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Louis, Louis, please wake up, oh God

I think something horrible is wrong with me,
I can't breathe

- I'm calling the ambulance
- No, wait, I...

War! Are you fucking crazy?
Oh God you're on fire, your head is on fire

- It hurts, it hurts
- I'm calling the ambulance

I don't want to go to the hospital

- Please let me lie here, just...
- No, no, God, Prior, stand up

- Don't touch my leg!
- We have to... Oh God this is so crazy

I'll be OK if I just lie here Lou, really,
if I can only sleep a little

Louis?

No! No! Don't call

You'll send me there and I won't come back,
please, please, I'm begging, baby, please

- Louis!
- Will you shut the fuck up

I have to go to the bathroom.
Wait. Wait, just... Oh. Oh God

Prior? They'll be here in...
Oh my God

- I'm sorry, I'm sorry
- What did...? What?

- I had an accident
- This is blood

Maybe you shouldn't touch it...
Me... I...

Oh help. Oh help. Oh God help me.
I can't...

Why are you siting in the dark'?
Tum on the light

No. I heard the sounds in the bedroom again

- I know someone was in there
- No one was

Maybe actually in the bed,
under the covers with a knife

Oh, boy. Joe. I'm thinking of going away.
By which I mean, I think I'm going off again

- You know what I mean?
- Please don't. Stay. We can fix 't. I pray for that

This is my fault, but I can correct it.
You have to try. too

Oh. Please. Don't pray for that

I had a book of Bible stories when I was a kid

There was a picture I'd look at twenty times every day,
Jacob wrestles with the angel

I don't really remember the story,
or why the wrestling. Just the picture

Jacob is young and very strong. The angel is
a beautiful man, with golden hair and wings, of course

I still dream about it. Many nights. I'm...
It's me in that snuggle. Fierce, and unfair

The angel is not human, and it holds nothing back,
so how could anyone human win?

What kind of a fight is that? It's not just

Losing means your soul thrown down in the dust,
your heart tom out from God's. But you can't not lose

In the whole entire world,
you are the only person I love or have ever loved

And I love you terribly. Terribly

That's what's so awfully, irreducibly real.
I can make up anything but I can't dream that away

Are you really going to have a baby?

It's my time, and there's no blood.
I don't really know

I suppose 'wouldn't be sum a great thing

Maybe I'm just not bleeding
because I take too many pills

Maybe I'll give birth to a pill.
That would give a new meaning to pill-popping, huh?

I think you should go to Washington.
Alone. Change, like you said

- I'm not going to leave you, Harper
- Well maybe not

But I'm going to leave you

- He'll be all right now
- No he won't

No. I guess not.
I gave him something that makes him sleep

- Deep asleep?
- Orbiting the moons of Jupiter

- A good place to be
- Anyplace better than here

- You his... uh...?
- Yes. I'm his uh

- This must be hell for you
- call is. Hell. The afterlife

Which is not at all like a rainy afternoon
in March, by the way, Prior

A lot more vivid than I'd expected.
Dead leaves, but the crunchy kind. Sharp, dry air

The kind of long, luxurious dying feeling
that breaks your heart

Yeah, well.
We all get to break our hearts on this one

- He seems like a nice guy. Cute
- Not like this

Yes, he is. Was. Whatever

Weird name. Prior Walter.
Like The Walter before this one'

Lots of Walters before this one.
Prior is an old old family name in an old old family

The Walters go back to the Mayflower and beyond.
Back to the Norman Conquests

He says there's a Prior Walter
stitched into the Bayeux tapestry

- Is that impressive?
- Well, it's old. Very old

- Which in some circles equals impressive
- Not in my circle. What's the name of the tapestry?

