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Previously�on The�L�Word:�Generation�Q...

[whoops]

Yeah!

[Tess] I�like�waking�up�with�you.

[Bette] � Tina�has�Carrie, and�she�makes�her�laugh.

She's�all�jokey,�and�I�have... Oh,�yeah,�that's�right.

I�have�no�one. I'm�gonna�die�alone.

You'll�always�have�Angie.

Bam,�ba-dam,�ba-dam

Bam,�ba-dam,�ba-dam...

[Carrie] � Your�daughter is�amazing,�but�that�Bette,

I�don't�know�how�you�ever married�her.�What?

Don't�talk�about�her�like�that.

[siren�chirps]

[Tess] She's�got�a�lot�of�stuff

that�she�needs�to�work�out.

[Sophie] I�know�that,�I�do,

but�I�love�her.

[Maribel] Would�you�bet�on�it?

[Micah] I�would�bet�my�whole�heart.

[Dani] Is�this�real?

[Gigi] It's�very�real.

[Alice] If�I�tell�my�truth,

maybe�I�can�help someone�out�there

not�feel�so�alone�in�the�world.

[Finley] I'm�sorry.�I'll�go�to�rehab.

[Sophie] I'm�gonna�be�right�here.

[Carrie] � You�have�no�idea�what it�feels�like�to�walk�around

trying�to�measure�up to�that�woman.

[Tina] � No�one�expects�you to�measure�up�to�her.

[Carrie] Do�you�hear�yourself?

[Bette] � You�asked�me�if I�was�still�in�love�with�you.

[Bette�sighs]

Hi.

What�are�you�doing�here?

I�don't�find�trouble,�yeah

Trouble�finds�me.

[Tina] Can�I�come�in?

[Bette] Yeah.

Sure.

I�just...�I'm�on�my�way�out, but�I'm...

I'm�really�glad�to�see�you.

I'm�s...�I'm�so�sorry

-for�my- -Are�you�in�love�with�me?

Is�that�what�you�were�gonna�say?

[sighs]

That�you're�in�love�with�me?

Just�answer�the�question.

Yes.

[scoffs]

That's�not�how�you�love�someone.

Carrie�was�so�good�for�me.

She�was�decent, and�she�was�kind,

and�she�was�not�you.

-Okay,�I�have�to�go. -But�you�couldn't�help�yourself.

-I�have�to�go. -You�just�had�to�get�in�there

and�twist�it�and�fuck�it�up. You�couldn't�help�yourself.

I�will�make�it�right with�Carrie.�I�promise.

-I�will�make�it�right�with�her. -No.

Just�let�me�try.�I�mean, more�than�anything�else,

I�just�want�you�to�be�happy.

-There's�no�point. -Of�course�there's�a�point.

I�mean,�she�loves�you. Of�course�she�loves�you.

I�can't�be�with�her�because I'm�in�love�with�you,�too.

[sighs]

I've�loved�you�my�whole�life.

And�I've�loved�you�all�of�mine.

I�just�wish�that�you�were fucking�better�at�it.

Fuck!

I'm�a�little�fucked-up, not�easy�to�love

And�what�you've�heard about�me�is�true

Don't�say�I�didn't�warn�you

But�if�you�ever�leave, I�can�sure�guarantee

You�won't�want�somebody�new

Don't�say�I�didn't�warn�you

Don't�say�I�didn't...

[Teddy�and�Alice moaning,�grunting]

Oh,�wow.

Oh,�yeah. I�want�to�come�on�your�face.

Okay,�yeah.�That�sounds�great.

I�want�to�watch�you fuck�your�clone.

Oh,�sounds�like�a�really good�time.�I'll�do�that.

Yeah?�[chuckles] I�want�to�fuck�a�stranger

while�you�watch�us.

Oh,�I�can�be�into�that. Yeah,�yeah.

Yeah?�[grunting]�God. Can�I�fuck�you�on�my�livestream?

-Oh,�no,�no,�no. -Huh?�What?

I�can't�do�that. Not�for�me.�I'm�famous.

-What?�Me,�too. -Oh.

Yeah.�Babe, I'm�a�semi-influencer.

-Oh.�Oh,�yeah.�Can�we- -Yeah.�Flip�over.

-Oh,�okay.�Yeah.�Okay. -Flip�over.�[sighs]

-[both�grunting] -Oh,�yeah.

-Okay. -Yeah.

Yeah.�Show�me.�[mutters]

-Let�me�do�a�thousand,�baby. -Oh,�yeah.

Let's�take�it to�a�thousand!�Okay.

-[grunting] -Oh,�wow.

-Gen�Z-ers�are�fun.�Yeah.�Yeah. -[laughs]

What�generation�are�you?

Um,�let's�not�talk about�that,�okay?

-[laughs] -Yeah.�Okay.

[whoops]

New�attitude

Better�come�through,�too

Wow,�that�is�short�notice.

Yes.

-[Patty]�Who�asked�you? -[Shane]�You�did.

Okay,�but�did�you�tell�them

that�it's�a�fundraiser for�the�MS�Society?

You�did,�okay.

There's�got�to�be�another�makeup artist�that�can�cover�for�her.

We're�auctioning�off�a�makeover.

[Patty]�Why�don't�you�ask�me? I�know�a�lot�of�people.

Doris�could�do�it.

[Tess]�Well, that's�really�unfortunate

because�we�were�counting on�them.

-[Shane]�I'll�give�Doris�a�call. -It's�a�Vegas-themed�night

in�honor�of�my�beautiful�mother who�was�a�showgirl

-in�the�'80s. -Darling.

When�do�I�go�on?

Uh,�there's no�show�today,�Patty.

I�do�eight�a�week at�the�MGM�Grand.

I�know,�but...

-today's�your�day�off. -Today's�your�day�off.

All�right,�listen,�um, yeah,�okay.

Gloria�says�you�have�to�take these�with�food�before�9:00,

-okay? -Oh,�you're�trying�to�kill�me.

I'm�just�following�instructions.

-Ah,�no,�no,�no,�no,�no.�Patty. -[Gloria]�Someone�left�the�door

-unlocked�again. -Mom,�please.

-Hey,�Gloria. -Causing�trouble�first�thing

-in�the�morning?�Okay.�Okay. -She's�not�listening�to�me.

-Pills. -I�got�it,�I�got�it.

Yes,�I'll�start calling�around,�too.

-Okay,�cool.�Thanks.�Bye. -[Patty]�They�hold�me�hostage.

