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My boss wanted to call
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the cops on this guy.
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I didn’t want to stop him.
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What inspired you to apply
to No Negro Left Behind?
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I’m a fan of some
of your alumni.
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-What was your name?
-Arsema.
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It’s like a relationship,
you know?
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I don’t like those, either.
Are you in one?
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There’s something
I should probably tell you.
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There’s that whole mess
with Drew and Zayna,
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and I did something I regret.
Uh...
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This coming
from that 12-step thing?
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Bro, just focus
on your sobriety. You’re good.
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♪ "Reggae Rockers"
by Nicodrum & Friends ♪
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♪♪♪♪♪
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Do you need some help,
or... no?
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No. I’ve been... I’ve been tying
my shoes for... for months.
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-[chuckles]
-Um, you’ve had better shares.
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-Today wasn’t really your day.
-Oh.
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-Oh, really?
-Yeah.
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And what would you
have done differently
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if you were in charge, then?
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I would’ve said different words.
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Oh, you would’ve
said different--
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-Yeah. Yeah.
-Okay. I didn’t think of that.
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Okay, good to know
for the next time.
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I just... Not to critique, but--
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Yeah. No, please, I appreciate
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your feedback, obviously.
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You’ve been here for so long.
You have so much experience.
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I’m giving you
a fresh perspective.
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-Oh.
-It was just kind of...
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It’s like,
"Drugs never solved my problem.
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They just let me ignore them."
It was just, like,
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-a little dull, you know?
-Oh, perfect quote.
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You remembered it word for word.
Sounds pretty memorable.
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I know, ’cause I wanted
to tell you to, like, tweak it.
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-Thank you.
-Um, I didn’t know
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-you were a runner.
-Oh, yeah. I run
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or ride my bike every day.
Otherwise, I’d kill myself.
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-Don’t do that.
-Okay.
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You know I work
in a bike shop, right?
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I thought
you were a sex ed teacher.
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No, I’m a jack of two trades.
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I can’t imagine
you riding a bike.
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Why would that be
a thing you’d say?
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’Cause it’s just...
it’s a bike ride.
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It’s, like, a lot of,
you know, strength, activity.
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You’re kind of more like a...
[sighs] like a sigh.
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Uh, I’m not a sigh. I coached my
high school’s basketball team.
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Yeah. Coaches sit
on the bench, and they, like,
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wear suits and dress shoes.
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’Cause they-they played so much
until then.
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-You know? Yeah.
-Uh-huh. Yeah. Hey, um,
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are you gonna be
at the meeting next week?
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Do you want me
to be at the next meeting,
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or do you want me
to not be at the next meeting?
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-No, don’t, please don’t come.
-Okay. Um, yeah.
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Don’t even... don’t even be
in the city, if possible.
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-Then I think I have a thing.
-[chuckles] Okay. No, no.
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I-I, uh...
I’m a year sober next week.
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-Oh, congratulations. Yeah.
-Thanks.
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So, yeah, I don’t know.
It’d be nice if you were there.
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Um, sure.
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How does that...
how does that work?
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Is it like a party
kind of thing?
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Do you have, like,
balloons, or...
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-Uh...
-Uh, do I bake a cake, or...
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Do you bake?
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Yeah. No, I bake, yeah.
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-Really? Huh.
-Sure. Yeah, yeah.
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-Great.
-Who-who doesn’t? Yeah.
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Yeah, okay, great, then yeah.
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-I’d love that. Cool.
-Mm-hmm.
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Um, but, yeah, also, would you
be down to share at the meeting?
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It’s, like, cool for a newcomer
to speak at these things.
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Oh, sure.
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Yeah. Um...
speak about my baking,
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-or about... about you?
-[chuckles] No.
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You know, ever since
your brief share the other week,
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where you were
talking to everyone
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about ratting out that guy--
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Yeah, yeah. Okay.
Yeah, yeah. No, I-I got it.
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-Yeah. There’s no need to, um...
-I’m just telling you.
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There’s no need to say it aloud.
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I thought it was good.
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Like, it was brave,
but we don’t even need
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-to remember what I said.
-Okay.
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Um... But, yeah, okay. Cool.
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-Yeah. So, I’ll-I’ll...
-Game plan.
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-Okay, so... [muttering]
-[laughing] This is not...
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this is not what I wanted to do.
See, this is...
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You’re not a sports person.
I was putting my hand in.
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-Oh, I gotcha.
-You coached basketball.
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Sorry. So, I’ll-I’ll share
instead of baking.
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No, bake and share, Dan.
I want the cake.
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All right.
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♪ "Charade" by Four Tracks ♪
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♪ You go through the motion ♪
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[Ben] Do ducks have
any significance
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in the community
that I’m unaware of?
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-Mm. They fly south.
-Mm.
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We all know what happened
in the South.
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[Ben] Hmm. Also,
notice the moon is out.
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[Nancy]
Hmm.
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Why would you have a picnic
at night?
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If you aren’t allowed
in the park
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-during the day.
-Mm.
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I can almost feel
the "whites only" fountain
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as if it’s right out of frame.
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Man,
I’m painting ducks because--
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Oh, oh, no, no, no, no, no.
Just, you know,
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-yeah, pretend we’re not here.
-Yes, continue.
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We’re just observing.
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-We’re invisible. [chuckles]
-Yeah.
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-Just... Yeah.
-We don’t exist.
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[Ben] We’re just here
to watch you do you.
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-[Nancy chuckles]
-Okay.
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Yeah, I-I still...
I really don’t get it.
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[whispers]
Maybe that’s the point.
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Maybe we aren’t
supposed to get it.
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Ah, ah.
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Are there any picnics
of notoriety
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that-that we aren’t thinking of?
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[Ben]
All I can think of is Mad Men.
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-[Nancy] Oh, love that show.
-[Ben] I mean,
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rewatched it
and then rewatched it again.
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You know,
it’s kind of hard to paint
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with you guys talking
over my shoulder like this.
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-I feel ya.
-We feel you.
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We see you. We hear you.
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-We are you.
-I just think
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we were looking for
something more...
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-Oh, like Black?
-[Nancy] Ooh.
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[chuckles] Oh, no. No, no.
No, not-not Black.
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No, I think... I believe
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the word you’re looking for
is "ancestral."
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Uh, Nance,
I-I think we mean "authentic."
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-That’s what I said.
-Authentic.
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-Huh.
-[Nancy] You know,
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-channel your roots.
-[Ben] Yeah.
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We really want to
feel the history.
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You know, maybe put
some bad guys in there.
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[chuckles forcefully]
All right.
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Uh, I’m-a go grab
more white paint.
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-[Nancy] Oh, great.
-Yeah. [chuckles]
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[Ben]
Great.
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-Yeah, be right back.
-[Ben] Uh-huh.
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[sighs]
Fuck, man.
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Fuck these white people, man.
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Like, at least wait
until we finish the painting
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before you start talking,
like, damn.
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Maybe you should learn
to paint faster.
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Word? You like painting
underneath they microscope?
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They can’t even say
the word "Black."
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What the fuck is "authentic"?
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Doesn’t bother me.
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Maybe you’re too sensitive.
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[groans] Maybe. I don’t know.
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Oh, shit.
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-Ooh.
-Oh, I’m sorry.
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-I did not mean to interrupt.
-[scoffs]
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I just came to get paint.
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Oh, looks like you’re stealing.
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[chuckles] You’re funny.
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Um, uh, uh...
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I’m a big fan of your work.
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[chuckles] Thanks.
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Yeah.
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Yeah. I almost didn’t even join
this fellowship,
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but then I saw your name
on the alumni list.
