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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,336 --> 00:00:02,015 I may take the liberty 2 00:00:02,250 --> 00:00:05,561 of beginning by saying something about myself... 3 00:00:05,958 --> 00:00:08,865 and my role... 4 00:00:09,684 --> 00:00:12,971 in talking to you about philosophical matters... 5 00:00:14,432 --> 00:00:18,663 because I wanted to be understood perfectly clearly 6 00:00:19,109 --> 00:00:21,402 that I am not a guru. 7 00:00:24,057 --> 00:00:25,625 In other words... 8 00:00:26,290 --> 00:00:29,922 I talk about what we call these things... 9 00:00:30,913 --> 00:00:34,287 and that comprises a multitude of interests... 10 00:00:35,574 --> 00:00:38,071 concerning oriental philosophy... 11 00:00:38,256 --> 00:00:39,704 psychotherapy... 12 00:00:40,782 --> 00:00:43,638 religion, mysticism, etcetera. 13 00:00:44,216 --> 00:00:47,103 I talk about talk about these things because I'm interested in them... 14 00:00:47,128 --> 00:00:49,932 and because I enjoy talking about them. 15 00:00:50,735 --> 00:00:52,911 In every sense of the person... 16 00:00:52,936 --> 00:00:56,897 who makes his living by doing what he enjoys doing. 17 00:00:57,754 --> 00:00:59,685 And that is fading. 18 00:01:02,706 --> 00:01:05,709 Now in stating that although I am not a guru... 19 00:01:05,926 --> 00:01:07,540 that means also... 20 00:01:08,405 --> 00:01:12,668 that I am not trying to help you, or include you. 21 00:01:14,027 --> 00:01:16,283 I accept you as you are. 22 00:01:17,192 --> 00:01:20,121 I'm not out there for the same world. 23 00:01:23,200 --> 00:01:25,387 Of course when a stream... 24 00:01:26,317 --> 00:01:27,830 a bubbling spring... 25 00:01:27,963 --> 00:01:32,083 flows out from the mountains, it's doing it's thing. 26 00:01:33,520 --> 00:01:38,329 And if a thirsty traveler helps himself, well that's fine. 27 00:01:38,624 --> 00:01:40,195 When a bird sings... 28 00:01:40,760 --> 00:01:43,962 it doesn't sing for the advancement of music. 29 00:01:44,463 --> 00:01:49,621 But if somebody starts to listen and is delighted, that's fine. 30 00:01:51,002 --> 00:01:53,640 And so I talk in the same spirit. 31 00:01:55,707 --> 00:01:57,293 I don't have... 32 00:01:58,457 --> 00:02:00,701 a group of followers. 33 00:02:01,371 --> 00:02:03,771 I'm not trying to make disciples. 34 00:02:04,715 --> 00:02:08,715 Because I work on the principle of a physician... 35 00:02:09,144 --> 00:02:11,112 not as a surgeon. 36 00:02:12,933 --> 00:02:17,024 A physician is always trying to get rid of his patients 37 00:02:17,727 --> 00:02:21,391 and send them away healthy to stand on their own feet. 38 00:02:21,689 --> 00:02:26,001 But as a clergyman, is trying to get the numbers... 39 00:02:26,305 --> 00:02:28,757 of the religious organization... 40 00:04:08,269 --> 00:04:10,316 Hold on one second. 41 00:04:11,442 --> 00:04:13,009 It's behind the pillow. 42 00:04:13,601 --> 00:04:14,950 Fuck. 43 00:04:15,860 --> 00:04:18,133 Wait. One second, I can... 44 00:04:19,897 --> 00:04:21,304 Hold on. 45 00:04:27,500 --> 00:04:28,766 Okay. 46 00:04:28,883 --> 00:04:30,372 Okay wait. 47 00:04:32,377 --> 00:04:33,785 Dr. T. 48 00:04:34,106 --> 00:04:35,476 Hold on. I found it. 49 00:04:35,501 --> 00:04:37,828 So, hold on. Just... I'm gonna... 50 00:04:37,953 --> 00:04:39,920 No, Dr. T, let me just... okay. 51 00:04:40,053 --> 00:04:44,289 My niece is coming tomorrow, she's 25, she's an actress... 52 00:04:44,664 --> 00:04:47,855 we have a lot of similarities. 53 00:04:48,519 --> 00:04:52,376 But you know, my brother has totally dropped the ball. 54 00:04:52,401 --> 00:04:54,550 He's not showing up as her dad... 55 00:04:54,575 --> 00:04:57,418 No, 'cause he's in still in rehab. 56 00:04:57,621 --> 00:04:59,564 No, for three more months. 57 00:05:00,873 --> 00:05:06,813 I think probably the reason she's an actress is because of that I'm an actress. 58 00:05:09,405 --> 00:05:13,276 Well, she didn't really have a lot of role models, did she? 59 00:05:15,205 --> 00:05:19,239 No, it's just I always seem to step in and I'll try to... 60 00:05:19,264 --> 00:05:20,783 you know... 61 00:05:21,312 --> 00:05:22,929 cheer her up because... 62 00:05:23,060 --> 00:05:24,689 you know, what am I gonna say? 63 00:05:24,722 --> 00:05:28,908 Hi, your dad's in rehab for, what, the 10th time and... 64 00:05:29,223 --> 00:05:32,143 you know, I'm sorry he stole all your stuff? 65 00:05:32,995 --> 00:05:36,993 Dreamworks. - Hey, Shawn. Is Peg there? It's Marie. 66 00:05:37,204 --> 00:05:39,669 Hey Marie, hold on. Let me see if I can get her for you. Hold on. 67 00:05:39,694 --> 00:05:41,131 Okay, thanks. 68 00:05:42,827 --> 00:05:44,522 Hello. - Hey, hey, what's up? 69 00:05:44,547 --> 00:05:47,670 I lost you up the road, so I'm just calling you back. 70 00:05:47,826 --> 00:05:49,735 So did you hear? - Well... 71 00:05:49,760 --> 00:05:54,237 yeah, I did. I mean, unfortunately, on the fox movie, it's not gonna happen. 72 00:05:54,325 --> 00:05:56,318 They made an offer to somebody else. 73 00:05:56,436 --> 00:05:58,459 Who was it? 74 00:05:58,970 --> 00:06:01,192 I think it's Kristen Wigg. I'm trying to find out. 75 00:06:01,225 --> 00:06:03,373 Oh right. No, no, that makes sense. That makes sense. 76 00:06:03,398 --> 00:06:05,465 No, it's okay. Yeah, no, no. 77 00:06:06,051 --> 00:06:07,797 I mean, it would have been great because at least you would have made 78 00:06:07,822 --> 00:06:09,698 a little bit of money on that but... 79 00:06:09,803 --> 00:06:11,212 Yeah, unfortunately. 80 00:06:11,237 --> 00:06:13,109 And my guess is she's gonna do it, so. 81 00:06:13,134 --> 00:06:15,547 Yeah, no, no. - Onward, I guess. 82 00:06:16,047 --> 00:06:18,219 Right. No, so, okay and... 83 00:06:18,244 --> 00:06:20,775 is the other thing... what's happening with that? 84 00:06:20,875 --> 00:06:23,766 Oh yeah. I mean, the good news is on the indie... 85 00:06:24,285 --> 00:06:28,828 they have a start date, so... that's looking more real at least. 86 00:06:28,975 --> 00:06:30,053 Okay. 87 00:06:30,163 --> 00:06:31,455 Yeah. That looks like it might be happening. 88 00:06:31,456 --> 00:06:34,091 And I did find a solar engineer that you can talk to. 89 00:06:34,116 --> 00:06:36,124 You know, you wanted to do some research, you said yesterday. 90 00:06:36,149 --> 00:06:38,866 Right, right, but wait. They have a start date? 91 00:06:38,891 --> 00:06:41,707 Did they have money? 92 00:06:42,217 --> 00:06:43,997 Well, it's not clear if they have their money. 93 00:06:44,022 --> 00:06:45,601 They're claiming they have a start date when they're gonna go. 94 00:06:45,602 --> 00:06:47,980 I mean, it's a sag ultra low budget film... 95 00:06:48,005 --> 00:06:49,844 so how much money could they need? I don't know. 96 00:06:49,869 --> 00:06:52,407 Ultra? Is ultra low? 97 00:06:52,408 --> 00:06:55,711 No, it's fine, it's fine. It's a good script. 98 00:06:56,218 --> 00:06:57,852 Okay. - Okay, have a good day. 99 00:06:57,877 --> 00:06:58,913 Okay. - Okay. 100 00:06:58,914 --> 00:07:00,816 You too, bye Maria. - Bye bye. 101 00:07:03,677 --> 00:07:04,996 Where is he? Where is he now? 102 00:07:05,021 --> 00:07:07,560 Where is he? 103 00:07:10,934 --> 00:07:13,018 Carol! 104 00:07:16,731 --> 00:07:18,486 Did you just get here? - I did. 105 00:07:18,511 --> 00:07:20,080 I didn't hear you. 106 00:07:21,162 --> 00:07:23,103 How about if you say: 107 00:07:23,472 --> 00:07:25,339 I now... - Yeah. 108 00:07:25,456 --> 00:07:27,841 You gonna hate me for this, but it's really good. - No, I'm gonna love it. 109 00:07:27,841 --> 00:07:30,634 Okay, I have 45 years... 110 00:07:30,659 --> 00:07:33,340 to draw upon every incident that I'm in. 111 00:07:33,365 --> 00:07:36,683 It's not like wow, oh God, I'm 45, can I still do this? 112 00:07:36,708 --> 00:07:39,871 It's like, I have 45 years worth of experience to meet... 113 00:07:39,896 --> 00:07:41,436 this brand new experience. 114 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:44,197 This moment right now. - And I have all 45 years worth... 115 00:07:44,222 --> 00:07:45,856 of colors, and range, you know... 116 00:07:45,857 --> 00:07:47,560 everything to be in this moment. 117 00:07:47,585 --> 00:07:49,622 You know? Whether it's like doing the most boring thing... 118 00:07:49,647 --> 00:07:51,943 or the greatest adventure you're on, right? 119 00:07:51,968 --> 00:07:53,271 Why don't people think of that? 120 00:07:53,296 --> 00:07:57,189 I now own 45... I have in here. 121 00:07:57,214 --> 00:08:00,834 Instead they're like: I'm 45. I can't do that anymore. 122 00:08:02,053 --> 00:08:06,285 That's fun. That is fucking fun, right? 123 00:08:06,876 --> 00:08:07,943 Will you try it? 124 00:08:07,944 --> 00:08:09,372 Can we have an experiment? - Yes. 125 00:08:09,397 --> 00:08:11,690 Can we be like the... what could it be called? 126 00:08:11,691 --> 00:08:15,242 I have, I have... - We could just start a... 127 00:08:16,387 --> 00:08:18,928 a cult. Like when people are gonna look in the mirror and go: 128 00:08:18,953 --> 00:08:22,419 I'm just joking, I have... 129 00:08:22,560 --> 00:08:26,728 I'll come to that workshop. 130 00:08:31,766 --> 00:08:33,581 You have shooters. 131 00:08:33,980 --> 00:08:35,660 I don't wanna talk about it. 132 00:08:35,802 --> 00:08:39,651 Well, maybe so... - I think, I think that... 133 00:08:40,718 --> 00:08:43,829 I'm content that that is just over. 134 00:08:44,112 --> 00:08:47,751 That's just... that era of... 135 00:08:47,884 --> 00:08:51,849 The fertility era? - No, the seduction... 136 00:08:51,850 --> 00:08:54,700 the attraction, seduction... 137 00:08:54,833 --> 00:08:56,937 You know, oh, I'm gonna wear these... 