[sighs]�Hi,�Gloria.

Hi.�How's�my�girl?

Oh,�a�bit�pissy.�I�don't�know if�it's�the�dementia,

the�MS,�or�just�her�personality.

-[chuckles] -You're�always�charming,�Patty.

-You�tired,�hon? -Yeah.

I�just�lost�one�of�the�makeup artists�for�the�fundraiser.

Ah.�Well,�I�can�try to�find�someone.

-Yeah? -Mm-hmm.

[indistinct�chatter]

-What? -That's�sweet.

Be�careful.

What?

Mm-mm.�Don't�be�fresh.

-Okay. -Show�some�respect.

[whispers]�Meet�me�downstairs.

[Patty]�I�don't�wanna.

The�doggy�needs�to�eat�his�food. The�dog�needs�his�food.

-Oh,�yeah. -You�do�feel�a�little

tight�today.�You�know�what? Let's�go�for�a�walk�around...

intriguing�music

-Come�on.�Come�on. -Tess.

Your�mom�and�Gloria are�upstairs.

It's�okay.

Can�you�stop�thinking...

What�are�you�doing?

You�know�what�I'm�doing.

Makes�me think�about�you�more...

-Don't�do�it.�Don't�do�it. -They�can't�hear�anything.

Would�you�still,�or

Would�you�let�down your�guard?

Show�me�who�you�are

Show�me�all�your�edges and�your�favorite�scars

Would�you�tell�me...

-[sighs] -Why�are�you�doing�this�to�me?

Tell�me�all�your�secrets...

You�love�it.

Take�off�the�mask

Keep�on�the�pants

Pull�me�closer...

[laughs]

A�tortured�romance

Caressing�my�hand

Show�me�all�your�plans

Just�take�off�your�mask...

[both�chuckle]

Don't�start�things you�can't�finish.

Fuck,�I�have�to�go.

What?

Beverly's�down�to�one�lane.

We�should�just�move�in�together.

[scoffs]

-To�avoid�the�commute? -No.

[chuckles]�Not�just for�the�commute.

I...

I�feel�like...

you've�really�been�there for�me,�like,

through�probably the�hardest�year�of�my�life.

-Mm. -And�it�feels�like

we're�on�the�other�side.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Of�course�I�want to�live�with�you.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

But�let�me�talk�to�Nat,

because�of�the�kids.

Yeah.

slow,�contemplative�music

You�want�coffee?

Yeah.

[clears�throat]

upbeat�music

[announcer] � Welcome to�moving�day,�everybody.

Like�oh,�my�God...

These�Gen�Z-ers�are,�like,�hot.

-Mm-hmm. -They're�smart.

They're�bi.

They�don't�want the�white�picket�fence.

Oh,�my�God, I�was�ahead�of�my�time.

I�can't�wait�to�meet�one of�these�incredible�people.

What's�wrong�with�your�face? Why�do�you�look�like�that?

-What? -You�look�like�you�haven't

slept�in�a�year.

Do�you�need�a�granola�bar or�something?

I�might�have�some�here.

Well,�look,�a,�uh,�uh, a�makeup�artist...

What�about�her?

She�dropped�out at�the�last�minute�tonight

-for�Tess's�fundraiser. -Hmm.�Okay.�Well,

my�glam�team would�be�happy�to�step�in.

-Really? -Yeah.

Who�doesn't�love�a�makeover?

Thank�you.�That's�one�less�thing to�worry�about.

-[sighs] -Angie.

-Hey! -[Alice�and�Shane]�Hi.

Are�my�moms�here?

Um,�Tina's... she's�just�walking�up.

-Okay. -Bette's�close,�too.

-You�okay? -Yeah.

-Okay. -Yeah,�sorry.

Totally.�I'm�going,�um...

-Do�you... -I'm�gonna�take�another�load.

-You'll�take�this. -Okay.

-Okay,�we'll�guard�this. -Thank�you.�Sorry.

All�right,�Shane.

-What? -I'm�worried.

-What? -I�think�she's...

I�think�she's�really�nervous to�see�her�moms.

No,�no.�She's�fine. They�talk�all�the�time.

Scheduling�college�tours isn't�talking.

This�could�be�like�a�showdown.

Whatever�this�is, don't�make�it�weird.

-Okay.�Hi! -[Tina]�Hi.

-Hi! -Hey.

-[chuckles] -Hi.

-Are�you�being�weird?�Really? -No.�Yeah.

-I�am.�I'm�gonna�work�on�that. -Okay.

-Hi. -Hi.

-[sighs]�Look,�I�am�so�sorry... -What?

that�I�can't�go to�the�fundraiser.

Oh,�no,�no,�no. It's�okay,�it's�okay.

Okay?�But�I'm�gonna�write�you a�very�big�check.

-Okay? -Appreciate�it.

You�do�so�much�for�Tess.�Yeah.

I�know.�She's�all domesticated�now.

She's�got�the�live-in mother-in-law

-and�all. -So�grown-up.

-Had�to�happen�sometime. -Oh,�speaking�of�grown-up,

Bette's�been�putting�in�a�lot of�personal�work�of�her�own.

Yeah,�she's

-been�reflecting. -Yeah.

I�just�want to�remind�both�of�you

that�we're�all�here�for�Angie.

-Yeah.�I'm... -Of�course.

-...okay. -And�I'm�fine.

-Yeah.�Totally�normal. -Speak�of�the�devil.

All�I�know�is�I'll�just take�a�big�burn

And�I'm�gone

I'm�gone

Yeah,�I'm�spun

Yeah,�I'm�fun...

-[tires�screech] -[thuds]

Oh.

Ooh.

[Alice] That�can't�be�good.

She's�gonna�be�pissed.

[driver]�Oh,�my�God,�oh,�my�God. No,�no,�no.�[gasping]

Oh,�my�God. I�am�so,�so,�so,�so�sorry.

-Ugh. -Is�she�okay?

Yeah,�she's�fine.

You�should�be�worried for�that�girl.

Come�here,�sweetheart. It's�okay,�it's�okay.

[Shane] Wow.

[driver] I'm�gonna�get�my�insurance.

I�think�she's�okay.

-[crying] -The�only�thing

you�have�to�do�is�hold compassion�for�yourself

and�enjoy�move-in�day.

So,�you're�gonna�come help,�or...?

-[Alice]�Oh.�Yes.�Yes,�helping. -Yeah.�Yeah.

