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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:50,120 --> 00:00:54,125 Sir? Do you want me to stay with you? Sir? 2 00:00:56,520 --> 00:00:58,762 Er... no. No, thank you. 3 00:00:59,920 --> 00:01:02,127 Once we get to your home, I'll give it 15 minutes 4 00:01:02,240 --> 00:01:04,641 - and I'll follow you inside. - Yeah. 5 00:01:30,760 --> 00:01:32,922 You took your time, didn't you? 6 00:01:33,040 --> 00:01:35,681 I was about to send out a search party. 7 00:01:37,800 --> 00:01:41,771 - Where is she? - She was there. She was there. 8 00:01:42,360 --> 00:01:44,602 - Stephen, where is she? - She was just there. 9 00:01:44,720 --> 00:01:46,723 She was right there. 10 00:01:47,280 --> 00:01:48,771 - What do you mean? - I don't know. 11 00:01:48,880 --> 00:01:50,689 What do you mean? Where is she? 12 00:01:50,800 --> 00:01:52,803 Where is she now? 13 00:02:40,920 --> 00:02:42,729 Oh, I hope you don't mind me saying, 14 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:45,491 but you're telling the world you're not at home. 15 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:48,968 Your note. People see your note and they know you're out. 16 00:02:49,080 --> 00:02:50,889 - People? - I'm just saying. 17 00:02:51,000 --> 00:02:53,003 Why advertise you're out? 18 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:56,090 Fucking because. 19 00:02:56,900 --> 00:02:58,487 Dick. 20 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:30,049 Just keep going, ploughing on. 21 00:03:30,160 --> 00:03:34,568 You write reams of the stuff if you feel the need 'cause, hey, your editor will edit. 22 00:03:34,680 --> 00:03:39,727 Look, trust me, Stephen, there are hundreds of thousands of children out there. 23 00:03:39,840 --> 00:03:41,888 They're all eagerly awaiting the next Stephen Lewis masterpiece. 24 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:43,001 I wish. 25 00:03:43,120 --> 00:03:45,248 It's true, you know it is, myself included. 26 00:03:45,360 --> 00:03:46,851 That's excellent. Thank you. 27 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:48,769 But what I don't want you to be doing, right, 28 00:03:48,880 --> 00:03:50,689 is sitting up there, with your thumb up your arse, 29 00:03:50,800 --> 00:03:52,530 waiting for the news. I'm having the duck. 30 00:03:52,640 --> 00:03:56,725 Yep, me too. And a fizzy water, please, Paul. 31 00:03:56,840 --> 00:03:58,171 I feel like getting drunk. 32 00:03:58,280 --> 00:04:00,442 I'm afraid I can't, but don't let that stop you. 33 00:04:00,560 --> 00:04:03,564 - Work? - Reading and an early night. 34 00:04:03,680 --> 00:04:05,250 I'll have a good drink with you, Stephen. 35 00:04:05,360 --> 00:04:06,600 Thank you, Thelma. 36 00:04:06,720 --> 00:04:08,962 So, how's the committee work progressing? 37 00:04:09,080 --> 00:04:10,411 It's fine. 38 00:04:10,520 --> 00:04:11,931 Are you managing to stay awake? 39 00:04:12,040 --> 00:04:13,451 I am riveted. 40 00:04:13,560 --> 00:04:16,040 Drop it if it's not for you, although you are the poster boy. 41 00:04:16,160 --> 00:04:17,491 Not really. 42 00:04:17,600 --> 00:04:20,570 Believe me, when the brave new report is finally published, 43 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:22,489 they are going to trumpet your involvement. 44 00:04:22,600 --> 00:04:23,681 Minimal involvement. 45 00:04:23,800 --> 00:04:27,805 Then drop it. I only asked you to get you out of yourself. 46 00:04:33,320 --> 00:04:36,768 Er... you should also know that I'm... I'm leaving the government 47 00:04:36,880 --> 00:04:39,342 and my sideline in publishing, so there. 48 00:04:41,880 --> 00:04:43,962 - Why would you want to do that? - Retiring. 49 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:47,323 Retreating to the countryside. 50 00:04:47,440 --> 00:04:50,171 It's something we've been wrestling with for some time. 51 00:04:50,280 --> 00:04:51,361 The decision's made. 52 00:04:51,480 --> 00:04:55,242 I don't mind you giving up running the country, but why the books? Why me? 53 00:04:55,360 --> 00:04:58,808 20 years of 18-hour days have made Charles a very dull boy. 54 00:04:59,920 --> 00:05:01,490 You adore 18-hour days. 55 00:05:01,600 --> 00:05:04,410 He hasn't even told the Prime Minister yet. You're very privileged. 56 00:05:04,520 --> 00:05:07,000 I'm sorry. I really do have to take this. It's New York. 57 00:05:07,120 --> 00:05:09,362 George? Yeah, all right, ten seconds. 58 00:05:09,480 --> 00:05:11,289 We'll find some privacy. 59 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:16,528 He really does need to stop everything. 60 00:05:16,640 --> 00:05:18,722 - He's not ill, is he? - No. 61 00:05:18,840 --> 00:05:21,161 He's just tired, that's all, of being Charles, 62 00:05:21,280 --> 00:05:24,602 of being responsible. 63 00:05:24,720 --> 00:05:27,485 Hey, you can visit, you know. We're not leaving the country. 64 00:05:27,600 --> 00:05:29,125 Yeah, but who's gonna look after me? 65 00:05:29,240 --> 00:05:32,722 Who's gonna take me out for nice expensive dinners and get me drunk? 66 00:05:32,840 --> 00:05:35,082 You'll have to find another companion. 67 00:05:35,200 --> 00:05:38,921 Perhaps the person who asks me on a weekly basis 68 00:05:39,040 --> 00:05:41,043 how you are. 69 00:05:43,680 --> 00:05:46,001 You talk to Julie every week? 70 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:48,441 Well, you should go and see her. 71 00:05:48,560 --> 00:05:52,281 - I'm waiting for the invitation. - Maybe she's waiting for a call. 72 00:05:53,200 --> 00:05:57,683 Or are you planning on avoiding each other till the end of days? 73 00:05:57,800 --> 00:05:59,291 Call her. 74 00:05:59,400 --> 00:06:02,802 Hey, don't look now, but the table behind are having jam roly-poly. 75 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:05,082 I said not to look. I'm having it. 76 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:08,568 - How was New York? - Rude. Yeah, very rude. 77 00:06:08,680 --> 00:06:10,842 No longer my problem. 78 00:06:12,160 --> 00:06:15,243 - To another life. - I'll drink to that. 79 00:06:24,680 --> 00:06:26,489 Tight hold. 80 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:32,280 You're not too warm in that jacket, are you? 81 00:06:32,400 --> 00:06:33,970 No, that's okay. 82 00:06:34,080 --> 00:06:36,560 Good. Silly Daddy thought it was gonna rain. 83 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:39,001 Daddy, are we going fast? 84 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:41,168 How fast? Very, very fast? 85 00:06:41,280 --> 00:06:42,281 Yeah. 86 00:06:42,400 --> 00:06:44,403 Stupidly, ridiculously, illegally fast? 87 00:06:44,520 --> 00:06:45,601 Yeah. 88 00:06:45,720 --> 00:06:47,882 - Hair-flying-in-the-wind fast? - Yes. 89 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:50,924 All right. Well, there's no one around. 90 00:06:51,040 --> 00:06:54,341 Now, ready, steady, go. Hold on. 91 00:07:00,840 --> 00:07:03,041 Kate, darling, stand still. 92 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:05,163 Wait for Daddy. 93 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:10,451 That's 53.76 pounds. Are you collecting the school vouchers? 94 00:07:10,960 --> 00:07:12,291 No. 95 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:14,721 - Do you have a points card? - No. 96 00:07:14,840 --> 00:07:18,481 - Cashback? - No, no, thank you. 97 00:07:18,600 --> 00:07:22,002 - And PIN number, please. - Mm. 98 00:07:27,600 --> 00:07:30,080 - Okay, and remove your card. - Thank you. 99 00:07:30,200 --> 00:07:32,089 - Thanks. - Yeah, thank you. 100 00:07:32,200 --> 00:07:35,204 - Right, thank you. Bye-bye. - Okay. 101 00:07:48,400 --> 00:07:50,403 Oh, shit. 102 00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:08,043 Kate? Sorry. 103 00:08:08,600 --> 00:08:10,091 Kate? 104 00:08:11,400 --> 00:08:14,051 Kate? Has anyone seen a little girl, a four-year-old girl? 105 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:17,084 She was wearing a yellow coat. She was... she's called Kate. 106 00:08:17,200 --> 00:08:20,090 She... No? Please? Kate? 107 00:08:20,200 --> 00:08:21,691 Kate! 108 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:24,411 Kate! 109 00:08:24,840 --> 00:08:26,843 Please! Has anyone seen a four-year-old girl? 110 00:08:26,960 --> 00:08:29,202 She... she was wearing a yellow coat. Her name's Kate. 111 00:08:29,320 --> 00:08:31,641 Please? Please, you must have seen her. 112 00:08:31,760 --> 00:08:34,491 She was standing just there when I was paying. No? 113 00:08:34,600 --> 00:08:36,091 Kate? 114 00:08:38,160 --> 00:08:39,651 Kate! 115 00:08:51,600 --> 00:08:53,603 We'll find her. 116 00:08:54,600 --> 00:08:56,728 I promise you. 117 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:31,809 'Hello?' 118 00:09:31,920 --> 00:09:35,003 Hi. It's me. 119 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:42,881 We seem to have sleepwalked our way into a situation 120 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:46,163 where we are apparently quite happy to hand over our children 121 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:48,169 to complete strangers. 122 00:09:48,280 --> 00:09:51,011 Parenting is being outsourced. 123 00:09:51,120 --> 00:09:54,161 Parents have more important things to do, essential things to do, 124 00:09:54,280 --> 00:09:59,207 like earn money to pay for housing and food and childcare. 125 00:09:59,320 --> 00:10:02,768 It used to be that Granny would help, but Granny is now miles away 126 00:10:02,880 --> 00:10:05,087 and so childcare is being contracted 127 00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:08,921 to a faux extended family of police-checked strangers, 128 00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:11,691 agency workers, whose major qualification 129 00:10:11,800 --> 00:10:15,771 is a willingness to work for as little as is legal and often less. 130 00:10:15,880 --> 00:10:18,451 Financial pressures are eroding family life 131 00:10:18,560 --> 00:10:21,564 and threatening the welfare of our children. 132 00:10:21,680 --> 00:10:23,410 Families need help. 133 00:10:23,520 --> 00:10:25,250 Financial help. 134 00:10:25,360 --> 00:10:28,170 'Young families need...' 135 00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:48,441 Hello? 