All language subtitles for Good Trouble s04e18 This Is Not My Beautiful House.eng

Did we ever hear back about
an audition for that movie yet?

The director,
Georgia Jackson,

is staying at
The Broxton Hotel

right here
in downtown LA!

All we have to do
is go stake out the hotel,

and then you sell her

on bringing you in
for an audition.

Wait.

GEORGIA: I kind of like
what you brought to the table.

If you wanna audition, great.

Otherwise...

I found money
in my discretionary fund

to build
the women's center.

MALIKA:
What about the encampment?

They'll have to move.

I love you.

I love you too.

But I want it
with one person,

in one relationship.

Davia, do you love her?

Yes, I do.
She's my friend.

ASHER: Maybe we
could do this again

as more than
dinner with a friend.

[doorbell rings]

- Hello?
- Mom!

ASHER: Laura,
what are you doing here?

I don't know if I know
how to love... anyone.

Which is why I think

we should place the baby
for adoption.

We call this place
"The Colony."

I'm Silas.

JOAQUIN: He just
sucks these women in,

and then he takes
advantage of them.

I need her to see
who this guy really is.

You can't violate
your restraining order.

We'll find another way.

SILAS: Welcome
to the farm, Mariana.

It's nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you too.

[rooster crows]

["Symmetry"
by SYML playing]

♪ Come now, child
The day is long ♪

♪ Hide not yourself from me

♪ Angels sing
the final song... ♪

SILAS:
What's your last name?

Uh, Hernandez.

Well, Mariana Hernandez.

♪ Take heed, my son

♪ The darkness will come

Sugar likes you.

Oh, well, she's so sweet.

Horses are very intuitive.

They can sense
a person's energy.

Their true intentions.

I have that gift.

Oh.

What do you sense about me?

That you're searching.

For something.

Or for someone.

What makes you think that?

You strike me as lonely.

Deep inside.

Like you were abandoned
at a young age

or maybe more recently.

Someone close left you.

I am searching.

For a place to call home.

Well, maybe
you found that place.

And your people.

♪

♪ Pa-pa-paa, pa-pa-pa-pa-pa

♪ Pa-pa-paa, pa-pa-pa-pa

♪ Then we'll find
our peace of mind ♪

♪ You and me, Bel Ami

♪ Pa-pa-pa, pa-paaa

You must be
the homeschool teacher

that Elliot's told me
so much about.

- Yes.
- This is Davia.

Davia, this is Laura.

Hi.

- Is that for me?
- LAURA: Yes.

I've been wanting
one of these!

Thank you, Mom!

You're welcome, sweetie.

Dad, can I
play with this now?

No. No, maybe
you can play later.

Okay.

So how long
are you staying?

Well, I'm back.

For good.

Yes! I've missed you
so much.

LAURA:
Oh, me too.

Okay, Elliot, it's time
to go back to school.

Yeah, come on, let's go!
Brown dwarf stars await.

ELLIOT:
Cool.

♪

♪ So what do you say?

♪ You wanna get
all this to take away? ♪

♪ Yeah

♪ I see you
I see you, I see you ♪

♪ Yeah

♪ I see you
I see you, I see you ♪

♪ Yeah

♪ What do you say?

♪ You wanna get
all this to take away? ♪

Ahh!

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Come on, man!

♪ I see you, I see you...

DENNIS:
Sorry.

I can't believe you got
an audition instead of me.

Only because you weren't
committed to the scene.

Now you're a critic too?

You're so scared, Alice!

No one is gonna hire an actor

who can't even own
the air she breathes.

I do too own
the air I breathe. Watch.

Oops. I think a little booger
just flew out. You good?

The point is, you have to
be able to sell yourself, Alice.

If you don't believe in you,

no one else,
besides me, ever will!

Okay, well, how?
I didn't get an audition.

Yeah, but I did.

RYAN:
I can't do this anymore.

I-- I can't.

With the communal bathroom,
and the lack of privacy and--

Three's a crowd
with a cockroach.

Oooh.

[both chuckling]

I am too old for this.

And so are you.

- I have an idea.
- Yeah?

Why don't...

you move in with me?

We could wake up
every morning together

in peace and quiet.

And... we have
significantly fewer...

insects and mice.

