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it's called
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chinese
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oh well nevermind very dramatic
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afternoon oh yeah oh i'm fine
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thank you it's great you want to see
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what i got i bought bro
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this is it this is all right i don't
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want anything else can you just win this
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is very deep
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this is great man and uh i also
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brought like that green you know i'll
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show you real quick like just like if
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you like these pants better more ripped
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okay i don't know okay this looks cool
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though all right
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you know i brought this t-shirt it's
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like uh but i want this is my
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favorite one i love this man now this is
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like um
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this is [ __ ] great i always age
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strangler
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i always liked this one and this one was
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a good find that
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men's it's not the jacket
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one i got [ __ ] great man
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is
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if you could go to the health food store
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and give me like an amino acid oxycontin
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this is the only thing i got left from
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bridges i stole it from her
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um amino acid it's more bad
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it's like an antibiotic thing it's like
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um i'll write it down
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because then they'll try and sell you
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the amino acids and you're the one once
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you have to do the oxygen
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i'm healthy
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you ready i'm quiet everybody in this
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gonna be in
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okay okay so our first movie is a
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forward move okay am i moving on action
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are we holding
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you're holding waiting for your for your
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okay it'll be a tail slate again okay
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where's fuji does like a bluish greenish
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equivalent of double x they're
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and action hello um
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well when um the new york doll
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started like maybe uh six months before
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they were playing
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like um i think the musicians like that
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hung
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out in new york were like uh very into
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fashion you know
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like it was a competitive thing and the
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dolls had the
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look down the best i remember one night
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i saw them at max's
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and they were more like together maybe a
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year
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and they had a little more money or
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something i don't know but i never will
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forget that night
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they had like all the um platform boots
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that you had to have made
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and then they had like stuff that other
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people wouldn't really
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think of putting in um with that like
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they'd wear
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their girlfriend's clothes you know
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they'd get clothes anywhere
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they would wear like shoes like this
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like
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you know tennis shoes but they'd have
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big platforms on and i don't even think
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they were denim
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you know and robert god knows what they
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were it was fun for everybody it was
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like um something to do
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and uh it made like all the music sound
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better and more interesting and uh
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richard hell like
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uh started a lot of this look like he
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cut his hair like a
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johnny rotten type haircut the spiky one
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and uh he was playing in a group called
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television
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which television had broke up at
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about the same time i think the dolls
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just broke up
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the ramones were starting and uh richard
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and johnny thunder started a band
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with jerry nolan who also left the dolls
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and he was like more my friend jerry but
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you know they definitely
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like we're one of the coolest groups and
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i think that's the heartbreakers
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dolls too but the heartbreakers are
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really great now
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i started hanging out the heartbreakers
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and they started hanging out with me to
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cop and shoot dope together
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i hope you're finally ready because i
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was getting angry
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because i'd like to give a serious
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message
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message to the young people the young
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kids
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this is my message to the youth
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children behave be good
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to your listen to deedee and be
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good we love you
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you know i i guess like
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for me like um you know i've been
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been there you know and um i made it
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through it
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like these are like what i got out of it
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you know
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i got my tracks they're gone you know i
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don't have to shoot out no more
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and i got my history on my arms
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hello
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douglas colvin and dean and
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i have mother nature papa
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i had a casual friendship with johnny
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thunders but i don't really couldn't say
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i knew him
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you know uh i may be towards the end of
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the group yeah
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and i can't remember if that was just
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because i was in the ramones and we were
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checking each other i don't know
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but to make a long story short johnny
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thunders and
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jerry nolan and richard hell and
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me i think we got like really close
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through uh the dope all right you want
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to start over
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yeah i want to start over
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the history of my tattoos like this was
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the first one
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i had had an argument with my mother
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because
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kesley died that was for dark side she
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wanted me to go bury it with her
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i got really mad she wanted to bury it
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in flushing meadow park
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and i had to go cop and i couldn't be
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bothered
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and anyway we got in a big argument
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and i was in london i left like a couple
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days later went to london
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i didn't have seen my mother anyway i
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think i wanted to show off that i was
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going to london anyway that's why i
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called i didn't even know about kessie
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and i was so mad at her i went to the
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tattoo guy
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see this is to get this one i wanted to
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get a tombstone with mother on it
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he wouldn't do it and i don't know why
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because he had every awful one you could
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get anyway
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right so this was that i was in total
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terror i had to wait in a long line in
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this little trailer
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and it's either in camden or
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portobello market something you know who
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knows
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and uh when i came home connie got
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really pissed off because i didn't have
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her name on it
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and uh i can't win you know you know
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we're gonna start dude yeah i'm ready
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okay take a deep breath and uh quiet
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everybody and um
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so you know um our our thing was like
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party 24 hours a day