The Bayeux tapestry.
Embroidered by La Reine thathilde

I'll tell my mother. She embroiders

- It drives me nuts
- Manual therapy for anxious hands

Maybe you should try it

Mathilde stitched while 'William the Conqueror
went off to war

She was capable of more than loyalty. Devotion.
She waited for him, she stitched for years

And if he had come back broken and defeated from war,
she would have loved him even more

And if he had returned mutilated, ugly, full of
infection and honor, she would still have loved him

Fed by pity, by a sharing of pain,
she would love him even more, and even more

And she would never, never have prayed to God...

Please let him die if he can't return to me whole
and healthy and able to live a normal life'

If he had died,
she would have buried her heart with him

So what the fuck is the matter with me?

- Will he sleep through the night?
- At least

- I'm going
- It's one a.m. Where do you have to go at...

I know what time it is.
A walk. Night air, good for the...

- The park
- Be careful

Yeah. Danger

Tell him, if he wakes up and you're still on,
tell him good-bye, tell him I had to go

The pills were something she started when she
miscarried or... no, she took some before that

She had a really bad time at home,
when she was a kid, her home was really bad

I think a lot of drinking and physical stuff.
She doesn't talk about that

Instead she talks about the sky falling down, people
with knives hiding under sofas. Monsters. Mormons

Everyone thinks Mormons don't come from homes like
that, we aren't supposed to behave that way, but we do

It's not lying, or being two-faced. Everyone tries
very hard to live up to God's strictures...

- ...which are very...
- Strict

I shouldn't be bothering you with this

No, please. Heart to heart. Want another...
what is that, seltzer?

The failure to measure up his people very hard

From such a strong desire to be good
they feel very far from goodness when they fail

What scares me
is that maybe what I really love in her...

...is the part of her that's farthest from the light,
from God's love

Maybe I was drawn to that in the first place.
And I'm keeping it alive because I need it

- Why would you need it?
- There are things...

I don't know how well we know ourselves.
I mean, what if?

I know I married her because...
because I loved 'mat she was always wrong

Always doing something wrong, like one step out of step.
In Salt Lake City that stands out

I never stood out, on the outside.
But inside, it was hard for me. To pass

- Pass?
- Yeah

- Pass as what?
- Oh well... As someone cheerful and strong

Those who love God with an open heart
unclouded by secrets and struggles are cheerful

God's easy simple love for them shows
in how strong and happy they are. The saints

But you had secrets? Secret struggles?

I wanted to be one of the elem, one of the Blessed

You feel you ought to be, that the blemishes
are yours by choice, which of course they aren't

Harper's sorrow, that really deep sorrow,
she didn't choose that. But it's there

- You didn't put it there
- No

- You sound like you think you did
- I am responsible for her

- Because she's your wife
- That. And I do love her

Whatever. She's your wife. And so there are obligations.
To her. But also to yourself

- She'd fall apart in Washington
- Then let her stay here

- She'll fall apart if I leave her
- Then bring her to Washington

- I just can't, Roy. She needs me
- Listen, Joe. I'm the best divorce lawyer in the business

Can't Washington wait?

You do what you need to do, Joe.
What you need. You

Let her life go where it wants to go.
You'll both be better for that

Somebody should get what they want

- What do you want?
- I want you to fuck me, hurt me, make me bleed

- I want to
- Yeah?

- I want to hurt you
- Fuck me

- Yeah?
- Hard

- Yeah? You been a bad boy?
- Very bad. Very bad

- You need to be punished, boy?
- Yes. I do

- Yes what?
- Um, I...

- Yes what, boy?
- Oh. Yes sir

- I want you to take me to your place, boy
- No, I can't do that

- No what?
- No sir, I can't, I don't live alone, sir

Your lover know you're out with a man tonight, boy?

- No sir, he... My lover doesn't know
- Your lover know you...

Let's mange the subject, OK?
Can we go to your place?

- I live with my parents
- Oh

Everyone who makes it in this world...

...makes it because somebody older
and more powerful takes an interest

The most precious asset in life, I think,
is the ability to be a good son

You have that, Joe.
Somebody who can be a good son...

