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[indistinct chatter on TV]
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[pills rattling]
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[TV sound growing distant]
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[somber music]
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JACKIE: It's good of Ava
to check on Jim.
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-It's two buses away.
-ALLY: She's a good girl.
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JACKIE: She's still very sad
about her friend, you know.
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PAUL: No, I know. Yeah.
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JACKIE: And about you, Paul.
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She feels she's let you down.
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And she wants
to make things right.
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Fix everyone.
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Like she's helping out Jim.
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WOMAN: [on TV] It's getting
busier and busier and busier.
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Remember, you have, of course,
got the opportunity
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to order on our website,
check everything out because...
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[dramatic music rising]
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PAUL: Okay, well, one way
she can fix things with me
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is by agreeing to retake
that entrance exam.
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-Paul!
-Needs to be resolved.
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-It has been resolved.
-Has it? Brilliant.
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And there's me, thinking it's
still looming over our heads
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like a fucking zeppelin.
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More toast, Jackie?
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Oh, no thanks, Love. No.
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That is very filling bread,
with all them bits in it.
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Seeds.
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Have you thought any more about
what you might do next, Mum?
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Where you might wanna live?
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Well, I can't be here
forever, love.
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-Ava needs her privacy, I know.
-Mm-hmm.
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I was thinking about going
to stay with Bob and Lynn.
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Right. Lynn's got
really bad dementia.
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Well, I could help Bob out.
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He might like the company
of someone who's not demented.
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[chuckling] Yeah,
I suppose he would,
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but it's not really
a long-term plan, is it?
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-Well, I'm not thinking
long-term, am I?
-Mm-hmm.
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All I can think about now
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is that I can't
go back to your dad.
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That's it.
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-I'm sorry, Paul.
-Mm.
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-I'm gonna go for me walk.
-All right, Mum.
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[door opens and closes]
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Right. Al, we need
a plan for her.
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This can't go on much longer.
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No.
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Ally, can we talk about
all of this?
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'Cause there's this, um...
fog of tension? [chuckles]
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And God knows
whatever else between us.
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I don't know how
we're gonna get past this--
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You could start
by apologizing.
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What for? Do you--
Is this about Gabby?
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'Cause I told you
we were mates.
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-Yeah, bullshit!
-LUKE: I'm so angry!
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Jacob's found out
that Ruby is in the band,
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and he says I have
to make a choice.
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It's him or her.
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Who the fuck
does he think he is?
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He can't tell you
who to be friends with.
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-Right.
-Mm. Imagine that.
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Are you two having an argument?
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No, it's fine.
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You know, the more
I think about it,
the angrier it makes me.
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-I mean, who's Jacob
to order me about?
-Exactly.
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Telling me what to do.
You know what? Fuck him!
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-PAUL: Oi, oi! Oi.
-ALLY: Hey! Oi.
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Look, I'll make you some
breakfast,
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and we can
talk about it, yeah?
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[sighs] Yes. Thank you.
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Where's Granny and Ava?
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Uh, Granny's out for a walk.
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Ava's gone
to check on Granddad.
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[distant traffic noise]
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[girls chattering,
hip-hop music playing]
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Have you been to see
your grandad this morning?
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Not yet.
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He won't mind
waiting, though.
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[muffled hip-hop music playing]
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I had to come and...
talk to you.
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I-I was really nervous, but...
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...had to come to see you.
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Well, here we are.
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I am so incredibly sorry, Grace.
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I just had to tell you that
face to face.
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And I have.
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So... I will go.
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Do you... think
you'll retake the exam...
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so you can get
into St. Margaret's
for Year Eight?
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I don't know.
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Maybe if I knew we could still
be friends outside of school,
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I might stay at Corfield.
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You're a genius, so...
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whichever school
you go to, you'll do great.
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Thanks.
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And, yes, we can
still be friends.
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Really?
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Well, you're still allowed to be
a little bit angry with me.
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Okay. I'll stay
a bit angry with you.
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I said he needs to come here
and talk about it.
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I was very unemotional
and straight. No anger.
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-Good.
-Well done, love.
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I'm just gonna
pop on my headphones
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-and practice for a bit,
if that's okay.
-Yeah, of course.
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[doorbell rings]
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LUKE: I'll get it.
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Thanks.
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PAUL: Hey. Hey, hey,
hey, hey. Look.
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-Al...
-[dish clanks]
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I'm sorry that I didn't
tell you about Gabby.