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So then I was like,
"Oh, shit. Nneka Stevenson.
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That’s crazy.
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I’ve got to be in there,"
and now we’re here together.
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It’s, like, really cool.
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-Cool. [scoffs]
-Yeah. Yeah.
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All right.
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Um... Hey, do you--
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-Prefer working in silence?
-Um...
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Yes.
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Okay.
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I’m just gonna leave the paint
here for you,
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’cause you look
like you need it.
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I-I do. I’m a painter.
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-Uh-huh. All right.
-Bye.
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-I love you.
-What?
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[sighs] Mr. Hill.
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I’ve worked out
the terms of your bail.
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You cannot leave the state.
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I’m local with it, that’s cool.
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And you can’t possess a firearm.
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Yeah,
they wouldn’t give me a gun.
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And you are subject to
random alcohol and drug testing.
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-Both?
-Yeah, both.
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[sighs] You got them cigarettes
I asked for?
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Come on, son. The fuck is this?
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-I said get me some menthols.
-Those are menthols, Mr. Hill.
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Yeah, for Russian bitches.
I can’t smoke this shit.
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The last thing on your mind
should be bitches.
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-It is, though.
-Listen, man.
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Your sobriety is the most
important part of this case.
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We’re gonna claim that
you were under the influence
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at the time
the shooting occurred.
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-A’ight. I like that.
-Huh?
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Huh? And it helps
that you have no priors.
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Mm-hmm.
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Though you did shoot
a government employee.
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Yeah, in the leg.
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They acting
like I killed the nigga.
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He walking, right?
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Let me be the lawyer, Mr. Hill.
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This is an uphill battle, man.
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I came up with a few ideas
that I think might help us out.
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Community service?
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-Yeah.
-Self-imposed curfew?
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What is this, pre-prison?
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And why can’t I own a pet?
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-Wait, that’s on there?
-[scoffs]
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All right. Don’t pay
attention to that, man.
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That’s my last client.
Nigga fucked a goat.
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Let me get these Caprice, man.
Shit.
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After I pay this bail...
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...I’m-a be tapped out.
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How I’m supposed to make money
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if you got me running around
cleaning sidewalks and shit?
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I just want to remind you
how serious this is.
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You couldn’t even get me
the right cigarettes.
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So how I don’t know
you’re just stringing me along
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for the bread?
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Fake-ass Cellino
and Barnes-ass nigga.
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Mr. Hill,
any lawyer would tell you
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that you have to look favorable
in the eyes of the court.
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-[clicks tongue]
-You want them feeling,
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thinking and believing that
not only are you remorseful,
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but you are gonna
rehabilitate yourself
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without them making
your Black ass do it.
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Come on, man. You can do this.
238
00:08:12,959 --> 00:08:14,894
Let me get that lighter
real quick.
239
00:08:16,863 --> 00:08:19,466
So, you’re not gonna give me
a Newport?
240
00:08:19,499 --> 00:08:21,535
Nah, man, these are
for my Russian bitches.
241
00:08:21,568 --> 00:08:23,303
Svetlana love these.
242
00:08:23,336 --> 00:08:25,305
♪ "This Love" by Paldoore ♪
243
00:08:25,338 --> 00:08:26,873
-This nigga here.
-[laughs]
244
00:08:26,906 --> 00:08:28,475
♪ No ♪
245
00:08:28,508 --> 00:08:31,544
♪♪♪♪♪
246
00:08:34,914 --> 00:08:37,150
I could’ve swore
this pipe was working last week.
247
00:08:37,183 --> 00:08:39,386
Yeah, ’cause you didn’t pay
the water bill.
248
00:08:39,419 --> 00:08:41,555
That is correct.
249
00:08:41,588 --> 00:08:43,256
[entry bell chimes]
250
00:08:43,289 --> 00:08:45,525
Holy dad of a dope fiend.
251
00:08:45,558 --> 00:08:47,060
What the fuck?
252
00:08:47,093 --> 00:08:48,762
What?
253
00:08:48,795 --> 00:08:50,864
-Oh, it’s just flour.
-[Kareem] Oh, flour. Oh.
254
00:08:50,897 --> 00:08:52,766
Thank goodness.
255
00:08:52,799 --> 00:08:54,367
Gotta make sure you stay sober,
256
00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:55,702
since my rehab cured you.
257
00:08:55,735 --> 00:08:57,704
Bro, you look
like an ashy albino.
258
00:08:57,737 --> 00:08:59,506
Yeah, had to bake a cake
259
00:08:59,539 --> 00:09:01,107
for my NA friend’s
sober anniversary.
260
00:09:01,140 --> 00:09:02,875
Can you just try it
and tell me if it’s all right?
261
00:09:04,410 --> 00:09:05,712
It’s not about how it looks.
262
00:09:05,745 --> 00:09:07,513
It’s more just about
how it tastes.
263
00:09:08,481 --> 00:09:09,449
Yeah, this ain’t it.
264
00:09:09,482 --> 00:09:10,784
Yeah, I know. Fuck.
265
00:09:10,817 --> 00:09:12,352
I can’t bake,
but I said I could bake,
266
00:09:12,385 --> 00:09:14,354
so now I spent the last
three hours baking trash.
267
00:09:14,387 --> 00:09:16,489
-She asked you to?
-I offered. I-I don’t know.
268
00:09:16,522 --> 00:09:18,825
When you like somebody, words
just kind of come out sometimes.
269
00:09:18,858 --> 00:09:20,293
Oh, you trying to...
270
00:09:23,563 --> 00:09:25,498
Stop, stop, stop.
Stop, stop. Stop.
271
00:09:25,531 --> 00:09:27,934
No, no. You’re not supposed to
date the first year of recovery,
272
00:09:27,967 --> 00:09:29,336
but I want to bake this cake
so we can date
273
00:09:29,369 --> 00:09:31,037
in our second year,
and then...
274
00:09:31,070 --> 00:09:32,371
and then do all that stuff.
275
00:09:33,373 --> 00:09:35,442
A’ight, make sure you use some
almond milk or something, man.
276
00:09:35,475 --> 00:09:36,843
You don’t want her farting
on herself.
277
00:09:36,876 --> 00:09:39,913
Okay. Almond milk.
Yo, Kareem?
278
00:09:39,946 --> 00:09:41,414
Hey, what’s up, son?
279
00:09:41,447 --> 00:09:43,083
Um, could I skip this shift?
I just got to
280
00:09:43,116 --> 00:09:46,252
head home so I could try again
to bake this thing.
281
00:09:46,285 --> 00:09:47,721
But why?
282
00:09:47,754 --> 00:09:49,422
Uh, it’s my friend Sydney.
283
00:09:49,455 --> 00:09:51,157
-It’s her, uh, birthday.
-Hmm.
284
00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:55,729
-Son.
-Yeah?
285
00:09:55,762 --> 00:09:57,964
My taste buds
just killed themselves.
286
00:09:57,997 --> 00:09:59,466
Told you.
287
00:09:59,499 --> 00:10:00,767
I don’t know
why you don’t ask me for help.
288
00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:01,901
-Yeah.
-[Kevin] See?
289
00:10:01,934 --> 00:10:03,637
’Cause you know I know recipes.
290
00:10:03,670 --> 00:10:05,238
You ever had
peanut butter crawfish cake?
291
00:10:05,271 --> 00:10:06,673
That sounds gross, man.
292
00:10:06,706 --> 00:10:08,675
You haven’t even heard
the ingredients.
293
00:10:08,708 --> 00:10:10,577
I just heard two of them.
