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i took the um

i took the um
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about the government's

about the government's
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um advice

um advice
to

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to um

to um
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um

um
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what do you call it

what do you call it
uh

as a ceramicist because

as a ceramicist because
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it's no longer um

it's no longer um
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viable to be a to be a musician

viable to be a to be a musician
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a touring a touring artist

a touring a touring artist
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so i much to my manager's

so i much to my manager's
horror

horror

horror
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i've now retrained as a ceramicist

i've now retrained as a ceramicist
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original

original
ones

yeah you know they're just trinkers

yeah you know they're just trinkers
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they're basically assembly and they're

they're basically assembly and they're
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made by children really yeah basically

made by children really yeah basically
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children on assembly lines in the

children on assembly lines in the
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victorian era

victorian era
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uh small hands and

uh small hands and
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that one there

that one there
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that one up there was the first one

that one up there was the first one
which

which

which
was

was

was
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a saint boiling in oil yeah right but

a saint boiling in oil yeah right but
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the glaze was all wrong and we couldn't

the glaze was all wrong and we couldn't
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get the we didn't know what colors it

get the we didn't know what colors it
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was going to be

was going to be
uh

uh

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that wasn't very successful that i felt

that wasn't very successful that i felt
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a little bit like um this is

a little bit like um this is
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not as easy as it looks

not as easy as it looks
yeah

yeah

yeah
yeah

yeah

yeah
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that's the original drawer you know

that's the original drawer you know
that's

that's

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yeah that was the original drawing is

yeah that was the original drawing is
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that next drawing yeah that's what i

that next drawing yeah that's what i
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wanted to make

wanted to make
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like it was just a saint boiling an oil

like it was just a saint boiling an oil
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right yeah yeah

right yeah yeah
anyway

anyway

anyway
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should we just start doing that yeah

should we just start doing that yeah
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just take us on a tour of the life of

just take us on a tour of the life of
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well i i can

well i i can
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okay so

okay so
so

basically we're telling it's telling a

basically we're telling it's telling a
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story in 18

story in 18
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uh figurines

uh figurines
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of the story of uh the devil

of the story of uh the devil
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um this one is just a resin

um this one is just a resin
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one none of these have been

one none of these have been
um

um

um
glazed

glazed

glazed
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that is the devil

that is the devil
um

there's a baby

there's a baby
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this is the devil inherits

this is the devil inherits
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the world

the world
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this is the devil now

this is the devil now
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as a child and he's with a little monkey

as a child and he's with a little monkey
there

there

there
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this one is the devil with a with a

this one is the devil with a with a
sailor

so he's growing up

so he's growing up
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and doing bold

and doing bold
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the devil now goes to war

the devil now goes to war
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and these little rabbits you see here

and these little rabbits you see here
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these rabbits will all be gilded

these rabbits will all be gilded
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gold gilded rabbits

gold gilded rabbits
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so this is the devil returns from the

so this is the devil returns from the
wall

he's now a different

he's now a different
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person his horns are

person his horns are
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a bigger

a bigger
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and he's he's coming back from war

and he's he's coming back from war
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covered in medals

covered in medals
um

um

um
emboldened

emboldened

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and made powerful by the experience of

and made powerful by the experience of
war

war

war
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walking through a field of

walking through a field of
skulls

here is the devil takes a wife

here is the devil takes a wife
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she's holding the little rabbit the

she's holding the little rabbit the
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rabbit's feature

rabbit's feature
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every now and then

every now and then
naked

okay then

okay then
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um then the devil

um then the devil
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this is the devil who kills his first

this is the devil who kills his first
child

and there's the devil

and there's the devil
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so the devil is now

so the devil is now
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has separated himself from the world

has separated himself from the world
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through his transgressions and here is

through his transgressions and here is
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here is the uh

here is the uh
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the world operating as normal

the world operating as normal
rabbits

rabbits

rabbits
children

children

children
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life goes on

life goes on
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and he is contemplating

and he is contemplating
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the world

the world
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this is the devil

this is the devil
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he is alone and separated from the world

he is alone and separated from the world
and

and

and
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the devil has grown old

the devil has grown old
and

and

and
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this is that called the devil uh bleeds

this is that called the devil uh bleeds
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to death

to death
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and he's dying and he's dying in the

and he's dying and he's dying in the
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arms of um

arms of um
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two sailors

two sailors
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um who are holding him as he bleeds out

um who are holding him as he bleeds out
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down the blood we'll all run down here

down the blood we'll all run down here
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into a big lake into a lake at the front

into a big lake into a lake at the front
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of his blood where these two white swans

of his blood where these two white swans
um

um

um
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whatever swans do

whatever swans do
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two sort of goat-like things and two

two sort of goat-like things and two
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this is the final one so it's only a

this is the final one so it's only a
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resin mold so it's not

resin mold so it's not
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this is the devil

this is the devil
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essentially dumped somewhere his body

essentially dumped somewhere his body
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left to die and rot

left to die and rot
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um and a child is kneeling

um and a child is kneeling
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uh down

uh down
uh

uh

uh
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and presenting its hand as a gesture of

and presenting its hand as a gesture of
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forgiveness to the devil

forgiveness to the devil
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it's going to be very very beautiful

it's going to be very very beautiful
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that one that's called the devil

that one that's called the devil
forgiven

forgiven

forgiven
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once there was a song the song yearned

once there was a song the song yearned
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to be sung

to be sung
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it was a spinning song about the king of

it was a spinning song about the king of
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rock and roll

rock and roll
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the king was first a young prince the

the king was first a young prince the
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prince was the best

prince was the best
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with his black jelly hair he crashed

with his black jelly hair he crashed
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onto a stage in vegas

onto a stage in vegas
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the king had a queen the queen's hair

the king had a queen the queen's hair
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was a stairway

was a stairway
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she tended the castle garden and in the

she tended the castle garden and in the
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garden planted a tree

garden planted a tree
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the garden tree was a stairway

the garden tree was a stairway
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it was 16 branches high

it was 16 branches high
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on the top branch was a nest

on the top branch was a nest
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seeing the high

