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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,554 --> 00:00:02,397 Previously on "The Arrangement"... 2 00:00:02,444 --> 00:00:05,260 This is your lead actor. This is your star. 3 00:00:05,484 --> 00:00:07,120 I thought it was more important to focus on directing, 4 00:00:07,120 --> 00:00:08,366 and let Megan carry the film. 5 00:00:08,367 --> 00:00:09,872 And you... you honestly think she can do that? 6 00:00:09,897 --> 00:00:11,430 Oh, Megan's gonna blow everybody away. 7 00:00:11,432 --> 00:00:13,065 I said don't look at me! 8 00:00:13,067 --> 00:00:15,868 If you stay, we're talking about a full-blown affair. 9 00:00:15,870 --> 00:00:17,063 Yeah. 10 00:00:17,472 --> 00:00:20,573 Please welcome the incredible Xavier Hughes! 11 00:00:20,872 --> 00:00:22,179 That's my boyfriend. 12 00:00:22,890 --> 00:00:24,327 Have you ever acted before? 13 00:00:24,459 --> 00:00:25,992 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 14 00:00:25,994 --> 00:00:27,046 I need you, 15 00:00:27,071 --> 00:00:29,819 'cause I'm gonna burn the whole thing down. 16 00:00:29,885 --> 00:00:31,385 - It's not just stress. - Are you okay? 17 00:00:31,387 --> 00:00:32,586 My stomach. 18 00:00:32,588 --> 00:00:34,187 Something else is going on, 19 00:00:34,189 --> 00:00:35,389 and I think you and I should work together 20 00:00:35,391 --> 00:00:36,674 until we figure out what it is. 21 00:00:37,092 --> 00:00:40,027 [BRIGHT AMBIENT MUSIC] 22 00:00:40,029 --> 00:00:46,934 ♪ 23 00:00:53,355 --> 00:00:54,893 So describe how that felt. 24 00:00:55,210 --> 00:00:56,813 It was strange. 25 00:00:57,513 --> 00:00:59,404 It was, uh, strange. 26 00:00:59,737 --> 00:01:01,391 It was also kinda cool. 27 00:01:02,051 --> 00:01:03,302 Exhilarating. 28 00:01:03,719 --> 00:01:05,485 You didn't feel self-conscious? 29 00:01:05,487 --> 00:01:06,450 No. 30 00:01:06,689 --> 00:01:08,197 Not really. 31 00:01:08,891 --> 00:01:10,293 It was a relief. 32 00:01:10,693 --> 00:01:11,997 A relief? 33 00:01:12,328 --> 00:01:13,569 Explore that. 34 00:01:14,296 --> 00:01:16,737 Not caring what other people think. 35 00:01:18,534 --> 00:01:20,918 Working in this industry, it... 36 00:01:22,048 --> 00:01:23,441 puts these standards, 37 00:01:23,441 --> 00:01:26,686 this enormous pressure 38 00:01:26,878 --> 00:01:29,245 on people, on... on women to... 39 00:01:29,247 --> 00:01:31,748 Megan, don't externalize blame. 40 00:01:31,750 --> 00:01:33,693 It's an escape from self-reflection. 41 00:01:34,152 --> 00:01:35,476 Talk about you. 42 00:01:35,854 --> 00:01:37,163 What do you feel? 43 00:01:37,322 --> 00:01:40,256 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 44 00:01:40,258 --> 00:01:41,658 ♪ 45 00:01:41,660 --> 00:01:43,314 Sometimes, I... 46 00:01:43,662 --> 00:01:46,529 ♪ 47 00:01:46,531 --> 00:01:47,797 Sometimes, I find it difficult 48 00:01:47,799 --> 00:01:49,669 to get out of bed in the morning. 49 00:01:50,035 --> 00:01:52,001 ♪ 50 00:01:52,399 --> 00:01:54,786 I just lie there, 51 00:01:55,006 --> 00:01:57,458 waiting to be judged, 52 00:01:58,001 --> 00:02:00,768 picked apart by a world that doesn't know me, 53 00:02:00,770 --> 00:02:02,753 and... and that's overwhelming. 54 00:02:03,494 --> 00:02:05,027 Any stomach pains lately? 55 00:02:05,463 --> 00:02:07,696 No. No, not since... 56 00:02:07,698 --> 00:02:10,366 You were diagnosed with extreme stress. 57 00:02:10,368 --> 00:02:12,401 Do you feel you've conquered that? 58 00:02:12,640 --> 00:02:13,741 No. 59 00:02:15,006 --> 00:02:16,439 But today helped. 60 00:02:16,941 --> 00:02:21,977 ♪ 61 00:02:21,979 --> 00:02:23,587 Okay, let's stop here. 62 00:02:23,981 --> 00:02:25,051 'Kay. 63 00:02:25,051 --> 00:02:27,452 There's a table read coming up. I have to focus. 64 00:02:27,454 --> 00:02:29,587 Our next session's in a couple of days. 65 00:02:29,589 --> 00:02:31,189 I'll talk to Zach about the schedule... 66 00:02:31,191 --> 00:02:32,343 Don't. 67 00:02:32,894 --> 00:02:34,166 I'll talk to Zach. 68 00:02:34,396 --> 00:02:35,995 I'd like to accelerate things. 69 00:02:35,997 --> 00:02:38,331 - Accelerate? - Yeah, our work together. 70 00:02:38,333 --> 00:02:39,808 You have to stop bullshitting me. 71 00:02:40,235 --> 00:02:41,367 T-Terence, I'm... I'm not... 72 00:02:41,369 --> 00:02:43,036 Yes, you are. You're deflecting. 73 00:02:43,405 --> 00:02:46,239 There's something else at the core of your stress, 74 00:02:46,241 --> 00:02:47,707 somewhere you don't wanna go. 75 00:02:47,709 --> 00:02:50,176 But if you want my help and you wanna get better, 76 00:02:50,178 --> 00:02:51,674 then we have to go there. 77 00:02:52,681 --> 00:02:54,111 And we will. 78 00:02:55,183 --> 00:02:56,656 Time to dig deep. 79 00:02:56,951 --> 00:03:00,019 [MUSIC INTENSIFIES] 80 00:03:00,021 --> 00:03:02,955 [DRAMATIC ROCK MUSIC] 81 00:03:02,957 --> 00:03:07,666 ♪ 82 00:03:07,690 --> 00:03:10,268 Synced and corrected by louvette www.addic7ed.com 83 00:03:10,532 --> 00:03:12,799 Wow. Thank you to everyone who came out today 84 00:03:12,801 --> 00:03:15,068 for the start of an amazing adventure called 85 00:03:15,240 --> 00:03:16,703 "Technicolor Highway." 86 00:03:16,705 --> 00:03:17,804 Whoo! 87 00:03:17,806 --> 00:03:20,773 [APPLAUSE] 88 00:03:21,710 --> 00:03:23,342 I cannot wait to start shooting this thing 89 00:03:23,344 --> 00:03:24,645 in three days. 90 00:03:24,645 --> 00:03:26,945 It's all I can think about; it's all I can talk about. 91 00:03:26,946 --> 00:03:28,246 This one knows: 92 00:03:28,248 --> 00:03:30,114 our leading lady and my soon-to-be wife. 93 00:03:30,116 --> 00:03:31,249 Thank you so much for putting up with me. 94 00:03:31,251 --> 00:03:32,483 You're very welcome. 95 00:03:32,485 --> 00:03:35,153 [APPLAUSE] 96 00:03:35,542 --> 00:03:38,256 And a big thank you to DeAnn, our fearless producer, 97 00:03:38,258 --> 00:03:39,924 who has kept this train on its tracks. 98 00:03:39,926 --> 00:03:42,160 - Not an easy gig, I know. - [APPLAUSE] 99 00:03:42,162 --> 00:03:43,594 [MOUTHS WORDS] 100 00:03:45,877 --> 00:03:48,566 So let's dig into this thing, shall we? 101 00:03:49,111 --> 00:03:52,036 Exterior: night, deserted country road. 102 00:03:52,589 --> 00:03:53,805 That's not fair. You can't... 103 00:03:53,807 --> 00:03:55,640 Can't what? Leave? 104 00:03:55,642 --> 00:03:58,401 I don't owe you a damn thing. 105 00:03:59,215 --> 00:04:00,678 You're in this with me now. 106 00:04:00,680 --> 00:04:02,814 - We're in this, and I need you... - Need? 107 00:04:03,159 --> 00:04:04,725 You don't need anyone. 108 00:04:04,727 --> 00:04:06,493 I don't even know you. 109 00:04:06,495 --> 00:04:07,961 Everything you've told me is a lie, 110 00:04:07,963 --> 00:04:11,243 so don't try and pretend you give a shit about me! 111 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:13,399 Like you need me. 112 00:04:13,401 --> 00:04:15,023 What do you want me to say? 113 00:04:17,609 --> 00:04:19,806 Something... real? 114 00:04:21,540 --> 00:04:22,814 Anything. 115 00:04:25,531 --> 00:04:27,743 I don't know what real is anymore. 116 00:04:33,588 --> 00:04:36,689 [INDISTINCT CHATTER] 117 00:04:37,045 --> 00:04:38,491 It was just a table read. 118 00:04:38,493 --> 00:04:40,126 She's gonna be incredible on the day. 119 00:04:40,395 --> 00:04:41,803 Yes, she will, 120 00:04:42,133 --> 00:04:44,538 because her director will get her there if she isn't. 121 00:04:45,530 --> 00:04:46,997 Now, what about our other problem? 122 00:04:46,999 --> 00:04:48,036 Xavier? 123 00:04:48,700 --> 00:04:51,001 Three days. I'll work with him. 124 00:04:51,003 --> 00:04:52,586 - I'll get him down to earth. - 'Kay. 125 00:04:55,407 --> 00:04:57,040 How 'bout we set something up later today? 126 00:04:57,042 --> 00:04:58,241 Oh, great. 127 00:04:59,077 --> 00:05:00,810 Look, we've been over this a dozen times. 128 00:05:00,812 --> 00:05:02,240 I'm getting sick and tired... 129 00:05:02,748 --> 00:05:04,748 [SOFT, INQUISITIVE MUSIC] 130 00:05:04,750 --> 00:05:06,046 I don't care. 131 00:05:06,071 --> 00:05:07,684 If I have to get someone else on this case, I will. 132 00:05:07,686 --> 00:05:08,811 Do you understand me? 133 00:05:09,254 --> 00:05:11,688 ♪ 134 00:05:11,690 --> 00:05:14,257 Well, put more officers on it, canvass the city. 135 00:05:14,259 --> 00:05:15,327 Do something. 