looks

not as easy as it looks

not as easy as it looks yeah

yeah

yeah yeah

yeah

yeah that's the original drawer you know

that's the original drawer you know

that's the original drawer you know that's

that's

that's yeah that was the original drawing is

yeah that was the original drawing is

yeah that was the original drawing is that next drawing yeah that's what i

that next drawing yeah that's what i

that next drawing yeah that's what i wanted to make

wanted to make

wanted to make like it was just a saint boiling an oil

like it was just a saint boiling an oil

like it was just a saint boiling an oil right yeah yeah

right yeah yeah

right yeah yeah anyway

anyway

anyway should we just start doing that yeah

should we just start doing that yeah

should we just start doing that yeah just take us on a tour of the life of

just take us on a tour of the life of

just take us on a tour of the life of the devil from birth

well i i can

well i i can

well i i can okay so

okay so

okay so so

basically we're telling it's telling a

basically we're telling it's telling a

basically we're telling it's telling a story in 18

story in 18

story in 18 uh figurines

uh figurines

uh figurines of the story of uh the devil

of the story of uh the devil

of the story of uh the devil um this one is just a resin

um this one is just a resin

um this one is just a resin one none of these have been

one none of these have been

one none of these have been um

um

um glazed

glazed

glazed that is the devil

that is the devil

that is the devil um

there's a baby

there's a baby

there's a baby it's called the devil awakens

nestled in this foal here

this is the devil inherits

this is the devil inherits

this is the devil inherits the world

the world

the world and he's now a boy

this is the devil now

this is the devil now

this is the devil now as a child and he's with a little monkey

as a child and he's with a little monkey

as a child and he's with a little monkey there

there

there a little brown monkey

this one is the devil with a with a

this one is the devil with a with a

this one is the devil with a with a sailor

so this one is the devil's first

love

so he's growing up

so he's growing up

so he's growing up and doing bold

and doing bold

and doing bold dangerous things

the devil now goes to war

the devil now goes to war

the devil now goes to war this is called the devil rides to war

and these little rabbits you see here

and these little rabbits you see here

and these little rabbits you see here these rabbits will all be gilded

these rabbits will all be gilded

these rabbits will all be gilded gold gilded rabbits

gold gilded rabbits

gold gilded rabbits he's a young man

he's a young man off to war yeah

so this is the devil returns from the

so this is the devil returns from the

so this is the devil returns from the wall

he's now a different

he's now a different

he's now a different person his horns are

person his horns are

person his horns are a bigger

a bigger

a bigger and he's he's coming back from war

and he's he's coming back from war

and he's he's coming back from war covered in medals

covered in medals

covered in medals um

um

um emboldened

emboldened

emboldened and made powerful by the experience of

and made powerful by the experience of

and made powerful by the experience of war

war

war walking through a field of

walking through a field of

walking through a field of skulls

here is the devil takes a wife

here is the devil takes a wife

here is the devil takes a wife she's holding the little rabbit the

she's holding the little rabbit the

she's holding the little rabbit the rabbit's feature

rabbit's feature

rabbit's feature every now and then

every now and then

every now and then naked

okay then

okay then

okay then [Music]

um then the devil

um then the devil

um then the devil this is the devil who kills his first

this is the devil who kills his first

this is the devil who kills his first child

and there's the devil

and there's the devil

and there's the devil sacrificing a child

so the devil is now

so the devil is now

so the devil is now has separated himself from the world

has separated himself from the world

has separated himself from the world through um

through his transgressions and here is

through his transgressions and here is

through his transgressions and here is here is the uh

here is the uh

here is the uh the world operating as normal

the world operating as normal

the world operating as normal rabbits

rabbits

rabbits children

children

children [Music]

[Music]

[Music] life goes on

life goes on

life goes on and he is contemplating

and he is contemplating

and he is contemplating the world

the world

the world this is the devil

this is the devil

this is the devil in remorse

for his

um

he is alone and separated from the world

he is alone and separated from the world

he is alone and separated from the world and

and

and kneeling in a pile of skulls

the devil has grown old

the devil has grown old

the devil has grown old and

and

and this is the devil's last dance

this is that called the devil uh bleeds

this is that called the devil uh bleeds

this is that called the devil uh bleeds to death

to death

to death and he's dying and he's dying in the

and he's dying and he's dying in the

and he's dying and he's dying in the arms of um

arms of um

arms of um [Music]

[Music]

[Music] two sailors

two sailors

two sailors um who are holding him as he bleeds out

um who are holding him as he bleeds out

um who are holding him as he bleeds out down the blood we'll all run down here

down the blood we'll all run down here

down the blood we'll all run down here into a big lake into a lake at the front

into a big lake into a lake at the front

into a big lake into a lake at the front of his blood where these two white swans

of his blood where these two white swans

of his blood where these two white swans um

um

um whatever swans do

whatever swans do

whatever swans do two sort of goat-like things and two

two sort of goat-like things and two

two sort of goat-like things and two women holding torches

and this is the final

this is the final one so it's only a

this is the final one so it's only a

this is the final one so it's only a resin mold so it's not

resin mold so it's not

resin mold so it's not it's going to be very beautiful this one

this is the devil

this is the devil

this is the devil essentially dumped somewhere his body

essentially dumped somewhere his body

essentially dumped somewhere his body left to die and rot

left to die and rot

left to die and rot um and a child is kneeling

um and a child is kneeling

um and a child is kneeling uh down

uh down

uh down uh

uh

uh and presenting its hand as a gesture of

and presenting its hand as a gesture of

and presenting its hand as a gesture of forgiveness to the devil

forgiveness to the devil

forgiveness to the devil [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's going to be very very beautiful

it's going to be very very beautiful

it's going to be very very beautiful that one that's called the devil

that one that's called the devil

that one that's called the devil forgiven

forgiven

forgiven [Laughter]

[Laughter]

[Laughter] [Music]

[Music]

[Music] once there was a song the song yearned

once there was a song the song yearned

once there was a song the song yearned to be sung

to be sung

to be sung it was a spinning song about the king of

it was a spinning song about the king of

it was a spinning song about the king of rock and roll

rock and roll

rock and roll [Music]

the king was first a young prince the

the king was first a young prince the

the king was first a young prince the prince was the best

prince was the best

prince was the best with his black jelly hair he crashed

with his black jelly hair he crashed

with his black jelly hair he crashed onto a stage in vegas

onto a stage in vegas

onto a stage in vegas [Music]

the king had a queen the queen's hair

the king had a queen the queen's hair

the king had a queen the queen's hair was a stairway

was a stairway

was a stairway she tended the castle garden and in the

she tended the castle garden and in the

she tended the castle garden and in the garden planted a tree

garden planted a tree

garden planted a tree [Music]

the garden tree was a stairway

the garden tree was a stairway

the garden tree was a stairway it was 16 branches high

it was 16 branches high

it was 16 branches high on the top branch was a nest

on the top branch was a nest

on the top branch was a nest seeing the high

seeing the high

seeing the high nest

nest

nest [Music]

in the nest there was a bird the bird

in the nest there was a bird the bird

in the nest there was a bird the bird had a wing a wing had a feather spin the

had a wing a wing had a feather spin the

had a wing a wing had a feather spin the feather and sing the wind

feather and sing the wind

feather and sing the wind [Music]