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and especially on stage and uh
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i think thunder's got uh famous for
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being in a daze up there
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and uh so i guess it's like you know we
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were all misery addicts or we all wanted
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to uh
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create a lot of chaos so we have a
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better excuse
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there's always an excuse to do dope and
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a depressing show was the best excuse
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you know the show was always depressing
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because we brought it upon ourselves
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because you know
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we didn't spend the money on clothes
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anymore we spent on smack you know
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how was that for you all right guys was
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that all right
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yes very good i had to fight vera for
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every one of these
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finally the psychiatrist dr yeager i
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looked at him right in the eye in one of
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our sessions and beer was there
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and he said i know what you're thinking
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i'm going to take her aside
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and i said yeah you know so vera got in
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the mercedes and drove me down to
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amityville
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i got this one which is the one i always
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wanted
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i don't know what she had against them
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poor thing
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it's my only friend i guess he never
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complains
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um this is a gordon smith and
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it's like a bass it's like the same
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idea um
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it's easy this one's easy to keep going
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i tried every kind you can get and um
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now i have like a harmony neat meteor or
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something
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and i have a fender bass and this one
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you're going to have another harmony
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and that's what i got because i like to
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who i was like really getting involved
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in like as a friend
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a total dope friendship but it's also
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because i really like admired him
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because he was tough was jerry nolan
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and i had an apartment well it wasn't
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mine it was deborah harry and chris
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stein's
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apartment that they got on welfare and
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uh they did it as a scheme to get a free
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apartment
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and i was living up there with tommy
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ramon and we had a phone then
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and jerry would call like every morning
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like on clockwork and eddie and
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you know let's go car and uh
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you know we went through some some crazy
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scenes like you know
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running down the bowery and freezing you
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know just
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running and running with dope in our
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hands and the police stopping us because
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they thought we had just did a b
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e you know we said no we didn't you know
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and then um
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i think i would even say no we're just
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going to you know get high
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you know so i don't know just i didn't
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know why i was always in a daze i was so
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casual about everything
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even though i wasn't like openly
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discussing it it was very obvious what i
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was doing because i was always sleepy
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no i would not do that with a child
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i want a turtle and i want people to
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even like um put a diaper on like
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i don't know no really i i can't have
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you know a little kid that needed
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so um
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now these other ones i got are born to
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race hell
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and this is like survivor survive with
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your pistol
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all our drug habits had gotten very
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serious um
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they um were fueled by um
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you know being in the bands and like
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having like
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living in an illusion and uh just you
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know wanting to have something to do
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really that was what we did and um
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it just went along with the territory it
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wasn't anything we thought was anything
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wrong with it
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we thought we should be doing it and it
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was
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our that's just what we did it was
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normal and that it was not normal
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not to do it now i want to have
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something to do
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yeah i want to see some glue it's really
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a frustrating uh
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it's really just a frustrating thing you
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know
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because there was nothing else to do
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that just says sniff glue
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what's we got something better to do now
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[Applause]
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what do you want me to say i want all
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the kids to go drink ammonia or
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something
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yeah i don't want him to do that one day
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i got so rebellious i escaped from the
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bear
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we had like six hours off and i went
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down
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to mark saint and portobello and i got
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like six
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and i got two more on the sneak i came
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home with like eight of them
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and vera like just flipped man i think
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she left
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for a while i couldn't even find her you
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know usually
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she was very secretive you know she was
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shot you know she wouldn't dare tell me
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where she was going right when she saw
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those tattoos she didn't say a word she
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said
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later dude oh fiora
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well i had a turtle but the maid opened
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the door to
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the room and it walked out oh my god and
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chelsea
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it was like um about two months ago so
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my pets was here for a while
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um sparky he's trained
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too i put a blue light and when i put it
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on it blew around
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in the room and turned it down i didn't
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race around the room you know
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you know like johnny thunders was like
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really demanding i remember
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richard and i uh had went to cop
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and we didn't know john was coming over
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i think he was just waiting there or
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something right
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had nothing to do with any of our plans
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that day
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and richard and i had had a heart i
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guess what could would have been
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considered a hard time but i don't know
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it didn't phase us
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we were coming out of a hallway and it's
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like lunatic bursting there threw a
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karate kick and held a knife
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up and i said man that's no way to do it
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i mean you know
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kick a guy with sneakers come on you
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know skinny little guy we just pushed
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him out of the way and walked out the
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door but somehow i got caught
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you know i just tell myself and we
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walked in
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and got high and that was it later on
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the heartbreakers played and i think
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uh richard said this song is like
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dedicated d
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chinese rocks because it got cut today
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and that was it you know
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it was no big deal it's just part of
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life then but we go upstairs and um
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we were obviously a bit draped you know
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we didn't want to go back down there
