All language subtitles for The.Jesus.Music.2021.Bluray.x264-RARBG

All right, let's do this.

- All right, guys, we rollin'?
- Rolling.

- All right, we're ready to start.
- Okay.

Tell me your name and tell me what you do
in the music industry.

I'm Amy Grant.

And I have been making music and telling
stories since I was a teenager.

There's no really rules
about it.

You can be expressive with your hands
and that type of stuff.

You don't have to be contained to a box.

- Yeah.
- So just be you.

Well, I was
"Mike Smith" growing up.

- Good.
- But Michael W. Smith.

You talk, uh,

but you don't have to worry
about where we're going.

I just want... Can you look at the shot
and see if it's okay?

I trust you guys completely.

I know it's a trust fall.

It's an honor
to get to hang with you, man.

Oh, you're more than welcome.
Man, I'm easy-breezy.

Can somebody throw me
a room temp water,

just to have on the side
with paper torn off?

Hunter, did you get my memo?

- No, I didn't...
- Dang it!

I think we're good now.

We good?
We rollin'? You good, Chris...

Can I ask y'all a question?

Oh-ho. Okay. Okay. Okay.

That'll look cool.

- Oh, this is Silas.
- Silas.

How's your fam?

Quite a chair you have here.

What were your early
influences, musically?

I mean, I love music.
I don't think...

People ask me all the time,
"How long you gonna do this?"

I'm like, "Till the day I die." I mean...

You know, I don't think music is something
that can be put in a box.

You know, I think
it's something you just do.

I think
music is the most powerful,

universal language in the world.

And somehow it comes out of the radio,

or the satellite radio,
or on a CD, or on your computer

and you go,
"Oh, my gosh, that's amazing.

Great song. That song changed my life."

And you can do all of that
in three and a half minutes.

It was a vehicle, for me,

to see the richness of hope
land upon someone's spirit,

and embrace the embrace of God.
The truth is that God

has some wild way of allowing
His presence to be known

via rhythm, rhyme and melody. Sound.
I don't understand it.

The Jesus Movement
is no longer a California fad.

Contemporary Christian music

has become a billion-dollar-a-year
business.

Small Christian record companies...

I don't wanna make
this thing negative at all,

but, at the same time,
I wanna be honest.

It was so much drama
in the church, man.

I drove myself into a clinical depression

thinking about how I'm not enough.

You're never gonna please everybody.

I wish I could learn that more.

I have been delivered the message.
Thank you, world.

Some of relentlessness
is bound up in insecurity.

You work harder because you think
you're less gifted.

You know, I've thought that my whole life.

I wrote, "I think I have forfeited

every right that I ever had
to be on a stage."

Would you change
anything about your journey,

and was it ultimately worth it in the end?

I can't believe I'm getting emotional.

I don't know how to say this,
so I'm just gonna go for it.

How do I wanna say this?

- Hey, Doyle. How are you?
- Good.

I'll never forget getting
my first 45 at Davidson's Record Shop

in Huntington, West Virginia.

And it was "I Saw Her Standing There."

And then it was, uh,
"Let It Be" and "Hey Jude,"

Beatles, Elton John, Billy Joel.
The list goes on.

I probably wouldn't be here doing
this interview

if it hadn't been for this girl.

Really, my introduction
to Christian music

was this bookstore and coffee shop.

And every Saturday night,
there was live music.

And really, it was just the most beautiful
kind of community.

And I was 14.

And I just heard this very acoustic music

and they had Jesus lyrics.
And I loved it.

'Cause it was unlike anything
this southern religious town had seen.

I don't remember the coffee ever being
that great, by the way.

It was people that followed Jesus

and they were processing
their faith through songs.

But a lot of hymns

are close-your-eyes singing to God.

I wanted to sing songs with my eyes
wide open, singing to each other.

I love this record.

Been a long time
since I've listened to it.

When I first heard
that Maranatha record,

I just couldn't get enough of it.

This thing called Jesus Music,
which exploded in Southern California,

somehow found its way
in my hometown.

And it changed my life.

I don't know what will happen now.

We've got some difficult days ahead.

My generation had seen
all of the civil unrest and the craziness.

Most of us were a bunch of hippies

trying to escape the pain
and the misery...

Anything other than the status quo
American dream

that was not an American dream,
it was an American nightmare.

You had the war in Vietnam...

Systematic racism.

Segregation now, segregation tomorrow,
and segregation forever.

Assassinations...

President Kennedy
died some 38 minutes ago.

Martin Luther King was shot
and was killed tonight...

Massive student protests...

Power to the people!

Let's go!

This was partly why
a lot of us ended up saying,

"Eat, drink and be merry.
Tomorrow we die."

♪♪

What's happening is, uh, a basic change
in the evolutionary process of mankind.

The people don't realize that before
you can spread love around

to anybody else, you've first
gotta find it in yourself.

♪ Without love ♪

♪ You ain't nothing without love ♪

The experiment of drugs, sex,

rock 'n' roll and the hippie lifestyle

pretty much started about '66, '67
up in Haight-Ashbury

and made its way down
to Southern California pretty quickly,

and really all around the world.

My philosophy was
that God had given us LSD,

and that if you weren't brave enough
to experiment with drugs,

you'd miss God.

'Cause I thought
that was the secret key.

They're soaked in LSD.

You roll 'em up and smoke 'em
and they'll get you high.

I literally took a spice rack
off a wall one night,

and rolled a joint
out of everything on the rack.

I can guarantee you,

you can't even begin to get a buzz
off of any of that stuff. I tried.

We took drugs to discover.

We were trying to find answers.

And our heroes,

like The Beatles, Jim Morrison,
Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin,

they were kind of leading us.

We had two great loves
that kind of bound us together.

It was the love of making music

and this really driving urge
to find out who God was,

and to find something better
than what we'd seen.

The peace and love thing
had probably its greatest expression

at the Woodstock Festival.

A rock music festival

that drew hundreds of thousands
of young people

to a dairy farm in White Lake, New York,
over the weekend

came to an end today.

And that was kinda the end of that,
because the next big thing was Altamont,

and that was death and horrible stuff

that happened at that festival
in California.

The Rolling Stones
are performing,

and they have the Hells Angels
doing security

and a couple of people are killed.

The Rolling Stones
concert at Altamont in California.

Four deaths,
including a stabbing.

The flower children had lost
some of their bloom.

And then when we saw

our rock stars die before our eyes...

Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin
and Jim Morrison,

all dead of incidents related to drugs...

And everybody knows
that the Beatles

went through a drug phase.

Did you ever stop
and think of it this way?

That the fact that this was known,
and the fact that you were The Beatles

might've caused thousands of kids
to go into drug problems

that might not have otherwise.

The drugs didn't work.

All the free thinking
and LSD and all that stuff

just left people rather hopeless.

We began to hit the bottom.

The war inside didn't go away,

even though we "exercised" our freedom

to be, do, and experience whatever
we wanted to experience.

I'm still empty,
I'm still clueless.

We're sitting there kind of bewildered,

thinking,
like, "Where do we go from here?"

And that's when we started
to hear about Calvary.

In Southern California, there was a church
called Calvary Chapel

that let disillusioned
young people come in.

And it seems silly now, but back then,

to go to church in jeans or barefoot

was kind of revolutionary
that they would not only let you in,

but encourage you
and not look funny at you.

Hippies started accepting Jesus.

In the beginning, we didn't know
there was a movement of any kind.

We just heard,
"There's this place in Costa Mesa

with a bunch of people like us there.

They love God,
and there's this 'hippie preacher' there."

One of the young men, Kathryn,

who has been so used of God,

is Lonnie Frisbee.

I wonder if Lonnie could just share
with us some, now.

Well, the people tell me
that I'm trying to look like Jesus.

I can't think of anybody else
I'd rather look like.

So that was one
of the attractions of all these kids,

it's like, "Well, here's somebody like us,
who looks like us,

who's lived through this lifestyle,
who loves Christ."

Jesus Christ willingly went to the cross.

And he died. He gave his life.

I came to see Lonnie Frisbee,
the hippie preacher,

and I got Chuck instead, Chuck Smith,

you know, the 42-year-old balding guy.

He did exude love,

and it was so different
from what I thought it would be.

And it was so powerful,
the atmosphere in there.

There was a great power of God
in that building

and I was overwhelmed by it.

It was so pure.

Within a couple weeks
we had all went to Calvary Chapel.

We all got radically saved.

And that spun the whole thing around.

So for me after that, man,
there was no turning back.

This wasn't just a good idea.

This was darkness to light,
and loneliness to joy.

And the church, for so long,
has been expecting

a certain mold of what
a Christian should look like

or what a Christian should be,

or what a Christian should say.

And God is blowing everybody's mind,

because he's saving the hippies,

and nobody thought
a hippie could be saved.

As the movement began,
a lot of these folks were musicians,

they didn't wanna stop doing music,

but they started trying to express
their faith through music,

an expression of faith
that they could relate to.

More and more these days,

young people are turning away
from dangerous drugs

and turning onto Christ instead.

So as millions of these kids
are becoming Christians,

this soundtrack emerges.

And Calvary Chapel was the place
on the West Coast

where that really took root.

But the group that really stood out to me
was Love Song.

For us, we just kinda continued

the same kind of music that we loved

with a whole different heart,
a whole different attitude.

So we went in to see Chuck
and see if he'd let us play.

They say, "The Lord gave us a song."

Now, usually when a musician says
the Lord gave them a song,

and you listen to it, you wonder,

was that because He didn't want it?