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Of course I can see
how it might look.
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How it might look
or how it actually was?
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-Ohh. Could we--
-DARREN: Hi.
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Sorry. Just here
for my phone.
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Left it in the car last night
like an idiot.
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Here you go.
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I hope you mooned the camera
and sent it to all my contacts.
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Of course. [chuckles]
How was the rest of the party?
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Great. Actually, um,
do you remember Gabby?
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-I remember Gabby.
-Uh, well...
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she and I went for a late drink
afterwards at my club.
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[chuckling] Did you?
That's brilliant.
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Just for an hour or so,
but, wow, she is amazing.
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I don't think I've met anyone
quite like her.
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I mean, she knocked me
off my feet, to be honest.
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Off your feet. Goodness.
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Actually, I was wondering
if you guys
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had any intel on her.
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You know, what's she likes,
doesn't like, uh...
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Does she enjoy
the theater, sailing,
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Rugby Union,
Middle Eastern food?
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I'd love to see her again.
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-Paul...
-Yeah?
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-You got any intel on Gabby?
-No.
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She was saying you guys
hung out quite a bit
when you were at Leah's.
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And I absolutely get
what you see in her.
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Not "see" in her.
Saw in her.
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Oh, no.
That sounds wrong, too.
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-Uh, it's not really a good time
for all this, actually.
-No? Really?
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'Cause it feels like it's
the optimum time to me, Paul.
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[beeping]
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[indistinct chatter on TV]
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[door shuts]
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It's just me, Granddad.
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Sorry I'm late.
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[TV chatter continues]
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Is the TV meant to be on?
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MAN: [on TV] It's so gentle.
It's so, so gentle.
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[man continues indistinctly]
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I'll make you some tea!
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Can you hear yourself?
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Loud and fucking clear,
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but can you hear me, Paul?
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You fancy Gabby.
Admit it.
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-No, I don't.
-Yes, you do.
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Of course you do.
She's exactly your type.
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She's more your type
than I am.
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No, she's a laugh, Ally.
She's just a laugh.
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And we could all do with
a laugh, couldn't we? Jesus.
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Well, that is the other
side of it, isn't it?
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-What's that?
-She's a laugh!
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She's uncomplicated!
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Your life back here is
as complicated as all fuck
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and pretty low on LOLs,
but when you and Gabby
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are up to your fucking
Brief Encounterbullshit,
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you're a thousand miles away!
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-Shall I let myself out?
-Sit down!
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You have got this
so wrong, Ally.
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-Have I?
-She's a friend! All right?
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Just a frie-- Just like
Darren is your friend.
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I tell you what. If it
makes it less weird for you,
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the four of us can go out
for a drink, and you will see--
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Less weird?!
Jesus fucking Christ, Paul!
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You're tea's brewing,
Granddad.
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Granddad, are you okay?
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[TV chatter continues]
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[ominous music]
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Granddad?
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This Gabby thing
is just a symptom
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of you not fully wanting
to be at home.
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I ca-- I feel like I have been
doing everything on my own.
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-Oh, no, come on. Everything?
-No, I have. I have. Yes.
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So I've been doing nothing.
Is that what you're saying?
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I've just been sitting
at home, pleasing myself?
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'Cause it hasn't
fucking felt like that.
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I have lost control
of everything.
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Of my health, the kids,
my job, my finances.
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Everything!
You didn't support me.
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-I have been supporting you!
-No, you haven't.
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-Okay.
-Not enough.
You have not done enough.
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Okay.
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Well, what's the fucking point
of us being together then?
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[cell phone vibrating]
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Leave it.
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-It's Ava.
-Okay, give it.
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Hey.
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What?
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-Calm down.
-What is it?
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Cal-- All right, calm down.
What's happened?
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[lift whirring]
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Can we call Jackie? Will she
have her mobile with her?
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I've just tried. She never
turns the fucking thing on.
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Only uses it for emergencies.
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Presumably, she'll be close by.
Could drive around
and look for her.
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Yeah, that would be great.
Luke, can you stay here
in case Granny comes home?
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-Of course.
Um, how ill is Granddad?
-PAUL: Uh, we don't know.
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It's hard to make sense
of what Ava was saying.
[exhales sharply]
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He's unconscious, but he's
still alive, all right?
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Good luck.
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[door closes]
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[exhales]
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[somber music playing]
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-PAUL: Hey.
-ALLY: Hey.
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-[crying softly]
-PAUL: Hey. It's all right.
