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[dramatic music]
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*
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- This is gonna be
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one of the most epic
experiences of my life.
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- You're by yourself.
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Anything could happen
at any point in time.
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- All of your success
and all of your failure
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is all on you.
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- This is it.
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It has begun.
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- Who are you when everything's
been stripped away?
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[bleep].
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- [yelping]
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- It's scary out here
in these woods.
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- I have not had
a serious meal in a week.
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- If I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
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- It's always in the back
of your mind,
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"Well, I could tap out."
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- Putting up
with this filming [bleep]?
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- Running into a predator,
it's not an if.
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It's a when.
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Get the hell out of here.
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I see you.
Get out of here!
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- I need to get
out of the woods.
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- I'm just demolished.
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- I'm living
a hand-to-mouth existence.
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Yes!
Ah!
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- $500,000
is a lot of money.
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- It's just gonna keep
getting harder.
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- It's not the world
that needs to change.
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It's me
that needs to change.
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- [moans]
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*
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- We're about to embark
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on an extended wilderness
survival experience.
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How long,
I don't know.
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- What we're doing out here
is dangerous.
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The wilderness
is the unexpected.
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We have an idea
of the conditions.
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We have an idea
of the resources.
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But until you get
on the ground,
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you have no idea
what you're going to do.
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- Oh, my God,
I'm alone.
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[laughs]
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- Last person left
wins $500,000.
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That can make you
push yourself past the limit.
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- Holy crap.
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What the hell
have I done?
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*
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- We get to take
only ten survival items,
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which is hard enough
as it is,
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but documenting everything
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is an entirely different level
of craziness.
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*
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- There they go.
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*
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Alone at last.
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- That's past the boot line.
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[bleep].
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Go, go, go, go.
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Damn it!
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Now I'm soaking wet.
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I'm in for it.
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- It's beautiful,
but with beauty
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also comes the danger.
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The predators--
the bears, the cougars,
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or the wolves--
they are part of the circle,
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and I just need
to learn to find my order.
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- What's gonna be
more difficult,
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being alone
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or staying alive?
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[pensive music]
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*
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- All right,
just got dropped off.
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Uh...
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the bush is just crazy,
crazy thick over here.
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Uh, got a good
water source already.
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Won't have to worry
about water at all.
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Uh, right now,
I'm just looking
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for a area
to set up my shelter.
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*
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Water, shelter, and food--
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those are the orders
that I'm gonna go in,
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and then fire,
of course.
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Mike Tyson said,
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"Everybody has a plan until
they get hit in the face."
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As long as I come out here
with a open mind,
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taking everything
day by day,
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I know I can develop my plan
as I go along.
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$500,000
is a lot of money.
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Motivates you to do
a lot of things out here.
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Wow.
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Area's really thick.
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The woods are really wet,
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not what I expected it
to be.
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Look, look, look.
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[exhales]
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That's bear scat.
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Definitely
a bear presence here.
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I'm not gonna sugarcoat it.
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I'm a little concerned
right now.
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Feeling a little anxious
right now.
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The woods have
a eerie feeling with them.
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I swear they do.
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Feels eerie out here,
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but, uh, I'm gonna keep
pushing forward,
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see if I can find a place
to make this shelter.
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In the military, you have
to push through everything,
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so that's what I plan
on doing while I'm out here.
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Hello, everybody.
How's everybody doing?
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all: Hey!
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- I did seven years, ten months
in the army.
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Enjoyed every moment
of it.
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It's a great experience.
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Love to serve my country.
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This is the rest
of my family right here.
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That's my mom
right here.
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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I'm doing this because
it's just another opportunity
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for me to be
a positive role model
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to my family, friends,
and people that look up to me.
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Put it in the bag.
Put it in here.
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Oh!
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Being alone
won't bother me one bit.
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I look forward to it.
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60 days.
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I think it'll be easy to do.
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Being in the military
helps me out here
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by giving you
the intestinal fortitude
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to push through
any adversity
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that you might have
or you might encounter.
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The military has just
given me drive.
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There's no stop.
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You know, I ain't gonna tap out,
that's for sure.
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Bear gonna have
to grab me, you know?
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- You got to do some
physical altercation.
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- Yeah, and then
if the bear grab me,
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if somebody see the bear fight,
they need to help the bear.
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- Right.
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[laughter]
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- I'm just saying.
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I'm gonna be fine
out there.
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*
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This area's dense.
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Really dense.
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Oh, [bleep].
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This is fresh.
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This is fresh bear scat
right here.
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I mean,
this is probably
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20 to 30 minutes old.
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I'm not sure,
maybe a hour.
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Um, I got
to get out of here.
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All right, let me, uh,
get moving.
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[ambient music]
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*
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Someone needs to stop Clearway Law.
Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.
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- That's a super steep
slope right there.
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So, I mean,
I can't really
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pitch a tarp
right there or anything.
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I need to--
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I don't really want
to dive into the woods
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right there.
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So...
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let's get off
this beach.
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Let's go exploring.
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My priorities for tonight
are--are purely shelter.
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I-I just want to make sure
I got a shelter,
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and it doesn't have to be
an elaborate shelter.
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There's no flat spots.
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It's all deadfall.
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It's all, you know,
super brushy.
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It's gonna be hard to find
a good shelter location.
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And directly
in front of me
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is a--
is a creek bed.
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If it starts
to rain,
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that creek is gonna rise,
and it's gonna flood me out.
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So what I'm gonna do
is rethink my situation.
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And, you know,
if I have to climb this hill
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to find a good night's sleep
tonight, I will.
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But...
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I barely scratched the surface
of where I'm at,
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barely.
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Okay.
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I've reassessed
my plan,
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and that's okay.
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I'm gonna just do
something super simple.
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You can see these
cedar trees behind me?
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I'm just gonna take my tarp
and drape it over it.
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That's all I'm gonna do.
The heck with it.
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That's my shelter
for tonight.
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*
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You never know, when you
come out into the woods--
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it could be an hour,
two days, three months
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before you are
sick and tired of things
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or something scares you
or, you know,
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you miss your family too much
or whatever.
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Your mind
gets ahold of you.
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Hunger gets ahold of you,
whatever.
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So you never know
what's gonna happen,
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but I'm not sure
what could want me
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to come out
of this place.
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*
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All right, after looking
at where I put my shelter,
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I--this is my first
moron moment.
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I was a moron
for putting it there.
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The water's
right next to it,
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but we're talking
by not very much.
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That's a stupid place
to put a shelter.
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My first moron moment.
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That's all right.
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It'll happen.
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I can change it.
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[water rushing]
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I need to find
a shelter location.
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The shelter location
I have sucks.
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I could sleep there tonight
if I absolutely have to.
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I would really rather
not sleep there.
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I'm gonna follow
this creek up
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and see what happens
after that.
