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I'm officially tapping out. 12 00:00:36,070 --> 00:00:38,521 It's not being out here and surviving. 13 00:00:38,555 --> 00:00:42,352 It's being out here and surviving alone. 14 00:00:42,387 --> 00:00:43,629 [wind whistling] 15 00:00:43,664 --> 00:00:46,632 [heavy breathing] 16 00:00:46,667 --> 00:00:50,464 ♪ 17 00:00:50,498 --> 00:00:52,707 male narrator: For the first time ever on "Alone," 18 00:00:52,742 --> 00:00:55,400 ten past participants return. 19 00:00:55,434 --> 00:00:59,645 ♪ 20 00:00:59,680 --> 00:01:02,717 They've come back with one goal: 21 00:01:02,752 --> 00:01:03,960 redemption. 22 00:01:03,994 --> 00:01:05,789 - I deserve to be here, and I'm back. 23 00:01:05,824 --> 00:01:08,930 - I want to win more this time than I did last time. 24 00:01:08,965 --> 00:01:10,518 narrator: Now a fresh hell awaits... 25 00:01:10,553 --> 00:01:13,866 - The cold is an incredibly strong punch in the face. 26 00:01:13,901 --> 00:01:16,110 narrator: In the punishing wilderness of Mongolia. 27 00:01:16,145 --> 00:01:17,698 - We're in the middle of nowhere. 28 00:01:17,732 --> 00:01:19,907 - Mongolia's a very unforgiving land. 29 00:01:19,941 --> 00:01:22,496 narrator: They must survive in complete isolation, 30 00:01:22,530 --> 00:01:24,394 enduring as long as they can. 31 00:01:24,429 --> 00:01:26,016 - I'm just gonna push and push and push 32 00:01:26,051 --> 00:01:27,742 until there's nothing left. 33 00:01:27,777 --> 00:01:31,298 narrator: The last one standing wins. 34 00:01:33,403 --> 00:01:36,372 [dramatic music] 35 00:01:36,406 --> 00:01:43,413 ♪ 36 00:02:02,467 --> 00:02:04,227 - It's day... 37 00:02:04,262 --> 00:02:08,680 62,412. 38 00:02:12,201 --> 00:02:16,136 I died last night for the third time, 39 00:02:16,170 --> 00:02:20,864 but the old ticker just keeps starting back up again. 40 00:02:20,899 --> 00:02:24,178 [coughs weakly] 41 00:02:24,213 --> 00:02:27,285 I think they've forgotten about me. 42 00:02:31,220 --> 00:02:34,188 [groans] 43 00:02:38,330 --> 00:02:42,507 Oh, make that four times. 44 00:02:42,541 --> 00:02:45,441 [groans] 45 00:02:45,475 --> 00:02:47,788 ♪ 46 00:02:47,822 --> 00:02:50,860 At this point I'm already burning a lot of calories. 47 00:02:50,894 --> 00:02:53,414 I've already used a lot of my resources. 48 00:02:53,449 --> 00:02:55,278 It makes working a little bit harder. 49 00:02:55,313 --> 00:02:56,797 I get exhausted quicker. 50 00:02:56,831 --> 00:02:58,247 I take everything in a slow, 51 00:02:58,281 --> 00:03:00,387 measured pace, and I just have to make 52 00:03:00,421 --> 00:03:03,183 sure I preserve myself first and foremost. 53 00:03:03,217 --> 00:03:05,012 I remember that from Patagonia. 54 00:03:05,046 --> 00:03:08,774 [water trickling] 55 00:03:08,809 --> 00:03:12,675 Today was definitely the coldest morning yet. 56 00:03:12,709 --> 00:03:13,710 I peeked out the door, 57 00:03:13,745 --> 00:03:15,022 and there was snow on the ground. 58 00:03:15,056 --> 00:03:17,438 It's melted since I first peeked out. 59 00:03:17,473 --> 00:03:19,647 Seeing that snow really wanted to make me start 60 00:03:19,682 --> 00:03:22,685 working on my sled. 61 00:03:22,719 --> 00:03:25,032 My thoughts are that when there's a snowfall 62 00:03:25,066 --> 00:03:26,551 or any sort of ice accumulation, 63 00:03:26,585 --> 00:03:29,174 that I'll be able to stack my firewood on this sled 64 00:03:29,209 --> 00:03:30,969 and pull it around and not have to worry about 65 00:03:31,003 --> 00:03:33,420 carrying a weight on my shoulder the whole time, 66 00:03:33,454 --> 00:03:34,835 and I think I'll work on that today, 67 00:03:34,869 --> 00:03:37,872 'cause I don't want it to get to be where there's-- 68 00:03:37,907 --> 00:03:39,357 all of a sudden there's snow and ice 69 00:03:39,391 --> 00:03:40,772 and I haven't finished it, 70 00:03:40,806 --> 00:03:43,706 and I want to be ahead of the game. 71 00:03:43,740 --> 00:03:45,190 ♪ 72 00:03:45,225 --> 00:03:47,779 Gonna be the worst winter that probably any of us 73 00:03:47,813 --> 00:03:49,781 have ever experienced. 74 00:03:49,815 --> 00:03:52,024 If you're not resourceful and creative, 75 00:03:52,059 --> 00:03:54,613 Mongolia will definitely take you out. 76 00:03:54,648 --> 00:03:56,512 I've got people to provide for, 77 00:03:56,546 --> 00:03:59,791 and I'm not ready to go home. 78 00:03:59,825 --> 00:04:04,451 I found two pines that were as equal as I could find, 79 00:04:04,485 --> 00:04:07,108 and I shaved them all of the bark. 80 00:04:07,143 --> 00:04:10,111 What my plan to do is, on the tops of each, 81 00:04:10,146 --> 00:04:11,803 I want to cut a square notch, 82 00:04:11,837 --> 00:04:14,012 maybe at, like, 1-foot intervals, 83 00:04:14,046 --> 00:04:17,878 and match them up with the other runner, 84 00:04:17,912 --> 00:04:20,605 and then I'll take other pine crosspieces 85 00:04:20,639 --> 00:04:23,470 and cut square notches in those so they fit 86 00:04:23,504 --> 00:04:25,851 down inside of them like puzzle pieces, 87 00:04:25,886 --> 00:04:27,681 you know, notch them in, 88 00:04:27,715 --> 00:04:30,373 and then I would lash those, most likely using my 89 00:04:30,408 --> 00:04:32,755 trapping wire to get it really, really tight. 90 00:04:32,789 --> 00:04:34,688 [wood rasping] 91 00:04:34,722 --> 00:04:38,139 [laughs] Scary place to start sawing. 92 00:04:40,452 --> 00:04:43,731 Hope my family's nice and warm and fed right now. 93 00:04:43,766 --> 00:04:45,768 [somber music] 94 00:04:45,802 --> 00:04:49,047 One time I made a big box, and I put it on skis, 95 00:04:49,081 --> 00:04:50,807 so I would put Campbell in that, 96 00:04:50,842 --> 00:04:52,637 put something soft down for him to sit on, 97 00:04:52,671 --> 00:04:54,880 curl him up in some blankets, and he was all geared up, 98 00:04:54,915 --> 00:04:57,469 nice and warm, and I'd get the dog, 99 00:04:57,504 --> 00:04:59,057 and I'd pull them through the woods, 100 00:04:59,091 --> 00:05:00,714 and then there'd be a little spot. 101 00:05:00,748 --> 00:05:03,510 We'd get out, and we'd eat our snack and our lunch. 102 00:05:03,544 --> 00:05:04,994 We'd walk around and play with the dog 103 00:05:05,028 --> 00:05:06,236 for a little while, and then I'd get him back in 104 00:05:06,271 --> 00:05:09,032 and pull him the rest of the route. 