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[ominous music]
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♪
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- I'm alive, Mongolia!
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[echoing]
I'm alive, Mongolia!
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Now, that's why I'm still here,
man.
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- So I spooked three deer, and
I lost track of them.
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It is a depressive state of
mind
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to not be able to feed
yourself.
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- Look at the snow coming.
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- Today is the day it feels
like the season's starting.
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- This is Randy. I'm officially
tapping out.
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It's not being
out here and surviving.
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It's being out here and
surviving alone.
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[wind whistling]
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[heavy breathing]
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♪
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male narrator: For the first
time ever on "Alone,"
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ten past participants return.
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♪
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They've come back
with one goal:
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redemption.
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- I deserve to be here,
and I'm back.
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- I want to win more this time
than I did last time.
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narrator:
Now a fresh hell awaits...
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- The cold is an incredibly
strong punch in the face.
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narrator: In the punishing
wilderness of Mongolia.
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- We're in the middle
of nowhere.
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- Mongolia's
a very unforgiving land.
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narrator: They must survive
in complete isolation,
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enduring as long as they can.
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- I'm just gonna push
and push and push
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until there's nothing left.
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narrator:
The last one standing wins.
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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- It's day...
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62,412.
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I died last
night for the third time,
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but the old ticker just keeps
starting back up again.
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[coughs weakly]
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I think
they've forgotten about me.
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[groans]
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Oh, make that four times.
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[groans]
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♪
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At this point I'm already
burning a lot of calories.
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I've already used a lot of my
resources.
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It makes
working a little bit harder.
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I get exhausted quicker.
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I take
everything in a slow,
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measured
pace, and I just have to make
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sure I preserve myself first
and foremost.
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I remember that
from Patagonia.
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[water trickling]
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Today was definitely the
coldest morning yet.
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I peeked out the door,
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and there was snow on the
ground.
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It's melted since I first
peeked out.
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Seeing that snow really
wanted to make me start
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working on my sled.
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My thoughts are that when
there's a snowfall
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or any sort
of ice accumulation,
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that I'll be able to stack my
firewood on this sled
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and pull it around and not have to worry about
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carrying a weight on my
shoulder the whole time,
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and I
think I'll work on that today,
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'cause I don't want it to get
to be where there's--
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all of a
sudden there's snow and ice
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and I haven't finished it,
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and I want to be ahead of the
game.
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♪
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Gonna be the worst
winter that probably any of us
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have ever experienced.
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If you're not resourceful and
creative,
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Mongolia will
definitely take you out.
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I've got people to provide
for,
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and I'm not ready to go
home.
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I found two pines that were as
equal as I could find,
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and I shaved them all of the
bark.
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What my plan to do is, on
the tops of each,
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I want to cut
a square notch,
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maybe at, like,
1-foot intervals,
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and match
them up with the other runner,
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and then I'll take other pine
crosspieces
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and cut square
notches in those so they fit
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down inside of them like
puzzle pieces,
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you know, notch
them in,
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and then I would lash
those, most likely using my
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trapping wire to get it
really, really tight.
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[wood rasping]
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[laughs] Scary place to start
sawing.
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Hope my family's nice
and warm and fed right now.
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[somber music]
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One time I made a big box, and
I put it on skis,
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so I would
put Campbell in that,
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put something soft down for
him to sit on,
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curl him up in some blankets,
and he was all geared up,
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nice
and warm, and I'd get the dog,
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and I'd pull them through the
woods,
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and then there'd be a
little spot.
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We'd get out, and we'd eat our
snack and our lunch.
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We'd walk around and play
with the dog
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for a little while, and then
I'd get him back in
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and pull him
the rest of the route.
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I miss my boy.
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[sawing]
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So there it is.
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Stable enough,
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stable enough that--but it
moves enough that it'll,
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like--it'll give going over
stuff instead of being,
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like,
super rigid.
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Totally by design
I did that.
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Who knows when
I'll get to try it out,
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but
it'll be ready when I want it.
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[tense music]
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♪
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- [sighs]
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I've come to a
definitive conclusion.
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The less fat you have on your
body,
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the tougher it is to
sleep,
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'cause you don't have
the cushion.
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[laughs] Oh, my gosh.
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[groans]
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I didn't make a good enough bed
for being skinny.
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Ah!
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[somber music]
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♪
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I'm gonna go get some water
and heat it up,
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have some tea,
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'cause I've been struggling
today just as far as
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the hunger aspect.
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♪
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Lately, I'm having
no luck whatsoever.
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At the beginning, I was eating
well, you know,
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two meals a
day if not more,
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and then bam, food resources
just stopped.
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Fish just died out.
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Grouse just
sort of disappeared.
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♪
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So I was
feeling my teeth move around
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today in my mouth.
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I don't like that.
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[fire crackling]
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That means I'm missing some
serious nutrition.
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I don't
like that at all.
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I still have
a fear from Patagonia.
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I have
this fear of not understanding
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what my body's going through,
not realizing it.
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When I was
out there, I didn't get it.
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[gasps]
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- It's dangerous for
you to stay here.
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- Not until I looked in the
mirror
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did I see how skinny I
was.
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I have to make sure that
that doesn't happen again.
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[water trickling]
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So with all the hunting I've
been doing,
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trying to keep my
clothes nice and clean.
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Hunting [inaudible] is really
important for me.
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At this point, I need to
continue to hunt
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to the best of
my ability.
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I clean them, and
then I'm hanging them in trees
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and letting them scent out,
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making sure it airs out as
much as it can.
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♪
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I need to sit for a minute and
take some rest.
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♪
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[sighs] I have no energy.
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What
are people gonna think of me?
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What is my image gonna be?
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I'm
struggling with my ego.
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I want
people to look at me as--
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look
at me in a positive way.
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It's tough with this situation
right now,
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because I'm hungry.
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I'm really hungry, and I don't
want to be hungry.
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I want to really enjoy this
full experience.
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I want to
learn from the land,
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but am I learning if I'm not
pushing myself?
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♪
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♪
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- Oh, my goodness.
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What a good
start to the day.
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Wish every day could be just
this nice to start with.
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Days like today make me want to
go explore.
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I want to go to the
top of that mountain.
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If I was
on Vancouver Island,
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there's no way I'd walk up to
that mountain,
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'cause there'd be no reason
to.
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It'd be just an unnecessary
expenditure of calories,
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but once the food
dries up,
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you got to do what
you got to do.
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♪
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A lot of the yarrow's dead.
