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[jazzy percussive music]
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[sighs]
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♪
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Damn.
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♪
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Damn right.
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♪
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Mm.
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The sink's clogged again!
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Plumber is coming tomorrow!
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[groans]
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It's like a crime scene in here.
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[siren wailing]
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[grumbling]
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Written word not enough, huh?
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You want the full
audio experience?
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I need an actual human being,
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or someone is getting strangled
with a plunger.
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We still being sexy?
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Look, I've only got
a few weeks left.
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It's time to make this
an in-person thing.
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So let's do it.
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Tonight.
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For real, for real?
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What about your dad?
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Oh, no, no, no, no.
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He's... he's doing great.
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He's on his meds.
Model roommate.
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So it's time for him to see
a sock on the door knob
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and get gone.
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For real.
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♪
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Oh, I know that smile.
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That's the smile of a man
making plans
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for the finest
fishing exposition
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in the tristate area.
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That's a bunch of old timers
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swapping stories
in the back of a bait shop?
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Sure.
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If you wanna say
the Javits Convention Center
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is a bait shop.
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Oh, looks great, Dad.
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Yeah, tell me about it.
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I will not,
'cause you're coming.
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Sounds great, Dad.
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Good.
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We'll go after your work.
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Wait, the expo's tonight?
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Is that a problem?
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♪
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[upbeat piano music]
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♪
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Mm.
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What did you do that for?
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Just making sure you're real.
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[chuckles]
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Only way to know for sure
is to give me a scalp massage.
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- Dad's back!
- Hi, everybody.
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[laughter]
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Hi, guys.
You're darn right, Dad's back.
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- Yeah.
- I'm here.
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This morning,
my daughter said that
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when I'm tired,
I look like a sad racoon.
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So do you think I can trade her
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for a new car?
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A very nice new car.
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[laughs]
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Good.
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Thank you.
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Where do you get
your motivation?
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Good morning.
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I have the clinical
trial prospectus.
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Thank you.
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Well, Dana, this is Dr. Wilder.
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And Dr. Wilder, this is Dana,
my ASL teacher.
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Oh, yeah.
No, I got that one.
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Crystal clear.
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♪ It's a brand new
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Please give me something good.
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And this one's
the quarterly budget template.
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Another? How many are there?
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It's quarterly, so four.
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Sandra Fall, I hate forms.
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Forms never helped anyone.
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Well, this one literally
funds the hospital.
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If I'm not looking
into a patient's eyes,
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if I'm not looking
into the underlying roots
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of their issues, then...
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Then you can do your
actual job, sign these forms,
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- and end this conversation.
- I had a question.
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Is there a form that fires you?
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You keep shredding it
against my wishes.
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Sign.
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The ICU needs
a substitute attending?
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Mm-hmm.
Dr. Slavin broke her ankle.
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She's out today.
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♪
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All right. So today I am not
your boss's boss's boss.
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I am just simply your boss.
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So I'm here for you.
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Let's do some actual medicine.
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Who's with me?
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You look chipper.
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Do I?
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Well, it is never a bad day
to have a good day,
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my enchanting chairwoman.
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Charmed and unnerved.
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Look, we have a problem outside.
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- Okay.
- An unhoused gentleman
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who's facing some challenges
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has created
an untenable environment.
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I don't... I don't follow.
What are you saying?
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There's a crazy
homeless guy out front.
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He's scaring our patients.
I need him gone.
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Well, that was a touching
and heartfelt alternate way
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of putting that.
Thank you.
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I'm suggesting you provide him
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with appropriate care
and services.
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That is far away
from our entrance.
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- [sighs] Thank you, Ignatius.
- You got it.
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Do not go inside!
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Yes. Yes.
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Come out.
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Get away from them.
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Stop. Stop.
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They will kill you!
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Hey, there. Hey.
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Got a little something here
that might brighten your day.
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Evil. Evil people.
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Okay. Sure. Sure.
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You're one of them.
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Actually, I'm just a guy
with some socks.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Want a pair?
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Yeah. Go ahead. Take a pair.
It's cold out here.
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Yeah, you're good. Yeah.
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I got a whole bag
full of socks here.
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I got sweaters.
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What you say you and I take this
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wherever you're camping out
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and we stash
the whole bag there?
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I got a place just over there.
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Oh, over here under
the scaffolding?
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Yeah. I've seen people there.
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No.
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[soft music]
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Penthouse.
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♪
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Penthouse?
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♪
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Right on.
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♪
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[jazzy percussive music]
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♪
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[soft music]
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Oh, that is quite the decision.
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- Tell me about it.
- Right.
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So you can either hang out
with a bunch of AARP guys
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at a literal fish show,
or you can hook up
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with a beautiful, available,
interested woman.
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Yeah.
I can see why you're torn.
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It's not that easy, all right?
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All I've ever wanted
was my family back.
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And now that I have it...
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Young woman found
down in Morandi Park.
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Unresponsive.
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Respirations
and heart rate slow.
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Vanessa.
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Vanessa?
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[dramatic music]
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Pupils are pinpoint, nonreactive.
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Narcotics overdose.
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I need a second IV.
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- O-2 sats are low.
- On it.
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Saturation 88%.
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I need an intubation tray
with a seven.
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♪
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Pushing Narcan.
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[machinery beeping]
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♪
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[no audible dialogue]
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♪
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Quick pop quiz.