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[tense music]
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*
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Honestly, I still
can't believe
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that I'm actually
out here doing this.
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Before I came out here,
I shaved my beard.
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It was kind of a
"I'm gonna start changing
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the way that I live
my life now."
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[soft music]
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I've been married
a long time.
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My two kids,
they're already grown up.
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They already left.
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This is my son.
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This was
a graduation picture.
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This is my daughter.
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This is, uh,
my wife, Rachel.
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So we've been
married for--
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How long has it--
[both chuckling]
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How long
has it been now?
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27 years,
something like that?
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- 26.
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- I think what I want to put
in there next is my ax.
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I just focused
my entire adult life--
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after 18, basically--
in raising my kids.
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Obviously, I love my wife
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and I love
my family dearly,
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but there comes a time
sometimes in a person's life
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where they need to step back
away from their life
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and have an experience,
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have a journey,
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a spiritual journey,
kind of.
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I don't know how else
to explain it.
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Like, really excited.
- I know you are.
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And when you're out there,
remember us,
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and remember
that we support you
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and we love you
and we're really happy for you.
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I love you.
- Love you too.
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I want to step back away
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from the life that I'm living
right now,
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get a little more
introspective,
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00:10:24,503 --> 00:10:27,839
and find out
what's my next step in life.
263
00:10:30,875 --> 00:10:33,276
- You're welcome.
There was never any question.
264
00:10:33,309 --> 00:10:36,879
[ambient music]
265
00:10:36,912 --> 00:10:39,380
- That is where
I came from.
266
00:10:39,413 --> 00:10:41,615
Right down there.
267
00:10:41,648 --> 00:10:43,616
I'm gonna keep up
this steep son of a gun
268
00:10:43,649 --> 00:10:47,419
'cause I see this one overhang
is pretty small,
269
00:10:47,452 --> 00:10:49,588
but there's
another huge one up there.
270
00:10:49,621 --> 00:10:51,790
It looks like
it flattens out.
271
00:10:51,823 --> 00:10:53,957
God, I hope it gets easier.
[laughs]
272
00:10:53,991 --> 00:10:55,058
Oh, I need a shelter.
273
00:10:55,092 --> 00:10:57,827
Oh, my God.
274
00:10:57,860 --> 00:10:59,661
Okay.
275
00:10:59,695 --> 00:11:02,130
Back up the mountain,
276
00:11:02,163 --> 00:11:04,131
one step at a time.
277
00:11:05,900 --> 00:11:08,868
[rain pattering]
278
00:11:08,902 --> 00:11:16,373
*
279
00:11:16,407 --> 00:11:17,842
It's crazy
walking here.
280
00:11:17,875 --> 00:11:19,776
You can be walking along,
and then all of a sudden,
281
00:11:19,810 --> 00:11:21,977
you can step in a hole, and you
can be up to your armpits,
282
00:11:22,011 --> 00:11:23,946
or you can be down
to your ankle.
283
00:11:23,979 --> 00:11:26,280
You never know.
It's not solid ground.
284
00:11:26,314 --> 00:11:31,551
*
285
00:11:31,584 --> 00:11:34,120
Oh, [bleep],
this next bit's gonna be fun.
286
00:11:34,153 --> 00:11:36,721
*
287
00:11:36,754 --> 00:11:37,755
It's just so thick.
288
00:11:37,789 --> 00:11:40,690
Holy crap.
289
00:11:40,724 --> 00:11:42,859
All right, onward.
290
00:11:42,892 --> 00:11:50,832
*
291
00:11:55,869 --> 00:11:56,802
[grunts]
292
00:12:01,072 --> 00:12:04,007
[grunting]
293
00:12:09,245 --> 00:12:11,913
Yeah, this is
pretty freaking steep.
294
00:12:11,947 --> 00:12:17,616
*
295
00:12:17,650 --> 00:12:20,486
I used to have [indistinct].
296
00:12:20,519 --> 00:12:25,122
*
297
00:12:25,156 --> 00:12:26,290
[bleep].
298
00:12:30,693 --> 00:12:32,661
[grunts]
299
00:12:32,694 --> 00:12:34,096
Damn it.
300
00:12:34,129 --> 00:12:35,997
Fricking jacket's getting wet.
301
00:12:36,030 --> 00:12:41,634
*
302
00:12:41,668 --> 00:12:43,369
Damn it!
303
00:12:43,402 --> 00:12:45,536
Stick in the eye,
stick in the eye.
304
00:12:45,570 --> 00:12:47,973
*
305
00:12:48,006 --> 00:12:50,374
Red alert, stick in the--
God.
306
00:12:50,407 --> 00:12:51,575
[bleep].
307
00:12:51,608 --> 00:12:53,977
Piece-of-[bleep] [bleep].
308
00:12:54,010 --> 00:12:56,744
Get the [bleep]
out of my way, you [bleep].
309
00:12:56,778 --> 00:12:58,080
[bleep] you.
310
00:12:58,113 --> 00:12:59,646
Get the [bleep]
out of my way.
311
00:12:59,680 --> 00:13:01,715
[bleep].
Damn it!
312
00:13:01,748 --> 00:13:04,650
[bleep] hate this place.
313
00:13:04,684 --> 00:13:06,551
*
314
00:13:09,654 --> 00:13:12,623
[dramatic music]
315
00:13:12,656 --> 00:13:20,595
*
316
00:13:26,520 --> 00:13:29,238
- I've seen a lot of sign
of bear around here.
317
00:13:29,304 --> 00:13:32,039
What I want to do is make sure
I have my food out of reach
318
00:13:32,072 --> 00:13:34,908
and away from--
um, away from me as well.
319
00:13:34,941 --> 00:13:37,343
That way, I don't
attract anything into my area.
320
00:13:37,376 --> 00:13:40,345
[tense music]
321
00:13:40,378 --> 00:13:42,313
*
322
00:13:42,346 --> 00:13:45,081
In Iraq or in Afghanistan,
323
00:13:45,115 --> 00:13:46,983
any of those places
that I've been before,
324
00:13:47,017 --> 00:13:48,417
at least I know what--
325
00:13:48,450 --> 00:13:50,119
what conditions
I'm gonna be in
326
00:13:50,152 --> 00:13:52,020
and, you know,
what to expect,
327
00:13:52,053 --> 00:13:53,554
and, you know,
at the end of the day,
328
00:13:53,587 --> 00:13:56,924
I know I have, um,
other people there
329
00:13:56,957 --> 00:13:58,491
that have my back.
330
00:13:58,525 --> 00:14:00,626
If something happens
to me here,
331
00:14:00,659 --> 00:14:03,061
the only person
you have is yourself.
332
00:14:03,094 --> 00:14:05,496
Aw, man.