...to a father who pushes them
farther than they would otherwise go

I've had many fathers, I owe my life to them,
powerful, powerful men

Walter Winchell, Edgar Hoover.
Joe McCarthy most of all

He valued me because I am a good lawyer,
but he loved me because I was and am a good son

He was a very difficult man, very guarded and cagey

I brought out something tender in him.
He would have died for me. And me for him

- Does this embarrass you?
- I had a hard time with my father

Well sometimes that's the way. Then you have to find
other fathers, substitutes, I don't know

The father-son relationship is central to life. Women
are for birth, beginning, but the father is continuance

The son offers the father his life
as a vessel for carrying forth his father's dream

- Your father's living?
- Um, dead

- He was what? A difficult man?
- He was in the military

- He could be very unfair. And cold
- But he loved you

- I don't know
- No, no, Joe, he did, I know this

Sometimes a father's love
has to be very, very hard, unfair even

Cold, to make his son grow strong in a world like this.
This isn't a good world

- Here, then
- I... Do you have a rubber?

- I don't use rubbers
- You should. Here

- I don't use them
- Forget it, then

No, wait.
Put it on me. Boy

Forget it, I have to get back. Home

- I must be going crazy
- Oh come on please, he won't find out

- It's cold. Too cold
- It's never too cold, let me warm you up. Please?

- Relax
- Not a chance

- It...
- What?

I think it must've... It broke, or slipped off,
you didn't put it on right

You want me to keep going?
Pullout? Should I...

Keep going.
Infect me. I don't care. I don't care

I... um, look, I'm sorry, but I think I want to go

Yeah.
Give my best to Mom and Dad

It was a joke

- How long have we known each other?
- Since 1980

Right. A long time. I feel dose to you, Joe

- Do I advise you well?
- You've been an incredible friend, Roy

I want to be family. Famiglia, as my Italian friends
call it. La famiglia. A lovely word

- It's important for me to help you. like I was helped
- I owe practically everything to you. Roy

I'm dying, Joe. Cancer

- Oh my God
- Please. Let me finish

Few people know this and I'm telling you this
only because I'm not afraid of death

What can death bring that I haven't faced?
I've lived. Life is the worst

Listen to me, I'm a philosopher

Joe. You must do this. You must must must.
Love, that's a trap. Responsibility, that's a trap, too

Like a father to a son I tell you this

Life is full of honor. Nobody escapes, nobody.
Save yourself

Whatever pulls on you, whatever needs from you,
threatens you

Don't be afraid. People are so afraid.
Don't be afraid to live in the raw wind, naked, alone

Learn at least this. What you are capable of.
Let nothing stand in your way

- Miss Thing
- Ma cherie bichette

- Stella
- Stella for star. Let me see

You look like shit, why yes indeed you do,
comme la merde!

- Merci
- Not to despair, Belle Reeve

Lookie! Magic goop!

Pooh! What kinda clap is that?

Beats me. Let's rub it on your poor blistered body
and see what it does

This is not Western medicine, this bottle...

- Voodoo cream. From the botanica round the block
- And you a registered nurse

Beeswax and cheap perfume.
Cut with Jergen's lotion

Full of good vibes and love
from some little black Cubana WM in Miami

Get that trash away from me,
I am immune-suppressed

I am a health professional.
I know what I'm doing

It stinks

Any word from Louis?

- Gone
- He'll be back

- I know the type. Likes to keep a girl on edge
- It's been...

- How long?
- I don't remember

- How long have you been here?
- I don't remember, I don't give a fuck

I want Louis. I want my fucking boyfriend,
where the fuck is he?

I'm dying, I'm dying, where's Louis?