Mmm, I thought
you liked the mice.

I do!

I do.

We could get some mice
for my house.

- Come on, what do you say?
- Hmm.

Let's blow
this Popsicle stand

and live together.

♪

♪ Here inside
this life of mine ♪

♪ Past the breakers
and shallow tide... ♪

MARIANA:
My ex...

I found out that he...
still has feelings for me.

Do you still have
feelings for him?

I'm... not sure.

But until I am,
I think that we should--

Yeah. Yeah, of course.

♪ I will be here
when you rise ♪

♪ Oooh, oh-hoo-hoo
Oh-hoo-hoo ♪

Good morning!

- Morning!
- TAMARA: How'd you sleep?

Great!
Thank you so much

for letting me stay overnight.

Of course!

It's best not to drive
these country roads at night.

We can take you back to LA

as soon as Brenda and Poppy
get back with the van.

Great.

Um, any idea
when Jenna might be back?

I'd love to see her
before I go.

Sorry she wasn't here
last night.

Uh, but Adam's bringing
her back this morning.

Oh. Great.

Hey, um, also,
my phone is dead.

Either of you
have a charger?

Oh, we don't have cell phones
or computers on the farm.

Sorry.

Oh, no, don't be.

I shouldn't be so addicted
to this thing anyway.

- [car approaching]
- Oh, here they are now.

♪

Is everything okay with her?

Oh, sure.
She'll be at dinner.

If you'd like to stay later.

Sure. Yeah.

I'm-- I'm in no rush
to get back to LA.

There's not much
for me there.

You're welcome here
as long as you like.

♪

Look, I told you,

it's up to you.

It's not just me.

Can you live with this?

["Stranger"
by Chris Garneau playing]

♪ We have been brutal...

You shouldn't have
to give up your passion

for a baby
that you don't even want!

That-- That
you didn't plan for.

What if you end up
resenting her one day?

I would never
resent my child.

ISABELLA:
If you fight me on this,

and you raise this baby alone
without a mother,

what does that make me?

It makes me the woman
who abandoned her child,

and I could not
live with myself.

So please don't put me
in that position.

Please let her have
two loving parents

who are ready and willing

to give her everything
that we can't.

GAEL: Jazmin and
Spencer are willing

to co-parent with me.

So our baby will have

the love and support
of three parents.

And she'll have a mother.

So you won't have to feel
like you abandoned her.

JAZMIN: Spencer and I,
we know we wanna be parents.

And we're ready.

We also know
that adoption could be

a long and rough journey
for us.

Isabella, I would be...

so grateful...

if you gave me the
opportunity to become a mother.

GAEL:
So...

what do you think?

Is-- Is that a yes?

Yeah.

Yes. Yes.

I would be very happy

for you and Spencer
to adopt our baby.

Gimme a hug.

♪ I couldn't do that now

♪ I couldn't
do that for you now ♪

♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh

So now that your boss
is giving you the money

for your women's center,

you're changing your tune?

Well, this is not
an easy call.

I mean--
But the center will house

more than 20 women
and their families.

MAN: So they get
housed, and we get moved.

If I don't agree
to build the center here,

then a developer will more
than likely use this land

to build more luxury condos
that will just sit empty.

They're gonna force us
to move anyway.

I'd rather see them use
the land for something good

that'll help the community.

Exactly.

How long until we have to move?

You have time.
I'd guess weeks, m-- maybe months.

These things take a while
to break ground on.

And in the meantime,

Grace's apartment
is still coming through,

and I will work
as hard as I can

to find homes for
each and every one of you.

I promise.

I have no idea
why she suddenly showed up

without calling.

Maybe the boyfriend
dumped her.

So what's the plan now?

[sighs]

She wants to move back in.

Just until
we legally separate.

And my lawyer says there's not
much I can do to stop her.

But nothing has to change.

What we have going,
you and me.

There can't be
a you and me, Asher.

But the marriage is over.

Nothing's really over while
you're still living with someone.

Trust me, I know
a little bit about this.

I won't abandon Elliot.

Okay? I will...
keep working with him at the library.

He doesn't need any
more confusion in his life.

Neither do I.

- Thanks for the coffee.
- Well, you said I owed you.

- Finally.
- Mm-hmm.

