All language subtitles for First.Love.2022.PROPER.WEBRip.x264-ION10

[peaceful music]

[gentle piano music]

[woman] I met my husband when I was 17.

I was at the pool.

He came up to me.

He asked me to join him
and his friends for beers.

[chuckles] I didn't tell him my age.

Then months later,

when he found out I was living alone,
he took me in.

I was a senior.

Greg was so…

[gentle music]

…tender.

Kind.

He still is.

We were living
in an apartment in Santa Rosa

when we had our first son, Casey.

And then soon after, Jim was born.

Our priest is coming today
to bless the house.

It's been a tradition we've had
for 18 years.

This'll be a memorable one.

Casey joined the Navy,

and he's leaving for training next week.

Blessed is he, both now and ever,

and to the ages of ages.

We pray for life,
peace, health and salvation

for all who live and dwell in this home.

Keep them safe from harm.

Grant a prosperous and peaceful life

and the furtherance of all good things…

to your servants, Gregory, Kay,

Casey and James,

and preserve them for many years.

[whispers prayer]

[Greg] Before we begin,
I'd like to make a toast.

Casey, this has been
a dream of yours for some time.

- Give 'em hell.
- [Kay chuckles softly]

- Cheers!
- [all] Cheers!

[laughter, gentle piano music]

[radio 1] Let's talk about the speed
with which we are watching

this market deteriorate.

[radio 2] Lehman, which has
25,000 employees, will be liquidated.

[radio 3] …most serious
recession in decades,

means life as most Americans know it…

[knocking]

Greg. Have a seat. Please.

Like everyone,
we've had some major setbacks

and have to make adjustments.

We've looked over everything we can do,
but with the way things are…

This meeting is about
a separation of employment.

These are the severance arrangements.

Look it over. It's not nothing.

We mean to help you land on your feet.

It's not just you today.

And this isn't going to be just us,
markets are correcting everywhere.

[voice fades out, sad music swells]

[woman fades back in]
I'm not supposed to say this, but…

I'm sorry.

[thunder of traffic, gentle piano music]

[gentle piano music continues]

[faucet runs]

[door closes]

[insects chirrup]

Hey, Dad.

Hey, son.

I heard from Mom about what happened.

I'm really sorry.

Thank you.

It was a curve ball,
but we'll figure it out.

What's going on at school?

We're, uh, we're going
through college applications.

I'm gonna try for a running scholarship.

I probably won't get a full ride
with my times,

but, uh, I'll try…

and maybe get part of one.

[Greg] We'll all do whatever
we can wherever you get in.

Thanks.

It's a school night.

[sighs] You turning in?

Yeah.

Goodnight, Dad.

Goodnight, son.

I have to pick a night this week
to clear out my office.

They don't want me doing it
during business hours.

So what night's best?

Wednesday?

I love you.

I'll call you at lunch.

[distant sports whistle, chatter]

How'd you do on that essay
we had to write for Flieger's class?

- Which one?
- On Araby.

Araby…

From Dubliners.

- [boy laughs]
- How long do I have?

- [boy] About 20 minutes.
- Okay.

[gentle piano music]

[boy, distant]
"…to err, to fall, to triumph,

to recreate life out of life!

A wild angel had appeared to him

to throw open before him
in an instant of ecstasy

the gates of all
the ways of error and glory.

On and on and on and on.

He halted suddenly and heard his heart…"

Love looks not with the eyes,
but with the mind

And therefore is winged Cupid
painted blind

Nor hath Love's mind
of any judgment taste;

Wings, and no eyes, figure unheedy haste:

And therefore is Love said to be a child

Because in choice he is so oft beguiled

As waggish boys
in game themselves forswear

So the boy Love is perjured everywhere

[gentle piano music continues]

[class recites Spanish lesson]

This is from Mr. Routan.

[teacher] Ana.

[Spanish recitation continues]

[Jim] Mr. Routan
didn't actually want to see you.

- But the note said…
- I know. I wrote the note.

I just wanted to talk to you.

But we don't have any classes
together, so I just thought…

Why didn't you…wait till lunch?

There's always so many people around,

and it's so short.

I just thought this would be better.

So how long you been taking Spanish?

A long time.

Uh-huh.

We should get back to class.

How do you say that in Spanish?

- How do you say what in Spanish?
- "We should get back to class."

Deberíamos volver a clase.

Deberíamos volver a clase.

How do you say, "You have pretty eyes"?

[birdsong, chatter]

Hey.

Hey.

Can you give me a ride?

Sure.

[surf roars]

[Ann] Do you take all
your first dates here?

[chuckles]

You gonna be an actress?

Uh, I don't know.

I don't… I don't think I'm good enough.

What?

Yeah, just to keep going
into college and all that.

It gets competitive, you know?

[Jim] But you're a natural.

[Ann, laughs] Thanks.

You should see what we do
in my acting class.

You would think we're all insane.