[Music]

[Music] the king in time died

the king in time died

the king in time died queen's heart broke like a vow

queen's heart broke like a vow

queen's heart broke like a vow the tree returned to the earth

the tree returned to the earth

the tree returned to the earth with the nest in the bird

with the nest in the bird

with the nest in the bird [Music]

[Music]

[Music] but the feather spun upward

but the feather spun upward

but the feather spun upward upward and upward

upward and upward

upward and upward spinning all the weather vans and you're

spinning all the weather vans and you're

spinning all the weather vans and you're sitting at the kitchen table

sitting at the kitchen table

sitting at the kitchen table listening to the radio

listening to the radio

listening to the radio [Music]

and i love you

and i love you

and i love you

and i love you

and i love you

and i love you [Music]

[Music]

[Music] and i love you

and i love you

and i love you

and i love you

and i love you [Music]

peace

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] time will come

[Music]

peace

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Music]

[Music]

foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]

the bright horses are broken free from

the bright horses are broken free from

the bright horses are broken free from the fields

they are horses of love

they are horses of love

they are horses of love their means full of

they are part in the cities

they are part in the cities

they are part in the cities those bright burning horses

and everyone is hiding

and everyone is hiding

and everyone is hiding no one makes us out

and i'm by your side

and i'm by your side

and i'm by your side and i'm holding your hand

bright horses of wonder springing

bright horses of wonder springing

bright horses of wonder springing from

from

from [Music]

[Music]

[Music] and everyone has a heart and it's

and everyone has a heart and it's

and everyone has a heart and it's calling for something

and we are all so sick and tired

and we are all so sick and tired

and we are all so sick and tired of things as they are

horses are just horses

horses are just horses

horses are just horses and they're means unfull of fire

and the fields are just fields

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] there's no shortage of tyrants

there's no shortage of tyrants

there's no shortage of tyrants and no shot at your fools

and the little

and the little

and the little white shape dancing

white shape dancing

white shape dancing and the end of the hole

and the end of the hole

and the end of the hole is just a wish

is just a wish

is just a wish that time

that time

that time can't dissolve

can't dissolve

can't dissolve at all

oh

[Music]

oh

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] this world is plain to see

this world is plain to see

this world is plain to see [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it don't mean we can't believe

it don't mean we can't believe

it don't mean we can't believe in something

in something

in something and anyway

and anyway

and anyway my baby's coming back now

my baby's coming back now

my baby's coming back now on the next train

and i can hear the whistle blowing

and i can hear the whistle blowing

and i can hear the whistle blowing i can hear the mighty roar

i can hear the mighty roar

i can hear the mighty roar can feel the horses prancing in the

can feel the horses prancing in the

can feel the horses prancing in the postures of the lord

postures of the lord

postures of the lord oh that train is a-coming

oh that train is a-coming

oh that train is a-coming and i'm standing here to see and it's

and i'm standing here to see and it's

and i'm standing here to see and it's bringing my baby right back to me

well there are some things

well there are some things

well there are some things too hard to explain

too hard to explain

too hard to explain but my baby's coming home now

but my baby's coming home now

but my baby's coming home now on my father

on my father

on my father [Music]

[Music]

um um

um um

um um [Music]

[Music]

you

[Music]

foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]

[Music]

[Music] this world is beautiful

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] the stars

the stars

the stars [Music]

[Music]

[Music] i love them right from the start

world so beautiful

and i keep it

in my heart

ghost in dances

ghost in dances

ghost in dances [Music]

[Music]

[Music] dancing

dancing

dancing and dance

[Music]

slowly

[Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] dancing

[Music]

here we go

um

[Music]

[Music]

[Music]

there goes the moonlet man

there goes the moonlet man

there goes the moonlet man [Music]

[Music]

[Music] got a suitcase in his hand

got a suitcase in his hand

got a suitcase in his hand [Music]

[Music]

[Music] he's moving on down the road

things tend to fall apart

starting

starting

starting with his heart

he kisses you lightly and he leaves

he kisses you lightly and he leaves

he kisses you lightly and he leaves [Music]

[Music]

[Music] leaves your sleeping body

leaves your sleeping body

leaves your sleeping body [Music]

[Music]

[Music] and dreaming

around your smile

around your smile

around your smile [Music]

your smile

well the three bears watch the tv

well the three bears watch the tv

well the three bears watch the tv [Music]

the ages after more lord

the ages after more lord

the ages after more lord [Music]

[Music]

[Music] mama bear holds the remote

mama bear holds the remote

mama bear holds the remote papa bear

papa bear

papa bear just floats in

just floats in

just floats in and baby bear he is gone

and baby bear he is gone

and baby bear he is gone to the moon

in a boat

in a boat

in a boat [Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm speaking about love now

and how the lights of love go down

and how the lights of love go down

and how the lights of love go down [Music]

[Music]

[Music] you're in the back room

you're in the back room

you're in the back room washing his clothes

loves like that you know

loves like that you know

loves like that you know [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's a tidal flow

it's a tidal flow

it's a tidal flow [Music]

[Music]

[Music] and the past with its fierce undertow

and the past with its fierce undertow

and the past with its fierce undertow won't ever let us go

won't ever let you go

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] um

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] if i could move

if i could move

if i could move the night i would

the night i would

the night i would and i would turn the world round if i

and i would turn the world round if i

and i would turn the world round if i could

there's nothing wrong with loving

there's nothing wrong with loving

there's nothing wrong with loving something

something

something you can't hold in your head

you're sitting on the edge of the bed

you're sitting on the edge of the bed

you're sitting on the edge of the bed and shaking your head

well there's nothing wrong with loving

well there's nothing wrong with loving

well there's nothing wrong with loving something

something

something that can barely even stand

that can barely even stand

that can barely even stand [Music]

[Music]

[Music] that can't understand

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] got a suitcase in his hand