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and john was there and he was like
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complaining oh give us some dog give us
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some more dope i said
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no no no no and he wouldn't like uh
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take the hint i said go get it yourself
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you know
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and um he said uh no you know uh
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he was like demanding it like he had
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like seniority
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in the uh click there or something you
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know he was the top guy
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and i wasn't going for that then because
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i was like dede ramone now
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you know i said this is like really rude
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of the sky you know
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treat me like this order me to go get
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the dope i'll get it if i want to and if
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i don't i won't
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so finally i was like draining i said
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john why the hell would i go get some
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dope for you right
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now you know and he said well so you
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have the privilege of hanging out with a
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rock star
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you know so yeah i think that's why i
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left them
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turning blue in a bathtub once you know
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just you know i put them in there
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i think i might have forgot i don't know
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there's all these bathtub stories you
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know
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[Applause]
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i think that's that something like one
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of his songs
401
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this is like too tough to die
402
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i put that on there when i really wanted
403
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to live that is his song i can't put you
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i'm around them
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well you know i hope everybody remembers
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him
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but john i i would just avoid him from
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then on
409
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but he did come over to an apartment
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i had on 10th street where i was living
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with my girlfriend
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and uh you know like
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she she turned blue too so i i just
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threw her in the bathtub
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and i forgot about it you know and um so
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we all got high and
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and uh i think all the girls really were
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hoping they could go out with johnny
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thunders he was like the one they wanted
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and
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probably her too i got the message clear
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because when i was in she just like
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stood up out of the bathtub her hair all
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like
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wet and you know frantic looking and she
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said what happened why did you put me in
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here and on i said i don't know
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i said i forgot you were in here even
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and she said well who was here you know
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i saw jerry and john she said johnny
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thunders
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and i said yeah you know then she said
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well how could you put me in the bathtub
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when he was you know
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oh man i'm leaving i'm gonna cop some
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dope
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and i was like my life and even though
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i'd been doing
439
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the dope for like a long i hate to say
440
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how
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young i started um i
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didn't realize i was addicted until
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around that period
444
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and joey and i were living in a
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loft on 62nd street right by cbg because
446
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i was freezing and i made joey move in
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there and then i stole his tv and he
448
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just sat there you know
449
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you know [ __ ] you know and i i didn't
450
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you know i admit to it i told him i had
451
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gotten it repaired
452
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but um i just didn't get enough money
453
00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:10,640
for that tv like i thought i would and i
454
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only could get a bag of dope
455
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it's two bags i don't even care what i
456
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got i just want to get something that
457
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day
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and i started getting sick and then i
459
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said well you know i'm gonna kick you
460
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know
461
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but of course like you know 30 hours
462
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later my girlfriend came by and
463
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you need some doves i know okay you know
464
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and that was like um why i think none of
465
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us had a chance
466
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um that's baby doll that was the era
467
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and um this one
468
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i had done different like i just had the
469
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letters like it would have been
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carved on a school desk but then later
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vera said once you
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have it made pretty so i did that for
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her
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and um i don't know i don't know
475
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yeah the only thing you have is the
476
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filthy let me just check the gig while
477
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i'm here
478
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like i said like it was party party
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party and party on stage you know party
480
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off stage
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and uh you know a typical
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like heartbreakers show definitely
483
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didn't revolve around a sound check and
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a set list it involved him like going to
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cop in the afternoon
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and setting it up so when you got paid
487
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after this show you had to deal it in
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you could get high all night
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if you were lucky you know i had it
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rough because i was like kind of being
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monitored and stood up to
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so i definitely want to go to a
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heartbreaker's gig to party you know i
494
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could really party then
495
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and like a typical one would be at max's
496
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and all hell would have broken rooster
497
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in the afternoon you sell a guitar
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you know sell the tv steal your
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girlfriends to anything you know
500
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and get the dope and take an advance
501
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from the club owner
502
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so you probably broke anyway when after
503
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you got through playing to pay for all
504
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the dope
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you know like if you play like at max's
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because the heartbreakers there
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one good thing is we all drank so um
508
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like the tommy dean was always good for
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a case of champagne
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probably per person you know and that
511
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you could entice people up there and get
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them drunk and then take their dope when
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they were passed out and take it out of
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their pocket
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and that you know that was like one of
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the techniques beating people you know i
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go get john
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a few bags of dope of course i'd take a
519
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little out and
520
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put it back together put some oatmeal in
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there
522
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well it was the chinese rocks it was the
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brown dough
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and uh you know that's how it got the
525
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name you know
526
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chinese rocks because it was brown and
527
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it was supposed to come
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from mexico which it didn't really it
529
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was a
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cover-up uh you know a diversion
531
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technique it was still coming from the
532
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orient
533
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and uh so you know
534
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the word chinese rocks kind of became
535
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famous you know even though there was
536
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like all the different names for the
537
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dope
538
00:22:04,159 --> 00:22:08,559
um it was all called you know brand
539
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names what it was all like referred to
540
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as chinese rocks
541
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and it came in like a nice like red