This is a very strange drug, this drug

- Emotional lability, for starters
- Save a tab or two for me

Oh no, not this drug,
ce n'est pas pour la joyeux noël et la bonne année

This drug she is serious poisonous chemistry,
ma pouvre bichette

And not just disorienting. I hear things.
Voices

- Voices
- A voice

- Saying what?
- I'm not supposed to tell

- You better tell the doctor. Or I will
- No no don't. Please. I want the voice, it's wonderful

It's the only thing that's keeping me alive.
I don't want to talk to some intern about it

You know what happens?
When I hear it, I get hard

- Oh my!
- Comma ça

- And you know I am slow to rise
- My jaw aches at the memory

So would you deny me this little solace? Betsy my
conoupiscence to Florence Nightingale's storm troopers?

- Perish the thought, ma bébé
- They'd change the drug just to spoil the fun

- You and your boner can depend on me
- Je t'adore, ma belle nègre

All this girl-talk is politically incorrect, you know.
We should have dropped it back when we gave up drag

I'm sick, I get to be politically incorrect
if it makes me feel better, You sound like Lou

Well, at least I have the satisfaction of knowing
he's in anguish somewhere. I loved his anguish

Watching him stick his head up his asshole and eat his
guts out over some relatively minor moral conundrum

It was the best show in town

But Mother warned me.
If they get overwhelmed by the little things...

...they'll be belly-up bustville
when something big comes along

- Mother warned me
- And they do come along

- But I didn't listen
- No

- Men are beasts
- The absolute lowest

I have to go. If I want to spend my whole lonely life
looking after white people I can get underpaid to do it

You're just a Christian martyr

- Whatever happens, baby, I will be here for you
- Je t'aime

Je t'aime. Don't go crazy on me, girlfriend,
I already got enough crazy queens for one lifetime

- For two. I can't be bothering with dementia
- I promise

- Ouch
- Ouch. Indeed

Why'd they have to pick on you?
And eat more, girlfriend, you really do look like shit

- He's gone
- I can't stay. I will return

Are you one of those
'Follow me to the other side' voices?

No. I am no nightbird. I am a Messenger

You have a beautiful voice

It sounds like a viola, like a perfectly tuned,
fight string, balanced, the truth

- Stay with me
- Not now

Soon I will return, I will reveal myself to you

I am glorious, glorious.
My heart, my countenance and my message

- You must prepare
- For what? I don't want to...

No death, no

A marvelous work and a wonder we undertake,
an edifice awry we sink plumb and straighten

A great lie we abolish, a great error correct,
with the rule. sword and broom of truth

- What are you talking about, I...
- I am on my way. When I am manifest, our work begins

Prepare for the parting of the air,
the breath, the ascent, glory to...

It's a revolution in Washington, Joe.
We have a new agenda and finally a real leader

They got back the Senate but we have the courts

By the nineties the Supreme Court
will be block-solid Republican appointees

And the federal bench... Republican judges
like land mines, everywhere, everywhere they turn

Affirmative action? Take it to court. Boom! Land mine

And we'll get our way on just about everything

Abortion, defense, Central America,
family values, a live investment climate

We have the White House locked till the year 2000.
And beyond

A permanent fix on the Oval Office? It's possible

By '92 we'll get the Senate back, and in ten years
the South is going to give us the House

It really is the end of Liberalism.
The end of New Deal Socialism

The end of ipso facto secular humanism

The dawning of a genuinely American political
personality. Modeled on Ronald 'Wilson Reagan

- It sounds great, Mr Heller
- Martin

And Justice is the hub.
Especially since Ed Meese took over

He doesn't specialize in fine points of the law. He's a
flatfoot, a cop. He reminds me of Teddy Roosevelt

- I can't wait to meet him
- Too bad, Joe. he's been dead for sixty years

Teddy Roosevelt. You said you wanted to...
Little joke

- It reminds me of the story about the...
- Aw shut the fuck up, Martin

You see that? Mr Heller here
is one of the mighty, Joseph, in D.C.

He sitteth on the right hand of the man
who sitteth on the right hand of The Man

And yet I can say 'shut the fuck up'
and he will take no offense. Loyalty

- This man, Joe, is a Saint of the Right
- I know, Mr Heller, I...