every road is lined with animals

every road is lined with animals

every road is lined with animals that rise from their blood and walk

well the moon won't get a wink of sleep

if i stay all night and talk

if i stay all night and talk

if i stay all night and talk if i stay

if i stay

if i stay all night

all night

all night and

and

and talk

um marianne would you like to be in the

um marianne would you like to be in the

um marianne would you like to be in the chair would you want to stay in that no

chair would you want to stay in that no

chair would you want to stay in that no sure sure okay

sure sure okay

sure sure okay um should we put you in yeah

um should we put you in yeah

um should we put you in yeah okay

ready

i hope they're not filming this

i hope they're not filming this

i hope they're not filming this i bet they are

i bet they are

i bet they are we we always are marianne oh dear but

we we always are marianne oh dear but

we we always are marianne oh dear but i'll make a deal with you if you don't

i'll make a deal with you if you don't

i'll make a deal with you if you don't like it no really you've got to remember

like it no really you've got to remember

like it no really you've got to remember how ill i've been

how ill i've been

how ill i've been and how it still is

and how it still is

and how it still is now we let's get rid of that

now we let's get rid of that

now we let's get rid of that okay

okay

okay so where's my lyrics yeah yeah

so where's my lyrics yeah yeah

so where's my lyrics yeah yeah and

and

and it has to be really disciplined because

it has to be really disciplined because

it has to be really disciplined because i can't breathe properly

i can't breathe properly

i can't breathe properly and when i you have to say now do it and

and when i you have to say now do it and

and when i you have to say now do it and i'll do it okay and then then i have to

i'll do it okay and then then i have to

i'll do it okay and then then i have to take my oxygen okay do you understand i

take my oxygen okay do you understand i

take my oxygen okay do you understand i do good now was have you got your

do good now was have you got your

do good now was have you got your computer are you set up

computer are you set up

computer are you set up warren yes did he call you was he did

warren yes did he call you was he did

warren yes did he call you was he did marianne is that your nickname well yeah

marianne is that your nickname well yeah

marianne is that your nickname well yeah that's terrible

you know how australians do that kind of

you know how australians do that kind of

you know how australians do that kind of i suppose that they do don't they

i suppose that they do don't they

i suppose that they do don't they what warren is was barry is bears oh

what warren is was barry is bears oh

what warren is was barry is bears oh yeah

yeah

yeah what's yours

what's yours

what's yours uh

uh

uh andrew right

well there you are you see

well there you are you see

well there you are you see nobody can shorten marianne either

nobody can shorten marianne either

nobody can shorten marianne either really

really

really yeah you've never had any it's you're

yeah you've never had any it's you're

yeah you've never had any it's you're faithful faithful faithless

faithful faithful faithless

faithful faithful faithless are we

are we

are we that's better ready

that's better ready

that's better ready uh

uh

uh amy

amy

amy let me know what's happening are the

let me know what's happening are the

let me know what's happening are the scribes ready

scribes ready

scribes ready when he says are we ready you're meant

when he says are we ready you're meant

when he says are we ready you're meant to say yes

right so mary ann we're ready right we

right so mary ann we're ready right we

right so mary ann we're ready right we can take your oxygen off

can take your oxygen off

can take your oxygen off can you take it off ah

can you take it off ah

can you take it off ah okay

ah and put a bit more on my teeth

ah and put a bit more on my teeth

ah and put a bit more on my teeth quickly

quickly

quickly right okay

um yeah

all right everyone ready yeah

all right everyone ready yeah

all right everyone ready yeah let's fight out the light

yeah action

that's your cue chris

prayer before work

great one austere

great one austere

great one austere by whose intent

by whose intent

by whose intent the distant star

the distant star

the distant star holds its course clear

holds its course clear

holds its course clear now

now

now make this spirit soar

make this spirit soar

make this spirit soar give it that ease out of the absolute

give it that ease out of the absolute

give it that ease out of the absolute abstracted grief

abstracted grief

abstracted grief comfortless mute

comfortless mute

comfortless mute sound the clear note

sound the clear note

sound the clear note pure

pure

pure piercing as the flute

piercing as the flute

piercing as the flute give it precision

give it precision

give it precision austere great one

austere great one

austere great one by whose grace

by whose grace

by whose grace the unalterable song

the unalterable song

the unalterable song may still be rested from

may still be rested from

may still be rested from the corrupt lung

the corrupt lung

the corrupt lung give it

give it

give it strict form

strict form

strict form [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

um

[Music]

if i could see the gallium

a long lonely ride across the skies

seek out mysteries while

seek out mysteries while

seek out mysteries while sleeping

sleeping

sleeping [Music]

[Music]

[Music] and the treasures

and the treasures

and the treasures [Music]

[Music]

[Music] foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] ship will fly and fall

ship will fly and fall

ship will fly and fall fall and fly and fly

[Music]

and if we rise my love

and if we rise my love

and if we rise my love [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] a thousand gallon ships will save

in morningside

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Music]

for we are not alone it seems

for we are not alone it seems

for we are not alone it seems [Music]

[Music]

[Music] so many rides across the skies

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] searching for

searching for

searching for [Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

and if we rise my love

oh my darling precious

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] sun

[Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] is

is

is [Music]

[Music]

waiting for you done that bright horse

waiting for you done that bright horse

waiting for you done that bright horse has done that

has done that

has done that so

so

so hollywood

hollywood

hollywood oh yeah

oh yeah

oh yeah crank it out

crank it out

crank it out [Music]

so

[Music]

[Music]

the fires continued through the night

the fires continued through the night

the fires continued through the night the kid with a bad face appeared at the

the kid with a bad face appeared at the

the kid with a bad face appeared at the window

window

window and disappeared into the headlights

i was halfway to the pacific coast

i was halfway to the pacific coast

i was halfway to the pacific coast i'd left you in your longing and you're

i'd left you in your longing and you're

i'd left you in your longing and you're yearning like a ghost

there's little room for wonder now

there's little room for wonder now

there's little room for wonder now [Music]

[Music]

[Music] little room for wildness too

we crawl into our wounds

we crawl into our wounds

we crawl into our wounds i'm nearly all the way to malibu

i'm gonna buy me a

i'm gonna buy me a

i'm gonna buy me a house up in the hills

house up in the hills

house up in the hills with a tear-shaped pool and a gun that

with a tear-shaped pool and a gun that

with a tear-shaped pool and a gun that kills

because they say there is a cougar that

because they say there is a cougar that

because they say there is a cougar that roams these parts

roams these parts

roams these parts with a terrible engine of wrath for a

with a terrible engine of wrath for a

with a terrible engine of wrath for a heart

and she is white and rare and full of

and she is white and rare and full of

and she is white and rare and full of all kinds of harm

all kinds of harm

all kinds of harm and stalks the perimeter old

but at night lays trembling in my arms

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] down

down

down just waiting now

just waiting now

just waiting now [Music]

[Music]

[Music] for my time to come

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] now i'm

now i'm

now i'm just waiting now

for my time to come

now i'm just waiting now

for my place in the sun

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] and i'm

and i'm

and i'm just waiting now

for peace

for peace

for peace to come

to come

to come [Music]

so

so

so [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm just waiting now

i'm just waiting now

i'm just waiting now for my time to come

and i'm

and i'm

and i'm just waiting now

for my time

for my time

for my time to come

and we hide in

all ours way to malibu

i know my time

i know my time

i know my time will come one day soon

will come one day soon

will come one day soon i'm waiting for peace to come

i'm nearly all the way to malibu

i'm nearly all the way to malibu

i'm nearly all the way to malibu oh babe we're on the run we're on the

oh babe we're on the run we're on the

oh babe we're on the run we're on the run we're on the run

run we're on the run

run we're on the run [Music]

halfway down the pacific coast

i left you sleeping like a ghost

[Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

[Music]

darling your dreams are your greatest

darling your dreams are your greatest

darling your dreams are your greatest part

i carry them with me in my heart

i carry them with me my

i carry them with me my

i carry them with me my [Music]

[Music]

[Music] somewhere

somewhere

somewhere [Music]

[Music]

[Music] don't know

[Music]

oh

[Music]

oh

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] now i'm standing on the shore

now i'm standing on the shore

now i'm standing on the shore [Music]

[Music]

