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Have you got your football kit?
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No, I forgot it.
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Well it's a good thing I've got a memory then.
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Now there's no excuse.
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I don't want to try out for the team.
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Give it a go
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For mine and your dad's sake
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I don't like sports.
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Well how would you even know?
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If you got out there and participated you might actually have some friends Martin
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I'm alright
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Take up football
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Run around the pitch a bit.
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You might get a nice six-pack on you
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Come on. You're a nice looking lad under that camouflage.
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If only you'll let the girls see it.
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Bye.
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Give it back! I found it.
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Oh, please!
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Oh, yeah class
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I swear, it was on the seat right beside me on the bus
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Who reads an underwear magazine in public?
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You, you perv!
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I reckon that one could do puberty for the lot of us
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I mean have you seen the size of them?
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Eurgh what's that stuck on the page?
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I'll do you all a favour
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Someone get me a wet wipe
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Curriculum vitae. It's essentially a sales pitch except you're selling yourself
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So accentuate the positives but don't lie.
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You will get found out
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How am I supposed to accentuate three D's and a U?
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Yeah, I agree it would help if you'd done some work in the first place
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But it's always worth tailoring your CV for the job you're applying for
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So big up your interests rather than your individual grades in your case
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Does picking your nose count as a interest?
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Martin
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Can you give me an example of an interest that might add to your chosen vocation
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What do you do in your spare time?
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Hey?
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He tongs his hair mainly miss
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No way!
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Urgh he took it out the bin!
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Oh, you naughty boy!
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If this is all you're interested in reading there's no wonder your grades are so bad
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I don't think he was reading it miss
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I was only looking
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And it's none of your business
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You lot, get on with your CV's
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Come on Eleanor. Give the kid a break.
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He'll be embarassed enough without you making a massive deal out of it
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I'm not making a massive deal I'm just saying
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that the kid needs a ticking off
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Okay. Okay, send him in.
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Keep it at home, Martin
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It's not worth the hassle
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It's not even mine!
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Next time it's a strike, yeah?
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All this is just wishful thinking anyway
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What do you mean?
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Well most women don't actually look like that
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Not in real life anyway
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Go on. Off you go. You've got ten minutes before those football trials.
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Look who it is!
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Hey, if you want some porn come to me. I've got some proper good stuff.
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Yeah, that's not a life skill to boast about, kid.
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Just trying to be a mate. Kid seems desperate.
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You've pulled a muscle have you?
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Which one?
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My leg.
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That's not what I've heard.
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Shut up, Sharkey.
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I can't play football Mr Clarkson. I can't run I swear.
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Right, well if you can't practise in the trials you'll have to stay in here and do some homework
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Can't I study in the common room?
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No. This isn't a free period, Martin
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You lot. On the pitch in five.
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Hey. We all enjoy a bit of light relief, don't worry about it mate.
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Yeah Finn, you more than most.
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Oh my God, you total perv!
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He was sniffing Sam's bra, I swear!
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You some sort of pervert or what?
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That's my bra, you dirty pig!
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Whatever you were doing, you know you weren't supposed to be there.
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It's the girls changing rooms. It's a violation of their privacy.
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There wasn't anyone changing.
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That is not the point! There could have been.
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I know that it's not easy being your age.
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There's all sorts of different emotions springing up. Not all of them welcome.
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You're surrounded by people going through the same thing.
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Yeah right.
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Or similar.
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Nobodies going through what I am
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Well... why don't you tell me about it then?
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You wouldn't understand
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There's not a lot I haven't seen
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And I was once a teenage boy myself you know
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Just shut up will you!
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Alright.
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But whatever it is that you're going through you need to try and have a bit of respect for the girls
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I do!
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And for yourself.
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Look, Martin, if there's something you want to tell me you know you can don't you?
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Can I go now?
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It's just ... you seem a bit unhappy
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I just want to be left alone, okay?
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Well, let's get him involved in the career's fair. Take his mind off his hormones.
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I can't help thinking that something's not quite right
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He doesn't seem like the type of kid to be sex mad.
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Tell me a teenage boy who isn't.
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Yeah but he's withdrawn, he's anti-social and he's angry.
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Like I said Chris, is there a teenage boy who isn't?
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What do you want?
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Just wanted to say sorry.
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I know I shouldn't have touched your things, but I would never perv over them like everyone said, I promise
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So what were you doing in the girls locker room with my bra?
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I'm just sorry.
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That's all
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Ooh nice hair! Very indie.
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Cheers
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Do you like glamming up? Bit of varnish? Eyeliner?
