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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:29,096 --> 00:00:31,196 - I could tell you about the first time 2 00:00:31,198 --> 00:00:33,098 I committed armed robbery. 3 00:00:33,100 --> 00:00:34,967 Put your hands on your fucking head! 4 00:00:34,969 --> 00:00:36,935 I'm not fucking with you! 5 00:00:36,937 --> 00:00:38,937 Open the register! 6 00:00:38,939 --> 00:00:41,440 Get the money, get the money! 7 00:00:43,344 --> 00:00:46,445 I'll blow your fucking head off! 8 00:00:49,583 --> 00:00:50,682 Things didn't get bad 9 00:00:50,684 --> 00:00:53,419 until I started doing heroin 10 00:00:55,523 --> 00:00:57,156 with her. 11 00:01:00,327 --> 00:01:02,728 - I think you mentioned her at a meeting. 12 00:01:02,730 --> 00:01:04,530 What happened with her? 13 00:01:09,136 --> 00:01:13,305 - Fuck. You just never think it's gonna happen to you. 14 00:01:14,708 --> 00:01:15,808 Do you? 15 00:01:17,812 --> 00:01:20,379 That things could get that bad. 16 00:01:21,682 --> 00:01:22,848 That dark. 17 00:01:22,850 --> 00:01:27,286 You're my sponsor, so I guess I'll just tell you everything. 18 00:03:23,304 --> 00:03:28,607 - I'd just got back a from three month North American tour with my band . 19 00:03:28,609 --> 00:03:30,742 ♪ Hoo-Hoo-Hoo ♪ 20 00:03:35,883 --> 00:03:38,350 ♪ Hoo-Hoo-Hoo ♪ 21 00:03:40,888 --> 00:03:41,653 - Partying hard 22 00:03:41,655 --> 00:03:43,956 in a different city every nigh. 23 00:03:52,800 --> 00:03:54,466 I was burnt out. 24 00:03:58,772 --> 00:04:01,473 My aunt had just retired and moved to Mexico for a year. 25 00:04:01,475 --> 00:04:05,344 She let me stay in her cabin while she was gone. 26 00:04:05,346 --> 00:04:08,780 Just off the Fraser River, with the endless farmlands 27 00:04:08,782 --> 00:04:10,482 of the delta to the south. 28 00:04:10,484 --> 00:04:14,519 I thought it'd be a great place to dry out after the tour. 29 00:04:27,334 --> 00:04:28,667 - Holy! 30 00:04:30,804 --> 00:04:32,437 This place is the shit. 31 00:04:32,439 --> 00:04:34,072 - Cole was the first friend I made 32 00:04:34,074 --> 00:04:37,409 when I moved to Vancouver for high school. 33 00:04:44,251 --> 00:04:45,617 - Yes. 34 00:04:46,253 --> 00:04:48,287 It's all fuckin' trees! 35 00:04:48,289 --> 00:04:49,688 - Yeah man 36 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:51,657 Ah. 37 00:04:51,659 --> 00:04:53,258 I think I'm gonna hold back on the partying 38 00:04:53,260 --> 00:04:54,192 for a little while. 39 00:04:54,194 --> 00:04:56,461 This tour was intense. 40 00:04:56,463 --> 00:04:58,830 Going fucking crazy every night. 41 00:04:58,832 --> 00:04:59,831 Way too much blow. 42 00:04:59,833 --> 00:05:01,867 - Yeah, I haven't been drinking much lately 43 00:05:01,869 --> 00:05:03,769 now that I'm in training. 44 00:05:04,371 --> 00:05:05,537 If you wanna come by the gym sometime 45 00:05:05,539 --> 00:05:08,140 and get back in shape just let me know. 46 00:05:08,142 --> 00:05:09,074 - Sick, yeah. 47 00:05:09,076 --> 00:05:10,042 Yeah, I might do that. 48 00:05:10,044 --> 00:05:12,444 - Hey, did Jonesy come back into town with you guys? 49 00:05:12,446 --> 00:05:15,247 I texted him but the prick never got back to me. 50 00:05:15,249 --> 00:05:17,816 - Jonesy actually picked up a roadie gig in Boston 51 00:05:17,818 --> 00:05:20,419 so he's touring the States for a few months. 52 00:05:20,421 --> 00:05:21,853 - Nice. 53 00:05:21,855 --> 00:05:23,088 Good for him. 54 00:05:23,090 --> 00:05:24,056 - Oh yeah, I might be having 55 00:05:24,058 --> 00:05:25,490 a little get-together here next week. 56 00:05:25,492 --> 00:05:28,727 Nothing crazy, just, you know, just chill. 57 00:05:28,729 --> 00:05:31,063 But I'll let you know what night. 58 00:05:31,732 --> 00:05:33,098 Nothing crazy? 59 00:05:33,100 --> 00:05:34,266 - Nah. 60 00:05:34,268 --> 00:05:36,768 - Sounds good, sounds good. 61 00:05:37,137 --> 00:05:39,538 - I started getting up early. 62 00:05:39,540 --> 00:05:41,606 Eating only healthy foods. 63 00:05:42,643 --> 00:05:43,542 I had a new routine. 64 00:05:43,544 --> 00:05:47,479 After my morning smoothie, I'd meditate for half an hour. 65 00:05:49,216 --> 00:05:51,083 Then I'd go for a run. 66 00:05:57,224 --> 00:06:00,592 Some days I'd train with Cole at his gym. 67 00:06:03,163 --> 00:06:06,865 Then I'd spend the rest of the afternoon reading. 68 00:06:29,723 --> 00:06:32,124 In the evenings I'd go down to the lookout 69 00:06:32,126 --> 00:06:35,026 on the dock with my notebook. 70 00:06:40,401 --> 00:06:43,902 Write lyrics and watch the sunset. 71 00:07:04,758 --> 00:07:06,057 Hey. 72 00:07:06,894 --> 00:07:08,493 You're in my spot. 73 00:07:10,297 --> 00:07:11,563 - Am I? 74 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:14,499 - 'Fraid so. 75 00:07:14,501 --> 00:07:17,669 - Well, I guess that's too bad for you. 76 00:07:18,172 --> 00:07:19,237 - I haven't seen you before. 77 00:07:19,239 --> 00:07:20,806 You live around here? 78 00:07:21,942 --> 00:07:23,275 - Maybe I do. 79 00:07:23,277 --> 00:07:24,776 Maybe I don't. 80 00:07:25,045 --> 00:07:26,044 - Oh, I see how it is. 81 00:07:26,046 --> 00:07:28,513 Okay, well if you don't, maybe you should get the fuck 82 00:07:28,515 --> 00:07:30,015 off this lookout. 83 00:07:30,017 --> 00:07:31,216 Locals only. 84 00:07:31,952 --> 00:07:32,684 - Well maybe... 85 00:07:32,686 --> 00:07:34,853 you should go fuck yourself. 86 00:07:35,088 --> 00:07:36,521 - Maybe I will. 87 00:07:37,024 --> 00:07:39,257 - Okay, have fun with that. 88 00:07:39,259 --> 00:07:41,760 - Oh, it's gonna be a blast. 89 00:07:42,896 --> 00:07:44,896 Oh shit, you're reading Bukowski? 90 00:07:44,898 --> 00:07:45,864 I have that exact same edition. 91 00:07:45,866 --> 00:07:49,034 He's, like, one of my all time favorite writers. 92 00:07:49,036 --> 00:07:50,702 - You know, for an asshole, 93 00:07:50,704 --> 00:07:53,205 you have pretty good taste in authors. 94 00:07:53,207 --> 00:07:55,006 - I'm actually not an asshole. 95 00:07:55,008 --> 00:07:56,475 My name's Travis. 96 00:07:56,477 --> 00:07:57,209 - Zoe. 97 00:07:57,211 --> 00:07:58,844 - Nice to meet you. 98 00:07:59,046 --> 00:08:00,145 - What do you got there? 99 00:08:00,147 --> 00:08:02,948 - This is a notebook. 100 00:08:03,016 --> 00:08:03,615 - Wow. 101 00:08:03,617 --> 00:08:06,918 - Yeah, I usually come out here every evening alone, 102 00:08:06,987 --> 00:08:08,854 chill out and write. 103 00:08:08,856 --> 00:08:10,355 - What are you writing? 104 00:08:10,357 --> 00:08:11,823 - Mostly song lyrics. 105 00:08:11,825 --> 00:08:12,757 - Read me some lyrics. 106 00:08:12,759 --> 00:08:14,059 - You never answered my question. 107 00:08:14,061 --> 00:08:15,260 Do you live around here? 108 00:08:15,262 --> 00:08:15,994 - No, I don't. 109 00:08:15,996 --> 00:08:18,463 I actually live in the United States of America. 110 00:08:18,465 --> 00:08:19,831 - Shit, you're American? 111 00:08:19,833 --> 00:08:20,532 - Yeah. 112 00:08:20,534 --> 00:08:21,666 - So, what are you doing in Canada? 113 00:08:21,668 --> 00:08:24,503 - You know, how 'bout let's play a little guessing game? 114 00:08:24,505 --> 00:08:25,203 - Sure. 115 00:08:25,205 --> 00:08:29,808 - Either A, I'm here to legally marry my lesbian lover, 116 00:08:29,910 --> 00:08:30,842 B, I'm visiting a friend, 117 00:08:30,844 --> 00:08:35,146 or C, I'm here to pursue my career in porn. 118 00:08:35,816 --> 00:08:36,381 - Okay. 119 00:08:36,383 --> 00:08:37,649 First impressions, I'd go with C. 120 00:08:37,651 --> 00:08:38,783 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 121 00:08:38,785 --> 00:08:41,119 But I'm gonna go with B, visiting a friend. 122 00:08:41,121 --> 00:08:42,320 - Is that your final answer? 123 00:08:42,322 --> 00:08:44,456 - I would like to lock that in. 124 00:08:44,458 --> 00:08:45,023 - Bingo. 125 00:08:45,025 --> 00:08:47,459 I'm just visiting a friend who lives up the road. 126 00:08:47,461 --> 00:08:48,026 - Cool. 127 00:08:48,028 --> 00:08:49,361 So, what part of the States do you live in? 128 00:08:49,363 --> 00:08:52,731 - Right now I'm in Brooklyn, but I travel a lot. 129 00:08:52,733 --> 00:08:53,298 - Nice. 130 00:08:53,300 --> 00:08:54,599 Yeah, me and my band were just playing a show 131 00:08:54,601 --> 00:08:55,667 in New York last month. 132 00:08:55,669 --> 00:08:56,401 - Really? 133 00:08:56,403 --> 00:08:57,435 - Yeah. 134 00:08:57,437 --> 00:08:59,204 Oh shit. Sorry, one sec. 135 00:09:01,275 --> 00:09:03,041 Hey, what's up man? 136 00:09:03,043 --> 00:09:04,743 You're here already? 137 00:09:04,945 --> 00:09:07,178 Yeah, yeah, I'll be right there. 138 00:09:07,180 --> 00:09:08,613 All right, bye. 139 00:09:08,949 --> 00:09:09,848 Sorry about that. 140 00:09:09,850 --> 00:09:11,149 Me and my buddies are actually planning 141 00:09:11,151 --> 00:09:13,151 this little get-together tonight. 142 00:09:13,253 --> 00:09:13,952 - Cool. 143 00:09:13,954 --> 00:09:15,320 - Hey, if you're not doing anything, 144 00:09:15,322 --> 00:09:16,187 do you wanna come by? 145 00:09:16,189 --> 00:09:18,023 - Um, I don't know, I'll have to see 146 00:09:18,025 --> 00:09:19,157 what my friend is up to. 147 00:09:19,159 --> 00:09:20,625 - You can bring your friend if you want. 148 00:09:20,627 --> 00:09:22,227 - I mean, you did promise me you'd read me 149 00:09:22,229 --> 00:09:23,962 some of your lyrics, so... 150 00:09:23,964 --> 00:09:25,964 - You gotta show up first. 151 00:09:26,300 --> 00:09:26,998 - We'll see. 152 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:28,466 - I live three houses up River Road. 153 00:09:28,468 --> 00:09:30,969 It's the big cabin there on the right. 154 00:09:30,971 --> 00:09:32,304 Come by any time. 155 00:09:35,008 --> 00:09:36,308 Fuck, I gotta go. 156 00:09:36,476 --> 00:09:37,842 I'll see you later? 157 00:09:37,844 --> 00:09:39,077 - Maybe. 158 00:09:39,079 --> 00:09:41,346 - Hey man, what's up? 159 00:09:44,051 --> 00:09:46,017 Yeah, yeah, just come by. 160 00:09:46,520 --> 00:09:47,552 What? 161 00:09:47,554 --> 00:09:48,119 No, no. 162 00:09:48,121 --> 00:09:49,387 I told you, we're not having a party. 163 00:09:49,389 --> 00:09:50,755 It's just gonna be a chill get-together. 164 00:09:50,757 --> 00:09:51,990 'Cause I'm taking it easy right now 165 00:09:51,992 --> 00:09:54,292 and that means don't bring any fucking cocaine. 166 00:09:58,398 --> 00:10:02,367 - Let's get fucking weird! 167 00:10:03,704 --> 00:10:06,471 ♪ It goes round and round baby upside down ♪ 168 00:10:06,473 --> 00:10:09,374 ♪ Runnin' runnin' round all around this town ♪ 169 00:10:09,376 --> 00:10:12,210 ♪ Never been lost and you'll never be found ♪ 170 00:10:12,212 --> 00:10:15,280 ♪ Just wanna get up she don't wanna come down ♪ 171 00:10:15,282 --> 00:10:17,716 ♪ Round and round baby upside down ♪ 172 00:10:17,718 --> 00:10:20,619 ♪ Runnin' runnin' round all around this town ♪ 173 00:10:20,621 --> 00:10:23,455 ♪ Never been lost and you'll never be found ♪ 174 00:10:23,457 --> 00:10:27,559 ♪ Just wanna get up she don't wanna come down ♪ 175 00:10:34,735 --> 00:10:35,834 - You're up. 176 00:10:35,836 --> 00:10:37,168 - Thank you. 177 00:10:38,572 --> 00:10:40,372 - Good to have you back. 178 00:10:40,374 --> 00:10:41,039 - Whoo! 179 00:10:41,041 --> 00:10:42,107 It is good to be back. 180 00:10:42,109 --> 00:10:45,677 Oh, that is some fire shit. - ZOE: Hey. 181 00:10:45,679 --> 00:10:46,378 - Oh, shit. 182 00:10:46,380 --> 00:10:48,313 I didn't know if you were gonna come. 183 00:10:48,315 --> 00:10:49,014 - Here I am. 184 00:10:49,016 --> 00:10:50,248 I tried to get my friend to come by 185 00:10:50,250 --> 00:10:51,883 but she's not feeling very well tonight. 186 00:10:51,885 --> 00:10:54,953 - Oh, it's all good, I'm just glad you came. 187 00:10:55,188 --> 00:10:56,254 Oh, this is Zoe. 188 00:10:56,256 --> 00:10:58,857 - Oh hey, Katie, nice to meet you. 189 00:10:58,859 --> 00:10:59,557 - Likewise. 190 00:10:59,559 --> 00:11:00,992 - Me and Katie went to high school together. 191 00:11:00,994 --> 00:11:02,360 - He was a little shit disturber 192 00:11:02,362 --> 00:11:03,862 when he first moved here. 193 00:11:03,864 --> 00:11:06,498 - Oh, I can see he hasn't changed at all. 194 00:11:06,500 --> 00:11:08,500 - Oh, I like this girl. 195 00:11:08,502 --> 00:11:12,137 You have to be careful with these rock musician types. 196 00:11:12,139 --> 00:11:13,805 Especially the guitar players. 197 00:11:13,807 --> 00:11:15,940 - Whatever, you used to date a hip-hop producer. 198 00:11:15,942 --> 00:11:17,642 - Yeah, and it was fucked. 199 00:11:17,644 --> 00:11:19,544 No, we're still good friends though. 200 00:11:19,546 --> 00:11:21,746 Have you heard of Ca$h Dirty? 201 00:11:21,748 --> 00:11:24,215 He has a couple songs on the radio. 202 00:11:24,217 --> 00:11:25,050 - I don't think I have. 203 00:11:25,052 --> 00:11:28,119 - Hey, do you want a beer, vodka, wine? 204 00:11:28,121 --> 00:11:29,187 - Vodka's good. 205 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:30,155 - Vodka it is. 206 00:11:30,157 --> 00:11:31,856 Do you take soda or... 207 00:11:31,858 --> 00:11:33,224 - No. 208 00:11:33,293 --> 00:11:34,292 - Shit, okay. 209 00:11:34,294 --> 00:11:35,360 Straight from the bottle. 