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- Previously,
on "Beyond the Edge"...

nine celebrities
from the worlds of sports,

television, fashion, and music
left their lives of luxury

and were dropped
into the Panamanian jungle.

- Oh, boy.
- I'm terrified.

- It was a journey
of self-discovery.

- My wife and kids
gave me that push

to face my fears
of wild animals.

All I'm thinking about
is how scared

I am of being in this jungle.

- The celebrities will compete
against one another

as teams in epic
and grueling adventures.

- You okay, guys?
- Coach, help, let's push up.

- Ahh, my foot!
- What happened?

- My foot!
- Oh, [bleep].

- Winners earn money
for their charities,

and with nearly 3/4 of
a million dollars on the line,

the celebrities
jumped right in.

- We need to work as a team.
One, two, three, paddle!

- You gotta trust me, man.
Just trust me.

- [screaming]
- Let's go, let's go, come on.

Come on, good job.

- This is way out
of my comfort zone.

- The decision to stay one
more day was their own.

If they wanted to go home,
they'd ring the bell.

- I'm a little bit worried
about tonight,

when it gets pitch black.

- All of a sudden,
it's, oh, this is real.

- At the lanterns,
Eboni expressed

her disappointment
at letting her team down.

- I've not felt this level
of insecurity

probably in 15, 20 years.

- If anybody said
you shouldn't be here,

tell them
to get the heck out of here.

- Metta thought
he might leave.

- I'm not confident tonight.

I'm not confident
about darkness.

I don't think
I can survive this.

- But to everyone's relief,
he stayed.

- I don't feel safe,

and I'm hoping
to overcome that fear.

- The celebrities
receive $2,000

for their charities each day
they last in the jungle.

- How does that make you feel?

- And at the end of day one,

Colton, Metta,
Coach Mike, Jodie,

and Lauren are tied
in first place,

having earned
an additional $4,000

from winning the adventure.

Tonight, who will triumph

and add more money
to their charity's earnings?

And will anyone ring the bell
and go home?

[dramatic music]

♪

- We just wrapped up
the first lantern.

Nobody's rung that bell.
We're gonna keep it that way.

Now we get to sleep
in the jungle, so pray for us.

I'm tired.
- It's not gonna be so bad.

- Night.

[birds screeching]

[tense music]

♪

- It's pitch black, and you
start hearing those animals.

I'm thinking about alligators.

I'm thinking
about boa constrictors

just wrapping me up.

What did I just
get myself into?

♪

Let this be over.

I don't want the rain.
I was, like, almost asleep.

This is the thing
that might make me go.

♪

- What a freaking
[bleep] show that was.

That was the hardest night
of my life.

I was basically laying
in three inches of cold water.

See how pruney my hands are?

- Metta, I thought,
at any minute, he's gonna say,

"I'm out, I'm done."

- That's what--I got up, too,
'cause I heard him.

And I was like,
"Metta, don't you leave."

I think we probably
all wanted to,

but none of us wanted
to get out

in the rain to go do it.

- Yeah, good point.

- I'm so sore.
I'm so sore.

Here in the jungle, we're
on Mother Nature's property.

And she can do
anything she want.

It was epic last night, epic.

She can stop feeding us.

She can make it rain.
She can send out the animals.

So we gotta be real humble
and respectful.

- I was fully prepared to hear
that bell ring last night,

from somebody.

- Listen, I tested the string.
But I just did not pull on it.

[laughs]

- Oh, I didn't know
you had a picture.

Let me see.

- I put it in a baggy,
so it wouldn't get wet, yep.

- That's the girls.

- That's Zoie.
- Oh, yeah.

- And Bea,
so every morning and at night,

I look at them
before I go to bed,

and I remember
just why I'm here.

I have done TV, movies,
and stuff out of town,

but I've never been
completely isolated

and out of communication
with my family.

I'm raising two daughters,
Zoie and Bea,

who are 13 and 11.

They love me no matter what.

I love you, squish.
- I love you, too.

- I'm here
to represent strong women

and to be a positive example
for my daughters.

- I want you to come with me.
- Let's do it.

- We need some bait.

It's very important
that we find something to eat.

There's very little food.

We're eating bananas
and coconuts.

You can only do that
for so much.

- Inside there like that?
- Yeah.

See, what I tell you?
- Oh, wow.

That's crazy.
And the fish love these?

- Oh my gosh, if we don't catch
a fish with that,

there ain't no fish out there.

