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♪ I see trees of green ♪
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(BEEP)
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♪ Red roses, too ♪
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♪ I see them bloom ♪
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♪ For me and you ♪
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(TIMER BEEPING)
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♪ And I think to myself ♪
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(BEEP)
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♪ What a wonderful world ♪
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- (TIMER BEEPS)
- ♪ I see skies of blue ♪
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(ROCK MUSIC PLAYING)
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♪ I see trees of green ♪
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♪ Red roses, too ♪
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♪ I see them bloom ♪
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(GARGLING)
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♪ For me and you ♪
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♪ And I say to myself ♪
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♪ What a wonderful world ♪
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Morning.
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- Oh. I made pancakes.
- Mm.
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Oh, your lips are very shiny.
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It's just my normal lip gloss.
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You don't normally
have it on for breakfast.
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Hm.
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Mmm, these are delicious.
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Mm.
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Where is my apple?
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One of you moved my apple.
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Oh, it was just blocking the shot.
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Try not to look directly into camera.
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♪ ♪
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SOPHIE: So, tell me about
how you two met and fell in love.
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Uh...
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First we were neighbors,
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then we became friends, then roommates.
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We bonded over our love
of pancakes and karaoke.
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And before we knew it,
we were having our first kiss.
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We were drunk from tequila,
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and I vomited immediately after.
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Yeah.
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And Lea said we were just friends,
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and she said that was all we
could be because of my autism,
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and I thought she was
superficial and prejudiced.
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But I was wrong about her,
and she was, too.
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She could be happy and in love with me.
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So she asked me to marry her,
and I said yes.
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You sure did.
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I have to go.
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Okay.
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Oh.
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SOPHIE: We need you
to sign a release form.
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I don't want to be on TV.
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- Well, we can always just blur you out.
- Mm.
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- You don't want to be blurred.
- It'll be fun.
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We'll be the younger,
more outrageous supporting characters
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in The Shaun Show.
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It is not my show.
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All this for you.
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Oh, looks like Dr. Andrews
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is hoping for "Special
Appearance by" billing.
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DR. ANDREWS: I didn't expect to make it
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- to California.
- Oh.
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San Jose St. Bonaventure Hospital
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has one of the most rigorous
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surgical training
programs in the country.
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Only a select few make it
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through this rigorous
five-year residency,
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which traditionally
culminates with a test
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to see if those residents
are prepared to be attendings.
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Did I say "rigorous" twice?
I can take that again.
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Uh, don't... Don't worry.
You're doing great.
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Can I get your autograph?
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(CLEARS THROAT)
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Dr. Murphy and Dr. Park,
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today each of you will be
put in charge of a surgical case
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and evaluated based
on your O.R. performance,
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your ability to delegate responsibility,
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to manage junior residents,
and think on your feet.
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The next surgical cases
that come through the E.R.
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will be all yours.
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(SIRENS WAILING)
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- Aah!
- EMT: Dana Bradley, 34,
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burns to her head and left forearm.
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At least 10% total body surface area.
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(GROANING)
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SHAUN: I see areas
of second-degree burns,
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forehead, scalp, and cheek
with associated burn blisters,
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likely mid-to-deep dermal
partial thickness burns.
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Send blood for CBC, urea,
electrolytes, lactate,
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and get EKG and chest film.
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(GROANING)
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Okay, give one milligram of Dilaudid.
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Dana, it's okay. We're giving you
something stronger for the pain.
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Start IV antibiotics.
Capillary refill is sluggish.
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She needs acute surgery to debride.
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NURSE HAWKS: Let's go!
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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Grant Ferlin, 44-year-old firefighter,
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level two trauma,
multiple injuries from a fall.
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What about burns?
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No burns.
He saved a woman from the fire,
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then he got pinned by a beam.
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Sir, please go to the waiting room.
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We'll keep you updated.
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Dr. Park, this is your case.
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Villanueva, we need all hands on deck.
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DR. PARK: He's tachycardic
and hypotensive.
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Could be bleeding into his abdomen.
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Give me the ultrasound.
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Give me the ultrasound!
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Intraperitoneal hemorrhage.
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We need to open him up. Let's go.
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SHAUN: Excision knife.
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Apply even pressure against the wound.
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Starting the tangential
sequential excision.
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DR. ANDREWS: Shaun would
be an asset to any hospital.
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He views the world a bit differently
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and therefore sees patients
a little bit differently.
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But we accept him just as he is.
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SOPHIE: Did you always feel that way?
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There was a time
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where I didn't feel Shaun
belonged at this hospital.
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Luckily, I got my arm twisted.
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Shaun's contributions have
far outweighed his surgical gifts.
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(MONITOR ALARM)
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JORDAN: She's in v-tach.
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♪ ♪
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Is he okay? Why is he stopping?
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Sometimes he gets these ideas,
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more like visions.
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It's very effective.
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I'm not sure what that is.
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Your lights are in my eyes.
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Please turn them off. Step back.
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She's hypothermic.
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We need more aggressive
fluid resuscitation.
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I'll place a femoral line
using a rewarming catheter.
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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)
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Okay.
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ASHER: We need to assess
the duodenal rupture.
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DR. PARK: I'll run the bowel,
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rule out any other perforations.
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Babcocks and OG tube to suction.
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His surgical technique
is really advanced.
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He has such command over the room.
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Shut up.
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(MONITOR ALARM)
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DR. PARK: Suction.
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♪ ♪
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I found the bleeder.
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Coagulating.
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Next I'll repair the rupture site.
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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)
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Bleeding stopped.
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♪ ♪
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Let's close him up,
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get a post-op CT to make
sure we got everything.
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SOPHIE: I've heard that Shaun
sometimes has visions?
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What are they like?
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♪ ♪
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Pretty good, huh? (CHUCKLES)
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Mm-mmm. Mm-mmm.
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It's more like...
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Um, sorry, but you're no Shaun.
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(CHUCKLES)
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Nobody can do Shaun's
vision thingies but him.
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It's his superpower,
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like he has an X-Ray, MRI, and CT
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all in his head all at the same time.
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I'm never gonna be able to do that.
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But what I've learned
from watching Shaun is,
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figure out what you're
good at and lean into that.
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What's your superpower?
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How much time do you have?
