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Grant that,
through this mystery,
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your servant
Theodore Marcus Graves,
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who has gone to his rest
in Christ,
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may share in the joy
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of his resurrection.
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Forgive whatever sins
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he committed
through human weakness,
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and in your goodness grant him
everlasting peace.
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How do we still not know
what happened?
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I can't get anything
when it comes to the police.
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I'm a leper. I'm sorry.
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"His line is gone
out through all the earth.
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"In them hath he set
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a tabernacle for the sun."
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...who has gone to his rest
in Christ...
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Wait. Don't do that.
Stop, stop.
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Hey, what are you doing?
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I'm trying to keep you
from pulling out the IV.
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Billy.
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Hey.
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You're... you're not a nurse.
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How do you know?
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You never asked me
what I did for a living.
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But then again,
it was hard to hear anything
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from under that leather hood.
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No.
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Hey, no.
No. Ah!
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Fighting with my nurse won't
improve your condition, Sam.
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Theo?
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I prefer Doctor.
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I see you were admitted
with Pneumocystis pneumonia.
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It's a pretty serious infection
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caused by
a fairly common fungus.
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What?
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It usually resolves on its own,
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but your immune system
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doesn't seem to be responding.
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- No.
- I need...
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I need to see a real doctor.
Just get me out of this dump!
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Hey.
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Unfortunately,
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this is the only hospital
that would see you.
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People are afraid of this thing.
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They're afraid of you.
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I'm glad you're on your feet.
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It's hard for me
to see you like this.
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You were always so vital.
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So were you.
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Theo, I don't know what happened
to you that night.
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I didn't kill you, did I?
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Did you intend to kill me, Sam?
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I don't think so.
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That should've been
an easy answer.
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What about the others?
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The others?
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The other lives you devoured.
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You spent a lifetime looking
away from the consequences
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of your actions,
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but everything catches up
to you in the end.
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Where are you taking me?
I don't like this game.
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Do you remember when I told you
that something was coming?
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That I could feel it?
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- Yes.
- Well...
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that something's here.
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Oh, Christ, that smell.
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No, I don't want
to come in here.
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No one else will, Sam.
That's why you have to.
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Come on.
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What happened to him?
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He was admitted
about a month ago
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with the same infection
you have.
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Who is that?
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That's Danny, Sam.
Don't you remember Danny?
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The first guy we opened
our relationship up to.
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Danny.
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He used to be so beautiful.
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And more than that,
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he was a very talented writer.
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I knew that.
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He wrote a one-man play.
It was...
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really good.
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He had a kind of flair.
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Did you go see it? The play?
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No, no, he-he got me tickets...
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but, no, I didn't go.
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And you never
brought it up again, did you?
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Danny thought
you had seen the play, Sam.
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- He thought you didn't know how to tell him that you hated it.
- What?
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I never told him
that he didn't have talent.
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Well, you didn't tell him
anything, Sam,
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and that's the impression
that you left.
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Oh, my God.
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Oh, God. Help him.
Theo, help him.
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- There's no use, Sam.
- Somebody help him!
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There's no one there
to hear you.
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Why did you bring me here?
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Isn't that what you do?
You show things
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to your clients that
they've never seen before.
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- Things they'll never forget.
- This is not my fault.
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Come on. There's more to see.
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Stewart.
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He was sick before he met you,
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but he didn't know it yet.
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The doctors don't understand
why he's wasting away so fast.
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He was fine
when we were together.
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- Better than fine.
- Was that before
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or after you wouldn't let him
out of the cage?
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I was coked up, Theo.
I got carried away.
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I have always pushed the limits.
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"I, I, I."
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Look beyond yourself, Sam.
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What about him?
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I shouldn't be here.
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He doesn't know it's you, Sam.
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- Give him a kiss.
- What?
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He needs compassion.
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I'm sorry.
You've asked the wrong person.
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It's not my place.
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It's everyone's place
to show love, Sam.
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Please, Theo.
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I'm so tired.
I need to get to my room.
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That's where we're headed.
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This is not my room.
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It is, Sam.
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Go inside.
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How long have I been here?
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Long enough to be forgotten.