136 00:05:16,642 --> 00:05:17,942 Listen to me, Dave, 137 00:05:17,944 --> 00:05:19,243 this guy put a goddamn gun to my head, 138 00:05:19,245 --> 00:05:20,745 and when he goes on a rampage, 139 00:05:20,747 --> 00:05:22,680 I'll make sure the press knows exactly why. 140 00:05:22,915 --> 00:05:24,615 ♪ 141 00:05:24,617 --> 00:05:25,916 - Hey. - Shaun, hi. 142 00:05:25,918 --> 00:05:28,152 - Is everything okay? - Yeah, fine. 143 00:05:28,154 --> 00:05:34,225 ♪ 144 00:05:34,227 --> 00:05:35,345 Terence? 145 00:05:36,596 --> 00:05:38,070 Hey, how was Megan today? 146 00:05:38,564 --> 00:05:40,131 I thought she was fine. 147 00:05:40,133 --> 00:05:41,632 She was focused. Uh... 148 00:05:41,634 --> 00:05:43,534 you know, a little cold, but you'll get her there. 149 00:05:43,536 --> 00:05:45,236 No, no, I mean your work with her. 150 00:05:45,238 --> 00:05:47,233 Oh, come on, Kyle, you know that's private. 151 00:05:47,703 --> 00:05:50,007 Fine. Just don't rattle her. 152 00:05:50,009 --> 00:05:51,876 You know, we're three days out. I need my lead actor on point. 153 00:05:51,878 --> 00:05:53,456 You want her to get better, right? 154 00:05:54,080 --> 00:05:56,080 - Yeah. - All right. 155 00:05:56,264 --> 00:05:58,581 Focus on prep. I'll worry about Megan, okay? 156 00:06:03,189 --> 00:06:05,023 No, sorry. 157 00:06:05,324 --> 00:06:07,825 What if you asked him to take you back to the Facility? 158 00:06:07,827 --> 00:06:09,126 Maybe next time... 159 00:06:09,128 --> 00:06:10,594 I'll never get to see what you saw, Megan. 160 00:06:10,596 --> 00:06:11,896 They won't let me. 161 00:06:11,898 --> 00:06:13,275 And, besides, 162 00:06:13,276 --> 00:06:15,833 I think I need to tap the brakes a little with James. 163 00:06:15,835 --> 00:06:17,601 I don't want Terence to get suspicious. 164 00:06:17,603 --> 00:06:19,970 Yeah. Welcome to my life. 165 00:06:20,266 --> 00:06:22,439 And I can't keep faking my way through these sessions. 166 00:06:22,441 --> 00:06:24,269 Terence is too sharp. 167 00:06:24,410 --> 00:06:26,485 Maybe not as much as you think. 168 00:06:27,032 --> 00:06:28,231 What do you mean? 169 00:06:28,256 --> 00:06:30,271 I saw him on the phone just now. 170 00:06:30,516 --> 00:06:33,417 He was pacing, upset. 171 00:06:33,419 --> 00:06:35,219 He seemed distracted, 172 00:06:35,221 --> 00:06:37,038 like, not like himself. 173 00:06:37,223 --> 00:06:38,696 I'm telling you, Megan, 174 00:06:38,825 --> 00:06:40,649 something is going on with him. 175 00:06:41,427 --> 00:06:43,652 What's the most dangerous thing you've ever done? 176 00:06:44,542 --> 00:06:46,831 I hitchhiked from Hoboken to Virginia Beach. 177 00:06:46,833 --> 00:06:48,634 What's your greatest fear? 178 00:06:49,594 --> 00:06:51,154 Maximum security prison. 179 00:06:54,850 --> 00:06:55,936 Thoughts? 180 00:06:56,386 --> 00:06:58,792 I'm being glib, defensive. 181 00:06:59,623 --> 00:07:00,706 I see fear, 182 00:07:01,191 --> 00:07:03,283 someone hiding real pain, 183 00:07:03,627 --> 00:07:04,826 a pain you're still hiding. 184 00:07:04,828 --> 00:07:05,999 No, that's... 185 00:07:06,930 --> 00:07:08,088 I'm not. 186 00:07:08,532 --> 00:07:09,898 I worked through all that. 187 00:07:09,900 --> 00:07:12,033 We worked through that together at the Facility. 188 00:07:12,065 --> 00:07:13,065 Megan... 189 00:07:13,110 --> 00:07:14,309 I worked through what I did to my brother. 190 00:07:14,311 --> 00:07:16,178 I learned to cope with my anger, 191 00:07:16,180 --> 00:07:17,713 my choice to go back. 192 00:07:17,715 --> 00:07:19,815 Megan, our work at the Facility isn't a cure, 193 00:07:19,817 --> 00:07:21,116 it's a process, 194 00:07:21,118 --> 00:07:22,751 and it doesn't stop the second you leave. 195 00:07:22,753 --> 00:07:24,286 Something is... Is still triggering you, 196 00:07:24,288 --> 00:07:26,154 and it's manifesting itself in physical pain. 197 00:07:26,156 --> 00:07:28,624 I told you, the stomach pains are gone, and I don't... 198 00:07:28,626 --> 00:07:30,173 I don't believe you. 199 00:07:30,920 --> 00:07:32,027 Do you wanna get better? 200 00:07:32,623 --> 00:07:34,363 Then you have to start being honest with me. 201 00:07:36,092 --> 00:07:37,499 Let's go back to your greatest fear. 202 00:07:37,554 --> 00:07:39,522 Maximum security prison, that was bullshit, wasn't it? 203 00:07:39,547 --> 00:07:42,448 - The question is bullshit. - Really? How so? 204 00:07:42,473 --> 00:07:44,473 It's not about the answer. 205 00:07:44,475 --> 00:07:46,308 It... it's about how you act. 206 00:07:46,310 --> 00:07:48,826 It... it's about how you react when... 207 00:07:49,146 --> 00:07:50,416 Ow. [GROANING] 208 00:07:51,015 --> 00:07:52,514 Megan, you okay? 209 00:07:52,516 --> 00:07:54,549 [SIGHS] I'm fine. I'm fine. 210 00:07:54,978 --> 00:07:56,118 Okay, just breathe. 211 00:07:56,344 --> 00:07:58,220 - Center yourself... - [INHALES, EXHALES] 212 00:07:58,596 --> 00:08:00,065 Let it pass through you. 213 00:08:01,426 --> 00:08:03,002 Megan, the imperatives are only bullshit 214 00:08:03,027 --> 00:08:04,893 if you want them to be, 215 00:08:05,165 --> 00:08:06,795 but if you're open to exposing your deepest self, 216 00:08:06,797 --> 00:08:10,565 those answers can be incredibly potent and revealing. 217 00:08:10,747 --> 00:08:12,247 So tell me again, 218 00:08:12,249 --> 00:08:14,015 what is your greatest fear? 219 00:08:14,017 --> 00:08:15,250 Can we just take a break, please? 220 00:08:15,252 --> 00:08:17,919 Don't think. Just speak. Say it. 221 00:08:17,921 --> 00:08:18,962 [SIGHS] 222 00:08:18,987 --> 00:08:20,328 Your biggest fear, what is it? 223 00:08:20,353 --> 00:08:21,393 You. 224 00:08:23,298 --> 00:08:24,657 You... 225 00:08:25,325 --> 00:08:28,326 control every aspect of my life: 226 00:08:28,328 --> 00:08:30,912 IHM, the contract... 227 00:08:31,064 --> 00:08:32,278 Kyle. 228 00:08:33,033 --> 00:08:34,810 I live in this constant fear 229 00:08:35,035 --> 00:08:36,644 of disappointing you, 230 00:08:37,037 --> 00:08:38,667 letting you down, and... 231 00:08:39,139 --> 00:08:41,659 And watching it all just... 232 00:08:42,576 --> 00:08:44,594 Watching it all go away. 233 00:08:46,513 --> 00:08:47,912 And on top of that, 234 00:08:47,914 --> 00:08:50,667 I have no idea who you really are. 235 00:08:51,451 --> 00:08:53,422 So when I'm in the same room as you, 236 00:08:53,587 --> 00:08:55,355 I find it hard to breathe, 237 00:08:56,089 --> 00:08:57,787 let alone open up to you. 238 00:08:58,325 --> 00:09:01,426 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 239 00:09:01,428 --> 00:09:03,366 [INHALES SLOWLY, SIGHS] 240 00:09:03,930 --> 00:09:05,697 ♪ 241 00:09:05,722 --> 00:09:06,761 Okay... 242 00:09:06,967 --> 00:09:10,134 ♪ 243 00:09:10,136 --> 00:09:11,582 Let's go confront your fear. 244 00:09:19,521 --> 00:09:21,070 The fries here are really good. 245 00:09:21,546 --> 00:09:23,980 Fries? Okay, noted. 246 00:09:23,982 --> 00:09:26,917 [LIGHT MUSIC PLAYING] 247 00:09:26,919 --> 00:09:30,253 ♪ 248 00:09:30,255 --> 00:09:31,317 So... 249 00:09:31,936 --> 00:09:33,511 how is this all gonna work? 250 00:09:34,026 --> 00:09:35,051 Work? 251 00:09:35,160 --> 00:09:36,793 I... I ask you questions, 252 00:09:36,795 --> 00:09:38,541 and you tell me stuff. 253 00:09:39,191 --> 00:09:40,764 Well, that's up to you. 254 00:09:40,766 --> 00:09:42,565 This is your opportunity to get to know me, 255 00:09:42,567 --> 00:09:44,420 - so ask me anything you want. - Okay. 256 00:09:45,037 --> 00:09:46,870 ♪ 257 00:09:47,101 --> 00:09:48,906 What is your greatest fear? 258 00:09:48,907 --> 00:09:50,840 ♪ 259 00:09:51,036 --> 00:09:52,877 - Snakes. - Snakes? 260 00:09:52,878 --> 00:09:54,210 - Seriously? - Yeah, snakes. 261 00:09:54,212 --> 00:09:55,534 What, are you Indiana Jones? 262 00:09:55,814 --> 00:09:57,223 - Maybe. - No. 263 00:09:57,549 --> 00:09:59,516 - You're deflecting. - [CHUCKLES] 264 00:09:59,518 --> 00:10:01,736 And it's not gonna work. Don't bullshit me. 265 00:10:01,816 --> 00:10:03,761 What is your greatest fear? 266 00:10:03,956 --> 00:10:06,523 [TENSE MUSIC] 267 00:10:06,525 --> 00:10:08,425 - Don't look at me! - I'm not looking at you! 268 00:10:08,427 --> 00:10:10,093 - I said, don't look at me! - [GUN CLICKS] 269 00:10:10,095 --> 00:10:11,361 - [GRUNTS] - Terence? 270 00:10:11,363 --> 00:10:12,896 ♪ 271 00:10:12,898 --> 00:10:14,047 You okay? 272 00:10:14,510 --> 00:10:15,564 Yeah. 273 00:10:16,001 --> 00:10:18,034 So you two ready to order? 