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Who's there?
- Raymond - "Raymond" who?
How many Raymonds do you know, Ray?
Our father is dead
By his own hand?
No, not by his own He was sick, for Chrissake
Can I come in?
Put the gun away, Ray You know I don't like guns
Then you shouldn't knock on people's doors in the middle of the night
Well, I tried to call, but your phone was dead
I'm behind on bills
You want, uh, something to drink?
Coffee
Coffee
When was I last here? Three years?
After Athena's surgery
Oh, that'd be five
Really? Shit
So, who called you about the old man?
I mean, who even talks to him anymore?
Uh, Reverend West, his pastor
Harris has a pastor? Are you shitting me?
Yeah His last wish was that his sons attend his funeral
It's tomorrow, Ray Outside of Richmond
You don't have to go
He's dead He'll never know
You're a very tender man, you know that?
So what's your plan?
I'll leave early, before dawn, but, uh, I can't alone
I I don't I don't have a license, Ray
I got a DUI
I had two beers
The first time I've been pulled over in 20 years
I had to drive here tonight 'cause I couldn't reach you,
but if I get stopped, I could be in deep shit
Why doesn't your wife just drive you?
We're on the rocks
She left me in December
Ho, ho, ho
Why did you say "by his own hand" before?
Why would he kill himself?
I guess I just always thought he would
Such a bitter son of a bitch Frustrated
Everything he touched turned to shit
Just thought he'd put himself to sleep one day
I fantasized about it my whole childhood,
him putting a gun in his mouth and blowing off the top of his head
Jesus
You're really gonna go?
After the things he did to you?
You still working at the plant?
No Fired
For what?
I don't know Some altercation
"Altercation"? Fancy
If I asked the other guy, would he use that word?
Hmm, it's difficult for him to speak with no teeth and all
What was it about?
Nothing
What was it about, Ray?
Uh
Uh, he used the N-word I told him not to It escalated
Wh-What are you doing for work now?
Construction Here and there
I have two days this week,
which is another great reason to skip a funeral
I saw a woman leaving earlier She a keeper?
You playing any gigs?
Nah, I haven't played a gig in forever
Why not? You're sounding good
I don't play anymore
I heard you when I was knocking on the door
- No - I heard it
I don't have any horns anymore Sold 'em
You sold your horns?
It's okay
No work and no horns? Sounds like dicey territory
I'm fine Still clean, going on seven years
Wow, that's great I-I'm proud of you
What, is this where we hug?
- Hug this - Oh, fuck
You know, he does have other wives
You can get them to go
Nah
Remember that Serbian woman? B Branka
Branka Oh, wow Good memory Shit, she was hot
I must have jerked off to her a hundred times and so did you
- No, I was too busy getting laid - Oh, you're full of shit
- How did he get himself women like that? - He could be funny when he wanted to be
Does whipping our asses with his belt count as funny?
'Cause if it does, he was a hoot
Ray
I wanna be there
Not because he asked, but because I want to
I wanna know what it looks like to put him underground,
what it feels like
But I'm scared it's gonna kick my ass
Come with me
J Wait one second
Oh, really, is that necessary?
You never know
Keys You got it
Where are we?
'Bout a hour and a half out
I was having a dream I was in a natural history museum
There was one of those theater-like windows
Remember those?
The naked cavemen killing a man with Your mom used to take us
Mmm, no That was your mom
My mom hated that place Said it gave her the creeps
No Didn't your mo mom…
Oh, maybe you're right Uh, anyway…
I'm in the museum and Dad Harris is one of the prehistoric men
Yeah
So I'm tryna break the glass, tryna get him out, tryna free him
But I look down, and… …I'm naked too, like the other cavemen
What do you think it means?
Means it's gonna take a whole lot more than a hole in the ground
to get the old man out of your head
It's hard to imagine him as a little boy
His father was a monster to him We repeat We repeat
- We don't have to - Yeah, but we do
It's the law of the land
Mmm Were you a monster to your boy?
Oh, hey I'm sorry
Hello? Reverend West?
How are you?
Yeah, we're on the road Uh, do we come straight to you, or…
All right
You can give him this number
- That it for you? - Yep
- It's a cool store - Thanks
Is it yours?
Yeah, right Do I look like a boss lady to you?
Yeah, you sure do
It's like most girls in the South
- So, like, I decided to rebel a little - Really?
That is amazing
What was that about in there?
Nothing
They just come to you, don't they?
Like flies to shit
Reverend West called
How long have they even known each other?
