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A WAKAMATSU PRODUCTION FILM
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Let go of such a delusion.
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It's not a delusion. I'm serious.
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They just ran away, that's all.
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You want to run away too,
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with the excuse
that you're bored of your situation.
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But what will you do once you have
run away from yourself, and from me?
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I don't believe you when you say you're
bored with politics, with having fun, with sex.
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It's true that I'm bored with everything.
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I don't feel like doing anything any more.
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So, in order to not do anything...
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You don't love me any more, do you?
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If so, you should just say it.
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I...
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I...
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Do I want to die now...?
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Ryoko!
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Ryoko!
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THE WOMAN WHO WANTED TO DIE
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YUKIO MISHIMA COMMITS HARA-KIRI
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AN ACT OF MADNESS
OR AN ACT FROM THE HEART?
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If I disembowel myself,
will you decapitate me?
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Forget about those people.
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If you want to die,
let's make a suicide pact.
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A suicide pact wouldn't mean anything.
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I'm going home after all.
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WRITTEN AND DIRECTED
BY KOJI WAKAMATSU
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SCRIPT BY DERU DEGUCHI
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CAMERA: HIDEO ITO
LIGHTING: HAJIME ISOGAI
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STARRING ERIKO SHIMA
HIROSHI YAJIMA, TAKESHI SHIMA
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I'm... Damn it... I'm... not just...
not just a big baby.
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I'm serious. I'm serious.
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That's right. You are serious.
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The more serious you become,
the more you become a naive big baby.
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It's your own fault.
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Isn't it?
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I'm no longer as good-natured
as I used to be.
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I'm getting married because
I want to see myself as a mature adult.
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You must be tired after today.
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Yes... But it's not too bad.
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I'm very grateful to you.
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This marriage is the start
of a new life for me.
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I will take you as my wife,
love you for ever, as my better half.
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Yes.
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I love you, from my heart.
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I love you too.
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Damn it...
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As I had imagined... You are lovely.
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You are a lovely woman.
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My husband...
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I'll never let you go.
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I'm exhausted...
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I want to...
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exhaust you much more.
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Please...
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I can't take any more.
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No.
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I'm not letting you off.
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You weren't a virgin.
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That's right.
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I'm a bad woman.
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No, you're not.
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It doesn't matter any more anyway.
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But...
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you know a lot about sex.
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But...
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I love you from my heart.
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You...
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are my wife.
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I don't know what sort of men
have been through you.
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Nobody went through me.
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Nobody.
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Nobody went right through me.
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I...
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love you much, much more
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than any of those men.
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Ryoko.
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Damn it!
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What a state to be in just because
you've been dumped by a women or two.
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You're still young, aren't you?
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Yes.
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I'm young.
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I'm still just 20.
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So...
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please don't use the phrase
"been dumped".
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I squandered my chance to die,
you know.
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You're being over the top!
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All this talk of wanting to die
or squandering your chance to die.
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I'm not over the top!
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It's the truth!
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I... I squandered my chance to die.
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I was with a woman...
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I fell for her...
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and... I squandered my chance to die.
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What's funny?!
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You sound like one of the 47 ronin
who got left behind.
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You're just like that samurai,
what was his name?
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That's right.
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I am...
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I am a samurai!
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I see, you're copying that great writer
who committed hara-kiri?
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I don't have time for dramatics.
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I just came because the maid was worried
that you might kill yourself.
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Wait!
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Laughing at other people's sincere feelings,
that is the problem with us Japanese.
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You've taken the joke too far.
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It's not a joke.
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Please,
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die with me.
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Let go!
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I understand now that you are serious.
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I'm sorry I lost it.
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But if you die for a woman now...
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you will be dying as a copycat.
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If you don't mind that,
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then go and die with that woman.
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Make a suicide pact!
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Or can you, from your heart,
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die with me?
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OK, hand that over.
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This scar...
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is from a failed attempt to die.
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The suicide pact went wrong.
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I too...
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want to die.
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Morning.
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Good morning.
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Let's go for a walk around here today.
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Yes.