- And you see what I mean, Martin? He's special, fight?
- Don't embarrass him, Roy

Gravity, decency, smarts! His strength
is as the strength often because his heart is pure

And he's a Royboy, one hundred percent

- We're on the move, Joe. On the move
- Mr Heller, I...

- We can't wait any longer for an answer
- Oh. Um, I...

- Joe's a married man, Martin
- Aha

With a wife. She doesn't care to go to D.C.
and so Joe cannot go. And keeps us dangling

We've seen that kind of thing before, haven't we?
These men and their wives

- Oh yes. Beware
- I really can't discuss this under

- Then don't discuss. Say yes, Joe
- Now

- Say yes I will
- Now

Now. I'll hold my breath till you do

I'm turning blue waking.
Now, goddamnit!

- Roy, calm down, it's not...
- Aw, fuck it

Read. Came today

- Roy. This is... Roy, this is terrible
- You're telling me

A letter from the New York State Bar Association.
Martin. They're gonna try and disbar me

- Oh my
- Why?

- Why, Martin?
- Revenge

The whole Establishment. Their little rules.
Because I know no rules

Beucase I don't see the Law as a dead
and arbitrary collection of antiquated dictums

Thou shall, thou shalt not, because, because I know
the Law's a pliable, breathing, sweating organ

Because, because...

Because he borrowed half a million
from one of his clients

- Yeah, well, there's that
- And he forgot to return it

- Roy, that's... You borrowed money from a client?
- I'm deeply ashamed

Roy, you know how much I admire you.
Well I mean I know you have unorthodox ways...

But I'm sure you only did what you thought at the time
you needed to do. And I have faith that...

Not so damp, please. I'll deny it was a loan.
She's got no paperwork. Can't prove a fucking thing

Roy, I really appreciate your telling me this,
and I'll do whatever I can to help

I'll tell you what you can do

I'm about to be tried, Joe.
by a jury that is not a jury of my peers

The disbarment committee.
Genteel gentlemen Brahmin lawyers, country-club men

I offend them, to these men I'm what, Martin?
Some sort of filthy little Jewish troll?

- Oh well, I wouldn't go so far as...
- Oh well I would

Very fancy lawyers,
these disbarment committee lawyers

Fancy lawyers with fancy corporate clients
and complicated cases

Antitrust suns. Deregulation. Environmental control

Complex cases like these need Justice Department
cooperation like flowers need the sun

Wouldn't you say
that's an accurate assessment, Martin?

- I'm not here, Roy. I'm not hearing any of this
- No. Of course not

Without the light of the sun, Joe. these cases, and the
fancy lawyers who represent them, will wither and die

A well-placed friend, someone in the Justice Department,
say, can turn off the sun

Cast a deep shadow on my behalf. Make them shiver
in the cold. If they overstep. They would fear that

- I don't understand
- You do

- You're not asking me to...
- Sssshhhh. Careful

Even if I said yes to the job, it would be illegal to
interfere with the healings. It's unethical. Ne, I can't

Unethical.
Would you excuse us, Martin?

- Excuse you?
- Take a walk, Martin. For real

Unethical.
Are you trying to embarrass me in front of my friend?

- Well it is unethical, I can't...
- Boy, you are really something

- What the fuck do you think this is, Sunday school?
- No, but Roy this is...

This is gastric juices churning, this is enzymes
and acids, this is intestinal is what this is

Bowel movement and blood-red meat. This stinks,
this is politics, Joe. the game of being alive

And you think you're... What? Above that?
Above alive is what? Dead. In the clouds

You're on earth, goddamn!
Plant a foot, stay a while

I'm sick. They smell I'm weak.
They want blood this time

I must have eyes in Justice.
In Justice you will protect me

- Why can't Mr Heller...
- Grow up, Joe. The administration can't get involved

- But I'd be part of the administration. The same as him
- Not the same

Martin's Ed's man. And Ed's Reagan's man.
So Martin's Reagan's man. And you're mine

This will never be. Understand me?