[Music] all the animals roam the beaches

all the animals roam the beaches

all the animals roam the beaches the sea creatures rise out of the sea

now i'm standing on the shore

now i'm standing on the shore

now i'm standing on the shore all the animals begin to run

all the animals begin to run

all the animals begin to run the kid drops his bucket in spade and

the kid drops his bucket in spade and

the kid drops his bucket in spade and climbs into the sun

climbs into the sun

climbs into the sun [Music]

oh

[Music]

um

[Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] keith had a baby

goes to the villagers

goes to the villagers

goes to the villagers says

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] the villagers shake their heads and say

the villagers shake their heads and say

the villagers shake their heads and say to her

to her

to her better bury your baby in the forest

better bury your baby in the forest

better bury your baby in the forest quick

quick

quick [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's a long

it's a long

it's a long way to find

way to find

way to find peace

peace

peace [Music]

way to find

way to find

way to find peace

keiser went to the mountain and asked

keiser went to the mountain and asked

keiser went to the mountain and asked the buddha

the buddha

the buddha my baby's sick

my baby's sick

my baby's sick but he said don't cry

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] go to each house and collect a mustard

go to each house and collect a mustard

go to each house and collect a mustard seed

seed

seed but only from my

[Music]

i went house each house in the village

i went house each house in the village

i went house each house in the village my baby's getting sicker

my baby's getting sicker

my baby's getting sicker poor piece of crap

but keys never collected one mustard

but keys never collected one mustard

but keys never collected one mustard seed

seed

seed because in every

[Music]

old house square

old house square

old house square she hugged a baby

she hugged a baby

she hugged a baby and cried

and cried

and cried and cried

she said

she said

she said everybody's always losing somebody

buried

everybody

[Music]

everybody's

[Music]

is

is

is [Music]

[Music]

foreign

[Music]

[Music]

come in

i kind of left about a week ago and come

i kind of left about a week ago and come

i kind of left about a week ago and come back in and it was just like the tv was

back in and it was just like the tv was

back in and it was just like the tv was literally lying face down you know it's

literally lying face down you know it's

literally lying face down you know it's got this big sort of smash of thing on

got this big sort of smash of thing on

got this big sort of smash of thing on it it's just

it it's just

it it's just everywhere like the tv had a party

thrown itself out threw itself out the

thrown itself out threw itself out the

thrown itself out threw itself out the window

window

window [Laughter]

[Laughter]

[Laughter] tv's just like it all you know it

tv's just like it all you know it

tv's just like it all you know it was so funny

was so funny

was so funny have you seen this

have you seen this

have you seen this it's really beautiful this herbarium

it's really beautiful this herbarium

it's really beautiful this herbarium it's a reproduction

it's a reproduction

it's a reproduction it's really incredible

emily dickinson the poet

emily dickinson the poet

emily dickinson the poet yeah so what is that her

yeah so what is that her

yeah so what is that her this was it was when she was like 14 and

this was it was when she was like 14 and

this was it was when she was like 14 and she made it and then

she made it and then

she made it and then uh it's now it's now in like

i think it's the most fragile book

i think it's the most fragile book

i think it's the most fragile book that exists they photographed it right

that exists they photographed it right

that exists they photographed it right made this facsimile of it

made this facsimile of it

made this facsimile of it it's so beautiful

i mean it was funny going through

i mean it was funny going through

i mean it was funny going through like going through the

like going through the

like going through the the sessions

the sessions

the sessions last night looking yeah i remembered

last night looking yeah i remembered

last night looking yeah i remembered that like um

that like um

that like um have a look at this

have a look at this

have a look at this holy look at this desktop

holy look at this desktop

holy look at this desktop robbie

robbie

robbie what a nightmare watch you can't

what a nightmare watch you can't

what a nightmare watch you can't find anything like perfection isn't it

find anything like perfection isn't it

find anything like perfection isn't it what is doesn't everyone's like that

what is doesn't everyone's like that

what is doesn't everyone's like that i don't really have a night a sense of

i don't really have a night a sense of

i don't really have a night a sense of form and order so

form and order so

form and order so we we could sort of can cut that into it

we we could sort of can cut that into it

we we could sort of can cut that into it later but

later but

later but um it's it's really like about just like

um it's it's really like about just like

um it's it's really like about just like being in the moment you know and and

being in the moment you know and and

being in the moment you know and and i guess seeing what happens you know

i guess seeing what happens you know

i guess seeing what happens you know we're just throwing things down you know

we're just throwing things down you know

we're just throwing things down you know like sit down and start playing you know

like sit down and start playing you know

like sit down and start playing you know and

and

and you kind of are looking for those

you kind of are looking for those

you kind of are looking for those moments you know in amongst hours and

moments you know in amongst hours and

moments you know in amongst hours and hours and hours of stuff i actually had

hours and hours of stuff i actually had

hours and hours of stuff i actually had songs i actually had had song lyrics but

songs i actually had had song lyrics but

songs i actually had had song lyrics but i know from experience that those songs

i know from experience that those songs

i know from experience that those songs are um

probably won't

probably won't

probably won't amount to anything

amount to anything

amount to anything but i i like the the the thing that's

but i i like the the the thing that's

but i i like the the the thing that's great working with nick is that um he's

great working with nick is that um he's

great working with nick is that um he's up for trying anything you know and more

up for trying anything you know and more

up for trying anything you know and more so and more and more warren is

so and more and more warren is

so and more and more warren is almost always on transmit

almost always on transmit

almost always on transmit and not so much on receive i would say

and not so much on receive i would say

and not so much on receive i would say um

um

um although he might he he might see that

although he might he he might see that

although he might he he might see that as unfair and and wrong

as unfair and and wrong

as unfair and and wrong i remember with ghosting towards the

i remember with ghosting towards the

i remember with ghosting towards the last like date the fir the first sort of

last like date the fir the first sort of

last like date the fir the first sort of session

session

session nick got up and just walked out and he

nick got up and just walked out and he

nick got up and just walked out and he just goes

just goes

just goes i can't deal with any more soft pad

i can't deal with any more soft pad

i can't deal with any more soft pad that was that sound i kept playing and i

that was that sound i kept playing and i

that was that sound i kept playing and i was just playing it for like you know 30

was just playing it for like you know 30

was just playing it for like you know 30 minutes kind of thing at a time you know

minutes kind of thing at a time you know

minutes kind of thing at a time you know it's almost pointless me sitting down

it's almost pointless me sitting down

it's almost pointless me sitting down and writing a song and taking it into

and writing a song and taking it into

and writing a song and taking it into the studio because

the studio because

the studio because um

um

um unless i kind of like hold warren's face

unless i kind of like hold warren's face

unless i kind of like hold warren's face and say warren

and say warren

and say warren i'm going to do a song now it's it's a

i'm going to do a song now it's it's a

i'm going to do a song now it's it's a song i've written right these are the

song i've written right these are the

song i've written right these are the chords

chords

chords i i don't know what it is with me but i

i i don't know what it is with me but i

i i don't know what it is with me but i will get on something and then i just

will get on something and then i just

will get on something and then i just can't sort of move away from it

can't sort of move away from it

can't sort of move away from it um

um

um and i think it's different

and i think it's different

and i think it's different [Laughter]

[Laughter]