274 00:10:18,036 --> 00:10:19,838 Uh, yeah, I'll have the burger, no lettuce, please. 275 00:10:20,038 --> 00:10:21,538 ♪ 276 00:10:21,540 --> 00:10:22,669 Club sandwich, 277 00:10:22,941 --> 00:10:24,123 side of fries. 278 00:10:25,043 --> 00:10:26,722 You took my recommendation. 279 00:10:27,379 --> 00:10:28,819 You seemed pretty confident. 280 00:10:30,326 --> 00:10:31,614 I love fries. 281 00:10:31,616 --> 00:10:33,183 It was my favorite food as a little kid, 282 00:10:33,185 --> 00:10:34,334 and there's a tidbit. 283 00:10:34,486 --> 00:10:36,591 You as a child, somehow I... 284 00:10:37,222 --> 00:10:39,855 I find that hard to imagine. It seems impossible. 285 00:10:40,192 --> 00:10:41,869 I used to eat them with butter. 286 00:10:42,060 --> 00:10:43,426 Fries? Ew. 287 00:10:43,428 --> 00:10:45,061 Eh, my mom agreed with you. 288 00:10:45,063 --> 00:10:47,397 She, uh... she forbade it. 289 00:10:47,399 --> 00:10:49,090 But I'd do it anyway. 290 00:10:49,501 --> 00:10:51,825 Had issues with authority. [CHUCKLES] 291 00:10:52,304 --> 00:10:53,522 Sound familiar? 292 00:10:54,206 --> 00:10:55,805 ♪ 293 00:10:55,807 --> 00:10:57,941 Somehow, she always knew when I was sneaky, though. 294 00:10:57,943 --> 00:10:58,950 Always. 295 00:10:58,979 --> 00:11:01,745 She'd find me in the pantry with my fries and my butter, 296 00:11:01,747 --> 00:11:03,580 and she'd grab me by the ear 297 00:11:03,582 --> 00:11:05,915 and drag me down the hall, screaming into the kitchen, 298 00:11:05,917 --> 00:11:07,282 and she'd sit me down, 299 00:11:08,020 --> 00:11:09,665 put a stick of butter in front of me... 300 00:11:09,921 --> 00:11:11,621 ♪ 301 00:11:11,623 --> 00:11:13,035 And make you eat it? 302 00:11:13,430 --> 00:11:14,791 The whole stick of butter? 303 00:11:14,793 --> 00:11:16,063 A couple times. 304 00:11:17,182 --> 00:11:18,268 I'm sorry. 305 00:11:18,597 --> 00:11:21,197 Is that story supposed to make me less scared of you? 306 00:11:21,199 --> 00:11:22,543 [CHUCKLING] 307 00:11:24,137 --> 00:11:26,436 And so I ran, dropped the gun, and moved, 308 00:11:26,438 --> 00:11:28,238 like something possessed me... 309 00:11:28,512 --> 00:11:29,637 someone. 310 00:11:29,707 --> 00:11:31,590 And I knew I'd never be that person again, 311 00:11:31,615 --> 00:11:33,926 that little kid that ate peas one at a time... 312 00:11:38,950 --> 00:11:40,250 [EXHALES SHARPLY] 313 00:11:40,252 --> 00:11:42,466 And so I ran, dropped the... 314 00:11:43,021 --> 00:11:44,754 Shit! [BREATHES HEAVILY] 315 00:11:44,756 --> 00:11:46,054 Xavier, breathe. 316 00:11:46,658 --> 00:11:49,059 It's okay, all right? Feel it, don't force it. 317 00:11:49,061 --> 00:11:50,296 I'm trying. 318 00:11:50,296 --> 00:11:52,796 The words, it's... it's like they're dying in my mouth. 319 00:11:53,082 --> 00:11:54,915 [CLEARS THROAT] Put the script down. 320 00:11:54,917 --> 00:11:56,550 - What? - Script, drop it. 321 00:11:56,552 --> 00:11:57,856 Come over here. 322 00:11:58,287 --> 00:11:59,563 [CLEARS THROAT] 323 00:11:59,956 --> 00:12:01,455 What, we about to do trust falls? 324 00:12:01,661 --> 00:12:02,957 - [LAUGHS] - Ha, ha. 325 00:12:02,959 --> 00:12:04,946 No, here. Take a seat. 326 00:12:05,718 --> 00:12:07,705 All right, buddy, let's talk about you. 327 00:12:07,926 --> 00:12:09,887 Forget the fact that you're about to star 328 00:12:09,889 --> 00:12:11,022 in an amazing motion picture, 329 00:12:11,024 --> 00:12:13,157 directed by a one-of-a-kind true artistic force... 330 00:12:13,159 --> 00:12:14,132 [CHUCKLES] 331 00:12:14,132 --> 00:12:15,665 You're prepping for a big show: 332 00:12:15,667 --> 00:12:17,600 concert, thousands of people. 333 00:12:17,602 --> 00:12:19,257 How do you get yourself ready? 334 00:12:20,789 --> 00:12:22,047 I get angry. 335 00:12:23,800 --> 00:12:24,918 Angry? 336 00:12:27,026 --> 00:12:28,094 Rage... 337 00:12:29,292 --> 00:12:30,610 it fires me up. 338 00:12:32,183 --> 00:12:33,516 It's the reason why I'm here. 339 00:12:33,518 --> 00:12:35,818 It's the source of all my ambition, 340 00:12:36,164 --> 00:12:37,503 my music, my art. 341 00:12:40,150 --> 00:12:41,528 If I'm being honest... 342 00:12:41,818 --> 00:12:43,345 Please, by all means. 343 00:12:43,770 --> 00:12:44,827 I was bullied... 344 00:12:45,222 --> 00:12:46,312 as a kid. 345 00:12:47,090 --> 00:12:48,556 Group of older kids used to jump me 346 00:12:48,558 --> 00:12:50,027 on my way home from school. 347 00:12:50,193 --> 00:12:52,312 And I couldn't tell anybody, 'cause then I'd be a pussy, 348 00:12:52,312 --> 00:12:53,802 so I had to... 349 00:12:54,938 --> 00:12:56,414 internalize it... 350 00:12:56,416 --> 00:12:58,116 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 351 00:12:58,386 --> 00:13:00,151 Push that shit deep down. 352 00:13:00,153 --> 00:13:01,492 And now... 353 00:13:02,055 --> 00:13:03,756 it burns inside me. 354 00:13:03,990 --> 00:13:07,525 ♪ 355 00:13:07,527 --> 00:13:08,894 Hey, is something wrong? 356 00:13:09,362 --> 00:13:10,466 Hm? 357 00:13:10,830 --> 00:13:12,612 No. No, uh, but... 358 00:13:12,866 --> 00:13:15,152 your music, it's... It's so sensitive. 359 00:13:15,152 --> 00:13:16,768 I've never felt any of that rage. 360 00:13:16,770 --> 00:13:18,145 I don't let it out. 361 00:13:18,746 --> 00:13:20,729 I keep it just below the surface. 362 00:13:21,574 --> 00:13:23,674 - And what if it comes out? - It won't. 363 00:13:23,676 --> 00:13:25,123 I'm in charge of it, 364 00:13:25,245 --> 00:13:26,978 and it makes me feel confident. 365 00:13:26,980 --> 00:13:28,446 ♪ 366 00:13:28,717 --> 00:13:30,385 That's a dangerous game. 367 00:13:31,284 --> 00:13:33,493 [CHUCKLES] I like a little danger. 368 00:13:34,054 --> 00:13:35,587 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 369 00:13:36,222 --> 00:13:38,056 All right, pick up your script; let's go again. 370 00:13:38,058 --> 00:13:40,024 Remember, feel that anger, don't play it. 371 00:13:40,323 --> 00:13:41,323 You got me? 372 00:13:42,295 --> 00:13:43,251 Yeah. 373 00:13:44,531 --> 00:13:46,030 [EXHALES SLOWLY] 374 00:13:46,032 --> 00:13:49,834 [RELAXING INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC] 375 00:13:49,836 --> 00:13:50,938 Well? 376 00:13:51,771 --> 00:13:53,471 That might just be the most revolting thing 377 00:13:53,473 --> 00:13:55,506 - I've ever put in my mouth. - [CHUCKLES] 378 00:13:55,508 --> 00:13:57,206 - There's a joke there. - Mm... 379 00:13:57,544 --> 00:13:59,090 resist the urge. 380 00:13:59,712 --> 00:14:00,827 So... 381 00:14:01,314 --> 00:14:02,780 ♪ 382 00:14:02,782 --> 00:14:04,182 You and your mom... 383 00:14:04,621 --> 00:14:05,783 Me and my mom? Go ahead. 384 00:14:05,934 --> 00:14:07,051 You still talk to her? 385 00:14:07,320 --> 00:14:09,135 No, not really. She's dead, so... 386 00:14:09,488 --> 00:14:11,234 - Sorry. - No, don't be. 387 00:14:12,025 --> 00:14:13,925 Last time I spoke to her in... in person, 388 00:14:13,927 --> 00:14:15,526 I was 19. 389 00:14:15,528 --> 00:14:17,095 I told her I wanted to be an actor, 390 00:14:17,097 --> 00:14:18,996 and she... did not support that. 391 00:14:19,153 --> 00:14:21,745 Yeah, Kyle told me that you used to act. 392 00:14:21,835 --> 00:14:24,379 - Always blows my mind. - [CHUCKLES] Why is that? 393 00:14:24,856 --> 00:14:26,737 I don't know, you're not the most emotive person 394 00:14:26,739 --> 00:14:28,139 I've ever met. 395 00:14:28,398 --> 00:14:30,441 Well, maybe that's why I'm not Kyle West. 396 00:14:30,811 --> 00:14:32,110 Does that bother you, 397 00:14:32,112 --> 00:14:33,778 not being Kyle West? 398 00:14:34,186 --> 00:14:35,379 No, it doesn't. 399 00:14:35,381 --> 00:14:37,381 Oh, come on, you must be a little jealous. 400 00:14:37,383 --> 00:14:38,854 Why would you say that? 401 00:14:39,486 --> 00:14:41,436 Being in the shadows your whole life, 402 00:14:41,588 --> 00:14:43,054 that can't always be easy. 403 00:14:43,189 --> 00:14:45,089 No, I... I embrace that. 404 00:14:45,325 --> 00:14:48,423 Guiding people, helping them fulfill their true potential, 405 00:14:48,561 --> 00:14:50,014 that's my talent. 406 00:14:50,014 --> 00:14:51,596 But once they reach that potential, 407 00:14:51,598 --> 00:14:53,286 they get all the glory. 