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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:45,888 --> 00:01:49,761 [military radio chatter] 2 00:01:49,805 --> 00:01:53,287 [man narrating] When I hear people say, "I lost faith," 3 00:01:54,636 --> 00:01:58,901 I picture them giving up, no longer able to keep looking. 4 00:02:00,250 --> 00:02:02,383 It wasn't like that for me. 5 00:02:02,426 --> 00:02:06,909 I even thought, selfishly, witnessing a war would bring me closer to God. 6 00:02:06,952 --> 00:02:10,608 But the more I prayed, the more empty my prayers seemed. 7 00:02:21,271 --> 00:02:23,708 They were whispers into a void. 8 00:02:23,752 --> 00:02:25,754 [rumbling] 9 00:02:28,539 --> 00:02:31,890 I was looking for a sign. Any sign. 10 00:02:37,026 --> 00:02:38,506 But it was quiet. 11 00:02:41,987 --> 00:02:44,425 [man] Yeah, I'm still here. I'm listening. 12 00:02:46,905 --> 00:02:48,516 How can I help? 13 00:02:53,347 --> 00:02:55,218 Have you talked to anyone at the VA? 14 00:02:55,262 --> 00:02:56,872 They have people who... 15 00:02:58,787 --> 00:03:00,223 No, I understand. 16 00:03:01,703 --> 00:03:04,009 Thank you for saying that, but I'm not... 17 00:03:04,053 --> 00:03:06,838 Matt, I'm not, uh, qualified. 18 00:03:09,058 --> 00:03:10,842 Is there anyone at work? 19 00:03:10,886 --> 00:03:13,976 I mean, the NSA must be full of other vets. Right? 20 00:03:25,117 --> 00:03:27,424 No, I get it. Appearances matter. 21 00:03:30,079 --> 00:03:32,690 Sure. Anything. Yeah. 22 00:03:32,734 --> 00:03:36,259 [whispers] Hey. Sorry. Give me a minute. I'm sorry. Hold on. 23 00:03:37,217 --> 00:03:38,696 Okay. 24 00:03:39,741 --> 00:03:41,308 Okay. 25 00:03:41,351 --> 00:03:44,441 Let me ask around. I'll find someone good. I will. 26 00:03:47,183 --> 00:03:49,403 I'll call you as soon as I... 27 00:03:54,321 --> 00:03:56,236 But I'll be in the office right after that. 28 00:03:56,279 --> 00:03:58,760 I'll get you a name. Okay? I promise. 29 00:04:05,070 --> 00:04:07,769 Hey. Hey. Matt. 30 00:04:08,900 --> 00:04:11,860 Hey, hey, come on, man. 31 00:04:11,903 --> 00:04:13,992 Come on. I was there. 32 00:04:14,036 --> 00:04:15,907 I get it. 33 00:04:15,951 --> 00:04:19,433 We're gonna get you some help. Okay? I'll call you tomorrow. 34 00:04:19,476 --> 00:04:21,522 Maybe read Psalms if you get a minute. 35 00:04:21,565 --> 00:04:23,915 There's some stuff in there that always helps me. 36 00:04:24,655 --> 00:04:26,744 Love you too, buddy. Bye. 37 00:04:29,225 --> 00:04:31,096 I'm sorry. 38 00:04:31,140 --> 00:04:33,403 You're the one who wanted to talk. 39 00:04:33,447 --> 00:04:35,492 Sarah, he was crying. 40 00:04:36,711 --> 00:04:39,453 Sorry. You know, I... I like Matt. 41 00:04:39,496 --> 00:04:42,325 Is... Is he okay? 42 00:04:42,369 --> 00:04:44,893 [sighs] I don't know. Uh... 43 00:04:44,936 --> 00:04:46,808 It was bad over there. 44 00:04:46,851 --> 00:04:49,593 It's always bad. It was bad for you too.Yeah. 45 00:04:49,637 --> 00:04:52,509 But I was just there to write, not fight. Big difference. 46 00:04:54,206 --> 00:04:56,078 Look, I really have to get to work. 47 00:04:56,121 --> 00:04:58,472 - I got this, uh, interview. - Interview, yeah. No, I heard. 48 00:05:00,430 --> 00:05:03,041 Hey, I want this... us to work. 49 00:05:03,085 --> 00:05:06,958 Tell me what to do. How many times do you want me to apologize? 50 00:05:07,002 --> 00:05:09,110 Stop apologizing. Just tell me the number. I'll do it. 51 00:05:09,134 --> 00:05:11,746 Things happen. How many times do I have to live through it? 52 00:05:11,789 --> 00:05:13,835 Things happen, but I'm here. Now. I'm back. 53 00:05:13,878 --> 00:05:16,794 It's only been worse since you've been back, Paul. I can't live like this. 54 00:05:16,838 --> 00:05:19,536 I can change. I can be better. I want to be better. 55 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:22,409 Can't we fix this? Fix? 56 00:05:23,845 --> 00:05:26,804 When trust in a marriage has been broken, how do you fix that? 57 00:05:26,848 --> 00:05:30,373 You want to throw all this away because of one mistake? 58 00:05:30,417 --> 00:05:32,854 It was my fault. I get in my head sometimes. 59 00:05:34,464 --> 00:05:36,727 Can we at least talk to someone? Anyone? 60 00:05:36,771 --> 00:05:38,555 Hey, hey. 61 00:05:38,599 --> 00:05:41,819 Can we... Can we talk tonight? Please? Can we... 62 00:05:41,863 --> 00:05:44,953 I'm not sure I'll be here. I need to think. 63 00:05:44,996 --> 00:05:47,876 You're gonna be late for your interview, and I really have to get to work. 64 00:05:51,046 --> 00:05:52,526 Yeah. 65 00:06:09,194 --> 00:06:11,588 [scraping] 66 00:06:12,807 --> 00:06:14,112 Good morning. 67 00:06:15,331 --> 00:06:16,506 Morning. 68 00:06:16,550 --> 00:06:18,639 Like clockwork, you two. 69 00:06:53,108 --> 00:06:54,631 I'll call you later. 70 00:07:41,591 --> 00:07:43,506 [sobbing] 71 00:08:38,343 --> 00:08:39,562 Good morning. 72 00:08:40,694 --> 00:08:42,522 Sorry I'm late. Uh... 73 00:08:43,566 --> 00:08:45,350 I had to... Sorry I'm late. 74 00:08:45,394 --> 00:08:47,091 Oh, only five minutes. 75 00:08:47,135 --> 00:08:50,878 Still leaves us 25 minutes as agreed. 76 00:08:50,921 --> 00:08:53,533 Uh, right. Thirty minutes today, tomorrow, and Friday. 77 00:08:53,576 --> 00:08:55,578 Mm-hmm. Everyone's, uh... 78 00:08:56,405 --> 00:08:58,886 Busy? 79 00:08:58,929 --> 00:09:01,279 That's right. Everyone's busy. 80 00:09:03,020 --> 00:09:04,152 Are you okay? 81 00:09:04,935 --> 00:09:06,720 Oh. Yeah. Sorry. I'm great. 82 00:09:06,763 --> 00:09:09,810 Sorry. Uh... Paul Asher. With The Herald. 83 00:09:09,853 --> 00:09:12,116 Uh, I know who you are. 84 00:09:12,160 --> 00:09:14,989 I know all your work. I'm a fan.Thanks. 85 00:09:15,032 --> 00:09:17,165 Oh. 86 00:09:17,208 --> 00:09:18,819 Uh, sorry. Do you mind? 87 00:09:19,733 --> 00:09:21,299 Okay. A few ground rules. 88 00:09:21,343 --> 00:09:23,867 I'm recording this conversation for accuracy. 89 00:09:23,911 --> 00:09:26,783 Also three sessions... today, tomorrow, and Friday. 90 00:09:26,827 --> 00:09:30,395 When we're done I'll show you what I wrote, but I retain editorial control. 91 00:09:30,439 --> 00:09:31,832 Do you agree? Agreed. 92 00:09:31,875 --> 00:09:34,704 And I expect great things. 93 00:09:34,748 --> 00:09:36,619 Okay, but don't get your hopes up. 94 00:09:36,663 --> 00:09:38,490 I cover religion for a secular paper, 95 00:09:38,534 --> 00:09:41,058 and the stuff I write usually ends up in the Lifestyles section. 96 00:09:41,102 --> 00:09:44,235 You're just being modest. Horoscopes get better placement. 97 00:09:44,279 --> 00:09:47,978 Well, the reporting you did from Afghanistan was very impressive. 98 00:09:48,022 --> 00:09:51,199 You followed that? Every word. 99 00:09:51,242 --> 00:09:53,157 Christians in combat? 100 00:09:53,201 --> 00:09:55,159 That must have been a tough assignment. 101 00:09:55,203 --> 00:09:58,075 Tough on you. Tough on your family. 102 00:09:58,119 --> 00:09:59,903 Tougher for others. 103 00:09:59,947 --> 00:10:01,731 I was just there to write. 104 00:10:01,775 --> 00:10:03,820 But I met some amazing people. 105 00:10:03,864 --> 00:10:07,737 Well, I'd love to hear more about your personal experiences over there. 106 00:10:07,781 --> 00:10:09,826 Yeah. Maybe some other time. 107 00:10:10,784 --> 00:10:12,699 So, unless we're here to play chess, 108 00:10:12,742 --> 00:10:14,439 let's talk about you. 109 00:10:14,483 --> 00:10:16,703 Do you play? Me? No. 110 00:10:16,746 --> 00:10:19,488 Never? When I was a kid. 111 00:10:19,531 --> 00:10:21,795 Anyway... But not anymore? 112 00:10:23,492 --> 00:10:25,842 My father used to bring me here. 113 00:10:25,886 --> 00:10:27,888 I used to play a little back then. Anyway... 114 00:10:29,019 --> 00:10:31,065 Shall we? 115 00:10:31,108 --> 00:10:34,416 Okay. Today is June 1. Please say your name and spell it. 116 00:10:36,548 --> 00:10:39,813 I'm God. G-O-D. 117 00:10:41,989 --> 00:10:44,426 [chuckles]Okay. Great. 118 00:10:44,469 --> 00:10:46,036 Uh, let's start. 119 00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:48,560 Thanks for agreeing to do this interview. 120 00:10:48,604 --> 00:10:50,388 Well, youagreed. 121 00:10:50,432 --> 00:10:52,173 But you're welcome.Oh. 122 00:10:52,216 --> 00:10:55,132 Can I get a shot of you? Sure. 123 00:10:55,176 --> 00:10:57,744 So, no problem you showing up in a photo? 124 00:10:57,787 --> 00:11:00,442 Well, I'm a deity, not a vampire. 125 00:11:08,406 --> 00:11:10,800 I've gotta say, you look human enough to me. 126 00:11:10,844 --> 00:11:14,108 And you know, you look godlike to me. 127 00:11:15,239 --> 00:11:17,589 I get that. Genesis. In his image. 128 00:11:17,633 --> 00:11:19,983 That's pretty funny. Thank you. 129 00:11:20,027 --> 00:11:23,030 So, uh, why did you agree to do this interview? 130 00:11:23,073 --> 00:11:25,467 I talk to my children all the time. 131 00:11:26,816 --> 00:11:29,471 I see. So I'm one of your children. Of course. 132 00:11:29,514 --> 00:11:33,040 Okay, well, there's a name for people you usually talk to like this. 133 00:11:33,083 --> 00:11:34,998 "Lucky"? 134 00:11:35,042 --> 00:11:38,001 I think I meant "prophets." Oh, sure. Yes. 135 00:11:38,045 --> 00:11:42,702 That's what they're called afterI speak to them, but before that... 136 00:11:42,745 --> 00:11:48,011 Many of them weren't too happy to see me when I showed up. At least not at first. 137 00:11:48,055 --> 00:11:49,534 Right. 138 00:11:49,578 --> 00:11:52,450 A burning bush, a pillar of fire. Pretty dramatic stuff. 139 00:11:52,494 --> 00:11:55,845 I'll bet people freaked out. Oh, they did, they did. 140 00:11:55,889 --> 00:11:58,239 But, uh, I got their attention. 141 00:11:58,282 --> 00:12:00,589 No burning bush today? 142 00:12:00,632 --> 00:12:02,591 [stammers] Would you like that? 143 00:12:02,634 --> 00:12:04,462 Is that what you really want? 144 00:12:05,812 --> 00:12:07,683 [coughs]Okay. 145 00:12:07,727 --> 00:12:12,209 Um... uh, what exactly would you like to see burst into flames? 146 00:12:12,253 --> 00:12:14,603 Something in this park perhaps? 147 00:12:14,646 --> 00:12:17,432 Uh, how about that pillar? 148 00:12:17,475 --> 00:12:19,477 Or maybe the tree, huh? 149 00:12:21,392 --> 00:12:22,742 No, of course not. 150 00:12:22,785 --> 00:12:24,787 Well, it's not necessary. 151 00:12:24,831 --> 00:12:26,920 You're here. I'm here. We're already talking. 152 00:12:29,879 --> 00:12:34,405 Getting back to my question, is that why you're here? Am I a prophet? 153 00:12:34,449 --> 00:12:36,407 Are you a prophet? 154 00:12:36,451 --> 00:12:37,495 Well... 155 00:12:38,714 --> 00:12:40,585 We're... We're talking. Okay? 156 00:12:40,629 --> 00:12:42,022 Th-That's a start. 157 00:12:42,805 --> 00:12:44,285 Okay. 158 00:12:45,503 --> 00:12:47,114 Circle back to that. 159 00:12:48,158 --> 00:12:51,509 Okay, so you're God. The God. 160 00:12:51,553 --> 00:12:54,599 The one who created everything. Heaven and earth in six days. 161 00:12:54,643 --> 00:12:57,777 Uh, yep. But, uh, then I rested. 162 00:12:57,820 --> 00:13:00,475 So, nice work. Thank you. 163 00:13:01,128 --> 00:13:03,347 I try. 164 00:13:03,391 --> 00:13:05,610 But i-is this really what you wanted to know, 165 00:13:05,654 --> 00:13:08,265 just some biographical information about my work? 166 00:13:08,309 --> 00:13:11,660 I'm sure you could read all about it in a book somewhere. 167 00:13:11,703 --> 00:13:14,968 Well, sure, but you know, my readers expect some fact-checking in my work. 168 00:13:15,011 --> 00:13:17,100 Facts. Yes.Mm-hmm. 169 00:13:17,144 --> 00:13:18,798 Yes, always the facts. 170 00:13:18,841 --> 00:13:20,625 Okay. Fine. 171 00:13:20,669 --> 00:13:22,323 Well, please continue. 172 00:13:23,977 --> 00:13:27,371 Uh... how old are you? 173 00:13:27,415 --> 00:13:29,983 Time is different for me than it is for you. 174 00:13:30,026 --> 00:13:33,073 I mean, I exist outside of time. 175 00:13:33,116 --> 00:13:35,249 After all, I created time. 176 00:13:36,511 --> 00:13:37,860 Right. 177 00:13:40,863 --> 00:13:42,691 Where do you come from? 178 00:13:42,734 --> 00:13:45,868 Paul, I think this interview would be more productive 179 00:13:45,912 --> 00:13:49,872 if we don't waste time on questions to which you already know the answers. 180 00:13:49,916 --> 00:13:52,135 Okay. Moving on. 181 00:13:52,179 --> 00:13:53,920 Paul, I'm not being difficult. 182 00:13:53,963 --> 00:13:56,487 I just... I just think you of all people 183 00:13:56,531 --> 00:13:59,664 should know why my answers might be confusing. 184 00:13:59,708 --> 00:14:03,320 I mean, if the, uh... if the nature of God were obvious... 185 00:14:04,974 --> 00:14:07,107 Well, look at the world around you 186 00:14:07,150 --> 00:14:09,457 and you will see that it is not. 187 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:13,374 So we struggle here on earth to know you, but I assume you know all the questions and answers. 