He said, "Nah, you guys are hippies,

rock 'n' roll, drums, not in my church."

Because you gotta remember,
up till that point, what was church music?

The hymn book, choir, organ.

But at the end of the little "interview,"

he said, "Well, let me at least
hear a song."

So we played a song called "Welcome Back."

♪ Back ♪

When they began to play
for Chuck, it was like, "Wow!"

Chuck Smith
hardly ever shed a tear.

But he was moved.

So the next thing we hear is,
"Can you guys play tonight?

It's youth night, and Lonnie's preaching."

And I can't think of many pastors

that would've allowed something like that
to happen on their stage.

Every night
it was something new,

a new band would form with new songs.

Within six months, there was 12 bands.

I saw contemporary Christian music born
right before my very eyes.

I remember when
I walked into a thrift store

and there was a record bin there.

There was this one record in that bin,

and there was this big red
"Maranatha" sign on a white cover,

and it was called The Everlastin' Living
Jesus Music Concert.

I picked it up and I turned it around,

it was all these people with long hair.

And I could tell all these songs
were about Jesus.

And I'm thinking,
"That's what I wanna do."

We made the album for about
$4,00 0 with mastering and everything.

And it went on to sell 200,000 units,
you know, which is unbelievable.

There was no contemporary
Christian music industry at all.

That was just Chuck Smith saying,

"These kids need a record
so that when they go somewhere

and nobody gives 'em money,
they can at least sell the record

and can have enough gas money
to get home."

That's how Maranatha started in 1971.

The Jesus Movement
is no longer a California fad.

It's a song-singing, hand-clapping,
full-fledged, old-fashioned revival

that's sweeping the country.

It was quite a thing.

I mean, the Jesus Movement made
the cover of Time magazine.

That just started happening
in other places, too, like Seattle,

El Paso, Kansas City.

Northern California,

back east there were little pockets
of people that were discovering Jesus.

Another great artist got his start
in Ohio. It was Phil Keaggy.

There were different expressions
of contemporary Christian music

from other parts of the country,
and even abroad,

like the Resurrection Band...

They come out playing
Zeppelin-y, hardcore, Chicago rock blues.

When you play
at about 14 0 dB,

they either listen or they leave.

But then you find out that
all of the profits go into this ministry.

That's the most punk rock
thing I ever heard.

Keith was a musical whiz.

A Keith Green album is an essential album.

Keith Green was an extraordinarily
talented rebel.

He was not a very popular person
in the industry.

He recorded a record where he could've
made a lot of money off of it,

and he was giving it away for free.

♪ You put this love in my heart ♪

And then bands like
The 2nd Chapter of Acts from Los Angeles.

Just the harmonies.

I'd never heard anything like it.
It was set apart.

People would say,
"You guys were pioneers."

Oh, you don't know you're a pioneer
of something when you're doing it.

Andrae Crouch is another one.

Can't even begin
to estimate his importance.

Andrae was probably
one of the very best bridges.

We do not acknowledge
the type of architect,

and type of pioneer
of bringing worlds together

that Andrae Crouch was.

Many of his concerts

was what Heaven should be
like, you know.

It was so many musical styles
happening at the same time.

There was such diversity of music.

I mean,
it was just all word of mouth.

"Have you heard this?
Have you heard this?"

It just felt like it was all so...

underground.

From California, ladies
and gentlemen, Larry Norman.

Well, Larry is the single
most important figure

in contemporary Christian music.

Larry Norman, who most people
call the Father of Christian Rock,

was definitely not
the first person to ever play

rock 'n' roll with a Christian message.

But, certainly, was the first rock star

in Christian rock, undeniably.

My dad has always believed
that "the secular world"

stole church music,
turned it into rock 'n' roll.

And my dad actually felt

part of his mission was to bring it back
into the church.

? Why don't you
look into Jesus??

♪ He got the answer ♪

The early stuff he put out,

Christian radio today,
no way would they play it.

Go back and read some of the lyrics.
I mean, it's crazy stuff.

"Sippin' whisky from a paper cup."

"You drown your sorrows
till you can't stand up."

"Shootin' junk till you're half insane,
broken needle in your purple vein."

"Gonorrhea on Valentine's Day."

"You're still lookin'
for the perfect lay."

That may not even make it
into this documentary.

♪ Why don't you look into Jesus? ♪

♪ He got the answer ♪

He was sort of rebellious,

rebellious to the culture
that wanted everyone

to go down the road of drugs, sex,
and rock 'n' roll.

And he's a guy saying "It's Jesus."

But he was also rebellious
in church culture,

'cause he was criticized
for this devil music.

He wrote a song about it called...

♪ Why should the devil
have all the good music? ♪

Whoo!

And that appealed to us,

because my generation was sort
of a revolutionary generation.

♪ Jesus is the rock
and He rolled my blues away ♪

But that was just Larry.
He was rough around the edges.

Is he a complicated character?
That's putting it mildly.

Some people felt he wasn't truthful.

Some people felt like all the liner notes,

even the ones that sort of praised him,

were written by him.

One time we were putting him
on the cover of the magazine.

Larry was a photographer

and very particular about the photographs
that were used.

And I don't think he was happy
about the selection.

He drove down to my house,
which was in Orange County,

from L.A. where he lived,

showed up at my door
at, like, 1:30 in the morning,

with strips of two-by-two pictures
in a loop

so we could pick out a different cover.

1:30 in the morning, at my house.

He didn't like CCM Magazine.

Sure wanted to be on the cover, though.

But that's just kinda how he rolled.

He was a bit of a difficult person.

I knew Larry better than Larry probably
wished I'd known Larry.

I almost never confronted him
because I knew other people that had.

He made some pretty lousy choices.

So have I. So have you.
So has everybody.

He always said he was too secular
for the Christian crowd,

and too Christian for the secular crowd.

And he made great music.

I mean, Only Visiting This Planet

has to be one of the greatest albums
to come out of Christian music, ever.

He was, undeniably, hugely influential
on a whole generation of artists.

♪ He's got the answer ♪

Well, here comes the Jesus Movement,

and a whole lot of us had encounters
with the living, risen Jesus Christ.

And then, we showed up
in traditional churches.

I would have to say the majority
of whom were going,

"Whoa, persona non grata," you know.

"You look weird. Your music is weird."

Three songs in,

gray-haired deacons in suits and ties
with their necks red and veins popping,

were coming down the aisle
to shut us down, man.

They wouldn't let us
in church doors, man.

We were like, "Play that electronic music
of the devil.

It had a beat."

Their pastors would tell their flock,

"This group's gonna be in town tonight.

By God," you know, "mm-mm."

And that was a lot of people's attitude.

You know, like, If these guys
are really Christians,

why don't they shave their beards,
why don't they cut their hair?

We didn't get
invited in the church, we just went.

And a lot of times people would go, like,

"Who let these people in here?"

Time after time,

we'd be shakin' our boots, goin', like,

"Lord, we have nothin' in
common with these people.

And they're obviously judging us."

But not every church was open
to what God was doing.

So what was needed was someone
that we trusted, who would speak up

and give a stamp of endorsement

for what was happening
in the Jesus Movement.

And it turned out to be Billy Graham.

Nearly 100,000 youths
have descended on Dallas for Explo '72,

ranging from the very clean-cut
to the Jesus freaks.

More than 25,0 0 0 had to find
their own housing when they arrived.

A large group wound up
in what is being called Tent City.

The honorary chairman of Explo '72
is the Reverend Billy Graham.

After arriving in Dallas,

he immediately went into the streets
to carry the message of Jesus.

He said he wanted to become part
of the new worldwide youth movement.

I wanted to come and identify with 'em.

Because I believe that this is a great
and historic gathering.

And this is going to be a moment
in the history of Dallas,

and a moment in the history of the world.

Final construction is still
underway for the grand finale...

A seven-hour Jesus Music festival.

More than a quarter of a million people

are expected
near the downtown area of Dallas.

The music will be mod.

The Reverend Billy Graham calls it
"A Christian Woodstock."

This week you made a reference

that this would be a religious Woodstock,
and the city officials in Dallas

were hoping to stay away from that kind
of reference to Woodstock,

and that has worried them just a bit.
Could you comment on that, please?

Uh, I didn't mean to worry
the city officials of Dallas.

What I meant was

that the crowd is going to be
a huge crowd of young people,

but gathered
for a totally different purpose.

Campus Crusade had been
doing this for a while,

but when they had their event in 1972,

they invited not only
known Christian artists like Larry Norman,

but they also invited Andrae Crouch,

and they invited Johnny Cash
and Kris Kristofferson.

You had Love Song,
and Rita Coolidge, and others.

So it's like, "Wow.
What an eclectic lineup of people."

That thing blew up.

I've heard different numbers,

but maybe 200,0 0 0 people end up
converging on Dallas.

? I'm not talking religion?

♪ I'm talking 'bout Jesus ♪

? Oh, Lordy?

? Let the people know
that Jesus cares?

♪ You let the people know
that Jesus cares ♪

Just to let you know it's rock 'n' roll.

We'll always remember about Explo,

is the wonderful loving kindness that God
has shown through all the people here.

Think of all the places I've
ever had the privilege of performing,

this is probably
the most important to me,

and one of the biggest thrills in my life

to be able to be here.

Explo '72

has been one of the greatest
experiences of my life.

I've been so excited,
I almost started dancing.

And I saw something here in Dallas
yesterday that I'll never forget.