136 00:10:48,560 --> 00:10:51,040 'Hey, it's me. You're still coming, aren't you?' 137 00:10:51,160 --> 00:10:53,083 Yeah, definitely, yeah. 138 00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:56,329 'Good. Would you mind bringing my old music sheets? 139 00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:59,091 - 'They're in the sideboard, I think.' - Okay. 140 00:10:59,200 --> 00:11:01,601 - 'You don't mind?' - No, no problem. 141 00:11:01,720 --> 00:11:04,341 'Thank you. Kettle's on.' 142 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:26,290 Now I've got some top tips 'on how you can take charge of selling your own home 143 00:11:26,400 --> 00:11:30,200 'and save thousands of pounds in bargains. 144 00:11:30,320 --> 00:11:33,961 'Single mum Lily Spencer wants to live in a smaller house...' 145 00:11:34,080 --> 00:11:36,481 She's not a cat. 146 00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:39,251 I know she's not a fucking cat. 147 00:11:40,000 --> 00:11:42,810 - I'm trying to find her. - Well, you lost her. 148 00:11:42,920 --> 00:11:44,543 'You might buy a nice car...' 149 00:11:44,660 --> 00:11:47,361 '...and have shops and schools nearby.' 150 00:11:47,480 --> 00:11:49,483 I didn't mean that. 151 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:53,444 Why don't I just sit on my arse all day and watch TV as well? 152 00:11:57,720 --> 00:12:00,724 'But everywhere there's clutter and this makes your house...' 153 00:12:07,360 --> 00:12:08,600 - Morning, morning. - Prime Minister. 154 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:10,290 - Morning. How are we? - Prime Minister. 155 00:12:10,400 --> 00:12:11,561 - Morning. - Morning. 156 00:12:11,680 --> 00:12:12,920 Okay. 157 00:12:16,120 --> 00:12:17,611 Let me read to you an extract. 158 00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:21,051 It's from the first draft of what I'll be personally recommending 159 00:12:21,160 --> 00:12:23,970 to be "The Authorised Childcare Handbook. 160 00:12:24,080 --> 00:12:26,322 Now, there's this one line. 161 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:29,569 "We could do worse than conclude, as many have before us, 162 00:12:29,680 --> 00:12:32,684 "that from respect for school and home 163 00:12:32,800 --> 00:12:37,010 "we derive our deepest loyalties for nation." 164 00:12:37,120 --> 00:12:39,202 Simple and profound. 165 00:12:39,320 --> 00:12:41,721 Sorry. Am I being dim here? What does it mean? 166 00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:44,320 - Discipline. - Respect. 167 00:12:44,440 --> 00:12:46,727 Doesn't it have a hint of ultra? 168 00:12:46,840 --> 00:12:50,083 Am I the only one hearing this? I mean, it sounds harsh. 169 00:12:50,200 --> 00:12:52,965 Like parents, it's the responsibility of the government 170 00:12:53,080 --> 00:12:55,481 to create boundaries. 171 00:12:55,600 --> 00:13:00,049 Families and schools who operate within these boundaries 172 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:01,651 will be rewarded. 173 00:13:01,760 --> 00:13:04,063 - Those who don't... - The naughty step. 174 00:13:05,400 --> 00:13:08,404 The naughty step. Hm? Ha-ha. 175 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:10,851 Keys. 176 00:13:51,880 --> 00:13:53,689 I love you. 177 00:13:55,160 --> 00:13:57,163 I love you more. 178 00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:01,211 I'm so competitive. 179 00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:19,602 Not find her, then? 180 00:14:20,400 --> 00:14:22,403 Play your piano. 181 00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:39,847 What is it you want? You want me to give up? 182 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:41,121 Yes. 183 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:43,729 I want you to give up. 184 00:14:44,400 --> 00:14:47,131 Because you always let me down. 185 00:14:47,240 --> 00:14:50,801 You never bring her home and you're drinking too much. 186 00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:52,285 I'm supposed to drink too much. 187 00:14:52,400 --> 00:14:56,200 I can't live here anymore! 188 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:43,401 Fuck! 189 00:15:43,520 --> 00:15:46,000 Oh, fuck. 190 00:15:46,120 --> 00:15:48,646 Oh, for fuck's sake. 191 00:17:21,160 --> 00:17:23,163 Hi. I'm... I'm here. 192 00:17:23,280 --> 00:17:24,520 'Where?' 193 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:26,961 I... I'm in the village. 194 00:17:27,080 --> 00:17:29,208 'I think I turned right instead of left.' 195 00:17:29,320 --> 00:17:31,527 Oh, you prick. 196 00:17:31,640 --> 00:17:33,483 Er... no, well, I'll... I'll be with you soon. 197 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:35,011 How far is it? 198 00:17:35,120 --> 00:17:37,965 About ten minutes. Everything all right? 199 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:39,960 Hm? Yeah. 200 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:42,560 Yeah, no, yeah, I'm just, er... I'm being a prick. 201 00:17:42,680 --> 00:17:44,444 'Kettle's on.' 202 00:17:53,200 --> 00:17:54,281 Ta-dah. 203 00:17:54,400 --> 00:17:56,164 Oh, my goodness. 204 00:17:56,280 --> 00:17:57,725 Yeah. 205 00:17:57,840 --> 00:17:59,490 What happened to you? 206 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:02,206 I swear, when I left the flat this morning, I was spotless. 207 00:18:02,320 --> 00:18:03,811 You never said there'd be mud. 208 00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:07,561 You're covered in it. You'd best get out of those clothes. 209 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:10,251 - I'll put them through the wash. - Thank you. Shoes off here? 210 00:18:10,360 --> 00:18:12,363 Definitely. 211 00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:13,891 Strip. 212 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:18,000 You can wear my dressing gown, which fortunately used to be your dressing gown. 213 00:18:18,120 --> 00:18:19,611 Yeah, for all of a week. 214 00:18:19,720 --> 00:18:23,805 - You never wore it. - Never had the chance. 215 00:18:23,920 --> 00:18:26,207 This is nice. It's lovely. 216 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:27,401 I like it. 217 00:18:32,120 --> 00:18:33,850 Thank you. 218 00:18:33,960 --> 00:18:37,681 - Been working out? - Being funny? 219 00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:44,881 Er... have I... have I been here before, the village? 220 00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:48,049 Not that I know, not with me. Why? 221 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:51,243 I don't know really. It looks familiar. I thought I had. 222 00:18:51,360 --> 00:18:52,930 Part familiar. 223 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:54,724 I'd lose the socks if I were you. 224 00:18:56,480 --> 00:18:57,960 Okay. 225 00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:08,083 You look nice, by the way. 226 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:13,802 - You look well. - Well? 227 00:19:14,760 --> 00:19:16,763 You... lovely. You look lovely. 228 00:19:17,560 --> 00:19:18,971 Well fit. 229 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:26,883 - How long's it been now? - Almost a year. 230 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:29,207 Hm. Christ. 231 00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:36,686 Beautiful is the word I was looking for. You look beautiful. 232 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:39,491 Thank you. 233 00:19:41,200 --> 00:19:44,283 - You could use a wash. - Yeah. 234 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:46,721 It's all in your hair. 235 00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:49,082 Mucky pup. 236 00:19:51,160 --> 00:19:52,997 You've lost weight. 237 00:19:53,680 --> 00:19:55,489 Just a little. 238 00:19:58,080 --> 00:20:00,242 You smell like you. 239 00:20:01,400 --> 00:20:03,721 That's because I am me. 240 00:20:33,640 --> 00:20:35,290 Here. 241 00:21:03,320 --> 00:21:04,890 I've been here for almost an hour 242 00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:07,480 and you haven't even offered me so much as a cup of tea. 243 00:21:13,880 --> 00:21:16,122 - Oh, bugger. - What? 244 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:18,971 Need the loo. Don't wanna move. 245 00:21:19,440 --> 00:21:21,090 Bugger. 246 00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:39,611 Mummy? When are we going to the shops? 247 00:21:51,160 --> 00:21:53,402 My turn. Then I'll make you that tea. 248 00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:55,329 It can wait. 249 00:21:59,920 --> 00:22:02,321 You must be hungry? 250 00:22:07,640 --> 00:22:10,610 I teach a few hours at a few schools locally. 251 00:22:10,720 --> 00:22:14,361 I play Saturdays at a hotel about five miles from here 252 00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:16,801 and I give lessons. 253 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:20,242 I make ends meet. What else is there? 254 00:22:20,360 --> 00:22:22,010 Sounds good. 255 00:22:22,120 --> 00:22:27,684 It's nice, I like it, and the train is just a muddy field away. 256 00:22:27,800 --> 00:22:30,121 The village, ten minutes' walk. 257 00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:34,451 So, how did you manage to turn right instead of left? 258 00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:36,051 Oh... 259 00:22:36,800 --> 00:22:39,451 Disoriented by my fall. 260 00:22:40,160 --> 00:22:42,811 And how did you manage to fall? 261 00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:53,284 Er... I was running because I thought I'd seen her. 262 00:22:55,360 --> 00:22:57,681 There was a girl in a yellow raincoat. 263 00:22:57,800 --> 00:23:00,087 I turned the corner out of the station and I... 264 00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:04,205 She went towards the village so I followed her. 265 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:08,483 - You followed her? - I'm an idiot. 266 00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:12,931 I'm still looking for her. 267 00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:17,045 Not actively, just out of the corner of my eye. 268 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:21,121 I am a little bit better. 269 00:23:24,960 --> 00:23:26,451 Have you still got your private detective? 