seeing the high
nest

nest

nest
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in the nest there was a bird the bird

in the nest there was a bird the bird
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had a wing a wing had a feather spin the

had a wing a wing had a feather spin the
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feather and sing the wind

feather and sing the wind
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the king in time died

the king in time died
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queen's heart broke like a vow

queen's heart broke like a vow
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the tree returned to the earth

the tree returned to the earth
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with the nest in the bird

with the nest in the bird
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but the feather spun upward

but the feather spun upward
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upward and upward

upward and upward
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spinning all the weather vans and you're

spinning all the weather vans and you're
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sitting at the kitchen table

sitting at the kitchen table
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listening to the radio

listening to the radio
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and i love you

and i love you
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and i love you

and i love you
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foreign

foreign
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the bright horses are broken free from

the bright horses are broken free from
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they are horses of love

they are horses of love
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they are part in the cities

they are part in the cities
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and everyone is hiding

and everyone is hiding
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and i'm by your side

and i'm by your side
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bright horses of wonder springing

bright horses of wonder springing
from

from

from
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and everyone has a heart and it's

and everyone has a heart and it's
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and we are all so sick and tired

and we are all so sick and tired
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horses are just horses

horses are just horses
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there's no shortage of tyrants

there's no shortage of tyrants
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and the little

and the little
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white shape dancing

white shape dancing
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and the end of the hole

and the end of the hole
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is just a wish

is just a wish
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that time

that time
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can't dissolve

can't dissolve
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this world is plain to see

this world is plain to see
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it don't mean we can't believe

it don't mean we can't believe
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in something

in something
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and anyway

and anyway
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my baby's coming back now

my baby's coming back now
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and i can hear the whistle blowing

and i can hear the whistle blowing
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i can hear the mighty roar

i can hear the mighty roar
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can feel the horses prancing in the

can feel the horses prancing in the
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postures of the lord

postures of the lord
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oh that train is a-coming

oh that train is a-coming
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and i'm standing here to see and it's

and i'm standing here to see and it's
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well there are some things

well there are some things
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too hard to explain

too hard to explain
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but my baby's coming home now

but my baby's coming home now
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on my father

on my father
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um um

um um
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foreign

foreign
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the stars

the stars
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ghost in dances

ghost in dances
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dancing

dancing

dancing
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dancing

there goes the moonlet man

there goes the moonlet man
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got a suitcase in his hand

got a suitcase in his hand
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starting

starting
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he kisses you lightly and he leaves

he kisses you lightly and he leaves
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leaves your sleeping body

leaves your sleeping body
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around your smile

around your smile
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well the three bears watch the tv

well the three bears watch the tv
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the ages after more lord

the ages after more lord
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mama bear holds the remote

mama bear holds the remote
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papa bear

papa bear
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just floats in

just floats in
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and baby bear he is gone

and baby bear he is gone
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in a boat

in a boat
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and how the lights of love go down

and how the lights of love go down
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you're in the back room

you're in the back room
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loves like that you know

loves like that you know
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it's a tidal flow

it's a tidal flow
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and the past with its fierce undertow

and the past with its fierce undertow
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um

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if i could move

if i could move
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the night i would

the night i would
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and i would turn the world round if i

and i would turn the world round if i
could

there's nothing wrong with loving

there's nothing wrong with loving
something

something

something
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you're sitting on the edge of the bed

you're sitting on the edge of the bed
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well there's nothing wrong with loving

well there's nothing wrong with loving
something

something

something
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that can barely even stand

that can barely even stand
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every road is lined with animals

every road is lined with animals
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if i stay all night and talk

if i stay all night and talk
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if i stay

if i stay
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all night

all night
and

and

and
talk

um marianne would you like to be in the

um marianne would you like to be in the
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chair would you want to stay in that no

chair would you want to stay in that no
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sure sure okay

sure sure okay
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um should we put you in yeah

um should we put you in yeah
okay

i hope they're not filming this

i hope they're not filming this
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i bet they are

i bet they are
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we we always are marianne oh dear but

we we always are marianne oh dear but
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i'll make a deal with you if you don't

i'll make a deal with you if you don't
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like it no really you've got to remember

like it no really you've got to remember
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how ill i've been

how ill i've been
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and how it still is

and how it still is
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now we let's get rid of that

now we let's get rid of that
okay

okay

okay
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so where's my lyrics yeah yeah

so where's my lyrics yeah yeah
and

and

and
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it has to be really disciplined because

it has to be really disciplined because
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i can't breathe properly

i can't breathe properly
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and when i you have to say now do it and

and when i you have to say now do it and
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i'll do it okay and then then i have to

i'll do it okay and then then i have to
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take my oxygen okay do you understand i

take my oxygen okay do you understand i
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do good now was have you got your

do good now was have you got your
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computer are you set up

computer are you set up
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warren yes did he call you was he did

warren yes did he call you was he did
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marianne is that your nickname well yeah

marianne is that your nickname well yeah
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you know how australians do that kind of

you know how australians do that kind of
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i suppose that they do don't they

i suppose that they do don't they
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what warren is was barry is bears oh

what warren is was barry is bears oh
yeah

yeah

yeah
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what's yours

what's yours
uh

uh

uh
andrew<00:31:43.279> right

well there you are you see

well there you are you see
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nobody can shorten marianne either

nobody can shorten marianne either
really

really

really
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yeah you've never had any it's you're

yeah you've never had any it's you're
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faithful faithful faithless

faithful faithful faithless
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are we

are we
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that's better ready

that's better ready
uh

uh

uh
amy

amy

amy
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let me know what's happening are the

let me know what's happening are the
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scribes ready

scribes ready
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when he says are we ready you're meant

when he says are we ready you're meant
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right so mary ann we're ready right we

right so mary ann we're ready right we
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can take your oxygen off

can take your oxygen off
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can you take it off ah

can you take it off ah
okay

ah and put a bit more on my teeth

ah and put a bit more on my teeth
quickly

quickly

quickly
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all right everyone ready yeah

all right everyone ready yeah
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great one austere

great one austere
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by whose intent