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Looks like
plants are dying out.
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About the only thing left,
really, are mice,
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and they really don't pack a
whole lot of punch.
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They're pretty small.
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They're mostly guts.
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That's what I need to do,
is get this
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food situation under control.
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[grasses crackling]
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We are off to walk to the
mountain.
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That's gonna be a
hell of a climb.
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Right there.
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[suspenseful music]
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This is steep, man.
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Be able to switch back a little
bit--whoa.
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It takes so much energy to try
and find food in general,
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but you still got to gut it up
and do it,
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because I'm gonna
stay out and push myself
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for as long as this is gonna
last.
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No berries on the
ground, no crop,
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just strawberry plants.
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Slippery,
slippery, slippery, slippery.
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[grunts]
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♪
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All right, I'm gonna
keep on keeping on, man.
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looking at the new plants
on the ground.
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I've got some fireweed up here
with some fluff on it.
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Too bad there wasn't
chanterelles or something.
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I'd chow on some chanterelles.
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Looks to me like
those are puffballs.
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Yep, look at them.
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They're rotten.
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They're done.
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♪
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I'll be damned, that's edible,
I think.
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♪
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This right here is edible,
these leaves down here.
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[dramatic music]
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I've been harvesting plants
when I can.
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There's just not a
lot of them.
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It's always a
little frustrating,
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especially
now, when, you know,
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you're--you're tired; you're
hungry.
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It's getting cold up
here, so I went ahead and put
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my gear back on, some of it.
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[distant wolf howling]
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[ominous music]
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Those are wolves, man.
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[several wolves howling]
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They're not that far away.
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♪
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Holy [bleep]. Wolf scat.
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♪
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More pieces here,
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lots of wolf scat, there,
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there,
there, and there.
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Jesus, it's all over the place
up here.
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I'll try not to make any
noise.
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[wolf howling nearby]
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[ominous music]
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♪
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- Holy [bleep]. Wolf scat.
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[distant wolf howling]
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Several pieces here,
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lots of wolf scat.
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Jesus, it's all
over the place up here.
259
00:13:33,433 --> 00:13:35,573
The
sound of the wolves howlering
260
00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:37,747
makes me very uncomfortable,
261
00:13:37,782 --> 00:13:40,509
but I have to keep moving.
262
00:13:40,543 --> 00:13:43,719
Without food, I'm not gonna be
able to last
263
00:13:43,753 --> 00:13:46,135
as long as I did
at Vancouver Island.
264
00:13:51,969 --> 00:13:53,418
It's a roll of the dice.
265
00:13:53,453 --> 00:13:55,973
You either travel far and hope
you find something
266
00:13:56,007 --> 00:13:59,459
or stay by your shelter just
conserving calories,
267
00:13:59,493 --> 00:14:02,842
hoping for a fish or
a mouse.
268
00:14:02,876 --> 00:14:05,499
There ain't nothing
to eat out here,
269
00:14:05,534 --> 00:14:08,157
not even nothing, man.
270
00:14:08,192 --> 00:14:12,575
[ominous music]
271
00:14:12,610 --> 00:14:15,958
It's really steep.
272
00:14:20,549 --> 00:14:23,586
Amazing, man.
273
00:14:23,621 --> 00:14:26,727
This is beautiful.
274
00:14:26,762 --> 00:14:29,903
It's a heck
of a view, isn't it?
275
00:14:29,938 --> 00:14:30,904
Wow, just wow.
276
00:14:30,939 --> 00:14:32,975
That's all I can say, is
wow.
277
00:14:33,010 --> 00:14:35,426
A lot of emotions up here.
278
00:14:35,460 --> 00:14:40,914
A lot of--lot of highs
and a lot of lows in Mongolia.
279
00:14:40,949 --> 00:14:43,296
[wolf howling]
280
00:14:43,330 --> 00:14:45,919
I'm feeling a little bit
conflicted.
281
00:14:45,954 --> 00:14:47,921
This is a very
bittersweet moment,
282
00:14:47,956 --> 00:14:51,407
bitter only because I wasn't
able to catch any more food,
283
00:14:51,442 --> 00:14:54,445
but extremely, extremely
sweet,
284
00:14:54,479 --> 00:14:57,275
because this is just an
absolutely beautiful country.
285
00:14:57,310 --> 00:14:59,864
[wolf howling]
286
00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:03,626
It's also a pretty nice view
behind me, huh?
287
00:15:03,661 --> 00:15:04,731
[wolf howling]
288
00:15:04,765 --> 00:15:07,941
I'm so glad I did this.
289
00:15:07,976 --> 00:15:10,944
[dramatic music]
290
00:15:10,979 --> 00:15:17,986
♪
291
00:15:22,093 --> 00:15:25,338
- Oh, to the days gone by,
292
00:15:25,372 --> 00:15:28,824
to the days of grouse and fish
a-plenty,
293
00:15:28,858 --> 00:15:31,758
when fish would rise
from the river,
294
00:15:31,792 --> 00:15:34,278
jump to your hook,
295
00:15:34,312 --> 00:15:38,316
and grouse would fly
right into your camp.
296
00:15:38,351 --> 00:15:40,594
♪
297
00:15:40,629 --> 00:15:45,185
Two a day at times the grouse
would be,
298
00:15:45,220 --> 00:15:49,914
the fish sometimes four.
299
00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:54,608
Oh, those days gone by.
300
00:15:54,643 --> 00:15:58,267
I sit and think and weep
301
00:15:58,302 --> 00:16:01,581
of days of old.
302
00:16:01,615 --> 00:16:03,859
[laughs]
303
00:16:03,893 --> 00:16:08,105
Oh, I'm hungry.
304
00:16:08,139 --> 00:16:11,694
Was it in my imagination?
305
00:16:11,729 --> 00:16:15,871
Where did all those fish and
grouse and squirrels go?
306
00:16:17,528 --> 00:16:20,496
[ominous music]
307
00:16:20,531 --> 00:16:22,671
♪
308
00:16:22,705 --> 00:16:26,261
I've been hunting deer for
long periods of time,
309
00:16:26,295 --> 00:16:29,298
and it's
a freaking chess game.
310
00:16:29,333 --> 00:16:31,645
♪
311
00:16:31,680 --> 00:16:35,477
Deer is the food that I need to take care of myself,
312
00:16:35,511 --> 00:16:37,548
one large life.
313
00:16:37,582 --> 00:16:38,859
It can be everything.
