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[Man] I mean, it's sad
that not a day goes by

where we don't stand
in front of a mirror

and pass judgment on
our own self-image,

constantly analyzing
our own reflection,

desperately wanting
to change who we are.

You know it starts
when you're young,

and you get influenced,
and that influence,

it sticks with you
your entire life.

[Man ♪2] What the hell is he
doing over there all by himself?

Why doesn't he join
the other kids?

What the hell's he doing?

[Woman] The Jersey's
way too big on him.

Adam, honey, people are
waiting behind you.

[Man ♪2] Just put your feet on the...
don't stand on the ledge.

Just concentrate
for two seconds.

No, just... come on!

Jesus Christ.

[Man] My parents were strict.

I had no confidence growing up.

I never even had a girlfriend
or went to a school dance

or even held a girl's hand
because I was too insecure.

You know, all that stuff
matters when you're a kid.

- Show me how happy you are...
- [Echo] How happy you are...

Society tells us to be happy,

love ourselves,

but then hands us a
million reasons not to.

You're too fat.

You're too skinny or too ugly.

Too broke.

Your teeth aren't white enough.

You don't have the right car,

the right house.

Your dick's too small,

and your head's too big.

I wish I could just take
a break from it all.

The comparison to others, wishing
I could be someone else,

instead of accepting
what I already have,

like this unfinished house.

I've got a fiancée who's
way too good for me.

I just feel like I'm
in over my head.

I'm not happy with the way
I look, or the way I feel.

I can't even relate
to the person

I'm staring at anymore,

and everywhere I go, there I am,

standing in my own fucking way.

Something's gotta change.

Thank you for your time,
I really appreciate it.

[Phone ringing]

It just got to a point where I was
putting vodka in my cheerios.

Mr. Stenson.

Did you get my note?

Yes, sir, I sure did.

So you remembered to
clock in this morning?

Yes, sir, I sure did.

Good, good, well, let's... let's
hope you've learned your lesson.

Yes, sir. I sure did.

"Yes, sir, i... I sure did."

That's it? That's all you
got to bring to the party?

[Clears throat] Let me
tell you something.

This is a phone
job, not a fun job,

which means you have to do
some dialing and talking

in order to become successful.

You... you do understand
that, don't you?

Okay. Well, that's a big
first step, don't you think?

Let me ask you something.

What is it in the universe

that the more you
take away from it,

the bigger it gets?

A hole.

You keep digging.

Let me know when you want
to start fucking dialing.

Okay?

Start fucking dialing.

Heavenly father, we thank
you for this bounty.

We thank you for the food
we are about to partake,

and those who serve it.

We thank you, lord,
for Adam and Sara

to being here with us tonight,

and we ask you to bless them
in their nuptials coming up,

and we ask you to,
maybe, help Adam

actually get his house
done before the wedding.

In your name, amen.

Well, joke's there, you know?

You gotta take it. [Chuckling]

[Clears throat]

This is really good.

Well, thank you, hon,
it is store bought,

'cause I can't cook for
shit, and I never could.

Yeah. Why do you
think I'm so skinny?

[Sara] Adam.

It's better than being
fat, though, right?

I always told the
boy to eat more.

I said it over and over
again growing up, didn't I?

From the time he was a toddler,
he should have eaten more.

Huh?

Adam, you were just
really picky as a child.

I... I really wasn't
that picky, mom.

Well, I did my best.

[Adam sighs]

We're a picky family.

Might as well kind of know
that coming in, right?

[Sara] Well, I am, like,
beyond exhausted.

Are you hungry, Adam?

I'm starving. That food...

I mean, I know your mom meant
well, but it was disgusting.

When did you start
drinking whole milk?

It tastes like cream.

Stop.

What's your problem?

Hmm?

[Distorted] Okay, Adam,
clearly something's wrong.

There's nothing...

Okay?

I'm not just gonna sit here
and talk to myself all night,

because that argument
that we had at dinner...

I really don't wanna do it now.

Do you think I would look
better if I put some muscle on?

I don't know, Adam.

I don't know. Anybody
would look better.

- Where are you going?
- To the gym.

You don't have a gym
membership, Adam.

You do.

[Man on TV] You're not gonna be
spoiling yourself with chemicals

that you're not even aware of,

and it's just a lot
better for your body.

[Sara] What do you want
to do this weekend?

[Adam] Um, I don't know.
What do you want to do?

We could go... a movie?

- [Adam] Okay.
- [Sara] Okay.

[Adam] I haven't seen
a movie in a while.

Here you go.

Your favorite.

- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

[Sighs]

How was the gym last night?

- It was good.
- Yeah?

Good.

Do you wanna talk
about what happened?

No, I mean, maybe we could
talk about it later?

Okay.

I think we should, though.

Do you want me to make
you something else?

I have French toast
if you want it.

No, I'm just not really
hungry, I mean...

- Sorry.
- It's okay.

- Have a good day.
- Thanks.

- Bye, I love you.
- I love you, too.

[Heavy metal music playing]

"Make your own ephedra."

"20 tips for building
bigger muscles."

"Four ways to get
freaking huge...

in eight weeks."

Okay.

How to get a rock hard
boner in three days.

- [Laughs]
- Jesus.

You're an asshole.

I get it, dude, you wanna
put on some muscle.