by whose intent
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the distant star

the distant star
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holds its course clear

holds its course clear
now

now

now
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make this spirit soar

make this spirit soar
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give it that ease out of the absolute

give it that ease out of the absolute
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abstracted grief

abstracted grief
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comfortless mute

comfortless mute
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sound the clear note

sound the clear note
pure

pure

pure
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piercing as the flute

piercing as the flute
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give it precision

give it precision
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austere great one

austere great one
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by whose grace

by whose grace
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the unalterable song

the unalterable song
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may still be rested from

may still be rested from
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the corrupt lung

the corrupt lung
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give it

give it
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strict form

strict form
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seek out mysteries while

seek out mysteries while
sleeping

sleeping

sleeping
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and the treasures

and the treasures
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foreign

foreign

foreign
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ship will fly and fall

ship will fly and fall
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and if we rise my love

and if we rise my love
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for we are not alone it seems

for we are not alone it seems
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searching for

searching for
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sun

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is

is

is
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waiting for you done that bright horse

waiting for you done that bright horse
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has done that

has done that
so

so

so
hollywood

hollywood

hollywood
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oh yeah

oh yeah
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crank it out

crank it out
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the fires continued through the night

the fires continued through the night
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the kid with a bad face appeared at the

the kid with a bad face appeared at the
window

window

window
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i was halfway to the pacific coast

i was halfway to the pacific coast
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i'd left you in your longing and you're

i'd left you in your longing and you're
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there's little room for wonder now

there's little room for wonder now
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we crawl into our wounds

we crawl into our wounds
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i'm gonna buy me a

i'm gonna buy me a
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house up in the hills

house up in the hills
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with a tear-shaped pool and a gun that

with a tear-shaped pool and a gun that
kills

because they say there is a cougar that

because they say there is a cougar that
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roams these parts

roams these parts
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with a terrible engine of wrath for a

with a terrible engine of wrath for a
heart

and she is white and rare and full of

and she is white and rare and full of
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all kinds of harm

all kinds of harm
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down

down

down
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just waiting now

just waiting now
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now<00:43:09.440> i'm

now i'm

now i'm
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and<00:43:36.720> i'm

and i'm

and i'm
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for peace

for peace
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to come

to come
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so

so
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i'm<00:44:44.800> just<00:44:45.359> waiting<00:44:45.839> now

i'm just waiting now

i'm just waiting now
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and i'm

and i'm
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for my time

for my time
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i know my time

i know my time
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will come one day soon

will come one day soon
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i'm nearly all the way to malibu

i'm nearly all the way to malibu
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oh babe we're on the run we're on the

oh babe we're on the run we're on the
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run we're on the run

run we're on the run
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[Applause]
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darling your dreams are your greatest

darling your dreams are your greatest
part

i carry them with me my

i carry them with me my
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somewhere

somewhere

somewhere
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don't<00:47:03.680> know

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now i'm standing on the shore

now i'm standing on the shore
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all the animals roam the beaches

all the animals roam the beaches
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now i'm standing on the shore

now i'm standing on the shore
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all the animals begin to run

all the animals begin to run
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the kid drops his bucket in spade and

the kid drops his bucket in spade and
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climbs into the sun

climbs into the sun
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keith<00:49:05.440> had<00:49:05.839> a<00:49:06.000> baby

goes to the villagers

goes to the villagers
says

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the villagers shake their heads and say

the villagers shake their heads and say
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to her

to her
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better bury your baby in the forest

better bury your baby in the forest
quick

quick

quick
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it's<00:49:42.960> a<00:49:43.200> long

it's a long

it's a long
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way to find

way to find
peace

peace

peace
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way to find

way to find
peace

keiser went to the mountain and asked

keiser went to the mountain and asked
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the buddha

the buddha
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my baby's sick

my baby's sick
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go to each house and collect a mustard

go to each house and collect a mustard
seed

seed

seed
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i went house each house in the village

i went house each house in the village
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my baby's getting sicker

my baby's getting sicker
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but keys never collected one mustard

but keys never collected one mustard
seed

seed

seed
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old house square

old house square
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she hugged a baby

she hugged a baby
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and cried

and cried
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she said

she said
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is

is
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i kind of left about a week ago and come

i kind of left about a week ago and come
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back in and it was just like the tv was

back in and it was just like the tv was
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literally lying face down you know it's

literally lying face down you know it's
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got this big sort of smash of thing on

got this big sort of smash of thing on
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it it's just

it it's just
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thrown itself out threw itself out the

thrown itself out threw itself out the
window

window

window
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[Laughter]

[Laughter]
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tv's just like it all you know it

tv's just like it all you know it
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was so funny

was so funny
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have you seen this

have you seen this
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it's really beautiful this herbarium

it's really beautiful this herbarium
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it's a reproduction

it's a reproduction
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emily dickinson the poet

emily dickinson the poet
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yeah so what is that her

yeah so what is that her
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this was it was when she was like 14 and

this was it was when she was like 14 and
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she made it and then

she made it and then
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i think it's the most fragile book

i think it's the most fragile book
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that exists they photographed it right

that exists they photographed it right
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made this facsimile of it

made this facsimile of it
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i mean it was funny going through

i mean it was funny going through
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like going through the

like going through the
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the sessions

the sessions
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last night looking yeah i remembered

last night looking yeah i remembered
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that like um

that like um
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have a look at this

have a look at this
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holy look at this desktop

holy look at this desktop
robbie

robbie

robbie
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what a nightmare watch you can't

what a nightmare watch you can't
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find anything like perfection isn't it

find anything like perfection isn't it
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what is doesn't everyone's like that

what is doesn't everyone's like that
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i don't really have a night a sense of

i don't really have a night a sense of
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form and order so

form and order so
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we we could sort of can cut that into it

we we could sort of can cut that into it
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later but

later but
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um it's it's really like about just like

um it's it's really like about just like
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being in the moment you know and and

being in the moment you know and and
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i guess seeing what happens you know

i guess seeing what happens you know
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we're just throwing things down you know

we're just throwing things down you know
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like sit down and start playing you know