How do you mean?

Well, you know, it's, um…

The teacher has you try different
exercises so that you can get better.

Like, um…

the mirror game.

Do you know that one?

You wanna show me?

- [Jim laughs]
- [laughs] You're already breaking!

I know what you mean.
I know what you mean now!

[gentle music plays over the surf]

[Ann] What is that?

What did you just put in your pocket?

[wind whistles]

Looks cool.

The… the rock?

- Yeah.
- [both laugh]

I like to keep them if they're, like…

they're a different color
or texture or shape.

- Can I see it?
- Sure.

[gentle piano music]

[Jim] Keep it.

Okay.

Uh, you don't have to forge notes
if you want to see me again.

You don't have to walk home
from school anymore.

- What are you doing this weekend?
- Why?

I mean, nothing.

Nothing, nothing.

- [laughs] Can I call you?
- Yeah.

Yeah.

[woman] Annie?

You're home late.

Oh, yeah, I was just, uh…

A friend from school gave me a ride
and we just hung out for a little bit.

Andrew?

Jim. You don't know him.

- In your class?
- Uh-huh.

Oh.

Well, I think it's good
that you look around, you know.

Just, uh… well, at your age,
it's good to date.

I'm not dating.

Okay, I just mean
when you do decide to date,

you don't have to tie yourself
down to just one person.

You can have a lot of partners,
see what you like,

and then, you know, you'll end up
better suited for one another.

I've never even had a real boyfriend.

Good.

Then you can experiment.

[gentle piano music]

Aunt Irene?

- Sonia?
- [Sonia, distant] In here.

I tried to give her lunch.

She complained about how I made it.

Swore at me.

- I quit.
- Oh, Sonia, please.

Your aunt don't belong
in this place on her own.

She needs round-the-clock care, in a home.

I know.

- Let me pay you for this.
- No.

- Please, Sonia.
- No, no, it's fine.

I wish you lots of luck.

Thank you.

[softly] Damn it.

[door closes]

[headhunter] Okay, let's get started,
Mr. Albright.

- Actually, mind if I call you Greg?
- Please.

This is new to me, by the way, uh…

[clears throat]
…meeting with a recruiter at my age.

I was taking a look here at your CV,

and let's just take it from the top.

Tell me about your background.

I don't want a lecture from you.

[Kay] Sonia just quit.

That's the second time in six weeks.

I can pay for it.

With what, Irene?

[Irene] If I have nothing,

it's because she stole from me,

just like you.

I'm a portfolio manager
and investment strategist.

And are you a CFA?

No, I went for it once,
but I plan to try again.

Greg, tell me
about some of your strengths.

Sure. Um, I'm organized, I'm methodical.

Uh, if you were to ask
any of my colleagues,

they would say I'm a planner.

What about your weaknesses?

It's okay.

[soft sobbing]

[gently] Irene.

Maybe it's time we made your life
a little bit easier.

What do you think?

We can find you a home
where people take care of you

and you can be happy.

No, no, no!

- No.
- You didn't let me finish.

- No, I'm not moving!
- [furniture clatters]

[sobs] I'm not moving.

You can't live here any longer alone.

[Irene] You hate me, you want me
out of your life.

I don't hate you. I wanna help you.

[Irene sobs gently]

I can't pay for all of this any longer.

I took you in
when your mother gave up on life.

I sacrificed everything for you.

I know.

We all want to earn more.

I… I wanna provide for my family.

I strive for that
and I keep up on my skills

and I also try to improve them.

A family is like a company.

You pay your bills on time.

In any given year,

there are some things
that are prudent to do

and others that are best deferred.

[headhunter] Spoken like a man in control.

[Irene] Get out of my house, please.

Get out.

- [whispers] Get out of my house.
- Okay.

[door slams, Irene sobs]

Hey!

- Well, look at you, big man, huh? Hey!
- Good, man, how are you?

[Kay] I'm really sorry
Trish couldn't make it.

[Mark] Yeah. Yeah, no, she is, too.
She, uh…

She probably wouldn't want me
telling you guys this yet,

but she actually, uh…
she's starting a second job.

She got her real-estate license,
you know, just to make ends meet.

Good for her. That's a really great idea.

That's a really good idea.
She can be her own boss.

She can set her own hours as an agent.

- [Mark] Yeah.
- And there's no cap on her income.

She'll make whatever she sells.

No, we've been doing our research,
and, uh…

It's been a while
since she's been on commission.

You know, it might be a good idea
for her to compare brokers,

because it's tempting at first to sign

with whoever offers
the highest compensation package,

but you wanna make sure that you have
someone who has knowledge and training…

Buddy, come on, we don't need your advice.
You're a loser just like us.

[Mark laughs]

[Kay] Okay, I think we're done.

- Uh, you finished?
- [Mark] Yes, it was really good.

Jim, you wanna help me clean up?

Hmm.

