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Hello?
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Hi.
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How did it go?
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It was crap.
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I don't know...
It doesn't matter.
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We're going to the country house today.
Want to come with?
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I can't today.
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All right.
I'll call you later.
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I'll come around and get you.
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Are you sure?
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See you.
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Will we take the camera?
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Let's go.
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Come here.
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Look what I found.
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I was looking for a tape to
erase, or an empty one...
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And I found this one.
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Take the bread.
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Over there.
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Where?
In this basket?
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What are you doing there?
Come here!
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Come, Margi!
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If I take this...
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Come here, you!
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I'm gonna kill you!
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If I ever see you here
you'll see, you little shit!
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Place it in the fire, at the side...
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The squirrel will attack you...
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if you try to rip off its balls.
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They used to be worth gold!
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People would kill the squirrels
and took their testicles...
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because the price was the same...
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Squirrels were extinct in Lithuania.
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Why?
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- Impotence.
- Their testicles were a good remedy.
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The Lithuanians used them a lot.
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Hello. I'm from the police.
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I'm an inspector.
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Someone was hunting
around here yesterday.
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A hunting rifle
with a telescopic sight disappeared.
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Did you hear anything?
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No, we didn't hear anything.
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Someone might have come this way.
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Did you see any strangers
walking near the lake?
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I saw one of the neighbours fishing.
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You live here?
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You didn't see anything suspicious?
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Nothing.
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It's okay.
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I'll leave you my numbers.
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Call me if you hear
or come up with anything.
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Leave it to me.
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Thank you.
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See you later.
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What happened?
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I left yesterday.
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Went for a walk?
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Good beer.
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Your feet are freezing.
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Talk to me, please.
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What do you want me to say?
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How do you feel?
You never talk to me.
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Hey!
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Are you listening to me?
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Where were you?
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Speak!
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Are you listening to me?
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Stupid cow!
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By any chance...
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have you lost your tongue?...
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Come here!
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Come here, I told you!
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Come here, I told you!
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Are you listening?
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Speak!
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Speak, you bastard!
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You're making me angry...
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You scared me.
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I didn't mean to.
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I went through your house,
but you weren't there.
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Why are you here?
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I feel better here.
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Do you sleep here?
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Don't you get bored?
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Do you have any food here?
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I have some jelly.
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Would you like some?
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Are you living here now?
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What was that?
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Hi.
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Come in.
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Sit down.
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Can I serve you...
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a drink?
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Look! Butterflies...
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There's one here, another one there.
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This one is big.
The other is smaller.
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You look just like my grandmother.
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It's not looking good.
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Only the eyes.
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I remember very well...
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There was a time when we lived...
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In a very small room.
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This room was owned
by the municipal housing.
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We used to eat
bread and butter.
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From breakfast to dinner...
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She shared the bread with her hands.
Broke it in smaller pieces...
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So she wouldn't drop many crumbs.
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I was about 6 years old
and I remember...
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I was annoyed because...
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She kept staring staring into space
while she sat at the table.
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I was very small and I felt my
grandmother was so far away...
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It drove me crazy.
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She used to say...
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"You know...
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happiness is more fragile
than butterfly wings."
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We had to be careful with her.
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Sit down.
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Let me see what I have to eat.
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I have cheese...
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salami...
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Would you like bread
with a lot of butter?
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No, I'm okay.
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And you?
Aren't you going to eat?
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I'll eat, yes.
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Thank you.
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Bon appetit.
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Would you like some tea?
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No, thanks.
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You're being nice to me.
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You know...
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How is your mother?
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As usual.
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She's alright, I guess.
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What's on your mind?
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- Nothing important.
- I wanted to know.
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I also say unimportant things.
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It's nothing.
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I wanted to know.
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You look tired.
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I'm not.
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- You're not tired?
- No.
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What's your favorite
season of the year?
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Winter, I guess.
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Winter? Why?
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I think it's the most beautiful.