270 00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:30,121 No. No, he gave up. I think he got bored of taking my money. 271 00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:31,571 So, that was good of him. 272 00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:33,569 After he'd finished paying off his mortgage. 273 00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:35,171 Probably. 274 00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:43,327 If it's any consolation, I see her too. 275 00:23:43,440 --> 00:23:46,523 But I make sure I'm doing other things as well. 276 00:23:46,640 --> 00:23:48,802 She's out there. 277 00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:51,011 Yes. 278 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:02,765 Are you busy... writing? 279 00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:04,291 Yeah, yeah, er... 280 00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:07,961 I'm writing a story about a boy who wants to become a fish. 281 00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:09,491 Why does he want to become a fish? 282 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,171 I can't tell you that. It's top, top secret. 283 00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:15,602 - Why not a dog? - It's been done before. 284 00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:18,803 And dogs sniff other dogs' balls. Arses. 285 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:22,288 - Who'd want to do that? - It's gross. Kids would love it. 286 00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:24,721 Yeah. Yeah, they would. 287 00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:30,083 I'll just check on your clothes. 288 00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:32,601 Wouldn't want them to shrink. 289 00:24:34,720 --> 00:24:36,882 What time's your train? 290 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:42,525 At four o'clock and... and there's another at six-ish, I think. 291 00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:52,171 - Dry as a bone. - Thank you. 292 00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:57,082 - Are you finished with that? - Yeah, yes. 293 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:02,770 Are we gonna talk about what happened just now? 294 00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:04,730 Did I miss something? 295 00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:14,845 It was very nice and that's all I have to say on the matter. 296 00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:18,123 I'm surprised I remembered what to do. 297 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:21,130 Which is my way of saying there hasn't been anyone else. 298 00:25:21,240 --> 00:25:23,891 Same. There's no-one else. 299 00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:26,570 - Just me. - Good. 300 00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:28,330 I mean... if you're happy. 301 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:31,043 I know what you mean. 302 00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:54,968 - Hello? - 'It's me.' 303 00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:59,244 Question. What would you say if I asked to stay the night? 304 00:26:01,160 --> 00:26:04,005 - 'Not a good idea?' - Not really. 305 00:26:04,120 --> 00:26:06,043 What if I threw myself in another puddle? 306 00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:09,005 It seemed to make me irresistible last time. 307 00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,202 Still not a good idea. 308 00:26:12,320 --> 00:26:15,165 - Sorry. - 'Thought I'd ask, but you're right.' 309 00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:26,042 Is it always gonna be like this... between us? 310 00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:30,526 Yes, of course it is. It's... it has to be. 311 00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:37,561 Yes. It will always be like this. 312 00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:42,327 But maybe that doesn't have to be a bad thing. 313 00:26:42,440 --> 00:26:45,125 A bad thing happened and we've got to live with it. 314 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:46,765 Move on? 315 00:26:46,880 --> 00:26:49,201 Is that possible? 316 00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:52,201 Do we want to do that? 317 00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:58,687 - 'Still there?' - Yeah, still here. 318 00:27:00,640 --> 00:27:03,723 'It was lovely to see you.' 319 00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:05,001 And you. 320 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:09,048 'I'll call you.' 321 00:27:09,480 --> 00:27:11,084 Soon. 322 00:27:30,040 --> 00:27:32,611 It has been shown, proven, 323 00:27:32,720 --> 00:27:36,441 that we use but a fraction of our intellectual, emotional 324 00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:38,403 and intuitive resource. 325 00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:42,445 Now, it's clear we get by on very little of our grey matter. 326 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,040 Members of the committee, we have undernourished 327 00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:47,640 our capacity for empathic 328 00:27:47,760 --> 00:27:51,082 and magical participation in creation. 329 00:27:51,680 --> 00:27:54,889 'We are preventing the growing mind of a child 330 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,684 'from receiving...' 331 00:27:58,680 --> 00:28:02,362 By forcing literacy onto children between the ages of five and seven, 332 00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:05,882 we are shattering the unity of the child's world view. 333 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,924 Madam Chairman, literacy should not be introduced to a child 334 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:11,930 until the ages of 11 or 12, 335 00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:14,008 corresponding with the brain's natural and... 336 00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:15,690 11 or 12? 337 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:17,609 You're saying that we shouldn't introduce the written word 338 00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:19,768 to children until they're 11 or 12? 339 00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:22,122 - Correct. - I don't think that's correct. 340 00:28:22,240 --> 00:28:23,480 That's most definitely incorrect. 341 00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:26,871 Based on what evidence? 342 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:29,731 Well, experience. 343 00:28:29,840 --> 00:28:31,171 An anecdote, then? 344 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:33,089 There have been trials in Sweden that have proven... 345 00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:36,443 Based on the joy of a three-year-old child 346 00:28:36,560 --> 00:28:39,040 when she almost writes her name for the first time, 347 00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:42,448 or the joy of a four-year-old when she picks words 348 00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:47,441 or parts of words from a sign or a poster, 349 00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:52,404 which then in turn leads to the most wonderful, wondrous conversations. 350 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:56,241 Or imagine the child sitting on a parent's knee 351 00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:58,522 when it's having a story read aloud to it 352 00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:02,467 and... and tracing all the words on the page quite wrongly and... 353 00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:06,131 ...marvelling at those meaningless black splodges 354 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:12,043 which... somehow enable closeness, 355 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,043 bring... 356 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:19,681 warmth, happiness and comfort and... 357 00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:24,051 ease the separation at night. 358 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:31,808 I suggest that you are looking at the scenario 359 00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:34,082 from the adult's perspective and not the child... 360 00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:37,163 You can suggest what you want, but I know what I saw and I know how she felt 361 00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:41,682 so that's how I know for certain that you're talking complete bollocks. 362 00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:48,684 What a brilliant way to finish the day. Well done, you. 363 00:29:50,240 --> 00:29:51,890 I wasn't too rude, was I? 364 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:54,321 Not at all. And if you were, he deserved it. 365 00:29:54,440 --> 00:29:56,886 I've never heard such tripe. 366 00:29:57,000 --> 00:29:58,730 Could I treat you to a coffee? 367 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:01,082 Er... yeah. Why not? 368 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:02,611 Good. 369 00:30:02,720 --> 00:30:05,087 - Are you writing at the moment? - Yes, yes, I am. 370 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:07,043 - A book? - Yes. 371 00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:09,402 Of course a book. About what? 372 00:30:09,520 --> 00:30:11,523 Can you tell me or would you have to kill me? 373 00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:14,962 No, it's... it's about a boy who wants to become a fish. 374 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:16,571 Ah, what kind of fish? 375 00:30:16,680 --> 00:30:19,763 Er... well, a colourful fish, tropical fish, actually. 376 00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:21,291 How lovely. How far have you got? 377 00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:24,887 He holds his breath under the water for about 43 seconds in the bathtub so... 378 00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:26,161 Excuse me, Mr Lewis. 