I mean, Dad died alone, I bet
This guy just stepped in to make it all a little less desperate and depressing
And this is what the end looks like when you've alienated everyone
And now they've called us in to be the shills
You don't have any good memories of him?
I have some I wish I didn't
Why?
Hello? Raymond
This is Mr Canfield from Remembrance Funeral Homes
Oh, yes Hi
First off, let me say that I am very sorry for your loss
Well, thank you
I met your father briefly a couple of years ago,
when he was making arrangements
Very charismatic A sensitive soul
My condolences
Wh-What kind of arrangements?
He wanted to have an open casket
Um, that requires embalming, of course, and we need to start on that right away
if we want to have an early afternoon viewing,
which is what he requested
Okay
The thing is, your father prepaid for the casket and the headstone
and a deposit on the embalming, but he never paid the balance
- I know in this difficult moment it's - How much is it?
- I'm sorry? - That's my brother, Ray
Here
Uh, nice to meet you, sir I'm sorry for your loss
How much is it?
All in, with taxes, it's $475, and that includes cosmetic work
Wh-Whoa, you talking 'bout makeup?
Yes We would like to prepare him so that the experience is as rewarding
Yeah, that's a bullshit expense We don't need that
We don't need to see him
Excuse me, I didn't I didn't catch that
Please, go ahead with it We'll settle up when we get there
Also, a Mr Mendez, your father's attorney,
called earlier to see how things were going
- And I will text you his number now - Okay, thank you very much
See you soon
Harris's attorney?
I mean, $500? Can you afford that?
No, but we only do this funeral once
- Let's do it right - But I can't afford it
- I'm not gonna pay - I'll do it, Ray
Is that all right with you?
Jesus Christ
Pu Put it on speaker
Max Mendez
Yes Uh, Mr Mendez, my name's Raymond
M Uh, my father was Ben Harris
- Yes I'm very sorry for your loss - Thank you
Your father was an exemplary man A very charming man too
Yeah, he will be missed I am sure of it
You You wanted to talk with us?
Yes Unfortunately, I have another client waiting for me
Um, could you come by a little later? There are some things to go over
Is your brother Ray with you?
Yes
- Good 11:00? - 11:00 is good
I will text you my address And as your father used to say, à bientôt
À bientôt?
You remember he made us go to those French lessons,
and then he changed his mind and pulled us out?
I really enjoyed those
Thank you
Sorry
Sorry
I'm looking for Mr Canfield
- Hi That's me - Oh
You're Mr Raymond Harris?
- Yeah - Hi Pleased to meet you
- This is Ray - Hi
Rose, find out how long until Mr Harris is ready
I'm very sorry for your loss
So, you have a good trip?
Y-Yes, thank you
Mmm, where do you make your home?
Couple hundred miles from here
Mmm You resemble your father
Mr Harris will be ready in a few minutes
Felix will come looking for you
Great In the meantime,
I want to show you the casket that your father pre-selected
If you'll follow me this way
Thanks
Um, if you don't mind waiting right here, I'll be right with you
Really?
The cheapest man who ever lived
I believe it wasn't a matter of cost
I offered him discounts on other caskets, but he insisted
He said it was his favorite thing about being a Jew,
the humility of the casket,
which brings me to my question
I know he was close with Reverend West,
but perhaps you would also like a rabbi to attend?
- That won't be necessary - No Our father was not a Jew
- He converted for 30 minutes once… - Right
…and No, and he was still miserable
No rabbi Thank you
Mr Harris is ready
I'm sorry for your loss
I worked on him a little
He was quite, um, emaciated
Yeah Well, thank you
How'd he die?
Well, you would have to speak with his physician about that,
but I believe the death certificate mentioned congestive heart failure
and cancer of the lung
Y-Your father's wish was to be buried naked inside the casket
I suggest he wear a shirt for the viewing, if you could provide one
Will you be expecting a large group of people?
Why, I don't think so
Well, we'll leave you alone with him
When did you last see him?
Maybe at one of your weddings
Oh, he only came to my wedding with… with Marsha
Yeah
He called your brother-in-law a retard, remember?
Then your father-in-law almost attacked him
I mean, that reception was one punch from a shit show
It wasn't like that Don't rewrite history, Ray
Was he always this little? What's this shit about being buried naked?
He was always such an exhibitionist
His dick is still bigger than ours
It was really something seeing him lying there like that
He's really gone now I feel it
I feel good about it Letting it go
Forgiveness is good
Come in Come in, men
So good to finally meet you, to put faces to the names
- Well, thank you for meeting with us - Of course Sit, please
Coffee? Water?