105 00:05:09,067 --> 00:05:11,380 I miss my boy. 106 00:05:11,414 --> 00:05:13,036 [sawing] 107 00:05:13,071 --> 00:05:15,280 So there it is. 108 00:05:15,315 --> 00:05:17,662 Stable enough, 109 00:05:17,696 --> 00:05:20,285 stable enough that--but it moves enough that it'll, 110 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:23,357 like--it'll give going over stuff instead of being, 111 00:05:23,392 --> 00:05:25,980 like, super rigid. 112 00:05:26,015 --> 00:05:29,190 Totally by design I did that. 113 00:05:29,225 --> 00:05:30,606 Who knows when I'll get to try it out, 114 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:34,368 but it'll be ready when I want it. 115 00:05:34,403 --> 00:05:37,371 [tense music] 116 00:05:37,406 --> 00:05:44,378 ♪ 117 00:05:53,076 --> 00:05:55,320 - [sighs] 118 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:59,220 I've come to a definitive conclusion. 119 00:05:59,255 --> 00:06:01,499 The less fat you have on your body, 120 00:06:01,533 --> 00:06:03,501 the tougher it is to sleep, 121 00:06:03,535 --> 00:06:05,537 'cause you don't have the cushion. 122 00:06:05,572 --> 00:06:09,921 [laughs] Oh, my gosh. 123 00:06:09,955 --> 00:06:11,543 [groans] 124 00:06:11,578 --> 00:06:15,478 I didn't make a good enough bed for being skinny. 125 00:06:15,513 --> 00:06:18,688 Ah! 126 00:06:18,723 --> 00:06:21,691 [somber music] 127 00:06:21,726 --> 00:06:23,244 ♪ 128 00:06:23,279 --> 00:06:24,867 I'm gonna go get some water and heat it up, 129 00:06:24,901 --> 00:06:27,525 have some tea, 130 00:06:27,559 --> 00:06:30,251 'cause I've been struggling today just as far as 131 00:06:30,286 --> 00:06:33,358 the hunger aspect. 132 00:06:33,393 --> 00:06:35,947 ♪ 133 00:06:35,981 --> 00:06:39,606 Lately, I'm having no luck whatsoever. 134 00:06:39,640 --> 00:06:42,298 At the beginning, I was eating well, you know, 135 00:06:42,332 --> 00:06:45,025 two meals a day if not more, 136 00:06:45,059 --> 00:06:48,477 and then bam, food resources just stopped. 137 00:06:48,511 --> 00:06:50,617 Fish just died out. 138 00:06:50,651 --> 00:06:54,068 Grouse just sort of disappeared. 139 00:06:54,103 --> 00:06:56,243 ♪ 140 00:06:56,277 --> 00:07:00,454 So I was feeling my teeth move around 141 00:07:00,489 --> 00:07:03,215 today in my mouth. 142 00:07:03,250 --> 00:07:05,804 I don't like that. 143 00:07:05,839 --> 00:07:07,841 [fire crackling] 144 00:07:07,875 --> 00:07:10,809 That means I'm missing some serious nutrition. 145 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:16,505 I don't like that at all. 146 00:07:16,539 --> 00:07:19,646 I still have a fear from Patagonia. 147 00:07:19,680 --> 00:07:22,269 I have this fear of not understanding 148 00:07:22,303 --> 00:07:26,100 what my body's going through, not realizing it. 149 00:07:26,135 --> 00:07:27,447 When I was out there, I didn't get it. 150 00:07:31,934 --> 00:07:33,936 [gasps] 151 00:07:33,970 --> 00:07:38,250 - It's dangerous for you to stay here. 152 00:07:38,285 --> 00:07:39,804 - Not until I looked in the mirror 153 00:07:39,838 --> 00:07:42,945 did I see how skinny I was. 154 00:07:42,979 --> 00:07:47,294 I have to make sure that that doesn't happen again. 155 00:07:47,328 --> 00:07:49,469 [water trickling] 156 00:07:49,503 --> 00:07:52,195 So with all the hunting I've been doing, 157 00:07:52,230 --> 00:07:55,647 trying to keep my clothes nice and clean. 158 00:07:55,682 --> 00:07:58,478 Hunting [inaudible] is really important for me. 159 00:07:58,512 --> 00:08:01,722 At this point, I need to continue to hunt 160 00:08:01,757 --> 00:08:05,105 to the best of my ability. 161 00:08:05,139 --> 00:08:07,452 I clean them, and then I'm hanging them in trees 162 00:08:07,487 --> 00:08:09,074 and letting them scent out, 163 00:08:09,109 --> 00:08:12,664 making sure it airs out as much as it can. 164 00:08:12,699 --> 00:08:14,217 ♪ 165 00:08:14,252 --> 00:08:16,979 I need to sit for a minute and take some rest. 166 00:08:17,013 --> 00:08:21,052 ♪ 167 00:08:21,086 --> 00:08:24,365 [sighs] I have no energy. 168 00:08:27,058 --> 00:08:29,992 What are people gonna think of me? 169 00:08:30,026 --> 00:08:34,721 What is my image gonna be? 170 00:08:34,755 --> 00:08:38,656 I'm struggling with my ego. 171 00:08:38,690 --> 00:08:41,244 I want people to look at me as-- 172 00:08:41,279 --> 00:08:44,420 look at me in a positive way. 173 00:08:44,454 --> 00:08:46,871 It's tough with this situation right now, 174 00:08:46,905 --> 00:08:49,529 because I'm hungry. 175 00:08:49,563 --> 00:08:51,807 I'm really hungry, and I don't want to be hungry. 176 00:08:51,841 --> 00:08:56,570 I want to really enjoy this full experience. 177 00:08:56,605 --> 00:08:59,331 I want to learn from the land, 178 00:08:59,366 --> 00:09:03,991 but am I learning if I'm not pushing myself? 179 00:09:04,026 --> 00:09:08,030 ♪ 180 00:09:11,205 --> 00:09:18,212 ♪ 181 00:09:30,397 --> 00:09:32,606 - Oh, my goodness. 182 00:09:32,641 --> 00:09:35,057 What a good start to the day. 183 00:09:38,267 --> 00:09:42,961 Wish every day could be just this nice to start with. 184 00:09:42,996 --> 00:09:45,964 Days like today make me want to go explore. 185 00:09:45,999 --> 00:09:47,897 I want to go to the top of that mountain. 186 00:09:47,932 --> 00:09:49,554 If I was on Vancouver Island, 187 00:09:49,589 --> 00:09:51,452 there's no way I'd walk up to that mountain, 188 00:09:51,487 --> 00:09:53,420 'cause there'd be no reason to. 189 00:09:53,454 --> 00:09:57,010 It'd be just an unnecessary expenditure of calories, 190 00:09:57,044 --> 00:10:00,185 but once the food dries up, 191 00:10:00,220 --> 00:10:02,360 you got to do what you got to do. 192 00:10:02,394 --> 00:10:03,430 ♪ 193 00:10:03,464 --> 00:10:06,295 A lot of the yarrow's dead. 194 00:10:06,329 --> 00:10:08,780 Looks like plants are dying out. 195 00:10:08,815 --> 00:10:11,576 About the only thing left, really, are mice, 196 00:10:11,611 --> 00:10:14,959 and they really don't pack a whole lot of punch. 197 00:10:14,993 --> 00:10:16,443 They're pretty small. 198 00:10:16,477 --> 00:10:19,032 They're mostly guts. 199 00:10:19,066 --> 00:10:20,689 That's what I need to do, is get this 200 00:10:20,723 --> 00:10:22,691 food situation under control. 201 00:10:22,725 --> 00:10:27,109 [grasses crackling] 202 00:10:27,143 --> 00:10:31,078 We are off to walk to the mountain. 203 00:10:31,113 --> 00:10:33,322 That's gonna be a hell of a climb. 204 00:10:33,356 --> 00:10:35,462 Right there. 