333
00:14:05,530 --> 00:14:09,266
The fear factor
of the unknown,
334
00:14:09,299 --> 00:14:12,735
it's just overwhelming.
335
00:14:12,768 --> 00:14:13,735
[line snaps]
336
00:14:13,768 --> 00:14:15,470
[bleep].
337
00:14:15,503 --> 00:14:19,273
I won't be able to get it up
without the line breaking off.
338
00:14:19,306 --> 00:14:20,706
Either have
to find some rope,
339
00:14:20,740 --> 00:14:23,808
or I have to think of
a different option for tonight.
340
00:14:25,344 --> 00:14:28,212
Let's go see if I can find
a different location.
341
00:14:28,246 --> 00:14:31,214
[dramatic music]
342
00:14:31,248 --> 00:14:39,487
*
343
00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:41,588
- I can't believe
this weather.
344
00:14:41,621 --> 00:14:42,789
It's amazing.
345
00:14:42,822 --> 00:14:45,058
But after jumping off
the plane today
346
00:14:45,091 --> 00:14:47,892
and getting
soaking wet,
347
00:14:47,926 --> 00:14:48,927
my boots are wet,
348
00:14:48,961 --> 00:14:51,695
and so I got to move fast.
349
00:14:51,728 --> 00:14:53,864
I was hoping that maybe
I wouldn't need a fire tonight,
350
00:14:53,897 --> 00:14:55,398
um, 'cause it's
warm enough,
351
00:14:55,431 --> 00:14:58,800
but now that all my gear's wet,
I'm pretty much screwed.
352
00:14:58,833 --> 00:15:01,070
Um...
353
00:15:01,103 --> 00:15:03,204
so that--that was
all the unknowns
354
00:15:03,237 --> 00:15:04,272
I was worried about.
355
00:15:04,305 --> 00:15:05,738
[laughs]
356
00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:08,608
It's what
makes me nervous.
357
00:15:08,641 --> 00:15:10,409
It's thick.
It's dense.
358
00:15:10,442 --> 00:15:11,777
It's green today,
359
00:15:11,810 --> 00:15:13,811
but it's gonna be
dark tomorrow.
360
00:15:16,513 --> 00:15:19,582
This is it.
This is it.
361
00:15:19,615 --> 00:15:21,084
It's what I got.
362
00:15:21,117 --> 00:15:23,485
It's here.
Let's do it.
363
00:15:23,518 --> 00:15:25,653
*
364
00:15:25,687 --> 00:15:26,720
Go look around here,
365
00:15:26,753 --> 00:15:30,223
see what I got
for shelter space.
366
00:15:30,256 --> 00:15:33,825
There's so much going through
my mind, it's--it's unreal.
367
00:15:33,858 --> 00:15:35,027
I'm scared.
I'm nervous.
368
00:15:35,060 --> 00:15:36,428
I'm excited!
369
00:15:36,461 --> 00:15:38,262
Just the thought
of being alone
370
00:15:38,296 --> 00:15:41,764
and--and the unknown,
it's--it's not gonna be easy.
371
00:15:41,798 --> 00:15:44,300
I'm gonna set up over here,
I think, for the night.
372
00:15:44,333 --> 00:15:46,268
So I'm gonna clean out
this area over here,
373
00:15:46,302 --> 00:15:48,203
um, this way.
374
00:15:48,236 --> 00:15:51,605
*
375
00:15:51,638 --> 00:15:53,607
The hardest challenge
is going to be
376
00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:55,741
leaving my children.
377
00:15:55,774 --> 00:15:58,710
I miss my daughters
terribly.
378
00:15:58,743 --> 00:16:00,612
They're always
on my mind.
379
00:16:00,645 --> 00:16:03,114
Here--
- [giggling]
380
00:16:03,147 --> 00:16:05,381
- Good girl.
381
00:16:05,415 --> 00:16:06,849
My daughter's
all over the place.
382
00:16:06,882 --> 00:16:08,084
She's four now.
383
00:16:08,118 --> 00:16:10,419
- Hey, don't stop swinging.
384
00:16:10,452 --> 00:16:11,686
- She does know
I'm gone.
385
00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:13,854
She does know
that I love her.
386
00:16:13,887 --> 00:16:17,424
Greta, she's just a baby,
387
00:16:17,457 --> 00:16:19,325
uh, so I don't get
to talk to her much,
388
00:16:19,358 --> 00:16:20,726
but I get to hear her.
389
00:16:20,759 --> 00:16:23,661
She's rolling around.
She's doing good.
390
00:16:23,694 --> 00:16:25,863
I was part
of the Hobart Hotshots
391
00:16:25,895 --> 00:16:28,465
out of the
Tahoe National Forest.
392
00:16:28,498 --> 00:16:30,933
Hotshots are
wildland firefighters.
393
00:16:30,966 --> 00:16:33,068
They are known to be
the biggest, the best,
394
00:16:33,101 --> 00:16:34,702
the strongest in the field.
395
00:16:34,736 --> 00:16:36,970
And it was one of the hardest
challenges I've ever done.
396
00:16:37,004 --> 00:16:39,440
What I learned
was that
397
00:16:39,473 --> 00:16:42,375
mental strength can
get you just about anywhere.
398
00:16:42,408 --> 00:16:44,076
I'm doing this
because I want to see
399
00:16:44,109 --> 00:16:45,944
how far I can
actually make it.
400
00:16:45,977 --> 00:16:50,248
How far mentally and physically
can I survive on my own?
401
00:16:50,281 --> 00:16:52,982
I want my kids to say,
"My mom did that,"
402
00:16:53,016 --> 00:16:54,950
or, "Why would
something stop me?
403
00:16:54,983 --> 00:16:57,119
I can do that."
404
00:16:57,153 --> 00:16:58,253
Are you gonna miss me?
405
00:16:58,286 --> 00:16:59,754
- Yeah.
406
00:16:59,787 --> 00:17:01,155
- I'm gonna go
407
00:17:01,188 --> 00:17:03,723
high to low with this guy.
408
00:17:03,757 --> 00:17:04,957
[sniffles]
409
00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:09,561
I feel that if I pass
this adventure up,
410
00:17:09,594 --> 00:17:11,928
I would be shorting myself
and my children,
411
00:17:11,962 --> 00:17:13,997
because there should be
no limits in life.
412
00:17:14,031 --> 00:17:15,965
There shouldn't--you should
push yourself
413
00:17:15,998 --> 00:17:17,433
to your personal extremes
414
00:17:17,467 --> 00:17:19,368
and see how far
you can always go
415
00:17:19,401 --> 00:17:22,036
to better yourself
and those around you.
416
00:17:28,075 --> 00:17:29,341
Uh, anyway,
417
00:17:29,375 --> 00:17:30,409
it looks like [bleep].