188 00:14:13,417 --> 00:14:14,766 Mm-hmm. Of course. 189 00:14:14,810 --> 00:14:16,768 Does that make you feel uncomfortable? 190 00:14:16,812 --> 00:14:20,424 But then you know the answer to that question too, right? Yes. 191 00:14:20,468 --> 00:14:23,514 But a divine perspective is not required. 192 00:14:23,558 --> 00:14:26,996 Try to see this from my point of view. This is not an easy process. 193 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:28,345 No, I get it. 194 00:14:28,389 --> 00:14:30,347 Knowing all the questions and all the answers 195 00:14:30,391 --> 00:14:33,350 must make human conversation kind of difficult. 196 00:14:33,394 --> 00:14:36,353 Well, no one likes a know-it-all. 197 00:14:36,397 --> 00:14:38,138 Right.Mm-hmm. 198 00:14:38,181 --> 00:14:41,793 All right, you said, "you of all people" a few moments ago. 199 00:14:41,837 --> 00:14:46,320 You said, "You of all people should know why my answers might be a little confusing." 200 00:14:48,148 --> 00:14:51,107 What do you mean by that? Why me of all people? 201 00:14:51,151 --> 00:14:53,980 Well, you have a degree in religious studies 202 00:14:54,023 --> 00:14:56,896 and a degree in journalism from Loyola University, 203 00:14:56,939 --> 00:14:59,246 where you graduated the top of your class. 204 00:14:59,289 --> 00:15:02,423 You started working at The Herald in their online division 205 00:15:02,466 --> 00:15:03,859 right out of college, 206 00:15:03,903 --> 00:15:07,036 where you write about matters of faith and theology. 207 00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:09,386 So you memorized my online bio.Mm-hmm. 208 00:15:09,430 --> 00:15:11,693 And I also know about your marriage. 209 00:15:12,955 --> 00:15:14,914 Excuse me? 210 00:15:14,957 --> 00:15:16,959 I know about your marriage. 211 00:15:20,963 --> 00:15:22,356 Oh. 212 00:15:23,705 --> 00:15:25,620 You had me going for a second. 213 00:15:25,663 --> 00:15:28,144 Yes, I did, didn't I? 214 00:15:28,188 --> 00:15:30,973 You're waiting for me to ask. Ask what? 215 00:15:31,017 --> 00:15:32,801 For proof.Ah. 216 00:15:32,844 --> 00:15:35,586 Proof that you are who you say you are. 217 00:15:35,630 --> 00:15:37,458 Yeah, proof. 218 00:15:37,501 --> 00:15:38,981 Well, tell me, Paul, 219 00:15:39,025 --> 00:15:44,508 when you pray, do you ask for proof that God is listening? 220 00:15:44,552 --> 00:15:46,467 No. Of course not. 221 00:15:46,510 --> 00:15:49,383 Then this is your lucky day. How so? 222 00:15:49,426 --> 00:15:51,863 I'm here, answering your questions. 223 00:15:51,907 --> 00:15:54,779 I hope I'm being cooperative. 224 00:15:54,823 --> 00:15:56,303 You are. 225 00:16:00,742 --> 00:16:04,311 So, what do I tell the people who say you don't exist? 226 00:16:04,354 --> 00:16:07,227 You tell them that I understand, 227 00:16:07,270 --> 00:16:09,838 but the world they see is just that. 228 00:16:09,881 --> 00:16:13,494 Sometimes that's just the way it looks. 229 00:16:15,583 --> 00:16:16,976 That's a good answer. 230 00:16:17,019 --> 00:16:19,021 Good. I'm glad. [clears throat] 231 00:16:19,065 --> 00:16:21,458 You're a very good interviewer, Paul.Thanks. 232 00:16:21,502 --> 00:16:25,027 Yeah, you've established trust, established rapport. 233 00:16:25,071 --> 00:16:27,073 Yeah, you're not at all condescending, 234 00:16:27,116 --> 00:16:29,249 and you want the truth above all else. 235 00:16:29,292 --> 00:16:32,295 Yeah. The truth would be cool. 236 00:16:32,339 --> 00:16:34,515 Well, that's my specialty. 237 00:16:37,779 --> 00:16:40,564 Okay. Uh, the lightning round and in no order. 238 00:16:40,608 --> 00:16:43,045 [chuckles] Lightning round. That's cute. 239 00:16:43,089 --> 00:16:44,916 What is the meaning of life? 240 00:16:44,960 --> 00:16:47,310 To live, to struggle, to serve God, 241 00:16:47,354 --> 00:16:50,487 and to ask questions like, "What is the meaning of life?" 242 00:16:50,531 --> 00:16:53,577 Are the Torah and the New Testament the word of God? 243 00:16:53,621 --> 00:16:58,887 Of course. But as understood by man and as translated by man. 244 00:16:58,930 --> 00:17:00,584 There's some wiggle room there. 245 00:17:00,628 --> 00:17:02,369 No. 246 00:17:02,412 --> 00:17:05,720 Well, everyone has their own journey, but there is only one path. 247 00:17:05,763 --> 00:17:08,636 Was there ever a time when God didn't exist? 248 00:17:08,679 --> 00:17:12,074 - Well, I could give you the answer I gave Moses. - Okay. 249 00:17:12,118 --> 00:17:15,034 I am that I am. 250 00:17:15,077 --> 00:17:16,470 [chuckles] Right. 251 00:17:16,513 --> 00:17:19,081 I should have known that.Yes. 252 00:17:19,125 --> 00:17:22,258 And it's as true today as it was back then. 253 00:17:22,302 --> 00:17:24,304 Is there a heaven? Oh, yes. 254 00:17:24,347 --> 00:17:27,046 But try not to think of it as just a place. 255 00:17:27,089 --> 00:17:29,396 So Satan is also real? 256 00:17:30,745 --> 00:17:33,791 Yes, but frankly, Satan is overrated. 257 00:17:33,835 --> 00:17:36,142 Overrated? That's a funny way to put it. How so? 258 00:17:36,185 --> 00:17:39,536 Well, he only has power to the extent that you give it to him. 259 00:17:42,278 --> 00:17:44,237 What happens to us after we die? 260 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:46,978 You are reunited with the everlasting. 261 00:17:47,022 --> 00:17:48,415 So my soul is immortal? 262 00:17:48,458 --> 00:17:51,113 Well, it wouldn't be much of a soul if it wasn't. 263 00:17:53,333 --> 00:17:56,205 Can an atheist be a moral person? Sure. Sure. 264 00:17:56,249 --> 00:18:00,514 And you can build a home on no foundation. 265 00:18:00,557 --> 00:18:04,474 But you just better hope that the earth never shakes. 266 00:18:04,518 --> 00:18:06,607 [chuckles] 267 00:18:08,609 --> 00:18:09,827 Is God love? 268 00:18:11,481 --> 00:18:14,789 He doesn't boast, but yes, absolutely. 269 00:18:14,832 --> 00:18:18,923 What's 2,427 times 648? 270 00:18:18,967 --> 00:18:23,276 1,572,696. 271 00:18:24,973 --> 00:18:28,498 [laughs] 272 00:18:28,542 --> 00:18:29,847 For real? 273 00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:34,025 I'm sorry. Sorry. Sorry. 274 00:18:34,069 --> 00:18:36,376 No, that's all right. God forgives. 275 00:18:36,419 --> 00:18:39,118 But this is interesting. What's that? 276 00:18:39,161 --> 00:18:41,120 There's a lot of good questions here, 277 00:18:41,163 --> 00:18:46,037 but you haven't asked me the one question I get asked almost more than any other. 278 00:18:46,081 --> 00:18:48,866 No? What's that? Well, take a guess. 279 00:18:51,826 --> 00:18:53,828 Why do bad things happen to good people? 280 00:18:53,871 --> 00:18:56,526 That's the one. No, that's not on my list. 281 00:18:56,570 --> 00:18:59,616 And frankly, I don't like that question very much. No? 282 00:18:59,660 --> 00:19:01,183 Why not? 283 00:19:01,227 --> 00:19:05,405 Because it's not really a question, is it? It's a complaint. 284 00:19:05,448 --> 00:19:08,451 What it really means is, why do bad things happen to me? 285 00:19:08,495 --> 00:19:11,150 And the person asking is assuming they're a good person, 286 00:19:11,193 --> 00:19:12,934 which seems arrogant to me. 287 00:19:12,977 --> 00:19:15,328 But, Paul, 288 00:19:15,371 --> 00:19:18,679 bad things do happen to some very good people. 289 00:19:20,942 --> 00:19:22,813 It is a big question. 290 00:19:24,250 --> 00:19:26,077 Yes. I know. 291 00:19:26,121 --> 00:19:28,254 I'll answer it if you'd like. 292 00:19:31,257 --> 00:19:32,910 No. Let's move on. 293 00:19:33,998 --> 00:19:35,783 Okay. 294 00:19:39,569 --> 00:19:43,356 Does free will exist? And how do we reconcile it with God's will? 295 00:19:44,922 --> 00:19:46,924 [sighs] Finally. 296 00:19:46,968 --> 00:19:49,144 Finally? What does that mean? 297 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:51,494 It's an adverb meaning "at last." 298 00:19:51,538 --> 00:19:54,671 [laughs] Cute. You know what I meant. 299 00:19:54,715 --> 00:19:57,892 No, finally you are asking me some questions you care about. 300 00:19:57,935 --> 00:20:00,503 I care about all the questions. Well, maybe. 301 00:20:00,547 --> 00:20:03,941 But you care about some of the answers more than others. 302 00:20:03,985 --> 00:20:06,117 Look, this is not about me. 303 00:20:06,161 --> 00:20:07,728 Really? 304 00:20:09,382 --> 00:20:11,558 Does free will exist? 305 00:20:11,601 --> 00:20:14,125 Did I force you to come to this meeting? 306 00:20:14,169 --> 00:20:15,997 Would I know it if you did? 307 00:20:17,651 --> 00:20:19,827 That reminds me of an old joke. 308 00:20:19,870 --> 00:20:21,829 A student goes to his rabbi and says, 309 00:20:21,872 --> 00:20:24,397 "Rabbi, why do you and the other rabbis 310 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:27,008 always answer my questions with another question?" 311 00:20:27,051 --> 00:20:30,577 And the rabbi replies, "So how should we answer?" 312 00:20:31,534 --> 00:20:34,320 Okay. You didn't laugh at God's joke. 313 00:20:34,363 --> 00:20:37,236 So what does that say about free will? 314 00:20:37,279 --> 00:20:40,108 Of course there's free will, Paul, 315 00:20:40,151 --> 00:20:42,066 and everybody knows this is true. 316 00:20:42,110 --> 00:20:46,680 The entire foundation of human law depends on the existence of free will. 317 00:20:47,333 --> 00:20:49,378 Try going before a judge 318 00:20:49,422 --> 00:20:51,337 when you've been charged with a crime. 319 00:20:51,380 --> 00:20:53,382 Blame your actions on God's will. 320 00:20:53,426 --> 00:20:55,254 See how that works out for you.Hmm. 321 00:20:55,297 --> 00:20:58,257 Now, does this mean that every human act is a matter of free will? 322 00:20:58,300 --> 00:20:59,954 Of course not. 323 00:20:59,997 --> 00:21:03,784 No more than you can use free will to grow back an amputated leg. 324 00:21:03,827 --> 00:21:06,656 So, stuff happens and God says, "Hey, man, don't look at me." 325 00:21:06,700 --> 00:21:08,092 No. No. 326 00:21:08,136 --> 00:21:12,271 You have to understand that my will and human free will 327 00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:13,881 are not contradictory 328 00:21:13,924 --> 00:21:16,405 because they are not two versions of the same thing, 329 00:21:16,449 --> 00:21:19,060 but they do fit perfectly together. 330 00:21:19,103 --> 00:21:21,018 I designed it that way. 331 00:21:21,062 --> 00:21:24,239 Yeah, but if I can't tell where one begins and the other ends... 332 00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:25,980 Do you see my problem? 333 00:21:26,023 --> 00:21:28,417 Hmm. Yeah, I think I see. 334 00:21:28,461 --> 00:21:29,940 Do you? Yeah. 335 00:21:29,984 --> 00:21:32,552 Is the problem that you don't trust God's plan, 336 00:21:32,595 --> 00:21:34,597 or that you don't trust yourself? 337 00:21:34,641 --> 00:21:37,905 Oh, great. So, if God's got a plan, I'm covered. Right? 338 00:21:37,948 --> 00:21:40,951 I should've just stayed in bed, because for all I know it's part of his plan. 339 00:21:40,995 --> 00:21:43,650 That's not what I'm saying and you know it. 340 00:21:44,651 --> 00:21:46,740 All right. Look here. Chess. Right? 341 00:21:46,783 --> 00:21:48,872 Pieces interact. There's rules.Mm-hmm. 342 00:21:48,916 --> 00:21:50,526 There's give and take. 343 00:21:50,570 --> 00:21:53,486 But no two pieces can occupy the same space at the same time. 344 00:21:53,529 --> 00:21:55,879 That's a lot like you and me. 345 00:21:55,923 --> 00:21:57,620 People make choices, 346 00:21:57,664 --> 00:22:00,057 and those choices have consequences. 347 00:22:00,101 --> 00:22:03,626 And if knowing my will were part of every human decision, 348 00:22:03,670 --> 00:22:05,846 how would anything ever happen, hmm? 349 00:22:06,847 --> 00:22:08,979 You'd be paralyzed every morning, 350 00:22:09,023 --> 00:22:12,940 trying to decide whether to brush your teeth vertically or horizontally. 351 00:22:12,983 --> 00:22:16,770 So, trying to know God's will is, what, a waste of time? No. Not at all. 352 00:22:16,813 --> 00:22:19,381 Paul, I'm only telling you what you already know. 353 00:22:21,514 --> 00:22:23,820 You have to make your own choices, 354 00:22:23,864 --> 00:22:26,170 and you have to live by those choices, 355 00:22:26,214 --> 00:22:28,782 no matter how you arrived at them. 356 00:22:28,825 --> 00:22:29,913 Hmm. 357 00:22:30,914 --> 00:22:33,003 Tell me, when you traveled to Afghanistan, 358 00:22:33,047 --> 00:22:35,179 which aspects of my will did you consider? 359 00:22:35,223 --> 00:22:38,835 Or did you just think it's all my will, so, hey, anything goes? 360 00:22:38,879 --> 00:22:43,100 Um, I think it was slightly more complicated than that. 361 00:22:43,144 --> 00:22:46,495 You traveled 7,000 miles into a war zone, Paul. 362 00:22:46,539 --> 00:22:49,063 War changes people. 