379 00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:27,930 My name's Joanna Buckley. I work at Number 10. 380 00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:29,531 The Prime Minister would like to see you, please. 381 00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:30,971 - Prime Minister? - Yes. 382 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:34,084 - What, here? Now? - Yes, he's not far. 383 00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,442 - Er... - Looks like I'm outranked. 384 00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:40,042 - Another time maybe? - Yes, definitely another time. 385 00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:42,163 That would be nice. 386 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:48,610 You address him as Prime Minister unless he tells you differently. 387 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,371 - Right. - It's just here. 388 00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:55,482 Mr Lewis. Thank you so much for sparing the time. 389 00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:59,082 - Prime Minister. - It's the Home Secretary. 390 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:00,930 His children are avid readers of yours. 391 00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:02,644 - Thank you. - It's nothing to do with me. 392 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:04,251 It's their nanny. 393 00:31:04,360 --> 00:31:06,442 Important work happening on your committee. 394 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:08,051 Well, I hope so, hopefully. 395 00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:11,130 It's vital that someone like yourself is involved. 396 00:31:11,240 --> 00:31:13,971 Now, we've a mutual good friend, I believe? 397 00:31:14,080 --> 00:31:15,571 - Charles Darke. - Yes. 398 00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:17,171 When did you see him last? 399 00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:20,762 Oh, er... some time ago. We had dinner. 400 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:22,610 How was he? 401 00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:24,688 He was Charles. 402 00:31:24,800 --> 00:31:26,803 Er... can I ask why? 403 00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:30,720 Did he mention discontent at all? 404 00:31:31,480 --> 00:31:33,801 No, no, he... he was in good form. 405 00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:37,322 Er... we talked books and... 406 00:31:40,400 --> 00:31:41,481 Well, he was himself. 407 00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:43,648 Will you be seeing him any time soon? 408 00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:49,326 I'm... sure. 409 00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:51,568 Yes, I'll... I'll visit him once he's settled in. 410 00:31:52,240 --> 00:31:56,962 I'd like to know how he is, in... in himself. 411 00:31:57,080 --> 00:32:00,801 In... in confidence. Could you do that? 412 00:32:01,640 --> 00:32:03,449 I can't... I can't spy on him, no. 413 00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:05,563 And we wouldn't dream of asking. 414 00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:08,251 But you can let concerned colleagues know how he is. 415 00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:10,530 Can't you? 416 00:32:10,640 --> 00:32:14,167 Charles is important to me personally 417 00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:16,681 and, I believe, to the country. 418 00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:22,561 - Okay. - Good man. 419 00:32:22,680 --> 00:32:24,489 As soon as you can manage. 420 00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:27,649 I'd very much appreciate your opinion. 421 00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:30,291 Right. 422 00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:17,651 Charles, don't bolt your food. 423 00:33:17,760 --> 00:33:19,490 You'll give yourself indigestion. 424 00:33:19,600 --> 00:33:20,931 Sorry. 425 00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:23,282 - Had a good day? - Mm. 426 00:33:23,400 --> 00:33:26,404 Very. Got blisters on my hands, look. 427 00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:29,490 Oh. Well, don't do too much. 428 00:33:29,600 --> 00:33:31,603 It doesn't hurt. 429 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:34,769 I'm building a shelter. It's like a den. 430 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:38,407 I thought about... like a tree house. 431 00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:40,921 But then you'd need ropes, pulleys, tools, 432 00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:44,727 none of which you're gonna find on a desert island or a jungle forest. 433 00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:48,811 Yes, well, you'll have to watch out for wildcats. 434 00:33:48,920 --> 00:33:50,923 Wolves. 435 00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:57,323 I mean, you don't have to force it. 436 00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:01,966 Is it forced at all? Your behaviour? 437 00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:06,922 Or is it natural? 438 00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:10,129 Yeah. 439 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:12,849 Natural. 440 00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:38,970 - What are you looking at? - You. 441 00:34:39,080 --> 00:34:41,128 What you gonna do about it? 442 00:34:41,240 --> 00:34:42,810 What's that? 443 00:34:42,920 --> 00:34:46,049 No, it's Mum. I was just, er... 444 00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:50,404 She's doing five things at once, as usual, making dinner. 445 00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:55,481 Oh, I met the PM the other week, the Prime Minister. 446 00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:58,888 - He's an arsehole. - Very charming arsehole. 447 00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:02,482 Aren't they all? What did he want you for? 448 00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:06,291 Charles Darke, my publisher, ex-publisher, is also retiring from government 449 00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:09,165 and the Prime Minister wants to know if I can find out why. 450 00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:11,726 Well, maybe he's developed a conscience, 451 00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:14,127 taken an anti-twat pill. 452 00:35:14,240 --> 00:35:16,049 I want to see him. Charles, I mean. 453 00:35:16,160 --> 00:35:17,890 But I feel like now, if I do, I'd be spying on him. 454 00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:22,121 If you wanna see Charles, you should go and see him. 455 00:35:22,240 --> 00:35:24,049 Don't let some ponce dictate 456 00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:27,323 when you should go and see a friend. 457 00:36:50,720 --> 00:36:53,451 That's it, all done. 458 00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:56,040 It's nice, very nice. 459 00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:58,845 I think we can be pretty bullish on the asking price. 460 00:36:58,960 --> 00:37:02,931 Can you not say how much it's worth, not out loud? 461 00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:05,441 Could you write it down, please? 462 00:37:05,560 --> 00:37:08,564 Yeah, if that's what you'd like, sure. 463 00:37:17,240 --> 00:37:18,810 That's my card. 464 00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:21,804 If you do decide to go with us, we can send a photographer round any time. 465 00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:22,921 Thank you. 466 00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:28,520 I'm sorry, can I just say that I'm sorry? 467 00:37:28,640 --> 00:37:30,131 But you're the writer and wife. 468 00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:34,689 I remember you from the news and when I saw the bedroom... 469 00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:37,451 I don't know where you get your strength from. 470 00:37:37,560 --> 00:37:40,564 My wife cried buckets, and those fuckers on social media. 471 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:44,162 Excuse my French, but "trolls" doesn't quite cover it. 472 00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:46,362 Thank you. 473 00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:49,882 Anyway, don't for a second blame yourselves, 474 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:51,650 not for a nanosecond. 475 00:37:53,720 --> 00:37:55,370 Thank you. 476 00:38:01,920 --> 00:38:04,651 I went to see Julie. 477 00:38:04,760 --> 00:38:07,331 - Saw her when? - Where? 478 00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:08,601 At her cottage. 479 00:38:08,720 --> 00:38:12,441 It's just outside a village called Stanton Lowe in Kent. 480 00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:15,006 - Nice? - Very nice. Peaceful. 481 00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:17,600 Mm. How's she doing? 482 00:38:17,720 --> 00:38:19,802 Oh, she's doing well. She's doing bits and bobs. 483 00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,245 We just had a cup of tea. She sends her love. 484 00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:27,847 - Will you be seeing her again? - As and when, yeah. 485 00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:29,690 Good. 486 00:38:33,160 --> 00:38:34,764 The village was really familiar. 487 00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:38,202 Er... there's a pub there called The Bell. 488 00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:40,690 Did we ever go there before? 489 00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:42,609 Together, I mean, when I was little, younger. 490 00:38:42,720 --> 00:38:44,370 - Stanton Lowe? - Yeah. 491 00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:45,925 No. 492 00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:49,567 No, I remember a pub called The Bell, but from years ago. 493 00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:52,365 Remember our one and only bike ride, Geoff? 