418
00:17:30,442 --> 00:17:31,677
It's kicking my ass.
419
00:17:31,710 --> 00:17:34,245
I wasn't--
420
00:17:34,279 --> 00:17:35,280
It's good.
421
00:17:35,313 --> 00:17:36,813
It is what it is.
422
00:17:36,846 --> 00:17:38,915
It's a large tarp.
423
00:17:38,948 --> 00:17:40,716
I'm going to go ahead
424
00:17:40,749 --> 00:17:44,586
and brace down
the other side of my tarp
425
00:17:44,619 --> 00:17:47,588
so that it's usable
for tonight.
426
00:17:47,621 --> 00:17:50,590
[tense music]
427
00:17:50,623 --> 00:17:58,562
*
428
00:18:03,899 --> 00:18:06,602
- Pretty much right now
just feeling, uh--
429
00:18:06,635 --> 00:18:08,336
feeling the place out.
430
00:18:08,369 --> 00:18:09,837
I haven't been
out here very long.
431
00:18:09,870 --> 00:18:11,805
Couple hours.
432
00:18:11,838 --> 00:18:14,174
Everywhere I go,
I'm starting to see
433
00:18:14,208 --> 00:18:16,209
more and more
signs of bears.
434
00:18:16,242 --> 00:18:18,210
Um, just, uh,
435
00:18:18,243 --> 00:18:21,445
looking for a area
to set up my shelter.
436
00:18:21,478 --> 00:18:22,879
Just want to stay focused,
437
00:18:22,913 --> 00:18:24,715
don't want to start
getting upset right now.
438
00:18:24,748 --> 00:18:27,517
Got a lot of things
to accomplish and do.
439
00:18:27,550 --> 00:18:29,984
Anytime you get frustrated
out here in this environment,
440
00:18:30,018 --> 00:18:32,653
it can, uh,
mess with you.
441
00:18:32,686 --> 00:18:35,323
*
442
00:18:35,356 --> 00:18:38,158
[animal calling]
443
00:18:40,992 --> 00:18:43,861
I just heard a noise,
a loud noise, out there.
444
00:18:43,894 --> 00:18:45,296
I'm not sure
where it was.
445
00:18:45,330 --> 00:18:47,931
Um, it was kind of
a little far off, uh,
446
00:18:47,964 --> 00:18:49,798
but definitely
heard something.
447
00:18:51,834 --> 00:18:54,802
[whistles]
Hey, bear.
448
00:18:54,836 --> 00:18:56,603
Yo, bear.
449
00:18:56,637 --> 00:19:04,576
*
450
00:19:09,480 --> 00:19:11,381
This is real now.
This is real.
451
00:19:11,414 --> 00:19:14,116
*
452
00:19:14,150 --> 00:19:17,119
[animal calling]
453
00:19:17,153 --> 00:19:18,819
This is bad.
454
00:19:18,853 --> 00:19:21,288
I got to get
out of here.
455
00:19:21,321 --> 00:19:25,358
*
456
00:19:25,391 --> 00:19:27,059
This is crazy.
457
00:19:27,092 --> 00:19:31,395
*
458
00:19:36,866 --> 00:19:44,805
*
459
00:19:54,381 --> 00:19:56,748
- I got to get hustling.
460
00:19:56,782 --> 00:19:58,517
I got much to do.
461
00:20:00,117 --> 00:20:02,487
Well, I'm gonna get in here
and try to get things situated.
462
00:20:02,520 --> 00:20:05,389
That way, I can make
the first night easy
463
00:20:05,422 --> 00:20:08,090
and not stress myself out
too much.
464
00:20:08,123 --> 00:20:11,092
[ambient music]
465
00:20:11,125 --> 00:20:14,461
*
466
00:20:14,495 --> 00:20:16,863
So I'm going to, uh,
467
00:20:16,896 --> 00:20:19,131
get my shelter up
for tonight.
468
00:20:19,165 --> 00:20:22,066
*
469
00:20:22,100 --> 00:20:25,703
You never know what's
over your head unless you look.
470
00:20:25,736 --> 00:20:26,904
And I'm gonna
show you why
471
00:20:26,937 --> 00:20:29,606
it's so important
to look.
472
00:20:35,210 --> 00:20:36,411
[wood cracks]
473
00:20:38,678 --> 00:20:39,646
[exhales]
474
00:20:42,281 --> 00:20:43,949
That could have
come down on me
475
00:20:43,982 --> 00:20:46,050
while I was sleeping
476
00:20:46,083 --> 00:20:47,852
with the right
kind of, uh,
477
00:20:47,885 --> 00:20:50,554
wind coming
through here.
478
00:20:50,587 --> 00:20:52,388
So...
479
00:20:52,422 --> 00:20:53,723
always check above.
480
00:20:53,756 --> 00:20:55,890
Look for, uh,
481
00:20:55,924 --> 00:20:56,925
widowmakers,
482
00:20:56,958 --> 00:20:59,092
deadfall.
483
00:20:59,126 --> 00:21:02,595
'Cause you never know
what you got above your head.
484
00:21:02,629 --> 00:21:04,731
*
485
00:21:04,764 --> 00:21:07,966
There are certain skills,
you know, basic techniques
486
00:21:07,999 --> 00:21:09,834
that if you
don't follow
487
00:21:09,867 --> 00:21:12,136
and you suffer
a mechanical injury,
488
00:21:12,169 --> 00:21:14,604
there's nobody here
to help you.
489
00:21:14,638 --> 00:21:17,005
You have to know
how to help yourself
490
00:21:17,039 --> 00:21:19,974
because rescue
is a ways away.
491
00:21:20,007 --> 00:21:22,210
This is the type
of environment
492
00:21:22,244 --> 00:21:26,247
that you need to know how
to effect self-rescue first.
493
00:21:26,280 --> 00:21:29,782
If you don't, then it could
be pretty harsh for you,
494
00:21:29,815 --> 00:21:32,684
and it could definitely
take you out.
495
00:21:32,717 --> 00:21:34,017
That's difficult.
496
00:21:34,051 --> 00:21:36,320
So I'm looking forward
to using that knowledge
497
00:21:36,354 --> 00:21:37,720
that I have gained
over the years
498
00:21:37,754 --> 00:21:41,857
in helping me
in this experience.
499
00:21:41,890 --> 00:21:45,560
*
500
00:21:45,593 --> 00:21:46,961
[gunshot]
501
00:21:46,994 --> 00:21:50,129
I am former military
and former law enforcement.
502
00:21:50,163 --> 00:21:51,530
[laughter]
503
00:21:51,564 --> 00:21:54,267
I am very fortunate.
I still have my parents.
504
00:21:54,300 --> 00:21:56,000
- All right,
good boy.