A layoff.

[exhales] That's a bitch, isn't it?

Hmm.

But I never knew how you put up
with that cutthroat business.

I mean, I know it's about the bottom line,
but, come on, people have families.

What are the alternatives?

Hmm.
You have to make yourself indispensable.

Like look at me, what am I?

A mold inspector.

And there's always going to be mold.

I always thought
you'd be a short-timer doing that.

[laughs]

So did I.

Then 20 years go by.

[Greg] Well, why didn't you
ever make a change?

[exhales]

I think you're the one
that's got change comin'.

What do you mean?

Well, you know, nice dinners, the cars…

the zip code.

I think your eyes were bigger
than your stomach.

We're middle-class.

That's what everybody says.

And we tithe,
we give our share to charities.

You know, there's pride in humility, too.

Are you saying I have this coming?

[Mark] The whole country did.

- [Greg] I've paid my dues.
- [Mark] Mm-hmm.

I'm not greedy. I've always been ethical.

Same as Dad.

Look where he ended up.
Broke in a nursing home.

You know, the tax deferments,
those maxed-out credit cards,

and… all that finally caught up to him.

No, you have to stay on high ground.

Always.

[hip-hop music plays from inside]

- Hey.
- Hey.

Is Ann here?

Yes, she is. Hi.

Thanks, Tol. Hi, Jim.

Hey.

[hip-hop continues to play, louder]

[laughter]

[friend] Ooh!

- [friend] Oh.
- [others] Ooh!

[laughter]

[boy] You're cold. Ice cold.

Hotter, hotter. Super hot, super hot.

[cheering]

[friend] All right, who's next?

"Put your bra on your head."

[laughter]

"Switch shirts
with the person to your left."

[chuckles]

[all laugh]

Four times.
[laughs]

[all] Oh!

- [friend] Okay.
- Mwah.

[cheering]

[clapping and laughter]

[laughs] "Sit blindfolded

while the three people
to your right kiss you one at a time.

Rate each kiss out of 10."

This is so stupid.

- Okay, all right.
- You have to.

[laughter]

[chuckles]

[clears throat]

Six.

[friend] Ooh.

[chuckles]

Seven.

Ten.

[friend shrieks, laughs]

[laughter]

[friends sing] ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

[friend] He's kind of weird.

What do you mean?

He's just… awkward, you know?

I don't think he's awkward,
I think he's cute.

Yeah, he's cute, but…

he is…

[laughs] …different.

I like him.

[chuckles] Yeah, you like everybody.

[friend] I think he dresses weird.
Don't you? I mean…

It's like he's older.

[friend 2] True!

[friend 1] And he's never around.

That was like the first party
he'd ever been to.

[Ann] He's not that kind of guy, you know?

[friend 1] What kind of guy?

[Ann] He doesn't need a big group.

[friend 2] Is this a crush?

What's this?

[Jim] It's a late birthday present.

You didn't have to get me anything.

Well, I wanted to.

Open it.

[wrapping paper crunches]

[chuckles]

It's a mix.

I wanna listen to it.

♪ This is the sound ♪

♪ Of my voice in the morning ♪

♪ This is the sound ♪

♪ Of my heart trying to warn me ♪

♪ Of all I've got to win ♪

♪ Of all I've got to lose ♪

♪ Wrap your arms around me ♪

♪ Wrap your arms around me ♪

- ♪ Wrap your arms around… ♪
- Mom?

[music continues over dialogue]

♪ Put my feet back on the ground ♪

♪ I need them to hold me ♪

[pill bottle rattles]

[Irene] What are you going to do?

[Kay] What do you mean?

Well, I hear your phone calls. Um…

Greg is out of work.

We're on it.

[sighs] This country…

I see the news.

It's all sinking.

Up and down it goes.

You live till 60, you have 20 careers.

- You're right.
- 30.

[sighs] You know…

that's what did your mom in.

She didn't take her life.

It was taken from her.

Raising you.

Alone.

She lost hope.

Pills and booze. That didn't help.

Church had no answers.

But you were too young to know.

I watched her.

She…

[voice cracks] …dried up.

That's what despair does.

I miss her.

[Irene sniffles]

[sighs]

She'd have a one-liner
for me right now, you know that?

She'd have a one-liner for me,
seeing me like this.

- [Kay chuckles]
- She'd say…

"So, Irene,
I hear you're losing your mind."

- [both laugh]
- [Kay] Yeah.

[both continue laughing]

I am, I am.

I am, I am losing my mind.

Kay.

[gentle piano music]

Don't… Don't keep it all
bottled up inside like she did.

That's not good.

Share.

Give.

You've got to connect.

Oh, Irene.

[breathes deeply]

I'm sorry you're going through this.

[Irene] No.

No, you're wrong.

You're wrong, I'm… I'm blessed.

I've got you.
[exhales]

Yeah.

You've got me.

[Greg] What's the name of your coworker?

