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[POLICE SIRENS WAILING]

[SOMBER MUSIC]

♪

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This can't be happening.

I can't believe they did it.

- We knew this was coming. - We have to do something.

Can we make some noise?

- Can we go make some noise? - That's enough!

Right now, you have a job to do here.

You have patients who need you here.

So focus up and get back to work.

Now!

Except for you.

Do something.

As in what, Karen?

Fix this.

The Supreme Court made a decision.

What if I were to give you all the resources

this hospital has to offer, carte blanche?

What if the only words to come out of my mouth today were,

yes, and how much do you want?

How can you help?

You have to cancel this tour.

It's too late. They're already on their way.

What am I supposed to say to a bunch of kids?

Love denying people their rights?

Great, become a doctor.

I know, but these kids coming in,

they're high performers from at-risk communities

that want to go into medicine.

Plus, they're coming from places

most impacted by this ruling.

So it's like Brantley said, we got to just buckle down

and forget about what's happening out there.

Right, forget about all the women out there

with unwanted or dangerous pregnancies,

just forget about my own life.

Your own life?

Yeah, it was a while ago.

I was addicted to Adderall.

I mean, I couldn't be pregnant,

and I really couldn't be someone's mother.

When was that?

It was a while ago. Why does it matter?

Wasn't that while we were together?

[KNOCKING AT DOOR]

This is where the tour starts?

[PERCUSSION MUSIC]

Dr. Wilder, thanks for coming.

Of course.

Hi, I'm Elizabeth Wilder.

It's very nice to meet you, Michelle.

Good to meet you.

I assume Dr. Rao told you about what we found

in your cervical biopsy.

Abnormal cells?

That's right.

Now, unfortunately, they are malignant,

which tells us that you have cervical cancer.

Cancer?

Based on the scans,

the cancer has already metastasized.

There are no guarantees, of course,

but with aggressive chemotherapy,

your prognosis looks very promising.

Chemo?

But won't that hurt my baby?

[TENSE MUSIC]

♪

The chemical agents in chemotherapy

are called teratogenic.

This means that they will halt any pregnancy.

Halt?

What do you mean?

Your fetus will not survive.

♪

Michelle, I cannot begin to imagine

what you are feeling right now.

But my medical advice for you

is that we schedule a D and C this afternoon

to start chemo as soon as possible.

D and C?

Dilation and curettage.

It's a minor procedure that removes the tissue

from the inner lining of the uterus.

An abortion... just say abortion.

Yes, an abortion.

[LAUGHS SOFTLY]

♪

Do you know what I was doing this morning

before I came here for what was supposed

to be a routine checkup?

I was with my friends

celebrating the end of Roe v. Wade.

I'm not having an abortion, Dr. Wilder,

not today, not ever.

[PHONE RINGING]

Yeah, hi, this is Dr. Max Goodwin.

I'm calling from New Amsterdam in New York.

Listen, I'm calling about today's ruling.

We have a lot of resources to use however we can...

to do something massive, all right, something fast,

something to help fix what happened today.

So I'm listening. How can I help?

Well, I just canceled over half my clinic's appointments

because we now live in a regime that mandates forced birth.

Can you help with that?

The state's attorney is gonna prosecute us

retroactively, so we need a lawyer,

one versed in Utah medical law,

the half dozen different statutory definitions

of fetal life currently under debate in the legislature,

and obviously, they got to be Supreme Court ready.

I've got a woman with an ectopic pregnancy.

It'll never come to term.

If left untreated, it'll likely kill her.

And if I so much as take an ultrasound,

we could all go to jail.

Max, most of my patients can't miss

an afternoon of work, let alone several days.

Then there's child care, the price of gas,

a hotel, not to mention,

my clinic is surrounded on all sides

by hundreds of miles of red Texas.

How close is your clinic to Fort Hood?

The military base? Why?

[PERCUSSION MUSIC]

There he is, just the man I need to see.

Sergeant Todd.

- Dr. Goodwin. - Tell me about Fort Hood.

Why? You gonna enlist?

I'm gonna open an abortion clinic.

♪

There's a choice! Just walk away!

Baby killer, murderer!

[INDISTINCT CHANTING]

[TENSE MUSIC]

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Where are you going?