363 00:22:49,106 --> 00:22:52,936 You had to have known a trip like that would have consequences for you, 364 00:22:52,980 --> 00:22:54,982 and for your family. 365 00:22:55,025 --> 00:22:57,985 Or did you think that you'd be different? 366 00:23:02,206 --> 00:23:05,384 I guess I was hoping God would look out for me. 367 00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:07,386 "Hoping"? 368 00:23:07,429 --> 00:23:09,039 Praying. 369 00:23:10,258 --> 00:23:11,999 I prayed for my own safety. 370 00:23:12,042 --> 00:23:15,219 I prayed God would watch over the soldiers I'd met and bring them home. 371 00:23:15,263 --> 00:23:17,918 I prayed my wife would be okay while I was gone. 372 00:23:17,961 --> 00:23:20,660 I prayed I didn't do anything stupid. I prayed a lot. 373 00:23:20,703 --> 00:23:22,836 Were your prayers answered? 374 00:23:22,879 --> 00:23:25,491 I don't know. Some, yes. Mostly, no. 375 00:23:26,622 --> 00:23:28,972 Would you like to talk about that?[laughs] 376 00:23:29,016 --> 00:23:31,410 Are you the complaint department? 377 00:23:31,453 --> 00:23:34,021 I heard I was needed, so I came. 378 00:23:34,064 --> 00:23:36,458 So, I think I'm here to do an interview, 379 00:23:36,502 --> 00:23:39,069 but really what this is is an intervention. 380 00:23:39,113 --> 00:23:41,637 Yes, but not in the way you think it is. 381 00:23:41,681 --> 00:23:43,770 How do you know what I think? 382 00:23:47,774 --> 00:23:49,776 Let's save that for tomorrow. 383 00:23:51,604 --> 00:23:53,910 This is a weird interview.Yeah. 384 00:23:53,954 --> 00:23:56,783 Okay, let's just call it a conversation. Would that be better? 385 00:23:56,826 --> 00:23:59,568 Sorry. That's not why they pay me. 386 00:23:59,612 --> 00:24:02,441 Oh. And that's why you're here. For money. 387 00:24:02,484 --> 00:24:04,573 Why are we here? 388 00:24:04,617 --> 00:24:06,706 I heard I was needed, so I came. 389 00:24:06,749 --> 00:24:09,099 A simple "thank you" would suffice. 390 00:24:09,143 --> 00:24:12,276 [chuckles] Why do I deserve your special attention? 391 00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:13,843 Don't you? 392 00:24:13,887 --> 00:24:16,280 So you're here to save me. 393 00:24:16,324 --> 00:24:17,978 Do you need saving? 394 00:24:18,021 --> 00:24:19,414 Doesn't everyone? 395 00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:22,112 Yes. 396 00:24:22,156 --> 00:24:24,854 But we're gonna do something a little different this time. 397 00:24:24,898 --> 00:24:26,595 Oh? I'm gonna help you. 398 00:24:26,639 --> 00:24:28,684 You're gonna help me? Mm-hmm. 399 00:24:29,555 --> 00:24:31,818 I don't understand. I know. 400 00:24:33,297 --> 00:24:35,169 I know. 401 00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:36,953 But, uh, you will. 402 00:24:38,912 --> 00:24:40,261 And so... 403 00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:41,828 We're out of time. 404 00:24:42,829 --> 00:24:44,961 [chuckles] All right. 405 00:24:46,136 --> 00:24:47,964 Uh, see you tomorrow? 406 00:24:48,748 --> 00:24:50,489 Sure. Same time and place? 407 00:24:50,532 --> 00:24:52,839 Well, to be determined. 408 00:24:57,974 --> 00:25:00,020 Seriously. What's all this about? 409 00:25:01,500 --> 00:25:03,676 Uh, let's talk tomorrow. 410 00:25:15,383 --> 00:25:19,300 [voice whispering softly] 411 00:25:50,418 --> 00:25:52,289 [voice continues whispering] 412 00:25:53,203 --> 00:25:55,423 [child laughing] 413 00:25:55,466 --> 00:25:57,599 [voice continues whispering] 414 00:26:08,392 --> 00:26:12,353 [woman's voice murmuring][voice continues whispering softly] 415 00:26:45,778 --> 00:26:48,955 [voice continues whispering softly] 416 00:26:59,879 --> 00:27:03,099 [siren wailing in distance] 417 00:27:23,816 --> 00:27:27,341 [horns honking] 418 00:28:28,054 --> 00:28:29,446 [sighs] 419 00:28:36,410 --> 00:28:40,327 [chattering, faint] 420 00:28:57,823 --> 00:28:59,476 [phone rings] 421 00:29:00,913 --> 00:29:02,958 Yeah. Um... [clears throat] Paul Asher. 422 00:29:03,002 --> 00:29:05,265 [woman] Hey, it's me. 423 00:29:05,308 --> 00:29:07,833 Oh, uh, hi. 424 00:29:07,876 --> 00:29:09,791 So, what happened this morning? 425 00:29:09,835 --> 00:29:11,227 Did she leave? 426 00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:15,710 I don't know. Um... I don't know. 427 00:29:15,754 --> 00:29:17,799 Oh. 428 00:29:17,843 --> 00:29:20,280 You sound a little, um... I'm sorry. I had... 429 00:29:20,323 --> 00:29:24,110 I just got into work. I had a weird, strange morning. 430 00:29:25,459 --> 00:29:27,504 Can I see you later? 431 00:29:28,941 --> 00:29:30,812 Paul? You there? 432 00:29:31,639 --> 00:29:34,294 [tapping] 433 00:29:34,337 --> 00:29:35,774 Oh. Oh. 434 00:29:35,817 --> 00:29:37,732 Hey, uh, can I call you later? 435 00:29:37,776 --> 00:29:40,126 Oh, yeah, yeah. Okay. 436 00:29:40,169 --> 00:29:42,171 Promise? Yeah. Will do. Okay. 437 00:29:42,215 --> 00:29:44,260 Paul... Okay. Thanks. Talk to you soon. 438 00:29:44,304 --> 00:29:45,522 Okay. Bye. Bye. 439 00:29:45,566 --> 00:29:47,611 Hey. Gary. 440 00:29:47,655 --> 00:29:48,961 Yeah, hey. 441 00:29:51,702 --> 00:29:53,574 What are you doing here? 442 00:29:54,662 --> 00:29:57,099 Yeah, I know. I'm sorry, uh... 443 00:29:57,143 --> 00:29:59,275 And yet, here you are. 444 00:29:59,928 --> 00:30:02,626 You know, paid leave 445 00:30:02,670 --> 00:30:04,803 means we still pay you, right? 446 00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:07,588 Yes. HR explained that. 447 00:30:07,631 --> 00:30:11,070 And how much time have you taken off since you got back? 448 00:30:12,375 --> 00:30:14,116 Mmm... 449 00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:16,771 I think the answer you're looking for is "none." 450 00:30:16,815 --> 00:30:18,294 Paul. 451 00:30:21,515 --> 00:30:23,169 Hmm. 452 00:30:23,952 --> 00:30:25,867 So, you know 453 00:30:25,911 --> 00:30:28,348 there is no shame in taking some time. 454 00:30:28,391 --> 00:30:30,916 Right? 455 00:30:30,959 --> 00:30:32,482 Yeah. Thanks. 456 00:30:32,526 --> 00:30:35,007 Uh, but I needed to... Did you get my text? 457 00:30:35,050 --> 00:30:37,531 You trying to change the subject?[chuckles] Yeah. 458 00:30:37,574 --> 00:30:39,272 [laughs]It work? 459 00:30:39,315 --> 00:30:41,622 Yeah, I got it. Everything okay? Yeah, all good. 460 00:30:41,665 --> 00:30:45,060 Just a crazy morning. I'm working on something. 461 00:30:45,104 --> 00:30:47,541 That's not what I meant. 462 00:30:47,584 --> 00:30:50,587 Oh, yeah, yeah. I'm good. [chuckles] Thanks. 463 00:30:52,372 --> 00:30:53,982 Mm-hmm. 464 00:30:54,026 --> 00:30:57,290 What about Sarah? Family? What's she up to? 465 00:30:57,333 --> 00:30:59,161 [clears throat] She's good. 466 00:30:59,205 --> 00:31:01,207 Yeah? Yeah. I'll tell her you asked. 467 00:31:03,209 --> 00:31:05,515 Hey, Gary, excuse me. Tell her I say hi. 468 00:31:05,559 --> 00:31:07,648 [woman] Can you just sign right here? 469 00:31:07,691 --> 00:31:09,215 [Gary] Yeah. 470 00:31:10,477 --> 00:31:11,870 And here.Mm-hmm. 471 00:31:11,913 --> 00:31:13,480 [Gary] Send it out. Thank you. 472 00:31:13,523 --> 00:31:14,916 Yeah. 473 00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:17,397 So, what do you need? 474 00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:18,877 What do you mean? 475 00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:21,575 Yeah... Oh. [chuckles] 476 00:31:21,618 --> 00:31:23,533 Your text this morning. 477 00:31:23,577 --> 00:31:25,144 Yeah. 478 00:31:25,187 --> 00:31:26,493 Um... 479 00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:30,714 I have this friend and he needs some help. 480 00:31:30,758 --> 00:31:32,455 Mmm. A friend. Really? 481 00:31:32,499 --> 00:31:36,416 Wow. No, it's not me. It's a guy I met overseas. 482 00:31:36,459 --> 00:31:38,940 He's having trouble since he got back. 483 00:31:38,984 --> 00:31:41,595 - PTSD? - I think so. 484 00:31:41,638 --> 00:31:43,945 Okay. Yeah. 485 00:31:43,989 --> 00:31:46,817 - Is he gonna be okay? - I hope so. 486 00:31:46,861 --> 00:31:50,169 I think sometimes it's just hard to see God's plan 487 00:31:50,212 --> 00:31:52,171 in the middle of a war, you know. 488 00:31:52,214 --> 00:31:54,390 Yeah. So, what can I do to help? 489 00:31:56,305 --> 00:31:59,613 He needs to talk to someone right away, someone professional. 490 00:31:59,656 --> 00:32:01,136 I told him I'd ask around. 491 00:32:02,268 --> 00:32:04,487 He's a good guy. A war hero. 492 00:32:04,531 --> 00:32:05,967 Do you know anyone? 493 00:32:06,011 --> 00:32:08,230 He can't go to the VA? 494 00:32:08,274 --> 00:32:10,493 Well... I mean, that's what it's there for. 495 00:32:10,537 --> 00:32:13,975 He's got a classified job now, so it could be a problem if people think he's... 496 00:32:14,019 --> 00:32:15,977 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. 497 00:32:16,891 --> 00:32:18,588 Well... 498 00:32:18,632 --> 00:32:22,288 I know somebody over at the Interfaith Center who's pretty good. 499 00:32:22,331 --> 00:32:25,291 She's really good. I went to her myself when Ann left me. 500 00:32:26,857 --> 00:32:29,991 - When was this? - Last year. 501 00:32:32,211 --> 00:32:33,734 I didn't know. I'm so sorry. 502 00:32:33,777 --> 00:32:36,302 Ah, well, I didn't advertise, and you were... 503 00:32:36,345 --> 00:32:39,000 gone for most of it, so... 504 00:32:39,044 --> 00:32:40,523 You never said anything. 505 00:32:40,567 --> 00:32:42,699 You were fine. You... You seemed fine. 506 00:32:42,743 --> 00:32:44,266 Yeah, see, that's the thing. 507 00:32:44,310 --> 00:32:47,661 Sometimes there aren't signs when someone's in trouble. 508 00:32:47,704 --> 00:32:50,794 So it's really good that your friend, this, um... 509 00:32:50,838 --> 00:32:52,883 Matt.Matt... 510 00:32:52,927 --> 00:32:54,885 is reaching out to you like this. 511 00:32:54,929 --> 00:32:56,235 Yeah. 512 00:32:56,278 --> 00:32:59,499 - So I'll ask and get you a name. - Okay. Thanks. 513 00:32:59,542 --> 00:33:02,458 You know I got your back. Right? You know that? Yeah. I do. 514 00:33:02,502 --> 00:33:04,025 Okay. 515 00:33:04,069 --> 00:33:05,635 What are you working on? 516 00:33:05,679 --> 00:33:08,160 Oh. Uh, you're not gonna believe this. 517 00:33:08,203 --> 00:33:09,813 Um... I'm doing an interview. 518 00:33:09,857 --> 00:33:12,077 Okay. With who? 519 00:33:17,821 --> 00:33:19,214 With God. 520 00:33:22,783 --> 00:33:24,654 Really? 521 00:33:24,698 --> 00:33:26,526 Yeah. Yeah. Really. 522 00:33:28,832 --> 00:33:31,618 I love it. That's a great idea. 523 00:33:31,661 --> 00:33:34,534 You like it? Because I was starting to have second thoughts. 524 00:33:34,577 --> 00:33:37,450 No, no, no, no, no. For your blog? 525 00:33:37,493 --> 00:33:40,627 Or maybe this could be something bigger.[stammering] 526 00:33:40,670 --> 00:33:42,629 I don't know. What do you mean, something bigger? 527 00:33:42,672 --> 00:33:46,850 Print edition, column four. Human interest, every Thursday. 528 00:33:46,894 --> 00:33:49,070 Yes. Yes. 529 00:33:49,114 --> 00:33:52,117 The front page. Y-Y... You're kidding. 530 00:33:53,074 --> 00:33:54,945 About time God made the front page. 531 00:33:54,989 --> 00:33:56,730 You disagree? 532 00:33:56,773 --> 00:33:58,036 No, of course not.Okay. 533 00:33:58,079 --> 00:33:59,646 But what will the office think? 534 00:33:59,689 --> 00:34:02,692 You don't think it'll cause some resentment around here? 535 00:34:02,736 --> 00:34:04,216 No, not really. 536 00:34:04,259 --> 00:34:06,479 I think they already resent you.Okay. 537 00:34:06,522 --> 00:34:08,872 Thank you. How many words? 538 00:34:08,916 --> 00:34:10,918 No idea. 539 00:34:10,961 --> 00:34:14,487 Okay, okay, uh... This is gonna be good. This is great. 540 00:34:15,140 --> 00:34:17,403 Okay, for now, 541 00:34:17,446 --> 00:34:19,535 we'll keep this between us, yeah? 542 00:34:19,579 --> 00:34:21,189 Yeah. No problem. Let me work on it. 543 00:34:21,233 --> 00:34:22,582 Okay.[snaps fingers] 544 00:34:23,931 --> 00:34:25,802 Interview with God. 545 00:34:25,846 --> 00:34:27,326 [chuckles] 546 00:34:27,369 --> 00:34:29,589 That's very cool. Very cool. 547 00:34:37,771 --> 00:34:40,339 [phone ringtone chiming] 548 00:34:51,001 --> 00:34:52,916 [line rings] Hi. This is Sarah. 549 00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,310 Leave a message at the beepy thing, and have a great day. 550 00:34:55,354 --> 00:34:57,834 [beeps]Hey, Sarah, it's me. 551 00:34:59,009 --> 00:35:01,838 Um... I wanna finish our talk. 552 00:35:06,016 --> 00:35:07,844 I think we can fix this. 553 00:35:09,019 --> 00:35:11,109 Please call me back. 554 00:35:11,152 --> 00:35:12,806 Okay. Bye. 555 00:35:26,733 --> 00:35:28,778 [beeps] [Paul] Is God love? 556 00:35:31,216 --> 00:35:33,479 [God] He doesn't boast, but yes, absolutely. 557 00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:38,048 [Paul] What's 2,427 times 648? 