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This is from a 65-year-old man
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who is hypertensive
and unconscious.
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Do you shock this rhythm?
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No.
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Yes.
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All right.
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So you just flip through
these four screens,
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and then you pull down
this tab right here.
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And, oh, the M key
does not work.
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So we just use a little "rn"
right next to each other.
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Someone's gotta build
a better system.
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Oh.
What if that's someone is you?
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When you approach a patient
about hospice,
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you don't talk
about end-of-life care.
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You just talk about life care.
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This is just
the next stage of it.
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[machinery beeping]
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- It's Duane Roberts.
- All right.
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This is it.
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You're up.
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[gasping]
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BP 60 over 49.
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Absent breath sounds
on the left.
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Left heart's straining EKG.
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Tension pneumo.
Need a left-sided chest tube.
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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VAN runs under the rib.
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♪
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BP rising.
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Sats normalizing.
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[sighs] It worked.
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That's good work.
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Decision, coordination,
execution, all excellent.
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[tense music]
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Mika, you okay?
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♪
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It used to be cleaner.
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Oh, no, no.
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This is, uh... this is amazing.
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Wow.
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Look at this place.
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Look at that view.
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Oh, someone's a gamer, huh?
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Uh, coder.
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Bit coin.
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Cooler. [Chuckles]
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Do you want one?
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Yeah. Yeah. Thank you.
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I'll take one of those.
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Cheers.
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So, hey, just curious.
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Why did you start hanging out
in front of New Amsterdam?
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I'm warning people.
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Warning people about what?
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Bad things happen in that place.
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They're evil. They hurt people.
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They do experiments
on young children.
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They use lightning,
and they rip out their brains.
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They tie them down with rubber.
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And it's tight.
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No! It burns.
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And they zap.
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They zap and zap and zap.
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They...
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[uneasy music]
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I'm saving those kids.
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Tied down with rubber?
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Lightning?
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Don't... don't try to deny it.
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No, no, I'm not.
That... that is how they
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used to do electroshock therapy
40 years ago.
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Harlan, when you were a kid,
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were you a patient
at New Amsterdam?
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Oh...[grunts]
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♪
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Hey, how you doing?
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[groans]
How does it freaking look?
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- [groans]
- It's the Narcan.
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You're in withdrawal
from the heroin.
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Well, it feels like ants
are crawling out of my body.
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So... oh, Jesus.
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All right. Okay.
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We're gonna get you
through this.
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- Stop. Get off.
- What?
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- Stop gloating, all right?
- I'm not gloating.
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- Please just leave.
- Okay, you really...
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Ugh. Jesus.
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All right.
You know what, Vanessa?
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You tried to kill yourself.
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Whether you realize it or not,
275
00:14:33,742 --> 00:14:34,893
that is what you tried to do.
276
00:14:34,917 --> 00:14:37,050
And I'm gonna be here for you, okay?
277
00:14:39,617 --> 00:14:41,552
Yeah. Well, you know what?
278
00:14:41,576 --> 00:14:43,119
Being nice to me now
is not gonna change the fact
279
00:14:43,143 --> 00:14:45,101
that Mom died hating you.
280
00:14:50,367 --> 00:14:52,824
That's not true.
281
00:14:52,848 --> 00:14:54,260
Yes, it is.
282
00:14:54,284 --> 00:14:55,827
Yeah, it is, actually.
283
00:14:55,851 --> 00:14:59,439
Thanks to me, she wrote you
a letter a few years ago,
284
00:14:59,463 --> 00:15:01,180
an apology, you know,
285
00:15:01,204 --> 00:15:03,487
for being
such a terrible mother.
286
00:15:03,511 --> 00:15:05,556
I threw it away.
287
00:15:14,217 --> 00:15:17,849
Why would you do that?
288
00:15:17,873 --> 00:15:18,937
Answer me.
289
00:15:18,961 --> 00:15:20,504
Why would you do that?
290
00:15:20,528 --> 00:15:22,723
Because you didn't deserve
that, Lauren!
291
00:15:22,747 --> 00:15:23,899
God, she was so vulnerable
292
00:15:23,923 --> 00:15:25,857
when she came to me
with that letter.
293
00:15:25,881 --> 00:15:27,685
She was, like, crying
and asking me
294
00:15:27,709 --> 00:15:29,730
if I thought you'd ever
forgive her.
295
00:15:29,754 --> 00:15:31,384
She thought
you threw it in her face.
296
00:15:31,408 --> 00:15:32,690
So yes, Lauren. Yes.
297
00:15:32,714 --> 00:15:35,475
I'm pretty sure
she died hating you.
298
00:15:35,499 --> 00:15:36,694
You know what?
299
00:15:36,718 --> 00:15:37,695
You really are pathetic,
aren't you?
300
00:15:37,719 --> 00:15:39,088
And there she is. You see,
301
00:15:39,112 --> 00:15:40,350
this is who you really are.
302
00:15:40,374 --> 00:15:41,960
How many times
do I have to tell you?
303
00:15:41,984 --> 00:15:44,180
- I'm done with it!
- Selfish bitch!
304
00:15:44,204 --> 00:15:45,485
- I'm done with being there!
- I can't stand
305
00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:47,009
the condescending bitch
you've become.
306
00:15:47,033 --> 00:15:49,968
- [thuds]
- Vanessa? Vanessa? Vanessa?
307
00:15:49,992 --> 00:15:52,014
I need help in here!