So how're you feeling?

Feeling... like,

I wish getting
the women's center

could be a clean victory,
you know?

I feel like
everything good or bad

has its unintended
consequences these days.

But you've only been
on this job for a few months,

and look at what
you've already accomplished.

No one said it was gonna
be easy, going inside.

- In politics.
- Oh.

- From activism.
- Right. Right.

I just don't ever wanna
forget where I came from.

- You know?
- I hear that.

Well, I know
you probably don't feel

like you deserve to celebrate,

but, um, I was hoping...

Can I take you out
to dinner sometime?

♪

Thank you
for the invitation.

XAVIER:
You're welcome.

But if I'm reading you right

and I'm honest with myself,

I'm still in love with someone
I can't get over.

And...

I don't think I want to.

[knock on door]

Hello.

I'm Evan Speck.
I work with Mariana.

Yeah, I know who you are.

Have you seen her today?

Kind of, uh, assumed
she was with you.

Well, she didn't
show up to work,

and she's not
answering her phone.

Her co-workers are worried.

I... thought
she might be with you.

Uh, I haven't
seen or heard from her

since the day
before yesterday.

So...

she's missing?

Or maybe...

Shit!

Shit, what?

How am I supposed to get
on the lot as you?

SUMI: These people
can't tell the difference

between Asian women.

Remember, they always
think we're sisters.

Okay, but what about
when the director sees me?

She's not gonna be there.

The audition is just
for the casting director,

and she doesn't know
what I look like.

And what if the
casting director brings me back

to meet Georgia?

We'll cross that bridge
when we get to it.

I don't know about this.

Have a nice day,
Miss Liu.

Follow the highlighted line
on the map.

Thank you.

And you should be
ashamed of yourself.

What're you doing back here?

LUCA:
You were right.

I am lucky.

I mean,
why me and not you?

I'm-- I'm sorry.

I-- I shouldn't have
said that.

It-- It's just
so hard out here.

I know. And I am never
gonna forget what that's like.

And although the world
doesn't treat us like it,

we are all worthy.

We all deserve to have
roofs over our heads.

You deserve a home.

I just want
to do whatever I can

to help you get that.

For you and for your kids.

[horn blaring]

NICKI:
What the hell?

Uh, Malika said we had time.

♪

The mayor ordered the sweep.
I can't go over his head.

Why not?
It's your district!

The mayor needs
the area cleaned up

to attract new developers.

I'm so sorry, but we knew
that this was inevitable.

No, not today!
They had no time to pack!

They're gonna lose
everything they own.

Every small piece of home
that they have.

It'll all just get tossed away
in a garbage truck.

It's not right.

And if you won't
do anything, then...

I will.

Uh, wait, hold on.
Where are you going?

To join the protest.

No, you can't do that.

You represent me.

Lucia, you approached me
about this job.

You said that you needed
someone like me on your staff,

an activist with passion

who could just push back
on politics as usual

and make a difference.

Did you mean any of that?

We will make a difference.

- With this women's center--
- It's not enough!

I'm going.

And if you need to fire me
for political cover,

then so be it.

♪

♪ If I lose my head
at midnight ♪

♪ And I leave town by noon

♪ Tell the story
about the angel ♪

♪ Still a mystery to you

♪ I know you say

♪ You want the truth

♪ But you don't know
what knowing♪

♪ Knowing the truth can do

- You need some help?
- Sure.

You're new here.

- I'm Mariana.
- Jenna.

I'm a friend of Joaquin's.

Silas isn't
who he says he is.

His real name
is Gary Brecker.

He doesn't have
a degree in psychology

or a license
to practice therapy.

He's conned multiple women
out of their life savings

and gone to prison.

And did you know
that he took out

a restraining order
against Joaquin

to try to keep him
away from you?

SILAS:
Excuse me.

Ladies.

If I can have
a moment with Jenna.

- Can you come with me?
- Mm-hmm.

♪

Hey.

What's-- What's going on?
Are you okay?

My back is kinda killing me.

I just--
I can't get comfortable.

I think I might be in labor.

[Isabella grunting]

♪

Sumi Liu?

Yeah. Sumi Liu.

- This is Sumi Liu.
- Thanks.