314
00:16:38,894 --> 00:16:41,241
♪
315
00:16:52,045 --> 00:16:54,599
To not be able to feed
yourself,
316
00:16:54,634 --> 00:16:56,705
what a difficult
state to be in.
317
00:16:56,739 --> 00:16:58,534
♪
318
00:16:58,569 --> 00:17:01,572
My body
doesn't feel right.
319
00:17:01,606 --> 00:17:06,542
I'm getting cramps every day
and every night.
320
00:17:06,577 --> 00:17:09,614
I'm depleting my
body of nutrient
321
00:17:09,649 --> 00:17:13,273
that's--that's needed,
322
00:17:13,308 --> 00:17:14,723
and I got to figure it out.
323
00:17:14,757 --> 00:17:16,104
I got to
get out of this funk,
324
00:17:16,138 --> 00:17:18,658
'cause I'm definitely feeling
it.
325
00:17:18,692 --> 00:17:20,867
♪
326
00:17:20,901 --> 00:17:23,663
What's motivating me,
327
00:17:23,697 --> 00:17:26,769
it's
being alive on the land.
328
00:17:26,804 --> 00:17:30,773
It's
learning every last bit I can,
329
00:17:30,808 --> 00:17:34,881
and it's being thankful every
moment of the day,
330
00:17:34,915 --> 00:17:40,680
but right now, I'm just
sitting here starving,
331
00:17:40,714 --> 00:17:43,579
and that's not why I'm here.
332
00:17:43,614 --> 00:17:46,203
It's tough to watch the
muscles
333
00:17:46,237 --> 00:17:49,999
on your body just disappear.
334
00:17:50,034 --> 00:17:51,173
♪
335
00:17:51,208 --> 00:17:56,109
It's difficult.
336
00:17:56,144 --> 00:18:03,185
♪
337
00:18:03,220 --> 00:18:05,739
I don't know.
338
00:18:05,774 --> 00:18:09,122
I don't know.
339
00:18:09,157 --> 00:18:16,129
♪
340
00:18:21,169 --> 00:18:24,344
There's three elements that
without one of them,
341
00:18:24,379 --> 00:18:28,659
there's no
life, Sun, Earth, and water,
342
00:18:28,693 --> 00:18:31,765
and right here I've got this
beautiful picture of the Sun
343
00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:34,043
just shimmering off the water
344
00:18:34,078 --> 00:18:37,564
and the land right on either
side of it.
345
00:18:37,599 --> 00:18:40,153
That is life,
346
00:18:40,188 --> 00:18:43,398
straight and simple,
347
00:18:43,432 --> 00:18:45,538
life, bam.
348
00:18:45,572 --> 00:18:48,679
[chuckles]
349
00:18:48,713 --> 00:18:50,577
Damn, that's beautiful.
350
00:18:50,612 --> 00:18:52,683
[water trickling]
351
00:18:52,717 --> 00:18:57,239
I don't want to starve
anymore.
352
00:18:57,274 --> 00:19:01,278
I want to live.
353
00:19:01,312 --> 00:19:05,385
I
want to enjoy my life.
354
00:19:05,420 --> 00:19:09,907
I want
to be healthy.
355
00:19:09,941 --> 00:19:12,599
I can't allow
my body to deteriorate again.
356
00:19:17,156 --> 00:19:19,848
[sighs]
357
00:19:19,882 --> 00:19:22,126
Feels right.
358
00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:24,922
Feels very right.
359
00:19:24,956 --> 00:19:29,927
♪
360
00:19:29,961 --> 00:19:32,964
[beeping]
361
00:19:36,002 --> 00:19:38,970
[somber music]
362
00:19:39,005 --> 00:19:46,219
♪
363
00:19:46,254 --> 00:19:47,531
Look who's here.
364
00:19:47,565 --> 00:19:50,016
[laughs]
365
00:19:50,050 --> 00:19:52,674
The main reason I'm tapping out
is I'm taking care of my body,
366
00:19:52,708 --> 00:19:53,951
straight and simple.
367
00:19:53,985 --> 00:19:56,850
After Patagonia, my journey was
interrupted.
368
00:19:56,885 --> 00:19:58,783
There was, like,
months, three months
369
00:19:58,818 --> 00:20:02,580
where it was difficult to--to
digest food,
370
00:20:02,615 --> 00:20:06,757
and that was like, "Ah,
I can push myself too far.
371
00:20:06,791 --> 00:20:11,002
Oh, okay, I got to be aware of
my physical well-being."
372
00:20:11,037 --> 00:20:12,487
I don't
want that to happen here.
373
00:20:12,521 --> 00:20:15,559
I want to just sort of walk
right into the next step, and
374
00:20:15,593 --> 00:20:19,010
right now it feels perfect,
feels good.
375
00:20:19,045 --> 00:20:22,013
[melancholy music]
376
00:20:22,048 --> 00:20:25,465
♪
377
00:20:25,500 --> 00:20:28,227
Two completely different
tap-outs.
378
00:20:28,261 --> 00:20:31,437
This one definitely
feels better.
379
00:20:31,471 --> 00:20:34,992
It was much nicer to take
myself out of the picture,
380
00:20:35,026 --> 00:20:38,306
much easier, much more
empowering.
381
00:20:38,340 --> 00:20:40,342
♪
382
00:20:40,377 --> 00:20:42,413
It's not in me to
push myself like I did
383
00:20:42,448 --> 00:20:43,587
in Patagonia anymore.
384
00:20:43,621 --> 00:20:45,589
That is not in me.
385
00:20:45,623 --> 00:20:48,247
That is not what I want.
386
00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:53,321
I did my best, and I'm
proud of everything I've done,
387
00:20:53,355 --> 00:20:57,773
and I am happy.
388
00:20:57,808 --> 00:20:59,879
I definitely think this
go-round has changed me.
389
00:20:59,913 --> 00:21:03,814
I think it's
helped me to look at myself
390
00:21:03,848 --> 00:21:06,575
in more of a responsible
manner
391
00:21:06,610 --> 00:21:10,959
and look at my actions
with more understanding of,
392
00:21:10,993 --> 00:21:13,893
I do have an effect on the
world.
393
00:21:13,927 --> 00:21:16,827
♪
394
00:21:16,861 --> 00:21:20,658
What do I need to do to
make that a positive effect?
395
00:21:30,530 --> 00:21:37,537
♪
396
00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:46,305
[sawing]
397
00:21:51,379 --> 00:21:56,349
[wind roaring]
398
00:21:56,384 --> 00:21:59,559
- I think that's blowing out of
the south,
399
00:21:59,594 --> 00:22:01,630
but I don't feel anything
coming though that wall
400
00:22:01,665 --> 00:22:03,218
in front of me.