505
00:21:56,033 --> 00:21:58,735
- I have my daughter
and my son,
506
00:21:58,769 --> 00:22:00,103
three grandchildren,
507
00:22:00,136 --> 00:22:02,438
and my best friend, Molly.
508
00:22:02,472 --> 00:22:04,006
[dog growls]
[growls]
509
00:22:04,039 --> 00:22:06,741
With the children
having grown and left,
510
00:22:06,775 --> 00:22:09,477
living their lives,
Molly's always been there.
511
00:22:09,510 --> 00:22:10,678
Molly, here.
512
00:22:10,711 --> 00:22:12,812
I think she's upset
with me right now
513
00:22:12,845 --> 00:22:14,614
because I am leaving.
514
00:22:14,647 --> 00:22:16,815
For me, this is
a spiritual journey.
515
00:22:16,848 --> 00:22:18,917
I'm looking forward
to having this time
516
00:22:18,950 --> 00:22:20,351
to go within myself
517
00:22:20,385 --> 00:22:23,853
to resolve a lot
of unanswered feelings
518
00:22:23,887 --> 00:22:26,555
and emotions
and events
519
00:22:26,589 --> 00:22:28,791
in my law enforcement
and military career.
520
00:22:28,824 --> 00:22:32,260
- Be safe,
always.
521
00:22:32,294 --> 00:22:34,461
Remember I love you.
- I love you too.
522
00:22:34,495 --> 00:22:38,230
Been witness to a lot
of very difficult things.
523
00:22:38,264 --> 00:22:40,599
I'm here
for the inner journey
524
00:22:40,632 --> 00:22:44,101
and spiritual aspects
of healing myself.
525
00:22:44,134 --> 00:22:48,505
*
526
00:22:48,538 --> 00:22:50,039
I can't forget it,
527
00:22:50,072 --> 00:22:52,408
but at least I can
make peace with it
528
00:22:52,441 --> 00:22:56,043
and try to step forward
529
00:22:56,076 --> 00:22:59,979
with a new perspective
and a new beginning.
530
00:23:00,013 --> 00:23:01,980
All right.
531
00:23:02,014 --> 00:23:05,517
One throw-together
temporary shelter.
532
00:23:05,550 --> 00:23:09,252
This will get me
through tonight.
533
00:23:09,286 --> 00:23:12,254
[dramatic music]
534
00:23:12,288 --> 00:23:20,227
*
535
00:23:21,729 --> 00:23:23,830
- Okay, well,
I'm gonna be brutally honest.
536
00:23:23,863 --> 00:23:28,233
I am at a loss as to
what to do for a shelter.
537
00:23:28,266 --> 00:23:29,867
I mean,
538
00:23:29,900 --> 00:23:32,637
I want to do
a plow point of some sort,
539
00:23:32,670 --> 00:23:35,171
but...
540
00:23:35,204 --> 00:23:36,340
I thought
I'd have, like,
541
00:23:36,372 --> 00:23:37,573
a little bit
of level ground.
542
00:23:37,606 --> 00:23:40,241
And, I mean, I do have
a little tiny bit,
543
00:23:40,274 --> 00:23:42,577
but it's right next
to this creek.
544
00:23:42,610 --> 00:23:45,245
I've been up
along this ridgeline.
545
00:23:45,278 --> 00:23:47,847
Tomorrow I'm gonna explore
around that ridgeline.
546
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:49,449
What I need
to do today
547
00:23:49,482 --> 00:23:52,183
is quit
screwing around.
548
00:23:52,216 --> 00:23:53,852
I need to start
cutting some logs.
549
00:23:53,884 --> 00:23:55,853
*
550
00:23:55,886 --> 00:23:59,155
So my preferred shelter
is a plow point shelter.
551
00:23:59,188 --> 00:24:01,323
*
552
00:24:01,357 --> 00:24:03,892
Basically what I do is,
I take a square tarp.
553
00:24:03,925 --> 00:24:06,661
You take one corner
and you incline it
554
00:24:06,694 --> 00:24:08,895
on a tree branch.
555
00:24:08,928 --> 00:24:11,697
And I can drape my tarp
over the top of that.
556
00:24:11,730 --> 00:24:13,966
Pretty tough to work
with a tarp
557
00:24:13,999 --> 00:24:16,434
when you don't have
much real estate to work with.
558
00:24:16,468 --> 00:24:18,069
*
559
00:24:18,102 --> 00:24:21,271
And just manufacture
stakes.
560
00:24:21,304 --> 00:24:23,439
And then I can stretch my tarp
tight enough
561
00:24:23,473 --> 00:24:25,674
so I don't have
to worry about cordage.
562
00:24:25,707 --> 00:24:29,510
That will at least work
for this first night.
563
00:24:29,543 --> 00:24:33,580
*
564
00:24:42,462 --> 00:24:44,062
- Um...
565
00:24:46,298 --> 00:24:50,066
I'm being honest with you,
I'm feeling a little worried.
566
00:24:50,100 --> 00:24:53,403
I feel like I bit off
more than I can chew,
567
00:24:53,436 --> 00:24:55,337
uh, being out here
right now.
568
00:24:55,371 --> 00:24:58,707
Um, a little frustrating.
569
00:24:58,740 --> 00:25:01,709
[brooding music]
570
00:25:01,742 --> 00:25:03,243
*
571
00:25:03,276 --> 00:25:05,378
Didn't think I'd have a problem
worrying about animals,
572
00:25:05,412 --> 00:25:08,780
but the minute
I seen that bear scat
573
00:25:08,814 --> 00:25:10,148
when I got
off the boat,
574
00:25:10,181 --> 00:25:12,950
um, really changed me.
575
00:25:12,983 --> 00:25:15,719
It changed my whole psyche
about the--the situation.
576
00:25:15,752 --> 00:25:19,622
*
577
00:25:19,655 --> 00:25:22,924
The woods, they have
a eerie feeling about them.
578
00:25:22,957 --> 00:25:25,792
The forest
is so dense.
579
00:25:25,826 --> 00:25:28,628
Every little sound
that I hear is bothering me.
580
00:25:28,661 --> 00:25:30,062
It's getting to me.
581
00:25:30,095 --> 00:25:31,330
*
582
00:25:31,363 --> 00:25:32,931
It's a different animal
being out here
583
00:25:32,964 --> 00:25:36,434
and knowing you have
to do this all by yourself.
584
00:25:36,467 --> 00:25:37,668
I know everything
to do.
585
00:25:37,701 --> 00:25:39,636
I know--I know
what I want to do,
586
00:25:39,669 --> 00:25:43,739
but going inside
them woods is, uh...
587
00:25:43,772 --> 00:25:45,240
*
588
00:25:45,273 --> 00:25:47,174
Just--I just don't know.