-[Angie]�Mom?�Mom. -[Alice]�Give�me�this.

Yes.�I�got...�Look,

-I�got�the�extra�hangers. -Thanks.

-Is�that�it? -What�floor?

Yeah.�I�don't�know.

-Four.�Four. -We'll�see�you�there.

Okay.�I'm�coming�right�up.

Hi.�Are�you�okay?

[scoffs]

I�can't�believe�you�didn't bite�that�girl's�head�off.

Oh,�well,�we're�all�gonna�die, so�[chuckles]

what's�a�little�bumper,�right?

It's�nice�to�see�you.

You,�too.

You�ready?

Yeah.�Fourth�floor.

[sighs]

-What�are�you�doing? -I�don't�know.

I�panicked.

Maybe�she's�gonna�want her�own�room,�you�know?

Why�would�she�want�that?

Uh,�'cause�technically, we�have�been

on�a�break�since she's�been�at�sober�living.

Okay,�yeah, but�you�guys�talked,�right?

And�you�decided�that you�were�gonna-

Yeah,�but�what�if she�changed�her�mind?

She�didn't�change her�mind,�Soph.

Yeah,�you�don't�know�that.

-Okay,�look,�it's�okay. -Oh,�God.

-[grunts] -Soph,�it's�okay.

-Right. -It's�gonna�be�okay.

-Mm-hmm. -Seriously,�Finley's

gonna�come�back, and�we're�all�gonna�be�here,

and�we're�gonna make�her�feel�at�home.

All�right?�Maybe�have, like,�a�movie�night.

-Maybe�make�some�dinner. -Uh-huh.

Or,�you�know,�order�out�since last�time�wasn't�so�great.

[Sophie]�[gasps] What�the�fuck�is�this?

Fuck.

[gasps]

[sighs]

Am�I�looking�at what�I�think�I'm�looking�at?

Can�I�say�no?

-No. -Okay,�then...

yes.

Oh,�my�God. My�sister's�getting�married.

-Oh,�my�God,�Micah... -Maybe.�I�mean,�I-

-Wait,�what?�She�doesn't�know? -No,�no,�no.

Like,�I...�Okay,�I'm�gonna do�a�whole�thing,�okay?

-When�are�you�gonna�do�it? -[Finley]�Hello?

Hello?�Guys?

-[sighs] -[Micha]�Hey,�you,�uh,

you�ready�for�this?

[Finley] Wow,�what�a�warm�welcome.

-Hello? -[ring�box�closes]

Is�anybody�home?

slow,�wistful�music

Hey,�guys.

Hi.

[sighs]

Oh.�[chuckling]

Oh,�God,�I�missed�you�so�much.

[sighs]�Thank�God�you're�home.

Your�heart's�beating out�of�your�chest.

What,�you�got�a�little�birdie in�there�or�something?

-[laughs] -Hey!

Uh,�Micah's�gonna�propose.

-Don't�tell�her�that. -Shut�up.

I�haven't�figured�out,�you�know, what�I'm�gonna�do�yet.

Congratulations,�dude.

Oh,�I'm�so�happy�for�you.

Maribel's�for�sure gonna�say�yes.

[sighs]�Glad�you're�home.

Yeah,�me,�too.

-Should�we�get�your�stuff? -Yeah.

We'll,�uh...�Let's�grab�it.

Wow,�full�service.

-Go. -Thanks.

upbeat,�joyful�music

[Sophie] � Wait. You�were�telling�me�about�that

dude�that�lived�across�the�hall

-with�a�feather�boa,�right? -[Finley] � Oh,�yeah.

[Sophie]�That's�what he�would�have�around.

-[Finley]�I'm�telling�you. -[both�laugh]

You�know Sandra�Bullock's � 28�Days?

Of�course�I�do.

-Yeah,�love�me�some�Sandra. -[moans]

Sandy�B.,�baby.

It's�basically�a�documentary.

Same�people�at�my�rehab, just,�like,

the�kookiest motherfuckers�on�earth.

Wow.�Okay.

-My�roommate... -Yeah.

-Cindy.�Cindy,�right? -Yeah.

-I�like�Cindy. -Cindy-Lou�Who.

-[chuckles] -Got�me�a�pair�of�socks...

Oh,�okay.

-...with�vaginas�on�them. -Ooh.

-[laughs] -For�Pride�Month.

[both�laugh]

How�kind,�I�have�to�say.

I�mean,�she's�so�sweet.

-Oh,�my�God.�[laughs] -Sweet�Cindy.�I�mean...

different�sizes, different�colors.

-Cindy... -Just,�like,�very�inclusive

-vagina�socks. -[chuckles]�Aw.�I�love�it.

[sighs]

All�right,�I�got�to do�something.

Okay.

It's,�uh...

[sniffles]

...not�like a�"script"�script,�but

I�wanted�to�say�everything, and,�I�don't�know,

I�thought�I'd�forget�stuff, so�I�wrote�it�down.

I'm�just�here�to�say�sorry

for�everything.

"When�we�were�together,

I�couldn't�see�you or�consider�you

the�way�I'd�like�to.

This�is�because I�couldn't�see�myself.

And�I�think�that�was�probably really�lonely�for�you.

And�I'm�sorry.

I'm�sorry�you�had�to take�care�of�me,

and�I'm�sorry�I�couldn't�see

that�the�intervention was�an�act�of�love.

I'm�sorry�I�haven't�loved�you

the�way�you�deserve�to�be�loved,

because�you�really deserve�to�be�loved."

Well...

...thank�you�for�saving�my�life.

'Cause�you�did,�and

you�shouldn't�have�had�to.

So,�thank�you.

Thank�you.

Appreciate�it.

[laughs]

And�I'm�gonna�get�a�job, with�benefits.

Okay.�Hey,�now.�Look�at�you.

I'm�gonna�get�a�car,�and

I�think�I'm�gonna go�back�to�school.

Well,�not�go�back,�I�guess. [chuckles]

I�never�really�went the�first�time,

-but�you�know�what�I�mean. -[chuckles]

I�mean,�wow.�That's... [sniffles]

That's�incredible.

-Yeah? -Yeah.

Greatness�is�a...

And�I�promise�to�always be�honest�with�you.

-Scout's�honor. -[laughing]

Written�in�the�stars, Heaven�only�knows...

And�just,�like, on�that�note�of�being�honest,

-you�do�have�a�bat�in�the�cave. -[chuckles]�Oh,�my�God.

We�could�set�the�world on�fire...