401
00:22:03,252 --> 00:22:07,705
It's all coming from behind me
and through my door.
402
00:22:07,740 --> 00:22:10,259
Gets windy and cool
outside,
403
00:22:10,294 --> 00:22:12,986
I figure spend the day inside.
404
00:22:13,021 --> 00:22:15,230
what I'm gonna do, I'm gonna
make a really cool Christmas
405
00:22:15,264 --> 00:22:17,957
orn--I'm gonna make Christmas
ornaments for our tree.
406
00:22:17,991 --> 00:22:20,408
Bam,
that is going to occupy...
407
00:22:20,442 --> 00:22:22,962
♪ A lot of time
408
00:22:22,996 --> 00:22:27,069
♪ I can send people Christmas
ornaments ♪
409
00:22:27,104 --> 00:22:28,588
♪
410
00:22:28,623 --> 00:22:30,279
I'll just carve a bunch of
these.
411
00:22:30,314 --> 00:22:34,111
I'll send some to my
mom, my dad, my cousin,
412
00:22:34,145 --> 00:22:35,146
kind of neat.
413
00:22:35,181 --> 00:22:36,769
There's a story
behind it.
414
00:22:36,803 --> 00:22:40,013
I like Christmas
ornaments that have stories.
415
00:22:40,048 --> 00:22:42,188
My dad and I would go get the
tree, and then my dad would sit
416
00:22:42,222 --> 00:22:44,880
and watch us decorate, and Mom
used to always love
417
00:22:44,915 --> 00:22:46,399
to bring out the ornaments.
418
00:22:46,434 --> 00:22:50,230
She's like, "Ooh, Britt, I
remember this one from 1988,
419
00:22:50,265 --> 00:22:53,441
and such and such and such,
and she loved doing that.
420
00:22:53,475 --> 00:22:56,582
She sent some of
the ornaments to me in Ohio
421
00:22:56,616 --> 00:22:57,928
to put on my tree.
422
00:22:57,962 --> 00:23:02,173
That's pretty
neat, carry it on.
423
00:23:02,208 --> 00:23:05,487
We have a
"one Christmas gift
424
00:23:05,522 --> 00:23:07,662
on Christmas Eve" tradition...
425
00:23:07,696 --> 00:23:10,734
[blows] But it's--it's always
the same thing.
426
00:23:10,768 --> 00:23:13,426
It's new pajamas or something
to be, like,
427
00:23:13,461 --> 00:23:16,360
comfortable in so when
everybody wakes up
428
00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:18,811
on Christmas morning, they have
their new pajamas on.
429
00:23:18,845 --> 00:23:20,433
[fire crackling]
430
00:23:20,468 --> 00:23:22,918
I think about things I want to
do to make up for lost time
431
00:23:22,953 --> 00:23:24,955
with my wife and son.
432
00:23:24,989 --> 00:23:26,991
They're my driving force at
this point.
433
00:23:27,026 --> 00:23:28,441
If I wasn't out here
for them,
434
00:23:28,476 --> 00:23:31,168
I wouldn't have it
in myself to keep doing this.
435
00:23:31,202 --> 00:23:34,861
I think about handing my
parents a large check
436
00:23:34,896 --> 00:23:37,416
and telling them, "Thank you
for everything."
437
00:23:37,450 --> 00:23:39,763
I'm dreaming of getting home
and just telling them
438
00:23:39,797 --> 00:23:42,455
thank you for how strong
they've been and supportive
439
00:23:42,490 --> 00:23:45,458
for allowing me to do this and
thanking them for everything
440
00:23:45,493 --> 00:23:47,115
that they've done in my
absence.
441
00:23:47,149 --> 00:23:50,118
[peaceful music]
442
00:23:50,152 --> 00:23:57,159
♪
443
00:23:59,230 --> 00:24:01,474
So here's what I've been
carving just while I was
444
00:24:01,509 --> 00:24:05,961
talking, a little ornament to
hang.
445
00:24:05,996 --> 00:24:08,723
That's for Campbell.
446
00:24:08,757 --> 00:24:15,764
♪
447
00:24:26,637 --> 00:24:28,397
- Good morning.
448
00:24:28,432 --> 00:24:30,986
I heard a mouse
a tiny bit.
449
00:24:31,021 --> 00:24:32,229
Must be a female mouse.
450
00:24:32,263 --> 00:24:33,610
She's pretty smart.
451
00:24:33,644 --> 00:24:37,096
She's just going about her
business.
452
00:24:37,130 --> 00:24:39,754
She goes to work,
takes her little lunch pail
453
00:24:39,788 --> 00:24:42,446
or her little thermos,
454
00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:46,726
probably has a salad inside of
there with a sensible dressing,
455
00:24:46,761 --> 00:24:50,281
probably Italian, comes home,
456
00:24:50,316 --> 00:24:51,869
and then goes to bed.
457
00:24:51,904 --> 00:24:53,802
She's smart; that's why she
doesn't get conked
458
00:24:53,837 --> 00:24:56,736
the head by a
Paiute deadfall.
459
00:24:56,771 --> 00:24:59,498
[tense music]
460
00:24:59,532 --> 00:25:04,710
Let's just get up and see what
the world has to offer us.
461
00:25:04,744 --> 00:25:09,059
I think I might go fishing for
a little bit.
462
00:25:09,093 --> 00:25:15,962
♪
463
00:25:15,997 --> 00:25:17,550
It's gotten colder.
464
00:25:17,585 --> 00:25:20,070
I wonder
if the fish'll bite more.
465
00:25:20,104 --> 00:25:23,694
Trout still feed in cold
weather.
466
00:25:23,729 --> 00:25:25,662
That's why they're here.
467
00:25:25,696 --> 00:25:27,249
This is weird.
468
00:25:27,284 --> 00:25:32,185
♪
469
00:25:32,220 --> 00:25:36,742
Nothing jumping.
470
00:25:36,776 --> 00:25:40,055
Well, on to the next
spot, I guess.
471
00:25:40,090 --> 00:25:44,508
[suspenseful music]
472
00:25:44,543 --> 00:25:47,787
I just can't believe the
fishing turned off that fast,
473
00:25:47,822 --> 00:25:49,271
and if they're cold, you'd
think they'd come
474
00:25:49,306 --> 00:25:51,653
to the surface and soak up some of these rays
475
00:25:51,688 --> 00:25:54,587
we're getting
right now.