Eat protein.

I've never worked out
a day in my life.

I'm naturally blessed.

- So, yeah.
- Yeah.

- Yep.
- [Adam clears throat]

Hey, sir.

Do you know the reason why
neither one of you idiots

ever gets fucking laid?

Because of the way you look.

What exactly is this,
the Danny bonaduce line

at jc penneys?

Cause it's a look,

believe me, it works
for you, my friend.

Now you... what's your
fucking deal here?

What's with the fucking beard?

This is some homage
to Abraham Lincoln?

Abraham Lincoln had a
much longer beard, sir,

so can't really be an homage.

You're an expert on
Lincoln, are you?

Oh, great. I know a little
bit about him myself.

Tell me something,
what's the significance

of Abraham Lincoln's hands
in the Lincoln memorial?

The significance of
his hands, my friend,

are the fact that Daniel French,

the sculptor, did his
homework on Lincoln,

Lincoln was the first president
to acknowledge a need

for federal funding
for the deaf.

So he shaped his hands
in his initials,

in sign language, a.L.,

that, of course, I'm sure you
can find somewhere online.

You just must have
missed that chapter.

- Yeah.
- It's a black Mercedes.

I believe you know
where it's parked.

Last time it had a real
vanilla funky smell to it.

Let's go with something a
little more fruity, shall we?

- You have it.
- Yeah, I got you.

What a fucking psychopath, huh?

All right, I'll be back.

- Lunch? Huh?
- Lunch.

- Okay.
- See ya.

- I'll be back.
- Okay.

Is that your lunch?

Yeah, I'm not really hungry.

How you gonna get big
if you don't eat?

I don't know. Something
about this place

just ruins my appetite.

Do you want some salad?

No.

My mom made it.

I can't believe you moved
back in with your mom.

I didn't move back
in with my mom.

I'm temporarily staying
there, dickmunch.

Look, if you wanna get shredded,

you gotta eat like a lion.

Lions eat red meat, idiot.

Not all of them.

Yes, all of them.

Well, you look real good, bro.

[Man] Yeah, man, I got
the nationals coming up.

- [Man ♪2] How many weeks up?
- [Man] 12 weeks, maybe.

12 weeks. I gotta get ready.
It's time to step it up.

-You know what I mean? -I got you.
What you looking to get?

-The usual man, you tell me.
-All right, well, shit, man.

You can dry out. Yeah, exactly.

Turn around, let
me see your back.

Oh, nice, got your
delts coming in.

Cool, cool, cool, cool. Let
me see that mid-section.

Okay, yeah, that's fine.

-It's time we go ahead and get it up.
-Swell it up.

Shit, you ready to blast off?
Here's what I got, man.

Let me know exactly what you got
going, do you know what I'm saying?

-Thank you, yeah.
-And then we can

go ahead and get it cracking,

you know what I'm saying?

[Ignition starts]

[Man on TV] Are you
still too skinny?

Go to weightgainmethod.
Com and get access

to a complete step-by-step plan

for gaining weight
and building muscle,

fast.

Um, Mr. Louis? Um, Mr. Louis?

Nice job.

[Phone ringing]
Pick it up, please.

The phone.

[Woman] No, he smell
like old meat.

Yeah, I know. It was pretty...

- Uh-huh, just 19.95.
- Good work.

Why don't you go ahead and
give me your credit card?

No, miss, you have my
word, I was a boy scout.

-Yeah, I, no, I know that

doesn't really matter... -pst.

But I'm just saying, it'll
change your life forever.

- 15?
- Good morning.

- Hey, morning.
- Morning.

- How's it going?
- Good.

Normal day. At work.

It's my birthday, big nose.

Happy birthday, buddy!

- Oh, ho, thanks!
- Yeah, sorry, man.

Yeah, sorry.

- You're one of those.
- What?

-That whines and cries on his birthday.
-Yeah, I am.

Hey, you coming tonight?

The bar? We're gonna get wasted.

Bar to get wasted. Can't wait.

Great! Guess what? My mom packed
you a piece of birthday cake.

Huh?

[Growls] Better eat it!
It's my birthday.

- I'll eat it.
- See you at lunch.

See you, man.

[Music playing]

- Hey.
- You're late, man.

Hey, I'm sorry.
How's everything?

All right, cheers, guys. Cheers!

Let's go get more, huh?

Oh, my god! Yes!

- Whoo!
- Yeah!

- Nine more.
- Yeah!

[Women cheering]

- Hey.
- Whoa.

Uh, this is one
person only, man.

[Chuckles]

[Chuckles]

Whoa. [Chuckles]

[Sighs]

What's the matter?

You got stage fright?

[Chuckles]

[Sniffs]

[Sniffs]

Whoo!

See you out there.

[Indistinct chatter]

I wanna go to karaoke.

[Laughing]

[Indistinct chatter]

Oh, you're kidding! Hey, hey!

Excuse you. Who are you?

Whoo! Welcome to my party.

It's not cool. Welcome
to my fucking bar,

- huh?
- You know who I am?

I run this show.

You have stage fright, bro?

[Laughing]

Hey!

[No audio]

[Music playing]

Bro, what's up with the limp?

Hey, Ethan.

Yikes. Whoa, dude,
you look like shit.

You look like you just
had sex with a turd.

Nice one. I'm fine.