I didn't get
the memo about the heels.

[chuckles]
Or the eye shadow.

So many of you in here.

I know I'm not Sumi.

I'm the runner.

Uh, but please
give me a chance.

Normally, I would never
do anything like this.

I have a hard time
selling myself.

But I'm perfect
for the role of Kristi Chen.

Yeah, I was a total nerd
in high school.

A nobody.
I'm still a nerd.

I went to prom
with my brother.

Yeah. We didn't kiss.
[chuckles]

And I've always dreamed

of going
to my high school reunion,

showing all those people
that I'm a somebody.

Of course, I don't think
I'd have sex with everyone

who was mean to me
in high school.

I can't even have an orgasm
with another person.

And I still see my mother
when I look at my own vagina.

So not really sure
how this is gonna

make me feel better
about myself, or why.

Honestly, this is supposed
to make Kristi Chen

feel better about herself.

I mean,
I get that it's funny,

but the joke's
kind of on her.

This isn't even empowering
to women in general.

It's kind of offensive.

Definitely not something
I want to perpetuate.

Huh.

Maybe I really don't want
this part after all.

Wow!

But, hey!

You know,
I'm really proud of myself

for doing this.

Well, is this rolling?
Is it possible to get a copy?

Thank you for your time.

And good luck
with the movie.

DOCTOR: [over speakerphone]
Has your water broken?

No.

DOCTOR:
Any bleeding?

ISABELLA:
Uh, no.

- DOCTOR: Can you feel
the baby moving? - Yes.

DOCTOR: It sounds like
you're most likely in early labor.

Okay. Should we come in?

DOCTOR: I think you'll be
more comfortable at home

while things progress.

Just do whatever
makes you feel better

and takes
your mind off the pain.

- And Gael?
- Yeah. Yeah. I'm here.

DOCTOR: I want
you to time the contractions.

Yeah. Yeah, I can do that.

Um, but how do we know
when we should come in?

DOCTOR: You're gonna
go off the 4-1-1 rule.

When the contractions
are four minutes apart,

last for one minute,

and happen over the course
of one hour.

That's when it's time
to come in, okay?

- Okay, 4-1-1.
- Yeah.

- Thanks, Doc, um, we'll keep you updated.
- [line disconnects]

I'm scared.

Hey.

It's okay.

I'll here with you
the whole way.

Even after everything
I've put you through?

Here, how does this feel?

Oh, so much better.

Uh...

I, um, I-- I think
I'm gonna have a contraction.

Okay.

Breathe.

- Breathe.
- [Isabella straining]

Breathe, Isabella. Good.

Well, keep breathing.
Keep breathing.

How did it go?

["Night Life"
by Alexandro Korzh playing]

♪

♪

EVAN: You really think
she'd go to this farm

without telling anyone?

I think she might. Yeah.

How could you
let her do this?

I didn't
let her do anything.

You know Mariana.
She doesn't ask permission.

Which is why
you never should've

gotten her involved
in this in the first place.

Why did you assume
Mariana was with me?

Because she said she might
still have feelings for you.

- I thought you two--
- We aren't.

♪

MALIKA: [over bullhorn]
We will not allow you

to move this community
of unhoused people

with no warning

so that the mayor can
butter up big developers.

And we won't support
the sweeping of people

into temporary,
substandard shelters!

These people need
permanent housing and services.

Not sweeps.

Services, not sweeps.

Services, not sweeps.

[crowd chanting
"Services, not sweeps"]

♪

I saw your post
about the protest,

and I came down
to support you.

Thank you.

[sirens wailing]

[tense music playing]

♪

I'm Councilwoman
Lucia Morales.

This is my district,

and I did not authorize
this sweep.

I'm asking the LAPD

and the Department
of Sanitation to leave now!

[crowd cheering, applauding]

Thank you.

Yeah!

Thank you.

Of course.

Services, not sweeps!

[all chanting
"Services, not sweeps!"]

[chanting continues]

How are things
with your boss?

There are no more
"things" with my boss.

The wife came back.

Which, you know, is fine.

Really.

I think I've just
been running away

since I left New York
and the theater.

I ran into teaching,

and then I almost ran
into this other woman's life.

It was a fun fantasy
for a while,

but the whole stay-at-home,
suburban mom thing--

Is so not you.