like sit down and start playing you know
and

and

and
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you kind of are looking for those

you kind of are looking for those
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moments you know in amongst hours and

moments you know in amongst hours and
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hours and hours of stuff i actually had

hours and hours of stuff i actually had
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songs i actually had had song lyrics but

songs i actually had had song lyrics but
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i know from experience that those songs

i know from experience that those songs
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probably won't

probably won't
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amount to anything

amount to anything
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but i i like the the the thing that's

but i i like the the the thing that's
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great working with nick is that um he's

great working with nick is that um he's
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up for trying anything you know and more

up for trying anything you know and more
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so and more and more warren is

so and more and more warren is
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almost always on transmit

almost always on transmit
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and not so much on receive i would say

and not so much on receive i would say
um

um

um
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although he might he he might see that

although he might he he might see that
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as unfair and and wrong

as unfair and and wrong
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i remember with ghosting towards the

i remember with ghosting towards the
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last like date the fir the first sort of

last like date the fir the first sort of
session

session

session
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nick got up and just walked out and he

nick got up and just walked out and he
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just goes

just goes
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i can't deal with any more soft pad

i can't deal with any more soft pad
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that was that sound i kept playing and i

that was that sound i kept playing and i
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was just playing it for like you know 30

was just playing it for like you know 30
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minutes kind of thing at a time you know

minutes kind of thing at a time you know
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it's almost pointless me sitting down

it's almost pointless me sitting down
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and writing a song and taking it into

and writing a song and taking it into
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the studio because

the studio because
um

um

um
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unless i kind of like hold warren's face

unless i kind of like hold warren's face
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and say warren

and say warren
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i'm going to do a song now it's it's a

i'm going to do a song now it's it's a
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song i've written right these are the

song i've written right these are the
chords

chords

chords
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i i don't know what it is with me but i

i i don't know what it is with me but i
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will get on something and then i just

will get on something and then i just
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can't sort of move away from it

can't sort of move away from it
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um

um
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and i think it's different

and i think it's different
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a whole lot of happens you know i

a whole lot of happens you know i
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mean a whole lot of terrible

mean a whole lot of terrible
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happens when me and lauren get into a

happens when me and lauren get into a
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room but these there are these moments

room but these there are these moments
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it kind of gets this into this strange

it kind of gets this into this strange
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meditative state you just

meditative state you just
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have no idea what's going on and that's

have no idea what's going on and that's
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when stuff happens

when stuff happens
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it just clicks into something

it just clicks into something
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transcendent as far as i'm concerned i'm

transcendent as far as i'm concerned i'm
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literally taken away by it i'm amazed

literally taken away by it i'm amazed
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by it

by it
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not not at the time

not not at the time
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although i get lost in it at the time

although i get lost in it at the time
but

but

but
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you just suddenly hear these things and

you just suddenly hear these things and
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go oh my god

go oh my god
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you know but they're just snippets in an

you know but they're just snippets in an
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there we go

there we go
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waiting for you

waiting for you
waiting

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it's difficult to perform it even

it's difficult to perform it even
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because i'm just sort of waiting waiting

because i'm just sort of waiting waiting
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for the cooks so it feels

for the cooks so it feels
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unnaturally slow

unnaturally slow
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why don't we try it without it yeah it's

why don't we try it without it yeah it's
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just getting

just getting
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getting your sound and stuff like that

getting your sound and stuff like that
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yeah

yeah
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how did you fit into the bad seeds when

how did you fit into the bad seeds when
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it was you know mick and blixer and all

it was you know mick and blixer and all
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that sort of he he took a subordinate

that sort of he he took a subordinate
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role

role
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right of just

right of just
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embellishing what was already going on

embellishing what was already going on
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there and and slowly one by one one

there and and slowly one by one one
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i think you better watch out

i think you better watch out
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because it might just be me and morris

because it might just be me and morris
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left yeah i know i know i'm the next to

left yeah i know i know i'm the next to
go

go

go
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all through

all through
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the night

the night
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we drove in

we drove in
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the wind

the wind
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here and we

here and we
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parked on

parked on
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the beach in

the beach in
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sometimes it's better not to say

sometimes it's better not to say
anything

anything

anything
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your body isn't anchored never asked to

your body isn't anchored never asked to
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be free

be free
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just want to stay in the

just want to stay in the
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business of making you

business of making you
happy

happy

happy
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i'm just waiting

i'm just waiting
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for you

for you
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waiting for you

waiting for you
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waiting for you

waiting for you
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waiting for

waiting for
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you

you
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the priest runs through the chapel

the priest runs through the chapel
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the calendars are turning

the calendars are turning
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jesus freak on the streets is

jesus freak on the streets is
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returning

returning

returning
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sometimes a little bit of faith can go a

sometimes a little bit of faith can go a
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long

long
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your soul is my anchor never has to be

your soul is my anchor never has to be
free

free

free
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sleep now sleep now

sleep now sleep now
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take as long as you need

take as long as you need
cuz

cuz

cuz
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foreign

foreign

foreign
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return

return

return
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to

to

to
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return

i am beside you

i am beside you
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look for me

look for me
i

i

i
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to

to
remember

nothing

nothing
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is something

is something
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where something

where something
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i am

i am
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am

am
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look for me

look for me
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look for me

look for me
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i think they

i think they
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you are

you are
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you are

you are
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i think my friends have gathered here

i think my friends have gathered here
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to be

to be
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there are thousands of questions here

there are thousands of questions here
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thousands and thousands there there's

thousands and thousands there there's
there's

there's

there's
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38

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and 65 questions now i won't read them

and 65 questions now i won't read them
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all to you obviously but i i can just

all to you obviously but i i can just
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flick through and grab some right as

flick through and grab some right as
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my brother david died two years ago he

my brother david died two years ago he
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was just 24 and i was 19.