What�is...�What�the�hell?

-I�hate�you. -She's�out.

[both�laugh]

You�could�run�by�my�side

Oh

Oh...

Look,�if�anything�happens,

please�call�me before�you�call�the�R.A.

-Yes,�okay. -Please.

-I�love�you. -I�love�you,�too.

Call�me�after�you�call�Shane if�she�doesn't�pick�up.

I�probably�won't�pick�up on�the�first�try,

but�I�will�for�sure on�the�second.

-Okay.�[laughs] -Okay?

Aw,�I�love�you�guys.

-Love�you. -Love�you.

[chuckles]�Bye.

Ah.�Okay.

[Tina] So,�do�you�need�anything�else?

I�don't.

-More�hangers? -[Bette]�What�about�cash?

Because�I�probably have�something�in�here.

No,�no,�no,�no. I�don't�need�anything.

-Oh,�I�have�cash.�Here. -[Angie]�Guys...

-You�do? -Yeah.

-A�twenty.�Here.�Just�take�it. -Okay.

[Bette] And�I'm�just�across�town.

I�know.

Yeah,�so-so,�you�know, if�something...

even�if�something�comes�up

-later�today,�and�you�need... -Okay.�Jordi's...�Yeah.

Jordi's�coming�over�soon,�so...

Okay.�How�about�a�quick�photo?

Oh,�that's�a�good�idea.

-No,�no,�no,�no,�no,�no.�No! -Quick�one.

-Okay,�please,�please. -Just�one.

-No,�no,�no,�no.�Please.�Okay. -Okay.�Fine.

[grunts]

All�right.

[sighs]

[Tina] I�should�ask�for�my�twenty�back.

I�bet�she�calls�later.

Mom.

I�love�you�guys.

-I�love�you. -Mm.

Don't�cry.

-It's�okay.�It's�good. -I�know,�I�know.�I�just...

I�love�you,�that's�all.

-Bye. -Bye.

[both�sigh]

Are�you�gonna�go to�the�fundraiser�tonight?

-Yeah.�You? -[phone�vibrating]

Yeah.

I'll�see�you�there.

Hi.

Pippa,�can�you�hear�me?

You�made�it�to�Johannesburg.

upbeat,�lively�music

Luck�be�a�lady�tonight

Luck�be�a�lady�tonight

Luck�if�you've ever�been�a�lady...

-[feedback�screeches] -Attention,�mes�amis.�Attention.

Thank�you�all

so,�so�much for�coming�out�tonight.

Wow,�you�all�look�so�good.

[cheering,�whistling,�applause]

Give�yourselves a�round�of�applause.

Okay,�so�tonight's�benefit,

all�of�the�proceeds�are going�to�go�to�the�MS�Society.

This�is�a�charity�that�is�very near�and�dear�to�my�heart,

so�please,�please,�please�dig

very,�very�deep in�those�pocketbooks

-and�pockets.�Okay? -[whooping]

What�happens�at�Dana's, stays�at�Dana's,

-remember.�Okay,�so... -[cheering,�applause]

...our�very�first�item up�for�auction�is...

Are�you�ready?

It's�a�head-to-toe�makeover

by�the�illustrious�glam�squad

of�none�other�than...

The�Alice�Show.

[cheering]

Let's�get�the�bidding�started, shall�we?

Good�evening,�everyone. Hello,�hello.

Shall�we�get�this�show on�the�road?

That�was�a�great�start.

I�hope�so.�You�know, we�need�to�make�five�grand

just�to�break�even.

Oh,�I�have�no�doubt�we'll make�much�more�than�that.

-Okay,�good.�Do�it. -I�will�do�that.�[laughs]

Thanks,�Dani.

[auctioneer]�All�right, let's�start�that�bidding

-at�$300. -Okay.�All�right.

Do�I�have�300?�300. Got�so�many�300s.

-Can�I�get�350,�350. -[Shane]�I'm�dead�serious.

Bette�really�made�an�effort.

She's�actually�friends with�Pippa�Pascal?

[Alice] Tina,�she�apologized�to�her.

I�mean,�she�wanted to�make�things�right.

Wow.�I�didn't�know�any�of�that. Carrie�won't�even�talk�to�me.

-Wow.�That's... -Hey.

-You're�here. -[Shane]�Thanks�for�coming.

Hi.

-Hi. -[Shane]�Want�your�usual?

[Bette] Please.

It's�nice�to�see�you out�in�the�world.

-Thank�you. -Same.

Same.

[auctioneer] All�right...

Thanks.�You�can�head�in.

-Enjoy. -Thanks.

So?

Oh.�I�mean,�that's-that's fucking�gorgeous.

Good�job.

-Yeah. -Yeah,�she's�gonna�love�it.

-Right? -Yeah.

I�mean,�I�don't�know.�I�was...

I�wasn't�gonna�do�it�tonight,

but�now�everyone�knows, and�she's�gonna�find�out�somehow

if�I�don't�do�it,�so... I�don't�know.�What�do�you�think?

-What�would�you�do? -[sighs]

I�don't�know.�Let�me�ask�Nat, and�I'll�get�back�to�you.

You�are�still stuck�on�that,�huh?

Oh,�you�bet�I�am.

[Teddy] Hi.

-Hi. -Um,�I'm�Alice's�plus-one.

She�told�me�to�say, "Penguin�Thunderdome."

[chuckles]

Of�course�she�did.

I'll�be�right�back.�Follow�me.

Okay.

Livin'�large

Where's�Micah? He's�been�gone�for�a�while.

He's�with�Dani. And�where's�Finley�now?

Oh,�talking�to�Shane�and�Tess.

You�sure?

Okay,�if�you�have something�to�say,

why�don't�you�just say�it,�huh?�What?

You�don't�like�her?

You�don't�trust�her?

Don't�want�me�to�be�with�her? Blah,�blah,�blah.

Check,�check.�Yeah,�check.

I�am�so�happy,�bro.�Come�on.

This�bitch�ruined�your�wedding. You�know�that,�right?

No,�I�ruined�my�relationship with�Dani.

Oh,�so�you�pissed in�her�hallway,�too.

Oh,�my�God. She's�apologized�for�all�that.

What�else�can�she�do?

'Cause�you�lose�yourself�in�her.

-What�are�you�talking�about? -I'm�saying

that�you�both are�toxic�together.

Okay,�bitch. You�have�been�hanging�out

with�that�therapist for�way�too�long.

I'm�just�looking�out�for�you.