So not me. Ugh.

So how are things
with you and Ryan?

She asked me
to move in with her.

[clears throat] Oh.

What did you say?

- GAEL: Lady in labor,
coming through! - Oh, my God!

Yeah, we're in 4-1-1.

- What? Whaaat?
- Uh, it's a labor term.

- Do you guys need a ride
to the hospital? - In the Toast Truck?

No, no, no. We're good.
We called a Coche.

- Ahh...
Gael! - Hey, hey, hey, breathe. Breathe.

- Breathe. You're good.
- No, I'm not.

I think the baby is coming,
like, right now!

But the doctor said--

I don't care
what the doctor said!

I can feel the baby.

I don't think we're gonna
make it to the hospital.

Okay. Um...

♪

I wanna leave.

I actually ran away.

Or... I tried to.

But, uh, Adam picked me up
and brought me back here.

So, Silas won't
let you leave?

Not since
Joaquin showed up.

Silas is constantly
watching me.

And he's been, uh, abusive.

He locks me in at night.

In the C house,
where most of the girls sleep.

It's the third door
on the right

when you walk in
the front door.

The only one
with a deadbolt.

We go to bed early, by 9:00.

If you can sneak in after
everyone's asleep and let me out,

then we can maybe
make it to the highway

and try to catch
a ride from there.

- DAVIA: You're doing great.
- [growling] How would you know?

Okay, I'm gonna attribute
that to labor pains.

Uh, I think
her water just broke.

DOCTOR: [over speakerphone] Okay.
Gael, do you see the baby's head?

A tiny bit.

All right, I called an ambulance.
They're on their way.

DOCTOR: Isabella,
can you try to stop pushing

until the paramedics arrive?

I can't help it.
I can't!

DOCTOR:
That's fine.

Gael, you're gonna
have to deliver the baby.

I'll be with you
the whole time, all right?

All right.

Hey. Hey.

I got this.

[grunting] okay.

Did the baby come yet?

- No.
- KELLY: Oh, thank God!

Thought you'd want someone

to capture the moment
for posterity.

DOCTOR: Isabella,
I want you to hold your breath

and push
for a count of five.

- Okay. One. Two. Three.
- [Isabella screaming]

- Four. Five.
- KELLY: Five!

Sorry. This is so exciting.

DOCTOR:
What do you see, Gael?

Uh, the whole top
of the head now.

KELLY: Um, can you
move out of the way

so I can get
a better shot?

- Kelly, please!
- I'm sorry.

DOCTOR: Gael,
I need you to be ready

to gently guide
the baby out.

Can someone hold Isabella's
legs to help her push?

Don't look at me.
I got a job.

- Okay, we can do it.
- DAVIA: Absolutely.

We're gonna stay above the
equator, but we got you.

DOCTOR: Isabella,
you're almost there,

another couple of pushes.

I have to push now!

Take a deep breath.

ALL:
One. Two. Three.

- Four. Five.
- [Isabella screaming]

Oh, my God!
The head is out!

[all laughing]

DOCTOR:
Good. Good.

Gael, don't pull, just let
Isabella's body do the work.

Just support and guide
as the baby comes out,

keeping your hands there,
ready to catch.

Okay. Wait, catch?

[Isabella screaming]

♪ Wake up, wake up, wake up

♪ The sun is rising

♪ The day is here for us...

[baby crying]

Oh, my God!
She's out!

Isabella, you did it!

- [Isabella laughs]
- GAEL: You did it.

- [baby continues crying]
- Hey. It's okay. I'm here.

Daddy's here.

♪ Hello, goodbye, hello

♪ The days, the faces

♪ We watch them come and go

♪ In a moment

♪ Time goes past
and smiles and laughs♪

♪ Let's make it last

- [baby crying]
- Oh.

KELLY: Let's get your first
words to baby on camera.

What do you wanna say?

Welcome to the world,
beautiful one.

♪ We're all spinning on blue

♪ Watching the same clouds

♪ We're all spinning on blue

♪ Watching the same clouds

♪ Ooh, breathing in

♪ Breathing out

EVAN:
I don't understand

why we can't just
drive up to the farm,

ask if Mariana is there.