- If you go in there... - I need to get in there.

You are going straight to hell, bitch.

- Stop it. - You're a murderer.

- A baby killer! - I'm going to kill him.

No, no, no, no, no, wait. We need to de-escalate.

See that?

That's what abortion looks like.

That's a dead baby.

Show the world your face, you murderer.

- Sir, sir! - Don't touch me.

Don't you touch me. Get away from me!

- The police are on the way. - Don't touch me.

This is what a baby killer looks like.

- 6 feet of distance please. - Get your hands off me.

Get back!

[CROWD YELLING]

[GRUNTS]

♪

Okay, wait, Todd, just hear me out.

I rushed down here because I thought you had

something serious to discuss.

Yeah, I am serious, okay?

Fort Hood is on federal land, which means that it's

not subject to state law.

Or the crazy whims of progressive medical directors.

Military bases have always been used in tough times,

emergency housing for hurricane victims

or quarantine wards during the pandemic.

This is not that.

Okay, but if the military can lease land

to freaking Starbucks and Taco Bell,

then maybe they can lease it

to protect people's right to have an abortion.

The military exists to defend the Constitution.

Nowhere in the Constitution does it state that a person

has a right to an abortion.

Also nowhere in the original Constitution

does it state the right to privacy or the right to vote,

but we can infer them from the other things

that the Constitution does say.

Really? There's no right to vote?

Nowhere, and I just looked it up,

knowing that we would have this exact fight,

so kudos to me.

- Great. - Shall we?

The military was created to protect its citizens

against all enemies, foreign and domestic.

Now you're suggesting the U.S. Supreme Court

is an enemy of the state?

No, Todd, I am not suggesting that, all right?

What I am suggesting is that the United States government

is intruding on the private lives

of its American citizens.

[PERCUSSION MUSIC]

♪

- You know I'm a libertarian? - Oh, I do.

Now you're deliberately talking like a libertarian

to get me to change my mind.

Yes, I am because I know that marching into a room full

of military guys and making a rights-based argument

that they should open an abortion clinic

on an Army base is just the kind of contrarian thing

that makes libertarians like you get up in the morning.

♪

Fort Hood is a nonstarter.

But we might find a more sympathetic ear

at Joint Base Camp Bullis.

- Bullis? - Yeah.

I'll make some calls.

♪

[POLICE SIREN WAILING]

That man was harassing a patient.

I couldn't just ignore it. So I stepped in to de-escalate.

And then you clocked him.

It was an accident. I don't...

Dr. Frome, this man wants to put you in jail

and sue the hospital.

He what?

Luckily for you, our council has managed to broker a deal,

and he's agreed to drop the charges.

- He has? - On one condition.

What condition? Anything.

He wants an apology.

That's it? He wants an apology?

[SOFT MUSIC]

♪

I can't.

♪

[SIGHS]

And this is the operating room

where we perform operations.

And here we have Doctor...

[PERCUSSION MUSIC]

Winters.

Yes, I'm so sorry.

Dr. Winters is an excellent...

♪

Anesthesiologist.

♪

With whom you've worked for many years.

Of course. [CHUCKLES]

All you, Dr. Winters.

Thank you, Dr. Reynolds.

Welcome to New Amsterdam.

We're so excited to have you.

- I think we need to talk. - About what?

About what? About what you told me.

I don't really think there's anything to talk about.

I got pregnant. I got an abortion.

It's definitely your choice to make, but...

But?

You didn't tell me?

I mean, what, did you think I was gonna be

upset with you or something?

Okay, this may blow your mind,

but I wasn't thinking about your feelings

very much at all.

Look, I'm not saying my needs come before yours.

I'm... I don't know, Lauren, I'm just having

a very human reaction to the fact

that you and I conceived a baby.

An embryo, one that neither of us planned for or wanted.

No, no, no, you didn't know what I did

and didn't want because you didn't ask.

Well, I took your dumping me as a pretty clear indication.

But we were still friends, Lauren.

We were seeing each other. We almost had a child together.

Isn't that something that I'd have a right to know?

I mean, wouldn't you think that that

that would mean something to me?

Right, so when you told me I didn't fit into your life plan,

me having your baby would have changed that?