205 00:10:35,496 --> 00:10:36,670 [suspenseful music] 206 00:10:36,705 --> 00:10:39,017 This is steep, man. 207 00:10:39,052 --> 00:10:42,124 Be able to switch back a little bit--whoa. 208 00:10:42,158 --> 00:10:48,199 It takes so much energy to try and find food in general, 209 00:10:48,233 --> 00:10:50,270 but you still got to gut it up and do it, 210 00:10:50,304 --> 00:10:53,307 because I'm gonna stay out and push myself 211 00:10:53,342 --> 00:10:57,001 for as long as this is gonna last. 212 00:10:57,035 --> 00:10:59,797 No berries on the ground, no crop, 213 00:10:59,831 --> 00:11:01,695 just strawberry plants. 214 00:11:01,730 --> 00:11:06,838 Slippery, slippery, slippery, slippery. 215 00:11:06,873 --> 00:11:09,323 [grunts] 216 00:11:09,358 --> 00:11:14,466 ♪ 217 00:11:17,055 --> 00:11:20,680 All right, I'm gonna keep on keeping on, man. 218 00:11:20,714 --> 00:11:25,685 looking at the new plants on the ground. 219 00:11:25,719 --> 00:11:29,930 I've got some fireweed up here with some fluff on it. 220 00:11:29,965 --> 00:11:33,727 Too bad there wasn't chanterelles or something. 221 00:11:33,762 --> 00:11:36,385 I'd chow on some chanterelles. 222 00:11:36,419 --> 00:11:39,284 Looks to me like those are puffballs. 223 00:11:39,319 --> 00:11:40,458 Yep, look at them. 224 00:11:40,492 --> 00:11:42,356 They're rotten. 225 00:11:42,391 --> 00:11:46,084 They're done. 226 00:11:46,119 --> 00:11:48,086 ♪ 227 00:11:48,121 --> 00:11:50,606 I'll be damned, that's edible, I think. 228 00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:51,952 ♪ 229 00:11:51,987 --> 00:11:56,198 This right here is edible, these leaves down here. 230 00:11:56,232 --> 00:11:58,752 [dramatic music] 231 00:11:58,787 --> 00:12:00,892 I've been harvesting plants when I can. 232 00:12:00,927 --> 00:12:03,412 There's just not a lot of them. 233 00:12:03,446 --> 00:12:05,069 It's always a little frustrating, 234 00:12:05,103 --> 00:12:06,760 especially now, when, you know, 235 00:12:06,795 --> 00:12:10,108 you're--you're tired; you're hungry. 236 00:12:11,213 --> 00:12:14,147 It's getting cold up here, so I went ahead and put 237 00:12:14,181 --> 00:12:15,493 my gear back on, some of it. 238 00:12:15,527 --> 00:12:17,564 [distant wolf howling] 239 00:12:17,598 --> 00:12:20,532 [ominous music] 240 00:12:20,567 --> 00:12:22,017 Those are wolves, man. 241 00:12:22,051 --> 00:12:24,778 [several wolves howling] 242 00:12:24,813 --> 00:12:28,333 They're not that far away. 243 00:12:28,368 --> 00:12:31,026 ♪ 244 00:12:31,060 --> 00:12:35,858 Holy [bleep]. Wolf scat. 245 00:12:35,893 --> 00:12:40,104 ♪ 246 00:12:40,138 --> 00:12:42,313 More pieces here, 247 00:12:42,347 --> 00:12:46,179 lots of wolf scat, there, 248 00:12:46,213 --> 00:12:49,630 there, there, and there. 249 00:12:49,665 --> 00:12:52,012 Jesus, it's all over the place up here. 250 00:12:52,047 --> 00:12:54,946 I'll try not to make any noise. 251 00:12:54,981 --> 00:12:57,086 [wolf howling nearby] 252 00:12:57,121 --> 00:13:01,884 [ominous music] 253 00:13:01,919 --> 00:13:08,926 ♪ 254 00:13:13,620 --> 00:13:15,795 - Holy [bleep]. Wolf scat. 255 00:13:15,829 --> 00:13:19,833 [distant wolf howling] 256 00:13:19,868 --> 00:13:23,354 Several pieces here, 257 00:13:23,388 --> 00:13:26,115 lots of wolf scat. 258 00:13:26,150 --> 00:13:28,117 Jesus, it's all over the place up here. 259 00:13:33,433 --> 00:13:35,573 The sound of the wolves howlering 260 00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:37,747 makes me very uncomfortable, 261 00:13:37,782 --> 00:13:40,509 but I have to keep moving. 262 00:13:40,543 --> 00:13:43,719 Without food, I'm not gonna be able to last 263 00:13:43,753 --> 00:13:46,135 as long as I did at Vancouver Island. 264 00:13:51,969 --> 00:13:53,418 It's a roll of the dice. 265 00:13:53,453 --> 00:13:55,973 You either travel far and hope you find something 266 00:13:56,007 --> 00:13:59,459 or stay by your shelter just conserving calories, 267 00:13:59,493 --> 00:14:02,842 hoping for a fish or a mouse. 268 00:14:02,876 --> 00:14:05,499 There ain't nothing to eat out here, 269 00:14:05,534 --> 00:14:08,157 not even nothing, man. 270 00:14:08,192 --> 00:14:12,575 [ominous music] 271 00:14:12,610 --> 00:14:15,958 It's really steep. 272 00:14:20,549 --> 00:14:23,586 Amazing, man. 273 00:14:23,621 --> 00:14:26,727 This is beautiful. 274 00:14:26,762 --> 00:14:29,903 It's a heck of a view, isn't it? 275 00:14:29,938 --> 00:14:30,904 Wow, just wow. 276 00:14:30,939 --> 00:14:32,975 That's all I can say, is wow. 277 00:14:33,010 --> 00:14:35,426 A lot of emotions up here. 278 00:14:35,460 --> 00:14:40,914 A lot of--lot of highs and a lot of lows in Mongolia. 279 00:14:40,949 --> 00:14:43,296 [wolf howling] 280 00:14:43,330 --> 00:14:45,919 I'm feeling a little bit conflicted. 281 00:14:45,954 --> 00:14:47,921 This is a very bittersweet moment, 282 00:14:47,956 --> 00:14:51,407 bitter only because I wasn't able to catch any more food, 283 00:14:51,442 --> 00:14:54,445 but extremely, extremely sweet, 284 00:14:54,479 --> 00:14:57,275 because this is just an absolutely beautiful country. 285 00:14:57,310 --> 00:14:59,864 [wolf howling] 286 00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:03,626 It's also a pretty nice view behind me, huh? 287 00:15:03,661 --> 00:15:04,731 [wolf howling] 288 00:15:04,765 --> 00:15:07,941 I'm so glad I did this. 289 00:15:07,976 --> 00:15:10,944 [dramatic music] 290 00:15:10,979 --> 00:15:17,986 ♪ 291 00:15:22,093 --> 00:15:25,338 - Oh, to the days gone by, 292 00:15:25,372 --> 00:15:28,824 to the days of grouse and fish a-plenty, 293 00:15:28,858 --> 00:15:31,758 when fish would rise from the river, 294 00:15:31,792 --> 00:15:34,278 jump to your hook, 295 00:15:34,312 --> 00:15:38,316 and grouse would fly right into your camp. 296 00:15:38,351 --> 00:15:40,594 ♪ 297 00:15:40,629 --> 00:15:45,185 Two a day at times the grouse would be, 298 00:15:45,220 --> 00:15:49,914 the fish sometimes four. 299 00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:54,608 Oh, those days gone by. 300 00:15:54,643 --> 00:15:58,267 I sit and think and weep 301 00:15:58,302 --> 00:16:01,581 of days of old. 302 00:16:01,615 --> 00:16:03,859 [laughs] 303 00:16:03,893 --> 00:16:08,105 Oh, I'm hungry. 304 00:16:08,139 --> 00:16:11,694 Was it in my imagination? 