408 00:14:54,134 --> 00:14:56,567 Well... it does take confidence 409 00:14:56,569 --> 00:14:58,136 to stand next to someone like Kyle. 410 00:14:58,138 --> 00:15:00,505 The heat around him can get a little overwhelming, 411 00:15:00,507 --> 00:15:02,406 but you certainly get that. 412 00:15:02,408 --> 00:15:03,878 I'm getting married to it... 413 00:15:04,144 --> 00:15:05,624 - the heat. - [CHUCKLES] 414 00:15:06,146 --> 00:15:08,164 - Wedding of the century. - Yeah. 415 00:15:09,215 --> 00:15:10,722 It's all been worth it, though, 416 00:15:12,152 --> 00:15:13,752 existing in Kyle's orbit, 417 00:15:13,754 --> 00:15:15,574 watching his... his journey, his rise. 418 00:15:15,574 --> 00:15:17,264 It's one of the great joys of my life. 419 00:15:18,158 --> 00:15:19,837 You really love him, don't you? 420 00:15:20,249 --> 00:15:21,693 Yeah, I do very much. 421 00:15:21,695 --> 00:15:23,504 He's... he's like a son to me. 422 00:15:23,764 --> 00:15:25,463 All right, you're not that old. 423 00:15:25,465 --> 00:15:26,902 [CHUCKLES] 424 00:15:27,734 --> 00:15:29,480 You and DeAnn ever thought about having one? 425 00:15:29,770 --> 00:15:30,856 A child? 426 00:15:31,672 --> 00:15:34,224 - Came up early on. - And? 427 00:15:34,675 --> 00:15:37,599 We, uh... we... we both agreed it didn't really fit for us. 428 00:15:37,744 --> 00:15:39,678 ♪ 429 00:15:39,965 --> 00:15:41,181 You disapprove? 430 00:15:41,415 --> 00:15:42,457 Mm. 431 00:15:42,762 --> 00:15:44,349 We all have a choice to make. 432 00:15:44,351 --> 00:15:46,300 We all aren't meant to be parents. 433 00:15:47,454 --> 00:15:48,910 What about your own dad? 434 00:15:49,613 --> 00:15:51,968 - What about him? - Were you two close? 435 00:15:52,428 --> 00:15:54,092 He died also, when I was six. 436 00:15:54,094 --> 00:15:56,227 You seem to be fixated on my childhood. 437 00:15:56,229 --> 00:15:57,438 Why do you think that is? 438 00:15:57,438 --> 00:15:59,303 We're talking about you, remember? 439 00:15:59,566 --> 00:16:02,067 ♪ 440 00:16:02,342 --> 00:16:03,389 Fine. 441 00:16:03,637 --> 00:16:05,103 ♪ 442 00:16:05,105 --> 00:16:06,912 I don't know, maybe... 443 00:16:07,074 --> 00:16:09,741 ♪ 444 00:16:09,743 --> 00:16:11,609 Maybe me pretending there's a little boy 445 00:16:11,611 --> 00:16:13,274 sitting across from me 446 00:16:13,547 --> 00:16:15,080 makes you less terrifying. 447 00:16:15,482 --> 00:16:17,025 Okay, whatever helps. 448 00:16:17,217 --> 00:16:18,180 It does... 449 00:16:18,552 --> 00:16:20,044 'cause you're just a person, 450 00:16:20,520 --> 00:16:22,354 scared as the rest of us. 451 00:16:22,356 --> 00:16:25,256 [TENSE MUSIC] 452 00:16:25,258 --> 00:16:27,258 Yes, that's true, but my fear, Megan, 453 00:16:27,260 --> 00:16:28,983 I've worked very hard to control it, 454 00:16:29,662 --> 00:16:30,829 to harness it. 455 00:16:30,831 --> 00:16:32,297 - Have you, though? - I have. 456 00:16:32,299 --> 00:16:34,471 - I don't think so. - Why is that? 457 00:16:34,968 --> 00:16:36,867 'Cause you never answered my question. 458 00:16:37,003 --> 00:16:38,976 - Which? - Your greatest fear. 459 00:16:39,139 --> 00:16:41,039 - Yes, I did. - No, you didn't. 460 00:16:41,041 --> 00:16:43,608 And when I pressed you, I saw it; you got lost. 461 00:16:43,610 --> 00:16:45,844 Like a little boy, you looked terrified. 462 00:16:46,913 --> 00:16:49,013 What are you afraid of, Terence? 463 00:16:49,015 --> 00:16:50,648 ♪ 464 00:16:50,650 --> 00:16:53,121 - We should get the check. - No, no, no, no, say it. 465 00:16:53,353 --> 00:16:55,353 - Let go; be yourself. - I am being myself. 466 00:16:55,355 --> 00:16:57,322 No, you're being who you think I need you to be, 467 00:16:57,324 --> 00:16:59,264 which is very generous, but stop. 468 00:16:59,687 --> 00:17:00,826 Rest. 469 00:17:00,936 --> 00:17:02,164 Take a rest. 470 00:17:02,859 --> 00:17:04,017 Tell me. 471 00:17:04,431 --> 00:17:05,778 Greatest fear. 472 00:17:06,767 --> 00:17:08,833 Do I have your word you won't tell anyone else? 473 00:17:08,835 --> 00:17:09,936 Of course. 474 00:17:10,337 --> 00:17:12,276 - Not even Kyle? - No, not even Kyle. 475 00:17:12,472 --> 00:17:14,272 ♪ 476 00:17:14,274 --> 00:17:15,915 Last week, someone tried to kill me. 477 00:17:16,042 --> 00:17:17,809 What? Terence... 478 00:17:17,811 --> 00:17:19,277 A man approached me in a parking lot, 479 00:17:19,279 --> 00:17:20,912 he forced me down to the ground, 480 00:17:20,914 --> 00:17:22,046 he pressed a gun against my head, 481 00:17:22,048 --> 00:17:23,181 and he pulled the trigger. 482 00:17:23,183 --> 00:17:24,674 And in that moment, 483 00:17:25,251 --> 00:17:26,657 I thought I was gonna die. 484 00:17:27,120 --> 00:17:28,500 I was sure of it. 485 00:17:28,889 --> 00:17:29,988 Have the police... 486 00:17:29,990 --> 00:17:31,438 No, they... They can't find him. 487 00:17:31,438 --> 00:17:33,705 They probably never will. And there's nothing... 488 00:17:34,069 --> 00:17:35,581 There's nothing I can do about it. 489 00:17:36,309 --> 00:17:37,639 And that feeling... 490 00:17:39,020 --> 00:17:40,285 that feeling 491 00:17:40,848 --> 00:17:43,315 of... powerlessness... 492 00:17:43,317 --> 00:17:45,250 ♪ 493 00:17:45,616 --> 00:17:46,573 It's... 494 00:17:46,787 --> 00:17:48,387 ♪ 495 00:17:48,809 --> 00:17:50,289 How your mother made you feel. 496 00:17:50,291 --> 00:17:54,726 ♪ 497 00:17:55,013 --> 00:17:56,094 Every day. 498 00:17:56,096 --> 00:18:01,633 ♪ 499 00:18:04,110 --> 00:18:06,110 And he hasn't talked to anyone else? 500 00:18:06,494 --> 00:18:08,061 - No... - [SIGHS] 501 00:18:08,063 --> 00:18:09,113 I think he's embarrassed. 502 00:18:09,364 --> 00:18:11,376 If there's one takeaway from last night, 503 00:18:11,533 --> 00:18:14,212 it's that Terence does not like to be vulnerable. 504 00:18:14,869 --> 00:18:16,047 But he was... 505 00:18:16,571 --> 00:18:17,581 to me. 506 00:18:18,106 --> 00:18:20,095 I'm taking him out for drinks tomorrow night. 507 00:18:21,077 --> 00:18:22,619 He's exposed... 508 00:18:23,584 --> 00:18:25,433 and I need to take advantage. 509 00:18:25,982 --> 00:18:28,167 - Megan... - What? 510 00:18:28,651 --> 00:18:31,786 - The guy is traumatized. - Wh... what? 511 00:18:31,788 --> 00:18:34,408 - PTSD. Maybe you shouldn't... - Wh... the guy? 512 00:18:34,557 --> 00:18:36,614 - This is Terence. - [SIGHS SOFTLY] 513 00:18:37,495 --> 00:18:38,776 Okay, fine. 514 00:18:39,429 --> 00:18:40,928 No one should go through something like that. 515 00:18:40,930 --> 00:18:42,196 It's awful. 516 00:18:42,332 --> 00:18:45,091 But this is not a good man. 517 00:18:46,534 --> 00:18:48,408 Yeah. I know that. 518 00:18:49,502 --> 00:18:51,055 No, I know. It's... 519 00:18:51,507 --> 00:18:53,114 Just be careful. 520 00:18:53,796 --> 00:18:54,940 I will. 521 00:18:55,244 --> 00:18:58,446 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 522 00:18:58,448 --> 00:19:00,414 Xavier, we love your music! 523 00:19:00,416 --> 00:19:03,050 Sorry. DeAnn's idea. 524 00:19:03,052 --> 00:19:05,119 Hey, it's cool. We totally understand. 525 00:19:05,121 --> 00:19:06,580 Yeah. Anyway... 526 00:19:06,889 --> 00:19:09,567 physical stuff, daunting, for sure. 527 00:19:10,246 --> 00:19:12,994 The emotional shit, though? I can't freakin' wait. 528 00:19:12,996 --> 00:19:14,762 I'm loving this newfound confidence. 529 00:19:14,764 --> 00:19:16,731 Well, thank my director over there. 530 00:19:16,733 --> 00:19:18,366 He's been working with me around the clock, 531 00:19:18,368 --> 00:19:19,834 helping me dig into my performance, 532 00:19:20,100 --> 00:19:21,735 turning me into an actor. 533 00:19:21,978 --> 00:19:23,737 Oh, come on, man, you were born for this. 534 00:19:23,740 --> 00:19:25,352 We're just bringing it out of you. 535 00:19:25,877 --> 00:19:27,641 It's been really exciting, though, you know? 536 00:19:27,643 --> 00:19:29,810 Working these big emotional scenes 537 00:19:29,812 --> 00:19:31,446 and finding the personal. 538 00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:33,335 It's been super helpful. 539 00:19:33,449 --> 00:19:34,866 You should join us. 540 00:19:34,866 --> 00:19:37,118 Uh, yeah, that would be fantastic. 541 00:19:37,120 --> 00:19:39,713 Oh, I... I don't wanna break up a good thing. 542 00:19:39,953 --> 00:19:41,653 What, this whole sausage-fest going on? 543 00:19:41,654 --> 00:19:43,153 Wow, where did that come from? 544 00:19:43,155 --> 00:19:44,664 [LIGHT LAUGHTER] 545 00:19:45,024 --> 00:19:46,857 [UPBEAT POP MUSIC] 546 00:19:47,212 --> 00:19:48,257 Big scene. 