- Uh, Heather?
- No, the chatty one?

- [chuckles] Rosalind.
- Will she be here?

I won't let you get cornered.

I was thinking of you, Greg.

I wanted your two cents
on this awful downturn.

- Has it put a dent into your day-to-day?
- Uh, sure, just like everybody else's.

What's the prognosis?

Uh, it can only go up from here, right?

Oh, I am glad to hear that.

I'll have to call you later.

I want your advice
on whether I should hold or bail

on some investments of mine.

Sure, I'm around. You call me any time.

[birdsong]

[Ann] Mom?

[door closes]

Guess it's just us.

[gentle piano music]

…finally really building a team that…

- Exactly.
- Right?

Exactly. Like you and I are the core.

[indistinct conversation]

- [Kay] Aw, you're so sweet.
- [man] No, come on, it's true.

[Kay] I think you have a positive energy
and everybody loves you at work.

- [man] Come on.
- [Kay] No, really.

[man] I love everybody.
We've got such a good team.

[Kay, laughs] Oh, thank you, honey.

- [Vance] Vance.
- Sorry?

Vance Hughes.

- Uh, no, I'm Greg Albright.
- [chuckles]

No, Greg, I'm Vance.
We met last year at one of these things.

That's right, I'm sorry.

You're in…
[snaps fingers] …banking, right?

That's it, yes. That's a very good memory.

Uh-huh. Tell you what,
it's lucky you made it out okay.

Seems like people are dropping like flies
all over the country.

Yeah, I'm one of the lucky ones.

Very good to hear.

[gentle piano music]

Do you want to?

[whispers] Yes.

- I didn't say it to his face, did I?
- Uh, kinda.

That was the scotch talking.

[chuckles]

- Come on.
- What?

Come dance with me.
You have to dance with me.

I don't like dancing,
and nobody else is dancing.

But you're so good at it.

[gentle piano music]

You're forgetful.

How so?

It's our anniversary.

[sighs]

I'm sorry. I…

I just…

I…

I think you mean "Happy anniversary".

21 years.

Hmm.

I love you, Kay. Happy anniversary.

I love you, too.

[gentle music]

Does this change anything?

What would change?

Nothing.

Good.

I love you.

Do you want me to do your hair tonight?

No. Thank you.

Do you think you'll see…

Jim this summer?

Why wouldn't I?

Well, I don't know, I thought, you know,
with you heading off to college,

I didn't know if you'd start…
thinking about that.

I'm so proud of you.

I mean, you couldn't have gotten
into a better program.

There's gonna be, uh…

exciting new teachers

and new people.

Why are you saying this?

I'm just, uh…

You seem unhappy.

I thought it might be because of Jim.

I don't want your happiness
to depend on just one person.

Especially a boy.

You know, I remember your grandfather
gave me this gorgeous set of china

when I was your age.

And he told me… I'll never forget it.

He told me that I didn't need a man.

[chuckles]

I didn't need to get married
in order to have nice things.

This whole new life
is about to start for you.

Do you hear me?

It couldn't be brighter.

A world of possibility and experience.

I just, I don't want you to miss out.

I want you to be available for all of it.

[gentle piano music]

[Ann whispers] The brows.

Eh… No looking.

[laughs]

[clicks tongue]
I don't want it to look bad.

You're not supposed to control it,
that's the point.

[laughs]

[giggles]

I love it.

My turn.

How should I look?

Just like that.

I got in a school.

- Where?
- New York.

- That was your first choice?
- Mm-hmm.

Congratulations.

We should celebrate.
You wanna do something?

I'm telling you because
I didn't know what it meant

for the future.

What do you mean?

For us.

I don't get it.

We'll be apart.

Well, what do you think?

I'm sure it will be hard,
but we can call and plan trips.

If you want to.

You don't?

I don't know, I guess
I hadn't planned this far ahead.

We don't need to figure it out now.

It's a long time away, right?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

I just wanna keep things light.

What does "light" mean?

Easy.

Think I'm done.

I handle our taxes…
[clears throat]

…and I know that we've already filed
for two extensions, but, um…

I'd like to discuss
the possibility of a third.

[auditor] There is no third.

And given that, we're now going
to have to look into things.

I understand.

- [auditor] Is that last year's return?
- Uh, yes.

[auditor] Can I see this?

I don't need that.

Or that.

I see copies.

And a bank statement.

Is your husband sick?

Why is he not working?

He was laid off last fall.

He's searching.
We're trying to get him back to work.

If he's not sick, he needs to find a job.

Anything.

I understand that.

But a minimum-wage job
would cancel his unemployment.

Even a minimum-wage job

would look better on the record
than things do now.

Well, we're hoping to find something
that would be equal to his history.

Sure, but we need to see a strategy,
how you'll get out of this.

We need to see clear attempts.

Have you considered downsizing?

Moving, I mean?

Yes.

It's been six months.