494 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:55,290 - We stopped off at a pub. - Stanton Lowe? 495 00:38:55,400 --> 00:38:56,970 I don't remember the name of the village. 496 00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:58,320 When did we go on a bike ride? 497 00:38:58,440 --> 00:38:59,931 - Before we were married. - Christ. 498 00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:03,567 We borrowed the bikes from your shifty friend Paul 499 00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:06,331 and we stopped off at a pub called The Bell. 500 00:39:06,440 --> 00:39:08,249 Definitely. 501 00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:13,320 Did you give her our love? 502 00:39:13,440 --> 00:39:15,966 Julie. Stephen? 503 00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:21,048 Did you tell Julie we're always thinking about her? 504 00:39:21,160 --> 00:39:22,241 Yeah. Yes. 505 00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:23,851 Good. 506 00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:27,161 I feel for that girl. 507 00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:20,321 "It was not always the case that a large minority, 508 00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:22,329 "comprising the weakest members of society, 509 00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:25,649 "were able to devote much of their time to play. 510 00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:28,889 "It should be remembered that childhood is not a natural occurrence. 511 00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:30,570 "Childhood is an invention 512 00:40:30,680 --> 00:40:32,762 "and above all childhood is a privilege, 513 00:40:32,880 --> 00:40:35,565 "albeit a necessary privilege." 514 00:40:35,680 --> 00:40:38,763 Prime Minister, I say childhood is a right. 515 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:41,364 Prime Minister? 516 00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:48,211 Hey, what brings you to the big city? 517 00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:49,890 You do. 518 00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:52,480 It was a very nice surprise to get your call. 519 00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:56,287 I needed provisions and I have a proposition. 520 00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:59,210 - Intriguing. Mm. - Mm-hm. 521 00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:04,925 - Is this you pausing for effect? - Is it working? 522 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:07,124 This way. 523 00:41:07,240 --> 00:41:08,731 Okay. 524 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:12,522 So, how would you like to learn to play piano? 525 00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:13,971 Piano? Why? 526 00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:17,562 I mean, do you think I need to learn to play the piano? 527 00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:21,685 You don't need to, no, but it might be something you'd enjoy. 528 00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:25,646 - Do you want to give it a try? - Er... I don't know. 529 00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:28,969 You don't have to. You always threatened to. 530 00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:30,730 It's your call. 531 00:41:30,840 --> 00:41:33,844 Are you suggesting it would be therapeutic? 532 00:41:33,960 --> 00:41:38,329 It's just something for us to do, maybe, together. 533 00:41:38,440 --> 00:41:41,250 I'd teach you and if you hate it, we stop. 534 00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:44,523 No pressure. If you're too busy... 535 00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:46,131 No. 536 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:49,047 No, not at all. 537 00:41:49,160 --> 00:41:50,924 Good. 538 00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:52,963 We'll make a start, shall we? 539 00:42:02,040 --> 00:42:03,451 Now you. 540 00:42:03,560 --> 00:42:06,370 Nice and slowly at first. There's no rush. 541 00:42:10,560 --> 00:42:13,423 Try not to hit the keys so hard. 542 00:42:15,880 --> 00:42:17,530 That's not bad. 543 00:42:19,000 --> 00:42:20,331 That's good. 544 00:42:20,440 --> 00:42:22,170 Am I a natural? 545 00:42:22,280 --> 00:42:25,163 - You could say that. - If you were a liar. 546 00:42:39,520 --> 00:42:41,568 Charles? What on earth are you doing? 547 00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:45,480 I don't like it, the fuzz. Some of it's old-man grey. 548 00:42:46,200 --> 00:42:49,010 Well, be careful with those scissors. 549 00:42:49,120 --> 00:42:50,929 One false move... 550 00:42:51,720 --> 00:42:55,725 Oh, yeah, I wouldn't wanna chop off Mr Thing. 551 00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:23,966 - Ah, you found us. - Eventually. You're well hidden. 552 00:44:24,080 --> 00:44:28,244 You didn't see the yellow ribbon I tied around the tree? 553 00:44:28,360 --> 00:44:32,490 Oh, it's so good to see you. Have you lost weight? 554 00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:35,084 Of course I have. You buggered off and stopped feeding me. 555 00:44:35,220 --> 00:44:39,047 - Where is he? - He's, er... out, in the woods. 556 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:41,447 - He loves it. - Ah, lord of the manor. 557 00:44:41,560 --> 00:44:44,291 You're to find him, go to him, after you've eaten. 558 00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:45,481 Right. 559 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:48,570 He was so pleased to hear you were coming. 560 00:44:48,680 --> 00:44:50,683 He's changed. 561 00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:52,723 So have you. Is that a twinkle in your eye? 562 00:44:52,840 --> 00:44:55,650 No, no, it's just conjunctivitis. 563 00:44:55,760 --> 00:44:57,763 She's started to teach me how to play the piano 564 00:44:57,880 --> 00:45:01,202 and I'm finding myself desperate to impress her. 565 00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:02,811 Why's that, I wonder. 566 00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:05,730 Who knows? What's your news? 567 00:45:05,840 --> 00:45:08,047 Oh, reading, mostly. 568 00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:10,970 You know, books I've always wanted to read. 569 00:45:11,080 --> 00:45:12,889 - Mm. - Bit of writing. 570 00:45:15,560 --> 00:45:18,803 While Charles is, er... off enjoying himself. 571 00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:20,570 How long is it gonna be, his exile? 572 00:45:20,680 --> 00:45:22,364 Oh, I wish I knew. 573 00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:27,011 Well, the PM, no less, wants to know. 574 00:45:27,120 --> 00:45:31,364 The PM can go fuck himself. It's none of his business. 575 00:45:32,680 --> 00:45:34,683 Though they... they've been here snooping. 576 00:45:35,440 --> 00:45:36,851 I've asked them not to. 577 00:45:36,960 --> 00:45:39,361 Is there anything I can do? 578 00:45:39,480 --> 00:45:41,210 You're here. 579 00:45:43,160 --> 00:45:44,651 Charles? 580 00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,411 Charles? 581 00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:56,971 Charles? 582 00:46:01,640 --> 00:46:03,131 Charles? 583 00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:05,811 Hello? 584 00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:14,648 - Over here. - Oh. 585 00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:17,240 - You walked straight past me. - Good to see you. 586 00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:20,170 You too. Ha-ha-ha! 587 00:46:21,240 --> 00:46:22,731 Oh! 588 00:46:23,640 --> 00:46:27,247 Well, look at you. "Boys in da wood". 589 00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:29,966 Do you want to see my place, my den? 590 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:32,686 - You've got a den? - This way. 591 00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:34,609 Keep up. 592 00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:39,683 It's amazing. I've been building it for weeks. 593 00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:42,565 Could be worse. Could easily say he was out jogging. 594 00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:45,570 But he's not out jogging. He's out playing. 595 00:46:45,680 --> 00:46:47,364 Could be worse. 596 00:46:47,480 --> 00:46:50,802 Could destroy the report, if it continues. 597 00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:54,082 Well, then put a stop to it. 598 00:46:54,880 --> 00:46:57,042 Tell him he's grounded. 599 00:47:04,040 --> 00:47:05,804 Oh, for... 600 00:47:11,080 --> 00:47:13,481 Oh, for... 601 00:47:13,600 --> 00:47:16,410 You're not very good at this sort of thing, are you? 602 00:47:16,520 --> 00:47:20,002 - I used to be. - We're here. Come on. 603 00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:24,205 Big on the inside, like the thingy. Come on. 604 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:26,882 - Wow. - Yeah, it's got everything. 605 00:47:27,000 --> 00:47:29,480 Call box, tool box. It's a full box. 606 00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:33,605 - Full box? - Yeah, games, puzzles. Drink? 607 00:47:33,720 --> 00:47:35,370 Er... no, thanks. I just had a cup of tea with Thelma. 608 00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:38,563 Try some. I made it myself. 609 00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:41,601 - Okay. - Go on. 610 00:47:44,420 --> 00:47:46,083 Guess what's in it. 611 00:47:46,880 --> 00:47:49,071 Lemons and piss, going by the taste. 612 00:47:49,490 --> 00:47:51,111 Half right. 613 00:47:58,732 --> 00:48:00,602 Oh, my God. 614 00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:06,882 When the weather improves, I'm gonna sleep out. 615 00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:11,205 Did she tell you I've written a book? 616 00:48:11,320 --> 00:48:12,890 - Any good? - Not really. 