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♪ Got those blue skies
up above ♪

MEREDITH:My mother
always used to say

that you could tell the
difference between an intern

and a second-year resident
by their sutures.

Wait, ladybug, you forgot
your lunch again.

Made your favorite.

♪ Mm, mm ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪

GRIFFITH: My favorite.

Go back inside, Grammy.
Dad's getting your breakfast.

Bye, baby.
Love you.

♪ Ain't got no reason
to complain ♪

♪ No, no, no ♪

One of the more common
mistakes an intern makes

is tying their sutures
too tightly,

which causes tension.

♪ ...at all that's going down ♪

MILLIN: Wow.
YASUDA: Right? It's my first.

Car?
Place.

I installed a Wi-Fi hotspot and
a camper stove.
Ah.

YASUDA: And, no, you can't
borrow it. [watch beeps]

The more tension, the longer
it takes the wound to heal.

It decreases blood flow,
increases scar formation,

and even necroses the skin.

AMELIA: What are you doing?
ADAMS: I worked till 4:00 a.m.

Thought I'd put on
fresh underwear.

Please do not tell me that
you are living here.

I'm not. It's just a safe space

to put my stuff till I find
a permanent place.

Oh my god.

ADAMS: Please don't say
anything to my mom.

AMELIA: I don't even talk to
your mom!

Ah, this whole sister hate thing
may work in my favor.

Okay, just come stay at
Meredith's for a few days.

If you're gonna survive
internship here,

you're gonna need a night or
two of good sleep.
Nope.

AMELIA: You at least need
to do laundry.

ADAMS: You're offering to wash
my underwear?

We agreed. No special favors.

So even though they may have
technically closed the wound...

ADAMS: Hey.

...they may have opened the
door to even more problems.

♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
KWAN: We're late.

♪ Oh, it's a good, good day ♪

MAGGIE: Whoa, whoa!
Slow down!

My God. We almost just died.

MEREDITH: Have you seen
these e-mails

about Nick Marsh's plans for
the residency program?

MAGGIE: It's weird.
The Residency Director

is e-mailing about
the residents.

MEREDITH: He wants to push
pre-rounds by an hour,

set up a mixer with the nursing
staff,

and wants to bring in a yoga
instructor.

AMELIA: Oh! When?
MAGGIE: When will they work?

MEREDITH: I mean, he's doing
exactly what I thought he would

but I just thought he would,
I don't know,

stop by my office or send me
an e-mail or call me.

AMELIA: Sounds like this is not
entirely about the way he does
his job.

MAGGIE: The job that you
offered him.

MEREDITH: I have no idea what
you're talking about.
[all chuckle]

MEREDITH: So, I suppose I will
see you ladies tonight.

Did you forget?
Zola's presentation

for the Pacific Northwest
Scholars.

Her paper is a finalist for their
merit program.

AMELIA: What's the paper
about?

MAGGIE: Her hero.
Dr. Ellis Grey.

AMELIA: Twist.
MEREDITH: I don't care.

I'll show up for anything that
celebrates Zola.

I'll see you tonight.
See you.

Woman (over intercom):
Nurse Krueger to the OR,
Nurse Krueger to the OR.

NICK: Hello. Listen up.

Dr. Schmitt is your chief resident.

YASUDA (quietly): He's our only
senior resident.

He's gonna be handing out
your assignments

while I'm doing a kidney
transplant.

NICK: Who can name the top
three causes

of end-stage renal disease?

KWAN: Hypertension, diabetes,
glomerulonephritis.

MILLIN: He didn't raise his hand.

NICK: Yeah, I don't care about
any of that.

KWAN: Am I correct?
Yeah, you are.

Do I get to scrub in?
No, uh, you cannot.

Okay.
Have fun, Schmitt.

♪

LEVI: I haven't slept in two days.

I am answering pages from
six different services,

and I had a cupcake for
breakfast, so no one complain.

Adams, you're with Dr. Pierce.
Kwan's with Ndugu.

Yasuda, report to Owen Hunt.

And, uh, Millin and Griffith,
surgical consult in the pit.

GRIFFITH: Uh, two of us for
one consult?

LEVI: Two interns make
a whole doctor.

Now, don't embarrass me or
kill anyone

or drop anything inside
a patient.

♪

LEVI: This is the moment
you go.

♪

Come on.

♪

WINSTON: Dr. Kwan.

KWAN: Yeah.
Tell me what you see.

[exhales sharply]

Pericardial effusion?
That's right,

which is compressing this
patient's heart.

What would be your
recommendation?

MAGGIE: Hi! Remember
Mr. Veras? He's back,

and his trach is infected.
Can you take a look?

Also, a new patient in 5233
needs an echo

and admissions orders for
observation.

KWAN: Are you talking to me
or...

Always assume I'm not.

I have a VATS lobectomy in
an hour.

I pushed that to this afternoon.

Maggie, I already rescheduled
that patient twice.

I double-checked his labs.

A few hours will not change
his status.

Okay, uh, yeah, I will get it
all done.

Thank you. I will check in
with you

after my valve replacement.

ADAMS: We're doing a valve
replacement? What type of valve?

MAGGIE: TAVR.
But you are on scut.

No special favors, right?
Uh...

Uh...