I'm gonna be a lawyer, Joe,
I'm gonna be a lawyer, Joe...

...I'm gonna be a goddamn motherfucking legally licensed
member of the bar lawyer, just like my daddy was

Till my last bitter day on earth, Joseph,
until the day I die

Ah, Martin's back

- So are we agreed?
- Joe?

I will think about it

- I will
- Huh

It's the fear of what comes after the doing
that makes the doing hard to do

- Amen
- But you can almost always live with the consequences

- Can I?
- Oh sure. Sure

- Crazy cold sun
- Have to make the best of it

- How's your friend?
- My...? Oh. Ho's worse. My friend is worse

- I'm sorry
- Yeah, well

Thanks for asking. It's nice. You're nice.
I can't believe you voted for Reagan

- I hope he gets better
- Reagan?

- Your friend
- He won't. Neither will Reagan

- Let's not talk politics, OK?
- You're eating three of those?

- Well I'm hungry
- They're really terrible for you

Full of rat poo and beetle legs
and wood shavings 'n' shit

- Huh
- And... irridium, I think. Something toxic

- You're eating one
- Yeah, well, the shape, I can't help myself

- Plus I'm trying to commit suicide, what's your excuse?
- I don't have an excuse. I just have Pepto-Bismol

Yeah I know, but then I wash it down with Coke

- Are you always like this?
- I've been worrying a lot about his kids

- Whose?
- Reagan's

Maureen and Mike and little orphan Patti...

...and Miss Ron Reagan, Jr.,
the you-should-pardon-me-expression heterosexual

Ron Reagan, Jr. is not... You shouldn't just make
these assumptions about people

How do you know about him?
What he is? You don't know

- Well darling, he never sucked my cock but...
- Look, if you're going to get vulgar...

No no really, I mean, what's it like
to be the mild of the Zeitgeist?

To have the American Animus as your dad?

It's not really a family, the Reagans, I read People,
there aren't any connections there, no love

They don't ever even speak to each other
except through their agents

So what's it like to be Reagan's kid?
Enquiring minds want to know

- You can't believe everything you read
- But I think we all know what that's like. Nowadays

No connections. No responsibilities

All of us are falling through the cracks that separate
what we owe to our selves and...

And what we owe to love

You just... Whatever you feel like saying or doing,
you don't (rare, you just do it

- Do what?
- It. Whatever. Whatever it is you want to do

Are you trying to tell me something?

No, I'm just observing

- Impulsive
- Yes, I mean it must be scary, you...

Land of the free, home of the brave,
call me irresponsible

- It's kind of terrifying
- Yeah, well, freedom is

- Heartless, too
- Oh, you're not heartless

You don't know

Finish your weenie

Yesterday was Sunday but I've been a little
unfocused recently and I thought it was Monday

So I came here like I was going to work.
And the whole place was empty

And at first I couldn't figure out why,
and I had this moment of incredible fear

And also it just flashed through my mind,
the whole Hall of Justice, it's empty, it's deserted

It's gone out of business. Forever. The people
that make it run have up and abandoned it

- Creepy
- Well yes but...

I felt that I was going to scream. Not because it
was creepy, but because the emptiness felt so fast

And well, good. A happy scream.
I just wondered what a thing it would be...

...if overnight everything you owed anything to,
justice, or love, had really gone away. Free

It would be heartless tenor. Yes.
Terrible, and very great

To shed your skin, every old skin, one by one,
and then walk away, unencumbered, into the morning

- I can't go in there today
- Then don't

I can't go in

I can't be this anymore.
I need a mange, I should just...

Want some company? For whatever?

Sometimes, even if it scares you to death,
you have to be willing to break the law

- Know what I mean?
- Yes

I moved out. I moved out on my...