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And you?
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I can't say now...
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There's nothing more beautiful
than watching the snow falling.
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Everything is white.
There is nothing more beautiful.
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We are surrounded
of trees covered with snow.
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And then the orchestra begins to play.
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That melody is divine.
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The violin...
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playing the melody...
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the most banal melody ever...
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but it's Beethoven's.
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He composed that banal melody...
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To later create the most beautiful
melody in the world...
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on the second theme.
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Sorry, but I don't like it.
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I prefer...
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Lithuanian folk songs.
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I don't like Beethoven's
songs at all.
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When I listen to these songs
it makes me want to sleep.
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Cheers...
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We hear these songs.
And fall asleep.
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But a good Lithuanian song is
much more lively!
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- Did you hear me?
- Of course I did!
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What did you hear?
Did you really hear me?
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I like songs from
Lithuanian folklore!
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That "b�, b�, b�..."
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looks like a goat!
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I wanted...
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to say something...
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but you're not listening.
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I don't want to know, I don't care!
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Say "b�, b�, b�..."
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Quiet!
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Please, that's enough.
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I'll be quiet.
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I'll be quiet.
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I don't even know why I came here.
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Do you have anyone you
can talk to openly?
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I do...
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but...
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sometimes I open up,
sometimes not.
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It's hard, isn't it?
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Very.
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You can't always trust the others.
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Why not?
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Have you lost trust in someone?
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I trusted a person very much,
but over time I stopped.
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- Because?
- People change.
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Hello.
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I'm coming back from fishing...
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and...
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I just forgot...
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a thing. Can I sit down?
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Of course.
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I forgot you had asked me to...
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bring firewood.
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Was the fishing any good?
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I fish as a distraction.
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I'm a lousy fisherman.
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But I try.
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To fish...
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You need to have good bait...
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for the fishes.
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I had a cold.
It was hot, I sweated a lot.
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Although...
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To tell you the truth...
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Yesterday I spent the day
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drinking.
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I still have a hangover.
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I'm shaking.
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Let's get the wood.
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Let's go...
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Hold on...
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I'll take my things.
And my fish.
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Aren't you coming?
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No.
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- I'll wait here.
- I won't be long.
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Hello.
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What are you doing here?
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I was passing by.
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01:02:44,480 --> 01:02:47,350
- Passing by?
- Yeah...
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So I decided to stop here.
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- But how...?
- Don't you like it?
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01:02:55,350 --> 01:02:57,220
How did you get here?
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I came with a friend.
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He's in the car.
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I see...
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01:03:13,100 --> 01:03:14,350
Any news?
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01:03:15,350 --> 01:03:18,307
How are you?
How's your life going?
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01:03:36,850 --> 01:03:38,640
Look...
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- What?
- It's very good.
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Turned the barn into a house.
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Would you like something to drink?
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01:03:56,520 --> 01:03:57,850
I don't know.
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01:03:58,930 --> 01:04:01,130
Nothing special.
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- Maybe water.
- Water?
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- Just water?
- Yeah...
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See?
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I'm a simple visitor.
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01:04:12,470 --> 01:04:14,731
I'm just asking for water.
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Sit down.
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01:04:33,840 --> 01:04:35,960
Are you happy to see me?
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01:04:42,180 --> 01:04:43,350
Talk to me.
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01:04:47,010 --> 01:04:48,489
How's it going...
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01:04:49,550 --> 01:04:51,377
with those blue eyes?
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They're kind of gray.
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You can see how I am, don't you?
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Do you want to be
a child sometimes?
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No.
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I do.
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Children have a thing that...
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makes them feel happy...
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about silly things.
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But adults...
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they end up losing that ability...
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because they want so many things...
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too many things.
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01:05:51,630 --> 01:05:54,746
And these desires are
almost always contradictory.
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Adults struggle a lot to get...
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to a state...
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of full happiness.
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But it happens so rarely...
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that we keep trying
to prolong it...