210 00:11:35,362 --> 00:11:36,428 - Holy shit. 211 00:11:36,430 --> 00:11:37,696 Dang, you're a champ. 212 00:11:37,698 --> 00:11:39,798 - Power stance. 213 00:11:41,001 --> 00:11:42,300 Oh shit, what's up? 214 00:11:42,302 --> 00:11:43,134 Hold on one second. 215 00:11:43,136 --> 00:11:44,402 Sorry, I'll be right back, okay? - Okay. 216 00:11:44,404 --> 00:11:45,570 - What's up, man? 217 00:11:45,572 --> 00:11:47,205 - You want a line? 218 00:11:47,207 --> 00:11:48,840 - Fuck yeah. 219 00:11:51,478 --> 00:11:53,478 - So, what do you do in Brooklyn? 220 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:55,580 - I just graduated from art school 221 00:11:55,582 --> 00:11:58,383 and so now I'm taking a year off and traveling. 222 00:11:58,385 --> 00:11:58,950 - Cool. 223 00:11:58,952 --> 00:12:00,251 Where have you been so far? 224 00:12:00,253 --> 00:12:02,287 I was in Europe a few months ago, 225 00:12:02,289 --> 00:12:04,322 and kind of went all over. 226 00:12:04,324 --> 00:12:05,857 - Nice, I love Europe. 227 00:12:05,859 --> 00:12:07,392 I think Croatia's my favorite. 228 00:12:07,394 --> 00:12:08,393 It's so beautiful. 229 00:12:08,395 --> 00:12:09,561 - Yes, absolutely. 230 00:12:09,563 --> 00:12:11,162 - Hey, sorry about that. 231 00:12:11,164 --> 00:12:11,863 - Oh, hello. 232 00:12:11,865 --> 00:12:13,965 - Hey, let me introduce you to a few people, okay? 233 00:12:13,967 --> 00:12:14,933 - Okay. 234 00:12:14,935 --> 00:12:15,900 Bye. 235 00:12:15,902 --> 00:12:17,202 - Bye. 236 00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:29,447 - Hey Laz, what's up man? 237 00:12:29,449 --> 00:12:30,582 - Trav man. 238 00:12:30,584 --> 00:12:31,983 Wicked party bro! 239 00:12:31,985 --> 00:12:34,552 - Laz is a DJ, he plays keyboards. 240 00:12:34,554 --> 00:12:36,254 - Gimme some skin. 241 00:12:36,256 --> 00:12:36,955 Hey, Zoe. 242 00:12:36,957 --> 00:12:38,423 - She's visiting from Brooklyn. 243 00:12:38,425 --> 00:12:39,324 - Fuck yeah. 244 00:12:39,326 --> 00:12:40,759 View the world, man. 245 00:12:40,761 --> 00:12:41,960 - Yeah we met... how did we meet? 246 00:12:41,962 --> 00:12:47,499 - At the smoke pit at that Tragically Hip concert, man! 247 00:12:47,501 --> 00:12:48,099 Yeah. 248 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:50,268 Got inspired, started a band. 249 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:51,236 - The rest is history, baby. 250 00:12:51,238 --> 00:12:53,271 - The rest is history, man. 251 00:12:53,273 --> 00:12:54,139 Take it easy, brother. 252 00:12:54,141 --> 00:12:56,741 - What's up, how you doing? - What's up, man. 253 00:12:56,743 --> 00:12:57,976 Fuck, I missed you. 254 00:12:57,978 --> 00:12:59,144 - I missed you too, man. 255 00:12:59,146 --> 00:13:00,845 - This guy is fucking insane. 256 00:13:00,847 --> 00:13:01,679 - Tell me about it. 257 00:13:01,681 --> 00:13:02,814 - Okay, when he moved from Ontario 258 00:13:02,816 --> 00:13:05,183 this guy would drink in the middle of the fucking day. 259 00:13:05,185 --> 00:13:07,318 One time he ran naked 260 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:11,022 fucking holding a fire extinguisher 261 00:13:11,024 --> 00:13:12,190 running through the school 262 00:13:12,192 --> 00:13:15,226 with the fire extinguisher above your head 263 00:13:15,228 --> 00:13:16,761 and everybody just stopped 264 00:13:16,763 --> 00:13:17,929 and they just fucking looked at you. 265 00:13:17,931 --> 00:13:19,497 - Recreate that tonight maybe? 266 00:13:19,499 --> 00:13:21,466 - Yeah, tonight is the night. 267 00:13:21,468 --> 00:13:22,867 I like her. 268 00:13:27,574 --> 00:13:28,940 - Destroyed it! 269 00:13:28,942 --> 00:13:30,475 Destroyed it. 270 00:13:30,477 --> 00:13:31,276 Drink up. 271 00:13:31,278 --> 00:13:32,410 Oh, what's up, dude. 272 00:13:32,412 --> 00:13:33,111 What's up, man? 273 00:13:33,113 --> 00:13:34,712 - Hey, this is Jason, he's the lead singer of our band. 274 00:13:34,714 --> 00:13:35,980 This is Zoe. - Hello. 275 00:13:35,982 --> 00:13:36,981 - Oh, hey Zoe, how's it going? 276 00:13:36,983 --> 00:13:37,949 - She's visiting from Brooklyn. 277 00:13:37,951 --> 00:13:41,152 - So this is, fucking, a bad-ass guitar player. 278 00:13:41,154 --> 00:13:42,120 I just want to let you know. 279 00:13:42,122 --> 00:13:43,788 Although he's kind of the looks in the band. 280 00:13:43,790 --> 00:13:47,225 Like, we're the talent, I'm the talent, he's the looks. 281 00:13:47,227 --> 00:13:48,693 - Right. - Even though I write 282 00:13:48,695 --> 00:13:49,394 all the lyrics? 283 00:13:49,396 --> 00:13:51,029 - Okay, his lyrics are pretty fucking good. What can I say? 284 00:13:51,031 --> 00:13:52,764 He's got the talent and the fucking looks. 285 00:13:52,766 --> 00:13:53,464 What can I say? 286 00:13:53,466 --> 00:13:55,166 Alright, you guys have a good night. 287 00:13:55,168 --> 00:13:56,134 Cheers, I'll talk to you later. 288 00:13:56,136 --> 00:13:57,669 - Yeah, see ya bro. - Are we gonna rehearse 289 00:13:57,671 --> 00:13:58,369 a bit later? 290 00:13:58,371 --> 00:13:59,871 In like a month? - Yeah, a month. 291 00:13:59,873 --> 00:14:03,474 - You gotta recover from the tour you motherfucker. 292 00:14:13,353 --> 00:14:15,920 - Yeah, so those are the guys I was on tour with. 293 00:14:15,922 --> 00:14:16,588 - Cool. 294 00:14:16,590 --> 00:14:18,623 - I wish you could meet my best friend, Jonesy, though. 295 00:14:18,625 --> 00:14:19,324 He's our roadie. 296 00:14:19,326 --> 00:14:20,592 He's on tour with another band right now. 297 00:14:20,594 --> 00:14:22,160 - You guys must be doing pretty well 298 00:14:22,162 --> 00:14:24,229 if you have a roadie who tours with you. 299 00:14:24,231 --> 00:14:25,196 - Yeah, we're not doing too bad. 300 00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:26,631 Our label let's us put out whatever music we want 301 00:14:26,633 --> 00:14:28,433 and we have enough fans that follow us around, 302 00:14:28,435 --> 00:14:30,268 so yeah, we're doing okay. 303 00:14:30,270 --> 00:14:31,669 - Speaking of music... 304 00:14:31,671 --> 00:14:35,006 I think it's time you read me some of your lyrics? 305 00:14:35,008 --> 00:14:36,441 Yeah, my notebook's in my bedroom 306 00:14:36,443 --> 00:14:38,309 if you wanna go check 'em out? 307 00:14:38,311 --> 00:14:39,310 - Bedroom, huh? 308 00:14:39,312 --> 00:14:41,479 Moving a little quick there, rock star. 309 00:14:41,481 --> 00:14:43,348 - No, I didn't mean that. 310 00:14:43,350 --> 00:14:45,884 - I'm just fucking with you. 311 00:14:45,886 --> 00:14:46,718 Let's go. 312 00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:48,519 - You are trouble. 313 00:14:48,989 --> 00:14:50,288 Come on. 314 00:14:53,159 --> 00:14:54,425 Oh. 315 00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:55,760 What's up, guys? 316 00:14:55,762 --> 00:14:57,395 - Oh, shit! 317 00:14:59,332 --> 00:15:00,365 - You need the room? 318 00:15:00,367 --> 00:15:01,199 - No, it's all good. 319 00:15:01,201 --> 00:15:02,467 Just grabbing something real quick. 320 00:15:02,469 --> 00:15:03,268 - Oh, okay, great. 321 00:15:03,270 --> 00:15:04,869 - This is Zoe, she's from Brooklyn. 322 00:15:04,871 --> 00:15:07,138 - Hi Zoe from Brooklyn. 323 00:15:07,140 --> 00:15:07,906 - Hi. 324 00:15:07,908 --> 00:15:09,841 - You kids have fun. - We will. 325 00:15:09,843 --> 00:15:11,075 - Bye. 326 00:15:11,077 --> 00:15:14,445 - Hey, I've got some blow from a friend of mine 327 00:15:14,447 --> 00:15:15,647 if you want some. 328 00:15:15,649 --> 00:15:16,481 - Yeah. 329 00:15:16,483 --> 00:15:18,016 Yeah, I'm down. 330 00:15:23,256 --> 00:15:25,857 I wrote something you might like. 331 00:15:25,859 --> 00:15:27,458 - Tradesies? 332 00:15:28,662 --> 00:15:31,262 - "Under the surface we're skin deep. 333 00:15:31,264 --> 00:15:34,799 "Like twisted ivy crawling up our hands and feet. 334 00:15:34,801 --> 00:15:37,869 "Do you feel like a fortune you can't steal 335 00:15:37,871 --> 00:15:39,971 with a golden remedy?" 336 00:15:39,973 --> 00:15:41,472 - You like that? 337 00:15:51,051 --> 00:15:55,353 - Are you gonna grab my tits or just be a little pussy? 338 00:16:07,033 --> 00:16:09,667 It's supposed to be really good shit. 339 00:16:09,669 --> 00:16:11,369 - Yeah? - Yeah. 340 00:16:21,748 --> 00:16:24,282 - What the fuck? 341 00:16:25,685 --> 00:16:27,118 That's not blow. 342 00:16:27,988 --> 00:16:29,053 - Ugh 343 00:16:33,860 --> 00:16:36,060 - Shit, it's H. 344 00:16:36,963 --> 00:16:37,795 - What? 345 00:16:37,797 --> 00:16:38,496 Fucking heroin? 346 00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,331 - Yeah, it must have got mixed up. 347 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:41,899 It happens on the east coast. 348 00:16:41,901 --> 00:16:43,401 All the time. 349 00:16:47,807 --> 00:16:48,639 It's okay. 350 00:16:48,641 --> 00:16:49,474 I've done it before. 351 00:16:49,476 --> 00:16:51,275 You just have to embrace it. 352 00:16:51,277 --> 00:16:52,877 Don't try and fight the high. 353 00:16:55,181 --> 00:16:55,980 It's okay. 354 00:16:55,982 --> 00:16:58,349 I've done it before. 355 00:16:58,518 --> 00:17:00,018 You have to embrace it. 356 00:17:15,235 --> 00:17:17,435 - They always say that the first time 357 00:17:17,437 --> 00:17:19,704 you try heroin is the best. 358 00:17:24,177 --> 00:17:26,711 After that, you're just forever chasing 359 00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:28,813 that initial feeling. 360 00:17:31,451 --> 00:17:34,419 It felt like all of my best friends 361 00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:37,422 were hugging me at once. 362 00:17:41,127 --> 00:17:43,828 And for the first time in my life 363 00:17:43,830 --> 00:17:46,697 everything was gonna be alrigh. 364 00:17:57,944 --> 00:17:59,677 I was in love. 365 00:18:06,686 --> 00:18:09,587 - With Zoe or with heroin? 366 00:18:13,293 --> 00:18:14,926 - Both. 367 00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:19,230 I'd never met someone so alive. 368 00:18:25,405 --> 00:18:27,772 Great sense of humor. 369 00:18:30,710 --> 00:18:32,643 Always fucking with me. 370 00:18:37,650 --> 00:18:41,119 She was so free and unafraid. 371 00:18:51,364 --> 00:18:56,334 At night, we'd drink wine and make love. 372 00:19:32,605 --> 00:19:35,306 I didn't really think about where it was heading. 373 00:19:35,308 --> 00:19:36,707 There was a chance it was temporary 374 00:19:36,709 --> 00:19:38,376 because she was just visiting. 375 00:19:38,378 --> 00:19:41,646 We were living every day in the moment. 376 00:19:43,082 --> 00:19:43,981 - What about the heroin? 377 00:19:43,983 --> 00:19:47,818 - It didn't even come up again until after a couple weeks. 378 00:19:50,523 --> 00:19:55,159 - Hey, so my flight back to New York is for Monday. 379 00:19:55,161 --> 00:19:56,027 - Shit. 380 00:19:56,029 --> 00:19:57,662 Can you stay longer? 381 00:19:58,097 --> 00:19:58,796 - I don't know. 382 00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:00,464 I don't know if I can stay with my friend anymore. 383 00:20:00,466 --> 00:20:02,800 She has someone moving in with her. 384 00:20:03,770 --> 00:20:04,902 - Stay with me. 385 00:20:04,904 --> 00:20:06,370 Really? 386 00:20:06,372 --> 00:20:06,938 - Yeah. 387 00:20:06,940 --> 00:20:09,307 - Come on, you've been at my house almost every night anyways. 388 00:20:09,309 --> 00:20:10,741 - Yeah, but it's different when you live together 389 00:20:10,743 --> 00:20:12,810 and there's no where to give each other space. 390 00:20:12,812 --> 00:20:14,445 And I don't know if you can handle me. 391 00:20:14,447 --> 00:20:18,015 I'm a passionate, vivacious woman who doesn't take any shit. 392 00:20:18,017 --> 00:20:20,017 - Oh I can handle it. 393 00:20:20,019 --> 00:20:21,652 Can you handle me? 394 00:20:21,654 --> 00:20:23,688 'Cause I'm a fucking wild man. 395 00:20:24,457 --> 00:20:27,325 - Did you like it that first night we met? 396 00:20:28,394 --> 00:20:29,827 - The heroin? 397 00:20:29,829 --> 00:20:32,330 Yeah, it was fucking amazing. 398 00:20:33,499 --> 00:20:36,601 I wasn't really planning on doing it again. 399 00:20:37,470 --> 00:20:40,504 - It's the last of it from that night. 400 00:20:42,141 --> 00:20:44,075 - Maybe just a little bump. 401 00:21:53,212 --> 00:21:56,280 When we finished up Zoe's stash we had to find a new dealer 402 00:21:56,282 --> 00:21:58,082 'cause her friend said she couldn't remember 403 00:21:58,084 --> 00:21:59,150 where she got it. 404 00:21:59,152 --> 00:22:00,418 - So who'd you go to? 405 00:22:00,420 --> 00:22:02,887 - Well I had never been around much heroin. 