- No, we're good - No, thanks
You know, it's funny I heard him say so many times,
"My sons, my children, my boys "
How, um How long did you know our father?
About seven years
I represented a man who was suing him for slander
- Huh - And my client won that case
Your father was so impressed by my work
that he hired me to help him sue the city of Bon Air
For what?
Christmas wreaths on City Hall
He said it violated the separation of church and state
How could he even afford you?
I worked for him pro bono
Your father was a great conversationalist, a ferocious debater
Not sophisticated necessarily, but tireless
I would pay him just to hear him gripe about the world the way he did
Okay Your father's last will
He leaves all his assets, it's about $5200 in a checking account,
to be divided equally among his sons that attend the funeral
I know it doesn't sound like much,
but maybe it can help with the funeral expenses
Travel expenses, perhaps
Or you can throw a reception for the attendees afterwards
It's up to you
Your father also left you some personal items at his home
Here is his address
And, uh, Ms Delgado will be there all day
- Ms Delgado? - Yes, sir
And lastly, it was also your father's wish that you dig his grave
What?
That his sons dig his grave on their own, without machinery
Shovels are fine, of course
And then, you are to lower the casket into the ground and cover the grave again
- What an asshole - No, Ray
- No… - No, no Is this even allowed?
The cemetery must accommodate all faiths
Your father claimed his Tongan roots demanded it
'Cause of our Tongan roots
- Yeah - Here's the permit
When you get there, please identify yourselves to the funeral director
so that you can dig
Make sure to bring a valid driver's license
Hi We're, uh, Harris's sons
I'm sorry for your loss
Thank you
What is that?
- What? - What you did
Oh D Nothing
It looks like something What is it for?
I-It's just a bad habit
It makes you feel better?
It's all good You are safe here
Your father's room is upstairs, the last room
I'm cooking something
- Lucia - Ah I'm Raymond
- This is - Raymond and Ray
You're safe here, buddy
What's that?
His little altar to himself
Hey, look at this
Who the hell are they?
I don't know
Are you guys hungry?
Oh, no no We're We're We're fine, thank you
- We're good, thanks - Thanks
I'll get your boxes
Oh, look The moms So beautiful
Before he sucked the lifeblood out of them
Fuck
Hey, it's just like Christmas
Yeah, except we're not kids
Are we not?
We're a couple of grown-ass men whose lives didn't pan out
- Don't say that - Mmm, it's the truth
Hey, you're pissing me off
- Whoo! Easy, horse - Hey, fuck you, Ray
- Don't say my life hasn't panned out! - I like you angry About fucking time
Oh, n Thank you
Thank you
Looks good
Mm-hmm
Mmm This is delicious
I know
How long have you worked here?
It's my house
Oh
I love the way you've set it up
Very free-spirited and and yet still sensible
Thank you
Was Harris your tenant?
No My ex-husband and I had a car wash
Harris came to the store for cigarettes
He was older, but he was friendly and a good listener
We were lovers for a while Then we stayed friends
And when he got sick last year, I moved him in
He looked at that picture of you guys at the lake all the time
I said to him, "Why don't you call these boys?
They can visit you "
He said no
He said, "The boys and the men were not the same thing "
Is it one of yours?
Yeah
Uh-huh
He took it from me after one of our big fights,
summer of senior year
He told me he pawned it
Must have scoured every pawn shop in the States
I mean, he was always an asshole to me, but that was the beginning of the end
What was the fight about?
I have no idea
He had that cleaned and fixed just a few weeks ago
I had no idea you thought my life was shit
- That's not what I said - I heard what you said
- You said my life hadn't panned out… - I
- …which is one way of calling out failure - No, I
- I like things the way I like them - I
Steady
Maybe that makes me boring or lazy
It cost me my marriages I know that
Olive said I was more interested in air conditioning than I was in her
The first time Marsha saw me ironing a perfect shirt,
she burst into tears thinking I was gay
I like my peace and quiet
If that means my life didn't pan out, then it didn't pan out
I'm okay I sleep like a baby
We come from chaos
I hope everything is satisfactory
Mmm
Yeah, it's fine Thank you It looks good
We will have to begin our move to the cemetery
in about an hour and a half
in order to make his desired time for the burial at sunset,
allowing for the time to dig
Mr Mendez spoke with you both
about your father's wishes with respect to that?