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I would never
be left to rot like this.
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There are people who love me.
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It's one thing
to be celebrated, Sam.
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It's another thing entirely
to be loved.
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You've surrounded yourself
with beautiful people
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who loved beautiful things.
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But those beautiful people...
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They don't have a taste
for this kind of beauty.
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What happened to me?
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Your immune system
continued to decay,
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and your body lost
all ability to fight off
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even the smallest infection.
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The lesions on your skin,
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those are nothing compared
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to what's happening
inside your body.
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What about medication?
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I'll pay. I don't care
how much it costs.
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There's no cure for this.
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Money can't buy
your way out this time.
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Do something. Help him.
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Help me. Do something!
I can't die like this.
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I don't deserve
to die like this.
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Theo, do something! Help me!
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Please.
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Help me.
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Somebody help me.
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Hello?
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Hello?
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Where am I?
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What's happening?
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Where am I?
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Hello?
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What's wrong?
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Being locked in a cage
isn't as comfy
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- as you imagined it to be?
- Get me out of here.
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No, no.
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We're gonna have a little fun.
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Hmm...
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Ooh.
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What's this?
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Gone fishing?
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Judge all you want.
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Gives a lot of people pleasure.
You wouldn't understand.
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No, I wouldn't understand
such grotesque extremes.
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It's people like you who make
the world hate people like me.
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Says the gay hit man.
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You don't know
anything about me.
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You and I are not
that dissimilar.
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We're both deeply misunderstood,
but there is
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one big difference.
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I don't believe that my pain
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is greater than everyone else's.
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It's one thing
to indulge in a fetish.
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It's another to enjoy
torturing people.
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I give pain to
people to take it away.
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Bullshit.
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You inflict pain
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because you are in pain.
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Pain given is pain experienced.
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There's an art
to the pain I give.
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Not like this.
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He's hurting him, really.
Make him stop.
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So it's different
with someone you love?
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Who is this man, Sam?
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- I don't want to see him like this.
- Look at him.
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Sam, look at the man
who caused you the most pain.
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- Acknowledge your father's presence.
- No!
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Stop!
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Is this where
all the violence began?
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Please...
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Make it stop!
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Ah...
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Is this another link
in the chain of violence?
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Who is this?
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My first boss when
I worked on Wall Street.
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Oh, yes. You so
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badly wanted the approval
of those cavemen.
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They were never
gonna accept a faggot
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like you into their league.
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I worked harder than anyone
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at that firm.
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I was smarter and faster
than all of them combined,
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and they still made me
feel so small,
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so worthless.
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You left finance
and you became a collector.
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Hoarding art and men and money
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just to show
those Wall Street boys.
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No one was ever gonna
take away my power ever again.
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You can't blame me
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for having some self-respect.
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Is that what you call this?
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I'm not afraid of you.
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I am the one
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- who should be feared.
- Ooh.
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So defensive.
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Is that how you talk
to your God?
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Get me out of here!
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Time to face him, Sam.
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Your fear. Your chaos.
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Your shame.
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Your shadow.
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Avoiding him now
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is only gonna
make it more painful.
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Help! Let me go!
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Sam,
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you can't outrun him.
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You're too slow.
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The darkness always wins.
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All we can ever do
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is...
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transcend.
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Well done, Sam.
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Well done.
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Your IV drip is empty.
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When was the last time
the nurse checked on you?
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Okay, shh, shh.
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Goddamn it. Where is everyone?
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I'm bringing you water.
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- You got it?
- Mm-hmm.
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Okay.
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There you go.
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There you go.
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Okay?
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Okay.
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Okay.
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I... picked up your meds.
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Mr. Read.
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It's about time.
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Where the fuck is everybody?
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His drip is empty, and when
was the last time he was fed?
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Can you give us
the room, please?
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Anything that you have to say
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to him, you can say to me.
I'm his lover.
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If you're not a relative,
then it's against
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- the hospital policy...
- Oh, come on.
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He can stay. Please,
he can stay. He can stay.
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Fine.
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Please sit.
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Come sit down.