476
00:25:54,622 --> 00:25:58,591
Mongolia has just really thrown out the unexpected at me.
477
00:25:58,626 --> 00:25:59,696
I was totally wrong.
478
00:25:59,730 --> 00:26:01,042
I've been wrong
about the weather,
479
00:26:01,076 --> 00:26:02,595
and I've
been wrong about the fishing.
480
00:26:02,630 --> 00:26:04,286
What else can I be wrong about?
481
00:26:04,321 --> 00:26:05,598
♪
482
00:26:05,633 --> 00:26:13,330
If the fishing starts to dry
up, I'm [bleep].
483
00:26:13,364 --> 00:26:20,371
♪
484
00:26:27,206 --> 00:26:29,484
- It's turning out to be, like,
a relatively nice day,
485
00:26:29,518 --> 00:26:32,694
so I think I'm gonna take today
and actually
486
00:26:32,729 --> 00:26:34,627
make my wooden cup,
487
00:26:34,662 --> 00:26:37,388
so it's kind of a big, big old
day.
488
00:26:37,423 --> 00:26:38,458
♪
489
00:26:38,493 --> 00:26:41,358
I think so, at least.
490
00:26:41,392 --> 00:26:43,463
It
sounds like a little thing,
491
00:26:43,498 --> 00:26:45,569
but, like, I think the
difference between drinking
492
00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:50,885
from a metal can and drinking
from, like, an insulated mug.
493
00:26:50,919 --> 00:26:54,647
You're going from, "Ah, oh,
ah, ooh, okay,"
494
00:26:54,682 --> 00:26:58,306
to, like, "Ahh."
495
00:26:58,340 --> 00:27:01,447
So that--that's the best way I
can describe the difference.
496
00:27:01,481 --> 00:27:05,382
You sit down, work a piece of
wood, get into it,
497
00:27:05,416 --> 00:27:08,730
completely
forget how hungry you are.
498
00:27:08,765 --> 00:27:10,836
We're gonna get a coal right
here,
499
00:27:10,870 --> 00:27:14,909
and we're gonna burn a hole.
500
00:27:14,943 --> 00:27:17,359
Always really imperative
that you're careful
501
00:27:17,394 --> 00:27:18,740
with this activity.
502
00:27:18,775 --> 00:27:22,502
Bad things can happen.
503
00:27:22,537 --> 00:27:24,988
In the last few days, I
am feeling
504
00:27:25,022 --> 00:27:28,508
a lot of different stuff.
505
00:27:28,543 --> 00:27:31,753
I've gone a few days
without pooping at the moment,
506
00:27:31,788 --> 00:27:34,687
and basically, I just want to
get this next bowel movement
507
00:27:34,722 --> 00:27:37,828
out at some point, because you
508
00:27:37,863 --> 00:27:40,175
can't go too many days without
going
509
00:27:40,210 --> 00:27:41,694
to the restroom out here.
510
00:27:41,729 --> 00:27:44,766
Like, if you do, it gets
dangerous for your intestines
511
00:27:44,801 --> 00:27:46,009
and all that.
512
00:27:46,043 --> 00:27:49,771
I really need a
blower stick for this.
513
00:27:49,806 --> 00:27:51,842
[tense music]
514
00:27:51,877 --> 00:27:54,500
Using a little fire blower
deal is much safer,
515
00:27:54,534 --> 00:27:57,814
because if I have my head down
here, I can get burned,
516
00:27:57,848 --> 00:28:02,094
and I do not want to go out
doing something that stupid.
517
00:28:02,128 --> 00:28:05,131
[blowing]
518
00:28:07,582 --> 00:28:11,379
Ah, my good cup.
519
00:28:11,413 --> 00:28:16,487
I will drink many a cup of tea
with you.
520
00:28:16,522 --> 00:28:17,972
♪
521
00:28:18,006 --> 00:28:21,389
And then we're gonna
carve down a handle.
522
00:28:21,423 --> 00:28:22,804
We're
gonna smooth out the edges
523
00:28:22,839 --> 00:28:24,668
and essentially make it look
more like a cup
524
00:28:24,703 --> 00:28:27,982
than a block of wood.
525
00:28:28,016 --> 00:28:29,362
♪
526
00:28:29,397 --> 00:28:33,021
This is what I'm gonna be
drinking out of from now on.
527
00:28:33,056 --> 00:28:35,161
♪
528
00:28:35,196 --> 00:28:40,373
Man, when you're carving, you
are in your own little world,
529
00:28:40,408 --> 00:28:44,792
and absolutely, like, nothing
else matters.
530
00:28:44,826 --> 00:28:47,760
[dramatic music]
531
00:28:47,795 --> 00:28:54,802
♪
532
00:28:58,771 --> 00:29:00,152
- It's funny.
533
00:29:00,186 --> 00:29:01,670
After season three,
534
00:29:01,705 --> 00:29:05,536
people who I've never met, they
come up to me,
535
00:29:05,571 --> 00:29:08,781
and it's not so
much that they act like
536
00:29:08,816 --> 00:29:10,300
they know me, but they want to
know me,
537
00:29:10,334 --> 00:29:14,994
and they like me already, and
that's really, really cool.
538
00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:17,031
That's very cool.
539
00:29:17,065 --> 00:29:18,342
One guy was funny.
540
00:29:18,377 --> 00:29:19,758
This was funny.
541
00:29:19,792 --> 00:29:21,449
I was in the gas station.
542
00:29:21,483 --> 00:29:23,244
My parents were in town,
and I went inside to get
543
00:29:23,278 --> 00:29:24,901
my mom a lottery ticket,
544
00:29:24,935 --> 00:29:26,454
and there was a guy behind me
in line.
545
00:29:26,488 --> 00:29:28,214
He was like, "Hey, you're the
guy
546
00:29:28,249 --> 00:29:29,422
from that TV show, aren't
you?"
547
00:29:29,457 --> 00:29:31,252
And I'm like,
"Yeah, yeah, I am."
548
00:29:31,286 --> 00:29:32,494
He was like, "Yeah, that was
pretty awesome.
549
00:29:32,529 --> 00:29:33,910
I didn't see all of it,"
somethin'-somethin',
550
00:29:33,944 --> 00:29:36,257
He was like, "Did you win?" and
he was like,
551
00:29:36,291 --> 00:29:37,776
"Oh, well, I guess you didn't
if you're in here
552
00:29:37,810 --> 00:29:41,572
buying a lottery ticket," and I
thought that was so funny.