[Laughter] a whole lot of happens you know i

a whole lot of happens you know i

a whole lot of happens you know i mean a whole lot of terrible

mean a whole lot of terrible

mean a whole lot of terrible happens when me and lauren get into a

happens when me and lauren get into a

happens when me and lauren get into a room but these there are these moments

room but these there are these moments

room but these there are these moments when it just

it kind of gets this into this strange

it kind of gets this into this strange

it kind of gets this into this strange meditative state you just

meditative state you just

meditative state you just have no idea what's going on and that's

have no idea what's going on and that's

have no idea what's going on and that's when stuff happens

when stuff happens

when stuff happens [Music]

it just clicks into something

it just clicks into something

it just clicks into something transcendent as far as i'm concerned i'm

transcendent as far as i'm concerned i'm

transcendent as far as i'm concerned i'm literally taken away by it i'm amazed

literally taken away by it i'm amazed

literally taken away by it i'm amazed by it

by it

by it not not at the time

not not at the time

not not at the time although i get lost in it at the time

although i get lost in it at the time

although i get lost in it at the time but

but

but you just suddenly hear these things and

you just suddenly hear these things and

you just suddenly hear these things and go oh my god

go oh my god

go oh my god you know but they're just snippets in an

you know but they're just snippets in an

you know but they're just snippets in an ocean of yeah you know

we're just messing around

there we go

there we go

there we go [Music]

[Music]

[Music] waiting for you

waiting for you

waiting for you waiting

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's difficult to perform it even

it's difficult to perform it even

it's difficult to perform it even because i'm just sort of waiting waiting

because i'm just sort of waiting waiting

because i'm just sort of waiting waiting for the cooks so it feels

for the cooks so it feels

for the cooks so it feels unnaturally slow

unnaturally slow

unnaturally slow why don't we try it without it yeah it's

why don't we try it without it yeah it's

why don't we try it without it yeah it's just getting

just getting

just getting getting your sound and stuff like that

getting your sound and stuff like that

getting your sound and stuff like that we got all that going

yeah

yeah

yeah yeah i don't need much of that

how did you fit into the bad seeds when

how did you fit into the bad seeds when

how did you fit into the bad seeds when it was you know mick and blixer and all

it was you know mick and blixer and all

it was you know mick and blixer and all that sort of he he took a subordinate

that sort of he he took a subordinate

that sort of he he took a subordinate role

role

role right of just

right of just

right of just embellishing what was already going on

embellishing what was already going on

embellishing what was already going on there and and slowly one by one one

there and and slowly one by one one

there and and slowly one by one one taking out each member of the bad seeds

i think you better watch out

i think you better watch out

i think you better watch out because it might just be me and morris

because it might just be me and morris

because it might just be me and morris left yeah i know i know i'm the next to

left yeah i know i know i'm the next to

left yeah i know i know i'm the next to go

go

go he's singing a lot more i've noticed

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] all through

all through

all through the night

the night

the night we drove in

we drove in

we drove in the wind

the wind

the wind here and we

here and we

here and we parked on

parked on

parked on the beach in

the beach in

the beach in the cold evening

sometimes it's better not to say

sometimes it's better not to say

sometimes it's better not to say anything

anything

anything [Music]

[Music]

[Music] at all

your body isn't anchored never asked to

your body isn't anchored never asked to

your body isn't anchored never asked to be free

be free

be free just want to stay in the

just want to stay in the

just want to stay in the business of making you

business of making you

business of making you happy

happy

happy i'm just waiting

i'm just waiting

i'm just waiting for you

for you

for you waiting for you

waiting for you

waiting for you waiting for you

waiting for you

waiting for you waiting for

waiting for

waiting for you

you

you waiting for you

waiting for you

[Music]

so

the priest runs through the chapel

the priest runs through the chapel

the priest runs through the chapel the calendars are turning

the calendars are turning

the calendars are turning jesus freak on the streets is

jesus freak on the streets is

jesus freak on the streets is [Music]

[Music]

[Music] returning

returning

returning sometimes a little bit of faith can go a

sometimes a little bit of faith can go a

sometimes a little bit of faith can go a long

long

long long way

your soul is my anchor never has to be

your soul is my anchor never has to be

your soul is my anchor never has to be free

free

free sleep now sleep now

sleep now sleep now

sleep now sleep now take as long as you need

take as long as you need

take as long as you need cuz

cuz

cuz [Music]

[Music]

[Music] foreign

foreign

foreign [Music]

[Music]

[Music] return

return

return [Music]

[Music]

[Music] to

to

to [Music]

[Music]

[Music] return

to return

[Music]

oh

[Music]

i am beside you

i am beside you

i am beside you

i am beside you

i am beside you

i am beside you [Music]

[Music]

[Music] look for me

look for me

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] i am beside you

look for me

look for me

look for me i

i

i trust to forgive

[Music]

to

to

to remember

[Music]

nothing

nothing

nothing is something

is something

is something [Music]

[Music]

[Music] where something

where something

where something is meant to be

i am

i am

i am beside you

am

am

am beside you

look for me

look for me

look for me [Music]

look for me

look for me

look for me [Music]

i think they

i think they

i think they [Music]

i think they've gathered here for me

i am within you

you are

you are

you are within me

i am beside you

you are

you are

you are beside me

i think they're singing to be free

i think they're singing to be free

i think my friends have gathered here

i think my friends have gathered here

i think my friends have gathered here for me

i think they've gathered here for me

to be

to be

to be beside me

look for me

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] look for me

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] look for me

there are thousands of questions here

there are thousands of questions here

there are thousands of questions here thousands and thousands there there's

thousands and thousands there there's

thousands and thousands there there's there's

there's

there's 38

38

38 and 65 questions now i won't read them

and 65 questions now i won't read them

and 65 questions now i won't read them all to you obviously but i i can just

all to you obviously but i i can just

all to you obviously but i i can just flick through and grab some right as

flick through and grab some right as

flick through and grab some right as they come

my brother david died two years ago he

my brother david died two years ago he

my brother david died two years ago he was just 24 and i was 19.

was just 24 and i was 19.