138 00:08:57,108 --> 00:08:59,055 heels with this outfit. - I don't believe it. 139 00:08:59,056 --> 00:09:01,900 I don't believe it. - No, believe it. 140 00:09:02,103 --> 00:09:03,493 Believe it. - When did it end? 141 00:09:03,494 --> 00:09:04,581 Just... - Years ago! 142 00:09:04,606 --> 00:09:06,992 a couple of minutes ago? - No, years ago. 143 00:09:07,143 --> 00:09:10,769 Well, you still... doll up pretty nice. 144 00:09:13,474 --> 00:09:18,273 You referring to my coif? 145 00:09:18,274 --> 00:09:19,874 I like it. Sort of the ocean look. 146 00:09:19,875 --> 00:09:22,322 The sea breeze look, it's good. 147 00:09:22,681 --> 00:09:24,511 It's good. You don't need to make an effort. 148 00:09:24,536 --> 00:09:27,648 You're so Au natural. 149 00:09:29,857 --> 00:09:31,554 You look good. 150 00:09:42,259 --> 00:09:44,171 Hey it's me, it's Faye. 151 00:09:44,462 --> 00:09:46,993 I'm just letting you know that my flight lands tomorrow at 11... 152 00:09:47,028 --> 00:09:50,565 so I should be at your place around noon. 153 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:53,860 I can't wait to see you. Okay. Bye. 154 00:10:28,150 --> 00:10:32,764 Between western psychologists, psychiatry, and psychotherapy... 155 00:10:33,522 --> 00:10:37,702 and the so-called religions of Asia there is common ground... 156 00:10:38,597 --> 00:10:43,589 because those are interested in changing states of human consciousness. 157 00:10:44,593 --> 00:10:48,362 Whereas, institutional western religion... 158 00:10:49,221 --> 00:10:53,439 Christianity, Judaism and even Islam... 159 00:10:53,999 --> 00:10:57,211 are relatively less interested in this matter. 160 00:10:59,866 --> 00:11:01,655 Western religions... 161 00:11:02,186 --> 00:11:05,905 are more concerned with behavior, doctrine... 162 00:11:08,522 --> 00:11:11,376 See, he has a colossal advantage. 163 00:11:12,516 --> 00:11:14,844 Take off your cross and follow me. 164 00:11:15,102 --> 00:11:16,694 Hey, but wait a minute. 165 00:11:16,882 --> 00:11:20,596 I don't know I'm gonna be resurrected two days later. 166 00:11:23,057 --> 00:11:25,034 I can't perform miracles. 167 00:12:45,856 --> 00:12:48,832 Wait. Put this down, put it down. 168 00:12:55,589 --> 00:12:56,960 Wait. Just take off your shoes. 169 00:12:56,985 --> 00:13:00,074 I know, it's a pain in the ass but it's just sandy. 170 00:13:00,474 --> 00:13:03,237 Oh my God, your hair is so nice. 171 00:13:06,180 --> 00:13:08,847 Come, okay. - Oh my god. 172 00:13:09,878 --> 00:13:12,799 This is so pretty. 173 00:13:12,940 --> 00:13:16,328 Are you gonna take a picture? - I'm gonna do a video. 174 00:13:31,137 --> 00:13:32,922 Look at this. 175 00:13:34,739 --> 00:13:37,357 It's like on top of the ocean. 176 00:13:42,475 --> 00:13:45,177 See? It's just ocean. 177 00:13:52,710 --> 00:13:54,954 It's like a boat practically. - What? 178 00:13:54,979 --> 00:13:57,517 It's like living in a boat practically. 179 00:14:05,201 --> 00:14:07,605 It's so good to see you. 180 00:14:08,287 --> 00:14:09,683 You know? 181 00:14:11,415 --> 00:14:12,939 How is your mom? 182 00:14:12,964 --> 00:14:14,489 She's good. 183 00:14:14,950 --> 00:14:18,317 I think she's pretty good. She's working a lot. 184 00:14:20,656 --> 00:14:22,756 Do you still have that same boyfriend? 185 00:14:22,781 --> 00:14:24,047 Yeah? 186 00:14:24,072 --> 00:14:25,905 What's that like? - It's the best. 187 00:14:25,930 --> 00:14:28,066 I wouldn't know. 188 00:14:28,597 --> 00:14:30,354 No, things are going really well right now with him, so. 189 00:14:30,379 --> 00:14:33,251 You think you guys are gonna get married and all that? 190 00:14:33,276 --> 00:14:34,286 Maybe? 191 00:14:34,810 --> 00:14:35,888 Really? 192 00:14:36,028 --> 00:14:37,758 You talk about it? 193 00:14:38,230 --> 00:14:39,499 Yeah. 194 00:14:39,964 --> 00:14:42,675 Yeah, I'd like to stay with him. 195 00:14:48,927 --> 00:14:51,561 So I'm going to West Hollywood... 196 00:14:51,928 --> 00:14:55,428 and I should be back by five. - Cool. 197 00:14:55,453 --> 00:14:57,490 And we're gonna have a quick... 198 00:14:57,515 --> 00:14:59,604 I'm just meeting him and then I'll come back. 199 00:14:59,629 --> 00:15:01,427 Okay, cool... Have fun. - I'll see you. 200 00:15:01,452 --> 00:15:02,754 Thanks. And... 201 00:15:02,779 --> 00:15:06,309 You know, anything in the fridge that you want, it's yours. 202 00:15:06,457 --> 00:15:08,688 There's water on top of the fridge. 203 00:15:09,018 --> 00:15:10,419 Where is my purse? 204 00:15:10,734 --> 00:15:16,404 Hold for a second. I can never find my fucking purse. 205 00:15:17,832 --> 00:15:19,741 I just applied to one school. 206 00:15:19,913 --> 00:15:21,177 Which one? - Columbia. 207 00:15:21,202 --> 00:15:23,282 And you got in... the school of engineering. - I got in. 208 00:15:23,307 --> 00:15:24,692 Yeah. 209 00:15:25,033 --> 00:15:28,929 And I got in, I got there in '68 after that whole... you know. 210 00:15:28,954 --> 00:15:31,244 Isn't that kind of funny that that's how you become something? 211 00:15:31,245 --> 00:15:34,313 Well, as it turns out... - I got into Juilliard... 212 00:15:34,314 --> 00:15:36,125 so I became... I saw that. 213 00:15:36,374 --> 00:15:39,054 You googled me. - I did, I did. 214 00:15:39,079 --> 00:15:41,456 And I actually read something but I didn't... 215 00:15:41,481 --> 00:15:43,893 It's all lies. - Well, I don't know if it's lies... 216 00:15:43,918 --> 00:15:46,770 but I didn't read... I didn't see anything, unfortunately. 217 00:15:46,918 --> 00:15:50,137 No images? You didn't... - I saw the images, yeah. 218 00:15:50,425 --> 00:15:52,753 So I know who I'm looking at. - I see what you mean. 219 00:15:52,778 --> 00:15:55,266 You did not see me... - I didn't get to look, I didn't like it... 220 00:15:55,267 --> 00:15:56,767 pretend to be other people. - Yes. 221 00:15:56,768 --> 00:15:58,391 Right, I didn't see that. 222 00:15:58,516 --> 00:16:00,601 That's okay. - But I saw that people liked your work. 223 00:16:00,626 --> 00:16:03,187 Oh, that's nice. - Yeah. They do! 224 00:16:04,543 --> 00:16:07,218 All right. So... - This is a pyronometer. 225 00:16:07,608 --> 00:16:09,386 This is, we use this for... 226 00:16:09,411 --> 00:16:10,673 What is it? - Well... 227 00:16:10,698 --> 00:16:12,781 Do I need to put this in context before we start... 228 00:16:12,806 --> 00:16:14,202 or you wanna talk about the instruments? 229 00:16:14,227 --> 00:16:17,291 I mean, I know you're researching something here, but... 230 00:16:17,316 --> 00:16:19,683 But what is it? - It measures sunlight. 231 00:16:19,800 --> 00:16:22,923 You see this little black thing inside the two plastic domes... 232 00:16:22,924 --> 00:16:24,554 in the glass domes? 233 00:16:24,719 --> 00:16:27,328 That's a thermopile. 234 00:16:27,329 --> 00:16:28,738 This thing. - No, no. 235 00:16:28,763 --> 00:16:29,736 That. - That. 236 00:16:29,761 --> 00:16:31,606 Inside the black, the little black... 237 00:16:31,631 --> 00:16:35,017 thing in the middle, the black disk. - The black circle is a thermopile. 238 00:16:35,042 --> 00:16:36,224 Thermopile. - Pile. 239 00:16:36,249 --> 00:16:38,650 Yes. It might love sun, temperature too... 240 00:16:38,675 --> 00:16:40,734 but it's a thermopile. - Okay. 241 00:16:40,759 --> 00:16:43,476 And what happens is when the sun shines on it... 242 00:16:43,501 --> 00:16:45,212 it's black and absorbs the heat. 243 00:16:45,321 --> 00:16:48,524 And it absorbs broad-spectrum radiation... 244 00:16:48,649 --> 00:16:53,185 and it... it's really what it is, is a bunch of little thermocouples... 245 00:16:53,210 --> 00:16:55,820 which are bi-metal devices that... 246 00:16:56,789 --> 00:17:01,469 when tempera... when heat flows from hot to cold... 247 00:17:01,579 --> 00:17:03,870 generate a small current. 248 00:17:04,073 --> 00:17:07,076 We're, you know, looking for bankable data... 249 00:17:07,101 --> 00:17:10,145 which is what they call it. The data you can take to the bank... 250 00:17:10,170 --> 00:17:13,201 convince investors that there's a... 251 00:17:13,357 --> 00:17:15,887 a viable solar or wind facility... 252 00:17:16,067 --> 00:17:19,575 and go ahead and get people to put up money... 253 00:17:19,576 --> 00:17:21,967 and then we're talking serious money, you know? 254 00:17:21,992 --> 00:17:24,311 And are they putting up money for... 255 00:17:24,389 --> 00:17:27,182 solar panels and windmills? - They're putting, yeah... 256 00:17:27,207 --> 00:17:29,844 solar panels, wind turbines... - And you measure with things like this. 257 00:17:29,869 --> 00:17:32,703 Things like this. - How much energy is hitting the ground. 258 00:17:32,728 --> 00:17:34,726 What is this thing? This one measures the beam... 259 00:17:34,751 --> 00:17:37,721 the direct beam of the sun into the, you know, the... 260 00:17:37,746 --> 00:17:39,439 what you see when you stare at the sun. 261 00:17:39,464 --> 00:17:40,654 Right. - Yeah, that beam. 262 00:17:40,679 --> 00:17:44,447 So this measures the overall illumination of the sky... 263 00:17:44,472 --> 00:17:45,950 and this measures the beam. 264 00:17:45,975 --> 00:17:49,817 This includes the beam, but this measures only the beam. 265 00:18:25,369 --> 00:18:29,062 It seemed like everybody else was already really successful... 266 00:18:29,087 --> 00:18:33,798 and I was this broke, like, girl from New York with... 267 00:18:33,954 --> 00:18:39,109 you know, ripped jeans and my dad's overcoat. 268 00:18:39,134 --> 00:18:42,572 And I would go for meetings and these women were already... 269 00:18:42,704 --> 00:18:45,804 they had, they were, you know, they were 25 years old... 270 00:18:45,829 --> 00:18:48,181 and they were making so much money... 271 00:18:48,206 --> 00:18:50,220 and so they would show up looking like that. 272 00:18:50,245 --> 00:18:53,783 And I would arrive in my rental car, like... 273 00:18:54,142 --> 00:18:56,070 And I would get feedback too, like: 274 00:18:56,095 --> 00:18:57,390 She's not pretty enough. 