Jesus.

You look horrible. Are you ill?

Let me tell you something, pal,
you better not get me sick.

You get me sick and
I will kill you,

and then I will
fucking fire you.

You probably should fire him
first, and then kill him.

Yeah, I'm not even sick, sir,
I'm just trying to get to work.

-Why is that? -Because you can't...
you can't fire him...

You can't kill him,
and then fire him.

No, I think you're wrong. If
I have a gallon of gasoline

that I dump over his fucking
head and then ignite it,

-i could do just that, couldn't I?
-Yeah.

Check, please. Go. Let's go. Out!
Out, out, out, out, out.

I don't want you to get the
rest of these people infected.

-It'll be counted as a sick day.
-All right.

Feel better. You know, I
think it's going around.

I woke up today, I have a
little congestion myself, sir.

You know what's going around?

Assholeism.

I think you've caught a very,
very, very, severe case of it.

Come with me.

How you feeling?

Not great, but I'll live.

[Chuckles] But you're
going to the gym?

Yeah, you know, I figure I'll
sweat out whatever this flu is.

I hear resting works, too.

[Music playing]

Hey, hey, buddy.

Excuse me, I'll get the doctor.

You're in the hospital.

You had some kind of accident.

-What did you do, Adam? -Okay, good, Mr.
Stenson. You're awake.

How are you feeling?

Head is killing me.

Because you were unconscious
for so long we're gonna

keep you for an extra
night, just to be safe.

I should finish his check up.

I'm gonna need a quick few
minutes alone with Adam,

if that's all right?

Sure.

Are you warm enough?

Yeah.

Sorry.

- Won't be long.
- Thank you.

Do you have any recollection
of what happened to you?

No, not really. I was...

I was at home and,
um, I don't...

You fainted. It was the result
of having a high fever.

The high fever was
caused by an infection

in your right gluteus minor.

That's your right butt cheek.

That type of infection is
also called an abscess.

We usually see that in someone
who's injected themselves

with a dirty needle.

Adam, please, hey,
hey, look at me.

Can you hear me? Look at me.

What the fuck is going on?

- Look at me.
- What?!

What the fuck is going on?

Huh? What the fuck is this
shit everywhere, Adam?

You've been shooting steroids.

Your wife told us. She
also covered for you,

which is none of my business, but
I thought I'd keep this discreet.

You could have died.

Listen, it seems like you
have a wonderful family,

I don't wanna see you
in this hospital again.

Do you understand me?

Yes, sir.

Okay, good.

Well, enjoy the visit
with your family,

and try and get some rest.

They can take you
home in the morning.

I don't even know
what to say to you.

I don't.

I knew that you had to
learn your fucking lesson,

but Adam, what the fuck
were you thinking, huh?

What the fuck were you thinking?

What about me? What
about me, Adam?

What about your fucking family?

You, you scared the
shit out of me.

You did, and I don't understand
what the fuck you were thinking,

I don't, Adam.

You know what? Don't
say anything,

because I'm not sure that
there's anything to say.

You are done. Do you hear me?

You are done with
all of that shit,

and we are together
gonna go home,

and we're gonna go
have a normal life

like two fucking normal people.

Okay?

And that's the thing.
That's what we're gonna do.

Okay?

By the way, I threw away all of
that shit of yours last night.

[Man on TV] The conscious
mind is a critical mind,

and it's a mind
that is right now,

and it's deciding whether what I'm
telling you is right for you or not,

but the subconscious mind is totally
non-critical, non-judgmental,

and it's where you'll set good,
positive and powerful suggestions.

[Music playing]

So you like that
profile picture?

Yeah, no, no, I just
put that one up.

Yeah, ah, no, I
love puppies, yeah.

No, I don't, I don't. I live
with my mom, and she...

She doesn't let me
have any dogs, but...

Otherwise I'd have probably,
like, so many dogs, yeah,

but puppies.

Yeah, yeah.

[Clears throat]

[Sighs] Oh, dude, you scared...

Bro, I have phone
sex with this girl

every day.

I am not even gonna
ask about that.

Man, dude, this girl, I'm
telling you, killer.

- Killer.
- Cool.

Brazilian.

I mean, she's not, but
she looks Brazilian.

Hey, welcome back.
We've missed you.

Mr. Louis has been
circling your desk.

- I think he missed you.
- Dude, that's weird.

Boys, you do realize
that we're a team.

We're a team. All of us are
components of this great team.

What I can't figure
out though is,

who's in what position
of the battery.

You know what the battery
is in baseball, right?

The battery?

-No. -The battery is your
pitcher, your catcher.

Up until this moment,
I couldn't figure out

who is the pitcher, and
who is the catcher,

because in my opinion, you're
both fucking catchers.

See, I'm on the hill here, and I'm
throwing straight fucking heat,

and that heat is being
taken by the catcher

right in his fucking ass,

and it smells like shit
back here right now, pal.

-You know what I'm talking about?
-Mm-hmm.

Okay. So stop signaling
for the curve ball,

when you know I want
the fucking heat.

Wow.

He missed you.

Get back to work. See you.

-[Adam sighs] -[Sara
chuckles] Stop being a baby.

- Mmm, you ready?
- No.

Close your eyes.
One, two, three.