305 00:16:11,729 --> 00:16:15,871 Where did all those fish and grouse and squirrels go? 306 00:16:17,528 --> 00:16:20,496 [ominous music] 307 00:16:20,531 --> 00:16:22,671 ♪ 308 00:16:22,705 --> 00:16:26,261 I've been hunting deer for long periods of time, 309 00:16:26,295 --> 00:16:29,298 and it's a freaking chess game. 310 00:16:29,333 --> 00:16:31,645 ♪ 311 00:16:31,680 --> 00:16:35,477 Deer is the food that I need to take care of myself, 312 00:16:35,511 --> 00:16:37,548 one large life. 313 00:16:37,582 --> 00:16:38,859 It can be everything. 314 00:16:38,894 --> 00:16:41,241 ♪ 315 00:16:52,045 --> 00:16:54,599 To not be able to feed yourself, 316 00:16:54,634 --> 00:16:56,705 what a difficult state to be in. 317 00:16:56,739 --> 00:16:58,534 ♪ 318 00:16:58,569 --> 00:17:01,572 My body doesn't feel right. 319 00:17:01,606 --> 00:17:06,542 I'm getting cramps every day and every night. 320 00:17:06,577 --> 00:17:09,614 I'm depleting my body of nutrient 321 00:17:09,649 --> 00:17:13,273 that's--that's needed, 322 00:17:13,308 --> 00:17:14,723 and I got to figure it out. 323 00:17:14,757 --> 00:17:16,104 I got to get out of this funk, 324 00:17:16,138 --> 00:17:18,658 'cause I'm definitely feeling it. 325 00:17:18,692 --> 00:17:20,867 ♪ 326 00:17:20,901 --> 00:17:23,663 What's motivating me, 327 00:17:23,697 --> 00:17:26,769 it's being alive on the land. 328 00:17:26,804 --> 00:17:30,773 It's learning every last bit I can, 329 00:17:30,808 --> 00:17:34,881 and it's being thankful every moment of the day, 330 00:17:34,915 --> 00:17:40,680 but right now, I'm just sitting here starving, 331 00:17:40,714 --> 00:17:43,579 and that's not why I'm here. 332 00:17:43,614 --> 00:17:46,203 It's tough to watch the muscles 333 00:17:46,237 --> 00:17:49,999 on your body just disappear. 334 00:17:50,034 --> 00:17:51,173 ♪ 335 00:17:51,208 --> 00:17:56,109 It's difficult. 336 00:17:56,144 --> 00:18:03,185 ♪ 337 00:18:03,220 --> 00:18:05,739 I don't know. 338 00:18:05,774 --> 00:18:09,122 I don't know. 339 00:18:09,157 --> 00:18:16,129 ♪ 340 00:18:21,169 --> 00:18:24,344 There's three elements that without one of them, 341 00:18:24,379 --> 00:18:28,659 there's no life, Sun, Earth, and water, 342 00:18:28,693 --> 00:18:31,765 and right here I've got this beautiful picture of the Sun 343 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:34,043 just shimmering off the water 344 00:18:34,078 --> 00:18:37,564 and the land right on either side of it. 345 00:18:37,599 --> 00:18:40,153 That is life, 346 00:18:40,188 --> 00:18:43,398 straight and simple, 347 00:18:43,432 --> 00:18:45,538 life, bam. 348 00:18:45,572 --> 00:18:48,679 [chuckles] 349 00:18:48,713 --> 00:18:50,577 Damn, that's beautiful. 350 00:18:50,612 --> 00:18:52,683 [water trickling] 351 00:18:52,717 --> 00:18:57,239 I don't want to starve anymore. 352 00:18:57,274 --> 00:19:01,278 I want to live. 353 00:19:01,312 --> 00:19:05,385 I want to enjoy my life. 354 00:19:05,420 --> 00:19:09,907 I want to be healthy. 355 00:19:09,941 --> 00:19:12,599 I can't allow my body to deteriorate again. 356 00:19:17,156 --> 00:19:19,848 [sighs] 357 00:19:19,882 --> 00:19:22,126 Feels right. 358 00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:24,922 Feels very right. 359 00:19:24,956 --> 00:19:29,927 ♪ 360 00:19:29,961 --> 00:19:32,964 [beeping] 361 00:19:36,002 --> 00:19:38,970 [somber music] 362 00:19:39,005 --> 00:19:46,219 ♪ 363 00:19:46,254 --> 00:19:47,531 Look who's here. 364 00:19:47,565 --> 00:19:50,016 [laughs] 365 00:19:50,050 --> 00:19:52,674 The main reason I'm tapping out is I'm taking care of my body, 366 00:19:52,708 --> 00:19:53,951 straight and simple. 367 00:19:53,985 --> 00:19:56,850 After Patagonia, my journey was interrupted. 368 00:19:56,885 --> 00:19:58,783 There was, like, months, three months 369 00:19:58,818 --> 00:20:02,580 where it was difficult to--to digest food, 370 00:20:02,615 --> 00:20:06,757 and that was like, "Ah, I can push myself too far. 371 00:20:06,791 --> 00:20:11,002 Oh, okay, I got to be aware of my physical well-being." 372 00:20:11,037 --> 00:20:12,487 I don't want that to happen here. 373 00:20:12,521 --> 00:20:15,559 I want to just sort of walk right into the next step, and 374 00:20:15,593 --> 00:20:19,010 right now it feels perfect, feels good. 375 00:20:19,045 --> 00:20:22,013 [melancholy music] 376 00:20:22,048 --> 00:20:25,465 ♪ 377 00:20:25,500 --> 00:20:28,227 Two completely different tap-outs. 378 00:20:28,261 --> 00:20:31,437 This one definitely feels better. 379 00:20:31,471 --> 00:20:34,992 It was much nicer to take myself out of the picture, 380 00:20:35,026 --> 00:20:38,306 much easier, much more empowering. 381 00:20:38,340 --> 00:20:40,342 ♪ 382 00:20:40,377 --> 00:20:42,413 It's not in me to push myself like I did 383 00:20:42,448 --> 00:20:43,587 in Patagonia anymore. 384 00:20:43,621 --> 00:20:45,589 That is not in me. 385 00:20:45,623 --> 00:20:48,247 That is not what I want. 386 00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:53,321 I did my best, and I'm proud of everything I've done, 387 00:20:53,355 --> 00:20:57,773 and I am happy. 388 00:20:57,808 --> 00:20:59,879 I definitely think this go-round has changed me. 389 00:20:59,913 --> 00:21:03,814 I think it's helped me to look at myself 390 00:21:03,848 --> 00:21:06,575 in more of a responsible manner 391 00:21:06,610 --> 00:21:10,959 and look at my actions with more understanding of, 392 00:21:10,993 --> 00:21:13,893 I do have an effect on the world. 393 00:21:13,927 --> 00:21:16,827 ♪ 394 00:21:16,861 --> 00:21:20,658 What do I need to do to make that a positive effect? 395 00:21:30,530 --> 00:21:37,537 ♪ 396 00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:46,305 [sawing] 397 00:21:51,379 --> 00:21:56,349 [wind roaring] 398 00:21:56,384 --> 00:21:59,559 - I think that's blowing out of the south, 399 00:21:59,594 --> 00:22:01,630 but I don't feel anything coming though that wall 400 00:22:01,665 --> 00:22:03,218 in front of me. 401 00:22:03,252 --> 00:22:07,705 It's all coming from behind me and through my door. 402 00:22:07,740 --> 00:22:10,259 Gets windy and cool outside, 403 00:22:10,294 --> 00:22:12,986 I figure spend the day inside. 404 00:22:13,021 --> 00:22:15,230 what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna make a really cool Christmas 405 00:22:15,264 --> 00:22:17,957 orn--I'm gonna make Christmas ornaments for our tree. 406 00:22:17,991 --> 00:22:20,408 Bam, that is going to occupy... 407 00:22:20,442 --> 00:22:22,962 ♪ A lot of time 408 00:22:22,996 --> 00:22:27,069 ♪ I can send people Christmas ornaments ♪ 409 00:22:27,104 --> 00:22:28,588 ♪ 410 00:22:28,623 --> 00:22:30,279 I'll just carve a bunch of these. 