275 00:18:57,415 --> 00:18:59,790 But really what it meant is, like... 276 00:18:59,815 --> 00:19:02,969 I wasn't in the right, I didn't have the Gucci shoes... 277 00:19:02,970 --> 00:19:05,986 and the pencil skirt. - Right, sounds terrible. 278 00:19:06,978 --> 00:19:09,914 Well, I also think I wasn't, I think I was self-conscious. 279 00:19:09,939 --> 00:19:13,376 I wasn't... I mean, it's my... thing. 280 00:19:13,401 --> 00:19:17,353 I just wanted to be around people who were all working. 281 00:19:17,751 --> 00:19:20,385 That seemed exciting to me, like... - Yeah. 282 00:19:21,642 --> 00:19:23,275 comparing notes. 283 00:19:26,432 --> 00:19:30,064 I didn't, it didn't... I mean, I would be really sad... 284 00:19:30,089 --> 00:19:32,094 if I didn't get a part that I wanted. 285 00:19:32,095 --> 00:19:34,696 And I remember I would, you know, I had all... 286 00:19:34,721 --> 00:19:36,845 I would... if there was a sidewalk... 287 00:19:36,870 --> 00:19:39,417 I wouldn't step on the crack, you know. 288 00:19:39,534 --> 00:19:42,329 I still pick up pennies. 289 00:19:42,486 --> 00:19:45,439 Do you do that? I see a penny, I pick it up. 290 00:19:45,580 --> 00:19:47,384 Oh, that's awesome. 291 00:19:49,391 --> 00:19:50,491 I mean, waiting... 292 00:19:50,516 --> 00:19:52,968 If a director was trying to decide whether... 293 00:19:52,993 --> 00:19:57,352 you know, I would hear from someone: Oh, it's between you and so-and-so... 294 00:19:57,540 --> 00:19:59,500 and he just can't decide. 295 00:19:59,727 --> 00:20:02,625 So, you know, there's three... 296 00:20:03,914 --> 00:20:07,303 She's blonde and you're not, so if they cast so-and-so... 297 00:20:07,328 --> 00:20:08,764 There's also, like, maybe... 298 00:20:08,789 --> 00:20:10,414 So they're just waiting to find out. 299 00:20:10,439 --> 00:20:12,242 And I would spend two months... 300 00:20:12,367 --> 00:20:17,021 you know, not stepping on cracks and picking up pennies. 301 00:20:34,924 --> 00:20:36,361 Get lost. 302 00:20:37,322 --> 00:20:38,916 You said it yourself. 303 00:20:40,572 --> 00:20:42,749 Like children love to play hide and seek... 304 00:20:43,663 --> 00:20:45,715 Get lost, like we all like to go to a play. 305 00:20:45,740 --> 00:20:48,213 It's all glass windows... 306 00:20:48,330 --> 00:20:52,096 so like, you just look out from the kitchen and all you can see is the ocean. 307 00:20:52,121 --> 00:20:55,252 It's the coolest thing. You just don't see anything else. 308 00:20:55,370 --> 00:20:59,009 Honey, I'm sure it's lovely. - It's so great. 309 00:20:59,034 --> 00:21:02,502 You know what? Send me a picture. Post a picture on Facebook, tomorrow... 310 00:21:02,527 --> 00:21:03,954 Okay. - and I'll see. 311 00:21:03,979 --> 00:21:05,643 I will. - Okay. 312 00:21:05,831 --> 00:21:07,713 I'll give you a video tour. 313 00:21:09,510 --> 00:21:12,420 I really miss you. - I miss you too, I love you. 314 00:21:13,815 --> 00:21:15,377 I love you too. 315 00:21:15,620 --> 00:21:19,510 You think... you think I could see, you think you could... 316 00:21:21,057 --> 00:21:24,017 I don't know how to put this delicately... 317 00:21:24,415 --> 00:21:27,548 Okay. - I'd really like to see your breasts. 318 00:21:31,095 --> 00:21:33,501 Right now? - Yeah. Yeah! 319 00:21:35,369 --> 00:21:38,798 I'm kind of just in the middle of the living room, right. 320 00:21:40,509 --> 00:21:44,267 Is she asleep? - Yeah, but I'm scared. 321 00:21:46,978 --> 00:21:49,306 I think it's okay. 322 00:21:51,376 --> 00:21:52,992 You don't have to do a whole show. 323 00:21:53,017 --> 00:21:55,548 I just wanna see, you know, can you show me a little bit? 324 00:21:55,573 --> 00:21:56,759 Yeah. 325 00:22:02,506 --> 00:22:05,213 Can you see? Those are my boobs. - Yeah. Oh yeah. 326 00:22:05,238 --> 00:22:07,580 Do you like them? - Yeah. Yes! 327 00:22:08,838 --> 00:22:12,033 Oh my gosh. - You can't talk that loud. 328 00:22:12,362 --> 00:22:13,612 Sorry. 329 00:22:14,488 --> 00:22:15,666 It's okay. 330 00:22:16,088 --> 00:22:17,963 What's happened, what's going on? - I'm so sorry. 331 00:22:17,988 --> 00:22:20,858 I'm just... we're just looking at photos. 332 00:22:21,123 --> 00:22:22,657 No, that's Marie. 333 00:22:22,967 --> 00:22:24,287 Oh my god. 334 00:22:25,381 --> 00:22:28,856 I'm sorry. I didn't know this is video chat, okay? 335 00:22:28,881 --> 00:22:31,756 Yeah, I'm live, the live feed. 336 00:22:31,881 --> 00:22:33,694 It's nice to meet you. 337 00:22:34,662 --> 00:22:36,629 It's really nice to meet you. - Yeah. 338 00:22:36,630 --> 00:22:38,217 Can you see? - I thought you were just working... 339 00:22:38,242 --> 00:22:39,944 Were we disturbing you? 340 00:22:40,123 --> 00:22:42,505 No, no, I just don't sleep at night. 341 00:22:43,130 --> 00:22:44,895 I have insomnia. 342 00:22:44,920 --> 00:22:46,894 I was just gonna get a glass of water. 343 00:22:46,919 --> 00:22:49,184 Oh, you're so cute. He's so cute. 344 00:22:49,919 --> 00:22:51,630 I know. - Well done. 345 00:22:52,169 --> 00:22:54,278 And well done, sir. 346 00:22:54,723 --> 00:22:58,411 Okay, enjoy yourselves. I'm gonna go back to... 347 00:22:58,559 --> 00:23:00,286 Okay, do you need us to be quiet? - No, no... 348 00:23:00,311 --> 00:23:03,655 you didn't wake me up, I'm listening to my audio books. 349 00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,109 Okay. 350 00:23:05,726 --> 00:23:08,203 That's why I didn't wanna do that. 351 00:23:08,502 --> 00:23:09,995 Nice meeting you. 352 00:23:10,020 --> 00:23:12,260 I've never worn a wetsuit before. 353 00:23:12,285 --> 00:23:14,018 It's great. You're gonna like the... 354 00:23:14,043 --> 00:23:15,620 I like it. I wish... 355 00:23:15,791 --> 00:23:18,932 I sort of like the wetsuit feeling. 356 00:23:19,082 --> 00:23:22,347 No, like, I wish I had this kind of... 357 00:23:22,542 --> 00:23:26,253 other layer of protection all the time, you know? 358 00:23:26,546 --> 00:23:28,198 Okay. 359 00:23:31,994 --> 00:23:34,510 Actually, can you do me a favor? 360 00:23:34,535 --> 00:23:36,393 You wanna zip me up and I'll zip you up? 361 00:23:36,418 --> 00:23:37,697 Yeah. 362 00:23:38,410 --> 00:23:39,760 They're finished. 363 00:23:39,785 --> 00:23:41,955 They do make it so... - Yeah. 364 00:23:43,837 --> 00:23:45,362 Thank you. 365 00:24:33,536 --> 00:24:35,129 Oh my god! 366 00:24:47,940 --> 00:24:50,909 Okay... so just hang 'em... 367 00:24:51,112 --> 00:24:53,635 You can hang 'em on the back of the chair. 368 00:24:53,660 --> 00:24:55,804 Okay. - I'll grab the towels. 369 00:25:02,168 --> 00:25:05,029 It's stuck on my feet. - I'm gonna help you. 370 00:25:08,812 --> 00:25:10,363 Sit down. 371 00:25:13,270 --> 00:25:15,806 No one can see. 372 00:25:20,809 --> 00:25:23,114 Okay. - Thanks. 373 00:25:24,535 --> 00:25:27,637 Just hold... actually take your towel and hold it in front of you. 374 00:25:27,662 --> 00:25:29,797 Like, over your boobies. 375 00:25:30,489 --> 00:25:32,606 They're great boobs. - You have great boobs. 376 00:25:32,631 --> 00:25:34,339 No, I had great boobs. - No, you have... 377 00:25:34,364 --> 00:25:37,174 You know, my boobs used to be up here somewhere. 378 00:25:37,199 --> 00:25:39,151 They're gorgeous. - And then they go down. 379 00:25:39,176 --> 00:25:40,809 No. - Yes. No, they do. 380 00:25:40,834 --> 00:25:44,864 You have to enjoy these while they're... while they're up. 381 00:25:45,129 --> 00:25:50,223 Let's do it, wait, hold on. We're gonna preserve them for posterity. 382 00:25:50,403 --> 00:25:51,770 Hold! 383 00:25:53,569 --> 00:25:57,342 I'm not looking forward to taking my clothes off the way I used to. 384 00:25:57,560 --> 00:25:59,832 It used to be great, I couldn't wait. - Yeah? 385 00:25:59,857 --> 00:26:02,168 Like, can we just get through all this... 386 00:26:02,193 --> 00:26:03,996 stuff that makes me nervous, like the dinner, 387 00:26:04,021 --> 00:26:06,350 and the talking, and everything, and to the I'll just... 388 00:26:06,375 --> 00:26:10,975 take my pants off, my shirt and you'll be really happy. 389 00:26:13,359 --> 00:26:17,865 So what do you... how do you navigate that, though? 390 00:26:18,943 --> 00:26:20,435 It's awkward. 391 00:26:20,687 --> 00:26:23,826 I'm sure they probably feel self-conscious too. 392 00:26:23,982 --> 00:26:26,707 Like it's, like they're looking at images of all these women... 393 00:26:26,739 --> 00:26:29,427 but they're not the same like they used to be either. 394 00:26:29,545 --> 00:26:30,879 I guess it's different for boys. 395 00:26:30,904 --> 00:26:32,803 I don't know why but I think it's dif... 396 00:26:32,828 --> 00:26:35,584 I, I... maybe they feel... 397 00:26:37,943 --> 00:26:42,021 Well, they... they might feel insecure, but... 398 00:26:48,224 --> 00:26:50,435 it seems more... 399 00:26:52,623 --> 00:26:53,841 it's... 400 00:26:54,638 --> 00:26:58,716 I felt more pressure in my life to be the object of... 401 00:26:58,741 --> 00:26:59,755 you know? - Right. 402 00:26:59,780 --> 00:27:02,919 The thing that ma... the engine for why it's... 403 00:27:03,271 --> 00:27:04,786 hot. - Right. 404 00:27:05,410 --> 00:27:09,661 The image that starts the ball rolling or something. 405 00:27:23,718 --> 00:27:26,460 I'm worried that we're squishing them. 406 00:27:27,952 --> 00:27:30,531 You think we're squishing them? - Probably. 407 00:27:30,556 --> 00:27:33,999 Wait, I should stay up here 'cause the... this light's amazing. 408 00:27:34,155 --> 00:27:36,054 Then this light? 409 00:27:36,202 --> 00:27:39,296 Awful? - Yeah, well, it's very artsy. 410 00:27:39,476 --> 00:27:42,907 That's what I was thinking. - This looks like an album cover. 411 00:27:48,045 --> 00:27:50,627 Medicine in Jefferson and Lincoln. 