- You have to become
very creative with foods.

And sometimes you have to
eat things that you don't like.

- I'm blessed to say

I have actually never been
hungry in my life.

On "Real Housewives
of New York,"

I am used to the five-star
Michelin experience.

But right now,
we only have bare basics.

You're just getting
enough food for sustenance.

I came here to prove I am more
than just Lawyer Barbie,

nightcaps, and filet mignon.

But I'm extremely tired
and very hungry.

[soft music]

- What was your assumption
about me?

- I didn't have
an assumption about you.

I felt inferior to you.

When I heard a supermodel,
you know, is gonna be here,

it was a trigger for me
because you are,

like, known for beauty,
and that's been,

like, a real problem
for me in my career.

I had an eating disorder
for six or seven years.

Like, there was a blog

that only referred
to me as Miss Piggy,

and they would put
a pig snout on my face.

I was 16 years old.

That's like
high school on steroids.

When I was a teenager
coming in this business,

it was really hard for me.

15 and 16's a really hard age.
You're not a person yet.

You're a child
becoming a person.

And to do it in front of
the world on "American Idol"

can definitely mess
with your head.

People judged my body

and said things
that made me uncomfortable

because I felt
a certain way about myself,

so they were confirming it.

The biggest struggles
in my life,

my celebrity life,

is that people forget
that I'm a person.

I'm out here
to take my power back

and see what
my body's capable of.

- Us models,
we perpetuate that myth

that you are supposed
to be tall

and slim to be worthwhile
as a woman.

And that kind of sucks.

That's not real life.

♪

You are so beautiful.

- I gotta be honest, man.
- Yeah.

- I'm not, like,
this crazy sports fan.

But I can only imagine

it's gotta be a lot
of pressure on you.

- I always had a lot
of pressure

'cause I was battling
between wanting to be great

and also I was seeing
therapists since I was like 13,

so I had different issues
when I was playing.

I often dealt with stress
the wrong ways.

I had a lot of frustration
and a lot of anger.

And it led me to get involved

in one of the biggest fights
in NBA history.

I was a sore loser.

And my therapist and I decided
I had to pull back

and take some edge
off my competitive side

to have some balance.

- We're about to catch a fish,
no doubt in my mind.

I feel very good about it.

We'll do some coconut--
- Ooh.

- Crusted fish on the grill.
- Mm.

- Mental health issues ran deep
in my family.

You could be a perfectly
perfect person one day,

and then the next day,
it could be totally different.

I'm here to make money
for Artest University.

It's focused on mental health.

I raffled off
my only championship ring

for mental health awareness.

We raised $671,000 in 2010.

I'm here because
of my charity.

That's what's really
keeping me engaged.

- Come on, man.
Where y'all at?

- But we're going to have
an adventure coming up,

and my energy levels
are almost gone.

- Oh, oh, had a bite!
God dang it!

- So right now, I'm very unsure
if I can stick it out.

- It's even worse
when you're hungry.

- Ooh!

Step down on my right leg,
it's like jelly.

- I ain't going home.

And you know what,
you ain't going either.

You are making one of the
biggest mistakes of your life.

[dramatic music]

[dramatic music]

- Good morning.
Anyone there?

- Good morning.
We're here.

- Hey, Ray.
What about last night, my man?

- What about last night?

You was out here
in this rainstorm with us?

- [laughs]

Yeah, you're right,
I wasn't out here.

But remember, you guys are
out here for a noble cause.

For today's adventure,

you're going to be choosing
three teams of three players,

so I need you to choose
captains and your teams,

and I'll see you later.

- Three captains.
- Three captains.

- Who want to be captain?
- Right here.

- Okay, Coach one cap.
Colton, another cap.

- Colton a cap.
- I'll be a captain.

- Whoo!
- Go Lauren!

- My only strategy is
to build a team

that I think will win

'cause I'm definitely not
the most athletic person here.

- All right, here we go.

- Ray.
- Whoo!

♪

- I am seriously worried
about being picked last.

Yesterday,
I volunteered to be a captain

so I wouldn't be picked last.

- Jodie.
- There we go.

- Got Eboni.
- Thank you, Coach.

- I want my boy Craig.

♪

- It brings me right back to
seventh, eighth, ninth grade.

When it came to picking me
for teams in school,

not only was I last
to be picked,

I would be the one person
in the middle

where the teams would argue
about who had her last,

so we wouldn't have
to take her.

- I'm keeping my same team.