- It's... - [KNOCKING AT DOOR]

They're ready to move on.

♪

Without chemo, she's gonna die.

We just got to figure out a way to get her

through her second trimester.

After that, we can administer chemo with little risk

to the fetus.

Okay, so what about vaccine therapy?

It won't work for cervical cancer.

Targeted radiation?

Not targeted enough.

It's the same problem, the fetus will be compromised.

Of all the days to get this patient.

It's like, are you kidding me?

Dr. Rao, with all due respect,

let's not let our personal feelings

get in the way of helping our patient.

Our patient is getting in the way of helping our patient.

She's asking for a choice, just like we would.

Well, I can't think of any.

Can you?

I can think of one.

[SOFT MUSIC]

Michelle, we're gonna to try something.

It's not chemo. It's not radiation.

It's surgery, an aggressive and risky one.

We're gonna resect several of your organs

to remove the growth.

Even if we get it all,

and there is absolutely no guarantee that we will,

you're gonna be dealing with lifelong consequences.

In all likelihood, you will have to wear a colostomy bag

for the rest of your life.

Now, I really want to be clear

that this is not what I recommend.

But it is the only option that allows you

to preserve your pregnancy and gives you

a chance to survive.

[SIGHS]

Thank you for hearing me.

♪

[PERCUSSION MUSIC]

♪

[KNOCKS ON DOORFRAME]

Todd, tell me something good.

It's a no-go.

Why not?

Gah, give me one good reason that they'll rent space

to a frickin' Applebee's,

but not reproductive health services.

Because one sells hot wings,

and the other is a logistical nightmare

and a massive security risk to everyone on that base.

Yeah, so you're telling me that protecting pregnant people

would be what, difficult, maybe dangerous?

- Yes. - Yeah.

Kind of sounds like the thing the military was made for.

Max, this whole federal land loophole...

it isn't real.

State land, federal land... it's all just words.

Texas is a conservative state.

That doesn't stop just because somebody draws a border.

But what about the border that no one drew?

♪

You know, I could say cryptic things and just leave too.

Thank you for your service.

Love you, Todd!

[SIGHS]

Oh, great.

Brantley brought in the big guns, huh?

She wanted me to talk some sense into you.

I couldn't do it, Martin.

I couldn't apologize to that guy.

Look at him.

I know it would make this whole thing go away,

would make it so easy,

but the way he was treating that woman,

the way he thought he could treat another human being.

I can't. I'm not gonna do it.

I won't apologize. You need to accept that.

I do.

And I'm proud of you.

You refused to back down from something you believed in.

That's the noble, stubborn Iggy that I know.

Yeah?

And now you need to apologize.

What?

We have children.

And if one of their parents lost their jobs

and gained a criminal record, that would spell trouble

even in the best of times.

But now, with Roe overturned, come on, Iggy,

it's right there written in Clarence Thomas's opinion

that the court should reconsider outlawing gay marriage.

We could be living in a country

that could take our children away from us.

If we've got to fight that fight,

and you have a criminal record...

[SOFT MUSIC]

We can't take our lives for granted anymore.

♪

They're our kids.

We've got to protect them with everything we have.

♪

You're right.

♪

I'll do it.

[PERCUSSION MUSIC]

♪

Right, you know when you get blood work done

and someone sends you the results?

This is where the magic happens.

You're up.

I don't know if I'd call it magic,

but it is pretty special.

Hey, everyone. So this is a centrifuge.

It allows platelets and blood plasma to be isolated

from other blood components.

I should have told you because we're friends.

Yeah.

Because it would have made a difference.

No, no, I don't buy that for one second.

This is really about you wanting a say

in what I do with my life.

Whoa, hold up.

All I did was ask a question about something

that had to do with me.

It's what happens every time.

Every time men, good men,

have a conversation about abortion,

it's all women's rights and, "We're your ally,"

right up until the point the abortion affects them.

And that is what is happening here, Floyd.

Because we're not talking about my abortion, are we?

No, we're talking about how you feel about my abortion.

We're suddenly, but not surprisingly, taking care of you.

What were your feelings about it?

My feelings?

I didn't have any.

It was not a big deal.

If it wasn't a big deal,

why did it take you five years to tell me about it?

[KNOCKING AT DOOR]

Hi.

