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Previously on Being Mary Jane...
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- You need some rest right now.
- Tell me how bad it is.
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We have got the best plastic
surgeon in the country.
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You're gonna be all right.
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Did his penis enter in any
hole in your body?
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David is almost like family.
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You're like family.
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Hm...
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♪
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Ugh, he won't
stop calling me.
- Look, let me show you
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how I get rid of my trade, girl,
you know what I'm saying?
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All right, so go to a recent
call, right?
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- Okay.
- All right?
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- And then you go to the little I
right next to the numbers.
- Okay.
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And then voilà and
you block the caller.
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Easy.
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- Thank you.
- Yes, indeed, mama.
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Yes, Niecy,
what's up?
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Hey, Auntie, um...
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Can you come over, please?
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Okay, tell me what happened.
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Niecy, hello.
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Niecy, is my mom okay?
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- Yeah. Yeah.
- Okay, then what is it?
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It's... it's Lisa.
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What are you thinking, MJ?
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I think I need a drink.
Want one?
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You're not allowed drinking,
remember?
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Passed around a memo.
We signed it and everything.
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- Right.
- I cleaned out the desk, too.
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I see this.
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- Hey.
- Hm.
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What about your family?
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What about 'em?
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You should go be with them.
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At least you should go see
your mom.
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I will.
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Who are you texting?
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I have someone up for
the weekend, Mary Jane.
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So you need to go.
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No. No. I'll be fine.
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Mark will understand.
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Mark, huh?
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He's cute.
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He's French.
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So, you just said he's only
in town for the next 48 hours.
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Go.
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I'm staying.
I'm all right.
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Seriously, I'll be fine.
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And so will I.
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Go.
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Mary Jane, it doesn't feel right
just leaving you like this.
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Let me go check in and I'll...
I'll come right back.
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Handle your
business, okay?
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- I'm fine.
- Are you sure?
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Yeah. I'm fine.
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♪ It seems a shame ♪
♪ 'Cause it's not too far ♪
♪ To guide me through ♪
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♪ And it's times ♪
♪ Like these ♪
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♪ And there's daylight ♪
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♪ It seems a shame ♪
♪ 'Cause it's not too far ♪
♪ To guide me through ♪
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♪ And it's times ♪
♪ Like these ♪
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♪ And there's daylight ♪
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♪ Been a long time coming ♪
♪ But I'm falling short ♪
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♪ It seems a shame ♪
♪ 'Cause it's not too far ♪
♪ To guide me through ♪
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♪ Been a long time coming ♪
♪ But I'm falling short ♪
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♪ It seems a shame ♪
♪ 'Cause it's not too far ♪
♪ To guide me through ♪
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♪ Not too far ♪
♪ To guide me through ♪
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♪ Not too far ♪
♪ To guide me through ♪
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♪ You took something ♪
♪ Away from yourself ♪
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♪ Come back to this world ♪
♪ And take your heart ♪
♪ To higher self ♪
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♪ Heart to higher self ♪
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♪ Not too far ♪
♪ To guide you through ♪
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♪ Because you took ♪
♪ Something away from yourself ♪
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♪ Come back to this world ♪
♪ And take your heart ♪
♪ To higher self ♪
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♪ To your higher self ♪
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♪ Because you took ♪
♪ Something away from yourself ♪
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♪ Come back to this world ♪
♪ And take your heart ♪
♪ To higher self ♪
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Hey.
Hey.
- Lisa died?
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- Yes.
- Why didn't you tell me?
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I'm so sorry.
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Well, uh, you had Prime Time,
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so, you know, it's a big deal.
- So what?
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Bigger than this?
Are you kidding me?
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I would have dropped it for you.
You know that.
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Oh, honey, I'm so sorry.
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I know how close you were.
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You must be so devastated, baby.
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I'm...
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yeah, I'm just trying to
make sense of it all.
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Yeah.
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Well, I mean... I remember you
told me about some of her issues, but
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suicide?
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I mean, did you think it would
ever come to that?
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Oh, God...
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- I don't know.
- Oh, my gosh...
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Now, obviously,
the circumstances were
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a little... different.
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But I think, knowing Lisa,
I think she would prefer
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that we celebrate her life
as opposed to
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crying over it.
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Would she, though?
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I mean, Lisa wants pageantry.
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Can we just drink,
please?
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- You know you're on your meds.
- Not anymore.
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Oh, God, do you guys remember
the time Lisa got drunk,
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threw out all her hot combs,
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bought a ticket to Kenya,
and came back with twists?
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Boy, do I.
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My God, she wore that
hairstyle out.
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That was a mess.
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She said it attracted
lesbians.
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Do you know that when I met her,
I thought she was a lesbian?
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- Because of the twists?
- No.
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She used to stare me in the eye.
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It was like very weird.
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And I heard that when lesbians are
picking you up, they do that.
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What?
Where did you hear that from?
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- Some lesbian.
- I did.
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Remind me not to look you
in the eye.
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- That was a thing.
- You're crazy, girl.
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Oh, God...
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So, why was Lisa in Kenya?