He did
I think we'll be fine
Oh, goody
- Excuse me - Sorry
Bonnie Michael
- Who's Michael? - Oh
Uh, it's often uncomfortable for mourners to be the first to arrive
and find an empty room
You know, the deceased by himself
So, sometimes we, you know, place a couple of people just to sit in
At At no cost to the family, of course
And then, as the room begins to gradually fill,
they will step out discreetly
- Great - Yep
Um, I'll need you to sign some documents in my office, though
Um, yeah, and I'll need your driver's license
Try not to fuck the funeral home receptionist
at our own father's viewing
Okay, I'll try
You're cold as ice, Pops
All right, thank you You can go Thanks Shoo
Unfortunately, I can't stay longer
Oh, don't worry Thank you so much for coming
No, I'm happy to be here Yeah
That didn't sound right, huh?
Look at you You have a good smile It's open It does not lie
Oh
Are you married? Kids?
I'm separated Um, twice divorced before that
Wow
And… how many kids?
Oh, um… I have a son
He's in the Army, um…
And uh Wh
You don't want to talk about him?
No, it's fine
How long are you guys in town?
If you need a place to sleep, his room is available, of course
Oh, thank you
But I don't think I could sleep in that room
Why?
The hospital bed is gone
and everything's going to the Salvation Army or to the trash
- Is that what he wanted? - Yeah
He left everyone something, and that's it The rest must go
Oh
But if you want anything like, I don't know,
photos of you guys or your moms, it's okay for me
Hi
I will see you later
Yeah, okay
Mmm
Do I know you?
I don't think so
You sure?
Yeah
So why you look at me like that when I walk by?
Like what?
- You think I enjoy it? - No, I
I'm just trying to understand where you're coming from
Wait, you, um You reminded me of someone
Oh, you think I should be flattered, is that it?
- I'm sorry about gawking at you out there - That was a crappy thing to do
Yes, crappy and creepy
Well, I will endeavor to stop behaving like an asshole
- Okay - Okay
I'm Ray That's my father, Harris
Kiera
I was one of his nurses at St Anne's
My condolences
You always come to your patient's funerals?
- No - Huh
He asked me to
He said it gave him comfort to know I'd be here, and I'm happy to do it
Something about your father captured me
A very old soul Haunted
What was he like as a father?
The worst
Huh I wouldn't have guessed that
But then again, no one was there towards the end except his friend Lucia
So, that explains that
- Are you having a burial? - Oh, yeah
We're digging the grave ourselves, my brother and I His final request
Why would he want you to do that?
Mmm Your guess is as good as mine
- What's yours? - Trying to screw with our heads
Exercise his power over us for as long as possible
You can always refuse
Yeah We didn't
Well, then it worked
He was ready to go Even declined painkillers
He wanted to go out with all his senses
I think music helped him get through a lot of it
He'd He'd put on his earbuds and plug into his phone and close his eyes
and weather the pain
I asked him, I said I said, "What music is that?"
He said, "Oh, it's a secret "
But at night, when I came in to check on him,
I could tell it was the same song over and over again
He'd fall asleep listening to it, when he could
What song?
Um… I don't know Something instrumental Bluesy, maybe
I should get going
Oh, uh Are you gonna be at the The cemetery later?
No, I-I-I wasn't planning on it
Oh, right
- Don't think I can - Of course not
Nice meeting you
Hey, I need you to call that Mendez, the lawyer, right?
I wanna find all Dad's personal belongings
You know, all the stuff he left at the hospital
- What for? - I just I want his cell phone
You won't be able to use it past the billing date
No, not It's fine, all right? Just call him
Thank you
Oh, fuck
Mr Mendez It's Raymond Yeah
Do you know what happened to our father's personal effects
a-a-at the hospital?
Okay, I We'll try that Thank you
- So, what'd he say? - He had no idea
- Ah, f - He said to ask
He said to ask Lucia She'll be at the cemetery
- All right Well, did you get her number? - What?
Wha Call him back Get her number
- What's up your ass? - Just do it
- Voice mail - Fuck!
You son of a bitch
You think you can laugh at me from hell, huh?
What the fuck do you know about music?
It takes you 80 years
to discover that it can help you through your pain, huh?
You moron
Don't fuck with me, Harris You'll regret it
Call me
God
Imagine if the moms were here now
- Uh, I'd rather not - Why?
They'd get all tangled up
Oh, not my mom
No, when she shed him off,
I think she shed him off for good, like changing skin
The shit he got away with I mean, can you imagine?
I mean, his wife and his lover become lifelong friends
It's like the Battered Wives Club
Well
He was just a guy, Ray
I mean, I know he could be a real asshole, and he could l-lose control, but
Well, he Shit things happened to him too
No, it's no excuse
You know, he should take responsibility for his own life
It's his life, his responsibility
Yeah, like our lives are our responsibility
Oh, God Why won't you point the finger at him?