Because Silas took out
a restraining order against me

to keep me away
from my sister.

- Okay, so why can't I--
- And they have guns.

- This is insanity!
- Look, look.

If Mariana is here,
that's why she came,

to warn Jenna
because I couldn't.

Look, man, I'm sorry.

Look, I-- I will get
her back safely, all right?

- I'm coming with you.
- What? No, no, no. No.

I know the layout
of the place, okay?

One of us is a lot less likely
to get spotted than two.

If they have guns,
we should call the police.

And say what?

They're not gonna
come out here.

Okay, I-- I need you
to stay with the car

and just be ready
to get away.

- Okay.
- All right.

I did not
wake up this morning

thinking I would be
helping deliver a baby.

DENNIS:
Same.

How spectacular was that?

Yeah. Pretty spectacular.

And painful, so I won't be
signing up any time soon.

Do you...

want kids?

I've never really
asked you that.

It depends on who
I'd be having them with.

Does Ryan want kids?

Yeah.

And are you
moving in with her?

- Come on, what do you say?
- Hmm.

- I, um...
- Okay.

Too soon?

I--

Forget I asked.

It's not that.

Look.

I know I may well be...
too old to live here,

but I'm not ready
to leave.

The Coterie is a family.

And I know
that at some point

we're all gonna
have to move on,

but for me,
that day hasn't come.

And, frankly, I don't know
why growing up has to mean

getting your own place
and being more alone.

You wouldn't be alone.

You'd be with me.

I--

Dennis, are you
in love with me?

I don't know
what that means.

Love verses in love--

Are you in love with Davia?

You're blushing.

That's what "in love" means.

It's visceral.

Undeniable.

Irrepressible.

And I don't wanna be
anyone's consolation prize.

You are not
a consolation prize.

You are brilliant
and beautiful--

Yes, I am.

And you're a wonderful man.

You're just...

not my man.

♪ There are some things
that you should know... ♪

No, I'm not
moving in with Ryan.

In fact, we're not
seeing each other anymore.

- [Davia exhales, cries]
- So...

Are you all right?

Hey. I'm--
I'm okay with it. Honestly.

You know, I just thought

that maybe she was
gonna be the one for you.

I didn't realize you were
so invested in our relationship.

I'm not crying
because I'm sad,

I'm crying
because I'm relieved.

What? Why are you relieved?

Because I love you,
you idiot!

And I only chose Matt

because I was scared
you were gonna leave again.

And I told you to call Ryan
because I was testing you.

And that was really,
really stupid.

But I can't
keep this in anymore.

I can't keep running.

[crying]
I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry.

Don't be sorry.

Because I love you too.

The visceral, undeniable,

irrepressible

"in love" kind of love.

It's okay.

♪ My love will never change

♪ My heart will always
have a place for you ♪

♪ I'll always love you
more than you'll ever know ♪

♪ I'll always love you
no matter... ♪

DENNIS:
The thing about being wanted,

I... I did want you.

It wasn't just need.

DAVIA: I can't deny
that I love you.

So if you honestly,
really feel ready, then...

so do I.

♪ You always have a home

Look how cute!

- She's so tiny.
- And she's so beautiful.

You did good, girl. Mm-hmm.

[gasps]
We have a Coterie baby!

[Isabella laughs]

Literally born
in The Coterie.

So I just talked
to Dr. Bailian.

She said since the paramedics
checked you and the baby out,

we can stay home

and just take her
to the pediatrician tomorrow.

That's such a relief.

I can't imagine having
to go anywhere right now.

Hmm. We should go.

- Give you some space.
- ALICE: Right.

- Congratulations.

- Bye, baby.
- Good night.

- See you, guys.
- Bye, guys.

- MALIKA: Congratulations.
- Thank you.

MALIKA:
Ohh, we're here for you.

Also, I spoke
with Jazmin and Spencer,

and they're on their way
to meet her.

[baby fussing]

Gael, I--

I think I changed my mind.

I want to keep her.

- Hi, my love.
- [baby fussing]

ADAM:
Hey!

[gasps]

MARIANA:
Joaquin!

- Run!
- Okay, come on.

[tense music playing]

Stop!

I said stop!

No! No!

[gunshot]

- [body thudding]
- [gasping]

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