406 00:22:02,889 --> 00:22:05,690 But I knew one guy who had. 407 00:22:10,730 --> 00:22:12,697 - Sorry I couldn't make it to your get-together, man, 408 00:22:12,699 --> 00:22:16,200 I had some shit going on I couldn't get out of. 409 00:22:16,202 --> 00:22:17,268 How was it? 410 00:22:17,270 --> 00:22:18,669 - It was dope. 411 00:22:18,671 --> 00:22:20,638 Yeah, it was more of a full-on party. 412 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,039 Heh. 413 00:22:22,041 --> 00:22:22,840 I met this girl. 414 00:22:22,842 --> 00:22:24,909 - I fucking knew it when you rolled up today 415 00:22:24,911 --> 00:22:26,310 looking all smitten and shit. 416 00:22:26,312 --> 00:22:27,044 - Yeah, yeah. 417 00:22:27,046 --> 00:22:29,847 Yeah, she's fucking awesome, man. 418 00:22:29,849 --> 00:22:31,182 She's American. 419 00:22:31,184 --> 00:22:32,483 - American? 420 00:22:32,485 --> 00:22:33,484 Oh, shit. 421 00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:35,886 Well, that's a whole different ballgame. 422 00:22:35,888 --> 00:22:37,188 - She's a bit wild. 423 00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:38,456 - A bit wild, hm? 424 00:22:38,458 --> 00:22:39,857 She's American. 425 00:22:41,361 --> 00:22:43,761 - But she's so much fun to be around. 426 00:22:43,763 --> 00:22:45,429 - Well good for you. 427 00:22:48,634 --> 00:22:49,633 - Hey, I was gonna ask you, 428 00:22:49,635 --> 00:22:51,202 we're looking to get a little weed tonight. 429 00:22:51,204 --> 00:22:53,537 What's up with that dealer you used to work for? 430 00:22:53,539 --> 00:22:55,339 - Who, Fresno? 431 00:22:55,341 --> 00:22:56,073 - Yeah. 432 00:22:56,075 --> 00:22:56,907 Could I get his number? 433 00:22:56,909 --> 00:22:58,943 - Nah, I don't talk to that guy anymore, man, 434 00:22:58,945 --> 00:23:00,277 after I quit dealing for him. 435 00:23:00,279 --> 00:23:03,748 Some shit went down and things didn't end well between us. 436 00:23:03,750 --> 00:23:05,549 And you don't wanna get involved with him, man. 437 00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:07,618 He's a pretty fucked up dude. 438 00:23:07,620 --> 00:23:08,853 - I met him a couple times. 439 00:23:08,855 --> 00:23:09,987 It'll be chill. 440 00:23:09,989 --> 00:23:10,921 - No, fuck all that, man. 441 00:23:10,923 --> 00:23:14,058 Why don't you just go to a dispensary? 442 00:23:14,060 --> 00:23:14,625 - Yeah. 443 00:23:14,627 --> 00:23:16,160 Yeah, I'll probably just do that. 444 00:23:16,162 --> 00:23:16,727 - Yeah. 445 00:23:16,729 --> 00:23:19,029 One on every fucking corner, man. 446 00:23:23,836 --> 00:23:26,003 - Hey. - Hey, what's up? 447 00:23:26,005 --> 00:23:27,004 - That party was fun. 448 00:23:27,006 --> 00:23:30,174 You still seeing that Zoe girl? 449 00:23:30,176 --> 00:23:30,741 - Yeah. 450 00:23:30,743 --> 00:23:32,943 Yeah, it's actually going really well. 451 00:23:32,945 --> 00:23:35,045 - Yo, Travie! 452 00:23:35,047 --> 00:23:36,046 How you livin', dog? 453 00:23:36,048 --> 00:23:37,681 - What's up, man? How you been? 454 00:23:37,683 --> 00:23:38,716 - Yo, I'm just killing it. 455 00:23:38,718 --> 00:23:39,850 When's the last time we kicked it? 456 00:23:39,852 --> 00:23:42,720 - We were partying at that music festival in Montreal? 457 00:23:42,722 --> 00:23:45,990 - Right, man, you had some hella hot groupies backstage. 458 00:23:45,992 --> 00:23:46,957 Like, all over your dick. 459 00:23:46,959 --> 00:23:48,426 I'm talking next level puss. 460 00:23:48,428 --> 00:23:49,927 - You know, Ca$h, not everybody just 461 00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:52,863 hooks up with groupies backstage. 462 00:23:52,865 --> 00:23:53,731 - Why you hatin'? 463 00:23:53,733 --> 00:23:55,199 That's how I met you, isn't it? 464 00:23:55,201 --> 00:23:55,900 - Fuck you. 465 00:23:55,902 --> 00:23:57,568 Yeah, that's why we're not together anymore. 466 00:23:57,570 --> 00:24:00,004 You can't keep your dick in your pants. 467 00:24:00,006 --> 00:24:01,505 - Why would I wanna do that? 468 00:24:01,507 --> 00:24:04,341 Can't contain this beast, it needs to feed. 469 00:24:04,343 --> 00:24:05,242 - Mm, okay, yeah. 470 00:24:05,244 --> 00:24:09,780 I'm just gonna let you guys do whatever you gotta do. 471 00:24:11,851 --> 00:24:13,517 - We totally had sex earlier. 472 00:24:13,519 --> 00:24:14,885 Fed the beast. 473 00:24:14,887 --> 00:24:16,353 But what's up with you though? 474 00:24:16,355 --> 00:24:18,022 - Yeah, so I'm playing with this Irish band 475 00:24:18,024 --> 00:24:19,190 and they're looking for some H. 476 00:24:19,192 --> 00:24:20,791 Told them I'd get 'em a hook-up. 477 00:24:20,793 --> 00:24:21,725 You sell any of that shit? 478 00:24:21,727 --> 00:24:23,060 - Nah. I only fuck with blow, dog. 479 00:24:23,062 --> 00:24:25,329 H is Hell's Angels and Triads shit. 480 00:24:25,331 --> 00:24:26,831 And I aint white and I damn sure 481 00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:28,299 ain't Chinese neither. 482 00:24:28,301 --> 00:24:29,099 But you know what? 483 00:24:29,101 --> 00:24:31,335 My Boy, Fresno, is affiliated with H-A. 484 00:24:31,337 --> 00:24:32,336 He slangs that shit. 485 00:24:32,338 --> 00:24:34,405 You know, I'll just give you his number. 486 00:24:34,407 --> 00:24:35,139 - Yeah? 487 00:24:35,141 --> 00:24:36,240 - Yeah, I got you. 488 00:24:36,242 --> 00:24:37,208 I got you, I fuck with you, man. 489 00:24:37,210 --> 00:24:39,477 Yo, you want some waffles or some shit? 490 00:24:39,479 --> 00:24:40,411 - Yeah. 491 00:24:40,413 --> 00:24:41,011 - Hey! 492 00:24:41,013 --> 00:24:42,913 Where the fuck is the syrup? 493 00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:46,150 She be hiding the syrup on me and shit. 494 00:24:46,552 --> 00:24:47,151 - Oh! 495 00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:48,486 Big T in the motherfucking house. 496 00:24:48,488 --> 00:24:49,653 What up, bro? - What's up, man? 497 00:24:49,655 --> 00:24:52,056 - Man, I was real touched you hollered at me. 498 00:24:52,058 --> 00:24:53,557 Come on in. 499 00:24:53,559 --> 00:24:55,092 You want a Freezie? 500 00:24:55,094 --> 00:24:57,228 - No, I'm good. Thanks. 501 00:24:57,230 --> 00:24:58,629 - You still in that band? 502 00:24:58,631 --> 00:24:59,930 - Yeah, we just got off tour about a month ago. 503 00:24:59,932 --> 00:25:02,366 We're gonna start recording a new album here pretty quick. 504 00:25:02,368 --> 00:25:03,167 - Fuck yeah, man! 505 00:25:03,169 --> 00:25:05,002 Cole took me to a show you guys played a while back. 506 00:25:05,004 --> 00:25:08,639 Those songs were catchy as tits, y'all. 507 00:25:08,975 --> 00:25:10,574 This here Travis. 508 00:25:10,576 --> 00:25:12,042 He a rock star. 509 00:25:12,044 --> 00:25:13,611 - Hey, what's up guys? 510 00:25:13,613 --> 00:25:14,478 - 'Sup? 511 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,113 - Well, where you living at these days? 512 00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:19,083 - I'm back in Delta at my aunt's place on River Road. 513 00:25:19,085 --> 00:25:20,017 - You right on the river? 514 00:25:20,019 --> 00:25:21,585 - Yeah, close, it's like five minutes 515 00:25:21,587 --> 00:25:22,920 from Pike Lookout. 516 00:25:22,922 --> 00:25:25,289 - Hm, I know the spot. 517 00:25:26,459 --> 00:25:28,459 Yo, you wanna chill out and smoke a bowl? 518 00:25:28,461 --> 00:25:31,028 We gonna put on a Bruce Lee movie or some shit. 519 00:25:31,030 --> 00:25:32,663 Maybe a little of that Chuck Norris. 520 00:25:32,665 --> 00:25:37,401 Nah, Patrick Swayze, "Road House", motherfucker. 521 00:25:37,403 --> 00:25:38,168 Ha-ha! 522 00:25:38,170 --> 00:25:39,503 Put that shit on repeat. 523 00:25:39,505 --> 00:25:40,871 - I would, I actually gotta head out though. 524 00:25:40,873 --> 00:25:42,907 Do you have the stuff we talked about? 525 00:25:42,909 --> 00:25:45,109 - Oh, it's all ready for you, homie. 526 00:25:46,178 --> 00:25:48,946 And just for your peace of mind, 527 00:25:49,115 --> 00:25:51,115 we only sell clean shit here. 528 00:25:51,117 --> 00:25:52,783 We the only motherfuckers in town 529 00:25:52,785 --> 00:25:54,985 who don't cut our shit with fentanyl. 530 00:25:54,987 --> 00:25:56,754 We like to keep it safe. 531 00:25:56,756 --> 00:25:59,390 For the wellness of the community. 532 00:25:59,392 --> 00:26:00,991 - Thanks, man. 533 00:26:01,193 --> 00:26:02,192 Appreciate it. 534 00:26:02,194 --> 00:26:03,894 - Peace, homie. 535 00:26:22,114 --> 00:26:26,083 - How did you end up so fucking rad? 536 00:26:26,886 --> 00:26:28,986 Tell me about your parents. 537 00:26:29,055 --> 00:26:31,488 - You wanna have the parents talk? 538 00:26:31,490 --> 00:26:32,056 - Yeah. 539 00:26:32,058 --> 00:26:36,827 I wanna know more about you, where you're from. 540 00:26:36,829 --> 00:26:40,064 - I don't really talk about it that much. 541 00:26:40,466 --> 00:26:44,201 Us Canadians like to keep everything bottled up. 542 00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:48,639 Maybe you should go first. 543 00:26:48,641 --> 00:26:52,142 - Fine, I'll go first. 544 00:26:53,779 --> 00:26:57,748 My dad is actually pretty square. 545 00:26:57,984 --> 00:27:00,951 He's just a businessman. 546 00:27:00,953 --> 00:27:03,387 Traveled a lot for work. 547 00:27:03,556 --> 00:27:06,890 My mom is a full-out hippie. 548 00:27:08,628 --> 00:27:11,895 I guess you could say she was pretty cool. 549 00:27:12,231 --> 00:27:13,897 I don't know how they ever got together. 550 00:27:13,899 --> 00:27:20,971 They were so opposite, but they divorced when I was 12. 551 00:27:21,774 --> 00:27:25,109 My mom kinda went crazy for a bit. 552 00:27:25,111 --> 00:27:27,411 - Shit, I'm sorry. 553 00:27:27,713 --> 00:27:29,079 - Thanks. 554 00:27:29,582 --> 00:27:31,649 It's okay though. 555 00:27:33,419 --> 00:27:37,054 It was hard for me in high school. 556 00:27:37,723 --> 00:27:42,092 I turned inwards, I got up in my head 557 00:27:42,094 --> 00:27:44,428 and started acting out. 558 00:27:45,431 --> 00:27:49,199 Typical weird teenager shit. 559 00:27:50,336 --> 00:27:51,168 What about you? 560 00:27:51,170 --> 00:27:56,407 Are your parents really friendly Canadian folks? 561 00:27:58,511 --> 00:28:00,310 - No. 562 00:28:00,613 --> 00:28:01,578 No. 563 00:28:01,580 --> 00:28:06,784 My dad was your average, Ontario, blue-collar drunk. 564 00:28:06,852 --> 00:28:11,155 Got hammered every night and was pretty much a real dick. 565 00:28:13,159 --> 00:28:17,127 One day when I was eight, I came home from school 566 00:28:17,129 --> 00:28:20,998 and my mom told me he just packed up and left. 567 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,033 Wasn't coming back. 568 00:28:24,336 --> 00:28:25,903 - Fuck. 569 00:28:25,905 --> 00:28:26,570 - Yeah. 570 00:28:26,572 --> 00:28:29,440 Being that age, I didn't really understand. 571 00:28:29,975 --> 00:28:31,341 I didn't believe her. 572 00:28:31,343 --> 00:28:34,511 Then after a few days when he still didn't come back, 573 00:28:34,513 --> 00:28:37,815 I ran out of the house when mom was sleeping 574 00:28:37,817 --> 00:28:42,853 and I snuck down to the bar that he'd usually hang out at. 575 00:28:43,055 --> 00:28:45,055 I walked in the door and he was sitting 576 00:28:45,057 --> 00:28:47,324 at the bar drinking a beer. 577 00:28:47,993 --> 00:28:50,094 Laughing with his friends. 578 00:28:52,932 --> 00:28:56,333 When they saw me the laughter stopped. 579 00:28:57,103 --> 00:29:00,337 I asked him if he was ever gonna come home. 580 00:29:00,639 --> 00:29:04,141 And he turned his head and looked away. 581 00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:09,546 His friend, Jimmy, told me, "Go on home. 582 00:29:09,548 --> 00:29:11,982 "Go on home to your mom." 583 00:29:11,984 --> 00:29:16,286 And I started crying and freaking out. 584 00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:20,190 So Jimmy and this other friend dragged me outta the bar. 585 00:29:22,261 --> 00:29:25,162 My dad never even looked back. 586 00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:29,666 They took me home. 587 00:29:29,668 --> 00:29:32,035 My mom gave me shit. 588 00:29:32,037 --> 00:29:34,571 And after a couple days I went back to the bar 589 00:29:34,573 --> 00:29:38,408 and he was not there. 590 00:29:39,345 --> 00:29:42,112 I haven't seen him since. 591 00:29:45,751 --> 00:29:46,784 - Oh fuck. 592 00:29:46,786 --> 00:29:50,254 I'm sorry that I asked about your parents. 593 00:29:50,856 --> 00:29:52,422 I'm a fucking idiot. 594 00:29:52,424 --> 00:29:53,991 - No, it's all good. 595 00:29:53,993 --> 00:29:55,993 You didn't know. 596 00:29:57,163 --> 00:30:01,932 I think the hardest thing I've had to deal with is, 597 00:30:03,035 --> 00:30:05,602 you know, the one question. 598 00:30:05,604 --> 00:30:06,870 Why? 599 00:30:09,308 --> 00:30:13,277 Why didn't he ever wanna see me again? 600 00:30:14,814 --> 00:30:15,779 It fucks with you. 601 00:30:15,781 --> 00:30:19,449 - Did you ever try to track him down again? 