547 00:19:48,413 --> 00:19:50,246 First up Monday: Hospital; 548 00:19:50,248 --> 00:19:52,048 Clyde says good-bye to her sister. 549 00:19:52,050 --> 00:19:53,661 I'm well aware. 550 00:19:54,019 --> 00:19:55,706 I've been prepping the hell out of that one. 551 00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:57,820 You know, maybe you could draw from the stuff, 552 00:19:57,822 --> 00:19:59,098 uh, with your mother. 553 00:20:00,725 --> 00:20:02,825 Yeah... Kyle. 554 00:20:02,827 --> 00:20:04,127 That's a good idea. 555 00:20:04,129 --> 00:20:09,666 ♪ 556 00:20:10,569 --> 00:20:11,968 So then, suddenly, he's up, 557 00:20:11,970 --> 00:20:14,571 and he's pacing literally all over the room, 558 00:20:14,573 --> 00:20:16,839 and I look over at Kyle, and he looks so helpless. 559 00:20:16,841 --> 00:20:18,159 [LAUGHS] 560 00:20:18,410 --> 00:20:20,610 I wanted to laugh, because it was... 561 00:20:20,612 --> 00:20:22,941 [SMOOTH INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC PLAYING] 562 00:20:22,941 --> 00:20:24,772 Okay, I guess you really had to be there. 563 00:20:25,016 --> 00:20:26,349 ♪ 564 00:20:26,570 --> 00:20:28,180 I have to go back to Napa. 565 00:20:28,253 --> 00:20:30,320 I thought you were planning on staying through the month. 566 00:20:30,504 --> 00:20:33,022 One of our major buyers pulled out last night, 567 00:20:33,024 --> 00:20:36,199 so it's a bit of a all-hands-on-deck situation. 568 00:20:36,688 --> 00:20:38,795 So when you're done with all that, 569 00:20:38,797 --> 00:20:40,697 you can fly right back, though, right? 570 00:20:40,699 --> 00:20:43,099 - It's not like slapping a Band - Aid on a cut. 571 00:20:43,101 --> 00:20:44,381 I'm needed there. 572 00:20:44,673 --> 00:20:45,851 I'm sorry. 573 00:20:46,577 --> 00:20:47,875 I guess I'm just... 574 00:20:49,074 --> 00:20:50,737 not ready for you to leave yet. 575 00:20:51,176 --> 00:20:52,445 Hey... 576 00:20:52,944 --> 00:20:56,282 This has been amazing, 577 00:20:56,648 --> 00:20:59,549 you, me existing in this... 578 00:20:59,551 --> 00:21:00,617 This bubble, 579 00:21:00,619 --> 00:21:02,852 this very fun and sexy bubble. 580 00:21:02,854 --> 00:21:04,219 Please don't do that. 581 00:21:04,522 --> 00:21:05,488 Please. 582 00:21:05,490 --> 00:21:08,091 Don't diminish this, us. 583 00:21:08,426 --> 00:21:09,537 I'm not. 584 00:21:09,728 --> 00:21:11,728 Babe, I'm telling you I have to go. 585 00:21:11,730 --> 00:21:13,522 I've been here for months, and my... 586 00:21:13,898 --> 00:21:15,218 My business is suffering. 587 00:21:15,914 --> 00:21:17,433 Or you just got scared. 588 00:21:17,932 --> 00:21:19,060 Okay... 589 00:21:19,237 --> 00:21:22,205 If you're gonna take this personally and lash out... 590 00:21:22,207 --> 00:21:23,840 Mason, of course it's personal. 591 00:21:23,842 --> 00:21:26,242 This is what you do; this is what you've always done. 592 00:21:26,244 --> 00:21:28,244 We are closer than we've been in decades, 593 00:21:28,246 --> 00:21:30,924 - so you run. - I never ran. 594 00:21:30,924 --> 00:21:33,816 - You made a choice back then. - I made a choice? 595 00:21:33,818 --> 00:21:35,652 N... no, you pushed me away. 596 00:21:35,654 --> 00:21:36,953 You wanted Terence, 597 00:21:36,955 --> 00:21:39,055 this career, this life, 598 00:21:39,057 --> 00:21:41,718 so stop it with the revisionist history crap. 599 00:21:41,893 --> 00:21:43,626 ♪ 600 00:21:43,628 --> 00:21:44,823 I have a life. 601 00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:46,711 I built one. 602 00:21:47,198 --> 00:21:49,703 My business, it matters to me. 603 00:21:50,702 --> 00:21:52,799 I wish I could stay, but I can't. 604 00:21:53,138 --> 00:21:54,704 ♪ 605 00:21:55,214 --> 00:21:57,206 Guess I didn't realize that topic was so off-limits. 606 00:21:57,208 --> 00:21:58,512 My dead mom? 607 00:21:58,512 --> 00:22:00,410 Yeah, not my favorite topic for happy hour. 608 00:22:00,412 --> 00:22:02,812 Okay, point made. I'm sorry. Can we please drop it? 609 00:22:02,814 --> 00:22:04,781 It just seemed a little hostile, 610 00:22:04,783 --> 00:22:05,781 the way you brought it up. 611 00:22:06,627 --> 00:22:07,835 Well, that's not what I meant. 612 00:22:07,835 --> 00:22:10,230 Or, I don't know, like you were testing me or something. 613 00:22:10,822 --> 00:22:12,588 We are two days out, Megan. 614 00:22:12,590 --> 00:22:13,943 I just wanna make sure that you're ready. 615 00:22:14,225 --> 00:22:16,092 Meaning you don't think I will be. 616 00:22:16,094 --> 00:22:18,649 You seem distracted, okay? 617 00:22:21,366 --> 00:22:23,273 [SOFT PIANO MUSIC] 618 00:22:23,273 --> 00:22:25,028 [SIGHS] Not that I blame you. 619 00:22:25,503 --> 00:22:26,703 We're planning a wedding, 620 00:22:26,705 --> 00:22:28,271 you're about to star in a movie, 621 00:22:28,273 --> 00:22:29,572 and on top of all that, 622 00:22:29,574 --> 00:22:30,907 you're with Terence half the time, 623 00:22:30,909 --> 00:22:31,874 - trying to explore your psyche. - Terence? 624 00:22:31,876 --> 00:22:33,376 I collapsed in public, Kyle, 625 00:22:33,378 --> 00:22:34,677 and he's helping me to figure... 626 00:22:34,679 --> 00:22:36,145 Yeah, I know, and I'm glad that he is, 627 00:22:36,147 --> 00:22:37,739 but a lot's riding on your performance. 628 00:22:39,017 --> 00:22:40,516 You're afraid I'm gonna suck. 629 00:22:40,518 --> 00:22:41,617 [SIGHS] That's not what I said. 630 00:22:41,619 --> 00:22:43,086 You implied it. 631 00:22:43,088 --> 00:22:45,488 I wanted to rehearse with you weeks ago, 632 00:22:45,490 --> 00:22:47,190 but you didn't think it was necessary. 633 00:22:47,192 --> 00:22:48,558 Yeah, that was before you barely performed 634 00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:49,878 at the table read. 635 00:22:50,261 --> 00:22:51,639 The table read? 636 00:22:51,996 --> 00:22:53,763 Wh... [SCOFFS] I was... 637 00:22:53,765 --> 00:22:55,267 Flat, emotionless. 638 00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:57,800 I was taking notes, finding moments. 639 00:22:57,802 --> 00:22:59,602 I didn't think it was a live show. 640 00:22:59,604 --> 00:23:01,407 Come on, Megan, don't be so naive. 641 00:23:01,606 --> 00:23:03,725 You have never carried a film before, all right? 642 00:23:03,725 --> 00:23:04,957 There's a lot on the line. 643 00:23:04,957 --> 00:23:06,609 I am well aware of the stakes, 644 00:23:06,611 --> 00:23:07,877 but thank you so much for reminding me 645 00:23:07,879 --> 00:23:09,333 over and over again. 646 00:23:09,514 --> 00:23:10,980 ♪ 647 00:23:11,184 --> 00:23:12,743 Don't you trust me? 648 00:23:13,752 --> 00:23:15,718 It's kinda hard when you shut me out. 649 00:23:16,032 --> 00:23:18,158 Stop putting this on me. 650 00:23:18,490 --> 00:23:19,889 ♪ 651 00:23:20,140 --> 00:23:21,824 We both know what this is about. 652 00:23:21,826 --> 00:23:23,526 ♪ 653 00:23:23,528 --> 00:23:25,877 - You're scared. - [SCOFFS] Okay. 654 00:23:25,877 --> 00:23:28,264 You're scared shitless that you're gonna mess this up. 655 00:23:28,266 --> 00:23:30,266 Hey, Megan, I am trying to help you here. 656 00:23:30,268 --> 00:23:33,169 No, no, you are projecting your fear onto me. 657 00:23:33,171 --> 00:23:34,641 And I hate to break this to you, 658 00:23:34,641 --> 00:23:37,223 but I am gonna be ready in two days, prepared. 659 00:23:37,375 --> 00:23:39,675 I am working on my shit with Terence, 660 00:23:39,677 --> 00:23:41,144 so why don't you back the hell off 661 00:23:41,146 --> 00:23:42,721 and go deal with yours? 662 00:23:43,148 --> 00:23:46,182 [TENSE MUSIC] 663 00:23:50,769 --> 00:23:51,862 [GASPS] 664 00:23:58,860 --> 00:24:00,189 Good morning. 665 00:24:01,270 --> 00:24:02,440 Morning. 666 00:24:03,415 --> 00:24:04,571 You still mad? 667 00:24:05,950 --> 00:24:08,417 I'm fine. Just, busy day. 668 00:24:10,923 --> 00:24:12,043 Look... 669 00:24:12,524 --> 00:24:14,986 we don't have to do the whole apology thing. 670 00:24:15,757 --> 00:24:18,249 We both said things last night that we didn't mean. 671 00:24:18,249 --> 00:24:19,941 Stressful time, right? 672 00:24:20,261 --> 00:24:21,365 Yeah. 673 00:24:22,263 --> 00:24:23,865 I do trust you. 674 00:24:24,399 --> 00:24:26,588 [SOFT AMBIENT MUSIC] 675 00:24:26,588 --> 00:24:27,904 You know that, right? 676 00:24:28,369 --> 00:24:30,036 ♪ 677 00:24:30,038 --> 00:24:31,063 Yeah. 678 00:24:32,720 --> 00:24:33,822 I'll see you later. 