542
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tinfoil very sophisticated um
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wrapper and on christmas it came in
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christmas tree
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uh christmas wrapping paper and uh
546
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things like that you know for the
547
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holiday a little special treat
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this is great excuse me where's the
549
00:22:29,519 --> 00:22:33,279
bathroom here
550
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right there dude
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right there
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this is my dragon
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um i i'm very identified with dragons
554
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like being playful
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and uh you know
556
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and um
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[Music]
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00:23:00,240 --> 00:23:05,200
yeah yeah all right i'll just really
559
00:23:02,319 --> 00:23:05,200
think about think about this
560
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no i i think there's a lot in this
561
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heroin hysteria all right you guys ready
562
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but to write chinese rocks i got the
563
00:23:26,240 --> 00:23:31,359
idea from richard hell
564
00:23:28,319 --> 00:23:32,158
richard like was i guess you know still
565
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:34,639
like uh
566
00:23:32,159 --> 00:23:37,200
thinking about music a little you know
567
00:23:34,640 --> 00:23:39,759
for me when i wrote i don't know how i
568
00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:41,759
what made me write you know we were very
569
00:23:39,759 --> 00:23:43,440
competitive i was very jealous of him
570
00:23:41,759 --> 00:23:44,558
because he had that haircut and i'd have
571
00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:47,440
the bold haircut
572
00:23:44,558 --> 00:23:48,960
and you know i think uh the english
573
00:23:47,440 --> 00:23:50,000
groups were coming out with richard's
574
00:23:48,960 --> 00:23:53,120
look and it was really
575
00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:54,640
looking cool and i was stuck you know so
576
00:23:53,119 --> 00:23:58,079
we were competitive
577
00:23:54,640 --> 00:24:00,240
maybe it was like a silent type of
578
00:23:58,079 --> 00:24:02,158
secretive competit competition but it
579
00:24:00,240 --> 00:24:04,480
was definitely there
580
00:24:02,159 --> 00:24:06,080
we were hostile to each other but once
581
00:24:04,480 --> 00:24:08,400
in a while we'd talk
582
00:24:06,079 --> 00:24:10,079
and one day richard said to me i want to
583
00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:10,798
write a song better than lou reed's
584
00:24:10,079 --> 00:24:14,079
heroine
585
00:24:10,798 --> 00:24:16,319
so i said you know i'm gonna you know i
586
00:24:14,079 --> 00:24:19,439
just went home wrote chinese rocks
587
00:24:16,319 --> 00:24:21,759
and um i don't
588
00:24:19,440 --> 00:24:23,679
remember oh yeah i did play it for
589
00:24:21,759 --> 00:24:26,079
johnny ramon he said no way you know
590
00:24:23,679 --> 00:24:27,919
we're not doing that so it's about dope
591
00:24:26,079 --> 00:24:29,918
i said john we sing about everything
592
00:24:27,919 --> 00:24:32,000
else you know you sing about sniffing
593
00:24:29,919 --> 00:24:32,960
glue and um he said we don't sniff glue
594
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:34,319
anymore i said well
595
00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:35,360
how do you know you know i don't know
596
00:24:34,319 --> 00:24:37,519
what you're doing you don't know what
597
00:24:35,359 --> 00:24:38,959
i'm doing you know we don't hang out
598
00:24:37,519 --> 00:24:41,038
and he said well look we're not doing
599
00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:42,159
the song it sounds like commando or
600
00:24:41,038 --> 00:24:46,158
something
601
00:24:42,159 --> 00:24:48,480
and i didn't know it did so jerry
602
00:24:46,159 --> 00:24:50,480
by then i think debbie had thrown me out
603
00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:53,360
of her apartment because
604
00:24:50,480 --> 00:24:55,278
i had like pissed in the hallway because
605
00:24:53,359 --> 00:24:56,079
i was drunk and couldn't find my keys
606
00:24:55,278 --> 00:24:58,558
and then
607
00:24:56,079 --> 00:25:00,639
my my girlfriend was very dysfunctional
608
00:24:58,558 --> 00:25:02,480
and came up the stores the stairs and
609
00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:04,640
was yelling at me and
610
00:25:02,480 --> 00:25:06,400
there's a big commotion and someone ran
611
00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:09,679
out of the apartment and i think
612
00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:12,159
she she uh hit him or something you know
613
00:25:09,679 --> 00:25:14,080
she probably had a horseshoe in her
614
00:25:12,159 --> 00:25:16,720
purse i don't know what you know she
615
00:25:14,079 --> 00:25:19,439
always had some weapon on her you know
616
00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:21,200
i got this couple scars to prove it and
617
00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:23,600
uh
618
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:25,919
you know so i had to move out of that
619
00:25:23,599 --> 00:25:27,599
apartment after that one night
620
00:25:25,919 --> 00:25:30,400
it was back on 10th street with that
621
00:25:27,599 --> 00:25:32,158
other girl that had
622
00:25:30,400 --> 00:25:33,519
that i think johnny thunders pushed her
623
00:25:32,159 --> 00:25:36,080
in the bathtub that
624
00:25:33,519 --> 00:25:37,759
i don't remember it was her fault his
625
00:25:36,079 --> 00:25:40,558
fault not mine
626
00:25:37,759 --> 00:25:42,558
and uh i was living there you know jerry
627
00:25:40,558 --> 00:25:43,038
came over they had a cop you know with
628
00:25:42,558 --> 00:25:44,319
me
629
00:25:43,038 --> 00:25:45,839
and it was real convenient because it
630
00:25:44,319 --> 00:25:47,119
was right on 10th street where we used
631
00:25:45,839 --> 00:25:49,359
to go
632
00:25:47,119 --> 00:25:51,918
and i started playing him the song you
633
00:25:49,359 --> 00:25:55,599
know and he liked it and
634
00:25:51,919 --> 00:25:58,720
that was the last i heard of it until
635
00:25:55,599 --> 00:26:00,959
i think they started doing it i think uh
636
00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:03,360
the way it changed was like from what i
637
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:06,640
can remember is like richard wrote
638
00:26:03,359 --> 00:26:10,639
um it should have been rich i
639
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:12,720
i i'm just digging a chinese ditch
640
00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:25,840
that's it you know this one's called
641
00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:25,839
chinese rock
642
00:26:26,559 --> 00:26:35,519
[Music]
643
00:26:33,278 --> 00:26:39,839
do you want to take a walk do you want
644
00:26:35,519 --> 00:26:39,839
to go
645
00:26:41,710 --> 00:26:53,840
[Music]
646
00:26:43,679 --> 00:26:53,840
all my best things
647
00:26:54,720 --> 00:27:00,400
and um this one uh valerie myers did on
648
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:03,440
me she's like
649
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:04,720
an artist she lives in the chelsea hotel
650
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:06,640
and she did it before i was going to
651
00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:09,038
rehearsal once and she was taking
652
00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:10,880
a long time everybody got upset but i
653
00:27:09,038 --> 00:27:11,839
was very flattered that she would do it
654
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:14,480
she's very
655
00:27:11,839 --> 00:27:16,558
like an ancient soul and she did her
656
00:27:14,480 --> 00:27:18,960
tattoos on her eyes and
657
00:27:16,558 --> 00:27:20,879
all over her and they're like some kind
658
00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:24,319
of probably some kind of
659
00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:25,679
weird thing knowing val you know they
660
00:27:24,319 --> 00:27:28,879
must mean something
661
00:27:25,679 --> 00:27:31,038
well about chinese rocks now so
662
00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:34,000
because of that song a lot of
663
00:27:31,038 --> 00:27:35,519
aggravation and hatred started i started
664
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:37,440
like really getting aggravated with
665
00:27:35,519 --> 00:27:39,359
thunders uh
666
00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:41,038
later about it though at first i was
667
00:27:39,359 --> 00:27:43,199
like flattered
668
00:27:41,038 --> 00:27:45,440
that they did the song and i did give it
669
00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:48,960
to him and i wanted him to do it
670
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:50,159
but when it came out in on that record
671
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:52,640
it said
672
00:27:50,159 --> 00:27:54,640
of jerry nolan and richard hill and
673
00:27:52,640 --> 00:27:55,759
johnny thunders and dede ramone i said
674
00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:57,278
wait a minute
675
00:27:55,759 --> 00:27:58,720
it still didn't bother me because i
676
00:27:57,278 --> 00:28:00,880
didn't really know any better but johnny
677
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:02,640
ramone got on my case about it and said
678
00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:04,399
how did you let this happen i said what
679
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:06,240
are you talking about i said
680
00:28:04,398 --> 00:28:08,319
you told me you didn't want the song
681
00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:11,120
that it was like disgusting
682
00:28:08,319 --> 00:28:12,480
to sing about smack and i said i know it
683
00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:14,158
is and i agree with you and i said
684
00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:15,599
that's why we're not doing it i said who
685
00:28:14,159 --> 00:28:18,880
cares who does it
686
00:28:15,599 --> 00:28:20,959
but of course you know um i
687
00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:23,120
i did i was just faking it you know i
688
00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:23,759
really i after he said i said oh man you
689
00:28:23,119 --> 00:28:26,000
know
690
00:28:23,759 --> 00:28:27,440
this is like a jet because it had
691
00:28:26,000 --> 00:28:28,720
nothing to do with money it was like
692
00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:31,200
prestige you know
693
00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:33,120
it kind of like became prestige to do
694
00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:35,440
that song the ramones never
695
00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:36,558
felt it you know when they they recorded
696
00:28:35,440 --> 00:28:38,960
it with phil spector
697
00:28:36,558 --> 00:28:41,278
and it came well actually i don't even
698
00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:43,200
know what happened on that album because
699
00:28:41,278 --> 00:28:44,480
i went to the studio one day and they
700
00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:46,080
said well john you know
701
00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:48,558
john's just stepped out for a minute i
702
00:28:46,079 --> 00:28:49,918
got a call or someone got a call like 10
703
00:28:48,558 --> 00:28:51,678
minutes later android said i'm going to
704
00:28:49,919 --> 00:28:53,840
the airport now i'll see you guys
705
00:28:51,679 --> 00:28:55,360
so like mark and i sat there in the days
706
00:28:53,839 --> 00:28:57,119
and then like two hours later
707
00:28:55,359 --> 00:28:58,879
we snuck away too we went back to new
708
00:28:57,119 --> 00:28:59,519
york and somehow the song was on the
709
00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:02,799
record
710
00:28:59,519 --> 00:29:03,599
later but um when it came out in england
711
00:29:02,798 --> 00:29:06,879
you know i was
712
00:29:03,599 --> 00:29:07,759
i was happy about it you know i had no
713
00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:10,000
concept of
714
00:29:07,759 --> 00:29:12,000
royalties or anything and i i think i
715
00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:14,720
was the only lucky one who got mine
716
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:15,599
anyway the other guys had a hard way to
717
00:29:14,720 --> 00:29:19,278
go
718
00:29:15,599 --> 00:29:21,678
and uh but later on
719
00:29:19,278 --> 00:29:23,440
that johnny thunder's autobiography came
720
00:29:21,679 --> 00:29:25,919
out and he said in there
721
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:26,798
if instead of saying anything about me
722
00:29:25,919 --> 00:29:31,038
writing it
723
00:29:26,798 --> 00:29:32,960
um like uh he said everybody in new york
724
00:29:31,038 --> 00:29:35,119
said they wrote the song
725
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:36,640
and i said man i'd like to kill this guy
726
00:29:35,119 --> 00:29:38,959
you know i really
727
00:29:36,640 --> 00:29:40,720
i really hate him now you know and he
728
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:43,360
was really annoying
729
00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:45,120
and i was running from everybody i like
730
00:29:43,359 --> 00:29:48,558
i ran from sid like
731
00:29:45,119 --> 00:29:50,558
at 78 i was trying to give up dope
732
00:29:48,558 --> 00:29:52,240
it was just too hard because i had to
733
00:29:50,558 --> 00:29:54,639
work every night
734
00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:55,919