was just 24 and i was 19.
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it feels like everyone is moving on and

it feels like everyone is moving on and
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forgetting him and i'm afraid of letting

forgetting him and i'm afraid of letting
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go of my anger what if i don't know who

go of my anger what if i don't know who
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i am without it

i am without it
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for so long has my grief been an

for so long has my grief been an
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inextricable part of me

inextricable part of me
alison

the thing i really love about the the

the thing i really love about the the
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red hand files and why i almost consider

red hand files and why i almost consider
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this to be like a spiritual practice

this to be like a spiritual practice
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is that i'm forced to think about these

is that i'm forced to think about these
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questions um

questions um
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and not respond immediately

and not respond immediately
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when i when i when i do respond

when i when i when i do respond
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immediately in in my mind i don't

immediately in in my mind i don't
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respond with the better part of my

respond with the better part of my
nature

nature

nature
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i would say does that make sense

i would say does that make sense
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i i it requires some days to sort of

i i it requires some days to sort of
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think about what the person's saying and

think about what the person's saying and
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to arrive at a compassionate

to arrive at a compassionate
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um

um
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relationship to the question and to the

relationship to the question and to the
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person who's

person who's
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who's writing it that actually doesn't

who's writing it that actually doesn't
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come naturally to me

come naturally to me
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and so the red hand files literally keep

and so the red hand files literally keep
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me at the better end of my nature

me at the better end of my nature
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my wife has thrown me out i've lost my

my wife has thrown me out i've lost my
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job all within a week

job all within a week
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suicidal thoughts in abundance

suicidal thoughts in abundance
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how does one handle having seemingly no

how does one handle having seemingly no
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control over one's life

control over one's life
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this is a really beautiful question too

this is a really beautiful question too
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you know um

you know um
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and incredibly sad

and incredibly sad
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they're incredibly moving these

they're incredibly moving these
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questions because

questions because
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you know you don't

you know you don't
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if something happens to you the the

if something happens to you the the
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first thing that comes to mind is not to

first thing that comes to mind is not to
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to write to

to write to
to

to

to
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it's these are desperate questions from

it's these are desperate questions from
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people who don't have any anyone to ask

people who don't have any anyone to ask
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you know they're just sending these

you know they're just sending these
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questions out into the

questions out into the
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there are some people who are trying to

there are some people who are trying to
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there are some people are trying to find

there are some people are trying to find
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out why

out why
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there are some people who aren't trying

there are some people who aren't trying
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to find anything

to find anything
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but that kingdom

but that kingdom
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in the sky

in the sky
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i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current
rushes<01:11:04.480> by

rushes by

rushes by
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i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current
rushes<01:11:13.280> by

rushes by

rushes by
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i'm gonna swim to the middle

i'm gonna swim to the middle
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where the water is

where the water is
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gonna swim to the middle and stay out

gonna swim to the middle and stay out
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there wild

there wild
way<01:11:50.800> down<01:11:51.280> low

way down low

way down low
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on me

on me
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throwing pennies up the edge

throwing pennies up the edge
peasants<01:12:41.440> working<01:12:42.320> in<01:12:42.480> the<01:12:42.800> fields

peasants working in the fields

peasants working in the fields
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keep their heads

keep their heads
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way down low

way down low
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we now know

we now know
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never come up again

never come up again
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hear a body of water flowing across the

hear a body of water flowing across the
beard

here a body of water flowing across the

here a body of water flowing across the
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motel beard

motel beard
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gonna swim to the middle

gonna swim to the middle
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and never come up again

and never come up again
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me

me
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i'm going to the river where the current

i'm going to the river where the current
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the majority of letters that come into

the majority of letters that come into
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the red hand files in all their various

the red hand files in all their various
forms

forms

forms
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are essentially asking the same question

are essentially asking the same question
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your question how are you karen yeah yes

your question how are you karen yeah yes
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yeah really good i haven't seen you

yeah really good i haven't seen you
since<01:15:55.360> yesterday

since yesterday

since yesterday
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how do i handle seemingly having no

how do i handle seemingly having no
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control over my life

control over my life
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this question is often accompanied by

this question is often accompanied by
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feelings of betrayal and rage and

feelings of betrayal and rage and
resentfulness

resentfulness

resentfulness
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the truth is we all live our lives

the truth is we all live our lives
dangerously

dangerously

dangerously
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in a state of jeopardy at the edge of

in a state of jeopardy at the edge of
calamity

calamity

calamity
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you have discovered that the veil that

you have discovered that the veil that
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separates your ordered life from

separates your ordered life from
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disarray is wafer thin

disarray is wafer thin
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this is the ordinary truth of existence

this is the ordinary truth of existence
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from which none of us are exempt

from which none of us are exempt
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in time we all find out we are not in

in time we all find out we are not in
control

control

control
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we never were

we never were
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but we are not without power

but we are not without power
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we always have the freedom to choose how

we always have the freedom to choose how
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we will respond to whatever it is that

we will respond to whatever it is that
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you can collapse and be dragged under

you can collapse and be dragged under
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you can harden around your misfortune

you can harden around your misfortune
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and become embittered

and become embittered
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or you can move toward the opportunity

or you can move toward the opportunity
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that is offered to you

that is offered to you
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the next best action is always presented

the next best action is always presented
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to you billy

to you billy
look<01:17:11.600> for<01:17:11.760> it

look for it

look for it
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and move toward it

and move toward it
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this is the great act of insubordination

this is the great act of insubordination
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toward the vagaries of life

toward the vagaries of life
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afforded to us all

afforded to us all
glove<01:17:23.120> nick

glove nick

glove nick
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they sound better

they sound better
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are these better for me than in here

are these better for me than in here
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let's put it down nick yeah put it down

let's put it down nick yeah put it down
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put it down as low as you can better you

put it down as low as you can better you
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tell me

tell me
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i can do what what you tell me if you

i can do what what you tell me if you
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want me to hold that much no no no no

want me to hold that much no no no no
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right okay we need to shut the curtain

right okay we need to shut the curtain
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we need to shut the curtain mark it

we need to shut the curtain mark it
thanks

thanks

thanks
okay<01:17:45.280> everybody<01:17:45.679> just<01:17:45.840> take<01:17:46.080> a<01:17:46.159> minute

okay everybody just take a minute

okay everybody just take a minute
let's<01:17:47.520> settle

um

um
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the white hunter sits on his porch