OWEN: All I did was put in a
chest tube.

TEDDY: Was there an attending
in the room?

OWEN: It's the E.R., Teddy.
There's about three attendings

in this area at all times.
TEDDY: Was one specifically
watching you?

OWEN: One specifically has
been barking at me 24/7,

so, yeah, I assumed she was
still here.

TEDDY: Do you need something?
Mika Yasuda,

reporting for Dr. Hunt's service.

I'm his intern today.

[Teddy laughs]

OWEN: You know, you might
want to find a new service.

TEDDY: Yeah, Dr. Hunt used to
be chief of trauma,

and then he lost his mind, so
now I'm chief of trauma.

OWEN: Yeah, also, she's my
lovely wife and mother of my children.

Her favorite color is blue.

TEDDY: Did she really need to
know that?

Yes. To humanize you!

According to the Washington
Medical Commission,

if he attempts to do anything
on his own,

he will be reported and
lose his medical license.

TEDDY: Understood?

YASUDA: Oh, so I'm supposed to...

TEDDY: Call an additional
attending for the following...

intubations, chest tubes,

surgical consults, I&Ds,
NG tubes,

lap repairs, washouts...
[man vomiting]

GRIFFITH: Pretty sure this
isn't surgical.

MILLIN: Well, don't give up
hope yet.

MILLIN: So, when did the, uh...
the vomiting start?

PATIENT #1: I can't remember.

GRIFFITH: Any alcohol last night?
Drugs?

PATIENT #2: We shared a few
drinks while playing Barn Finders

at a friend's apartment.
Oh.

MILLIN: It's a video game.

You play?
MILLINS: Sometimes.

GRIFFITH: Not at all.

PATIENT #2: Yeah, we got back
at, like, 3am,

and, uh, we split some leftover
fried rice

I had in my fridge.
It's from that place

across the street from
the student union.

PATIENT #1: We are never
ordering from there again.

[vomiting]

GRIFFITH: Any blood in
your vomit?

PATIENT #2: I... I don't know.
Here.

MILLIN: Okay, well, we'll get you
both started on some IV fluids,

and then we'll give you
another run...

[Patient #1 gasping]
Okay, just... Just stay calm.

Okay? Take a deep breath
for me if you can.

MILLIN: Uh, Dr. Griffith,

we need some oxygen here, please.
GRIFFITH: On it.

Okay.

PATIENT #2: What's happening
to him?!

[grunting]

[Patient #1 in pain] Uh.. !!
MILLIN: Hold on. Hold on.

[groaning]

MILLIN: What the hell is this?
GRIFFITH: I don't know.

PATIENT #2: Well, find
somebody who does!

[groaning]

Okay. [grunts]

Hi!

JO: Hi, Pru! Luna, say hi!

MIRANDA: Okay, healthy
snacks, check.

Uh, sanitizer, check.

JO: This is my kind of
mom group.

No endless brunches, no
power walking in full makeup

and earrings
and tight leggings.

MIRANDA: Alright, waters,
uh, baby wipes, yes,

and, uh, sunscreen.

JO: You are organized.

MIRANDA: Not my first rodeo.

JO: Thank you so much for
calling. All I do is work

and watch Link bring home
half the women in Seattle,

which, you know, I'm not one
to judge a choice, but it...

MIRANDA: Uh-huh. Okay.
Look, if we hurry,

the girls can go down the slide
while it's still in the shade.

Oh. Uh, are we late?

Yes. Let's power-walk.

[sighing] Okay.

[Indistinct announcement
over intercom]

MEREDITH: Did you page
both of us?

MILLIN: Uh, I paged Chief Grey.
GRIFFITH: I paged Dr. Webber.

RICHARD: Did you happen to
talk to each other before doing that?

Uh, never mind. Never mind.
Uh, what’ve you got?

MILLIN: Um, 19-year-old male
with abdominal pain, vomiting,
and chills.

He recently was experiencing
chest pain,

shortness of breath, and a rash
on his abdomen and chest.

MEREDITH: Okay.

MEREDITH: What about him?

GRIFFITH: College roommate.

They ate the same thing

four hours before both
presenting with

food poisoning symptoms,

but he hasn't developed a rash
or shortness of breath.

MEREDITH: It's on his legs and
his arms, also.

Let's get blood cultures,
get a chest X-ray.

Put him on high-flow oxygen.
Admit him to the ICU.

Call internal medicine and
page us when you're done.

RICHARD: One of us.

♪ ♪

PATIENT #2: Excuse me. Hi.

Do I need all that stuff, too?

OWEN: So, your intake form
says that you're experiencing

abdominal discomfort,
Mr. Peters?

MAN: Harold, please.

But I may know what the
discomfort is from...

WOMAN: There you are!
This hospital's a maze.

HAROLD: Sharon, I told you to
wait in the car.

SHARON: And I told you I
thought that was a stupid idea.

I still can't find my phone.

What if the kids call and
need something?

You won't be able to help if
you're on an operating table.

What's wrong with him?
HAROLD: I'm fine.

Probably an ulcer or something.
He says that

every time we're supposed to
go to my mother's.

OWEN: Your abdomen
is distended,

so I'm gonna have to do
an ultrasound

to figure out how to proceed,
okay?