412 00:27:51,135 --> 00:27:53,423 Is it to do with facial hair? - No. 413 00:27:53,448 --> 00:27:55,329 Is it to do with their appearance at all? - No. 414 00:27:55,354 --> 00:27:57,454 Is it to do with their policies? - No. 415 00:27:57,479 --> 00:27:59,852 Is it to do with their personalities? - No. 416 00:27:59,877 --> 00:28:01,958 Is it to do with their sexual orientation? - No. 417 00:28:01,983 --> 00:28:03,761 Yes, they're all transgendered. 418 00:28:03,762 --> 00:28:05,961 Didn't you know that? - Those four... 419 00:28:06,494 --> 00:28:10,744 Does it have to do with the fact that they're all on Mount Everest? 420 00:28:24,495 --> 00:28:26,011 No, I'm not gonna say. 421 00:28:26,012 --> 00:28:27,555 Why? - 'Cause then you'll... 422 00:28:27,580 --> 00:28:30,229 Maybe you'll steal it. I don't know you very well. 423 00:28:31,870 --> 00:28:35,021 Hi guys. - Did you see that lightening? 424 00:28:35,269 --> 00:28:36,543 Yes. 425 00:28:36,683 --> 00:28:38,183 Hi, my love. 426 00:28:38,801 --> 00:28:40,777 Did you have a good day, monkey, monkey? 427 00:28:40,802 --> 00:28:43,191 Yes, and you? - Little monkey. 428 00:28:43,340 --> 00:28:45,024 All right, sorry, I don't wanna interrupt. 429 00:28:45,049 --> 00:28:47,008 These are my friends. This is Suzanne. 430 00:28:47,033 --> 00:28:49,815 Oh, hello. - Hi, I'm Marie, nice to meet you. 431 00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:51,035 Hi, Dan. - Hi Dan. 432 00:28:51,060 --> 00:28:52,133 Marie. - Nice to meet you. 433 00:28:52,158 --> 00:28:53,665 I'm really glad you guys are here. 434 00:28:53,690 --> 00:28:55,501 Yeah, it's a great place. - Enjoying it? 435 00:28:56,643 --> 00:28:57,946 It's beautiful. 436 00:28:58,455 --> 00:29:01,291 Yeah, we've definitely been enjoying this deck. 437 00:29:02,338 --> 00:29:05,047 I'm really sorry. I think I broke your toilet seat. 438 00:29:05,048 --> 00:29:06,493 No, no, it's not broken. 439 00:29:06,518 --> 00:29:07,993 I promise you. - No, I think I broke it just now. 440 00:29:08,018 --> 00:29:10,802 You didn't. I know it seems like you might... 441 00:29:10,912 --> 00:29:14,871 That you broke it to you, but it's bin, it's an old toilet seat. 442 00:29:14,896 --> 00:29:16,059 It was already broken? 443 00:29:16,084 --> 00:29:17,285 It was already broken. - Oh, okay. 444 00:29:17,310 --> 00:29:21,302 Yeah, no. It was here, you know, it's a cheap rental toilet seat. 445 00:29:21,427 --> 00:29:24,199 I thought I... I lifted it up, I'm really high, I'm sorry. 446 00:29:24,224 --> 00:29:25,966 Are you gonna... - It's okay. 447 00:29:25,967 --> 00:29:27,591 Are you gonna blend that? 448 00:29:27,896 --> 00:29:29,279 Yeah. Do you want some? 449 00:29:29,396 --> 00:29:30,559 Yeah. - That's good. 450 00:29:30,584 --> 00:29:32,191 Wait, can I smoke before you...? 451 00:29:32,216 --> 00:29:33,560 Oh, of course. 452 00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:35,074 Yeah, no. Go ahead. 453 00:29:35,099 --> 00:29:38,068 I thought I broke your toilet seat. - But you didn't. 454 00:29:38,393 --> 00:29:40,142 I was so worried. 455 00:29:41,572 --> 00:29:45,446 I was like... alright, you have to go in her kitchen now, you know? 456 00:29:49,014 --> 00:29:50,090 'Cause now... 457 00:29:50,115 --> 00:29:53,131 'Cause now, first you're not hanging out... 458 00:29:53,264 --> 00:29:55,668 with other people because you're so busy staring at a screen... 459 00:29:55,693 --> 00:29:57,685 but now we're not hanging out with each other 'cause we're so busy... 460 00:29:57,710 --> 00:30:00,302 staring at ourselves on screen. 461 00:30:01,419 --> 00:30:03,607 Is that what kale tastes like? 462 00:30:05,597 --> 00:30:07,903 That's what kale tastes like. - Okay. 463 00:30:10,482 --> 00:30:12,008 Just drink it down. You're going to feel good. 464 00:30:12,009 --> 00:30:13,035 What else is in there? - Just drink that down. 465 00:30:13,060 --> 00:30:15,487 You're supposed to drink it all at once? 466 00:30:56,329 --> 00:30:57,616 Great. 467 00:30:59,081 --> 00:31:02,829 You know, I sit on it and I slip, right? 468 00:31:03,302 --> 00:31:04,502 This is bad. 469 00:31:04,527 --> 00:31:07,055 I don't think you can fix it. It's just a cheap rental. 470 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:08,703 No, I can... look. 471 00:31:09,186 --> 00:31:10,727 See? - Wait, I didn't know that... 472 00:31:10,728 --> 00:31:11,863 See that bolt, yeah. 473 00:31:11,888 --> 00:31:15,067 It's like a little secret hatch and then under here is the... 474 00:31:16,180 --> 00:31:17,403 Wait. 475 00:31:19,257 --> 00:31:21,155 Put your hand under there. 476 00:31:21,551 --> 00:31:24,300 See, that's where the bolt comes out through there? 477 00:31:24,739 --> 00:31:27,206 I never would have known that. 478 00:31:27,632 --> 00:31:28,866 Yeah. 479 00:31:31,335 --> 00:31:33,445 And that just pops back in. 480 00:31:49,203 --> 00:31:50,224 That's... 481 00:31:50,249 --> 00:31:52,882 No more spectacle... - Here, try it out. 482 00:31:52,907 --> 00:31:55,228 I can actually like, It doesn't... It didn't move. 483 00:31:55,253 --> 00:31:57,566 Yeah, that's the way you could have been... 484 00:31:57,591 --> 00:31:58,983 For a year. - For a year... 485 00:31:59,008 --> 00:32:01,072 you could have been doing it like that. 486 00:32:01,097 --> 00:32:03,561 See, this is good. - Nice. 487 00:32:03,944 --> 00:32:05,451 I'm thinking right here. 488 00:32:07,930 --> 00:32:09,389 Does that seem... - Yeah. Yeah. 489 00:32:09,414 --> 00:32:11,019 That's where you want it? - Well, does it seem high? 490 00:32:11,044 --> 00:32:12,703 Does it seem right to you... 491 00:32:12,728 --> 00:32:14,709 if it was your house? 492 00:32:15,775 --> 00:32:18,005 Hold on. Let me go... 493 00:32:18,637 --> 00:32:19,929 Oh yeah. 494 00:32:25,300 --> 00:32:26,636 Hey, how's it going? - Come on in. 495 00:32:26,661 --> 00:32:27,886 Okay. Can I... 496 00:32:28,134 --> 00:32:30,231 Just hang your coat right there. Did that seem right? 497 00:32:30,256 --> 00:32:31,976 That felt good. - Okay. 498 00:32:39,861 --> 00:32:42,622 Oh, this is so great. - Yeah? 499 00:33:07,053 --> 00:33:10,468 What I really liked about your last movie was... 500 00:33:10,469 --> 00:33:13,388 sort of the combination between horror and comedy. 501 00:33:15,071 --> 00:33:19,006 So it seems like that's something you're continuing with? 502 00:33:19,245 --> 00:33:21,673 Yeah, I think I have a morbid sense of humor... 503 00:33:21,698 --> 00:33:23,967 so I think there will always be some of that... 504 00:33:23,992 --> 00:33:25,611 you know, on display. 505 00:33:25,732 --> 00:33:28,970 But I wouldn't consider it say horror-comedy per Se. 506 00:33:29,112 --> 00:33:31,346 I think it's a genuine story about it's loneliness... 507 00:33:31,371 --> 00:33:34,389 and about the isolation that being a vampire is. 508 00:33:34,482 --> 00:33:35,703 And at the same time... 509 00:33:35,728 --> 00:33:38,090 just being a single person in the modern ages. 510 00:33:38,196 --> 00:33:40,774 So I think that it's just... they're good parallels. 511 00:33:40,886 --> 00:33:42,500 Yeah, totally. 512 00:33:43,317 --> 00:33:45,707 What... do you know what the movie's about? - I have no idea. 513 00:33:45,732 --> 00:33:48,133 I think it's something to do with a private detective. 514 00:33:48,822 --> 00:33:50,139 I don't know much about it. 515 00:33:50,164 --> 00:33:53,843 I'm here because I missed his last movie and... 516 00:33:54,475 --> 00:33:56,123 I just have to make up for it now... 517 00:33:56,159 --> 00:33:57,803 so it doesn't seem like I'm a terrible friend. 518 00:33:57,828 --> 00:33:59,935 But we're not real friends actually. 519 00:34:00,077 --> 00:34:01,721 So, just be like looking at me and then... 520 00:34:01,746 --> 00:34:02,862 Yes. 521 00:34:02,997 --> 00:34:04,638 I was... I loved... 522 00:34:07,151 --> 00:34:08,926 All right, I really like this place. - Yes. 523 00:34:08,951 --> 00:34:10,526 It's got a nice... 524 00:34:10,551 --> 00:34:12,150 Oh gosh. 525 00:34:33,756 --> 00:34:36,115 I'm good. How are you? 526 00:34:37,098 --> 00:34:38,324 Good. 527 00:34:38,722 --> 00:34:40,636 I'm... I just wanted to say good night. 528 00:34:40,661 --> 00:34:42,227 I'm actually out with a bunch of people 529 00:34:42,252 --> 00:34:44,368 and I think we're gonna stay out pretty late, so... 530 00:34:44,393 --> 00:34:46,648 I wanted to say good night now. 531 00:34:50,087 --> 00:34:51,533 I love you too. 532 00:34:52,555 --> 00:34:54,140 I miss you a lot. 533 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:25,911 I... How do you do iPhone... 534 00:35:25,936 --> 00:35:28,430 if you're gonna... if you stay... - I do it like this. 535 00:35:28,586 --> 00:35:30,625 So, can I ask you? Are you... 536 00:35:30,734 --> 00:35:32,771 If you're talking to people and you say like... 537 00:35:32,796 --> 00:35:34,266 'well, I'm gonna...' 538 00:35:34,267 --> 00:35:35,668 Do you do that? 539 00:35:35,851 --> 00:35:37,959 Yeah, sometimes. - Like, you mime it? 540 00:35:37,984 --> 00:35:41,578 Yeah, or when I, like I'm like, and I wrote a... 541 00:35:53,498 --> 00:35:55,076 Oh god. 542 00:35:56,475 --> 00:35:58,100 I'm just... 543 00:36:00,463 --> 00:36:01,729 Okay. 544 00:36:02,885 --> 00:36:06,877 I'm sorry, you can talk. - No, no, I don't wanna say anything. 545 00:36:13,712 --> 00:36:14,971 I mean... 546 00:36:17,650 --> 00:36:19,251 Oh, a really nice hot tub. 547 00:36:19,276 --> 00:36:21,142 That's the way it should be. It's yours. It's my hot tub. 548 00:36:21,167 --> 00:36:22,703 I shouldn't be saying that. 549 00:36:22,728 --> 00:36:25,142 Is it conceded to say 'you have a nice hot tub', is the question? 