I showed them all the bells and whistles.

Do you all need more time, or...

Gentle, gentle, easy.

Gravid uterus intact.

No sign of tumor invasion.

Suction.

Richardson?

Expansive tumor, invading multiple organs.

It's gonna be a wide incision.

[MONITOR BEEPING]

Scalpel.

[SOFT MUSIC]

Scalpel.

♪

What?

It's just that this is a lot of hospital resources

for something that can be dealt with in a simpler way.

And it's risky.

Scalpel!

♪

You cut now, and that's her bladder.

That's Foley catheter for the rest of her life, Elizabeth.

You cut her bowel, and that's a colostomy bag.

Are you sure this woman's politics

are worth the physical sacrifice?

All right, look.

When a patient comes to me, I don't see their beliefs.

I see their cancer.

And I listen to what they need.

So you and this entire team are gonna do what

this patient needs you to do!

Is that clear?

Yes.

♪

When I said carte blanche, Max, I wasn't expecting this.

Well, you told me to take on the world.

- So why not start here? - An old boat.

Well, not just any boat, okay?

The first in our fleet because we are starting

our very own line of floating abortion clinics.

[PERCUSSION MUSIC]

Oh, you're serious.

Yes, yes, do you know where you can't gamble?

Hawaii. But guess where you can.

In the federal waters just off the coast of Hawaii.

All right, they made it illegal to get an abortion in Texas.

Well then, how about the Gulf of Mexico,

federal waters?

How would this all work?

All right, so about 9 miles off the coast,

we could run a floating clinic.

And it would be perfectly legal.

We wouldn't be violating any state laws.

- And it would be safe? - Yes.

All right, I spoke to a doctor friend of mine

who runs a hospital ship.

He told me everything I need to know

to get it running and down south.

And honestly, it's not that different

from running a clinic on land.

How long would you need?

I don't know, a few days.

And then we get it down around Florida and past Louisiana.

And then it's a straight shot to Galveston.

I can't believe I'm saying it,

but this could actually work.

Did I hear you say Galveston?

Yeah, that's right.

There's no way this boat's making it to Galveston.

Truth be told, she can barely make it to Jersey.

Uh, I was told she was seaworthy.

Yeah, for a floating nightclub maybe.

But I wouldn't advise taking her out of the harbor

unless you like swimming.

So much for being a pirate.

That's it.

That's it, Karen.

I keep trying to think of all these legal ways

around this decision, when obviously,

the only solution is actually completely illegal.

♪

[INDISTINCT CHATTER]

[CLEARS THROAT]

I am afraid for this country.

I'm afraid of what is gonna happen

if we don't start listening to one another

because I think that that's the only thing

that will break this cycle of hate

that's tearing us apart.

Now, I'm sure for you, abortion is cut and dry.

It's murder.

That is a concept that is utterly alien to me.

But I accept your right to believe it.

- Where's my apology? - I'm getting to it!

Because I believe in rights, just like you.

We get to bear arms. We have the right to bear arms.

You believe in that, right? Don't you?

- Yeah. - Yeah, you do.

Would you want the government

- to take that right away? - No.

So then why would you take that woman's rights away?

Shouldn't people have rights over their own body?

Now, you say that you believe the right

to rail against government overreach.

But there is only one group of people

that had anything taken away from them today,

people who seek abortions.

I know it's hard for you to believe,

but you had nothing taken from you today.

You think it's okay to walk up to a stranger

and antagonize them?

For what? What world do you live in?

What country do you live in?

That's not the world I want to live in. And you know what else?

This is not an apology, not anymore.

- Iggy... - No... and another thing.

I punched you in the face on purpose.

I loved it.

I would punch you in the face again, gladly.

I am standing up for rights, even yours, you jerk.

Iggy, Iggy...

If that means I'm committing a crime, then take me to jail.

Iggy.

Iggy.

Well?

Uh...

I apologize. I should not have hit you.

[SIGHS]

Okay.

All right, free to go.

All right, so that is life in medicine, I guess.

I hope you guys learned a lot.

And thank you for coming.

Any questions?

Right... oh, that was rhetorical,

but, yeah, okay, you.

I'm kind of thinking this huge thing

happened today, but like, you guys haven't

said anything about it.