[Adam moans]

- Oh. That didn't hurt.
- [Sara laughs]

- You're such a baby.
- I know, ooh.

-Come on, it's not that bad.
-[Adam sighs]

It actually really isn't that bad.
It's healing.

- Yeah?
- Yeah, it looks good.

I think I'm gonna go
back to the gym soon.

- [Sara chuckles] Soon?
- Like tonight.

- Are you kidding me?
- No, I feel good.

-No. -It will make
me feel better.

You feel good? You
can't even sit down.

- I can sit.
- You can't go to the gym.

- Yes.
- Uh, no.

- The doctor said, you know...
- The doctor said...

If I called your
doctor right now,

would he say that you
should go to the gym?

-Yes. -I don't think so.
Stop it.

[Grunting]

Oh, shit! I got you,
man, a spot, g.

[Panting]

Come on, man, push!

-It's 95 pounds, nigga, push!
-I can't.

Ah!

Get your ass up.

You have to be more
careful, asshole.

[Adam coughs]

Get up. Pathetic.

You know, I've been seeing
you here a lot lately, man.

You've been hitting
that shit pretty hard.

But you know what? Showing
up is only part of the job.

It's about what the fuck
you do once you get here.

See, you remind me of myself.

I used to bust my ass, man,

and no gains.

Day in, day fucking out.

Well, guess what?

All that changed the first
moment I jumped on a cycle.

A cycle?

Yeah, gear.

You mean like... like fina?

What the fuck do you
know about fina?

I made some.

Wait a minute. Come back.

- You made some fina?
- Yeah.

Get the fuck outta here!
You made some fina?

And what happened?

I got an infection.

[Laughing]

You trying to kill
your fucking self?

That's what happens when
you use dirty shit.

You know what?

I'm gonna help you.

I'm gonna put you
on some clean shit.

Oh, uh, I am... I'm not, um...

You scared?

Get the fuck outta here.

Look, you see the guy over there?
Don't make it obvious.

The guy over there
in the corner.

Do you think that's natural?

No.

Guess who did that.

Man, fuck what you heard, man.

Fuck what you heard
about steroids

being all bad and shit for you.

They're only bad if you don't
know what the fuck you're doing.

But if you know how
to use them right,

that's what you look like.

That's what you look like.

It's not about
mistreating your body.

It's about treating your body.

You understand?

My nigga.

-There she is. How you doing?
-Hi.

Take your shoes off. I
see them on the carpet.

-You know how I feel about that.
-What?

You're all sweaty. Can you change
your shirt, please? Please?

Everything in the
basket is clean,

- but that is just so wet.
- All right, all right.

- Hello.
- Hi.

-Can you take your shoes off?
-Sorry.

Kind of the house rule, you
gotta take your shoes off,

so you don't bring the dirt inside.
You get it?

- Got it.
- How about now?

That's much better. Much better.

- I see you met asshole.
- I did, hello, asshole.

Asshole, this is my girl, Trish.

Hi Trish, it's Adam.

No, whatever. Potential client.

Okay, well, go do your thing.
I'll be here.

- Don't mind me.
- All right, come on, man,

- let's go.
- Okay.

So, what do you think?

Holy shit, man. You're
like a pharmacy.

Goddamn right. My very own

body enhancement franchise.

- What the fuck is you doing?
- Sorry, man, just...

- Don't touch shit.
- Fucking needles, man.

Don't yell at him. He
still has to buy it.

Would you let me handle my
business, baby? God damn.

Don't yell at me!

[Sighs] All right, I'm
sorry, I'm sorry.

[Trish] It hurts my feelings.

[Jason] Okay.

So listen, this is
what we gonna do.

Cypionate. Testosterone.

Babe, we gotta go
to dinner soon,

so I want you to
start getting ready.

Okay, all right. Let
me go ahead and finish

handling this business,
baby, all right?

You gotta take down
that serial killer shit

on the walls before I
start cooking again.

- Okay.
- That's scary as fuck.

All right!

This right here is my favorite.

Deca, it's for your bulking
and for your joints.

You're gonna take two shots
of each once a week.

-What about an abscess?
-An abscess?

That's the least
of your worries.

That abscess shit happened because
you were shooting some dirty shit.

All right? Besides, you didn't
know what the fuck you were doing.

I don't know, man, it's just...

Are you fucking kidding me, man?

Man, I don't... I don't...

Listen, every time you feeling

that queasy-ass shit
you're feeling,

look at yourself in the mirror and
say, "do I like the way I look?"

Answer, "fuck no," and shoot.

Listen, man, I'm gonna
do you a favor,

I had my shots today. I'm gonna
show you how to do it, okay?

-Right now? -Yeah, I'm
about to do it now.

You got a problem with that?

No.

One inch syringes.

You're gonna extract one cc.

One.

All right?

I'm gonna put the
lid back on it.

It pops right off.

Discard.

Grab a whole 'nother needle.

Twist it on.

You're ready to go.

Man, I don't know. I
don't know about...

Look, man the fuck up!

You're a grown-ass man,
stop being a little bitch!

I'm wasting my fucking
time with you?

All right, we're gonna
do this shit again.

Walk me through the process.

- Talk to me!
- Switch... switch needles now.

Ready to go.

- Alcohol.
- Alcohol prep.

- [Sighs] You ready?
- Uh-uh.