308
00:15:52,038 --> 00:15:53,363
Okay, okay, okay.
309
00:15:53,387 --> 00:15:54,954
Okay, okay. Okay.
310
00:15:59,001 --> 00:16:00,979
- Chest, it hurts.
- What do you got?
311
00:16:01,003 --> 00:16:02,894
Hypertensive,
diaphoretic, tachy.
312
00:16:02,918 --> 00:16:04,635
Probably narcotic withdrawal.
313
00:16:04,659 --> 00:16:06,463
- My chest.
- Vanessa, I know it hurts,
314
00:16:06,487 --> 00:16:07,986
but we need you to stay still, okay?
315
00:16:08,010 --> 00:16:09,988
Start an Esmolol drip.
316
00:16:10,012 --> 00:16:12,556
- TOX screen?
- The usual polypharmacy.
317
00:16:12,580 --> 00:16:15,080
Oxy, meth, cocaine,
marijuana, you name it.
318
00:16:15,104 --> 00:16:16,516
Was she acting erratically?
319
00:16:16,540 --> 00:16:20,651
She was outta control,
screaming the most hateful...
320
00:16:20,675 --> 00:16:22,000
An adrenergic storm.
321
00:16:22,024 --> 00:16:23,871
From acute cocaine toxicity.
322
00:16:23,895 --> 00:16:25,786
Her coronary artery is spasming.
323
00:16:25,810 --> 00:16:27,353
I didn't see it. I...
324
00:16:27,377 --> 00:16:29,181
We gotta get her
to a cath lab now.
325
00:16:29,205 --> 00:16:30,443
The clues
were right in front of me,
326
00:16:30,467 --> 00:16:31,705
but why didn't I see it?
327
00:16:31,729 --> 00:16:33,794
With family, we never see it.
328
00:16:33,818 --> 00:16:36,014
Let's go.
329
00:16:36,038 --> 00:16:37,537
Straight. Straight. This way.
330
00:16:37,561 --> 00:16:40,042
♪
331
00:16:42,784 --> 00:16:43,891
Hey.
332
00:16:43,915 --> 00:16:45,893
- Hey.
- You okay?
333
00:16:45,917 --> 00:16:48,026
Uh, yeah, it was just allergies.
334
00:16:48,050 --> 00:16:52,030
It didn't look like allergies.
335
00:16:52,054 --> 00:16:53,553
Looked like a panic attack.
336
00:16:53,577 --> 00:16:55,642
Oh, no. Not at all.
337
00:16:55,666 --> 00:16:57,688
I mean, I've been here a month,
and Elliot's code
338
00:16:57,712 --> 00:16:59,168
isn't one of the top ten
most intense things
339
00:16:59,192 --> 00:17:00,865
that have happened all week.
340
00:17:00,889 --> 00:17:02,519
Who's Elliot?
341
00:17:02,543 --> 00:17:04,458
The... the patient.
The code we just ran.
342
00:17:05,894 --> 00:17:08,549
No, Mika.
That was Duane.
343
00:17:09,811 --> 00:17:11,745
Who's Elliot?
344
00:17:11,769 --> 00:17:13,293
Um...
345
00:17:16,992 --> 00:17:19,927
My first patient here.
346
00:17:19,951 --> 00:17:21,755
You never forget your first, right?
347
00:17:21,779 --> 00:17:23,148
No.
348
00:17:23,172 --> 00:17:25,218
Especially if they die.
349
00:17:30,136 --> 00:17:32,027
How did you know that?
350
00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:35,117
'Cause I've stood
where you're standing.
351
00:17:35,141 --> 00:17:37,989
Patients die, Mika,
no matter what you do,
352
00:17:38,013 --> 00:17:39,295
no matter how good you are,
353
00:17:39,319 --> 00:17:41,993
and I've been watching you
on the floor.
354
00:17:42,017 --> 00:17:44,778
You're a really good doctor.
355
00:17:44,802 --> 00:17:48,652
No. [Sighs]
356
00:17:48,676 --> 00:17:50,262
I'm an excellent doctor.
357
00:17:50,286 --> 00:17:52,569
Elliot had a triple A
that ruptured.
358
00:17:52,593 --> 00:17:54,484
That's one of the hardest
procedures we do,
359
00:17:54,508 --> 00:17:57,119
and I ran that code flawlessly.
360
00:18:03,169 --> 00:18:05,625
And then I went home
for the night,
361
00:18:05,649 --> 00:18:07,627
and he died
362
00:18:07,651 --> 00:18:10,282
while I was watching
a reality cooking show
363
00:18:10,306 --> 00:18:12,482
and eating a takeaway salad.
364
00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:17,420
I could have saved him.
365
00:18:17,444 --> 00:18:20,099
He was my patient,
and I left him to die.
366
00:18:25,626 --> 00:18:30,109
They experimented on me
with lightning.
367
00:18:31,893 --> 00:18:33,000
It hurt.
368
00:18:33,024 --> 00:18:35,612
Yeah, I bet.
369
00:18:35,636 --> 00:18:37,309
Yeah, a lot of hospitals
back then used
370
00:18:37,333 --> 00:18:40,312
a very crude version
of electroshock,
371
00:18:40,336 --> 00:18:42,793
and they way overmedicated.
372
00:18:42,817 --> 00:18:44,360
Just so many pills.
373
00:18:44,384 --> 00:18:45,839
You could barely even move.