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There are a lot of things
I would like to tell you.
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Take me with you.
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I was 17, he was 20.
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At first I thought he must have had his heart
broken or something, and I felt sorry for him.
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Because he would just stay in his room
and cry, day after day.
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I was young,
so I fell fast for a man like that.
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Everyone tried to stop me
but I wouldn't listen,
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and I got close to him.
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I dreamed of a love story
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between the innkeeper's daughter
and a heartbroken student.
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I was completely infatuated.
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But...
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He intended to kill himself, to follow
his lover who had died on Mount Tanigawa.
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I...
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actually thought that was OK.
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I trusted this man with my young girl's heart
that knew nothing,
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and my body that knew nothing.
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I was so happy.
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You were happy, weren't you?
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Yes.
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I was so happy,
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I said to the man, who had started to
overcome his grief, that we should die now.
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It was your idea?
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Then he...
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said that if we were to die now,
he would be able to follow his lover,
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as well as dying happy,
because he had met me.
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He said that while making love to me.
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We decided to throw ourselves off here.
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Now we can't be separated, OK?
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No, I can't do it.
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Let's not.
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We must.
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We must die.
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I'll follow straight after you, OK?
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He... He slashed me,
but couldn't quite do it to himself.
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He got scared and ran away.
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When... I tried to stop him...
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W... Wait!
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Wait!
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I can't...
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I can't after all...
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Wait!
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Die... with... me...
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Please...
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Wait!
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Wait!
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Unbelievable...
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He...
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He... ran away!
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NAKAYA INN
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It doesn't matter.
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He's not worth it.
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Your woman ran away too, didn't she?
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It's my fault too, for failing to die.
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Don't think about it any more.
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- But...
- What? You were dumped, remember?
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We haven't come to a conclusion yet.
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And we haven't experienced death.
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You're as good as dead.
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Landlady...
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I didn't know...
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he was going around
as if nothing had happened.
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And he was with such a pretty girl.
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Don't talk like that!
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She...
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looked just like me when I was young.
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It's fine like this.
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"Like this"?
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This is the way to live on,
for one who failed to die.
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"The way to live on"?
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No...
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I can't, after all.
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I can't...
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I'll get it.
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Can I help you?
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We're in the middle of dinner.
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Please come back later.
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I want you to come with me.
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As I said, we can talk after dinner.
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You fool!
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You...
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This has nothing to do with you,
stay out of it.
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I've come to settle things with Ryoko.
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Ryoko?
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She is my wife.
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So if you have something to say,
say it to me.
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I don't want a third party to get involved.
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I want to talk to her alone.
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She says she doesn't want to.
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Is that true?
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Are you a friend of hers?
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What's your name?
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I'm Ichiro Yoko.
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I know that!
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I also know you botched your suicide pact
with the landlady at Nakaya Inn.
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Ryoko,
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now I more or less understand why
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you got together with a man like this.
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So please, listen to what I have to say.
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I've been thinking about
my own way of dying.
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That's enough!
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I've already told you,
this has nothing to do with you!
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Stay away from me!
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Please, just leave me alone.
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He's unbelievable!
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There's nothing to worry about any more.
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If he comes back again,
I'll chase him out.
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Hold me!
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Please, hold me!
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Your own actions
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can return you to your raw self...
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Brave men carrying swords
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rattling in their sheaths
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have endured for many years
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until today's first frost
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Damn it...
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What am I to do?
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I have been bearing it for ten years.
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But what have I been bearing?
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Maybe I should just...
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This sword-scar...
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This old face...
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Because I survived...
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I have ended up meeting him again.
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Landlady!
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You have a visitor.
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Who is it?
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You have become a fine man.
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Congratulations on your marriage.
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It's been a while.
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I didn't expect...
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to ever be able to see you again.
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Please don't say any more.
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It's just that...
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I didn't know that you were alive
until today.
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I do apologize.
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It's certainly not as if I survived
because I wanted to.
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But I couldn't quite die.
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Plus...
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Back then, you were a young man
with a bright future ahead of you.