550 00:36:25,167 --> 00:36:27,000 How long are your parents out of town? 551 00:36:27,025 --> 00:36:28,945 My parents... I actually don't know. 552 00:36:28,970 --> 00:36:30,962 I just sent them an email asking them... 553 00:36:30,987 --> 00:36:34,228 if I could use the hot tub and they said yeah. 554 00:36:42,954 --> 00:36:44,762 You drink this water out of a bowl? 555 00:36:44,787 --> 00:36:46,969 You want some water? - No. 556 00:36:58,850 --> 00:37:03,687 I have a boyfriend so I feel like I shouldn't do that. 557 00:37:04,203 --> 00:37:05,312 Okay. 558 00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:06,915 I understand. 559 00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:11,290 You gonna come back outside? 560 00:38:10,541 --> 00:38:14,134 Okay, I think this is gonna be really good for you. 561 00:38:16,380 --> 00:38:18,450 And you might not want it... 562 00:38:18,892 --> 00:38:20,845 but I think you're gonna like it. 563 00:38:20,988 --> 00:38:22,591 I'm sorry. - Oh no, don't. 564 00:38:24,884 --> 00:38:27,797 Don't worry. You know, I understand. 565 00:38:27,822 --> 00:38:30,391 I had way too many mornings like that. 566 00:38:30,416 --> 00:38:33,711 Here's two acetaminophen that you're gonna drink when this is done. 567 00:38:33,736 --> 00:38:37,455 Now, okay, I have something that you're really gonna love. 568 00:38:37,587 --> 00:38:41,220 It's a very loud noise so I want you to brace yourself. 569 00:38:41,245 --> 00:38:43,016 Just hold on to me tight. 570 00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:45,986 We're together in this. You ready? 571 00:38:47,017 --> 00:38:49,790 Oh, oh, the poor. 572 00:38:54,404 --> 00:38:56,261 Little monkey. 573 00:38:56,832 --> 00:38:59,351 Little monkey overdid it. 574 00:39:08,692 --> 00:39:10,800 Oh god. 575 00:39:11,777 --> 00:39:13,300 Here, I'll finish it. 576 00:39:13,964 --> 00:39:15,363 Are you gonna throw up? 577 00:39:15,387 --> 00:39:16,796 Oh, are you? Are you? 578 00:39:16,821 --> 00:39:18,995 Forgive me. 579 00:39:23,743 --> 00:39:25,444 Sorry. - I'm sorry. 580 00:39:31,608 --> 00:39:34,538 It's really okay. You're gonna be okay. 581 00:39:44,413 --> 00:39:46,905 Do you think that's it? - I think so. 582 00:39:47,056 --> 00:39:49,069 Okay, let's get out of here. 583 00:39:54,609 --> 00:39:58,086 This is a global station in which we're measuring... 584 00:39:58,111 --> 00:40:00,359 you know, the whole dome of the sky. 585 00:40:00,384 --> 00:40:01,522 Okay. 586 00:40:01,547 --> 00:40:03,476 There are no beam measurements. 587 00:40:03,477 --> 00:40:06,209 If you notice, they got the little domed instruments out on the... 588 00:40:06,234 --> 00:40:09,930 south side of this thing on these little wings over there. 589 00:40:09,955 --> 00:40:11,094 Oh, the things... 590 00:40:11,119 --> 00:40:12,663 Yeah, the little... - Yeah, exactly... 591 00:40:12,688 --> 00:40:14,639 Is this thing under it that beam thing? 592 00:40:14,664 --> 00:40:16,819 No, that's there is no beam measurement here. 593 00:40:16,844 --> 00:40:18,556 That's just, we call that a cross arm. Cross arm. 594 00:40:18,557 --> 00:40:20,225 Just a support. - Okay. 595 00:40:20,359 --> 00:40:23,170 And we're also measuring relative humidity, in that. 596 00:40:23,195 --> 00:40:26,398 What's the name of the dome? - Pyronometer. 597 00:40:26,423 --> 00:40:28,944 The pyronometer. So there's two pyronometers. 598 00:40:28,969 --> 00:40:30,241 For redundancy. 599 00:40:30,266 --> 00:40:34,084 This is a John installation. 600 00:40:34,109 --> 00:40:37,227 He always puts the fencepost on top of that and... 601 00:40:37,252 --> 00:40:40,611 and tapes up all the excess cable... like a mummy. 602 00:40:40,820 --> 00:40:42,352 You know, this is... 603 00:40:42,377 --> 00:40:45,594 you know, you can see where all the wires, all the colored wires are? 604 00:40:45,782 --> 00:40:47,797 Those are the... 605 00:40:47,945 --> 00:40:52,422 sensors, all landed on little terminals in the logger. 606 00:40:52,617 --> 00:40:54,022 So this is coming... 607 00:40:54,047 --> 00:40:55,976 No, this, that's just battery... 608 00:40:56,001 --> 00:40:58,640 and solar panel stuff on the right hand side. 609 00:40:58,812 --> 00:41:01,531 Okay, where's the pyronometer measurement? 610 00:41:01,556 --> 00:41:02,656 Those are all in there. 611 00:41:02,681 --> 00:41:04,867 Into this. - Into that, that's correct. 612 00:41:04,961 --> 00:41:07,647 All of these things are sort of tuned and calibrated. 613 00:41:07,672 --> 00:41:09,414 They're well established. 614 00:41:09,523 --> 00:41:10,842 You know, it doesn't take very... 615 00:41:10,867 --> 00:41:12,342 you know, you don't have to start from scratch. 616 00:41:12,367 --> 00:41:14,273 You're not baking a cake from... 617 00:41:14,609 --> 00:41:17,092 you know, basic... ferm... mix... from ingredients. 618 00:41:17,117 --> 00:41:18,953 You're basic baking it from mix, you know. 619 00:41:18,978 --> 00:41:21,172 You're basically... 620 00:41:21,375 --> 00:41:23,311 A lot of this is sort of set. - So you're saying this is like... 621 00:41:23,336 --> 00:41:24,436 an instant cake. 622 00:41:24,461 --> 00:41:25,881 It is like an instant cake. 623 00:41:25,906 --> 00:41:29,054 It... you know, it's like inexpensive ice cream. 624 00:41:29,242 --> 00:41:32,711 And when we put these things in, we have to... 625 00:41:33,390 --> 00:41:35,593 you know, we have to document this thing thoroughly. 626 00:41:35,594 --> 00:41:38,045 You know, this is all bankable data, so everybody wants to know... 627 00:41:38,070 --> 00:41:40,170 the serial number of every instrument that's out there. 628 00:41:40,195 --> 00:41:42,092 They wanna know how it's calibrated. - Right. 629 00:41:42,117 --> 00:41:44,600 You take, you know, exhaustive photographs... 630 00:41:44,625 --> 00:41:46,594 of how each thing is mounted. 631 00:41:46,711 --> 00:41:48,633 We... every photograph is like... 632 00:41:48,658 --> 00:41:51,726 you know, with the iPhone with the GPS... 633 00:41:52,258 --> 00:41:54,256 pin in every photograph, so you know exactly... 634 00:41:54,281 --> 00:41:57,779 where you were, you know where the... what serial number the instrument is. 635 00:41:57,804 --> 00:42:00,758 It's all very, very rigorously established... 636 00:42:00,883 --> 00:42:03,647 so that anybody sending their auditor... 637 00:42:03,672 --> 00:42:06,475 from a bank for a loan for half a billion dollars is gonna... 638 00:42:06,500 --> 00:42:08,219 They have proof. They have proof... 639 00:42:08,244 --> 00:42:10,218 of how that we, at least we went through this... 640 00:42:10,219 --> 00:42:14,320 process in a rigorous and thorough manner. Documented everything... 641 00:42:18,024 --> 00:42:20,358 So what happened? Did you wanna get divorced? 642 00:42:20,383 --> 00:42:22,228 Or... was it a mutual? - No, I didn't. 643 00:42:22,253 --> 00:42:24,798 No? No, it was a big disappointment. 644 00:42:25,188 --> 00:42:27,165 I'm sorry. - Yeah, I know. 645 00:42:27,352 --> 00:42:28,868 My wife just... 646 00:42:29,196 --> 00:42:31,071 you know, suddenly... 647 00:42:31,243 --> 00:42:33,251 suddenly kind of flaked. I don't know. 648 00:42:33,276 --> 00:42:34,526 She... 649 00:42:34,814 --> 00:42:36,064 just... 650 00:42:36,450 --> 00:42:39,141 had a better idea and left. 651 00:42:40,727 --> 00:42:44,579 And actually had an alternative to me in mind... 652 00:42:45,258 --> 00:42:48,040 you know, back east. - Okay. 653 00:42:48,627 --> 00:42:49,981 That happens. 654 00:42:50,814 --> 00:42:52,115 Apparently. 655 00:42:52,832 --> 00:42:54,176 Apparently. 656 00:42:54,692 --> 00:42:56,989 But you were together how many years? 657 00:42:57,286 --> 00:42:59,715 At the time of the divorce it was 32 years. 658 00:42:59,740 --> 00:43:01,669 Wow. - Yeah. 659 00:43:02,865 --> 00:43:04,120 It was really pretty awful. 660 00:43:04,145 --> 00:43:06,362 Do you think you would wanna get married again? 661 00:43:06,387 --> 00:43:08,692 Not soon. Not today. 662 00:43:08,717 --> 00:43:11,169 I'm not asking. - No, okay. Well, you know... 663 00:43:11,194 --> 00:43:13,886 what's happened in the course of my... 664 00:43:13,911 --> 00:43:17,809 so-called recovery is that I have... 665 00:43:19,054 --> 00:43:20,919 started to look at women... 666 00:43:21,061 --> 00:43:25,028 and then say, do I wanna, is that something I wanna... 667 00:43:25,317 --> 00:43:28,067 you know, very nice, very attractive, do I wanna... 668 00:43:28,231 --> 00:43:31,331 interrupt my current... solitude! - Yeah. 669 00:43:31,356 --> 00:43:32,997 My lovely... 670 00:43:33,022 --> 00:43:35,901 how is this gonna fit into my lovely life? 671 00:43:35,926 --> 00:43:37,262 Exactly, which I'm now creating. 672 00:43:37,287 --> 00:43:39,208 Which I'm really enjoying. - Right. Exactly. 673 00:43:39,233 --> 00:43:40,901 I know... I know. 674 00:43:40,926 --> 00:43:42,598 Do I have to come, have to... 675 00:43:42,733 --> 00:43:46,083 come, have to hang out with this person all the time? 676 00:43:53,143 --> 00:43:54,751 She's really pregnant. - Yeah. 677 00:43:54,752 --> 00:43:57,213 Was this a while ago? - Yeah. 678 00:43:57,768 --> 00:43:59,001 And so did she have this baby? 679 00:43:59,026 --> 00:44:01,322 Yeah, she's actually had another baby since then. 680 00:44:01,455 --> 00:44:04,455 But I didn't take a picture of that pregnancy. 681 00:44:05,072 --> 00:44:07,094 Have you ever been pregnant? - Never. 682 00:44:07,119 --> 00:44:09,151 Not once? - Not that I know of, no. 683 00:44:09,822 --> 00:44:11,549 Have you? No. 684 00:44:18,038 --> 00:44:19,492 What... 685 00:44:23,026 --> 00:44:24,273 What? 686 00:44:31,070 --> 00:44:34,117 When I was playing a doctor once, I went and watched... 687 00:44:34,234 --> 00:44:37,305 babies being born... for real. 688 00:44:37,507 --> 00:44:40,109 Like... and I've thought the women, I think... 689 00:44:40,134 --> 00:44:41,516 because they gave me scrubs... 