374
00:18:45,863 --> 00:18:47,213
[exhales shakily]
375
00:18:50,390 --> 00:18:52,566
It's like being in a cage.
376
00:18:54,394 --> 00:18:56,570
A cage you can't see.
377
00:19:01,749 --> 00:19:03,727
You know, Harlan,
378
00:19:03,751 --> 00:19:05,859
we don't do that anymore.
379
00:19:05,883 --> 00:19:08,079
- [scoffs]
- No, we don't.
380
00:19:08,103 --> 00:19:09,515
And I have helped schizophrenics
381
00:19:09,539 --> 00:19:12,779
without pills, without shocks.
382
00:19:12,803 --> 00:19:14,433
None of it.
383
00:19:14,457 --> 00:19:15,261
Really?
384
00:19:15,285 --> 00:19:17,697
Yeah, really.
385
00:19:17,721 --> 00:19:20,483
If you come with me
to my office today,
386
00:19:20,507 --> 00:19:22,615
I will get you
back on your feet.
387
00:19:22,639 --> 00:19:25,923
[uneasy music]
388
00:19:25,947 --> 00:19:28,055
[grunts]
389
00:19:28,079 --> 00:19:29,100
It doesn't believe you.
390
00:19:29,124 --> 00:19:30,362
The voice?
391
00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:31,885
- Mm...
- Yeah. That's okay.
392
00:19:31,909 --> 00:19:33,278
That's okay. That's okay.
393
00:19:33,302 --> 00:19:36,586
But all you have to do
is let me try,
394
00:19:36,610 --> 00:19:38,675
and you will see
that I can help you.
395
00:19:38,699 --> 00:19:40,067
I mean, Harlan, look
at what you've accomplished.
396
00:19:40,091 --> 00:19:41,417
Look at this.
397
00:19:41,441 --> 00:19:43,288
You were doing really well
for a very long time.
398
00:19:43,312 --> 00:19:44,724
Stop talking.
399
00:19:44,748 --> 00:19:46,726
Look, going to the hospital,
that's new, right?
400
00:19:46,750 --> 00:19:48,598
Shut up!
401
00:19:48,622 --> 00:19:50,121
♪
402
00:19:50,145 --> 00:19:51,340
Did something happen recently?
403
00:19:51,364 --> 00:19:52,341
- Something...
- Get out.
404
00:19:52,365 --> 00:19:54,212
Get outta here now!
405
00:19:54,236 --> 00:19:56,040
- Get outta here right now.
- Okay.
406
00:19:56,064 --> 00:19:56,998
No hospitals!
407
00:19:57,022 --> 00:19:58,216
No doctors!
408
00:19:58,240 --> 00:19:59,435
No, no, no!
409
00:19:59,459 --> 00:20:00,263
No!
410
00:20:00,287 --> 00:20:07,467
♪
411
00:22:48,279 --> 00:22:51,171
[somber music]
412
00:22:51,195 --> 00:22:58,159
♪
413
00:23:40,027 --> 00:23:43,876
Morandi Park.
414
00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:45,443
I don't...
415
00:23:45,467 --> 00:23:48,533
Vanessa lives
on the Upper West Side.
416
00:23:48,557 --> 00:23:52,189
So do all of her friends.
417
00:23:52,213 --> 00:23:56,454
Yet she OD'd in Morandi Park...
418
00:23:56,478 --> 00:23:59,414
directly across the street
from this hospital.
419
00:23:59,438 --> 00:24:04,810
♪
420
00:24:04,834 --> 00:24:07,422
She knew exactly
where they'd bring her.
421
00:24:07,446 --> 00:24:11,251
♪
422
00:24:11,275 --> 00:24:13,906
She knew that I'd be the one
to see her like this.
423
00:24:13,930 --> 00:24:17,867
♪
424
00:24:17,891 --> 00:24:19,825
She chose this.
425
00:24:19,849 --> 00:24:23,481
♪
426
00:24:23,505 --> 00:24:25,701
That's how much she hates me.
427
00:24:25,725 --> 00:24:26,963
Well, she was coked
out of her mind.
428
00:24:26,987 --> 00:24:29,574
It wasn't the coke.
429
00:24:29,598 --> 00:24:31,837
She meant what she said,
every last word of it.
430
00:24:31,861 --> 00:24:33,578
She meant it.
431
00:24:33,602 --> 00:24:36,102
♪
432
00:24:36,126 --> 00:24:38,496
And why shouldn't she hate me?
433
00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:41,281
♪
434
00:24:41,305 --> 00:24:42,369
I left her.
435
00:24:42,393 --> 00:24:44,134
Lauren...
436
00:24:46,876 --> 00:24:49,096
You wanna know the worst part?
437
00:24:50,793 --> 00:24:54,425
If she never woke up,
438
00:24:54,449 --> 00:24:57,472
I think a part of me
would be relieved.
439
00:24:57,496 --> 00:25:03,608
♪
440
00:25:03,632 --> 00:25:06,611
Why didn't I help her?
441
00:25:06,635 --> 00:25:08,787
[sobbing]
442
00:25:08,811 --> 00:25:13,052
You know why better than anyone.
443
00:25:13,076 --> 00:25:14,837
An addict has to want help.
444
00:25:14,861 --> 00:25:16,708
I have to try.
I have to try.
445
00:25:16,732 --> 00:25:19,015
I can't... I can't just stand by
and do nothing.