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(LAUGHS)
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The surgery was a success.
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We were able to eliminate
all non-viable tissue
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and use autograft over the entire
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burn surface area.
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What are they doing here?
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They are taping me.
They will blur out your face.
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When can I see my family?
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The nurse is bringing them.
They should be here shortly.
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(WINCES) That hurts!
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You are on strong IV narcotics,
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and the grafts should still be numb.
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Please stop.
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Stop!
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It hurts!
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I am not touching you.
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There is significant swelling and edema.
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It is pulling on the graft anchor sites.
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That doesn't make sense.
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NICOLE: Mommy?
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DANA: Yes.
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Baby.
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I'm here.
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I want to go home.
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♪ What if I left and it made no sense? ♪
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♪ And you tell your friends ♪
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♪ And they hold your hands ♪
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♪ Baby, never mind, never mind ♪
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I can't do this. Okay, okay, okay.
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♪ What if I left and it made no sense? ♪
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♪ And you tell your friends ♪
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♪ And they hold your hands ♪
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♪ Baby, never mind ♪
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Hello. Dana's autografts were procured,
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placed, and secured perfectly.
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We started IV Ancef before
surgery, continued post-op,
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and confirmed none of the tissues
removed had positive cultures.
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The grafts should not be failing.
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Did you keep her
wound dressings moistened?
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Yes, and her edema is getting worse,
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even after replacing dressings.
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You need to go double-check her labs.
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I know what I did.
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I memorize all data
in my patient charts.
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Did you use proper
sterile technique and prep
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on all autograft sites?
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Yes.
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Adequate fluid resuscitation
and replacement for losses?
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I checked urine output and
central venous pressure every...
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Hour, but she was really uncomfortable,
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so I skipped one, but I don't think...
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No, you cannot skip steps.
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Go review every vitals check,
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all urine output ins and outs,
and every CVP.
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♪ ♪
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(LAUGHTER)
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Hey. My boys tell me you're
a former brother in blue.
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Walked the beat for 15 years.
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Can we talk privately?
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Oh, we're all squad here.
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Grant, your CT showed you
have an unstable lumbar fracture.
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You'll need extensive posterior
fusion surgery to stabilize it.
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How long before I'm back on the job?
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You'll be up and walking in a few days.
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But after this kind of fusion,
your spine...
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You won't be able
to be a firefighter anymore.
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Then you need to
figure out a different plan.
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This is the safest surgery.
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Your abdominal injury poses
too many risks for us to...
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We run into burning
buildings for a living.
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I'm not afraid of a risk.
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I trust you to get me back to my team.
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♪ ♪
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You okay?
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I'm just double-checking
our patient's lab work.
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That's some emotional lab work.
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Shaun thinks I caused
our patient's graft issues,
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and he said so on camera.
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(PAPERS RUSTLING)
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And I'm...
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I'm so angry at myself
for skipping a step.
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♪ ♪
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But I don't think I caused the edema.
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Sorry about this morning.
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Rough day. It happens.
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I need approvals.
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We implemented a new system last week.
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You're working off the old one.
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00:12:42,719 --> 00:12:44,297
I'm sorry. I didn't know.
265
00:12:44,321 --> 00:12:47,367
You were late on training day. Redo it.
266
00:12:47,391 --> 00:12:49,485
And maybe cool it with the
personal calls on the floor.
267
00:12:53,397 --> 00:12:56,609
Please let this be
an actual medical issue.
268
00:12:56,633 --> 00:12:59,545
My patient's refusing
posterior fusion surgery.
269
00:12:59,569 --> 00:13:01,714
We need an alternative that
will get him back on his feet.
270
00:13:01,738 --> 00:13:04,117
Posterior fusion would
get him on his feet.
271
00:13:04,141 --> 00:13:06,961
He just wants to carry
someone on his back.
272
00:13:09,179 --> 00:13:10,957
We could try ventral surgery
through his abdomen.
273
00:13:10,981 --> 00:13:13,193
L3 is hard to get to ventrally,
274
00:13:13,217 --> 00:13:14,928
even if everything was perfect.
275
00:13:14,952 --> 00:13:16,462
But if we try a transpedicular approach,
276
00:13:16,486 --> 00:13:17,964
we could do a posterior cage placement
277
00:13:17,988 --> 00:13:19,565
and short segment surgery.
278
00:13:19,589 --> 00:13:22,202
There's a risk of
catastrophic nerve injury
279
00:13:22,226 --> 00:13:24,404
or an uncontrollable bleed
280
00:13:24,428 --> 00:13:26,272
from placing too large a cage.
281
00:13:26,296 --> 00:13:29,109
♪ ♪
282
00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:30,527
Would you try it?
283
00:13:33,703 --> 00:13:35,581
Your patient, your call.
284
00:13:35,605 --> 00:13:37,507
♪ ♪
285
00:13:39,476 --> 00:13:41,704
What do I love most about Shaun?
286
00:13:42,746 --> 00:13:44,290
I can't choose.
287
00:13:45,983 --> 00:13:49,095
He's brilliant, and he's so funny.
288
00:13:49,119 --> 00:13:52,632
He makes me feel safe.
289
00:13:52,656 --> 00:13:55,868
I know no matter what happens,
he's there for me.
290
00:13:56,158 --> 00:13:57,627
And he's super cute.
291
00:13:59,596 --> 00:14:01,766
Shaun, what do you love
the most about Lea?
292
00:14:04,868 --> 00:14:06,062
Shaun.
293
00:14:10,975 --> 00:14:11,975
I love...
294
00:14:13,177 --> 00:14:16,289
That her eyes crinkle when she is happy
295
00:14:16,313 --> 00:14:18,658
or sad or angry or worried.
296
00:14:19,849 --> 00:14:21,995
And I know which one means what.
297
00:14:22,019 --> 00:14:24,430
You know my eye crinkles?
298
00:14:24,454 --> 00:14:26,799
That one means she is happy.
299
00:14:26,823 --> 00:14:28,668
- Yes.
- (DOOR OPENS)
300
00:14:28,692 --> 00:14:31,119
I double-checked
every recorded vital sign
301
00:14:31,143 --> 00:14:32,499
and hourly urine output.