and i couldn't get it and i had to
735
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:58,080
always be so i just couldn't
736
00:29:55,919 --> 00:30:00,159
deal with it anymore you know i didn't
737
00:29:58,079 --> 00:30:01,759
even really know it was wrong i just was
738
00:30:00,159 --> 00:30:05,120
uncomfortable
739
00:30:01,759 --> 00:30:05,679
but um you know i was upset that john
740
00:30:05,119 --> 00:30:07,439
said
741
00:30:05,679 --> 00:30:08,960
that and didn't give me credit but it
742
00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:11,519
was like typical of him
743
00:30:08,960 --> 00:30:13,038
you know that's the way he was i should
744
00:30:11,519 --> 00:30:15,359
have accepted it
745
00:30:13,038 --> 00:30:17,038
but i started like uh doing what richard
746
00:30:15,359 --> 00:30:18,639
hell did you know i would just distance
747
00:30:17,038 --> 00:30:21,440
myself from everyone
748
00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:22,880
you know and um john was uncomfortable
749
00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:24,720
with me and
750
00:30:22,880 --> 00:30:26,799
you know we'd see each other on and off
751
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,200
maybe in england or somewhere like i saw
752
00:30:26,798 --> 00:30:30,720
him in
753
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:33,440
uh in 1976 uh
754
00:30:30,720 --> 00:30:34,000
crazy party you know in july there in
755
00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:35,440
london
756
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:38,798
and i don't want to get into that it's
757
00:30:35,440 --> 00:30:38,798
like insanity you know
758
00:30:39,599 --> 00:30:46,759
chinese rock star
759
00:30:42,180 --> 00:30:46,759
[Applause]
760
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:54,720
and then what else could i say
761
00:30:52,159 --> 00:30:56,240
i don't know dede ramon here and it's
762
00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:58,558
like a dead man's hand
763
00:30:56,240 --> 00:30:59,440
and it's like five aces you get that i
764
00:30:58,558 --> 00:31:02,240
think wait
765
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:04,558
one two three four yeah you get that uh
766
00:31:02,240 --> 00:31:05,919
hand and that's not a normal hand to get
767
00:31:04,558 --> 00:31:07,519
in the game
768
00:31:05,919 --> 00:31:09,038
and you know then you know they know
769
00:31:07,519 --> 00:31:12,079
you're cheating
770
00:31:09,038 --> 00:31:15,119
and uh you get killed for that
771
00:31:12,079 --> 00:31:16,319
in like in the old days i guess and you
772
00:31:15,119 --> 00:31:18,479
know
773
00:31:16,319 --> 00:31:19,759
wherever they had those like gambling
774
00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:25,278
places
775
00:31:19,759 --> 00:31:31,890
um uh god only knows where they are now
776
00:31:25,278 --> 00:31:39,170
on 14th street
777
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:39,170
[Music]
778
00:31:44,839 --> 00:31:47,839
chinese
779
00:31:58,839 --> 00:32:04,808
is
780
00:32:01,779 --> 00:32:04,808
[Music]
781
00:32:16,970 --> 00:32:20,098
[Music]
782
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:34,640
all right basically tell the whole
783
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:37,600
like daily life of someone like me or
784
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:39,440
or anyone that was in that scene in new
785
00:32:37,599 --> 00:32:41,678
york then it's like basically
786
00:32:39,440 --> 00:32:42,480
you know you want to go get some chinese
787
00:32:41,679 --> 00:32:44,080
rock and then
788
00:32:42,480 --> 00:32:45,759
you say well everything is in the pawn
789
00:32:44,079 --> 00:32:48,879
shop because that was the
790
00:32:45,759 --> 00:32:50,158
way you got it or you had like a go go
791
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:52,480
dance or girlfriend
792
00:32:50,159 --> 00:32:54,240
and that stuff you know and then she'd
793
00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:56,880
come in to give you the money and you
794
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:58,319
get it for her and you or your pals
795
00:32:56,880 --> 00:32:58,799
would give you money and you'd rip them
796
00:32:58,319 --> 00:33:02,000
off
797
00:32:58,798 --> 00:33:03,440
and all and um i guess that's where john
798
00:33:02,000 --> 00:33:07,119
learned that stuff
799
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:10,240
uh-oh but um
800
00:33:07,119 --> 00:33:12,079
so you know then like um the part about
801
00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:13,120
my girlfriend's crying in the shower
802
00:33:12,079 --> 00:33:15,359
stall
803
00:33:13,119 --> 00:33:17,119
um that was about connie she used to
804
00:33:15,359 --> 00:33:18,079
just go in the loft in the shower store
805
00:33:17,119 --> 00:33:22,319
and cry
806
00:33:18,079 --> 00:33:25,519
you know and um about the whole thing
807
00:33:22,319 --> 00:33:26,398
and then she'd like um you know flip a
808
00:33:25,519 --> 00:33:29,599
little
809
00:33:26,398 --> 00:33:32,639
eventually i got joey's tv back somehow
810
00:33:29,599 --> 00:33:33,599
and uh i remember she uh started
811
00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:35,759
flipping
812
00:33:33,599 --> 00:33:36,959
and uh this is like right around the
813
00:33:35,759 --> 00:33:40,558
time
814
00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:42,558
uh i just written chinese rocks no i was
815
00:33:40,558 --> 00:33:44,158
getting the idea from it about her about
816
00:33:42,558 --> 00:33:46,398
her breakdowns
817
00:33:44,159 --> 00:33:48,720
and she she just didn't know what to do
818
00:33:46,398 --> 00:33:51,278
to upset everyone that day
819
00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:52,640
so she took joey's tv and said i'm going
820
00:33:51,278 --> 00:33:54,319
to smash this and throw it out the
821
00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:56,080
window and everything
822
00:33:54,319 --> 00:33:57,918
and i said oh man do what you want you
823
00:33:56,079 --> 00:34:00,079
know joey just didn't say word he was
824
00:33:57,919 --> 00:34:01,038
just disgusted he wanted to watch his tv
825
00:34:00,079 --> 00:34:04,398
already and
826
00:34:01,038 --> 00:34:06,158
he was like fed up and so then she she
827
00:34:04,398 --> 00:34:07,119
realized i didn't care about the tv so
828
00:34:06,159 --> 00:34:08,720
she uh
829
00:34:07,119 --> 00:34:10,239
pulled out a butcher knife out of her
830
00:34:08,719 --> 00:34:13,279
purse and um
831
00:34:10,239 --> 00:34:13,838
so i just like uh somehow i got lucky
832
00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:15,839
that day
833
00:34:13,838 --> 00:34:16,960
i just by a miracle i just reached over
834
00:34:15,838 --> 00:34:18,320
here and there's a broom
835
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:20,000
i don't know where that and i just like
836
00:34:18,320 --> 00:34:23,119
smacked it out of hand
837
00:34:20,000 --> 00:34:23,760
somehow and i booked you know i ran down
838
00:34:23,119 --> 00:34:27,679
the stairs
839
00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:30,159
my dear life and uh i went to go cop but
840
00:34:27,679 --> 00:34:32,480
i thought i'd make her happy
841
00:34:30,159 --> 00:34:33,679
and i got stabbed that day i came home
842
00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:35,918
all bloody
843
00:34:33,679 --> 00:34:37,760
and uh then we made up you know because
844
00:34:35,918 --> 00:34:40,319
we had a perfect excuse to do
845
00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:42,560
more dope and she came home that night
846
00:34:40,320 --> 00:34:46,000
six hundred dollars
847
00:34:42,559 --> 00:34:49,838
uh-oh so you know we went uh
848
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:52,960
down to like where um johnny and
849
00:34:49,838 --> 00:34:53,358
richard and you know and jerry and i
850
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,280
would
851
00:34:53,358 --> 00:34:56,878
probably usually get off at richard
852
00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:58,800
hell's house and stuff
853
00:34:56,878 --> 00:35:00,719
and we copped like some bundles which i
854
00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:02,400
hadn't gotten since before the french
855
00:35:00,719 --> 00:35:05,759
connection when they were only 24
856
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:08,000
hours there were two dollars each the
857
00:35:05,760 --> 00:35:10,160
bags and i think you could make
858
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:11,519
there was like somehow three extras so
859
00:35:10,159 --> 00:35:13,199
you could make you know
860
00:35:11,519 --> 00:35:16,400
six dollars out of it if you spent
861
00:35:13,199 --> 00:35:19,199
everybody selling for three dollars to
862
00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:19,599
the squares because it was hard to cop
863
00:35:19,199 --> 00:35:23,199
you know
864
00:35:19,599 --> 00:35:25,680
it was like risky and uh
865
00:35:23,199 --> 00:35:28,078
you know this goes on and on all these
866
00:35:25,679 --> 00:35:31,279
like crazy dope stories i can go in
867
00:35:28,079 --> 00:35:34,320
to one after the other you know
868
00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:39,040
okay i'll show you what's happened to me
869
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:39,039
after all these years in the music
870
00:35:42,838 --> 00:35:45,838
business
871
00:35:46,039 --> 00:35:50,880
[Music]
872
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:52,800
and i don't know what else do i have
873
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:55,119
here these these were my
874
00:35:52,800 --> 00:35:57,519
my uh concept of the ramones and of
875
00:35:55,119 --> 00:36:01,358
course i put my skull on top
876
00:35:57,519 --> 00:36:05,039
wasn't the case but it was my illusion
877
00:36:01,358 --> 00:36:12,230
and this one i i put born to win
878
00:36:05,039 --> 00:36:17,420
and uh hello everybody
879
00:36:12,230 --> 00:36:20,478
[Applause]
880
00:36:17,420 --> 00:36:20,479
[Music]
881
00:36:25,199 --> 00:36:29,279
uh yesterday was my birthday it makes me
882
00:36:28,320 --> 00:36:31,440
like 52
883
00:36:29,280 --> 00:36:33,280
now it's funny i don't know if i should
884
00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:36,960
like go into this now because it's
885
00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:38,800
later towards when um about three years
886
00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:40,079
ago when i saw john again you know you
887
00:36:38,800 --> 00:36:42,480
learn these defenses
888
00:36:40,079 --> 00:36:43,760
against uh who's doing it or not you
889
00:36:42,480 --> 00:36:45,599
know like you know if you go into
890
00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:47,359
apartment you see no spoons in the
891
00:36:45,599 --> 00:36:48,240
kitchen you know something's wrong you
892
00:36:47,358 --> 00:36:51,759
know you
893
00:36:48,239 --> 00:36:54,959
and um relating to that the last
894
00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:56,640
the time i forgave thunders and then he
895
00:36:54,960 --> 00:36:59,920
came up to my apartment and
896
00:36:56,639 --> 00:37:02,159
we were going to write some songs and
897
00:36:59,920 --> 00:37:03,680
he said do you have any silverware so i
898
00:37:02,159 --> 00:37:06,000
said oh sure you know and
899
00:37:03,679 --> 00:37:07,279
he comes out 20 minutes later i was off
900
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:09,920
dope then
901
00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:11,920
and um i said uh what were you doing
902
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:12,960
here you got high right and he said yeah
903
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:14,880
you know
904
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:16,960
and i said man you got to go you got to
905
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:18,480
leave now john you know i can't like be
906
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:22,240
around this now
907
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:23,760
and uh you know later on i figured out
908
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:24,399
that's why you wanted silverware because
909
00:37:23,760 --> 00:37:27,359
i saw this
910
00:37:24,400 --> 00:37:29,519
red spoon there it really i was the
911
00:37:27,358 --> 00:37:30,319
start of my downfall i went outside
912
00:37:29,519 --> 00:37:33,119
downstairs and
913
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:33,920
i bought a pack of camels and i was like
914
00:37:33,119 --> 00:37:36,720
totally clean
915
00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:38,079
and that just started my relapse i ended
916
00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:41,679
up back on dope
917
00:37:38,079 --> 00:37:43,839
um i was on it for about nine
918
00:37:41,679 --> 00:37:45,279
10 11 months and then i went on them had
919
00:37:43,838 --> 00:37:46,960
to go on a methadone which i'd never
920
00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:48,880
been on
921
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:51,599
and i think the methadone led to
922
00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:54,320
everybody's downfall
923
00:37:51,599 --> 00:37:56,000
definitely the mine you know i guess it
924
00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:58,240
was good it toughened me up but i don't
925
00:37:56,000 --> 00:38:00,239
know how thunder survived at all
926
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:01,679
i just don't know how that guy kept
927
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:04,879
going like he did
928
00:38:01,679 --> 00:38:08,000
i know where he got his strength
929
00:38:04,880 --> 00:38:10,079
and uh but that's life you know that all
930
00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:12,159
that stuff came along with the territory
931
00:38:10,079 --> 00:38:12,800
and that's what we were glorifying and
932
00:38:12,159 --> 00:38:14,639
uh
933
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:16,240
it ended up being like an albatross
934
00:38:14,639 --> 00:38:19,519
around my neck
935