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She had volunteered for
the Samburu Project.
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They built wells.
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That was her way of
giving back.
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She said, uh, "to whom much is
given, much is required."
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We should invite them
to the service.
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I think Lisa would really
like that.
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Kara, can you... can you call
for me?
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Yeah, absolutely.
I don't mind it, you know?
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Anything you need me to do,
Mary Jane?
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Oh...
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Boys and Girls Club.
She was a mentor there. Can you...
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- I'm on it.
- For the love of philanthropy,
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how did she have time to do
all of this?
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I can barely remember to brush
my damn teeth.
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What kind of service
are you thinking about?
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- Uh, she was... Buddhist?
- No.
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I thought she was Catholic
this whole time.
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No, she just liked that the services
were short and you could wear jeans.
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Unh-unh. No.
She used to go to AME with me.
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No. She was just constantly
searching for something.
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- The girl was a Methodist.
- Methodist?
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First of all, Black people
don't kill themselves.
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That's what "They" did.
I mean, come on, you guys.
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Okay, granted, we might have,
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you know, been suffering from
a lot of other things,
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but we took pride in the fact
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that no matter how hard things
got, we didn't do that.
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I used to wear that like
a badge of honor.
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Me, too.
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I pinned it right next to
my "Strong Black Woman" badge.
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We ain't strong no more cause
we're dying off in plain sight.
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- What happened to us?
- Yeah, but you know what?
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That's the problem is that people
see suicide as a weakness.
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It's an illness, you guys.
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- I beg to differ.
- No, it really is.
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Yeah, and the medications
they're peddling are the gun.
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- Exactly.
- Not all medications are bad.
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- Kara, are you serious?
- Yeah.
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You know the numbers.
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How many stories have we done
about serotonin inhibitors
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and their connection to suicide?
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Yeah, but the numbers also swing
in the opposite direction, MJ.
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Not all medication is bad.
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Come on. In fact, we know,
and don't know people
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that are functioning quite well
on the best drugs their PPO can offer.
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Life is hard, man.
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Sometimes people need a little
help to cope, you know?
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There's nothing wrong with that.
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I can't believe she's gone.
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Yeah, you talk to David?
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No. Why?
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Because he found her body.
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♪
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So, um...
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How's the funeral being...
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handled?
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Cause I'll pay for it.
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It's already been
taken care of.
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♪
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So, you saw her?
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I did.
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Why were you even there...
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if you don't mind me asking?
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I don't.
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Um...
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I was checking on her
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because she hadn't
answered my calls
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since...
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- How are you doing?
- Good.
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Fine...
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all things considered.
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- If you need anything...
- I won't.
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Thanks.
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We kill her.
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We wouldn't talk to her
and she needed to talk.
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Hey.
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- We killed her.
- Mom.
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We did.
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Okay.
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Okay?
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That's all you have to say?
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No, Mom, that's not all
I have to say.
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I have quite a bit to say,
actually, about Lisa's
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burial outfit
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and what flowers that we
should have at her service
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and, I don't know,
who we should invite.
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I have a lot to say, and I have
a lot to do to make sure
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that my friend is buried with
respect and decency,
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so forgive me if I don't have time
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to co-host a pity party
with you, Mom.
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Well, I've already
spoken with her family
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and I'm sure that
the arrangements are underway.
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- What?
- Well, they had a right to know.
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You know Lisa hadn't spoken
to them in over 15 years.
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Why would you do that?
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Every mother has the right
to know.
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Let me get... let me get this straight.
So, you're laying here
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in mock mourning over the fact
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that you think we didn't do
enough to prevent Lisa's death.
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But you think inviting
the very people
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who planted the seed
to her pain...
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It was the right thing to do.
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What does that even mean, Mom?
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People always say that when they
do something that...
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that only makes sense to them,
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it's like when you're on the phone
with a customer service rep
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and you're... you're trying to
get a straight answer
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and they just keep talking nonsense
and then finally they say,
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"Ma'am, I'm sorry.
It's company policy."
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So... so... so... sorry, Mom,
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But I don't think inviting
the people who...
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who helped destroy Lisa
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should be company policy.
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It's not right.
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Then what is our excuse?
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And I did try calling you first,
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but you didn't answer, remember?
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You're always too busy.
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Now I guess if I had been
able to reach you,
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we could have had
this productive exchange then.
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So, you're punishing
me for being busy.
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Well, I didn't realize
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that making a phone call would feel
like a punishment.
253
00:17:15,033 --> 00:17:17,480
But I am sorry
254
00:17:17,482 --> 00:17:21,152
that I was unable to reach
you when I called you
255
00:17:21,279 --> 00:17:25,183
and it's caused you
so much distress.
256
00:17:31,682 --> 00:17:33,826
Hi, Auntie.
Still want me to come with you?
257
00:17:38,297 --> 00:17:39,524
Okay.
258
00:17:39,525 --> 00:17:41,625
I hear you, baby. I'm coming.
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♪
260
00:18:09,427 --> 00:18:12,590
You all right,
Auntie? Auntie?