589
00:25:47,207 --> 00:25:49,476
*
590
00:25:49,625 --> 00:25:52,528
As of right now,
I'm not, uh--
591
00:25:52,562 --> 00:25:53,995
I'm not feeling it.
592
00:25:54,028 --> 00:25:55,897
I'm not feeling it
at all.
593
00:26:01,434 --> 00:26:04,402
[dramatic music]
594
00:26:04,436 --> 00:26:12,375
*
595
00:26:22,927 --> 00:26:24,328
[sniffles]
596
00:26:27,731 --> 00:26:30,566
Check this out.
597
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:32,767
The whole place
598
00:26:32,801 --> 00:26:35,302
is a mussel bed.
599
00:26:35,335 --> 00:26:36,303
Look at that.
600
00:26:36,336 --> 00:26:38,871
Everything right here.
601
00:26:38,905 --> 00:26:41,474
Mussels...
602
00:26:41,508 --> 00:26:44,242
are my absolute
favorite.
603
00:26:44,275 --> 00:26:46,343
This would be
enough food
604
00:26:46,376 --> 00:26:48,412
that I could collect
605
00:26:48,445 --> 00:26:50,614
every day...
[sniffles]
606
00:26:50,647 --> 00:26:52,414
and not run out
607
00:26:52,447 --> 00:26:55,383
for six months,
608
00:26:55,417 --> 00:26:57,351
and I can't touch it.
609
00:26:57,384 --> 00:27:00,621
*
610
00:27:00,654 --> 00:27:04,289
When we came out here,
611
00:27:04,323 --> 00:27:07,559
they told us that we
could not partake
612
00:27:07,592 --> 00:27:10,661
in any of the shellfish
out here
613
00:27:10,694 --> 00:27:12,395
because of red tide.
614
00:27:12,429 --> 00:27:17,165
*
615
00:27:17,198 --> 00:27:19,434
Ugh.
616
00:27:19,467 --> 00:27:20,835
This is tough.
617
00:27:20,868 --> 00:27:22,503
This is
a hard part.
618
00:27:22,537 --> 00:27:25,204
It's so hard looking
at something so awesome
619
00:27:25,238 --> 00:27:27,372
knowing that it
could kill you.
620
00:27:31,475 --> 00:27:33,010
This is one
of those little things
621
00:27:33,044 --> 00:27:34,711
that rocks your world.
622
00:27:34,745 --> 00:27:36,012
[sniffles]
623
00:27:45,519 --> 00:27:47,254
Ugh.
624
00:27:49,856 --> 00:27:57,795
*
625
00:28:08,635 --> 00:28:10,803
- Right now, this is feeling
like the toughest thing
626
00:28:10,836 --> 00:28:13,938
I've ever done
in my life.
627
00:28:13,972 --> 00:28:16,207
It's like I had
all these ideas in my head
628
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,175
about what
I wanted to do,
629
00:28:18,208 --> 00:28:20,276
but everything just went
out the window.
630
00:28:20,309 --> 00:28:22,979
It's like I don't
know anything right now.
631
00:28:23,012 --> 00:28:24,512
It's like I'm--
I've never been
632
00:28:24,546 --> 00:28:26,314
out here
in the woods.
633
00:28:26,347 --> 00:28:28,348
My entire morale
634
00:28:28,382 --> 00:28:29,884
just went
down the drain.
635
00:28:29,917 --> 00:28:32,018
*
636
00:28:32,051 --> 00:28:33,587
This was
a personal choice
637
00:28:33,620 --> 00:28:35,588
to come and do something
to make a better living
638
00:28:35,621 --> 00:28:39,390
for myself
and my family.
639
00:28:39,423 --> 00:28:42,225
I don't know
that it was right decision.
640
00:28:42,258 --> 00:28:45,527
At this point
right now,
641
00:28:45,561 --> 00:28:48,763
all I want to do
is go back home.
642
00:28:48,797 --> 00:28:51,932
*
643
00:28:51,965 --> 00:28:54,934
[somber ambient music]
644
00:28:54,967 --> 00:29:02,907
*
645
00:29:14,115 --> 00:29:15,449
- I mean,
it was just--
646
00:29:15,482 --> 00:29:18,051
I-I just never experienced
nothing like that before.
647
00:29:18,084 --> 00:29:20,452
*
648
00:29:20,485 --> 00:29:21,887
I'm good.
649
00:29:21,921 --> 00:29:25,223
So I guess
I'm officially tapping.
650
00:29:25,256 --> 00:29:26,790
*
651
00:29:26,824 --> 00:29:28,025
I'm good.
652
00:29:28,058 --> 00:29:32,428
*
653
00:29:32,461 --> 00:29:33,962
Got a lot of people
looking up to me
654
00:29:33,995 --> 00:29:36,897
to do good things.
655
00:29:36,931 --> 00:29:39,533
I'm feeling like
I've let them down.
656
00:29:39,566 --> 00:29:42,736
*
657
00:29:42,769 --> 00:29:44,336
It's a different animal
being out here
658
00:29:44,369 --> 00:29:46,905
and knowing you have
to do this all by yourself.
659
00:29:46,939 --> 00:29:48,539
*
660
00:29:48,572 --> 00:29:52,275
I mean, 'cause
when they say "alone,"
661
00:29:52,308 --> 00:29:54,044
you're really alone.
662
00:29:56,712 --> 00:29:59,681
[ominous music]
663
00:29:59,714 --> 00:30:07,654
*
664
00:30:12,022 --> 00:30:14,992
[rain pattering]
665
00:30:15,025 --> 00:30:17,160
[branches rustling]
666
00:30:17,193 --> 00:30:20,428
*
667
00:30:20,462 --> 00:30:23,364
- I believe
I hear...
668
00:30:23,397 --> 00:30:25,966
*
669
00:30:25,999 --> 00:30:27,734
The neighborhood
residents.
670
00:30:27,768 --> 00:30:31,036
I just have not
seen any.
671
00:30:31,070 --> 00:30:33,905
But my thought
is that
672
00:30:33,938 --> 00:30:36,573
they will come
to visit tonight.
673
00:30:36,606 --> 00:30:44,545
*
674
00:30:46,715 --> 00:30:49,684
[rain pattering]
675
00:30:49,717 --> 00:30:53,186
*
676
00:30:53,219 --> 00:30:56,655
[branches snapping]
677
00:30:56,689 --> 00:30:59,691
There was a crashing
through the brush.
678
00:30:59,724 --> 00:31:01,858
*
679
00:31:01,892 --> 00:31:04,760
It is just amazing
the amount of noise
680
00:31:04,794 --> 00:31:07,462
that I'm hearing
681
00:31:07,496 --> 00:31:08,663
in the woods here.
682
00:31:08,697 --> 00:31:12,733
*
683
00:31:12,766 --> 00:31:14,835
I mean, I figured
I'd hear a bit,
684
00:31:14,867 --> 00:31:16,903
but this is
quite a bit.