Metta, come on.
- All right.

- I mean,
talk about feeling unwanted.

And obviously, yes,
I understand,

I then became a supermodel
and lived an enchanted life.

That doesn't mean
that those scars go away.

- Come on.
- Yeah!

- Come on, Paulina.
- Come on, Paulina.

All right, let's go.

- I definitely injured
my foot yesterday.

It was like having a car run
over your foot and then park.

These adventures are unlike

anything
I've ever done before.

It's grueling.

And at the end of the day,
it's dangerous.

Not only are we battling
man-made challenges,

we are battling this jungle.

I don't know if my leg
is gonna hold up.

♪

- Well, well, well, if this
isn't a sight for sore eyes,

and tired ones.

Who are the three captains?

♪

Colton, your thoughts
about being captain.

- I'm excited.

I feel like
our team works well together.

I feel very good about my team
going into this.

We already have
a victory together,

and there's money on the line
for the Legacy Foundation.

It is my own personal charity
that raises money

for cystic fibrosis.

My little cousin Harper was
diagnosed with CF at birth,

so I feel like
winning this adventure

would be a huge win for her,

and I'm ready to give it
everything I have.

- Lauren.

- I think
if there are two people

that can push me
beyond the edge...

- Well done.
- It's these two.

- Mike, why did you choose
to step up at this time?

- Last night, it reminded me
of why I'm here.

- Yeah.

- In a few days, I can leave.

But there are people
in America that cannot.

It is their situation.

And if we don't do our jobs
while we're here,

it's not gonna get
any better for them.

- Mm-hmm.

- All right,
for today's adventure,

you will work together
using ropes to get one player

across a 60-foot slack line

and the other players
across a series

of balance beams.

If any of you fall off,

you will all start over
and rise again.

Once you get across,
pick up your backpacks

and ride your mountain bikes

following the arrows
deep into the jungle

until you reach the cliff.

Once there,

choose one player to climb
a six-story-tall rope ladder

and collect a stash of 30 food
cans weighing 40 pounds.

You'll carry the heavy cans
down the backside of the cliff

to rejoin your team

and head to the final stage
of this adventure,

where you will use the letters
on the cans

to spell out
an adventure phrase.

The first team to solve
the word puzzle wins.

And guess what,
every adventure,

we will be bumping up the bucks
you will be battling over.

And today,
the winning team earns $30,000

for your charities,

divided equally
amongst yourselves.

- My charity is called
The Next Door.

And it is to help women with
addiction get their lives back.

My childhood friend Miranda
died from her struggles,

and I want to help
other Mirandas out there

get off of the streets
and off of the drugs.

- Let's get it on!
- Whoo!

- Let's do it.
- Whoo!

- Hands on your starting posts,
please.

[tense music]

- My mother, even though
we didn't have a lot of money

and she was a single parent,

she was fantastic
at curating scholarships

to make sure
that I got exposure to things.

Classical ballet
was one of them.

Frankly, I was hoping
that this moment would come,

where I actually see some
value that I add to this team.

- Got the ballet balance.

- I mean, we're just taking
a walk, really.

- Yeah.
- You ready?

- Ready.
- Let the adventure begin now.

♪

- Okay, now I gotta tug on you.
just nice and easy.

- Don't rush, don't rush,
don't rush.

- We have two of the tallest
dudes here in the jungle

that have to now balance
on these little beams.

Man, I would have picked
my team a little different

if I would have known
we have this challenge.

- Got it, got it,
got it, got it.

- Wait, wait,
don't step over yet.

I'm holding on you.
Boss, step over.

- Yep, nice and easy.

- Okay, now, when y'all step
out there, it's gonna get big.

- Okay.

- Hold over here a little bit.

- Eboni as comfortable
as a bird on a wire right now.

- Come on, you got it.

- I've survived much worse
than being picked last.

What I need to do next is
I need to show people

that I'm not just
courageous emotionally,

but that I'm also
courageous physically.

♪

- Eboni getting help.

- Come on.
- Sorry, guys.

- That's okay.

- Unfortunately,
they have to restart.

- That's okay.

- If were a tightrope
between two buildings,

Eboni would be a stain
on the sidewalk.

- Come on, come on.

- Go, backpacks.

- Backpacks.
- Backpacks.

- The red team,
Lauren, Ray, and Craig,

running
to their mountain bikes.

♪

- Up here, right here.
Red team, red team.

- Let me see.
- Ray, here, go.