302
00:14:32,523 --> 00:14:35,041
All suggest adequate blood
pressure to maintain graft profusion
303
00:14:35,065 --> 00:14:37,010
and no signs of fluid overload.
304
00:14:37,034 --> 00:14:38,311
I don't know what caused it,
305
00:14:38,335 --> 00:14:40,580
but Dana's edema and graft
issues are not my fault.
306
00:14:40,604 --> 00:14:43,140
♪ ♪
307
00:14:49,246 --> 00:14:51,482
I need to see your footage.
308
00:14:52,816 --> 00:14:54,460
(REWINDING)
309
00:14:54,484 --> 00:14:55,996
SHAUN: Stop.
310
00:14:56,020 --> 00:14:57,930
Play it from there.
311
00:14:57,954 --> 00:15:00,390
♪ ♪
312
00:15:05,929 --> 00:15:07,873
The grafts should not be failing.
313
00:15:07,897 --> 00:15:09,409
Something must have gone wrong.
314
00:15:09,433 --> 00:15:12,086
I need the answers to fix it.
Please rewind.
315
00:15:12,536 --> 00:15:13,779
(REWINDING)
316
00:15:13,803 --> 00:15:15,805
♪ ♪
317
00:15:20,810 --> 00:15:22,054
S-Stop.
318
00:15:23,413 --> 00:15:25,858
Okay. Play at half speed.
319
00:15:25,882 --> 00:15:27,793
(KEY CLACKS)
320
00:15:27,817 --> 00:15:29,419
♪ ♪
321
00:15:34,824 --> 00:15:36,208
Right there.
322
00:15:36,232 --> 00:15:38,600
(KEY CLACKS)
323
00:15:38,624 --> 00:15:41,774
When I pressed that burn area,
she did not feel it.
324
00:15:42,200 --> 00:15:45,045
If they were second-degree,
mid-dermis burns,
325
00:15:45,069 --> 00:15:46,203
it would have hurt.
326
00:15:47,437 --> 00:15:49,382
Dana has third-degree burns.
327
00:15:49,406 --> 00:15:51,617
The tissue is dying under the grafts
328
00:15:51,641 --> 00:15:54,754
because I did not debride deep enough.
329
00:15:58,021 --> 00:16:01,858
Dana's problem is my mistake.
330
00:16:08,383 --> 00:16:10,302
Shaun has always been
great with medicine,
331
00:16:10,452 --> 00:16:12,463
but romance, not so much.
332
00:16:12,487 --> 00:16:14,131
I took him through boot camp,
333
00:16:14,155 --> 00:16:16,534
and then he and Lea got together.
334
00:16:16,558 --> 00:16:18,035
I guess you could call me Cupid.
335
00:16:18,059 --> 00:16:20,813
You don't get credit for
Shaun and Lea getting together.
336
00:16:23,465 --> 00:16:25,108
You barely get credit
for us getting together.
337
00:16:25,132 --> 00:16:27,371
I have to go practice my surgery.
338
00:16:30,472 --> 00:16:33,158
Your first surgery did not work.
339
00:16:34,476 --> 00:16:36,954
I didn't debride deep enough.
We need to fix it.
340
00:16:39,113 --> 00:16:40,458
How's your pain level?
341
00:16:40,482 --> 00:16:42,926
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
342
00:16:42,950 --> 00:16:46,897
I'm... A monster.
343
00:16:46,921 --> 00:16:49,491
♪ ♪
344
00:16:53,328 --> 00:16:55,264
No wonder Nicole ran away.
345
00:16:55,997 --> 00:16:57,475
Okay.
346
00:16:57,499 --> 00:17:00,978
We have to do another surgery,
347
00:17:01,002 --> 00:17:02,938
or you could become septic.
348
00:17:03,705 --> 00:17:05,849
Will it fix the way my face looks?
349
00:17:05,873 --> 00:17:07,785
No. Your face will look worse
350
00:17:07,809 --> 00:17:09,520
because we have to debride deeper.
351
00:17:09,544 --> 00:17:10,688
I can't.
352
00:17:10,712 --> 00:17:12,364
We have to fix the mistake.
353
00:17:13,381 --> 00:17:16,326
How you look doesn't impact your health.
354
00:17:19,487 --> 00:17:20,964
Okay.
355
00:17:20,988 --> 00:17:23,691
♪♪♪
356
00:17:27,094 --> 00:17:28,589
(SOBS)
357
00:17:29,330 --> 00:17:31,141
Do you want me to get your husband?
358
00:17:31,399 --> 00:17:34,011
I'm sure he wants to see you
before you go into surgery.
359
00:17:34,035 --> 00:17:35,083
No.
360
00:17:37,204 --> 00:17:39,049
Nicole needs him.
361
00:17:39,073 --> 00:17:41,609
♪ ♪
362
00:17:50,318 --> 00:17:53,331
(MONITOR ALARM)
363
00:17:53,355 --> 00:17:54,948
- (ALARM STOPS)
- DR. REZNICK: That's not gonna work.
364
00:17:56,257 --> 00:17:58,536
You need to get wider
exposure and corpectomy
365
00:17:58,560 --> 00:18:00,454
before placing the cage.
366
00:18:02,364 --> 00:18:03,957
There is an easier solution.
367
00:18:05,166 --> 00:18:07,086
Tell your patient he's being an idiot.
368
00:18:08,770 --> 00:18:11,298
It's not worth risking
his life for his career.
369
00:18:12,540 --> 00:18:14,051
I think he's right.
370
00:18:16,411 --> 00:18:17,988
When I left the force,
371
00:18:18,012 --> 00:18:21,725
I felt more alone than
any other time in my life.
372
00:18:23,785 --> 00:18:26,146
I didn't just leave a job, I...
373
00:18:28,081 --> 00:18:29,249
I left a family.
374
00:18:30,392 --> 00:18:31,802
He wants to fight to keep his,
375
00:18:31,826 --> 00:18:33,237
so I'm gonna do what I can to help him.
376
00:18:34,796 --> 00:18:36,774
(MONITOR ALARM)
377
00:18:36,798 --> 00:18:37,941
(SIGHS)
378
00:18:37,965 --> 00:18:39,166
(ALARM STOPS)
379
00:18:40,935 --> 00:18:43,146
I'll drill off the complete
pedicle and L3 body.