was just 24 and i was 19. it feels like everyone is moving on and

it feels like everyone is moving on and

it feels like everyone is moving on and forgetting him and i'm afraid of letting

forgetting him and i'm afraid of letting

forgetting him and i'm afraid of letting go of my anger what if i don't know who

go of my anger what if i don't know who

go of my anger what if i don't know who i am without it

i am without it

i am without it for so long has my grief been an

for so long has my grief been an

for so long has my grief been an inextricable part of me

inextricable part of me

inextricable part of me alison

the thing i really love about the the

the thing i really love about the the

the thing i really love about the the red hand files and why i almost consider

red hand files and why i almost consider

red hand files and why i almost consider this to be like a spiritual practice

this to be like a spiritual practice

this to be like a spiritual practice is that i'm forced to think about these

is that i'm forced to think about these

is that i'm forced to think about these questions um

questions um

questions um and not respond immediately

and not respond immediately

and not respond immediately when i when i when i do respond

when i when i when i do respond

when i when i when i do respond immediately in in my mind i don't

immediately in in my mind i don't

immediately in in my mind i don't respond with the better part of my

respond with the better part of my

respond with the better part of my nature

nature

nature i would say does that make sense

i would say does that make sense

i would say does that make sense i i it requires some days to sort of

i i it requires some days to sort of

i i it requires some days to sort of think about what the person's saying and

think about what the person's saying and

think about what the person's saying and to arrive at a compassionate

to arrive at a compassionate

to arrive at a compassionate um

um

um relationship to the question and to the

relationship to the question and to the

relationship to the question and to the person who's

person who's

person who's who's writing it that actually doesn't

who's writing it that actually doesn't

who's writing it that actually doesn't come naturally to me

come naturally to me

come naturally to me and so the red hand files literally keep

and so the red hand files literally keep

and so the red hand files literally keep me at the better end of my nature

me at the better end of my nature

me at the better end of my nature billy from scotland

my wife has thrown me out i've lost my

my wife has thrown me out i've lost my

my wife has thrown me out i've lost my job all within a week

job all within a week

job all within a week suicidal thoughts in abundance

suicidal thoughts in abundance

suicidal thoughts in abundance how does one handle having seemingly no

how does one handle having seemingly no

how does one handle having seemingly no control over one's life

control over one's life

control over one's life this is a really beautiful question too

this is a really beautiful question too

this is a really beautiful question too you know um

you know um

you know um and incredibly sad

and incredibly sad

and incredibly sad they're incredibly moving these

they're incredibly moving these

they're incredibly moving these questions because

questions because

questions because um

you know you don't

you know you don't

you know you don't if something happens to you the the

if something happens to you the the

if something happens to you the the first thing that comes to mind is not to

first thing that comes to mind is not to

first thing that comes to mind is not to to write to

to write to

to write to to

to

to it's these are desperate questions from

it's these are desperate questions from

it's these are desperate questions from people who don't have any anyone to ask

people who don't have any anyone to ask

people who don't have any anyone to ask you know they're just sending these

you know they're just sending these

you know they're just sending these questions out into the

questions out into the

questions out into the whatever the void to the void yeah

there are some people who are trying to

there are some people who are trying to

there are some people who are trying to find out who

there are some people are trying to find

there are some people are trying to find

there are some people are trying to find out why

out why

out why [Music]

[Music]

[Music] there are some people who aren't trying

there are some people who aren't trying

there are some people who aren't trying to find anything

to find anything

to find anything but that kingdom

but that kingdom

but that kingdom in the sky

in the sky

in the sky [Music]

i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current rushes by

rushes by

rushes by [Music]

i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current rushes by

rushes by

rushes by [Music]

i'm gonna swim to the middle

i'm gonna swim to the middle

i'm gonna swim to the middle where the water is

where the water is

where the water is [Music]

[Music]

[Music] and a god coming from the sky

a god coming from the sky

gonna swim to the middle and stay out

gonna swim to the middle and stay out

gonna swim to the middle and stay out there wild

there wild

there wild way down low

way down low

way down low [Music]

[Music]

on me

on me

on me [Music]

[Music]

singing boys sitting on the bridge

singing boys sitting on the bridge

throwing pennies up the edge

throwing pennies up the edge

throwing pennies up the edge peasants working in the fields

peasants working in the fields

peasants working in the fields keep their heads

keep their heads

keep their heads way down low

way down low

way down low [Music]

[Music]

we now know

we now know

we now know [Music]

[Music]

never come up again

never come up again

never come up again [Music]

oh

hear a body of water flowing across the

hear a body of water flowing across the

hear a body of water flowing across the beard

here a body of water flowing across the

here a body of water flowing across the

here a body of water flowing across the motel beard

motel beard

motel beard gonna swim to the middle

gonna swim to the middle

gonna swim to the middle and never come up again

and never come up again

and never come up again let the river cast it spin

let the river cast a spin

me

me

me [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current rushes by

i'm gonna swim to the middle

stay out there

let the river casted spells

[Music]

dear billy

the majority of letters that come into

the majority of letters that come into

the majority of letters that come into the red hand files in all their various

the red hand files in all their various

the red hand files in all their various forms

forms

forms are essentially asking the same question

are essentially asking the same question

are essentially asking the same question your question how are you karen yeah yes

your question how are you karen yeah yes

your question how are you karen yeah yes yeah really good i haven't seen you

yeah really good i haven't seen you

yeah really good i haven't seen you since yesterday

since yesterday

since yesterday how do i handle seemingly having no

how do i handle seemingly having no

how do i handle seemingly having no control over my life

control over my life

control over my life this question is often accompanied by

this question is often accompanied by

this question is often accompanied by feelings of betrayal and rage and

feelings of betrayal and rage and

feelings of betrayal and rage and resentfulness

resentfulness

resentfulness of hopelessness

the truth is we all live our lives

the truth is we all live our lives

the truth is we all live our lives dangerously

dangerously

dangerously in a state of jeopardy at the edge of

in a state of jeopardy at the edge of

in a state of jeopardy at the edge of calamity

calamity

calamity you have discovered that the veil that

you have discovered that the veil that

you have discovered that the veil that separates your ordered life from

separates your ordered life from

separates your ordered life from disarray is wafer thin

disarray is wafer thin

disarray is wafer thin this is the ordinary truth of existence

this is the ordinary truth of existence

this is the ordinary truth of existence from which none of us are exempt

from which none of us are exempt

from which none of us are exempt in time we all find out we are not in

in time we all find out we are not in

in time we all find out we are not in control

control

control we never were

we never were

we never were we never will be

but we are not without power

but we are not without power

but we are not without power we always have the freedom to choose how

we always have the freedom to choose how

we always have the freedom to choose how we will respond to whatever it is that

we will respond to whatever it is that

we will respond to whatever it is that life offers us

you can collapse and be dragged under

you can collapse and be dragged under

you can collapse and be dragged under you can harden around your misfortune

you can harden around your misfortune

you can harden around your misfortune and become embittered

and become embittered

and become embittered or you can move toward the opportunity

or you can move toward the opportunity

or you can move toward the opportunity that is offered to you

that is offered to you

that is offered to you that of change and renewal

the next best action is always presented

the next best action is always presented

the next best action is always presented to you billy

to you billy

to you billy look for it

look for it

look for it and move toward it

and move toward it

and move toward it this is the great act of insubordination

this is the great act of insubordination

this is the great act of insubordination toward the vagaries of life

toward the vagaries of life

toward the vagaries of life afforded to us all

afforded to us all

afforded to us all glove nick

glove nick

glove nick they sound better

they sound better

they sound better are these better for me than in here

are these better for me than in here

are these better for me than in here let's put it down nick yeah put it down

let's put it down nick yeah put it down

let's put it down nick yeah put it down put it down as low as you can better you

put it down as low as you can better you

put it down as low as you can better you tell me

tell me

tell me i can do what what you tell me if you

i can do what what you tell me if you

i can do what what you tell me if you want me to hold that much no no no no

want me to hold that much no no no no

want me to hold that much no no no no right okay we need to shut the curtain

right okay we need to shut the curtain

right okay we need to shut the curtain we need to shut the curtain mark it

we need to shut the curtain mark it

we need to shut the curtain mark it thanks

thanks

thanks okay everybody just take a minute

okay everybody just take a minute

okay everybody just take a minute let's settle

[Music]

foreign

um

um

um [Music]

the white hunter sits on his porch

the white hunter sits on his porch

the white hunter sits on his porch with his elephant gun in his tears

with his elephant gun in his tears

with his elephant gun in his tears he'll shoot you for free if you come

he'll shoot you for free if you come

he'll shoot you for free if you come around here

the protester kneels on the neck of the

the protester kneels on the neck of the

the protester kneels on the neck of the statue

statue

statue the statue says i can't breathe

the statue says i can't breathe

the statue says i can't breathe protester says well now you know how it

protester says well now you know how it

protester says well now you know how it feels and it kicks it into the sea

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm about a chili venus with a penis