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-Come on. It's all right.
-ALLY: Oh...
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-It's all my fault.
-Of course it isn't.
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I was late.
I went to go see Grace
before going to Granddad's.
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If he dies, it's my fault.
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It's not your fault, Ava.
Hey, listen to me.
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It's really, really not.
You rescued him.
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You're the hero here, okay?
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-Right. I'm gonna find out
who we need to speak to, okay?
-Yeah.
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DARREN: Temperature okay
for you, Jackie?
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Yeah, nice and warm, thanks.
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I like it pretty
toasty in town,
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but a fair bit cooler
on the motorway.
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Always a fear
that you might drop off.
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Yeah, you don't want that.
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Mother's in Somerset,
and there's sections of the M5
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that feel like you're being read
a bedtime story in a hammock.
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[chuckles] By a hypnotist.
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He's not dead,
is he, Darren?
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No. No.
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Th-They would have called.
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-They might have texted you.
-No, my phone's set up
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to read out texts
through the car speakers, so...
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-Mm. Clever.
-[chuckles] Yeah.
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Although I wouldn't really want
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a computerized voice
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suddenly telling me
Jim's dead.
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No.
242
00:11:09,487 --> 00:11:13,143
Um, all right, let's get you
to the hospital, shall we?
243
00:11:16,103 --> 00:11:17,626
Listen, if you need
to go to the hospital,
244
00:11:17,670 --> 00:11:19,106
my dad can take you.
245
00:11:19,149 --> 00:11:20,716
There's enough people there.
246
00:11:20,760 --> 00:11:22,196
There's nothing
I can do, really,
247
00:11:22,239 --> 00:11:25,329
-so I'll just stay here.
-Yeah. Holding the fort.
248
00:11:28,289 --> 00:11:30,683
-I'm pretty angry at you, Jacob.
-I know.
249
00:11:30,726 --> 00:11:32,902
You do not have
the right to tell me
who I can be friends with.
250
00:11:32,946 --> 00:11:35,470
I'm sorry. I know
I'm being unreasonable.
251
00:11:35,513 --> 00:11:37,385
Ruby broke my heart, and...
252
00:11:37,428 --> 00:11:40,344
it just feels weird that
you two are such close friends.
253
00:11:40,388 --> 00:11:43,870
Well, we're not friends.
More... well, colleagues,
really.
254
00:11:43,913 --> 00:11:46,002
I think I could
just about stand it
if you and Ruby
255
00:11:46,046 --> 00:11:47,830
are only mates--
nothing else happening?
256
00:11:47,874 --> 00:11:49,876
No, no, we're just--
We'll just be bandmates.
257
00:11:49,919 --> 00:11:51,616
Okay. Cool.
258
00:11:51,660 --> 00:11:54,402
So, you and me,
still friends?
259
00:11:54,445 --> 00:11:55,620
Yeah, of course.
260
00:11:56,796 --> 00:11:58,667
-Coffee?
-Yes, please.
261
00:11:58,711 --> 00:12:00,843
I also brought some
chocolate liqueurs,
262
00:12:00,887 --> 00:12:02,715
-if I can tempt you.
-Mmm.
263
00:12:02,758 --> 00:12:04,804
Maybe take your mind
off things.
264
00:12:04,847 --> 00:12:06,544
I'd particularly recommend
the cognac.
265
00:12:06,588 --> 00:12:07,894
Oh, lovely.
266
00:12:07,937 --> 00:12:09,634
[siren wailing]
267
00:12:09,678 --> 00:12:11,332
We'll keep him
under observation,
268
00:12:11,375 --> 00:12:12,768
but for the moment
he's stable.
269
00:12:12,812 --> 00:12:14,988
He'll need
his pajamas brung in.
270
00:12:15,031 --> 00:12:16,554
Yeah,
I can sort that.
271
00:12:16,598 --> 00:12:19,601
Not the stripey ones.
They gape.
272
00:12:19,644 --> 00:12:23,300
Okay. Um, ab--
about what happened,
what Dad did or didn't do,
273
00:12:23,344 --> 00:12:24,911
can you tell us
whether there's any--
274
00:12:24,954 --> 00:12:27,914
Jim says, and we
on the care team also feel,
275
00:12:27,957 --> 00:12:29,916
that this was an act
of confusion
276
00:12:29,959 --> 00:12:32,048
rather than one
of deliberate self-harm.
277
00:12:32,092 --> 00:12:34,268
-And he didn't
leave a note, so...