I saw three energetic
young witnesses downtown

and had a policeman
down on his knees, praying.

True faith must be applied

to the social problems of our world.

Today, Christian young people
ought to be involved

in the problems of poverty, ecology, war,

racial tension, and all
the other problems of our generation.

This is a Christian happening.

It's a demonstration of the love of God

by tens of thousands
of young people to the world,

that are saying to the world,
"God loves you."

It's the Jesus Revolution
that is going on in this country.

Rock 'n' roll is the music of rebellion.

So parents were like, "Oh, this is bad."

Billy Graham gets up and speaks,

and all of a sudden they open
their minds to this idea that,

this music that was born out of rebellion,

maybe this could be incorporated
into something the Holy Spirit could use.

And it was sort of an affirmation.
It was a seal of approval.

If Billy will get up and speak
after hippies sing,

maybe it's okay to have drums.
Maybe it's okay to have guitars.

Movements need
catalyst moments like that.

Explo '72 definitely seems to have been
one of those catalyst moments.

It probably was the culmination
of phase one of Jesus Music

and the Jesus Movement.

Maybe it was the end of a phase,

the end of a certain explosion of music

and change in art and culture,

and the introduction to a new phase
of what it would become later,

for better and for worse.

? And they'll know
we are Christians by our love?

♪ By our love ♪

♪ Yes, they'll know we are
Christians by our love. ♪

Thanks in part
to the young people

who've made contemporary Christian music
a force to be reckoned with,

gospel music is finally coming of age

as the fastest growing segment
of the music industry in the nation.

Last vestiges of what we think of
as Jesus Music

are kind of fading into the ether,

and CCM as a brand is coming into its own.

Who'd ever thought
that in a day when Americans

seemed to worship the materialism
of Madonna or the sexuality of Prince,

so many of them would be buying records
about how to get to Heaven?

But they are.

Last year Americans spent
$75 million buying Christian music.

This year, they'll spend even more.

The '80s was go-go time
for Christian music.

It had gotten over the growing pains
of its birth.

On stages across the country,

out of radios and tape recorders
and record players,

missionaries in tights
are banging the drums

and slashing at their guitars for God.

The industry was lovin' it,
'cause the industry was growing.

Where I was feeling the pushback
in the old guard

were the pastors who didn't get it.

The deacon body would say,
"That's devil music."

That's where I felt the pushback.

Satan always goes too far in his...

in his greed to steal
and to kill and to destroy.

He gets too perverted,
too damnable, too dastardly.

So he changes course

and then millions fall for it
all over again.

And today it's called...
listen carefully...

Christian rock music.

The metal scene
in the '80s, man, was decadent.

It was brand-new,
I think would be fair to say.

The discussion wasn't,
"Was this music good or not?"

The discussion was, "How can
this be Christian music?"

Christian metal wasn't just,
like, part of the pie.

There was a pie of CCM music,

and then under that pie
was a plate.

And under that plate,
there was a floor.

Under the floor,
there was a basement.

And then under the basement,
there was a crypt.

And in that crypt, there were
Christian metal bands.

Christian metal was still so
offensive to most church people.

If you've ever heard
of the people

who say that Christian rock music
was straight from the pit of Hell,

that's the family I grew up in.

My parents would rather me
have gone to jail for murder

than be a Christian rock singer.

♪ S.O.S. ♪

I grew up around church music,
classical music.

And when I first heard rock music,
it changed everything.

DeGarmo and Key,
as you might know them,

or as I sometimes often call them,

"The Boys."

Eddie's one
of the coolest people in the world.

He had the hair. Sideburns were
as long as my beard.

You know,
and he talks like this, right?

Everything
sounds cooler when you talk like that.

- All right to hold the coffee cup, right?
- Absolutely.

Whatever you want.

My parents were like, "This guy is evil.

You cannot speak with him."
So I liked his music.

The church
didn't really accept us.

It took us, in the early days
of Christian music,

a lot of thick skin
to make it through that.

I mean, I had tomatoes
thrown at me, man.

Thankful it wasn't rocks.

Rock 'n' roll, believe it or not,
started in the church.

And the problem was,
is that the church didn't want it.

♪ Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ♪

♪ Jesus, Jesus loves you ♪

♪ God gave rock 'n' roll to you ♪

♪ Gave rock 'n' roll to you ♪

♪ Put it in the soul of everyone ♪

Petra. That was
the first band I heard, and I thought,

"Oh, my gosh. What is this?"

♪ God gave rock 'n' roll to you ♪

Hello, Tokyo!

Stryper rocks for Jesus Christ.

♪ Oh! ♪

Stryper had such a theatrical mindset.

Their skills were great.

Their stage presence,
their swagger...

They figured out this look
with the yellow and black.

Stryper comes on
and honestly, you would've thought

it was a Satanistic
killing ritual or something.

My mom was like,
"Oh, in the name of Jesus!"

Like, "Get to your room!"

♪ Jesus ♪

I see them at a show
and they're chucking Bibles

and one of 'em hits me
in the face, and I was like,

"I literally just got chucked
in the face by a Bible."

Every second
of that performance

was so thought out,
and so intentional.

And you were always
seeing something new.

They were over here,
and then they were over there.

So if you look at
for KING & COUNTRY now,

it's basically Stryper.

My brother started watching

Jimmy Swaggart on the television.

He was really drawn in to Jimmy.

There was something
about Jimmy he really liked,

and he started asking us,
"Hey, guys, check this out.

Watch this with me."

Jimmy said the Sinner's Prayer,
and literally we all, like,

looked at each other
and said, "Let's bow our heads."

Now let us pray.

We repeated
these words after Jimmy.

And we said the Sinner's Prayer.
That was it. The whole family.

We accepted Christ.

In front of the television. Literally.

Jimmy pretty much became our pastor.

Jesus' blood
can make you free...

for He saved the worst among you,

when He saved a wretch like me.

We were a rock band
who became Christians.

So what we did, instead of change
everything that we were...

the look, the hair,
go burn all our albums in the backyard,

we changed the lyrics.

If God rules
over rock concerts,

these must be his missionaries,
dressed up like killer bees.

They call themselves Stryper.

Stryper was like, "No, no, no.
We're talkin' about Jesus."

I don't think there's ever been

a more evangelistic crossover band

in any of Christian music history
than Stryper.

They're like evangelists
with lots of hair.

So some preachers were blasting them,

but other preachers I knew
embraced them

and thought what they
were doing was a great thing.

They had this cover with these flowing
manes of hair,

and, like, yellow and black spandex.

It's pretty violent, but they were all
holding weapons.

But the funny thing is, is they're
little pellet guns from Japan.

Our first video got airplay on MTV in '85.

MTV used to always come back and say,

"We can't play your video
because there's too much Jesus in it,"

or "too patriotic"
or too this or too that.

They started Dial MTV.

Then it wasn't up
to the program directors,

it was up to the people, the fans.

Hi, you're on Dial MTV.

Have you ever heard
of this band called Stryper

who have sold over a million albums
of their new one?

Oh, yeah, man.
Man, it's just the best.

We killed all the other bands
on the countdown.

Motley Crue, Poison, Bon Jovi,
killed 'em all.

Went to number one like that
and stayed at number one.

Things were happening that was
really humbling and miraculous

that didn't happen to other bands.

There was something going on with Stryper
that I can't explain,

other than God
was just really blessing the band.

God said, "I want you
to cry out and cry out loud,"

and this is just a little tiny part,

against this so-called
contemporary rock 'n' roll,

so-called Christian music
in our churches.

Once the band made it,

that's when we started watching Jimmy
hold up our album saying,

"This band right here, Stryper,
they are of the devil.

They're wolves in sheep's clothing."

And we would watch that
and think, "Oh, my God."

It hurt.

Because to me he was like family.

He was instrumental in saving me,
saving my family.

I was in tears, man.

I'm watching TV
and Jimmy's on.

He holds up this magazine.

It was Contemporary
Christian Magazine. CCM.

And he basically said,
"There's no anointing in that music."

I got my glasses,
was sitting on the table,

to see who it was, and it was me.

Rejections from the world
is no big deal.

Rejection from the church?
This is your family.

The rock music scene in America today
is not just a fad.

It is a diabolical scheme of Satan

that has mutilated, decimated,

damned, denigrated,
degraded, and destroyed.

We started all rebelling
a little bit more towards the church,

and even towards God.

Instead of having an open heart,
it was more like,

"Okay, we're just kinda done with hearing
this stuff. We don't wanna hear it."

We started drinking more heavily.

I saw it start to affect
negatively my family.

That's when I started wanting
to do something about it.

And I felt like, "Okay. You know what?

If my family's gonna suffer from this
and it's gonna separate me from my family,

then it's time for me to leave."

And I did.

I remember it was
a really difficult time.

It affected my brother the most,

'cause I think Robert
always thought, and as did I,

that we would be together forever.

And that day came when we weren't.

So these two factions
were kind of at war with each other,

part of the church
and the Christian rock groups.

There needed to be something that could
bring people together.

In Nashville, a new artist was emerging.

And really, an unlikely star
was being born.

How're you doing?

I'm kinda nervous,

to be really honest about this.

Oh, don't be nervous.

Amy Grant put out her first album,
and it took off huge.

Unexpectedly huge.

It had kind of a bad cover.

She didn't sing great.

But people loved her
and they loved those songs.

I started writing songs
when I was about 15.

Unbeknownst to me,
someone took a tape of my little songs

and showed 'em to a record producer.