261
00:18:12,591 --> 00:18:14,051
Can you believe my mom?
262
00:18:14,053 --> 00:18:16,727
She went behind my back
to call Lisa's parents.
263
00:18:16,728 --> 00:18:18,313
I mean, look, they can come.
264
00:18:18,315 --> 00:18:20,169
But that doesn't mean I have
to deal with them.
265
00:18:20,171 --> 00:18:22,683
And as far as the funeral
arrangements are concerned,
266
00:18:22,684 --> 00:18:23,901
I'm in control of that.
267
00:18:23,902 --> 00:18:27,438
So their input won't be
necessary or accepted.
268
00:18:27,439 --> 00:18:30,408
It's all a shame,
Auntie.
269
00:18:42,144 --> 00:18:44,779
Hi, Mary Jane.
270
00:18:56,245 --> 00:18:58,890
I remember when I took this picture.
271
00:18:59,676 --> 00:19:03,086
You all were in
the third grade.
272
00:19:03,109 --> 00:19:04,359
We were in the fourth grade.
273
00:19:04,710 --> 00:19:08,973
No, this picture was taken
at her 9th birthday party.
274
00:19:09,648 --> 00:19:11,867
No, that, uh...
275
00:19:12,772 --> 00:19:15,569
Alexis Hillman was bullying me
in the 4th grade
276
00:19:15,570 --> 00:19:18,544
and that picture was taken on the day
that Lisa threatened to punch her
277
00:19:18,546 --> 00:19:20,642
if she didn't stop bothering me...
278
00:19:21,001 --> 00:19:22,333
4th grade.
279
00:19:29,166 --> 00:19:31,703
So, I think, um,
280
00:19:32,890 --> 00:19:37,035
to respect her privacy,
we don't need to divulge
the details of her death.
281
00:19:37,481 --> 00:19:40,227
I'm glad you feel that way.
282
00:19:40,779 --> 00:19:41,978
I, uh...
283
00:19:41,980 --> 00:19:45,109
I told the rest of the family she...
284
00:19:46,614 --> 00:19:48,871
that it was due
to health complications
285
00:19:48,873 --> 00:19:51,299
and no one has
asked any questions,
286
00:19:51,301 --> 00:19:52,485
thankfully.
287
00:19:53,336 --> 00:19:56,986
All right, well, I'll do a Facebook post.
288
00:19:57,644 --> 00:20:00,157
I'm sure that sounds tacky and
impersonal, but in this day and age
289
00:20:00,159 --> 00:20:02,783
it's just the fastest way
to get the news out before
290
00:20:03,781 --> 00:20:07,137
her service so she
has a good turnout.
291
00:20:12,209 --> 00:20:14,981
Another idea
292
00:20:15,371 --> 00:20:17,246
I've been thinking over.
293
00:20:18,106 --> 00:20:20,634
You knew her better than anyone
294
00:20:20,913 --> 00:20:22,232
and so it only seems right
295
00:20:22,234 --> 00:20:25,809
that you would say a few words
at her home-going celebration.
296
00:20:25,954 --> 00:20:28,190
- Yeah, I don't...
I don't know If I'm...
- Mary Jane,
297
00:20:28,737 --> 00:20:32,813
you weren't the sister she never had...
you "were" her sister.
298
00:20:33,231 --> 00:20:34,614
So, please?
299
00:20:34,972 --> 00:20:37,327
Please, say you'll do this?
300
00:20:37,652 --> 00:20:41,165
LISA's STEPFATHER:
Baby, time to go!
301
00:20:42,136 --> 00:20:44,992
Charles is not coming to
her service.
302
00:20:44,993 --> 00:20:47,628
Mary Jane, not now.
303
00:20:47,629 --> 00:20:52,427
It is an insult to Lisa's memory
to have that man at her service.
304
00:20:52,429 --> 00:20:53,834
No!
305
00:20:53,835 --> 00:20:56,009
We put all of that behind us.
306
00:20:56,011 --> 00:20:59,974
Uh, Lisa apparently did not
as she hadn't spoken to
either one of you in years.
307
00:21:00,428 --> 00:21:02,143
- Hey.
- No.
308
00:21:03,095 --> 00:21:05,146
What are y'all in here
whispering about?
309
00:21:05,918 --> 00:21:07,502
It's impolite to whisper.
310
00:21:07,816 --> 00:21:10,957
It makes me think you guys
might be talking about me.
311
00:21:14,231 --> 00:21:15,906
Okay.
312
00:21:15,907 --> 00:21:18,179
Look, let's get out of her hair cause
313
00:21:18,180 --> 00:21:20,249
obviously she's got some issues.
314
00:21:20,251 --> 00:21:21,834
She's being very rude.
315
00:21:21,836 --> 00:21:24,188
Charles, we've all been
through a lot.
316
00:21:24,190 --> 00:21:26,791
Look, it's either me or him, but I'm...
I will not be at a service if...
317
00:21:26,793 --> 00:21:31,121
- Hey, hold on a second.
- I will not be at a service
beside this man's ass, okay?
318
00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:33,030
You're not just gonna talk
around me!