-Nothing was found.
278
00:12:34,311 --> 00:12:35,922
[Paul exhales]
279
00:12:35,965 --> 00:12:37,880
Will there be someone
able to be with Jim
280
00:12:37,924 --> 00:12:39,186
once he's sent home?
281
00:12:39,229 --> 00:12:40,317
PAUL: Uh...
282
00:12:41,754 --> 00:12:43,277
-Yeah, we'll-- we'll
sort something out.
-Okay.
283
00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:45,061
Thank you.
284
00:12:45,105 --> 00:12:46,454
PAUL: Come on.
285
00:12:47,716 --> 00:12:49,152
We don't wanna
tire you out, Jim.
286
00:12:49,196 --> 00:12:50,850
Oh, don't worry.
287
00:12:50,893 --> 00:12:54,244
If I get too tired,
I'll give the secret signal...
288
00:12:54,288 --> 00:12:56,420
which is me
falling fast asleep.
289
00:12:56,464 --> 00:12:58,118
[laughter]
290
00:12:58,161 --> 00:13:00,033
What time is it?
291
00:13:00,076 --> 00:13:01,295
AVA: Oh...
292
00:13:01,338 --> 00:13:02,818
7:15.
293
00:13:02,862 --> 00:13:05,429
I'm all over the shop
with the time.
294
00:13:05,473 --> 00:13:07,214
Well, I'm not surprised,
after what you've been through.
295
00:13:07,257 --> 00:13:10,521
I must have done some mad
pill-popping last night.
296
00:13:10,565 --> 00:13:12,436
But I don't remember.
297
00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:14,830
I was very confused.
298
00:13:14,874 --> 00:13:17,006
It's scary to be
that out of control.
299
00:13:17,050 --> 00:13:18,921
Brain away with the fairies.
300
00:13:20,053 --> 00:13:23,839
I must have thought I needed
to take my pills,
301
00:13:23,883 --> 00:13:27,495
took them, then I forgot,
302
00:13:27,538 --> 00:13:29,366
so I took them again.
303
00:13:29,410 --> 00:13:32,282
And on and on. [chuckles]
304
00:13:33,109 --> 00:13:35,198
Okay, I'm gonna go
and check in with Paul,
305
00:13:35,242 --> 00:13:37,853
-and then I'm gonna
get this one home.
-Okay, love.
306
00:13:37,897 --> 00:13:40,073
-All right,
I'll see you in a bit.
-Okay, bye.
307
00:13:46,209 --> 00:13:48,168
I found your note,
Granddad.
308
00:13:48,211 --> 00:13:51,911
-I didn't leave a note.
-I haven't told anyone.
309
00:13:51,954 --> 00:13:55,436
'Cause... I thought Granny
would be more likely
310
00:13:55,479 --> 00:13:58,613
to come back to you
if she thought...
311
00:13:58,656 --> 00:14:00,920
this was an accident.
312
00:14:00,963 --> 00:14:02,138
I don't know
what you found, Ava,
313
00:14:02,182 --> 00:14:03,531
but it wasn't a note.
314
00:14:03,574 --> 00:14:05,272
Granddad,
I know what you did.
315
00:14:05,315 --> 00:14:08,101
I need to take
some more blood, Jim.
316
00:14:08,144 --> 00:14:11,452
NURSE: Sorry.
Nurse Dracula back again.
317
00:14:11,495 --> 00:14:14,063
There was a fair bit of garlic
in that soup I had before,
318
00:14:14,107 --> 00:14:15,804
so mind out.
319
00:14:15,848 --> 00:14:18,154
I'm gonna go.
See you later, Granddad.
320
00:14:22,898 --> 00:14:25,074
[indistinct chatter]
321
00:14:33,474 --> 00:14:35,650
-Um, excuse me.
-Thanks.
322
00:14:35,693 --> 00:14:38,131
Um, you're looking after
Jim Worsley, aren't you?
323
00:14:38,174 --> 00:14:39,741
Yeah, I'm heading up
his care team.
324
00:14:39,784 --> 00:14:42,091
Hi, I'm Ava,
his granddaughter.
325
00:14:42,135 --> 00:14:44,528
I think he took an overdose
deliberately.
326
00:14:44,572 --> 00:14:46,443
What makes you
think that, Ava?
327
00:14:46,487 --> 00:14:49,446
He left a note. I found it,
and I haven't told anyone,
328
00:14:49,490 --> 00:14:51,274
but I think
I need to tell someone
329
00:14:51,318 --> 00:14:52,841
just in case
he tries it again.