the white hunter sits on his porch
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with his elephant gun in his tears

with his elephant gun in his tears
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he'll shoot you for free if you come

he'll shoot you for free if you come
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the protester kneels on the neck of the

the protester kneels on the neck of the
statue

statue

statue
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the statue says i can't breathe

the statue says i can't breathe
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protester says well now you know how it

protester says well now you know how it
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i'm about a chili venus with a penis

i'm about a chili venus with a penis
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i'm a seafoam woman rising from the

i'm a seafoam woman rising from the
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with a gun in my pants full of elephant

with a gun in my pants full of elephant
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if you ever think of coming around here

if you ever think of coming around here
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i'm an ice sculpture with an elephant

i'm an ice sculpture with an elephant
gun

gun

gun
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i'm a nice sculpture made of

i'm a nice sculpture made of
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elephant-sized tears raining gas and

elephant-sized tears raining gas and
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the president is cold in the feds

the president is cold in the feds
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i've been planning this for years

i've been planning this for years
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i'll shoot you in the face if

i'll shoot you in the face if
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you so much as look at me

you so much as look at me
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i'll shoot you just for fun

i'll shoot you just for fun
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i'm a statue lying on my side in the sun

i'm a statue lying on my side in the sun
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evaporating before your eyes becoming a

evaporating before your eyes becoming a
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great gray cloud of rock

great gray cloud of rock
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roaring my souls upon your own

roaring my souls upon your own
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i'll shoot you all for free

i'll shoot you all for free
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skies

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oh

oh

oh
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is

is
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it's

it's

it's
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yeah i'm um much happier now than i used

yeah i'm um much happier now than i used
to<01:24:34.320> be

to be

to be
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that's not to say that you know i don't

that's not to say that you know i don't
struggle

struggle

struggle
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but it's not happiness that's the most

but it's not happiness that's the most
important<01:24:41.280> thing<01:24:41.440> for<01:24:41.600> me

important thing for me

important thing for me
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it's like having a sense of meaning

it's like having a sense of meaning
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about things i mean i really feel much

about things i mean i really feel much
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more connected to that and that respect

more connected to that and that respect
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makes me happier that i do feel a real

makes me happier that i do feel a real
sense<01:24:52.800> of<01:24:53.040> meaning

sense of meaning

sense of meaning
uh

uh

uh
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in my life that's not

in my life that's not
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dependent on my work it's not dependent

dependent on my work it's not dependent
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on my creative

on my creative
life

life

life
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that feels like i'm moving towards

that feels like i'm moving towards
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something that feels like the world is a

something that feels like the world is a
meaningful<01:25:09.280> place

meaningful place

meaningful place
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it's the very nature of the world

it's the very nature of the world
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darling

darling
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her mother

her mother
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anytime this year

anytime this year
dawn

dawn

dawn
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any time this year

any time this year
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we<01:27:37.440> won't<01:27:38.320> get<01:27:39.199> too

we won't get too

we won't get too
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and

is unless you

is unless you
take<01:28:30.880> me<01:28:31.360> there

come on

come on
come<01:29:09.280> down

thank you all

thank you all
for<01:29:20.159> uh<01:29:20.400> looking<01:29:20.800> after<01:29:21.199> us<01:29:21.440> and

for uh looking after us and

for uh looking after us and
everything<01:29:22.800> you've<01:29:23.040> done

everything you've done

everything you've done
it's<01:29:25.520> been<01:29:25.679> very<01:29:25.920> beautiful

it's been very beautiful

it's been very beautiful
thank<01:29:27.360> you<01:29:27.520> all

the

the
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now that kind of feels like an ending

now that kind of feels like an ending
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but it's not

but it's not
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okay<01:29:47.280> it's<01:29:47.520> not<01:29:47.840> not<01:29:48.000> at<01:29:48.159> all

okay it's not not at all

okay it's not not at all
back<01:29:49.440> to<01:29:49.600> one

thank you for the words the music the

thank you for the words the music the
grounding<01:30:19.760> sanity<01:30:20.239> that<01:30:20.400> your<01:30:20.639> music<01:30:21.040> brings

grounding sanity that your music brings

grounding sanity that your music brings
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i'm curious behind it all the music the

i'm curious behind it all the music the
words<01:30:29.040> the<01:30:29.199> suits<01:30:29.920> the<01:30:30.080> grief

words the suits the grief

words the suits the grief
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the tenderness and shame and guilt and

the tenderness and shame and guilt and
joy<01:30:34.880> who<01:30:35.120> are<01:30:35.280> you

joy who are you

joy who are you
kev<01:30:37.040> from<01:30:37.280> ireland

i don't know i i think um

i don't know i i think um
i<01:30:53.199> would<01:30:53.360> define<01:30:53.760> myself<01:30:54.719> differently<01:30:55.600> now

i would define myself differently now

i would define myself differently now
than<01:30:56.400> i<01:30:56.560> would<01:30:56.719> have

than i would have

than i would have
uh

uh

uh
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some years ago i would have defined

some years ago i would have defined
myself<01:31:01.840> as<01:31:01.920> a<01:31:02.000> musician

myself as a musician

myself as a musician
or<01:31:03.840> or<01:31:04.000> a<01:31:04.159> writer

or or a writer

or or a writer
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and i i i'm trying to wean myself off

and i i i'm trying to wean myself off
those<01:31:10.159> definitions<01:31:10.880> of<01:31:10.960> myself<01:31:11.520> that<01:31:11.920> are

those definitions of myself that are

those definitions of myself that are
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about my occupation

about my occupation
and<01:31:14.400> and<01:31:14.639> see<01:31:14.800> myself<01:31:15.199> as<01:31:15.360> a<01:31:15.440> person

and and see myself as a person

and and see myself as a person
um

um

um
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as a husband

as a husband
as<01:31:19.600> a<01:31:19.760> father

as a father

as a father
um

as a as a husband

as a as a husband
and<01:31:27.120> father

and father

and father
and<01:31:28.560> friend

and friend

and friend
and<01:31:30.080> citizen

and citizen

and citizen
that<01:31:31.440> makes<01:31:32.080> music<01:31:32.560> and<01:31:32.719> right<01:31:33.040> stuff