You're such a bitch.

No blood. A little oil.

No vein.

All muscle.

Don't worry. You'll
get used to it.

Come on. You're acting
like a little bitch.

Hey...

-here. -No, thanks,
I don't smoke.

[Coughs]

Get it anyway, nigga,
get it anyway!

Tell me no in my
motherfucking house?

It's fucking terrible over here.

- Oh, god.
- It's really thick.

Well, look, I was
contemplating this,

but how about you go ahead and
make the delivery for me,

and make sure he's straight?

I'll cover your package. No need
to worry about it, all right?

-I don't know, man, maybe I can pay for it?
-You wanna pay for it?

Well, shit, nigga, go ahead
and give me $600 right now.

- $600?
- Yeah, $100 a bottle, man.

Man, look, do you
want this or not?

Okay, so, if I do this, um, I
guess, just so we're clear,

I'm delivering steroids?

[Distant police sirens]

[Knocks]

Hey, uh, Jason sent me.

Come in?

Let me clear a spot for you.

Sorry. Here we go.

- Sit down.
- All right, thanks.

Can I get you
something to drink?

- No, I'm okay.
- You hungry?

- No.
- You sure?

-Yeah. -You know, I make a
bad-ass protein shake, boss.

I... I appreciate
it, but I'm good.

I think you need one.
I'll get you one, okay?

By the way, my name is Peter.
Nice to meet you.

I'm Adam.

So how long you known Jason for?

Oh, I just... I just
met him recently.

One bad-ass shake coming up.

- Good.
- Is it good?

Mm-hmm, yeah, it's pretty good.

I told you. I make a
bad-ass protein shake.

You know what? In my
mind, there's no excuse

for being anything less
than strong as possible.

Stronger is better.

I didn't want to inject this
crap into my body, to be honest,

but I had to.

And now that I've done it,
I mean, I love steroids.

I think I'll be...
Be on and off them

for the rest of my life.

I mean, are steroids safe?

[Music playing]

[Music playing]

Damn, my shit blowing up like
grand central station over here.

Man, shit, I'm running
out of everything, too.

Tricia will be mad, but I have to set
the laboratory up one more again.

This money looking too
good right about now.

Hey, man, you gonna have to help
me bag some of this shit up, bro.

You're over here
ripping your face off.

Look at you, you high as shit.

-That's some good shit, ain't it?
-Uh-huh.

[Laughing] How you feel?

- All right.
- No, man, how you feel?

You look big as shit, dog.

-Shut up. -No, for real, man.
Stand up.

- I just smoked. I'm high.
- Man, get the fuck up, now.

Come on, man. This is free
body building advice.

Peel off, man. Let me see.

You're looking like a
chippendale dancer and shit.

- [Laughing]
- These too?

Pull it off, man.

You worked so hard, can't
be afraid to show it off.

Well, you done packed on some serious
mass since last time we saw you.

Face me.

All right, pecs coming in,
body fat is dropping,

picking up. Come on, turn
around, turn around.

Good, man. Look at you.

Back is all getting wide.

Delts coming in.

Man, do you feel bigger?

-No. -I know you're
feeling stronger.

- I mean, not really.
- What?

-Yeah. -You feel like a human

pincushion, don't you?

- My ass is killing me though.
- Man, that's part of it, man.

Man, sit down, dog, look.
Help me bag this shit up.

- [Objects jingle]
- Oh! Forgot, this is for you.

This is your pct.
Pull cycle therapy.

This is some real
important shit.

Most people don't even do it.
They're crazy if they don't.

But for you, you're
gonna take it.

This is the best
and the safest way

to return your body
back to homeostasis

while keeping your muscle gains.

-Hmm. -Here. Start
on that real soon.

All right, hurry up, man.
Come on, dog!

Here you go. Come on, two of the
green, and one of everything else,

- okay?
- All right.

Throw in a few syringes
and shit, man,

just to get them started.

I ain't no motherfucking
pharmacist.

I'm their pusher, baby.

♪ Bewildered herds,
sharpen your teeth ♪

♪ remember these three quotes

♪ only lie to cameras
cops and crooks ♪

♪ see kindness is
within our power ♪

♪ but fondess is not

♪ under the false
umbrella of hope ♪

♪ lives are sold,
people are bought ♪

♪ somebody once told me all
men were created equal ♪

♪ you're not created
in the womb ♪

♪ you're created in a
classroom by rich people ♪

♪ and history is written through
the eyes of the butcher ♪

♪ those who benefit from an ignorant
public condescends and insult you ♪

♪ they built you in
the image of slaves ♪

♪ the free men got locked up

♪ as long as they control the
means of selling beliefs ♪

♪ no man is equal

♪ if there's a policeman living
in your head you're not free ♪

♪ cause the free
trade were real ♪

♪ everyone would own a company ♪

♪ all that is solid
has melted into air ♪

♪ it doesn't matter
who you vote for ♪

♪ the government
will always get in ♪

♪ all that was once solved
is now too late to air ♪

♪ 100,000,000 lemmings
can't be wrong ♪

♪ people join the army
to pay for college ♪

♪ in California residents
go to college for free ♪

♪ what will you do ,smoke weed
on the weekends and go hiking ♪

♪ or serve the white collar death
squad of an oil company military ♪

♪ everybody wants heaven
but nobody wants dead ♪

♪ we are living in a rich man's
heaven, a poor man's hell ♪

♪ the middle class is dwindling
the population is doubling ♪

♪ we are not living in Rome,
we've been living in a fifedom ♪

♪ so when they remap
all the genomes ♪

♪ remember it's a
hate-free zone ♪

♪ cause money doesn't
care who burns it ♪

♪ they left the door open

♪ 'cause the best
illusions are half-real ♪

Hi.