♪

- Let's go, let's go,
let's go, let's go.

- Let's go, let's go.
- Finish, finish, finish.

- And Colton, Metta,
and Jodie are on their way.

And time is ticking away
for the blue team.

- Let's go.
- Go.

- And Eboni is about to...

- Got it.
- Got it.

- Hit the mark,
and the blue team now

will pick up their backpacks,
as all three teams

have completed the first stage
of this adventure.

♪

- Here we go.

Good job.

- You're setting
a wonderful pace.

- Yep.
- I'm gonna crash.

I have not ridden
a bike in years.

But those guys
motivating me...

Craig served in the Army.
He is a true hero.

And I can't think of anybody
in the world

that can motivate somebody
more than an American hero.

- It's tough for us,
it's tough for them.

- Tree.
- Ah!

Oh, [bleep].
- It's okay.

- If you put it
on the lower setting,

you'll go faster.

Just twist it underneath.

- Let's go.
- Go, go, go.

- They're right there.
We caught them.

We caught them.
Let's go.

- This way.
- This way.

♪

- My helmet is too big.
- Nice job, guys.

- And I can't see.

Craig, am I going
in the middle?

- Come on.
- Nope.

- Come on, come on, come on.

There it is.
Keep going, keep going.

- Come on, baby.
- You got it, you got it.

- Come on, baby.

- Go, go, go, go, go.
Go, go, go.

- Oh, boy.

- You good?
- Ooh!

- Let's go. Let's go.
You got it, you got it, Jodie.

- Ow.

Crap, I fell down, and I
stepped down on my right leg,

and it just, it's like jelly.

♪

- You okay, Paulina?

- Yeah, I'm fine.
Do we have Eboni?

♪

If we don't have Eboni,
we have to slow down.

- Just keep going.

Paulina really
undersold herself.

All of a sudden,
she hit a groove.

Somehow, some way,
she's making it.

- You're welcome
to go before me,

Eboni, if you want to.

- No.

- With red and yellow
nearly tied, and blue behind,

one member from each team
will climb an 80-foot ladder

to grab their crate of cans.

♪

- You're gonna go, all right?
- I got it.

- You got it, baby.
- I ain't going.

- I had no idea
that this ladder was gonna be

as long, and steep,
and as high as it was.

Lauren didn't feel like
she had the strength.

Ray is a big man.

- Let's go.
- Give me the pack.

- Let's go.

- So we made the decision
that I would do the ladder.

- Come on, Jodie.
They're right here.

They're right here, let's go.
- I'm coming.

- Let's go.

I have a fear of heights.

But I came here
to overcome my fears.

I came here to grow.

And look, if that means
scaling a mountainside

on one of the most
unstable ladders

I've ever been on,
then I'm gonna do it.

- Here we go.
Let's go, baby.

- Go, go!

♪

- Come on, Craig.
Get that thing.

- Come on, Craig!

- We help people!
We saving people!

- You got this!

- You got it, baby.
- Look at you!

- Remember why you here.
You got this, two by two!

- Keep going.
- Whoa!

You got it, you got it!
- Roll over.

- It's all right.
It's all right.

- That's it, take your time.
Take your time.

- It's okay, it's okay.
- Take your time right here.

Oh, bag fell,
bag fell, bag fell.

- Colton, you gotta
get that bag!

- We forgot
to snap the backpacks.

Right there.
- Down there.

- Just come down,
just come down, just come down.

At this point,
we had a huge setback.

- [bleep].

[dramatic music]

- Whoa, you got it, you got it!
It's all right, it's all right!

- That's it, take your time.
Take your time.

- It's okay, it's okay.

- Oh, bag fell, bag fell,
bag fell.

- Colton,
you gotta get that bag!

- I don't do good with heights,
so I didn't want to look down.

I had no option
when we dropped the backpack.

- Hey, Metta,
come throw it to me.

♪

- Yes!

♪

- Come on, baby!
- You're almost there!

- Don't worry about
who behind you.

- Here we go.

Now we're behind.

You just gotta push
through it,

and you gotta bust your tail
and just keep going.

Lord have mercy.

When I saw the ladder,
I thought, you know,

hey, this is mine.
I got this.

- Mike, are you doing it?

- I'm good.
- Okay.

Those are some
intimidating ladders.

So here I'm happy, like,
Coach Mike's got this one.

- Strong ab, Coach.

- I don't think
about how old I am.

I came here to push.

'Cause life is all
about the struggle.