Yo, can I go?
294
00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:11,911
No, you got to work.
295
00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:13,246
Listen, if you want to bake,
296
00:10:13,279 --> 00:10:15,181
you can bake
next to the wrenches.
297
00:10:15,214 --> 00:10:17,584
You know? I got a microwave,
I got a sink,
298
00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:19,853
and I got a baby oven
just for emergencies.
299
00:10:19,886 --> 00:10:21,588
I didn’t know
you had the baby oven.
300
00:10:21,621 --> 00:10:24,791
[Kevin] Man. Fuck. Damn, bro.
This fellowship, man.
301
00:10:24,824 --> 00:10:27,360
-It’s not fun?
-[Kevin] I don’t know, man.
302
00:10:27,393 --> 00:10:29,229
They just want me
to make some bullshit, man.
303
00:10:29,262 --> 00:10:30,730
-I don’t know what I’m finna do.
-Can’t you just ask someone
304
00:10:30,763 --> 00:10:32,332
who really knows the program
for advice?
305
00:10:32,365 --> 00:10:34,334
It’s been going on for years.
Somebody knows.
306
00:10:34,367 --> 00:10:36,202
-Yeah, I guess I could.
-[Kareem] Yeah.
307
00:10:36,235 --> 00:10:38,471
Why you don’t ask for help?
You know what I’m saying?
308
00:10:38,504 --> 00:10:40,206
What, you-you think
you’re too cool?
309
00:10:40,239 --> 00:10:41,341
You guys ain’t me.
310
00:10:41,374 --> 00:10:42,809
Bro, you need help.
311
00:10:42,842 --> 00:10:44,310
You can’t even fix the pipe.
312
00:10:44,343 --> 00:10:46,012
Why don’t you call Larry
and ask him
313
00:10:46,045 --> 00:10:47,680
how he used to fix the pipes
when he owned the shop?
314
00:10:48,681 --> 00:10:51,184
Damn, Kevin,
that is the best idea you had
315
00:10:51,217 --> 00:10:53,586
since you told me to stop
paying Dan time and a half.
316
00:10:53,619 --> 00:10:55,422
That was you?
317
00:10:55,455 --> 00:10:57,090
A’ight, I’ll see y’all later.
318
00:10:57,123 --> 00:10:58,458
-The boy’s a genius.
-You owe me a lot of money.
319
00:10:58,491 --> 00:10:59,626
-Why would you...
-[entry bell chimes]
320
00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:02,162
Son, he owes us all money.
321
00:11:02,195 --> 00:11:03,630
He does, son.
322
00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:05,732
[Drew] Damn,
Zayna keep hitting my jack.
323
00:11:05,765 --> 00:11:07,467
[Blue]
Yo, so pick up.
324
00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:09,636
And say what?
She’s back in school,
325
00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:11,204
holding up her end
of the bargain.
326
00:11:11,237 --> 00:11:12,505
Meanwhile, I’m out here
327
00:11:12,538 --> 00:11:13,640
and can’t make the money
to pay her rent.
328
00:11:13,673 --> 00:11:15,375
Bro, she can stay here with us.
329
00:11:15,408 --> 00:11:17,477
Nigga, I don’t even want
to stay here with us.
330
00:11:17,510 --> 00:11:19,012
I’m just trying
to problem-solve.
331
00:11:19,045 --> 00:11:21,047
Son, I can’t even
take my jacket off
332
00:11:21,080 --> 00:11:22,682
’cause your heater don’t work.
333
00:11:22,715 --> 00:11:24,084
Bro, why I need
a heater and an oven, man?
334
00:11:24,117 --> 00:11:26,519
That shit redundant.
335
00:11:26,552 --> 00:11:29,189
Yo, I’m not taking nothing else
away from Zay.
336
00:11:29,222 --> 00:11:31,458
I promise. We got to
figure out our business.
337
00:11:31,491 --> 00:11:33,359
Listen, man,
wasn’t nobody fucking with us
338
00:11:33,392 --> 00:11:34,761
before you got arrested.
339
00:11:34,794 --> 00:11:35,862
What you think
it’s gonna be like now?
340
00:11:35,895 --> 00:11:37,597
I don’t give a fuck.
341
00:11:37,630 --> 00:11:40,467
We don’t have a choice.
We can’t be out here lacking.
342
00:11:40,500 --> 00:11:42,802
All right, bro. Listen,
I’m-a check with a connect.
343
00:11:42,835 --> 00:11:44,471
You do that shit on the list
your lawyer gave you?
344
00:11:44,504 --> 00:11:46,473
Man, I’ll get to all that shit.
345
00:11:46,506 --> 00:11:48,374
Bro, that shit’s serious.
346
00:11:48,407 --> 00:11:50,643
You seen what happened with
Ducky from Coney Island, right?
347
00:11:50,676 --> 00:11:52,712
His lawyer told him to wear
a suit at the arraignment.
348
00:11:52,745 --> 00:11:54,047
He didn’t listen.
349
00:11:54,080 --> 00:11:55,115
You see how that shit
turned out.
350
00:11:55,148 --> 00:11:57,283
That crazy motherfucker was up
351
00:11:57,316 --> 00:11:59,719
on seven charges
of grand larceny
352
00:11:59,752 --> 00:12:01,354
and came in a bathrobe.
353
00:12:01,387 --> 00:12:03,790
-The fuck, he Ghostface?
-It was a kimono.
354
00:12:03,823 --> 00:12:05,925
-Nigga, this ain’t the same.
-Listen, you end up like Ducky
355
00:12:05,958 --> 00:12:07,761
or your brother,
it’s all good, bro.
356
00:12:07,794 --> 00:12:09,929
Zay can stay here with me.
357
00:12:09,962 --> 00:12:12,966
I got mad Pop-Tarts in the back.
358
00:12:12,999 --> 00:12:14,768
Ah, don’t touch that shit, bro.
359
00:12:14,801 --> 00:12:16,836
[video game announcer]
Chun-Li wins.
360
00:12:35,621 --> 00:12:38,758
-What are you doing?
-Oh, shit. Yo. Fuck.
361
00:12:38,791 --> 00:12:40,794
You scared the shit out of me.
I thought you was Nneka.
362
00:12:40,827 --> 00:12:42,595
You trying to steal
her paintings?
363
00:12:42,628 --> 00:12:44,130
Nah, I’m just
trying to get inspired.
364
00:12:44,163 --> 00:12:45,932
What you think of this?
365
00:12:45,965 --> 00:12:48,968
I like it. I...
I think it’s different.
366
00:12:49,001 --> 00:12:50,637
I like that she’s trying
to do something new.
367
00:12:50,670 --> 00:12:53,640
Really? I’m not into it.
368
00:12:53,673 --> 00:12:55,241
[scoffs]
369
00:12:56,342 --> 00:12:57,710
What’s so funny?
370
00:12:57,743 --> 00:13:00,280
You’ve been getting
the worst reviews,
371
00:13:00,313 --> 00:13:03,283
and you’re critiquing someone
who actually won the fellowship?
372
00:13:03,316 --> 00:13:04,617
Shit, I got to be myself
373
00:13:04,650 --> 00:13:05,985
if I’m gonna win this thing,
so...
374
00:13:06,986 --> 00:13:08,955
Maybe you’re better off
just copying me.
375
00:13:08,988 --> 00:13:11,024
-Mm-hmm. Whoa--
-[Nneka] Or me.
376
00:13:11,057 --> 00:13:13,126
Oh, shit. Hi, um, sorry.
377
00:13:13,159 --> 00:13:16,196
We-we were just, you know what?