679 00:24:34,676 --> 00:24:38,227 ♪ 680 00:24:38,227 --> 00:24:40,112 - [KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS] - Hey, Terence. 681 00:24:40,114 --> 00:24:42,229 - Sorry to bother you. - Not at all. Come in. 682 00:24:42,394 --> 00:24:43,411 So... 683 00:24:44,457 --> 00:24:46,178 I have some good news and some bad news. 684 00:24:46,217 --> 00:24:47,818 Which do you want first? 685 00:24:47,955 --> 00:24:49,792 Oh, come on, you're better than that question. 686 00:24:50,491 --> 00:24:53,826 Well... we closed the deal with Scholastic Associates. 687 00:24:53,828 --> 00:24:55,126 Good, finally. 688 00:24:55,126 --> 00:24:57,596 However, the campus you scouted 689 00:24:57,598 --> 00:24:59,120 for the First Life Initiative, 690 00:24:59,120 --> 00:25:01,230 we've hit a bit of a snag. 691 00:25:01,230 --> 00:25:03,903 A local environmental group filed a complaint 692 00:25:03,905 --> 00:25:05,087 to block the sale. 693 00:25:05,087 --> 00:25:07,137 It's bullshit, and we'll fight it. 694 00:25:08,543 --> 00:25:11,852 But these kinds of things can get trapped in lower courts 695 00:25:12,046 --> 00:25:14,615 for a long time... years. 696 00:25:15,033 --> 00:25:16,733 We're trying to do something here, 697 00:25:16,736 --> 00:25:19,136 help children explore, nurture their better selves. 698 00:25:19,138 --> 00:25:21,420 Why can't people see that? [SIGHS] 699 00:25:24,719 --> 00:25:26,119 I see it. 700 00:25:26,586 --> 00:25:30,021 [SOFT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC] 701 00:25:30,023 --> 00:25:33,090 I spent years... [CHUCKLES] 702 00:25:33,493 --> 00:25:35,904 My entire career up until now, 703 00:25:35,904 --> 00:25:39,153 feeling like what I was doing had no purpose, 704 00:25:39,433 --> 00:25:41,230 but now, working with you, 705 00:25:41,368 --> 00:25:43,601 I feel like I have this focus. 706 00:25:43,603 --> 00:25:46,940 And I saw what you do up at the Facility, 707 00:25:46,941 --> 00:25:48,394 how you help people. 708 00:25:48,608 --> 00:25:50,067 And now with First Life, 709 00:25:50,067 --> 00:25:52,490 I just... I know I believe in this, 710 00:25:53,013 --> 00:25:54,426 what we're doing. 711 00:25:55,482 --> 00:25:56,825 I'm not giving up. 712 00:25:58,018 --> 00:26:02,153 ♪ 713 00:26:02,155 --> 00:26:03,961 I might have someone who can help us. 714 00:26:04,878 --> 00:26:06,825 He's off the books, not IHM, 715 00:26:06,827 --> 00:26:08,501 but he's someone I... 716 00:26:08,855 --> 00:26:10,596 outsource certain problems to. 717 00:26:11,565 --> 00:26:13,598 [CHUCKLES] 718 00:26:13,600 --> 00:26:15,834 ♪ 719 00:26:15,836 --> 00:26:17,293 We're not waiting years. 720 00:26:17,771 --> 00:26:20,572 ♪ 721 00:26:20,574 --> 00:26:23,508 [FOREBODING MUSIC] 722 00:26:23,510 --> 00:26:25,477 ♪ 723 00:26:25,899 --> 00:26:27,514 Hey, cut yourself a break. 724 00:26:27,724 --> 00:26:30,061 If Nasim and I made a movie together... [CHUCKLES] 725 00:26:30,359 --> 00:26:32,159 it would not be pretty. [CHUCKLES] 726 00:26:32,161 --> 00:26:33,216 Why's that? 727 00:26:33,463 --> 00:26:36,342 Land mines... everywhere. [CHUCKLES] 728 00:26:36,933 --> 00:26:38,243 Land mines... 729 00:26:38,935 --> 00:26:40,754 No, I can't step on any land mines. 730 00:26:41,504 --> 00:26:43,836 This movie is too important. 731 00:26:44,373 --> 00:26:46,440 [UPBEAT POP MUSIC PLAYING] 732 00:26:46,442 --> 00:26:47,931 You know what you said earlier 733 00:26:48,144 --> 00:26:49,251 about rage? 734 00:26:50,947 --> 00:26:52,043 I get that. 735 00:26:52,715 --> 00:26:53,840 I really get it. 736 00:26:54,951 --> 00:26:56,784 ♪ 737 00:26:56,786 --> 00:26:58,502 Kyle West has rage issues? 738 00:26:58,888 --> 00:27:00,134 [SCOFFS] Come on. 739 00:27:00,490 --> 00:27:02,116 Wh... what do you have to be angry about, huh? 740 00:27:02,525 --> 00:27:03,824 ♪ 741 00:27:03,826 --> 00:27:05,210 Kyle freakin' West? 742 00:27:06,262 --> 00:27:07,349 Holy shit. 743 00:27:07,897 --> 00:27:09,697 I love you... You're so badass! 744 00:27:09,699 --> 00:27:11,499 - Thanks, man. - No doubt, no doubt. 745 00:27:11,501 --> 00:27:12,749 Dude, can we hang? 746 00:27:12,750 --> 00:27:15,069 Uh, sorry, we're having a private conversation, 747 00:27:15,071 --> 00:27:16,370 but thank you for the kind words. 748 00:27:16,372 --> 00:27:17,505 - I appreciate it. - Oh, come on, come on. 749 00:27:17,507 --> 00:27:19,066 A drink, a selfie, a little shot. 750 00:27:19,066 --> 00:27:20,458 What's a little something, something? 751 00:27:20,459 --> 00:27:21,609 - Not today, boys. Sorry. - Kyle, come on. 752 00:27:21,611 --> 00:27:22,757 Get me in your next film? 753 00:27:24,380 --> 00:27:26,247 Ah, all right, never mind, never mind. 754 00:27:26,249 --> 00:27:27,285 Let's go. 755 00:27:28,717 --> 00:27:30,241 What do you say? One more pitcher? 756 00:27:30,419 --> 00:27:32,422 Eh, not today. Big day tomorrow. 757 00:27:32,570 --> 00:27:33,836 You need to unwind. 758 00:27:33,861 --> 00:27:35,308 You scared me a little just now. 759 00:27:35,825 --> 00:27:37,691 ♪ 760 00:27:37,693 --> 00:27:39,226 [ENGINE REVS] 761 00:27:39,228 --> 00:27:40,290 [CAR DOOR OPENS] 762 00:27:42,231 --> 00:27:43,389 [SIGHS] 763 00:27:45,067 --> 00:27:46,684 Mason, it's me. 764 00:27:47,870 --> 00:27:49,860 I'm sorry for how I acted the other night. 765 00:27:50,973 --> 00:27:52,868 I don't wanna go back to once a year. 766 00:27:53,743 --> 00:27:54,908 I can't. 767 00:27:57,146 --> 00:27:58,372 I need more. 768 00:28:00,216 --> 00:28:02,850 So I'm gonna clear my weekend, 769 00:28:02,852 --> 00:28:04,778 and I'm gonna come up to Napa, 770 00:28:05,188 --> 00:28:06,421 and we'll figure this out... 771 00:28:06,956 --> 00:28:07,948 okay? 772 00:28:09,225 --> 00:28:11,232 I'm in all night. Call me back. 773 00:28:12,295 --> 00:28:14,395 [PHONE BEEPS] 774 00:28:14,397 --> 00:28:15,832 [LIVELY MUSIC] 775 00:28:15,833 --> 00:28:17,056 To your recovery. 776 00:28:17,357 --> 00:28:19,133 To both our recoveries. 777 00:28:19,135 --> 00:28:20,801 [GLASSES CLINK] 778 00:28:20,803 --> 00:28:26,240 ♪ 779 00:28:26,242 --> 00:28:28,509 How's that going, your recovery? 780 00:28:28,511 --> 00:28:30,189 Fine. You don't have to worry about me. 781 00:28:30,615 --> 00:28:31,947 Someone has to. 782 00:28:32,303 --> 00:28:33,666 I can worry about myself. 783 00:28:34,150 --> 00:28:35,409 That sounds lonely. 784 00:28:35,718 --> 00:28:37,265 No. It's better that way. 785 00:28:37,820 --> 00:28:39,065 It's easier to... 786 00:28:39,889 --> 00:28:41,105 Easier to what? 787 00:28:42,391 --> 00:28:44,228 To protect the people that need me, 788 00:28:44,228 --> 00:28:46,044 the ones I make sacrifices for. 789 00:28:46,044 --> 00:28:47,460 I've gotta be strong for them. 790 00:28:47,763 --> 00:28:49,730 ♪ 791 00:28:49,818 --> 00:28:51,099 Not tonight. 792 00:28:51,601 --> 00:28:53,334 ♪ 793 00:28:53,336 --> 00:28:54,979 Lourdes, two more. 794 00:28:59,209 --> 00:29:00,879 You said that tot he director? 795 00:29:00,904 --> 00:29:03,152 On your first film? First feature-length. 796 00:29:03,278 --> 00:29:04,911 I did a couple student shorts, 797 00:29:04,913 --> 00:29:06,279 but, you know, pretentious black-and-white bullshit. 798 00:29:06,281 --> 00:29:07,599 Man, you have balls. 799 00:29:07,849 --> 00:29:09,882 "We can't move on until we have it. 800 00:29:09,884 --> 00:29:11,388 Do you think we have it?" 801 00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:13,619 [BOTH LAUGH] 802 00:29:13,621 --> 00:29:16,412 Ky-le! I mean... [CACKLES]... I mean Kyle. 803 00:29:16,691 --> 00:29:18,458 - Mr. West! - [SNORTS] 804 00:29:18,460 --> 00:29:20,626 Mr. West-Kyle-West-Kyle-West-Kyle-West! 805 00:29:20,628 --> 00:29:23,029 Kyle West, you so pretty. Like, what the hell? 806 00:29:23,031 --> 00:29:25,498 Oh, Kyle... Kyle, can you autograph my napkin, please? 807 00:29:25,500 --> 00:29:26,959 Kyle West, sir? 808 00:29:27,135 --> 00:29:28,601 With your dick? 809 00:29:28,603 --> 00:29:30,370 [LAUGHTER] 810 00:29:30,372 --> 00:29:32,271 That's a good one, man. You are clever! 811 00:29:32,273 --> 00:29:33,773 Xavier, hey, it's not worth it. 812 00:29:33,984 --> 00:29:36,576 - What'd you say to me? - Hey, take it easy, man. 813 00:29:36,578 --> 00:29:38,544 - You heard me. - Xavier, hey, take it easy. 814 00:29:38,546 --> 00:29:40,179 No, I didn't hear you, see, 815 00:29:40,181 --> 00:29:41,881 'cause the... the sound quality in this place is shit. 816 00:29:41,883 --> 00:29:44,332 Okay, here you go: You are clever. 