-That's�it. -I�know.

But...�I'm�a�big�girl.

And�she's�different�now. [chuckles]�I�can�tell.

Hmm.

Back�down,�you�go�this�way

Back�down, you�go�this�way

So�back�up, don't�you�test�me

Don't�you�test�me...

[music�continues�faintly]

[crowd�cheering]

-[Finley]�Hey. -Oh,�my.

Look�who�it�is.

Oh,�it's�so�good to�see�you,�man.

-How�you�doing? -Good.

You�looking�good. You�got�some�color,�yeah?

Thanks.�It's�amazing�what drinking�water�will�do�for�you.

-Um... -[Shane�chuckles]

I,�uh,�okay.

"I'm�sorry�for�being�shitty to�you�both�and�for�being

late�or�drunk�at�work,

and�after�work,�too.

And�I'm�so�sorry�you... I�broke�the�trust

-that�you�both-" -[Shane]�Stop.�No,�you�didn't.

You�broke�nothing.

We're�your�family.

-Thank�you. -[Shane]�So,�what�do�you�think?

You�want�to�come�back�here?

-Here?�Wh... -[Shane]�Yeah.

-Here. -You're�giving�me�my�job�back?

-Yeah. -Yes.

Holy�shit.

-Oh,�my�God. -[laughs]

Wow.�Thank�you.

That's�amazing.�Thank�you.

Um,�I�got�the�wrong�shoes�on,

but�fuck�it.�I'll�take a�shin�split�if�I�got�to.

I'll-I'll�start�right�now.

-Oh,�no.�That's... -No.�You'll�start�tomorrow.

-[chuckles] -Just�get�a�new�pair�of�shoes.

I�will�absolutely�do�that. Thank�you.

[Shane] Now�get�out�of�here.�Come�on.

-We�have�a�full�night�tonight. -[Tess]�Come�on.

Wow.�Oh,�and�are�there�benefits?

I've�been�trying to�track�those�down.

-Uh...�[laughs] -Talk�to�that�one.

We'll�talk�about�it�tomorrow.

Okay.�It�doesn't have�to�be,�like,

full�benefits. I�just�want�to�know�if...

Nothing�can�stop�me, I�can't�get�enough

Playing�with�danger is�bad�behavior

Bad,�bad,�bad�behavior...

[overlapping�chatter]

[Ivy] Oh,�no,�no,�no,�no.

You�can't�be�back�here. I'm�sorry.

I'm�serious.�I'll�shoo�you.�Bye.

Bad,�bad

Playing�with�danger

Bad,�bad

Behavior

What-what�season�are�you�on?

Oh,�we�got�picked�up for�season�nine.

-Wow.�That's�incredible. -Yeah.

But�a�whole�new�team of�executives�came�on.

They�have�a�completely different�agenda,

so�now�the�showrunner�is�pissed.

-Oh,�no. -So,�I�have�to�fly�to�Toronto

tomorrow�to�meet with�a�directing�producer.

You�know,�just�to�iron�out a�lot�of�the�creative�conflicts

that�are�about�to�blow�up in�my�face.�[laughs]

That's�a�lot�of�people to�manage.

Yeah.�It's�a�lot of�big�personalities.

Well,�it's�too�bad you�don't�have�any�experience

-managing�big�personalities. -[laughs]

Yeah.

I�guess�I�like putting�out�fires.

Yeah.�You've�always been�good�at�it.

[chuckles]

[pop�music�playing]

Yeah,�my�"For�You"�page�really thinks�I'm�a�poly�pan�queer

in�a�long-distance�relationship, but�I�guess,�like,

three�out�of�four isn't�that�bad,�right?

Yeah.�It's�good.�So,�you�don't get�to�pick�the�videos?

They�just�pick�them�for�you?

No.�I�mean,�like,�you-you�can.

You�just,�you�would�not�want�to.

-That�algorithm�is�just... -Oh,�I�know.�It's�like-

...so�good.

-Oh,�it's-�[grunts]�Hi. -Alice.�Sorry.�Hi.

-Shane,�I'm�learning... -You�okay?

-...really�exciting�things�here. -Forgive�me,�but�I�just,

I�just�wanted�to�show�you that�right�there.

[Alice] Oh,�my�God.

[Shane] Yeah.�Can�you�believe�it?

Huh.

-Yeah. -Oh,�Shane,�Teddy.�Teddy,�Shane.

-How�you�doing,�Teddy?�Pleasure. -[Teddy]�Hey,�how's�it�going?

Whoa.�You�are,�like, really�intense.

I�like�it.�Um,�can�I�ask�you

what�your�Venus�is�in?

That's�deeply�personal, Teddy,�but�thanks�anyway.

-[chuckles] -[Shane]�All�right,

-I'm�gonna�get�back�to�it. -Yeah.

Where's�mine? Where's�my�Venus,�Teddy?

Hmm...�Taurus,�obviously.

-Oh. -Yeah,�but�not�in�a�derogatory

-sort�of�way. -I�don't...

-Hi.�Hey. -Oh,�hi,�Finley.

-How�are�you?�Hey,�listen. -Oh!

You�need�to�stop�Venmo-ing�me

these�really�weird�amounts of�money.

Oh.�Can't�stop,�won't�stop, not�until�it's�all�paid�back.

Every�cent�of�that�rehab�money,

coming�back�to�you in�ones�and�fives,�baby.

-I�don't�need�it. -I�love�you.

-I�don't�need�it. -Thank�you.

Okay.�[sighs]

You�guys�know�each�other?

'Cause�you're�the�same�age. I�figured...

No.�I�might�have�ran�into�them in�the�bathroom�earlier.

Hmm.

How�did�we�do?

-[whispers�indistinctly] -[gasps]

Yes!�That�is�what I�wanted�to�hear.

I'm�gonna�go�look�for�Tess.

-Hi. -Hi.

You're�back.

Yeah.�I�am.�Um,

is�now�a�good�time�to�talk? 'Cause�I,�uh-

No.�No,�it's�not.

I'm-I'm�actually�looking for�Tess,�and-

Oh,�okay.�When�is�a�good�time?

Um,�let�me�see.

Never?

-[chuckles]�Okay. -Mm.

Look,�I'm�really sorry,�and,�um-

Yeah.�I�just�said�that�I�don't want�to�talk�about�it�now.

Right.�No.�Okay. I'm�just�trying�to�apologize.

I-I�really�just�don't�want to�get�into�it�here.