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We've, uh,
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gotten back
your retinal imagining, and
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unfortunately the
cytomegalovirus has completely
270
00:22:20,362 --> 00:22:23,936
detached both retinas
from the backs of your eyes.
271
00:22:24,003 --> 00:22:25,572
So, what-what does that mean?
272
00:22:25,639 --> 00:22:27,142
The blindness is permanent.
273
00:22:28,511 --> 00:22:30,348
But, I mean, can't you operate?
274
00:22:30,415 --> 00:22:31,584
It's a, it's a, it's a
275
00:22:31,651 --> 00:22:33,655
detachment, so you just,
you reattach it.
276
00:22:33,721 --> 00:22:36,895
AIDS patients aren't eligible
for these kinds of operations.
277
00:22:37,275 --> 00:22:39,066
They're not eligible?
278
00:22:39,133 --> 00:22:40,602
Even if he was,
279
00:22:40,669 --> 00:22:41,745
it's a complicated procedure.
280
00:22:41,829 --> 00:22:43,408
You know, this is what
you people always say.
281
00:22:43,474 --> 00:22:46,245
It's always too complicated.
You're a doctor.
282
00:22:46,330 --> 00:22:47,783
If you don't
have any other questions,
283
00:22:47,849 --> 00:22:49,286
I will leave you two alone.
284
00:22:49,353 --> 00:22:50,923
Oh, I have
plenty of other questions.
285
00:22:50,990 --> 00:22:52,192
When is a cure coming?
Why isn't it here yet?
286
00:22:52,259 --> 00:22:53,328
You should be
ashamed of yourself.
287
00:22:53,394 --> 00:22:54,396
This is a fucking horror.
288
00:22:54,463 --> 00:22:56,067
Gino...
289
00:22:56,133 --> 00:22:58,906
can't you just be here with me?
290
00:23:01,744 --> 00:23:03,348
I'm scared.
291
00:23:10,930 --> 00:23:12,332
You want some applesauce?
292
00:23:12,399 --> 00:23:14,436
I got the good kind,
the kind with the cinnamon.
293
00:23:14,503 --> 00:23:15,505
Okay.
294
00:23:15,572 --> 00:23:17,877
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
295
00:23:21,617 --> 00:23:23,221
Okay.
296
00:23:25,692 --> 00:23:27,663
Here we go.
297
00:23:27,729 --> 00:23:30,769
Okay. Okay, here we go. Right...
298
00:23:30,835 --> 00:23:33,341
there, right there.
299
00:23:38,384 --> 00:23:40,588
Fuck.
300
00:23:40,655 --> 00:23:42,626
Oh, fuck.
301
00:23:42,693 --> 00:23:45,131
Oh, shit.
302
00:23:45,198 --> 00:23:46,834
Ugh...
303
00:23:49,506 --> 00:23:52,379
I want you to sell
my life insurance policy.
304
00:23:52,446 --> 00:23:55,018
There's a cash reserve.
305
00:23:55,085 --> 00:23:56,454
It'll pay for my funeral.
306
00:23:56,520 --> 00:23:58,424
Come on, come on,
don't talk like that, Patrick.
307
00:23:58,491 --> 00:24:00,161
- This...
- No, no, no, no, no, no, come on.
308
00:24:00,228 --> 00:24:04,036
If you don't sell it,
it'll just go to my parents.
309
00:24:05,906 --> 00:24:08,611
I don't want that, okay?
310
00:24:08,678 --> 00:24:11,784
I don't want it to go to them.
I want it to go to you.
311
00:24:11,851 --> 00:24:13,956
Please.
312
00:24:16,160 --> 00:24:18,631
- Okay. I promise.
- Yeah?
313
00:24:18,698 --> 00:24:19,667
Mm-hmm.
314
00:24:19,733 --> 00:24:23,007
I love you so much.
315
00:24:33,761 --> 00:24:36,333
Okay, all right, here.
316
00:24:57,776 --> 00:25:00,482
Uh... help.
317
00:25:03,956 --> 00:25:06,260
Help me, please.
318
00:25:29,540 --> 00:25:31,243
Shit.
319
00:25:37,389 --> 00:25:39,460
Ow.