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It's a good look for a bloke
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Hey, I'm serious!
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I don't have to tell you. You know the eighties are back.
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Have you tried leggings?
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They make my legs look a bit skinny.
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No. If you're wearing an over-sized jumper, leggings are fab. Give you great definition.
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Would you like me to do your makeup?
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No.
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It's alright.
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Here.
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Have a look through there. You'll find a colour that suits you.
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You go near my girl again you're getting it, okay?
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Finn!
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Stop it!
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I don't know why you're defending him, he's a little sicko.
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And he's said he's sorry
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Yeah that's right. Turn the waterworks on you little girl.
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Yeah 'cause you're so butch and manly. I'm dead jealous.
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Leave it.
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So much as look at her again you're gonna need to defend yourself, okay?
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Aren't you trying a bit too hard mate?
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What do you mean?
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Well the magazine. Leering over Sam.
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All this macho stuff is just a big beard.
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We both know you're not into girls.
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You don't know a thing about me.
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I know you're gay.
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I'm not gay!
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How dare you stand there judging me like you've got it so hard!
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You're the big pro. You've got it easy.
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Flamin' wish I was gay.
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Woah, steady.
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You like yourself. I can tell. And people like you.
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They know who you are.
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Nobody knows what I'm capable of. Nobody.
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Martin?
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Inside please. No more sneaking off.
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I'm just having some fresh air.
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I've signed you up for Miss Chaudrey's workshop. Should keep you busy.
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Even if you don't know what you want to do you'll still need good interview skills.
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It's about instilling a sense of confidence in yourself and your prospective employer.
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Martin?
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I'm giving you my time the least you could do is look at me.
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Be quiet or move away from the stage.
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Let's try this again.
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You've put down the arts as one of your interests on your C.V
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Could you be more specific?
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Likes photography, don't you mate?
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Good, okay. Martin look at me.
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What kind of photography?
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I don't like photography.
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Well what do you like then? Cinema? The theater?
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He likes sleazing over other people's girlfriends
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Finn, he wasn't sleazing!
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You caught him Sam
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Be quiet!
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Martin, I asked you a question
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I don't know.
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How do you expect to get a job if you show no interest in anything? Even the person you're talking to?
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I don't expect to get a job.
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Excuse me? Speak up!
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I said I don't expect to get a job!
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Bra sniffer.
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Bra sniffer! Bra sniffer! Bra sniffer!
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Be quiet!
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Bra sniffer! Bra sniffer! Bra sniffer!
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Stop it!
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Freak! Freak! Freak! Freak!
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Weirdo! Weirdo!
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You're right, I am a freak.
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'cause somehow I got born a boy when I know deep down inside I'm not.
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Woah, dude!
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I'm a sick, sad freak of nature.
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And I hate myself more than any of you do.
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So don't waste your time.
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Now look what you've done. You idiot.
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Hey.
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Go away.
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I can see that I got things totally wrong with you earlier today.
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I'm sorry. I didn't know.
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Oh right. And now you do it's all okay?
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No. Clearly it's not.
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Perhaps it could be if you talked about it.
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It's going to take a bit more than talking to fix me.
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Have you told your mum and dad how you feel?
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They'd just hate me even more.
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They're always going on at me to be more of a lad.
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It's just ... you know ...
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Things seem insurmountable when you keep them to yourself.
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No chance of that anymore.
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Kids can be cruel.
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You know that yourself.
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But you sort of ...
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managed the first hurdle by ...
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Coming out
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Coming out?
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I'm not out!
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I don't even know where I am
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except trapped inside this flamin' body that I can't stand!
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Pretending to be exactly what I hate
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I can arrange for you to talk to somebody professional
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What's the point?
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What's the point in any of it?
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Martin!
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I just wish I was dead!
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Oi watch it, fringe boy!
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What do you want?
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To say I'm sorry
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About Finn. About what happened.
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Right. You've said it now. Go back to school.
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Janeece is phoning his mum.
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Good.
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I knew something was wrong.
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Come and have a look at these.
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These are a few signs that a child has gender identity disorder.
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Poor self-image, reluctance at games, gets bullied, poor educational performance, depression
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Self-harm and suicide attempts.
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Are you stalking me or something?
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Makes a change.
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From you stalking me doesn't it?
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Why are you here, Sambuca?
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Bit of space.
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So what are you doing in mine?
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Well if you can't do your eyeliner straight I wouldn't bother.
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You're gonna end up looking like some crazy old lady.
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Go for it.
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"That freak was sat there putting makeup on!"