- What good would that do now? - Just face the facts
- I face the facts - No, you don't
- Oh, fuck off - I mean, he fucked your wife
- Thanks for reminding me, Ray - What, you forgot?
Oh, fuck you! Fuck you! Pull over! Pull over
I'll walk the rest of the way and dig the fucking hole myself,
you piece of shit
Your anger, Ray I couldn't carry it It would crush me
Good afternoon
I'm with Cederdale Cemeteries
- I'm very sorry for your loss - Oh, thank you
I took the liberty of removing the grass to mark the area
Okay Thank you
This flat blade is gonna make things easier for you later
This pickax for harder areas, rocks too
H-H-How deep?
Six feet
Right
I'll be around here if you need me
Thanks
Why are there no dates?
- It's what he requested - Did he say why?
He did not
Get to it
Gentlemen Rev West
It's great to finally meet you,
despite the circumstances
My condolences
Thank you
- Mr Canfield - Reverend West
Harris spoke about you men many times, always in glowing terms
- Yeah - Hmm
Some backbreaking work
Did I say something funny?
"Glowing terms " "Backbreaking work "
It's just, where do you get that shit?
Are my words shit?
I mean, do they teach that at divinity school?
How to speak like a prophet?
I apologize for my very unhappy brother, Reverend
Ah
No worries A difficult day for all
But what's he even need a pastor for anyway?
The last time I checked, he was Jewish
He was Buddhist before that Muslim
Harris was a restless seeker
He was circumcised at 50
That's enough
I did not know that Painful, I'm sure
What about the dates? How come there are no dates?
He was never sure about his birthday
Didn't want the stone to be wrong, so he opted for no dates
Who would know or care if it was wrong?
Few things matter to a dying man
This mattered to him
Just keep it secular as best you can Huh, Rev ?
I'm a Christian pastor, Ray
That's them, my love
Let me help with that
- Thank you, Reverend - Mm-hmm
Thank you very much
Mr Canfield
Ms Delgado
Hi, guys This is my son, Simon
Raymond and Ray Your brothers
Nice to meet you
Hello
Hey
Over there
Thank you, Reverend
- Hey, can I ask you something? - Yeah, of course
My father's stuff back at the hospital, do you know where that is?
At home What are you looking for?
His cell phone
Harris left that to Simon Yeah
Simon, come here
Show your brother the phone
You got any music on here?
Not yet Just reset it today
He's a techie Hmm?
- So, you don't have any of Harris's stuff? - No
Did you back it up?
No, what for?
Thanks
Mmm, a whiskey priest, hey
Don't judge me, Ray
Just a fellow like any other, running on feet of clay
Mm-hmm Is that how you and Harris found each other?
Mmm Nah Harris stopped drinking before I met him
He said it revived him, being sober
He was in his late 60s when he fathered that boy
Life is unstoppable
And no, that is not from divinity school
- You got a family, Ray? - Ah, no
I wouldn't know what to do with a kid
Especially a boy
Is a girl any easier?
'Cause I got a girl and… …taken years off my life
What is it about a boy?
Back off, Reverend
Got a question for you, though
You really think that Harris believed in God?
- I don't care - No, come on You're shitting me
What matters is that we all belong to something greater than us
An infinite
Your father knew that
No
That is a humble thought,
and my father didn't have a humble bone in his body
Maybe he grew one when he realized the end was near
Yeah, maybe it's easier at the end
That's when all the bullies shit their pants
Nah, he was never scared
Only sad that the wonderful ride was over
That's how he put it "The wonderful ride "
Talk to me, Ray
What about?
What for?
It's all gonna be over, a couple hours
You sure about that?
Oh, yeah
I got it
That boy, he bugs me
No reception here That makes sense
Where do you work?
Water and Power Department in Cincinnati It's not very exciting
You don't like it?
Find something else
I don't know
You can have stability with an exciting job
Risk makes you feel alive
Sometimes even getting a little sloppy can be good
- Can it? - Yeah
You are so funny Ah…
I drive an Uber four days a week, and I am a bartender three nights
The driving is easier, but the bar is more money
Both jobs give me a front-row seat to the human circus every day
Sunscreen The sun is a silent killer
Keep going
Simon, please! Don't do that here!
Nobody cares
Incredible
Stop S
It's my turn
I'm not sure that's going to be possible I mean, legally I would need to
Come on It's his birthright
Yeah, I think it's okay
Here
Mr West?