380
00:18:43,170 --> 00:18:45,783
You decompress on the lamina
above and below.
381
00:18:45,807 --> 00:18:46,984
(TOOL WHIRRING)
382
00:18:47,008 --> 00:18:49,294
It'll allow for a safer cage placement.
383
00:18:51,045 --> 00:18:52,045
(CHUCKLES)
384
00:18:55,249 --> 00:18:56,727
JORDAN: I don't think Dana is ready
385
00:18:56,751 --> 00:18:58,429
for the free tissue flap reconstruction.
386
00:18:58,453 --> 00:18:59,897
We could start with
daily tissue removal.
387
00:18:59,921 --> 00:19:01,999
No, we should not wait.
388
00:19:02,023 --> 00:19:04,902
Deeper debridement and
temporoparietal fascia surgery
389
00:19:04,926 --> 00:19:06,236
will clear her edema.
390
00:19:06,260 --> 00:19:08,606
It's a high-risk surgery
with high risk of blood loss
391
00:19:08,630 --> 00:19:10,040
and flap necrosis.
392
00:19:10,064 --> 00:19:13,010
Before we do another big procedure,
393
00:19:13,034 --> 00:19:14,845
she needs to recover psychologically.
394
00:19:14,869 --> 00:19:17,698
She could develop infection and
compartment syndrome if we wait.
395
00:19:20,942 --> 00:19:23,921
You missed what the patient was feeling
396
00:19:23,945 --> 00:19:26,280
in your initial diagnosis,
and it affected her outcome.
397
00:19:28,049 --> 00:19:29,835
You could be wrong about this, too.
398
00:19:35,857 --> 00:19:38,051
The free tissue flap surgery
399
00:19:38,593 --> 00:19:41,763
will correct the damage from her burns.
400
00:19:43,465 --> 00:19:45,342
I am the attending.
401
00:19:45,366 --> 00:19:47,445
This is my decision.
402
00:19:47,469 --> 00:19:49,837
♪ ♪
403
00:20:01,148 --> 00:20:02,409
My patient...
404
00:20:02,650 --> 00:20:04,061
N-No.
405
00:20:04,085 --> 00:20:05,887
♪ ♪
406
00:20:09,524 --> 00:20:11,001
Shaun, what's going on?
407
00:20:11,025 --> 00:20:12,703
My patient has to have another surgery.
408
00:20:12,727 --> 00:20:13,904
I thought she had second-degree burns.
409
00:20:13,928 --> 00:20:16,139
She also has third-degree burns.
410
00:20:16,423 --> 00:20:18,141
Okay, so do another surgery.
411
00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:22,212
If I had not been distracted
by the cameras,
412
00:20:22,236 --> 00:20:25,549
I do not think I would have
missed her reaction.
413
00:20:25,573 --> 00:20:27,951
Third-degree burns are always numb.
414
00:20:27,975 --> 00:20:29,394
So you can do another surgery.
415
00:20:33,153 --> 00:20:38,517
This is my test to prove I am
ready to be an attending, okay?
416
00:20:38,602 --> 00:20:40,130
I made a mistake.
417
00:20:40,154 --> 00:20:41,965
And you caught the mistake.
418
00:20:41,989 --> 00:20:44,067
But I shouldn't have missed it, okay?
419
00:20:44,091 --> 00:20:45,335
It was my fault.
420
00:20:45,359 --> 00:20:46,904
Okay, so it was your fault.
421
00:20:46,928 --> 00:20:48,205
So?
422
00:20:48,229 --> 00:20:50,774
Just like it was my fault
when I was attending
423
00:20:50,798 --> 00:20:52,976
that I-I missed a subdural empyema
424
00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:55,746
and Park punctured a fungal nodule
425
00:20:55,770 --> 00:20:56,880
and Claire missed a PE.
426
00:20:56,904 --> 00:20:59,717
The patient didn't die, right?
427
00:20:59,741 --> 00:21:02,970
You can do another surgery.
So let's just focus on that.
428
00:21:04,245 --> 00:21:09,326
I am different than you
and Claire and Dr. Park.
429
00:21:09,350 --> 00:21:11,395
I do not get to make mistakes.
430
00:21:13,888 --> 00:21:15,398
Is this because this video crew
431
00:21:15,422 --> 00:21:17,859
has been following you
around wherever you go?
432
00:21:18,459 --> 00:21:21,204
(SIGHS) Yes. I made two mistakes...
433
00:21:21,228 --> 00:21:23,541
The burns and letting them film me.
434
00:21:23,565 --> 00:21:25,375
You know what? Get rid of them.
435
00:21:25,399 --> 00:21:28,011
If you don't want them around,
just get rid of them.
436
00:21:28,035 --> 00:21:29,746
And another thing, Shaun,
437
00:21:30,872 --> 00:21:34,334
you can't expect to
be perfect all the time.
438
00:21:36,243 --> 00:21:40,173
It doesn't happen, ever, for anyone.
439
00:21:40,882 --> 00:21:43,450
♪ ♪
440
00:21:50,056 --> 00:21:51,056
No.
441
00:21:52,020 --> 00:21:53,663
SOPHIE: Again, it's helpful
442
00:21:53,687 --> 00:21:56,000
if you include the question
in the answer.
443
00:21:56,024 --> 00:21:57,667
What was the question?
444
00:21:57,691 --> 00:21:59,911
Do you see yourself
as Shaun's protector?
445
00:22:00,928 --> 00:22:02,789
Oh, um...
446
00:22:03,231 --> 00:22:07,335
No, I don't see myself
as Shaun's protector anymore.
447
00:22:08,736 --> 00:22:09,963
How does that feel?
448
00:22:11,686 --> 00:22:13,120
How does it feel? I don't know.
449
00:22:14,842 --> 00:22:15,842
It feels great.
450
00:22:17,151 --> 00:22:18,218
I'm proud of him
451
00:22:19,107 --> 00:22:21,516
and relieved...
452
00:22:23,736 --> 00:22:24,904
...that he's gonna make it.
453
00:22:25,759 --> 00:22:26,938
What changed?
454
00:22:30,858 --> 00:22:31,858
He did.
455
00:22:32,560 --> 00:22:33,560
He changed.