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So I thought it was best if you didn't hear
from your partner in a botched suicide pact.
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Please, stop your sarcasm.
272
00:42:19,935 --> 00:42:24,669
I wanted to tell you
how I have been living since then.
273
00:42:25,440 --> 00:42:27,932
You were investigated by the police
after that...
274
00:42:28,009 --> 00:42:30,945
and you must have heard
that I had survived.
275
00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:33,742
Why lie, all these years later?
276
00:42:35,116 --> 00:42:36,345
Please forgive me.
277
00:42:37,352 --> 00:42:39,685
It was all because I was weak.
278
00:42:42,290 --> 00:42:43,383
I...
279
00:42:44,392 --> 00:42:46,088
have been cursing you.
280
00:42:49,564 --> 00:42:53,592
It's been hard for me too.
Ever since that day...
281
00:42:55,070 --> 00:42:56,834
I've been so troubled,
I've hardly been alive.
282
00:43:02,477 --> 00:43:03,536
At least
283
00:43:05,280 --> 00:43:07,772
I haven't pretended to live
as if I had already died.
284
00:43:10,118 --> 00:43:12,678
The fact that I got married
285
00:43:12,754 --> 00:43:14,746
and the fact that I chose this place
for our honeymoon...
286
00:43:16,324 --> 00:43:17,986
it's all because
287
00:43:19,027 --> 00:43:23,158
subconsciously I have been thinking about
what it might have been like
288
00:43:23,631 --> 00:43:29,730
if we hadn't had the suicide pact,
if we had stayed together and carried on.
289
00:43:30,605 --> 00:43:32,130
Please...
290
00:43:32,874 --> 00:43:34,638
don't say any more...
291
00:44:03,972 --> 00:44:05,235
Natsu...
292
00:44:47,582 --> 00:44:48,550
Natsu,
293
00:44:49,984 --> 00:44:51,475
I'm happy that we met again.
294
00:45:25,120 --> 00:45:26,918
It's been...
295
00:45:26,988 --> 00:45:29,082
ten whole years.
296
00:45:29,991 --> 00:45:30,959
Yes.
297
00:45:32,360 --> 00:45:33,828
Ten years.
298
00:45:36,197 --> 00:45:37,165
It's...
299
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:41,328
too late now, isn't it?
300
00:45:45,607 --> 00:45:47,075
Yes, it's too late now.
301
00:45:59,521 --> 00:46:00,784
While the world and its people
302
00:46:00,855 --> 00:46:02,847
hesitate to fall
303
00:46:03,725 --> 00:46:05,284
a night tempest goes before them saying,
304
00:46:05,360 --> 00:46:07,124
"To fall is the essence of blossom"
305
00:46:07,195 --> 00:46:08,754
Brave men carrying swords
306
00:46:08,830 --> 00:46:11,425
rattling in their sheaths
307
00:46:11,499 --> 00:46:12,933
have endured for many years
308
00:46:13,001 --> 00:46:14,401
until today's first frost
309
00:46:16,204 --> 00:46:18,264
I feel the same every time I think it over.
310
00:46:18,339 --> 00:46:20,899
We are both losers who failed to die.
311
00:46:21,442 --> 00:46:22,501
It's not too late.
312
00:46:26,748 --> 00:46:30,685
If you miss the chance, there won't be
another one. It's no use chasing after it.
313
00:46:31,186 --> 00:46:32,586
We can't try again?
314
00:46:35,490 --> 00:46:38,585
I heard the story about my husband
and the landlady.
315
00:46:39,661 --> 00:46:41,892
Once spilt, water cannot be returned.
316
00:46:42,730 --> 00:46:47,998
I want to run like water too,
and run on and on for ever.
317
00:46:48,636 --> 00:46:50,571
You are the big baby.
318
00:46:50,638 --> 00:46:54,598
Do you think you helped us all
get into this state or something?
319
00:46:56,444 --> 00:46:57,742
That's right.
320
00:46:57,812 --> 00:47:00,008
I set everybody on this journey,
321
00:47:00,081 --> 00:47:01,208
saying, "Be sure to die".
