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A NETFLIX ORIGINAL SERIES

What the hell was I thinking?

Okay, Burcu, you have to relax.

You're doing this for a good...

Now what are we going to do?

You got any ideas?

Huh?

What?

What are you up to this time?

Nothing. What are you talking about?

And why do you even care about it?

You've passed judgment already.

So just stop messing with my head, okay?

Now I'm the one who's confused,

since you're the one who said you weren't sure.

That's right. That's right, I'm not sure about it.

Not of myself, and I'm especially not sure of you.

You confuse me Kemal, you and your whole attitude.

So what? Nobody's sure.

That's the way life goes.

I'm not sure about it either.

But isn't that what makes everything so exciting?

Just look at me. Who cares what people say about us?

That's not good enough.

It just isn't.

You might be able to live that way, but I simply can't do it.

I'm just not sure we're meant to be together anymore.

All right.

That's how you feel about it.

See? That just proves you don't know how I feel.

You're not an educator and you never wanted to be.

A real educator would care about what happens at this school.

I couldn't figure out why you took the vice principal job.

- But now I know. - You do?

You did it to get out of teaching classes.

Am I wrong?

You don't even try to hide it anymore.

- You don't understand what I care about. - You got it.

I don't.

Right again, Burcu.

Before we start,

I don't want anyone wearing a badge in my classroom.

So I'm coming around to collect them.

Wait, so the classes are merging now?

That's right, everyone is back together.

Isn't it great?

From now on, we'll be combining classes again.

So it's really just one class?

Yes, exactly.

Because I say no one here is better than anyone else.

All of you deserve the best.

- Are there any more? - That's all of ‘em.

It looks like that's it.

You can get them back after class.

Today, we're going to talk about

the Epic Era of Turkish Literature, all right?

Have you all heard what happened?

No. What's going on?

Ms. Distas.

She's been merging the classes for her lesson.

Class A, Class B, Class C...

Our best students, along with all the idiots and morons...

She forcing them together.

Terrible sir.

Listen, I'll let you handle this.

You make sure that she's reprimanded.

Kemal doesn't need a headache on his first day.

Of course. I'll handle it.

Oh, you know, I just remembered what you need to do.

I've been waiting for those accounts for weeks now.

Just finish them!

Right away, sir. It's on my list. I'll handle them.

- Thank you. - No problem.

Now then, good day to you.

I need help.

What can I do for you?

You know, I've been so busy

I barely started on those accounts for Necdet.

Would you be able to talk to Burcu?

That's fine.

No problem.

How did you get so good at piano?

Lots of practice.

And my family is very supportive.

- I play guitar myself, you know. - Mmm?

Just for fun of course.

If it weren't for the university exam, I'd be playing it way more than I do.

- Right. - You're so lucky.

You must love playing piano, right?

I do.

It makes me feel completely alive.

I never stop thinking about it.

It's infected my mind.

I dream about it all the time. It's truly amazing.

Always a different dream. I've had hundreds now.

It's like I'm going crazy.

I feel so small before it.

Like it's holding me just in its hand.

One little squeeze and it could end my life just like that.

But I don't care at all.

It's just fine, you know?

Excuse me ma'am?

- Suzan's over there. Come with me. - Uh-huh.

- That's right. - I don't understand...

- Oh, Elif! How are you? - We're both doing wonderfully.

Are you sure that you want to be hanging out with...

She's sure, ma'am. Very much.

Both of us are like cousins.

We live very close to each other too.

That's why we thought we'd do the group project together.

Oh.

- Is that right? - It is.

I can drop by Elif's house tonight. We can start working right away.

All we need is your permission.

Is it true you want Osman as your partner, my dear?

- It is. - Well, there you go!

We can meet at your place at seven, what do you say?

We can, for sure.

Alrighty then. In that case we can group you up.

I can't wait to read your essay next month.

You won't be disappointed, thank you.

Osman.

Thanks. See you later.

I still don't understand.

We sent you to that school so you could have more time to practice.

Not more group projects.

Really Dad, it's not up to me at all.

What's this?

Are these hazelnuts?

One is enough to put you into anaphylactic shock.

Then straight to the hospital.

- Are you trying to kill yourself? - Wait Dad, stop!

- What? - Wait. They're not for me.

They're for my friend.

I won't have any.

I know what I'm doing.

I'm just being a good host. I won't have any for myself, okay?

I'll keep an eye on you.

Hi, Hakan. Did my guy come to see you?

GRASS IS OFF-LIMITS TO STUDENTS

When do you think he'll be done?

That works. No later than that though.

Talk later, man.

- Why didn't you come? - What?

You know I waited for you all night.

I was so upset I couldn't even practice piano!

What's up? What are you looking at?

Aw, cute, they're finally bonding.

Why do you care so much about what happens?

Are you doing okay?

Yep.