456
00:22:34,928 --> 00:22:36,130
Can you elaborate?
457
00:22:36,930 --> 00:22:38,432
(SIGHS)
458
00:22:40,968 --> 00:22:43,830
He grew up and met Lea.
459
00:22:45,873 --> 00:22:46,907
Okay, we need to talk.
460
00:22:48,109 --> 00:22:49,419
Turn the camera off.
461
00:22:49,443 --> 00:22:51,421
SOPHIE: Sorry, no.
462
00:22:51,445 --> 00:22:52,989
(SCOFFS)
463
00:22:53,013 --> 00:22:55,926
Okay, then I'm gonna have to
say what I have to say naked.
464
00:22:58,719 --> 00:23:00,264
You can take five. Thank you.
465
00:23:00,288 --> 00:23:02,366
(BEEPING)
466
00:23:02,390 --> 00:23:04,401
You need to back off Shaun a little bit.
467
00:23:04,425 --> 00:23:06,470
It's my job to ask questions.
468
00:23:06,494 --> 00:23:07,971
I was expecting wedding surprises,
469
00:23:07,995 --> 00:23:10,899
and instead I feel like
you're exploiting his autism.
470
00:23:11,332 --> 00:23:13,877
You knew Shaun's ASD
was gonna be part of the show.
471
00:23:13,901 --> 00:23:15,745
I didn't expect you
to make a highlight reel
472
00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:17,481
out of his most spectrum-y moments.
473
00:23:17,505 --> 00:23:19,516
I'm not manufacturing anything.
474
00:23:19,540 --> 00:23:21,485
Shaun made a mistake
on a very important case,
475
00:23:21,509 --> 00:23:23,353
and now that could end up on your show.
476
00:23:23,912 --> 00:23:25,422
He's totally rattled.
477
00:23:25,446 --> 00:23:26,623
I know you want to protect him.
478
00:23:26,647 --> 00:23:28,225
This is not about protecting Shaun.
479
00:23:28,249 --> 00:23:29,659
This is about the whole world seeing him
480
00:23:29,683 --> 00:23:32,128
as a collection of quirks
and a single mistake.
481
00:23:35,556 --> 00:23:37,834
But since that is good TV...
482
00:23:37,858 --> 00:23:40,394
♪ ♪
483
00:23:44,298 --> 00:23:45,499
(DOOR CLOSES)
484
00:23:47,894 --> 00:23:49,513
SHAUN: Dana has third-degree burns.
485
00:23:49,537 --> 00:23:51,181
(REWINDING)
486
00:23:51,205 --> 00:23:52,782
Dana has third-degree burns.
487
00:23:52,806 --> 00:23:53,883
(REWINDING)
488
00:23:53,907 --> 00:23:55,685
Dana has third-degree burns.
489
00:23:55,709 --> 00:23:58,021
Her tissue is dying under the graft
490
00:23:58,045 --> 00:24:00,323
because I did not debride deep enough.
491
00:24:01,449 --> 00:24:03,627
Dana's problem is my mistake.
492
00:24:03,651 --> 00:24:07,564
I'm not gonna use any of the footage
493
00:24:07,588 --> 00:24:09,499
related to your mistake.
494
00:24:10,710 --> 00:24:11,911
It's not relevant.
495
00:24:12,226 --> 00:24:14,371
This is a wedding show.
496
00:24:14,395 --> 00:24:16,172
Lea reminded me of that.
497
00:24:18,566 --> 00:24:22,429
I do not want to be dishonest.
498
00:24:23,036 --> 00:24:25,014
It's not dishonest.
499
00:24:25,038 --> 00:24:29,619
It's focused on you and Lea
and your relationship
500
00:24:29,643 --> 00:24:32,689
and your amazing career as a surgeon,
501
00:24:32,713 --> 00:24:35,449
surrounded by all of these
people who support you.
502
00:24:37,751 --> 00:24:39,996
That is what will give hope
503
00:24:40,020 --> 00:24:43,424
to people who feel different and alone.
504
00:24:45,859 --> 00:24:47,471
That's why I'm doing this.
505
00:24:47,495 --> 00:24:49,630
♪ ♪
506
00:25:00,274 --> 00:25:01,375
Grant's case file.
507
00:25:04,345 --> 00:25:07,424
I've successfully completed the
short-segment posterior fusion
508
00:25:07,448 --> 00:25:08,892
on the skills dummy simulator.
509
00:25:10,323 --> 00:25:11,592
Once.
510
00:25:12,220 --> 00:25:13,605
With a partner.
511
00:25:14,488 --> 00:25:17,901
You've successfully done it
on real people over 50 times.
512
00:25:20,060 --> 00:25:21,271
You should take the lead.
513
00:25:21,295 --> 00:25:22,439
Which would mean removing yourself
514
00:25:22,463 --> 00:25:23,907
as the attending on this case.
515
00:25:25,233 --> 00:25:28,111
I'm not risking my patient's
life to pass a test.
516
00:25:28,135 --> 00:25:30,997
You're risking your own
career to try to save his.
517
00:25:35,162 --> 00:25:38,129
Grant deserves the best
shot to get back to his crew.
518
00:25:48,107 --> 00:25:49,642
SOPHIE: Any cold feet?
519
00:25:50,317 --> 00:25:51,561
Shaun is my person.
520
00:25:51,585 --> 00:25:53,738
I know that beyond a shadow of a doubt.
521
00:25:58,692 --> 00:26:00,870
Do you think I should let Sophie
522
00:26:00,894 --> 00:26:03,122
remove my mistake from the show?
523
00:26:07,767 --> 00:26:09,679
I think that is up to you.
524
00:26:09,703 --> 00:26:11,213
How do you feel about it?
525
00:26:12,272 --> 00:26:15,618
It feels like a lie,
526
00:26:15,642 --> 00:26:18,930
but is it more important
to give people truth or hope?
527
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:22,492
That's a tough question.
528
00:26:22,516 --> 00:26:23,893
Yes.
529
00:26:23,917 --> 00:26:27,230
SOPHIE: I say we stick
to the two of you,
530
00:26:27,254 --> 00:26:29,823
who are getting married
in just a few days.
531
00:26:30,790 --> 00:26:32,402
Any nerves about that?