411 00:22:30,314 --> 00:22:34,111 I'll send some to my mom, my dad, my cousin, 412 00:22:34,145 --> 00:22:35,146 kind of neat. 413 00:22:35,181 --> 00:22:36,769 There's a story behind it. 414 00:22:36,803 --> 00:22:40,013 I like Christmas ornaments that have stories. 415 00:22:40,048 --> 00:22:42,188 My dad and I would go get the tree, and then my dad would sit 416 00:22:42,222 --> 00:22:44,880 and watch us decorate, and Mom used to always love 417 00:22:44,915 --> 00:22:46,399 to bring out the ornaments. 418 00:22:46,434 --> 00:22:50,230 She's like, "Ooh, Britt, I remember this one from 1988, 419 00:22:50,265 --> 00:22:53,441 and such and such and such, and she loved doing that. 420 00:22:53,475 --> 00:22:56,582 She sent some of the ornaments to me in Ohio 421 00:22:56,616 --> 00:22:57,928 to put on my tree. 422 00:22:57,962 --> 00:23:02,173 That's pretty neat, carry it on. 423 00:23:02,208 --> 00:23:05,487 We have a "one Christmas gift 424 00:23:05,522 --> 00:23:07,662 on Christmas Eve" tradition... 425 00:23:07,696 --> 00:23:10,734 [blows] But it's--it's always the same thing. 426 00:23:10,768 --> 00:23:13,426 It's new pajamas or something to be, like, 427 00:23:13,461 --> 00:23:16,360 comfortable in so when everybody wakes up 428 00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:18,811 on Christmas morning, they have their new pajamas on. 429 00:23:18,845 --> 00:23:20,433 [fire crackling] 430 00:23:20,468 --> 00:23:22,918 I think about things I want to do to make up for lost time 431 00:23:22,953 --> 00:23:24,955 with my wife and son. 432 00:23:24,989 --> 00:23:26,991 They're my driving force at this point. 433 00:23:27,026 --> 00:23:28,441 If I wasn't out here for them, 434 00:23:28,476 --> 00:23:31,168 I wouldn't have it in myself to keep doing this. 435 00:23:31,202 --> 00:23:34,861 I think about handing my parents a large check 436 00:23:34,896 --> 00:23:37,416 and telling them, "Thank you for everything." 437 00:23:37,450 --> 00:23:39,763 I'm dreaming of getting home and just telling them 438 00:23:39,797 --> 00:23:42,455 thank you for how strong they've been and supportive 439 00:23:42,490 --> 00:23:45,458 for allowing me to do this and thanking them for everything 440 00:23:45,493 --> 00:23:47,115 that they've done in my absence. 441 00:23:47,149 --> 00:23:50,118 [peaceful music] 442 00:23:50,152 --> 00:23:57,159 ♪ 443 00:23:59,230 --> 00:24:01,474 So here's what I've been carving just while I was 444 00:24:01,509 --> 00:24:05,961 talking, a little ornament to hang. 445 00:24:05,996 --> 00:24:08,723 That's for Campbell. 446 00:24:08,757 --> 00:24:15,764 ♪ 447 00:24:26,637 --> 00:24:28,397 - Good morning. 448 00:24:28,432 --> 00:24:30,986 I heard a mouse a tiny bit. 449 00:24:31,021 --> 00:24:32,229 Must be a female mouse. 450 00:24:32,263 --> 00:24:33,610 She's pretty smart. 451 00:24:33,644 --> 00:24:37,096 She's just going about her business. 452 00:24:37,130 --> 00:24:39,754 She goes to work, takes her little lunch pail 453 00:24:39,788 --> 00:24:42,446 or her little thermos, 454 00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:46,726 probably has a salad inside of there with a sensible dressing, 455 00:24:46,761 --> 00:24:50,281 probably Italian, comes home, 456 00:24:50,316 --> 00:24:51,869 and then goes to bed. 457 00:24:51,904 --> 00:24:53,802 She's smart; that's why she doesn't get conked 458 00:24:53,837 --> 00:24:56,736 the head by a Paiute deadfall. 459 00:24:56,771 --> 00:24:59,498 [tense music] 460 00:24:59,532 --> 00:25:04,710 Let's just get up and see what the world has to offer us. 461 00:25:04,744 --> 00:25:09,059 I think I might go fishing for a little bit. 462 00:25:09,093 --> 00:25:15,962 ♪ 463 00:25:15,997 --> 00:25:17,550 It's gotten colder. 464 00:25:17,585 --> 00:25:20,070 I wonder if the fish'll bite more. 465 00:25:20,104 --> 00:25:23,694 Trout still feed in cold weather. 466 00:25:23,729 --> 00:25:25,662 That's why they're here. 467 00:25:25,696 --> 00:25:27,249 This is weird. 468 00:25:27,284 --> 00:25:32,185 ♪ 469 00:25:32,220 --> 00:25:36,742 Nothing jumping. 470 00:25:36,776 --> 00:25:40,055 Well, on to the next spot, I guess. 471 00:25:40,090 --> 00:25:44,508 [suspenseful music] 472 00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:47,787 I just can't believe the fishing turned off that fast, 473 00:25:47,822 --> 00:25:49,271 and if they're cold, you'd think they'd come 474 00:25:49,306 --> 00:25:51,653 to the surface and soak up some of these rays 475 00:25:51,688 --> 00:25:54,587 we're getting right now. 476 00:25:54,622 --> 00:25:58,591 Mongolia has just really thrown out the unexpected at me. 477 00:25:58,626 --> 00:25:59,696 I was totally wrong. 478 00:25:59,730 --> 00:26:01,042 I've been wrong about the weather, 479 00:26:01,076 --> 00:26:02,595 and I've been wrong about the fishing. 480 00:26:02,630 --> 00:26:04,286 What else can I be wrong about? 481 00:26:04,321 --> 00:26:05,598 ♪ 482 00:26:05,633 --> 00:26:13,330 If the fishing starts to dry up, I'm [bleep]. 483 00:26:13,364 --> 00:26:20,371 ♪ 484 00:26:27,206 --> 00:26:29,484 - It's turning out to be, like, a relatively nice day, 485 00:26:29,518 --> 00:26:32,694 so I think I'm gonna take today and actually 486 00:26:32,729 --> 00:26:34,627 make my wooden cup, 487 00:26:34,662 --> 00:26:37,388 so it's kind of a big, big old day. 488 00:26:37,423 --> 00:26:38,458 ♪ 489 00:26:38,493 --> 00:26:41,358 I think so, at least. 490 00:26:41,392 --> 00:26:43,463 It sounds like a little thing, 491 00:26:43,498 --> 00:26:45,569 but, like, I think the difference between drinking 492 00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:50,885 from a metal can and drinking from, like, an insulated mug. 493 00:26:50,919 --> 00:26:54,647 You're going from, "Ah, oh, ah, ooh, okay," 494 00:26:54,682 --> 00:26:58,306 to, like, "Ahh." 495 00:26:58,340 --> 00:27:01,447 So that--that's the best way I can describe the difference. 496 00:27:01,481 --> 00:27:05,382 You sit down, work a piece of wood, get into it, 497 00:27:05,416 --> 00:27:08,730 completely forget how hungry you are. 498 00:27:08,765 --> 00:27:10,836 We're gonna get a coal right here, 499 00:27:10,870 --> 00:27:14,909 and we're gonna burn a hole. 500 00:27:14,943 --> 00:27:17,359 Always really imperative that you're careful 501 00:27:17,394 --> 00:27:18,740 with this activity. 