i'm about a chili venus with a penis

i'm about a chili venus with a penis riding an enormous scallop fan

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm a seafoam woman rising from the

i'm a seafoam woman rising from the

i'm a seafoam woman rising from the spray and i'm coming to do you harm

with a gun in my pants full of elephant

with a gun in my pants full of elephant

with a gun in my pants full of elephant tears and a seahorse on each arm

with my elephant gonna tears

i'll shoot you all for free

if you ever think of coming around here

if you ever think of coming around here

if you ever think of coming around here i'll shoot you in the face

i'm a nice sculpture lying in the sun

i'm an ice sculpture with an elephant

i'm an ice sculpture with an elephant

i'm an ice sculpture with an elephant gun

gun

gun i'm a nice sculpture made of

i'm a nice sculpture made of

i'm a nice sculpture made of elephant-sized tears raining gas and

elephant-sized tears raining gas and

elephant-sized tears raining gas and salts upon your heads

the president is cold in the feds

the president is cold in the feds

the president is cold in the feds i've been planning this for years

i've been planning this for years

i've been planning this for years i'll shoot you in the face if

i'll shoot you in the face if

i'll shoot you in the face if you so much as look at me

you so much as look at me

you so much as look at me i'll shoot you just for fun

i'll shoot you just for fun

i'll shoot you just for fun i'm a statue lying on my side in the sun

i'm a statue lying on my side in the sun

i'm a statue lying on my side in the sun with a memory of an elephant

evaporating before your eyes becoming a

evaporating before your eyes becoming a

evaporating before your eyes becoming a great gray cloud of rock

great gray cloud of rock

great gray cloud of rock roaring my souls upon your own

roaring my souls upon your own

roaring my souls upon your own i'll shoot you all for free

i'll shoot you all for free

i'll shoot you all for free for so much just look at me

[Music]

[Music]

is

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] skies

[Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] oh

oh

oh [Music]

[Music]

is

[Music]

is

is

is [Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

[Music]

is

[Music]

[Music]

[Music]

oh

so

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

[Music]

[Music] it's

it's

it's [Applause]

yeah i'm um much happier now than i used

yeah i'm um much happier now than i used

yeah i'm um much happier now than i used to be

to be

to be that's not to say that you know i don't

that's not to say that you know i don't

that's not to say that you know i don't struggle

struggle

struggle but it's not happiness that's the most

but it's not happiness that's the most

but it's not happiness that's the most important thing for me

important thing for me

important thing for me it's like having a sense of meaning

it's like having a sense of meaning

it's like having a sense of meaning about things i mean i really feel much

about things i mean i really feel much

about things i mean i really feel much more connected to that and that respect

more connected to that and that respect

more connected to that and that respect makes me happier that i do feel a real

makes me happier that i do feel a real

makes me happier that i do feel a real sense of meaning

sense of meaning

sense of meaning uh

uh

uh in my life that's not

in my life that's not

in my life that's not dependent on my work it's not dependent

dependent on my work it's not dependent

dependent on my work it's not dependent on my creative

on my creative

on my creative life

life

life that feels like i'm moving towards

that feels like i'm moving towards

that feels like i'm moving towards something that feels like the world is a

something that feels like the world is a

something that feels like the world is a meaningful place

meaningful place

meaningful place it's the very nature of the world

it's the very nature of the world

it's the very nature of the world is meaningful

and people are meaningful

this morning crawls towards us

darling

darling

darling with a memory in its paws

a child swims between two boys

her mother

her mother

her mother waving from the shore

we won't get to amsterdam

or that lake in africa

and we won't get to anywhere

anytime this year

anytime this year

anytime this year dawn

dawn

dawn [Music]

any time this year

any time this year

any time this year [Music]

[Music]

[Music] we won't get too

we won't get too

we won't get too [Music]

you then

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] and

[Music]

is unless you

is unless you

is unless you take me there

take me there

[Music]

come on

come on

come on come down

come towards us

thank you all

thank you all

thank you all for uh looking after us and

for uh looking after us and

for uh looking after us and everything you've done

everything you've done

everything you've done it's been very beautiful

it's been very beautiful

it's been very beautiful thank you all

the

the

the singers the string

now that kind of feels like an ending

now that kind of feels like an ending

now that kind of feels like an ending but it's not

but it's not

but it's not [Music]

[Music]

[Music] okay it's not not at all

okay it's not not at all

okay it's not not at all back to one

all right

that might be the ending

thank you for the words the music the

thank you for the words the music the

thank you for the words the music the grounding sanity that your music brings

grounding sanity that your music brings

grounding sanity that your music brings to me in my times of strife

i'm curious behind it all the music the

i'm curious behind it all the music the

i'm curious behind it all the music the words the suits the grief

words the suits the grief

words the suits the grief the tenderness and shame and guilt and

the tenderness and shame and guilt and

the tenderness and shame and guilt and joy who are you

joy who are you

joy who are you kev from ireland

how do you answer that one

um

i don't know i i think um

i don't know i i think um

i don't know i i think um i would define myself differently now

i would define myself differently now

i would define myself differently now than i would have

than i would have

than i would have uh

uh

uh some years ago i would have defined

some years ago i would have defined

some years ago i would have defined myself as a musician

myself as a musician

myself as a musician or or a writer

or or a writer

or or a writer and i i i'm trying to wean myself off

and i i i'm trying to wean myself off

and i i i'm trying to wean myself off those definitions of myself that are

those definitions of myself that are

those definitions of myself that are about my occupation

about my occupation

about my occupation and and see myself as a person

and and see myself as a person

and and see myself as a person um

um

um as a husband

as a husband

as a husband as a father

as a father

as a father um

as a as a husband

as a as a husband

as a as a husband and father

and father

and father and friend

and friend

and friend and citizen

and citizen

and citizen that makes music and right stuff

that makes music and right stuff

that makes music and right stuff rather than the other way around

rather than the other way around

rather than the other way around [Music]

i'm traveling appallingly alone

i'm traveling appallingly alone

i'm traveling appallingly alone on a singular road

the lavender fields

the lavender fields

the lavender fields that reach high beyond the sky

that reach high beyond the sky

that reach high beyond the sky [Music]

[Music]

[Music] people ask me how i changed

people ask me how i changed

people ask me how i changed i'll say it as a singular

i'll say it as a singular

i'll say it as a singular and the lavender stained my skin

and the lavender stained my skin

and the lavender stained my skin and

and

and made me strange

the lavender is tall and reaches

the lavender is tall and reaches

the lavender is tall and reaches beyond the heavenly cover

beyond the heavenly cover

beyond the heavenly cover i plow through this furious world

i plow through this furious world

i plow through this furious world [Music]

and sometimes i hear my name

and sometimes i hear my name

and sometimes i hear my name oh where did you go

oh where did you go

oh where did you go but the lavender is broke

but the lavender is broke

but the lavender is broke and it's a singular

and it's a singular

and it's a singular [Music]

[Music]