330
00:14:52,885 --> 00:14:54,625
Absolutely. Do you have
the note with you?
331
00:14:54,669 --> 00:14:56,889
Yes. I do.
332
00:15:04,157 --> 00:15:07,116
These are instructions
for how to set the timer
333
00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:08,988
on a central heating boiler.
334
00:15:09,031 --> 00:15:11,512
I know. And Granny's never
learned how it works,
335
00:15:11,555 --> 00:15:13,427
and Granddad's always saying
he'll have to teach her
336
00:15:13,470 --> 00:15:16,125
before he dies
or she'll freeze to death.
337
00:15:16,169 --> 00:15:18,867
You don't think he just wrote
these down for his own benefit
338
00:15:18,911 --> 00:15:20,434
because he felt confused?
339
00:15:20,477 --> 00:15:22,784
No, I don't.
340
00:15:22,827 --> 00:15:24,917
I think he didn't
expect to wake up.
341
00:15:26,701 --> 00:15:28,659
Okay.
342
00:15:28,703 --> 00:15:30,357
Thank you for
letting me know, Ava.
343
00:15:30,400 --> 00:15:31,924
This was a big
responsibility,
344
00:15:31,967 --> 00:15:33,664
and you've done
precisely the right thing.
345
00:15:33,708 --> 00:15:37,320
Oh, hi. Um, Granny and Dad
are gonna stay here,
346
00:15:37,364 --> 00:15:39,366
-and I'm gonna take you home.
-Okay.
347
00:15:39,409 --> 00:15:41,324
Um, can I have a word
with you?
348
00:15:41,368 --> 00:15:43,196
Yeah, su-- One second.
349
00:15:49,332 --> 00:15:51,944
[bass guitar playing]
350
00:15:59,647 --> 00:16:00,822
RUBY: Hi.
351
00:16:00,865 --> 00:16:02,432
[playing stops]
352
00:16:02,476 --> 00:16:03,607
That's sounding great.
353
00:16:03,651 --> 00:16:05,827
Thanks.
354
00:16:05,870 --> 00:16:07,872
I knew it was you playing.
I could hear it
from the science block.
355
00:16:07,916 --> 00:16:09,570
Oh, sometimes I get bored
of headphones.
356
00:16:09,613 --> 00:16:11,267
I wanna hear it out loud.
357
00:16:11,311 --> 00:16:13,704
So your chest vibrates
and your teeth feel funny.
358
00:16:15,184 --> 00:16:17,882
Will you need to take your bass
home this afternoon?
359
00:16:17,926 --> 00:16:19,754
I was just gonna put it
in the store cupboard
360
00:16:19,797 --> 00:16:21,495
for rehearsals tomorrow.
Why?
361
00:16:21,538 --> 00:16:24,193
I just wondered if you wanted
to go Westfield
362
00:16:24,237 --> 00:16:27,501
and have a wander about
and get some food or
a coffee or something.
363
00:16:27,544 --> 00:16:29,024
Um...
364
00:16:29,068 --> 00:16:30,591
Or you don't have to.
365
00:16:30,634 --> 00:16:32,549
Sorry.
Stupid of me to ask.
366
00:16:32,593 --> 00:16:36,249
No, no, it's just, well, I
promised Jacob that I wouldn't.
367
00:16:36,292 --> 00:16:38,033
Wouldn't what?
Marry me?
368
00:16:38,077 --> 00:16:41,080
[chuckling] Well... no.
He basically just said
369
00:16:41,123 --> 00:16:44,344
that I had to choose
between him and you, so...
370
00:16:44,387 --> 00:16:45,998
-Did he?
-Yeah. Yeah.
371
00:16:46,041 --> 00:16:48,304
-It's really complicated.
-Is it?
372
00:16:52,482 --> 00:16:53,701
[thunk]
373
00:16:53,744 --> 00:16:55,094
Just gonna
lock my bass away,
374
00:16:55,137 --> 00:16:56,791
and then we can go
and get the bus.
375
00:16:58,097 --> 00:16:59,576
AVA: I still feel really guilty.
376
00:16:59,620 --> 00:17:03,276
SUSIE: Well, Ava, you've
come to the right place.
377
00:17:03,319 --> 00:17:06,714
AVA: I feel like I make
these things happen.
378
00:17:06,757 --> 00:17:11,936
Whenever I'm happy, it causes
problems for other people.