TEDDY: I have three minutes.

OWEN: And I'm not sure I'm
gonna survive them.

Do I need to remind you
why I'm here, Dr. Hunt?

Well, it's been about 10 minutes
since the last time,

so, sure, knock yourself out.

HAROLD: Are you all doctors?
OWEN: Teddy, this is just
an ultrasound.

So then it should go quick.
Hi, I'm Dr. Altman.

YASUDA: Yes, we are all doctors.
HAROLD: And you're all necessary?

OWEN: No. You know what?
Why don't you just do this yourself?

Well, if I were to do everything
myself,

then no one would learn.
Would they?

We're a teaching hospital.

SHARON: We should have gone
to Seattle Pres.

LEVI: Oh, geez.

YASUDA: I'll be right back.

Dr. Schmitt.

LEVI: I was supposed to remove
the drains

from Dr. Ndugu's patient an
hour ago.

I have to go round on
Webber's post-ops,

and the nurses keep texting me
angry emojis.

YASUDA: I can't work for
Dr. Hunt because it means

you're also working for
Dr. Altman,

which means you're working
for velociraptors.

They're vicious, can snap in
an instant,

but there is a mind-game
component

going on between those two
that is so deep,

it might destroy all of
civilization.

LEVI: Short, succinct,
clear sentences.

YASUDA: What?
I don't have time to pee,

and you just said so
many words.

Can I be on your service instead
of Dr. Hunt's?

LEVI: No.

Now get back in there and do
your job.

[Indistinct announcement
over intercom]

Thank you.
AMELIA: Hey. I just asked Winston

if he could help on an anterior
approach for a spinal fusion,

and he said to check with you?

MAGGIE: He's monitoring a few
patients for me,

and I may need an assist on
a TAVR.

ADAMS: Well, I can assist on
the TAVR.

AMELIA: Out.

Is everything okay with Winston?

He seemed a little...
MAGGIE: Was he doing his scissors talk?

I don't know what you mean.

When Winston gets irritated,
he talks like scissors...

Like, every word,
it sounds like snip, snip, snip.

He wants to yell,
but he holds back,

so he just cuts the air
with his words.

I thought he was mad at me.

MAGGIE: No, he's mad at me.
[sighs]

I pushed his surgery because
I'm a perfectionist

and I want perfection for
my patients.

And there's no such thing as
perfection in interns,

and there are still no
senior residents,

so I ask perfect Winston.

Yeah, well, I still need someone
to help on my spinal fusion,

so you need to work on all that.

[sighs]

ADAMS: We do have one
senior resident.

Dr. Schmitt.

MAGGIE: Page him.

And don't eavesdrop on
my conversations.

[monitors beeping rapidly]

MEREDITH: What happened?
GRIFFITH: He became completely unresponsive,

and his pressure tanked.
MILLIN: The rash is now everywhere.

MEREDITH: Let's start him on
pressors. Push Sux, etomidate.
[Sux aka Suxamethonium chloride]

Get me an intubation tray.
[Sux aka Suxamethonium chloride]

[monitors continue beeping rapidly]

MEREDITH: Two of you, come
around here. Stand behind me.

Watch exactly what I'm doing.
You want to make sure

you have full visualization of
the vocal cords.

♪ ♪

Griffith, come around and listen
for breath sounds.

♪ ♪

Bilateral breath sounds.
Okay, great job.

Thank you.

♪ ♪

MILLIN: Uh, Chief Grey?!

♪ ♪

♪ ♪

♪ Well, your touch
holds me captive ♪

LEVI: Hey, I need you to come
back to work now.

TARYN: I make more money here.

You do not.

Uh, as a resident, I made
around 55K a year, before taxes,

when I regularly work 80-hour
weeks,

and weekends and holidays.

The math sucks, Levi.
Not to mention

I didn't love the stress that
came with it.

If I make a mistake here,
nobody dies.

LEVI: Taryn, you are a surgeon.

I was a surgeon.

Now I'm a bartender

and you're on the vagina squad.

Was! I was on the
vagina squad.

Now I am chief resident,
general surgery.

TARYN: Only because I'm not
coming back.

Disagree.

So come back and prove me
wrong.

No.

LEVI: Grey wants you back.

TARYN: Did she say that?

[chuckles]

Meredith is straight,

and I have enough self-esteem
now to know

to only fall for women who
might love me back.

So, thanks, but no thanks.

Wow.

Bartending really is good
for you, huh?

Right? [sighs]

LEVI: [fake sobbing] Please
come back anyway.

No!
Oh!

[cellphone chimes]

Ugh!

I'm coming, Dr. Pierce.

Bye.

♪ ♪

MEREDITH: Initially presented
like textbook food poisoning,

and then evolved into septic
shock within hours.

TEDDY: Do we have the source
of infection?

MILLIN: Uh, no. Not yet.

MEREDITH: His chest X-ray
shows bilateral pleural effusions,

and he's exhibiting signs of DIC.

RICHARD: The rash is
non-blanching. It could be petechiae.

MEREDITH: I initially thought it
was Steven Johnson Syndrome,

but the rash doesn't peel
with pressure.

TEDDY: Any case reports
of Bacillus cereus

and sepsis after eating rice?
GRIFFITH: It's not Bacillus cereus.