446
00:25:19,039 --> 00:25:20,756
- No, you...
- No, Floyd, I'm not just gonna
447
00:25:20,780 --> 00:25:23,522
walk away
and just watch her die.
448
00:25:25,524 --> 00:25:27,632
This time I'm staying.
449
00:25:27,656 --> 00:25:33,227
♪
450
00:25:37,013 --> 00:25:38,164
Get out.
451
00:25:38,188 --> 00:25:39,339
- Don't you spy on me.
- I'm not.
452
00:25:39,363 --> 00:25:40,993
- Don't you spy.
- 48 floors.
453
00:25:41,017 --> 00:25:42,255
It just... it takes a minute.
454
00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:45,432
Damn thing. Hurry up.
Hurry up.
455
00:25:45,456 --> 00:25:47,957
[soft music]
456
00:25:47,981 --> 00:25:50,655
Hey, the protein shakes,
you like 'em?
457
00:25:50,679 --> 00:25:51,830
They good?
458
00:25:51,854 --> 00:25:53,571
♪
459
00:25:53,595 --> 00:25:54,659
Yeah.
460
00:25:54,683 --> 00:25:56,356
♪
461
00:25:56,380 --> 00:25:57,575
Did you start drinking them
462
00:25:57,599 --> 00:25:59,142
right before
you started warning people
463
00:25:59,166 --> 00:26:00,404
out in front of the hospital?
464
00:26:00,428 --> 00:26:02,449
♪
465
00:26:02,473 --> 00:26:03,668
What?
466
00:26:03,692 --> 00:26:05,564
♪
467
00:26:10,133 --> 00:26:13,591
The M key doesn't work.
Remember?
468
00:26:13,615 --> 00:26:15,637
Gotta just use "rn."
469
00:26:15,661 --> 00:26:16,966
Thanks.
470
00:26:18,881 --> 00:26:20,946
Mika, you left your patient
'cause your shift was over.
471
00:26:20,970 --> 00:26:22,600
[sighs]
472
00:26:22,624 --> 00:26:24,384
Can we not talk about this?
473
00:26:24,408 --> 00:26:27,107
Well, I can't let you
see patients until we do.
474
00:26:30,545 --> 00:26:31,981
Fine.
475
00:26:35,115 --> 00:26:37,615
I could have stayed.
476
00:26:37,639 --> 00:26:39,574
I chose to leave.
477
00:26:39,598 --> 00:26:43,229
When you're not on call,
do you ever sleep here?
478
00:26:43,253 --> 00:26:44,317
We all grab naps sometimes.
479
00:26:44,341 --> 00:26:46,842
That's not what I meant.
480
00:26:46,866 --> 00:26:48,104
How often do you go home?
481
00:26:48,128 --> 00:26:50,933
It depends.
482
00:26:50,957 --> 00:26:53,326
Mika, I'm just asking you,
483
00:26:53,350 --> 00:26:55,154
when was the last time
that you got
484
00:26:55,178 --> 00:26:58,965
a full night's sleep
in your own bed?
485
00:27:04,100 --> 00:27:07,558
[sighs]
486
00:27:07,582 --> 00:27:09,647
The night Elliot died.
487
00:27:09,671 --> 00:27:13,085
[solemn music]
488
00:27:13,109 --> 00:27:15,479
That was over a month ago.
489
00:27:15,503 --> 00:27:16,785
♪
490
00:27:16,809 --> 00:27:19,657
Mika, you have to go home.
491
00:27:19,681 --> 00:27:21,790
It's not a request.
492
00:27:21,814 --> 00:27:24,270
I don't think you're allowed
to dictate where I sleep,
493
00:27:24,294 --> 00:27:26,272
and my performance
isn't a problem.
494
00:27:26,296 --> 00:27:29,319
So thank you for your concern, truly.
495
00:27:29,343 --> 00:27:32,496
But I'm not going anywhere.
496
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:39,483
♪
497
00:27:50,277 --> 00:27:52,018
You want to take the job.
498
00:27:53,193 --> 00:27:54,300
I have to.
499
00:27:54,324 --> 00:27:55,780
It's too important.
500
00:27:55,804 --> 00:27:58,348
I won't leave you in the lurch.
501
00:27:58,372 --> 00:27:59,741
I'll help with the transition.
502
00:27:59,765 --> 00:28:02,289
I will handle the interviews
for my replacement.
503
00:28:03,290 --> 00:28:06,380
Can we talk alone?
504
00:28:10,863 --> 00:28:12,429
I'll be right outside.
505
00:30:03,976 --> 00:30:06,911
[soft music]
506
00:30:06,935 --> 00:30:12,636
♪
507
00:30:15,857 --> 00:30:18,053
Hey, hey.
I have good news.
508
00:30:18,077 --> 00:30:19,924
You dealt with the homeless...
Unhoused gentleman?
509
00:30:19,948 --> 00:30:21,447
Yes. His name is Harlan,
510
00:30:21,471 --> 00:30:23,188
and I did help him indeed.
511
00:30:23,212 --> 00:30:26,409
It turns out the problem
was protein shakes.
512
00:30:26,433 --> 00:30:28,715
It didn't look like
the problem was protein shakes.
513
00:30:28,739 --> 00:30:29,760
Well, upon further inspection,
514
00:30:29,784 --> 00:30:31,109
they were all he was eating,
515
00:30:31,133 --> 00:30:33,720
which led to a niacin
deficiency, AKA pellagra,
516
00:30:33,744 --> 00:30:35,592
which I then treated
with a multivitamin.