320
00:26:11,791 --> 00:26:13,127
Anybody?
321
00:26:47,729 --> 00:26:49,199
Hello?
322
00:26:55,946 --> 00:26:57,415
Nurse?
323
00:27:00,522 --> 00:27:01,590
Nurse?
324
00:27:04,163 --> 00:27:05,532
Somebody there?
325
00:27:08,872 --> 00:27:10,341
Hello?
326
00:27:11,978 --> 00:27:13,247
Who's that? Please.
327
00:27:13,314 --> 00:27:16,120
Speak up, please, please.
328
00:27:21,297 --> 00:27:24,102
Open your eyes.
329
00:27:25,171 --> 00:27:27,142
They are open.
330
00:27:27,977 --> 00:27:29,713
Look at me, Patrick.
331
00:27:30,615 --> 00:27:33,154
I can't, I can't...
332
00:27:46,513 --> 00:27:48,150
I can see.
333
00:27:50,655 --> 00:27:52,025
I can see.
334
00:27:52,092 --> 00:27:55,798
I can s-see... I can see you.
335
00:27:55,866 --> 00:27:57,302
I can see.
336
00:27:59,172 --> 00:28:02,312
You cried when
you saw me in this.
337
00:28:09,226 --> 00:28:11,530
Are you here to punish me?
338
00:28:11,597 --> 00:28:13,034
No.
339
00:28:14,670 --> 00:28:16,908
Sweetheart...
340
00:28:17,709 --> 00:28:20,348
There's nothing left of you
to punish.
341
00:28:21,083 --> 00:28:23,421
I'm here to help you see.
342
00:29:01,230 --> 00:29:03,601
Do you remember this?
343
00:29:05,505 --> 00:29:08,144
Hey. Downtown Native.
344
00:29:08,210 --> 00:29:09,579
You gonna tell me
what happened here,
345
00:29:09,646 --> 00:29:11,116
or am I gonna have to
figure it out myself?
346
00:29:11,183 --> 00:29:12,719
Okay, do me a favor
and mind the line.
347
00:29:12,786 --> 00:29:14,222
All right, all right,
all right, all right.
348
00:29:14,289 --> 00:29:15,525
- I'll mind it.
- Gino.
349
00:29:15,591 --> 00:29:19,132
The day after Halloween, 1980.
350
00:29:19,199 --> 00:29:21,603
It was the day
you two first met.
351
00:29:21,670 --> 00:29:25,178
We were still married,
but you were unhappy.
352
00:29:25,244 --> 00:29:27,115
All right, now your turn,
what's the story?
353
00:29:27,182 --> 00:29:28,751
Okay, sauce box.
354
00:29:28,818 --> 00:29:32,158
The story is, the kid fell
from the fire escape.
355
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:34,529
Oh, that explains the mess.
356
00:29:34,596 --> 00:29:37,135
He threw himself
out the window high on PCP.
357
00:29:37,202 --> 00:29:38,738
An angel on angel dust.
358
00:29:38,804 --> 00:29:41,643
- Right.
- There's got to be another way out.
359
00:29:41,710 --> 00:29:43,647
People like us.
360
00:29:43,714 --> 00:29:46,387
We just need
someplace to go, right?
361
00:29:47,789 --> 00:29:48,691
How do you mean?
362
00:29:48,758 --> 00:29:51,096
Somewhere to go.
Do you want to...?
363
00:29:51,163 --> 00:29:53,401
What?
Do I, do I, do I want to what?
364
00:29:53,467 --> 00:29:55,672
There was something
about his swagger.
365
00:30:03,287 --> 00:30:05,191
I'm Gino.
366
00:30:05,258 --> 00:30:07,829
Don't keep me flapping too long.
367
00:30:20,989 --> 00:30:23,327
August 1977...
368
00:30:23,394 --> 00:30:25,698
There was a holdup at a bodega
369
00:30:25,765 --> 00:30:27,635
and your partner
shot the suspect.
370
00:30:29,339 --> 00:30:30,508
Here we go, here you go.
371
00:30:32,145 --> 00:30:33,982
He was gonna shoot first, right?
372
00:30:34,049 --> 00:30:36,353
- Right, Patrick?