502 00:27:18,775 --> 00:27:22,502 Bad things can happen. 503 00:27:22,537 --> 00:27:24,988 In the last few days, I am feeling 504 00:27:25,022 --> 00:27:28,508 a lot of different stuff. 505 00:27:28,543 --> 00:27:31,753 I've gone a few days without pooping at the moment, 506 00:27:31,788 --> 00:27:34,687 and basically, I just want to get this next bowel movement 507 00:27:34,722 --> 00:27:37,828 out at some point, because you 508 00:27:37,863 --> 00:27:40,175 can't go too many days without going 509 00:27:40,210 --> 00:27:41,694 to the restroom out here. 510 00:27:41,729 --> 00:27:44,766 Like, if you do, it gets dangerous for your intestines 511 00:27:44,801 --> 00:27:46,009 and all that. 512 00:27:46,043 --> 00:27:49,771 I really need a blower stick for this. 513 00:27:49,806 --> 00:27:51,842 [tense music] 514 00:27:51,877 --> 00:27:54,500 Using a little fire blower deal is much safer, 515 00:27:54,534 --> 00:27:57,814 because if I have my head down here, I can get burned, 516 00:27:57,848 --> 00:28:02,094 and I do not want to go out doing something that stupid. 517 00:28:02,128 --> 00:28:05,131 [blowing] 518 00:28:07,582 --> 00:28:11,379 Ah, my good cup. 519 00:28:11,413 --> 00:28:16,487 I will drink many a cup of tea with you. 520 00:28:16,522 --> 00:28:17,972 ♪ 521 00:28:18,006 --> 00:28:21,389 And then we're gonna carve down a handle. 522 00:28:21,423 --> 00:28:22,804 We're gonna smooth out the edges 523 00:28:22,839 --> 00:28:24,668 and essentially make it look more like a cup 524 00:28:24,703 --> 00:28:27,982 than a block of wood. 525 00:28:28,016 --> 00:28:29,362 ♪ 526 00:28:29,397 --> 00:28:33,021 This is what I'm gonna be drinking out of from now on. 527 00:28:33,056 --> 00:28:35,161 ♪ 528 00:28:35,196 --> 00:28:40,373 Man, when you're carving, you are in your own little world, 529 00:28:40,408 --> 00:28:44,792 and absolutely, like, nothing else matters. 530 00:28:44,826 --> 00:28:47,760 [dramatic music] 531 00:28:47,795 --> 00:28:54,802 ♪ 532 00:28:58,771 --> 00:29:00,152 - It's funny. 533 00:29:00,186 --> 00:29:01,670 After season three, 534 00:29:01,705 --> 00:29:05,536 people who I've never met, they come up to me, 535 00:29:05,571 --> 00:29:08,781 and it's not so much that they act like 536 00:29:08,816 --> 00:29:10,300 they know me, but they want to know me, 537 00:29:10,334 --> 00:29:14,994 and they like me already, and that's really, really cool. 538 00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:17,031 That's very cool. 539 00:29:17,065 --> 00:29:18,342 One guy was funny. 540 00:29:18,377 --> 00:29:19,758 This was funny. 541 00:29:19,792 --> 00:29:21,449 I was in the gas station. 542 00:29:21,483 --> 00:29:23,244 My parents were in town, and I went inside to get 543 00:29:23,278 --> 00:29:24,901 my mom a lottery ticket, 544 00:29:24,935 --> 00:29:26,454 and there was a guy behind me in line. 545 00:29:26,488 --> 00:29:28,214 He was like, "Hey, you're the guy 546 00:29:28,249 --> 00:29:29,422 from that TV show, aren't you?" 547 00:29:29,457 --> 00:29:31,252 And I'm like, "Yeah, yeah, I am." 548 00:29:31,286 --> 00:29:32,494 He was like, "Yeah, that was pretty awesome. 549 00:29:32,529 --> 00:29:33,910 I didn't see all of it," somethin'-somethin', 550 00:29:33,944 --> 00:29:36,257 He was like, "Did you win?" and he was like, 551 00:29:36,291 --> 00:29:37,776 "Oh, well, I guess you didn't if you're in here 552 00:29:37,810 --> 00:29:41,572 buying a lottery ticket," and I thought that was so funny. 553 00:29:41,607 --> 00:29:45,991 [laughs] I was like, "I'm buying it for my mom, jerk." 554 00:29:46,025 --> 00:29:47,647 ♪ 555 00:29:47,682 --> 00:29:49,546 What I'm eating isn't giving me enough energy to do what I 556 00:29:49,580 --> 00:29:53,792 need to do anymore, and there comes a point where it really, 557 00:29:53,826 --> 00:29:56,484 really escalates into more of a starvation game. 558 00:29:56,518 --> 00:30:00,488 Normally I'm catching fish with grasshoppers, 559 00:30:00,522 --> 00:30:03,318 but as it's getting colder and the grasshopper are getting 560 00:30:03,353 --> 00:30:05,942 harder to find, then I'm finding I'm going to have to 561 00:30:05,976 --> 00:30:07,978 do something different, 562 00:30:08,013 --> 00:30:11,430 and I had an idea to try and make a lure. 563 00:30:11,464 --> 00:30:17,954 ♪ 564 00:30:17,988 --> 00:30:21,405 I took three of my regular-size hooks 565 00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:23,960 and bound them together with my wire. 566 00:30:23,994 --> 00:30:26,790 I don't have an abundant amount of hooks, 567 00:30:26,825 --> 00:30:29,034 and I've realized how important and vital they are 568 00:30:29,068 --> 00:30:31,312 to, like, everything that I do. 569 00:30:31,346 --> 00:30:33,417 And about a inch up I took some of my paracord, 570 00:30:33,452 --> 00:30:37,180 and I frayed it all out and made it like a hula skirt. 571 00:30:37,214 --> 00:30:39,768 So yeah, I'll go fishing with this one tomorrow. 572 00:30:39,803 --> 00:30:41,529 It's not pretty. 573 00:30:41,563 --> 00:30:43,048 Doesn't have to be pretty. 574 00:30:43,082 --> 00:30:50,089 ♪ 575 00:30:59,719 --> 00:31:02,377 Let's take this guy on his maiden voyage. 576 00:31:02,412 --> 00:31:05,242 Not too shabby. 577 00:31:05,277 --> 00:31:08,832 I'm very pleased with it. 578 00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:11,731 I want to stay away from the trees. 579 00:31:11,766 --> 00:31:13,285 ♪ 580 00:31:13,319 --> 00:31:17,116 It's a huge difference from throwing those grasshoppers. 581 00:31:17,151 --> 00:31:19,325 I have faith in this lure. 582 00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:25,987 ♪ 583 00:31:26,022 --> 00:31:28,472 That was a strike. 584 00:31:28,507 --> 00:31:31,268 There we go. 585 00:31:31,303 --> 00:31:32,269 Got one. 586 00:31:32,304 --> 00:31:33,822 ♪ 587 00:31:33,857 --> 00:31:37,481 Oh, yeah. 588 00:31:37,516 --> 00:31:40,553 Come on. 589 00:31:40,588 --> 00:31:42,590 [bleep]. 590 00:31:42,624 --> 00:31:45,420 I just lost my lure. 591 00:31:45,455 --> 00:31:50,184 ♪ 592 00:31:50,218 --> 00:31:54,533 Damn. 593 00:31:54,567 --> 00:31:58,571 That's a lot of hooks to lose all at once. 594 00:31:58,606 --> 00:32:00,988 Running low. 595 00:32:01,022 --> 00:32:04,439 That's just--that's unacceptable. 596 00:32:04,474 --> 00:32:07,063 ♪ 597 00:32:07,097 --> 00:32:11,101 Well, my fishing game just took a significant blow. 598 00:32:11,136 --> 00:32:13,828 I'm in the midst of mild starvation. 