558 00:35:38,092 --> 00:35:43,010 [God] 1,572,696. 559 00:35:43,053 --> 00:35:44,968 [mutters] Six hundred... 560 00:35:45,012 --> 00:35:47,884 [Paul chuckles on recording] 561 00:35:47,928 --> 00:35:49,321 For real? 562 00:35:50,278 --> 00:35:51,845 [voices rewinding] 563 00:35:51,888 --> 00:35:55,631 [God] 1,572,696. 564 00:35:55,675 --> 00:35:56,763 [chuckles] 565 00:36:00,506 --> 00:36:01,637 Huh. 566 00:36:56,562 --> 00:36:57,737 Sarah? 567 00:37:27,941 --> 00:37:29,247 [spits] 568 00:37:29,290 --> 00:37:30,900 [milk sloshes into sink] 569 00:37:36,819 --> 00:37:39,257 [God on recording] I know who you are. 570 00:37:39,300 --> 00:37:41,171 I know all your work. I'm a fan. 571 00:37:41,215 --> 00:37:45,219 Christians in combat? That must have been a tough assignment. 572 00:37:45,263 --> 00:37:47,395 Tough on you. Tough on your family. 573 00:37:47,439 --> 00:37:50,746 You traveled 7,000 miles into a war zone, Paul. 574 00:37:50,790 --> 00:37:54,141 War changes people. You're gonna help me? 575 00:37:54,184 --> 00:37:55,751 [God] I don't understand. 576 00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:58,195 [Paul] Getting back to my question, is that why you're here? 577 00:37:58,232 --> 00:37:59,799 Am I a prophet?[God] But, Paul... 578 00:38:00,930 --> 00:38:03,411 bad things do happen to some very good people. 579 00:38:03,455 --> 00:38:06,588 I just think you of all people should know why my answers might be... 580 00:38:06,632 --> 00:38:08,764 Is the problem that you don't trust God's plan? 581 00:38:08,808 --> 00:38:12,290 Or is the problem that you don't trust yourself? 582 00:38:21,211 --> 00:38:23,649 I'm God. G-O-D. 583 00:38:23,692 --> 00:38:25,694 That reminds me of an old joke. 584 00:38:25,738 --> 00:38:27,522 [Paul] Seriously. What's all this about? 585 00:38:27,566 --> 00:38:29,935 What exactly would you like to see burst into flames? Am I a prophet? 586 00:38:29,959 --> 00:38:32,614 This is not about me. Really? People make choices. 587 00:38:32,658 --> 00:38:34,790 Why are we here? Those choices have consequences. 588 00:38:34,834 --> 00:38:36,357 [Paul] So, you're here to save me? 589 00:38:36,401 --> 00:38:39,404 [God] If knowing my will were part of every human decision, 590 00:38:39,447 --> 00:38:41,144 how would anything get done? 591 00:38:41,188 --> 00:38:43,209 [reverberating] When you traveled to Afghanistan... Which aspects... 592 00:38:43,233 --> 00:38:46,236 You of all people should know... And I also know about your marriage. 593 00:38:46,280 --> 00:38:49,675 So, if God's got a plan, I'm covered, right? I also know about your marriage. 594 00:38:49,718 --> 00:38:51,981 Can we talk later tonight, please?[Sarah] I'm not sure. 595 00:38:52,025 --> 00:38:54,177 When trust in a marriage has been broken, how do you fix it? 596 00:38:54,201 --> 00:38:56,440 How many times do you want me to apologize? Stop apologizing. 597 00:38:56,464 --> 00:38:58,510 I don't care about the dishes! 598 00:39:06,039 --> 00:39:07,432 [grunts] 599 00:39:30,455 --> 00:39:32,065 [woman] You never know. 600 00:39:34,546 --> 00:39:38,419 [voice whispering, faint] 601 00:39:41,901 --> 00:39:44,860 Sarah?[voice continues whispering, faint] 602 00:39:52,825 --> 00:39:53,913 Hello? 603 00:39:53,956 --> 00:39:57,003 [voice continues whispering, faint] 604 00:39:58,352 --> 00:39:59,571 Who's there? 605 00:39:59,614 --> 00:40:03,662 [multiple voices whispering, faint] 606 00:40:05,054 --> 00:40:07,013 Hello? 607 00:40:07,056 --> 00:40:08,449 Hello! 608 00:40:10,103 --> 00:40:11,583 Who's there? 609 00:40:11,626 --> 00:40:13,759 [man, muffled] Shut up![thumping on floor] 610 00:40:24,291 --> 00:40:26,467 Morning. 611 00:40:26,511 --> 00:40:27,903 Morning. 612 00:40:29,470 --> 00:40:32,038 Sarah staying home today? Yeah. 613 00:40:33,300 --> 00:40:34,997 Under the weather? 614 00:40:35,041 --> 00:40:36,651 Uh, yeah, I think so. 615 00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:39,959 Echinacea. 616 00:40:40,002 --> 00:40:42,048 That's what I use. 617 00:40:42,091 --> 00:40:43,528 I'll tell her. 618 00:41:13,427 --> 00:41:15,255 Hello? 619 00:41:19,564 --> 00:41:21,522 Hello? 620 00:41:55,164 --> 00:41:56,296 You work here? 621 00:41:58,385 --> 00:41:59,995 Why do you ask? 622 00:42:03,042 --> 00:42:05,000 My mom worked here. 623 00:42:05,044 --> 00:42:06,175 Long ago. 624 00:42:08,569 --> 00:42:10,571 Should we even be in here? 625 00:42:11,529 --> 00:42:13,705 Come. Join me. 626 00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:34,160 Oh, you don't look so good today, Paul. 627 00:42:35,596 --> 00:42:38,164 Is everything okay? I'm fine. 628 00:42:40,514 --> 00:42:42,734 What happened to your hand? 629 00:42:44,300 --> 00:42:46,085 We should get started. 630 00:42:46,128 --> 00:42:50,829 Uh, we can skip today and finish tomorrow, if that would be better. 631 00:42:50,872 --> 00:42:53,309 No, that's okay. I'm here. You're here. 632 00:42:53,353 --> 00:42:56,312 Let's just, uh, pick it up where we left off and... 633 00:42:57,749 --> 00:42:59,359 make it a good interview. 634 00:42:59,402 --> 00:43:02,841 Actually, you didn't look so good yesterday either. 635 00:43:02,884 --> 00:43:04,756 I'm, uh... I'm a little worried. 636 00:43:05,713 --> 00:43:07,628 About yesterday, we got off track. 637 00:43:07,672 --> 00:43:10,762 I was trying to be professional, but we got off track. I apologize for that. 638 00:43:10,805 --> 00:43:12,415 No apologies necessary. 639 00:43:12,459 --> 00:43:15,462 You were incredibly professional, and I said so. 640 00:43:15,505 --> 00:43:17,986 Thank you, but somehow I became part of the interview, 641 00:43:18,030 --> 00:43:20,510 and that's not supposed to happen. 642 00:43:20,554 --> 00:43:23,426 So let's get back to you and, uh... 643 00:43:23,470 --> 00:43:25,341 make it a good interview. 644 00:43:36,396 --> 00:43:37,789 Shall we? 645 00:43:38,659 --> 00:43:40,618 [beeps]Okay, recording. 646 00:43:40,661 --> 00:43:42,968 June 2. Paul Asher interviewing God. 647 00:43:48,974 --> 00:43:52,542 So, I think we covered most of the basics yesterday. 648 00:43:52,586 --> 00:43:55,502 Uh, where did we leave off? You were asking me why I was here. 649 00:43:55,545 --> 00:43:58,374 Right. Sorry. Uh, so why are you here? Why an interview? 650 00:43:58,418 --> 00:44:01,682 I'd like to talk to you about salvation, Paul. 651 00:44:01,726 --> 00:44:04,337 Okay. Good topic. This is progress. 652 00:44:05,338 --> 00:44:07,557 Salvation. 653 00:44:07,601 --> 00:44:11,170 What do you mean by that? What do you think I mean by that? 654 00:44:13,912 --> 00:44:15,696 I'm not trying to be difficult, 655 00:44:15,740 --> 00:44:19,004 but we should establish what you think it is before we can discuss it. 656 00:44:19,047 --> 00:44:22,137 Right? Salvation means different things to different people. 657 00:44:22,181 --> 00:44:23,791 Yes, it does. It's very personal. 658 00:44:23,835 --> 00:44:25,793 It is the most personal, and in the end... 659 00:44:25,837 --> 00:44:28,840 and I mean, literally in the end, 660 00:44:28,883 --> 00:44:31,407 there's nothing more personal than salvation. 661 00:44:31,451 --> 00:44:33,453 It's just you and your soul. 662 00:44:33,496 --> 00:44:36,064 Can't get more intimate than that. Hard to argue. 663 00:44:36,108 --> 00:44:38,763 So when I ask you, what do you think it is, 664 00:44:38,806 --> 00:44:41,461 it's only to help me answer your questions properly. 665 00:44:41,504 --> 00:44:45,421 That's why we're here. Right? You ask. I answer. 666 00:44:46,509 --> 00:44:48,163 Okay. 667 00:44:48,207 --> 00:44:51,166 Salvation means different things to different people.Mm-hmm. 668 00:44:51,210 --> 00:44:54,474 But I'm a Christian, so let me answer it from that perspective. 669 00:44:54,517 --> 00:44:57,129 Salvation is returning to a state of perfection with the Almighty 670 00:44:57,172 --> 00:44:58,870 and absolution from sin forever. 671 00:44:58,913 --> 00:45:01,350 Excellent. That's a very good definition. 672 00:45:01,394 --> 00:45:04,223 Yes, you got right to the heart of the matter. Thank you. 673 00:45:04,266 --> 00:45:07,008 But you sidestepped several thousand years of disagreement 674 00:45:07,052 --> 00:45:09,054 over how you actually get there. 675 00:45:09,097 --> 00:45:11,970 I'm with Jesus, so I'm covered, thanks.Oh. 676 00:45:13,145 --> 00:45:15,625 Are you sure about that? What does that mean? 677 00:45:15,669 --> 00:45:17,497 Nothing. I'm... I'm just asking. 678 00:45:17,540 --> 00:45:19,847 As I said, I'd like this interview to be about you. 679 00:45:19,891 --> 00:45:23,503 I answered your question, so... salvation. 680 00:45:23,546 --> 00:45:25,026 Salvation. Okay. 681 00:45:25,070 --> 00:45:28,551 So, for the sake of... for the sake of discussion, 682 00:45:28,595 --> 00:45:33,382 let's pretend that I am a manufacturer and you are a consumer, 683 00:45:33,426 --> 00:45:37,386 and you tell me, how would you rate the product. 684 00:45:37,430 --> 00:45:39,345 [inhales, exhales] 685 00:45:41,086 --> 00:45:43,175 Salvation as the product? 686 00:45:44,611 --> 00:45:48,006 You've gotta be kidding me. No, I'm not kidding. 687 00:45:48,049 --> 00:45:50,399 Just pretend that it's market research. 688 00:45:50,443 --> 00:45:52,837 You've done this many times before, I'm sure. 689 00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:54,795 It's just another online survey. 690 00:45:55,840 --> 00:45:57,972 How do you rate the product? 691 00:46:01,106 --> 00:46:02,803 Okay. Let's find out. 692 00:46:04,065 --> 00:46:06,589 On the one hand, it's the greatest product ever. 693 00:46:06,633 --> 00:46:08,330 Redemption from sin? 694 00:46:08,374 --> 00:46:11,420 Reunification with God for eternity after a lifetime on earth? Wow! 695 00:46:11,464 --> 00:46:14,530 Who wouldn't want that product? If that doesn't sell itself, nothing ever will. 696 00:46:14,554 --> 00:46:17,122 Well, I'm glad you approve. 697 00:46:17,165 --> 00:46:19,994 On the other hand... On the other hand, what? 698 00:46:20,038 --> 00:46:22,431 On the other hand, it's the only product I can think of 699 00:46:22,475 --> 00:46:25,260 where proper use involves returning it to the maker. 700 00:46:25,304 --> 00:46:27,828 And there's really only one way that can happen. 701 00:46:27,872 --> 00:46:29,569 Everybody wants to get to heaven... 702 00:46:29,612 --> 00:46:31,789 But no one wants to die. Exactly. 703 00:46:31,832 --> 00:46:36,445 That slight complication is mitigated by the fact that everyone will die. 704 00:46:36,489 --> 00:46:39,666 So it's really just about the when... the product... not the what. 705 00:46:39,709 --> 00:46:41,755 Oh, I knew you'd be good at this. 706 00:46:41,799 --> 00:46:44,192 Yeah. I should've been a marketing major. 707 00:46:44,236 --> 00:46:46,978 So, moving on... But, uh, what else? 708 00:46:49,371 --> 00:46:50,808 Really? 709 00:46:50,851 --> 00:46:52,679 There's one aspect that you left out, 710 00:46:52,722 --> 00:46:55,595 the one that I mentioned in the first place... the how. 711 00:46:55,638 --> 00:46:58,685 Or we can call it instructions, just to stay with our metaphor. 712 00:46:58,728 --> 00:47:01,819 Okay, but really, after this, we have to move on. 713 00:47:01,862 --> 00:47:03,168 Okay. 714 00:47:05,474 --> 00:47:08,173 Okay, well, uh, the instructions. 715 00:47:09,565 --> 00:47:12,481 The instructions are widely available, so that's good. 716 00:47:12,525 --> 00:47:16,137 Um, the Bible's a best seller year after year, but... 717 00:47:16,181 --> 00:47:17,835 But... 718 00:47:19,227 --> 00:47:21,229 I think the instructions are a little confusing. 719 00:47:21,273 --> 00:47:24,232 Well, no one ever said knowing my will would be easy. Right. 720 00:47:24,276 --> 00:47:26,539 But knowing God's will isn't really the problem, is it? 721 00:47:26,582 --> 00:47:29,020 The scriptures are full of rules. Yes, they are. 722 00:47:29,063 --> 00:47:31,892 I can think of ten just off the top of my head. 723 00:47:31,936 --> 00:47:33,981 Right, but that's the Old Testament, the Torah. 724 00:47:34,025 --> 00:47:35,635 The New Testament is different. 725 00:47:35,678 --> 00:47:38,116 God gave us his son. That was a game-changer. Indeed it was. 726 00:47:38,159 --> 00:47:40,422 Jesus was super-clear. John 14:6. 727 00:47:40,466 --> 00:47:43,077 "I am the way. No one comes to the Father but through me." 728 00:47:43,121 --> 00:47:44,383 Seems very clear to me. 729 00:47:44,426 --> 00:47:45,993 But that can't be right. No? 730 00:47:46,037 --> 00:47:48,996 Because everyone's a sinner.Yes. 731 00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:52,870 If we're saved through faith and faith alone, why would anyone follow all the other rules? 732 00:47:52,913 --> 00:47:54,654 But is faith all it takes? 733 00:47:54,697 --> 00:47:57,178 You're a murderer. So what? Liar? No problem. 734 00:47:57,222 --> 00:47:59,180 Philanderer? Hey, everyone makes mistakes. 