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(Episode 15)

- Hello? - Joon Young.

It's me, Young Jae.

I wanted to call someone,

but I had no one to call.

The people that I love...

all get sick...

or leave me.

Young Jae.

- We shouldn't be... - I know.

I should leave.

I'll leave too.

I will leave.

- Is she with someone? - I think she's here alone.

- Hey, Young Jae. - Miss, miss. What if she's injured?

- Is she hurt? - Young Jae.

Are you all right?

- What should we do? - She's here alone?

- Lee Young Jae. - Talk to the person on the phone.

- Hurry up. - Look at this.

Hello?

Where is she now?

Okay.

Hello.

She got all drunk and fell all by herself.

She's bleeding because she landed on shards of broken bottles,

but she wouldn't even let us touch her.

Gosh, she's here all alone.

And she refuses to answer any questions I ask.

Goodness.

Disinfect and dress your wound when you get home.

Get up.

Can you walk?

I can go home by myself.

Thanks.

Thanks.

Get some rest.

Hey, Se Eun.

Did you get home safely?

Yes.

I'm sorry.

I just wanted to tell you...

that I'm sorry.

Goodnight, Joon Young.

You're good.

- Go catch your mom. - Mom?

Me? Are you going to catch me?

- Yes. - Oh, gosh.

- Let's go catch your dad. - Dad?

Should we go catch Dad?

Come here. I got you.

- You got caught. - I caught you.

When people first start chemotherapy,

they all wish they'd die because of stomatitis.

Oh, gosh. I didn't mean to say "die".

I feel so bad about offering you food...

when I clearly know that you won't be able to eat it.

Yes, chemotherapy is all about maintaining your stamina.

You should at least try to have a few bites.

(Unchecked notifications, Phone calls: 37, Text messages: 13)

(Noo Ri)

Ms. Baek, is it nice to be in New York all by yourself?

I lost so much fat on my face because I'm so exhausted.

The first couple of days was nice...

because I had full control over everything.

I miss you, Ms. Baek.

Please hurry back.

(Recent calls)

(Turn off device)

Did you cut yourself?

Yes, a little.

I'm okay.

You used to carry your reservation planner with you all the time,

but you forgot to take it.

It's finally our family meeting two days from now.

It doesn't feel real.

I know.

Joon Young.

Should we go live in Lisbon once we get married?

Like you said,

we were happy back then.

I miss those times.

Soo Jae.

Hi.

You call this living?

Just move in if you'd be like this.

Do you at least eat?

How is your work going these days?

This place serves horrible meal boxes.

Don't order their food from now on.

Why has she gone off the grid again?

What?

I'm talking about Joo Ran.

She's not in her salon either.

She used to call me a hundred times a day,

but she won't call or answer my calls.

Joo Ran, that brat.

She must've gotten dumped real bad this time.

You better eat some even if you have no appetite.

You look haggard.

Here's the only thing I remember...

among what our mother told me before she passed away.

"Soo Jae, you've got to become a mountain."

As your brother, I think I tried hard...

to be like a mountain to people around me in my life.

But I happened to face this accident.

Goodness.

Young Jae, at that time,

in my head...

I thought of...

jumping to my death hundreds of times.

I killed myself hundreds of times in my imagination.

Anyway, I somehow managed to read this book even in that situation.

It was about how a tiny bit of faith...

could move a mountain.

Then I was suddenly reminded of what our mom said.

I had faith that I was a mountain and put in the effort.

Then I was able to move myself.

I was able to move like this with that slightest bit of faith.

Young Jae.

I know it's not easy. I took me around 10 years too.

Gosh, chit-chatting a little...

has brought my appetite back.

I should continue eating.

Don't pick at the food and eat up.

Let the wind take you to Mount Halla.

I'm going to let my bike take me to Mount Paekdu.

Soo Jae.

Joo Ran is sick.

What did you say?

Hi, Joo Ran.

You must be enjoying the sunlight...

as you take a walk at leisure.

You got me.

How is it living there?

There are a lot of sick people here.

It finally feels real that I'm sick...

now that I'm here.

You don't know what I'm talking about, do you?

Poor Young Jae.

It was the same for me.

I was clueless.

I talked so much about finding my love,

but I actually didn't know what love was.

I thought love was only about...

missing and longing someone,

having a desire to touch him, or something like that.

But love is also about finding myself comfortable around him,

smiling for no reason,

wanting to rely on him, and all.

The patients here...

don't look sad.

They're all smiling. Isn't it unexpected?

I think it's a privilege of those who have faced their illness.