599 00:32:13,862 --> 00:32:17,004 ♪ 600 00:32:20,766 --> 00:32:27,773 ♪ 601 00:32:40,993 --> 00:32:46,516 - So spoon carving is actually something I teach as a class, 602 00:32:46,550 --> 00:32:50,485 like a woodcarving course for students. 603 00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:52,142 We carve spoons. 604 00:32:52,177 --> 00:32:54,524 It's one of the first things I think you should learn 605 00:32:54,558 --> 00:32:58,942 when it comes to, like, using a knife. 606 00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:02,118 One of the coolest experiences was 607 00:33:02,152 --> 00:33:05,362 right after my first time out on "Alone," 608 00:33:05,397 --> 00:33:08,538 I was introduced to these two little girls, 609 00:33:08,572 --> 00:33:10,609 Scarlet and Lily, 610 00:33:10,643 --> 00:33:13,543 daughters of a friend of my wife, 611 00:33:13,577 --> 00:33:16,995 and they cried, I guess, 612 00:33:17,029 --> 00:33:19,100 when I tapped out last time. 613 00:33:19,135 --> 00:33:22,103 If that's, you know, not a little bit of inspiration for 614 00:33:22,138 --> 00:33:25,003 you, I don't know what is, you know, to keep--keep moving. 615 00:33:25,037 --> 00:33:27,350 Well, I am gonna give those two little girls 616 00:33:27,384 --> 00:33:28,972 a set of spoons. 617 00:33:29,007 --> 00:33:32,355 I'm gonna make two spoons, one to each girl. 618 00:33:32,389 --> 00:33:34,633 They'll get Mongolian spoons, 619 00:33:34,667 --> 00:33:39,465 handcrafted right out here in my little hut. 620 00:33:39,500 --> 00:33:41,778 This looks legendary. 621 00:33:41,812 --> 00:33:46,610 Oh, this is a spoon fit for a king, I tell you. 622 00:33:46,645 --> 00:33:48,026 ♪ 623 00:33:48,060 --> 00:33:51,753 Time to get things going for the day. 624 00:33:51,788 --> 00:33:54,894 Right now what I want to do is work on the roof 625 00:33:54,929 --> 00:33:59,623 of my shelter to make sure it's nice and strong, 626 00:33:59,658 --> 00:34:03,524 because when I have 3 feet of snowfall, 627 00:34:03,558 --> 00:34:06,320 I do not want a flimsy tarp being 628 00:34:06,354 --> 00:34:09,150 the only thing holding up the roof. 629 00:34:09,185 --> 00:34:13,396 I need to add some, like, skeletal infrastructure 630 00:34:13,430 --> 00:34:17,089 to it so that it can take a little bit of weight 631 00:34:17,124 --> 00:34:19,781 when--when the time comes. 632 00:34:19,816 --> 00:34:21,818 [dramatic music] 633 00:34:21,852 --> 00:34:24,993 Unfortunately, my bowels are still not 634 00:34:25,028 --> 00:34:28,514 kicking anything out. 635 00:34:28,549 --> 00:34:31,862 I'm getting worried, because I'm having really 636 00:34:31,897 --> 00:34:34,658 bad issues with my intestines. 637 00:34:34,693 --> 00:34:37,454 It feels like I've got stomach cramping 638 00:34:37,489 --> 00:34:41,424 and abdominal pain. 639 00:34:41,458 --> 00:34:43,322 The rules of this thing are simple. 640 00:34:43,357 --> 00:34:45,497 If you ask for help from the crew, 641 00:34:45,531 --> 00:34:47,637 you have tapped out. 642 00:34:47,671 --> 00:34:50,881 They can't come in and give me a laxative and be like, 643 00:34:50,916 --> 00:34:53,160 "There you go, bud. Anything else?" 644 00:34:53,194 --> 00:34:54,713 ♪ 645 00:34:54,747 --> 00:34:58,993 They absolutely have to either wait for me to tap out 646 00:34:59,027 --> 00:35:03,653 or medically pull me or wait for me to poop. 647 00:35:03,687 --> 00:35:06,966 So that sits real nicely up on there. 648 00:35:07,001 --> 00:35:11,764 I never in my wildest imagination 649 00:35:11,799 --> 00:35:14,974 thought that one poop could get in the way 650 00:35:15,009 --> 00:35:18,185 from my family having a house and a car 651 00:35:18,219 --> 00:35:23,155 that doesn't break down, but it just has. 652 00:35:23,190 --> 00:35:27,677 So at the moment, I'm basically finished with this ceiling. 653 00:35:27,711 --> 00:35:31,129 Any time I'm cutting little thin saplings 654 00:35:31,163 --> 00:35:33,338 and I get a new one, I can just interweave it in, 655 00:35:33,372 --> 00:35:35,961 and it's just gonna get stronger and stronger 656 00:35:35,995 --> 00:35:38,412 as we go along, so I love it. 657 00:35:38,446 --> 00:35:40,586 I'm gonna keep it this way. 658 00:35:40,621 --> 00:35:44,590 ♪ 659 00:35:44,625 --> 00:35:47,214 The only thing in my head right now is the fact 660 00:35:47,248 --> 00:35:49,043 that if I don't go to the bathroom, 661 00:35:49,077 --> 00:35:51,252 like, if I don't have a bowel movement 662 00:35:51,287 --> 00:35:54,531 in the next few days, 663 00:35:54,566 --> 00:35:58,811 I'm gonna be medically pulled, and I won't get to win, 664 00:35:58,846 --> 00:36:02,401 and I won't get to provide for my family. 665 00:36:02,436 --> 00:36:05,853 I feel like I've put in so much work out here. 666 00:36:05,887 --> 00:36:08,476 I feel like I want to make it the long haul. 667 00:36:08,511 --> 00:36:10,823 ♪ 668 00:36:10,858 --> 00:36:14,102 I don't want to have to go home from this 669 00:36:14,137 --> 00:36:17,382 empty-handed. 670 00:36:17,416 --> 00:36:24,423 ♪ 671 00:36:30,326 --> 00:36:33,984 - So I'm going to eat 672 00:36:34,019 --> 00:36:36,849 some dandelions that I have saved. 673 00:36:36,884 --> 00:36:41,060 ♪ 674 00:36:42,096 --> 00:36:44,443 - I just want some coffee. 675 00:36:44,478 --> 00:36:45,996 It's funny. I never missed any of this stuff 676 00:36:46,031 --> 00:36:47,964 on Vancouver Island. 677 00:36:47,998 --> 00:36:52,382 Mostly I just craved sweets. 678 00:36:52,417 --> 00:36:54,867 I'm craving all the comforts of life now, man, all of them. 679 00:36:57,732 --> 00:37:00,321 I miss the sweet things, you know? 680 00:37:00,356 --> 00:37:03,497 In order to have the sweet, you got to have the sour, 681 00:37:03,531 --> 00:37:07,294 and the sour isn't as bad 682 00:37:07,328 --> 00:37:10,158 as you think, because you've got the sweet. 683 00:37:10,193 --> 00:37:12,713 You got the sweet in life, man. 684 00:37:12,747 --> 00:37:14,439 Cherish that. 685 00:37:14,473 --> 00:37:16,648 Cherish the sweetness of your family, 686 00:37:16,682 --> 00:37:21,273 your close friends, your--even your pets. 687 00:37:21,308 --> 00:37:23,241 That's the sweet in life. 688 00:37:23,275 --> 00:37:27,037 The sour is your commute, your bad day at work, 689 00:37:27,072 --> 00:37:28,901 the guy that flips you off even though you didn't do 690 00:37:28,936 --> 00:37:30,558 nothing in the--on the freeway, 691 00:37:30,593 --> 00:37:35,218 but the sweet makes the sour bearable. 