It's not food poisoning at all.

Have any of you ever seen a
patient bleed from every orifice

after eating bad leftover rice?

MEREDITH: Well, then solve it.
GRIFFITH: What?

You and Millin and the rest
of the interns,

hit the research and figure it out.

before it's too late.

♪ ♪

Richard: Hello, Altman.

Well, I'm glad you and Hunt
decided to come back.

I imagine it's hard with
everything he has to go through
right now.

teddy: Let me guess. Owen
thinks that I'm drinking too much,

so he asked you to intervene.

Thanks. I'm good.

RICHARD: I was just asking how
you were doing.

TEDDY: Well, I have spent the
last six months on my feet

working locum tenens in L.A.

while Owen developed an
artistic penchant

for building sand castles, which
was fun for the kids,

but, honestly, the sand castles
were pretty basic.

And since his legal team
bankrupted us,

Owen and I now have lengthy
arguments about important topics

like whether to buy name-brand
or store-brand shampoo.

Every time I look at his face, I
am filled with such annoyance

that I have to go outside and
pretend to garden

when, really, my kids are just
seeing me rip up plants.

TEDDY: The worst part of all
of it is...

is that I still don't want to
leave him

because he's the father of
my kids,

and somewhere really deep
down inside, I still love him.

And wine helps me remember
that,

so I drink three glasses a night.

But never at work.

And the kids are in bed by 8:00,

and I don't get behind the
wheel.

I mean, the riskiest thing
that I may do

is watch too many
puppy videos at night.

TEDDY: Is that a problem for
you, sir?

RICHARD: Always good to see
you, Altman.

AMELIA: Hey! Adams.

Dr. Shepherd.

I wanted to run something
by you.

About a patient.

ADAMS: I'll catch up.

♪ ♪

AMELIA: I found you some
apartments to see.

Mom always said you were
the best liar.

That was bad lying.

Wait, is that a loft?
Eh, kinda.

I think there's some creative
license with the advertising,

but it's near Meredith's.

Uh, great, send it to me.

You can visit, see the kids,
eat for free.

You won't see me cook,
but Meredith's pretty good,

and Maggie makes dinner
on Sundays.

ADAMS: Hey, can you not walk
so close?

AMELIA: What's wrong with you?

You're hovering.
I'm helping.

The more people see us together,
the easier it's gonna be

for them to figure out. we're
related.

I've already been designated
the screw-up.

Please don't make it worse. Bye.

MILLIN: You know, it could be
toxic shock syndrome.

That would explain the rash.

GRIFFITH: But there's no liver
or renal dysfunction.

KWAN: Have you considered
erythema multiforme?

GRIFFITH: No one asked you.
MILLIN: I asked him.

What?
Chief Grey told us to.

I will ask everyone

if it prevents my name going
on a death certificate.

YASUDA: So, who's dying?
How can we help?

MILLIN: It's a 19-year-old male,
ate leftover fried rice,

vomited for six hours,

a generalized, purple,
star-shaped rash

all over his body, and is now
in full-blown septic shock.

ADAMS: Ah, he looks pretty
dead already.

That's from bad rice?

MILLIN: I've never seen so
much vomit,

and my parents did a lot of
hallucinogens.

And it was like a...
like a rainbow of vomit.

Like red-brown, yellow-green,
bilious.

KWAN: I'm done.
YASUDA: DRESS syndrome?

GRIFFITH: No. He doesn't take
any meds,

and his eosinophil count is normal.

ADAMS: Kawasaki disease?
No.

[cellphone vibrates, chimes]
[sighs]

YASUDA: Ugh. I have to go find
an attending

to supervise my attending so
they can supervise

me learning nothing.

GRIFFITH: Have fun.

ADAMS: Rickettsial disease?
KWAN: No.

It's not even your case.

Well, that should tell you
how wrong you are.

OWEN: Harold, so, your
ultrasound didn't show any abnormalities,

so we're gonna do a CT scan
to get a better look, okay?

HAROLD: [quietly] Is it possible
to get some privacy?

You and I? Without...
OWEN: Oh, um, Dr. Yasuda,

can you take Mrs. Peters to
grab a coffee?

YASUDA: Yeah. Mrs. Peters,
if you would just follow me...

SHARON: Oh! It's here.

I used the app to locate
my phone. It's in here.

Let me call it.
Sharon, please...

Ah, Harold, give me two seconds,

and you can be alone all you want.

HAROLD: I really need you to leave.
[cellphone vibrating]

Sharon!

Shh... shh... shh... shh.

[cellphone vibrating]

Oh, for God's sake,
are you sitting on it?

It sounds like it's coming
directly from yo...

OWEN: Hmm.
SHARON: Harold,

did you stick my phone up
your ass?

YASUDA: Please say no.

HAROLD: You're always on
the damn thing!

SHARON: Oh my god.
HAROLD: We don't even know

what your face looks like anymore

‘cos you're glued to social media!

Unbelievable.

Ow!
Oh my god!

OWEN: Page Dr. Altman so
I can retrieve

the [clears throat] phone.

HAROLD: Hang it up!
SHARON: Yeah. Oh, oh, God.

MIRANDA: So, are things, at
least, improving at Grey-Sloan?