817 00:29:44,886 --> 00:29:46,486 Now sit down in that chair, asshole. 818 00:29:46,488 --> 00:29:48,421 Oh, I'm the asshole? You're dead, little pussy. 819 00:29:48,423 --> 00:29:50,189 - Hit me. - Jesus, Xavier. 820 00:29:50,191 --> 00:29:52,025 [GRUNTING] 821 00:29:52,027 --> 00:29:53,760 [BILLIARD BALLS RATTLE] 822 00:29:53,762 --> 00:29:55,128 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 823 00:29:55,130 --> 00:29:57,096 What do you think you're doing, you jackass? 824 00:29:57,385 --> 00:29:58,653 Xavier, you okay? 825 00:29:58,900 --> 00:30:00,533 - Yeah. - Let go! 826 00:30:00,535 --> 00:30:01,701 Come on, let's get out of here. 827 00:30:01,703 --> 00:30:03,703 [GRUNTS ANGRILY] 828 00:30:03,705 --> 00:30:06,372 [INTENSE PANTING] 829 00:30:06,374 --> 00:30:08,708 [MUSIC INTENSIFIES] 830 00:30:08,710 --> 00:30:11,611 [LIVELY MUSIC] 831 00:30:11,613 --> 00:30:14,213 ♪ 832 00:30:14,215 --> 00:30:16,516 [LAUGHS] You're not a bad dancer. 833 00:30:16,518 --> 00:30:18,217 Ha-ha, stop lying. It's regressive. 834 00:30:18,219 --> 00:30:19,513 [LAUGHS] 835 00:30:20,422 --> 00:30:23,356 [SLOW, SMOOTH INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC] 836 00:30:23,358 --> 00:30:25,958 ♪ 837 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:28,895 [WOMAN SINGING IN FOREIGN LANGUAGE] 838 00:30:28,897 --> 00:30:31,030 ♪ 839 00:30:31,341 --> 00:30:32,849 What you said before 840 00:30:33,318 --> 00:30:36,236 about not wanting to compromise anyone else, 841 00:30:37,088 --> 00:30:38,632 what did you mean? 842 00:30:39,758 --> 00:30:41,126 Nothing in particular. 843 00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:43,455 It didn't feel that way. 844 00:30:43,862 --> 00:30:45,662 ♪ 845 00:30:45,664 --> 00:30:47,501 Just certain things I've done, 846 00:30:48,033 --> 00:30:49,821 choices that I have to live with. 847 00:30:50,602 --> 00:30:53,369 - That you regret? - Oh, we all have regret. 848 00:30:53,471 --> 00:30:55,372 You said that yourself back at the Facility. 849 00:30:56,741 --> 00:30:57,979 Yes, I did, 850 00:30:58,610 --> 00:31:01,771 and that's why I opened up about my regrets. 851 00:31:02,681 --> 00:31:05,807 And in doing that, exploring what I had done, 852 00:31:07,152 --> 00:31:09,146 talking, it freed me. 853 00:31:10,655 --> 00:31:11,908 Then why are we here? 854 00:31:12,557 --> 00:31:14,991 - Because, you needed to... - No, no, we're here 855 00:31:14,993 --> 00:31:16,923 because you collapsed at a public event. 856 00:31:17,329 --> 00:31:18,555 How's that free? 857 00:31:19,531 --> 00:31:21,230 Okay, but your choices... 858 00:31:21,232 --> 00:31:22,907 Why are you so interested in me? 859 00:31:24,269 --> 00:31:25,676 I'm just trying to help you. 860 00:31:26,938 --> 00:31:28,707 I thought I was your greatest fear. 861 00:31:30,175 --> 00:31:31,949 Remind me why that is again. 862 00:31:32,911 --> 00:31:34,939 - Because you... - Because I'm an enigma, right? 863 00:31:35,413 --> 00:31:37,316 'Cause I control every aspect of your life. 864 00:31:37,716 --> 00:31:39,449 ♪ 865 00:31:39,451 --> 00:31:40,616 But I'm starting to think 866 00:31:40,618 --> 00:31:42,171 that's just a projection, isn't it? 867 00:31:42,721 --> 00:31:44,096 Your fear of me. 868 00:31:44,622 --> 00:31:46,139 I'm just a stand-in. 869 00:31:47,292 --> 00:31:50,003 I'm just a stand-in for the true enigma in your life: 870 00:31:50,695 --> 00:31:52,587 the person who abandoned you 871 00:31:53,098 --> 00:31:54,347 when you were a baby, 872 00:31:55,567 --> 00:31:57,268 left you and your mother, 873 00:31:57,842 --> 00:31:59,617 because he wanted nothing to do with you. 874 00:32:00,205 --> 00:32:02,472 ♪ 875 00:32:02,557 --> 00:32:03,699 Wait, what are you... 876 00:32:04,042 --> 00:32:05,563 Are you talking about my father? 877 00:32:06,881 --> 00:32:08,474 That's not why he left. 878 00:32:08,523 --> 00:32:09,645 No? 879 00:32:10,533 --> 00:32:11,732 No. 880 00:32:13,017 --> 00:32:14,392 Then why did he? 881 00:32:14,886 --> 00:32:16,719 ♪ 882 00:32:16,721 --> 00:32:18,167 You don't know, do you? 883 00:32:19,657 --> 00:32:20,968 [SOFTLY] You don't know. 884 00:32:21,393 --> 00:32:23,960 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 885 00:32:23,962 --> 00:32:25,679 My father abandoned me too. 886 00:32:26,301 --> 00:32:28,331 He dropped dead of a heart attack when he was 40, 887 00:32:28,333 --> 00:32:29,587 and I hated him. 888 00:32:29,701 --> 00:32:31,501 I hated him for leaving me 889 00:32:31,503 --> 00:32:33,461 with that woman who controlled me, 890 00:32:33,671 --> 00:32:35,842 and that experience, that hate, 891 00:32:36,274 --> 00:32:39,623 it dictated every choice I made from that moment on. 892 00:32:40,578 --> 00:32:41,993 It defined me. 893 00:32:42,614 --> 00:32:43,977 It's who I am. 894 00:32:45,016 --> 00:32:47,116 And I think your father leaving has defined you. 895 00:32:47,118 --> 00:32:48,521 It's who you are, 896 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:50,561 or at least who you think you are. 897 00:32:50,989 --> 00:32:52,105 You are a person 898 00:32:52,424 --> 00:32:54,357 that other people leave, isn't that right? 899 00:32:54,359 --> 00:32:56,359 [BREATHES HEAVILY] I need to get some air. 900 00:32:56,361 --> 00:32:58,161 ♪ 901 00:32:58,163 --> 00:33:00,169 Your mother abandoned you too, didn't she? 902 00:33:00,999 --> 00:33:04,133 And after she died, what's the first thing you did? 903 00:33:04,135 --> 00:33:05,868 I can't... I can't talk... 904 00:33:05,870 --> 00:33:06,842 I can't... 905 00:33:07,472 --> 00:33:10,406 ♪ 906 00:33:10,408 --> 00:33:11,974 You traveled across the world 907 00:33:11,976 --> 00:33:14,314 to confront the step-brother who abused you, 908 00:33:14,846 --> 00:33:16,753 and then also left you. 909 00:33:18,082 --> 00:33:20,149 And what kind of a person agrees to a contract marriage? 910 00:33:20,151 --> 00:33:21,154 Enough! 911 00:33:22,454 --> 00:33:24,141 A person who needs it, 912 00:33:24,622 --> 00:33:25,866 who feels worthless, 913 00:33:26,324 --> 00:33:27,505 who hates herself. 914 00:33:28,193 --> 00:33:29,873 Megan, you're so angry, 915 00:33:30,562 --> 00:33:31,928 and you've been running away 916 00:33:31,930 --> 00:33:33,329 from that anger your entire life, 917 00:33:33,331 --> 00:33:34,921 but it's catching up to you, 918 00:33:35,033 --> 00:33:37,406 and if you don't turn around and confront it 919 00:33:37,902 --> 00:33:39,157 and take control of it, 920 00:33:39,553 --> 00:33:42,046 it will keep eating you up from the inside. 921 00:33:43,141 --> 00:33:44,275 Trust me... 922 00:33:45,477 --> 00:33:46,647 I know, Megan... 923 00:33:47,545 --> 00:33:48,767 because you and I... 924 00:33:49,147 --> 00:33:50,479 are the same. 925 00:33:55,609 --> 00:33:56,641 - Yeah, I'm good. - Huh? 926 00:33:56,666 --> 00:33:57,932 Man, I'm good! [GROANS] 927 00:33:58,049 --> 00:34:01,751 [PEOPLE CHATTERING] 928 00:34:01,776 --> 00:34:03,611 - Everybody back up now! - _ 929 00:34:03,611 --> 00:34:06,212 I know, we never should've been in that bar in the first place. 930 00:34:06,437 --> 00:34:07,436 Enough! 931 00:34:07,438 --> 00:34:09,004 [CHUCKLES] 932 00:34:09,006 --> 00:34:10,419 What, that's it? 933 00:34:10,641 --> 00:34:12,002 Where's my lecture? 934 00:34:12,276 --> 00:34:13,774 [SIGHS] Not in the mood. 935 00:34:16,313 --> 00:34:19,281 [SOFT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC] 936 00:34:19,283 --> 00:34:26,188 ♪ 937 00:34:26,212 --> 00:34:28,212 _ 938 00:34:39,170 --> 00:34:40,802 [GASPS] Ta-da! [LAUGHS] 939 00:34:40,804 --> 00:34:43,038 Oh, my God, you didn't have to... 940 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:45,107 I wanted to. This is a big deal. 941 00:34:45,109 --> 00:34:46,775 - Thank you. - Congrats on your first day. 942 00:34:46,777 --> 00:34:47,910 [GIGGLES] 943 00:34:47,912 --> 00:34:49,811 Uh, could you, uh, hold these? 944 00:34:49,813 --> 00:34:51,361 Yeah, I'll... I'll just be a second. 945 00:34:53,017 --> 00:34:55,055 So how'd it go last night? 946 00:34:55,586 --> 00:34:57,519 What happened? You okay? 947 00:34:57,521 --> 00:34:59,096 I'm fine. I'm just... 948 00:34:59,390 --> 00:35:00,889 I'm regretting the whole thing. 949 00:35:00,891 --> 00:35:03,358 I... I stayed out really late, and now I feel off. 950 00:35:03,360 --> 00:35:04,707 - And... - Megan... 