517
00:30:35,616 --> 00:30:37,072
So he wasn't schizophrenic,
518
00:30:37,096 --> 00:30:38,769
he just needed
Flint stone pills?
519
00:30:38,793 --> 00:30:40,336
He is still schizophrenic,
520
00:30:40,360 --> 00:30:42,817
just minus the aggressive
behavior, the irritability,
521
00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:43,948
and the angry voices
in his head.
522
00:30:43,972 --> 00:30:45,515
That was all the pellagra.
523
00:30:45,539 --> 00:30:47,996
As long as sanity has
prevailed at our front door,
524
00:30:48,020 --> 00:30:49,606
- I'm happy.
- Yeah.
525
00:30:49,630 --> 00:30:51,042
Yeah.
Well, you know, about that.
526
00:30:51,066 --> 00:30:52,870
Do you get your vitamins?
527
00:30:52,894 --> 00:30:54,480
There's 13 essential ones.
528
00:30:54,504 --> 00:30:56,613
They're good for your bones,
your immune system.
529
00:30:56,637 --> 00:30:57,832
This will save your life.
530
00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,790
I told you to clear
the front door.
531
00:30:59,814 --> 00:31:01,748
No. No, you told me to help.
532
00:31:01,772 --> 00:31:03,446
- Hey, Iggy!
- And I did.
533
00:31:03,470 --> 00:31:04,882
- Hey!
- Hey, doing great.
534
00:31:04,906 --> 00:31:06,841
Excuse me.
Do you get your vitamins?
535
00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:08,581
Vitamins are really good
for you.
536
00:31:08,605 --> 00:31:10,694
[sighs]
537
00:31:15,395 --> 00:31:16,439
You're still here.
538
00:31:17,701 --> 00:31:18,765
Dr. Goodwin.
539
00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:20,182
You gotta go.
540
00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:23,707
Stay, and you're a bad doctor.
541
00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:27,862
Are you asking me to care less?
542
00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:30,758
No. If anything,
I'm asking you to care more.
543
00:31:32,368 --> 00:31:34,956
The hardest part of caring
is the part you're not doing.
544
00:31:34,980 --> 00:31:37,852
- Letting go.
- Giving up is not caring.
545
00:31:39,549 --> 00:31:41,963
Elliot's gone.
546
00:31:41,987 --> 00:31:43,834
If you worked
1,000 hours straight,
547
00:31:43,858 --> 00:31:45,183
it wouldn't bring him back.
548
00:31:45,207 --> 00:31:46,750
- You can't undo it.
- Stop.
549
00:31:46,774 --> 00:31:49,927
Sometimes people go,
550
00:31:49,951 --> 00:31:51,537
and wanting them to stay,
551
00:31:51,561 --> 00:31:53,626
fighting, clinging,
552
00:31:53,650 --> 00:31:55,890
that's for you.
553
00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:57,543
[soft music]
554
00:31:57,567 --> 00:31:58,936
And you going home,
555
00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:01,417
that's for the person
who needs you next.
556
00:32:01,441 --> 00:32:08,404
♪
557
00:32:10,580 --> 00:32:11,993
Can I walk you out?
558
00:32:12,017 --> 00:32:13,516
[inhales shakily]
559
00:32:13,540 --> 00:32:14,647
Yeah.
560
00:32:14,671 --> 00:32:17,892
♪
561
00:32:24,594 --> 00:32:25,832
Is she...
562
00:32:25,856 --> 00:32:28,357
Vanessa's awake,
563
00:32:28,381 --> 00:32:30,054
and she's asking for you.
564
00:32:30,078 --> 00:32:31,862
[sighs]
565
00:32:33,473 --> 00:32:35,320
You don't have to go.
566
00:32:35,344 --> 00:32:37,956
Don't keep doing this
to yourself.
567
00:32:39,435 --> 00:32:41,936
She's family.
568
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,025
You don't turn your back
on that.
569
00:32:44,049 --> 00:32:47,071
Well, I thought that too.
570
00:32:47,095 --> 00:32:50,683
With my dad when I was trying
to get into his life,
571
00:32:50,707 --> 00:32:54,035
I made so many excuses for him.
572
00:32:54,059 --> 00:32:58,343
I said I wasn't gonna be
the one who turned away,
573
00:32:58,367 --> 00:33:00,979
but my friend told me
that was crap.
574
00:33:02,719 --> 00:33:04,262
It's not the same.
575
00:33:04,286 --> 00:33:09,857
You said that change won't
happen unless you demand it.
576
00:33:11,076 --> 00:33:14,838
But what if it doesn't?
577
00:33:14,862 --> 00:33:18,320
What if she needs me,
and I'm not there?
578
00:33:18,344 --> 00:33:20,583
[somber music]
579
00:33:20,607 --> 00:33:22,585
What if she dies?
580
00:33:22,609 --> 00:33:24,848
♪
581
00:33:24,872 --> 00:33:27,590
I don't know how to help her.
582
00:33:27,614 --> 00:33:30,941
♪
583
00:33:30,965 --> 00:33:32,943
[crying] I don't know how...
584
00:33:32,967 --> 00:33:34,205
I don't know how to help her.
585
00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:36,512
Yes, you do. Yes, you do.