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trying to retrieve our child soul.
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In the last six months...
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my perception of the world...
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has changed so much...
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that now I have the impression...
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I can't find words...
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to explain this.
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I feel that...
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I don't understand what happens
around me anymore.
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I don't expect anything else...
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I don't know anything else...
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01:07:24,780 --> 01:07:29,070
Because I see reality
in a different way.
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That's good...
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01:07:34,940 --> 01:07:37,984
but on the other hand it scares me.
284
01:07:45,860 --> 01:07:52,410
Because everything I expected...
285
01:07:52,900 --> 01:07:56,270
Now I know it won't happen.
286
01:07:58,520 --> 01:07:59,600
Why not?
287
01:08:00,610 --> 01:08:02,970
It's maybe not true.
288
01:08:03,190 --> 01:08:05,726
Recently I managed to understand...
289
01:08:05,810 --> 01:08:09,637
Shit. It's very difficult.
to speak out loud.
290
01:08:10,060 --> 01:08:11,560
Wait...
291
01:08:16,100 --> 01:08:17,370
What happened?
292
01:09:05,160 --> 01:09:06,378
What happened?
293
01:09:20,830 --> 01:09:22,080
I'm crazy.
294
01:09:35,370 --> 01:09:36,870
Completely crazy.
295
01:09:38,870 --> 01:09:41,827
I don't even know why I'm crying.
296
01:09:48,410 --> 01:09:51,628
I shouldn't be out of control, right?
297
01:10:06,120 --> 01:10:09,077
Sometimes I get the impression...
298
01:10:09,870 --> 01:10:15,262
I have the distinct sensation
that something's going to happen.
299
01:10:32,990 --> 01:10:34,382
At any moment...
300
01:10:35,490 --> 01:10:37,530
I imagined...
301
01:10:38,870 --> 01:10:42,200
I felt I couldn't have children.
302
01:11:53,740 --> 01:11:55,045
I'm going home.
303
01:13:22,070 --> 01:13:24,070
Don't smoke in the car.
304
01:13:25,280 --> 01:13:27,107
Wait a little longer.
305
01:14:11,070 --> 01:14:12,020
Come on...
306
01:14:20,150 --> 01:14:21,770
Say something.
307
01:14:26,240 --> 01:14:28,675
I don't know where to start.
308
01:14:29,110 --> 01:14:32,241
I don't understand what's happening.
309
01:14:36,440 --> 01:14:39,571
You don't understand
what's going on?
310
01:14:53,440 --> 01:14:56,484
What don't you understand, my dear?
311
01:15:03,650 --> 01:15:05,737
I think it's because...
312
01:15:06,400 --> 01:15:08,922
I think a lot about myself...
313
01:15:15,230 --> 01:15:19,686
Why are you crying?
There is nothing wrong with that.
314
01:15:19,770 --> 01:15:21,730
I just don't know...
315
01:15:23,440 --> 01:15:26,310
if I understand things correctly.
316
01:15:28,940 --> 01:15:33,288
You don't know what reality is.
And what is it not?
317
01:15:36,400 --> 01:15:40,440
You know, the human being always...
318
01:15:42,190 --> 01:15:44,017
asks these questions.
319
01:15:44,440 --> 01:15:46,860
Everybody does it.
320
01:15:50,440 --> 01:15:54,006
We spend our lives
trying to understand...
321
01:15:54,180 --> 01:15:57,140
What's real and what's not.
322
01:15:58,140 --> 01:16:02,390
And that is the result
of our imagination.
323
01:16:03,600 --> 01:16:05,166
Because we are...
324
01:16:07,100 --> 01:16:10,492
very isolated,
very closed in ourselves.
325
01:16:15,260 --> 01:16:20,630
We are limited
to our perception...
326
01:16:21,010 --> 01:16:23,880
which is based...
327
01:16:24,140 --> 01:16:26,749
on what we hear, see and feel.