00:38:16,239 --> 00:38:21,279
and uh that chinese chinese rock song
936
00:38:19,519 --> 00:38:24,960
was always a pain in the ass
937
00:38:21,280 --> 00:38:26,000
because uh i feel like now it's like
938
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:29,039
really you know
939
00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:32,079
99 better but i feel like i became like
940
00:38:29,039 --> 00:38:34,320
some kind of heroin guru and i
941
00:38:32,079 --> 00:38:35,920
like some band would like say oh you
942
00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:38,480
want to check us out and all they start
943
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:40,320
playing chinese rocks you know
944
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:41,920
but the thing that really freaked me out
945
00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:43,200
and made me leave new york which
946
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:46,800
probably saved my life
947
00:38:43,199 --> 00:38:48,639
last may was after thunders died
948
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:51,280
that thing at the continental divide
949
00:38:48,639 --> 00:38:54,639
where i walked in with mark
950
00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:57,119
brady my friend and uh we saw
951
00:38:54,639 --> 00:38:59,279
a band playing chinese rocks and they
952
00:38:57,119 --> 00:39:01,680
had a person who looked
953
00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:03,920
i was a dead ringer for johnny thunders
954
00:39:01,679 --> 00:39:04,879
in 1972 or something like i don't even
955
00:39:03,920 --> 00:39:07,440
know the year
956
00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:09,440
when he was at his height in the dark
957
00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:10,800
the whole gear that he would wear
958
00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:14,079
and he was singing that chinese rock so
959
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:18,240
i almost had a nervous breakdown
960
00:39:14,079 --> 00:39:20,079
oh man yeah so i left
961
00:39:18,239 --> 00:39:29,339
and uh so that's you know that's what
962
00:39:20,079 --> 00:39:34,489
dope is about like misery
963
00:39:29,340 --> 00:39:34,489
[Applause]
964
00:39:40,838 --> 00:39:43,838
hello
965
00:39:54,838 --> 00:40:00,909
i
966
00:39:57,780 --> 00:40:00,909
[Applause]
967
00:40:08,838 --> 00:40:11,838
i
968
00:40:22,838 --> 00:40:27,599
right
969
00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:30,800
then i got these scorpions and
970
00:40:27,599 --> 00:40:33,680
uh the guy who did these told me um
971
00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:35,519
boy d you know that's kind of gonna hurt
972
00:40:33,679 --> 00:40:36,239
they're on your ribs and you have to sit
973
00:40:35,519 --> 00:40:38,480
there for six
974
00:40:36,239 --> 00:40:41,039
hours and have the needle hit your bone
975
00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:43,119
and i was like really worried you know
976
00:40:41,039 --> 00:40:45,039
so out of spite i went there and i
977
00:40:43,119 --> 00:40:47,599
didn't flinch i sat there for six hours
978
00:40:45,039 --> 00:40:49,199
and i just sat there
979
00:40:47,599 --> 00:40:51,119
like i think he always tells that story
980
00:40:49,199 --> 00:40:53,199
he says you know dede came in here
981
00:40:51,119 --> 00:40:55,358
well what else was i going to cry about
982
00:40:53,199 --> 00:40:55,358
you
983
00:41:05,679 --> 00:41:09,679
we know nothing of it we thought nothing
984
00:41:08,159 --> 00:41:12,799
of uh
985
00:41:09,679 --> 00:41:14,879
what we took from people um the abuse we
986
00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:17,039
put our friends through
987
00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:17,920
and uh just didn't matter as long as we
988
00:41:17,039 --> 00:41:21,679
got dope
989
00:41:17,920 --> 00:41:23,200
you know and um
990
00:41:21,679 --> 00:41:25,358
you know but the thing is like i don't
991
00:41:23,199 --> 00:41:26,559
think i'd ever write an anti-dope song
992
00:41:25,358 --> 00:41:27,759
you know i'm not going to tell anybody
993
00:41:26,559 --> 00:41:29,440
to do it or not to do
994
00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:31,040
it's your problem if you do it you know
995
00:41:29,440 --> 00:41:34,400
you got to go through it
996
00:41:31,039 --> 00:41:36,960
i realized you you know with addicts uh
997
00:41:34,400 --> 00:41:38,880
i would never enable one i'm not going
998
00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:39,679
to take a stance on it one way or the
999
00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:42,000
other
1000
00:41:39,679 --> 00:41:43,199
i just say if you do it you know it's
1001
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:46,239
like that old saying
1002
00:41:43,199 --> 00:41:48,719
you play you're going to pay and uh
1003
00:41:46,239 --> 00:41:50,719
you want to be that type of rock star so
1004
00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:53,199
bad to do that
1005
00:41:50,719 --> 00:41:54,399
i guess you got to do it i never
1006
00:41:53,199 --> 00:41:56,879
understood how i
1007
00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:59,280
fought you know but i noticed like every
1008
00:41:56,880 --> 00:42:02,079
one of my tattoos has the claw
1009
00:41:59,280 --> 00:42:04,720
you know on it and i guess it's like
1010
00:42:02,079 --> 00:42:06,640
sort of like that dragon thing you know
1011
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:08,559
like um instead of punching somebody you
1012
00:42:06,639 --> 00:42:10,318
can like like the claw
1013
00:42:08,559 --> 00:42:12,159
you know and all that which i don't do
1014
00:42:10,318 --> 00:42:15,119
but if you're a musician i guess it
1015
00:42:12,159 --> 00:42:15,679
saves your hands you know but i i call
1016
00:42:15,119 --> 00:42:18,240
this like
1017
00:42:15,679 --> 00:42:19,039
sharpening the claws like playing my
1018
00:42:18,239 --> 00:42:22,399
guitar
1019
00:42:19,039 --> 00:42:24,719
because let's see this thing plays by
1020
00:42:22,400 --> 00:42:27,119
itself listen
1021
00:42:24,719 --> 00:42:27,118
uh-oh
1022
00:42:28,838 --> 00:42:35,838
drugs see and um
1023
00:42:33,199 --> 00:42:37,679
um like how you why they sharpen the
1024
00:42:35,838 --> 00:42:39,358
claws i guess to crush somebody's head
1025
00:42:37,679 --> 00:42:45,838
up like they do in the karate movies
1026
00:42:39,358 --> 00:42:45,838
they have to like
1027
00:42:50,630 --> 00:42:55,369
[Applause]
1028
00:42:56,079 --> 00:43:00,400
i call this one douglas not john because
1029
00:42:58,960 --> 00:43:02,720
i'm driving with mom because
1030
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:06,240
he just don't like to play you wanna
1031
00:43:02,719 --> 00:43:06,239
make us some bacon and eggs
1032
00:43:08,639 --> 00:43:14,078
all right
1033
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:16,079
don't know what exactly went wrong in
1034
00:43:14,079 --> 00:43:19,359
our lives but everybody
1035
00:43:16,079 --> 00:43:22,560
everybody has been totally misbehaved
1036
00:43:19,358 --> 00:43:22,559
it should be put in prison
1037
00:43:22,639 --> 00:43:26,000
especially a few that i like to not even
1038
00:43:25,679 --> 00:43:29,279
mention
1039
00:43:26,000 --> 00:43:31,920
your name it's been so awful i'm just
1040
00:43:29,280 --> 00:43:35,680
going to make breakfast now
1041
00:43:31,920 --> 00:43:39,280
and hope that land out the cat here
1042
00:43:35,679 --> 00:43:41,118
can stay level it doesn't run off
1043
00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:44,480
tonight into the castle
1044
00:43:41,119 --> 00:43:46,318
go to stan landau no more
1045
00:43:44,480 --> 00:43:49,199
you wouldn't talk to the cats on the
1046
00:43:46,318 --> 00:43:52,159
street like you just talked to me
1047
00:43:49,199 --> 00:43:52,960
but i don't appreciate it no more fancy
1048
00:43:52,159 --> 00:43:55,838
please
1049
00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:56,800
that's it no more marijuana you're
1050
00:43:55,838 --> 00:43:59,759
getting cabinet
1051
00:43:56,800 --> 00:44:01,440
you're too crazy look at these skinny
1052
00:43:59,760 --> 00:44:04,480
bones
1053
00:44:01,440 --> 00:44:08,079
you stay in one night
1054
00:44:04,480 --> 00:44:11,280
all i know you won't right
1055
00:44:08,079 --> 00:44:13,920
you just get away till i go to sleep
1056
00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:15,359
i think in 1988 or something like that i
1057
00:44:13,920 --> 00:44:18,480
left the ramones
1058
00:44:15,358 --> 00:44:20,159
and i saw john again and it wasn't
1059
00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:22,480
really so bad even though that he got
1060
00:44:20,159 --> 00:44:24,879
off in my bathroom the usual you know
1061
00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:27,039
all the silverware was going you know i
1062
00:44:24,880 --> 00:44:28,559
i kind of got an inkling that it might
1063
00:44:27,039 --> 00:44:30,239
have started a relapse which would have
1064
00:44:28,559 --> 00:44:32,400
probably happened anyway
1065
00:44:30,239 --> 00:44:33,679
but something about that really set me
1066
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:35,920
off you know
1067
00:44:33,679 --> 00:44:37,199
and i started you know really realizing
1068
00:44:35,920 --> 00:44:39,440
i could never be around
1069
00:44:37,199 --> 00:44:42,159
thunders again okay so now we're going
1070
00:44:39,440 --> 00:44:42,159
to the periscope
1071
00:44:43,039 --> 00:44:46,400
and give you some surprises on that
1072
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:48,399
story this is the end
1073
00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:50,880
i need some heaviness to put the guitar
1074
00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:50,880
away okay
1075
00:44:59,280 --> 00:45:04,319
about you know maybe six months or so
1076
00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:08,000
after i left the ramones
1077
00:45:04,318 --> 00:45:08,800
um i got a call from paris from steve
1078
00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:12,079
bayer's
1079
00:45:08,800 --> 00:45:14,560
and uh he said you want to come over and
1080
00:45:12,079 --> 00:45:18,160
play in a band with uh some guy chris
1081
00:45:14,559 --> 00:45:22,000
from the godfathers and uh
1082
00:45:18,159 --> 00:45:24,318
on guitar and a guy vom on drums and
1083
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:25,519
stiff singing me on bass
1084
00:45:24,318 --> 00:45:27,199
and during the course of the
1085
00:45:25,519 --> 00:45:28,719
conversation he said john said you want
1086
00:45:27,199 --> 00:45:31,519
to say hello to him
1087
00:45:28,719 --> 00:45:32,000
and i got i was very firm and very
1088
00:45:31,519 --> 00:45:33,920
direct
1089
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:36,318
to the point i said i cannot talk to
1090
00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:39,280
john and um
1091
00:45:36,318 --> 00:45:41,199
you know i didn't really know the
1092
00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:43,200
situation i didn't know that he crashed
1093
00:45:41,199 --> 00:45:44,399
at their place at bader's and carol's
1094
00:45:43,199 --> 00:45:48,078
house
1095
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:49,200
and uh because uh before the you know a
1096
00:45:48,079 --> 00:45:50,960
year before that
1097
00:45:49,199 --> 00:45:52,719
stiff it had like totally negative
1098
00:45:50,960 --> 00:45:55,599
things to say about
1099
00:45:52,719 --> 00:45:56,639
thunders so you know i was shocked that
1100
00:45:55,599 --> 00:45:58,640
um
1101
00:45:56,639 --> 00:46:00,078
stiff had him at his house and all but i
1102
00:45:58,639 --> 00:46:02,639
made it clear to him you know
1103
00:46:00,079 --> 00:46:04,480
we did end the discussion on the phone
1104
00:46:02,639 --> 00:46:07,519
and we had a lot of others
1105
00:46:04,480 --> 00:46:09,679
that i would go to paris with my girl my
1106
00:46:07,519 --> 00:46:13,039
ex-girlfriend laura
1107
00:46:09,679 --> 00:46:16,559
and my ex management company
1108
00:46:13,039 --> 00:46:18,559
i thought it was a good idea and uh
1109
00:46:16,559 --> 00:46:19,599
but it was all out in the open that i
1110
00:46:18,559 --> 00:46:22,559
would uh not
1111
00:46:19,599 --> 00:46:24,640
go uh to play with johnny thunders or i
1112
00:46:22,559 --> 00:46:26,078
would not even go in the house if he was
1113
00:46:24,639 --> 00:46:28,318
there
1114
00:46:26,079 --> 00:46:30,079
so you know i end up in paris steven
1115
00:46:28,318 --> 00:46:32,000
carroll picked me and laura up at the
1116
00:46:30,079 --> 00:46:33,119
airport we drive over to the house and
1117
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:36,239
he's sitting there
1118
00:46:33,119 --> 00:46:38,079
all depressed total misery addict
1119
00:46:36,239 --> 00:46:39,358
and my heart went out to him i mean he
1120
00:46:38,079 --> 00:46:41,680
was just so sad
1121
00:46:39,358 --> 00:46:43,199
you know and i was shocked you know i
1122
00:46:41,679 --> 00:46:45,679
hadn't realized how
1123
00:46:43,199 --> 00:46:46,960
bad you could end up you know i guess i
1124
00:46:45,679 --> 00:46:50,000
had it really good and
1125
00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:52,240
and i was really well taken care of and
1126
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:55,440
uh these guys like really
1127
00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:57,598
you know were in bad shape like stiff
1128
00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:59,039
started telling me right away let's all
1129
00:46:57,599 --> 00:47:01,838
go to sleep now
1130
00:46:59,039 --> 00:47:02,960
because we want to get on a day schedule
1131
00:47:01,838 --> 00:47:04,799
so we can like
1132
00:47:02,960 --> 00:47:06,318
feel not depressed and walk around the
1133
00:47:04,800 --> 00:47:08,000
daytime and he said we should take like
1134
00:47:06,318 --> 00:47:08,719
some sleeping pills so we'll get a good
1135
00:47:08,000 --> 00:47:11,760
sleep
1136
00:47:08,719 --> 00:47:14,959
well i gave all mine to laura you know i
1137
00:47:11,760 --> 00:47:17,599
um she had learned probably from vera
1138
00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:18,318
what to do and vera gave it all to tell
1139
00:47:17,599 --> 00:47:20,720