Who were you talking to?

What are you talking about?
I'm reading.

I swear I heard you
talking to somebody.

No, I'm talking to no one.
Are you tired?

Or crazy?

I'm tired. I don't know.

And you're pretty stinky.

You smell me from there?

I can smell you from
here, and it's not good.

Can you take a shower though,

because I just
cleaned the sheets,

and it smells really
good over here,

and we can cuddle before bed.

Do you wanna jump in
the shower with me?

I know I said I would, but I'm so tired.
I had a long day.

Really?

I know. I'm a promise breaker,

but I promise tomorrow.

Promise.

Okay.

See you in a bit.

Okay. Hurry up!

Okay.

[Adam grunting]

Don't stop, my boy, just
keep going... go on.

Don't stop. Don't stop. Don't stop.
Don't stop.

- Listen.
- What?

I just told you
don't fucking stop.

Be natural, goddamn it!

-Put the fucking weights back up.
-Well...

Listen, I need you
to go to the back,

far right corner,
grab my bag, okay?

Just grab my bag and
wait about five minutes,

- meet me at the house.
- What are you talking about?

-Motherfucker, if you drop them

weights one more time... -fuck!

- I said be natural.
- All right.

Five minutes. Grab my bag,

let me leave this motherfucker.

Meet me at the house,
can you do that?

You're gonna do that. My nigga,

don't worry about that.

- Dude, what was that about?
- Shh shh.

Was anybody following us?

-I don't know... -was
somebody following you, bro?

- I don't know.
- Were you paying attention?

- No, I wasn't.
- Fuck.

Hold on.

The whole thing at the gym
was freaking me out, bro.

Shit.

Now do me a favor, man,
pack your boy one up.

Come on, dog, I can't fuck with
this shit right now sober,

I need to be high.

They motherfuckers.

Let me tell you something.

What happened today is because some
people were just hating on me, dog.

Just hating on me, for
no reason at all.

They mad 'cause
I'm making money.

They're trying to fuck
up my business, though.

You scared the shit
outta me, man,

I don't even know what to think.

Yeah, man, I know.

I need to be fucking
high right now,

I can't deal with
this shit sober.

Come on, man, dude, you packing
that bitch really slow right now.

Come on, dog, god damn.

You're so god damn
slow at everything.

[Coughing]

Yeah.

That's what I'm talking about.

[Sniffs, coughs]

[Coughing continues]

Hey, man, I'm gonna
need more soon.

More what?

Uh, tests.

I dropped a bottle off
the counter today.

Don't be doing more than I
fucking tell you to do.

Do you think I'm stupid, man?

You do it like I
told you to do it.

This shit will fuck you up.

I'm talking about bitch tits,
I'm talking about acne.

All that ugly shit.

You know what? Let me
tell you something.

People who take this
shit work twice as hard

than people who don't.

You wanna become a
fucking olympian?

You wanna win a gold medal?

They take this shit, and
they work their asses off,

for every second, every minute,

and every hour of their session.

They go balls out.

So there's no easy way
around this shit.

Man, I'm sorry, dog.
I'm fucking tripping.

That shit wasn't
even for you, homie.

You know what, my bad.
I was wrong.

Look, go ahead, take
whatever you need.

All right? Take
whatever you need.

I'm sorry, man.

Do me a favor. Go ahead,
rip your face off.

That's the least I could do, man,
for you looking out for me, dog.

That was real gangster
shit you did earlier,

and I appreciate that.

Real tough.

Yeah, look at you.

My nigga.

Mmm.

How's breakfast?

It's all good. These eggs?

They're the same eggs
I make you every day.

Do you want some coffee?

I'm okay, thanks.

What do you wanna
do this weekend?

- The zoo?
- The zoo?

-What? -It's so mean.
I hate the zoo.

Well, cause it's mean
locking them up and then...

I told you that.

- [Dryer buzzes]
- Hold on a second.

[Sara sighing]

[Adam] I like that dress.

Thank you.

I ordered it online. I didn't
think it was gonna fit, but...

- It's pretty cute.
- Yeah.

- It's red and bright.
- [Sara chuckles]

Thank you.

So, what's your day like?

Do you think you'll
be out early?

Ah, definitely not being
able to get out early,

but, you know, there's more
selling people self-help books

that probably need help,
but can't admit it.

I'm getting yelled at.

Are you fucking kidding me?

- What's wrong with you?
- Off! Take off your pants.

What is fucking wrong with you?

-And show me that you're not

shooting up again! -What?

Prove it to me! Prove it to me
you're not shooting up again, huh?

Okay, so, I am doing steroids,
yes, but they are safe.

- Those are safe?
- Yes.

I fucking hate you, Adam.

I hate you and you're a liar.

Sara!

Can you stop?

You lied! Don't tell
me to calm down.

Do not tell me to calm down!

Do not tell me to calm down!