And they came to me with a contract
and said, "Please sing for us."

And I thought they were making a joke.

Me? And, it just started from there.

"Hey, somebody called
from Denver, Colorado,

and they want you to come
and do a show, and it's $300."

And I went, "God, $30 0?

It sounds great,
but if I blow $300 on one gig,

I've got nothing for college."

And he went, "No..."

That tells you what I felt about my skill.

I thought I had to pay them
$300 to come sing.

And he said, "No,
I think they're gonna pay you."

I was a sophomore in college

and I had gotten a call from Bill Gaither

and he wanted me to come
do some shows with him.

They would do these huge arena things.

They came and picked me up
in a private plane.

I was a sophomore in college.

He was talking about Sandi Patty
had been their guest many times

and "She just brought
the house down.

It was a standing ovation.
She would finish a song..."

And I said, "Well, if you're looking
for a standing ovation,

you've got the wrong girl."

I said, "My music is more like
a good, comfortable pair of house shoes.

And if that's what you're looking for,
we got it."

Every time a door would open, I would go,

"This is just really bizarre."

But I worked hard,
I worked on my craft,

I worked on my songwriting.

I didn't worry about record covers

or what I looked like
or what people thought.

Early on, I quickly took the focus off
of my ability to wow the crowd.

I've just always been somewhere
in the middle of the pack.

But I have a chance
to create a music world

with the kind of music
that has moved me.

Music was a lifeline to me.

I think that the reason
Amy was so poised

to be the perfect breakout artist
for Christian music

is that she sings in
a very demure kind of style,

which is the way that the church,
I think, liked women.

If you need to be on stage,
just appreciate your place

and be humble about it.

Little did they know who she really was,

and the talent that was
really forming in her all that time.

She was like a Trojan horse,
like, she snuck in.

She's probably the first artist

to dance on stage in leather pants,

no shoes, and a leopard skin jacket
while singing about Jesus.

She's played nice long enough.

Then Unguarded comes out.

That leopard jacket
and hair flying around,

and she's playing for the big
leagues, at that point.

People responded
to it because there was an authenticity.

This isn't somebody telling me
how I oughta be and live.

This is somebody saying,
"I'll just tell ya my story."

She has
this incredibly eloquent way

of expressing human desire
in pretty universal ways.

Here we go!

Well, I met Amy
in probably early 1981.

I don't know how it really happened.

I found myself in a room
with her and Gary,

writing songs for the Age to Age record.

And he had an idea,
and he was playing something,

and I thought, "God,
you're such a great musician.

That's a great idea."

And then he had another idea.
And then he got up and run around,

and he had another idea.

He just jumped around a lot.

He talked fast, and he was so energetic.
And just... you know?

"What about this? What about this?"

- He was really hyper.
- I was crazy.

And I remember just thinking, "Whoa."

He was this fire hose of creativity.

I mean, no wonder he had zero body fat.

He just was like,
you know?

There was something
in the craft of those songs

that I think was moving
Christian music forward.

Come on, let's face it, you know?

If I was gonna have a man crush,

I mean, the dude's, you know,
he's a good-lookin' fella.

That writing moment with Amy

began a friendship that has lasted
all these years.

I wouldn't be sitting in this chair

if it hadn't been for Amy taking a chance
on this kid from West Virginia.

For the better part
of this last year,

I was on the road with a young man
that's been a friend for about 10 years.

I found out that he was
in Atlanta tonight,

and there's no way we can be
in the same town

and not be on the same stage.

So would you please welcome
Michael W. Smith.

And Amy and I would end the show

with "Friends" every night.

? And friends
are friends forever?

♪ If the Lord's the Lord of them ♪

♪ And a friend will not say never ♪

♪ 'Cause the welcome will not end ♪

♪ Though it's hard to let you go ♪

♪ In the Father's hands we know ♪

♪ That a lifetime's not too long ♪

♪ To live as friends ♪

♪ No, a lifetime's not too long ♪

♪ To live as friends. ♪

Amy Grant
and Michael W. Smith,

they're kind of the king and queen
of the prom of '80s CCM music.

If it wasn't for them, I'm not sure
where the bar would be.

For a lot of the people
who got involved, the goal was,

"Let's make music
that's good enough to get on pop radio."

We want our message to be out there

where people who need
the message can hear it.

But it didn't happen until Amy Grant
made it happen.

And she's sold now
over 10 million records.

She burst onto
the mainstream pop charts

with an incredibly catchy tune
called "Baby Baby."

- "Baby Baby."
- This is Amy Grant!

♪ Baby, baby ♪

♪ I'm taken with the notion ♪

Something shifted
in the mid-'80s.

All I remember,
it was just so much fun.

Whatever that energy feeling
of running with headphones on,

I feel like I could run forever,

just add that with the massive wind
that was carrying you.

TV performances,

radio interviews,
international... We were like,

"This thing's blowin' up
in Japan and Singapore."

Then the fact that the video
blows up on MTV, and radio,

VH1, all that stuff.

Well, my first hit was on VH1.

Mike Blanton
actually called me

and played me "Baby Baby"
over the telephone.

And he goes, "What do you think?"

And I said, "You know, it's
a really good song. It's really catchy."

And I said, "You're gonna
catch a lot of hell."

"Some people
are gonna understand it,

and probably more people
are gonna go with you,

but there will be a minority of people,

usually with very loud voices,

that will oppose you."

I remember there being a lot
of people inside the Christian music world

that were, like, trying to make
that record fail.

I mean, the arrows were flying.

Amy Grant was always
a little bit controversial,

as strange as that seems to say.

She always attracted controversy
because she's a huge target, you know.

She's massively popular

and the most popular ones
get the most criticism.

God forbid they have a song
that the world loves.

Did we actually miss the part

that we're supposed to go into all
the world and make disciples?

"But, oh, my gosh,

you didn't say 'Jesus' enough times."

If you scream loud enough,
they're gonna hear ya, you know.

I mean, I had people say
things about Amy and myself

that are completely not true, you know.

They don't even know who we are.

I sorta wanted to go duke it out
with the critics.

I could tell that it was
sort of weighing on her,

and sometimes I'd just go
in her dressing room and just sit.

I didn't... Sometimes
I wouldn't say anything.

Just say, "I'm praying for ya.
It's gonna be okay," you know.

"Doesn't matter
what those people think."

If the '80s was
when Christian music came into its own,

then the '90s is when the machine
is just perfected.

It was just this wide, open canvas.

You had grunge
and you had the pop thing,

and you had rock,
and you had hip-hop.

Just this hodgepodge of creativity
going on in the world.

Music was at an all-time high.

It was everything

from the spiritual competitiveness
to the business competitiveness

to these bigger-than-life egos
and personalities.

Definitely the competition
was very fierce.

There was a huge
changing of the guard

that happened in the early '90s.

Amy and Michael and Steven

really opened the door for other bands.

It was as aggressive
as Christian music had gotten.

That's why it's continued
to blaze a trail.

It was kind of this sense
of, "We're here."

This genre is being defined.

Obviously, the band that really had
the biggest impact there was dc Talk.

I don't know any other way
but to be relentless.

I mean, I realize that I will push it
on the relentless level

further than anyone I've met.

- So I drive 'em crazy.
- Yeah.

I drive them utterly crazy.

It could be more roundy.

I mean, if you wanna jack with it
as a guitarist, it's fine,

but it just needs to fill that space.

Now that you're playing other notes,
I think I do like my notes.

Who is the driving force?

Who is the one that cracked
the whip, keep it going?

Oh, Toby, hands down.

With... With Toby being

very driven, perfectionistic,

- sometimes controlling.
- Yeah.

How did that work in the early days?

It obviously didn't work.

♪ Jesus is still all right with me ♪

♪ Jesus is still all right, oh, yeah ♪

♪ Jesus is still all right,
you know that He's all right ♪

They became icons by the '90s.

- dc Talk!
- dc Talk.

This is dc Talk.

They ended up finding
themselves in a very big platform,

relatively quickly.

And I'm not sure that all of them

wanted to be
where they found themselves.

Yeah, there was tension on dc Talk.

They were held together
with duct tape and prayer.

♪ Oh, he's so, he's so,
he's so, he is so... ♪

Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop.

Here's the deal.

This thing on paper
shouldn't have worked.

I didn't know contemporary
Christian music existed.

So when I wrote my first Christian lyric,

I thought I made this whole thing up.

Toby and I went
to rival high schools.

I sang in chapel one day,
and Toby walked up to me

in these black penny loafers
and these white socks.

I was like, "What do we have here?"

Said, "Hey, man, you got a great voice.

Can I buy you
a sweet tea from Hardee's?"

We started talking
and talking and talking.

And we never stopped talking.

He was truly my first vanilla best friend
in the whole world.

I was like, "What are
you doing this summer?"

He's like, "I'm gonna do
concerts at all these churches.

I'm gonna book a whole tour."

And I said, "Well, I need a job
this summer. Can I go with you?"

He's like, "If you'll run sound,
you can come with me."

Imagine that.
Toby's running sound for me.

And doing a kind of okay job.
Wasn't the best. It just wasn't.

He was still learning,
but I forgive him.

We went on the road for months.

We've had the best time. We had no clue.
But we were young boys, you know,

living out our lives
and playing in churches.

The next year we heard about
this freshman that could sing.

And I said, "Well, let's check out
this kid, Kevin Max."

Really, I was kinda critiquing,
making sure he wasn't better than me,

'cause couldn't have
a new singing boss on campus,

I kinda had campus locked down
on the singing side of things.