her to all the
1140
00:47:18,318 --> 00:47:22,719
the the tricks how to handle dede and i
1141
00:47:20,719 --> 00:47:25,118
was cooperating and i gave her
1142
00:47:22,719 --> 00:47:26,480
everything you know and have nobody ever
1143
00:47:25,119 --> 00:47:29,599
got up anymore
1144
00:47:26,480 --> 00:47:31,519
and uh then all the craziness started
1145
00:47:29,599 --> 00:47:34,160
you know there's like really serious
1146
00:47:31,519 --> 00:47:37,280
evil vibes in this place
1147
00:47:34,159 --> 00:47:40,000
and uh steve baders is a very psychic
1148
00:47:37,280 --> 00:47:40,319
person and he was like very in touch
1149
00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:44,079
with
1150
00:47:40,318 --> 00:47:47,039
um i guess the spirit world
1151
00:47:44,079 --> 00:47:48,480
he was like i don't know if this is true
1152
00:47:47,039 --> 00:47:51,599
or i'm saying but uh
1153
00:47:48,480 --> 00:47:53,838
he made suggestions of satanic uh
1154
00:47:51,599 --> 00:47:56,000
messages being sent there and
1155
00:47:53,838 --> 00:47:58,159
i i asked him about the constant cold in
1156
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:58,480
the place and he said that was a sign of
1157
00:47:58,159 --> 00:48:01,598
it
1158
00:47:58,480 --> 00:48:04,400
you know that the devil was in the house
1159
00:48:01,599 --> 00:48:05,599
and i sure believed it you know and i
1160
00:48:04,400 --> 00:48:07,680
know he was there
1161
00:48:05,599 --> 00:48:09,838
if if the [ __ ] thing could happen then
1162
00:48:07,679 --> 00:48:13,039
it would have definitely happened then
1163
00:48:09,838 --> 00:48:13,920
and uh it's really weird what was going
1164
00:48:13,039 --> 00:48:16,960
on you know
1165
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:19,200
and uh the the heroin
1166
00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:20,159
use wasn't bothering me steven uh carol
1167
00:48:19,199 --> 00:48:23,759
i don't think we're doing
1168
00:48:20,159 --> 00:48:25,279
it and um stiff was like um
1169
00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:27,599
i couldn't figure him out because i
1170
00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:29,839
didn't see him doing any drugs but
1171
00:48:27,599 --> 00:48:31,519
all he would do is have like one drink
1172
00:48:29,838 --> 00:48:33,119
every night and he said they get loaded
1173
00:48:31,519 --> 00:48:34,559
on it you know and i thought it was the
1174
00:48:33,119 --> 00:48:36,160
pills and i don't think he was really
1175
00:48:34,559 --> 00:48:38,640
taking those pills
1176
00:48:36,159 --> 00:48:39,279
either i think i found out later he had
1177
00:48:38,639 --> 00:48:42,000
like no
1178
00:48:39,280 --> 00:48:43,920
liver then then he couldn't get up
1179
00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:47,519
because if he had a drink it like
1180
00:48:43,920 --> 00:48:50,800
kill him off for three days and uh
1181
00:48:47,519 --> 00:48:52,318
um we uh laura and i
1182
00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:54,800
you know laura was really worried
1183
00:48:52,318 --> 00:48:56,318
because and then she was like losing it
1184
00:48:54,800 --> 00:48:57,200
too because like everything was being
1185
00:48:56,318 --> 00:49:00,558
stolen
1186
00:48:57,199 --> 00:49:03,199
you know and um
1187
00:49:00,559 --> 00:49:04,319
i carol was supposedly running the
1188
00:49:03,199 --> 00:49:07,439
household and
1189
00:49:04,318 --> 00:49:10,719
there was like a lot of like uh people
1190
00:49:07,440 --> 00:49:14,800
like coming in the house very outlaw
1191
00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:18,159
types social deviants you know the usual
1192
00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:18,880
and uh we were thinking that they might
1193
00:49:18,159 --> 00:49:21,440
always took
1194
00:49:18,880 --> 00:49:22,400
everything and i had no money and i had
1195
00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:24,480
bought uh
1196
00:49:22,400 --> 00:49:26,318
my spend my last time to get there on
1197
00:49:24,480 --> 00:49:26,639
top everything else i bought laura like
1198
00:49:26,318 --> 00:49:29,679
a
1199
00:49:26,639 --> 00:49:31,679
expensive watch at the airport and that
1200
00:49:29,679 --> 00:49:32,879
was gone she was like pissed you know we
1201
00:49:31,679 --> 00:49:34,558
asked carol
1202
00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:36,000
you know what happened she said well the
1203
00:49:34,559 --> 00:49:39,200
maid took it so once yes
1204
00:49:36,000 --> 00:49:40,480
made where it is you know and all no
1205
00:49:39,199 --> 00:49:42,879
help on anything
1206
00:49:40,480 --> 00:49:44,880
just like she was obviously in love with
1207
00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:46,480
johnny thunders and stiff was taking the
1208
00:49:44,880 --> 00:49:49,200
brunt of it and that you know just
1209
00:49:46,480 --> 00:49:52,079
fueled everything insaner
1210
00:49:49,199 --> 00:49:53,679
and it kind of came i know i'm leaving
1211
00:49:52,079 --> 00:49:58,960
out a lot here
1212
00:49:53,679 --> 00:49:58,960
um maybe i'd better too you
1213
00:50:09,760 --> 00:50:14,079
so laura and i were stranded we could
1214
00:50:12,318 --> 00:50:16,639
not use the phone
1215
00:50:14,079 --> 00:50:18,559
we did not know how to get around we
1216
00:50:16,639 --> 00:50:20,078
tried to escape
1217
00:50:18,559 --> 00:50:21,839
we made it out of the house one day and
1218
00:50:20,079 --> 00:50:24,800
we went down to pick out
1219
00:50:21,838 --> 00:50:26,400
on the subway and the first thing we saw
1220
00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:30,079
there was like
1221
00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:32,000
um a boss and two enforcers kidnapped a
1222
00:50:30,079 --> 00:50:34,800
guy right on the street
1223
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:37,119
and i was thinking what is this guy on
1224
00:50:34,800 --> 00:50:38,559
you know because he kept falling down
1225
00:50:37,119 --> 00:50:40,240
and then i knew because they started
1226
00:50:38,559 --> 00:50:42,079
wrapping their fists on the car
1227
00:50:40,239 --> 00:50:44,558
windows i knew they had knuckle dusters
1228
00:50:42,079 --> 00:50:47,359
on and they were going to um
1229
00:50:44,559 --> 00:50:49,119
you know collect we watched as they took
1230
00:50:47,358 --> 00:50:52,960
him around the alley and worked him over
1231
00:50:49,119 --> 00:50:55,119
and uh probably killed him and uh
1232
00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:57,039
you know this this is like just like
1233
00:50:55,119 --> 00:51:00,000
what was going on you know
1234
00:50:57,039 --> 00:51:02,558
and the reason i'm like saying this it's
1235
00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:05,039
like just something like out of uh
1236
00:51:02,559 --> 00:51:06,960
you know uh one of these horror movies
1237
00:51:05,039 --> 00:51:08,800
where they they see like you know dogs
1238
00:51:06,960 --> 00:51:09,358
that turn satanic everywhere you look
1239
00:51:08,800 --> 00:51:12,480
you know
1240
00:51:09,358 --> 00:51:14,159
if there's a statue it'll turn into a uh
1241
00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:16,318
insane mummy you know and
1242
00:51:14,159 --> 00:51:17,838
attack you you know everywhere we saw
1243
00:51:16,318 --> 00:51:22,000
there was violence
1244
00:51:17,838 --> 00:51:25,199
but um basically the the end of it
1245
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:27,838
um evolved like a long drive
1246
00:51:25,199 --> 00:51:30,159
out into the country to supposedly
1247
00:51:27,838 --> 00:51:32,239
record where we drove for like 20 hours
1248
00:51:30,159 --> 00:51:34,078
there and back john could not cop he
1249
00:51:32,239 --> 00:51:35,118
drove me crazy i was really getting
1250
00:51:34,079 --> 00:51:37,920
aggravated
1251
00:51:35,119 --> 00:51:40,000
he got out in some alley before we even
1252
00:51:37,920 --> 00:51:41,680
left paris it took three hours to look
1253
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:43,760
for hash and uh
1254
00:51:41,679 --> 00:51:45,838
you know even i like i was a serious
1255
00:51:43,760 --> 00:51:47,119
hash smoke i said man i'm fed up let's
1256
00:51:45,838 --> 00:51:48,799
just get out of here
1257
00:51:47,119 --> 00:51:50,720
and i knew it you know we were promised
1258
00:51:48,800 --> 00:51:52,240
the hash when we got to the studio and
1259
00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:53,759
it wasn't even there
1260
00:51:52,239 --> 00:51:55,358
and then i just lost it you know i was
1261
00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:59,359
really getting demented
1262
00:51:55,358 --> 00:52:00,960
and i was just storing it up and uh
1263
00:51:59,358 --> 00:52:02,400
i might have yelled a lot though that
1264
00:52:00,960 --> 00:52:06,159
well i think i didn't
1265
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:09,599
you know i think laura like was like uh
1266
00:52:06,159 --> 00:52:10,239
i was like trying to you know calm me
1267
00:52:09,599 --> 00:52:13,359
down
1268
00:52:10,239 --> 00:52:16,000
but i was losing it i admit it
1269
00:52:13,358 --> 00:52:17,838
and we got back to their place and the
1270
00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:18,719
hallway was dark and we crawled up the
1271
00:52:17,838 --> 00:52:21,358
stairs and
1272
00:52:18,719 --> 00:52:23,039
uh this luxury like penthouse like
1273
00:52:21,358 --> 00:52:23,920
apartment all the way up there in the
1274
00:52:23,039 --> 00:52:25,920
dark
1275
00:52:23,920 --> 00:52:28,240
it didn't make it nice when i got up
1276
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:30,960
there and you know it just seemed like
1277
00:52:28,239 --> 00:52:32,000
like the devil was right in there now
1278
00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:35,599
thunders was playing
1279
00:52:32,000 --> 00:52:37,760
a solo show at jibby's in paris
1280
00:52:35,599 --> 00:52:38,800
the next night and i think he was
1281
00:52:37,760 --> 00:52:42,800
leaving the
1282
00:52:38,800 --> 00:52:46,160
the next morning and uh he had packed
1283
00:52:42,800 --> 00:52:48,880
everything before the show and
1284
00:52:46,159 --> 00:52:50,318
laura and i didn't want to go but uh
1285
00:52:48,880 --> 00:52:52,640
carol insisted
1286
00:52:50,318 --> 00:52:53,519
to the point of where i could not find
1287
00:52:52,639 --> 00:52:55,759
my coat
1288
00:52:53,519 --> 00:52:57,280
and it was a coke that had a like a big
1289
00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:59,680
history like jerry and
1290
00:52:57,280 --> 00:53:01,760
nola and i had sought at the same time
1291
00:52:59,679 --> 00:53:03,838
this is like years and years ago
1292
00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:05,200
and we we had it out almost over there
1293
00:53:03,838 --> 00:53:07,119
caught you know i don't know what's what
1294
00:53:05,199 --> 00:53:08,879
was with this coat but
1295
00:53:07,119 --> 00:53:10,240
you know it was always causing a fight
1296
00:53:08,880 --> 00:53:12,640
and um
1297
00:53:10,239 --> 00:53:14,318
so carol was insisting that i go to
1298
00:53:12,639 --> 00:53:16,000
jibby's without
1299
00:53:14,318 --> 00:53:17,759
my coat it was dead of winter and she's
1300
00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:19,119
oh just come just come downstairs you
1301
00:53:17,760 --> 00:53:21,760
know
1302
00:53:19,119 --> 00:53:22,400
she works herself up hysterically so you
1303
00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:24,640
cannot
1304
00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:26,160
communicate with her and there was a
1305
00:53:24,639 --> 00:53:26,719
definitely a lack of communication
1306
00:53:26,159 --> 00:53:28,558
because
1307
00:53:26,719 --> 00:53:30,558
i could not explain to her that at that
1308
00:53:28,559 --> 00:53:33,920
point i was like drug free
1309
00:53:30,559 --> 00:53:35,839
i didn't want to go um to jibby's where
1310
00:53:33,920 --> 00:53:36,720
every junkie in paris would be there
1311
00:53:35,838 --> 00:53:39,759
because you know
1312
00:53:36,719 --> 00:53:41,279
a little play down on that i i wanted to
1313
00:53:39,760 --> 00:53:43,680
see john i wanted to go
1314
00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:46,000
out but i couldn't go out on top of
1315
00:53:43,679 --> 00:53:48,318
everything without my call
1316
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:50,480
so they just left us eventually i don't
1317
00:53:48,318 --> 00:53:53,039
know how we got out of going
1318
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:54,880
and i think she did come back and get us
1319
00:53:53,039 --> 00:53:55,440
but by that time you know i just thought
1320
00:53:54,880 --> 00:53:57,200
oh man
1321
00:53:55,440 --> 00:54:00,400
john must be stealing everything open
1322
00:53:57,199 --> 00:54:02,239
his suitcase and there was my coat
1323
00:54:00,400 --> 00:54:04,480
now i think i might have misjudged who
1324
00:54:02,239 --> 00:54:08,318
was doing stealing
1325
00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:10,559
you know and uh maybe thunder's like uh
1326
00:54:08,318 --> 00:54:12,639
put it in there he definitely just
1327
00:54:10,559 --> 00:54:14,480
stealing it but may you know i could see
1328
00:54:12,639 --> 00:54:17,598
it at being a little more
1329
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:21,358
thunderish than uh
1330
00:54:17,599 --> 00:54:24,960
careless you know and uh
1331
00:54:21,358 --> 00:54:28,159
so i was pissed yeah and uh
1332
00:54:24,960 --> 00:54:30,079
i uh you know i can't remember
1333
00:54:28,159 --> 00:54:32,239
uh one day from the other i remember
1334
00:54:30,079 --> 00:54:33,920
that show i remember i played that night
1335
00:54:32,239 --> 00:54:34,799
and i listened to what carol said about
1336
00:54:33,920 --> 00:54:37,838
music
1337
00:54:34,800 --> 00:54:41,119
i like uh definitely was the best
1338
00:54:37,838 --> 00:54:42,798
received you know that evening and uh
1339
00:54:41,119 --> 00:54:44,559
john was like really angry and wouldn't
1340
00:54:42,798 --> 00:54:45,358
even take pictures with us backstage
1341
00:54:44,559 --> 00:54:47,359
because we're all
1342
00:54:45,358 --> 00:54:49,199
taking like disgusting pictures back
1343
00:54:47,358 --> 00:54:50,400
there and we're having a lot of fun he
1344
00:54:49,199 --> 00:54:54,000
didn't want to have any fun he was all