You're acting like it didn't even happen.

Right.

Thank you...

Kisha.

Kisha.

I've had two abortions.

I got my first when I was in college.

I was 20.

Someone slipped something in my drink,

and I woke up in a stranger's bed

with no memory of what had happened to me.

And I got the second one around five years ago.

I was falling in love with someone

who would have made an amazing father.

But he told me that I didn't fit into his future.

[SOFT MUSIC]

Those were both very difficult times for me.

♪

But deciding whether or not to have an abortion,

I mean, that was clear.

And I was able to do the right, responsible thing.

And I was able to get it done safely and quickly.

But you know what?

The circumstances... they shouldn't even matter.

You should be able to get an abortion

simply because you are pregnant and you don't want to be.

I mean, that is the very definition of choice.

Dr. Reynolds and I...

we became doctors to help people.

That's why we come here every day.

It's our strongest calling.

Do you want to know what I think about today's ruling?

You guys want to be doctors, nurses, med techs.

Well, then you should really think

about getting into obstetrics and gynecology

because we really need you now more than ever.

♪

How did it go?

Were you able to get all of it?

Michelle, we had to pull out of your surgery.

The cancer progressed further than the scan showed.

I was not able to resect all of the cancerous tissue.

So what now?

Well, now I recommend that we look at other options.

Abortion?

To save your life, yes.

Thank you for trying, Dr. Wilder.

But I think I need to find another doctor.

Michelle, can you try to not make this about politics?

This here is a medical decision. And that's it.

This isn't just politics, Dr. Wilder, not to me.

These are my beliefs, my core, my values.

You're asking me to change who I am.

To save your life.

Would you kill someone to save your life?

It's not the same thing.

To me it is.

Look, I know you're just trying to help me.

So here's how you can change my mind.

Tell me what you believe in most,

that thing at your core that makes you you,

and then betray it.

Rip out who you are, everything you think is right,

and do it for a medical decision.

Can you do that?

Because if you can, I'll get the chemo.

♪

[LINE TRILLING]

Tell me there is a cruise ship heading our way.

The one I found would have ended

a little more like the Titanic.

Well, we knew it was a long shot.

Yeah, but I have a better idea.

Do me a favor. Look out your window.

Right across the street,

you're gonna see an old warehouse for sale.

Okay, I don't see any for sale sign.

Well, that's because I bought it.

- Max. - Yeah.

I mean, it's gotta go through inspections

and everything, but I put the offer in.

Point is, I can make it an underground clinic.

All right, it'll be safe, it'll be hidden,

and it'll be run by medical professionals.

You're asking me to do something illegal.

Yes, yes, it's the illegal thing,

but it's the moral thing to do, okay?

You'll have our doctors by your side.

I will be by your side. Just say the word.

I'm not putting other doctors at risk.

Don't ask me to.

All of these can go in those.

Look, I got to go, Max.

We're clearing the place out, shutting it down.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

What about a whole floor at New Amsterdam

dedicated to helping your patients?

I don't think that's the option.

I mean, you'd have to relocate, but we have funds.

We could fly your patients up from Texas.

Okay, what about new patients?

We'll figure it out.

[SOFT MUSIC]

I'm not leaving my community behind.

I can't. They know me here.

They need me, especially now.

Look, I know you wanted to help.

I wish you could have.

♪

Orthopedics, dial 722, orthopedics 722.

[POLICE SIREN WAILING]

♪

You're serious?

You just sent her home?

You couldn't convince her to even think about the chemo.

It's not about convincing.

It's about this woman's beliefs.

You mean her politics.

Well, okay, politics, beliefs.

For her, that's the same thing.

And for me, it is too. I'm no different.

She asked me what it is that I believe in enough to die for.

And this is it, the right to choose.

Because politics do matter.

We're both guilty, or noble, or...

honestly, I don't even know anymore.

So that's it?

A fetus is going to grow inside a mother

who won't be there to raise it.

The cancer will kill her, and there's nothing we can do.

The cancer is not killing her.

Politics are.

I don't have the cure for that.

Does anyone?

[SOFT MUSIC]

♪

You're gonna do great.

♪

So?

Mission accomplished.

It meant a lot to those kids, hearing what you went through.