JO: How are you doing it?
Doing what?

Not breaking things

and sobbing uncontrollably,
and screaming in public

every time you look at
Pru's face

and think about the world
that she's growing up in?

MIRANDA: I try to remember
she's already lost one parent,

and if I did something
to get myself arrested,

no one would be there

to read her "The Pout-Pout Fish"
at bedtime.

I mean, Ben, he just reads
the words.

I do it with the rhythm.

[humming rhythmically]

JO: Carina and I did extend
our clinic hours

to accommodate the patients
from out of state.

Oh. Are you having to pick up
more hours in surgery,

or has that calmed down now
that the interns are back?

No!

What?
I thought you wanted

to be my mom friend.

[chuckling]
I'm just making conversation.

You are using me for
information about the hospital.

You want me to be your
Deep Throat!

I prefer Delta Source...
[scoffs]

...an Imperial intelligence
source

during the early years of the
New Republic.

Well, you gonna talk or not?

[indistinct conversations]

OWEN: Alright, Harold,
let me know

if you feel any discomfort, okay?

Physical or emotional?

Uh, we're gonna be fast.

Okay, Yasuda, I need you
to press hard

on the lower left quadrant,
okay?

TEDDY: Don't forget gloves.

OWEN: I'm beginning to understand
why you did this, Harold.

What?
Okay, ready here.

Okay, here we go.
Now, Harold,

I'm gonna need you to
bear down.

HAROLD: No one should ever
say that to another human being.

… and push.

[Harold straining]

Alright, try forceps
or a balloon catheter.

Push harder, Harold.

[Harold grunting]

Owen, if you can't grasp it,

he's gonna have to go
to the operating room.

[phone clangs]

OWEN: [sighs] You wanna take that
to his wife?

Hmm?

♪ ♪

PATIENT #2: I'm the guy who
killed his college roommate.

They're gonna make podcasts
about me.

GRIFFITH: He is not dead.

And I believe we can save him

once we know exactly how
to treat him.

Can you tell me anything you
know about him?

Um, he's from Massachusetts.
Parents are divorced,

and I don't ask about it ‘cos my
parents are divorced

and I don't like talking about it.

Uh, he's a history major,

loves sports documentaries,
hates coffee…

Anything you know about
his health.

Oh. Um...

He had syphilis once.

[siren wails in distance]

[Indistinct announcement
over intercom]

NICK: Hello.

MEREDITH: Hey.
Hi.

MEREDITH: How was the, uh,
kidney transplant?

Uh, well, it's making urine
already,

so, you know, on par.
Good.

Yeah.
Good.

MEREDITH: And you're liking
the, um, new position?

I saw all the changes that
you made.

NICK: Yeah. Uh, is there
an issue?

Not at all.

Okay, good.

Where are you staying?

You know, same place on Union.

Oh. I like that place.

NICK: Yeah, you're acting
a little weird.

MILLIN: Excuse me. Chief Grey?
Yes.

Um, it's Chase.

MEREDITH: Oh. Okay.
MILLIN: Sorry.

NICK: Good luck.
MEREDITH: Sorry.

LINK: His foot's cold, and I can't
get a Doppler signal

anywhere below the knee.
We don't make a move,

this leg could turn gangrenous.

Any family around?

MEREDITH: His mother is on
a plane as we speak.

Well, if she wants to see
her son alive,

that leg's gotta go.

MILLIN: You have to amputate?

LINK: You do.

MILLIN: I'm sorry, what?
LINK: Cutting something off

is way easier than reattaching it.

Get him prepped and upstairs.

♪ ♪

MAGGIE: Advance the guide
wire carefully to the aortic annulus.

LEVI: It's very angulated here.

I don't want to injure anything.

MAGGIE: It's okay. Just go slowly.

[doors slide open]
There. Good.

WINSTON: Schmitt, why aren't
you in OR 4?

LEVI: Because I am trying really
hard not to injure

this man's vasculature in
this O.R.

You prepped and studied for
my VATS lobectomy.

And if I remember correctly,
you begged to be my assist.

MAGGIE: If you were supposed
to be his assist,

then why are you in here
being mine?

LEVI: The schedule changed
so much.

And you are chief of cardio.

And I play Dungeons & Dragons,
so I follow hierarchy.

And for the record,
I'm very tired.

Please don't say that with your
hands in my patient.

MAGGIE: I thought I was
helping you.

WINSTON: By taking my assist
to be yours?

Winston...
Alright, you know what?

I'll reschedule the lobectomy again.

NICK: Hi.

RICHARD: Oh, uh, Marsh.
Yeah.

What exactly is mini
Grand Rounds

and why was I invited?

NICK: Uh, we did them in
Minnesota.

Interns take turns presenting
on cases to their class.

It helps their skills for rounds
and future lecture capabilities.

So it's good.

RICHARD: Well, what am I
supposed to do?

Well, I thought you could
be there

to help me provide feedback.

NICK: Look, is this gonna
be a thing?

Someone questions me every time
I make a change to the program?

Because I kinda thought that's
why I was hired here.

RICHARD: Look, um,
six months ago,

I was trying everything I could
to save this place.

My wife wasn't doing well.

I blamed you for Meredith
going to Minnesota.