- Reverend West Yes? - Sorry we're late
- One of our flights was delayed - You're not late Um, Leon?
- Leon - Leon
- Leon, Vincent - Yeah
Raymond Ray That's Simon over there
Condolences
Our sympathies
Thank you
Harris and our mother were custodians at a community center
- in Tallahassee in the '90s - Tallahassee
Simon
Come meet your brothers!
- I met them already - There's more
Let me know when they're all here
They have to dig too
- Hmm - Hmm
Look at Ray He's all What is the expression?
Um, tied up Tied up in knots, huh?
Both of you
The old man was always screwing with us
Gave us the same name
So our moms called us Raymond and Ray to avoid confusion,
but he'd just call me Ray and him Raymond and wreak havoc
Ray would get rewarded for my stuff or I'd get punished for his
Or he'd go see one of his games instead of mine
I-I was a good athlete, but Ray sucked
I mean, he was a genius student Straight A's But he sucked at sports
The old man would start fights with the referees or the other dads
Drive our mothers crazy, but he loved it
Having us all bouncing around like pinballs
Ray took it the hardest
He's a recovering addict, and at his worst, he was a train wreck
I tried to to reach out to him to help,
but he wouldn't let me anywhere near him
He was so embarrassed, the state he was in He vanished
And then he found a woman who helped him turn his life around
And then she died
I mean, son of a bitch
I made him come here with me today
This is like ground zero for everything he hates
Thanks for coming
I didn't wanna miss
Yeah I mean, who would?
Who are they?
Oh, they're Harris's sons too
- Oh - Yeah Even the kid
- Little guy? - Yeah Lucia's
Wow Go, Harris
- How many brothers are there? - Uh, I have no idea
I just met them today
- Oh - I mean, except for for Raymond
You close to him?
We're half brothers
Growing up, we were connected at the hip Inseparable
And then, we drifted apart through high school
When you've been humiliated together, degraded, devalued like we were by Harris,
then just being near each other is a reminder
But over the years, we stayed in touch
You know, he's he's good about that
I'm always reluctant, but, uh, I never regret it
Sometimes I wonder if if If we met today, if we'd even be friends
I mean, he likes this kind of thing Rituals
Rituals are comforting
Yeah I mean, "I'm sorry for your loss " I've heard that a dozen times today
It starts to sound like, "Have a nice day," you know
- Or, "Pass the salt " Or… - Hmm
I'm just My wife had this, uh, aggressive cancer,
so I let her parents, you know,
have complete say in the funeral arrangements
I just I just couldn't deal
They had everything organized and choreographed
So much pomp and circumstance and solemnity standing in for sadness
I hope it did them some good It kicked my ass
I'm entertaining you with stories of other funerals, you know
Suave
I don't need to be entertained
Mom! Look at these guys! They're acrobats!
- Hup! - Hey!
Come on! Do some more!
I think that's enough, little man Come see us sometime
- Please? - Simon!
Oh, come on There's nothing wrong with a few tricks
Right, Reverend? In honor of Simon's late father
I think it's okay, if everybody agrees?
- Okay - Thanks, bro!
Here we go Ready? Hup!
Here we go Hup!
Whoo
Bravo!
- There we go Settle it - Ah! Uh-huh
There it is
Bravo, bravo, bravo!
Coming down
Benches Here we go And…
- Simon, come on in - Come on in
Hands up Hand up here Step on here
- Okay? Step up - Very good There we go
Good Nice and easy
- Step on his shoulder Good - Good
Style with a smile Hup!
- Hey - Yay!
- Bravo Solid - Hey
- Nice - Coming on down
Three, two, one Go
Wow
- Oh, bravo! - There he is
Mi amor
Shouldn't we talk to these guys, get to know them?
And then what? Birthday parties, Christmas cards?
I don't need any new people
Ah, yeah You're plenty busy with all the friends and loved ones
that surround you
Athena died on me The rest is by choice
You have anything to drink?
- Uh, yeah I mean, they're warm - Oh, that's fine
- Thanks Oh! - Thanks
- When do you guys head back? - Tonight, by bus
We have a show in Charlotte tomorrow
Did you see the old man often?
Oh, we never met him
He wanted us here anyway
But how long were they together? With your mom?
Oh, not long A week or two
Vincent and I are fraternal twins Our stepdad, he's our true father
He'll wanna hear all about this
He'll get a kick out of it
Uh, no offense
Hmm
You guys were close to him, right?