690 00:44:41,541 --> 00:44:44,373 and I think the women just thought I was an intern or a doctor. 691 00:44:44,398 --> 00:44:46,651 Really? Who let you in, like, the hospital? 692 00:44:46,676 --> 00:44:48,245 The hospital let me in. 693 00:44:48,270 --> 00:44:51,034 Because, you know, you say blah, blah, blah... 694 00:44:51,330 --> 00:44:53,688 the studio, whatever, was blah, blah. 695 00:44:53,713 --> 00:44:57,479 And they're like: Oh, okay, sure, you can go. 696 00:44:58,151 --> 00:45:00,752 Go, you know, the fourth floor. Here's the pass. 697 00:45:00,885 --> 00:45:03,143 You know, you sign something or whatever. 698 00:45:03,291 --> 00:45:05,938 I remember one of the doctors was delivering a baby... 699 00:45:05,963 --> 00:45:08,509 and he had his hand inside this woman... 700 00:45:08,534 --> 00:45:12,432 and he was watching a baseball, like, a basketball game. 701 00:45:12,916 --> 00:45:15,142 While he was... - Yeah, it's that... 702 00:45:15,369 --> 00:45:19,763 you know, he just does it all the time so he's sort of like, okay. 703 00:45:20,361 --> 00:45:22,594 Was she like conscious? - Yeah, giving birth. 704 00:45:22,619 --> 00:45:23,674 Yeah, she was conscious. 705 00:45:23,705 --> 00:45:26,282 And she wasn't like: Turn off the TV while I'm giving birth. 706 00:45:26,307 --> 00:45:27,557 No. 707 00:45:31,179 --> 00:45:32,304 What? 708 00:45:32,445 --> 00:45:34,124 Oh, I thought we were gonna kiss. 709 00:45:34,249 --> 00:45:36,820 Do you... you should do it then. - Oh, really? 710 00:45:37,046 --> 00:45:38,889 'Cause you kinda, I thought we were too... 711 00:45:38,914 --> 00:45:40,515 but then I thought, he doesn't want to. 712 00:45:40,540 --> 00:45:43,265 No, It was mentally, you said 'what' and I went... 713 00:45:43,850 --> 00:45:46,133 Should I just be very still and quiet? 714 00:45:46,226 --> 00:45:49,248 Okay, what if I just, I'm gonna sit here. - Yeah. 715 00:45:49,273 --> 00:45:51,687 And then you just do what you wanna do. - Okay. 716 00:45:51,712 --> 00:45:53,600 'Cause then I'll know it's what you wanna do. 717 00:45:53,633 --> 00:45:57,062 'Cause I can't stand it. I'm so tired of the guessing. 718 00:45:57,174 --> 00:45:58,554 Oh, okay. 719 00:46:00,983 --> 00:46:02,827 You're tired of the guessing? 720 00:46:02,852 --> 00:46:05,270 I can't... yeah, I can't tell what you want? 721 00:46:05,597 --> 00:46:07,983 Really? - I really can't. 722 00:46:11,988 --> 00:46:16,245 Okay, yeah, I said I wasn't gonna do anything but that's really nice. 723 00:46:21,519 --> 00:46:23,038 No, they're just too tight. 724 00:46:23,063 --> 00:46:24,998 I'm not taking them off. 725 00:46:25,375 --> 00:46:26,838 That's like whoop. 726 00:46:27,850 --> 00:46:30,167 Oh really? Yeah, a speed bump. 727 00:46:37,780 --> 00:46:38,971 What? 728 00:46:40,034 --> 00:46:42,948 I feel like I'm on a ride at a theme park; 729 00:46:43,914 --> 00:46:45,393 this is like a seat belt. 730 00:46:45,611 --> 00:46:53,610 Unintelligible mumble. 731 00:46:59,433 --> 00:47:02,113 Yeah. No, I'm the camera. - Yeah. 732 00:49:10,727 --> 00:49:13,078 Sorry, I can't find my car key. 733 00:49:13,223 --> 00:49:15,204 It must be just right... 734 00:49:15,470 --> 00:49:17,011 Right around here maybe. 735 00:49:26,266 --> 00:49:28,932 You know, I think it's in the bedroom. 736 00:49:42,367 --> 00:49:43,632 Oh my god. 737 00:49:44,117 --> 00:49:45,367 Okay. 738 00:49:45,679 --> 00:49:46,929 Sorry. 739 00:49:47,351 --> 00:49:52,492 Oh my God. I looked through this entire bag. I'm so sorry. 740 00:49:53,145 --> 00:49:54,382 Okay. 741 00:51:34,804 --> 00:51:36,572 You all right? 742 00:51:52,070 --> 00:51:54,281 Do you put the ice in first, then? 743 00:51:54,617 --> 00:51:58,929 Not yet. I'm gonna start it and then get it going. 744 00:52:01,783 --> 00:52:03,213 All right. 745 00:52:03,877 --> 00:52:06,932 Folks, it's show time. 746 00:52:07,682 --> 00:52:09,830 You gonna put in the ice? 747 00:52:10,377 --> 00:52:12,666 Not yet. I'm gonna do it... later. Or that's later? 748 00:52:12,691 --> 00:52:14,877 Alright. Ready? - So this is you... 749 00:52:46,648 --> 00:52:48,867 So you liked him? - You thought he was okay. 750 00:52:48,892 --> 00:52:50,828 I really like him. - He's fun. 751 00:52:51,148 --> 00:52:52,999 Yeah, he's really nice. 752 00:52:53,253 --> 00:52:55,007 He seems tender. 753 00:52:56,876 --> 00:52:58,546 I don't know. 754 00:53:03,058 --> 00:53:06,251 Seems like he really cares about you. 755 00:53:09,712 --> 00:53:11,188 Until he tried it. 756 00:53:11,296 --> 00:53:14,133 Are you trying to set us up? - No. 757 00:53:14,158 --> 00:53:16,093 He's really... He's just a friend. 758 00:53:16,618 --> 00:53:20,524 He's just a friend. He dates lots of young women... 759 00:53:21,442 --> 00:53:23,454 like your age. - Really? 760 00:53:24,102 --> 00:53:25,516 I think that's lame. - No. 761 00:53:25,675 --> 00:53:28,751 Oh, I don't know. It's just... it's biology. 762 00:53:30,269 --> 00:53:32,082 He's still got a... 763 00:53:32,792 --> 00:53:36,862 I don't know, I almost... he's still got a sack full of nuts. 764 00:53:38,068 --> 00:53:40,011 But that makes no sense. 765 00:53:40,776 --> 00:53:42,423 That he's got... 766 00:53:42,735 --> 00:53:46,017 That he... he's... - A sack of nuts. 767 00:53:46,374 --> 00:53:47,374 Still. 768 00:53:47,399 --> 00:53:49,600 Right? - I guess. Cute. 769 00:53:49,725 --> 00:53:51,170 And so then... 770 00:53:51,756 --> 00:53:53,998 you know, we'll be together and a... 771 00:53:54,139 --> 00:53:56,827 young woman will walk through the room and... 772 00:53:56,953 --> 00:54:01,975 he... you know, you just see, just biologically, he's like... 773 00:54:02,209 --> 00:54:04,733 His brain's going wha-a-a. 774 00:54:05,225 --> 00:54:07,030 I could pollinate that. 775 00:54:07,202 --> 00:54:10,217 And I can't, you know, I can't get upset about that. 776 00:54:10,459 --> 00:54:12,600 I get upset about that stuff. 777 00:54:13,264 --> 00:54:14,466 Really? - It really scares me. 778 00:54:14,491 --> 00:54:16,787 Yeah, it scares me to think... 779 00:54:18,588 --> 00:54:21,272 about being in a position where, like... 780 00:54:21,983 --> 00:54:23,889 I'm not the young one anymore. 781 00:54:24,014 --> 00:54:27,425 'Cause I feel like my whole life, I've always been... 782 00:54:27,818 --> 00:54:31,357 like, the young person, like the young person who was precocious... 783 00:54:31,366 --> 00:54:33,592 and part of... but I think... - Yeah. 784 00:54:33,617 --> 00:54:35,630 You were the young person who was advanced. 785 00:54:35,655 --> 00:54:36,936 Right. Hanging out with... 786 00:54:36,944 --> 00:54:38,411 Yeah, older people. - older people. 787 00:54:38,535 --> 00:54:40,302 Right. - And then suddenly you're... 788 00:54:40,327 --> 00:54:42,356 Yeah, now like everyone's sort of caught up to me... 789 00:54:42,381 --> 00:54:44,677 I feel completely like, a duh. 790 00:54:44,702 --> 00:54:48,209 I'm just so afraid for like, and also I feel like I used... 791 00:54:48,428 --> 00:54:51,052 being young and as like a way of getting things. 792 00:54:51,077 --> 00:54:52,764 It's power. - Right. 793 00:54:52,789 --> 00:54:53,967 It's power, right? - People will do anything. 794 00:54:53,992 --> 00:54:55,567 So then you feel your power... 795 00:54:55,592 --> 00:54:58,131 kind of being drained away. - Yeah. 796 00:54:58,156 --> 00:54:59,919 When I started to realize that... 797 00:54:59,944 --> 00:55:02,770 if I walked into a room men weren't looking at me... 798 00:55:02,795 --> 00:55:04,492 that they were looking at younger women... 799 00:55:04,493 --> 00:55:07,069 you know, that something had passed me by. 800 00:55:07,282 --> 00:55:11,157 I became really depressed about it and then that's when I started... 801 00:55:11,258 --> 00:55:13,610 I was just stoned all the time. 802 00:55:13,913 --> 00:55:17,476 I would just... I thought I could escape it somehow. 803 00:55:17,914 --> 00:55:21,539 But really, it just narrowed my options really. 804 00:55:22,289 --> 00:55:24,025 So that's why I'm interested, you know... 805 00:55:24,050 --> 00:55:27,806 because you have all of these, you can do anything you want. 806 00:55:27,962 --> 00:55:31,417 And it's very powerful. You can do... - Yeah. 807 00:55:31,736 --> 00:55:34,687 I mean, I think... that, you know, there're all those different roles. 808 00:55:34,712 --> 00:55:37,312 Like, if you get married and you become a mother, 809 00:55:37,337 --> 00:55:41,057 then you're... that's your role. 810 00:55:41,058 --> 00:55:43,017 Yeah, I've talked to a lot of people... 811 00:55:43,126 --> 00:55:45,789 men, whose wives were actresses who stopped... 812 00:55:45,814 --> 00:55:48,585 acting completely once they had kids. 813 00:55:48,610 --> 00:55:50,672 They were just like: 'I don't wanna deal with this bullshit anymore. 814 00:55:50,697 --> 00:55:52,829 Right, I'm done. This is now my new life.' 815 00:55:52,953 --> 00:55:54,133 Right. 816 00:55:54,321 --> 00:55:58,241 Which, if it's so easy to just stop doing it... 817 00:55:58,266 --> 00:56:00,297 I mean, why am I even getting... 818 00:56:00,438 --> 00:56:02,742 Right. But do you think it would be easy for you? 819 00:56:02,875 --> 00:56:05,844 Don't, don't, it doesn't matter what other people do. 820 00:56:05,961 --> 00:56:07,508 I just wonder what... 821 00:56:07,625 --> 00:56:08,905 If it would be easy for me... - Yeah. 822 00:56:08,930 --> 00:56:10,742 What you think it would be easy for... 823 00:56:10,767 --> 00:56:14,172 if you do think it would be easy for you to stop acting... 824 00:56:14,438 --> 00:56:16,457 and stay home with a baby all the time? 825 00:56:16,458 --> 00:56:18,891 I think it would because if... 826 00:56:20,155 --> 00:56:22,414 I don't know, realistically, but... 827 00:56:22,439 --> 00:56:25,610 part of me thinks it would because so much of... 828 00:56:26,906 --> 00:56:29,686 it is about attention, getting attention... 