We went and saw him sing
and, man, he could sing.

Undoubtedly, one of the best singers,

to this day,
that I've ever heard in my life.

I remember them coming up
to me and saying,

"We want you to be in the group."
Immediately I was like,

"This is not gonna work at all."

I think 1988, maybe early 1989,

our fourth partner brought us a tape,

a group called
dc Talk and the One Way Crew.

All three of these guys
were completely different.

If you think about it, you're going,
"How's this gonna work?"

We were just doing
what we loved.

We weren't trying to market it to anybody.

Like, we just loved this kind of music.

A lot of people said,
"How did you get to sign dc Talk?"

Well, nobody else would.

And the king bowed down before them.

Because three young men
dared stand alone.

Billy says,

"If we're gonna reach the next generation,
we gotta change the programming up.

And we're gonna have a rock concert."

Basically.

I was always thinking to myself,

"Okay, we're gonna come in
as young cats,

bouncing all over the stage,

sweatpants on
and hats turned sideways."

Okay, they do know
what we do, right?

It was met
with lots of opposition.

It did not sit well.

There were a lot of people that thought
he was not making the right decision.

But Billy was adamant,
said we gotta do it.

October 1994, Cleveland Stadium.

There were 85,0 00 kids
in the stadium.

I remember showing up
and it was like,

"Wow, we are making history."

Me and dc Talk
at a Billy Graham crusade.

And then all of a sudden,
Billy walks up to the podium

and the place just explodes.

Billy gave one of the most compelling
sermons I've ever heard him preach.

He read the lyrics to "The Hardway"
a s part of his message.

Toby had just finished that song

and it just absolutely tore him apart.

Toby cried, man.
I cry thinking about it.

I thought, "Man, I'm walking on stage
right now with Billy Graham,

who I saw as a kid."

It was overwhelming.

I start crying. Toby's crying.

It was like a dream. It was surreal.

And then I thought,
"This is the first of many.

So here we go."

What we were doing said so much
to people across the world.

He turned the page for all of us
when it comes to music

and how we can express ourself
in the arts.

We don't have to do it
the way it was done before.

We can do it the way we wanna do it.

And Billy Graham said that's valuable.

? What will people think?

♪ When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak? ♪

- ♪ What will people do?
- ? Freakshow ♪

♪ When they find that it's true? ♪

Deep-seated
in the American citizen...

born of the concept that all men
are free and equal.

This is the epitome
of what people like me

had been hoping for, for years.

So when an album like Jesus Freak
comes out, you go,

"That's it. They did it."

"Jesus freak" was not
a complimentary term.

And I was so grateful
that Toby was able to redeem it

in such a way that he did.

And it became an anthem
for a whole age of people.

♪ I saw a man with a tat ♪

♪ On his big fat belly ♪

♪ It wiggled around
like marmalade jelly ♪

♪ It took me a while
to catch what it said ♪

♪ 'Cause I had to match ♪

♪ The rhythm of his belly
with my head ♪

♪ "Jesus Saves" is what it raved ♪

♪ In a typical tattoo green ♪

I loved the push.

It says everything we feel.

♪ What will people think ♪

♪ When they hear
that I'm a Jesus freak? ♪

♪ What will people do
when they find that it's true? ♪

It felt right to sort of stick your chest
out and say, "This is what we believe."

We tried to create something
that hadn't been created before.

When Jesus Freak came out,

it went gold a little over a month.

And back then, that was unheard of.

But it did not come
without a lot of thought,

a lot of blood, sweat and tears. Trust me.

I felt no inhibition.

I just felt, let's just go. It's on.

Think of the wildest imagery
you can think of

and put it into words. And go.

But there was times when I knew

we weren't in the right place
in our heads.

I don't think you're ever ready
for a lot of success quickly.

When it hit, it happened fast.

It was just too much.

It was just too much.

What was the moment
that made you decide,

"We need to take a break"?

Um...

I've never shared this with anybody,

so, I would... I would want
to retain the right

- to not put it up there.
- Sure.

I would not wish fame, fortune,
notoriety on anybody.

Anonymity is not a bad thing. Trust me.

I would demand things,

like push, push, push
for you to see this.

And if you didn't,
you were an idiot.

The friction I had with Toby
usually played out on stage.

It was more like, you know,
he'd give me a death stare.

Toby and Mike would literally
argue over anything.

Kevin can be a handful, at times.

Kevin and I, when we love, we love hard.

We fight, we fight hard.

We took the harder route
mostly every time.

One time, Mike and I got into
a really big argument in the tour bus

and we were yelling
and pushing each other so much

that the bus was, like,
going back and forth, rocking.

The show would start
and I wouldn't come on stage.

- Kevin. Where's Kevin?
- Haven't seen him.

Kevin's missing. That's nice.

Kevin!

- Opening night, Kevin's gone.
- Kevin!

We were just three individuals
performing on stage.

Not a tight, close unit like we'd been
throughout the years.

Became very apparent
that we were all just kind of, like,

going through the motions,
at a certain point.

I felt like,
"it's time to take a break."

I just wanted some peace.

My only regret with dc Talk
is that,

and I mean this,
is that it was so short.

Ten years in,

we were approaching
our peak, I believe.

And we just...

Let's take a break.
Let's take a "intermission."

And here we are, 19, 20 years later,
and the intermission continues.

Where I fell flat on my face
was the end of dc Talk.

I realized that I didn't do it all right.

I put product in front of people

and the most important thing is people.

To be honest, I remember Toby
telling me in private one time,

saying, "Tait, if you wanna keep
this thing going, I'll keep it going.

But if you guys wanna go solo,

then I'm gonna do the same thing,
but I'm not gonna look back."

He didn't look back
and the rest is history.

♪ We know exactly where you are,
and you're gone. ♪

Tell me your name
and what you do in music.

All right. My name is Michael Tait,

and I'm the lead singer
of a band called the Newsboys.

I've been in Newsboys now longer
than I was in dc Talk. How 'bout that?

That's a little factoid for ya.

And Kevin did his thing.

Poetry books, and lots of music.

And that was the road we took.

And I feel like it's informed me
as an artist, more than anything,

is to be able to be somebody

that's seen ultimate success
and ultimate failure,

and to live in the valley of that.

I thought my thing was gonna be

a meager little offering,

as compared to these vocal powerhouses,
Michael and Kevin.

But I was gonna work.

I was gonna outwork anybody.

TobyMac as a solo artist? Incredible.

There's just nobody like him
that's ever done this genre.

There's so much heart in it.
There's so much skill in it.

He's the one person

that shaped Christian music
more than anybody.

He never gives up. He's a workhorse.

It's unbelievable what he's done.

? This is the one?

These words were Toby's,
"Success is the best revenge."

He didn't just win. He conquered.

♪ We gonna bring it
like it ain't been brung. ♪

Is it a closed chapter,
with dc Talk?

I don't have to...
Do you have an answer?

Yeah, yeah, no problem.
You're good, man.

Uh...

I...

Artists were
wanting to be innovative.

We all recognize that our goal

was not to just be the Christian version
of something else,

but it was to own our space
in the musical landscape.

There was some really cool stuff
happening. We had no idea.

There was a big,
heavy kind of turn to bands.

That's just how we felt,
you know, as young musicians.

We're like, "You can't tell us what to do.
We're gonna do it our way."

But I think we were just given wings

to explore what could be.

It was
such an exciting time,

because nobody really knew
where this was gonna go.

I mean,
that was the golden age.

It was the golden
age of Christian music.

And now here come Kirk Franklin.

Wait! What? Yes!

♪ Get ready for the revolution ♪

♪ Come on, come on, come on ♪

♪ What you say now?
Come on, come on ♪

There's no question
that Kirk Franklin

is the most important
gospel music artist of our time.

I mean, Kirk came in with a bang.

Here are Image Award winners
Kirk Franklin and the Family.

Kirk has been
an amazing presence

as an artist, as a songwriter,
as a producer.

I don't know that we deserve him,

but I'm sure glad
that he hasn't given up on us.

I love Kirk Franklin.

First of all, he's crazy.

Please welcome
Kirk and Tammy Franklin.

Yes!

Kirk is just, like, timeless.

Kirk is a bridgebuilder.

He's a bridgebuilder and beyond.

Kirk is a father,
he's a husband,

he's a leader, he's a musical genius.

Ladies and gentlemen,
this is my man, Kirk Franklin.

Doing music, for me, never was
in the goal of ever having a career.

I never thought that I was
going to have a career.

I could just tell that people liked it.

What drove me in life was being liked.

'Cause I just wanted to be liked.

When the world of success came,

it just meant too much to me,

and it became too much of an identity.

? The way I do my life?

I remember the hole in my soul,

even as a little kid,
not having a father.

Realizing that I was adopted.

When my mother made the decision
that she didn't wanna be a mother,

I think I was about two or three.

And the lady that adopted me,
her name is Gertrude.

She was born not being able to vote,

or not being able to drink
where other people could drink,

not being able to walk
where other people could walk.

I remember her singing hymns
in the house.

At the very front of the house,
there was a piano.

And I still have that piano.

It was something very romantic
between that piano and myself as a kid.

But there would always be ideas
and songs about Jesus.

The idea of God
pulled on my heart very early.

I'll never forget hearing
my biological mother

arguing with the lady that adopted me.

She said, "I didn't want him."

I remember climbing
on top of the house

and having conversations
with God at night, and the stars.