319
00:21:33,032 --> 00:21:35,989
Charles, please?
Let's go.
320
00:21:37,608 --> 00:21:39,296
Why don't you let me know
321
00:21:39,297 --> 00:21:41,983
by 9:00 o'clock what you
decide you're gonna do.
322
00:21:45,836 --> 00:21:47,737
♪
323
00:21:52,026 --> 00:21:54,128
Better hurry.
He's getting away.
324
00:22:05,471 --> 00:22:07,516
She has to be there.
325
00:22:07,936 --> 00:22:10,843
People will talk, if she's not.
326
00:22:10,847 --> 00:22:12,438
Let them talk.
327
00:22:13,865 --> 00:22:16,827
You're so weak like that.
I can't stand that in you.
328
00:22:19,728 --> 00:22:22,289
I can't believe you're letting
this woman divide our family
329
00:22:22,291 --> 00:22:26,177
and dictate who comes
to our daughter's service.
330
00:22:26,654 --> 00:22:29,428
- I don't wanna argue with you.
- Then don't.
331
00:22:30,587 --> 00:22:32,256
You always keep bringing
all this stuff up,
332
00:22:32,258 --> 00:22:35,529
but you never wanna talk
about the fact that your
daughter was bi-polar
333
00:22:35,531 --> 00:22:38,368
with an over-active imagination.
- I don't wanna do this.
334
00:22:38,370 --> 00:22:41,348
Look, she...
Lisa was not mentally stable
335
00:22:41,350 --> 00:22:43,450
and you know that.
336
00:22:46,233 --> 00:22:47,818
She hurt us when she was alive.
337
00:22:47,820 --> 00:22:50,819
Now she's haunting us
from the grave.
338
00:22:50,820 --> 00:22:53,670
I'd like to get her in there, first!
339
00:22:57,575 --> 00:22:59,599
I'm sorry, I'm just...
340
00:23:00,314 --> 00:23:01,561
I'm exhausted.
341
00:23:02,923 --> 00:23:04,923
And I don't want a scene.
342
00:23:05,885 --> 00:23:07,386
So, please,
343
00:23:07,666 --> 00:23:10,613
I just need you not to come,
344
00:23:10,823 --> 00:23:11,823
okay?
345
00:23:15,310 --> 00:23:17,361
♪
346
00:23:21,919 --> 00:23:23,234
Okay.
347
00:23:24,122 --> 00:23:25,767
Fine.
348
00:23:28,271 --> 00:23:32,829
♪ I wish somebody ♪
349
00:23:32,831 --> 00:23:36,747
♪ Would come and ease my... ♪
350
00:23:36,748 --> 00:23:41,085
♪ Troubled mind ♪
351
00:23:41,087 --> 00:23:44,038
♪ Yeah ♪
352
00:23:44,039 --> 00:23:47,509
♪ I wish somebody ♪
353
00:23:47,510 --> 00:23:51,513
♪ Would come and ease my... ♪
354
00:23:51,514 --> 00:23:55,100
♪ Troubled mind ♪
355
00:23:55,101 --> 00:23:57,352
♪ Oh yes I do ♪
356
00:23:57,353 --> 00:23:58,553
Ow.
357
00:23:58,554 --> 00:24:01,890
D'Aela, not today.
Keep still.
358
00:24:01,891 --> 00:24:06,227
♪ Will somebody ♪
♪ Come and ease my... ♪
359
00:24:06,228 --> 00:24:10,315
♪ Troubled mind ♪
360
00:24:10,316 --> 00:24:11,566
♪ Yeah ♪
361
00:24:11,567 --> 00:24:14,250
Oh, ho.
Boy, where are you going?
362
00:24:15,548 --> 00:24:17,416
You look great.
363
00:24:17,573 --> 00:24:21,659
♪ Would come and ease my... ♪
364
00:24:21,660 --> 00:24:25,296
♪ Troubled mind ♪
365
00:24:25,297 --> 00:24:27,248
♪ Oh yes I do ♪
366
00:24:27,249 --> 00:24:29,139
Helen, hold it, hold it, hold it.
367
00:24:29,731 --> 00:24:31,136
I'll give you a hand there.