♪

- I got to the top,
and I look back.

We're ahead.

But there's a whole lot
more to go.

♪

- I'm holding on
for dear life.

I think, in total,
through the entire night,

I maybe had 1/2 hour
of sleep, so I'm tired.

My body hurts.

And it's taking everything
that I have just to get

this thing flipped back around
so I can go up one more rung.

- Stay calm.
- You're killing it.

- There you go.
- There you go.

- Little bit of adversity.

- Yeah, go Colton!

- You got it, Coach.

- More than halfway there.
- You got it.

♪

- Definitely got behind.

But as long
as we stay composed,

we can come from behind.

♪

both: Whoo!

- We love you!
[both yelling]

- Come on, soldier.
I got you, soldier.

- I made the decision that Ray
and I would carry all the cans

so that Lauren would not have
any additional weight on her.

That's a lot
of weight to haul.

- Go, go!
- Come on, let's go.

- Now that red team
has their cans,

they'll head to the final
stage of this adventure,

where they need to use
the letters on their cans

to spell out a phrase.

- Today, there's not
enough people

just simply leading by example.

I got two ladies here
on my team

that are trying
to prove something,

and I'm trying
to help them prove something,

that they have
what it takes to be a winner.

♪

- Decision point.
- Decision.

- Red team has arrived
at the decision point first.

They can either
take the direct route

to the final stage,

or they can take valuable time

choosing a longer
and tougher route,

searching for a clue hidden
in a pile of bamboo.

- Take this one.

- Open the bamboo
to find a clue.

- Open the bamboo
to find a clue.

- Oh no, I'm going, Ray.
I'm going, Ray.

- If I knew the hard route
was gonna be what it was,

- Come on, Lauren, come on.
- I'm coming.

- I'm right behind you, Craig.
Keep going.

- Stay to the right.
Stay tight.

- Yes, yes, yes, let's go!

Let's go!
- Give me both.

- Give them to Metta.
Give them to Metta.

- Take a break, give me both.
- Let's go, got it, got it.

- Let's go, Colton, let's go.
You good, y'all good?

- Got it, got it.
Colton, you coming?

- I'm good.

- Here it is, right here.
Here it is.

Guys, open the bamboo
to find the clue.

Nothing.
- Nothing.

- Coach.
Oh, that was rough, wasn't it?

- You're awesome.

- Oh, my God, it's heavy.

- Okay, let's put it on.
Let's go.

- Watch that, watch that.
- Watch this mud here.

Outside left is easier.
- Got it.

- Nothing.
- Nothing.

- Very time-consuming.

♪

- We're going this way.
Come on, Jodie.

- I'm coming!

- Because red is in first
place and decided to take

the clue route,
yellow and blue must now

take the shorter route,
directly to the final stage.

- Nothing.
- Got it, got it, got it.

- Come on, come on.
- Let's go.

Come on.
bring it with you.

- Oh, no.
- Come on, baby.

- Bring it with you, baby.

- The clue shows the position

of one repeating letter
in their world puzzle.

- I got this clue in my bra.

- That's where my grandma
used to put all her money.

- Come on, Paulina.
You're doing great.

- Oh, oh!

- You okay?
- Yeah, I got it.

- We got this. Come on.

- Whoa!
- Got her?

- I got ya.
Let's go.

- Thank you.
- Let's go.

- You're strong, Ray.

- Let's go.
They're right here.

We round the corner,

and sure enough,
we catch up to the other team.

- Come on, y'all.
Come on, we got it.

- I mean, we are right there.

I know that they have the clue,
but I'm confident.

Come on, Jodie!

- Sorry, guys.
- Is Jodie fine?

- Yeah, Jodie's there.

- Come on.

- Mamma Mia, the red team
looking to win this adventure

as they emerge
from the jungle first,

and here comes Colton,
and Metta World Peace,

and Jodie Sweetin.

♪

- Here.

- We got the hint, and we know

that there are three words
with A's in them,

so we place our A's
where they go accordingly.

And then we're trying
to figure out

what this could possibly say.

- It's what you've been doing

for each other
during this competition.

♪

- Raise, raise.

- Yeah, yeah,
this is really confusing.

- Yeah, what is these?
- Wait, wait, wait.

As the team captain,

I definitely feel
a little pressure.

The puzzle is where I shine,

and my teammates
are relying on me.

Maybe, maybe, maybe.

♪

- Well, there are words
on the yellow team's board,

but from my vantage point,

they're in a foreign language
that I've never heard of.