- Right.
373
00:30:36,420 --> 00:30:38,524
You did the right thing, Steve.
374
00:30:38,591 --> 00:30:40,728
We'll take the report later.
Go get him cleaned up.
375
00:30:40,795 --> 00:30:42,967
- Yes, sir.
- Oh, God.
376
00:30:43,033 --> 00:30:44,035
Oh, God.
377
00:30:44,102 --> 00:30:46,340
Come on, it's okay, come on.
378
00:30:49,513 --> 00:30:51,417
Steve shouldn't
have pulled his trigger.
379
00:30:51,483 --> 00:30:53,387
You had things under control.
380
00:30:53,454 --> 00:30:54,823
What have I done?
381
00:30:54,891 --> 00:30:57,462
Now there was blood
on your hands.
382
00:30:57,529 --> 00:30:58,932
You know what? I'd...
383
00:30:58,999 --> 00:31:02,038
I'd have done exactly
the same thing, buddy.
384
00:31:02,105 --> 00:31:03,274
Really.
385
00:31:03,340 --> 00:31:05,545
A lie.
386
00:31:05,611 --> 00:31:08,751
But you already knew how shame
could break a young man.
387
00:31:08,818 --> 00:31:10,288
You got a, uh...
388
00:31:10,354 --> 00:31:13,627
Behind your ear...
389
00:31:22,312 --> 00:31:24,015
Come here, come here.
390
00:31:26,286 --> 00:31:27,455
Okay?
391
00:31:27,522 --> 00:31:29,326
You could be so tender
392
00:31:29,392 --> 00:31:31,530
when you let
yourself be, Patrick.
393
00:31:58,350 --> 00:31:59,719
What the hell?
394
00:31:59,786 --> 00:32:01,523
It was either you or him.
395
00:32:01,590 --> 00:32:03,694
More blood down the drain...
396
00:32:03,761 --> 00:32:05,231
Fuck away from me, faggot!
397
00:32:05,298 --> 00:32:07,135
What the
fuck is going on in there?
398
00:32:07,202 --> 00:32:09,907
He just, uh, he came onto me.
He was kissing my fucking face!
399
00:32:09,974 --> 00:32:12,312
Get out of here, Read. Go!
400
00:32:13,681 --> 00:32:15,953
It was a violent lie.
401
00:32:16,019 --> 00:32:18,390
One that wounded you both.
402
00:32:20,896 --> 00:32:23,902
The shame. The lies.
The violence.
403
00:32:25,204 --> 00:32:26,673
It's a cycle, Patrick.
404
00:32:26,740 --> 00:32:28,879
Get the fuck out.
405
00:32:29,746 --> 00:32:31,183
You didn't start it,
406
00:32:31,250 --> 00:32:34,991
but that didn't stop it from
breaking you into pieces.
407
00:32:49,286 --> 00:32:50,989
Oh, God.
408
00:32:54,496 --> 00:32:55,798
I can't do it.
409
00:32:55,866 --> 00:32:58,470
Almost. You're close.
410
00:32:59,439 --> 00:33:01,443
Just make the parts fit.
411
00:33:01,510 --> 00:33:03,480
I don't want to.
412
00:33:04,416 --> 00:33:05,585
Neither did I.
413
00:33:05,651 --> 00:33:08,390
But I did it to help people.
414
00:33:08,457 --> 00:33:09,894
To help people like me.
415
00:33:09,961 --> 00:33:11,998
People who needed my help
because no one else would.
416
00:33:12,065 --> 00:33:15,438
But it's so... ugly.
417
00:33:15,504 --> 00:33:17,709
Oh, here we go.
418
00:33:17,775 --> 00:33:19,346
So what?
419
00:33:19,412 --> 00:33:21,650
The scars are not attractive?
420
00:33:21,717 --> 00:33:24,022
Maybe you could
cover them up, then.
421
00:33:24,089 --> 00:33:25,424
You'll be all right.
422
00:33:25,491 --> 00:33:27,495
Hide them under a uniform.
423
00:33:30,001 --> 00:33:31,670
Put on the head.