I mean, you taught them more about medicine and caring

than a hundred hospital tours could have.

And I think I learned a couple of things myself.

Are we good?

Yeah, yeah, we're good.

Okay.

♪

[POLICE SIREN WAILING]

Well, I got nowhere today.

In the summer of 1968,

I was a junior at Sarah Lawrence.

My best friend, Patty Meehan, got in trouble.

She was 19, pre-law, smarter than all of us,

whole world ahead of her.

She wanted many things,

but being a mom at 19 wasn't one of them.

Boy walked away, no surprise.

So we found a place.

It was all illegal then, back of a salon.

As soon as we walked in, I grabbed her hand.

I remember the whirring of this machine,

mechanical, deafening.

Something went wrong with the procedure.

There was so much blood, Max.

♪

They tried to remove me, but Patty wouldn't let them,

wouldn't let go of my hand.

So I held on with everything I had.

We both held on.

♪

After that, I got into the fight.

I went to every march, every protest.

Sneak out of my classes, grab my homemade signs, and go.

We fought and fought,

and in 1973, we won.

♪

I can't believe we're back here again.

How is this the world that Luna has to grow up in?

I'm sorry, Max.

I shouldn't have asked you to fix this.

It wasn't fair.

It wasn't realistic. What can one person do?

♪

Phlebotomist, room 319 for a draw.

Phlebotomy, room 319.

Well, I know the kind of day I had.

So I can only imagine the kind of day

the OB/GYN department had.

I've definitely seen better ones.

I want to train to do a D and C.

♪

Sorry if that was out of left field.

I'm just trying to figure out some...

Max, that was the only good thing to happen all day.

You did the right thing today.

I feel like such a loser.

You are not a loser.

You're a parent in the real world.

Hey, Samira?

Honey?

Hi.

What's happening here?

Why are you not packed for camp?

I'm not gonna go.

It's okay to be nervous, sweetheart.

It's totally normal.

The camp is in South Dakota.

The abortion ban happened there today.

I'm not a little kid anymore.

I know what's happening in the world.

So I'm not going.

You're not?

I know it's small, and maybe nobody will even notice,

but it's all I could do.

Honey, that is not small.

I see it.

I notice. I'm so proud of you.

Yeah.

♪ So that they disguise me ♪

Here.

♪ Let my fingers hold, but not too tightly ♪

♪ I've been waiting so long ♪

♪ In light so brightly ♪

♪ Having nothing to hold ♪

♪ And nothing feels right here ♪

♪ So you're sleeping alone, you're sleeping alone ♪

♪ Tired of dreaming alone, you don't wanna be alone ♪

♪ You've been sleeping so long ♪

♪ Turn the lights down low ♪

♪ So that they disguise me ♪

♪ Put my head on a pole ♪

♪ There was nothing inside me ♪

And when they finally reached the other side of the bridge,

Gus bolted.

He leapt between a giraffe's legs,

over an elephant's trunk, and galloped out of sight.

Are you so sad?

Yeah, baby.

Sorry, I thought I could do a better job hiding it.

Why are you sad?

Well, because a sad thing happened today.

Not just to me, to everybody.

And I guess it made daddy a little sad,

and a little mad, and a little frustrated.

- Do you know frustrated? - Monkey bars.

Yeah.

Yeah, it's like when you get frustrated,

and you can't climb the monkey bars.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

I got frustrated today because I wanted to make

the world a little better for you.

♪ Hands tied up newly ♪

♪ For the cost of this gold ♪

I couldn't do it.

Maybe tomorrow.

Maybe not even tomorrow.

But I'm not gonna stop trying.

♪ No, no, no ♪

No matter what.

Okay.

All right.

Bedtime.

Elephant ride.

Elephant... honey, daddy's a little tired.

I don't know if it's a good night for an elephant ride...

just kidding!

Here, get up here.

Oh, no, I got a monkey on me.

Help! Somebody help!

There's a monkey on me!

[LAUGHING]

Elephant earthquake!

[LAUGHING]

♪

Oh, she got me, oh, no!

- [SHRIEKS] - Ah!

Get her off me. Get her off me.

- Help. - [LAUGHING]

♪

Here, jump on here.

[SOFT MUSIC]

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