532
00:26:32,426 --> 00:26:34,604
Oh, no. She is also my person.
533
00:26:34,628 --> 00:26:36,781
I have known that for a long time.
534
00:26:37,297 --> 00:26:39,475
I have to go prep for my surgery. Okay.
535
00:26:39,499 --> 00:26:41,577
Okay, I have to go prep for my surgery.
536
00:26:47,941 --> 00:26:51,420
It took you longer to be sure
that Shaun was the one.
537
00:26:52,246 --> 00:26:54,056
In fact, you said you
couldn't get involved with him
538
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:55,716
because of his ASD.
539
00:26:56,316 --> 00:26:57,677
What changed?
540
00:26:58,952 --> 00:27:01,488
♪ ♪
541
00:27:07,894 --> 00:27:09,138
(MICROPHONE THUDS)
542
00:27:09,162 --> 00:27:11,331
♪ ♪
543
00:27:14,334 --> 00:27:16,679
I offered to take out the
mistake because you were right.
544
00:27:16,703 --> 00:27:18,080
I crossed a line.
545
00:27:18,104 --> 00:27:19,815
Instead of embarrassing Shaun,
546
00:27:19,839 --> 00:27:21,651
now you're zeroing in on me?
547
00:27:21,675 --> 00:27:24,053
I'm not trying to embarrass anyone.
548
00:27:24,077 --> 00:27:25,830
Can you please slow down?
549
00:27:27,180 --> 00:27:30,660
As a little person, the world
doesn't accommodate me.
550
00:27:30,684 --> 00:27:34,096
That's why representation
matters, but when it's real.
551
00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:36,299
I'm not asking you to
make us look like a fairy tale.
552
00:27:36,323 --> 00:27:39,260
Fairy tales have obstacles and conflict.
553
00:27:39,793 --> 00:27:41,337
The story you want me to tell,
554
00:27:41,361 --> 00:27:44,507
you two met and fell in love
and everything's great,
555
00:27:45,391 --> 00:27:46,676
it's boring.
556
00:27:46,700 --> 00:27:48,544
So you want me to play the wicked witch.
557
00:27:48,568 --> 00:27:51,481
You are are not defined
by your lowest moment,
558
00:27:51,505 --> 00:27:53,691
but you can't deny it, either.
559
00:27:55,174 --> 00:27:58,779
I am here to tell the real
story of you as a couple.
560
00:28:00,547 --> 00:28:03,125
Do you still trust me to do that?
561
00:28:03,149 --> 00:28:04,951
♪ ♪
562
00:28:10,990 --> 00:28:12,502
SHAUN: Your vitals are good,
563
00:28:12,526 --> 00:28:14,203
and your volume status is stable.
564
00:28:14,227 --> 00:28:16,839
A nurse will come get you
for surgery soon.
565
00:28:21,034 --> 00:28:22,702
(VELCRO TEARING)
566
00:28:28,875 --> 00:28:32,188
I'm so sorry the cameras
added to your pain.
567
00:28:36,115 --> 00:28:38,819
I was gonna have to
see myself eventually.
568
00:28:40,487 --> 00:28:42,782
My daughter will have to
look at me every day...
569
00:28:45,244 --> 00:28:47,446
...and pretend she
doesn't see a monster.
570
00:28:48,962 --> 00:28:51,106
She won't see you that way forever.
571
00:28:51,130 --> 00:28:52,416
Other people will.
572
00:28:54,807 --> 00:28:57,922
Other kids will tease and bully her...
573
00:28:59,906 --> 00:29:01,759
...because of what
her mother looks like.
574
00:29:04,378 --> 00:29:06,680
People have teased
and bullied me my whole life,
575
00:29:07,714 --> 00:29:11,160
and it hurt for a long time,
576
00:29:11,184 --> 00:29:16,232
and I was too ashamed to tell anyone.
577
00:29:16,990 --> 00:29:18,692
I finally told my mom.
578
00:29:19,459 --> 00:29:21,529
She taught me how to
stick up for myself.
579
00:29:22,396 --> 00:29:27,176
You can be an example
of how to get back up
580
00:29:27,200 --> 00:29:28,635
when life knocks you down.
581
00:29:31,438 --> 00:29:33,082
Your strength
582
00:29:33,106 --> 00:29:37,219
will make her more
compassionate than most people
583
00:29:37,243 --> 00:29:39,613
and more powerful than any bully.
584
00:29:40,780 --> 00:29:43,483
♪ ♪
585
00:29:55,294 --> 00:29:56,472
Scalpel.
586
00:29:56,496 --> 00:29:58,832
♪ ♪
587
00:30:02,696 --> 00:30:05,156
I'll come get you as soon
as your mom is awake.
588
00:30:06,673 --> 00:30:08,617
I don't want to see her, Daddy.
589
00:30:14,681 --> 00:30:16,992
It's okay to be scared.
590
00:30:17,016 --> 00:30:19,086
You know what helps me
whenever I'm scared?
591
00:30:21,354 --> 00:30:23,799
A big hug.
592
00:30:24,704 --> 00:30:27,094
The best ones are from my mom.
593
00:30:28,528 --> 00:30:30,681
Do your mom's hugs make you feel better?
594
00:30:35,334 --> 00:30:40,149
I know Mommy looks different,
but her hugs are the same.
595
00:30:40,441 --> 00:30:43,252
They're full of the same love as always.
596
00:30:43,276 --> 00:30:45,845
♪ ♪
597
00:30:57,190 --> 00:31:00,753
We are doing Dana's
fascial flap surgery.
598
00:31:01,628 --> 00:31:04,106
Are you here because I am the attending
599
00:31:04,130 --> 00:31:06,091
or because you trust my judgment?
600
00:31:07,619 --> 00:31:08,821
Mostly the latter.
601
00:31:10,504 --> 00:31:13,682
Even after my earlier mistake?
602
00:31:19,412 --> 00:31:20,940
You're a great doctor.
603
00:31:22,174 --> 00:31:26,278
I hope one day I'm even
close to as good as you.
604
00:31:27,854 --> 00:31:29,907
Your mistake just made you more...
605
00:31:31,525 --> 00:31:33,335
Inspirational.
606
00:31:33,359 --> 00:31:36,330
It gave me the confidence that
I'll find my superpower, too.