that makes music and right stuff

that makes music and right stuff
rather<01:31:34.880> than<01:31:34.960> the<01:31:35.120> other<01:31:35.280> way<01:31:35.440> around

rather than the other way around

rather than the other way around
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i'm traveling appallingly alone

i'm traveling appallingly alone
on<01:32:06.400> a<01:32:06.920> singular<01:32:07.920> road

the lavender fields

the lavender fields
that<01:32:16.159> reach<01:32:16.639> high<01:32:17.360> beyond<01:32:18.080> the<01:32:18.320> sky

that reach high beyond the sky

that reach high beyond the sky
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people<01:32:38.960> ask<01:32:39.280> me<01:32:39.600> how<01:32:39.840> i<01:32:40.159> changed

people ask me how i changed

people ask me how i changed
i'll<01:32:42.000> say<01:32:42.320> it<01:32:42.560> as<01:32:42.719> a<01:32:42.960> singular

i'll say it as a singular

i'll say it as a singular
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and the lavender stained my skin

and the lavender stained my skin
and

and

and
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the lavender is tall and reaches

the lavender is tall and reaches
beyond<01:33:02.880> the<01:33:03.280> heavenly<01:33:04.159> cover

beyond the heavenly cover

beyond the heavenly cover
i<01:33:06.480> plow<01:33:07.199> through<01:33:07.600> this<01:33:08.080> furious<01:33:08.719> world

i plow through this furious world

i plow through this furious world
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and sometimes i hear my name

and sometimes i hear my name
oh<01:33:33.679> where<01:33:34.400> did<01:33:34.639> you<01:33:34.880> go

oh where did you go

oh where did you go
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but the lavender is broke

but the lavender is broke
and<01:33:40.719> it's<01:33:41.040> a<01:33:41.360> singular

and it's a singular

and it's a singular
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once<01:33:54.400> i<01:33:54.560> was<01:33:55.120> running<01:33:55.520> with<01:33:55.760> my<01:33:56.080> friends

once i was running with my friends

once i was running with my friends
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to<01:34:06.560> them

sometimes i see a pale bird

sometimes i see a pale bird
willing

willing

willing
in<01:34:28.320> the<01:34:28.719> sky

in the sky

in the sky
but<01:34:30.880> that<01:34:31.199> is<01:34:31.360> just<01:34:31.679> a<01:34:31.920> feeling

but that is just a feeling

but that is just a feeling
of<01:34:34.719> feeling<01:34:35.760> when<01:34:36.000> you<01:34:36.239> died

of feeling when you died

of feeling when you died
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is

is

is
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but despite getting

but despite getting
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annoyed and stuff like that i really

annoyed and stuff like that i really
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love doing this film

love doing this film
i<01:35:53.440> mean<01:35:53.679> i<01:35:53.920> don't

i mean i don't

i mean i don't
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like being i don't like the process of

like being i don't like the process of
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making films no one does that no no no

making films no one does that no no no
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i was talking to i was talking to earl

i was talking to i was talking to earl
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i'm talking to earl on the phone oh

i'm talking to earl on the phone oh
let's<01:36:05.840> go<01:36:06.239> let's<01:36:06.400> say<01:36:06.560> hello

you're being filmed now so you better

you're being filmed now so you better
hide

hide

hide
now<01:36:13.840> don't<01:36:14.080> hide<01:36:14.400> early

now don't hide early

now don't hide early
i'm<01:36:15.760> not<01:36:15.920> hiding<01:36:16.320> in<01:36:16.400> my<01:36:16.639> hand

i'm not hiding in my hand

i'm not hiding in my hand
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i was lying you know on the floor of my

i was lying you know on the floor of my
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band room in the fetal position

band room in the fetal position
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uh in between um

uh in between um
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before i had to go on and and re-do um

before i had to go on and and re-do um
balcony<01:36:29.119> man

balcony man

balcony man
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redoing it i know what you guys did the

redoing it i know what you guys did the
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first time around but yeah

first time around but yeah
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when i see it you're gonna go wow that's

when i see it you're gonna go wow that's
awesome<01:36:36.560> and<01:36:36.880> uh<01:36:37.199> earl<01:36:37.440> was<01:36:37.679> like

awesome and uh earl was like

awesome and uh earl was like
i'm<01:36:38.880> like<01:36:39.679> you<01:36:39.760> know<01:36:40.320> he<01:36:40.480> wants<01:36:40.719> me<01:36:40.880> to<01:36:41.040> go

i'm like you know he wants me to go

i'm like you know he wants me to go
and<01:36:41.280> redo<01:36:41.920> it<01:36:42.080> he<01:36:42.159> goes<01:36:42.719> he<01:36:42.880> was<01:36:43.040> going<01:36:43.440> he

and redo it he goes he was going he

and redo it he goes he was going he
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because he's in belfast making movies

because he's in belfast making movies
going<01:36:45.920> dad

going dad

going dad
um

um

um
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like i know it's real hard i i know it's

like i know it's real hard i i know it's
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it's really difficult to make a movie it

it's really difficult to make a movie it
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really gets on your skin but what you

really gets on your skin but what you
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need to do is stop being such a

and i'm like uh okay

and i'm like uh okay
you<01:37:00.719> guys<01:37:01.119> get<01:37:01.360> up<01:37:01.600> on<01:37:01.760> your<01:37:02.400> feet<01:37:02.639> and

you guys get up on your feet and

you guys get up on your feet and
go<01:37:02.960> and<01:37:03.040> do<01:37:03.199> the<01:37:03.360> song<01:37:03.760> yeah

so

so
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oh what am i

oh what am i
to<01:37:54.400> believe

where everything is ordinary

where everything is ordinary
until<01:38:10.239> it's

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i'm<01:38:15.600> the not

i'm the not

i'm the not
man

man

man
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i'm<01:38:28.639> 200<01:38:29.600> pounds<01:38:30.320> of<01:38:30.719> packed<01:38:31.119> ice<01:38:31.760> sitting<01:38:32.080> on