735 00:47:59,224 --> 00:48:02,227 So what's the problem? The problem is... 736 00:48:03,445 --> 00:48:05,360 [chuckles] 737 00:48:06,144 --> 00:48:07,623 The problem is... 738 00:48:08,798 --> 00:48:10,365 The problem is what, Paul? Sorry. 739 00:48:10,409 --> 00:48:12,933 This keeps happening. I'm not the story. We agreed. 740 00:48:12,977 --> 00:48:15,675 Check the record. I never agreed to that. 741 00:48:17,546 --> 00:48:20,810 What do you want? I mean, really. What is this all about? 742 00:48:20,854 --> 00:48:24,118 It seems like you want something from me. I have no idea what it is. 743 00:48:24,162 --> 00:48:27,774 Now you see why the burning bush worked so well. I talk, people listen. 744 00:48:27,817 --> 00:48:29,428 I agreed to meet with you 745 00:48:29,471 --> 00:48:32,387 because it was an intriguing prospect, an idea for an interview, 746 00:48:32,431 --> 00:48:34,955 and I think I have given you the benefit of the doubt. 747 00:48:34,999 --> 00:48:37,958 But it's clear to me now you had some other hidden agenda for this. 748 00:48:38,002 --> 00:48:41,788 This, whatever this is. Really, give me something. What do you want from me? 749 00:48:41,831 --> 00:48:43,964 My math skills didn't impress you? 750 00:48:44,008 --> 00:48:46,793 No, that was impressive, but there are people who can do that stuff. 751 00:48:46,836 --> 00:48:48,099 Okay. Savants, I guess. 752 00:48:48,142 --> 00:48:51,058 Right. Okay. I'll give you something. 753 00:48:51,102 --> 00:48:54,627 But you may not like it. Ah, finally. 754 00:48:54,670 --> 00:48:56,629 Okay, hit me. All right. 755 00:48:56,672 --> 00:49:01,764 No offense, but I think you have a misunderstanding about the nature of faith. 756 00:49:01,808 --> 00:49:05,290 I don't think that's true. I told you I've always had faith. 757 00:49:05,333 --> 00:49:06,682 There it is. 758 00:49:08,510 --> 00:49:10,208 You see? 759 00:49:10,251 --> 00:49:13,733 "I've always had faith." [sighs] 760 00:49:13,776 --> 00:49:16,127 Paul, do you see what I mean? 761 00:49:16,170 --> 00:49:18,129 No, not really. What are you saying? 762 00:49:19,043 --> 00:49:21,436 Okay, we'll get back to that. 763 00:49:23,090 --> 00:49:25,440 Paul, do you... do you ever think 764 00:49:25,484 --> 00:49:28,704 of what the world is like from my perspective? 765 00:49:31,403 --> 00:49:34,710 From God's perspective? Mm-hmm. 766 00:49:35,711 --> 00:49:37,235 Frankly, no. 767 00:49:37,278 --> 00:49:39,498 How would I even do that? How would that be possible? 768 00:49:39,541 --> 00:49:41,804 Well, fair enough. 769 00:49:41,848 --> 00:49:46,635 But, uh, try to imagine knowing every human deed, 770 00:49:46,679 --> 00:49:52,163 every thought, aspiration, uh, depravity. 771 00:49:53,338 --> 00:49:56,689 But also knowing all the, uh, isolation 772 00:49:56,732 --> 00:50:00,736 and the... the pain and the emptiness of life. 773 00:50:02,347 --> 00:50:06,525 Now, multiply that times every human soul that ever existed. 774 00:50:08,179 --> 00:50:11,051 I wouldn't want that job. Why not? 775 00:50:14,054 --> 00:50:16,535 Because it would be overwhelming. 776 00:50:16,578 --> 00:50:19,625 The world is full of such terrible things. 777 00:50:19,668 --> 00:50:22,454 I work for a newspaper. I see it every day. 778 00:50:22,497 --> 00:50:23,890 Horrible things. 779 00:50:23,933 --> 00:50:27,676 Things that come crashing down on decent people. 780 00:50:27,720 --> 00:50:31,854 People with dignity who only want to know why it's happening to them. 781 00:50:31,898 --> 00:50:33,595 What would I say to them? 782 00:50:33,639 --> 00:50:35,684 "Trust me"? 783 00:50:35,728 --> 00:50:37,686 "I have a plan"? [scoffs] 784 00:50:37,730 --> 00:50:40,341 No, thanks. 785 00:50:40,385 --> 00:50:44,867 All that misery in the world would break my heart. 786 00:50:44,911 --> 00:50:46,826 Mm-hmm. 787 00:50:46,869 --> 00:50:49,089 But tell me, 788 00:50:49,133 --> 00:50:50,786 why would you care? 789 00:50:53,224 --> 00:50:55,095 All right, what do you mean, why? 790 00:50:55,139 --> 00:50:57,054 Why would it break your heart? 791 00:50:58,055 --> 00:51:00,100 Because I care. 792 00:51:00,144 --> 00:51:02,581 I have compassion for my fellow human beings. 793 00:51:02,624 --> 00:51:05,149 And where does that morality come from? 794 00:51:06,411 --> 00:51:08,804 I'm sure the answer you're looking for is "from God," 795 00:51:08,848 --> 00:51:10,980 but, really, I have no idea. 796 00:51:11,024 --> 00:51:15,028 Free will perhaps, Paul? Hmm? 797 00:51:15,072 --> 00:51:17,770 Free will exists. 798 00:51:17,813 --> 00:51:21,078 And it wouldn't be much of a morality if I forced you to have it, Paul. 799 00:51:21,121 --> 00:51:23,210 Okay. Good to know. It's all me. 800 00:51:23,254 --> 00:51:26,561 So, when do we get to the part I won't like? 801 00:51:27,997 --> 00:51:30,043 Paul, if you think faith is enough... 802 00:51:30,087 --> 00:51:33,133 I mean, it's not, but if you do, 803 00:51:33,177 --> 00:51:35,918 would you just start being an immoral person? 804 00:51:35,962 --> 00:51:38,747 How do you know I'm not an immoral person? Because you just told me. 805 00:51:38,791 --> 00:51:41,141 You said you have compassion, and I believe you. 806 00:51:42,534 --> 00:51:44,362 So, what could you possibly do 807 00:51:44,405 --> 00:51:47,278 that would be beyond my powers to forgive you? 808 00:51:51,195 --> 00:51:53,632 [inhales deeply] 809 00:51:59,464 --> 00:52:02,423 Paul, I just asked you a very important question. 810 00:52:02,467 --> 00:52:05,296 I, uh... I don't want to talk about this. 811 00:52:05,339 --> 00:52:07,167 Can we change the subject, please? 812 00:52:07,950 --> 00:52:08,950 Why? 813 00:52:14,261 --> 00:52:15,784 Why? Because it's personal. 814 00:52:15,828 --> 00:52:17,545 But you have no secrets from me. Yeah, I do. 815 00:52:17,569 --> 00:52:19,962 No, you don't.Yeah, I do. 816 00:52:20,006 --> 00:52:22,139 And my life is not the topic of this conversation. 817 00:52:22,182 --> 00:52:25,533 But it really is, Paul. I don't know how many more ways I can say this. 818 00:52:25,577 --> 00:52:27,709 But you need to start hearing me.Okay. 819 00:52:27,753 --> 00:52:30,190 We've done enough for today. Thank you. All right, all right. 820 00:52:30,234 --> 00:52:32,149 You can ask me anything you want. 821 00:52:32,192 --> 00:52:35,500 That's what I've been doing, but it doesn't really get me anywhere. 822 00:52:35,543 --> 00:52:38,024 I've been more than deferential to your claim of who you are, 823 00:52:38,067 --> 00:52:41,158 but I keep asking questions, and you keep giving me these evasive answers. 824 00:52:41,201 --> 00:52:42,724 You've been asking very good questions, 825 00:52:42,768 --> 00:52:44,354 and I'm trying to answer them as best I can. 826 00:52:44,378 --> 00:52:46,598 Best for who? For you, of course. 827 00:52:46,641 --> 00:52:48,924 If that's what you think, then we did get to the part I don't like. 828 00:52:48,948 --> 00:52:51,907 Well, it can get a lot worse than that. I really don't see how. 829 00:52:51,951 --> 00:52:55,998 Well, how about we talk about your marriage? No! 830 00:52:56,042 --> 00:53:00,220 No, we really can't, and it's inappropriate you would bring that into the conversation! 831 00:53:00,264 --> 00:53:02,440 My personal life is off-limits, 832 00:53:02,483 --> 00:53:04,181 and that goes double for my marriage. 833 00:53:04,224 --> 00:53:06,835 Oh, and you're sure about that? 834 00:53:06,879 --> 00:53:08,924 Are you... 835 00:53:08,968 --> 00:53:11,188 Did someone put you up to this? Is that...? 836 00:53:11,231 --> 00:53:12,928 Paul, you're just being paranoid. 837 00:53:12,972 --> 00:53:16,193 - I'm just here to help. - Thanks, but I can manage my own affairs. 838 00:53:16,236 --> 00:53:18,847 Oh, you can? I can manage! 839 00:53:18,891 --> 00:53:23,330 Why are you doing this? Is this what you do to people? 840 00:53:23,374 --> 00:53:26,246 Is this what you do? Go around talking crap? 841 00:53:26,290 --> 00:53:29,162 [chuckles]Why am I here? 842 00:53:29,206 --> 00:53:32,034 Oh, I get that question too many times. I mean, here. 843 00:53:32,078 --> 00:53:34,123 In this theater. Why am I here? 844 00:53:34,167 --> 00:53:37,344 'Cause I would like to help you if you will let me. 845 00:53:37,388 --> 00:53:39,781 Thanks. I've got it covered. Everything's under control. 846 00:53:39,825 --> 00:53:43,481 Oh, okay then. Yeah. Well, that's... that's very good to hear 847 00:53:43,524 --> 00:53:46,484 because, uh, you are about out of time. 848 00:53:46,527 --> 00:53:49,878 Oh, I had five more minutes, but I'm happy to forfeit that time to the next prophet. 849 00:53:49,922 --> 00:53:53,404 No, Paul. I mean, you are about out of time. 850 00:53:54,666 --> 00:53:56,842 - What are you saying? - Just that. 851 00:53:58,409 --> 00:54:01,281 Out of time. That's cryptic. What does that even mean? 852 00:54:15,643 --> 00:54:18,733 - You're saying... - Yes. 853 00:54:22,259 --> 00:54:24,696 [sighs] 854 00:54:26,219 --> 00:54:27,742 [scoffs] 855 00:54:28,613 --> 00:54:30,745 - Are you saying...? - Yes. 856 00:54:30,789 --> 00:54:33,270 I'm very sorry. 857 00:54:36,447 --> 00:54:39,754 - This is a joke. - No. No joke, Paul. 858 00:54:40,886 --> 00:54:42,017 I'm sorry. 859 00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:45,325 Sick joke. [sniffles] 860 00:54:47,327 --> 00:54:48,807 Why would you tell me that? 861 00:54:51,157 --> 00:54:54,508 Because you said so yourself, Paul. 862 00:54:54,552 --> 00:54:57,511 Dying is just about the when. 863 00:54:57,555 --> 00:54:59,774 So why can't the when be now? 864 00:54:59,818 --> 00:55:02,342 This interview is over. Well, we... we still have tomorrow. 865 00:55:02,386 --> 00:55:04,083 There is no tomorrow! 866 00:55:04,126 --> 00:55:06,433 I'll let you know where, just in case you change your mind. 867 00:55:06,477 --> 00:55:10,872 I'm pretty sure I won't. I don't even know why I agreed to this. 868 00:55:10,916 --> 00:55:13,135 You prayed, Paul. You asked for help. 869 00:55:13,179 --> 00:55:15,834 That's why I'm here, and I thought an interview would be a place 870 00:55:15,877 --> 00:55:18,010 where a journalist would be comfortable. 871 00:55:18,053 --> 00:55:21,187 Well, congratulations. You got that exactly wrong. 872 00:55:21,230 --> 00:55:23,058 I'm not comfortable at all with this. 873 00:55:23,102 --> 00:55:25,496 Salvation is real, Paul, 874 00:55:25,539 --> 00:55:27,454 and it can still happen for you, 875 00:55:27,498 --> 00:55:31,458 but you need to understand something very important. 876 00:55:31,502 --> 00:55:33,721 Faith isn't something that you can just have. 877 00:55:33,765 --> 00:55:35,593 Not in the conventional sense. 878 00:55:35,636 --> 00:55:39,161 Because faith isn't the goal. 879 00:55:39,205 --> 00:55:41,555 Faith is the process. 880 00:55:41,599 --> 00:55:43,427 It's a lot like a marriage. 881 00:55:43,470 --> 00:55:47,126 The vows you take aren't the end. They're just the beginning. 882 00:55:48,432 --> 00:55:51,957 It takes time and dedication... every day. 883 00:55:52,000 --> 00:55:55,439 [chuckling] Wow. 884 00:55:59,399 --> 00:56:00,879 Paul? 885 00:56:02,402 --> 00:56:03,969 Paul! 886 00:56:05,623 --> 00:56:08,582 Would you like to know when it will happen? 887 00:56:12,369 --> 00:56:13,892 No. 888 00:56:34,391 --> 00:56:36,741 [horn honks][gasps] 889 00:57:41,370 --> 00:57:43,590 Wh-What... What are you doing here? 890 00:57:43,634 --> 00:57:45,418 You never called me back. 891 00:57:45,462 --> 00:57:47,289 [sighs] Uh, yeah. 892 00:57:47,333 --> 00:57:50,945 I'm... I'm sorry. I had a bad day yesterday, and... 893 00:57:50,989 --> 00:57:52,991 I know. That's why I called you. 894 00:57:54,471 --> 00:57:57,909 Hey. Hello. It's nice to see you. 895 00:57:59,258 --> 00:58:00,781 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Hi. 896 00:58:00,825 --> 00:58:04,611 Uh, can we... can we take this... 897 00:58:04,655 --> 00:58:07,048 [clears throat]Okay. 898 00:58:07,092 --> 00:58:09,486 Nobody knew where you were, and you didn't answer your cell. 899 00:58:09,529 --> 00:58:12,837 I was in a meeting. I had it turned off. I'm sorry. Uh... 900 00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:15,840 [clears throat] 901 00:58:21,672 --> 00:58:23,412 Do you want to talk about yesterday? 902 00:58:23,456 --> 00:58:25,806 [sighs] No, not really. 903 00:58:25,850 --> 00:58:27,982 Don't you think we should? 904 00:58:28,722 --> 00:58:30,158 Okay, what's on your mind? 905 00:58:31,551 --> 00:58:33,597 Why are you talking to me like that? 906 00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:36,121 Like I'm other people. She just left me yesterday. 907 00:58:36,164 --> 00:58:38,689 Can I get a... some breathing room? Please? 908 00:58:38,732 --> 00:58:41,474 I know. I'm... I'm just worried about you. 909 00:58:41,518 --> 00:58:44,346 I know. I'm sorry. I know you are. 910 00:58:44,390 --> 00:58:45,870 It's just... 911 00:58:47,611 --> 00:58:49,830 Do you want me to leave? 