607
00:31:38,197 --> 00:31:39,465
(SCRUBBING)
608
00:31:40,133 --> 00:31:41,711
(WATER RUNNING)
609
00:31:41,735 --> 00:31:43,937
♪ ♪
610
00:31:49,442 --> 00:31:52,187
SHAUN: You cannot film this surgery.
611
00:31:52,211 --> 00:31:55,975
I cannot be distracted
while I am working.
612
00:31:56,550 --> 00:31:57,893
Let's go.
613
00:31:57,917 --> 00:31:59,819
♪ ♪
614
00:32:02,188 --> 00:32:03,833
I've drilled most of the
pedicle and vertebral body.
615
00:32:03,857 --> 00:32:05,000
What's next?
616
00:32:05,024 --> 00:32:06,613
We need to place the cage.
617
00:32:06,637 --> 00:32:08,303
(MONITOR BEEPING)
618
00:32:08,327 --> 00:32:09,739
Good decompression.
619
00:32:09,763 --> 00:32:11,865
One above, one below.
620
00:32:17,623 --> 00:32:19,415
Placing the expandable cage.
621
00:32:21,374 --> 00:32:22,818
(MONITOR ALARM)
622
00:32:22,842 --> 00:32:24,753
ASHER: Heart rate's way up.
BP's dropping.
623
00:32:25,612 --> 00:32:27,122
Vessel's torn.
624
00:32:27,146 --> 00:32:29,466
It's detracted away from the field.
625
00:32:30,817 --> 00:32:32,595
What about giving T.X.A. and bipolar
626
00:32:32,619 --> 00:32:34,179
to pull the vessel into view?
627
00:32:37,824 --> 00:32:40,069
(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)
628
00:32:40,093 --> 00:32:41,105
(MONITOR ALARM)
629
00:32:41,129 --> 00:32:42,504
BP still dropping.
630
00:32:42,528 --> 00:32:45,240
BP's 41 over 23.
631
00:32:45,264 --> 00:32:46,692
He'll arrest if we
don't stop things now.
632
00:32:47,066 --> 00:32:48,578
Vascular clip.
633
00:32:48,602 --> 00:32:51,838
♪ ♪
634
00:32:57,777 --> 00:32:59,521
(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)
635
00:32:59,545 --> 00:33:00,680
(SIGHS)
636
00:33:03,850 --> 00:33:06,587
We could try completing the
corpectomy from the other side.
637
00:33:11,625 --> 00:33:14,011
No. It's not working.
638
00:33:15,394 --> 00:33:17,006
We're changing course.
639
00:33:17,030 --> 00:33:19,683
Let's do the long segment
L1-5 without a cage.
640
00:33:23,755 --> 00:33:24,789
You sure?
641
00:33:26,706 --> 00:33:28,609
My patient, my call.
642
00:33:31,044 --> 00:33:33,179
♪ ♪
643
00:33:40,519 --> 00:33:43,022
(TOOL WHIRRING)
644
00:33:44,891 --> 00:33:46,201
SHAUN: Excision knife.
645
00:33:46,225 --> 00:33:48,503
(MONITOR BEEPING)
646
00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:50,930
♪♪♪
647
00:34:05,244 --> 00:34:08,658
I need more sponges
and the suctions turned up.
648
00:34:08,682 --> 00:34:09,959
(MONITOR ALARM)
649
00:34:09,983 --> 00:34:11,217
JORDAN: She's losing too much blood.
650
00:34:14,553 --> 00:34:17,156
She's severely tachycardic,
blood pressure dropping.
651
00:34:26,187 --> 00:34:28,265
(MONITOR ALARM)
652
00:34:28,289 --> 00:34:31,092
JORDAN: This holding pressure
isn't durable. She's gonna bleed out.
653
00:34:31,592 --> 00:34:33,636
We have to debride deeper.
654
00:34:33,660 --> 00:34:35,638
The excision blade is
causing too much bleeding.
655
00:34:35,662 --> 00:34:37,340
Should we try the micro
dissection electrocautery?
656
00:34:37,364 --> 00:34:39,366
♪ ♪
657
00:34:51,968 --> 00:34:53,856
Electrocautery won't work.
658
00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:56,526
We need to preserve as much
normal tissue as we can.
659
00:34:56,550 --> 00:34:59,562
A VERSAJET will debride the
appropriate plane with less bleeding.
660
00:34:59,586 --> 00:35:01,955
♪ ♪
661
00:35:08,094 --> 00:35:10,096
(TOOL WHIRRING)
662
00:35:15,236 --> 00:35:17,205
We repaired your lumbar fracture.
663
00:35:20,474 --> 00:35:22,335
But we had to switch surgeries.
664
00:35:26,747 --> 00:35:28,508
You can't do the job anymore.
665
00:35:33,720 --> 00:35:35,515
Your body was giving out.
666
00:35:36,457 --> 00:35:37,809
I couldn't let you die.
667
00:35:41,262 --> 00:35:42,429
Grant.
668
00:35:44,931 --> 00:35:46,234
I trusted you.
669
00:35:50,771 --> 00:35:52,849
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
670
00:35:52,873 --> 00:35:55,141
♪ ♪
671
00:36:15,028 --> 00:36:16,339
Oh.
672
00:36:16,363 --> 00:36:18,599
The surgery was a success.
673
00:36:19,700 --> 00:36:22,645
He had one of his visions,
saved the day again.
674
00:36:22,669 --> 00:36:24,113
Oh, and I missed it!
675
00:36:24,137 --> 00:36:25,648
I'll do the imitation again.
676
00:36:27,073 --> 00:36:31,571
You can use all your footage,
even my mistake.
677
00:36:33,980 --> 00:36:38,745
Great surgeons can make
mistakes and still be inspirational.
678
00:36:39,286 --> 00:36:41,154
♪ ♪
679
00:36:56,102 --> 00:36:57,102
Close the door.
680
00:37:04,745 --> 00:37:05,745
You're writing me up?
681
00:37:06,913 --> 00:37:08,558
Is this about the charts?
682
00:37:08,582 --> 00:37:10,059
And coming in late.
683
00:37:10,083 --> 00:37:13,563
And taking personal calls,
calling off last-minute.