i'm 200 pounds of packed ice sitting on

i'm 200 pounds of packed ice sitting on
a<01:38:32.400> chair<01:38:33.199> in<01:38:33.280> the<01:38:33.520> morning<01:38:34.000> sun

a chair in the morning sun

a chair in the morning sun
putting<01:38:35.760> on<01:38:36.000> my<01:38:36.320> tap<01:38:36.800> dancing<01:38:37.600> shoes

putting on my tap dancing shoes

putting on my tap dancing shoes
all<01:38:39.520> my<01:38:39.920> luck<01:38:40.480> dancing<01:38:41.360> shoes

all my luck dancing shoes

all my luck dancing shoes
in<01:38:43.520> the<01:38:44.000> morning<01:38:44.480> sun

in the morning sun

in the morning sun
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i'm<01:38:47.679> a<01:38:48.159> balcony<01:38:48.880> man

i'm a balcony man

i'm a balcony man
i'm<01:38:50.080> afraid<01:38:50.560> to<01:38:50.719> stay

i'm afraid to stay

i'm afraid to stay
you<01:38:53.280> think<01:38:53.520> you<01:38:53.679> have<01:38:53.920> a<01:38:54.080> plan<01:38:54.480> until<01:38:54.880> i

you think you have a plan until i

you think you have a plan until i
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hit the stairs i'm a 200 pound bag of

hit the stairs i'm a 200 pound bag of
blood<01:39:00.719> and<01:39:00.960> bone

blood and bone

blood and bone
leaking<01:39:03.360> on<01:39:03.520> your<01:39:03.920> favorite<01:39:04.400> chair

leaking on your favorite chair

leaking on your favorite chair
i<01:39:06.320> put<01:39:06.639> on<01:39:07.040> my<01:39:07.600> lap<01:39:08.080> dancing<01:39:08.960> shoes

i put on my lap dancing shoes

i put on my lap dancing shoes
in<01:39:11.600> the<01:39:12.040> morning<01:39:13.199> sun

and this morning is amazing and so are

and this morning is amazing and so are
you

you

you
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this morning is amazing and so are you

this morning is amazing and so are you
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this morning is amazing and so are you

this morning is amazing and so are you
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what am i to think on this balcony fred

what am i to think on this balcony fred
where<01:39:46.719> everything<01:39:47.440> is<01:39:47.760> amazing<01:39:48.400> that<01:39:48.639> stays

where everything is amazing that stays

where everything is amazing that stays
in<01:39:49.440> bed

in bed

in bed
i'm<01:39:50.960> a<01:39:51.199> 200<01:39:52.080> pound<01:39:52.480> octopus

i'm a 200 pound octopus

i'm a 200 pound octopus
under<01:39:54.080> a<01:39:54.239> sheet<01:39:55.119> dancing<01:39:55.760> around<01:39:56.080> your<01:39:56.480> world

under a sheet dancing around your world

under a sheet dancing around your world
with<01:39:57.840> my<01:39:58.080> hands<01:39:58.560> and<01:39:58.800> feet

with my hands and feet

with my hands and feet
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and as much unknown to be true

and as much unknown to be true
yeah<01:40:06.080> this<01:40:06.480> much<01:40:06.880> unknown

yeah this much unknown

yeah this much unknown
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this<01:40:20.000> morning<01:40:20.719> is

this morning is

this morning is
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just makes you

just makes you
crazier

oh

oh
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how was that flare robbie right

how was that flare robbie right
on<01:42:06.080> the<01:42:06.239> piano<01:42:06.639> no

on the piano no

on the piano no
i'm<01:42:07.760> unbelievable

i'm unbelievable

i'm unbelievable
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awesome okay we can stop going around in

awesome okay we can stop going around in
circles<01:42:12.880> now<01:42:13.520> oh<01:42:14.000> thank<01:42:14.239> god<01:42:14.400> for<01:42:14.560> that<01:42:14.719> well

circles now oh thank god for that well

circles now oh thank god for that well
done<01:42:15.119> rob

done rob

done rob
windows<01:42:17.040> up

yeah so in the original it plays in the

yeah so in the original it plays in the
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second half does it play in the second

second half does it play in the second
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half of the first reverse is that what

half of the first reverse is that what
happened

happened

happened
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yeah the second okay um it's heading out

yeah the second okay um it's heading out
jake

jake

jake
but<01:42:53.280> but<01:42:53.440> you<01:42:53.760> you're<01:42:54.080> very

she's sick

she's sick
it's<01:43:12.719> now<01:43:13.040> day<01:43:13.360> three

it's now day three

it's now day three
she's<01:43:14.800> still<01:43:15.280> sick<01:43:15.679> tomorrow

she's still sick tomorrow

she's still sick tomorrow
so<01:43:18.320> i<01:43:18.560> feel<01:43:18.800> that<01:43:19.040> she's<01:43:19.360> just<01:43:19.679> not<01:43:19.840> gonna<01:43:20.159> do

so i feel that she's just not gonna do

so i feel that she's just not gonna do
it

it

it
you<01:43:22.000> can<01:43:22.239> talk<01:43:22.480> to<01:43:22.560> her

you can talk to her

you can talk to her
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no literally

no literally
andrew<01:43:54.480> married<01:43:54.960> my

andrew married my

andrew married my
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girlfriend

okay do not cut a song let's let's go to

okay do not cut a song let's let's go to
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the next quarter on the clock

the next quarter on the clock
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next<01:44:13.360> quarter<01:44:13.679> on<01:44:13.760> the<01:44:13.840> clock<01:44:14.239> quickly

next quarter on the clock quickly

next quarter on the clock quickly
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quickly we're rolling yeah what are we

quickly we're rolling yeah what are we
doing<01:44:17.520> come<01:44:17.760> on<01:44:18.400> reset

is there a part for you to play

is there a part for you to play
anyone<01:44:30.719> got<01:44:30.800> a<01:44:30.960> pen

just a cup of coffee with some cold milk

just a cup of coffee with some cold milk
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sorry