322
00:47:02,617 --> 00:47:04,176
Don't make me laugh!
323
00:47:04,252 --> 00:47:05,982
I stayed with you.
324
00:47:07,222 --> 00:47:12,286
The others just ran away.
325
00:47:24,639 --> 00:47:26,767
The hara-kiri drama
is fashionable right now
326
00:47:27,375 --> 00:47:30,777
so your words are meaningless.
327
00:47:30,845 --> 00:47:31,835
It's ridiculous.
328
00:47:32,847 --> 00:47:34,247
Whatever I choose to believe,
329
00:47:34,315 --> 00:47:35,647
that's up to me, isn't it?
330
00:47:36,351 --> 00:47:38,752
You and I both ran away, didn't we?
331
00:47:40,021 --> 00:47:43,287
But neither of us could do anything.
332
00:47:47,328 --> 00:47:48,296
Come.
333
00:47:48,997 --> 00:47:50,590
Why?
334
00:47:50,665 --> 00:47:52,031
Just come with me.
335
00:48:04,279 --> 00:48:05,747
Let's try again.
336
00:48:07,915 --> 00:48:09,679
Could we do it?
337
00:48:10,485 --> 00:48:13,421
In any case, it was worth
starting from square one
338
00:48:14,856 --> 00:48:16,654
and coming to see you.
339
00:48:18,960 --> 00:48:20,952
I don't have the confidence
to attempt to die again.
340
00:48:21,029 --> 00:48:22,258
Don't be stupid.
341
00:48:22,330 --> 00:48:23,491
We're not going to die.
342
00:48:24,132 --> 00:48:26,033
We're going to try to live again.
343
00:48:27,068 --> 00:48:28,400
I want to die.
344
00:48:29,604 --> 00:48:30,628
No matter what?
345
00:48:32,006 --> 00:48:32,974
Yes.
346
00:49:15,616 --> 00:49:17,380
Even though I was always lost in play,
347
00:49:19,387 --> 00:49:21,686
even though I didn't do much
in this world,
348
00:49:24,125 --> 00:49:25,821
once my mind is sparked
349
00:49:27,495 --> 00:49:28,690
I want blood,
350
00:49:29,997 --> 00:49:31,021
I feel murderous,
351
00:49:32,734 --> 00:49:34,066
I seek death.
352
00:49:42,577 --> 00:49:43,943
While the world and its people
353
00:49:44,979 --> 00:49:47,107
hesitate to fall
354
00:49:48,483 --> 00:49:52,682
a night tempest goes before them saying,
"To fall is the essence of blossom"
355
00:49:53,755 --> 00:49:55,781
Their madness was real.
356
00:49:57,191 --> 00:49:58,159
Because...
357
00:49:59,327 --> 00:50:02,024
spitting out their words
while their own blood spilled,
358
00:50:03,564 --> 00:50:07,729
they tried to prove something
through their own deaths.
359
00:50:14,976 --> 00:50:16,638
When I look at this blade
360
00:50:17,879 --> 00:50:19,905
there's definitely something
that's compelling.
361
00:50:21,349 --> 00:50:22,783
I don't know...
362
00:50:23,985 --> 00:50:25,783
I don't know what it is.
363
00:50:29,190 --> 00:50:32,319
I think I could die right now.
364
00:50:36,798 --> 00:50:37,993
Will you die with me?
365
00:50:41,469 --> 00:50:42,437
Yes, I will.
366
00:50:43,638 --> 00:50:46,107
Then why did you marry that man?
367
00:50:46,174 --> 00:50:47,164
Throwing me away?
368
00:50:48,042 --> 00:50:49,874
I don't know why, but...
369
00:50:50,411 --> 00:50:52,471
I was sick of my insipid self
370
00:50:53,381 --> 00:50:55,441
and everything seemed ludicrous.
371
00:50:56,083 --> 00:50:57,449
Say the reason why you're going to die.
372
00:51:01,189 --> 00:51:03,283
I don't have one in particular.