We was about to leave.
378
00:13:16,229 --> 00:13:18,665
It’s fine.
I was taking a break.
379
00:13:18,698 --> 00:13:21,000
What you think about that?
380
00:13:21,033 --> 00:13:22,468
I like it.
381
00:13:24,170 --> 00:13:26,372
Uh, I...
382
00:13:26,405 --> 00:13:28,308
I don’t like to judge
before it’s done.
383
00:13:28,341 --> 00:13:29,976
I-I respect the process.
384
00:13:30,009 --> 00:13:31,444
I mean, it’s basically finished.
385
00:13:31,477 --> 00:13:34,314
Yeah, but still.
Like, you know, I...
386
00:13:34,347 --> 00:13:36,349
I just paint. You know?
I’m not a critic.
387
00:13:36,382 --> 00:13:38,785
[scoffs]
Nigga, everybody’s a critic.
388
00:13:38,818 --> 00:13:40,720
Unless you’re scared
I’m gonna shit on you
389
00:13:40,753 --> 00:13:42,121
if you say you don’t like it.
390
00:13:42,154 --> 00:13:44,657
Uh... no.
391
00:13:44,690 --> 00:13:46,526
-No.
-Then tell me what you think.
392
00:13:46,559 --> 00:13:48,127
Um...
393
00:13:49,629 --> 00:13:51,731
I like your old stuff
a little bit better.
394
00:13:51,764 --> 00:13:54,434
[laughs] The fuck do you know?
395
00:13:54,467 --> 00:13:56,069
Dressed like a task rabbit.
396
00:13:56,102 --> 00:13:58,338
If you’re going to
shit on my art,
397
00:13:58,371 --> 00:14:00,106
I’m gonna need you to give me
a better reason than
398
00:14:00,139 --> 00:14:02,008
you like my old stuff better.
399
00:14:02,041 --> 00:14:04,543
I’m gonna go kill this bottle
of wine. Y’all coming?
400
00:14:07,346 --> 00:14:09,014
[mouthing]
401
00:14:12,051 --> 00:14:15,054
[hip-hop music playing faintly
over radio]
402
00:14:15,087 --> 00:14:16,422
[entry bell chimes]
403
00:14:16,455 --> 00:14:18,658
Oh, yeah. Time for a sale.
404
00:14:18,691 --> 00:14:20,660
-How you doing?
-Hey. Hey, good.
405
00:14:20,693 --> 00:14:22,595
I’m-I’m actually,
I’m looking for Dan. Is he here?
406
00:14:22,628 --> 00:14:24,396
Are you a cop?
407
00:14:25,398 --> 00:14:27,667
-What? No, no. No. I...
-[Dan] Hey.
408
00:14:27,700 --> 00:14:29,535
-Oh!
-Hey, I’m here.
409
00:14:29,568 --> 00:14:31,004
Oh, my gosh, speaking of. Hey.
410
00:14:31,037 --> 00:14:32,739
Kareem, this is Sydney.
Sydney, Kareem.
411
00:14:32,772 --> 00:14:34,374
-Hi. Nice to meet you.
-Hey. How you doing, darling?
412
00:14:34,407 --> 00:14:36,009
-Happy birthday.
-Oh, my...
413
00:14:36,042 --> 00:14:37,243
-Thank you.
-It’s your birthday.
414
00:14:37,276 --> 00:14:38,511
Yes, it’s my birthday today.
415
00:14:38,544 --> 00:14:40,046
-Thank you.
-Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
416
00:14:40,079 --> 00:14:41,414
I was telling Dan
I love biking, so...
417
00:14:41,447 --> 00:14:42,849
Oh, yeah?
You should come by
418
00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:44,450
our Tricycle Treasure Hunt
next month.
419
00:14:44,483 --> 00:14:46,386
Nobody ever finds
the tricycles I bury.
420
00:14:46,419 --> 00:14:48,087
You bury the tricycle?
421
00:14:48,120 --> 00:14:50,056
In the ground?
422
00:14:50,089 --> 00:14:51,824
It’s a hell of a hunt.
423
00:14:51,857 --> 00:14:54,427
-He’s actually my stepdad. Yeah.
-Oh, shit.
424
00:14:54,460 --> 00:14:55,962
-Okay.
-Yeah, Daddy’s here.
425
00:14:55,995 --> 00:14:57,130
-I love that.
-So, uh...
426
00:14:57,163 --> 00:14:58,498
Yeah.
427
00:14:58,531 --> 00:14:59,766
Where did you two
know each other from?
428
00:14:59,799 --> 00:15:00,934
-Oh, we’re friends.
-We’re--
429
00:15:00,967 --> 00:15:02,835
-We are friends...
-Yeah. Yeah.
430
00:15:02,868 --> 00:15:06,572
...from the same
book club together.
431
00:15:06,605 --> 00:15:08,207
-Mm-hmm. Book club.
-Yeah.
432
00:15:09,208 --> 00:15:11,377
Son, let me talk to you
for a minute, okay?
433
00:15:12,445 --> 00:15:14,280
Okay. Um, you know, Sydney,
you can look at...
434
00:15:14,313 --> 00:15:16,616
-Oh, thank you.
-...the wheels and stuff.
435
00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:17,951
-Okay, yeah. Will do.
-Uh, listen.
436
00:15:17,984 --> 00:15:19,919
Where do you
really know her from?
437
00:15:19,952 --> 00:15:22,021
’Cause ain’t no man in their
right mind discusses a book.
438
00:15:22,054 --> 00:15:23,723
I just know her from around.
I don’t know, just...
439
00:15:23,756 --> 00:15:25,825
Around? Come on now.
440
00:15:25,858 --> 00:15:27,927
You go to school,
you come to this bike shop,
441
00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:30,763
and you sit your sorry,
sad ass at home.
442
00:15:30,796 --> 00:15:31,998
-It’s not sad and sorry.
-Come on, man.
443
00:15:32,031 --> 00:15:33,132
Where you really know her from?
444
00:15:35,468 --> 00:15:37,103
I met her...
445
00:15:37,136 --> 00:15:38,438
-I met her in NA. I’m in NA.
-[gasps]
446
00:15:38,471 --> 00:15:41,140
NA? When did this happen?
447
00:15:41,173 --> 00:15:42,575
A month or two ago.
I don’t know.
448
00:15:42,608 --> 00:15:44,310
Why didn’t you tell
your daddy sooner?
449
00:15:44,343 --> 00:15:46,512
Because you worked so hard
to cure me
450
00:15:46,545 --> 00:15:48,348
with that at-home rehab
a while ago,
451
00:15:48,381 --> 00:15:50,016
and I didn’t want you
to think you failed.
452
00:15:50,049 --> 00:15:52,318
[scoffs] I would never
think I failed.
453
00:15:52,351 --> 00:15:54,787
I think you failed
to accept my cure.
454
00:15:54,820 --> 00:15:56,089
Okay, well, you kind of failed.
455
00:15:56,122 --> 00:15:58,324
[groans]
I can’t believe this. NA.
456
00:15:58,357 --> 00:15:59,459
This is a lot
to process right now.
457
00:15:59,492 --> 00:16:00,560
Go, process it. Yeah.
458
00:16:00,593 --> 00:16:02,095
Where is this place at?
459
00:16:02,128 --> 00:16:03,429
Where-where are you dope fiends
meeting at today?
460
00:16:03,462 --> 00:16:04,931
Where are
the "dope fiends" meeting?
461
00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:07,433
Yeah.
Where y’all be nodding off at?
462
00:16:07,466 --> 00:16:09,802
Okay, look.