912 00:58:49,874 --> 00:58:52,485 Paul, you know this wasn't your fault, right? 913 00:58:52,529 --> 00:58:55,270 It wasn't anyone's fault. 914 00:58:55,314 --> 00:58:57,664 Of course, it's my fault. 915 00:58:57,708 --> 00:59:00,580 Why does it have to be someone's fault? 916 00:59:00,624 --> 00:59:03,017 Things happen in the universe, Paul, in life. 917 00:59:03,061 --> 00:59:05,672 Well, you know, I have a slightly different perspective on that. 918 00:59:05,716 --> 00:59:09,981 I know, and it's one of the things I've always loved about you. 919 00:59:10,024 --> 00:59:13,201 You have a strength and a certainty that I've never had. 920 00:59:13,245 --> 00:59:15,421 But this... 921 00:59:15,464 --> 00:59:17,162 This was my fault. 922 00:59:17,205 --> 00:59:18,206 How? 923 00:59:19,468 --> 00:59:22,167 I never should have gone away. 924 00:59:22,210 --> 00:59:23,777 Where? To Afghanistan? 925 00:59:23,821 --> 00:59:26,388 It was stupid. I never thought it through, what might happen. 926 00:59:26,432 --> 00:59:27,738 I was stupid. 927 00:59:27,781 --> 00:59:30,654 - Is that what you think? - Yes, it's what I think. 928 00:59:31,568 --> 00:59:33,526 No, Paul. 929 00:59:33,570 --> 00:59:34,745 What? 930 00:59:36,311 --> 00:59:37,617 [shouts] What? 931 00:59:37,661 --> 00:59:39,750 Sarah had the affair before you left. 932 00:59:45,146 --> 00:59:47,627 [sighs, snickers] 933 00:59:49,586 --> 00:59:51,196 [chuckles] 934 00:59:52,110 --> 00:59:54,155 Oh, God. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 935 00:59:54,199 --> 00:59:56,331 I thought you knew. Give me a minute, please. 936 00:59:56,375 --> 00:59:59,421 Give me a minute. Just give me some space! Please. 937 00:59:59,465 --> 01:00:01,554 Sorry. Oh! 938 01:00:01,598 --> 01:00:04,035 What's happening here? Call you back. 939 01:00:04,078 --> 01:00:06,341 Whatever it is, why is it happening in my office? 940 01:00:06,385 --> 01:00:09,257 I-I'm sorry. Hi. I'm-I'm Grace. 941 01:00:09,301 --> 01:00:12,783 I'm Paul's sister-in-law. Uh, Sarah's sister. 942 01:00:14,785 --> 01:00:16,482 Hi.A fan of your sister. 943 01:00:16,525 --> 01:00:19,528 Thanks. Uh, I'm sorry. 944 01:00:19,572 --> 01:00:21,443 We totally stole your office. 945 01:00:21,487 --> 01:00:23,097 Yes, you did. 946 01:00:23,141 --> 01:00:25,447 Would you mind giving us a couple of minutes? 947 01:00:25,491 --> 01:00:27,841 I'm sorry. Paul? 948 01:00:27,885 --> 01:00:29,887 Is that all right, Gary? 949 01:00:29,930 --> 01:00:33,934 All right. Hey, I got that name for your friend, okay? 950 01:00:33,978 --> 01:00:36,981 Number's right here. They'll see him today if he can make it. 951 01:00:38,025 --> 01:00:40,854 - I'll leave it here. - Thank you. 952 01:00:44,510 --> 01:00:47,992 [chuckles] He doesn't know, huh? 953 01:00:49,167 --> 01:00:50,385 No. 954 01:00:50,429 --> 01:00:52,692 It might help if you start talking to someone. 955 01:00:52,736 --> 01:00:54,476 If not me, someone else. 956 01:00:54,520 --> 01:00:59,307 I want to talk to Sarah about it, but she's not returning my calls. 957 01:00:59,351 --> 01:01:02,876 I don't even know where she is. For all I know, she could be with that other guy. 958 01:01:02,920 --> 01:01:04,965 No, she's... she's not. She's not. 959 01:01:05,009 --> 01:01:07,664 That's over. How do you know? 960 01:01:07,707 --> 01:01:09,361 'Cause she's staying with me. 961 01:01:10,492 --> 01:01:11,755 What? Why didn't you tell me? 962 01:01:11,798 --> 01:01:13,670 Paul, please. 963 01:01:13,713 --> 01:01:15,497 Could you please get her to call me back? 964 01:01:15,541 --> 01:01:17,586 I can't. I'm sorry. 965 01:01:17,630 --> 01:01:19,850 - You've got to be patient. - Why? 966 01:01:19,893 --> 01:01:22,635 You just have to give her time. Give her time? 967 01:01:22,679 --> 01:01:25,899 How much time? A day? A week? A month? 968 01:01:25,943 --> 01:01:28,336 Paul, come on. I've known you since I was 18. 969 01:01:28,380 --> 01:01:31,557 Sarah marrying you was the best thing she ever did. 970 01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:33,733 And we will always be family. 971 01:01:33,777 --> 01:01:35,866 That's why I'm here today. 972 01:01:35,909 --> 01:01:38,216 I-I don't know why this happened, but... 973 01:01:39,608 --> 01:01:42,394 You should really talk to someone. 974 01:01:42,437 --> 01:01:44,004 [sighs] Yeah, I will. 975 01:01:44,048 --> 01:01:47,355 - Promise? - I promise. Yeah. 976 01:01:47,399 --> 01:01:50,707 [clears throat] Yeah. I appreciate you coming by. Thank you. 977 01:01:52,360 --> 01:01:54,145 - Hug? - Yeah. 978 01:02:10,465 --> 01:02:12,859 Hey, Matt. It's me. 979 01:02:12,903 --> 01:02:14,861 Yeah, that's why I'm calling actually. 980 01:02:14,905 --> 01:02:16,776 You know what? I'm going to text it to you. 981 01:02:16,820 --> 01:02:20,345 They said if you can make it, they'll see you right away. Today. 982 01:02:22,564 --> 01:02:24,088 Yeah. Mm-hmm. 983 01:02:26,177 --> 01:02:29,267 Okay. Good luck. Let me know how it goes. Give me a call after. 984 01:02:29,310 --> 01:02:31,051 Okay? 985 01:02:31,095 --> 01:02:34,663 Um, can I ask for a favor? A big favor? 986 01:02:34,707 --> 01:02:37,362 I'm doing this interview, and it's getting kind of weird. 987 01:02:37,405 --> 01:02:38,929 Um... 988 01:02:38,972 --> 01:02:41,235 Well, that's the thing. I-I don't know. 989 01:02:41,279 --> 01:02:43,760 If I send you a head shot, could you check it out, 990 01:02:43,803 --> 01:02:45,544 run it through the database or something? 991 01:02:45,587 --> 01:02:47,285 Is that possible? 992 01:02:48,460 --> 01:02:50,679 Really? 993 01:02:50,723 --> 01:02:53,595 No, that's perfect. Tomorrow's fine. 994 01:02:53,639 --> 01:02:55,206 Okay. Bye. 995 01:02:56,990 --> 01:02:59,427 What's going on? 996 01:03:00,951 --> 01:03:02,996 Look, I'm sorry, Gary. What's wrong? 997 01:03:04,693 --> 01:03:06,521 Is there a problem with the story? 998 01:03:09,655 --> 01:03:11,439 Talk to me. 999 01:03:12,484 --> 01:03:14,529 Sarah just left me. 1000 01:03:14,573 --> 01:03:16,096 Yesterday. 1001 01:03:16,140 --> 01:03:18,925 [sighs] I'm sorry. Why didn't you say something? 1002 01:03:18,969 --> 01:03:20,884 It's been bad since I got back. 1003 01:03:20,927 --> 01:03:23,756 I should have said something. 1004 01:03:23,800 --> 01:03:26,411 I don't know why. 1005 01:03:26,454 --> 01:03:28,456 This about Afghanistan? 1006 01:03:28,500 --> 01:03:33,766 I thought so, but now I think it might be a bigger problem, an older problem. 1007 01:03:33,810 --> 01:03:35,637 I'm trying to figure it out. All right. 1008 01:03:35,681 --> 01:03:39,685 Well, maybe it's time you take that break we talked about, huh? 1009 01:03:39,728 --> 01:03:41,905 [sobs, sniffles] Yeah. 1010 01:03:42,731 --> 01:03:45,169 Yeah. I might. Okay, good. 1011 01:03:45,212 --> 01:03:47,475 You think you can fix things with her? 1012 01:03:47,519 --> 01:03:50,696 I don't know. Maybe I think she's better off without me. 1013 01:03:50,739 --> 01:03:52,654 Don't say that. 1014 01:03:52,698 --> 01:03:54,569 Never think that. 1015 01:04:03,056 --> 01:04:06,320 You know, when Ann left me, I, uh... I went a little crazy. 1016 01:04:06,364 --> 01:04:09,149 I had thoughts I'd never had before. 1017 01:04:09,193 --> 01:04:13,153 Crazy, weird thoughts. 1018 01:04:13,197 --> 01:04:15,808 And then, you know, maybe some of it was from, 1019 01:04:15,852 --> 01:04:17,810 like, the body blow, the hurt feelings. 1020 01:04:17,854 --> 01:04:22,771 But the worst part of it for me was... was this crushing disappointment. 1021 01:04:22,815 --> 01:04:24,425 Gary, I don't need you to-to-to... 1022 01:04:24,469 --> 01:04:26,340 No, listen to me. Listen to this. 1023 01:04:27,428 --> 01:04:30,779 I always had all kind of bad thoughts 1024 01:04:30,823 --> 01:04:33,695 about what my life was gonna be like, 1025 01:04:33,739 --> 01:04:35,262 like... like what could happen. 1026 01:04:35,306 --> 01:04:38,352 I mean, poverty, horrible illness. You name it. 1027 01:04:38,396 --> 01:04:42,704 But I never once imagined that my marriage might fail. 1028 01:04:42,748 --> 01:04:44,750 What is that, naive? 1029 01:04:44,793 --> 01:04:46,186 Is it? 1030 01:04:46,230 --> 01:04:50,538 I mean, really, why couldn't it happen to me? 1031 01:04:50,582 --> 01:04:52,540 Because I have faith? 1032 01:04:52,584 --> 01:04:54,716 Does that make me special? 1033 01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:56,980 Well, doesn't it? Yes. 1034 01:04:57,981 --> 01:05:00,853 That's exactly it. It does. 1035 01:05:00,897 --> 01:05:04,944 And it was faith that rescued Ann and me. 1036 01:05:04,988 --> 01:05:07,947 Sure, we needed help, and it took time, 1037 01:05:07,991 --> 01:05:10,994 but he was there for us when we needed him. 1038 01:05:12,082 --> 01:05:15,215 So, you've just got to get right. 1039 01:05:15,259 --> 01:05:17,391 Yeah, I know. I'm trying. 1040 01:05:20,699 --> 01:05:22,919 You still love Sarah? 1041 01:05:22,962 --> 01:05:25,747 You know I do.Okay. Okay. 1042 01:05:25,791 --> 01:05:28,925 Then find your hope and fix this. 1043 01:05:28,968 --> 01:05:30,578 You can do it. 1044 01:05:31,666 --> 01:05:33,233 What if time were a factor? 1045 01:05:33,277 --> 01:05:36,106 What? What is it? What are you talking about? 1046 01:05:36,149 --> 01:05:37,934 I'm sorry. Forget I said that. 1047 01:05:37,977 --> 01:05:40,153 It's just... Gary, this interview. 1048 01:05:40,197 --> 01:05:42,503 It's... I don't know. 1049 01:05:42,547 --> 01:05:45,158 It's... eating me up. 1050 01:05:47,030 --> 01:05:51,077 Is that where you've been the past couple days? Yeah. It is. 1051 01:05:51,121 --> 01:05:53,645 It's really an interview? 1052 01:05:53,688 --> 01:05:55,603 Yeah. It is. Yeah. 1053 01:05:56,517 --> 01:05:58,563 With God? 1054 01:05:59,651 --> 01:06:01,174 [chuckles] 1055 01:06:10,531 --> 01:06:12,011 Okay. 1056 01:06:12,055 --> 01:06:14,840 You already pitched it to the print edition, didn't you? 1057 01:06:14,883 --> 01:06:17,190 Yes. 1058 01:06:17,234 --> 01:06:20,498 - And they loved it. - Come on, Gary. Look at me. 1059 01:06:20,541 --> 01:06:23,718 My wife just left me. I'm crying my eyes out in your office. 1060 01:06:23,762 --> 01:06:26,547 It's possible I might need to deal with some stuff right now. 1061 01:06:26,591 --> 01:06:28,985 Listen, you sort it out. 1062 01:06:29,028 --> 01:06:31,074 You take care of you first. 1063 01:06:31,117 --> 01:06:32,989 And remember what I said. Get right. 1064 01:06:34,860 --> 01:06:36,514 Thanks, Gary.Yeah. 1065 01:07:01,539 --> 01:07:04,194 [buzzing] 1066 01:07:05,108 --> 01:07:07,197 Come on, pick up, pick up. 1067 01:07:10,809 --> 01:07:14,204 I just nearly picked up. I wanted to speak to him. 1068 01:07:14,247 --> 01:07:16,380 Then why didn't you? 1069 01:07:16,423 --> 01:07:18,295 Because I destroyed my marriage. 1070 01:07:22,560 --> 01:07:23,996 Sarah. 1071 01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:26,564 Sarah, I'm struggling here, okay? I have to talk to you. 1072 01:07:26,607 --> 01:07:28,131 Could you call me back right away? 1073 01:07:28,174 --> 01:07:30,133 It's important. 1074 01:07:30,176 --> 01:07:32,091 Please call me back. 1075 01:07:32,135 --> 01:07:33,527 Okay. Bye. 1076 01:07:34,920 --> 01:07:36,661 Wait. What the...? 1077 01:07:39,142 --> 01:07:42,232 How many men take back a wife that cheated? 1078 01:07:43,755 --> 01:07:46,714 He was either working or at the theological library. 1079 01:07:49,065 --> 01:07:53,112 He stopped going to church and his men's group because he lost faith. 1080 01:07:53,156 --> 01:07:55,462 I made it about me. 1081 01:07:55,506 --> 01:07:56,855 He was gone. 1082 01:07:56,898 --> 01:07:59,858 - You don't know what I did. - I know you're human. 1083 01:08:12,827 --> 01:08:15,700 You know me, right? 1084 01:08:15,743 --> 01:08:20,226 You know I don't believe in all that pray-to-Jesus crap, 1085 01:08:20,270 --> 01:08:23,838 but... maybe you should. 1086 01:08:24,796 --> 01:08:27,277 You're telling me to pray? 1087 01:08:27,929 --> 01:08:30,018 Can't hurt. 1088 01:08:30,062 --> 01:08:31,803 It can't reverse what I did. 1089 01:08:35,720 --> 01:08:38,288 There's no going back from what I've done, ever. 1090 01:09:24,247 --> 01:09:25,900 All right. 1091 01:09:32,864 --> 01:09:35,345 [water running] 1092 01:09:36,563 --> 01:09:38,217 [sniffs] 1093 01:09:42,961 --> 01:09:44,397 [sighs] 1094 01:09:49,185 --> 01:09:53,014 Why is he showing himself rather than being hidden from me? 1095 01:09:56,801 --> 01:09:59,673 What am I to myself? No one loved me. 1096 01:09:59,717 --> 01:10:02,198 Who am I? [sniffs] 1097 01:10:04,243 --> 01:10:05,810 Okay. 1098 01:10:06,506 --> 01:10:07,551 Okay. 1099 01:10:10,728 --> 01:10:13,948 [snoring][helicopter whirring] 1100 01:10:16,908 --> 01:10:20,259 [men chattering] 1101 01:10:33,490 --> 01:10:35,274 [woman, quietly] Can you hear me? 1102 01:10:41,454 --> 01:10:43,369 [Paul on recording] Why? Because it's personal. 