Sara... why do... what about us?

There is no us, Adam.

There is no us
until you fix you!

This is a telemarketing call, sir,
but I have a special offer today

on a subscription to a self-help
book that I think might help you.

Hello? Ah, yes, this
is Adam stenson.

I'm seeing if you
had a moment...

[indistinct response on
phone, phone clicks]

Hello, my name is Adam stenson.

How are you today?

Yes, this is a
telemarketing call.

[Man on phone] Fuck off.

- Sir, are you still there?
- [Phone clicks]

Okay, great. I have
a great deal on a

subscription that could
change your life today.

Uh, it's for 19.95, and I
think you'd really love it.

[Man on phone] You
understand me, dog?

You a fucking retard
or something?

- I'll find you.
- You'll find me?

No, you know what? How about you listen
to me, you fucking piece of shit.

Do you know how many fuckers
like you I deal with

on a daily fucking basis that
show me no goddamn respect?

Huh? Do you? Do you?
Hello? Hello?

Fuck!

Stenson! What the
fuck are you doing?

You're fired! Get out now!

Now, stenson!

Oh, you want a piece?
Go ahead, motherfucker,

take it.

Come on, man. I'd love it.
Go ahead.

Hold!

You are making a career
decision right now, my friend.

Follow him and get the fuck
out and don't ever come back.

Otherwise you turn to your
cubicle and get on the phone!

Or I find myself
a new number 15.

That's what I fucking thought.

The rest of you motherfuckers,
get on the phone!

[Music playing]

[Music continues]

- Hi.
- Hi.

- How are you?
- I'm good, how are you?

- Good.
- Yeah?

You look really tan.

- Do you like it?
- No.

- No, it's okay.
- Yeah, hmm.

It's a lot of tan.

You look good though.

Thank you.

I missed you.

Do you mean that?

Yeah.

I missed you, too.

Come here.

All right, maybe we
should talk first.

We need to talk about things.

Later?

- Mmm.
- Mmm.

[Sara sighing]

[Sara moaning]

[Sara groaning]

- What are you doing?
- [Adam grunts]

Adam, ow, ow!

Adam, wait, what are you doing?

You're hurting me!

Listen to me! You're hurting...

Adam! Stop it!

Stop it! Get off of me!

What's wrong with you?

What did I do?

- Sara!
- [Sara panting]

May I help you, motherfucker?

I'm Adam's father.

I want you to stay
away from my son.

Do you know where
the fuck you at?

Huh?

You don't have a clue, do you?

Look, man, whatever
you're thinking,

you got this shit all wrong, man, a'ight?
Get the fuck outta here.

You go near my son again,
I'll fucking kill you.

You better get the fuck off
my property right now.

I'll kill you.

You need to get the
fuck up outta here.

Don't threaten me in
my own fucking house.

Hope you make it to the
car, motherfucker!

[Adam grunting]

Man, rack this shit up.

Come on, man, rack it.

Look...

Look, man, things are a
bit sketchy right now.

-I just thought I'd let you know.
-What do you mean?

Listen, man, my connect
in China just got popped.

I'm low on gear.

So this means that this
may be your last cycle.

I'm almost out, man.

That's okay.

You're coming upon your pct
phase right about now.

You get to keep some
of those gains,

you know, let your
receptors recover.

Then we hit full
another month or two.

A month off?

That's the way the
game is played.

Man, fuck that, man!

There he is.

Are you Adam stenson?

Yeah, I'm Adam stenson.

You're under arrest for
domestic violence.

You have the right
to remain silent.

Anything you say can
and will be used

against you in a court of law.

You have the right
to an attorney.

If you can't afford an attorney,

one will be provided to you.
I've read you your rights.

Do you understand?

[Adam] Yeah.

You're coming with us.

Quite the day.

What's next?

[Mrs. Stenson] Honey.

No, I'm... I'm... I'm
fascinated to find out

what could possibly
be next for Adam.

- Honey.
- No! What's next, son?

Honey, why don't we talk about
this when we're at home,

okay?

Adam, we talked and
we think it's best

if you come back
home with us, okay?

What the fuck were
you thinking, huh?

-Bob! -Pull over and let
me out of this car.

- What?
- Let me out.

Oh, fucking relax.

-My god, Adam, you're shaking.
-Listen!

Pull over and let me out
of this fucking car!

- Oh, you want out?
- Yes, I want...

-fine. -Let me out
of this fucking car!

- [Tires screeching]
- [Bob] Get the fuck out!

What are you doing?

[Bob] Adam, come on, man!

Adam, come on, man.

Don't you get it, man?

Don't you fucking get it that
when the shit hits the fan

that the truth is the only thing

-that's gonna get you out of it?
-The truth?

The truth is you've been
in denial my entire life.

- Do you even realize that?
- I'm sorry.

Okay? I'm sorry. I love you.

You're my son.

You're my friend.

But we have given you
everything we can, man.

We did the best we
possibly could.

The rest is fucking up to you.

Look, I know you're on steroids.

Okay? I get it. You're on drugs.

I understand. I wanna help.

Everybody's on something.
Everybody's on a drug.

Why am I the bad guy?

Bad? Good? I don't give
a shit about that, man,

i... I give a shit that
you're gonna end up

fucking dead with this.

Okay? That is my biggest fear.