How would you feel if…

if I got a second job?

Why?

I looked at our budget for the fall,
and, um, I just think…

it would be easier on all of us.

- I've got more callbacks this week.
- I know.

I know, I know. It's just…

You know, plan B.

Are you scared?

- No.
- What is it then?

[Kay] We just need
to have a plan in case…

[Greg] Things don't get better?

[Kay] At least for a while.

Okay.
[sighs]

- What do you want for dinner?
- [Greg] Nothing, I'm fasting.

What?

I'm fasting every Sunday now,
they say it's good for you.

Well, I don't like that idea.

[sighs]

Well, what do you like these days, Kay?

[exhales]

We need to talk about making big changes.

We're not selling the house, we agreed.

If change doesn't come soon,
we will have to.

- Let's just not jump the gun.
- We might not have a choice.

[Greg] What do we have to offer them now?
We can't protect them.

Jim should do like Casey
and get as far away from us as possible.

[somber music]

[laughter and chatter]

[somber music continues]

[music and surf over dialogue]

[music fades out]

Is Ann home?

No, she's not.

Did she know you were coming over?

No.

Do you know when she'll be back?

- [door opens]
- [Ann] Hey, Mom.

I was just telling Jim
that you were going out?

[Ann] It's okay.

Hi.

[Jim] I just wanted to see
where things stand.

I don't know.

Things are…

Can I call you?

I guess.

We're done?

You… You don't have to say it like that.

I care about you.

We had fun.

Is that all this was to you?

[sobs]

[exhales]

[peaceful music]

[priest] Where is the pleasure in life

which is unmixed with sorrow?

Where is the glory which, on Earth,

has stood firm and unchanged?

Mother of the never-setting sun,

preserve them that set their hope in ye,

that repose may be granted her

that now is departed.

[distant crowd cheering]

[woman] Jasmine Marissa Bryant.

[renewed cheering]

Elizabeth Abigail Roalt.

[renewed cheering]

[Nick] Oh, uh, I didn't tell you,
but I got an internship through my dad.

You did? Where?

[Nick exhales]
Paine Waterhouse in New York.

Paine? No way.

Congratulations, man.

Man, I can't wait. Starts in three weeks.

Three weeks, that's soon.

Happy for you.

What about you?

UCLA.

Why didn't you tell me you got in,
asshole?

[chuckles]

That's awesome.

Thank you.

Gonna keep on running, you know.

See how I do.

[indistinct chatter, laughter]

[Nick] Forget her.

Forget her, man.

Yeah.

Yeah, I will.

Hey, hold on a minute.
I got a question for you.

Yeah? What?

[Tol] Did you, uh…

Did you get in her panties?

[Jim] Huh?

Damn, bro, I mean…what's your advice?

I've been trying for weeks now,
I haven't gotten anywhere.

No oral or nothing.

You two, you two did it, right?

- Oh, no.
- Wait. Hey.

- Hey! Stop!
- [Tol] Something's wrong with you.

- Get off me!
- [shouts] Stop it! Get off!

What is wrong with you?

[sad piano music]

[girls talk indistinctly]

[door closes]

[Kay] You're home early.

The party was a drag.

[Kay] Oh, yeah? Was Ann there?

No.

[Greg] Hey, son. Uh…

Your mother and I were talking, and, uh…

we were hoping to discuss something
with you, but if now is not a good time…

No.

We've been looking to simplify things,
make things easier for all of us,

so we've decided to sell the house.

We're moving?

[Greg] Well, your mother and I are moving,
but you'll be starting at UCLA.

[Kay] Mm-hmm.

It really doesn't change
anything for your semester.

[Jim] Okay.

So, where are you going to live?

[inhales] We haven't figured that out yet,
but don't you worry about us.

You keep your head down,
you focus on your studies.

That's what's important.

- [Kay] You okay?
- Mm-hmm.

- You sure?
- Yeah.

You want me to make you something?

I'm okay, I'm tired.

I'm gonna go to bed.

Okay.

[sad piano music]

[Greg] Penny for your thoughts, son.

Nothing, I'm fine.

Come on, I can read you like a book.
What's going on?

[Jim exhales]

How are you and Ann?

Mmm.

I'm sorry.

I don't know what to do now.

You know?

I keep wanting to call her.

Yeah, I know the feeling.

Why don't you just give it time?

How much time?

If it's meant to be…

she'll come back.

And if not…

[gentle piano music]

[distant sirens]

[piano music continues]

[newscaster] …September 11th, 2001.

[crowd on TV cheers]

[newscaster] …the familiar chants
of "USA! USA!" sounded

as citizens heard
that Osama bin Laden was dead…

In Times Square, people gathered around
to see the latest updates

and take in the moment that the world's
most wanted terrorist was dead…

[crowd on TV cheers]

…with celebrations rolling, the U.S.
Secret Service brought in barriers…

[shrieks]

- [both laugh]
- [Kay] Oh, my goodness!