617 00:48:13,880 --> 00:48:16,281 Might even become a joke book. 618 00:48:20,160 --> 00:48:24,131 - Climb a tree? - In these shoes? No, thanks. 619 00:48:24,240 --> 00:48:26,049 - You can see for miles. - I think I'll give it a miss. 620 00:48:26,160 --> 00:48:27,969 You'll love it. 621 00:48:28,480 --> 00:48:29,561 No, I won't. 622 00:48:29,680 --> 00:48:32,825 Are you chicken? Chicken. 623 00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:37,161 - Chicken. - What's going on? 624 00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:41,570 What is it that you're doing here? 625 00:48:42,560 --> 00:48:44,369 I'm just having fun. 626 00:48:45,760 --> 00:48:47,330 I'm being myself. 627 00:48:48,160 --> 00:48:51,721 - This is you? - Yeah, it's a part of me, yeah. 628 00:48:55,200 --> 00:48:59,444 It's mixed up. I mean, it's complicated. 629 00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:03,761 At the same time, you know, it's really easy 630 00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:05,962 and I understand it. 631 00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:09,883 And I expect you'll get it, easy. 632 00:49:13,520 --> 00:49:15,329 I'm searching for a child. 633 00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:19,526 And he wasn't taken. I mean, he was, sort of. 634 00:49:19,640 --> 00:49:23,247 He... was forbidden. 635 00:49:25,120 --> 00:49:27,362 He was denied and... 636 00:49:31,240 --> 00:49:33,243 ...I need to find him. 637 00:49:34,240 --> 00:49:35,480 You understand that, don't you? 638 00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:38,251 I don't have a fucking clue what you're going on about. 639 00:49:38,360 --> 00:49:39,441 Are you angry with me? 640 00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:41,722 Can you even hear yourself, sitting there with your bottle of piss 641 00:49:41,840 --> 00:49:45,162 and talking about searching for a child? 642 00:49:47,760 --> 00:49:50,491 - Are you disgusted by me? - Yeah. 643 00:49:50,600 --> 00:49:54,321 Yeah, I'm disgusted, I'm disappointed, I'm... disillusioned. 644 00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:55,771 Every "dis" under the sun. 645 00:49:55,880 --> 00:49:58,690 - Why? - Why do you think? 646 00:50:00,720 --> 00:50:04,850 You need a shave, Charles. You have a man's stubble. 647 00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:07,531 Look down the front of your pants and you have a hairy pair of bollocks. 648 00:50:07,640 --> 00:50:09,449 Yeah, well, that is where you're wrong. So there. 649 00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:12,581 Where are you going now? 650 00:50:12,720 --> 00:50:14,211 Climb a tree! 651 00:50:14,320 --> 00:50:15,811 Charles? 652 00:50:19,520 --> 00:50:21,011 Charles! 653 00:50:21,120 --> 00:50:22,531 This is ridiculous. 654 00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:25,007 Charles! Fuck's sake. 655 00:50:25,120 --> 00:50:27,123 Be careful! 656 00:50:27,240 --> 00:50:30,642 It's easy with practice! 657 00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:33,491 Charles! Charles, that's high enough! 658 00:50:38,320 --> 00:50:40,129 Wolves. 659 00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:46,521 Where does all this leave you now, Thelma? 660 00:50:47,360 --> 00:50:49,169 What are you? Are you his wife? 661 00:50:49,280 --> 00:50:52,602 Yes, I'm his wife. Course I'm his wife. 662 00:50:52,720 --> 00:50:55,041 It's why I'm still here. 663 00:50:55,160 --> 00:50:57,606 Putting up with it? 664 00:50:57,720 --> 00:50:58,960 Waiting. 665 00:51:01,940 --> 00:51:03,841 Thank you. 666 00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:08,523 Every day, I remind myself that it's what he wants. 667 00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:14,846 And he's out of time. And that's all. 668 00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:19,204 - Not out of his mind? - Why can't it be real? 669 00:51:20,720 --> 00:51:23,644 I mean, we all look older but how many of us actually grow up? 670 00:51:23,760 --> 00:51:27,208 - Look at the books you write. - He's a grown man. 671 00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:30,130 He's a brilliant and sophisticated man. 672 00:51:31,880 --> 00:51:34,281 And you want him back. 673 00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:51,651 He'll be disappointed that you won't stay longer. 674 00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:55,924 Oh, well, I'm sure he'll get over it. 675 00:51:56,040 --> 00:51:59,488 Sorry. I really am being an arsehole. 676 00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:01,491 Yes, you are. 677 00:52:03,720 --> 00:52:06,041 Well, you're right. I just... I want him back, and you, 678 00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:08,049 and I'm feeling very sorry for myself. 679 00:52:08,160 --> 00:52:11,243 So, there you go. I'm being childish. 680 00:52:11,360 --> 00:52:13,761 Must be contagious. 681 00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:18,571 Sorry. 682 00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:25,007 I was... I was a bit of a bully to him out in the woods. 683 00:52:25,120 --> 00:52:28,807 - I should tell him I'm sorry. - You are the grown-up. 684 00:52:33,080 --> 00:52:34,571 Charles? 685 00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:39,890 - Charles? - Busy. 686 00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:45,050 Charles, look, I'm... I'm sorry. 687 00:52:45,160 --> 00:52:47,930 When we were in the den, and you were talking about finding a missing child, 688 00:52:48,040 --> 00:52:51,044 all I could do was think of Kate and... 689 00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:54,001 I thought you were comparing. 690 00:52:56,720 --> 00:53:00,486 - I would never do that. - No, I know. I know. 691 00:53:00,600 --> 00:53:03,001 It's my fault. I'm sorry. 692 00:53:06,360 --> 00:53:07,851 It's okay. 693 00:53:09,360 --> 00:53:10,521 It's fine. 694 00:53:13,240 --> 00:53:16,562 - Shall I come in? - Er... 695 00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:20,289 - I betrayed you. - What? 696 00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:23,404 - No, you haven't. - I have. 697 00:53:24,480 --> 00:53:27,723 - You'll see. - Bollocks. Hairy or otherwise. 698 00:53:30,440 --> 00:53:32,841 I should walk the plank. 699 00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:38,721 You think you'll ever find Kate? 700 00:53:41,480 --> 00:53:44,290 Well, I hope I will. 701 00:53:46,800 --> 00:53:50,122 I'll never believe that I'll never find her so... 702 00:53:50,240 --> 00:53:52,129 She'll have grown. 703 00:53:52,240 --> 00:53:54,049 Yes. 704 00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:57,482 If you find her ten years from now, 705 00:53:57,600 --> 00:54:00,331 she'll be a young woman, almost. 706 00:54:00,440 --> 00:54:03,091 Yes, but she'll still be Kate. 707 00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:06,047 She'll still be my little girl. 708 00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:11,410 You wanna take her to the park 709 00:54:11,520 --> 00:54:14,524 and to the slide and swings and just... 710 00:54:15,880 --> 00:54:19,282 ...just catch up on all those things you missed. 711 00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:24,564 - I'm not comparing, you understand? - No, I understand. 712 00:54:26,400 --> 00:54:28,050 And, er... 713 00:54:28,760 --> 00:54:30,330 ...I'll try to understand. I... 714 00:54:32,760 --> 00:54:34,251 ...promise. 715 00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:41,841 Thanks for coming, Stephen. 716 00:54:43,400 --> 00:54:45,562 You're my best friend. 717 00:54:47,360 --> 00:54:48,851 Charles. 718 00:54:52,040 --> 00:54:53,531 What? 719 00:54:59,920 --> 00:55:01,729 Night-night. 720 00:55:02,920 --> 00:55:04,411 Night. 721 00:56:48,880 --> 00:56:50,371 - Stop, stop the car. - What? 722 00:56:50,480 --> 00:56:52,448 - Stop the car. - I can't, mate. I'm on a red route. 723 00:56:52,560 --> 00:56:55,131 - Stop! - Mate, there's cameras. 724 00:56:55,240 --> 00:56:57,971 Stop the car! Stop it. 725 00:57:23,520 --> 00:57:25,921 Too young, too young. 726 00:57:40,240 --> 00:57:44,484 Good morning, Mrs Forrester. 727 00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:49,441 Right, show me this one. 728 00:57:49,560 --> 00:57:52,670 And this one. And where did we see this one? 729 00:57:54,680 --> 00:57:58,081 So, your creative writing exercise is to write about your day at the zoo. 730 00:57:58,200 --> 00:58:00,009 So, if you can get to your tables, please. 731 00:58:00,120 --> 00:58:02,088 Thank you, everyone. 732 00:58:02,200 --> 00:58:05,363 And you can do some pictures too. 733 00:58:21,840 --> 00:58:24,366 Hello. Do you know who I am? 734 00:58:26,360 --> 00:58:28,442 Excuse me. Can I help you? 735 00:58:28,560 --> 00:58:30,642 - What are you doing? - I'm saying hello. 736 00:58:30,760 --> 00:58:32,569 Now's not the time or place. 737 00:58:32,680 --> 00:58:35,331 No, I don't think you understand. I'm her... 738 00:58:35,440 --> 00:58:38,125 I'm sorry. Can I speak to you in private, please, outside? 739 00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:39,731 Please. 740 00:58:41,120 --> 00:58:43,282 Children, on with our work, please. 741 00:58:48,720 --> 00:58:52,122 Er... look, I might... I might as well just say it. 742 00:58:52,240 --> 00:58:54,004 The girl that I was just talking to just now, 743 00:58:54,120 --> 00:58:57,920 that girl sitting right there, she's my daughter. 744 00:58:58,040 --> 00:58:59,770 - Ruth? - No, her name's Kate. 745 00:58:59,880 --> 00:59:05,091 Her real name is Kate and... she's my daughter. 746 00:59:06,920 --> 00:59:08,081 I think I should call the Head. 747 00:59:08,200 --> 00:59:10,362 She's my daughter and she was abducted three years ago, 748 00:59:10,480 --> 00:59:12,448 which is probably why she doesn't recognise me. 749 00:59:12,560 --> 00:59:14,881 But she will, she will. I know she will, because it's her. 750 00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:16,809 It's... 751 00:59:17,720 --> 00:59:19,529 It's Kate. 752 00:59:20,280 --> 00:59:22,089 Mr Lewis. 753 00:59:22,200 --> 00:59:24,009 I do remember your daughter going missing. 754 00:59:25,080 --> 00:59:29,688 The girl you say is your daughter is Ruth Lyle. 755 00:59:29,800 --> 00:59:32,246 If that's what they've called her, yes. 756 00:59:32,360 --> 00:59:35,648 Can I say I know who they are? 757 00:59:35,760 --> 00:59:38,730 I've known Ruth's father Jason Lyle for many years. 