Copy�that.�Okay. I�guess�I'll�just-

Y-You�still�think that-that�what�I�want

somehow�matters�less than�what�you�want.

No.�No,�I�don't�think that�at�all.�That's�why�I'm-

You�know, I�don't�think�you're�cute.

That's�always�been�pretty�clear.

And�I�don't�think

-you're�charming. -Sure,�but,�um-

I�think�you're�fucking�annoying.

Okay,�maybe�if�you�just give�me�a�second.

-I�wrote�something,�and�I�just- -What�the�fuck�is�wrong

with�you?! I�literally�just�said�"No."

-Okay. -[Tess]�Hey.

Hi.�Hi.

Um,�maybe�just...

Maybe�it's�not�the�right�time.

-Okay. -Just�walk�away,�okay?

-Fuck.�I'm�sorry.�I... -Okay.

Ain't�none�of�your�business, ain't�none�of�your...

Finley,�wait.

-Are�you�okay? -Yeah.

Yeah,�I'm...�I'm�so�sorry.

-No,�it's�okay. -I�was�just�coming�to...

We�raised�$7,000.

And�the�night's�still�young, so�you�never�know.

I'm�sorry.�What?

-Seven...�thousand�dollars. -Thousand�dollars.

[laughing]�Oh,�my...

I'm�gonna�hug�you.

-[laughing] -Oh.

[Sophie] What?�What�did�Dani�say�to�you?

-Nothing. -Oh,�Fin.

No,�no.�It�was�my�bad,�okay?

Just,�I�caught�her�off�guard.

And�I�get�it.�It's�really�okay.

I�just�want to�stop�talking�about�it.

-It's�such�a�fucking�bummer. -Finley.

[sighs]

It's�not�okay. She�was�a�dick�to�you.

I�got�to�think about�my�part�in�this.

Okay.

I�can't�control�her�reaction, you�know.

It's�like...

It�was�too�soon.

I�shouldn't�have fucking�done�it.

[sighs]

You�know,�you're�kind�of�cute

when�you're�all�serious like�that,

-smoking�your�Juul. -[chuckles]

-[coughs] -Shut�up.

Smoking�it�in�my�face.

-[chuckles] -Yeah.�Dani�doesn't�think�so.

Oh,�fuck�her.

[sighing]�Oh,�God.

I�just�wanted your�first�night�back�to�be�fun.

Yeah.

You�want to�do�something�naughty?

-Yeah. -[laughs]

-I�got�an�idea. -What?

-Come�on. -Oh,�my�God.

-Come�on! -Okay.

Where�are�we�going?

We're�in�the�street!�Ah!

I'm�feeling�your�eyes all�over�me

Feeling�your�eyes, don't�miss�a�beat...

Here�you�go.

[indistinct�chatter]

-Beer? -Yeah,�that's�me.

You're�my�number�one...

-You. -Me?

Yeah,�you�did�not�tell�me you�own�this�place.

You�didn't�ask.

Yeah,�well, you�could�have�bailed�me�out,

but�instead, I�yelled�at�you,�and�now,

here�I�am�apologizing�for�it.

-I�am�sorry. -You�should�be.

Well,�then�can�I�get�you�a�drink and�make�up�for�it?

Wind�it�up, or�wind�on�me...

Wait.�Do�I... do�I�know�you�from�somewhere?

I�don't�know.�Do�you?

Come�with�me.

Come�on.�[laughs�softly]

Forget�your�stress, put�your�mind�on�me...

Excuse�me.�Thank�you.

-Hi. -Excuse�me.�Thank�you.

Yeah,�yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah,�yeah

Oh,�oh-oh-oh,�oh,�oh...

Can�I�show�you�something?

Yeah.

[laughs]

I�know.�I�only�used�a�little�bit of�it,�'cause�I�need�to�save�it

and�I�bought�it�for,�like, way�too�much�money�on�eBay.

-It's�a�relic. -It�is.

So,�would�you�consider styling�me?

No,�I�don't�think�so.

Or�maybe�don't�think.

Come�on.

Have�a�little�fun�with�me.

Mmm

Yeah,�yeah...

I�don't�even�know if�I�remember�how.

You�know,�I�don't�think�a�talent like�yours�ever�goes�away.

I�think�it's�always�in�you.

The�same�mind�can't�see

What�that�mind does�not�agree

It's�the�same�mind that�can't�see

Tries�to�tame, tame�you�and�me

Yeah,�yeah,�yeah...

I�can�give�you a�few�suggestions.

Okay.

But�if�you�told�someone about�this�problem,�I'm�sure...

[laughter] -[Tess]�Hey,�lady.

Are�you�ready?�They're�asking for�you�backstage.

All�right.

-Okay.�Wish�me�luck. -What's�happening?

Where�are�you�going? Where�are�you-?

Just�gonna�have�to�wait�and�see.

What?�I�don't�get�it. Where�are�you�going?

Really,�what's�happening?

No�idea.

Usually�I�know�things. I�don't�know�what�this�is.

upbeat,�energetic�music

Just...

You�take�good�care�of�your�hair.

-You�know�that? -I�do.�[chuckles]

Let's�see.

All�right. Keep�your�head�straight.

Let�me�see.�I�mean,�you�can...

I�think�you�could�go a�little�shorter�if�you�want,

just�below�the�chin.

-Maybe. -Yeah,�it's�cute.

Maybe�not.�Let�me�see.

Get�lost�in�the�sound, you�breathe�in...

Chin�up.

Flickering�light

You�want�me

You�want�me

I�don't�want�to�fall

I�don't�want to�fall�from�this...

[clears�throat]

You�don't...�don't�really have�to�do�anything.

I'm�gonna... I'm�gonna�pack�up�my�stuff

and�relieve�my�babysitter.

-Yeah. -Yeah.

[both�clear�throats]

[Tess]�All�right,�folks,�let's keep�that�generosity�flowing.

-[cheering] -Our�next�item�up�for�bid

is�so�special,�it's�getting its�own�introduction

by�the�incomparable Bette�Porter.

[applause,�cheering,�whistling]

What�is�she�doing?

-Charity? -Good�evening,�everyone.

This�next�piece�is

from�my�private�collection.

-Did�I�miss�anything? -[gasps,�applause]

-No. -Oh.

[Bette] It's�by�the�very�first

artist�I�ever�started to�collect.

That's�from�our�house in�West�Hollywood.

-Yeah.�It's�cute. -[Bette]�What�we�have�here

-is�a�limited�edition... -Whose�is�this?