That has become my biggest fear.

You know that?

Well, you shouldn't fear
what you can't control.

I don't wanna control you.

Okay? I want to help you.

I mean, look at you...

For Christ's sake.

I mean, look at yourself,
man, look at you.

You've got a problem, okay?
But it's not your fault.

Some people live and learn,

other people just fucking live.

And don't try and tell me
you don't have a choice.

Don't tell me you don't have
a choice to get out of this

before it's too fucking late,

cause you do!

You just gotta
realize that life...

Life ain't that fucking hard,
man, life is fucking easy,

if you just get out of
your own fucking way.

It's so easy for you
to say that, dad.

Adam, come on, man!

Sara.

No, he's not with us.

We... yes, but he
jumped out of the car,

and I don't know
where he is, so...

I tell ya, I'm really scared.

Okay.

Keep your phone on.

Hey.

I promise, I'm gonna
get our boy back.

[Sobbing]

Hey!

Come on, man, open the door.

Come on, man, open the door! I
know you're fucking in there.

Now what the fuck is
your problem, man?

Huh? Get the fuck
off my property.

-Look, man, I need your help.
-Need my help?

Adam's in trouble.

All right, if you help me,

I promise I won't tell the cops
you're a fucking drug dealer.

Hey, fuck you, man.

- What the fuck?
- Wait a sec. Wait a second.

Look, man, you
gave him the shit.

I was doing my fucking job.
Had you been doing yours,

you wouldn't be in this
position, now would you?

That's your problem,
man, you fix it.

-You're right. -Get the
fuck off my property.

Wait. You're right.

Help me save my son, please.

What the fuck do you want
me to do about this, huh?

Well, fuck.

[Panting] What the fuck?

Calm down, man. We're
here to help you, okay?

What the fuck is he doing here?

We're here to help you, Adam.

Sara, called me, okay?
She wanted me here.

Do you want to criticize me
like the rest of the world,

-is that what the fuck you're doing here?
-She's worried about you

-cause you're acting crazy.
-Oh, you

wanna tell me that
I'm not good enough.

Calm down, man.

I'm doing something that
makes me feel right,

and you guys just wanna take
that shit away from me.

I'm sorry. I can't... I can't

hey, hey, hey, Sara, Sara,
Sara, no, no, no, no, no.

- Go. You let her fucking go.
- Let's talk this through.

-Okay? -Bro, when have
you cared about anyone

but your goddamn self, hmm?

- Hey, hey, relax, man.
- Don't fucking touch me.

- Okay.
- Don't fucking touch me.

Okay, man.

Hey, we love you. We're
here to help, okay?

We're worried about you.
We're concerned, okay?

- You're acting a little...
- Don't fucking touch me!

- Get the fuck outta my house.
- Stop him! Stop him!

[Adam] Go get the fuck out!

No, I told you, I don't
know what's wrong with him.

That is not Adam.

It's okay. Okay?
It's gonna be okay.

[Car engine]

What the fuck?

Fuck.

Adam, open the door, man.

[Knocking continues]
Come on, man.

Adam, please.

I love you.

Mom loves you. Sara loves you.

We all love you.
We wanna help you.

-Let us help you. -Fuck it all.
You can't help me!

- Why?
- You can't fucking fix me.

- You can't.
- Knock that bullshit off.

Come on, open the fucking door!

-Fuck. Just leave.
-This is not you,

this is the shit
you've been taking.

Let me help you.

I love you, Adam.

- [Phone buzzing]
- [Adam grunts]

Fuck!

What? What?

Adam, don't hang up, okay?

All right.

I wanna tell you that I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.

I've never told you how
beautiful you are.

Every muscle, every bone,
every organ is beautiful.

Every fiber of your body is...

It's beautiful, and it has
been in every way always.

You're you. You're just you.

Look, when I saw you today

it hit me like a ton of bricks,
how big you've gotten.

But that's just the
thing, see, you don't...

You don't see it, do you?

You can't see it.

You can't see yourself.

The way you are. You're sick.

You are physically unable to
see yourself the way you...

You really are, you... You
can't see your own body.

You have body dysmorphia.

But we'll get you help, we will.

Adam?

Do you hear me?

You're gonna be okay.

You just need to hang on. Okay, honey?
Just hang on.

[Mother panting]
Because I love you,

and your dad loves you,
and we'll get you help.

You have body dysmorphia.

Do you know what that is?
Get rid of it.

[Bob's voice distorted]
We're sorry, I love you.

You're my son.

I know what you're
going through, okay?

[Sara's voice distorted] Don't touch me.
Do you hear me?

You are not yourself anymore!

[Music playing]

Mom, why did you
never say anything?

[No audio]

I didn't know how to tell you.
I didn't know what to say.

I... I'm sorry.

How could I have told you?

Would it have mattered if I had?

Would you have listened to me?

[Distorted voices]

No, I don't give a shit...

- That's bullshit.
- No shit.

[Mother on phone]
Adam, are you there?

[Man] Your wife told us.
No excuse for you.

[Mother on phone] Adam?

[Music playing, no audio]

I want to help you.

It doesn't matter.

You know, as they say,
beauty is only skin deep.

We are the only ones in
control of our destiny.

Hey, Adam. Do you know this?

You have body dysmorphia.

[Music playing]