Looking at the stars and having
these really personal conversations.

I can remember
the fabric of those moments.

But there was nothing religious about it.

It was very easy
to have this conversation.

I could tell early on

that there was something interesting
between me and songwriting.

I started writing songs

for the choirs that I would work with
in the neighborhood.

I tried to get a record deal.

Couldn't get signed
for anything in the world.

People told me that the music wasn't good,

the songwriting wasn't strong enough.

And I got really discouraged.

I was playing at an event where the guest
artist there was Daryl Coley.

This guy was
the Black Pavarotti of gospel.

And I gave him my demo tape.

His wife signed me for $7,000.

I was able to get double racks.

I was up to making that money.
I was ballin'. I was ballin'!

You know...

Yeah. That was the beginning for me.

♪ Whoo! ♪

In the '90s, Kirk Franklin
came out with "Stomp."

♪ GP ♪

♪ Lately, I've been going
through some things ♪

♪ That's really got me down ♪

I mean, they play "Stomp" in the clubs,
like, in the club-club.

I'm watching people dancing to "Stomp"

in the way I know you ain't even supposed
to be dancing to "Stomp."

I'm like, "You can't dance
like that to this song."

"Stomp" was a hit
on mainstream radio.

And people hear it on The Tonight Show
and places like that.

By this time,
Cheryl "Salt" James from Salt-N-Pepa,

she and I became good friends

'cause she was really kind of growing
in her Christian faith.

And I sent her the record,
and she went bananas.

Not only did she do it,
but she flew to Dallas to do her rap.

♪ Can ya help me? ♪

♪ When I think about the goodness ♪

♪ Make me thankful ♪

♪ Pity the hateful, I'm grateful ♪

♪ The Lord brought me
through this far ♪

♪ Tryin' to be cute when I praise Him ♪

♪ Raise 'em high... ♪

I believe that "Stomp" became big
in the Christian community

because it became big in pop culture.

"Stomp" became so big in popular culture

that it had to be acknowledged

by the white Christian community.

Some people liked
to think of that

as being a moment when CCM music
got a little bit more integrated.

You're too late to the party to claim
that you had anything to do with "Stomp."

I'm sorry, CCM.
That's not your song.

That's Kirk going to the mainstream
and you guys playing catch-up.

It was an uprising. It was a problem.

It was so much drama in the church, man.

It was a lot of negative feedback.

♪ Stomp. ♪

I remember going
to a church conference,

and there were about 60,000,
70,00 0 people at this event.

There was a pastor whose sermon
was basically against me.

I remember going upstairs
to my hotel room, sitting on the floor.

"Man, God, I didn't ask for this.
I didn't ask to be criticized.

I just wanna be liked."

I just remember being very upset at God.

And the Lord spoke to my heart.

"If they don't have nail prints
in their hand,

or scars on their forehead,

you owe them no explanation."

I think it is one of the tragedies
of our nation,

one of the shameful tragedies
that 11 o'clock on Sunday morning

is one of the most segregated hours,

if not the most segregated hour
in Christian America.

There was a chance
for CCM music

to have been integrated from day one,

'cause they had Andrae Crouch.

CCM music could've said,
"You know what?

We're not gonna be white and Black gospel.

We're gonna be this."

If people consider me a bridge,

then he was a freakin' city.

Why is it
that there's only one Andrae Crouch?

And as Christian music has evolved,

it's become more and more segregated.

Didn't have to be that way.
We had a role model.

And then you go to CCM

and it's like, you don't sing,
you don't have a guitar.

You're a Black dude,
so you're also a minority,

so you don't quite fit there.
And then I'd go to hip-hop,

and it's like, you do rap, you do got
the visible tattoos.

But you're talking about God
and faith and love and...

It's like, where do I belong?

I don't have a home. I'm just in exile.

The tension that I feel often
is, I grew up hearing,

"Why are you talking like a white girl?"
And I'm not!

It's how I was raised.

Then I hear things like,
"Well, she's too gospel,"

or, "It's too Black."

And, gosh, when you hear that
as a Black woman,

you just start to think, "I'm not enough
or I'm not good enough."

You wanna find a loving way
to be able to have

these conversations
about racial reconciliation.

There's still not a tangible plan
to address

this separation
between these two worlds.

And until that is addressed,

we will never find the healing
that is really needed for this country.

If the church truly
believes that we are one body,

the church will tear down
those racial divides.

17 years ago,
I was in Tracy City, Tennessee,

and we stopped off at this little store.

I get to the counter, guy said, uh,
"Is that all you want, boy?"

And I go, "Yeah, that's it."

He goes, "Man,
it's getting dark around here.

You better get outta here
'cause it's getting dark here, son.

We'll hang you.
We'll hang you around here, boy,

you don't get outta here by dark."

I said, "You gonna hang me
in the 21st century?

In 2 0 03, you gonna hang me?"

He says, "Yeah, we'll hang you,
buddy boy. After dark."

Think about my forefathers,
the Blacks that had no voice.

And here I am, a guy that's made it,

I've made money,
I've got Grammy Awards,

I've made music,
I've been successful.

And that one comment,
in that one moment,

in that one town, in that one minute,

made me feel less than...
less than human.

And it hit me like a truck
loaded with steel.

Healing will never start until the healing
begins where the hurt is.

We've got to be on the same page.

If we are
the light of the world,

no wonder why the world is so dark...

because our light is fragmented.

Kirk always had an interest
in race reconciliation.

He speaks about it from stage.

I'd rather have Kirk say something
that's gonna change

the course of some kid watching
or an adult watching,

'cause he's speaking truth

about something that needs
to be said by a man of color.

I wanna say
something to everyone

in the spirit of humility.

There's chaos and calamity
in the world.

And there's so much hurt and distrust.

And I have a lot of friends in this room
of many different shades of colors

that I've walked our life
for the last 23 years with.

When we say something,
we wanna bring it together.

When police are killed,
we need to say something.

When Black boys are killed,
we need to say something.

We have the spirit of redemption
when we speak.

And when we don't say something,

we're saying something.

At our concerts and our churches,

I beg of you,

let's ask the people that we are
accountable to stand in front of

to pray with us for racial healing.

Let's don't stay silent on it.

Yeah! Pray.

♪ I'm afraid that I'm about
to lose it all ♪

Thank you, God!

♪ Pray for me ♪

♪ I don't need gravity
for tears to fall ♪

I think Christian artists
versus country, rock, pop

face the same challenges,

but their audience is different.

This is gonna sound really strange,

but the country audience, the pop audience

is more forgiving.

If there's anything dark,

it's how judgmental we've been.

You just feel like, "Where's the love?"

What you did at the BET Awards
was nothing but a sham before God.

Yeah, let's open up
the Word of God together

and let's break the Word like the Word
says, "Iron sharpens iron."

- Okay.
- And let's open up the text. Fair?

I'm not gonna shake your hand, sir.

Amy Grant committed rebellion
by divorcing her husband.

And Vince Gill committed rebellion
by divorcing his wife.

And they both got married
to each other one year later.

That's witchcraft.

With each decade, Amy's career
just continued to rise.

And by the 2000s, she had sold something
like 30 million albums.

And she became a cultural icon,
both inside the church and out.

The Christian community
felt like they owned Amy.

So for her marriage to fail,
for her to have

what they considered a moral failing,
was a bridge too far for some people.

When you met, you both were married
to other people. What happened?

Divorce is painful
for anybody that has to face it,

especially if you're a Christian music
darling, like Amy Grant.

People were so quick to assume the worst
when Amy got remarried to Vince,

never mind the fact that today
they've been married for 2 0 years.

It was hard for me to watch.

You have a great friend that hurts,
you hurt, too.

It hurt her career.

A lot of stations took her off the air.

I'm just remembering
this drawing that I did.

I used to, all the time,
draw cabins and little getaways.

And I had drawn one,
and it was completely overgrown,

like, you couldn't even
find the path to it.

And I think somewhere in there,
the cabin was probably me.

You lose yourself.

You lose your way,
you lose your integrity.

You find that you have lied,
you've let people down.

I took this drawing, and I wrote,

"I think I have forfeited every right
that I ever had to be on a stage."

We were
very protective of Amy,

making sure that she didn't get blindsided
by some interview.

I do remember that one slipped through.

Guy turned on his tape recorder

and I think his opening statement
was like,

"You're deceitful, you're awful,
you're a liar, you're horrible."

And before I could even say anything,
Amy looked at him and said,

"Oh, I'm so much worse
than you think I am.

But by the grace of God
I get up every day...

and put one foot in front of the other."

There was a tour being discussed
between three artists.

I was one of them.

I'd gone through a divorce.
People were not playing my music.

When the managers
put this tour together,

they were gonna do a big split
between the two other artists.

But because I was
kind of damaged goods,

I was gonna get a tiny bit.

And it really made me angry.

I just said, "I'm not doing that tour."

And so I pulled out.

And the next thing I did, I went to Bart
and said, "I'll open for you."

Amy got a divorce and people
were pulling her albums off shelves.

Radio stations were telling, so, not only
were they not gonna play her music,

but they may not play ours
because of the tour.

And I remember when Amy caught wind
of this possibly hurting us,

she immediately tried
to pull out of the tour.

She's like, "I'm not doing this
to you. I'm out."

I was angry at everyone,

'cause this is like a big sister.
This is like my hero.

I remember telling her, saying, "Amy,
there's no way we're letting you leave.