829 00:56:29,711 --> 00:56:31,633 and if you have a kid, that kid is just... 830 00:56:31,658 --> 00:56:33,086 paying attention... - And it needs you. 831 00:56:33,111 --> 00:56:35,117 And it needs you so much more than like... 832 00:56:35,142 --> 00:56:37,586 the movie business needs me. - Right. 833 00:56:38,156 --> 00:56:39,827 I don't know. - I always feel, like... 834 00:56:39,852 --> 00:56:43,789 what was a little bit weird for me, a little... 835 00:56:45,922 --> 00:56:49,438 a sort of tragedy, is that I always wanted to... 836 00:56:49,463 --> 00:56:52,061 you know, you knew. I always was way into... 837 00:56:52,086 --> 00:56:55,352 being with the kids and playing with the kids. 838 00:56:55,781 --> 00:56:57,530 I always thought I would have kids. 839 00:56:57,555 --> 00:56:58,874 Didn't you think that I would? - Yeah. 840 00:56:58,899 --> 00:56:59,920 Right? 841 00:56:59,945 --> 00:57:03,695 So, I always thought that that was just gonna happen. 842 00:57:05,320 --> 00:57:09,000 I just never met a man I thought would be a good father. 843 00:57:10,610 --> 00:57:12,992 That I could really rely on. - Right. 844 00:57:13,188 --> 00:57:16,083 But that might have been my skewed perception because of... 845 00:57:16,208 --> 00:57:20,505 you know, grandpa and your grandfather and all of that, like... 846 00:57:22,294 --> 00:57:24,964 It's a little different than Brooklyn, right? - Sorry? 847 00:57:24,989 --> 00:57:27,839 It's a little different from Brooklyn. - Yeah, it's pretty different. 848 00:57:27,864 --> 00:57:28,997 Yeah. 849 00:57:29,982 --> 00:57:32,653 It's something... it's great. 850 00:57:34,388 --> 00:57:36,949 And then one day all these houses are gonna be gone. 851 00:57:37,114 --> 00:57:38,622 I mean, the... 852 00:57:39,653 --> 00:57:41,130 sea level here is... 853 00:57:42,146 --> 00:57:44,036 it's getting higher every year. 854 00:57:44,349 --> 00:57:45,866 All these... 855 00:57:46,437 --> 00:57:49,333 you know, we talk about castles right in the sand. 856 00:57:49,358 --> 00:57:53,515 Yeah, I can't imagine, I mean, I can't imagine living here. 857 00:57:53,624 --> 00:57:55,927 I'd be scared that I'd fall into the water or something. 858 00:57:55,952 --> 00:57:59,660 Yeah, it's great for the moment but... it's just... 859 00:58:00,222 --> 00:58:02,799 it's funny to think these people bought their dream houses. 860 00:58:02,824 --> 00:58:06,422 They thought they were, you know, putting their nugget away. 861 00:58:06,423 --> 00:58:08,822 Yeah. - And, I mean, look at these pylons. 862 00:58:08,847 --> 00:58:10,902 This is all gonna erode. 863 00:58:11,300 --> 00:58:13,722 It's just part of the folly of it all. 864 00:58:13,957 --> 00:58:16,082 But you know, I got my place... 865 00:58:16,645 --> 00:58:18,175 five years ago. 866 00:58:19,222 --> 00:58:21,213 And the tide was just... - Do you regret it? 867 00:58:21,238 --> 00:58:23,691 No. No, every day is... 868 00:58:24,457 --> 00:58:26,308 fucking awesome. 869 00:58:27,246 --> 00:58:30,488 But if you were thinking you were cashing in... 870 00:58:30,738 --> 00:58:32,519 you gonna have to think it again. All this... 871 00:58:32,544 --> 00:58:35,918 will be gone in, I don't know, 10 years. 872 00:58:37,754 --> 00:58:39,587 That doesn't scare you? 873 00:58:40,285 --> 00:58:42,113 No, I'll just move somewhere else. 874 00:58:42,261 --> 00:58:47,084 I'm already, you know, I'm done with... fretting over it. 875 00:58:48,014 --> 00:58:49,608 I've spent a lot of time... 876 00:58:49,967 --> 00:58:52,491 trying to change people's minds and it just doesn't work. 877 00:58:52,516 --> 00:58:54,459 So now I'm just gonna enjoy the ride... 878 00:58:54,484 --> 00:58:58,045 from each beautiful place and watch it crumble away. 879 00:59:00,061 --> 00:59:01,506 But look at this, you know. 880 00:59:01,507 --> 00:59:05,077 You just live in the moment. It's spectacular. 881 00:59:33,221 --> 00:59:35,738 Well, I'm gonna take a cab home, okay? 882 00:59:36,627 --> 00:59:38,573 No, I want to come get you. I'm gonna come get you. 883 00:59:38,978 --> 00:59:41,235 I know, but last time you did that you were really grouchy... 884 00:59:41,260 --> 00:59:44,533 and you said you resented me for making you... pick me up. 885 00:59:45,189 --> 00:59:46,439 Well... 886 00:59:46,681 --> 00:59:49,353 that was a weird... that was... that was a weird night. 887 00:59:49,900 --> 00:59:51,735 Now, this one's gonna be a very normal one. 888 00:59:51,760 --> 00:59:53,525 I'm just gonna come get you and be really happy... 889 00:59:53,550 --> 00:59:55,789 and we're gonna make out in the car, etcetera. 890 00:59:55,814 --> 00:59:58,079 Cool. I can't wait. I really miss you. 891 00:59:58,213 --> 01:00:00,274 I miss you too. - I really love you. 892 01:00:00,478 --> 01:00:02,604 I love you. - I can't wait to hold you. 893 01:00:03,009 --> 01:00:05,298 I'm gonna kiss you as soon as possible. 894 01:00:05,587 --> 01:00:07,923 Yeah, it'll be really soon. 895 01:00:08,782 --> 01:00:11,556 All right, love you. - I love you too. 896 01:00:11,753 --> 01:00:13,021 Bye. 897 01:00:30,871 --> 01:00:32,512 Thank you so much. 898 01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:35,208 No, thank you. I'm so glad you came. 899 01:00:35,233 --> 01:00:36,199 Me too. - All right. 900 01:00:36,224 --> 01:00:39,177 Come on. I don't want you to be late. 901 01:00:42,060 --> 01:00:44,067 Alright, now, I want you to be really... 902 01:00:44,092 --> 01:00:46,152 really careful going out of here. 903 01:00:46,177 --> 01:00:47,380 Okay. 904 01:00:48,903 --> 01:00:51,247 Say a little prayer. 905 01:00:51,591 --> 01:00:54,333 Really. Just start... say a little prayer. 906 01:00:54,961 --> 01:00:56,239 Okay. 907 01:00:56,489 --> 01:00:57,712 Okay. - I love you. 908 01:00:57,852 --> 01:01:00,146 I love you too, give me a kiss. 909 01:01:01,749 --> 01:01:03,457 Thank you again. - I'll see you. 910 01:01:03,482 --> 01:01:05,902 Call in and text me when you get to the other side. 911 01:01:05,927 --> 01:01:07,972 Okay. - Okay, just to let me know you're okay. 912 01:01:07,997 --> 01:01:09,544 Be very careful. 913 01:01:09,708 --> 01:01:12,286 All right? Look at those waves. 914 01:02:03,465 --> 01:02:05,806 We should offer this as a service. 915 01:02:08,643 --> 01:02:12,181 We could go down like Venice Beach. - Leave it... it's off. 916 01:02:13,201 --> 01:02:14,711 Under there. - Did I get it? 917 01:02:14,736 --> 01:02:17,912 You, you, all right. Now, when I'm up here, you go under. 918 01:02:17,937 --> 01:02:19,187 Okay. 919 01:02:21,441 --> 01:02:24,506 Good. We're gonna go through the center. 920 01:02:27,123 --> 01:02:28,927 My God, I almost... 921 01:02:29,552 --> 01:02:30,793 Okay. - Okay. 922 01:02:30,818 --> 01:02:32,168 Good, good. 923 01:02:33,945 --> 01:02:35,435 It's done. 924 01:02:36,926 --> 01:02:38,226 Awesome. 925 01:02:39,381 --> 01:02:41,881 And the cord. I get the cord, alright? 926 01:02:42,409 --> 01:02:44,615 And then it does this thing. 927 01:02:47,757 --> 01:02:49,343 It's better. - Sweet. 928 01:02:49,368 --> 01:02:50,902 It's much better. 929 01:02:55,049 --> 01:02:57,986 There's a green bean by your foot. 930 01:03:02,375 --> 01:03:04,774 Just... just dropped it. 931 01:03:11,551 --> 01:03:13,050 Good stuff. 932 01:03:26,448 --> 01:03:28,080 You got anything else? 933 01:03:30,257 --> 01:03:31,580 I'm all done. 934 01:03:52,422 --> 01:03:53,893 Oh yeah. 935 01:03:54,846 --> 01:03:56,346 What a night. 936 01:04:06,608 --> 01:04:08,380 What's going on up there? 937 01:04:09,465 --> 01:04:11,621 I don't know. I mean, there's... 938 01:04:11,646 --> 01:04:13,418 for the longest... I don't know... 939 01:04:13,443 --> 01:04:18,279 I lived here almost a whole year and no sound, no parties. 940 01:04:18,411 --> 01:04:19,944 No, I've never heard, I never heard. 941 01:04:19,969 --> 01:04:22,062 But, it's just like... 942 01:04:22,717 --> 01:04:26,529 They're kids. I think they just graduated from something. 943 01:04:26,748 --> 01:04:28,248 They're young. 944 01:04:33,010 --> 01:04:34,625 To youths. 945 01:04:37,776 --> 01:04:39,553 Can you do Jack? 946 01:04:41,328 --> 01:04:42,396 Please. 947 01:04:42,421 --> 01:04:44,182 Jack finishing dinner? 948 01:04:45,275 --> 01:04:45,908 Yeah. 949 01:04:45,933 --> 01:04:49,478 Just ask me about the kids again, as Jack. 950 01:04:50,391 --> 01:04:53,978 How about those goddamn kids upstairs, huh? 951 01:04:54,228 --> 01:04:56,212 It's enough to drive you crazy. 952 01:04:56,384 --> 01:04:58,306 You know what I mean? 953 01:05:03,642 --> 01:05:04,853 Again. 954 01:05:04,970 --> 01:05:06,595 No, that's enough. 955 01:05:06,931 --> 01:05:09,876 No, I can never have enough Jack. 956 01:05:12,744 --> 01:05:14,790 Oh, Rusty, come on. 957 01:05:15,947 --> 01:05:18,072 Do some Jack for me. 958 01:05:19,197 --> 01:05:20,798 Come on. 959 01:05:23,204 --> 01:05:25,254 So Jack... 960 01:05:25,527 --> 01:05:28,079 did you think the fish was underdone? 961 01:05:28,204 --> 01:05:31,071 No, I thought the fish was perfect. 962 01:05:31,243 --> 01:05:34,094 Stop worrying about it. Know what I mean? 963 01:05:34,297 --> 01:05:36,097 The fish was perfect. 964 01:05:36,696 --> 01:05:38,141 All righty, Ann? 965 01:05:38,274 --> 01:05:40,313 All right, Rusty. 966 01:05:45,371 --> 01:05:48,708 Did you just pat me? - I did, I like this. 967 01:05:48,958 --> 01:05:51,095 I like your shawl. 968 01:05:51,230 --> 01:05:53,325 He's patting me. - Look at you in your shawl. 969 01:05:53,350 --> 01:05:55,198 Your little granny shawl. 970 01:05:57,409 --> 01:05:58,706 It's cute. 971 01:05:59,917 --> 01:06:01,736 All right. You know what you just did? 972 01:06:01,761 --> 01:06:04,791 You patted me, then you called me a granny... 