368
00:24:31,137 --> 00:24:33,171
♪ I wish my baby ♪
369
00:24:33,172 --> 00:24:37,091
♪ Would come and tell me ♪
370
00:24:37,092 --> 00:24:41,062
♪ Everything's all right ♪
371
00:24:41,063 --> 00:24:44,432
♪ Yeah ♪
372
00:24:44,433 --> 00:24:48,436
♪ I sure wish my baby ♪
373
00:24:48,437 --> 00:24:52,323
♪ Would come and tell me ♪
♪ Everything ♪
374
00:24:52,324 --> 00:24:55,994
♪ Is still all right ♪
375
00:24:55,995 --> 00:24:58,512
♪ Oh yes I do ♪
376
00:25:00,398 --> 00:25:06,087
♪ They tell me ♪
♪ When you tell somebody ♪
377
00:25:06,088 --> 00:25:09,424
♪ Your troubles ♪
378
00:25:09,425 --> 00:25:17,182
♪ Trouble will ♪
♪ Fly away from you ♪
379
00:25:17,183 --> 00:25:20,301
♪ I'm looking, I'm looking ♪
♪ I'm looking, I'm looking ♪
380
00:25:20,302 --> 00:25:24,472
♪ I'm looking for somebody ♪
381
00:25:24,473 --> 00:25:30,445
♪ I can tell ♪
♪ My troubles to ♪
382
00:25:30,446 --> 00:25:34,449
♪ Why won't somebody ♪
383
00:25:34,450 --> 00:25:38,319
♪ Come and ease my... ♪
384
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:42,991
♪ Troubled mind ♪
385
00:25:42,992 --> 00:25:45,660
♪ Yeah ♪
386
00:25:45,661 --> 00:25:49,581
♪ I sure wish somebody ♪
387
00:25:49,582 --> 00:25:53,718
♪ Would come and easy my... ♪
388
00:25:53,719 --> 00:25:56,087
♪ Troubled mind ♪
389
00:25:56,088 --> 00:25:58,556
♪ Oh oh oh... ♪
390
00:25:58,557 --> 00:26:00,324
You know,
I couldn't cry
391
00:26:01,394 --> 00:26:03,108
at all
392
00:26:03,479 --> 00:26:05,329
when I first heard.
393
00:26:11,306 --> 00:26:13,638
It felt so weird, you know?
394
00:26:15,603 --> 00:26:18,133
I got paranoid that, um...
395
00:26:19,729 --> 00:26:21,191
the longer...
396
00:26:22,073 --> 00:26:24,831
I didn't cry, the worse it
would be when I finally did.
397
00:26:25,028 --> 00:26:26,090
So, I just...
398
00:26:27,012 --> 00:26:28,019
I just kept...
399
00:26:28,606 --> 00:26:30,121
trying to hold it inside.
400
00:26:30,255 --> 00:26:31,614
And I got worried,
401
00:26:31,659 --> 00:26:33,488
you know? Like...
402
00:26:34,230 --> 00:26:36,538
I knew it was gonna happen.
403
00:26:36,973 --> 00:26:39,698
It was definitely, finally,
going to happen
404
00:26:39,700 --> 00:26:41,687
when I started
writing the eulogy.
405
00:26:42,184 --> 00:26:43,440
But I just...
406
00:26:43,987 --> 00:26:45,252
avoided writing it.
407
00:26:45,588 --> 00:26:48,150
You know, I used to
procrastinate
408
00:26:49,024 --> 00:26:50,277
writing something
409
00:26:50,562 --> 00:26:52,267
that really mattered to me.
410
00:26:53,988 --> 00:26:55,362
Instead of writing, I just...
411
00:26:58,235 --> 00:27:00,282
I just stayed up
until midnight trying
412
00:27:01,301 --> 00:27:03,488
to pick out what dress
I was gonna wear today.
413
00:27:04,884 --> 00:27:06,860
And you know how many black
dresses I have.
414
00:27:08,183 --> 00:27:09,288
A lot.
415
00:27:10,344 --> 00:27:12,082
I remembered one.
416
00:27:14,239 --> 00:27:15,489
So,
417
00:27:16,594 --> 00:27:19,462
when I'm trying on
the eighth dress,
418
00:27:20,575 --> 00:27:22,119
I just get this
419
00:27:23,154 --> 00:27:26,957
weird, intense pain in my chest.
420
00:27:28,530 --> 00:27:32,324
It felt like I'm having like
a mini-heart attack.
421
00:27:34,815 --> 00:27:36,109
And I just...
422
00:27:37,426 --> 00:27:39,011
I just start crying.
423
00:27:40,618 --> 00:27:41,705
And...
424
00:27:43,870 --> 00:27:45,209
I couldn't stop...
425
00:27:46,657 --> 00:27:47,672
for hours...
426
00:27:47,735 --> 00:27:48,766
just...
427
00:27:49,539 --> 00:27:52,179
in my closet, laying on
the floor, just crying.
428
00:27:53,206 --> 00:27:54,893
Cause Lisa had told me
429
00:27:56,338 --> 00:27:58,826
not to buy that dress
because it cost too much.
430
00:28:03,435 --> 00:28:04,891
And she was right.
431
00:28:05,941 --> 00:28:09,404
Cause I got it for a cheaper price
in another store the next week.
432
00:28:12,986 --> 00:28:14,111
She was right.
433
00:28:17,145 --> 00:28:20,613
That was one of the last times
we'd gone shopping together.
434
00:28:21,233 --> 00:28:24,869
We just hung out like real
friends and actually had fun.
435
00:28:29,273 --> 00:28:30,647
So now I'm here...
436
00:28:31,357 --> 00:28:32,567
eulogizing...
437
00:28:34,927 --> 00:28:36,295
a friend I had...
438
00:28:37,115 --> 00:28:39,480
barely spoken to...
439
00:28:39,685 --> 00:28:41,232
and barely seen...
440
00:28:42,149 --> 00:28:43,149
in the year...