♪

Finally, the blue team
is on the scene,

and they have got
a jungle-sized amount

of time to make up.

♪

Craig appears to have had
a eureka moment.

False alarm.

- Okay, okay, okay, okay.

- It's not "nothing."

- Jodie seems to have an idea
where she wants to go.

- Yeah, these are locked.

- [gasps]

♪

- We got it, we got it.
- Say it out loud.

all: "Taking your team
to greater heights"!

- Congratulations, red team.
- Whoo!

♪

- You have taken your team
to greater heights.

- We smoked this adventure.

And for me,
winning for the first time,

there's nothing that'll
bring out the child in you

like doing something
for the first time.

- The red team just
earned $30,000

to divide amongst yourselves
for your charities.

And Lauren, you're now

in the lead with $16,000.

- Whoo!
- That's awesome.

- My little legs were saying,
"Please stop."

I'm feeling pretty good.

I do not believe
that anyone would think

the youngest female competitor
would be in first place.

- Congratulations, red team.
You must be hungry.

We're going to ask you to pick
ten of your favorite cans.

We've set up a picnic area
on the beach.

We're gonna provide you
with a gas stove

and of course a can opener.

- Whoo!

- You guys can collect
your ten cans

and get ready to make your way
to the picnic area.

As for the other teams,
better luck next time.

Head back to camp, and we will
see all of you at the lanterns.

- I mean,
I wish we would have won.

- I wish we would have won.

I could really go
for some food right now.

- Yeah.
- Take S off of "heights."

- Yeah.
- And take "team."

- "Team" and "height."
- "Team height."

- That's it.

- Hey, that's our team name,
Team Height.

It was really, really great
to be really proud

of my body again
for what it physically can do.

I took my power back today.

- Thank y'all so much.
- Thank you, brother.

Seriously.
- Man.

[dramatic music]

♪

- Winner Beach!
- Winner Beach, man.

- Oh, my God.

- Winner, winner,
campfire dinner.

- We got our pots, and we got--
- Oh, we get to cook it.

- We got herbs.
Look at this.

Oh, my God.

Now that we've won...

- There you go.

- We get to reap our rewards,
so to speak.

And our reward is food.

We didn't get--there you go.

And in this environment,
food is critical.

- This sounds like
a can of gravy.

I'm serious.

- We don't want
no can of gravy.

- All I ate out of
as a child was a can.

- Oh, me too, as a kid.
- Me too.

- I make green beans
out of a can sometimes

if I make them
for a lot of people.

[upbeat music]

- I have not won yet,
and I'm very pissed about it.

That money for your charity,
and those amazing comforts.

I'm just not even
gonna sugarcoat it.

I am starving.
I am dehydrated.

I am tired of losing.

- Pork and beans.

- Baked beans.
- Baked beans.

- Southern girl got
the baked beans.

Thank Jesus!

- You happy about that?
- I am.

I grew up on food
that came out of cans.

- Oh!

- Chef Boyardee every night.

Reminds me of being back home
in Georgia.

And I could use any piece
of being back home in Georgia

I can get out here
in this jungle.

It's burning hot, y'all.
- Go ahead, you good.

Put it in there.
- I don't know.

Oh, it's corn, corn.

I can't eat corn.
I don't want to see it later.

♪

- We have that fire started?

- Right now, I'm very unsure
if I want to stay or not.

The only thing
I'm really feeling is hunger.

I definitely want some food.

I'm just not too sure
how much more I can handle.

- I think if we just leave it
for a sec.

- Watched pot never boils

- We are cooking out here.

It tastes so good just because
we don't get to eat food.

- You know how good
that garlic smells right now?

- Man.

- You know
what this tastes like?

Winning money
for some charities.

That's what it tastes like.
success.

I'm so hungry I've contemplated
eating snails,

so this corn,
and garbanzo beans,

and baked beans is like...

- Amazing.

- Filet mignon.

- It tastes so good
I don't want to swallow it.

I wanna keep chewing it.

[soft music]

♪

- Ugh, I am so tired
and so sore.

I feel my body, like,
giving up at certain points.

Like, even today, when we were,

like,
slugging through that mud...

- Yeah.
- I rolled my ankle.

And I was like,
"No, we are not doing this."

I know I didn't, like,

run as fast
as I could through the mud

because I was worried
that I was gonna,

you know, break my ankle.