602 00:30:19,451 --> 00:30:20,050 - No. 603 00:30:20,052 --> 00:30:24,955 No, I was so fucking pissed at him for years after that. 604 00:30:24,957 --> 00:30:28,826 I wanted to smash his fucking head in. 605 00:30:30,496 --> 00:30:33,897 - So then how did you end up here? 606 00:30:35,601 --> 00:30:37,868 - When I was in my early teens, 607 00:30:37,870 --> 00:30:41,572 I started drinking and hanging out with a rough crowd. 608 00:30:43,242 --> 00:30:48,045 We skipped school and we vandalized. 609 00:30:48,214 --> 00:30:49,413 We stole some shit. 610 00:30:49,415 --> 00:30:52,082 Caused a bunch of mischief. 611 00:30:52,284 --> 00:30:57,988 And apparently, my mom couldn't handle me 612 00:30:57,990 --> 00:31:01,491 so she sent me to Vancouver to live with my aunt. 613 00:31:04,196 --> 00:31:06,463 It was probably for the best. 614 00:31:07,366 --> 00:31:08,599 My aunt's cool. 615 00:31:09,068 --> 00:31:11,368 She taught me how to play guitar. 616 00:31:11,370 --> 00:31:15,305 And I channeled all that crazy energy into music 617 00:31:15,307 --> 00:31:16,874 and here we are. 618 00:31:17,643 --> 00:31:18,575 - Here we are. 619 00:31:18,577 --> 00:31:22,880 Just two fucking losers with mommy and daddy issues. 620 00:31:23,983 --> 00:31:25,048 - That's right. 621 00:31:25,050 --> 00:31:26,984 - We're the perfect couple. 622 00:31:33,025 --> 00:31:38,962 - As soon as I'd get high, all my worries would float away . 623 00:31:40,966 --> 00:31:45,135 It seemed like those moments you only felt as a child. 624 00:31:45,371 --> 00:31:48,405 Care free, no stress. 625 00:31:48,707 --> 00:31:50,407 No guilt. 626 00:31:51,343 --> 00:31:54,244 It was everything you'd imagine the feeling 627 00:31:54,246 --> 00:31:56,313 of real happiness to be. 628 00:31:57,816 --> 00:32:01,051 And you wanted to feel that way every moment 629 00:32:01,587 --> 00:32:03,553 of every day. 630 00:32:38,390 --> 00:32:41,725 I started waking up in cold sweats. 631 00:33:00,679 --> 00:33:02,579 - Fuck. 632 00:33:12,825 --> 00:33:16,326 Hey, I think we should cut back on this for a little bit. 633 00:33:16,328 --> 00:33:18,662 I'm kinda running low on cash. 634 00:33:20,566 --> 00:33:23,266 - You wanna stop doing it? 635 00:33:25,437 --> 00:33:28,271 I can stop if you want to. 636 00:33:28,907 --> 00:33:31,108 I don't really have any cash. 637 00:33:31,110 --> 00:33:34,444 Can't really work in Canada as an American citizen... 638 00:33:34,446 --> 00:33:36,546 I'd have to get a work visa. 639 00:33:36,548 --> 00:33:40,083 - No, we don't have to completely stop. 640 00:33:40,252 --> 00:33:44,621 Just... maybe slow down a little bit? 641 00:33:45,691 --> 00:33:47,024 Yeah? 642 00:33:47,893 --> 00:33:52,095 - I do know a way we could get more out of it. 643 00:33:52,097 --> 00:33:53,897 - What's that? 644 00:33:53,899 --> 00:33:56,700 - Well, when you smoke it, you're wasting... 645 00:33:56,702 --> 00:33:57,834 you know, half of it. 646 00:33:57,836 --> 00:34:00,170 Even more sometimes. 647 00:34:02,708 --> 00:34:05,042 We could shoot it. 648 00:34:08,781 --> 00:34:10,747 - Are you serious? 649 00:34:10,749 --> 00:34:12,382 - Yeah. 650 00:34:13,252 --> 00:34:15,852 - I can't put a needle in my vein. 651 00:34:15,854 --> 00:34:16,686 That's like, 652 00:34:16,688 --> 00:34:18,855 that's like full-out junkie shit. 653 00:34:18,857 --> 00:34:19,589 - No, no, no. 654 00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:20,991 You don't have to stick it in your vein. 655 00:34:20,993 --> 00:34:23,727 You can stick it into your muscle. 656 00:34:24,730 --> 00:34:26,830 It's not that bad. 657 00:34:27,566 --> 00:34:29,499 - It sounds pretty fucked up. 658 00:34:29,501 --> 00:34:31,802 - That's how Keith Richards used to do it. 659 00:34:31,804 --> 00:34:36,406 How do you think he stayed alive for all of the 70s? 660 00:34:36,809 --> 00:34:39,309 It's just like getting a flu shot 661 00:34:39,311 --> 00:34:43,513 or you know, a vaccine when you travel. 662 00:34:44,183 --> 00:34:47,184 You know, it's... 663 00:34:47,619 --> 00:34:51,688 - I just don't think I can do that. 664 00:34:57,563 --> 00:35:00,197 Turns out I could. 665 00:35:39,738 --> 00:35:41,304 ♪ I met her down at the record shop ♪ 666 00:35:41,306 --> 00:35:43,840 ♪ She was into new wave and old punk rock ♪ 667 00:35:43,842 --> 00:35:45,442 - This is sounding pretty good. 668 00:35:45,444 --> 00:35:46,376 - Dude, that's sick. 669 00:35:46,378 --> 00:35:47,277 Let's pop to the chorus. 670 00:35:47,279 --> 00:35:49,880 I just wanna make sure that kick is fully locked in 671 00:35:49,882 --> 00:35:50,580 with that bass. 672 00:35:50,582 --> 00:35:53,483 ♪ She said come just a little bit closer ♪ 673 00:35:53,485 --> 00:35:56,820 ♪ Heart beats a little bit slower... ♪ 674 00:35:56,822 --> 00:35:57,954 - Hey. 675 00:35:57,956 --> 00:35:58,955 - Oh, hey man. 676 00:35:58,957 --> 00:35:59,656 - What's up? 677 00:35:59,658 --> 00:36:02,259 - Hey man, you're like two hours late, dude. 678 00:36:02,261 --> 00:36:02,993 What's up? 679 00:36:02,995 --> 00:36:05,162 - Yeah, sorry man, I just got this crazy flu. 680 00:36:05,164 --> 00:36:06,563 I'm sick as fuck. 681 00:36:06,565 --> 00:36:08,832 - Yeah, you look like shit, dog. 682 00:36:08,834 --> 00:36:10,600 - Shit, are you all right? 683 00:36:10,602 --> 00:36:11,434 - Yeah, yeah. 684 00:36:11,436 --> 00:36:12,302 Yeah, I'm good to go. 685 00:36:12,304 --> 00:36:13,837 - Dude, check out these synth parts 686 00:36:13,839 --> 00:36:15,605 that Laz just laid down, man. 687 00:36:15,607 --> 00:36:16,540 It's so dope. 688 00:36:16,542 --> 00:36:17,974 - Oh yeah, you gotta check this out. 689 00:36:17,976 --> 00:36:19,276 Have a listen. 690 00:36:19,278 --> 00:36:24,014 ♪ We drove into the night and then I saw her... ♪ 691 00:36:24,016 --> 00:36:25,048 It's good, right? 692 00:36:25,050 --> 00:36:26,883 - Yeah, that's great. 693 00:36:26,885 --> 00:36:27,851 - Listen to that swell. 694 00:36:27,853 --> 00:36:32,556 ♪ the light of the moon and we parked beside an old street sign ♪ 695 00:36:32,558 --> 00:36:34,591 - That's where you're gonna pop your guitar in 696 00:36:34,593 --> 00:36:35,458 for the pre-chorus. 697 00:36:35,460 --> 00:36:36,693 You got that part, right? 698 00:36:36,695 --> 00:36:37,894 - Yeah man, let's do it. 699 00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:39,095 - Yeah, you can plug in right here 700 00:36:39,097 --> 00:36:42,365 we've got the amp mic'ed and set up in the other room. 701 00:36:42,367 --> 00:36:44,501 Just give me a second here. 702 00:36:45,537 --> 00:36:47,637 Wanna give me a little bit of level? 703 00:36:49,374 --> 00:36:51,641 Nice, that's sounding good. 704 00:36:51,643 --> 00:36:53,710 - That tone's tight. 705 00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:54,477 - We good? 706 00:36:54,479 --> 00:36:55,779 - Awesome. You ready? 707 00:36:55,781 --> 00:36:56,813 - You ready to crush it? 708 00:36:56,815 --> 00:36:58,181 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 709 00:36:58,183 --> 00:36:59,883 - Okay, here we go. 710 00:37:08,493 --> 00:37:09,192 - Fuck. 711 00:37:09,194 --> 00:37:10,627 One sec, it's uh... 712 00:37:10,629 --> 00:37:12,128 - Do you remember the part? 713 00:37:12,130 --> 00:37:13,530 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got it. 714 00:37:13,532 --> 00:37:14,464 One sec. 715 00:37:14,466 --> 00:37:15,065 It's-- 716 00:37:15,067 --> 00:37:16,967 - It's all good, man. We'll just do that again. 717 00:37:16,969 --> 00:37:18,368 Here we go. 718 00:37:25,210 --> 00:37:26,276 - Fuck. - No, no, no. 719 00:37:26,278 --> 00:37:29,579 Dude, it goes:. 720 00:37:32,651 --> 00:37:34,317 - Yeah, that's right. - Yeah, like you played 721 00:37:34,319 --> 00:37:35,585 in rehearsal. - Yeah, that's right. 722 00:37:35,587 --> 00:37:36,820 - Yeah, just feel it out, dog. 723 00:37:36,822 --> 00:37:37,520 You got it. 724 00:37:37,522 --> 00:37:38,488 - Yeah, no, I got it, I got it. 725 00:37:38,490 --> 00:37:39,990 - Yeah, you're just warming up. Let's try it again. 726 00:37:39,992 --> 00:37:41,258 Let's do this again. 727 00:37:41,260 --> 00:37:42,859 Here we go. 728 00:37:48,934 --> 00:37:50,033 - Fuck! 729 00:37:50,202 --> 00:37:52,302 - Why don't we just stop for a quick second. 730 00:37:52,304 --> 00:37:55,605 And do you wanna just rehearse it a couple times 731 00:37:55,607 --> 00:37:57,507 before we start going? 732 00:38:01,613 --> 00:38:02,579 - Dude, dude, so check this out. 733 00:38:02,581 --> 00:38:05,448 Check this out, it goes:. 734 00:38:05,450 --> 00:38:07,317 So that ending, when it hits the change, 735 00:38:07,319 --> 00:38:08,885 you gotta hit that. 736 00:38:08,887 --> 00:38:11,087 - Yeah, yeah, that sounds right. 737 00:38:11,089 --> 00:38:12,022 - I got it. 738 00:38:12,024 --> 00:38:13,490 No worries, man. 739 00:38:13,492 --> 00:38:14,958 All right, let's just try it again. 740 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:17,627 Here we go. - You got it, dude. 741 00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:23,833 - Fuck! 742 00:38:23,835 --> 00:38:25,068 - No, dude. Dude. 743 00:38:25,070 --> 00:38:26,236 This is your part. 744 00:38:26,238 --> 00:38:27,070 Like, you wrote it, man. 745 00:38:27,072 --> 00:38:28,204 I thought you were ready to record. 746 00:38:28,206 --> 00:38:29,472 You called me to set up this session... 747 00:38:29,474 --> 00:38:30,173 - Yeah, I know. 748 00:38:30,175 --> 00:38:31,241 - so we could record the part. 749 00:38:31,243 --> 00:38:32,042 - Yeah, I know. 750 00:38:32,044 --> 00:38:32,909 Gimme a second, okay? 751 00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:34,678 I told you... I'm sick today. 752 00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:35,979 Just one sec. - All right. 753 00:38:35,981 --> 00:38:38,148 - Let me figure it out. - Okay. 754 00:38:42,821 --> 00:38:45,622 - Here, let me have a look at that. 755 00:38:47,726 --> 00:38:48,525 - You remember... 756 00:38:48,527 --> 00:38:49,759 what he played in rehearsal. 757 00:38:49,761 --> 00:38:50,460 You were there. 758 00:38:50,462 --> 00:38:52,862 - Yeah, I think I got an idea of what you're doing, man. 759 00:38:52,864 --> 00:38:53,463 Here. 760 00:38:53,465 --> 00:38:55,432 So it's something like this, alright? 761 00:39:01,907 --> 00:39:03,606 - See that's it. 762 00:39:03,608 --> 00:39:05,442 Travie you got this, man. 763 00:39:05,444 --> 00:39:06,876 You got it. 764 00:39:09,281 --> 00:39:10,547 - Oh shit! 765 00:39:10,549 --> 00:39:12,148 - What the fuck? 766 00:39:12,150 --> 00:39:14,884 This is my fucking bedroom, man! 767 00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:15,585 - Oh, fuck! 768 00:39:15,587 --> 00:39:17,921 - Go use the toilet if you gotta puke. 769 00:39:17,923 --> 00:39:18,788 - Uh-uh, nasty, dude. 770 00:39:18,790 --> 00:39:20,690 - Oh my God, guys. Get your shit together. 771 00:39:20,692 --> 00:39:21,891 - Come on, let's go. 772 00:39:21,893 --> 00:39:23,226 - Here, man. Here we go. 773 00:39:23,228 --> 00:39:25,895 Right to the bathroom, dude. 774 00:39:27,866 --> 00:39:28,665 - I'm sorry, man. 775 00:39:28,667 --> 00:39:30,133 I'm just feeling like shit today. 776 00:39:30,135 --> 00:39:31,401 - Dude, don't even worry about it. 777 00:39:31,403 --> 00:39:33,803 You just gotta go home and you gotta go to bed, man. 778 00:39:33,805 --> 00:39:35,605 Like, I can work on my vocals tonight. 779 00:39:35,607 --> 00:39:37,507 We'll record your guitar another time. 780 00:39:37,509 --> 00:39:38,508 - Thanks, man. 781 00:39:38,510 --> 00:39:39,376 - It's all good. 782 00:39:39,378 --> 00:39:40,910 - Oh yeah, I was wondering if I could get some 783 00:39:40,912 --> 00:39:42,278 of the advance for the album? 784 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:43,113 - Yeah, of course, man. 785 00:39:43,115 --> 00:39:45,148 We should be getting it from the label in a couple weeks. 786 00:39:45,150 --> 00:39:48,184 - Actually, I was wondering if I could get it tonight. 787 00:39:48,186 --> 00:39:48,852 - Tonight? 788 00:39:48,854 --> 00:39:51,488 Well, I mean I don't have it yet. 789 00:39:51,490 --> 00:39:53,223 And we just got paid from the tour. 790 00:39:53,225 --> 00:39:56,459 - Yeah, I had to pay off a credit card and some debt. 791 00:39:56,461 --> 00:39:57,394 Some bullshit. 792 00:39:57,396 --> 00:39:58,561 Maybe you could front me the advance 793 00:39:58,563 --> 00:40:01,898 and just take it out of my cut when you get the cash? 794 00:40:02,567 --> 00:40:04,934 - Dude, are you sure it's the flu? 795 00:40:04,936 --> 00:40:07,036 Or have you just been partying a bit too hard 796 00:40:07,038 --> 00:40:08,271 with the nose candy? 797 00:40:08,273 --> 00:40:09,739 We've all been there, man. 798 00:40:09,741 --> 00:40:10,573 Like, after the tour 799 00:40:10,575 --> 00:40:11,975 I stayed in bed for four days straight. 800 00:40:11,977 --> 00:40:14,744 Lived off coconut water and cheese. 801 00:40:14,746 --> 00:40:15,979 - Yeah, I'm all good, man. 802 00:40:15,981 --> 00:40:16,813 I just woke up sick. 803 00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:18,782 - Yeah, I was just fucking with you, dude. 804 00:40:18,784 --> 00:40:20,216 - Can I get the money? 