Those who have come to terms with everything and let it all go.

That's probably why they can accept consolation and support.

I should've done that too.

Why did I try so hard to protect my pride, when it means nothing?

I should've admitted that I was in pain...

and asked for a big hug.

I should've just said it.

Young Jae.

I'm feeling extra sentimental this autumn.

If you've gotten enough sun,

just go home now. Don't walk around looking all depressed.

Okay.

Talk to you later.

This is called "thorns of crown". No, I mean, "crown of thorns".

I heard this flower symbolizes...

remembering the depth of your suffering.

Your hair...

My gosh.

Come here.

You look like a cute chestnut now.

Oh, my goodness.

Who knew a lady's tears could look this sexy?

Hey, what happened to you? You look so cute and sexy now.

It's chilly.

It's pretty cold. Let's put this on you.

You must be cold.

Let's cover your ears too.

It's cold, isn't it?

When the two families meet for the first time,

it's so awkward and uncomfortable.

It reminds me of my old days.

If I could go back to that time, I'd probably cause a scene...

at the family meeting and not marry my husband.

Good luck. I'll see you on Monday.

- Thank you. Get home safely. - Bye.

They look great on you.

I think they're a little small for me.

I'll try a bigger size.

I'm sorry.

That's the only size we have left at the moment.

(Joon Young)

Hello?

Yes, Joon Young.

All right.

I'll see you there in a bit.

Okay.

My gosh, this is nice too.

I wonder if my clothes vanish whenever I open my closet.

I've been thinking that I have nothing to wear,

but I now have a reason to buy some new clothes thanks to my son.

Why are you thanking your son?

Your daughter, who makes a lot of money, will pay for them.

That's right.

We should thank both our son and daughter.

Thank you, my dear daughter.

This is pretty. This too.

What do you think?

Don't you think it's too flashy for such a formal occasion?

What are you talking about? It's not just for that occasion.

I need something I can wear to other things too.

I think this would be a good outfit.

No, don't get it.

- Why not? - You'll look too pretty.

You're almost 60. You shouldn't look that pretty.

Whatever. I'm getting these.

Honey, what about this one?

No, no way.

That will make me look too old.

We have such different tastes.

My, this looks cool. Isn't this nice?

Cut it out.

Hey, you won't be dressed like that tomorrow, right?

He used to care so much about what he wears,

but he practically lives in stretched-out sweatpants now.

What happened to him?

Let's get you some new clothes too.

I'm a stay-at-home dad, so I don't need new clothes.

Sang Hyun, what do you think of this suit?

It's nice.

Try it on.

Who? Me?

My gosh! Hey, it's too expensive.

Beautiful things are always expensive.

Still, it's enough money to cover our monthly food expenses,

utility bill payments, and even Da In's daycare.

No, no way.

I make a lot of money.

But still...

One of your few charms is that you can pull off any clothes,

but I haven't seen you in nice clothes in so long that...

I may forget how stylish you can be.

Then shall I try it on?

Goodness.

[VIU Ver] jTBC E15 The Third Charm "I Lied" -♥ Ruo Xi ♥-

I can't seem to...

control the way I feel.

I lied to you.

I was...

with Young Jae yesterday.

If you weren't such an honest person,

I'd at least be able to feel more at ease.

But because you are,

I really hate you right now.

I really can't get used to...

French cuisine.

You haven't even had that much French cuisine.

We had it once last time.

Well, it's perfect for my palate.

I guess I'm fit to live in Europe.

Cheers.

But I have to say, the wine doesn't taste that great.

I don't like it that much.

Dad, should I get you some beer?

Will you do that for me?

Okay.

This is our last meal as the original members of this family,

so let's drink until we get drunk.

My goodness.

Try this. This is the main dish.

- I'll be right back, Dad. - Okay, I'm sorry.

Ri Won made fun of Joon Young ever since they were young.

But Joon Young still took care of Ri Won...

and always took her everywhere he went.

My gosh, my son hasn't changed at all.

He's still so kind.

What do you mean he hasn't changed?

Back when Joon Young was young, he used to be picky with food.

So I had to run after him to barely get him to eat.

But look at him now.

He became a chef because he likes food and cooking.

You never know what the future has in store for you.

That wasn't because Joon Young was a picky eater.

I personally think it was because your food tasted really bad.

Do you think that's what it was?

My goodness.

- Here you go. - It's 10 dollars.

(Small Table)

(Small Table)

What are you doing outside?

I didn't get why marriage...

was so necessary when two people could just live together.