I'm, like,
so scared of hurting myself

and looking like an idiot
'cause I--

- You gotta--look,

you have to put your safety
and health first.

- That's true, that's true.

- I mean, yeah, you're fighting
for a charity, but, you know--

- Right, yeah, don't
break myself in the process.

A physical injury
can take you out.

I broke my ankle really
severely a few years ago,

and right now my leg hurts.

I don't want to make it worse.

You know, I have an injury
on an empty tank with no food,

and all of those things
adding up.

Like, it's weighing
pretty heavily on my mind.

Like, my body absolutely
wanted to give up.

♪

- When they see this,

they'll know that you're
serious about your charity.

- Absolutely.
You can always just give money.

But it's like,
how do you give hope?

- Obviously has a lot
to do with your charity.

- One of them.
- Yeah.

- If somebody's being helped
and being blessed, I'm in.

And so, as a football player,

I've been able to work
with many charities.

That's what life's about.

It's being remembered
by giving everything you have.

- We have a charity
in my son's name,

my son that died.

♪

- I'm a father myself.

How did you deal
with your son's loss?

- It's every day, man.
- Every day?

- It just absolutely hammers me
every day.

♪

We had a little place
at the lake,

and he and all his buddies,
they loved being at the lake.

And so I texted him,
"I want you to come home.

I ain't seen you," you know?

He said, "We're about
to get out of the water.

Then I'll be home.
I love you."

That was the last time
I talked to him.

They decided to go back in
the water one more time, man.

And they was tubing,
him and his buddy,

and his head hit
his buddy's hip,

and it knocked him unconscious,

and he drowned.

♪ I hope, I love,
I pray, I cry ♪

♪ I heal a little more
each day inside ♪

Out here by myself,

I would not be having
conversations about my son.

Every time I do that,
it brings up this heartache.

But what I have found,
in sharing my story,

I realize that's what allows me
to keep moving forward

in a positive way.

♪ But the pain
of this was more ♪

♪ Yeah, I was broke

Someday, I know
that I know that I know...

♪

I know
I'll see him again, yeah.

♪ I won't completely heal
till I go home ♪

♪ I know my boy ain't here,
but he ain't gone ♪

[dramatic music]

- Yo, team, let's get over here

to this lantern
gathering tonight.

- Staying in the jungle can
really mess with your head,

especially when you're hungry.

So going
into my second lantern,

I'm thinking about staying,

thinking about
calling it quits,

but if I go, I can't receive
more money for my charity.

I don't know
what's gonna happen.

♪

- Hello.
- Hello.

- Hello, hello.
Good to see you guys.

Come on in.

The rest of the crew
making their way in.

Good to see everybody.
Welcome back to the lanterns.

You've left
your loved ones behind,

making sacrifices
for the greater good.

For making it back
to the lanterns again,

you have earned $2,000 each

for your charities.

- Whoo!

- All right, yes.

- And by the way,
congratulations, red team.

You won $30,000
in today's adventure

to be divided amongst
yourselves for your charities.

And Lauren, of course,
was the one to put the plan

together, right,
as the captain?

- It was a real team effort.

But I did have a moment of,

like, truly feeling
gratitude for my body.

I mean, I had
a severe eating disorder.

My hair fell off my head.

And when we got through that
obstacle course, I was like,

you know what, I might be thick
and whatever, but I am strong.

- Very strong.
- I'm strong.

This body showed up
for me today.

- Mike, you have reached
the highest points of success,

so what was it like
climbing that ladder today?

- There are some things
that you just have to do.

If my team is gonna go forward,
you gotta do it,

especially
if you're the leader.

Today, I was so proud
of the way we competed.

I saw two women today
give their all.

And you know what,
third place today,

but tomorrow is another day.

- And, Jodie, yesterday

you hurt your foot
in the adventure.

- It got crushed under the log.
- And you wake up this morning.

- I was in a lot of pain,
and I was just like,

"I don't want to do this."

- Suffice it to say

this has already been
really hard on you.

- Oh, it's been really hard
on all of us.

- This is a quick switch,
quite honestly.

I miss my wife.
I miss my kids.

I'm not gonna lie to you.

[branches cracking]

- Whoa!
- Wow.

- You okay?
- Everybody all right?

- A tree fell.
- Oh, wow.

- It's a whole tree
that just fell down.

- Wow!
- Is everyone okay?

- That happens all
the time out here.

- Oh, does it?
- Yeah.

- Yeah, all the time.