685
00:31:16,936 --> 00:31:21,139
*
686
00:31:21,172 --> 00:31:22,707
[branches rustling]
687
00:31:22,740 --> 00:31:25,142
Like that.
688
00:31:25,175 --> 00:31:28,277
[branches rustling]
689
00:31:28,311 --> 00:31:30,145
*
690
00:31:30,178 --> 00:31:33,147
[branches snapping]
691
00:31:33,180 --> 00:31:41,120
*
692
00:31:45,356 --> 00:31:48,325
[dramatic music]
693
00:31:48,358 --> 00:31:56,297
*
694
00:32:02,702 --> 00:32:05,637
[rain pattering]
695
00:32:09,777 --> 00:32:12,345
- It's raining.
696
00:32:12,378 --> 00:32:13,379
It's gonna
be raining
697
00:32:13,412 --> 00:32:15,647
cats and dogs
probably all day.
698
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:19,683
My shelter's
holding up okay, though.
699
00:32:19,717 --> 00:32:22,052
That's all
that matters.
700
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:25,387
[sighs]
701
00:32:41,332 --> 00:32:43,067
And my boots
are still wet,
702
00:32:43,100 --> 00:32:45,502
which pisses me off.
703
00:32:46,936 --> 00:32:49,404
I can't stop
thinking about that.
704
00:32:51,073 --> 00:32:52,907
I don't have
dry boots.
705
00:33:00,445 --> 00:33:01,914
[sighs]
706
00:33:18,184 --> 00:33:20,320
- [laughs]
707
00:33:20,353 --> 00:33:23,588
*
708
00:33:23,622 --> 00:33:26,024
Well, let's see here.
709
00:33:26,057 --> 00:33:30,794
*
710
00:33:30,828 --> 00:33:32,929
See if we see
an eye shine back,
711
00:33:32,962 --> 00:33:35,296
'cause I heard...
712
00:33:35,330 --> 00:33:40,134
*
713
00:33:40,167 --> 00:33:45,071
I am mostly concerned
with the cougars.
714
00:33:45,104 --> 00:33:47,405
I will do my very best
to stay out of their way
715
00:33:47,439 --> 00:33:49,606
and let them do
what they need to do
716
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:51,008
to get through
their winter,
717
00:33:51,042 --> 00:33:54,144
and I'm hoping
they'll do the same for me.
718
00:33:54,177 --> 00:33:57,512
But when you weigh
275 pounds,
719
00:33:57,546 --> 00:34:00,381
you learn that running
isn't much of an option,
720
00:34:00,414 --> 00:34:02,750
so you better
be ready to fight.
721
00:34:02,783 --> 00:34:06,119
Hopefully, they will
find me not interesting.
722
00:34:06,153 --> 00:34:10,255
*
723
00:34:10,288 --> 00:34:12,323
Little thump-thumps
724
00:34:12,357 --> 00:34:13,690
in the night.
725
00:34:13,723 --> 00:34:21,596
*
726
00:34:21,629 --> 00:34:24,598
[dramatic music]
727
00:34:24,631 --> 00:34:32,571
*
728
00:34:43,379 --> 00:34:44,346
- [sighs]
729
00:34:44,380 --> 00:34:50,084
*
730
00:34:50,117 --> 00:34:51,718
[sighs]
731
00:34:53,853 --> 00:34:56,088
It rained all night.
732
00:34:56,121 --> 00:34:58,690
No big surprise.
733
00:34:58,723 --> 00:34:59,891
[sighs]
734
00:34:59,924 --> 00:35:02,358
I'm still just pissed off
about my boots.
735
00:35:02,392 --> 00:35:04,060
I can't--
736
00:35:04,094 --> 00:35:05,895
It's gonna be days
before my boots dry out.
737
00:35:05,928 --> 00:35:07,262
Days.
738
00:35:07,296 --> 00:35:10,331
*
739
00:35:10,364 --> 00:35:13,133
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
740
00:35:13,166 --> 00:35:16,468
oh, oh, oh, oh,
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
741
00:35:16,502 --> 00:35:18,470
Stop right there.
742
00:35:18,504 --> 00:35:19,871
I'm finding all kinds
743
00:35:19,905 --> 00:35:22,573
of [bleep] water
in my tent.
744
00:35:22,607 --> 00:35:24,541
The bottom of my bag
is soaking wet.
745
00:35:24,574 --> 00:35:26,676
*
746
00:35:26,710 --> 00:35:29,178
My sleeping bag
is down,
747
00:35:29,212 --> 00:35:32,114
and once down gets wet,
it's near impossible
748
00:35:32,147 --> 00:35:33,615
to get dry
in these conditions,
749
00:35:33,648 --> 00:35:36,483
and I need
a dry sleeping bag.
750
00:35:36,517 --> 00:35:44,455
*
751
00:36:01,801 --> 00:36:04,770
[ominous music]
752
00:36:04,803 --> 00:36:12,775
*
753
00:36:12,808 --> 00:36:14,945
All of my kindling,
754
00:36:14,978 --> 00:36:18,080
everything I collected,
wet.
755
00:36:18,113 --> 00:36:19,981
Soaking wet.
756
00:36:20,014 --> 00:36:22,050
What the hell?
757
00:36:28,154 --> 00:36:30,855
[exhales]
758
00:36:30,888 --> 00:36:32,223
I screwed up.
759
00:36:32,257 --> 00:36:33,924
Day one.
760
00:36:33,958 --> 00:36:36,726
All my [bleep]'s wet.
761
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:38,061
[sighs]
762
00:36:43,765 --> 00:36:46,100
First things first.
763
00:36:46,133 --> 00:36:47,633
Ridgepole check.
764
00:36:47,667 --> 00:36:49,535
So I plan on
building, uh,
765
00:36:49,569 --> 00:36:52,071
the same sort of structure,
an A-frame.
766
00:36:52,104 --> 00:36:53,838
The construction
that will be different
767
00:36:53,872 --> 00:36:55,873
is the fact
that I'm going to tie
768
00:36:55,906 --> 00:36:58,275
my grommets together
underneath,
769
00:36:58,308 --> 00:37:00,843
and then I'm going
to put the grommets
770
00:37:00,877 --> 00:37:03,579
under my ridgepole.
771
00:37:03,612 --> 00:37:06,914
Uh, point being
that the rain
772
00:37:06,948 --> 00:37:08,715
can't get in
on the sides at all.
773
00:37:08,748 --> 00:37:10,450
The rain will come in
from underneath.