1103 01:10:43,413 --> 01:10:45,129 [God on recording] But you have no secrets from me. 1104 01:10:45,153 --> 01:10:46,807 [Paul] Yeah, I do. No, you don't. 1105 01:10:46,851 --> 01:10:50,289 Yeah, I do. My life is not the topic of this conversation. 1106 01:10:50,333 --> 01:10:52,335 [God] But it really is, Paul. 1107 01:10:52,378 --> 01:10:55,139 I don't know how many more ways I can say this, but you need to start hearing me. 1108 01:10:55,163 --> 01:10:56,513 [Paul] Okay.[sighs] 1109 01:10:56,556 --> 01:10:58,556 We've done enough for today. Thank you. All right. 1110 01:11:31,983 --> 01:11:33,463 [footsteps] 1111 01:11:58,444 --> 01:12:00,359 - Welcome back. - Thank you. 1112 01:12:06,409 --> 01:12:09,107 I have some more questions. 1113 01:12:11,196 --> 01:12:13,981 Today is our last interview, 1114 01:12:14,025 --> 01:12:16,375 and I want to come to some conclusions. 1115 01:12:16,419 --> 01:12:18,508 Good. So do I. 1116 01:12:20,988 --> 01:12:22,903 I got it. All right. 1117 01:12:22,947 --> 01:12:24,383 Thank you. 1118 01:12:24,427 --> 01:12:25,950 [clears throat] 1119 01:12:27,778 --> 01:12:29,997 Okay, recording. Friday, June 3. 1120 01:12:30,041 --> 01:12:31,695 Last interview. 1121 01:12:33,958 --> 01:12:36,134 [speaks Italian] 1122 01:12:36,177 --> 01:12:38,310 [speaks Italian] 1123 01:12:38,354 --> 01:12:41,400 Your Italian is very good. Loyola Rome, junior year abroad. 1124 01:12:41,444 --> 01:12:44,011 Well, that's time well spent. 1125 01:12:44,055 --> 01:12:46,927 You gave me some pretty disturbing news yesterday. 1126 01:12:46,971 --> 01:12:49,190 Was it news? 1127 01:12:49,234 --> 01:12:52,194 You keep saying that you're here because I prayed, that you're here to help. 1128 01:12:52,237 --> 01:12:54,413 That's right. And yet you told me I'm gonna die. 1129 01:12:54,457 --> 01:12:56,981 How does that help me? You're a journalist. 1130 01:12:57,024 --> 01:12:59,723 Surely you appreciate the value of a deadline. 1131 01:12:59,766 --> 01:13:01,507 Hmm. 1132 01:13:01,551 --> 01:13:05,642 Sorry. I knew it would get you back here. So it was just manipulation? 1133 01:13:05,685 --> 01:13:09,515 No, motivation is the word I'd use, and here you are. 1134 01:13:09,559 --> 01:13:11,082 You were pushing me? Yes, of course. 1135 01:13:11,125 --> 01:13:12,953 Like you've been pushing me from the start? 1136 01:13:12,997 --> 01:13:16,174 - Well, maybe you needed a push. - Is that your job? 1137 01:13:16,217 --> 01:13:21,222 Paul, I told you, I play an active role in the lives of all my children. 1138 01:13:21,266 --> 01:13:24,791 So let's stop wasting time on things you already know, and let's move on. 1139 01:13:24,835 --> 01:13:26,880 Shall we? 1140 01:13:26,924 --> 01:13:29,492 And you can cross that first question off your list. 1141 01:13:34,453 --> 01:13:36,890 Is God just a clockmaker? 1142 01:13:36,934 --> 01:13:38,588 Now you know. 1143 01:13:40,677 --> 01:13:42,940 So, this is how it works when God answers your prayers? 1144 01:13:42,983 --> 01:13:45,508 I never said I was here to answer your prayers.Right. 1145 01:13:45,551 --> 01:13:48,380 You said you came because I prayed, so maybe you can see my confusion. 1146 01:13:48,424 --> 01:13:52,297 But apparently it was just to deliver some bad news, right? 1147 01:13:52,340 --> 01:13:54,473 - 'Cause, you know, I feel fine. - Oh? 1148 01:13:54,517 --> 01:13:56,606 Oh, are you here to bargain with me? 1149 01:13:57,563 --> 01:14:00,174 No.Well, good. 1150 01:14:00,218 --> 01:14:02,786 Good. Then let's move on. 1151 01:14:03,526 --> 01:14:05,397 Sure. 1152 01:14:05,441 --> 01:14:08,879 Let's talk about salvation. That's not on your list for today, is it? 1153 01:14:08,922 --> 01:14:11,447 No.Anyway, we discussed it yesterday. 1154 01:14:11,490 --> 01:14:14,754 I have more questions. Oh, I think we covered it pretty well. 1155 01:14:14,798 --> 01:14:16,582 It's a big topic. Oh, I know. 1156 01:14:16,626 --> 01:14:18,758 A big topic for my readers. Mine too. 1157 01:14:18,802 --> 01:14:21,065 Okay. So, what's the problem? 1158 01:14:21,108 --> 01:14:23,502 Apparently, we didn't delve deeply enough. 1159 01:14:23,546 --> 01:14:26,287 Well, you know, now it feels just a little more personal to me. 1160 01:14:26,331 --> 01:14:27,985 I thought it might. 1161 01:14:29,856 --> 01:14:33,207 Really? That's all you got for me? 1162 01:14:33,251 --> 01:14:35,906 What more do you want? Oh, I don't know. Some answers. 1163 01:14:37,821 --> 01:14:39,518 What was the question again? 1164 01:14:39,562 --> 01:14:43,043 Oh, that's just perfect. See, this is what drives good people nuts. 1165 01:14:43,087 --> 01:14:44,958 We try to be good people, try to please you, 1166 01:14:45,002 --> 01:14:47,134 and we need some answers, and where did you go? 1167 01:14:47,178 --> 01:14:50,398 Do you have any idea how that feels... like you're being judged every single day? 1168 01:14:50,442 --> 01:14:52,357 All we want is some peace of mind, 1169 01:14:52,400 --> 01:14:54,553 but it's like you're... I don't know... some cosmic killjoy. 1170 01:14:54,577 --> 01:14:57,536 Good, good. Well, now we're getting somewhere. 1171 01:14:57,580 --> 01:14:59,843 Doesn't really seem like it. 1172 01:14:59,886 --> 01:15:01,714 Paul, you think salvation is a burden? 1173 01:15:03,063 --> 01:15:06,110 Yes. But it's not. It's a gift. 1174 01:15:06,153 --> 01:15:10,984 You and I remember my Sunday school education a little differently. 1175 01:15:11,028 --> 01:15:13,770 All right. Let me try to clear it up for you. Please do. 1176 01:15:13,813 --> 01:15:16,033 You're one of my children. So you said. 1177 01:15:16,076 --> 01:15:18,470 Now, when you're a child, your parents have rules, right? 1178 01:15:18,514 --> 01:15:20,037 Of course. 1179 01:15:20,080 --> 01:15:21,865 Now, as you grow up, what happens? 1180 01:15:21,908 --> 01:15:26,565 You mean, with my parents? Yes. What changes for you, with your parents? 1181 01:15:26,609 --> 01:15:29,655 Uh, I don't know. Less rules, more responsibilities. Is that what you mean? 1182 01:15:29,699 --> 01:15:31,788 Yes, and more freedoms too, right? Sure. 1183 01:15:31,831 --> 01:15:34,442 So... I mean, do you see? 1184 01:15:34,486 --> 01:15:37,576 No! What do you... I'm sorry. Are we... 1185 01:15:37,620 --> 01:15:39,578 We're still talking about salvation or...? 1186 01:15:39,622 --> 01:15:42,059 All right. Let me put it in a biblical context. 1187 01:15:42,102 --> 01:15:44,104 In the early days, men were wicked. 1188 01:15:44,148 --> 01:15:46,063 Yes, and that didn't work out too well for them. 1189 01:15:46,106 --> 01:15:48,718 No, salvation wasn't possible then like it is now. 1190 01:15:48,761 --> 01:15:51,459 But I gave you another chance. A new set of rules. 1191 01:15:51,503 --> 01:15:52,852 Moses. That's right. 1192 01:15:52,896 --> 01:15:54,854 Now, the law was clear, 1193 01:15:54,898 --> 01:15:58,031 but still the path to me was indirect and difficult. 1194 01:15:58,075 --> 01:16:01,034 But all that changed one day long ago in Bethlehem. 1195 01:16:01,078 --> 01:16:04,255 And it was good news. But it was also the start of a new covenant. 1196 01:16:04,298 --> 01:16:06,779 A new way.Yes. 1197 01:16:06,823 --> 01:16:09,782 For example, Moses had ten commandments, 1198 01:16:09,826 --> 01:16:12,002 but later Jesus only mentioned six on two occasions. 1199 01:16:12,045 --> 01:16:14,221 I know the controversy.Yes. 1200 01:16:14,265 --> 01:16:18,399 Now, when asked how a man can enter heaven, Jesus said, "You shall not murder. 1201 01:16:18,443 --> 01:16:21,838 You shall not steal. You shall not commit adultery. 1202 01:16:21,881 --> 01:16:24,057 You shall not bear false witness. 1203 01:16:24,101 --> 01:16:26,886 Honor thy father and mother. Love your neighbor as yourself." 1204 01:16:26,930 --> 01:16:29,106 In Matthew and Mark. Yes, I know. 1205 01:16:29,149 --> 01:16:31,978 He left four off the list. The first four. Yes, I know. 1206 01:16:32,022 --> 01:16:34,894 Yes, the four that deal with man's relationship to God. 1207 01:16:34,938 --> 01:16:37,941 Now, what does that tell you? 1208 01:16:37,984 --> 01:16:41,205 I'll assume it's not a typo. Now come on. Think about it. 1209 01:16:41,248 --> 01:16:45,122 What's more likely... Jesus just forgot four of the Ten Commandments, 1210 01:16:45,165 --> 01:16:48,255 or Jesus knew the world was changing, that he was changing it, 1211 01:16:48,299 --> 01:16:50,693 and he didn't feel he needed to remind his followers 1212 01:16:50,736 --> 01:16:55,001 that the Sabbath Day is holy, or that there is only one true God? 1213 01:16:55,045 --> 01:16:57,787 And was he right? About what? 1214 01:16:57,830 --> 01:16:59,745 God. Well, look around. 1215 01:16:59,789 --> 01:17:02,139 Know many polytheists these days? 1216 01:17:02,182 --> 01:17:04,968 [speaking Italian] 1217 01:17:06,317 --> 01:17:09,799 And you can cross that question off your list as well. 1218 01:17:11,409 --> 01:17:13,237 Are you the one true God? 1219 01:17:14,804 --> 01:17:16,980 Are we clear? 1220 01:17:18,546 --> 01:17:21,767 This is all very interesting, but I still don't see the me in it. 1221 01:17:21,811 --> 01:17:25,118 Okay. How's this for a headline? 1222 01:17:25,162 --> 01:17:29,122 Your life is not an audition for the afterlife, 1223 01:17:29,166 --> 01:17:31,690 and if you can stop worrying about that, 1224 01:17:31,734 --> 01:17:33,910 you just might have time for other things. 1225 01:17:33,953 --> 01:17:36,739 Things like loving one another and living your life. 1226 01:17:36,782 --> 01:17:38,915 However long that is. Yeah. 1227 01:17:38,958 --> 01:17:41,308 Paul, I've given you a great gift. 1228 01:17:41,352 --> 01:17:44,485 A new justification, a new responsibility. 1229 01:17:44,529 --> 01:17:48,707 But it's up to you to receive my gift before it's too late. 1230 01:17:48,751 --> 01:17:50,535 See, right there. 1231 01:17:50,578 --> 01:17:53,253 You say you're here to help me, but that kind of sounds like a threat. 1232 01:17:53,277 --> 01:17:55,714 Why can't I do two things at the same time, hmm? 1233 01:17:57,194 --> 01:17:59,109 For thousands of years, Paul, 1234 01:17:59,152 --> 01:18:02,155 I have been trying to help you find your way to me. 1235 01:18:02,199 --> 01:18:05,550 Now, did I always succeed? Well, ask Noah. 1236 01:18:05,593 --> 01:18:07,987 Was I too vengeful back then? Maybe. 1237 01:18:08,031 --> 01:18:11,164 But there's never a real threat without a real consequence. 1238 01:18:11,208 --> 01:18:13,036 So, you are here to threaten me. 1239 01:18:13,079 --> 01:18:14,733 Is that what you really think? 1240 01:18:14,777 --> 01:18:17,867 Either way, I'm hoping for a better outcome than in Noah's day. 1241 01:18:17,910 --> 01:18:21,305 Oh, me too. Back then, it took a flood. 1242 01:18:21,348 --> 01:18:25,396 Now it's just you and me in this room with that digital recorder. 1243 01:18:25,439 --> 01:18:29,356 Not what comes to mind when you think divine intervention, is it? 1244 01:18:34,318 --> 01:18:36,233 No, not really. 1245 01:18:40,280 --> 01:18:43,022 You know, my editor was worried that I'm in danger. 1246 01:18:43,066 --> 01:18:45,068 I have the same concern. 1247 01:18:45,111 --> 01:18:47,984 I think he... I think he means danger from you. 1248 01:18:49,289 --> 01:18:50,856 Am I in danger? 1249 01:18:50,900 --> 01:18:54,425 What have we been talking about for the past three days, Paul? 1250 01:18:54,468 --> 01:18:55,426 You.Stop. 1251 01:18:55,469 --> 01:18:56,688 You.Please. 1252 01:18:56,732 --> 01:18:59,082 You're the one... Stop. Please, stop. 1253 01:18:59,125 --> 01:19:02,563 Pardon me? Please stop! 1254 01:19:02,607 --> 01:19:06,132 - You're upset. - Yes! It's been three days. Of course I'm upset. 1255 01:19:06,176 --> 01:19:08,047 What did you think my reaction would be? 1256 01:19:08,091 --> 01:19:11,007 - But you knew that, didn't you? Didn't you? - Yes. 1257 01:19:11,050 --> 01:19:14,924 - So you admit it. - I'm amazed you lasted this long. 1258 01:19:15,794 --> 01:19:18,231 [sighs]Paul. 1259 01:19:18,275 --> 01:19:21,234 You thought you had an interview with the Almighty. 1260 01:19:21,278 --> 01:19:23,933 No one in their right mind would believe that. 1261 01:19:23,976 --> 01:19:27,327 But here you are, day three, back for more? 1262 01:19:27,371 --> 01:19:30,983 And please, don't hand me, "I thought it would be a good story," please. 1263 01:19:31,027 --> 01:19:33,116 Yeah, well, I did.Paul. 1264 01:19:33,159 --> 01:19:36,119 You are clearly in the midst of a personal crisis. 1265 01:19:36,162 --> 01:19:39,296 So, I come along, I offer you an interview with God, 1266 01:19:39,339 --> 01:19:41,864 and that's all it takes for you to bite? 1267 01:19:41,907 --> 01:19:45,128 Really? Paul, what does that tell you about yourself? 