586
00:33:36,536 --> 00:33:39,689
You've already done it once
when you were 18.
587
00:33:39,713 --> 00:33:41,343
No.
588
00:33:41,367 --> 00:33:43,258
♪
589
00:33:43,282 --> 00:33:44,650
That was selfish.
590
00:33:44,674 --> 00:33:46,261
You know, me leaving her,
591
00:33:46,285 --> 00:33:48,437
that put that needle in her arm.
592
00:33:48,461 --> 00:33:50,047
Listen.
593
00:33:50,071 --> 00:33:53,442
If you hadn't left,
you'd be in a bed next to her.
594
00:33:53,466 --> 00:33:55,313
All right?
She has someone alive
595
00:33:55,337 --> 00:34:00,449
to help her
because you left, right?
596
00:34:00,473 --> 00:34:02,625
♪
597
00:34:02,649 --> 00:34:06,977
You spent most of your life
wishing you can change things.
598
00:34:07,001 --> 00:34:08,761
But you know what?
599
00:34:08,785 --> 00:34:10,894
♪
600
00:34:10,918 --> 00:34:13,375
It wasn't the worst thing
you ever did.
601
00:34:13,399 --> 00:34:15,681
It was the best.
602
00:34:15,705 --> 00:34:19,642
And I think Vanessa needs you
to do it again.
603
00:34:19,666 --> 00:34:26,649
♪
604
00:34:26,673 --> 00:34:29,589
[machines beeping]
605
00:34:39,903 --> 00:34:42,491
She's not coming?
606
00:34:42,515 --> 00:34:43,646
No.
607
00:34:45,822 --> 00:34:47,607
But she wanted me
to give you this.
608
00:34:51,306 --> 00:34:53,352
That's where she'll be.
609
00:35:03,710 --> 00:35:05,644
Hey, Pops.
Give me a minute to change,
610
00:35:05,668 --> 00:35:08,932
and we can hit that tri...
611
00:35:10,456 --> 00:35:12,042
What's happening?
612
00:35:12,066 --> 00:35:14,155
I'm moving out.
613
00:35:15,939 --> 00:35:17,830
Okay. If you're...
614
00:35:17,854 --> 00:35:19,093
feeling anxious about something,
615
00:35:19,117 --> 00:35:21,293
- we can work through it.
- Son, I'm good.
616
00:35:22,772 --> 00:35:23,947
Have a seat.
617
00:35:24,948 --> 00:35:28,038
[siren wailing in distance]
618
00:35:31,303 --> 00:35:34,064
This may be hard
for you to hear,
619
00:35:34,088 --> 00:35:35,805
but I read all your texts.
620
00:35:35,829 --> 00:35:37,198
- Pops!
- Easy.
621
00:35:37,222 --> 00:35:39,069
It was an accident.
622
00:35:39,093 --> 00:35:40,766
I was checking out vendors
for the expo.
623
00:35:40,790 --> 00:35:42,899
And when I closed the browser,
624
00:35:42,923 --> 00:35:45,902
your message app
was all over the screen.
625
00:35:45,926 --> 00:35:48,494
The thread
with this Gabrielle girl.
626
00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:51,081
I tried not to look,
but those pictures...
627
00:35:51,105 --> 00:35:52,169
Oh, my God.
628
00:35:52,193 --> 00:35:53,910
Calm down. I didn't linger,
629
00:35:53,934 --> 00:35:55,390
but I got enough to know
630
00:35:55,414 --> 00:35:58,001
that you are about to make
the wrong call.
631
00:35:58,025 --> 00:35:59,655
Oh, no, no, no, no.
632
00:35:59,679 --> 00:36:03,876
Pops, look,
you are not in the way.
633
00:36:03,900 --> 00:36:06,575
This isn't pity.
634
00:36:06,599 --> 00:36:08,577
I want to pick you.
635
00:36:08,601 --> 00:36:10,013
I don't know if I got the right
636
00:36:10,037 --> 00:36:14,583
to give you fatherly advice,
but if I did,
637
00:36:14,607 --> 00:36:16,628
I'd say the most important
thing I've learned
638
00:36:16,652 --> 00:36:19,438
is you go for the girl.
639
00:36:26,706 --> 00:36:28,466
No, Pops. Pops, wait.
640
00:36:28,490 --> 00:36:29,902
Just...
641
00:36:29,926 --> 00:36:32,905
[soft music]
642
00:36:32,929 --> 00:36:35,212
♪
643
00:36:35,236 --> 00:36:39,477
I'm afraid
I won't see you again.
644
00:36:39,501 --> 00:36:45,527
Son, the first time I left,
that was selfish.
645
00:36:45,551 --> 00:36:49,792
This time, I'm doing it for you.
646
00:36:49,816 --> 00:36:56,494
♪
647
00:36:56,518 --> 00:36:58,801
Hello.
648
00:36:58,825 --> 00:37:00,890
So is anybody in the mood
649
00:37:00,914 --> 00:37:04,459
for a sweeping romantic gesture?
650
00:37:04,483 --> 00:37:08,985
This Cab is both robust
and impertinent,
651
00:37:09,009 --> 00:37:10,639
much like myself.
652
00:37:10,663 --> 00:37:12,404
Iggy in a bottle.
653
00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:17,863
- [chuckles quietly]
- Hey.
654
00:37:17,887 --> 00:37:19,343
- Hey.
- Hey.