553
00:29:41,607 --> 00:29:45,991
[laughs] I was like, "I'm
buying it for my mom, jerk."
554
00:29:46,025 --> 00:29:47,647
♪
555
00:29:47,682 --> 00:29:49,546
What I'm eating isn't giving
me enough energy to do what I
556
00:29:49,580 --> 00:29:53,792
need to do anymore, and there
comes a point where it really,
557
00:29:53,826 --> 00:29:56,484
really escalates into more of
a starvation game.
558
00:29:56,518 --> 00:30:00,488
Normally I'm catching fish
with grasshoppers,
559
00:30:00,522 --> 00:30:03,318
but as it's getting colder and
the grasshopper are getting
560
00:30:03,353 --> 00:30:05,942
harder to find, then I'm
finding I'm going to have to
561
00:30:05,976 --> 00:30:07,978
do something different,
562
00:30:08,013 --> 00:30:11,430
and I had an idea to try and
make a lure.
563
00:30:11,464 --> 00:30:17,954
♪
564
00:30:17,988 --> 00:30:21,405
I took three of my
regular-size hooks
565
00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:23,960
and bound
them together with my wire.
566
00:30:23,994 --> 00:30:26,790
I don't have an abundant
amount of hooks,
567
00:30:26,825 --> 00:30:29,034
and I've realized how
important and vital they are
568
00:30:29,068 --> 00:30:31,312
to, like, everything that I
do.
569
00:30:31,346 --> 00:30:33,417
And about a inch up I took
some of my paracord,
570
00:30:33,452 --> 00:30:37,180
and I frayed it all out and
made it like a hula skirt.
571
00:30:37,214 --> 00:30:39,768
So yeah, I'll go fishing with
this one tomorrow.
572
00:30:39,803 --> 00:30:41,529
It's not pretty.
573
00:30:41,563 --> 00:30:43,048
Doesn't have to be pretty.
574
00:30:43,082 --> 00:30:50,089
♪
575
00:30:59,719 --> 00:31:02,377
Let's take this guy on his
maiden voyage.
576
00:31:02,412 --> 00:31:05,242
Not too shabby.
577
00:31:05,277 --> 00:31:08,832
I'm very pleased with it.
578
00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:11,731
I want to stay away from the
trees.
579
00:31:11,766 --> 00:31:13,285
♪
580
00:31:13,319 --> 00:31:17,116
It's a huge difference from
throwing those grasshoppers.
581
00:31:17,151 --> 00:31:19,325
I
have faith in this lure.
582
00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:25,987
♪
583
00:31:26,022 --> 00:31:28,472
That was a strike.
584
00:31:28,507 --> 00:31:31,268
There we go.
585
00:31:31,303 --> 00:31:32,269
Got one.
586
00:31:32,304 --> 00:31:33,822
♪
587
00:31:33,857 --> 00:31:37,481
Oh, yeah.
588
00:31:37,516 --> 00:31:40,553
Come on.
589
00:31:40,588 --> 00:31:42,590
[bleep].
590
00:31:42,624 --> 00:31:45,420
I just lost my lure.
591
00:31:45,455 --> 00:31:50,184
♪
592
00:31:50,218 --> 00:31:54,533
Damn.
593
00:31:54,567 --> 00:31:58,571
That's a lot of hooks to lose
all at once.
594
00:31:58,606 --> 00:32:00,988
Running low.
595
00:32:01,022 --> 00:32:04,439
That's just--that's
unacceptable.
596
00:32:04,474 --> 00:32:07,063
♪
597
00:32:07,097 --> 00:32:11,101
Well, my fishing game just
took a significant blow.
598
00:32:11,136 --> 00:32:13,828
I'm in the midst of mild
starvation.
599
00:32:13,862 --> 00:32:17,004
♪
600
00:32:20,766 --> 00:32:27,773
♪
601
00:32:40,993 --> 00:32:46,516
- So spoon carving is actually
something I teach as a class,
602
00:32:46,550 --> 00:32:50,485
like a woodcarving course for
students.
603
00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:52,142
We carve spoons.
604
00:32:52,177 --> 00:32:54,524
It's one of the first things I
think you should learn
605
00:32:54,558 --> 00:32:58,942
when it comes to, like, using a
knife.
606
00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:02,118
One of the coolest
experiences was
607
00:33:02,152 --> 00:33:05,362
right after my
first time out on "Alone,"
608
00:33:05,397 --> 00:33:08,538
I was introduced to these two
little girls,
609
00:33:08,572 --> 00:33:10,609
Scarlet and Lily,
610
00:33:10,643 --> 00:33:13,543
daughters of a friend of my
wife,
611
00:33:13,577 --> 00:33:16,995
and they cried, I guess,
612
00:33:17,029 --> 00:33:19,100
when I tapped out last time.
613
00:33:19,135 --> 00:33:22,103
If that's, you know, not a
little bit of inspiration for
614
00:33:22,138 --> 00:33:25,003
you, I don't know what is, you
know, to keep--keep moving.
615
00:33:25,037 --> 00:33:27,350
Well, I am gonna give those
two little girls
616
00:33:27,384 --> 00:33:28,972
a set of spoons.
617
00:33:29,007 --> 00:33:32,355
I'm gonna make two
spoons, one to each girl.
618
00:33:32,389 --> 00:33:34,633
They'll get Mongolian spoons,
619
00:33:34,667 --> 00:33:39,465
handcrafted right out here in
my little hut.
620
00:33:39,500 --> 00:33:41,778
This looks legendary.
621
00:33:41,812 --> 00:33:46,610
Oh, this is a spoon
fit for a king, I tell you.
622
00:33:46,645 --> 00:33:48,026
♪
623
00:33:48,060 --> 00:33:51,753
Time to get things going for
the day.
624
00:33:51,788 --> 00:33:54,894
Right now what I want
to do is work on the roof
625
00:33:54,929 --> 00:33:59,623
of my shelter to make sure it's
nice and strong,
626
00:33:59,658 --> 00:34:03,524
because when I
have 3 feet of snowfall,
627
00:34:03,558 --> 00:34:06,320
I do
not want a flimsy tarp being
628
00:34:06,354 --> 00:34:09,150
the only thing holding up the
roof.