805 00:40:20,218 --> 00:40:21,084 - Oh, yeah. 806 00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:23,853 Um... let's see what I got here. 807 00:40:24,222 --> 00:40:24,921 Here's 100. 808 00:40:24,923 --> 00:40:28,191 I could transfer you, like, another 100 tonight. 809 00:40:28,193 --> 00:40:28,792 - 500 810 00:40:28,794 --> 00:40:31,161 would be awesome if that's possible. 811 00:40:31,163 --> 00:40:33,096 - 500? Um... 812 00:40:33,098 --> 00:40:34,898 Yeah, yeah, it's all good man. 813 00:40:34,900 --> 00:40:35,999 I'll send that to you. 814 00:40:36,001 --> 00:40:36,733 - Thanks, man. 815 00:40:36,735 --> 00:40:37,867 - You gotta just take it easy. 816 00:40:37,869 --> 00:40:39,102 Get some rest. Alright? 817 00:40:39,104 --> 00:40:40,637 - Yeah, will do. 818 00:40:42,874 --> 00:40:47,844 - We needed to be closer to downtown where the dope was. 819 00:40:47,846 --> 00:40:49,446 So I messaged Jonesy... 820 00:40:49,448 --> 00:40:51,848 and asked him if I could stay at his place 821 00:40:51,850 --> 00:40:54,517 while he was away. 822 00:40:57,222 --> 00:40:58,855 I lied to Katie. 823 00:40:58,857 --> 00:41:01,891 Got her to lend me some money.. 824 00:41:02,027 --> 00:41:04,027 but it went quick. 825 00:41:04,029 --> 00:41:06,863 Soon, I pawned all my guitars.. 826 00:41:09,734 --> 00:41:12,669 and we still needed more. 827 00:41:15,841 --> 00:41:18,908 We started doing petty crime. 828 00:41:27,285 --> 00:41:31,621 By this time, we were using every day. 829 00:41:47,806 --> 00:41:48,538 Cole. 830 00:41:48,540 --> 00:41:49,372 Hey what's up, man? 831 00:41:49,374 --> 00:41:51,140 - You're 20 minutes late, bro. 832 00:41:51,142 --> 00:41:52,408 What the fuck? 833 00:41:52,410 --> 00:41:53,776 - Oh shit. 834 00:41:54,179 --> 00:41:55,311 Fuck. 835 00:41:55,313 --> 00:41:56,145 It's Tuesday. 836 00:41:56,147 --> 00:41:57,280 - Yeah, it's Tuesday, bro. 837 00:41:57,282 --> 00:41:58,882 What the fuck's been going on with you lately? 838 00:41:58,884 --> 00:42:01,117 You don't even know what day it is? 839 00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:01,818 - Oh, sorry man. 840 00:42:01,820 --> 00:42:03,186 I just, I passed out last night. 841 00:42:03,188 --> 00:42:04,687 I was up really late. 842 00:42:04,689 --> 00:42:05,688 I'm heading to you right now. 843 00:42:05,690 --> 00:42:08,391 - Alright, I'll be waiting here but hurry the fuck up. 844 00:42:08,393 --> 00:42:10,493 I'm going dirt-biking at two. 845 00:42:10,495 --> 00:42:11,861 - Alright. 846 00:42:34,352 --> 00:42:38,454 On the days we didn't have enough to score... 847 00:42:38,456 --> 00:42:41,324 it got bad. 848 00:42:44,663 --> 00:42:46,963 - Well, what the hell took you so long? 849 00:42:46,965 --> 00:42:49,866 - I had to book it from the cops. 850 00:42:51,536 --> 00:42:54,237 - So what are you saying? 851 00:42:54,239 --> 00:42:55,972 - I couldn't get any. 852 00:42:57,409 --> 00:42:57,974 - What? 853 00:42:57,976 --> 00:43:00,009 - I just told you, I had to run away from the cops, okay? 854 00:43:00,011 --> 00:43:03,680 They saw me breaking into a fucking car. 855 00:43:04,416 --> 00:43:05,982 - What the fuck! 856 00:43:07,152 --> 00:43:08,017 What the fuck, Travis? 857 00:43:08,019 --> 00:43:09,319 I've been here dying all day waiting for you 858 00:43:09,321 --> 00:43:11,955 and now you tell me you couldn't even fucking get anything? 859 00:43:11,957 --> 00:43:13,323 - What do you want me to do, Zoe? 860 00:43:13,325 --> 00:43:15,758 Okay, I've been out there busting my ass all day. 861 00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:17,627 We probably woulda got some if you came with me. 862 00:43:17,629 --> 00:43:20,496 - I told you I was too sick to go out today! 863 00:43:20,498 --> 00:43:23,199 - What the fuck do you want me to do? 864 00:43:25,503 --> 00:43:27,270 - Let's sell the TV. 865 00:43:27,272 --> 00:43:28,738 - That is Jonesy's TV. 866 00:43:28,740 --> 00:43:31,140 - Well, you can pawn it and get it back tomorrow 867 00:43:31,142 --> 00:43:32,308 when we have some cash. 868 00:43:32,310 --> 00:43:33,009 - Are you crazy? 869 00:43:33,011 --> 00:43:36,079 Okay, I'm not gonna start pawning my friend's shit. 870 00:43:36,848 --> 00:43:38,214 - Travis. 871 00:43:38,283 --> 00:43:40,550 I need it fucking bad. 872 00:43:40,552 --> 00:43:41,851 Okay? 873 00:43:43,088 --> 00:43:44,187 - So do I Zoe. 874 00:43:44,189 --> 00:43:44,787 Okay? 875 00:43:44,789 --> 00:43:46,222 You're gonna be fine until tomorrow. 876 00:43:46,224 --> 00:43:49,559 I promise you, I will get you some shit in the morning. 877 00:43:49,561 --> 00:43:53,029 - I need it fucking now! - Fuck, Zoe, calm down! 878 00:43:57,068 --> 00:44:00,570 - I don't know what's wrong with me. 879 00:44:03,174 --> 00:44:05,274 I'm just so fucked up right now. 880 00:44:05,276 --> 00:44:06,275 - Hey, hey. 881 00:44:06,277 --> 00:44:07,644 It's okay. 882 00:44:09,347 --> 00:44:11,781 I'm feeling rough too, okay? 883 00:44:11,783 --> 00:44:13,416 We're gonna get through this together. 884 00:44:15,186 --> 00:44:17,153 - I love you so much. 885 00:44:17,155 --> 00:44:19,322 - I love you too. 886 00:44:19,324 --> 00:44:21,424 We'll be okay. 887 00:44:40,779 --> 00:44:41,611 - Oh-ho. 888 00:44:41,613 --> 00:44:43,680 Yo, Travie, my guy. 889 00:44:43,682 --> 00:44:44,380 What's up, man? 890 00:44:44,382 --> 00:44:47,450 Hey yo, you end up getting that shit from my boy? 891 00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:49,952 Business? 892 00:44:49,954 --> 00:44:51,521 Hell yeah, we can talk business. 893 00:44:51,523 --> 00:44:53,623 Bro, I love business. 894 00:44:53,625 --> 00:44:57,694 I'm not a businessman, I'm a business, man. 895 00:44:57,696 --> 00:44:58,561 So yo, check this out. 896 00:44:58,563 --> 00:45:00,730 I'm doing this thing in the studio tonight, you know? 897 00:45:00,732 --> 00:45:03,066 Cranking out bangers like a fucking pimp, 898 00:45:03,068 --> 00:45:03,900 'cause that's what I do. 899 00:45:03,902 --> 00:45:06,736 So, why don't you come through, let's say around eight? 900 00:45:06,738 --> 00:45:09,172 And we can talk all the business you want. 901 00:45:09,174 --> 00:45:11,207 Alright cool, I'll see you tonight. 902 00:45:11,209 --> 00:45:13,109 Alright, peace. 903 00:45:21,352 --> 00:45:23,119 - Oh yeah! 904 00:45:23,888 --> 00:45:26,989 Yo, this shit is a fucking banger, Buggs. 905 00:45:26,991 --> 00:45:29,625 This is a motherfucking banger. 906 00:45:29,627 --> 00:45:31,461 Oh, you did it again, baby. 907 00:45:31,463 --> 00:45:32,261 You did it again. 908 00:45:32,263 --> 00:45:34,397 You're a fucking genius, bro. 909 00:45:36,301 --> 00:45:36,866 Oh shit! 910 00:45:36,868 --> 00:45:39,802 We got a rock star in the motherfucking building. 911 00:45:39,804 --> 00:45:41,571 Yo, what's up? - How you been, man? 912 00:45:41,573 --> 00:45:44,574 - Yo man, livin' large like Biggie Smalls, man. 913 00:45:44,576 --> 00:45:46,943 Yo Buggs, turn that track down. 914 00:45:47,912 --> 00:45:48,511 Buggs! 915 00:45:48,513 --> 00:45:50,213 I said turn down that motherfucking track 916 00:45:50,215 --> 00:45:51,881 you deaf ass bitch. 917 00:45:56,054 --> 00:45:56,652 Ha-ha. 918 00:45:56,654 --> 00:45:58,087 You know I'm just playing with you, Buggs. 919 00:45:58,089 --> 00:45:59,722 Yo, this is my boy, Travie. 920 00:45:59,724 --> 00:46:02,091 He's a dope-ass, guitar-playing motherfucker. 921 00:46:02,093 --> 00:46:04,460 Yo, Travie, this is my boy, Buggs. 922 00:46:04,462 --> 00:46:05,928 - What's up? 923 00:46:05,930 --> 00:46:07,530 - Hey, man. 924 00:46:07,532 --> 00:46:08,564 - Oh shit, hey. 925 00:46:08,566 --> 00:46:10,366 Yo, you wanna do a line? 926 00:46:10,502 --> 00:46:12,168 - Yeah, sure. 927 00:46:12,670 --> 00:46:14,670 Ah-ha-ha. 928 00:46:14,672 --> 00:46:16,439 Yo, that's the rock star I remember. 929 00:46:16,441 --> 00:46:20,476 Yo, this guy has hella-hot groupies snacking on that D. 930 00:46:20,478 --> 00:46:22,178 You ever get your D snacked on? 931 00:46:22,180 --> 00:46:24,680 Yo, this guy gets his D snacked on like Pac-Man. 932 00:46:27,118 --> 00:46:28,317 That's him getting his D snacked... 933 00:46:28,319 --> 00:46:30,553 You got it, you got it, Buggs. 934 00:46:31,923 --> 00:46:32,922 Yo, I got a question for you. 935 00:46:32,924 --> 00:46:34,423 How come every single time I hang out with your band, 936 00:46:34,425 --> 00:46:36,959 it's almost always just white girls backstage? 937 00:46:36,961 --> 00:46:38,361 You know I mean? Like, I get it... 938 00:46:38,363 --> 00:46:39,796 It's mostly these college white girls 939 00:46:39,798 --> 00:46:41,664 that like this indie rock stuff but like, I'm saying, 940 00:46:41,666 --> 00:46:43,533 it's just white girl, white girl, white girl. 941 00:46:43,535 --> 00:46:44,934 You gotta switch that shit up, man. 942 00:46:44,936 --> 00:46:46,903 Get some new flavor in your life, you know? 943 00:46:46,905 --> 00:46:48,504 Get some more color around there. 944 00:46:48,506 --> 00:46:50,039 Like, have you tried Chinese? 945 00:46:50,041 --> 00:46:52,441 Yo, have you tried Caribbean? 946 00:46:52,443 --> 00:46:53,309 Spicy, bro. 947 00:46:53,311 --> 00:46:54,777 - I don't know what to tell you, man. 948 00:46:54,779 --> 00:46:56,179 I got a serious girlfriend right now, 949 00:46:56,181 --> 00:46:58,581 so I'm kinda out of that scene. 950 00:46:58,583 --> 00:46:59,282 - Yo, I get it. 951 00:46:59,284 --> 00:47:00,516 Yo, I respect that, you know I mean? 952 00:47:00,518 --> 00:47:01,484 I feel you, I feel you. 953 00:47:01,486 --> 00:47:02,351 But I'm just saying... 954 00:47:02,353 --> 00:47:04,120 have you been with these new white girls? 955 00:47:04,122 --> 00:47:07,290 Yo, in the bedroom they get freaky, bro, 956 00:47:07,292 --> 00:47:08,491 and I'm freaky as the next guy 957 00:47:08,493 --> 00:47:10,059 but the shit they say to me? 958 00:47:10,061 --> 00:47:13,462 Bro, it's damn near fucking disgusting. 959 00:47:13,464 --> 00:47:14,764 I get offended sometimes. 960 00:47:14,766 --> 00:47:15,665 I'm like, "What? 961 00:47:15,667 --> 00:47:16,666 "Bitch, you say that shit to me? 962 00:47:16,668 --> 00:47:18,835 "Where the fuck did you learn that shit?" 963 00:47:18,837 --> 00:47:20,603 All that profanity? 964 00:47:20,605 --> 00:47:21,304 Unappealing bro. 965 00:47:21,306 --> 00:47:23,172 It's motherfucking unappealing. 966 00:47:23,174 --> 00:47:24,974 - Maybe it's 'cause it's the first generation 967 00:47:24,976 --> 00:47:27,210 that grew up with online porn. 968 00:47:27,212 --> 00:47:29,612 - Yo, I never even fucking thought about that shit. 969 00:47:29,614 --> 00:47:32,949 Yo, you are one genius-ass, motherfucking rock star, 970 00:47:32,951 --> 00:47:33,850 you know that? 971 00:47:33,852 --> 00:47:34,851 But here's the thing... 972 00:47:34,853 --> 00:47:37,553 now, if I was to bring a girl home to meet my mom, 973 00:47:37,555 --> 00:47:40,289 and moms ain't with us no more... 974 00:47:42,026 --> 00:47:44,827 but if I did bring a girl home to meet my moms, 975 00:47:44,829 --> 00:47:48,464 it damn sure wouldn't be no freak-ass white bitch. 976 00:47:48,466 --> 00:47:50,166 It's all I'm sayin'. 977 00:47:50,168 --> 00:47:52,435 Oh yo, play that beat we made for Drizzy. 978 00:47:52,437 --> 00:47:54,704 I wanna play it for Travie right here. 979 00:47:54,706 --> 00:47:55,304 Yeah. 980 00:47:55,306 --> 00:47:57,306 I know Drake is gonna throw down heavy on this beat. 981 00:47:57,308 --> 00:47:59,642 - You got Drake on one of your tracks? 982 00:47:59,644 --> 00:48:00,343 - Yeah. 983 00:48:00,345 --> 00:48:01,177 I'm from "the 6ix", man. 984 00:48:01,179 --> 00:48:05,348 Yo, I knew Drake back in his Degrassi wheelchair days. 985 00:48:05,350 --> 00:48:06,015 You know? 986 00:48:06,017 --> 00:48:07,750 So every time I go back to "T-Dot", him and I kick it. 987 00:48:07,752 --> 00:48:09,752 We go to parties, we club, all that shit. 988 00:48:09,754 --> 00:48:12,021 - That's sick, man. 989 00:48:15,026 --> 00:48:18,060 - Yo, this the wrong-ass fucking beat, Buggs! 990 00:48:18,062 --> 00:48:20,363 Man, if this was the 90s on Death Row, 991 00:48:20,365 --> 00:48:21,931 you would get your ass stomped out. 992 00:48:21,933 --> 00:48:22,765 Yo, Dre would say... 993 00:48:22,767 --> 00:48:25,735 that if the engineer rewound the track too far back, 994 00:48:25,737 --> 00:48:27,303 Suge Knight would beat his ass personally. 995 00:48:27,305 --> 00:48:29,005 You lucky we digital Now, Buggs. 996 00:48:29,007 --> 00:48:31,173 You lucky as fuck! 997 00:48:34,646 --> 00:48:36,679 Oh, Buggs. 998 00:48:36,881 --> 00:48:38,514 Ah! 999 00:48:38,816 --> 00:48:41,350 I can't stay mad at you. 1000 00:48:46,057 --> 00:48:48,424 What's this business you wanna talk to me about? 1001 00:48:48,426 --> 00:48:49,759 - So, me and my girlfriend just moved 1002 00:48:49,761 --> 00:48:51,894 into this new pad in East Van. 1003 00:48:51,896 --> 00:48:52,595 Sketchy as fuck. 1004 00:48:52,597 --> 00:48:54,931 There's crack-heads and junkies everywhere. 