774
00:37:10,484 --> 00:37:12,618
And then from there,
I have an extra tarp
775
00:37:12,651 --> 00:37:14,887
as one of my items,
and I'm going to lay that
776
00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:19,823
on the floor
and create a boat
777
00:37:19,856 --> 00:37:23,293
so that if any water sheds
from the inside of the tarp,
778
00:37:23,326 --> 00:37:26,962
it misses me
in the center of the boat.
779
00:37:26,996 --> 00:37:29,463
I put that green tarp
on top
780
00:37:29,497 --> 00:37:33,700
so if any water comes in
on my ground tarp,
781
00:37:33,733 --> 00:37:36,468
my bottom tarp
should stay dry.
782
00:37:36,502 --> 00:37:37,903
Hopefully.
783
00:37:37,936 --> 00:37:40,671
See, it's all up
on the sides there.
784
00:37:40,705 --> 00:37:42,540
*
785
00:37:42,573 --> 00:37:45,609
If I can stay dry,
I can stay out here
786
00:37:45,642 --> 00:37:47,610
as long as I want to.
787
00:37:47,643 --> 00:37:52,080
*
788
00:37:57,517 --> 00:38:05,456
*
789
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:20,302
- Where to look for firewood
in a rain forest...
790
00:38:22,037 --> 00:38:25,340
When it's dry out,
no less?
791
00:38:25,372 --> 00:38:27,774
Winter's gonna be
a bitch.
792
00:38:27,807 --> 00:38:30,743
*
793
00:38:30,776 --> 00:38:33,545
[snipping]
794
00:38:33,578 --> 00:38:34,979
[exhales]
795
00:38:35,013 --> 00:38:37,014
All of that just
for one little handful
796
00:38:37,048 --> 00:38:40,516
of firewood
that's wet anyway.
797
00:38:40,550 --> 00:38:43,518
[ambient music]
798
00:38:43,552 --> 00:38:44,886
*
799
00:38:44,919 --> 00:38:48,589
Let's hope I can
get this fire going.
800
00:38:48,622 --> 00:38:50,957
[flint striking]
801
00:38:50,990 --> 00:38:59,830
*
802
00:38:59,864 --> 00:39:03,233
Wow, winter's gonna be
a pain in the butt, man.
803
00:39:03,267 --> 00:39:04,433
*
804
00:39:04,467 --> 00:39:05,901
I'm just...
805
00:39:05,934 --> 00:39:11,738
*
806
00:39:11,772 --> 00:39:14,907
This creek by me,
I know it's gonna swell
807
00:39:14,940 --> 00:39:17,009
as soon
as the rains start.
808
00:39:17,043 --> 00:39:18,943
And trying to make
a move in the rain
809
00:39:18,977 --> 00:39:21,912
is just gonna be
just a pain.
810
00:39:21,945 --> 00:39:24,748
So I don't know.
[sniffles]
811
00:39:24,782 --> 00:39:27,584
*
812
00:39:27,617 --> 00:39:29,518
The alone part
813
00:39:29,551 --> 00:39:32,019
doesn't bother me
at all,
814
00:39:32,053 --> 00:39:34,389
but it's only
been two days.
815
00:39:34,422 --> 00:39:35,955
But just the--
816
00:39:35,989 --> 00:39:37,624
the crappy-ass shelter
that I made
817
00:39:37,657 --> 00:39:41,460
and the freaking difficulty
I'm having with fire
818
00:39:41,494 --> 00:39:46,397
and just the steep terrain
is kicking my butt.
819
00:39:46,430 --> 00:39:49,333
I mean, if--if I--
if the terrain
820
00:39:49,365 --> 00:39:52,468
was just even just
a little bit easier...
821
00:39:52,502 --> 00:39:55,170
These have got to be
just about the hardest woods
822
00:39:55,204 --> 00:39:58,372
I've ever had
to try to survive in.
823
00:39:59,906 --> 00:40:03,176
I just feel like
I'm not, uh,
824
00:40:03,210 --> 00:40:06,278
performing
like I should be.
825
00:40:06,312 --> 00:40:13,450
*
826
00:40:13,483 --> 00:40:16,452
[insects chirping]
827
00:40:16,485 --> 00:40:18,353
*
828
00:40:18,386 --> 00:40:20,954
[bears grunting]
829
00:40:22,723 --> 00:40:30,662
*
830
00:40:32,130 --> 00:40:33,464
There's a bear outside.
831
00:40:33,497 --> 00:40:35,432
[bear growls]
832
00:40:41,503 --> 00:40:44,539
Hey, don't come over here.
833
00:40:44,572 --> 00:40:47,507
[bear grunting]
834
00:40:50,409 --> 00:40:52,010
Sounds like
a damn bear to me.
835
00:40:52,044 --> 00:40:54,679
I don't know
what else it could be.
836
00:40:54,712 --> 00:40:57,381
[harsh voice]
Get out of here!
837
00:40:57,414 --> 00:40:59,549
Get out of here!
838
00:41:01,551 --> 00:41:03,385
Get out of here!
839
00:41:05,254 --> 00:41:07,388
Get out of here!
840
00:41:07,421 --> 00:41:08,456
[dramatic music]
841
00:41:08,489 --> 00:41:11,358
- It is not easy going
up here.
842
00:41:11,391 --> 00:41:12,859
Oh, ah.
843
00:41:12,892 --> 00:41:15,727
- I woke up, and the whole side
of my shelter was glowing.
844
00:41:15,761 --> 00:41:17,895
I almost caught
the entire forest on fire.
845
00:41:17,928 --> 00:41:20,930
- It's basically fighting
an inner battle all day long.
846
00:41:20,964 --> 00:41:23,032
I can't do no more!
847
00:41:23,066 --> 00:41:25,568
- I way underestimated
this place.
848
00:41:25,601 --> 00:41:26,669
[air horn blares]
849
00:41:26,702 --> 00:41:28,203
- You heard me, get!
[air horn blares]
850
00:41:28,236 --> 00:41:29,904
- One wrong move
and I'm done.
851
00:41:29,937 --> 00:41:31,172
- Ooh!
852
00:41:31,205 --> 00:41:32,439
- What am I doing
out here?
853
00:41:32,473 --> 00:41:33,740
- Look at that.
854
00:41:33,774 --> 00:41:35,875
Squished mouse,
my favorite.
855
00:41:35,908 --> 00:41:37,109
- Oh!
856
00:41:37,143 --> 00:41:39,278
- God, I just feel like
I'm letting her down.
857
00:41:39,311 --> 00:41:40,645
- I'm slowly
dying of starvation.
858
00:41:40,679 --> 00:41:41,945
- Oh, my God.
859
00:41:41,979 --> 00:41:43,581
Mama bear just stood up
on her hind legs.
860
00:41:43,614 --> 00:41:44,848
Not good.
861
00:41:44,881 --> 00:41:49,050
*
862
00:41:49,845 --> 00:42:50,196
Someone needs to stop Clearway Law.
Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.
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