629
00:34:09,185 --> 00:34:13,396
I need to add some,
like, skeletal infrastructure
630
00:34:13,430 --> 00:34:17,089
to it so that it can take a
little bit of weight
631
00:34:17,124 --> 00:34:19,781
when--when the time comes.
632
00:34:19,816 --> 00:34:21,818
[dramatic music]
633
00:34:21,852 --> 00:34:24,993
Unfortunately, my bowels are
still not
634
00:34:25,028 --> 00:34:28,514
kicking anything out.
635
00:34:28,549 --> 00:34:31,862
I'm getting worried,
because I'm having really
636
00:34:31,897 --> 00:34:34,658
bad
issues with my intestines.
637
00:34:34,693 --> 00:34:37,454
It feels like I've got stomach
cramping
638
00:34:37,489 --> 00:34:41,424
and abdominal pain.
639
00:34:41,458 --> 00:34:43,322
The rules of this thing are
simple.
640
00:34:43,357 --> 00:34:45,497
If you ask for help
from the crew,
641
00:34:45,531 --> 00:34:47,637
you have tapped out.
642
00:34:47,671 --> 00:34:50,881
They can't come in and give me
a laxative and be like,
643
00:34:50,916 --> 00:34:53,160
"There you go, bud.
Anything else?"
644
00:34:53,194 --> 00:34:54,713
♪
645
00:34:54,747 --> 00:34:58,993
They absolutely have to either
wait for me to tap out
646
00:34:59,027 --> 00:35:03,653
or medically pull me or wait
for me to poop.
647
00:35:03,687 --> 00:35:06,966
So that sits real nicely
up on there.
648
00:35:07,001 --> 00:35:11,764
I never in my
wildest imagination
649
00:35:11,799 --> 00:35:14,974
thought that one poop could
get in the way
650
00:35:15,009 --> 00:35:18,185
from my family having a
house and a car
651
00:35:18,219 --> 00:35:23,155
that doesn't break down, but
it just has.
652
00:35:23,190 --> 00:35:27,677
So at the moment, I'm basically
finished with this ceiling.
653
00:35:27,711 --> 00:35:31,129
Any time I'm cutting little
thin saplings
654
00:35:31,163 --> 00:35:33,338
and I get a new one, I can just
interweave it in,
655
00:35:33,372 --> 00:35:35,961
and it's just gonna get
stronger and stronger
656
00:35:35,995 --> 00:35:38,412
as we go along, so I love it.
657
00:35:38,446 --> 00:35:40,586
I'm gonna keep it this way.
658
00:35:40,621 --> 00:35:44,590
♪
659
00:35:44,625 --> 00:35:47,214
The only thing in my head
right now is the fact
660
00:35:47,248 --> 00:35:49,043
that if
I don't go to the bathroom,
661
00:35:49,077 --> 00:35:51,252
like, if I don't have a bowel
movement
662
00:35:51,287 --> 00:35:54,531
in the next few days,
663
00:35:54,566 --> 00:35:58,811
I'm gonna be medically pulled,
and I won't get to win,
664
00:35:58,846 --> 00:36:02,401
and I won't get to provide for
my family.
665
00:36:02,436 --> 00:36:05,853
I feel like I've put
in so much work out here.
666
00:36:05,887 --> 00:36:08,476
I feel like I want to make it
the long haul.
667
00:36:08,511 --> 00:36:10,823
♪
668
00:36:10,858 --> 00:36:14,102
I don't want to have to go
home from this
669
00:36:14,137 --> 00:36:17,382
empty-handed.
670
00:36:17,416 --> 00:36:24,423
♪
671
00:36:30,326 --> 00:36:33,984
- So I'm going to eat
672
00:36:34,019 --> 00:36:36,849
some dandelions that I have
saved.
673
00:36:36,884 --> 00:36:41,060
♪
674
00:36:42,096 --> 00:36:44,443
- I just want some coffee.
675
00:36:44,478 --> 00:36:45,996
It's funny. I never missed any
of this stuff
676
00:36:46,031 --> 00:36:47,964
on Vancouver Island.
677
00:36:47,998 --> 00:36:52,382
Mostly I just craved
sweets.
678
00:36:52,417 --> 00:36:54,867
I'm craving all the comforts
of life now, man, all of them.
679
00:36:57,732 --> 00:37:00,321
I miss the sweet things, you
know?
680
00:37:00,356 --> 00:37:03,497
In order to have the sweet,
you got to have the sour,
681
00:37:03,531 --> 00:37:07,294
and the sour isn't as bad
682
00:37:07,328 --> 00:37:10,158
as you think, because
you've got the sweet.
683
00:37:10,193 --> 00:37:12,713
You got the sweet in life, man.
684
00:37:12,747 --> 00:37:14,439
Cherish that.
685
00:37:14,473 --> 00:37:16,648
Cherish the
sweetness of your family,
686
00:37:16,682 --> 00:37:21,273
your close friends, your--even
your pets.
687
00:37:21,308 --> 00:37:23,241
That's the sweet in life.
688
00:37:23,275 --> 00:37:27,037
The sour is your
commute, your bad day at work,
689
00:37:27,072 --> 00:37:28,901
the guy that flips you off
even though you didn't do
690
00:37:28,936 --> 00:37:30,558
nothing in the--on the
freeway,
691
00:37:30,593 --> 00:37:35,218
but the sweet makes
the sour bearable.
692
00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:36,875
♪
693
00:37:36,909 --> 00:37:38,532
I think a reason why I get so
emotional out here is there's
694
00:37:38,566 --> 00:37:40,603
nobody out here I have to be
strong for.
695
00:37:40,637 --> 00:37:42,674
I just have to be
strong for myself.
696
00:37:42,708 --> 00:37:44,883
I don't have people
looking to me for direction
697
00:37:44,917 --> 00:37:47,195
for work.
698
00:37:47,230 --> 00:37:48,438
I don't have to be
the answer man.
699
00:37:48,473 --> 00:37:50,164
I don't have
to be the man.
700
00:37:50,198 --> 00:37:53,892
I just have to
be the man to myself,
701
00:37:53,926 --> 00:37:55,480
and if I feel like breaking
down and crying,
702
00:37:55,514 --> 00:37:58,345
then that's okay. If
it feels, like, overwhelming
703
00:37:58,379 --> 00:38:02,176
and it helps me to cry, then I
cry.
704
00:38:02,210 --> 00:38:07,181
And then I pick myself back
up again and drive on,
705
00:38:07,215 --> 00:38:08,182
and it's okay.
706
00:38:08,216 --> 00:38:10,495
You can just let
yourself go, man.