It’s on Tilden at 5:00.
463
00:16:09,835 --> 00:16:11,471
-Hmm. Hmm.
-It’s just a normal thing.
464
00:16:11,504 --> 00:16:13,239
You cannot tell anybody
I’m in the meetings, okay?
465
00:16:13,272 --> 00:16:14,640
It’s a secret. It’s anonymous.
That’s the whole thing.
466
00:16:14,673 --> 00:16:16,843
[grunts] I got you.
467
00:16:16,876 --> 00:16:19,112
Okay. Ready to go?
468
00:16:19,145 --> 00:16:20,980
-Yes. Great to meet you, Kareem.
-You, too.
469
00:16:21,013 --> 00:16:22,281
-A pleasure.
-You’re damn right.
470
00:16:22,314 --> 00:16:23,516
-Love your shop.
-I know.
471
00:16:23,549 --> 00:16:25,118
-Good vibes.
-All right.
472
00:16:25,151 --> 00:16:26,285
Helmets could be, like,
a little bit cheaper.
473
00:16:26,318 --> 00:16:27,253
-[entry bell chimes]
-Yep.
474
00:16:27,286 --> 00:16:28,488
Tell that to inflation.
475
00:16:28,521 --> 00:16:30,390
[indistinct chatter]
476
00:16:30,423 --> 00:16:32,358
You doing anything at midnight
for your anniversary?
477
00:16:32,391 --> 00:16:34,160
No, it’s not
like New Year’s Eve, Dan.
478
00:16:34,193 --> 00:16:35,561
I could throw
this fucking cake out,
479
00:16:35,594 --> 00:16:36,963
-if you’re not--
-No, no. Thank you.
480
00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:38,131
-Thank you for making it.
-We are ready.
481
00:16:38,164 --> 00:16:39,665
-Okay.
-Is that cake?
482
00:16:39,698 --> 00:16:41,000
Yeah, but it’s for Sydney,
so you shouldn’t--
483
00:16:41,033 --> 00:16:42,035
-Oh, that-- Well...
-Okay, well...
484
00:16:42,068 --> 00:16:44,537
Mmm! Almond milk. Very good.
485
00:16:44,570 --> 00:16:46,506
You could tell
it’s almond milk from that?
486
00:16:46,539 --> 00:16:48,975
I know my cake.
You bake this, Dan?
487
00:16:49,008 --> 00:16:50,643
Yeah. I did, actually.
488
00:16:50,676 --> 00:16:52,211
-Can you bake every week?
-Uh, I have two jobs.
489
00:16:52,244 --> 00:16:53,846
-I don’t think--
-It’d be great if he did.
490
00:16:53,879 --> 00:16:55,415
Honestly, I’m so bad at it.
You should teach me.
491
00:16:55,448 --> 00:16:57,016
Uh, yeah, no. I think
I could actually, yeah.
492
00:16:57,049 --> 00:16:58,818
-Yeah, for sure. For sure...
-Yeah? Okay, cool.
493
00:16:58,851 --> 00:17:01,320
I have two jobs
but need a hobby. Yeah.
494
00:17:01,353 --> 00:17:03,122
-[entry bell chimes]
-And remember,
495
00:17:03,155 --> 00:17:04,457
one tie, you’re a clown.
496
00:17:04,490 --> 00:17:06,292
Two, you’re Lance Armstrong.
497
00:17:06,325 --> 00:17:09,028
-Yo, ’Reem. What’s up?
-Hey, yo, Drew, what up?
498
00:17:09,061 --> 00:17:12,131
Damn. You got grease
all over my shit.
499
00:17:12,164 --> 00:17:14,801
Yeah, well, you got
crime residue all over me.
500
00:17:14,834 --> 00:17:16,002
[chuckles]
501
00:17:16,035 --> 00:17:17,837
-How you been?
-Just got out.
502
00:17:17,870 --> 00:17:19,672
But listen, man,
I need some help.
503
00:17:19,705 --> 00:17:22,341
Hey, man, anything.
Whatever you need.
504
00:17:22,374 --> 00:17:24,577
If anybody ask you,
you tell them I work here.
505
00:17:24,610 --> 00:17:25,912
Oh, that I cannot do.
506
00:17:25,945 --> 00:17:27,847
Look, if you buy a bike,
507
00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:29,882
I’ll throw in a pump
with a kickstand on it.
508
00:17:29,915 --> 00:17:32,418
-But other than that, that’s it.
-Damn.
509
00:17:32,451 --> 00:17:33,486
What happened to
all that pro-Black shit
510
00:17:33,519 --> 00:17:35,088
you used to be on?
511
00:17:35,121 --> 00:17:36,589
That went out the window
when I married that white woman.
512
00:17:36,622 --> 00:17:38,357
See, I’m pro-Black
when it’s convenient,
513
00:17:38,390 --> 00:17:40,259
-like Nike.
-Damn, bro.
514
00:17:40,292 --> 00:17:41,961
I don’t know
how I’m-a do half this shit.
515
00:17:41,994 --> 00:17:43,495
Yeah, let me see that. Come on.
516
00:17:47,800 --> 00:17:50,536
Damn. They act like
you shot the president
517
00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:52,939
while he was holding a baby and
the baby was holding a puppy.
518
00:17:52,972 --> 00:17:56,109
I’m saying! They want me
to get a job, a curfew,
519
00:17:56,142 --> 00:17:59,312
join a drug program
and shit. [sighs]
520
00:17:59,345 --> 00:18:00,913
Hmm.
521
00:18:00,946 --> 00:18:03,082
Drug program? Hmm.
522
00:18:04,383 --> 00:18:06,586
You know one?
523
00:18:06,619 --> 00:18:08,421
Yeah, but I can’t tell you
who’s in it,
524
00:18:08,454 --> 00:18:11,958
’cause, um, it’s anonymous
and I’m sworn to secrecy.
525
00:18:11,991 --> 00:18:13,359
Nigga, I don’t need to know
who’s in it.
526
00:18:13,392 --> 00:18:15,094
Just give me the address
to the meeting.
527
00:18:16,495 --> 00:18:18,464
Hmm. You right.
528
00:18:18,497 --> 00:18:21,734
You know what? It’s on Tilden,
and it’s happening right now.
529
00:18:21,767 --> 00:18:23,536
Yo, ’Reem, you that guy.
530
00:18:23,569 --> 00:18:25,738
-Hey, man, I know. I know.
-Yeah. Appreciate you, ’Reem.
531
00:18:25,771 --> 00:18:28,040
Your savior.
You know we go way back.
532
00:18:28,073 --> 00:18:30,576
-I got you.
-Oh, my God. [chuckles]
533
00:18:30,609 --> 00:18:31,777
-[Kareem sighs]
-[entry bell chimes]
534
00:18:31,810 --> 00:18:33,880
That man’s going
way back to jail.
535
00:18:33,913 --> 00:18:35,314
♪ funky music ♪
536
00:18:35,347 --> 00:18:37,817
♪♪♪♪♪
537
00:18:37,850 --> 00:18:40,219
And I’m so grateful
for this group
538
00:18:40,252 --> 00:18:41,654
for helping me reach
that year sober.
539
00:18:41,687 --> 00:18:43,256
I-I couldn’t have done it
without you.
540
00:18:43,289 --> 00:18:46,325
I mean, my sponsor Andrea,
thank you so much.
541
00:18:46,358 --> 00:18:48,861
You know, sobriety is easier
when things are going well.
542
00:18:48,894 --> 00:18:50,997
It’s trying to continue
when shit hits the fan.