328
01:16:26,930 --> 01:16:29,600
We don't have...
329
01:16:30,510 --> 01:16:33,467
a comprehensive view of things...
330
01:16:33,720 --> 01:16:39,136
that's why it's difficult to maintain
a distanced look at our life.
331
01:16:39,220 --> 01:16:41,310
It happens to everyone.
332
01:16:44,550 --> 01:16:45,800
So...
333
01:16:48,840 --> 01:16:51,884
People spend their lives trying...
334
01:16:51,970 --> 01:16:53,623
to understand this.
335
01:16:57,970 --> 01:17:01,101
And that's how it will be forever.
336
01:17:01,720 --> 01:17:03,470
It is...
337
01:17:07,420 --> 01:17:09,340
an endless search.
338
01:17:09,920 --> 01:17:12,630
I have no answer for that.
339
01:17:18,880 --> 01:17:21,710
You tell me that...
340
01:17:23,840 --> 01:17:28,362
you felt some difficulty
to express yourself, but...
341
01:17:28,920 --> 01:17:30,090
even so...
342
01:17:32,500 --> 01:17:34,761
Why can't I find the words?
343
01:17:39,000 --> 01:17:40,790
Words aren't...
344
01:17:45,330 --> 01:17:48,461
the main thing, but they help us...
345
01:17:48,790 --> 01:17:52,080
speak about ourselves,
help us to vent...
346
01:17:52,880 --> 01:17:56,098
and listen to what others
have to say.
347
01:17:56,330 --> 01:18:01,370
It's normal for you to have doubts.
And this is very good.
348
01:18:02,099 --> 01:18:07,290
Doubts always end up helping.
Everyone has doubts.
349
01:18:08,710 --> 01:18:11,841
You always take something from them.
350
01:18:14,160 --> 01:18:15,700
To have...
351
01:18:17,158 --> 01:18:20,878
a full and absolute consciousness...
352
01:18:21,290 --> 01:18:24,750
can be dangerous.
353
01:18:28,790 --> 01:18:30,877
Imagine if, suddenly...
354
01:18:31,120 --> 01:18:35,381
everything became clear to you.
What would you do?
355
01:19:42,580 --> 01:19:45,156
I've always wanted to
talk more about...
356
01:19:45,240 --> 01:19:49,740
mom, but I never found
the right time.
357
01:19:53,280 --> 01:19:54,570
It can be now.
358
01:19:59,990 --> 01:20:03,990
I didn't use to ask her
many questions.
359
01:20:04,490 --> 01:20:06,404
I think I would today.
360
01:20:09,780 --> 01:20:13,346
You used to talk a lot
with your mother...
361
01:20:16,820 --> 01:20:18,690
when were you alone?
362
01:20:19,700 --> 01:20:23,700
Actually, I think
we hardly talked.
363
01:20:25,490 --> 01:20:27,330
Few words...
364
01:20:27,570 --> 01:20:30,070
were enough, we were...
365
01:20:30,940 --> 01:20:35,190
we were happy together.
366
01:20:35,440 --> 01:20:39,140
I think my doubts...
367
01:20:39,400 --> 01:20:41,030
appeared later.
368
01:20:43,230 --> 01:20:46,310
We didn't have to talk.
369
01:20:46,560 --> 01:20:47,810
Sometimes...
370
01:20:49,980 --> 01:20:52,566
when we live with someone else...
371
01:20:52,650 --> 01:20:55,433
we think everything's normal...
372
01:20:56,770 --> 01:20:59,890
and we don't need to ask anything.
373
01:21:03,690 --> 01:21:08,400
But many questions appear
when we lose that person.
374
01:21:22,440 --> 01:21:24,701
What are you thinking now?
375
01:21:28,270 --> 01:21:30,596
I'm thinking of the people...
376
01:21:30,680 --> 01:21:34,180
I lived with
and shared some things with.
377
01:21:35,680 --> 01:21:36,970
That's it.