- Wow, so the jungle
just let us know that, yeah,

this is as real as it gets.

And guess what?
It is only going to get harder.

So I've got to ask,
is there anyone here tonight

that feels like
ringing the bell?

[dramatic music]

♪

- When I thought
about it last night,

the first thing
that popped in my head,

though, was my kids,
and I miss them so much,

and, like, you know,
just being there with them.

I have so much limited time
with them to begin with,

you know.

My body is in so much pain.

And I was like,
I just want to go home.

♪

And then I thought about
both of my girls saying to me,

like, "You got this, Momma.
You can do this."

Like, "You can make it."

I was like,
how can I not be willing

to make myself uncomfortable
for a short period of time

in order to do something
really powerful?

And I was--
- Metta.

- I'm ringing the bell.

- No, you're not.
- No, you're not.

♪

[dramatic music]

- Metta.

- I'm ringing the bell.

- No, you're not.
- No, you're not.

- Yeah.
- What?

- Yeah, I'm ringing
the bell tonight.

- What?
- Metta?

- This is really hard.

I remember coming here

and not wanting
to even get out of the hotel.

And I spoke to my wife
and my daughter, and they said,

"You gotta do it, you know?
You gotta do it."

And I just didn't know
what to expect.

This is not as easy
as people think.

♪

- Don't leave when it gets hot.

Man, I love it getting hot.
This is exactly what I need.

It's been two days,
and already I'm a better man.

I know this right now.

So I ain't going home.

And you ain't going either.
We need you here.

You need to be here.

You are making one

of the biggest mistakes
of your life...

- I promise you that.
- If you quit.

- Your baby girl said
what to you?

- Go do it.
- Say it again.

- Said go do it.

- So when she tries something,

and she fails,
what do you tell her?

- Keep going, do it.

- So what's the difference?

We can easily go back
to what we do.

That's easy.
I'm in.

And for you to do that,
night two?

I'm just telling you, bro,

it ain't as cute
as you think it is.

When your baby girl asks you,

"Daddy, why did you
really freaking quit?"

Tell me your answer.
Look at me, Metta.

- I'ma say, I'm not
necessarily quitting

'cause I'm not a quitter.

What I'm saying is

my journey here
has kind of come to an end.

- Why?

- I've got so much out of this,
and it's gonna make me better.

- You believe that.
- I truly believe that.

And I appreciate you so much.

I'm not going away
with a lot of cash

I would have liked
to raise for my charity,

but this is definitely
gonna make me better,

in ways you will understand.

It's just not right now,
you probably don't.

This is one of the greatest
experiences of my life.

- Metta, I'm not gonna lie,
it breaks my heart.

But I want to
personally thank you

because we have shared
a similar journey.

I appreciate everything
you've done

for mental health awareness,
and the money you are raising,

and what you've had
to go through,

and how vulnerable
and authentic you've been.

You have raised $8,000
for your charity.

And now, yeah,
you can head back to camp,

grab your things,
ring the bell, and head home.

Thank you so much for being
a part of this adventure.

- Thank you.

- Metta, bless you, brother.

- All right, thank you.

Goodbye.

Thanks for everything.

Thanks for everything.

[soft music]

Thank you for everything.

Thank you.
All right, thank you.

- Bye, Metta.

- All right, see you later.

- Never going to be easy
losing one of our own.

♪

Well, guys,
obviously heartbreaking.

You guys have chosen
to stay another day.

Remember,
you are working together,

and yet you're still competing
with each other

to earn money
for your charities.

♪

So, now, please head
back to your camp.

Stay safe, and keep fighting
the good fight.

- Goodnight.
Goodnight, Mauro.

- Goodnight.
- Thank you.

- Goodnight.
- Thank you, guys, wow.

[dramatic music]

- I'm shocked.

♪

No way.

I feel like I accomplished
I wanted to accomplish,

stay in the jungle,
with no protection.

But now that it's over,
I'm relieved.

I don't have any regrets
about leaving.

I raised $8,000
for Artest University.

You know, this is gonna be
a memory for my life.

♪

- Next time on
"Beyond the Edge"...

- [bleep].

- Colton encounters one of
the jungle's greatest dangers.

- Leave him alone.

Like, I can take pain.
That hurt.

I just don't want to get bit
by one that has poison in it.

- Coach Mike needs
a Hail Mary.

- It's been a while since
I've had to compete like this.

- Coach, catch up.

- And Jodie struggles
to stay afloat.

- Ahh!