[Music] once i was running with my friends

once i was running with my friends

once i was running with my friends all of them busy with their pens

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] to them

sometimes i see a pale bird

sometimes i see a pale bird

sometimes i see a pale bird willing

willing

willing in the sky

in the sky

in the sky but that is just a feeling

but that is just a feeling

but that is just a feeling of feeling when you died

of feeling when you died

of feeling when you died [Music]

[Music]

[Music] is

is

is [Music]

we don't

is

but despite getting

but despite getting

but despite getting annoyed and stuff like that i really

annoyed and stuff like that i really

annoyed and stuff like that i really love doing this film

love doing this film

love doing this film i mean i don't

i mean i don't

i mean i don't like being i don't like the process of

like being i don't like the process of

like being i don't like the process of making films no one does that no no no

making films no one does that no no no

making films no one does that no no no i was talking to i was talking to earl

i was talking to i was talking to earl

i was talking to i was talking to earl i'm talking to earl on the phone oh

i'm talking to earl on the phone oh

i'm talking to earl on the phone oh let's go let's say hello

you're being filmed now so you better

you're being filmed now so you better

you're being filmed now so you better hide

hide

hide now don't hide early

now don't hide early

now don't hide early i'm not hiding in my hand

i'm not hiding in my hand

i'm not hiding in my hand i was lying you know on the floor of my

i was lying you know on the floor of my

i was lying you know on the floor of my band room in the fetal position

band room in the fetal position

band room in the fetal position uh in between um

uh in between um

uh in between um before i had to go on and and re-do um

before i had to go on and and re-do um

before i had to go on and and re-do um balcony man

balcony man

balcony man redoing it i know what you guys did the

redoing it i know what you guys did the

redoing it i know what you guys did the first time around but yeah

first time around but yeah

first time around but yeah when i see it you're gonna go wow that's

when i see it you're gonna go wow that's

when i see it you're gonna go wow that's awesome and uh earl was like

awesome and uh earl was like

awesome and uh earl was like i'm like you know he wants me to go

i'm like you know he wants me to go

i'm like you know he wants me to go and redo it he goes he was going he

and redo it he goes he was going he

and redo it he goes he was going he because he's in belfast making movies

because he's in belfast making movies

because he's in belfast making movies going dad

going dad

going dad um

um

um like i know it's real hard i i know it's

like i know it's real hard i i know it's

like i know it's real hard i i know it's it's really difficult to make a movie it

it's really difficult to make a movie it

it's really difficult to make a movie it really gets on your skin but what you

really gets on your skin but what you

really gets on your skin but what you need to do is stop being such a

need to do is stop being such a

and i'm like uh okay

and i'm like uh okay

and i'm like uh okay you guys get up on your feet and

you guys get up on your feet and

you guys get up on your feet and go and do the song yeah

bye

[Music]

so

so

so [Music]

so

[Music]

oh what am i

oh what am i

oh what am i to believe

i'm the balcony man

where everything is ordinary

where everything is ordinary

where everything is ordinary until it's

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm the not

i'm the not

i'm the not man

man

man [Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm 200 pounds of packed ice sitting on

i'm 200 pounds of packed ice sitting on

i'm 200 pounds of packed ice sitting on a chair in the morning sun

a chair in the morning sun

a chair in the morning sun putting on my tap dancing shoes

putting on my tap dancing shoes

putting on my tap dancing shoes all my luck dancing shoes

all my luck dancing shoes

all my luck dancing shoes in the morning sun

in the morning sun

in the morning sun [Music]

[Music]

[Music] i'm a balcony man

i'm a balcony man

i'm a balcony man i'm afraid to stay

i'm afraid to stay

i'm afraid to stay you think you have a plan until i

you think you have a plan until i

you think you have a plan until i hit the stairs i'm a 200 pound bag of

hit the stairs i'm a 200 pound bag of

hit the stairs i'm a 200 pound bag of blood and bone

blood and bone

blood and bone leaking on your favorite chair

leaking on your favorite chair

leaking on your favorite chair i put on my lap dancing shoes

i put on my lap dancing shoes

i put on my lap dancing shoes in the morning sun

and this morning is amazing and so are

and this morning is amazing and so are

and this morning is amazing and so are you

you

you this morning is amazing and so are you

this morning is amazing and so are you

this morning is amazing and so are you this morning is amazing and so are you

this morning is amazing and so are you

this morning is amazing and so are you [Music]

in the morning

what am i to think on this balcony fred

what am i to think on this balcony fred

what am i to think on this balcony fred where everything is amazing that stays

where everything is amazing that stays

where everything is amazing that stays in bed

in bed

in bed i'm a 200 pound octopus

i'm a 200 pound octopus

i'm a 200 pound octopus under a sheet dancing around your world

under a sheet dancing around your world

under a sheet dancing around your world with my hands and feet

with my hands and feet

with my hands and feet and as much unknown to be true

and as much unknown to be true

and as much unknown to be true yeah this much unknown

yeah this much unknown

yeah this much unknown [Music]

[Music]

[Music] this morning is

this morning is

this morning is [Music]

[Music]

[Music] [Applause]

[Applause]

[Applause] [Music]

this morning is amazing

and lazy and what doesn't kill you

just makes you

just makes you

just makes you crazier

oh

oh

oh [Music]

[Music]

dude

how was that flare robbie right

how was that flare robbie right

how was that flare robbie right on the piano no

on the piano no

on the piano no i'm unbelievable

i'm unbelievable

i'm unbelievable awesome okay we can stop going around in

awesome okay we can stop going around in

awesome okay we can stop going around in circles now oh thank god for that well

circles now oh thank god for that well

circles now oh thank god for that well done rob

done rob

done rob windows up

[Music]

yeah so in the original it plays in the

yeah so in the original it plays in the

yeah so in the original it plays in the second half does it play in the second

second half does it play in the second

second half does it play in the second half of the first reverse is that what

half of the first reverse is that what

half of the first reverse is that what happened

happened

happened yeah the second okay um it's heading out

yeah the second okay um it's heading out

yeah the second okay um it's heading out jake

jake

jake but but you you're very

she's sick

she's sick

she's sick it's now day three

it's now day three

it's now day three she's still sick tomorrow

she's still sick tomorrow

she's still sick tomorrow so i feel that she's just not gonna do

so i feel that she's just not gonna do

so i feel that she's just not gonna do it

it

it you can talk to her

you can talk to her

you can talk to her [Music]

no literally

no literally

no literally andrew married my

andrew married my

andrew married my [Music]

[Music]

[Music] girlfriend

had a baby

okay do not cut a song let's let's go to

okay do not cut a song let's let's go to

okay do not cut a song let's let's go to the next quarter on the clock

the next quarter on the clock

the next quarter on the clock [Music]

[Music]

[Music] next quarter on the clock quickly

next quarter on the clock quickly

next quarter on the clock quickly quickly we're rolling yeah what are we

quickly we're rolling yeah what are we

quickly we're rolling yeah what are we doing come on reset

is there a part for you to play

is there a part for you to play

is there a part for you to play anyone got a pen

[Music]

just a cup of coffee with some cold milk

just a cup of coffee with some cold milk

just a cup of coffee with some cold milk [Music]

[Music]

[Music]

[Music] sorry

[Music]

all i can hear is andrew screaming

that's the title of the film

[Music]

you