1005 00:48:54,933 --> 00:48:56,732 I'm just looking for a gun for protection. 1006 00:48:56,734 --> 00:48:58,200 I thought you could hook it up? 1007 00:48:58,202 --> 00:48:58,768 - Yeah! 1008 00:48:58,770 --> 00:49:00,069 Yeah, you came to the right place, bro. 1009 00:49:00,071 --> 00:49:01,971 What do you need, nine, Glock, Magnum? 1010 00:49:01,973 --> 00:49:04,907 - Something small, that'll get the job done. 1011 00:49:04,909 --> 00:49:05,741 - Yeah, no problem. 1012 00:49:05,743 --> 00:49:07,176 - But here's the thing, man. 1013 00:49:07,178 --> 00:49:10,546 I only have, like, 100 bucks for it. 1014 00:49:13,251 --> 00:49:15,217 - Yo, Buggs, cut the beat. 1015 00:49:15,586 --> 00:49:16,385 Buggs! 1016 00:49:16,387 --> 00:49:19,388 Cut the motherfucking beat! 1017 00:49:26,531 --> 00:49:31,033 You know, if there's one thing I fucking hate in this world, 1018 00:49:31,269 --> 00:49:34,303 it's a motherfucking low-baller. 1019 00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:37,139 Yo, I invite you to my fucking studio. 1020 00:49:37,141 --> 00:49:38,240 I give you blow. 1021 00:49:38,242 --> 00:49:41,944 I let you listen to unreleased music. 1022 00:49:41,946 --> 00:49:43,446 And you low-ball me? 1023 00:49:43,448 --> 00:49:44,947 Travis, what the fuck? 1024 00:49:44,949 --> 00:49:47,550 - Hey man, I didn't mean any disrespect. 1025 00:49:47,552 --> 00:49:48,284 - Disrespect? 1026 00:49:48,286 --> 00:49:49,285 This is worse than disrespect. 1027 00:49:49,287 --> 00:49:51,754 This is low-balling, pussy-ass shit. 1028 00:49:51,823 --> 00:49:53,322 You know what I do to bitch-ass, 1029 00:49:53,324 --> 00:49:54,623 low-balling motherfuckers like you? 1030 00:49:54,625 --> 00:49:58,127 Do you know what I fucking do to them? 1031 00:49:59,397 --> 00:50:03,332 - Hey man, you do what you gotta do. 1032 00:50:11,609 --> 00:50:12,608 - Yo! 1033 00:50:12,610 --> 00:50:13,509 Holy shit, yo! 1034 00:50:13,511 --> 00:50:15,144 I'm just fucking with you, bro. 1035 00:50:15,146 --> 00:50:15,811 Holy shit. 1036 00:50:15,813 --> 00:50:18,414 You are one tough rock star motherfucker, you know that? 1037 00:50:18,416 --> 00:50:20,683 Oh my god, you didn't even flinch. 1038 00:50:20,685 --> 00:50:21,717 - Hey man, that's fucked up. 1039 00:50:21,719 --> 00:50:22,852 - Yo, I'm just playin'. 1040 00:50:22,854 --> 00:50:23,586 I'm sorry, yo. 1041 00:50:23,588 --> 00:50:25,988 Holy shit, you're tough, bro. 1042 00:50:25,990 --> 00:50:26,756 Yeah, of course. 1043 00:50:26,758 --> 00:50:28,124 Of course I can get that for you. 1044 00:50:28,126 --> 00:50:29,725 Yo here, yo, don't even worry about the money. 1045 00:50:29,727 --> 00:50:31,093 I'll give you a piece, right? 1046 00:50:31,095 --> 00:50:34,030 And you just play some fucking guitar on my next beat. 1047 00:50:34,032 --> 00:50:35,364 You know, lay down some fucking vocals. 1048 00:50:35,366 --> 00:50:37,533 - Yeah. Yeah, I can do that. 1049 00:50:37,535 --> 00:50:38,968 - Yeah, hey, here we go. 1050 00:50:38,970 --> 00:50:39,902 Here, yo, you know what? 1051 00:50:39,904 --> 00:50:42,505 I'll fucking get it for you right now. 1052 00:50:44,776 --> 00:50:45,841 Yo, yeah. 1053 00:50:45,843 --> 00:50:46,542 Yeah, what's up? 1054 00:50:46,544 --> 00:50:47,910 Remember that Smith and Wesson piece 1055 00:50:47,912 --> 00:50:49,045 we picked up like a month back? 1056 00:50:49,047 --> 00:50:51,847 Yeah, bring that shit down to the studio. 1057 00:50:51,849 --> 00:50:53,649 Yeah, I need it for my boy. 1058 00:50:53,651 --> 00:50:54,683 All right, hey, and yo. 1059 00:50:54,685 --> 00:50:55,951 I'm looking around this place 1060 00:50:55,953 --> 00:50:58,687 and I don't see no motherfucking snacks here. 1061 00:50:58,689 --> 00:51:00,423 I need some chips and dip. 1062 00:51:00,425 --> 00:51:01,624 Yo Buggs, what kinda dip do I like? 1063 00:51:01,626 --> 00:51:03,993 - Oh, I'm good with just a root beer. 1064 00:51:03,995 --> 00:51:06,195 - You know, you're one useless-ass piece of shit, 1065 00:51:06,197 --> 00:51:07,229 you know that? 1066 00:51:07,231 --> 00:51:10,699 - Yo, just get me cool ranch. 1067 00:51:11,002 --> 00:51:14,036 I want cool ranch chips and I want cool ranch dip. 1068 00:51:14,038 --> 00:51:15,171 What the fuck? 1069 00:51:15,173 --> 00:51:15,871 Hey, yo Travis, 1070 00:51:15,873 --> 00:51:17,940 what kind of snacks you like? 1071 00:51:17,942 --> 00:51:19,141 - Oh, whatever man. 1072 00:51:19,143 --> 00:51:19,909 - Alright, yo. 1073 00:51:19,911 --> 00:51:23,212 Pick up some vegan shit for my boy, Travis. 1074 00:51:23,414 --> 00:51:23,979 Yo, pi-- 1075 00:51:23,981 --> 00:51:25,981 Listen, 'cause he's a fucking white boy, 1076 00:51:25,983 --> 00:51:27,349 he likes white boy shit. 1077 00:51:27,351 --> 00:51:30,586 So pick up some fucking vegan crisps 1078 00:51:30,588 --> 00:51:31,687 or some fucking celery. 1079 00:51:31,689 --> 00:51:33,989 Yo, what do you fucking people eat? 1080 00:51:33,991 --> 00:51:36,792 Yo, get some like Kraft... get Kraft Dinner 1081 00:51:36,794 --> 00:51:38,894 and chop up some hot dogs in it. 1082 00:51:38,896 --> 00:51:40,729 That happens, right? 1083 00:51:40,731 --> 00:51:41,730 Yeah, yeah. 1084 00:51:41,732 --> 00:51:45,267 Yeah, and cheese, you guys like a lot of cheese, right? 1085 00:51:45,269 --> 00:51:47,236 Yeah, get like cheese and shit. 1086 00:51:47,238 --> 00:51:47,937 And also... 1087 00:51:47,939 --> 00:51:49,271 I'm looking around over here 1088 00:51:49,273 --> 00:51:50,239 and I don't see no bitches. 1089 00:51:50,241 --> 00:51:53,542 And you know I like bitches in the studio by nine o'clock 1090 00:51:53,544 --> 00:51:55,010 or my ass starts getting lonely. 1091 00:51:55,012 --> 00:51:57,146 And when I start getting lonely, I start getting sad. 1092 00:51:57,148 --> 00:52:00,749 And if I get sad, I start fuckin' people up! 1093 00:52:00,751 --> 00:52:03,853 Oh, and make sure that they're freaky, white-girl bitches 1094 00:52:03,855 --> 00:52:06,989 that talk dirty and, like, with profanity and shit. 1095 00:52:06,991 --> 00:52:08,357 Yeah, that's the shit I like. 1096 00:52:08,359 --> 00:52:09,558 Alright, cool. 1097 00:52:09,560 --> 00:52:11,093 You're my boy, dog. 1098 00:52:11,095 --> 00:52:13,095 Alright, see you soon. 1099 00:52:13,097 --> 00:52:13,963 Boom! 1100 00:52:13,965 --> 00:52:15,164 Just like that. 1101 00:52:15,166 --> 00:52:17,700 No fuss, no muss. 1102 00:52:17,702 --> 00:52:18,467 Buggs! 1103 00:52:18,469 --> 00:52:19,768 Turn that track up. 1104 00:52:19,770 --> 00:52:21,637 We celebratin' tonight. 1105 00:53:05,016 --> 00:53:07,183 - Put your hands on your fucking head. 1106 00:53:07,185 --> 00:53:08,050 - Oh Jesus. 1107 00:53:08,052 --> 00:53:10,786 - Put your hands on your fucking head. 1108 00:53:11,022 --> 00:53:13,522 I'm not fucking with you. 1109 00:53:13,991 --> 00:53:15,591 Open the register. 1110 00:53:17,328 --> 00:53:19,595 Open the fucking register! - I'm trying. 1111 00:53:19,597 --> 00:53:21,864 - Hurry the fuck up, let's go! 1112 00:53:21,866 --> 00:53:24,633 Get the money, get the money. 1113 00:53:25,703 --> 00:53:26,969 Hurry, hurry. 1114 00:53:27,271 --> 00:53:28,204 Gimme your wallet. 1115 00:53:28,206 --> 00:53:29,738 - Oh, come on. You got all the money, 1116 00:53:29,740 --> 00:53:31,140 what do you need a wallet for? 1117 00:53:31,142 --> 00:53:33,943 - I'll blow your fucking head off! 1118 00:53:35,179 --> 00:53:36,145 - Fuck. 1119 00:53:36,147 --> 00:53:38,113 - I know where you live, motherfucker. 1120 00:53:38,115 --> 00:53:39,415 You tell the cops I had an Indian accent 1121 00:53:39,417 --> 00:53:43,252 or I will come to your house and I will fucking kill you. 1122 00:53:50,461 --> 00:53:53,596 - Holy shit, that doesn't sound amateur. 1123 00:53:53,598 --> 00:53:54,463 You got away with it. 1124 00:53:54,465 --> 00:53:57,132 - Yeah, we had enough money to last us a little while 1125 00:53:57,134 --> 00:53:59,134 without having to hustle. 1126 00:53:59,136 --> 00:54:01,303 But soon after that, 1127 00:54:02,173 --> 00:54:05,007 that's when I found out. 1128 00:54:06,177 --> 00:54:08,444 - Found what out? 1129 00:54:08,446 --> 00:54:12,715 - Something that would change everything. 1130 00:54:27,865 --> 00:54:31,667 At this point we were mainlining. 1131 00:54:38,609 --> 00:54:42,411 It was 10 times more intense. 1132 00:55:17,948 --> 00:55:19,848 Jonesy, what's up man? 1133 00:55:19,850 --> 00:55:20,683 - Travis. 1134 00:55:20,685 --> 00:55:22,117 How are you, buddy? 1135 00:55:22,119 --> 00:55:22,751 - Great. 1136 00:55:22,753 --> 00:55:24,053 Just getting some groceries. 1137 00:55:24,055 --> 00:55:26,088 - Ooh, domesticated. 1138 00:55:26,791 --> 00:55:28,891 How's the place working out for ya? 1139 00:55:28,893 --> 00:55:29,692 - Oh, we love it. 1140 00:55:29,694 --> 00:55:31,760 Yeah, the apartment's so great. 1141 00:55:31,762 --> 00:55:32,461 - Good man. 1142 00:55:32,463 --> 00:55:33,629 So, I'm just calling to let you know 1143 00:55:33,631 --> 00:55:35,497 that the last show of the tour is on Friday. 1144 00:55:35,499 --> 00:55:38,967 So I should be coming home early next week. 1145 00:55:40,404 --> 00:55:41,503 - Yeah, that's cool man. 1146 00:55:41,505 --> 00:55:44,273 We'll just move our stuff out over the weekend. 1147 00:55:44,275 --> 00:55:46,041 - Right on, man, we gotta chill when I get back. 1148 00:55:46,043 --> 00:55:48,510 I still need to meet this new girlfriend of yours. 1149 00:55:48,512 --> 00:55:49,511 - Yeah, yeah, she's really cool. 1150 00:55:49,513 --> 00:55:53,148 - Oh, she better be if I'm gonna allow her into our lives. 1151 00:55:53,851 --> 00:55:55,584 Hey man, you should send me a pic right now. 1152 00:55:55,586 --> 00:55:59,154 I wanna see what the hussy that locked you down looks like. 1153 00:55:59,156 --> 00:56:00,589 - Yeah, one sec. 1154 00:56:05,062 --> 00:56:06,028 You get it? 1155 00:56:07,164 --> 00:56:08,697 - Nice. 1156 00:56:08,933 --> 00:56:10,032 Oh. 1157 00:56:11,335 --> 00:56:11,900 Oh shit. 1158 00:56:11,902 --> 00:56:15,304 I didn't know it was Zoe from the Manhattan show. 1159 00:56:15,306 --> 00:56:15,871 - What? 1160 00:56:15,873 --> 00:56:18,640 No, I met her in Delta by my aunt's place. 1161 00:56:18,642 --> 00:56:20,876 - Dude, I met her backstage at that show 1162 00:56:20,878 --> 00:56:24,113 at the um... at the Mint club. 1163 00:56:25,383 --> 00:56:26,448 - No man, you must... 1164 00:56:26,450 --> 00:56:28,016 you must be thinking of someone else. 1165 00:56:28,018 --> 00:56:29,351 She wasn't at that show. 1166 00:56:29,353 --> 00:56:30,686 She woulda told me that. 1167 00:56:30,688 --> 00:56:32,020 - Trav, what the fuck, man? 1168 00:56:32,022 --> 00:56:32,821 That was 100% her. 1169 00:56:32,823 --> 00:56:34,923 She was backstage 'cause she knew the guys 1170 00:56:34,925 --> 00:56:35,924 from one of the opening bands. 1171 00:56:35,926 --> 00:56:38,093 We hung out, we smoked a joint in the alley, man. 1172 00:56:38,095 --> 00:56:40,662 We fucking talked for a bit. 1173 00:56:40,798 --> 00:56:41,964 - Nah, it wasn't her. 1174 00:56:41,966 --> 00:56:43,031 - Yes man, I fully remember. 1175 00:56:43,033 --> 00:56:44,900 She asked me what you guys were doing after the show 1176 00:56:44,902 --> 00:56:46,402 but you had already left. 1177 00:56:46,404 --> 00:56:47,269 Fuck, dude. 1178 00:56:47,271 --> 00:56:48,203 Now that I think about it, 1179 00:56:48,205 --> 00:56:52,808 she was asking me a lot of questions specifically about you. 1180 00:56:57,515 --> 00:56:58,580 You alright man? 1181 00:56:58,582 --> 00:56:59,615 Trav. 1182 00:56:59,617 --> 00:57:00,482 Travis. 1183 00:57:00,484 --> 00:57:02,084 - I gotta go. 1184 00:57:05,823 --> 00:57:07,790 - So tell me. 1185 00:57:07,792 --> 00:57:10,325 How did you first meet Travis? 1186 00:57:15,433 --> 00:57:19,735 - I was at a friend's show here in New York. 1187 00:57:19,737 --> 00:57:22,471 Travis's band was on tour from Vancouver. 1188 00:57:22,473 --> 00:57:27,209 They were headlining, but I'd never heard of them before. 1189 00:57:28,112 --> 00:57:30,546 The moment I saw him on stage, 1190 00:57:30,548 --> 00:57:34,783 I knew that he was someone... special. 1191 00:57:37,588 --> 00:57:40,689 There was something about him. 1192 00:57:40,691 --> 00:57:41,723 When you first see someone, 1193 00:57:41,725 --> 00:57:46,061 you can just tell if you're meant to be together. 1194 00:57:53,337 --> 00:57:57,239 I tried to meet him backstage but he'd already left. 1195 00:58:00,711 --> 00:58:01,677 Over the next few weeks, 1196 00:58:01,679 --> 00:58:04,680 I listened to his music all the time. 1197 00:58:13,357 --> 00:58:14,423 I knew that I had to meet him. 1198 00:58:14,425 --> 00:58:18,727 All of my instincts were telling me that he was the one. 1199 00:58:48,792 --> 00:58:51,093 - So you flew all the way to Vancouver 1200 00:58:51,095 --> 00:58:55,731 to see someone you never met or communicated with before. 1201 00:58:55,733 --> 00:58:58,367 - I know, it sounds crazy. 