-[Bette]�Kiki�Smith. -Bette's.

[gasping,�applause]

[auctioneer] All�right,�everyone.

We�are�going to�start�the�bidding�at�$500.

-Do�I�have�$500? -[patron]�Here!

-$500. -$500.

It's�worth so�much�more�than�$500.

-Can�I�get�six?�$600? -Okay.

-Okay.�Yeah. -We�got�six.�How�about�seven?

-I'm�just�saying. -$700.�I�know�we�got�seven.

-[patron]�Seven! -Seven!�All�right,�eight.�$800.

-$800. -$800.

-[patron]�$900. -$900.

And�I�know�somebody�out�there has�got�$1,000.

Give�me�$1,000.

$10,000.

[gasping,�murmuring]

-Holy�shit. -What?

$10,000,�everybody.

Going�once.

Going�twice.�Sold!

-For�$10,000. -[applause�and�cheering]

That�was...

completely�unnecessary.

Well,�you�said�that�you�would never�part�with�a�Kiki�Smith.

[Bette] I�know.�I�just...

I�thought�maybe it�was�time�to�let�it�go.

Yeah,�but�some�things are�worth�keeping.

When�I�see�that�print,

I�think�of�our�old�house.

I�think�of�us.

I�didn't�want�someone�else to�have�a�piece�of�us.

Well,�I'm�so�glad that�you�have�it�now.

Thanks.

-Do�you�want�to�get�out�of-? -Yes.

[both�chuckle]

[Shane] Look.�Look.�Look.

-Hmm. -Wow.

Finally.

[Teddy] Round�on�me,�baby.�[laughs]

[laughing]

[sighs]

What's�wrong? You�feeling�something?

No,�they�just�have something�real,�you�know.

That�would�be�nice.

It's�coming�for�you,�I�promise.

Three,�two,�one.

Yes!

-You�know�what? -Hmm?

I�have�to�go�take�care of�something.�Wish�me�luck.

-Luck. -[Alice]�Hey,�Teddy.

-Hey!�How�are�you? -Hi.�I'm�good,�I'm�good.

-Haven't�seen�you�all�night. -I�know.�Listen,

I've�had�a�great�time�with�you,

-but�I�think�I'm�gonna�take�off. -What?

-Yeah. -No.�Come�on.�It's�so�early.

I�actually�just�got this�last-minute�DJ�thing

at�this�loft�space�downtown.

What�is�it�gonna�take for�me�to�convince�you?

Um...�the�thing�is,�I'm�kind�of

more�like�an�8:00�p.m. bedtime�type�person.

-No. -Yeah.�You�know?�You�know?

Mm-hmm.�Yeah,�I�understand.

Yeah.

Well,�I've,�um,�really�enjoyed spending�my�time�with�you.

Me,�too.�I�really�have.

You�give�me�a�lot�of�hope for�future�generations.

You�really�do.

Well,�don't�hope�too�hard.

I�just�did�a�bump of�ketamine�in�the�bathroom.

Okay,�well,�you�can�work that�out�in�your�own�time,�okay?

Asking�how�I�do�that

Not�you,�'cause�I'm the�greatest,�you�the�lesser

I'm�a�diamond�under�pressure, no�stress...

Good�night.

This�my�game...

Have�a�good�night.

All-star�offstage...

-Hi. -Hi.

Come�with�me.

-Where? -You'll�see.

-Okay. -[laughs]

All�right,�all�right.

-What�am�I�looking�at? -[giggles]

Huh.

Okay,�hear�me�out.

-Ah. -I�know�we�don't�want

to�do�the�whole�marriage, kids�thing,�right?

-The�bar...�is�our�baby. -Mm-hmm.

-Right. -So�I�was�thinking...

let's�buy�another�baby.

Tess.

Tess,�we�have�so�much going�on�right�now.

I�know.�I�know.

-Your�mother's�with�us. -I�know.

This�bar�is�a�whole�thing.

I�just... I�love�our�life�together,

and�I�want�more�of�it.

I�want�it�all.

soft,�gentle�music

Come�here.

So,�is�that�a�"yes"?

I'll�think�about�it.

Okay.

[Finley] No,�no,�no,�no,�no.�No!

Oh,�fuck,�yes!�[laughs]

Oh,�baby,�oh,�baby.

Ooh,�you�know that�sock�was�a�freebie,�too.

I...�I�would�like�to�renegotiate the�rules�of�strip�basketball.

-Oh.�Hell�no. -[laughs]

[Sophie�laughs]

-Oh,�my�God. -Please.

-Oh,�you're�still�fun. -Yeah?

Oh,�yeah.

Yeah.

[moans]

-Mmm. -Oh.

-Oh. -Fuck.

-I�missed�you. -I�missed�you,�too.

[moans]

God.�Take�me�home.

I�want�to�be�in�bed�with�you.

-[panting]�I...�I... -Mmm.�Mmm.

[Finley�sighs]

I�want�to.�I...

[sighs] I�want�to.

I�feel�like I�should�catch�a�meeting.

-Uh... -It's�first�night�back.

It's�probably...

Yeah.�Of�course.

Yeah,�sure.

pensive�music

I�just�don't�want�to�fuck�it�up.

I�know.

Now�I�have to�put�all�my�clothes�back�on.

-Yeah.�Go�ahead. -[chuckles�softly]

Isn't�my�closet�low-key�huge?

-Yeah. -Yeah.�Oh.

Uh,�I�got�this�from�prom.

And�I�got�this�one from�that�sus�hike

that�didn't�actually�go anywhere.

-[laughs] -Cool.

Oh,�my�God,�wait.

Um,�this�is�our�first�time

being�alone�together�in�my�dorm.

It's�like�our�own�place.

But�don't�you�have�a�roommate?

She�doesn't�move�in�until tomorrow,�and�I�was�thinking-

-Um,�but- -What?

Angie,�actually,

I�was�thinking�it�didn't�really make�a�whole�lot�of�sense

for�us�to�stay,�like...

together,�together.

This�is�like�a�whole�new�chapter

for�both�of�us,�and...

we're�gonna�be such�different�people

than�we�are,�like,�so�soon.

You�know?

Um...

no.

Are�you�breaking�up�with�me? Is�that�what�you're�saying?

This�is�so�hard,�Angie,�but...

it�just�feels�right.

Why�couldn't�you�have done�that�yesterday?

That's�fucked-up.

This�isn't�easy,�Angie.