543
00:18:51,030 --> 00:18:53,866
You know, it’s hard to believe
that a little over a year ago,
544
00:18:53,899 --> 00:18:56,002
I was stealing tramadol
from a vet clinic.
545
00:18:56,035 --> 00:18:58,171
They fired me since they had
a "no stealing" rule,
546
00:18:58,204 --> 00:19:00,873
but they also say employees must
wash hands and let’s just say
547
00:19:00,906 --> 00:19:02,975
I’ve seen some dry hands. Okay?
548
00:19:03,008 --> 00:19:05,444
My low point, I made eye
contact with this pigeon
549
00:19:05,477 --> 00:19:07,580
in the park.
He was cooing at me,
550
00:19:07,613 --> 00:19:10,449
but to me, the cooing meant,
"What are you doing, Sydney?
551
00:19:10,482 --> 00:19:14,253
You’re better than dog pills.
Become a paralegal. Join NA."
552
00:19:14,286 --> 00:19:17,423
So I did, but it took me a long
time to be vulnerable here.
553
00:19:17,456 --> 00:19:19,525
-I was so impressed with Dan.
-[rumbling]
554
00:19:19,558 --> 00:19:21,260
-[rumbling stops abruptly]
-I mean, Dan’s really new here,
555
00:19:21,293 --> 00:19:24,931
and he was able to just come in
and-and be so brave,
556
00:19:24,964 --> 00:19:27,500
and-and vulnerable and honest
with your share the other day,
557
00:19:27,533 --> 00:19:29,202
-when you opened up to share--
-Oh, so, um... [stammers]
558
00:19:29,235 --> 00:19:30,870
Uh, you’re done, right?
There’s no more words, yeah?
559
00:19:30,903 --> 00:19:32,972
-Oh. O-Okay. Yeah.
-That was the intro, right?
560
00:19:33,005 --> 00:19:34,507
-Yeah.
-Yeah, sure, fine. Okay.
561
00:19:34,540 --> 00:19:37,109
-Everyone, Dan. Dan. Dan.
-So, um... Yeah, okay.
562
00:19:37,142 --> 00:19:38,978
Sober Sydney, everybody.
563
00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:41,113
Huh? Um...
564
00:19:41,146 --> 00:19:42,682
Well, I just came
up here to say...
565
00:19:42,715 --> 00:19:45,184
Oh, first of all, my name’s Dan.
I’m an addict.
566
00:19:45,217 --> 00:19:47,520
You guys, obviously,
addicts yourselves.
567
00:19:47,553 --> 00:19:49,455
Um, so what are we doing here?
568
00:19:49,488 --> 00:19:51,824
We’re here because we want
a clean slate.
569
00:19:51,857 --> 00:19:55,328
Whatever we’ve done,
whatever we’ve shared--
570
00:19:55,361 --> 00:20:00,366
certainly whatever I’ve shared--
let’s forget it.
571
00:20:00,399 --> 00:20:02,101
[New York accent]
"Forget about it."
572
00:20:02,134 --> 00:20:04,503
All right?
That’ll help us turn the page,
573
00:20:04,536 --> 00:20:05,938
and let’s make it official.
574
00:20:05,971 --> 00:20:09,008
Let’s raise a glass of water,
obviously,
575
00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:13,846
and, uh... blessed be
those who forget.
576
00:20:13,879 --> 00:20:15,881
To forgetting.
577
00:20:15,914 --> 00:20:17,450
-Congrats, Sydney.
-Okay. Thank you, Dan. That’s--
578
00:20:17,483 --> 00:20:19,018
Many more years.
Many more years.
579
00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:20,052
Thank you so-- Okay, sit down.
That’s great.
580
00:20:20,085 --> 00:20:21,120
-Thank you. Uh...
-Okay.
581
00:20:21,153 --> 00:20:22,788
Wow. Uh, yeah.
582
00:20:22,821 --> 00:20:25,124
Let’s just go ahead
and forget that, immediately.
583
00:20:25,157 --> 00:20:27,293
Um, Franklin,
you want to say something?
584
00:20:27,326 --> 00:20:29,095
[Franklin] Yes.
Congratulations, Sydney.
585
00:20:29,128 --> 00:20:30,963
-[Sydney] Thank you.
-Amazing to watch you grow
586
00:20:30,996 --> 00:20:32,565
over this year.
587
00:20:32,598 --> 00:20:33,966
-Thanks, Franklin.
-And, uh... [clears throat]
588
00:20:33,999 --> 00:20:35,468
Hey, everybody,
thank you for coming
589
00:20:35,501 --> 00:20:37,169
to share in the celebration,
and now it’s time
590
00:20:37,202 --> 00:20:38,938
-for some cake.
-[Sydney whoops]
591
00:20:38,971 --> 00:20:41,007
[indistinct chatter]
592
00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:44,243
Uh, Drew.
What-what are you doing here?
593
00:20:44,276 --> 00:20:46,178
Man, I swear
you’re like a bad omen.
594
00:20:46,211 --> 00:20:48,080
Man, I knew I shouldn’t have
trusted Kareem on this spot.
595
00:20:48,113 --> 00:20:49,782
-Kareem.
-Damn.
596
00:20:49,815 --> 00:20:51,350
I fucking knew Kareem would say
some shit. Jesus fuck...
597
00:20:51,383 --> 00:20:53,786
So, you a fucking crackhead
teaching my niece.
598
00:20:53,819 --> 00:20:55,288
Ain’t this some shit.
599
00:20:55,321 --> 00:20:57,323
No, first of all,
every teacher is high. Okay?
600
00:20:57,356 --> 00:20:58,491
That’s how
they get through the year.
601
00:20:58,524 --> 00:20:59,692
And also, it was pills.
602
00:20:59,725 --> 00:21:01,060
I’m not a crackhead.
603
00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:03,329
I was,
but not for the last 15 years.
604
00:21:03,362 --> 00:21:04,964
This program saved my life.
605
00:21:04,997 --> 00:21:06,632
You must be
a friend of Sydney’s, huh?
606
00:21:06,665 --> 00:21:09,602
Sydney? Nah. I’m here ’cause,
uh, I got into some, uh,
607
00:21:09,635 --> 00:21:10,836
-legal trouble, um...
-Oh.
608
00:21:10,869 --> 00:21:12,605
Who can sign my papers?
609
00:21:12,638 --> 00:21:14,140
Well, I’ll make you a deal.
I’ll sign your papers,
610
00:21:14,173 --> 00:21:16,342
but first you got to stay
for cake.
611
00:21:16,375 --> 00:21:17,576
Our man Dan made it.
612
00:21:17,609 --> 00:21:19,812
-He did?
-That’s right.
613
00:21:19,845 --> 00:21:21,280
It ain’t no pills in there,
is there?
614
00:21:21,313 --> 00:21:22,481
You know what?
Maybe we should check.
615
00:21:22,514 --> 00:21:23,982
-Come on.
-Yeah, let’s do that.
616
00:21:26,852 --> 00:21:28,854
What was it like
when you were in here?
617
00:21:28,887 --> 00:21:30,990
I mean,
it was probably the same.
618
00:21:31,023 --> 00:21:32,692
They still do that thing
where they make you
619
00:21:32,725 --> 00:21:34,627
explain your painting
like you’re talking to a baby?
620
00:21:34,660 --> 00:21:36,228
[chuckles] No way.
They made you do that, too?
621
00:21:36,261 --> 00:21:39,532
Ugh. Girl. [baby talk]
"Uh, this shadowing
622
00:21:39,565 --> 00:21:43,569
draws focus to the foreground.