I don't think it's going well. Look at Osman.

Why's he just sitting there?

Yeah, I was just saying that so Suzan won't bug us anymore.

We still need to do the project though, don't we?

I'm just going to pay one of the nerds to do it.

I think it's working just fine.

I wouldn't be so sure.

All right then, fine.

Now that I did what you asked me to do,

Refik will probably get appointed soon,

and they'll let Işık back in.

There's no need to see each other anymore.

I bet you everything you've got,

those two are going to leave that bench hand in hand.

What do you say?

Fine, suit yourself.

Look, I know you don't like me that much, but you didn't have to make it so obvious.

Fuck me. Here.

Elif! Elif!

I just spoke to Osman, he'll tell you everything he's done.

I wish you the best of luck saving your friend.

What's up with the big goodbye speech? A bit over-dramatic, don't you think?

- Did he piss you off? - No, of course not.

My presence alone is enough to offend the lady.

No more effort needed.

- Hey. - Elif!

- Elif, wait a minute! - What the hell has gotten into you?

Beats me.

I was wondering how somebody can become like you?

I mean...

Let's say someone has talent,

okay, but then how do you get people to admire and respect that talent?

Well, I don't really expect to be respected.

All I really have to do is practice.

Every second I'm not practicing,

there's someone else in the world working harder and getting better than me.

Yikes. That actually sounds pretty shitty.

I mean, it sounds like it puts a lot of pressure on you.

Yeah, I guess it does.

But I sort of owe it to everyone, you know?

There's my teachers, there's my family.

There are so many people going out of their way for me.

They even let me have a personalized schedule.

Shouldn't I repay all of them for that?

So, you need people.

People who believe in you and support you, right?

Of course.

SECURITY

Hey, where you going, buddy?

You know you can't leave the grounds during school hours. That's the rule.

What did you call me? I'm not your buddy, okay?

Ms. Distas, please have a seat.

Just reprimand me and I'll go.

No reason to draw it out. I know what I've done wrong.

I wonder what would happen if you were always this self-confident and assured.

Wouldn't that be something?

I was very self-confident, actually, up until this very moment.

Some people have an effect on me, I guess.

That's exactly the sort of thing I'm talking about.

You can't always be a pool of undisturbed water can you?

Because you and I both know what happens when those waters begin...

you know, to rise up.

Actually, I should be getting back to work. So I'll just...

All right then.

I'll let it pass, just this once. I think it's too early for reprimanding.

You may return to class, Ms. Distas.

That's good to hear.

But I'm going to take that as a promise not to do something like this again.

You know, I can't promise anything.

Mm.

Uh, Burcu, can I have a word?

I... What I saw happen in there was just unacceptable.

Can't you see the way he's playing with you?

What are you really trying to say, I'm in a hurry.

I'm not trying to say anything.

It's just women looking out for each other.

I promise, it won't happen again.

Why should I indulge him anymore?

You and I can't let him mess with us.

What I'm saying is, I'm on your side. Hmm?

Oh, sir, I was just finishing up those reports.

Don't worry about that. In fact, don't do anything.

Leave them alone.

Oh, also...

I expect your resignation by the end of the day, or sooner.

I don't understand.

It's very simple. I don't want you here.

Can't you see this is for the best?

But... but, sir!

Don't ever give up.

Don't give in, you hear me? Ever.

If you keep putting in the work, I guarantee you'll succeed one day.

I guarantee it!

If I become principal,

it's because I've been patient, worked hard all these years.

Mr. Özdemir. Hello, everyone.

- You've been doing well, I hope? - As a matter of fact, I have.

- You? - I'm fine, thank you.

So, we've all been hearing the rumors flying around this place lately.

Well, they're true.

It's funny how things work out when you least expect them to.

I have news for you, Mr. Özdemir. Are you ready?

We want you to be vice principal.

Isn't that wonderful?

Sorry, but I'm confused.

As you know, I sent an application to the board of directors.

I don't think it's any secret, the two of us are rivals.

We're better as a team. Don't you think?

We're not rivals at all.

Together, we could be... the school champions.

Its humble servants.

- Isn't that right, everyone? - But of course.

Well then, if it were necessary for someone new to become principal today,

then personally, I would happily leave the position without too much fuss.

- Oh? - Yes.

- I'm surprised... - Definitely.

Now, everyone knows how valuable you are to the school.

If it were somehow necessary for you to become vice principal today,

I would never stand in the way.

In fact, you would have all my support.

Anything for the good of this school.

For this beautiful and sacred place.

Don't we all agree?

Absolutely, that's right. Of course.

Of course. Yeah, we all do.

All right, fine.

But that may not last for too long.

We're all just hoping for what's best, my friend.

That's right.

All right, then.

Enjoy your day.

Come on everyone, let's finish strong!

We're almost done. Let's see some hustle! Good.