441
00:28:43,859 --> 00:28:46,109
before she killed herself.
442
00:29:02,092 --> 00:29:04,029
She's in a better place now.
443
00:29:10,453 --> 00:29:12,055
I just realized something.
444
00:29:13,882 --> 00:29:18,139
That's the lamest cliché
in the history of the world.
445
00:29:19,769 --> 00:29:20,823
I mean,
446
00:29:21,089 --> 00:29:23,229
who really knows
if she's in a better place?
447
00:29:24,892 --> 00:29:26,798
Could it be much worse?
448
00:29:27,215 --> 00:29:28,357
Really?
449
00:29:30,958 --> 00:29:32,247
I'm sorry.
450
00:29:33,409 --> 00:29:34,424
I guess it's just
451
00:29:34,534 --> 00:29:37,135
hard to find the right thing
to say at a time like this...
452
00:29:37,588 --> 00:29:39,159
for me, at least.
453
00:29:42,025 --> 00:29:43,235
For you,
454
00:29:43,758 --> 00:29:47,084
you always seem to find the right
thing to say in crunch time,
455
00:29:48,976 --> 00:29:51,539
so I'm sure your eulogy
will be perfect.
456
00:29:53,408 --> 00:29:54,780
Thanks.
457
00:29:57,697 --> 00:29:59,556
I hope so.
I mean...
458
00:30:00,806 --> 00:30:03,767
I owe her that much... at least.
459
00:30:08,507 --> 00:30:10,569
It's not your fault.
You know that, right?
460
00:30:12,874 --> 00:30:14,492
I'm sorry, what did you say?
461
00:30:16,164 --> 00:30:18,437
I just want you to know
it's not your fault.
462
00:30:18,439 --> 00:30:20,406
I know it's not my fault!
463
00:30:21,520 --> 00:30:23,070
Oh, Mary Jane, I didn't mean
to say...
464
00:30:23,072 --> 00:30:25,525
No, no, you never mean
for it to hurt, David.
465
00:30:25,527 --> 00:30:27,103
It just always does.
466
00:30:27,830 --> 00:30:29,565
Why would you say
something like that?
467
00:30:29,567 --> 00:30:31,018
- I was just trying to find...
- You were just
468
00:30:31,127 --> 00:30:33,364
trying to figure out how
to get Lisa's money.
469
00:30:35,735 --> 00:30:37,091
What the hell is that
supposed to mean?
470
00:30:37,156 --> 00:30:39,678
I wasn't the one who screwed
her out of her money
471
00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:41,711
and her dignity...
- Okay...
- ...was I?
472
00:30:42,491 --> 00:30:44,525
First of all,
I didn't screw Lisa.
473
00:30:44,526 --> 00:30:48,329
Are you really gonna
use the Bill Clinton defense?
474
00:30:48,494 --> 00:30:49,828
David, we are in a church.
475
00:30:49,913 --> 00:30:51,443
I'm not using any defense.
476
00:30:51,445 --> 00:30:53,208
- I'm just...
- You're just...
477
00:30:53,240 --> 00:30:54,883
Look, I'm just trying to...
478
00:30:55,166 --> 00:30:56,978
- What?
- I'm just...
479
00:30:58,640 --> 00:31:01,843
Yeah, right. What?
What, David?
480
00:31:03,796 --> 00:31:06,249
What? What could you
possibly have to say,
481
00:31:07,827 --> 00:31:09,061
huh?
482
00:31:09,772 --> 00:31:12,162
What do you have to say?
483
00:31:14,217 --> 00:31:16,472
Are you trying to blame me
for my friend's suicide
484
00:31:16,474 --> 00:31:19,726
because you don't wanna take
responsibility for one blow job.
485
00:31:20,148 --> 00:31:21,844
At least I think
it was just one.
486
00:31:23,062 --> 00:31:24,516
You... you didn't say,
487
00:31:25,358 --> 00:31:26,437
"we."
488
00:31:26,647 --> 00:31:30,062
We could have really done
a better job by Lisa.
489
00:31:31,276 --> 00:31:32,335
You said me.
490
00:31:34,547 --> 00:31:36,961
God, you pretended to
come here to comfort me,
491
00:31:36,963 --> 00:31:39,283
but you really just came
to comfort yourself.
492
00:31:43,068 --> 00:31:44,780
I'm out of comfort to give you,
David.
493
00:31:46,877 --> 00:31:48,142
I am out of...
494
00:31:49,135 --> 00:31:51,260
anything to give you.
495
00:31:57,077 --> 00:31:58,621
I have nothing for you.
496
00:32:07,909 --> 00:32:09,626
♪
497
00:32:32,846 --> 00:32:38,039
♪ Why ♪
♪ Should I ♪
498
00:32:38,393 --> 00:32:44,344
♪ Feel discouraged ♪
499
00:32:44,687 --> 00:32:46,731
- Hey, man.
- How're you doing?
500
00:32:46,733 --> 00:32:48,846
- I'm all right. How are you doing?
- I'm good.
501
00:32:48,848 --> 00:32:50,884
I'm really sorry about
your sister, Ken. It's terrible.