379
00:17:11,980 --> 00:17:14,896
Does that make me sound mad?
380
00:17:14,939 --> 00:17:19,640
SUSIE: It makes you sound...
mistaken, Ava. Not mad.
381
00:17:19,683 --> 00:17:23,078
AVA: I was happy
that I did well on my marks.
382
00:17:23,122 --> 00:17:25,167
And then it all went wrong.
383
00:17:25,211 --> 00:17:28,779
And then I was happier
than I have ever, ever been,
384
00:17:28,823 --> 00:17:31,608
about being friends again
with Grace.
385
00:17:31,652 --> 00:17:33,436
And now this happens.
386
00:17:33,480 --> 00:17:36,874
You're allowed
to be happy, Ava.
387
00:17:36,918 --> 00:17:38,659
I don't know.
388
00:17:38,702 --> 00:17:43,664
Feel like God punishes me
for being happy.
389
00:17:43,707 --> 00:17:46,101
I do try and fix things.
390
00:17:46,145 --> 00:17:49,191
I pray really hard
every night
391
00:17:49,235 --> 00:17:54,109
just to make sure
everyone's fixed and okay.
392
00:17:54,153 --> 00:17:57,895
Sometimes I pray
for over two hours.
393
00:17:57,939 --> 00:18:00,681
To try and make it work.
Try and make it stick.
394
00:18:00,724 --> 00:18:03,118
Do you want my advice?
395
00:18:03,162 --> 00:18:04,511
Okay.
396
00:18:04,554 --> 00:18:05,903
Step away.
397
00:18:05,947 --> 00:18:07,166
From?
398
00:18:07,209 --> 00:18:08,776
The church.
399
00:18:08,819 --> 00:18:13,563
You're becoming a little bit
obsessed, and...
400
00:18:13,607 --> 00:18:14,999
it's not healthy.
401
00:18:15,043 --> 00:18:18,046
It's making you unhappy.
402
00:18:18,090 --> 00:18:22,572
Stop praying. Leave Jesus
alone for a little while and...
403
00:18:22,616 --> 00:18:25,140
-he'll be here
when you come back.
-Really?
404
00:18:25,184 --> 00:18:27,055
Stop trying
to fix everyone else
405
00:18:27,099 --> 00:18:29,188
and look after yourself.
406
00:18:29,231 --> 00:18:32,626
Be confident in who you are,
separate from the church.
407
00:18:32,669 --> 00:18:34,671
Separate from your family.
408
00:18:34,715 --> 00:18:37,413
Fix that and then come back.
409
00:18:37,457 --> 00:18:39,023
Thanks.
410
00:18:39,067 --> 00:18:41,939
So... where's Granddad now?
411
00:18:41,983 --> 00:18:44,638
Well, I think they're
planning on releasing him
back home today.
412
00:18:44,681 --> 00:18:45,900
Great.
413
00:18:45,943 --> 00:18:48,642
Yeah. Yeah, it is.
414
00:18:48,685 --> 00:18:50,165
[bag zipping]
415
00:18:50,209 --> 00:18:53,037
Hey. Um, is this my charger?
416
00:18:53,081 --> 00:18:54,909
Yeah.
Mine's in the bedroom.
417
00:18:54,952 --> 00:18:56,998
-Do you need towels, or--
-No, I've got towels, thanks.
418
00:18:57,041 --> 00:19:00,088
I've got a pillow
and a duvet for the sofa.
419
00:19:01,045 --> 00:19:03,047
I suppose you've got no idea
how long you're gonna be there.
420
00:19:03,091 --> 00:19:05,789
Ah, God knows, really, uh...
421
00:19:05,833 --> 00:19:08,357
Until we feel he can look
after himself, I suppose.
422
00:19:08,401 --> 00:19:11,665
You'll be staying away
from home, though,
for a while again?
423
00:19:12,622 --> 00:19:13,797
Yeah, I know.
It's bad timing.
424
00:19:14,842 --> 00:19:16,322
Might be good timing.
425
00:19:17,845 --> 00:19:21,544
-You reckon?
-Maybe. Um, I don't know.
426
00:19:21,588 --> 00:19:24,243
For better, for worse,
well... [scoffs]
427
00:19:24,286 --> 00:19:27,115
this is-- this is the worst
we've ever been.
428
00:19:27,159 --> 00:19:29,117
We never said "for better
or worse," though, did we?