373
00:51:03,357 --> 00:51:05,622
Anyway, we don't need a reason
to die, do we?
374
00:51:07,695 --> 00:51:08,993
Damn...
375
00:51:22,477 --> 00:51:23,445
Stop it!
376
00:51:29,951 --> 00:51:33,046
I also don't have any reason whatsoever
to die right now!
377
00:51:34,188 --> 00:51:35,588
Please, stop!
378
00:51:35,656 --> 00:51:36,749
What are you playing at?
379
00:54:26,627 --> 00:54:28,596
I am truly sorry, but...
380
00:54:29,530 --> 00:54:31,396
we have decided to give it another try.
381
00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:36,360
It feels good to swim against the flow.
382
00:54:39,206 --> 00:54:42,176
Maybe it's thanks to you two.
383
00:54:42,743 --> 00:54:43,904
Thank you.
384
00:54:45,913 --> 00:54:47,541
You're going to do it, once and for all?
385
00:54:47,615 --> 00:54:48,583
Yes.
386
00:54:49,450 --> 00:54:55,515
I feel like a weight has lifted off me,
my troubled feelings are sorted out.
387
00:54:58,092 --> 00:54:59,754
When you say "sorted out",
388
00:54:59,827 --> 00:55:01,489
do you mean your reason to die?
389
00:55:04,231 --> 00:55:05,722
You're going to try again?
390
00:55:07,802 --> 00:55:09,270
Then...
391
00:55:09,837 --> 00:55:10,805
No.
392
00:55:11,338 --> 00:55:13,500
We wouldn't call it trying again.
393
00:55:13,574 --> 00:55:16,806
Ten years ago,
we failed in our double suicide.
394
00:55:17,712 --> 00:55:19,340
We survived
395
00:55:19,413 --> 00:55:20,642
until today.
396
00:55:21,482 --> 00:55:26,978
For me, to live was to live every single day
struggling against death.
397
00:55:27,722 --> 00:55:28,690
That's right.
398
00:55:29,356 --> 00:55:30,790
For the past ten years
399
00:55:32,860 --> 00:55:37,264
the guilt, and the horrible feeling,
of having failed to die
400
00:55:37,331 --> 00:55:39,163
made us living corpses.
401
00:55:39,233 --> 00:55:45,605
We kept telling ourselves
that there must be some reason to live
402
00:55:45,673 --> 00:55:47,608
and just continued to bear it.
403
00:55:48,676 --> 00:55:50,167
I married you...
404
00:55:52,313 --> 00:55:54,544
and as I continued to bear those feelings
405
00:55:55,583 --> 00:56:00,647
I tried to somehow get back
my true self of flesh and blood.
406
00:56:01,555 --> 00:56:02,716
That's why I came here.
407
00:56:04,125 --> 00:56:06,151
What do you mean by your self
of flesh and blood?
408
00:56:06,227 --> 00:56:08,822
That's right, my raw self.
409
00:56:10,264 --> 00:56:14,258
My self that was bearing all those feelings
was my self that had died.
410
00:56:14,335 --> 00:56:16,201
However much I lied to myself
411
00:56:16,270 --> 00:56:18,262
that was the one truth I could not evade.
412
00:56:18,339 --> 00:56:19,705
That's why we want to die.
413
00:56:20,541 --> 00:56:21,600
That's right.
414
00:56:22,276 --> 00:56:24,438
It was in the words: "I want to die".
415
00:56:25,212 --> 00:56:28,649
We only want to live as our raw selves.
416
00:56:31,385 --> 00:56:32,683
That's just selfish!
417
00:56:33,354 --> 00:56:38,019
Damn you, you've lost your reasons
for wanting to die.
418
00:56:38,092 --> 00:56:41,256
That just means you continue
where you left off ten years ago.
419
00:56:42,696 --> 00:56:45,165
It's perverse
to commit double suicide now.
420
00:56:45,232 --> 00:56:49,397
What do you intend to prove by dying?
421
00:56:51,872 --> 00:56:54,103
No, it's not for anyone else.
422
00:56:54,909 --> 00:56:56,377
It's not for anything else.