Goo, goo, ga, ga."
623
00:21:43,602 --> 00:21:46,906
I just said my baby was deaf
and started using sign language.
624
00:21:46,939 --> 00:21:48,507
Ugh, such a rebel.
625
00:21:48,540 --> 00:21:50,576
Let me guess,
they don’t like your paintings.
626
00:21:50,609 --> 00:21:52,078
[scoffs] I mean, it’s not
that they don’t like them.
627
00:21:52,111 --> 00:21:53,813
It’s just...
628
00:21:53,846 --> 00:21:55,414
It feel like they don’t want
anything original here.
629
00:21:55,447 --> 00:21:57,750
Oh, it’s like,
"They don’t get me."
630
00:21:57,783 --> 00:21:59,085
Yeah, I mean, they don’t.
631
00:21:59,118 --> 00:22:01,087
-I don’t know why you...
-That’s bullshit.
632
00:22:01,120 --> 00:22:03,622
If you keep this attitude up,
you ain’t gonna make it far.
633
00:22:03,655 --> 00:22:05,224
But if I keep doing
what they want,
634
00:22:05,257 --> 00:22:06,792
I’ll never find my voice.
635
00:22:06,825 --> 00:22:08,961
Like, you know,
my art teacher always says:
636
00:22:08,994 --> 00:22:10,863
"It takes a long time to learn
how to paint like yourself."
637
00:22:10,896 --> 00:22:12,331
[scoffs]
638
00:22:12,364 --> 00:22:14,367
Yo, your art teacher is a thief.
639
00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:16,168
He stole that from Miles Davis.
640
00:22:16,201 --> 00:22:18,637
He did? Huh.
641
00:22:18,670 --> 00:22:20,039
So, what was,
what was you saying?
642
00:22:20,072 --> 00:22:22,141
Sometimes in life
you got to compromise.
643
00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:24,009
-You mean sell out.
-Ugh!
644
00:22:24,042 --> 00:22:25,177
Oh, God. Are you a hotep?
645
00:22:25,210 --> 00:22:27,146
What? No. I’m not a hotep.
646
00:22:27,179 --> 00:22:29,849
I-I just don’t want to paint
what white people tell me to.
647
00:22:29,882 --> 00:22:31,851
Like, I want to do
what I want to do.
648
00:22:31,884 --> 00:22:34,587
Oh, really? Do you?
How very original, all right?
649
00:22:34,620 --> 00:22:36,922
The first Black person that’s
wanted to do their own thing.
650
00:22:36,955 --> 00:22:38,357
Call it selling out
if you want to.
651
00:22:38,390 --> 00:22:40,926
I say I bought in.
652
00:22:40,959 --> 00:22:42,795
I wasn’t in love with
everything they made me do here,
653
00:22:42,828 --> 00:22:44,563
but I needed to get
my kidney back.
654
00:22:44,596 --> 00:22:46,966
Your kidney? Damn.
655
00:22:46,999 --> 00:22:48,634
[Arsema] Uh, when you won
the LACMA prize,
656
00:22:48,667 --> 00:22:50,035
did you know
it was gonna happen?
657
00:22:50,068 --> 00:22:51,737
-Yeah. Duh.
-Shush.
658
00:22:51,770 --> 00:22:55,207
I gave them what they wanted,
and I got what I wanted.
659
00:22:55,240 --> 00:22:57,275
Then my life changed.
660
00:22:58,277 --> 00:22:59,745
-Hey, hotep.
-Hmm?
661
00:22:59,778 --> 00:23:01,080
You really know sign language?
662
00:23:01,113 --> 00:23:03,215
Yeah,
if the other person doesn’t.
663
00:23:03,248 --> 00:23:06,018
[laughs] Looking like
you’re doing the Macarena.
664
00:23:06,051 --> 00:23:08,587
That is fucked.
Show me your work.
665
00:23:08,620 --> 00:23:10,456
-Really?
-Yeah.
666
00:23:10,489 --> 00:23:11,791
Oh, shit. A’ight.
667
00:23:11,824 --> 00:23:13,692
Hurry up.
668
00:23:13,725 --> 00:23:15,327
Um...
669
00:23:16,428 --> 00:23:18,931
This the one,
this the one that got me in.
670
00:23:18,964 --> 00:23:20,733
-Huh.
-Yeah.
671
00:23:20,766 --> 00:23:22,635
-I don’t hate it.
-You don’t?
672
00:23:22,668 --> 00:23:24,103
Uh-uh.
673
00:23:24,136 --> 00:23:26,238
[Drew] Man, I don’t even
want to be here.
674
00:23:26,271 --> 00:23:28,407
Fucking lawyer’s
got me doing all this shit.
675
00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:29,909
[Dan] If you don’t want to be
here, maybe I can find a way
676
00:23:29,942 --> 00:23:31,444
that you don’t have to
come here.
677
00:23:31,477 --> 00:23:33,412
You know I don’t want
to be here. The fuck?
678
00:23:33,445 --> 00:23:35,480
Good morning.
679
00:23:36,482 --> 00:23:37,883
It’s night.
680
00:23:37,916 --> 00:23:39,485
Anyway,
if you don’t want to show up,
681
00:23:39,518 --> 00:23:40,953
maybe I can sign you in
every week,
682
00:23:40,986 --> 00:23:42,221
so you don’t even
have to come yourself.
683
00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:43,756
How can you sign me in?
684
00:23:43,789 --> 00:23:45,324
I’d just write your name down
in cursive.
685
00:23:45,357 --> 00:23:47,193
Son, you a bozo.
686
00:23:47,226 --> 00:23:49,662
I couldn’t trust you
to get Zayna to go to school.
687
00:23:49,695 --> 00:23:51,797
How I’m supposed to trust you
to sign me in?
688
00:23:51,830 --> 00:23:53,432
I might not come back
’cause of you.
689
00:23:53,465 --> 00:23:55,167
You’re like a black cat
or some shit.
690
00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:57,536
You know what? I agree with you.
691
00:23:57,569 --> 00:23:59,438
You should not come back
because of me.
692
00:23:59,471 --> 00:24:00,873
Okay. Here’s what I could do.
693
00:24:00,906 --> 00:24:02,141
I could find
another group you can go to
694
00:24:02,174 --> 00:24:03,642
in the neighborhood,
or Franklin can.
695
00:24:03,675 --> 00:24:04,643
I mean, I would love to
just help, like...
696
00:24:04,676 --> 00:24:06,645
Why all of a sudden
697
00:24:06,678 --> 00:24:08,814
you all eager beaver
trying to help me out?
698
00:24:08,847 --> 00:24:11,050
Well, I just...
699
00:24:11,083 --> 00:24:14,086
I feel bad about
the whole Zayna situation
700
00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:15,954
and that you were arrested,
and, you know...
701
00:24:17,189 --> 00:24:18,524
Are-are we okay?
702
00:24:18,557 --> 00:24:20,092
Son, I don’t think about you.
703
00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:22,194
-That’s fair.
-[scoffs]
704
00:24:22,227 --> 00:24:23,863
What’s up with Kev, though?
He ain’t hit me back
705
00:24:23,896 --> 00:24:25,598
since shit went down.
Where’s he at?
706
00:24:25,631 --> 00:24:28,267
Uh, Kev, um...
707
00:24:28,300 --> 00:24:29,969
I don’t-- I-I haven’t...
I haven’t seen him in a bit.
708
00:24:30,002 --> 00:24:32,671
Um, anyway, if you’re serious
about not coming back,
709
00:24:32,704 --> 00:24:34,373
I can find some other place
in the neighborhood,
710
00:24:34,406 --> 00:24:36,342
-or maybe make a spreadsheet--
-Dan. Thanks for sharing.