I wasn't my best self.

I've already apologized
to Meredith about it.

And, um, well, you deserve
the same.

RICHARD: I'm sorry.

NICK: I appreciate that,
Dr. Webber, I do, but...

it does kinda feel like there's
more here.

Oh, no. N...

[sighs] Well, okay, yes.

RICHARD: Um, it's none of
my business,

and I'm not exactly sure what
happened between the two of you,

but, um, she's worth taking
a job for.

If that's why you did it.

And I'd be honored to join you
for feedback.

NICK: Okay.

Oh, and, uh, Marsh, uh,

program's yours now.

["Are You Ready" by Kenny Sharp
playing]

♪ Ah, ah ♪

♪ ♪

♪ From my head to my toes,
from my heart to my soul ♪

♪ Feel my pulse, yeah,
it's racing electric ♪

YASUDA: I thought you were
getting to scrub in with Dr. Ndugu.

KWAN: [sighs] His wife
rescheduled it.

♪ Keep my spirit alive ♪

He's married to Dr. Pierce,
and there are clearly issues.

YASUDA: Ah, do they back-seat-drive
each other's rectals?

KWAN: What is that an
euphemism for?

Nothing. I literally just experienced
that with Dr. Altman and Dr. Hunt.

Why is everyone married to
each other?

Because doctors have no lives

and no time to meet
normal people.

♪ Are you ready? Mm-hmm ♪
[cellphone chimes]

Great. Everything sucks.

♪ Gonna have a good time ♪

♪ Tell me, are you ready?
Mm-hmm ♪

♪ Tell me, are you ready?

♪ Gonna have a good time

♪

MILLIN: Are you flirting with me
on a sick patient's leg?

LINK: No. No, no, no.
No, no, no. No.

Crap. No. That is not me flirting.

That is me being an
encouraging teacher.

Supportive.

In an appropriate way.

Uh, I didn't put a winky face
next to it or anything.

I... I genuinely don't want you
to cut off the wrong leg.

♪

♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪
♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪

MILLIN: Ten blade, please.

♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪

♪ Gonna have a good time ♪

♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪
♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪

♪ Tell me, are you ready? ♪

♪ Gonna have a good time,
good time ♪

♪ Mm-mm ♪

♪ Mm-mm, mm-mm ♪

[monitors beeping rapidly]
[door opens]

OWEN: What happened?
SHARON: He just started
breathing really hard,

then he made this choking
sound.

Is he dead?
YASUDA: He's in cardiac arrest.

OWEN: He needs to be intubated.
YASUDA: Should I get Dr. Altman?

OWEN: No, there's no time.
Mrs. Peters,

I need you to step outside.
But Harold...

OWEN: We're gonna take care
of him, okay?

YASUDA: Wait, you're gonna do it?
Nope.

I'm gonna walk you through it now.

OWEN: Switch with me.

[breathing deeply]

Okay, don't over-think this, Yasuda.

Make sure you have everything
ready that you need.

Test the tube.

YASUDA: Tube looks good. Stylet.

Okay, grab the scope.

Okay. Other way.

Ah, sorry.
Visualize the cords.

Okay.
Ready?

Okay. I can see them.
Take the tube. Insert it.

We don't have much time here,
so one fluid motion.

Trust your instincts on the angle.

I got it through.

[breathing heavily]

Cuffs up.

Let's start bagging.

OWEN: Well?

Breath sounds on both sides.

Breath sounds on both sides.
Nice work, Yasuda.

Airway is secured.

All we need to do now is, uh,
get his circulation back.

Good job.

PATIENT #2: I requested
a single room.

Grew up an only child

and have... or had...
social anxiety.

Dreaded meeting new people,
large parties.

Anytime I got an e-mail during
orientation

with the word "mixer" in the
subject line, I... I panicked.

Then Student Services
assigned me a roommate.

And I almost dropped out.

Till I met Chase.

I know this is gonna sound
really weird,

but you know those
emotional support animals

for people who can't handle
crowded places?

GRIFFITH: You're comparing
him to... a dog.

[chuckles] He fixed all
my issues!

I mean, he... he showed me how
to walk up to a group of people

and actually talk to them.

We haven't gotten into
a single fight,

and we basically live on top of
each other

inside of a crowded dorm.

I mean, we've had colds
together, flu, athlete's foot,

which I don't know if
you've had, but...

GRIFFITH: Crowded dorm.

Do you know if Chase received

all of his childhood vaccinations?

PATIENT #2: I don't know. Why?

I... Is he gonna be okay?

GRIFFITH: I hope so!

LINK: I know this goes against
everything you've been taught,

but you need to cut harder.

All the way through the joint,
layer by layer.

[door opens, Simone breathing
heavily]

LINK: Griffith?
GRIFFITH: The food poisoning

was a distractor.
Chase has meningococcus.

LINK: His cultures came back?
GRIFFITH: Not finalized,

but I checked his records.
He was never vaccinated for it,

and his gram stain is showing
gram-negative diplococci.

Meningococcus would explain
the septic shock.

Not to mention, it's common
in college...
LINK: College dorms.

MILLIN: There's too much blood.
I... I can't control the bleeding.

LINK: Oh, God. He's not clotting
properly due to the DIC.