502
00:32:50,997 --> 00:32:52,267
Thank you.
503
00:32:52,441 --> 00:32:53,888
Why don't you sit with us?
504
00:32:53,889 --> 00:32:55,935
I know my family'd appreciate it.
505
00:32:56,358 --> 00:33:00,027
Uh, thanks, but I don't know if, uh...
506
00:33:00,469 --> 00:33:01,943
What is he doing
here?
507
00:33:04,763 --> 00:33:05,867
Huh?
508
00:33:05,868 --> 00:33:07,985
What is he doing here?
509
00:33:09,788 --> 00:33:11,706
It's time.
510
00:33:11,906 --> 00:33:13,785
And might I remind us all
511
00:33:13,787 --> 00:33:15,599
that this is the House of the Lord
512
00:33:15,978 --> 00:33:18,104
and everyone is welcome here.
513
00:33:24,168 --> 00:33:28,469
♪ ...my portion ♪
514
00:33:28,471 --> 00:33:35,812
♪ A constant friend is He ♪
515
00:33:35,812 --> 00:33:38,847
♪ For His eye ♪
516
00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:46,407
♪ Is on the sparrow ♪
517
00:33:46,408 --> 00:33:50,695
♪ And I know ♪
518
00:33:50,696 --> 00:33:57,785
♪ He watches over me ♪
519
00:33:57,786 --> 00:34:00,955
♪ I sing ♪
520
00:34:00,956 --> 00:34:03,925
♪ Because ♪
521
00:34:03,926 --> 00:34:07,678
♪ I'm happy ♪
522
00:34:07,679 --> 00:34:11,716
♪ And I... I sing ♪
523
00:34:11,717 --> 00:34:14,969
♪ Because I'm free ♪
524
00:34:14,970 --> 00:34:17,855
♪ Yeah ♪
525
00:34:17,856 --> 00:34:20,975
♪ Oh, His eye ♪
526
00:34:20,976 --> 00:34:30,201
♪ Is on the sparrow ♪
527
00:34:30,202 --> 00:34:34,322
♪ And I know ♪
528
00:34:34,323 --> 00:34:38,159
♪ I know ♪
529
00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:44,665
♪ I know He watches over ♪
530
00:34:44,666 --> 00:34:49,519
♪ Over me ♪
531
00:34:58,162 --> 00:35:01,426
So, yesterday, I, uh, stopped for
532
00:35:02,096 --> 00:35:03,312
some coffee
533
00:35:04,496 --> 00:35:05,694
and, uh,
534
00:35:06,501 --> 00:35:08,786
a guy that worked
at the coffee shop, he said,
535
00:35:09,031 --> 00:35:11,642
"Good morning. How are you?"
536
00:35:11,810 --> 00:35:13,622
I said, "I'm fine. How are you?"
537
00:35:14,275 --> 00:35:16,022
Cause that's what you say when
538
00:35:16,435 --> 00:35:18,805
you go to a coffee shop
and somebody says,
539
00:35:18,986 --> 00:35:20,401
Hey, how are you?
540
00:35:22,053 --> 00:35:23,675
But I wasn't fine.
541
00:35:26,599 --> 00:35:28,404
I wasn't fine because, um...
542
00:35:30,407 --> 00:35:33,127
today, I'm burying my oldest
friend.
543
00:35:38,105 --> 00:35:39,746
I realize...
544
00:35:41,405 --> 00:35:42,800
that I'm a liar.
545
00:35:44,006 --> 00:35:45,490
I'm a big liar.
546
00:35:47,081 --> 00:35:48,369
And a good liar.
547
00:35:49,471 --> 00:35:50,869
We all are.
548
00:35:53,726 --> 00:35:54,857
We're all just
549
00:35:55,236 --> 00:35:58,198
pretending that we're okay
when we're really not.
550
00:36:04,210 --> 00:36:05,950
And it's not even
551
00:36:06,498 --> 00:36:09,466
like it's enough for just us to lie.
552
00:36:10,158 --> 00:36:13,477
We really expect
everyone else to lie, too.
553
00:36:14,083 --> 00:36:15,218
It's like...
554
00:36:16,825 --> 00:36:19,284
we're all afraid
that the whole world's
555
00:36:19,286 --> 00:36:21,708
gonna come falling down...
556
00:36:24,416 --> 00:36:25,510
if we're...
557
00:36:25,778 --> 00:36:28,402
honest with one another
all of the time.
558
00:36:28,403 --> 00:36:31,072
I absolutely now believe that
559
00:36:31,403 --> 00:36:33,407
the lies we tell each other,
560
00:36:34,087 --> 00:36:36,141
that's what killed
my friend, Lisa.
561
00:36:41,054 --> 00:36:42,329
My sister.
562
00:36:47,872 --> 00:36:50,599
So, I know that a lot
of you here know that
563
00:36:52,151 --> 00:36:54,599
Lisa was originally from Ohio
564
00:36:55,212 --> 00:36:57,479
and moved to Atlanta when she was eight
565
00:36:59,175 --> 00:37:01,300
and that she was a...