424
00:33:35,144 --> 00:33:36,179
Ugh. Never mind.
425
00:33:36,246 --> 00:33:38,017
I'll do it myself.
426
00:33:53,380 --> 00:33:55,953
This is you, Patrick.
427
00:33:56,019 --> 00:33:57,021
You were botched up,
428
00:33:57,088 --> 00:33:58,892
just a mess of a person
429
00:33:58,959 --> 00:34:02,031
throwing yourself down
all those escape hatches.
430
00:34:02,699 --> 00:34:05,137
You gathered up all those pieces
431
00:34:05,204 --> 00:34:09,379
and put yourself back together
over and over again.
432
00:34:09,446 --> 00:34:11,918
Why did you keep doing that?
433
00:34:13,053 --> 00:34:14,924
Did it make it stop?
434
00:34:15,959 --> 00:34:17,428
What?
435
00:34:17,495 --> 00:34:19,967
That pain.
436
00:34:20,969 --> 00:34:24,075
The pain that made you tear
yourself up in the first place.
437
00:34:24,751 --> 00:34:26,563
Your body will keep
reminding you of it
438
00:34:26,648 --> 00:34:28,085
until you face that.
439
00:34:28,626 --> 00:34:30,495
Face what?
440
00:34:31,338 --> 00:34:34,144
This, son,
is a snub-nosed revolver.
441
00:34:34,229 --> 00:34:36,087
Easy to handle.
442
00:34:36,172 --> 00:34:37,508
Powerful for its size.
443
00:34:37,602 --> 00:34:39,322
Plenty of people met God...
444
00:34:39,407 --> 00:34:40,940
I really don't want to be here.
445
00:34:41,024 --> 00:34:43,447
You need to face this moment.
446
00:34:43,514 --> 00:34:45,673
I remember what happens.
447
00:34:47,655 --> 00:34:50,149
Now... your turn.
448
00:34:50,234 --> 00:34:52,004
Show me your stance, son.
449
00:34:53,267 --> 00:34:55,439
Good.
Get the target in sight.
450
00:34:55,524 --> 00:34:58,477
Hold steady, then shoot.
451
00:35:09,265 --> 00:35:11,103
You're not hitting the target
452
00:35:11,169 --> 00:35:12,705
because your grip
isn't firm enough.
453
00:35:12,772 --> 00:35:13,942
Huh, you what they call that?
454
00:35:14,009 --> 00:35:16,613
- Limp wristing.
- Yes, sir.
455
00:35:25,164 --> 00:35:27,936
So, how about it?
Are you a limp wrist?
456
00:35:28,003 --> 00:35:30,207
- No, sir.
- Then prove it.
457
00:35:30,274 --> 00:35:31,510
Don't you want to wear a badge
458
00:35:31,576 --> 00:35:33,347
like your old man
and your grandpa, huh?
459
00:35:33,414 --> 00:35:35,651
Make us proud.
460
00:35:41,196 --> 00:35:42,665
Steady your aim
461
00:35:42,732 --> 00:35:45,204
and hit the goddamn
target this time.
462
00:35:48,110 --> 00:35:50,147
Come on.
463
00:35:53,941 --> 00:35:55,424
Goddamn it!
464
00:35:55,491 --> 00:35:58,197
Your sissy little limp wrist
is gonna get us killed!
465
00:36:00,000 --> 00:36:01,536
Goddamn it.
466
00:36:03,273 --> 00:36:06,012
I didn't know if he was
reloading for the target
467
00:36:06,079 --> 00:36:07,782
or for me.
468
00:36:09,152 --> 00:36:10,421
I can do it.
469
00:36:10,488 --> 00:36:12,725
Do what? Huh? This?
470
00:36:12,792 --> 00:36:15,899
And this? And this?
471
00:36:16,901 --> 00:36:17,936
And this?
472
00:36:18,003 --> 00:36:20,141
You can't even handle the sound.
473
00:36:20,207 --> 00:36:22,145
Think we had earmuffs
on Okinawa?
474
00:36:22,211 --> 00:36:24,315
Huh, cover our ears
like little girls?
475
00:36:24,382 --> 00:36:27,321
Had to fire and fight because
it was kill or be killed.