707
00:38:10,529 --> 00:38:14,809
It's just you.
708
00:38:14,844 --> 00:38:17,433
Sometimes that's a good
feeling,
709
00:38:17,467 --> 00:38:22,438
♪
710
00:38:22,472 --> 00:38:25,717
And then sometimes
it's damn nice
711
00:38:25,751 --> 00:38:29,341
to have people
dependent upon you.
712
00:38:29,376 --> 00:38:32,551
You feel needed and wanted and
appreciated...
713
00:38:32,586 --> 00:38:34,933
♪
714
00:38:34,967 --> 00:38:36,106
And loved.
715
00:38:36,141 --> 00:38:37,245
♪
716
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:40,594
I love my family, and I love my friends.
717
00:38:40,628 --> 00:38:44,114
What more do I need
out of this experience
718
00:38:44,149 --> 00:38:46,738
that I
haven't already gotten?
719
00:38:46,772 --> 00:38:50,328
♪
720
00:39:09,899 --> 00:39:13,489
- When you take that buff off,
you can see your neck, whoo,
721
00:39:13,523 --> 00:39:16,492
you can really see how much
weight you've lost.
722
00:39:19,702 --> 00:39:22,498
Yeah, I don't quite have the
double chin I used to.
723
00:39:22,532 --> 00:39:25,535
There's a little fat hanging on
there, but...
724
00:39:25,570 --> 00:39:31,299
♪
725
00:39:31,334 --> 00:39:36,304
I think today I will make a
stool to sit on,
726
00:39:36,339 --> 00:39:41,344
and maybe that will convince my
body to have a stool,
727
00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:44,209
you know, a stool.
728
00:39:44,243 --> 00:39:48,696
So for this joint, I'll
wire down through here.
729
00:39:48,731 --> 00:39:53,321
Man,
my fingers are getting cold.
730
00:39:53,356 --> 00:39:55,979
It would suck to go home for
lack of poop.
731
00:39:56,014 --> 00:40:00,639
That is, like,
the worst way to end a season.
732
00:40:00,674 --> 00:40:02,434
"Oh, weren't you on that show,
'Alone'?"
733
00:40:02,469 --> 00:40:03,987
"Oh, yeah, yeah, I
was." "
734
00:40:04,022 --> 00:40:05,368
Why'd you go home
again?"
735
00:40:05,403 --> 00:40:08,164
"Oh, you know, it's a
little fuzzy.
736
00:40:08,198 --> 00:40:09,407
I don't really remember.
737
00:40:09,441 --> 00:40:11,754
Oh, yeah, it's
'cause I couldn't poop.
738
00:40:11,788 --> 00:40:15,102
That's why it was."
739
00:40:15,136 --> 00:40:16,828
Oh, goodness.
740
00:40:16,862 --> 00:40:21,073
What, what, what have I done
to myself?
741
00:40:21,108 --> 00:40:22,316
[laughs]
742
00:40:22,350 --> 00:40:24,663
I have
made some painful decisions
743
00:40:24,698 --> 00:40:28,391
for the good of the family,
and this is a choice.
744
00:40:28,426 --> 00:40:31,463
Like, I'm choosing to be out
here, because I believe,
745
00:40:31,498 --> 00:40:33,879
for a lot of reasons, that
this is actually what's best
746
00:40:33,914 --> 00:40:36,157
for the family.
747
00:40:36,192 --> 00:40:37,642
Wow, that's good.
748
00:40:37,676 --> 00:40:40,472
Whoo, baby!
749
00:40:40,507 --> 00:40:43,199
And we sit on it.
750
00:40:43,233 --> 00:40:46,582
Oh. Even if I don't
have a stool-stool tonight,
751
00:40:46,616 --> 00:40:48,204
at least
I'll have this stool.
752
00:40:48,238 --> 00:40:49,757
You know what I mean?
753
00:40:49,792 --> 00:40:51,794
I think we did it, guys.
754
00:40:51,828 --> 00:40:54,693
I think we did it.
755
00:40:54,728 --> 00:41:01,804
♪
756
00:41:03,115 --> 00:41:07,775
I got to say, my emotions have
been very
757
00:41:07,810 --> 00:41:12,262
not good these last
few hours of the day.
758
00:41:12,297 --> 00:41:13,781
The big thing
759
00:41:13,816 --> 00:41:17,716
that troubled my mind today
was,
760
00:41:17,751 --> 00:41:19,407
"Okay, you want
to win really bad;
761
00:41:19,442 --> 00:41:22,169
"you're gonna try really hard.
762
00:41:22,203 --> 00:41:24,205
But what if you don't?"
763
00:41:24,240 --> 00:41:27,588
And that's a tough, tough pill
to swallow, you know?
764
00:41:27,623 --> 00:41:30,488
There's certain variables that
you can't get through,
765
00:41:30,522 --> 00:41:33,732
and some of them you don't
have any control over,
766
00:41:33,767 --> 00:41:35,423
but I
don't know if I'm--you know,
767
00:41:35,458 --> 00:41:37,909
I don't know if I'm
tough enough to last
768
00:41:37,943 --> 00:41:39,876
all these days out here.
769
00:41:39,911 --> 00:41:42,327
♪
770
00:41:42,361 --> 00:41:44,156
You know, I can
really feel this adventure
771
00:41:44,191 --> 00:41:46,918
drawing to a close.
772
00:41:46,952 --> 00:41:48,885
I can feel it.
773
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:51,612
It's the same feeling I
had last time.
774
00:41:51,647 --> 00:41:54,373
People don't keep, you know?
775
00:41:54,408 --> 00:41:57,653
Everybody's
got an expiration date.
776
00:41:57,687 --> 00:42:02,589
I'm just wondering how much
longer I can go.
777
00:42:02,623 --> 00:42:04,660
This snow is such a
game-changer.
778
00:42:04,694 --> 00:42:08,456
This place could
snap at any second.
779
00:42:08,491 --> 00:42:10,700
I could be
in a world of hurt.
780
00:42:10,735 --> 00:42:13,772
- Look at this. Damn near whole
hill is overturned,
781
00:42:13,807 --> 00:42:17,431
and extremely close to
my shelter.
782
00:42:17,465 --> 00:42:20,227
- This time, I'm really
missing my family.
783
00:42:20,261 --> 00:42:22,125
I want somebody to talk to.
784
00:42:22,160 --> 00:42:23,541
This is terrible.
785
00:42:23,575 --> 00:42:30,548
♪
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