1202 00:58:58,369 --> 00:58:59,868 - Zoe, it's okay. 1203 00:58:59,870 --> 00:59:01,069 I'm not here to judge you. 1204 00:59:01,071 --> 00:59:04,239 I know how powerful infatuation can be. 1205 00:59:04,241 --> 00:59:06,942 - It wasn't just infatuation. 1206 00:59:06,944 --> 00:59:08,810 It was something more. 1207 00:59:08,812 --> 00:59:11,547 And yes, it was nuts to fly out there, 1208 00:59:11,549 --> 00:59:13,882 but I didn't care. 1209 00:59:14,351 --> 00:59:16,952 I just had this strong, overwhelming intuition 1210 00:59:16,954 --> 00:59:18,987 that we were meant to be together. 1211 00:59:18,989 --> 00:59:23,292 It sounds fucking crazy but I was right. 1212 00:59:23,894 --> 00:59:26,695 We did fall in love. 1213 01:00:27,124 --> 01:00:29,057 I knew it was fucked up to lie 1214 01:00:29,059 --> 01:00:31,126 but I also knew he wouldn't take me seriously 1215 01:00:31,128 --> 01:00:34,196 if he thought I was just some obsessed fan. 1216 01:00:34,198 --> 01:00:37,032 - Did you end up telling the truth? 1217 01:00:37,234 --> 01:00:38,567 - I was planning to 1218 01:00:38,569 --> 01:00:41,069 but he ended up finding out. 1219 01:00:43,374 --> 01:00:46,141 - What the fuck, Zoe? 1220 01:00:47,645 --> 01:00:51,747 Why didn't you tell me you'd seen me in New York? 1221 01:00:51,749 --> 01:00:52,581 Hm? 1222 01:00:52,583 --> 01:00:55,651 - I was going to but I figured if I told you, 1223 01:00:55,653 --> 01:00:57,219 you woulda thought I was some crazy groupie 1224 01:00:57,221 --> 01:01:00,422 who stalked you outside your house. 1225 01:01:00,624 --> 01:01:01,957 - Yeah. 1226 01:01:01,959 --> 01:01:06,395 That's exactly what you fucking did! 1227 01:01:08,599 --> 01:01:11,533 I can't even believe this shit. 1228 01:01:11,535 --> 01:01:13,435 Zoe, you-- 1229 01:01:13,704 --> 01:01:16,204 So everything we had was built on a lie? 1230 01:01:16,206 --> 01:01:17,239 - No. It isn't. 1231 01:01:17,241 --> 01:01:19,307 I-I knew we had a connection 1232 01:01:19,309 --> 01:01:21,176 and I was fucking right, okay? 1233 01:01:21,178 --> 01:01:22,010 You can't deny it. 1234 01:01:22,012 --> 01:01:24,579 - No, Zoe, this is fucked up. 1235 01:01:24,581 --> 01:01:26,348 You... 1236 01:01:26,350 --> 01:01:28,617 you were at my show in New York. 1237 01:01:28,619 --> 01:01:32,054 Why didn't you just come up to me then, huh? 1238 01:01:32,056 --> 01:01:37,259 We coulda started off like two normal fucking people! 1239 01:01:38,295 --> 01:01:39,327 - Normal. 1240 01:01:39,329 --> 01:01:40,362 You want normal? 1241 01:01:40,364 --> 01:01:43,165 I'm the last thing from normal and you fucking love it! 1242 01:01:43,167 --> 01:01:45,167 - This is fucked up. 1243 01:01:45,169 --> 01:01:45,834 - Oh yeah? 1244 01:01:45,836 --> 01:01:48,036 How many sluts message you while you were on tour? 1245 01:01:48,038 --> 01:01:49,738 I bet there's all sorts of groupie whores 1246 01:01:49,740 --> 01:01:52,174 that try to fuck you after your shows. 1247 01:01:52,176 --> 01:01:54,276 Just like what I did to be with you. 1248 01:01:54,278 --> 01:01:55,310 - So, is that what you do? 1249 01:01:55,312 --> 01:01:58,180 You just stalk bands and you fuck their guitar players? 1250 01:01:58,182 --> 01:01:59,781 How many musicians have you fucked? 1251 01:01:59,783 --> 01:02:01,817 - How the fuck could you say that to me? 1252 01:02:01,819 --> 01:02:03,685 You're just the same as all those other musicians 1253 01:02:03,687 --> 01:02:06,421 going from town to town fucking anything that walks 1254 01:02:06,423 --> 01:02:07,255 and then you leave. 1255 01:02:07,257 --> 01:02:09,424 And you go to the next town and you do it again 1256 01:02:09,426 --> 01:02:10,992 and it goes on and on and on. 1257 01:02:10,994 --> 01:02:13,295 - Zoe, what are you even talking about? 1258 01:02:13,297 --> 01:02:14,129 - You fucking know. 1259 01:02:14,131 --> 01:02:16,231 It's because you're so insecure with yourself, 1260 01:02:16,233 --> 01:02:17,265 you need constant validation. 1261 01:02:17,267 --> 01:02:19,000 Okay, I know you're fucking type. 1262 01:02:19,002 --> 01:02:21,269 - You're fucking insane, do you know that? 1263 01:02:21,271 --> 01:02:23,872 You're fucking crazy! - Fuck you. 1264 01:02:23,874 --> 01:02:26,308 I hope you get a disease from some dirty bitch 1265 01:02:26,310 --> 01:02:28,210 and your fucking dick falls off. 1266 01:02:28,212 --> 01:02:29,945 - What about the fucking heroin, huh? 1267 01:02:29,947 --> 01:02:32,581 You tricked me into doing that on purpose? 1268 01:02:32,583 --> 01:02:33,882 - No. 1269 01:02:34,485 --> 01:02:36,017 - Oh shit. 1270 01:02:36,019 --> 01:02:36,718 Oh fuck. 1271 01:02:36,720 --> 01:02:39,354 You tricked me into doing it so I could get fucked up 1272 01:02:39,356 --> 01:02:41,957 and you could control me, didn't you? 1273 01:02:41,959 --> 01:02:43,158 Yeah. 1274 01:02:43,160 --> 01:02:45,927 You're actually a fucking psychopath, Zoe. 1275 01:02:45,929 --> 01:02:47,596 You're actually a fucking psychopath. 1276 01:02:47,598 --> 01:02:50,899 The shit has taken over my fucking life! 1277 01:02:50,901 --> 01:02:53,902 - I just, I just wanted you to feel it, okay... 1278 01:02:53,904 --> 01:02:56,905 to see the beauty in how we could be together. 1279 01:02:56,907 --> 01:02:58,273 It was only supposed to be one time 1280 01:02:58,275 --> 01:02:59,674 so you could have the experience 1281 01:02:59,676 --> 01:03:02,410 and it was fucking amazing, wasn't it? 1282 01:03:08,519 --> 01:03:12,087 - Just get the fuck out of my house. 1283 01:03:14,958 --> 01:03:19,394 Just get the fuck out of my fucking house! 1284 01:03:21,565 --> 01:03:25,233 - Fuck you, you fucking asshole! 1285 01:04:04,208 --> 01:04:07,409 - And... that's when you got into the program 1286 01:04:07,411 --> 01:04:10,445 and started getting sober? 1287 01:04:10,581 --> 01:04:12,914 - Not quite. 1288 01:04:14,585 --> 01:04:18,119 After a fight like that, the best way to cure the pain 1289 01:04:18,121 --> 01:04:20,155 is to take a hit. 1290 01:04:20,224 --> 01:04:21,256 We said it would be our last 1291 01:04:21,258 --> 01:04:25,227 but once you're high, there is no pain. 1292 01:04:25,662 --> 01:04:27,762 There are no worries. 1293 01:04:27,764 --> 01:04:31,266 Everything is beautiful again. 1294 01:05:31,295 --> 01:05:33,061 The next time we ran out of money... 1295 01:05:33,063 --> 01:05:36,531 is when we did the dumbest thing ever. 1296 01:05:37,567 --> 01:05:43,571 Cole told Travis, Fresno kept his stash in the oven. 1297 01:05:45,042 --> 01:05:46,574 - Oh, Big T! 1298 01:05:46,576 --> 01:05:47,742 What up bro? 1299 01:05:47,744 --> 01:05:49,311 - What's up man? - What up man? 1300 01:05:49,313 --> 01:05:51,513 I ain't seen you in a while. 1301 01:05:51,515 --> 01:05:52,547 You must be buying straight 1302 01:05:52,549 --> 01:05:54,983 from my homies off the street, huh? 1303 01:05:54,985 --> 01:05:55,550 - Yeah. 1304 01:05:55,552 --> 01:05:57,485 - And what do we have here? 1305 01:05:57,487 --> 01:05:58,920 - This is my girlfriend, Zoe. 1306 01:05:58,922 --> 01:06:02,190 - Oh damn, T, you never said she was this fine. 1307 01:06:02,192 --> 01:06:03,325 - I've heard a lot about you. 1308 01:06:03,327 --> 01:06:05,894 - It's a real pleasure to meet you, mamasita. 1309 01:06:05,896 --> 01:06:07,829 - My name Fresno. 1310 01:06:07,831 --> 01:06:09,264 Come on in. 1311 01:06:11,201 --> 01:06:14,502 A'ight. 1312 01:06:14,938 --> 01:06:18,573 A'ight, listen up you motherfucking degenerates. 1313 01:06:18,575 --> 01:06:21,943 This here's Zoe, Travis's girl. 1314 01:06:21,945 --> 01:06:22,844 - What's up? 1315 01:06:22,846 --> 01:06:26,715 - She's the one that locked down the motherfucking rock star. 1316 01:06:26,717 --> 01:06:29,117 You're one special lady, huh? 1317 01:06:30,821 --> 01:06:32,354 - You got the shit? 1318 01:06:32,356 --> 01:06:35,457 - That depends homie, looking for the usual? 1319 01:06:37,461 --> 01:06:38,393 - Don't you fucking move! 1320 01:06:38,395 --> 01:06:39,661 Get on the fucking ground! 1321 01:06:39,663 --> 01:06:41,262 - Ah shit, you're rolling with a piece now. 1322 01:06:41,264 --> 01:06:42,697 - This aint a fucking joke, Fres. 1323 01:06:42,699 --> 01:06:43,665 - Get on the fucking ground! 1324 01:06:43,667 --> 01:06:45,533 - What the fuck? - Now motherfucker, now! 1325 01:06:45,535 --> 01:06:46,801 - This shit for real? 1326 01:06:46,803 --> 01:06:48,403 - Shut the fuck up! - Whoo! 1327 01:06:48,405 --> 01:06:49,604 - You know what you're fucking doing, 1328 01:06:49,606 --> 01:06:51,873 you fucking junky bitch? - Shut the fuck up! 1329 01:06:51,875 --> 01:06:54,309 - Bit T, stepping up. 1330 01:06:54,311 --> 01:06:57,612 Ha-ha-ha, this shit is fucking funny, dog. 1331 01:06:57,614 --> 01:06:59,414 - Shut the fuck up! 1332 01:07:00,951 --> 01:07:02,517 - Ow, motherfucker. 1333 01:07:03,253 --> 01:07:04,519 He fuckin' shot me! 1334 01:07:04,521 --> 01:07:05,720 - You skinny-ass motherfucker. 1335 01:07:05,722 --> 01:07:08,156 I'm gonna fuck you up real good. 1336 01:07:08,158 --> 01:07:11,393 - Move again and I'll blow your fucking head off. 1337 01:07:13,230 --> 01:07:14,929 - Oh, oh I like this one, T. 1338 01:07:14,931 --> 01:07:19,501 You found a real bad-ass bitch, huh? 1339 01:07:24,207 --> 01:07:27,575 - Oh, motherfucking piece of junkie shit! 1340 01:07:27,577 --> 01:07:29,677 - Shut the fuck up. 1341 01:07:33,150 --> 01:07:34,449 - Fuck. 1342 01:07:37,921 --> 01:07:41,623 - Travis, get the shit and let's get the fuck outta here! 1343 01:07:41,625 --> 01:07:42,624 - Hey yo, T? 1344 01:07:42,626 --> 01:07:44,392 Maybe you don't understand. 1345 01:07:44,394 --> 01:07:46,494 I'm having fucking fun right now. 1346 01:07:46,496 --> 01:07:47,595 - Shut the fuck up. 1347 01:07:47,597 --> 01:07:49,431 - Ooh, I love this shit. 1348 01:07:49,433 --> 01:07:50,565 Here's the thing, bitch. 1349 01:07:50,567 --> 01:07:51,633 I don't give a fuck. 1350 01:07:51,635 --> 01:07:52,600 I'm having fucking fun right now 1351 01:07:52,602 --> 01:07:55,003 'cause I know you aint gonna kill my ass. 1352 01:07:55,005 --> 01:07:57,105 - Travis! - Whoo! 1353 01:08:00,077 --> 01:08:01,476 - Oh fuck. 1354 01:08:02,145 --> 01:08:03,478 Oh fuck. 1355 01:08:03,814 --> 01:08:07,215 - Want a Freezie? 1356 01:08:16,893 --> 01:08:17,492 Yo, T! 1357 01:08:17,494 --> 01:08:18,860 Here's the one thing that's for real. 1358 01:08:18,862 --> 01:08:22,297 You just shot my boy which means I get to hunt you down, 1359 01:08:22,299 --> 01:08:25,033 I'm a kill you and I'm a fuck your bitch! 1360 01:08:25,035 --> 01:08:26,134 - Shut the fuck up! 1361 01:08:26,136 --> 01:08:27,368 - Oh yeah, and I'm gonna love fucking 1362 01:08:27,370 --> 01:08:29,571 that little junkie bitch too and so will my homies. 1363 01:08:29,573 --> 01:08:31,506 And we're gonna take turns on that ass 1364 01:08:31,508 --> 01:08:32,307 and you know what? 1365 01:08:32,309 --> 01:08:33,608 Oh, she probably gonna come back for more 1366 01:08:33,610 --> 01:08:34,776 'cause I'm a treat her real good. 1367 01:08:34,778 --> 01:08:36,878 I'm a give her all my best shit. 1368 01:08:36,880 --> 01:08:37,545 - Shut up! 1369 01:08:37,547 --> 01:08:38,713 - And the next time she's fiending, 1370 01:08:38,715 --> 01:08:40,515 she knows what she has to do! 1371 01:08:40,517 --> 01:08:42,817 She just gotta take all our dicks. 1372 01:08:42,819 --> 01:08:43,685 All of 'em. 1373 01:08:43,687 --> 01:08:44,786 And you know it's true, T. 1374 01:08:44,788 --> 01:08:47,722 'Cause that's what junkie bitches do. 1375 01:08:47,791 --> 01:08:49,724 Slanging day to day gets boring. 1376 01:08:49,726 --> 01:08:51,192 - Let's go, let's go. 1377 01:08:51,194 --> 01:08:52,260 - I love this shit. 1378 01:08:52,262 --> 01:08:53,461 I owe you, T! 1379 01:08:53,463 --> 01:08:56,431 And I'mma pay you back real soon! 1380 01:09:08,512 --> 01:09:11,212 Let's go get these junkie motherfuckers. 1381 01:09:15,752 --> 01:09:16,451 - Whoo! 1382 01:09:16,453 --> 01:09:18,052 Holy fucking Christ! 1383 01:09:19,089 --> 01:09:19,988 Holy shit. 1384 01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:21,623 - Babe, you were fucking amazing! 1385 01:09:21,625 --> 01:09:23,458 - You were fucking amazing. 1386 01:09:24,161 --> 01:09:24,993 Oh fuck, okay. 1387 01:09:24,995 --> 01:09:26,327 Alright, they're gonna be on our fucking asses. 1388 01:09:26,329 --> 01:09:28,496 Let's just, let's fucking concentrate. 1389 01:09:28,498 --> 01:09:29,864 We gotta stick to the plan. 1390 01:09:29,866 --> 01:09:31,199 - You gonna make the call? 1391 01:09:31,201 --> 01:09:31,833 - Yeah. 1392 01:09:31,835 --> 01:09:34,536 Fuck, I just hope he's up for it. 1393 01:10:28,425 --> 01:10:30,225 - Travis, just come with me. 1394 01:10:30,227 --> 01:10:31,993 When we sell this shit, we'll have enough money. 1395 01:10:31,995 --> 01:10:33,261 We can go wherever we want. 1396 01:10:33,263 --> 01:10:34,796 - I don't wanna always be living in fear, 1397 01:10:34,798 --> 01:10:36,197 looking over my shoulder. 1398 01:10:36,199 --> 01:10:37,098 Okay? 1399 01:10:37,100 --> 01:10:37,765 - Please? 1400 01:10:37,767 --> 01:10:38,967 Okay, this plan is too dangerous. 