- I haven't been sleeping well
- Me neither

Antacid moustache

Maybe the court won't convene. Ever again.
Maybe we are free. To do whatever

Children of the new morning, criminal minds.
Selfish and greedy and loveless and blind

Reagan's children

You're scared. So am I.
Everybody is in the land of the free

God help us all

Mom?

- Joe?
- Hi

You're trailing from the street.
It's... it must be four in the morning

- What's happened?
- Nothing, nothing, I...

It's Harper. ls Harper...
Joe? Joe?

Yeah, hi. No, Harper's fine.
Well, no, she's not fine

- How are you. Mom?
- What's happened?

I just wanted to talk to you.
I wanted to try something out on you

- Joe, you haven't... Have you been drinking, Joe?
- Yes, ma'am. I'm drunk

- That isn't like you
- No. I mean... Who's to say?

Why are you out on the street at four a.m.?
In that crazy city. It's dangerous

Actually, Mom. I'm not on the street.
I'm near the boathouse in the park

- What park'?
- Central Park

Central Park! Oh my Lord. What on earth are you doing
in Central Park at this time of night? Are you...

Joe, I think you ought to go home right now.
Call me from home. Joe?

- I come here to watch, Mom. Sometimes. Just to watch
- Watch what? What's there to watch at...

Mom, did Dad love me?

- What?
- Did he?

- You ought to go home and call from there
- Answer

Oh now really. This is maudlin.
I don't like this conversation

Yeah, well, it gets worse from here on

- Joe?
- Mom. Momma

I'm a homosexual, Momma

Boy, did that come out awkward

Hello? Hello?
I'm a homosexual

Please, Momma. Say something

You're old enough to understand that your father
didn't love you without being ridiculous about it

- What?
- You're ridiculous. You're being ridiculous

- I'm what?
- You really ought to go home now to your wife

I need to go to bed. This phone call...
We will just forget this phone call

- Mom
- No more talk. Tonight. This...

Drinking is a sin! A sin!
I raised you better than that

- Oh God. Home. The moment of truth has arrived
- Harper

- I'm going to move out
- The fuck you are

Harper. Please listen. I still love you very much.
You're still my best buddy, I'm not going to leave you

No, I don't like the sound of this. I'm leaving

I'm leaving. I already have

Please listen. Stay.
This is really hard. We have to talk

We are talking. Aren't we.
Now please shut up. OK?

Bastard. Sneaking off
while I'm flat out here, that's low

If I could get up now
I'd beat the holy shit out of you

- Did you take pills? How many?
- No pills. Bad for the...

- You aren't pregnant. I called your gynecologist
- I'm seeing a new gynecologist

You have no right to do this

- Oh, that's ridiculous
- No fight. It's criminal

Forget about that. Just listen.
You want the truth. This is the truth

I knew this when I married you. I've known this
I guess for as long as I've known anything, but...

I don't know, I thought maybe that with enough effort
and will I could change myself... but I can't

- Criminal
- There oughta be a law

There is a law. You'll see

I'm losing ground here, I go walking,
you want to know where I walk

I go to the park, or up and down 53rd Street,
or places where...

And I keep swearing I won't go walking again,
but I just can't

- I need some privacy
- That's new

Everything's new, Prior

I try to tighten my heart into a knot, a snarl,
I try to learn to live dead, just numb,

But then I see someone I want, and it's like a nail

Like a hot spike fight through my mast,
and I know I'm losing

Apartment too small for three? Louis and Prior comfy
but not Louis and Prior and Prior's disease?

Something like that. I won't be judged by you

This isn't a crime, just the inevitable consequence
of people who run out of... whose limitations...

Bang bang bang. The court will come to order

I mean let's talk practicalities, schedules.
I'll come over if you want

- Spend nights with you when I can
- Has the jury reached a verdict?

- I'm doing the best I can
- Pathetic. Who cares?

My whole life has conspired to bring me to this place,
and I can't despise my whole life

I think I believed when I met you I could save you.
you at least if not myself. but...