758 00:59:38,840 --> 00:59:40,843 He's a parent governor. 759 00:59:43,120 --> 00:59:44,611 I know my daughter 760 00:59:44,720 --> 00:59:49,886 and I know that that little girl out there is my daughter. 761 00:59:50,000 --> 00:59:52,401 Now, look. I'm not gonna shout. I'm not gonna make a fuss. 762 00:59:52,520 --> 00:59:54,090 I just want her back. 763 00:59:57,240 --> 00:59:59,846 If I bring Ruth into this office, 764 01:00:00,440 --> 01:00:02,522 you're not going to make a scene or interrupt. 765 01:00:02,640 --> 01:00:04,165 I'd rather not involve the police. 766 01:00:04,280 --> 01:00:06,089 No, by... by all means, involve the police. 767 01:00:06,200 --> 01:00:09,010 But, no, I'm not gonna make a fuss. 768 01:00:17,640 --> 01:00:20,041 Come in, Mrs Forrester. 769 01:00:20,160 --> 01:00:22,322 Come in, Ruth. 770 01:00:22,440 --> 01:00:25,125 We won't keep you a moment and then you can get back to class. 771 01:00:25,240 --> 01:00:28,562 And if you could stay, Mrs Forrester. 772 01:00:28,680 --> 01:00:32,651 Ruth, I wonder if you could tell me your full name, please. 773 01:00:33,320 --> 01:00:35,288 Ruth Elspeth Lyle. 774 01:00:35,400 --> 01:00:37,528 And how old are you? 775 01:00:37,640 --> 01:00:39,529 Eight, miss. 776 01:00:39,640 --> 01:00:43,201 And what's the name of your older sister at this school? 777 01:00:43,320 --> 01:00:46,529 Chloe. She's ten, miss. 778 01:00:46,640 --> 01:00:49,325 And when did you first come to St Edward's? 779 01:00:49,440 --> 01:00:52,683 To the school or to nursery? 780 01:00:52,800 --> 01:00:53,881 Nursery. 781 01:00:54,000 --> 01:00:56,446 When I was two. 782 01:00:56,560 --> 01:01:00,565 Mrs Forrester? And how long have you known Ruth? 783 01:01:00,680 --> 01:01:02,410 Since nursery. 784 01:01:02,520 --> 01:01:05,046 No. No, no, that's not right. That's not right. 785 01:01:05,160 --> 01:01:08,164 Thank you, Mrs Forrester. Thank you, Ruth. 786 01:01:10,000 --> 01:01:13,049 We have school records. 787 01:01:13,160 --> 01:01:15,925 School photographs. 788 01:01:16,040 --> 01:01:18,202 Would you like to see? 789 01:01:21,720 --> 01:01:25,281 I'm good friends with Ruth's family. 790 01:01:26,560 --> 01:01:30,565 I remember her mother Jaclyn being pregnant with Ruthie. 791 01:01:31,080 --> 01:01:32,923 That's what they call her... 792 01:01:34,120 --> 01:01:36,362 ...and have always called her. 793 01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:42,406 Is there going to be a problem, Mr Lewis? 794 01:01:46,720 --> 01:01:48,211 No. 795 01:01:50,240 --> 01:01:53,050 Sit here as long as you need. 796 01:02:46,200 --> 01:02:48,089 Oh, Kate! Oh! 797 01:03:44,160 --> 01:03:46,686 - Taxi for Julie? - Yes. 798 01:03:47,320 --> 01:03:49,129 Yeah, almost there. 799 01:03:49,240 --> 01:03:51,720 Okay, no rush. I'm a bit early anyway. 800 01:04:07,600 --> 01:04:10,843 For five minutes or more, I thought I'd found her. 801 01:04:10,960 --> 01:04:12,610 Five minutes at least of euphoria. 802 01:04:12,720 --> 01:04:17,362 I thought, "I've done it" and I thought of you and telling you. 803 01:04:20,120 --> 01:04:22,123 Lucky I wasn't arrested. 804 01:04:25,480 --> 01:04:29,531 I think she might have to be the one to find us. 805 01:04:31,160 --> 01:04:32,969 Can't give up. 806 01:04:33,080 --> 01:04:36,482 Can't give up hope, no. 807 01:04:43,760 --> 01:04:47,003 How certain are you that she's alive? 808 01:04:50,960 --> 01:04:53,964 I know that if she wasn't, I'd feel it. 809 01:04:55,560 --> 01:04:57,051 Yeah. 810 01:04:58,360 --> 01:05:00,169 I would too. 811 01:05:03,200 --> 01:05:05,680 I know that she's out there. 812 01:05:07,040 --> 01:05:11,842 But I've no idea where or where to begin looking. 813 01:05:12,720 --> 01:05:16,884 It's hard to accept that we're helpless, but we are. 814 01:05:18,440 --> 01:05:21,922 And all we can do is be here, ready... 815 01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:24,809 ...and sane. 816 01:05:33,440 --> 01:05:37,604 You should know I'm going away for a while, a few months. 817 01:05:39,200 --> 01:05:41,043 Going where? 818 01:05:41,160 --> 01:05:42,810 Undecided. 819 01:05:42,920 --> 01:05:46,891 Somewhere warm. Somewhere I can get to by train. 820 01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:49,571 France? Not sure. 821 01:05:51,680 --> 01:05:53,683 Why? Why now? 822 01:05:55,120 --> 01:05:57,123 I want to. 823 01:05:58,920 --> 01:06:02,083 What if I asked you to stay? A while, a while longer, I mean. 824 01:06:02,200 --> 01:06:04,009 I need to. 825 01:06:11,400 --> 01:06:13,971 You want me to send a postcard? 826 01:06:15,320 --> 01:06:17,129 You'd better. 827 01:06:34,440 --> 01:06:38,001 Dinner's almost ready. Just waiting on the potatoes. 828 01:06:38,120 --> 01:06:39,121 Why don't you wait in the warm? 829 01:06:39,240 --> 01:06:42,767 Oh, I am warm. Besides, I need to tell you something. 830 01:06:43,360 --> 01:06:44,600 Hm, ominous. 831 01:06:46,320 --> 01:06:50,041 I took a trip out to that pub, The Bell. 832 01:06:51,360 --> 01:06:53,328 - When? - A few weeks ago. 833 01:06:53,440 --> 01:06:56,842 Had to. Couldn't get it out of my head. 834 01:06:58,640 --> 01:07:02,440 You have been there before, in a way. 835 01:07:02,560 --> 01:07:04,130 In... in what way? 836 01:07:05,640 --> 01:07:08,769 You... were with me, love. 837 01:07:10,000 --> 01:07:12,003 Very much with me. 838 01:07:12,720 --> 01:07:13,881 I remember it so well, 839 01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:17,891 because that was the day I told your father I was pregnant. 840 01:07:18,000 --> 01:07:21,163 You weren't planned and you know we weren't married. 841 01:07:21,280 --> 01:07:23,931 I was dreading telling him, but... 842 01:07:24,840 --> 01:07:28,003 ...it turned out to be a wonderful day. 843 01:07:28,520 --> 01:07:31,126 It was the first time I saw you. 844 01:07:32,280 --> 01:07:34,089 It's true. 845 01:07:35,360 --> 01:07:37,522 I was sick with nerves. 846 01:07:37,640 --> 01:07:41,008 I wasn't sure how your father would react. 847 01:07:41,120 --> 01:07:44,681 Being pregnant was bad news, really. 848 01:07:44,800 --> 01:07:47,121 We'd made plans. 849 01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:50,329 And then... 850 01:07:50,880 --> 01:07:51,961 ...I saw you. 851 01:07:54,360 --> 01:07:55,771 This... 852 01:07:56,200 --> 01:07:59,522 ...beautiful child at the window looking in. 853 01:07:59,640 --> 01:08:02,371 This... face. 854 01:08:04,120 --> 01:08:06,600 I knew it was you. 855 01:08:06,720 --> 01:08:08,370 That's why I remember. 856 01:08:10,160 --> 01:08:14,290 I'm not mad and it wasn't the lights or hormones or... 857 01:08:14,400 --> 01:08:17,483 No, no, no, no. 858 01:08:17,600 --> 01:08:19,409 No, I believe you. 859 01:08:21,360 --> 01:08:23,010 I do. 860 01:08:23,120 --> 01:08:25,930 Oh. Oh, I am glad, because... 861 01:08:27,040 --> 01:08:30,681 ...it made me think, and this is important... 862 01:08:31,760 --> 01:08:36,562 ...if it was you that I saw... 863 01:08:37,360 --> 01:08:40,887 ...if you were actually there before you were even born... 864 01:08:41,800 --> 01:08:46,363 ...then Kate must be somewhere. 865 01:08:47,880 --> 01:08:51,441 But you have to keep on loving her. 866 01:08:51,560 --> 01:08:55,042 Loving her is different to missing her. 867 01:08:58,200 --> 01:09:00,203 It will find her. 868 01:09:01,480 --> 01:09:04,450 She is... somewhere. 869 01:10:28,360 --> 01:10:31,449 If you're in a bookshop, do you ever sneak a peak at your own books? 870 01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:33,210 Oh, yeah, every time. 871 01:10:33,320 --> 01:10:35,482 - Do you? - Yes, course I do. 872 01:10:35,600 --> 01:10:38,929 If they're hidden, I make them more visible and cover up the competition. 873 01:10:41,080 --> 01:10:44,163 How long have you been a teacher? 874 01:10:44,280 --> 01:10:46,408 I've already asked that question. I'm sorry. 875 01:10:46,520 --> 01:10:49,365 You have. Er... the answer is forever. 876 01:10:49,480 --> 01:10:52,484 - Sorry. - No, I'm good at it. 877 01:10:52,600 --> 01:10:56,764 I made the mistake of becoming head of department a few years back. 878 01:10:56,880 --> 01:10:59,281 - Mistake? - Well, that can be hard work. 879 01:10:59,400 --> 01:11:01,642 The staff are more difficult than the children. 880 01:11:01,760 --> 01:11:03,763 Oh, I can believe it. 881 01:11:03,880 --> 01:11:06,451 So, how's your boy who wants to be a fish doing? 882 01:11:06,560 --> 01:11:08,369 How long can he hold his breath for now? 883 01:11:08,480 --> 01:11:10,289 51 seconds. 884 01:11:11,360 --> 01:11:14,011 - What's funny? - You were so certain. 885 01:11:14,120 --> 01:11:18,683 It's a fact. Last bath time, he held his breath for 51 seconds. 886 01:11:18,800 --> 01:11:21,451 I look forward to reading it. 887 01:11:21,560 --> 01:11:23,563 If I ever finish it. 888 01:11:24,400 --> 01:11:26,482 - Do you not think you will? - Hopefully. 889 01:11:26,600 --> 01:11:28,603 But it can happen. 890 01:11:37,880 --> 01:11:40,963 It's, er... train time. 891 01:11:43,960 --> 01:11:47,601 - It's been nice. - Yes, it has been nice. 892 01:11:49,160 --> 01:11:51,891 - I'll walk you. - I know the way. 893 01:11:52,000 --> 01:11:55,322 Er... I'll see you at the next meeting. 894 01:11:55,440 --> 01:11:56,931 Yes. 895 01:12:00,760 --> 01:12:03,002 - Bye. - Bye. 896 01:12:14,000 --> 01:12:15,001 '"What's your name?" 897 01:12:15,120 --> 01:12:17,487 'said the curly-haired boy in the red T-shirt. 898 01:12:17,600 --> 01:12:19,842 '"Fish," said Fish. 899 01:12:19,960 --> 01:12:22,486 '"Cool," said Boy. 900 01:12:22,600 --> 01:12:24,250 '"Why Fish? 901 01:12:24,360 --> 01:12:26,761 '"What's it short for?" 902 01:12:26,880 --> 01:12:29,804 '"I forget," said Fish. 903 01:12:29,920 --> 01:12:33,322 '"I forget everything. 904 01:12:33,440 --> 01:12:38,446 '"Every day I wake up is like a brand-new life." 905 01:12:38,560 --> 01:12:41,530 'He was telling lies, of course, 906 01:12:41,640 --> 01:12:43,643 'big fat lies, 907 01:12:43,760 --> 01:12:46,411 'but he wanted it to be true. 908 01:12:48,000 --> 01:12:51,049 'Fish had so many memories that he wanted to forget, 909 01:12:51,960 --> 01:12:54,361 'even the good ones.' 910 01:13:00,920 --> 01:13:03,048 That's fucking perverse. 