- Oh - Oof
- Thanks - Cheers
Yeah
Okay, let me get a picture of everybody
Uh, please Go
- Ray, Ray, you too You too Please - No, I-I-I
Kiera, Mr Canfield
Ay, get it there Come on, Ray
You too, twins
Mmm Grave man, sir?
Join us You too Perfect
Smile Scooch in, everybody
Perfect One more
The last one and… good
Thank you very much Muchas gracias
- Thanks for putting up with that - No worries
Yeah, it's something you can tell your grandkids about
Do you have kids?
No, no Never wanted to
Usually, people feel weird meeting a
A grown-ass woman who doesn't have or want kids,
like she's some unhappy freak of nature
Yeah There's many ways to live a life
I read that in a fortune cookie
It's light Is he even in there?
Oh, your father was down to 125 pounds
Wow I had a dog once that weighed more than that
You remember Wilson, Raymond?
Our dead dad weighs less than a dog
Shut up, Ray, or I'll kill you
Hey, do your part, boy
Reverend West, I want Simon to see his father for the last time
I don't think that's a good idea
Ms Delgado, the time for viewing has passed
My son was at school, and he couldn't come to the funeral home
He's entitled
Miss Delgado, Mr Harris has been traveling by car in this pine box…
- Mm-hmm - …naked and unprotected
He's been sitting in the heat for three hours
And he was just carried to this spot, possibly banged up along the way
The body takes a toll
He's embalmed
I still don't recommend it I insist, actually
I'll take a look and see if he's okay
I'm sorry, but legally, you are not next of kin
Can't you do this for your brother, please?
- W I - Raymond?
I mean, Simon, do you wanna see the body?
- Okay - He did not want this
Let us take a look first
Mr Canfield
Okay Jonas
Oh, my God
He's facedown
Why is he facedown?
It's what he requested, but he did not want anyone to know
That's why I was hoping not to open the casket
He was very adamant about this
W Well, what does it mean, Reverend West?
I have no idea
Oh, it's some bullshit attempt to make amends with the universe
You know, some final gasp at hokey atonement
- We see through you, Harris! - Shut up, Ray
- Lucia, did you know about this? - No, it's stupid
- Let's turn him over - We cannot do that
He's dead Flip him over
Lucia Ju Let the boy take a look Then we'll proceed, okay?
Mm-hmm
I can't really see him
Okay
- W No Oh! Oh! - Ah!
He looks uncomfortable
Okay Enough
Jesus, he's pathetic
You know, in a way, it makes sense
It's the way he lived his whole life, facedown like a loser
- Don't talk about him like that - He is a loser
- And everything he touched turned to shit - Oh, shut up! Shut up, Ray!
Come on! You fucking hated him, Raymond
- And he deserved to be hated - Stop it!
- What will it take for you to say it? - Shut up!
Why can't you say it? Fuck him!
- Shut the fuck up, Ray! - Fuck our father!
- He fucked your wife, Raymond - Ray, no!
And the boy you thought was your son was his son
- How's that make you - Stop!
- Come on, Raymond - Hey, hey, hey Come on
Raymond, Raymond Let him go
Our Father, who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom come,
thy will be done on Earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive those who trespassed against us
And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil
Amen
Harris wanted me to encourage anybody who wanted to speak
"No pressure," he said
Ray?
Oh, uh, no
- Lucia? - No
Raymond?
Raymond
- Stay! - Raymond It's all right I'll get him
Raymond Come on
What are you doing?
Raymond! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Raymond
- Let's talk - Oh, my God
- Raymond - No!
No, no Stop, stop, stop, stop!
We must report this, West To the police
No Look, it's gonna be a whole ordeal
Just be practical, my friend The outcome's the same
Ray
Say your goodbyes, Ray
You will never regret it
Oh, fuck me Now what?
Rest in peace, Harris
Leave behind fear, hope, anger, spilled milk
Take silence only
Sky, wind Sunrise after the rain
Forget the rest
Sleep, Harris
Rest from yourself
Take care
Your father left you a letter to be delivered at this moment
Uh, I'm sorry, sir That's the wrong one
Thank you
Okay, this stuff is going to the shed for charity
This other stuff is going to the garbage
After that, I'll make up a bed for you, and you are gonna sleep like a king
Hey, folks
I'll have a Corona
Okay And for you, sir?
I will have a coffee, black, and a cherry pie, warm
- You want ice cream with that? - Uh, yeah
And for dessert?
You don't drink?
No, I'm an addict But enough about me
No, I was a heroin addict for three years It wasn't pretty
My brother said that one of the things he needed to do to stay clean
- was finding new sources of pleasure - Mmm
Because the drugs, for better or worse, were pleasure
Yeah Well, that's true
I mean, when that drug first hits your body,
- there's nothing like it - Mmm
You know the sound of, uh, nails on a chalkboard?