566
00:37:01,936 --> 00:37:03,342
a straight "A" student
567
00:37:03,431 --> 00:37:07,408
and... graduated from
Meharry Medical School.
568
00:37:09,610 --> 00:37:11,628
♪
569
00:37:13,878 --> 00:37:16,348
Lisa was also molested
by her stepfather...
570
00:37:16,350 --> 00:37:19,203
...from the time she was 9
571
00:37:19,489 --> 00:37:22,693
Until the time she was 16.
572
00:37:22,727 --> 00:37:24,125
LISA's MOTHER:
573
00:37:24,253 --> 00:37:26,375
And she carried
574
00:37:26,677 --> 00:37:28,395
that pain...
575
00:37:31,503 --> 00:37:34,260
♪ And how the tears ♪
♪ Ran from my eyes ♪
576
00:37:34,262 --> 00:37:35,895
...with her every day...
577
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:40,141
for the duration of her life.
578
00:37:40,142 --> 00:37:45,179
♪ They didn't fall ♪
♪ Because it hurt me ♪
579
00:37:45,180 --> 00:37:49,400
♪ But if I kept myself ♪
♪ From danger ♪
580
00:37:49,401 --> 00:37:51,852
Her whole life...
581
00:37:51,853 --> 00:37:55,940
♪ This emptiness ♪
♪ Would feel the same ♪
582
00:37:55,941 --> 00:37:57,358
...she was in pain.
583
00:37:57,359 --> 00:37:59,360
♪ I ain't no angel ♪
584
00:37:59,361 --> 00:38:02,907
She also suffered from depression
585
00:38:03,666 --> 00:38:06,215
and she suffered
from unrequited love
586
00:38:07,506 --> 00:38:10,076
and she suffered
from the silent treatment...
587
00:38:10,539 --> 00:38:13,123
♪ You see those egg shells ♪
588
00:38:13,124 --> 00:38:14,376
...way too many times.
589
00:38:14,378 --> 00:38:17,626
♪ They're broken up ♪
590
00:38:17,629 --> 00:38:19,821
I should have asked her
591
00:38:21,794 --> 00:38:25,700
a thousand times, "How are you?"
592
00:38:27,765 --> 00:38:29,850
Like "How are you?"
593
00:38:31,905 --> 00:38:33,680
But I didn't.
594
00:38:34,978 --> 00:38:36,931
I don't know if I, um...
595
00:38:36,933 --> 00:38:39,755
♪ Did you ever really ♪
♪ Love her ♪
596
00:38:39,757 --> 00:38:43,500
...actually wanted to hear her truth.
597
00:38:44,206 --> 00:38:46,156
I don't think any of us did
598
00:38:47,737 --> 00:38:49,434
and now she's gone.
599
00:38:50,245 --> 00:38:51,778
I just wanna say that
600
00:38:52,916 --> 00:38:55,102
Lisa touched so many lives.
601
00:38:56,266 --> 00:38:57,873
She literally
602
00:38:58,264 --> 00:38:59,715
brought life
603
00:39:00,128 --> 00:39:01,863
into the world
604
00:39:02,259 --> 00:39:06,064
and I think the best
way to celebrate her life is
605
00:39:08,791 --> 00:39:10,643
to stop being liars,
606
00:39:11,098 --> 00:39:13,766
to actually embrace the truth.
607
00:39:14,102 --> 00:39:15,569
LISA's MOTHER:
608
00:39:15,570 --> 00:39:18,239
♪ You see those egg shells ♪
609
00:39:18,240 --> 00:39:21,408
♪ They're broken up ♪
610
00:39:21,409 --> 00:39:23,110
♪ A million pieces ♪
611
00:39:23,111 --> 00:39:25,023
Just make sure that you tell
612
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:27,936
everyone that you love...
613
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:34,331
that you will love them...
614
00:39:36,547 --> 00:39:39,263
no matter how ugly
their truth is.
615
00:39:43,298 --> 00:39:46,126
♪ You can have my heart ♪
♪ My soul, my body ♪
616
00:39:46,128 --> 00:39:47,688
You'll still love 'em.
617
00:39:48,603 --> 00:39:50,137
LISA's MOTHER:
618
00:39:50,138 --> 00:39:55,359
♪ If you can promise ♪
♪ Not to go away ♪
619
00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:58,479
♪ I ain't no angel ♪
620
00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:01,615
♪ I never was ♪
621
00:40:01,616 --> 00:40:05,035
♪ But I never hurt you ♪
622
00:40:05,036 --> 00:40:08,238
♪ It's not my fault ♪
623
00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:11,575
♪ You see those egg shells ♪
624
00:40:11,576 --> 00:40:15,212
♪ They're broken up ♪
625
00:40:15,213 --> 00:40:17,665
♪ A million pieces ♪
626
00:40:17,666 --> 00:40:20,817
♪ Strewn all ♪
♪ Across the ground ♪
627
00:40:24,138 --> 00:40:26,823
Oh, Lisa...
628
00:40:30,394 --> 00:40:33,322
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