692 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:36,875 ♪ 693 00:37:36,909 --> 00:37:38,532 I think a reason why I get so emotional out here is there's 694 00:37:38,566 --> 00:37:40,603 nobody out here I have to be strong for. 695 00:37:40,637 --> 00:37:42,674 I just have to be strong for myself. 696 00:37:42,708 --> 00:37:44,883 I don't have people looking to me for direction 697 00:37:44,917 --> 00:37:47,195 for work. 698 00:37:47,230 --> 00:37:48,438 I don't have to be the answer man. 699 00:37:48,473 --> 00:37:50,164 I don't have to be the man. 700 00:37:50,198 --> 00:37:53,892 I just have to be the man to myself, 701 00:37:53,926 --> 00:37:55,480 and if I feel like breaking down and crying, 702 00:37:55,514 --> 00:37:58,345 then that's okay. If it feels, like, overwhelming 703 00:37:58,379 --> 00:38:02,176 and it helps me to cry, then I cry. 704 00:38:02,210 --> 00:38:07,181 And then I pick myself back up again and drive on, 705 00:38:07,215 --> 00:38:08,182 and it's okay. 706 00:38:08,216 --> 00:38:10,495 You can just let yourself go, man. 707 00:38:10,529 --> 00:38:14,809 It's just you. 708 00:38:14,844 --> 00:38:17,433 Sometimes that's a good feeling, 709 00:38:17,467 --> 00:38:22,438 ♪ 710 00:38:22,472 --> 00:38:25,717 And then sometimes it's damn nice 711 00:38:25,751 --> 00:38:29,341 to have people dependent upon you. 712 00:38:29,376 --> 00:38:32,551 You feel needed and wanted and appreciated... 713 00:38:32,586 --> 00:38:34,933 ♪ 714 00:38:34,967 --> 00:38:36,106 And loved. 715 00:38:36,141 --> 00:38:37,245 ♪ 716 00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:40,594 I love my family, and I love my friends. 717 00:38:40,628 --> 00:38:44,114 What more do I need out of this experience 718 00:38:44,149 --> 00:38:46,738 that I haven't already gotten? 719 00:38:46,772 --> 00:38:50,328 ♪ 720 00:39:09,899 --> 00:39:13,489 - When you take that buff off, you can see your neck, whoo, 721 00:39:13,523 --> 00:39:16,492 you can really see how much weight you've lost. 722 00:39:19,702 --> 00:39:22,498 Yeah, I don't quite have the double chin I used to. 723 00:39:22,532 --> 00:39:25,535 There's a little fat hanging on there, but... 724 00:39:25,570 --> 00:39:31,299 ♪ 725 00:39:31,334 --> 00:39:36,304 I think today I will make a stool to sit on, 726 00:39:36,339 --> 00:39:41,344 and maybe that will convince my body to have a stool, 727 00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:44,209 you know, a stool. 728 00:39:44,243 --> 00:39:48,696 So for this joint, I'll wire down through here. 729 00:39:48,731 --> 00:39:53,321 Man, my fingers are getting cold. 730 00:39:53,356 --> 00:39:55,979 It would suck to go home for lack of poop. 731 00:39:56,014 --> 00:40:00,639 That is, like, the worst way to end a season. 732 00:40:00,674 --> 00:40:02,434 "Oh, weren't you on that show, 'Alone'?" 733 00:40:02,469 --> 00:40:03,987 "Oh, yeah, yeah, I was." " 734 00:40:04,022 --> 00:40:05,368 Why'd you go home again?" 735 00:40:05,403 --> 00:40:08,164 "Oh, you know, it's a little fuzzy. 736 00:40:08,198 --> 00:40:09,407 I don't really remember. 737 00:40:09,441 --> 00:40:11,754 Oh, yeah, it's 'cause I couldn't poop. 738 00:40:11,788 --> 00:40:15,102 That's why it was." 739 00:40:15,136 --> 00:40:16,828 Oh, goodness. 740 00:40:16,862 --> 00:40:21,073 What, what, what have I done to myself? 741 00:40:21,108 --> 00:40:22,316 [laughs] 742 00:40:22,350 --> 00:40:24,663 I have made some painful decisions 743 00:40:24,698 --> 00:40:28,391 for the good of the family, and this is a choice. 744 00:40:28,426 --> 00:40:31,463 Like, I'm choosing to be out here, because I believe, 745 00:40:31,498 --> 00:40:33,879 for a lot of reasons, that this is actually what's best 746 00:40:33,914 --> 00:40:36,157 for the family. 747 00:40:36,192 --> 00:40:37,642 Wow, that's good. 748 00:40:37,676 --> 00:40:40,472 Whoo, baby! 749 00:40:40,507 --> 00:40:43,199 And we sit on it. 750 00:40:43,233 --> 00:40:46,582 Oh. Even if I don't have a stool-stool tonight, 751 00:40:46,616 --> 00:40:48,204 at least I'll have this stool. 752 00:40:48,238 --> 00:40:49,757 You know what I mean? 753 00:40:49,792 --> 00:40:51,794 I think we did it, guys. 754 00:40:51,828 --> 00:40:54,693 I think we did it. 755 00:40:54,728 --> 00:41:01,804 ♪ 756 00:41:03,115 --> 00:41:07,775 I got to say, my emotions have been very 757 00:41:07,810 --> 00:41:12,262 not good these last few hours of the day. 758 00:41:12,297 --> 00:41:13,781 The big thing 759 00:41:13,816 --> 00:41:17,716 that troubled my mind today was, 760 00:41:17,751 --> 00:41:19,407 "Okay, you want to win really bad; 761 00:41:19,442 --> 00:41:22,169 "you're gonna try really hard. 762 00:41:22,203 --> 00:41:24,205 But what if you don't?" 763 00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:27,588 And that's a tough, tough pill to swallow, you know? 764 00:41:27,623 --> 00:41:30,488 There's certain variables that you can't get through, 765 00:41:30,522 --> 00:41:33,732 and some of them you don't have any control over, 766 00:41:33,767 --> 00:41:35,423 but I don't know if I'm--you know, 767 00:41:35,458 --> 00:41:37,909 I don't know if I'm tough enough to last 768 00:41:37,943 --> 00:41:39,876 all these days out here. 769 00:41:39,911 --> 00:41:42,327 ♪ 770 00:41:42,361 --> 00:41:44,156 You know, I can really feel this adventure 771 00:41:44,191 --> 00:41:46,918 drawing to a close. 772 00:41:46,952 --> 00:41:48,885 I can feel it. 773 00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:51,612 It's the same feeling I had last time. 774 00:41:51,647 --> 00:41:54,373 People don't keep, you know? 775 00:41:54,408 --> 00:41:57,653 Everybody's got an expiration date. 776 00:41:57,687 --> 00:42:02,589 I'm just wondering how much longer I can go. 777 00:42:02,623 --> 00:42:04,660 This snow is such a game-changer. 778 00:42:04,694 --> 00:42:08,456 This place could snap at any second. 779 00:42:08,491 --> 00:42:10,700 I could be in a world of hurt. 780 00:42:10,735 --> 00:42:13,772 - Look at this. Damn near whole hill is overturned, 781 00:42:13,807 --> 00:42:17,431 and extremely close to my shelter. 782 00:42:17,465 --> 00:42:20,227 - This time, I'm really missing my family. 783 00:42:20,261 --> 00:42:22,125 I want somebody to talk to. 784 00:42:22,160 --> 00:42:23,541 This is terrible. 785 00:42:23,575 --> 00:42:30,548 ♪ 55866

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