429
00:19:29,161 --> 00:19:31,032
'Cause you thought
it was old-fashioned,
430
00:19:31,075 --> 00:19:32,599
so we said all that humanist
shit about honoring each other.
431
00:19:32,642 --> 00:19:35,167
Yeah, my point still stands,
doesn't it?
432
00:19:37,256 --> 00:19:38,779
-[door opens]
-Hey.
433
00:19:38,822 --> 00:19:40,346
Hi.
434
00:19:40,389 --> 00:19:41,782
Thought I might
have missed you.
435
00:19:41,825 --> 00:19:43,305
Listen, do you want
to come with me
436
00:19:43,349 --> 00:19:45,089
-to take Granddad back home?
-Yes, please.
437
00:19:45,133 --> 00:19:46,874
All right, I'll just
get my stuff.
438
00:19:48,702 --> 00:19:51,226
Right, that's me done,
I think, so yeah.
439
00:19:51,270 --> 00:19:53,272
Yeah. Um...
440
00:19:53,315 --> 00:19:54,708
Right.
441
00:19:55,535 --> 00:19:57,101
-Bye.
-Mm.
442
00:19:57,667 --> 00:19:59,365
Yeah. Okay.
443
00:20:00,279 --> 00:20:01,280
See ya.
444
00:20:04,892 --> 00:20:06,110
[Paul sighs]
445
00:20:06,154 --> 00:20:07,503
-Get that bag, would you?
-Yep.
446
00:20:07,547 --> 00:20:10,027
[siren wailing]
447
00:20:10,071 --> 00:20:11,203
-AVA: I'll get the door.
-PAUL: Thanks.
448
00:20:11,246 --> 00:20:13,117
[Jim grunting]
449
00:20:13,161 --> 00:20:15,468
-[Jim groans]
-Mind your head.
450
00:20:15,511 --> 00:20:16,599
JIM: Yeah.
451
00:20:17,426 --> 00:20:18,558
PAUL: Thanks.
452
00:20:18,601 --> 00:20:20,168
[Jim grunts]
453
00:20:23,345 --> 00:20:24,868
PAUL: He regrets it.
454
00:20:24,912 --> 00:20:27,828
I know he does, but... hmm.
455
00:20:27,871 --> 00:20:30,047
What an enormous
thing to do--
456
00:20:30,091 --> 00:20:31,745
try to do.
457
00:20:31,788 --> 00:20:34,400
Does Granny know
he did it on purpose?
458
00:20:34,443 --> 00:20:36,619
Yeah. Yeah, I--
I told her.
459
00:20:36,663 --> 00:20:38,360
I think she suspected, anyway.
460
00:20:40,406 --> 00:20:42,146
Dad, can we
talk about schools?
461
00:20:43,713 --> 00:20:48,022
Yeah. Sure. I've actually
wanted to do that for a while.
462
00:20:48,065 --> 00:20:51,112
Well, I've been
talking to Susie, and...
463
00:20:51,155 --> 00:20:53,027
I'm starting to feel
more confident again
464
00:20:53,070 --> 00:20:54,811
-about being me.
-Mm.
465
00:20:54,855 --> 00:20:58,511
So, I think it's a good time
to talk to you.
466
00:20:58,554 --> 00:20:59,947
Sure. Go ahead.
467
00:21:01,644 --> 00:21:03,167
I know you're angry
that I didn't get into
St. Margaret's.
468
00:21:03,211 --> 00:21:05,692
Yeah, because you deliberately
failed the entrance exam.
469
00:21:05,735 --> 00:21:08,129
Yes, but I think
if I go to Corfield,
470
00:21:08,172 --> 00:21:10,958
in the end,
it will be better for me.
471
00:21:11,001 --> 00:21:12,699
How?
472
00:21:12,742 --> 00:21:14,309
I'm really clever, Dad.
473
00:21:14,353 --> 00:21:15,528
Yeah, I know.
474
00:21:15,571 --> 00:21:17,094
Unless I become
a mad drug addict
475
00:21:17,138 --> 00:21:18,879
or have a brain injury,
476
00:21:18,922 --> 00:21:21,708
I'm gonna ace my GCSEs
and A-levels.
477
00:21:21,751 --> 00:21:23,405
All right.
Calm down, big head.
478
00:21:24,711 --> 00:21:26,365
-Agreed.
-And the thing is,
479
00:21:26,408 --> 00:21:28,105
someone from a non-selective,
480
00:21:28,149 --> 00:21:30,020
-ordinary community school...