911 01:13:03,160 --> 01:13:05,731 Said the almost middle-aged man. 912 01:13:07,840 --> 01:13:11,845 Who wouldn't climb a tree, due to unsuitable footwear? 913 01:13:12,840 --> 01:13:14,729 Are you working, Daddy? 914 01:13:18,640 --> 01:13:21,450 Does it look like I'm working? 915 01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:34,162 I want to remember everything about you. 916 01:13:43,800 --> 01:13:45,609 Everything. 917 01:14:03,960 --> 01:14:06,531 Hi. I'm so sorry to be bothering you like this. 918 01:14:06,640 --> 01:14:08,051 You're bleeding. 919 01:14:08,160 --> 01:14:09,890 I'm sorry. Do you have a cloth or a flannel? 920 01:14:10,000 --> 01:14:11,650 Yeah, of course I do. Come in. What happened? 921 01:14:11,760 --> 01:14:13,410 Oh, I tripped and fell. 922 01:14:14,600 --> 01:14:17,001 Not looking where I was going. 923 01:14:17,120 --> 01:14:19,168 Useless on dance floors and pavement. 924 01:14:19,280 --> 01:14:23,001 - You might need a trip to A&E. - No, no, no, no. No hospitals. 925 01:14:23,120 --> 01:14:25,521 I'll reconsider in the morning. 926 01:14:26,740 --> 01:14:28,325 You weren't at the committee meeting. 927 01:14:28,440 --> 01:14:30,170 Er... no, no. 928 01:14:30,280 --> 01:14:33,090 Well, that's what I came to see you about. 929 01:14:33,200 --> 01:14:36,409 - It's all a waste of time. - Well, probably. 930 01:14:36,520 --> 01:14:40,810 No, no. No, it is. It's a sham. It's already written. 931 01:14:40,920 --> 01:14:44,083 "The Authorised Childcare Handbook." 932 01:14:44,200 --> 01:14:45,770 It doesn't matter what we recommend. 933 01:14:45,880 --> 01:14:47,848 It's already been written. 934 01:14:47,960 --> 01:14:49,803 - Authorised by who? - Government. 935 01:14:49,920 --> 01:14:51,888 Not that we have a government. We have a politburo. 936 01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:55,129 - Have you read it? - It's a love letter to the past. 937 01:14:55,240 --> 01:14:57,049 It's impossible to implement. 938 01:14:57,160 --> 01:14:59,891 I mean, pass it to the press, 939 01:15:00,000 --> 01:15:02,924 they'll lap it up like matrons on the ward. 940 01:15:03,040 --> 01:15:06,601 Nothing will change. It's a fucking joke. 941 01:15:07,920 --> 01:15:10,082 I... I didn't know who else to come to. 942 01:15:10,200 --> 01:15:11,611 No. 943 01:15:11,720 --> 01:15:14,121 Er... can I... 944 01:15:15,040 --> 01:15:16,451 Can I use your bathroom? 945 01:15:16,560 --> 01:15:18,927 Yeah, sure, of course. It's just first on the left. 946 01:15:19,040 --> 01:15:20,531 Thank you. 947 01:15:21,920 --> 01:15:26,210 No, it's not... it's not Watergate, but it's still a sham and with children. 948 01:15:29,800 --> 01:15:31,768 Oh, my Lord. 949 01:15:32,520 --> 01:15:34,841 Why can't they get on with doing something worthwhile, 950 01:15:34,960 --> 01:15:36,803 instead of all this posturing? 951 01:15:36,920 --> 01:15:40,163 Why go into politics in the first place? 952 01:16:05,600 --> 01:16:07,603 I'm not going mad. 953 01:16:08,320 --> 01:16:09,811 It's just... 954 01:16:10,520 --> 01:16:12,682 something that got out of control. 955 01:16:12,800 --> 01:16:16,805 I'm sorry. I... I saw the lights and had to look. 956 01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:18,570 I... I shouldn't have. 957 01:16:18,680 --> 01:16:20,683 No, don't worry about it. 958 01:16:21,720 --> 01:16:25,042 It's me, self-harming. 959 01:16:25,840 --> 01:16:28,082 It looks very lovely. 960 01:16:28,200 --> 01:16:31,682 She'd have been ecstatic, seeing this. 961 01:16:31,800 --> 01:16:34,042 Yeah, she would. 962 01:16:35,040 --> 01:16:38,328 - How long has it been? - Three years. 963 01:16:38,440 --> 01:16:40,841 Just. 964 01:16:40,960 --> 01:16:42,883 She'll be seven somewhere. 965 01:16:43,360 --> 01:16:44,851 Somewhere. 966 01:16:45,600 --> 01:16:49,002 I like that. She could be somewhere. 967 01:16:49,120 --> 01:16:51,771 - She could be loved. - She is loved. 968 01:16:53,600 --> 01:16:55,275 Of course she is. 969 01:16:58,920 --> 01:17:02,686 Are you able to... think of anything else? 970 01:17:02,800 --> 01:17:04,768 Besides her? 971 01:17:04,880 --> 01:17:08,123 I must and I do, yes. 972 01:17:10,720 --> 01:17:13,530 Although I do live in a rare world. 973 01:17:16,880 --> 01:17:18,371 Yes. 974 01:17:19,400 --> 01:17:22,722 I think I know who wrote the joke book, the report. 975 01:17:22,840 --> 01:17:25,844 - Who? - He's a friend. 976 01:17:27,080 --> 01:17:28,889 Best friend. 977 01:17:35,840 --> 01:17:37,922 Charles? 978 01:17:42,240 --> 01:17:44,049 Charles! 979 01:17:47,760 --> 01:17:51,082 Charles! I'm not leaving the track! 980 01:17:54,720 --> 01:17:56,211 Charles! 981 01:17:59,640 --> 01:18:02,644 Okay, game's over! You win! 982 01:18:08,640 --> 01:18:10,131 Charles? 983 01:18:16,000 --> 01:18:17,411 Fuck. 984 01:18:17,520 --> 01:18:19,011 Charles! 985 01:18:20,720 --> 01:18:23,530 Charles! Show yourself! 986 01:18:23,640 --> 01:18:25,483 Come on! 987 01:18:25,600 --> 01:18:28,046 Please. Please, please, please, please, please. 988 01:18:28,160 --> 01:18:29,400 Charles! 989 01:18:55,920 --> 01:18:58,491 Oh, sweet Jesus, no. 990 01:19:00,480 --> 01:19:03,211 Oh. Oh, shit. 991 01:19:03,320 --> 01:19:05,129 Oh, shit. 992 01:19:55,400 --> 01:19:59,200 Charles George Andrew Darke was... 993 01:20:00,840 --> 01:20:05,323 ...quite simply, too good a man to be a man in this world... 994 01:20:07,840 --> 01:20:11,925 ...because what he had managed to hold onto 995 01:20:12,040 --> 01:20:14,202 was the honesty 996 01:20:14,320 --> 01:20:16,891 and the purity that we are all born with... 997 01:20:17,000 --> 01:20:18,650 I'm sorry. 998 01:20:18,760 --> 01:20:21,843 ...but that in time we lose, 999 01:20:21,960 --> 01:20:25,123 without noticing and often without caring... 1000 01:20:26,640 --> 01:20:30,201 ...and, like a child, he was without cynicism. 1001 01:20:31,760 --> 01:20:34,240 First and foremost, he would always see the good in people. 1002 01:20:34,360 --> 01:20:38,081 He would place his trust in them. 1003 01:20:38,200 --> 01:20:40,203 He would care. 1004 01:20:41,640 --> 01:20:46,089 His love was his ever-loving wife Thelma... 1005 01:20:48,320 --> 01:20:51,244 ...and his passion was literature, 1006 01:20:51,360 --> 01:20:55,331 and in particular children's literature. 1007 01:20:55,440 --> 01:21:01,243 He recognised how precious those early years are... 1008 01:21:04,440 --> 01:21:08,411 ...and he often spoke of the importance of a, er... a supportive, 1009 01:21:08,520 --> 01:21:12,320 stimulating, caring and loving environment. 1010 01:21:16,120 --> 01:21:19,249 The very last time I saw him, in fact, he... he told me 1011 01:21:19,360 --> 01:21:22,011 he had written a book himself. 1012 01:21:23,720 --> 01:21:26,724 A joke book, he called it. 1013 01:21:30,640 --> 01:21:35,646 I've often wondered about finding that joke book and if... 1014 01:21:37,640 --> 01:21:42,047 ...if I did, if there would be any clues in there as to why he took his own life. 1015 01:21:44,480 --> 01:21:47,484 Something we have all pondered, I'm sure. 1016 01:21:49,880 --> 01:21:53,282 But I won't do that. I have decided... 1017 01:21:54,080 --> 01:21:57,084 ...to remember Charles as I loved him. 1018 01:21:58,040 --> 01:22:02,284 For his warmth, his smile, 1019 01:22:02,400 --> 01:22:04,971 his generosity... 1020 01:22:06,240 --> 01:22:08,641 ...and his brilliance, his... 1021 01:22:11,240 --> 01:22:15,803 ...his ability to make my world appear to be a better place. 1022 01:22:19,760 --> 01:22:22,570 I will remember him as my friend. 1023 01:22:22,680 --> 01:22:24,683 My best friend. 1024 01:22:25,520 --> 01:22:27,250 Forever. 1025 01:22:29,560 --> 01:22:31,290 The end. 1026 01:23:33,360 --> 01:23:35,169 Dad to Kate. 1027 01:23:38,600 --> 01:23:41,001 'Dad to Kate. Ha.' 1028 01:23:42,640 --> 01:23:44,961 'We just wanted to tell you that we... 1029 01:23:45,840 --> 01:23:49,640 '...love you very much... 1030 01:23:50,120 --> 01:23:51,850 '...and we miss you.' 1031 01:23:57,320 --> 01:24:02,122 And that we hope to see you very, very soon... 1032 01:24:06,000 --> 01:24:09,129 ...for lots of hugs and games. 1033 01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:11,049 Over. 1034 01:24:18,960 --> 01:24:20,963 Take your time. 1035 01:24:23,800 --> 01:24:25,803 We'll be here. 1036 01:24:33,520 --> 01:24:35,921 'Daddy, Daddy, I'm here! 1037 01:24:36,040 --> 01:24:39,123 'Look at me. I'm here with Mummy.' 1038 01:24:55,760 --> 01:24:58,127 Julie? Oh. 1039 01:24:58,240 --> 01:25:00,402 'How are you doing? 1040 01:25:00,520 --> 01:25:03,091 'I'm so sorry about Charles.' 1041 01:25:03,200 --> 01:25:06,051 Oh, I'm... I'm okay. Thank you. I'm okay. 1042 01:25:08,680 --> 01:25:10,171 I saw you yesterday at the church. 1043 01:25:10,280 --> 01:25:14,080 Well, glimpsed you briefly and then you were gone. How are you? 1044 01:25:14,200 --> 01:25:18,364 'I'm good. I'm fine. I've not been back for long. 1045 01:25:18,480 --> 01:25:21,404 'I've been wanting to call you for a while.' 1046 01:25:21,520 --> 01:25:23,204 Where are you? Are you at the cottage? 1047 01:25:23,320 --> 01:25:24,321 Then I'll come. 1048 01:25:24,440 --> 01:25:27,410 'I'm in town. There's nothing to worry about. 1049 01:25:27,520 --> 01:25:30,842 'Er... but I'm in the hospital. I was hoping you would come.' 1050 01:25:30,960 --> 01:25:33,167 Which hospital? Are you hurt? 1051 01:25:34,280 --> 01:25:36,283 No. I'm fine. 1052 01:25:36,400 --> 01:25:39,041 Really. I'm good. 1053 01:25:40,160 --> 01:25:42,163 I'm in ward 17. 1054 01:25:42,880 --> 01:25:44,883 'The Alexandra Wing. 1055 01:25:45,640 --> 01:25:47,768 'You will come, won't you?' 1056 01:27:46,400 --> 01:27:48,406 That's it, that's it. 1057 01:27:50,000 --> 01:27:52,810 You're doing really well. 1058 01:27:55,120 --> 01:27:56,611 Julie? 1059 01:27:58,240 --> 01:27:59,731 Stephen. 1060 01:28:00,800 --> 01:28:02,040 My husband. 1061 01:28:02,160 --> 01:28:04,811 You took your time, Mr Lewis. 1062 01:28:10,160 --> 01:28:11,730 We're having a baby. 1063 01:28:11,840 --> 01:28:13,251 A brother. 1064 01:28:13,360 --> 01:28:16,762 The baby's nearly here. Just breathe. 1065 01:28:19,180 --> 01:28:21,562 - Okay, it's okay. It's all right. - You're doing well, Julie. 1066 01:28:21,680 --> 01:28:24,331 - It's okay. It's okay. - Nearly there. Nearly there. 1067 01:28:24,440 --> 01:28:27,683 Keep breathing. Keep breathing. 1068 01:28:27,800 --> 01:28:30,042 Keep breathing. 77874

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