Because if these people pull our tickets
or pull our songs or don't come,

they're the people I don't want to be
at my show or play my music

or sell my music, in the first place.
I don't care."

And she just started weeping.

Then it was kind of a cry fest for me.

Like, "Man, you don't understand
everything you've done in my life."

Russ Taff had a great career,

and put out some of the best albums
by an individual male artist

that have ever been put out
in Christian music.

Super talented.
But his dad was an alcoholic,

and it turns out he was an alcoholic.

It was
a very chaotic childhood,

very traumatic childhood with Dad

who was a Pentecostal preacher,
but also an alcoholic.

I got my humor from him.

I got my charisma from him.

But he also wrecked my life.

Music was the thing that held me
through all those crazy years.

Mama taught me the song, and I sang it.

One of my first songs I sang is,

"I need no..." I'm sorry.

"I need no mansion here below

Jesus said I could go

To a home beyond
the clouds not made by man

Won't you come and go along?

We will sing the sweetest song

Ever played upon the harps
in gloryland."

So even as a child,
I was looking outside myself

for something to fill
that hole on the inside.

Growing up with the messages, daily,

"You're not worth the bullet
to shoot yourself with"

and, "You'll never amount to anything."

And after a while, you start believing it.

I would go down to the church after 1 0:30

and feel my way
to the front of the church.

There's a little lamp
at the front of the church

where I could turn a little light on.

And I would sit there,

kneel at the altar,
sit there, play my guitar,

and just talk to Jesus.

Somebody told me He was a friend,
and I could talk to Him.

And I would tell Jesus
how scared I was.

I didn't know a lot about Him.
There was no grace.

The only Jesus I knew was...

I was hanging over
by a thread, over Hell.

It was all based around guilt.
And so I had that Jesus.

But then there was that Jesus that I would
go down to church late at night...

and tell Him how scared I was.

That was my only safe place.

That and music.

You're carrying all this angst,
all of this chaos in your own head.

After my first solo record,

I had kind of started with the alcohol.

There's no chaos anymore.
All of those voices got quiet.

My deal was, I would never walk on stage
with alcohol on my breath.

I would have it in the room
waiting for me,

because my body demanded
that I have it every day now.

And it started this journey to Hell.

Music starts going further, further,
further and further away.

And it's not that comfort
that it used to be.

It's not that wonderful place
that I could fellowship with God,

because I hated myself.

Tori told me, "I'm not gonna live
with you anymore like this.

I've had it. I'm done."

I walked into this room
and there were 17 people.

And I knew every one of 'em closely.

And each one of 'em
went around the room,

and told me how they loved me.

And told me, "We're gonna lose you.

Don't go down this road."

I can remember afterwards,

the first thing I wanted to do was
go to him and say, "Are you all right?"

And I guess I was
kind of half-apologizing for it.

He said, "Oh, no," he said, "I understand
what's going on."

I said, "Well, I just want you
to know I'm here.

I'm your friend. And I love you."

We were preparing to do a cover
story on Russ in the magazine.

And he said, "So I got
somethin' to tell ya."

And he told me
about his substance abuse problems.

He said, "So...

if you wanna not proceed with this cover
story, I will understand."

I said...

"If I were to take everybody
out of the magazine

who had some sin problem in their life,
we'd publish blank paper."

I just love anybody
who embraces their past,

good and bad.

Praise and worship writers,
I always kid 'em, I say,

"You just wanna rip off some of David's
positive lines,"

which is about 10 or 15% of the Psalms.

The rest is, "Oh, God,
where are you?"

You know, "My heart is breaking."

Christian rapper TobyMac's
oldest son, Truett Foster McKeehan,

who was an aspiring rapper himself,

died unexpectedly on October 21st.,

Davidson County Medical
Examiner's Office confirmed.

Medics responded to a cardiac arrest
at Truett's home.

He was 21.

Walking through losing True...

every day is different.

Some days... I'm determined
to build on the rock.

And other days, I'm just wiped out...

by thoughts and memories and regrets.

There's only two ways. Either you don't
believe or you do, at this point, for me.

And, if I do believe,

I have to believe
in a God that's good.

So how can I get to the point

where I believe that that's good
for my son, somehow,

and it's good for me?

That's the fight.

I think at a level,
we who are the audience

want these people
we look up to as artists,

to be somehow better than us.

But when one of them falls,

it reminds us of our own fallibility.

You know, I'll never forget
Jerry Falwell asking me,

"I've heard some stories about
the lifestyles of some of the artists.

Are they true?"

I said, "Probably are."

I said, "Jerry, if you're waiting for me

to get a roomful of unflawed artists...

it's not gonna happen.

These are human beings

who have been gifted
in a special kind of a way

and they're trying to work through it
in these earthly bodies,

and sometimes they make mistakes."

Artists become artists
for a reason.

They have something to say and they say it
in a unique and special way.

And that's why we love them.

But we have to remember,
these artists are humans, too.

They feel things as we do,

maybe even more deeply than we do.

So when they have loss,
they really feel that loss.

When they have grief,
it's a very deep grief.

Whoever's struggling the hardest,

whoever's way out on a limb,
whatever's going on,

I'm just gonna trust that
that is the sheep

that the shepherd left for,

because I have been that sheep.

Contemporary Christian music

has become
a billion-dollar-a-year business.

Small Christian record companies
are being bought up

by the giants of the recording industry.

The fascinating part about the 2000s is,

you see the peak of the music industry.

Peak music industry sales,

money, cultural influence, off the chart.

When Christian music first
started out, it really was about artists

just wanting to minister to people
through their music.

But when money gets involved,
it's really hard to keep that focus.

So now the industry
deserves to be called "the industry."

But the problem is, I'm not sure
that as it grows into that thing,

it's really gonna retain a whole lot
of the DNA of what it started as.

It's gonna kind of become
something else, for better or worse.

There were a lot of people
that felt like we'd lost our way.

It's all about celebrity.

It just seemed to be a lot of egos,

and there seemed to be
a lot of, who's number one,

and, who'd sell the most records,

and it feels like a little showbiz.

People said, you know,
"I think we've lost our way.

We need something
to help us refocus."

Okay, so here's where I just feel like

that this has gotta be a component
of what we stand for and what we believe.

"I can't stand your religious meetings.

I'm fed up with your conferences
and conventions.

I want nothing to do
with your religion projects,

your pretentious slogans and goals.

I'm sick of your fundraising schemes,

your public relations and image-making.

I've had all I can take
of your noisy ego music."

That got my attention.

"When was the last time
you sang to me?

Do you know what I want?

I want justice, oceans of it.

I want fairness, rivers of it.

That's all I want. That's all I want."

I'll never forget it.

It was a night back in early 20 0 1,
and I was dead asleep.

All of a sudden, I wake up
in the middle of the night.

And I hear the voice of God
saying to me, "For such a time as this."

And it felt like God was telling me
to make this album,

this Worship album.

And I remember wrestling with God.

I remember just going, "I'm not doing it.
I'm not gonna do it."

Because I was working
on these pop songs,

and worship was not really on my radar.

And I just blew it off,
and a week or two later,

I woke up literally wide awake

and heard these almost audible,

"For such a time as this."

I just wrestled with it
and I blew it off,

and three weeks later
I heard it again,

in a really, really loud voice,

"For such a time as this."

Doggone it. All right.
I'm gonna do it.

I said, "I'm gonna make
this first worship album."

I said, "Here's my idea.

I want every artist who will do it,
to drop their egos at the door,

and come and be in the choir."

And so we all went to Lakeland, Florida,

chartered three private planes
and flew all these people down there.

Amy, Phillips, Craig and Dean,
Cindy Morgan was there.

We got halfway through it,
I was just hanging on.

I was not in charge.

I'm literally... I don't have
the reins in my hand.

I do not have the reins in my hand.

The recording
of that record was

the most powerful concert experience
that I've ever been a part of.

It was just... Phew.

Everybody knew we'd captured
something really, really special.

I remember going backstage

and sitting down with everybody,

and we all just started to cry.

It's kind of like,
"What just happened out there?

What just happened out there?"

The crazy thing is, is that record
came out on 9/11.

Slated release for Worship was...

September 11th, 2001.

I think it was.

There was something
about that record, 9/11.

I think it was a go-to for people.

♪ To the heart of worship ♪

♪ It's all about you, Jesus ♪

♪ I'm sorry, Lord,
for the thing I've made it ♪

♪ But it's all about you ♪

♪ It's all about you, Jesus ♪

You look back
at artists like Larry Norman

and Sweet Comfort Band
and Rez Band.

♪ Freedom ♪

I think you'll find elements of
praise and worship

even in the Jesus Music.

It's interesting that the first
wave of Christian music

was called "Jesus Music."

That says a lot, right there.

It was a Jesus movement,
and there was Jesus music.

And then it became
contemporary Christian music.

But what I love about worship is,
it's really going back to Jesus.

All the Vineyard stuff
and the Calvary Chapel stuff,

the stuff that laid a foundation,

it felt like it was building on
what they captured in that moment.

I just thought every church
played music and wrote their own songs.

But the songs in our church, I guess,
started taking off around the world.

And I don't know,
there was no grand plan there.

It was just... there'd be rumors of people
hearing our songs from our church

being played all over the world.

These songs were making
their way into churches,

and it was this real beautiful thing
of, like, this grassroots thing.

It wasn't publishers and labels
and all these things.

It was just churches
passing the songs around.

We had heard about Hillsong
because "Shout to the Lord"

had become the biggest song
in the church.