Damn it.
MILLIN: I did everything you told me to!

LINK: Clamp.
Elevate the leg.

Turn up the tourniquet.

LINK: Clamp.

MIRANDA: So residents now get
free weekly lunch...

JO: Mm-hmm.
...attending mentors,

and an extra hour of sleep?

Mm-hmm.
And let me guess,

there's a pinball machine in
the locker room now, too?

[laughs] No. Oh, but I did
hear a rumor

about monthly passes to
a yoga studio.

[scoffs]

JO: You think the program's
gone soft.

MIRANDA: No. I think it's finally
headed in the right direction.

I'm angry because I tried

to implement similar changes
at various times

and was always met with
resistance.

You're allowed to change
your mind.

If you miss it, you can
come back.

MIRANDA: I started a garden at
Pru's preschool.

We planted daffodils, sunflowers

and talked about plant life
cycles

and how when you plant a seed,

the roots have to grow first,
before anything else.

I wrote a sex education program
with a community clinic.

I'm answering phones for
a women's organization.

MIRANDA: I am planting seeds.

Growing roots.

JO: I... I think I'm following,
but...

MIRANDA: I'm still not ready.

JO: You're still not ready.
No.

Okay.

♪ ♪

MIRANDA: But, Wilson...

I do count you as a mom friend.

[chuckles]

♪

RICHARD: Altman paged me.
What’ve you got?

OWEN: A central line.
I can't do it on my own.

Alright, okay.
You go ahead, Hunt.

Okay. Thank you.

OWEN: I'm sure she loves every
moment of this.

You know, she considers this
payback

for the past six months when
I wasn't able to work.

I mean, I was miserable, Richard.

I'm a trauma surgeon who was
trained in the military.

I am wired to work.

So instead of sitting around
drinking

and looking at people with hate,

I surfed to distract myself.

I built sand castles to entertain
my kids.

I wrote letters to Congress in
support of burn pit legislation.

And I maybe chose

the most expensive attorney
that I could find

to get my career back.
And you know what's hilarious?

She's the one who said that
we should run.

And I listened ‘cos she's my wife
and I love her.

I love her despite the fact

that she highlights our
credit-card bill balance

and posts it on the fridge just so
I don't forget

that we're broke.

So now, not only am I

living with someone who
resents me at home,

she stands over me every
second here at work.

Line's in.

Um...

RICHARD: I... I suggest you find
some physical space.

Yeah.
You got any ideas?

Man: [over intercom]
Dr. Gear to the ER, stat!
Dr. Gear to the ER, stat!

MAGGIE: I'm sorry I messed up
your schedule.

WINSTON: Today, or the past
six months?

I know I've leaned on you, and
I... I'm sorry,

but you are so talented, and
I needed that in my O.R.

I needed to be able to trust the
person standing next to me.

And we didn't have any residents.

WINSTON: Now we do.
MAGGIE: We have interns.

Okay. That makes it okay to
treat me

the way you used to treat me
back when we were at Tufts?

As your resident?

Of course not.

WINSTON: [sighs] Why do you
think I'm so talented, Maggie?

Because you... you are.
[chuckles]

I mean, you've studied.

You've practiced.
You work really hard.

WINSTON: I had a good teacher.
That's why.

And you can't expect everyone
to be as good as you and me

unless you teach them.

Unless we teach them.

And I can't do that

if you're constantly pulling me
off my cases.

It's not fair to me.
It's not fair to my patients.

It's not fair to this next class.

MAGGIE: Okay.

Okay?

MAGGIE: [sighs] I really am
a good teacher, aren't I?

[laughs]

WINSTON: Just don't let them
fall in love with you.

Because...
[both laugh]

["Myself" by Marvin Brooks
playing]

♪ ♪

PATIENT #2: He looks awful.
♪ Stony roads uphill ♪

MEREDITH: But he's alive.

And he doesn't have a leg?
From the knee down.

But you can live without a leg.
And he has that option now.

due to Dr. Griffith's quick thinking.

The culture came back
for meningococcus.

GRIFFITH: His mom should be here
soon, but you can go and sit with him

so long as we get you
gowned and gloved.

PATIENT #2: Thank you.
Okay.

♪ Can anybody hear me? ♪

♪ Mama always said that ♪

MEREDITH: We'll all need to be
on a four-day regimen

of prophylactic antibiotics
due to the exposure.

♪ ‘cos you might just burn yourself ♪

MEREDITH: How's Millin?
GRIFFITH: I don't know.

Okay, well, Chase had
uncontrollable coagulopathy.

Any one of you would have
struggled to control that bleeding.

So be there for her, because when
it's you that makes the mistake...

GRIFFITH: I won't.
You will and when you do,

those people are the only people
who will understand.

It's too early to go numb, Griffith.

GRIFFITH: What if I'm not
the comforting type?

MEREDITH: Surely there must be
something that makes you feel better

when you have a day like that.

♪ If this has a meaning,
then I will keep breathing ♪

MEREDITH: I have faith in you.

♪ As long as it takes ♪

♪ Where will I go now,
I don't need to know now ♪

♪ No weight on my shoulder,
the wind will tell ♪

GRIFFITH: Mmm.

It's the only place in the hospital
that smells good…

… like peppermint.