378
01:21:40,390 --> 01:21:41,840
And...
379
01:21:44,180 --> 01:21:46,220
I'm here...
380
01:21:48,060 --> 01:21:50,495
thinking of these people...
381
01:21:50,680 --> 01:21:54,760
that eventually crossed my path.
382
01:22:06,390 --> 01:22:08,640
I heard noises outside.
383
01:22:46,140 --> 01:22:50,560
It is true that children
are better than adults?
384
01:22:50,890 --> 01:22:52,100
Children?
385
01:22:56,300 --> 01:22:59,510
When we say a person is bad...
386
01:23:00,180 --> 01:23:02,350
you turn bad...
387
01:23:03,260 --> 01:23:05,869
only when you become an adult?
388
01:23:06,890 --> 01:23:07,790
Look...
389
01:23:08,930 --> 01:23:13,017
A bad person can be
a good one for someone else.
390
01:23:15,300 --> 01:23:16,750
They can...
391
01:23:17,470 --> 01:23:21,550
be nice to someone else.
392
01:23:22,130 --> 01:23:23,030
Who knows?
393
01:23:27,380 --> 01:23:29,590
There are people...
394
01:23:30,010 --> 01:23:32,619
who suffered a lot in life...
395
01:23:34,050 --> 01:23:36,050
from childhood.
396
01:23:40,340 --> 01:23:45,558
We can even say they are bad,
they are problematic.
397
01:23:47,630 --> 01:23:51,760
Most of the time,
they are like this because...
398
01:23:52,000 --> 01:23:53,566
they are afraid...
399
01:23:56,590 --> 01:23:58,938
and don't trust the others.
400
01:24:02,880 --> 01:24:04,967
When a person thinks...
401
01:24:05,380 --> 01:24:08,340
that others have bad intentions...
402
01:24:10,040 --> 01:24:11,290
They think...
403
01:24:12,460 --> 01:24:15,243
that they must defend themselves...
404
01:24:15,670 --> 01:24:17,931
using the same weapons...
405
01:24:18,380 --> 01:24:21,076
that there's no other way out.
406
01:24:21,750 --> 01:24:24,272
It's almost always like this.
407
01:24:39,960 --> 01:24:41,090
The door.
408
01:25:16,460 --> 01:25:18,500
Give me that.
409
01:25:40,170 --> 01:25:42,250
What were you doing?
410
01:25:45,660 --> 01:25:47,226
I saw a butterfly.
411
01:25:48,580 --> 01:25:50,146
It was beautiful.
412
01:25:53,830 --> 01:25:55,222
It was trapped.
413
01:25:59,750 --> 01:26:04,794
It must have been stuck for a
long time. It looked tired.
414
01:26:07,290 --> 01:26:10,536
Once I was told that
they only live one day.
415
01:26:10,620 --> 01:26:14,186
Poor thing!
Imagine living just one day...
416
01:26:16,490 --> 01:26:20,577
The one I saw wanted
to spend the winter alive.
417
01:26:25,450 --> 01:26:26,929
Let's go outside?
418
01:26:29,200 --> 01:26:30,505
To the lake...
419
01:26:38,280 --> 01:26:41,070
Rise up, rise up...
420
01:26:41,320 --> 01:26:43,116
Move, move your mustache...
421
01:26:43,200 --> 01:26:47,040
Slide, slide, slide
in the green grass...
422
01:26:47,820 --> 01:26:49,900
Smell, smell, smell...
423
01:26:50,150 --> 01:26:52,110
Look, look, look...
424
01:26:52,360 --> 01:26:56,230
Up, up, up all over again...
425
01:26:57,900 --> 01:27:02,074
It's raining outside...
It's raining outside... la la la...
426
01:27:02,190 --> 01:27:06,100
The little bee flies happily
here and there...
427
01:27:06,360 --> 01:27:10,400
But we can't go out and play.
No, no, no...