Okay, home stretch! Come on, a little more. Go! Go! Go!

Good. That's great.

Good.

We're done here! Hit the showers!

Great work today!

Well, this is a surprise.

Since when do you take Phys ED?

I like it.

Trying to be healthy.

Can you pass me that bag?

I thought you'd be teaching right now.

- What the hell took you so long? - I'm here now, aren't I?

- You suck. - Here, jump on.

Hey, Sinan.

Hello, Işık. Thanks.

Okay, that makes sense.

Look, it says oxygen increases by 75 times...

Well, take a look down here at this example...

RUBY ART

What are we doing here? What is this place?

Check out the sign.

RUBY ART PREP SCHOOL

- And? - Come on, let's go.

From here on out, you'll come here straight after school and on weekends.

Twenty hours a week.

I already registered you, and I just need your ID to finish.

Come on, what are you talking about? What is this?

Eda!

Here.

Come.

You know how you need to take a special exam to study graphic design?

Yeah?

They don't just look at somebody's talent.

First you have to take some courses and learn the fundamentals.

You should have some training. It'll be great for you.

Eda.

Eda!

I know you're talented. You are.

But it's not enough.

I mean, your family isn't supporting you on this,

but that's not going to matter.

Because I support you. I believe in you.

I'll drop you off here every morning

and pick you up.

I'll be here every day, whatever it takes.

But you have to promise to really try, okay?

How long have you been planning to bring me to this place, Kerem?

Actually it was Elif.

I was getting jealous of her. Jealous on your behalf, I mean.

I got to thinking that you could be just like her, with a little help.

You deserve that much.

You're so good to me, Kerem. You are!

What are you doing here?

That's a good boy. Good boy.

Hey! Um, excuse me, ma'am, I'm a little late.

- Don't worry. Eda, is that right? - Yes, Eda.

Come.

- There's a spot for you here. - That looks great.

And here is a canvas for you.

Oh, thank you ma'am.

We're doing a pencil drawing.

Just call me over if you need anything.

- Is that okay? - I will. Thank you so much.

- Hmm. - I think I'm having some trouble here.

The toes are kind of hard to get right.

It's looking good.

Thank you, everyone. Good class!

Oh, my God!

Oh, Kerem! I'll be there in a second.

Sounds good!

- Hey what's up? - How was your first day?

Great! Look at these.

- Hands of an artist! - Looks like fun. Let's head out.

All right everyone, badges in the jar. I'll take that.

Anyone else?

Thank you.

We can finally begin our lesson.

Come in.

You asked for me.

I could use your help.

What is it?

The bookcase in my house is falling apart.

Can you fix it for me?

I'm not sure I can do that.

Just give it your best, okay?

I don't have anyone else I can ask at the moment.

You help me and I can help you somehow.

I'm not offering you some handout.

All right.

It's a shitty job.

You might have to stay with me until it's fixed.

I left a towel for you in the bathroom.

There should be a few things to eat in the fridge.

You'll figure out the rest.

- Where are you going? - I've got things to do. I'll be out late.

See you then.

- Come on, guys, bring it in. - Cheers.

When did we get so old?

I can't believe you're already bringing us down.

I thought we were celebrating.

So, what's your big news?

You've been hinting at something big. What is it?

I got a big job offer. From the Russian League.

An assistant coach position.

So it looks like I'll be starting in a few months.

Oh, man! That's great!

Come on, we gotta drink to that!

Aw, I can't even believe, you guys. I'm finally getting back in.

Wow, man.

So, what have you been up to these days?

I have the school. You know?

Do you ever think about returning to basketball?

Dude, I'm injured. I can't play anymore.

It's not all there is.

Coaching can be a real possibility for you.

Well, honestly, I haven't thought much about it.

Oh. You still grieving? Or what is it?

- C'mon... - It's time to face the facts.

Your playing days are over

but that doesn't have to be the end.

- Well... - What? I'm...

Kemal...

Man, listen, before I go I want to bring you back on.

Look, you know I put together a great team.

They're gonna need someone to take my place.

But I can't just leave it to anybody.

And this asshole has the national team.

I think you should do it.

This is a great opportunity for you. Right?

Unless you'd rather rot away teaching high school.

You know that's...

Maybe it's...

Coming back to the league might be good for me...

What's the timeline for the job?

We don't know yet, but they said they'd call me pretty soon.

C'mon then.

Cheers.

- Cheers to that. - Cheers.

Go on.

Mm-mm. I can't stand to leave you.

If I blew off class just this one time?

No way.

- I want to spend the day with you. - Stop tempting me.

I wanna.

- Okay! All right. - Yeah! C'mon.

♪ I could never feel my heart so true ♪

♪ Be my dream ♪

Whoa!

This place is amazing.

What do you want to play first?

This one.

Bring it on!

Okay, now watch me beat you!