951 00:35:05,563 --> 00:35:06,806 Big day. 952 00:35:07,298 --> 00:35:09,398 - You ready? - I am. 953 00:35:09,792 --> 00:35:10,973 Great. 954 00:35:11,168 --> 00:35:13,475 By the way, our little problem's been taken care of. 955 00:35:13,837 --> 00:35:15,726 Okay. That's a relief. 956 00:35:16,840 --> 00:35:19,275 What problem? What is he talking about? 957 00:35:19,561 --> 00:35:20,905 Nothing important. 958 00:35:21,345 --> 00:35:23,011 - I gotta get to work. - Okay. 959 00:35:23,013 --> 00:35:24,913 - You are gonna be great. - Thank you. 960 00:35:24,915 --> 00:35:26,035 [GIGGLES] 961 00:35:26,517 --> 00:35:28,097 - All right, bye. - Bye. 962 00:35:31,288 --> 00:35:33,765 Okay, picture's up! Final touches. 963 00:35:35,492 --> 00:35:36,758 You heard her. 964 00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:38,511 That's 3 1/2. It's good. 965 00:35:39,396 --> 00:35:40,848 Quiet on the set! 966 00:35:41,198 --> 00:35:43,101 Hey. 'Kay, um... 967 00:35:43,400 --> 00:35:44,766 [INDISTINCT] 968 00:35:44,768 --> 00:35:46,659 - Does it look okay? - Mm-hmm. 969 00:35:47,538 --> 00:35:49,438 - Thanks. - Where's that mic I want? 970 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:50,727 Thank you. 971 00:35:51,041 --> 00:35:52,138 'Kay. 972 00:35:52,376 --> 00:35:53,473 Good. 973 00:35:53,844 --> 00:35:54,938 Thanks. 974 00:35:55,412 --> 00:35:56,857 You all good? Good. 975 00:35:58,282 --> 00:35:59,793 Let's put this up. 976 00:36:00,317 --> 00:36:02,834 - Here you go. - Second team, stand by! 977 00:36:03,854 --> 00:36:06,188 - Ready to go, guys! - [EXHALES SLOWLY] Hey. 978 00:36:06,190 --> 00:36:08,624 [SOFT AMBIENT MUSIC] 979 00:36:08,626 --> 00:36:09,925 - Bell up! - [BELL RINGS] 980 00:36:09,927 --> 00:36:11,223 And roll sound. 981 00:36:11,395 --> 00:36:17,966 ♪ 982 00:36:17,968 --> 00:36:20,183 87, take one. A and B calling mark. 983 00:36:20,504 --> 00:36:23,472 ♪ 984 00:36:23,474 --> 00:36:25,256 - [SOFTLY] Hey, okay... - [CLEARS THROAT] 985 00:36:25,609 --> 00:36:27,209 Is this... am I in the right frame? Okay. 986 00:36:27,211 --> 00:36:28,677 You're great right there, Megan. 987 00:36:28,679 --> 00:36:35,017 ♪ 988 00:36:35,019 --> 00:36:36,165 All right. 989 00:36:36,287 --> 00:36:38,171 And... action! 990 00:36:40,924 --> 00:36:42,308 I'm here. 991 00:36:43,127 --> 00:36:44,669 It's me, Clyde. 992 00:36:46,630 --> 00:36:49,564 Randi, I know I... I haven't called in a long time, 993 00:36:50,634 --> 00:36:52,108 and that's on me. 994 00:36:52,703 --> 00:36:54,508 That's something that I'll... 995 00:36:55,472 --> 00:36:57,472 I'll have to carry with me. I'll always... 996 00:36:57,474 --> 00:36:59,117 I'm sorry, can we roll back? 997 00:37:02,880 --> 00:37:05,245 Uh, do you wanna cut or... 998 00:37:07,618 --> 00:37:09,422 No. Back to one. 999 00:37:17,928 --> 00:37:19,061 All right. 1000 00:37:19,063 --> 00:37:21,468 And... action! 1001 00:37:23,551 --> 00:37:24,907 I'm here. 1002 00:37:26,704 --> 00:37:28,181 It's me, Clyde. 1003 00:37:28,872 --> 00:37:30,454 Randi, I know we haven't... 1004 00:37:30,974 --> 00:37:32,660 spoken in a long time, 1005 00:37:32,910 --> 00:37:34,297 and that's on me. 1006 00:37:34,611 --> 00:37:37,779 That's something I'll always carry with me. 1007 00:37:38,949 --> 00:37:40,835 I'll always carry it with me. 1008 00:37:41,719 --> 00:37:43,070 [SOMBERLY] I missed... 1009 00:37:43,587 --> 00:37:45,940 We missed so many years, 1010 00:37:46,457 --> 00:37:48,606 and I wish I could get that back, 1011 00:37:49,093 --> 00:37:50,388 that time. 1012 00:37:51,295 --> 00:37:52,860 But we both know that... 1013 00:37:53,464 --> 00:37:54,646 That isn't... 1014 00:37:55,065 --> 00:37:56,398 ♪ 1015 00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:57,599 We can't. 1016 00:38:03,006 --> 00:38:05,084 - And cut! - [BELL RINGS] 1017 00:38:05,209 --> 00:38:08,210 [LIGHT CHATTER] 1018 00:38:09,401 --> 00:38:10,651 That was... 1019 00:38:11,403 --> 00:38:12,466 amazing. 1020 00:38:15,574 --> 00:38:18,324 Now do it again, 27 more times. 1021 00:38:18,644 --> 00:38:21,578 [LAUGHTER, APPLAUSE] 1022 00:38:21,580 --> 00:38:24,514 [PERCUSSIVE MUSIC] 1023 00:38:24,516 --> 00:38:26,671 ♪ 1024 00:38:26,671 --> 00:38:28,838 Hey, you set the bar high, overachiever. 1025 00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:30,107 [LAUGHS] 1026 00:38:31,175 --> 00:38:32,893 - Good job. - [LAUGHS] 1027 00:38:34,112 --> 00:38:35,574 I don't think I can do this. 1028 00:38:35,712 --> 00:38:38,013 Clyde, listen to me, you don't have to be perfect. 1029 00:38:38,266 --> 00:38:39,765 Just talk to her. 1030 00:38:40,234 --> 00:38:41,967 - Cut! - [BELL RINGS] 1031 00:38:41,969 --> 00:38:43,402 All right, that's a wrap! 1032 00:38:43,404 --> 00:38:44,937 First day of "Technicolor Highway" in the can! 1033 00:38:44,939 --> 00:38:47,373 - All right. - [PEOPLE APPLAUDING] 1034 00:38:47,375 --> 00:38:48,991 - Congratulations. - [SMOOCHES] 1035 00:38:48,993 --> 00:38:50,609 - Thank you so much. - You did great. 1036 00:38:50,611 --> 00:38:52,022 I have Adam from the studio. 1037 00:38:52,213 --> 00:38:53,738 Tell him we just wrapped and I'll get back to him... 1038 00:38:53,738 --> 00:38:55,089 He says it's important. 1039 00:38:55,950 --> 00:38:57,950 "The Kill Plan" test numbers just came in. 1040 00:38:57,952 --> 00:39:00,886 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 1041 00:39:00,888 --> 00:39:02,421 ♪ 1042 00:39:02,423 --> 00:39:03,743 Adam, hey. 1043 00:39:04,258 --> 00:39:05,837 So the news is not good. 1044 00:39:06,260 --> 00:39:07,497 Okay... 1045 00:39:07,795 --> 00:39:09,462 Amazing. I'm so... be proud... 1046 00:39:09,464 --> 00:39:10,830 - That's a good start. - Thank you. 1047 00:39:10,832 --> 00:39:14,366 ♪ 1048 00:39:14,368 --> 00:39:15,760 Strong first day. 1049 00:39:17,694 --> 00:39:18,814 Thank you. 1050 00:39:22,076 --> 00:39:24,070 - What's this? - A gift. 1051 00:39:30,867 --> 00:39:33,319 He lives in Lompoc, couple hours north of here. 1052 00:39:33,321 --> 00:39:35,604 He's a painter, lives alone. Twice divorced. 1053 00:39:36,224 --> 00:39:37,412 No kids. 1054 00:39:38,626 --> 00:39:39,820 No other kids. 1055 00:39:40,495 --> 00:39:43,429 [SOFT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC] 1056 00:39:43,431 --> 00:39:44,430 ♪ 1057 00:39:44,432 --> 00:39:45,891 Our work together's done, 1058 00:39:46,534 --> 00:39:48,501 but now your real work begins. 1059 00:39:48,503 --> 00:39:53,706 ♪ 1060 00:39:53,708 --> 00:39:55,174 I think it's great. Thank you. 1061 00:39:55,176 --> 00:39:56,542 'Kay. 1062 00:39:56,544 --> 00:39:59,411 ♪ 1063 00:39:59,413 --> 00:40:01,413 You look quite pleased with yourself. 1064 00:40:01,415 --> 00:40:03,537 [CHUCKLES, INHALES SLOWLY] 1065 00:40:03,951 --> 00:40:05,484 [SIGHS] I'm starting to wonder 1066 00:40:05,486 --> 00:40:07,446 if we didn't sell ourselves short back then. 1067 00:40:10,341 --> 00:40:11,773 What do we do for a living? 1068 00:40:12,276 --> 00:40:13,442 We help people, right? 1069 00:40:13,444 --> 00:40:16,244 We guide them to do their best work, 1070 00:40:16,246 --> 00:40:17,655 achieve their better selves. 1071 00:40:18,449 --> 00:40:20,006 And I just think that... 1072 00:40:21,719 --> 00:40:23,373 we would make amazing parents, 1073 00:40:24,254 --> 00:40:26,590 and maybe it's time to reopen that conversation. 1074 00:40:27,091 --> 00:40:33,829 ♪ 1075 00:40:37,167 --> 00:40:38,734 [SIGHS SOFTLY] 1076 00:40:38,736 --> 00:40:40,635 [SOLEMN MUSIC] 1077 00:40:40,637 --> 00:40:43,023 Uh, hi. Uh, is Mason there? 1078 00:40:43,307 --> 00:40:44,639 ♪ 1079 00:40:44,641 --> 00:40:47,109 Oh, hi, Wes. I'm a friend of your mom's. 1080 00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:49,044 I've been trying to get a hold of her. Is she... 1081 00:40:49,046 --> 00:40:50,579 ♪ 1082 00:40:50,581 --> 00:40:51,581 What? 1083 00:40:52,182 --> 00:40:59,020 ♪ 1084 00:41:01,692 --> 00:41:02,646 When? 1085 00:41:03,193 --> 00:41:10,065 ♪ 1086 00:41:22,746 --> 00:41:23,686 Hey. 1087 00:41:24,381 --> 00:41:27,282 [SOFT INSTRUMENTAL MUSIC] 1088 00:41:27,284 --> 00:41:28,950 ♪ 1089 00:41:28,952 --> 00:41:30,158 You did great today. 1090 00:41:30,454 --> 00:41:32,521 ♪ 1091 00:41:32,523 --> 00:41:33,677 Back at ya. 1092 00:41:34,324 --> 00:41:38,760 ♪ 1093 00:41:38,762 --> 00:41:40,022 You okay? 1094 00:41:40,397 --> 00:41:44,633 ♪ 1095 00:41:44,635 --> 00:41:45,758 Yeah. 72257

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