428
01:27:10,980 --> 01:27:15,910
The green umbrella
stayed there at the gate....
429
01:27:32,070 --> 01:27:33,530
Come...
430
01:28:20,230 --> 01:28:23,560
I feel so tiny...
almost invisible!
431
01:28:23,810 --> 01:28:26,506
Very tiny... almost invisible.
432
01:28:32,940 --> 01:28:35,636
I feel like this almost always.
433
01:28:38,310 --> 01:28:40,720
When I move, I move...
434
01:28:41,600 --> 01:28:42,810
I exist.
435
01:28:43,650 --> 01:28:47,303
But when I stop thinking,
I cease to exist.
436
01:29:04,020 --> 01:29:05,412
What am I doing?
437
01:29:14,520 --> 01:29:18,086
I don't know who I am,
nor why do I exist.
438
01:29:23,730 --> 01:29:25,420
My mind is empty.
439
01:29:32,086 --> 01:29:34,580
I can only hear myself.
440
01:29:37,870 --> 01:29:40,044
I don't listen to others.
441
01:29:46,450 --> 01:29:48,972
I don't belong in this world.
442
01:29:59,030 --> 01:30:02,509
When I drink,
I feel better about myself.
443
01:30:02,950 --> 01:30:07,580
I can express
the deepest feelings...
444
01:30:11,620 --> 01:30:14,370
that are hidden inside me.
445
01:30:17,860 --> 01:30:22,900
I can show them without fear.
I'm not a coward.
446
01:30:23,160 --> 01:30:25,334
When I play, I surrender.
447
01:30:27,570 --> 01:30:29,900
I give it all.
448
01:30:31,950 --> 01:30:34,298
But actually, I'm a coward.
449
01:30:34,990 --> 01:30:36,120
An idiot...
450
01:30:37,570 --> 01:30:38,700
A failure.
451
01:30:39,780 --> 01:30:40,950
Lazy...
452
01:30:45,360 --> 01:30:47,274
That sums up who I am.
453
01:30:55,360 --> 01:30:56,940
I'm like this.
454
01:32:09,980 --> 01:32:11,285
Where were you?
455
01:32:14,570 --> 01:32:15,490
Outside.
456
01:32:15,980 --> 01:32:16,880
Outside?
457
01:32:17,190 --> 01:32:21,973
Why do you live outside?
Don't you like staying at home?
458
01:32:23,400 --> 01:32:26,879
I think in here it's
warmer than outside.
459
01:32:27,159 --> 01:32:28,600
Isn't it?
460
01:32:32,480 --> 01:32:36,133
Who says I need to stay
where it is warmer?
461
01:33:08,770 --> 01:33:10,770
Bring it here, come on!
462
01:33:11,770 --> 01:33:12,670
Hey you!
463
01:33:13,020 --> 01:33:16,056
You're no good at all.
You didn't even get water!
464
01:33:16,140 --> 01:33:18,146
Don't fuck up, stupid cow!
465
01:33:18,230 --> 01:33:19,883
I'm not filling it.
466
01:33:20,810 --> 01:33:22,270
Watch out!
467
01:33:23,560 --> 01:33:26,169
You're going to get some shit!
468
01:33:26,390 --> 01:33:28,480
Try it, come here!
469
01:33:28,720 --> 01:33:30,981
Now I have to carry water?
470
01:33:32,930 --> 01:33:36,216
Fuck you!
You're just fucking pissing me off!
471
01:33:36,300 --> 01:33:38,214
Why are you screaming?
472
01:33:38,300 --> 01:33:41,846
- Get out of my sight!
- Stop screaming and go inside!
473
01:33:41,930 --> 01:33:47,148
- I'll throw you out of the house!
- I won't go out even if dead!
474
01:33:48,470 --> 01:33:50,466
You're dreaming, you bitch!
475
01:33:50,550 --> 01:33:53,260
You'll see!
476
01:33:53,590 --> 01:33:55,210
You bastard!