711
00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,310
-Oh, yeah, no problem.
-Huge mistake I made asking you,
712
00:24:38,343 --> 00:24:40,145
but you know what?
I’m gonna own it.
713
00:24:40,178 --> 00:24:41,480
[Dan]
You’re so unappreciative.
714
00:24:41,513 --> 00:24:42,882
You get one year sober
and get so rude.
715
00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:44,617
-Yeah, huh.
-Um, oh, uh,
716
00:24:44,650 --> 00:24:46,852
Sydney, this is Drew.
Uh, Drew, Sydney. Yeah.
717
00:24:46,885 --> 00:24:48,454
[Sydney] Hey, Drew.
You guys know each other?
718
00:24:48,487 --> 00:24:50,523
Uh, Drew... Uh, no.
719
00:24:50,556 --> 00:24:52,525
I just met him.
Uh, first meeting. Yeah.
720
00:24:52,558 --> 00:24:54,426
Oh, hey, congrats.
Sobriety is the best thing--
721
00:24:54,459 --> 00:24:57,563
I’m already sober, shorty.
I’m just here for court.
722
00:24:57,596 --> 00:24:59,532
Oh, shit. Okay. Well, hey,
if you have legal issues,
723
00:24:59,565 --> 00:25:01,100
you know, I work at
a legal aid society
724
00:25:01,133 --> 00:25:02,501
right here in Brooklyn,
so I can help you out.
725
00:25:02,534 --> 00:25:03,636
Refer you to someone.
Whatever you need.
726
00:25:03,669 --> 00:25:05,037
-I’m good for now.
-Okay.
727
00:25:05,070 --> 00:25:06,772
He’s good for now
and for later, I think.
728
00:25:06,805 --> 00:25:08,607
-He’s covered for life.
-Hey, there you go, as promised.
729
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:10,709
So, we gonna see you again?
730
00:25:10,742 --> 00:25:12,143
You gonna come back?
731
00:25:13,979 --> 00:25:15,548
Will she be here every week?
732
00:25:15,581 --> 00:25:18,217
Oh, yeah. She just went
through a breakup, so...
733
00:25:18,250 --> 00:25:20,719
-she’s not going anywhere.
-Bet, bet.
734
00:25:20,752 --> 00:25:22,788
-Yeah.
-Cake here every week, too?
735
00:25:22,821 --> 00:25:24,823
As made by Dan.
He volunteered.
736
00:25:24,856 --> 00:25:26,525
I mean, we’ll see what happens.
737
00:25:26,558 --> 00:25:28,193
And she misses meetings
sometimes, but, you know...
738
00:25:28,226 --> 00:25:29,862
-A’ight.
-[Franklin] Yeah.
739
00:25:29,895 --> 00:25:31,530
-Yeah, I’ll be back.
-[Franklin] That’s good.
740
00:25:31,563 --> 00:25:33,165
-Cool. Nice to meet you.
-Y’all be easy.
741
00:25:33,198 --> 00:25:34,667
-[Franklin] Be good.
-I’m gonna go try the cake.
742
00:25:34,700 --> 00:25:36,001
-What?
-Okay. Yeah.
743
00:25:36,034 --> 00:25:38,270
The chocolate really
my favorite, boo.
744
00:25:38,303 --> 00:25:40,573
Word up.
745
00:25:40,606 --> 00:25:42,708
Oh, yeah,
he’s definitely an addict.
746
00:25:42,741 --> 00:25:44,877
[Nancy]
Aw, so beautiful.
747
00:25:44,910 --> 00:25:47,379
It’s magical.
748
00:25:47,412 --> 00:25:50,849
You aren’t supposed to say
"magical" anymore.
749
00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:53,852
What? Says who?
Magical’s a nice word.
750
00:25:53,885 --> 00:25:56,555
-It’s offensive.
-It is?
751
00:25:56,588 --> 00:25:59,625
Yeah. You know,
like the whole, like,
752
00:25:59,658 --> 00:26:03,495
magical Black person thing.
Bagger Vance.
753
00:26:03,528 --> 00:26:05,397
[Ben]
Who doesn’t like magic?
754
00:26:05,430 --> 00:26:07,366
♪ "Black Boy from the Ghetto"
by Dyke & The Blazers ♪
755
00:26:07,399 --> 00:26:09,435
♪♪♪♪♪
756
00:26:09,468 --> 00:26:12,338
♪ I’m the Black boy ♪
757
00:26:12,371 --> 00:26:14,073
Yep.
758
00:26:14,106 --> 00:26:17,242
♪ From the ghetto ♪
759
00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:18,877
I am a magical nigga.
760
00:26:18,910 --> 00:26:21,046
♪ I’m the Black boy ♪
761
00:26:21,079 --> 00:26:23,549
You heard
what they said about me?
762
00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:26,518
♪ From the ghetto, yeah ♪
763
00:26:26,551 --> 00:26:30,456
-[muttering] Kevin?
-Hmm?
764
00:26:30,489 --> 00:26:32,625
How you come to work
late and slow?
765
00:26:32,658 --> 00:26:34,827
My bad, man. The review went
long at the fellowship.
766
00:26:34,860 --> 00:26:36,095
They finally liked one of
my paintings, though.
767
00:26:36,128 --> 00:26:37,830
-What you think?
-[gasps] Ooh!
768
00:26:37,863 --> 00:26:40,432
What in the Black-trauma-porn
fuck is this, man?
769
00:26:40,465 --> 00:26:42,935
I can’t hang that in here.
White people come in here.
770
00:26:42,968 --> 00:26:44,937
I mean, what happened to
771
00:26:44,970 --> 00:26:46,438
the ducks having a picnic
in the park?
772
00:26:46,471 --> 00:26:48,307
-Now that was good shit.
-I don’t know
773
00:26:48,340 --> 00:26:50,609
what you’re talking about, man.
This shit is revolutionary.
774
00:26:50,642 --> 00:26:51,844
It’s magical.
775
00:26:51,877 --> 00:26:53,779
Hmm. Magical, huh?
776
00:26:53,812 --> 00:26:55,547
I’m-a hang it
in a magical place.
777
00:26:56,882 --> 00:27:00,252
In the bathroom, so it can scare
the shit out of everybody.
778
00:27:00,285 --> 00:27:01,286
♪ Like you ♪
779
00:27:01,319 --> 00:27:03,088
[door closes]
780
00:27:03,121 --> 00:27:05,090
♪ I’m the Black boy ♪
781
00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:09,527
♪ From the ghetto, yeah ♪
782
00:27:11,997 --> 00:27:14,699
♪ I’m the Black boy, now ♪
783
00:27:16,635 --> 00:27:19,838
♪ From the ghetto, huh, now ♪
784
00:27:22,374 --> 00:27:25,310
♪ I know what it means ♪
785
00:27:26,344 --> 00:27:29,682
♪ To be called a Black fool ♪
786
00:27:29,715 --> 00:27:31,817
♪ Lord have mercy ♪
787
00:27:31,850 --> 00:27:35,454
♪ And I know how it feels ♪
788
00:27:35,487 --> 00:27:39,658
♪ To wear run-over shoes ♪
789
00:27:39,691 --> 00:27:42,160
♪ I’m the Black boy ♪
790
00:27:43,762 --> 00:27:47,432
♪ From the ghetto, oh, yeah ♪
791
00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:53,305
♪ I’m the Black boy ♪
792
00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:56,274
♪ From the ghetto ♪
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