1345
00:54:50,400 --> 00:54:55,760
pissed off and i don't even know why
1346
00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:57,199
you know we were treating him so good
1347
00:54:55,760 --> 00:55:00,400
spending like a hundred dollars a day on
1348
00:54:57,199 --> 00:55:02,239
that guy to let him smoke ass
1349
00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:04,240
just because we felt sorry for him
1350
00:55:02,239 --> 00:55:05,759
because he was so sad about breaking up
1351
00:55:04,239 --> 00:55:07,439
with his wife and that's the thing that
1352
00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:09,599
was flipping him out
1353
00:55:07,440 --> 00:55:11,838
and uh it had been like two years or a
1354
00:55:09,599 --> 00:55:15,599
year already he was still upset
1355
00:55:11,838 --> 00:55:17,039
and uh he seemed very vulnerable and you
1356
00:55:15,599 --> 00:55:19,119
wouldn't want to hurt this guy
1357
00:55:17,039 --> 00:55:20,719
you know it's just like kicking a puppy
1358
00:55:19,119 --> 00:55:21,519
to death or something you know if you
1359
00:55:20,719 --> 00:55:26,399
would have
1360
00:55:21,519 --> 00:55:30,159
it was a bad scene you know um
1361
00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:30,160
i better think about what i'm saying
1362
00:55:31,599 --> 00:55:35,838
you know i wanted to kill them all
1363
00:55:38,239 --> 00:55:41,358
you know i definitely wanted to kill
1364
00:55:40,000 --> 00:55:45,760
laura john
1365
00:55:41,358 --> 00:55:48,960
carol anyone and
1366
00:55:45,760 --> 00:55:51,520
i was worried about it and uh because uh
1367
00:55:48,960 --> 00:55:52,400
i was always just just getting out of
1368
00:55:51,519 --> 00:55:54,719
getting nicked
1369
00:55:52,400 --> 00:55:56,318
in any way by the skin of my teeth just
1370
00:55:54,719 --> 00:55:58,480
just being deedy you know
1371
00:55:56,318 --> 00:55:59,440
and then they told me before the kids
1372
00:55:58,480 --> 00:56:01,519
that this
1373
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:03,200
tattoo means like [ __ ] the police in
1374
00:56:01,519 --> 00:56:04,239
french and they beat the hell out of me
1375
00:56:03,199 --> 00:56:06,399
you know every day
1376
00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:08,558
and so man you know i couldn't even take
1377
00:56:06,400 --> 00:56:09,119
a good yelling at at this point i'm so
1378
00:56:08,559 --> 00:56:10,960
nervous
1379
00:56:09,119 --> 00:56:12,960
you know i would have just broken down
1380
00:56:10,960 --> 00:56:14,880
into it oh
1381
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:16,798
i'm finished all right i don't have
1382
00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:19,599
nothing left
1383
00:56:16,798 --> 00:56:20,239
and uh you know i didn't know how to
1384
00:56:19,599 --> 00:56:22,400
take it
1385
00:56:20,239 --> 00:56:24,399
you know i don't know if i'm getting too
1386
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:27,358
direct to the point i don't want to
1387
00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:28,720
what uh brought this all upon this i
1388
00:56:27,358 --> 00:56:30,480
think it's like really things that
1389
00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:33,039
shouldn't be talked about i was like
1390
00:56:30,480 --> 00:56:34,559
um not instigating these things i was
1391
00:56:33,039 --> 00:56:37,759
trying to uh
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00:56:34,559 --> 00:56:38,559
get through it and there was no way and
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00:56:37,760 --> 00:56:42,000
of course i'm
1394
00:56:38,559 --> 00:56:45,680
i am dede and i i'm gonna uh
1395
00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:47,760
act out too right i'm far from perfect
1396
00:56:45,679 --> 00:56:49,039
and i was saying how can i settle this
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00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:50,799
you know
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00:56:49,039 --> 00:56:52,639
how can i [ __ ] say i just sat them
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all down there
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and i put like uh four
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00:56:56,159 --> 00:57:02,159
stilettos on the table i had one
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00:56:59,679 --> 00:57:04,000
i said let's go for it you know no make
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00:57:02,159 --> 00:57:07,279
a move
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00:57:04,000 --> 00:57:11,440
and uh laura was like just ice man
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00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:14,720
and i sat there and i said you know
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00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:16,639
i realized it wasn't much of a fight
1407
00:57:14,719 --> 00:57:18,480
it was it was like weird you know i
1408
00:57:16,639 --> 00:57:20,318
couldn't get any satisfaction
1409
00:57:18,480 --> 00:57:23,519
nothing i could do i mean they're all
1410
00:57:20,318 --> 00:57:25,679
these like little skinny guys
1411
00:57:23,519 --> 00:57:27,280
and these two girls or whatever i don't
1412
00:57:25,679 --> 00:57:28,960
know you know i said well how am i gonna
1413
00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:30,880
take this you know what am i gonna do
1414
00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:32,559
you know the lord just said let's get
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00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:33,920
out of town you know
1416
00:57:32,559 --> 00:57:35,040
i said how the hell can we get out of
1417
00:57:33,920 --> 00:57:37,200
here we don't even know how to use the
1418
00:57:35,039 --> 00:57:38,719
phone i want you dead too
1419
00:57:37,199 --> 00:57:40,480
because you drove me crazy wouldn't give
1420
00:57:38,719 --> 00:57:44,159
me a break on this man
1421
00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:45,039
i said [ __ ] the watch [ __ ] all of it you
1422
00:57:44,159 --> 00:57:47,679
know
1423
00:57:45,039 --> 00:57:49,279
i said i've i've like had it you know i
1424
00:57:47,679 --> 00:57:50,719
just don't give a damn
1425
00:57:49,280 --> 00:57:53,119
but you you know you got this like
1426
00:57:50,719 --> 00:57:55,039
respecting with your girlfriend and i
1427
00:57:53,119 --> 00:57:57,200
didn't know she was right you know
1428
00:57:55,039 --> 00:57:58,719
i think she was right it was like street
1429
00:57:57,199 --> 00:58:02,239
justice
1430
00:57:58,719 --> 00:58:04,159
that's the only kind we knew and uh
1431
00:58:02,239 --> 00:58:06,558
so you know we settled it a different
1432
00:58:04,159 --> 00:58:10,399
way which i'm not gonna get into
1433
00:58:06,559 --> 00:58:11,760
and um i don't know how i've survived it
1434
00:58:10,400 --> 00:58:14,240
i've had to go through through the
1435
00:58:11,760 --> 00:58:16,160
extreme i came back from paris with the
1436
00:58:14,239 --> 00:58:19,199
heroin habit again
1437
00:58:16,159 --> 00:58:20,318
it kicked my ass at my age i was very
1438
00:58:19,199 --> 00:58:22,960
broken down
1439
00:58:20,318 --> 00:58:24,079
there's no way i could uh be doing dope
1440
00:58:22,960 --> 00:58:25,599
i i just
1441
00:58:24,079 --> 00:58:27,119
i don't think i could really do it i
1442
00:58:25,599 --> 00:58:28,000
think i'd do it for like three or four
1443
00:58:27,119 --> 00:58:30,000
days
1444
00:58:28,000 --> 00:58:31,440
and break down like just so bad i
1445
00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:34,719
couldn't even like leave
1446
00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:35,119
the house to cop anyway and i then i
1447
00:58:34,719 --> 00:58:37,759
just
1448
00:58:35,119 --> 00:58:39,760
wait a couple weeks and do it again and
1449
00:58:37,760 --> 00:58:42,400
i got arrested twice
1450
00:58:39,760 --> 00:58:44,720
when i went to jail i realized it wasn't
1451
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:47,440
tough enough to be there anymore
1452
00:58:44,719 --> 00:58:49,199
um no way i just couldn't take it the
1453
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:52,880
police were following me
1454
00:58:49,199 --> 00:58:56,000
like i uh just you know clowning with me
1455
00:58:52,880 --> 00:58:57,519
having a great time you know new york
1456
00:58:56,000 --> 00:58:59,838
police department okay
1457
00:58:57,519 --> 00:59:01,519
you know thanks a lot you know that's
1458
00:58:59,838 --> 00:59:04,719
justice you know
1459
00:59:01,519 --> 00:59:07,838
[ __ ] you guys um and uh
1460
00:59:04,719 --> 00:59:09,759
you know it but whatever
1461
00:59:07,838 --> 00:59:11,679
you know you can always make something
1462
00:59:09,760 --> 00:59:15,680
good out of something bad and i
1463
00:59:11,679 --> 00:59:21,199
i did you know i i always like use that
1464
00:59:15,679 --> 00:59:24,960
um slogan to myself you know that um
1465
00:59:21,199 --> 00:59:27,759
sobriety is the best revenge and uh
1466
00:59:24,960 --> 00:59:28,798
i started my uh trying to get off the
1467
00:59:27,760 --> 00:59:31,040
dock
1468
00:59:28,798 --> 00:59:32,000
and i went on the methadone program and
1469
00:59:31,039 --> 00:59:34,159
uh i
1470
00:59:32,000 --> 00:59:36,400
ran and i ran around and now i got like
1471
00:59:34,159 --> 00:59:40,719
six months off
1472
00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:40,720
and uh my other friends are all dead
1473
00:59:44,838 --> 00:59:47,838
okay
1474
00:59:56,400 --> 01:00:02,639
no you can't change these
1475
01:00:00,159 --> 01:00:04,719
they're permanent and um it's like if
1476
01:00:02,639 --> 01:00:05,358
you want to be outlaw forever then go
1477
01:00:04,719 --> 01:00:08,239
get them
1478
01:00:05,358 --> 01:00:10,159
you know if you don't i don't know i
1479
01:00:08,239 --> 01:00:12,399
think some of the real
1480
01:00:10,159 --> 01:00:13,440
like some people i've seen like they
1481
01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:14,960
don't get them over
1482
01:00:13,440 --> 01:00:17,280
here like they just then they have a
1483
01:00:14,960 --> 01:00:19,599
shirt on it but
1484
01:00:17,280 --> 01:00:20,319
i don't know i think if you got it you
1485
01:00:19,599 --> 01:00:23,039
know then
1486
01:00:20,318 --> 01:00:24,000
do it there definitely you can't get one
1487
01:00:23,039 --> 01:00:25,440
tattoo
1488
01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:27,039
you know you're gonna have to get
1489
01:00:25,440 --> 01:00:29,519
another one
1490
01:00:27,039 --> 01:00:31,679
this is like shooting dope that's
1491
01:00:29,519 --> 01:00:34,559
probably why i got them
1492
01:00:31,679 --> 01:00:36,159
you know one extreme to the other i
1493
01:00:34,559 --> 01:00:36,798
don't think i'm gonna get any more
1494
01:00:36,159 --> 01:00:41,199
though
1495
01:00:36,798 --> 01:00:41,199
probably though okay
1496
01:00:47,449 --> 01:00:57,328
[Applause]
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01:00:48,210 --> 01:00:57,329
[Music]
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01:01:01,630 --> 01:01:04,880
[Music]
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01:01:08,838 --> 01:01:11,838
footage
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01:01:22,838 --> 01:01:28,519
is
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01:01:25,469 --> 01:01:28,519
[Music]
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01:01:35,599 --> 01:01:40,798
i figure like that out for the newman um
1503
01:01:38,798 --> 01:01:41,838
stuff what me worry at this point are
1504
01:01:40,798 --> 01:01:43,838
you kidding
1505
01:01:41,838 --> 01:01:46,719
as long as i don't have a smack habit i
1506
01:01:43,838 --> 01:01:46,719
don't have to drink
1507
01:01:47,119 --> 01:01:56,160
um that's my business uh oh
1508
01:01:51,280 --> 01:01:56,160
so you know
1509
01:01:56,639 --> 01:02:03,440
i don't go by uh what your parents
1510
01:02:00,960 --> 01:02:05,280
or what anybody of an authority would be
1511
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:08,559
telling you to do you know me
1512
01:02:05,280 --> 01:02:09,280
i believe in like um outlaw you know
1513
01:02:08,559 --> 01:02:11,119
that's like
1514
01:02:09,280 --> 01:02:12,640
pretty much says it all and one thing i
1515
01:02:11,119 --> 01:02:14,559
liked about john
1516
01:02:12,639 --> 01:02:16,159
is i think he felt like outlaw too
1517
01:02:14,559 --> 01:02:17,760
because you could tell like from a lot
1518
01:02:16,159 --> 01:02:20,318
in his later
1519
01:02:17,760 --> 01:02:22,000
day uh gary is wearing he's wearing like
1520
01:02:20,318 --> 01:02:25,358
uh
1521
01:02:22,000 --> 01:02:27,280
hideout technique things so because he
1522
01:02:25,358 --> 01:02:30,558
knew he's against the law
1523
01:02:27,280 --> 01:02:32,240
and he would wear like um those uh arab
1524
01:02:30,559 --> 01:02:34,079
type
1525
01:02:32,239 --> 01:02:35,759
headdresses that cover his face and just
1526
01:02:34,079 --> 01:02:38,318
peek his eyes out you know
1527
01:02:35,760 --> 01:02:38,799
that's a little sneaky because then if
1528
01:02:38,318 --> 01:02:40,558
he
1529
01:02:38,798 --> 01:02:42,960
ever did do something bad he could say
1530
01:02:40,559 --> 01:02:44,798
well how do you know it was me
1531
01:02:42,960 --> 01:02:46,880
you know i i mean you know you didn't
1532
01:02:44,798 --> 01:02:48,960
see me right i had a long rain coat on
1533
01:02:46,880 --> 01:02:50,400
and my face was covered
1534
01:02:48,960 --> 01:02:52,079
and you couldn't see my hair nothing
1535
01:02:50,400 --> 01:02:55,838
except my eyes
1536
01:02:52,079 --> 01:02:59,200
and um that's a laugh to me
1537
01:02:55,838 --> 01:03:02,798
but you know
1538
01:02:59,199 --> 01:03:05,519
i think that's the right way to go
1539
01:03:02,798 --> 01:03:07,519
more like a maoist type society now you
1540
01:03:05,519 --> 01:03:09,358
know where
1541
01:03:07,519 --> 01:03:11,519
you know it's like a different kind of
1542
01:03:09,358 --> 01:03:13,440
revolution now than i had i don't know
1543
01:03:11,519 --> 01:03:14,159
if you can be yourself you need to be on
1544
01:03:13,440 --> 01:03:17,838
a team
1545
01:03:14,159 --> 01:03:17,838
running the game
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01:03:18,690 --> 01:03:30,949
[Applause]
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