476
00:36:27,388 --> 00:36:29,125
We're done.
477
00:36:50,835 --> 00:36:53,607
It's worse than I remember.
478
00:37:15,651 --> 00:37:17,121
Gino.
479
00:37:17,188 --> 00:37:18,657
Hmm?
480
00:37:18,724 --> 00:37:21,563
I'm glad you're here.
481
00:37:21,630 --> 00:37:24,736
I wouldn't want to be
anywhere else.
482
00:37:29,145 --> 00:37:30,815
I'm sorry.
483
00:37:30,882 --> 00:37:33,453
- No.
- I'm so sorry.
484
00:37:33,520 --> 00:37:35,324
No, no, no, no, no, no.
485
00:37:35,391 --> 00:37:38,764
You don't have anything
to be sorry about.
486
00:37:45,311 --> 00:37:47,782
I don't know...
487
00:37:47,849 --> 00:37:49,954
what's real.
488
00:37:50,020 --> 00:37:51,723
I know.
489
00:37:52,859 --> 00:37:54,629
It's the sickness, baby.
490
00:37:54,696 --> 00:37:56,566
It's okay, I got you.
491
00:37:59,506 --> 00:38:01,776
Okay, I got you.
492
00:38:01,843 --> 00:38:03,580
It's okay.
493
00:38:15,571 --> 00:38:20,916
♪♪ Ooh... ♪♪
494
00:38:22,652 --> 00:38:26,560
♪♪ Ooh... ♪♪
495
00:38:26,626 --> 00:38:28,764
I'm here. I'm here.
496
00:38:28,830 --> 00:38:31,603
I've got you.
I've got you.
497
00:38:37,014 --> 00:38:39,586
♪♪ A desert road ♪♪
498
00:38:39,652 --> 00:38:43,460
♪♪ From Vegas to nowhere ♪♪
499
00:38:43,527 --> 00:38:46,066
♪♪ Someplace better ♪♪
500
00:38:46,132 --> 00:38:50,174
♪♪ Than where you've been ♪♪
501
00:38:50,241 --> 00:38:53,614
♪♪ A coffee machine ♪♪
502
00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:57,255
♪♪ That needs some fixing ♪♪
503
00:38:57,321 --> 00:39:03,533
♪♪ In a little café
just around the bend ♪♪
504
00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:10,514
♪♪ I am ♪♪
505
00:39:10,581 --> 00:39:17,361
♪♪ Calling you ♪♪
506
00:39:17,428 --> 00:39:23,908
♪♪ I am ♪♪
507
00:39:23,975 --> 00:39:30,521
♪♪ Calling you ♪♪
508
00:39:30,588 --> 00:39:37,301
♪♪ A hot, dry wind blows
right through me ♪♪
509
00:39:38,570 --> 00:39:40,774
♪♪ The baby's crying ♪♪
510
00:39:40,841 --> 00:39:44,616
♪♪ And I can't sleep ♪♪
511
00:39:44,682 --> 00:39:50,194
♪♪ But we both know
a change is coming ♪♪
512
00:39:50,260 --> 00:39:54,469
♪♪ Coming closer, sweet release ♪♪
513
00:39:56,840 --> 00:40:03,453
♪♪ I am ♪♪
514
00:40:03,520 --> 00:40:09,532
♪♪ Calling you ♪♪
515
00:40:09,599 --> 00:40:16,479
♪♪ I am ♪♪
516
00:40:16,546 --> 00:40:23,794
♪♪ Calling you ♪♪
517
00:40:48,911 --> 00:40:55,591
♪♪ I am ♪♪
518
00:40:55,657 --> 00:41:02,104
♪♪ Calling you ♪♪
519
00:41:02,171 --> 00:41:08,583
♪♪ Ooh ♪♪
520
00:41:08,650 --> 00:41:15,865
♪♪ Mmm ♪♪
521
00:41:17,234 --> 00:41:20,374
♪♪ I know you hear me ♪♪
522
00:41:24,115 --> 00:41:26,486
♪♪ I know you hear me. ♪♪
523
00:41:29,292 --> 00:41:32,999
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