423
00:56:56,443 --> 00:56:59,675
We want to die for ourselves.
424
00:57:08,689 --> 00:57:13,252
My self that is holding you like this is,
after all, my self that failed to die.
425
00:57:14,762 --> 00:57:19,427
And this is my self that failed to die.
426
00:57:20,434 --> 00:57:22,426
Why don't you just kill yourselves, then?
427
00:57:22,503 --> 00:57:23,869
I'll assist you.
428
00:57:23,938 --> 00:57:25,236
He's right.
429
00:57:25,306 --> 00:57:28,105
I... I can't die but...
430
00:57:28,175 --> 00:57:30,735
if you two can really do it,
431
00:57:30,811 --> 00:57:32,871
I'll be witness to it, and then I will die too.
432
00:57:37,384 --> 00:57:38,352
No.
433
00:57:39,186 --> 00:57:42,088
I don't have such a wild delusion.
434
00:57:43,190 --> 00:57:46,752
I just want peace
in the little time that is left.
435
00:57:46,827 --> 00:57:49,991
The few breaths that I have left to breathe
are heading towards my death.
436
00:57:53,567 --> 00:57:55,092
I'll put this through you.
437
00:57:57,071 --> 00:57:58,095
Don't.
438
00:57:59,540 --> 00:58:04,444
You can't live on
as a mere assistant to our deaths.
439
00:58:05,045 --> 00:58:06,377
That's not true.
440
00:58:07,348 --> 00:58:10,341
I have killed people like this before,
and continued to live!
441
00:58:10,417 --> 00:58:12,909
That's a lie.
442
00:58:12,987 --> 00:58:15,650
I can well understand
why you would lie.
443
00:58:16,490 --> 00:58:19,085
The truth is you just want to die, too.
444
00:58:19,159 --> 00:58:22,186
But you can't quite do it, so you talk
this nonsense about helping others.
445
00:58:22,263 --> 00:58:23,356
Shut up!
446
00:58:25,866 --> 00:58:28,165
I've given up that sort of pretence.
447
00:58:29,136 --> 00:58:31,833
Fine. Kill yourselves then.
448
00:58:31,906 --> 00:58:33,772
Kill yourselves in front of me.
449
00:58:36,176 --> 00:58:38,077
We came to see you
because that is our intention.
450
00:58:39,013 --> 00:58:46,079
We came to see you because we wanted
to know how selfish our selfishness was.
451
00:58:52,559 --> 00:58:55,119
We really want you
to be witness to our deaths.
452
00:58:55,195 --> 00:59:00,395
We have arranged everything so that
there will be no problems for you afterwards.
453
00:59:01,568 --> 00:59:02,831
We are counting on you.
454
00:59:05,773 --> 00:59:07,401
Please do this for us.
455
00:59:18,686 --> 00:59:20,518
THE HORROR OF MISHIMA'S
"BEAUTIFUL DESTRUCTION"
456
00:59:20,587 --> 00:59:22,317
HE CUT STRAIGHT
ACROSS HIS ABDOMEN
457
00:59:49,350 --> 00:59:50,318
OK.
458
01:00:29,356 --> 01:00:30,915
That was kind of easy.
459
01:00:30,991 --> 01:00:31,959
Yeah.
460
01:00:33,060 --> 01:00:35,154
But I don't think I could kill myself after all.
461
01:00:35,529 --> 01:00:36,497
Right.
462
01:00:43,837 --> 01:00:46,568
They had a reason to die
from ten years ago, after all.
463
01:00:47,374 --> 01:00:49,809
It was us who reminded them of that.
464
01:00:51,011 --> 01:00:52,479
NEWS FLASH: YUKIO MISHIMA
COMMITS HARA-KIRI
465
01:00:52,546 --> 01:00:54,014
AN ACT OF MADNESS OR AN ACT FROM
THE HEART? A 90-MINUTE DRAMA
466
01:00:54,081 --> 01:00:56,573
YUKIO MISHIMA'S "MADNESS"
AND AESTHETICS
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