477
01:33:57,800 --> 01:34:00,931
Don't forget that the house is mine.
478
01:34:01,170 --> 01:34:04,170
That crazy woman thinks
she's in charge here.
479
01:34:08,010 --> 01:34:11,047
- Didn't you hear?
- Get lost!
480
01:34:12,050 --> 01:34:13,909
Who's in charge here?
481
01:34:15,500 --> 01:34:18,080
You aren't my boss!
482
01:34:20,420 --> 01:34:21,899
I'm not a cow!
483
01:34:23,090 --> 01:34:23,990
Shit...
484
01:34:39,380 --> 01:34:40,916
Get lost, I said!
485
01:34:41,000 --> 01:34:43,870
- You go away!
- Get out of my yard!
486
01:34:44,120 --> 01:34:45,686
Leave me in peace.
487
01:34:46,620 --> 01:34:47,990
Go away!
488
01:34:49,040 --> 01:34:51,790
- Open the door!
- No!
489
01:34:52,910 --> 01:34:55,171
- Do you hear me?
- No!
490
01:35:15,000 --> 01:35:17,080
Whose house is this?
491
01:35:17,330 --> 01:35:19,420
I'll get you to bed!
492
01:35:19,660 --> 01:35:22,610
Get out! Out!
493
01:35:26,370 --> 01:35:27,270
Stop!
494
01:36:02,200 --> 01:36:04,114
I'm going to kill you!
495
01:36:59,200 --> 01:37:02,366
You keep pretending that
everything is fine.
496
01:37:02,450 --> 01:37:04,972
You never say anything to me.
497
01:37:07,240 --> 01:37:10,023
Do you understand why I do it?
498
01:37:20,200 --> 01:37:22,620
Sincerity is essential.
499
01:37:22,860 --> 01:37:27,280
We can demonstrate
emotions as what they are...
500
01:37:28,160 --> 01:37:31,160
joy and sadness...
501
01:37:31,780 --> 01:37:32,911
even anger...
502
01:37:33,780 --> 01:37:36,370
only if they are sincere.
503
01:37:38,200 --> 01:37:41,070
To fake an emotion is very bad.
504
01:37:41,320 --> 01:37:45,656
The worst is when a person lies
for themselves...
505
01:37:45,740 --> 01:37:48,316
creating an imaginary world...
506
01:37:48,400 --> 01:37:52,350
Which can be very similar
to the real world.
507
01:37:52,610 --> 01:37:56,350
A person gets trapped
in a kind of bubble...
508
01:37:57,610 --> 01:38:01,356
And ends up losing contact
with the exterior...
509
01:38:01,440 --> 01:38:03,354
And with other people.
510
01:38:04,270 --> 01:38:08,100
Starts to get annoyed
with everyone.
511
01:40:08,730 --> 01:40:09,770
What?
512
01:40:11,520 --> 01:40:12,999
What should I do?
513
01:40:15,600 --> 01:40:17,930
Follow your dreams.
514
01:40:22,140 --> 01:40:26,314
Sometimes we don't even know
what our dreams are.
515
01:40:30,020 --> 01:40:33,270
To do what we want...
516
01:40:35,230 --> 01:40:38,013
can seem selfish.
517
01:40:38,230 --> 01:40:41,440
Do what you want to do...
518
01:40:43,850 --> 01:40:47,329
Eventually everyone
does what they want.
519
01:40:48,620 --> 01:40:52,136
We can even try to
be a different person...
520
01:40:52,220 --> 01:40:56,680
But in the end we always
do what we want.
521
01:41:05,760 --> 01:41:07,152
Aren't you cold?
522
01:41:08,890 --> 01:41:09,790
I am.
523
01:41:09,930 --> 01:41:12,180
- Are you?
- My hands.
524
01:41:14,470 --> 01:41:15,920
Then go inside.
525
01:41:16,930 --> 01:41:19,100
Go warm yourself.
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