What are you doing here?!

[both continue laughing]

[coffee cups bump on tabletop]

You, uh, drink coffee now?

[Jim] I feel like you have to in college.

[sighs] So how's the work search?

It's fine. I do odd jobs here and there.

We're lucky your mom
has the position she does.

Mm-hmm.

- Anything I can do to help?
- Nope.

Don't worry about us.

We just love having you here.

You should reach out to Uncle Randall.

Maybe he has something…

No, people don't answer your call
when it's like this.

They know why you're reaching out.

Your poor mom.

Her brother hasn't even called over here
since it started.

The man lives 20 minutes from here.

He just cut her off.

Family can be cruel.

None of this is your fault.

Of course it is.

Whose fault is it?

[gentle piano music]

[Jim] So, how're you holding up?

[Kay] Trying to find happiness
in the little things.

Sometimes the really little things.

It's hard to watch your dad right now.

He says everything's fine.

He won't spend a dime on anything.

He scared me the other night.

He said, uh…

"I'd be worth more dead than alive."

Well, that's a lie.

Hard for him to see that.

You know, he just feels like, um…

He feels like
he disappointed you and Casey,

about how things turned out, you know?

[Jim sighs]

- I want you to take this, Mom.
- What's this?

I sold a computer
and some sports stuff, so…

Oh, no, no, no, I don't want this.

- Please, Mom.
- I don't want you to go selling stuff.

I want to.

And you don't have to tell Dad.
Just take it, please.

I wanna help.

[gentle piano music]

[sobs]

Hey.

[whispers] Hey.

[gentle piano music continues]

[Kay, sobs] I'm so sorry.

[gentle piano music continues]

[phone buzzes]

[Ann] Hi.

It's been a long time.

I was just listening to the album
you made me and…thought of you.

I wanna tell you that…

I'm sorry I did what I did.

You must hate me.

I've grown since then.

If you ever wanna talk again,
I'd like that.

[line rings]

[Ann] Hello?

- Hi.
- Hi.

It's good to hear your voice.

I don't hate you.

[Ann, laughs] Well, that's nice of you.

[Nick] There we go.

- [Jim] Thanks. Cheers.
- Cheers.

[background bar music]

So, what's the latest?

Caught up with Ann.

Like Ann Ann?

Yeah.

You two a thing again?

We're just talking.

- Has it been good?
- Yeah.

Okay.

Well, go ahead, say it.

Come on.

Why get back into that?
Lesson learned, you know?

We're young.

[scoffs] Think about
all the cities to see,

the money to be made,
the women we can meet.

Think about all the positions
you'll miss out on.

You've gotta try them all, man,
figure out what you like.

[chuckles]

We've got to make the most
of this wild time while we can.

But now, I've gotta say hi
to whoever that is over there.

[chuckles] Gimme a minute.

No, no, no. Why don't you come with me?

- No. Dude.
- No, no, no.

There are one, two, three of them.
I can prove my point to you that way.

Go ahead.

Go ahead, I'll be here.

[peaceful music]

Hi.

Hi.

You've changed your hair.

Oh, yeah, yeah. I guess I did.

Uh, you look the same, in the best way.

Thank you.

- Should we?
- Yeah.

Plan to stay up in New York
after you finish?

You know, I don't know.

Graduation seems far away,
but it's only next year, and…

I am chasing some internships.

I feel like you fit in well up there.

What do you mean?

It's in the city.

I feel like it suits you.

[Ann] Hmm.

What about you? Are you still running?

Yeah.

- My times are getting better.
- Oh.

I wanna see you race again.

You dating anyone?

No.

- No?
- Well…no! I'm not.

Who was the last lucky guy?

Oh.

He wasn't lucky.

We just went out
for a couple dates and some shows

and then things went dark.

Dark like bad?

No, I mean silent.

It's kind of how things work up there.

You pick up fast
and then you just go nowhere.

If you're fishing for any juicy details,
you'll find the water's pretty shallow.

What about you?

I'm sure you've had…some romances.

No.

Okay, sure.

Come on, come on.
Tell me about your hot flings.

Be honest.

You know, I was gonna tell you
all the steamy details and…

[Ann] Mm-hmm.

…and then I just thought now I've heard
that you're solo…

- …I don't want to embarrass you, so…
- Oh! Oh, okay.

You've just been a man in demand,
I see, busy.

- You know me.
- Busy boy. Mm-hmm.

[Ann chuckles]

- What was that?
- Hmm?

That look, the shake.

[sighs] Are you gonna do that?

What, get married?

No, I mean,
have your picture taken like that.

Oh, um, maybe.

But I wouldn't do it here, I would do it
in a place that, uh, felt like home.

I was looking through this book
of Japanese wedding portraits

from before World War I.

Don't ask me why.

[chuckles]
And I loved how intimate they felt.