1268 01:19:45,171 --> 01:19:47,260 That's not fair. Fair? 1269 01:19:47,304 --> 01:19:49,872 I've been doing you a favor these past few days, Paul. 1270 01:19:49,915 --> 01:19:52,918 I've given you something to think about other than your own life. 1271 01:19:52,962 --> 01:19:55,181 So what, this is some big, elaborate con? 1272 01:19:55,225 --> 01:19:57,836 Oh, would that really surprise you? 1273 01:19:57,880 --> 01:19:59,882 I can't believe this. You told me you were God. 1274 01:19:59,925 --> 01:20:01,840 That's right. 1275 01:20:01,884 --> 01:20:05,104 And if you didn't want it to be true, you and I would not be here right now. 1276 01:20:05,148 --> 01:20:07,106 [text message chimes] 1277 01:20:07,150 --> 01:20:10,240 You forgot to turn off your phone.Yeah. 1278 01:20:10,283 --> 01:20:12,851 And now you're leaving.Yes. 1279 01:20:21,686 --> 01:20:23,166 [phone chimes] 1280 01:20:47,755 --> 01:20:49,279 Oh, excuse me.Hey. 1281 01:20:49,322 --> 01:20:51,107 Hi.Hi. Yes. What do you need? 1282 01:20:51,150 --> 01:20:54,458 - Uh, I was in this room, 22. - Uh, sorry. In that room? 1283 01:20:54,501 --> 01:20:56,895 Yeah, do you know whose office this is? 1284 01:20:56,939 --> 01:20:59,332 I thought that was storage. No? 1285 01:21:00,507 --> 01:21:02,031 Uh... 1286 01:21:05,948 --> 01:21:07,863 [sighs] What do you know? 1287 01:21:07,906 --> 01:21:09,865 Uh, who are you looking for? 1288 01:21:09,908 --> 01:21:11,388 Maybe they have the keys. 1289 01:21:12,650 --> 01:21:14,478 Uh, never mind. Thank you. 1290 01:21:36,674 --> 01:21:39,677 Who are you? Have a seat, Paul. Let's talk about it. 1291 01:21:39,720 --> 01:21:42,027 - No. Tell me who you are. - I really think you should... 1292 01:21:42,071 --> 01:21:44,856 - [shouts] Who are you? - You know who I am. 1293 01:21:44,900 --> 01:21:48,033 - The prince of lies? - Think back over the past three days, Paul. 1294 01:21:48,077 --> 01:21:50,993 - Have I told you one lie? - Yes. 1295 01:21:51,036 --> 01:21:53,256 No. I don't know. Well, which is it? 1296 01:21:53,299 --> 01:21:55,562 I don't know! Everything you said could have been a lie. 1297 01:21:55,606 --> 01:21:57,869 But every word was true, and you know it. 1298 01:21:57,913 --> 01:21:59,784 You told me you were God.Yes. 1299 01:21:59,827 --> 01:22:01,394 - TheGod. - That's right. 1300 01:22:01,438 --> 01:22:04,223 - Bad news. According to my friend, you're dead. - [chuckles] 1301 01:22:04,267 --> 01:22:07,052 I understand, but sometimes that's just how it looks. 1302 01:22:07,096 --> 01:22:09,750 I promise you, God lives. 1303 01:22:09,794 --> 01:22:12,884 I can't believe I agreed to this. Why did you even contact me? 1304 01:22:12,928 --> 01:22:14,973 You contacted me. 1305 01:22:15,017 --> 01:22:17,106 What are you talking about? You did. 1306 01:22:17,149 --> 01:22:20,239 What? You contacted me. Three days, three interviews, three locations. 1307 01:22:20,283 --> 01:22:23,199 - And how did I do that? - What? You contacted me! 1308 01:22:23,242 --> 01:22:25,462 And how did I contact you? 1309 01:22:25,505 --> 01:22:28,552 Did I call you or send you a letter? Was it an e-mail? Snapchat? 1310 01:22:28,595 --> 01:22:30,119 How? 1311 01:22:31,685 --> 01:22:34,123 You-You... You s... 1312 01:22:35,907 --> 01:22:37,213 I don't know. 1313 01:22:38,170 --> 01:22:39,955 Paul, think about it. 1314 01:22:42,174 --> 01:22:44,872 [sighs] No, this can't be happening. 1315 01:22:44,916 --> 01:22:46,613 But it is. 1316 01:22:46,657 --> 01:22:49,355 So please, why don't you sit down, and we can talk about it. 1317 01:22:49,399 --> 01:22:51,575 - I'm just here to help you. - Help? 1318 01:22:51,618 --> 01:22:54,099 Yes. That's a laugh. How have you helped? 1319 01:22:54,143 --> 01:22:57,842 By stopping you from making a very bad decision, by keeping you safe. 1320 01:22:57,885 --> 01:22:59,104 Safe? Yes. 1321 01:22:59,148 --> 01:23:01,367 You told me I was gonna die.Yes. 1322 01:23:01,411 --> 01:23:03,979 - You were gonna tell me when. - Yes, but you already knew. 1323 01:23:04,022 --> 01:23:06,851 What are you talking about? How could I know? How could I possibly know? 1324 01:23:06,894 --> 01:23:09,332 You knew exactly when.[shouting] How could I know? 1325 01:23:09,375 --> 01:23:13,336 Because it was going to happen by your own hand, Paul. 1326 01:23:15,512 --> 01:23:17,601 [chuckles] No. 1327 01:23:19,211 --> 01:23:22,867 [kicks chair]No, you don't know that. 1328 01:23:22,910 --> 01:23:26,740 There aren't always signs when someone is in trouble. 1329 01:23:26,784 --> 01:23:28,525 But you can't hide from me. 1330 01:23:30,048 --> 01:23:32,007 Why are you doing this to me? 1331 01:23:32,050 --> 01:23:34,444 You've just lost your way. 1332 01:23:34,487 --> 01:23:37,577 No, you let this happen to me. How so? 1333 01:23:37,621 --> 01:23:39,362 I prayed. I prayed. 1334 01:23:39,405 --> 01:23:41,059 I know. I begged you for help. 1335 01:23:41,103 --> 01:23:44,367 And you think bad things happen to you because I don't care? 1336 01:23:44,410 --> 01:23:47,370 You didn't listen. Bad things happen all the time. 1337 01:23:47,413 --> 01:23:51,591 Every day. Every minute of every day. 1338 01:23:51,635 --> 01:23:54,203 You know that. You said it yourself. 1339 01:23:54,246 --> 01:23:56,379 And it's very sad. 1340 01:23:56,422 --> 01:23:59,034 But the truth is, most people only seem to notice bad things 1341 01:23:59,077 --> 01:24:02,037 when they happen to them. 1342 01:24:02,080 --> 01:24:04,561 And maybe that's the saddest part of all. 1343 01:24:05,692 --> 01:24:08,086 You really need to sit. 1344 01:24:08,130 --> 01:24:10,175 Why don't you help us? 1345 01:24:10,219 --> 01:24:13,309 I hear you. I hear it all. 1346 01:24:13,352 --> 01:24:16,225 Why is there war, starvation, poverty, 1347 01:24:16,268 --> 01:24:18,705 disease, fire, flood, 1348 01:24:18,749 --> 01:24:22,013 a child goes missing, a man loses hope? 1349 01:24:22,057 --> 01:24:23,710 Do something! Yes, do something. 1350 01:24:23,754 --> 01:24:26,844 You have more power than you know, Paul. 1351 01:24:26,887 --> 01:24:31,544 Food can be grown. Diseases can be cured. Wars ended. 1352 01:24:31,588 --> 01:24:33,894 A troubled veteran can be helped 1353 01:24:33,938 --> 01:24:36,767 and a marriage saved. 1354 01:24:36,810 --> 01:24:40,901 So, when you ask me why all this is happening, 1355 01:24:40,945 --> 01:24:42,860 start by looking to each other. 1356 01:24:42,903 --> 01:24:46,211 And that's where I'll be. No, I need a miracle. 1357 01:24:46,255 --> 01:24:48,866 Well, miracles happen every day. And sometimes... 1358 01:24:48,909 --> 01:24:50,346 Please. 1359 01:24:50,389 --> 01:24:52,826 Sometimes the miracle is you. 1360 01:24:53,827 --> 01:24:55,438 Wh-What's happening? 1361 01:24:56,308 --> 01:24:57,657 [woman's voice] You never know. 1362 01:24:57,701 --> 01:24:59,920 No. 1363 01:24:59,964 --> 01:25:02,401 [child giggling] 1364 01:25:02,445 --> 01:25:03,533 No. 1365 01:25:03,576 --> 01:25:06,449 [whispers] My salvation. Give it time. 1366 01:25:06,492 --> 01:25:08,581 I told you, 1367 01:25:08,625 --> 01:25:13,804 sometimes bad things do happen to some very good people. 1368 01:25:15,240 --> 01:25:18,461 [voices whispering] 1369 01:25:32,910 --> 01:25:34,738 [text message chimes][gasps] 1370 01:25:42,311 --> 01:25:44,313 [text message chimes] 1371 01:25:53,757 --> 01:25:55,672 [typing on phone] 1372 01:26:22,612 --> 01:26:25,658 [chuckles] Guess I'm walking. 1373 01:26:57,516 --> 01:27:00,258 [Paul] Hey, Matt. What happened today? 1374 01:27:02,260 --> 01:27:04,044 Great. 1375 01:27:04,088 --> 01:27:06,656 Wow, great! 1376 01:27:06,699 --> 01:27:09,441 No, no. It's fine. Just a phone number. 1377 01:27:10,921 --> 01:27:14,533 [laughs] Okay. 1378 01:27:14,577 --> 01:27:17,057 Okay. 1379 01:27:17,101 --> 01:27:18,755 It was a miracle. It was a miracle. 1380 01:27:18,798 --> 01:27:20,974 Who am I to say it wasn't, right? 1381 01:27:22,324 --> 01:27:24,413 No, you were due. 1382 01:27:25,544 --> 01:27:27,546 Sarah? 1383 01:27:27,590 --> 01:27:30,288 Yeah, okay, I'll tell her. 1384 01:27:30,332 --> 01:27:32,464 Yeah, I will tell her. Yeah. Yeah. 1385 01:27:33,770 --> 01:27:36,425 I'm glad. I'm very happy for you. 1386 01:27:37,643 --> 01:27:39,950 Of course. 1387 01:27:39,993 --> 01:27:41,778 All right, brother. Bye. 1388 01:27:41,821 --> 01:27:43,432 See you soon. Bye. 1389 01:27:46,783 --> 01:27:48,785 [sighs] 1390 01:27:48,828 --> 01:27:50,439 [chuckles] 1391 01:28:09,109 --> 01:28:10,894 Hi. 1392 01:28:12,156 --> 01:28:14,289 Hi. 1393 01:28:18,118 --> 01:28:20,295 It's good to see you. 1394 01:28:22,122 --> 01:28:24,299 Where's your bike? 1395 01:28:24,342 --> 01:28:26,997 No idea. 1396 01:28:27,040 --> 01:28:29,521 What happened? 1397 01:28:29,565 --> 01:28:31,654 It's just, uh, gone. 1398 01:28:34,961 --> 01:28:37,573 - You love that bike. - It's just a bike. 1399 01:28:38,748 --> 01:28:41,316 What happened to your hand? 1400 01:28:41,359 --> 01:28:45,145 Oh, uh... I broke one of the jadeite cups. 1401 01:28:45,189 --> 01:28:47,583 Are you okay? Yeah, it'll heal. 1402 01:28:50,499 --> 01:28:53,893 Sorry about the cup. 1403 01:28:53,937 --> 01:28:55,852 It was just a cup. 1404 01:29:02,206 --> 01:29:03,686 Are you okay? 1405 01:29:09,866 --> 01:29:11,389 Yeah. 1406 01:29:14,131 --> 01:29:15,611 Listen, I... 1407 01:29:18,483 --> 01:29:20,529 I just came to apologize. 1408 01:29:22,226 --> 01:29:23,706 I'm sorry. 1409 01:29:29,364 --> 01:29:30,887 [sighs] 1410 01:29:32,105 --> 01:29:34,020 I'm so ashamed. 1411 01:30:01,831 --> 01:30:03,441 I loved you. 1412 01:30:06,096 --> 01:30:09,142 I still... love you. 1413 01:30:16,933 --> 01:30:18,674 I forgive you. 1414 01:30:38,171 --> 01:30:40,043 I should get going. 1415 01:30:43,960 --> 01:30:45,962 Bye.Stop. 1416 01:30:52,577 --> 01:30:54,797 May I ask you something? 1417 01:30:57,408 --> 01:30:59,062 [sighs] 1418 01:30:59,105 --> 01:31:01,281 Do you think that you coming back here today 1419 01:31:01,325 --> 01:31:03,588 is a... 1420 01:31:03,632 --> 01:31:05,808 was some sort of sign? 1421 01:31:13,642 --> 01:31:17,384 Sarah! You're back. Told ya. 1422 01:31:17,428 --> 01:31:20,518 Echinacea. Stuff's great. 1423 01:31:20,562 --> 01:31:23,434 Echinacea? Yep. It's the miracle cure. 1424 01:31:23,478 --> 01:31:27,569 Miracles. Hey, they happen every day. 1425 01:31:35,446 --> 01:31:37,230 Can we talk? 1426 01:31:38,449 --> 01:31:39,972 Inside? 1427 01:31:41,539 --> 01:31:44,847 Uh... yeah. 1428 01:31:45,630 --> 01:31:47,545 I'd like that. 1429 01:31:54,900 --> 01:31:55,900 Sarah. 1430 01:31:59,426 --> 01:32:01,298 I love you too. 1431 01:32:34,287 --> 01:32:37,856 [Paul narrating] Having faith isn't worth much if you don't really believe. 1432 01:32:37,900 --> 01:32:39,902 I kept praying, sure, 1433 01:32:39,945 --> 01:32:43,558 but I stopped looking or even listening. 1434 01:32:59,704 --> 01:33:03,926 [God] What could you possibly do that would be beyond my powers to forgive? 1435 01:33:10,585 --> 01:33:13,370 [Paul narrating] So, yeah, I see it now. 1436 01:33:16,155 --> 01:33:18,027 Definitely a sign. 1437 01:33:46,621 --> 01:33:48,797 [woman] ♪ It's a new day ♪ 1438 01:33:51,364 --> 01:33:54,672 ♪ Could that mean There's new life? ♪ 1439 01:33:58,502 --> 01:34:01,331 ♪ I'll dare to be hopeful ♪ 1440 01:34:02,637 --> 01:34:05,161 ♪ If the sun reclaims the sky ♪ 1441 01:34:08,512 --> 01:34:12,255 ♪ I'll put on glasses ♪ 1442 01:34:13,996 --> 01:34:18,261 ♪ So everything's A shade of green ♪ 1443 01:34:21,090 --> 01:34:24,006 ♪ Then growth can seem ♪ 1444 01:34:25,137 --> 01:34:27,705 ♪ A real possibility ♪ 1445 01:34:32,797 --> 01:34:37,715 ♪ Oh, in the stillness ♪ 1446 01:34:37,759 --> 01:34:41,023 ♪ I'll know ♪ 1447 01:34:44,156 --> 01:34:49,292 ♪ Oh, all the secrets ♪ 1448 01:34:49,335 --> 01:34:53,688 ♪ I'll know ♪ 1449 01:34:54,645 --> 01:34:58,693 ♪ I'll know ♪ 1450 01:35:05,700 --> 01:35:09,051 ♪ Could I find a river ♪ 1451 01:35:11,053 --> 01:35:15,057 ♪ Or even just A small stream ♪ 1452 01:35:17,407 --> 01:35:22,151 ♪ That could flood my soul With life ♪ 1453 01:35:22,194 --> 01:35:25,241 ♪ When I'm too tired To dream? ♪ 1454 01:35:29,985 --> 01:35:34,554 ♪ Oh, at the source ♪ 1455 01:35:34,598 --> 01:35:37,470 ♪ I will know ♪ 1456 01:35:41,257 --> 01:35:46,392 ♪ Oh, all the secrets ♪ 1457 01:35:46,436 --> 01:35:50,919 ♪ I'll know ♪ 1458 01:35:51,833 --> 01:35:56,838 ♪ I'll know ♪ 1459 01:36:03,670 --> 01:36:05,934 ♪ If I think it ♪ 1460 01:36:08,327 --> 01:36:11,461 ♪ Well, then it will be true ♪ 1461 01:36:14,856 --> 01:36:18,250 ♪ A thousand reasons To be thankful ♪ 1462 01:36:19,512 --> 01:36:22,211 ♪ From the closing Point of view ♪ 1463 01:36:26,955 --> 01:36:30,828 ♪ And hope for tomorrow ♪ 1464 01:36:30,872 --> 01:36:34,266 ♪ Is reason 1,001 ♪ 1465 01:36:36,834 --> 01:36:40,011 ♪ Reason 1,001 ♪ 1466 01:36:42,535 --> 01:36:45,538 ♪ Reason 1,001 ♪ 1467 01:36:56,680 --> 01:36:58,464 [song ends] 110489

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