Ah!

- Come on, come on. Hey! - Come on, come on, come on.

- Stop that. - Hey Oh, my God.

Oh, no! No, no, no, no!

That's not fair!

- Ah! - I don't want to play with you.

Kiss me.

So good.

♪ Be my dream ♪

Ah!

Yes! Yes! In your face. I finally beat you!

As you can clearly see, Elif and I did a great job.

We're even done early.

Well done, Elif.

I'm sure you contributed to this much more than your friend here did.

I can't wait to grade it.

Elif? What's wrong? What is it?

You hear that? Sounds like music. Let's go check it out.

AN ARTIST IS THE PERSON WHO FEELS THE LIGHT ON THEM

AFTER A LOT OF WORK AND RESEARCH

Hey, man, this girl is really something, huh?

Looks like you're still breaking the rules, Ms. Distas.

Afraid so.

- Tell me, am I being played here? - Excuse me, what?

You're assuming I'll let it slide, because of the way I feel about you.

I'm curious, did you ever wear that dress?

No.

- Why not? - Because.

I just didn't want to.

- You just didn't? - Yes.

I only do something if I feel like it's right for me to do.

That's just how I've decided to conduct myself.

Even though you know you could be punished for it.

- My principles aren't for negotiation. - Well, of course they're not!

But what about your record? Don't you care about that?

If you get a bad record now, they'll never make you an administrator.

I know that.

But I'm totally willing to risk that

if it means I won't be letting my student's down.

But you wouldn't understand that.

Because you don't care, right? Sorry.

Guess I have to remember that.

In that case, I'm going to have to suspend you.

What?

Shouldn't bother you too much,

you've got your principles.

At least you're being decisive about something for once.

So let's make it official.

We're tainting your record.

Here we go.

Excuse me, Ms. Distas?

There you are! I have a question to ask?

Miss...

Well, well, well, Refik Özdemir...

Born in the middle of nowhere, now look at you.

Vice principal of a respected high school!

Never dream of something like this.

Who would've thought?

Looks like we're office buddies.

- How's everything? - It's great.

But I wouldn't get used to it if I were you.

I'm expecting to hear some big news in a day or two.

That's good for you.

- Would you like some coffee? Black? - No thanks

I'm sorry you have to get involved.

I've tried my best to handle this myself,

I couldn't do it.

I'm ashamed. So ashamed.

But it's clear to me now, the vice principal...

When someone gives themselves over to greed,

they can do anything. It's truly frightening.

He doesn't even have any debt!

How could you, Refik?

I cannot believe him.

Mr. Karakış, distorting the accounts?

Embezzling the school's money?

These crimes cannot be forgiven!

We have to fire Mr. Özdemir immediately.

Our Ministry cannot tolerate this.

- Is that necessary? - It is.

There's no way for him to make amends?

I want him gone today.

Damn you, Necdet.

I'm afraid so.

What an asshole.

There's just nothing else to be done. Not anymore I guess.

I'm sorry. I know I'm late. Won't happen again.

Oh! You decided to come.

Didn't show up yesterday. But you're here now, right?

I've seen your type before...

Gifted, and naturally talented.

What others take hours struggling to learn,

you can master in seconds.

Those really special kids.

But what do you do with it?

You go out and have fun. It's only natural.

But there's no time left for craft.

- It's not like that... - No, no.

I know what it's about.

I do. You simply lack the character.

This is really about dedication and discipline.

And now I know.

Because I had high hopes for you, Eda.

But I know not to expect much. Whatever.

You're welcome to sit there.

You just do whatever your heart pleases. Work for you?

Let's keep going please, everyone back to work.

She's right.

She's right. I'm not good enough.

I'm not good enough. I don't have character. I can't commit to anything.

It's totally hopeless for me, Kerem.

- Hey. - I'll never be anything.

That's enough. Listen.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

It's okay.

Oh, my God! Are you crazy?

We already know you're crazy,

but it's two in the morning, what are you doing here?

Kerem, what's wrong?

I thought about...

You thought about what?

I'm the one who's been holding you back.

What the hell is that supposed to mean?

I'm just a lost cause. Always will be.

But you're nothing like me, you could be someone.

I'm the thing that's standing in your way.

I mean...

Look at Elif.

She doesn't do anything else.

Maybe you need to be like her,

- and give yourself over completely. - What do you mean?

Elif is totally in love with Osman, it's driving her crazy.

He's not holding her back at all.

She doesn't let it. No matter what, she stays on her path.

I mean, she doesn't go out and mess around.

She just doesn't get involved.

I don't think I'll ever be successful in this life.

I'll be stuck with whatever my mom decides for me.

I... I have to go now.

I shouldn't be in your life anymore.

I'm hurting you.

We shouldn't be together.

For your sake.

It's what's best for you.

Why does it have to be this hard?

I don't know.