It didn't feel like a glamour shot,
or a magazine.

It's like each bride felt so personal.

In their own space, in their home.

There's just like these souvenirs around,
and it showed their families and…

Yeah, you could get
a real sense of them that way.

[chuckles]

[door closes]

Um… do you want water or anything?

- Sure. I can get it.
- Okay.

Um, I'll just… I'll be right back.

♪ This is the sound ♪

♪ Of my voice in the morning ♪

♪ This is the sound ♪

♪ Of my heart trying to warn me ♪

♪ Of all I've got to win ♪

♪ Of all I've got to lose ♪

♪ Wrap your arm around me ♪

♪ Wrap your arm around me ♪

♪ Wrap your arm around ♪

♪ I need it to pull me down ♪

[Jim] When did you get this done?

[Ann] Hmm, last year.

A girl in the city did it for me.

[Jim] I love it.

What now?

For us.

Well, what do you want?

This.

What time's your flight tomorrow?

At noon.

[gentle piano music]

I'll drive you to the airport.

- No.
- I want to.

No, it will just be depressing.

I don't mind.

[Ann exhales]

I love you.

I do.

I always have.

I want you to know that.

I love you, too.

- Don't cry.
- [Ann chuckles]

I'm just happy.

I missed you.

[gentle piano music continues]

[TV plays softly]

Hey.

[football commentary on TV]

Why don't you open the blinds?

[Greg] It gets too hot.

You can't sit in the dark.

Any callbacks today?

[louder] Any callbacks?

[Greg] You'll know when there's news.

Why don't we sit together tonight
and update your résumé?

Why don't we try
having a normal conversation?

Excuse me?

Can we act like husband and wife
when you come home?

Don't just jump into a list of chores.

I was just offering my help.

Well, it's nagging.

Yeah.
[sighs]

Well, when I come home from work

and there's no dinner
and no help and the TV's on,

maybe there needs to be
a little bit of nagging.

[switches TV off]

- Where are you going?
- To the gym.

Look, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to launch into a to-do list.

I just want things to be different
when I get home.

You went to the gym this morning.

Greg.

Greg, we're not roommates.

We need to be talking.
We need to get through this together.

Look, I know you're unhappy,

and believe me, I'm unhappy too.

You don't just walk out, though.

- This place is a box.
- Let's go for a walk!

I don't wanna go for a walk
and I don't wanna hear about your job.

I don't wanna hear
about your staff or your problems,

I just wanna watch the game.

[exhales] Well, I…I'm sorry
I'm so boring to you.

Stop.

No, really, I should be
more interesting for you.

Stop.

[door slams]

Do you think
that you are interesting to me?

Do you think I love watching you
sit in front of the TV all day long?

At the very least, when you go to the gym,
you should be wearing your wedding band.

- Enough.
- Oh, why?

You don't want the little spin class girls
knowing you're married?

- Don't be small.
- Oh, I feel small.

All of this is feeling very small.

And I feel like we're invisible.

- Go pity yourself somewhere else.
- [screams] I would love to!

I would love to escape, Greg,
but I'm not.

I'm here, and I'm here with you!

I'm not walking out,
that's what you're doing!

[shouts] How would you feel if I did that?

[door slams]

[gasps]

[doctor] James has what's called
a spontaneous pneumothorax

on the right side, which means
that he has a tear in his lung.

[gasps]

Air has escaped out, has gone
between his lung and the chest wall…

- Oh, my goodness.
- …and compressed his lungs down.

That's why he's having
shortness of breath.

Okay.

So the plan's going to be
to make an incision

about 2 centimeters into his rib cage

and place a tube into that space…

[gentle piano music over doctor's voice]

[monitor beeps, respirator pumps]

[gentle piano music continues]

[Jim] I miss you.

[Kay, whispers] She's here.

She took a late flight last night.

[hopeful music]

[Ann] Inhale.

Breathe. Hold it, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7…

Exhale, let it go.

[chuckles] 5, 6, 7, 8…

You got one more in ya?

My flight's at 3:00.

I can drive you.

[chuckles] No.

My mom will take me.

I'm getting tired of all these goodbyes.

Me too.

Thank you.

[gentle music]

[Kay] When did you decide?

Last month.

I'm sorry, Jim,
you can't get married right now.

Listen, I know you and Ann
have gone through a lot, but…

it's too soon.

Have you talked to her already?

No.

And her mom?

I will.

I have something to say
about this too, you know?

What if I say no?

I feel like the house just caved in.

[sighs]

How did Dad propose?

Did you know it was coming?

[gently] I suppose so.

The truth is…

I always knew he was my soulmate,

even though I was very young.

Would you change anything?

[gentle piano music]

[kiss]

[sighs]

It's a very pretty ring.

[Jeannine] I was curious as to what
this little…meeting was about.

What's on your mind?

I'm going to New York
for Ann's graduation.