And then all of a sudden,

we started realizing, there's something
percolating in England.

This Delirious? band
is on the scene,

and they're doing something
no one's ever done before.

They're creating, like, a band sound.

It was
an extraordinary time of,

like, this awareness
of the presence of God

through worship, through music.

And, you know, it felt like
there was no rules

on what we could do with our music.

The sound of the people

singing over the top of us
was deafening.

And I remember stepping back
from the microphone

and just watching these people
sing these songs,

like, so loud that I didn't have to sing.

I remember just going, "Okay."

It just felt, like,
God was like, "I got this."

? Voice of triumph?

♪ We lift Your name up ♪

♪ We lift Your name up ♪

♪ Shout unto God
with a voice of triumph ♪

Where hearts were hungry

and where people were desperate,

and where people were tired
of the status quo

and wanted a fresh encounter with God,

worship was becoming
this new gateway.

And I remember Chris Tomlin
knocking on my door.

We were in adjoining rooms in the motel
part of this big campsite south of Dallas.

And he goes, "Hey, are you still up?"

And I'm like, "I am now."

And he says, "Hey, can I play something
for ya?" And he walks in, he's like...

♪ We fall down ♪

♪ We lay our crowns ♪

And I'm just sitting there going,

"I need to get down
on my knees right now."

♪ The greatness of ♪

You know,
these were not formulas,

this wasn't a plan, this wasn't business,

this wasn't record labels.

This was two guys trying to lead
a couple thousand kids to Jesus at a camp.

I'll never forget it. He gets
to the end and he says,

"Do you think maybe we could
do this tomorrow night?

Sing it here at camp?"

And I just looked at him
and I said, "Chris,

people are gonna sing this song
on every continent."

Chris Tomlin's songs

are much bigger stars than Chris Tomlin.

Time magazine did a story

that more people on Earth
were singing Chris Tomlin songs

than had ever sung songs

by one songwriter
in the history of humanity.

Everyone knows these songs

and they're singing them with passion.

Hearing 100,0 00 people
worship together,

well, that's something to be a part of.

I think
that's what the worship music...

an explosion of it on those early days,

it became songs that weren't driven
by personality,

but just like, "Oh, these are
really connecting me to God.

I don't even know
who wrote these songs.

Don't know who does them."
It wasn't about that.

Those early days
were so special in that way.

Worship music has often times
a movement connected to it.

And it's bigger
than any one person, or one artist.

There's nothing more beautiful-sounding
to me than the people of God

singing the praises of God. I think it's
just, like, something unmatched.

Here's what I really believe.

I think there could be another
Jesus Movement today.

Part of what is the same between
the late '60s into the '70s now,

people were desperate, hopeless.

We're a couple generations removed
from the Jesus Movement.

And I think the faith
doesn't get passed on automatically.

Every generation's gotta fight for it.

It was a reflection
of God's breath on the planet.

You feel like something's in the wind.

It just was like a tsunami.

And I think part of that is the people.

The people were hungry for it.

Music could shift
the whole atmosphere of a room

and help people
get on their face before God.

See, 'cause we're created for the eternal,

we're created for the sacred.

Worship, it's an opportunity
to create a space,

to connect with the deepest
of deeps within us.

What we're doing
tonight is eternal.

And let's not forget,

music is God's idea.

Let's not forget where all this came from.

I think it just was
one of those moments

where the spirit of God globally was
answering the prayers of the people.

♪ Spirit lead me ♪

♪ Where my trust is without borders ♪

♪ Let me walk upon the waters ♪

? Wherever You would call me?

♪ Take me deeper ♪

♪ Than my feet could ever wander ♪

♪ And my faith will be made stronger ♪

Sometimes when God moves,

He's accompanied by a soundtrack.

And so often it's not the soundtrack
that releases the thing,

it's that God's moving and then
there's this kind of musical outburst

because of what God's doing.

♪ Take me deeper than ♪

♪ My feet could ever wander ♪

♪ And my faith will be made stronger ♪

♪ In the presence of my Savior ♪

♪ Keep my eyes above the waves ♪

♪ My soul ♪

♪ My soul will rest in Your embrace ♪

♪ I am Yours ♪

♪ And You are mine. ♪

♪ Our love ♪

♪ I'm sorry, Lord,
for the thing I've made it ♪

♪ It's all about You ♪

♪ It's all about You, Jesus ♪

There's something about those songs
on that first Worship album,

and what they say, uh,
like "The Heart of Worship."

I think was one of the greatest songs
that Matt Redman has written.

Twenty years later.

Yeah.

Do you remember
the year we bought this place?

- 1994.
- That's right.

When I first came out and saw it,
I thought, "This is it."

I certainly couldn't afford to buy
the whole thing and my friend, Amy...

That was back when concert tickets
were really selling.

- You were selling some CDs.
- Yeah, yeah.

These cabins, they were moved
here probably in 1896.

We know that because the date is etched
in a couple of the cornerstones.

Seven years ago, I wanted the farm
to not just be a personal retreat.

It's beautiful to have a place,
but it's more beautiful if you share it.

And so, this is our fifth year to do
this thing called "keeping the fire."

In 2017, we lit a fire on January 1st,

and I created this invitation
that just said,

"Hey, we're trying to see how long
we can keep a single fire lit.

Would you like to come
keep the fire for 48 hours?

Just bring a sleeping bag,
a two-day picnic,

and keep the fire going.

But, maybe look at life
from a different perspective

and be reminded of fires
in your own life that need tending."

Since January 1st.

And if it's gone out,
nobody's fessed up to it.

That very first year, I took
a really beautiful journal

that somebody had given me,
and I just scribbled out,

"This is kind of why we're doing this.

I'm not really sure what it means,

but things become beautiful
because you nurture them."

You can open up anywhere.
A dad will say,

"This is the first time
I have freely openly grieved

the death of my 21-year-old son.

I had no idea
I needed this kind of space."

I think it's amazing when people

will actually say something
about their lives.

That's pretty vulnerable.

Now, have you kept the fire yet? Come on.

- Will you?
- Oh, I will keep the fire.

- Okay.
- Yes, I will.

- A few last questions.
- Okay.

One more question.

After this, I've got one
or two more questions

- and then begin to wrap things up.
- Okay.

I'll combine
my last two questions.

Okay.

Is there anything
else you wanna cover?

All right, I just have a couple more
questions and then we'll wrap up.

That journey of being a trailblazer,
would you do it over again?

Oh, yeah.

Amy and I have talked about this
a lot, even on this last tour.

Every night we get ready
to walk out to this big orchestra,

and we're in these arenas,
and I grab her hand and I say,

"Can you believe we get to do this?"

I mean, I love music.

Music can sustain us
in the toughest of times.

That's a gift from God.

There's something about a song.

There's something about
a song or a piece of music

that I believe touches the soul
like somebody talking to you can't.

I'm honored to be a part
of Christian music.

I don't take it lightly.
I think we've come a long way.

I still think we have a ways to go
in really becoming family.

God uses people that are broken

to write songs that reach out
to the broken.

Now there's every kind
of recordable music imaginable

with people singing about their faith,

and it's beautiful.

We're now in a transition zone

of wanting to pass the baton on
to a new generation

to say, "Okay, you run, and you go

and watch what God can do."

And shifting into a role

of really just encouraging
and cheering on

those who are taking the baton
and running.

The beauty
of what's happening today is,

artists are just going out,

the Lecraes of the world,
the Lauren Daigles of the world.

These people are just out there.

They're not put under the category
"Christian music."

There's a reason why
we use songs to worship God,

and then feel this connection
with Him through that.

I really like Lauren.

Right as her rocket ship
was igniting, I was going,

"Hey, do you wanna go take
a walk and sit in the woods?"

She told me once, she said,

"The first purchase you need to make
is a piece of property,

because you need
the place for solace."

And I think it's because
she probably recognized

that she and I are wired so similarly.

I've been to that cabin.

And you play games,

and you write a note,

and you say, "I was here and I was
stoking the fire today."

I hope that I can blaze a trail

for people to be bold about what they care
about, about what they believe in.

Bold, for the sake of the Gospel.

I've always struggled
with having an artist

who could take me
under their wing and say,

"Let me explain how this goes

and let me be a source of wisdom
and guidance for you."

The only person
who has reached out,

made themselves available,
was Kirk Franklin.

And Kirk has been,

man, a godsend in so many situations,
so many cases for me.

Every setback, there would be
a glimmer of hope.

Every time you're like,
"the walls just keep coming up,"

a brick would fall.

Toby has paved a way for me,

and he has opened up so many doors.

We find him championing artists
that are people of color.

Like, he's done it time and time again,
and he certainly did it with me.

I wouldn't change my journey
for anything.

My profound hope
is that this music

continues to reach out around the world

more than ever in history,

and offers people a sense of hope,

and a sense of togetherness,
and a sense of joy

maybe that they've not experienced.

I'm seeing more and more artists
that are just saying,

"Hey, we want to make art that's
illuminated by our faith. Great art."

Let the light be so beautiful, so bright

that the world just can't deny it.

There's always
a much bigger story to everything.

Always.

You know, God is good.

And you're just another one of His messy
followers telling people how good He is.

All right,
we're rolling, guys.

So, let's just start
at the beginning, like...

- Cool.
- Come on, dig out the gold.

Whew.

Don't use any of that.

Well, how do ya feel
about that, Devil?

I'm a-feelin' mighty low.

Good.

Hi-ho Silver, away!