♪ ‘cos you might just burn yourself ♪
MILLIN: It's eucalyptus.

GRIFFITH: Stuffed animals are
pretty soft, too.

♪ Oh, I ♪

♪ The more you inspire, ♪

♪ the more you see yourself. ♪

♪ Oh, ah ♪

[knock on door]
MEREDITH: Come in.

NICK: You paged?
Yeah. I just, uh...

I wanted to go over this
budget request

for the, um, "Lunch & Learns."

What is a Lunch & Learn?
Well, the department

provides the interns protected
time for lunch once a week,

and rotating attendings will lecture.

NICK: You really want to talk
about this right now?

MEREDITH: Do you have
somewhere else to be?

NICK: Why does it seem like
you're mad at me?

MEREDITH: I'm not.

You haven't said two words to me
since you've been here.

I thought, since you were here...

NICK: That's just it.
Wha... You thought what?

I... I kind of need you to say it
here, Meredith.

MEREDITH: You need me to say what?

OWEN: Great, you're both here.

MEREDITH: We're in the middle
of something right now.

OWEN: I can't work for Teddy.

It's been a day.
It's been a week.

But anyway, I talked an intern
through an intubation today,

and I was pretty damn good at it,

so let me be a teacher for
these next six months.

That's how I can be helpful.

I won't keep attendings away
from their own services,

and Schmitt won't be run into
the ground.

OWEN: Let me work for you.
I'll teach labs,

skills, sutures, anything.
I'm your guy to teach.

Because I cannot stand in that ER

with my wife looking over
my shoulder,

or only something terrible
will happen.

OWEN: So save my marriage,
Nick Marsh. Please, save me.

NICK: Okay?

MEREDITH: Oh. Sure.
OWEN: Okay. Thank you.

Thank you for your time.

Thank you. Yeah.

NICK: If you disagree with any
of the changes, let me know.

MEREDITH: Nick. Nick!

NICK: Look, I don't have time for
all this back and forth, Meredith.

And based on the way people
just walk on in here,

neither do you.

Good night.

MEREDITH: I went numb.

The program shut down,
and we lost a patient.

And you didn't have my back.

You know how many people
I've lost in my life.

And when I watched you
walk away,

and I thought I lost you,
then I went numb.

That's why I didn't call you
for six months.

And then when I saw you in the
surgical corridor, I...

[sighs]

I could feel again.

MEREDITH: I know I'm still
in love with you.

[sighs]
I know my life is crazy.

And I know I can't stop people

from coming in the door
every five minutes

and interrupting absolutely
everything I do.

♪ ♪

But I do know that I love you.

So if that's what you need
to hear,

I'll say it, as many times as
you need to hear it.

♪ ♪

NICK: Can I take you to dinner?

Let me take you to dinner.

MEREDITH: No.

NICK: No?

MEREDITH: But you can
take me

to Zola's presentation

for the Pacific Northwest Scholars.

NICK: I'm in.

MEREDITH: Okay.

See you tonight.

MEREDITH: Tension exists
throughout the entire body.

♪ Ooh ♪

How it affects you depends
on how you manage it.

KWAN: Why?
MILLIN: It's a coping mechanism.

There was a study out
of Amsterdam

that said when people touch
stuffed animals,

especially if they have
low self-esteem,

it helps relieve anxiety.

YASUDA: I don't have low
self-esteem.

I intubated a patient today.

Neither does Adams.

KWAN: He's sleeping with
Dr. Shepherd, chief of neuro.

ADAMS: What? I...
MILLIN: Well, it makes me feel better.

ADAMS: I'm not. Why... Why...
Why would you think that?

KWAN: Uh, I saw you two coming
out of the on-call room together,

whispering in the halls.

unless you have a different
explanation?

♪ ♪

[sighs]
Geez.

MILLIN: Oh, everyone owes me
$12 for the stuffed animals.

KWAN: Nope.
YASUDA: Who gives people a present

then asks them to pay for it?
MILLIN: Hey.

♪ I will walk ♪

I'm more of a cat person.

Some people can self-regulate

by breathing, meditation,
exercise.

They develop tools that help
them fight the stress

and reduce the pain it causes.

Zola: While at the Clinic in
Minnesota,

Dr. Grey conducted six different
clinical trials

that helped lead to advances
in cellular regeneration

related to liver disease.

She began a seventh, but she
unfortunately never completed it

because she started exhibiting
signs

of early onset Alzheimer's disease.

Early...
[breathes shakily]

Early onset Alzheimer's disease
can be a...

[feedback]
But not all people

are wired that way.
Be a...

♪ Where's the saving grace? ♪

Early onset Alzheimer's can be
a genetic illness in which...

Zola: [muffled]
Alzheimer's can be a...

Um, it's genetic, which means...

MEREDITH: Some people feel
completely overwhelmed by it.

Something's wrong.
It's genetic. It means...

[voice breaking] It means my mom
and my aunt, they'll get it, too.

They'll get it. They're gonna
die, and I'll have no one.

My aunt and my mom are gonna die.

They're gonna die.
They're gonna die.

And the tension freezes
their bodies

until they can't move at all.

It's okay.

[Zola breathing shakily]

♪ ♪

♪ ♪