For�who? Who�isn't�it�easy�for?

For�both�of�us.

I've�never�broken�up with�someone�before,�and�I...

-and�I�don't�want�to�hurt�you. -No,�no,�no,�I�don't...�Okay.

-I-I�love�you,�Angie. -No,�no,�no,�no,�no,�no.

You�don't�get�to�say�that.

-But�it's�true. -I�don't...

No,�it's�fucking�not. I�don't�care.

I�don't�want�to�hear what�you�have�to�talk�about.

-Can�you�get�out? -Angie.

[voice�breaking]�Can�you seriously,�like,�get�out?

Yeah.

slow,�somber�music

[door�opens]

[door�closes]

Tonight...

Wow.�I've�actually�had a�fucking�night.�Um...

I�got�some�of�my�amends�down, which�is�good.

Some�people�were�really�cool about�it,�and�others...

I�actually�don't�think they'll�ever�forgive�me,

which�is�a�bummer.

I�tried�to�have�sex with�my�girlfriend,

and,�uh...�I�choked.

Couldn't�do�it.�I�was...

I�don't�know�what�I�was.

soft,�gentle�music

You�know,�in�sober�living,�um,

I�made�a�plan like�they�told�me�to,

and�I�was�following�it.

I�was.

And�it�felt�like,�I�don't�know,

like�everything was�gonna�be�okay.

But�out�here,�things�just�move really�fucking�fast.

soft,�upbeat�music

[Maribel]�What�are�you�doing?

I've,�um...

I've�been�waiting�for a�moment�all�night�to,�um...

-Oh,�my�God. -Maribel,

will�you�marry�me?

I�don't�want�to�get�married.

But�nobody�wants to�talk�about�it...

I�want�to�have�a�baby.

-[chuckles�softly] -[Finley] � And�there�are�so�many

decisions�to�make.

But�I�don't�want to�think�about�it

And�I�really,�really�want�it to�be�different�this�time.

Close�my�eyes, I'm�going�through�the�motion

It's�hard�for�me�to�know what�the�right�move�is

when�I�made�the�wrong�choice so�many�times�before.

Double�dosing...

I'd�like�to�think�I�know�better.

Right?�But...

how�do�I�know if�I�really�changed?

Ooh

We�don't�want�to�get�older

[phone�chimes]

Okay.

Hmm.

Nope.

Hmm.

[Finley] And�I�try�to�remind�myself

that�the�old�me wasn't�all�that�bad,�you�know?

But�then�I�don't�know

which�parts�of�myself are�okay�to�keep.

It's�like...

I�don't�know�who I'm�supposed�to�be�anymore.

And�it's,�like,�twice�as�hard trying�to�make�these�decisions

when�you're�living with�someone�else.

[Dani]�Hi.

How�was�tonight?

[sighs] It�was�pretty�great.

Bette�asked�me to�do�a�gallery�job,

and�I�think�Sophie�is�gonna�talk

to�Alice�about�me doing�her�hundredth�episode.

-Nice. -Yeah.

[sighs] How'd�it�go�with�Nat?

Did�she�give�us�permission to�live�together?

[Finley] But�I�know�one�thing�for�sure.

I'm�so�fucking�lucky�to�be�here.

I�feel�like�I�got a�real�shot�this�time.

Ooh

Wake�me�up�when�it's�over

Ooh

We�don't�want�to�get�older

Mm.

Mmm.�Mm.

-[Finley�chuckles] -Mm.

Wake�me�up�when�it's�over

Dah-dah-dah,�dah-dah-dah

[phone�vibrates]

[Tina] � I�can't�believe you�found�your�mom.

I�just... I�have�so�many�questions.

Like,�how�did�you�feel,�and what�happened�when�you�saw�her?

And�just, I�want�to�know�everything.

I�mean,�share�everything that�you're�comfortable�with.

Mm.�Well,�um,�in�all�honesty,

it�started�with�something

that�you�said about�a�year�ago,�um,

when�you�said I-I�didn't�know�how�to�love�you.

Oh,�I�never�should've�said�that.

-I'm�sorry.�I- -No,�no.�No,�no,�no.�It's�okay.

I�mean,�it's�more�than�okay. I...

It's�what�I�needed�to�hear.

And�I-I�didn't�know what�to�do�with�it�at�the�time.

I�mean,�I�knew�you�were�right, but�I�didn't�know�how�to�fix�it.

So...�[chuckles]

What?

You're�gonna�laugh.�I�went�back to�that�silent�retreat

that�I�failed�at so�miserably�before.

[laughs] Oh,�my�God.

You�know, Shane�and�Alice�told�me�that,

and�I�thought, "No�way.�They're�kidding."

No,�they�weren't. [chuckles]

And�I�stayed�the�whole�time,

and�I�followed�all�the�rules.

-I�don't�believe�you.�[laughs] -Yes,�it�was�big.

It�was�hard,�but�I�did�it, and�then�around�the,

um,�second�day�of�silence,

I...�I�had�this�question that�kept�coming�up�in�my�mind,

like,�just�echoing over�and�over�again.

And�it�was, "Who�taught�me�how�to�love?"

And�I�thought�of�my�mom.

I�just�needed�to�be�open

to�hearing�her�tell�me�that she�left�me�when�I�was�a�kid

because�she�didn't�value�herself enough�to�stay.

It�was�so�freeing

to�know�that�I�was�able to�forgive�her.

And�I�don't�know.�That�just...

It�unlocked�something�for�me.

And,�of�course,�I�told�her all�about�you�and�Angie.

The�whole�story?

-The�whole�epic�story. -Oh.

Yeah,�well, she�doesn't�know�about�today.

[Tina�chuckles]

Today�was�one�of�the�best�days of�my�life.

Me,�too.

soft,�gentle�music

I,�um...

-I�should�go. -[softly]�Okay.

I...

I...�I�should�leave.

I�wasn't�expecting�you

Like�a�punch�that knocks�the�wind�out

I�think�you're changing�everything

'Cause�I'm�about�to let�you�in�now

Ey

I�feel�it,�I'm�feeling

That�feeling, that�feeling�when...

Hi.

Ooh,�ooh

I�feel�it�now,�I�need�it

That�feeling, that�feeling�when...

[door�opens]

You�got to�be�fucking�kidding�me.

What�the�fuck

Ay,�ay

What�the�fuck

Ay,�ay

What�the�fuck

Ay,�ay

What�the�fuck

Ay,�ay

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