Heroin is that sound stopping
It's all the pain in your body, the little rattle in your head, it's gone
It's just the numbing of all that feeling That's the pleasure
So, now pleasure's more muted, you know
There's food Um, sex Not bad Uh, humor
You know, just all the normal things that bring people pleasure
Music
When it's not bringing me pain
Nothing Nothing makes me happier than listening to jazz It's a drug
Listening more than playing? You sounded pretty good back there
- Hmm, for a white boy - You're not a boy
You know jazz?
No, no But I like it
My father used to say
that jazz was just Negro tribal music promoted by Jews to make cash
- Harris said that? - Yeah Yeah, he has lots of winners
"Work is not something you should enjoy "
If you had any real talent,
"it'd be written all over your white-trash face "
Charming
The things he said, they're like a A weight on my chest
You know, it's like I'd be playing, and in between phrases, I can feel my…
tank's not filling up, you know, from the weight
Um, my whole life, just tried not to get crushed
Playing back there at the cemetery,
that's not like a-a-a real gig with other musicians
That's when the fear rears its ugly head
Fear of what?
Sounding like crap
Thanks
Appreciate it Yeah, I got ya
You have a picture of your wife?
Uh, yeah, yeah
Wow She was beautiful
So, when you're done eating, we're gonna go get you high
I'm finished with the shed boxes You show me where the dumpster is?
Dinner first
Well, I'd rather get it over and done with
That was weird today
Don't be rude
Thank you
Cuckoo, cuckoo, cuckoo
Did you love him?
He was a horny 67-year-old
And I was in a bad marriage and sad
And he gave me attention And he made me laugh
He was a bad father to you, a good father to Simon
He was a bad lover to your moms He was a good lover to me
He loved women, but he didn't understand them
He was a racist who liked everyone
He ate 10,000 meals
and slept 10,000 nights with his dreams and his nightmares
He had a hundred jobs and no money in the end
He wanted to understand the world, life, everything
But no Who can?
He was a speck of dust
What does it mean?
Onwards
The real thing is better
You know what? I think I'm gonna walk
Where to?
I don't know I was just gonna walk, you know?
- You want company? - It's all right
Do you even know your way around here?
I'll be fine
What's going on?
Nothing, you know
Just been a long day and, uh, I'm done
- You're done? - Yeah
Look, don't be weird Just
Hey Hey Hey, hey Hey!
What the hell happened?
Did I say something? Clear it up for me, and I'll walk away
- Look, it's not about you - What'd I do?
Look, I'm not your pet project, Nurse Kiera
I'm such an idiot
You know what? People tell you who they are right away
My first impression was the right one You're a prick
Well, you're right about that
Shit
Hey! Shit!
Hey!
Oh, fuck
Hold it!
Shit!
Just hold on
Can I talk to you, please?
Kiera, just give me two seconds, all right?
Can you roll down the window for J
No, hey, hey, hey!
Please, just two seconds, all right?
I, uh Oh, f
- Everything okay? - Yeah
You sure?
I'm fine, thanks
You know this guy?
Mm-hmm Yeah
He's cute
Fuck you
Raymond, I regret that I caused you so much pain
I was in a lot of pain myself, but I've heard that's no excuse
It was exhausting work being a father, even a bad father
Find a way to forgive me
One more thing Your brother Ray, is not my son
His mother was already pregnant
but didn't know it when she and I started up
We went along with it because I loved her, I thought
So, in a way, he's not even your brother, I suppose
Do with that information what you will I trust you
Your father, Benjamin Reed Harris III
Ray, you were a golden boy I never knew what to do with you
Sincerely, Benjamin Reed Harris III
Oh
She invited me to stay a few days and I-I-I'm going to
So, y-you take the truck
Wait, are you sure? I mean, I can take the bus
Yeah I'll pick it up from your house this weekend
All right
Did you and, um, Lucia…
What?
What, what?
- Oh, my God - Ah, just cut the shit, Ray
Holy shit
You had sexual intercourse with his woman, bro!
Why do you have to point everything out?
Why can't you let silence speak for itself?
Where would the fun be in that, huh?
- Now his son could be your son - Jesus! Fuck
Oh
Um…
listen, you know, um…
thank you for making me come to this thing
Is this where we hug?
- Oh, hug this - Hug this!
Hey
We never really knew him, did we?
Let's talk this weekend
Yeah
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