684
00:37:13,587 --> 00:37:17,075
I need to be able to count on you,
and right now, I can't.
685
00:37:19,813 --> 00:37:21,329
I haven't been my best.
686
00:37:22,775 --> 00:37:24,290
Things at home...
687
00:37:35,376 --> 00:37:36,643
(SIGHS)
688
00:37:38,011 --> 00:37:39,255
(SNIFFLES)
689
00:37:39,279 --> 00:37:40,279
If...
690
00:37:42,015 --> 00:37:44,685
If I don't answer his calls,
he gets mad.
691
00:37:47,253 --> 00:37:49,774
He checks my mileage and my phone
692
00:37:50,491 --> 00:37:52,151
and how much makeup I wear.
693
00:37:54,661 --> 00:37:57,365
I helped a patient go through
a domestic violence checklist
694
00:37:58,738 --> 00:38:00,034
and realized...
695
00:38:01,802 --> 00:38:03,446
It was me, too.
696
00:38:03,470 --> 00:38:05,772
♪ ♪
697
00:38:13,113 --> 00:38:14,891
We'll figure this out.
698
00:38:14,915 --> 00:38:16,783
(BREATHES DEEPLY)
699
00:38:19,986 --> 00:38:21,263
(GROANS SOFTLY)
700
00:38:21,287 --> 00:38:24,901
SHAUN: My re-grafting surgery
was a success.
701
00:38:24,925 --> 00:38:28,020
With restorative surgery, you'll
have an adequate aesthetic outcome.
702
00:38:29,463 --> 00:38:30,640
(SIGHS)
703
00:38:30,664 --> 00:38:32,274
NICOLE: Mommy?
704
00:38:32,298 --> 00:38:34,401
♪ ♪
705
00:38:53,454 --> 00:38:55,798
I look different, huh?
706
00:38:57,624 --> 00:38:59,093
Your eyes are the same.
707
00:39:02,162 --> 00:39:04,106
They look like mine.
708
00:39:04,130 --> 00:39:06,667
♪ ♪
709
00:39:24,317 --> 00:39:25,452
(SIGHS)
710
00:39:30,090 --> 00:39:31,734
I saw Lim.
711
00:39:31,758 --> 00:39:34,127
♪ ♪
712
00:39:41,301 --> 00:39:42,869
You passed your test.
713
00:39:49,009 --> 00:39:50,987
(SIGHS)
714
00:39:51,011 --> 00:39:53,279
♪ ♪
715
00:39:58,552 --> 00:40:00,229
For a long time,
716
00:40:00,253 --> 00:40:02,782
I didn't think I could be
with someone like Shaun.
717
00:40:03,624 --> 00:40:06,536
I thought we were too different,
718
00:40:06,560 --> 00:40:09,914
that I would have to
compromise too much.
719
00:40:12,365 --> 00:40:15,902
And I worried about what
people would think of us.
720
00:40:17,818 --> 00:40:19,052
Of me.
721
00:40:21,808 --> 00:40:25,680
And I didn't want
to be seen as different.
722
00:40:27,079 --> 00:40:28,080
What changed?
723
00:40:31,618 --> 00:40:33,104
Me.
724
00:40:33,654 --> 00:40:35,798
Because of how Shaun saw me,
725
00:40:35,822 --> 00:40:37,767
he made me believe that I am stronger
726
00:40:37,791 --> 00:40:39,819
than I give myself credit for.
727
00:40:41,967 --> 00:40:45,616
And that together, we are enough.
728
00:40:47,033 --> 00:40:48,033
More than enough.
729
00:40:49,035 --> 00:40:51,205
SHAUN: That was very nice.
730
00:40:53,907 --> 00:40:56,168
Is it time for the surprise?
731
00:40:58,912 --> 00:41:02,549
(ISLANDS IN THE STREAM PLAYS)
732
00:41:03,483 --> 00:41:05,970
And... take 'em off!
733
00:41:07,453 --> 00:41:09,431
TOGETHER: Surprise!
734
00:41:09,455 --> 00:41:10,733
(LAUGHS)
735
00:41:10,757 --> 00:41:11,868
Oh.
736
00:41:11,892 --> 00:41:14,470
Sophie, it's beautiful.
737
00:41:14,494 --> 00:41:18,908
The lights are very soothing,
and I like karaoke.
738
00:41:18,932 --> 00:41:21,152
This is a very nice surprise.
739
00:41:22,836 --> 00:41:24,280
Okay.
740
00:41:24,304 --> 00:41:26,048
Hi! (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)
741
00:41:26,072 --> 00:41:27,617
Are you sure you're okay?
742
00:41:27,641 --> 00:41:28,785
I'm okay. Okay.
743
00:41:28,809 --> 00:41:29,852
Shaun.
744
00:41:29,876 --> 00:41:31,020
SHAUN: Park.
745
00:41:31,044 --> 00:41:34,023
(I'LL BE MISSING YOU PLAYS)
746
00:41:34,047 --> 00:41:36,292
WOMAN: Congratulations, Shaun and Lea.
747
00:41:36,817 --> 00:41:38,627
This song is for you guys.
748
00:41:42,188 --> 00:41:45,602
♪ Every step I take ♪
749
00:41:45,626 --> 00:41:46,903
(ALL CHEERING)
750
00:41:46,927 --> 00:41:50,807
♪ Every move I make ♪
751
00:41:50,831 --> 00:41:55,511
♪ Every single day since I went away
752
00:41:55,535 --> 00:41:58,014
ALL: ♪ I've been missing you ♪
753
00:41:58,038 --> 00:42:00,282
(CHEERING)
754
00:42:00,306 --> 00:42:03,009
♪ Thinkin' of the day ♪
755
00:42:04,410 --> 00:42:05,487
♪ When you went away ♪
756
00:42:05,511 --> 00:42:07,580
Congratulations!
757
00:42:09,149 --> 00:42:12,528
♪ What a life to take
What a bond to break ♪
758
00:42:12,552 --> 00:42:15,865
♪ I'll be missing you ♪
759
00:42:15,889 --> 00:42:18,024
(CHEERING, LAUGHTER)
760
00:42:18,659 --> 00:42:20,044
It's Claire!
761
00:42:22,963 --> 00:42:25,699
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