But judging from how happy our parents seem,

I guess it does actually mean something.

Great job.

Sang Hyun keeps asking me to get married,

but I'm still not so sure.

And I can't give an answer to a question I don't know.

Not only is it bad for me, but it's also bad for him as well.

But then again, I might change my mind after some time.

But I have to say, I'm relieved that at least you're getting married.

You're going to be the head of a household now,

so I should start treating you like an older brother.

It's cold. Let's go inside.

How adorable.

Look here.

See? There.

- Did you see that? - Let me see.

- My gosh. - Da In, you're so smart.

My goodness.

This is why it's always nice to be with family.

We laugh together and console one another.

Just being with each other is enough to make us happy.

You grew up so well without causing any trouble.

And now, you're even getting married.

- Gosh, Dad. - Dad, get in the car.

Goodness, get in the car. Stop being so gross.

Hey, Joon Young.

I'm not happy because you're getting married.

I'm just really happy...

because you make your own decisions in life...

and take responsibility for them by always taking a step forward.

My gosh, I told you not to drink so much.

Hurry up and get in the car.

Dad, wear your seatbelt.

Mother.

We really enjoyed the meal,

but I feel bad that we're leaving you with so much to clean up.

Gosh, it's okay. You should get in the car.

Thank you, Joon Young.

Bye.

- Go on. - Let's go.

Your house is too small for all of us to sleep in.

But once you get married,

I'm sure you'll at least live in a two-room apartment.

Then we'll visit Seoul often and sleep over.

Okay.

Your dad and I will be taking the first train to Seoul tomorrow.

Hope you get here safely.

(Pack lunchbox for Se Eun)

(Watch movie with Se Eun)

(Make tiramisu for Se Eun)

(1,500th day with Se Eun)

Hey, Se Eun.

Did you get home safely?

Yes.

In the end,

my suspicion has caused him to lie.

I called you...

to say I'm sorry.

Goodnight, Joon Young.

I lied to you.

Yesterday,

I was with Young Jae.

(Real Estate Agency)

I didn't think I could live.

I didn't think I could survive.

That was why I ran away to here.

Sometimes, it's vivid like it was yesterday.

But the other times,

it feels as if it happened a long time ago.

So Ri.

So Ri.

It's my fault.

This happened to So Ri...

because of me.

Don't blame yourself.

Her fever isn't going down.

Try to eat at least a little bit...

so you can take the medication.

This is horrifying.

What did you say?

I'm horrified by myself...

for eating,

for taking medicine,

and for living...

when So Ri is gone.

It's not your fault.

Everything will be all right.

Everything will be okay.

As time went on,

things kept getting worse.

Give it back.

Give it back!

- Young Jae. - I said, give it back!

Stop.

- Enough, Young Jae. - Let go of me!

- Please stop... - Let go!

Why didn't you...

just buy her a cat?

I'm sorry.

What I meant was...

Are you all right?

Honey.

Honey.

Honey!

Young Jae.

I'm sorry.

Now that I'm looking at you outside of our place,

I'm just so sorry.

It's okay.

But when I'm there...

When I'm at home,

I can't think about anything else.

In that house,

there's nowhere to hide.

From our sofa...

to our dining table,

our bathroom,

and even your face.

Even in your eyes,

I see So Ri.

Ho Chul.

Let's get divorced.

I know that it's useless to think about the past,

but throughout the day, I wish I could turn back time.

I wonder, "When will all of this come to an end?"

Then I think, "I guess it shouldn't end."

But I'm okay now.

To be honest, I'm not totally okay yet.

I still think about her from time to time, and it makes me feel crazy.

But I won't run away from it.

Joon Young.

You don't need to worry about me.

As you know, I have Soo Jae.

Joo Ran is there for me as well.

Many people are worried about me,

so I'll move on with my life for them.

I hope you can be happy.

I really mean it.

What about you? What did you do there?

The same things, you know.

I wanted to experience a broader world...

and become freer.

Are you going to eat instant foods again?

I'll call a taxi for you.

I wanted to call someone,

but I had no one to call.

The people that I love...

all leave me.

You're giving me so much solace.

I don't deserve this.

You should get going now.

(The 3rd Charm)

We've known each other for 12 years,

but I had no idea that you get cold so easily.

It's because we've never spent winter together.

We didn't even know everything about each other,

and yet we said we were different and incompatible.

You don't even need to lift a finger.

Just sit there looking pretty.

I won't go anywhere,

and I'll wait for you right here.

Stay strong and get through it, okay?

(Small Table)

I like you.

I trust you.

Se Eun.