1401 01:10:38,969 --> 01:10:41,369 We can leave together right now. 1402 01:10:41,371 --> 01:10:42,503 - Hey. 1403 01:10:42,505 --> 01:10:44,072 I gotta do this, okay? 1404 01:10:44,074 --> 01:10:46,007 You know where to go. 1405 01:10:48,178 --> 01:10:49,811 - I love you. 1406 01:10:49,813 --> 01:10:51,813 - I love you too. 1407 01:10:51,815 --> 01:10:52,880 Go, go. 1408 01:10:55,852 --> 01:10:57,752 I'll be there. 1409 01:12:22,305 --> 01:12:25,039 - Shoot me, motherfucker? 1410 01:12:25,041 --> 01:12:27,408 You wanna shoot me? 1411 01:12:40,890 --> 01:12:41,923 Whoo! 1412 01:12:48,331 --> 01:12:48,896 Travis! 1413 01:12:48,898 --> 01:12:51,299 I got somethin' for your ass. 1414 01:12:51,301 --> 01:12:52,934 Yeah, I see you. 1415 01:12:52,936 --> 01:12:54,969 I see you. 1416 01:12:59,642 --> 01:13:01,175 Yo, T. 1417 01:13:01,177 --> 01:13:04,746 You little PC, rat skinner, motherfuckin' goof! 1418 01:13:04,748 --> 01:13:06,881 Oh, you fucked up now, huh? 1419 01:13:06,883 --> 01:13:10,752 T, come on baby, this is fun for me! 1420 01:13:11,121 --> 01:13:12,220 Get on out here! 1421 01:13:12,222 --> 01:13:13,020 I'mma take you... 1422 01:13:13,022 --> 01:13:14,822 I'mma take you to Chuck E. Cheese, bitch! 1423 01:13:14,824 --> 01:13:18,059 Got some chicken nuggets for that ass. 1424 01:13:18,061 --> 01:13:19,961 I know you hungry! 1425 01:13:19,963 --> 01:13:21,496 Come on out, homie. 1426 01:13:21,498 --> 01:13:24,899 I got a fucking kiddie meal for ya! 1427 01:13:26,136 --> 01:13:27,268 Yo T! 1428 01:13:27,270 --> 01:13:29,570 Get the fuck out here! 1429 01:13:29,572 --> 01:13:31,005 Come on baby. 1430 01:13:36,212 --> 01:13:39,547 You're only making it worse, you little pussy. 1431 01:13:39,549 --> 01:13:44,185 I can smell that fucking man-gina from here, bitch! 1432 01:13:45,622 --> 01:13:48,122 This shit is fun for me, motherfucker. 1433 01:13:48,124 --> 01:13:49,424 This shit is fucking fun. 1434 01:13:49,426 --> 01:13:53,828 I'm having a motherfuckin' happy meal day, bitch! 1435 01:13:54,731 --> 01:13:56,931 What up, T, you scared? 1436 01:13:56,933 --> 01:13:59,567 Ha-ha-ha, you fucked up now. 1437 01:14:00,003 --> 01:14:01,836 Come on out. 1438 01:14:01,905 --> 01:14:04,105 Come on the fuck out! 1439 01:14:06,443 --> 01:14:08,876 Just making it harder on yourself. 1440 01:14:10,246 --> 01:14:11,979 Come on, T, You scared? 1441 01:14:11,981 --> 01:14:13,347 You scared, T? 1442 01:14:13,349 --> 01:14:15,750 Ha-ha, you fucked up now. 1443 01:14:16,152 --> 01:14:17,852 Come on out now. 1444 01:14:18,488 --> 01:14:19,687 You hear me? 1445 01:14:19,689 --> 01:14:22,223 I said come on the fuck out! 1446 01:14:22,225 --> 01:14:24,091 What, you scared? 1447 01:14:24,093 --> 01:14:27,462 - I'm not scared of you, Fres. 1448 01:14:29,632 --> 01:14:31,132 - Cole. 1449 01:14:31,401 --> 01:14:32,733 - What up, Fresno? 1450 01:14:32,735 --> 01:14:36,604 - Oh, you know, a little of this, a little of that. 1451 01:14:36,606 --> 01:14:39,106 What the fuck are you doing here? 1452 01:14:39,375 --> 01:14:40,775 - I got a call from Travis. 1453 01:14:40,777 --> 01:14:43,211 He said you two weren't getting along. 1454 01:14:43,213 --> 01:14:46,180 - So he lured my ass here, huh? 1455 01:14:46,182 --> 01:14:47,882 Little bitch. 1456 01:14:51,120 --> 01:14:52,420 - What the fuck is this? 1457 01:14:52,422 --> 01:14:55,256 - Me and Cole, we're gonna have a little catch-up. 1458 01:14:55,258 --> 01:14:59,026 Why don't you go on and drag that junky faggot back here? 1459 01:15:51,247 --> 01:15:52,480 - Been a long time. 1460 01:15:52,482 --> 01:15:55,283 - Yeah, it's been a minute, homie. 1461 01:15:55,285 --> 01:15:57,318 How's civilian life? 1462 01:15:57,320 --> 01:15:59,620 - It's got its ups and downs. 1463 01:15:59,622 --> 01:16:01,589 - You siding with this junky now? 1464 01:16:01,591 --> 01:16:04,659 Oh yeah, you always were a little soft, huh? 1465 01:16:04,661 --> 01:16:06,027 That's why you couldn't handle the game. 1466 01:16:06,029 --> 01:16:08,262 - Maybe I just grew up and got a conscience 1467 01:16:08,264 --> 01:16:10,798 like a normal human being. 1468 01:16:10,800 --> 01:16:12,433 Didn't wanna end up like you. 1469 01:16:12,435 --> 01:16:13,834 - A conscience? 1470 01:16:13,836 --> 01:16:17,171 I got a conscience all motherfuckin' day long, homie. 1471 01:16:17,173 --> 01:16:19,240 I provide a service for these people. 1472 01:16:19,242 --> 01:16:20,708 If not for me, they'd just buy it 1473 01:16:20,710 --> 01:16:22,877 off some other motherfucker and OD. 1474 01:16:22,879 --> 01:16:25,046 - You think 'cause you sell clean dope, 1475 01:16:25,048 --> 01:16:26,914 you're providing a service? 1476 01:16:26,916 --> 01:16:28,082 You're fucking delusional, bro. 1477 01:16:28,084 --> 01:16:31,586 - Why do you give a fuck what I do? 1478 01:16:31,588 --> 01:16:33,955 You left the game, aint none of your business. 1479 01:16:33,957 --> 01:16:37,091 - It became my business when you threatened my boy. 1480 01:16:37,093 --> 01:16:39,160 - Threatened your boy? 1481 01:16:39,162 --> 01:16:40,394 He tell you he rode up on me 1482 01:16:40,396 --> 01:16:41,862 with his little junky bitch? 1483 01:16:41,864 --> 01:16:44,231 He shot my homie and stole my shit? 1484 01:16:44,233 --> 01:16:45,433 - Yeah, I know what he did. 1485 01:16:45,435 --> 01:16:47,201 - Well, then you know what's gotta be done. 1486 01:16:47,203 --> 01:16:48,603 Those are the rules, homie. 1487 01:16:48,605 --> 01:16:52,139 - Yeah, but it's not gonna happen. 1488 01:16:52,141 --> 01:16:54,375 You are gonna give him a pass. 1489 01:16:54,377 --> 01:16:55,076 - A pass. 1490 01:16:55,078 --> 01:16:57,078 See, now I know you're the delusional motherfucker 1491 01:16:57,080 --> 01:17:00,114 if you think he's gettin' a pass! 1492 01:17:00,783 --> 01:17:02,049 - Okay. 1493 01:17:02,185 --> 01:17:04,952 Then we'll handle it right now. 1494 01:17:04,954 --> 01:17:06,287 No guns. 1495 01:17:06,289 --> 01:17:09,023 - With pleasure, motherfucka. 1496 01:17:36,119 --> 01:17:39,687 - What you did to Dewey never sat right with me. 1497 01:17:39,689 --> 01:17:40,421 - Dewey? 1498 01:17:40,423 --> 01:17:41,589 That's some old-ass shit. 1499 01:17:41,591 --> 01:17:44,458 You know how many chances I gave that retard? 1500 01:17:44,460 --> 01:17:45,292 - It wasn't right, Fres. 1501 01:17:45,294 --> 01:17:48,496 He was your homie and he was Marcus's brother. 1502 01:17:49,065 --> 01:17:50,297 You know, Marcus has been after you? 1503 01:17:50,299 --> 01:17:52,066 - Oh, you think I'm scared of that pussy-ass Marcus, 1504 01:17:52,068 --> 01:17:53,701 you don't know me at all. 1505 01:17:53,703 --> 01:17:54,902 - You wanna know why I left the game? 1506 01:17:54,904 --> 01:17:59,306 - No, but I'm sure you're gonna serenade me about it. 1507 01:18:02,211 --> 01:18:05,413 - Every time I sold some shit to a junky, 1508 01:18:05,648 --> 01:18:06,914 the moment they take it outta my hand, 1509 01:18:06,916 --> 01:18:10,751 I'd look in their eyes and a part of my soul would leave me. 1510 01:18:12,588 --> 01:18:13,220 - Damn. 1511 01:18:13,222 --> 01:18:15,756 That is some poetic shit. 1512 01:18:15,758 --> 01:18:17,191 But I don't think that's what you gotta 1513 01:18:17,193 --> 01:18:18,159 be worried about right now. 1514 01:18:18,161 --> 01:18:20,861 I think what you gotta be worried about is, 1515 01:18:20,863 --> 01:18:23,230 even though you won a few fights, 1516 01:18:23,232 --> 01:18:25,800 are you really as good as me? 1517 01:18:26,102 --> 01:18:28,335 - I guess we're gonna find out. 1518 01:18:35,812 --> 01:18:37,111 - Whoo! 1519 01:18:37,647 --> 01:18:39,280 Come here, baby. 1520 01:18:39,282 --> 01:18:40,514 That's it. 1521 01:18:40,516 --> 01:18:42,049 Hoo, hoo, hoo. 1522 01:18:42,051 --> 01:18:43,050 Keep your elbows in. 1523 01:18:43,052 --> 01:18:44,518 Keep your elbows in. 1524 01:18:47,056 --> 01:18:49,323 Come back to daddy, motherfucker. 1525 01:18:49,325 --> 01:18:50,057 You aint shit. 1526 01:18:50,059 --> 01:18:52,326 I fuck kids bigger than you in the pen! 1527 01:18:52,328 --> 01:18:53,828 Come on, Fresno loves you baby. 1528 01:18:53,830 --> 01:18:55,796 Shake it off. 1529 01:19:00,536 --> 01:19:02,403 - Whoo! 1530 01:19:22,859 --> 01:19:24,291 - Yeah, bitch. 1531 01:19:24,293 --> 01:19:25,726 That's what's up. 1532 01:19:25,728 --> 01:19:27,194 Aw, you can do this. 1533 01:19:27,196 --> 01:19:28,929 Whoo! 1534 01:19:28,931 --> 01:19:29,697 Come on. 1535 01:19:29,699 --> 01:19:32,767 Come on, I got something real special for your ass. 1536 01:19:32,769 --> 01:19:34,168 Come here, baby. 1537 01:19:45,448 --> 01:19:46,313 Yeah. 1538 01:19:47,250 --> 01:19:48,149 Go to sleep. 1539 01:20:02,064 --> 01:20:04,298 - Are we fucking done? 1540 01:20:04,967 --> 01:20:06,100 Is that good for you, Fres? 1541 01:20:06,102 --> 01:20:07,368 Does this settle it? 1542 01:20:07,370 --> 01:20:10,004 Are you fucking done? 1543 01:20:13,276 --> 01:20:15,376 Hey, we said no guns. 1544 01:20:15,378 --> 01:20:17,244 - Things change, motherfucker. 1545 01:20:17,246 --> 01:20:19,113 - You're fucking scum, man! 1546 01:20:19,115 --> 01:20:21,415 - I am a fuckin' legend! 1547 01:20:21,417 --> 01:20:23,417 That's what the fuck I am. 1548 01:20:23,419 --> 01:20:25,186 It's a real shame. 1549 01:20:25,188 --> 01:20:27,121 I always liked you, homie. 1550 01:20:31,527 --> 01:20:33,093 What the fuck? 1551 01:20:33,162 --> 01:20:35,029 - I didn't load mine. 1552 01:20:35,031 --> 01:20:39,433 Like I said, I found my humanity. 1553 01:20:40,403 --> 01:20:42,503 Your gun feels heavy. 1554 01:20:42,772 --> 01:20:44,839 You're never gonna stop this shit, are you? 1555 01:20:44,841 --> 01:20:47,374 - Fuck no, bitch! 1556 01:20:47,376 --> 01:20:49,076 - I thought so. 1557 01:20:55,918 --> 01:20:56,784 - Do it! 1558 01:20:56,786 --> 01:20:58,919 Fucking shoot. 1559 01:20:59,455 --> 01:21:01,055 - I'm not gonna kill you, 1560 01:21:01,057 --> 01:21:02,423 but what Marcus does with you, 1561 01:21:02,425 --> 01:21:03,557 that's none of my business. 1562 01:21:03,559 --> 01:21:06,627 - Ha-ha, you couldn't shoot, you fucking pussy. 1563 01:21:06,629 --> 01:21:07,962 - You killed his brother. 1564 01:21:07,964 --> 01:21:09,997 And those are the rules, right Fres? 1565 01:21:12,568 --> 01:21:15,102 - You stupid bitch. 1566 01:21:15,104 --> 01:21:17,504 Marcus. 1567 01:21:17,506 --> 01:21:20,541 I got somethin' for you. 1568 01:21:56,545 --> 01:21:57,244 - Fuck! 1569 01:21:57,246 --> 01:21:58,445 - Don't do it! 1570 01:21:58,447 --> 01:22:00,814 Fuck! 1571 01:22:00,816 --> 01:22:02,016 Fuck! 1572 01:22:02,018 --> 01:22:03,584 Motherfucker! 1573 01:22:09,091 --> 01:22:09,790 Fuck! 1574 01:22:09,792 --> 01:22:11,859 Fucking pussy. 1575 01:22:11,861 --> 01:22:13,460 Motherfucker! 1576 01:22:21,837 --> 01:22:23,437 - Look at the back. 1577 01:22:24,840 --> 01:22:26,407 - Shit. 1578 01:22:26,409 --> 01:22:28,542 She never showed? 1579 01:22:28,611 --> 01:22:30,077 - No. 1580 01:23:34,944 --> 01:23:36,777 No text, no call. 1581 01:23:36,779 --> 01:23:38,679 Nothing on her social media. 1582 01:23:38,681 --> 01:23:40,214 She just disappeared. 1583 01:23:40,216 --> 01:23:44,651 And then about a month ago she posted this. 1584 01:23:46,188 --> 01:23:47,488 - Huh. 1585 01:23:47,490 --> 01:23:49,656 Lewiston, New York. 1586 01:23:49,725 --> 01:23:51,525 - It's upstate. 1587 01:23:51,527 --> 01:23:52,726 I guess she's in treatment. 1588 01:23:52,728 --> 01:23:56,063 - So why do you think she never showed up at the beach? 1589 01:23:56,065 --> 01:23:57,765 The money? 1590 01:23:59,602 --> 01:24:01,268 - I don't know. 1591 01:24:01,270 --> 01:24:03,037 I'm actually glad she took the dope. 1592 01:24:03,039 --> 01:24:05,506 It gave me the chance to get clean. 1593 01:24:08,911 --> 01:24:09,777 - Shit. 1594 01:24:09,779 --> 01:24:11,245 I gotta go. 1595 01:24:11,247 --> 01:24:14,815 Thanks for sharing this with me, man. 1596 01:24:15,785 --> 01:24:18,085 How 'bout we do this again next week? 1597 01:24:18,087 --> 01:24:21,755 And if you need anything, you give me a call alright? 1598 01:24:21,757 --> 01:24:23,257 - Yeah. 1599 01:24:23,592 --> 01:24:26,460 - As I drove away from the dock, 1600 01:24:26,462 --> 01:24:28,996 all of a sudden I felt this relief. 1601 01:24:28,998 --> 01:24:33,333 The last few months with Travis were so intense. 1602 01:24:35,938 --> 01:24:36,937 I sold the heroin. 1603 01:24:36,939 --> 01:24:41,108 I used the money to fly out here and pay for rehab. 1604 01:24:41,110 --> 01:24:42,109 I needed a change. 1605 01:24:42,111 --> 01:24:45,846 And without him, I knew I could do it. 1606 01:24:46,782 --> 01:24:49,883 - Have you considered contacting him? 1607 01:24:49,885 --> 01:24:53,153 Perhaps getting some closure? 1608 01:24:53,155 --> 01:24:54,788 - I've thought about it 1609 01:24:54,790 --> 01:24:59,226 but we might just end up right where we started. 1610 01:25:00,763 --> 01:25:04,264 Sometimes I think about if we could ever get back 1611 01:25:04,266 --> 01:25:08,335 to the way it was when we first fell in love. 112940