I don't have any sexual feelings for you, Harper.
And I don't think I ever did

- I think you should go
- Where?

- Washington. Doesn't matter
- What are you talking about?

Without me. Without me, Joe

- Isn't that what you want to hear?
- Yes

You can love someone and fail them.
You can love someone and not be able...

You can, theoretically, yes. A person can,
maybe an editorial 'you' can love, Louis

But not you, specifically you. I don't know,
I think you are excluded from that general category

You were going to save me, but the whole time
you were spinning a lie. I just don't understand that

A person could theoretically love and maybe many do
but we both know now you can't

- I do
- You can't even say it

- I love you, Prior
- I repeat. Who cares?

This is so scary, I want this to stop, to go back

We have reached a verdict, Your Honor.
This man's heart is deficient

He loves, but his love is worth nothing

- Harper...
- Mr Lies, I want to get away from here

Far away.
Before he starts talking again. Please, please

As long as I've known you Harper...

...you've been afraid of men hiding under the bed,
men hiding under the sofa, men with knives

I'm dying! You stupid flack!
Do you know what that is?

Love!
Do you know what love means?

We lived together four and a half years,
you animal, you idiot

I have to find some way to save myself

- Who are these men? I never understood it. Now I know
- What?

- It's me
- It is?

Get out of my room

- I'm the man with the knives
- You are?

If I could get up now I'd kill you. I would.
Go away. Go away or I'll scream

Oh God

- I'm sorry
- It is you

- Please don't scream
- Go

I recognize you now

Please...

Oh. Wait. I... Oh!
I'm bleeding

- Mr Lies
- Right here

- I want to go away. I can't see him anymore
- Where?

- Anywhere. Far away
- Absolutamento

When I open my eyes you'll be gone

Harper?

Huh. It worked

Harper?

I hurt all over. I wish I was dead

Look at that view! A view of Heaven

Like the living city of Heaven, isn't it,
it just fairly glimmers in the sun

Glimmers

Even the stone and brick, it just glimmers
and glitters like Heaven in the sunshine

Sum a nice view you get, perched up on a canyon rim.
Some kind of beautiful place

It's just Salt Lake,
and you're selling the house for me, not to me

- I like to work up an enthusiasm for my properties
- Just get me a good price

- Well, the market's off
- At least filly

- Forty'd be more like it
- Fifty

- Wish you'd wait a bit
- Well I can't

Wish you would.
You're about the only friend I got

- Oh well now
- Know why I decided to like you?

I decided to like you
'use you're the only unfriendly Mormon I ever met

- Your wig is cooked
- Fix it

New York City. All they got there is tiny rooms.
I always thought people ought to stay put

That's why I got my license to sell real estate.
It's a way of saying have a house

Stay put. It's a way of saying traveling's no good.
Plus I needed the cash

Not out here, anyone could come by

There's been days I've stood at this ledge
and thought about stepping over

It's a hard place, Salt Lake. Baked dry

Abundant energy, not much intelligence.
That's a combination that can wear a body out

No harm looking someplace else.
I don't need much room

My sister-in-law Libby
thinks there's radon gas in the basement

- ls there gas in the...?
- Of course not. Libby's a fool

- 'Cause I'd have to include that in the description
- There's no gas, Ella

Oh give a puff

Put it away now

So I guess it's good-bye

You'll be all right, Ella,
I wasn't ever much of a friend

I'll say something but don't laugh, OK?

This is the home of saints, the godliest place on earth,
they say, and I think they're right

That mean there's no evil here? No.
Evil's everywhere. Sin's everywhere

But this is the spring of sweet water in the desert,
the desert flower

Every step a Believer takes away from here
is a step fraught with peril

I fear for you, Hannah PM, because you are my friend.
Stay put. This is the right home of saints

- Latter-day saints
- Only kind left

But still. Late in the day for saints and everyone.
That's all. That's all

Filly thousand dollars for the house, Sister Ella Chapter.
Don't undersell. It's an impressive view