655
00:37:19,367 --> 00:37:21,258
So I know last night was a lot,
656
00:37:21,282 --> 00:37:24,696
um, but it was wonderful.
657
00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:27,482
Maybe things haven't changed
that much.
658
00:37:27,506 --> 00:37:30,465
Yeah, our good parts
are still good.
659
00:37:32,119 --> 00:37:34,880
But what's it say
about the bad parts?
660
00:37:34,904 --> 00:37:37,274
I don't know.
661
00:37:37,298 --> 00:37:40,016
You know, we'll find out.
662
00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:42,216
Maybe... maybe they're better.
663
00:37:43,739 --> 00:37:46,176
Maybe's not an answer.
664
00:37:46,786 --> 00:37:50,679
We can't just blindly hope
that our problems
665
00:37:50,703 --> 00:37:52,289
have magically solved themselves.
666
00:37:52,313 --> 00:37:53,595
I don't think that, Martin.
667
00:37:53,619 --> 00:37:56,380
I'm not... I'm not waiting
668
00:37:56,404 --> 00:37:58,034
for them to magically
solve themselves.
669
00:37:58,058 --> 00:38:00,471
I'm... I'm working at changing.
670
00:38:00,495 --> 00:38:02,299
I have changed.
You've seen it.
671
00:38:02,323 --> 00:38:03,953
- Mm-hmm.
- And I'm not just talking
672
00:38:03,977 --> 00:38:05,215
about the physical, the outside.
673
00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:06,216
You know,
I'm talking about inside.
674
00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,696
I feel different.
675
00:38:07,720 --> 00:38:09,045
I'm different.
676
00:38:09,069 --> 00:38:12,115
Iggy, so am I.
677
00:38:17,730 --> 00:38:19,969
[solemn music]
678
00:38:19,993 --> 00:38:21,666
Martin, I love you.
679
00:38:21,690 --> 00:38:23,059
♪
680
00:38:23,083 --> 00:38:25,322
I'm in love with you.
681
00:38:25,346 --> 00:38:26,410
♪
682
00:38:26,434 --> 00:38:31,894
I love you so much...
683
00:38:31,918 --> 00:38:33,678
♪
684
00:38:33,702 --> 00:38:36,551
But we're not those people anymore.
685
00:38:36,575 --> 00:38:43,122
♪
686
00:38:43,146 --> 00:38:47,475
[sighs]
687
00:38:47,499 --> 00:38:49,825
It's time to finalize
the divorce.
688
00:38:49,849 --> 00:38:56,812
♪
689
00:39:59,614 --> 00:40:02,941
♪ They say
it's a matter of time ♪
690
00:40:02,965 --> 00:40:06,336
♪ A thousand days
and the sun won't shine ♪
691
00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:11,080
♪ Before I come back to you
692
00:40:11,104 --> 00:40:13,212
♪ And I'm happy
693
00:40:13,236 --> 00:40:16,215
♪ Nothing's going to stop me
694
00:40:16,239 --> 00:40:19,001
♪ I'm making my way home
695
00:40:19,025 --> 00:40:22,245
♪ I'm making my way
696
00:40:24,378 --> 00:40:27,401
♪ For your love,
I will go far ♪
697
00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:30,360
♪ I wanna be
wherever you are ♪
698
00:40:30,384 --> 00:40:36,192
♪ I know I'm coming back
for you ♪
699
00:40:36,216 --> 00:40:37,846
♪ I'm happy
700
00:40:37,870 --> 00:40:40,501
♪ Nothing's going to stop me
701
00:40:40,525 --> 00:40:43,591
♪ I'm making my way home
702
00:40:43,615 --> 00:40:47,029
♪ I'm making my way
703
00:40:47,053 --> 00:40:48,204
♪
704
00:40:48,228 --> 00:40:49,988
♪ I go solo
705
00:40:50,012 --> 00:40:53,122
♪ Oh, I go solo
706
00:40:53,146 --> 00:40:56,212
♪ I'm making my way home
707
00:40:56,236 --> 00:40:58,867
♪ I'm making my way
708
00:40:58,891 --> 00:41:00,458
♪
709
00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:20,715
[indistinct TV chatter]
710
00:41:20,739 --> 00:41:23,587
Dr. Helen in her popular
television program.
711
00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:25,284
She stepped out of the limelight
712
00:41:25,308 --> 00:41:29,071
to pursue oncology research
and to see patients full time.
713
00:41:29,095 --> 00:41:32,074
Dr. Sharpe, tell us about
your latest research.
714
00:41:32,098 --> 00:41:34,076
It also helps reduce pain.
715
00:41:34,100 --> 00:41:36,426
It decreases...
[speaks indistinctly]
716
00:41:36,450 --> 00:41:38,515
It boosts the immune system.
717
00:41:38,539 --> 00:41:40,952
And the results
are truly astounding.
718
00:41:40,976 --> 00:41:42,388
It's something
we've been practicing
719
00:41:42,412 --> 00:41:43,738
for many years now.
720
00:41:43,762 --> 00:41:45,740
Dr. Helen Sharpe is here
in New York City
721
00:41:45,764 --> 00:41:48,525
representing the NHS's fight
against cancer.
722
00:41:48,549 --> 00:41:50,464
♪ I'll make my way
723
00:41:52,031 --> 00:41:54,966
[soft music]
724
00:41:54,990 --> 00:42:01,997
♪
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