And I plan to propose to her,
so I've come to ask for your permission.

I know you love my daughter,

but, um, love doesn't need to have an end.

You both have…

exactly what you need right now, enough.

I'm ready for it to be forever.

How will you marry her?

With what?

I work, and I plan to finish school.

Where will you live?

- In an apartment.
- Where?

Wherever she wants. We'll look around.
We'll… we'll have options.

How can you think to marry now,
when she has graduate school ahead of her,

and I'm sure you have plans of your own?

I'm aware the timing
will never be perfect.

What makes you think she'd be a good wife?

She's smart.

She's smarter than me.

She's passionate.

[gentle piano music]

She has a fire in her and I can see it.

And you deserve her?

I wanna protect her.

I want to put her first.

And I'll never give up on her.

I know how much she means to you.

I won't let you down.

[door opens, closes]

- Hey.
- [keys clatter]

I'm sorry I'm late.
They added a new route.

The Phoenix company called.

They want an interview.

In person.

It's good news.

When?

I told them Thursday.

I played assistant.

That's soon.

I know, but…

I have a good feeling about this.

They were very nice on the phone.

We can't move now.
We'd be breaking the lease.

Greg, we can move ten times if we have to.

- And what about your job?
- I'll figure it out.

Come here.

It's just an interview.
We shouldn't get ahead of ourselves.

Please. Just enjoy this.

Or please let me.

We can make a trip out of it.

- We can drive, stay at the lodge.
- No.

I don't know
about spending all that money.

I'm not talking about spending money.

I'm talking about being grateful.

About gratitude.

[whispers] Okay?

We should be grateful.

[hopeful piano music]

It's like I was just here.

Nothing's changed.

I remember,
every summer my dad insisted on unit 9,

even through high school.

My brother thought it was lucky.

[Kay] Don't forget we stayed here
some too after college.

[Greg] Oh, I remember.

[gentle piano music]

[Greg] I was thinking,

if this Phoenix job doesn't work out…

Why even think like that?

If the job doesn't turn up,

what would you think
about moving farther than we thought?

Maybe even out of the country.

Becoming expats.

Like where?

Guatemala.

Ecuador.

Panama.

Costa Rica.

I've just been reading about it.

You can get a three-bedroom house,
live off of only 1,500 a month.

The healthcare is fine.

It's supposed to be beautiful.

I don't think I could be away
from the boys like that.

Casey's already away,
and Jim and Ann are…

After the wedding,
it's just them now, it's not us.

The flights are cheap.

They can come visit.

Is there no place here for us?

In this country?

I don't know anymore.

[birdsong]

[gentle piano music]

[distant chatter, laughter]

Hi, Greg. Why don't you have a seat?

Would you like a cup of coffee or water?

No, thank you.

Mr. Kittredge will be out
in just a few minutes.

[hopeful music]

[receptionist]
Mr. Albright, are you ready?

[Kay] How do you feel?

[Greg] Good.

I feel good. We'll see what happens.

Well, let's not be worried for once.

I'm not.

I was.

For the longest time,
I felt the whole world…

opened up and was trying to swallow us.

[whispers] But you saw us through.

[gentle piano music]

[insects chirrup]

[calm music]

They're ready.
We'll see you out there.

- [friend] Good luck.
- [Jim] Thank you.

You look beautiful, Mom.

You're sweet.

You okay? What's wrong?

Nothing, nothing.

Mom, what is it?

[voice breaks]
It just all went by so fast, you know?

I just wanted more time with you.

I won't disappear.

Okay?

I know.

[sniffs]

[whispers] Everything's perfect.

You're right.

Everything's perfect.

[hopeful music]

[priest officiating
as hopeful music swells]

…and to join these,
your servants, James and Ann…

[Kay] Sweetheart,

you can't go through life
waiting for happiness.

You have to make your own.

[gentle piano music]

[Kay] Marriage alone won't lead to it.

You have to find it
in your new life together.

Sometimes it takes years.

Happiness only comes through effort.

That's what makes you husband and wife.

[Jim] Want to head inside?

- Getting cold, huh?
- [Kay] Yeah.

- I'll be right in, okay?
- Sure. You sure?

[gentle piano music]

- [general chatter]
- [man] Look at that!

[gentle piano music continues]

- [Ann, giggles] Start in the middle?
- [man] They're arguing already.

[laughter and applause]

- [cork pops]
- [guests cheer]

[Greg] I'd like to make a toast.

[men laugh]

Hey, boys.

[laughing stops]

These times together,

the holidays,

the birthdays, the weddings,
they're memories.

That's what we're making.

And there's nothing stronger,
nothing better than a good memory.

Especially when it has to do
with your children.

Or home.

Those are the best.

Jim…

Ann…

Look around.

Keep all of this with you.

All the way to the very end.

It saves you.

[peaceful piano music]

Adaptation: Tilly O'Neill
Subtitling: DUBBING BROTHERS