973 01:06:04,816 --> 01:06:08,253 and then you called me cute. - That's not so bad. 974 01:06:12,719 --> 01:06:13,973 What? 975 01:06:23,599 --> 01:06:24,948 Don't look, why... 976 01:06:24,973 --> 01:06:27,184 And then you look at me like that. 977 01:06:27,442 --> 01:06:29,036 Fuck you. 978 01:06:29,340 --> 01:06:30,790 Really. 979 01:06:32,200 --> 01:06:33,931 Em, chill. 980 01:06:37,368 --> 01:06:38,860 You're too... 981 01:06:41,477 --> 01:06:43,306 You know, you've been on this... 982 01:06:43,470 --> 01:06:45,202 Just... - tear! 983 01:06:45,227 --> 01:06:46,872 You've been on a tear. 984 01:06:47,787 --> 01:06:48,942 A what? 985 01:06:49,091 --> 01:06:50,300 A tear? 986 01:06:50,325 --> 01:06:53,950 You're on a tear. A pity party tear. 987 01:06:56,505 --> 01:06:59,039 Come on. - You don't understand nothing. 988 01:06:59,380 --> 01:07:01,263 Oh, maybe not. 989 01:07:02,646 --> 01:07:05,979 I just think you're spending a lot of time... 990 01:07:06,263 --> 01:07:08,511 I mean, tell me what it is. 991 01:07:08,536 --> 01:07:10,558 Wha... are you... are you... 992 01:07:13,238 --> 01:07:14,949 having a crisis? 993 01:07:18,277 --> 01:07:20,425 Am I having a crisis? 994 01:07:23,918 --> 01:07:25,886 I think you're projecting. 995 01:07:28,964 --> 01:07:30,648 I'm doing fine. 996 01:07:33,113 --> 01:07:34,847 So am I. - Okay. 997 01:07:34,995 --> 01:07:36,111 Well, you're just being sensitive. 998 01:07:36,136 --> 01:07:38,892 That's the only way I'm bringing it up. I'm not trying to... 999 01:07:38,917 --> 01:07:41,558 come at you. You're just being so sensitive. 1000 01:07:42,074 --> 01:07:43,353 With the granny stuff. 1001 01:07:43,378 --> 01:07:47,268 This is... This is a... what should I say about this... 1002 01:07:48,940 --> 01:07:50,870 a beautiful lace thing? 1003 01:07:52,870 --> 01:07:53,954 What do you wanna say? 1004 01:07:53,955 --> 01:07:55,380 I think it's pretty. It's nice. 1005 01:07:55,405 --> 01:07:57,306 That's nice. - Okay. 1006 01:07:58,284 --> 01:08:00,073 What else do you like? 1007 01:08:05,706 --> 01:08:08,542 I like being here with you. You know that. 1008 01:08:08,847 --> 01:08:11,353 Yeah, you're comf... I'm comfortable. - Yeah. 1009 01:08:11,378 --> 01:08:13,245 Yeah, I don't think we should fuck with that. 1010 01:08:13,270 --> 01:08:14,401 I agree. 1011 01:08:14,495 --> 01:08:16,720 I only hope you didn't think I thought we should... 1012 01:08:16,753 --> 01:08:18,845 I hope just comfortable. - Yeah. 1013 01:08:18,870 --> 01:08:20,987 We had a nice dinner. - Yeah. 1014 01:08:21,012 --> 01:08:24,878 You know, I like it when we, you know, I can... 1015 01:08:25,440 --> 01:08:27,642 laugh with you and... yeah. 1016 01:08:27,682 --> 01:08:30,136 So, when I say you're cute, that's not that I'm... 1017 01:08:30,251 --> 01:08:31,738 You shouldn't feel threatened, like... - I know, but it was... 1018 01:08:31,763 --> 01:08:34,325 like I'm saying... - No it's, I wasn't threatened... 1019 01:08:34,350 --> 01:08:37,946 I was insulted. It's just the patting, and the granny, and the cute. 1020 01:08:37,971 --> 01:08:39,921 It's just a little much. 1021 01:08:39,946 --> 01:08:41,577 That was a little... Don't you think? 1022 01:08:41,602 --> 01:08:43,006 Come on? - I mean, really. 1023 01:08:43,031 --> 01:08:44,819 What do you want? - Like, we're great friends. 1024 01:08:44,844 --> 01:08:47,670 I don't want anything. I like, I was enjoying... 1025 01:08:47,695 --> 01:08:50,734 What do you want? Petting? Not petting? 1026 01:08:51,281 --> 01:08:52,803 Are you flirting with me now? 1027 01:08:52,828 --> 01:08:55,726 No, I'm just trying to make things right. 1028 01:08:58,023 --> 01:08:59,383 They're right, they're fine. - Good. 1029 01:08:59,408 --> 01:09:00,795 I think we have a good... 1030 01:09:00,820 --> 01:09:04,018 Don't you think we have a good arrangement? - I do. 1031 01:09:11,054 --> 01:09:15,121 We can do that too. Doesn't have to be a big deal, right? 1032 01:09:17,207 --> 01:09:18,832 Come on, Em. 1033 01:09:19,946 --> 01:09:22,659 Just a little. - Rusty, I don't wanna... 1034 01:09:32,120 --> 01:09:34,813 See, I don't even know if I can pet you. 1035 01:09:35,019 --> 01:09:37,115 I just don't want you to feel bad. 1036 01:09:37,295 --> 01:09:38,870 You're drunk. 1037 01:09:39,839 --> 01:09:41,519 I'm not drunk. 1038 01:10:03,984 --> 01:10:06,328 I think you're very drunk. 1039 01:10:06,859 --> 01:10:08,800 No, I'm just... 1040 01:10:09,979 --> 01:10:11,487 just feeling good. 1041 01:10:12,948 --> 01:10:14,940 No, do Jack. 1042 01:10:15,120 --> 01:10:18,081 Tell me that you're feeling good. Come on. 1043 01:10:18,253 --> 01:10:19,290 Tell me. 1044 01:10:19,315 --> 01:10:22,189 Will you have sex with me if I'm Jack? 1045 01:10:23,557 --> 01:10:27,877 I said, tell me that you're feeling good. 1046 01:10:28,417 --> 01:10:29,986 I'm feeling good. 1047 01:10:36,236 --> 01:10:37,674 Good. - All right. 1048 01:10:37,836 --> 01:10:39,729 All right. So we... 1049 01:10:41,667 --> 01:10:43,565 okay. - All right. 1050 01:10:44,190 --> 01:10:46,854 - So, not tomorrow? We're not going out? No. 1051 01:10:47,003 --> 01:10:48,964 I'm going by myself. 1052 01:10:51,089 --> 01:10:53,674 Okay. - But maybe later in the week? 1053 01:10:53,823 --> 01:10:54,964 Sure. 1054 01:10:55,112 --> 01:10:58,909 Just text me and I'll meet you out there. - Okay. 1055 01:11:00,304 --> 01:11:02,077 Let's clean this up. 1056 01:11:02,235 --> 01:11:04,349 Okay. No, you clean. - I've been cleaning up. 1057 01:11:04,374 --> 01:11:06,349 You clean it up because I did most of the cooking. 1058 01:11:06,374 --> 01:11:07,888 You stay there. - No, you know what? 1059 01:11:07,913 --> 01:11:10,300 Granny's just gonna curl up. 1060 01:11:12,555 --> 01:11:14,484 'Cause grannies get to just... 1061 01:11:14,593 --> 01:11:17,073 Look, old granny need another drinkie? - Doctor I ain't sick... 1062 01:11:17,098 --> 01:11:18,549 Granny's cold. 1063 01:11:18,574 --> 01:11:20,012 Thank you. 1064 01:11:20,209 --> 01:11:21,243 Thanks. 1065 01:11:23,270 --> 01:11:24,882 Grandpa Jack. 1066 01:11:33,171 --> 01:11:35,073 There's a sense in which... 1067 01:11:35,677 --> 01:11:39,005 psychiatry and psychotherapy are becoming... 1068 01:11:39,030 --> 01:11:40,974 the religion of the west. 1069 01:11:43,341 --> 01:11:46,955 Psychoanalysis has much in common... 1070 01:11:47,239 --> 01:11:52,411 with the forms and procedures of institutional religion. 1071 01:11:53,486 --> 01:11:56,535 There is, for example, apostolic succession... 1072 01:11:58,343 --> 01:12:01,442 the passing down of one of... 1073 01:12:20,939 --> 01:12:23,988 So, what's going on with the sun? 1074 01:12:25,694 --> 01:12:27,811 If somebody asks me that? 1075 01:12:28,537 --> 01:12:29,837 It's... 1076 01:12:30,571 --> 01:12:33,377 there. It's, you know, for, for... 1077 01:12:33,402 --> 01:12:36,005 for the foreseeable, useful... 1078 01:12:36,843 --> 01:12:38,143 future. 1079 01:12:38,383 --> 01:12:40,464 Ultimately, it goes away. 1080 01:12:41,050 --> 01:12:43,463 Not everything goes away. 1081 01:12:43,940 --> 01:12:46,026 But in the meantime, it's sitting there. It's a... 1082 01:12:46,051 --> 01:12:49,286 a middle-aged star. And... 1083 01:12:50,911 --> 01:12:53,926 you know it's there and... 1084 01:12:55,594 --> 01:12:59,774 you know, available in various forms for us to harvest... 1085 01:13:00,060 --> 01:13:02,060 energy we use from it. 1086 01:13:03,793 --> 01:13:05,036 Okay. 1087 01:13:05,669 --> 01:13:08,759 Wind is ultimately solar. 1088 01:13:13,562 --> 01:13:17,209 Wave power would be solar because it's generated by winds. 1089 01:13:17,553 --> 01:13:22,007 You know, direct solar energy, you know, photovoltaic or... 1090 01:13:23,605 --> 01:13:26,531 concentrated forms of solar energy, those are all... 1091 01:13:26,757 --> 01:13:28,057 just... 1092 01:13:28,919 --> 01:13:31,660 energy harvested as it's produced. 1093 01:13:33,543 --> 01:13:36,332 Even ethanol, you know. You grow plants. 1094 01:13:36,621 --> 01:13:40,591 You create a fuel, an alcohol, and... 1095 01:13:41,279 --> 01:13:44,963 that's also renewable, solar base, fuel. 1096 01:13:45,905 --> 01:13:49,692 The fossil fuels are also solar based. They took, you know... 1097 01:13:49,864 --> 01:13:52,863 I don't know, 70-100 million years to make... 1098 01:13:53,195 --> 01:13:55,235 and they were stored... 1099 01:13:55,555 --> 01:13:58,204 you know, in the form of plant life. 1100 01:13:59,410 --> 01:14:00,660 And... 1101 01:14:02,032 --> 01:14:05,251 there's a lot of that stuff and we've been... 1102 01:14:05,863 --> 01:14:08,597 taking that large accumulation, all that we had in the back... 1103 01:14:08,630 --> 01:14:13,696 and we've been... burning it in a 100 years time. 1104 01:14:13,969 --> 01:14:18,694 So, what the earth was busy doing for... 1105 01:14:18,695 --> 01:14:20,364 a long, long, long, long time... 1106 01:14:20,389 --> 01:14:24,177 was going up very rapidly... in smoke. 1107 01:14:24,599 --> 01:14:26,395 So that seems to be something... 1108 01:14:26,420 --> 01:14:29,063 that you would think would throw things out of balance. 1109 01:14:29,088 --> 01:14:34,126 So the whole renewable idea is one of living within your means. 1110 01:14:36,527 --> 01:14:38,613 Using things as they come... 1111 01:14:40,355 --> 01:14:42,151 in a sustainable matter. 1112 01:14:42,753 --> 01:14:45,221 Until, of course, the sun goes away. 1113 01:14:49,005 --> 01:14:50,982 Is that what you meant? 1114 01:14:54,245 --> 01:14:56,127 I think so. 1115 01:14:58,678 --> 01:15:00,279 I forget. 1116 01:15:03,117 --> 01:15:07,620 I was gonna ask you something else but I forgot what it was. 1117 01:15:09,493 --> 01:15:10,774 Well... 84244

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