-Mm-hmm.
481
00:21:30,064 --> 00:21:32,284
...is now much more likely
to get into a better university
482
00:21:32,327 --> 00:21:35,809
than someone from a posh
selective school.
483
00:21:37,289 --> 00:21:39,334
-Okay.
-So, if I go to Corfield,
484
00:21:39,378 --> 00:21:40,988
and I get great grades,
485
00:21:41,031 --> 00:21:43,730
then I am going to get into
a better university.
486
00:21:43,773 --> 00:21:45,079
Do you see?
487
00:21:45,122 --> 00:21:46,646
[laughing]
488
00:21:48,300 --> 00:21:51,172
Yeah, okay. Right. Um...
489
00:21:51,215 --> 00:21:53,696
Yeah, that does
make some sense.
490
00:21:53,740 --> 00:21:55,568
[Jim groans]
491
00:21:55,611 --> 00:21:56,873
Where am I?
492
00:21:56,917 --> 00:21:58,919
[laughs] Heaven, Dad.
493
00:21:58,962 --> 00:22:01,313
You died.
494
00:22:01,356 --> 00:22:03,140
This is what Heaven is.
495
00:22:03,184 --> 00:22:05,621
Just driving through Tooting
on a Thursday afternoon.
496
00:22:05,665 --> 00:22:08,232
Oh, Jesus. What's Hell, then?
497
00:22:08,276 --> 00:22:10,496
Driving through Tooting
on a Saturday afternoon.
498
00:22:10,539 --> 00:22:11,801
-JIM: Oh.
-[Paul laughs]
499
00:22:13,281 --> 00:22:15,544
-This is very kind of you.
-[Paul scoffs]
500
00:22:15,588 --> 00:22:17,851
Well, I'll be sleeping here
as long as is needed, Dad.
501
00:22:17,894 --> 00:22:19,505
And I'll pop in after school.
502
00:22:19,548 --> 00:22:22,508
PAUL: Yeah, and various medics
will come and go,
503
00:22:22,551 --> 00:22:24,510
-so you'll be in good hands.
-[Jim grunts]
504
00:22:24,553 --> 00:22:26,076
[cell phone chimes]
505
00:22:26,120 --> 00:22:27,600
[Paul mutters]
506
00:22:32,692 --> 00:22:35,216
-Hmm.
-[front door opens]
507
00:22:36,043 --> 00:22:39,699
JACKIE: Ohh! Stick the heating
on, will you, Jim?
508
00:22:39,742 --> 00:22:41,614
It's like a fridge in here.
509
00:22:41,657 --> 00:22:43,398
I'll do it.
510
00:22:47,794 --> 00:22:51,101
Hello. How long
are you back for?
511
00:22:51,145 --> 00:22:52,712
I don't know.
512
00:22:52,755 --> 00:22:54,191
We'll see.
513
00:22:54,235 --> 00:22:55,845
But you're ill.
514
00:22:55,889 --> 00:22:57,760
You need taking care of.
515
00:22:57,804 --> 00:23:00,110
And what sort
of a person would I be
516
00:23:00,154 --> 00:23:02,548
if I didn't look after you?
517
00:23:02,591 --> 00:23:04,201
You want a tin of soup?
518
00:23:04,245 --> 00:23:05,768
That would be nice.
519
00:23:05,812 --> 00:23:07,117
Right.
520
00:23:15,604 --> 00:23:18,520
Well, uh, so I suppose
I won't be sleeping here then.
521
00:23:18,564 --> 00:23:20,870
-No.
-Right.
522
00:23:20,914 --> 00:23:22,219
[Ally chuckles]
523
00:23:23,351 --> 00:23:25,222
[rain pattering]
524
00:23:28,748 --> 00:23:29,792
[trunk slams]
525
00:23:32,708 --> 00:23:34,623
-[Paul sighs]
-[phone chimes]
526
00:23:36,146 --> 00:23:38,497
Ava says she's going to Grace's,
but she'll be back for tea.
527
00:23:38,540 --> 00:23:40,455
Right.
528
00:23:40,499 --> 00:23:42,283
[engine starts]
529
00:23:43,458 --> 00:23:44,633
[seatbelt latches]
530
00:23:49,159 --> 00:23:50,552
[engine shuts off]
531
00:23:57,341 --> 00:23:59,300
No, I don't know, either.
532
00:24:02,825 --> 00:24:05,828
[jazz music playing]
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