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Go on it's done now.
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So just sod off back to your mates and have a laugh.
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What if I don't want to go back?
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Sit still.
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You can't go out looking like that.
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Who says I'm going anywhere?
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Well you're getting doled up for something.
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Let's see.
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I have done my own make-up before. Plenty.
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Well you've done it wrong then.
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You blind as well as messed up?
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It's better to go subtle.
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You're a teenager.
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Not a middle-aged slapper.
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I'm sure Martin will come back once he's cooled off
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We did think that you needed to be alerted about his state of mind.
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He seems very isolated, Mrs Dunbar
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He's shy.
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He likes his own company.
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See I don't think he does.
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In fact, I think that there's a great deal of self-loathing going on here.
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It's me.
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I've been on his case to make more of an effort, you know get stuck in.
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I just want him to be a normal, happy boy.
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Mrs Dunbar, he's saying that he isn't a boy.
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What do you mean?
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Not a boy?
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He's got some conflicts with his gender identity
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You must have noticed something different about him. When he was little for instance?
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All kids experiment!
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We think he should be able to talk to somebody in confidence.
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Somebody who specialises in this area.
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What? The area of being some sort of transvestite?
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Is that what you're talking about?
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Transgender is more like -
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Chris!
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What is that?
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Martin was very upset when he ran off
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I heard what he said in the assembly hall
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He said it at some cost to himself and he wasn't joking
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Being trapped in the wrong body must be a nightmare
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But there are solutions
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Well let's not get ahead of ourselves here
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We just wanted to let you know what was happening
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You might not want to deal with this Mrs Dunbar, but for the sake of your son you need to
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Sam will be with Amy and Lauren at the beauty stand mate.
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She wasn't when I checked.
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Don't think she's talking to me.
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What, because fringe-boy's a lady-boy?
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Do you even know what a lady-boy is?
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Bet you do, Wendy
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I feel bad though, he seemed well upset
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Yeah, wouldn't you? Coming out to the whole school that you're a tranny?
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He's not a tranny, he's ...
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Yeah well whatever he is, he doesn't seem too happy about it does he?
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Where's Sam?
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How do you know you're not a boy?
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I always knew I think
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Just took me sixteen years of hell to finally admit it.
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I can't carry on like this.
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And I can't hide anymore.
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It's not like anyone would miss me.
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What, so you're gonna top yourself?
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Why not?
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'Cause that's a cop-out!
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Because some people actually want to live.
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Yeah?
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Well let them.
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They don't have the choice, Martin
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You think I had any choice in this when I was born?
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You could have the change you know. Hormones and all that.
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Yeah.
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"Hi mum"
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"Gonna lend us fifteen grand to surgically remove my penis?"
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"Oh and from now on you'll have to call me Martina"?
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You don't know how lucky you are Martin!
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You have a future!
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I don't want a future.
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Not like this.
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You're a coward
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You know?
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You could speak to your mum, you could make her listen.
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I wish that's all I had to worry about.
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What is your problem?
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What have you got to worry about?
00:19:56.102 --> 00:19:56.982
Aw what is it?
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Boyfriend trouble?
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You're mum doesn't understand you?
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I've got cancer!
00:20:03.633 --> 00:20:05.233
I've got a brain tumour.
00:20:10.589 --> 00:20:12.589
Shouldn't you be in hospital?
00:20:12.589 --> 00:20:13.650
Yeah that's where I'd be if I go back.
00:20:20.480 --> 00:20:21.860
That's where you'll end up if you don't.
00:20:23.648 --> 00:20:25.568
I don't even know where to go.
00:20:26.700 --> 00:20:28.700
Maybe I should top myself too.
00:20:30.066 --> 00:20:31.186
Get it over with.
00:20:34.080 --> 00:20:35.380
Do you reckon it's deep enough?
00:20:40.493 --> 00:20:41.773
So what's the deal?
00:20:41.773 --> 00:20:43.233
Can't have an operation?
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Chemotherapy?
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I don't know.
00:20:47.770 --> 00:20:50.170
My mum wants a second opinion but ...
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I don't even want to know.
00:20:52.419 --> 00:20:53.597
Now who's being a coward?
00:20:53.597 --> 00:20:54.603
Well, do you wanna swap?
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Look, I don't really think you're a coward
00:21:01.062 --> 00:21:03.782
And it must really suck feeling how you do
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It's just to throw it all away when you've got the choice.
00:21:08.360 --> 00:21:10.360
Maybe we've both got choices.
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Yeah.
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Might take this off before I go back.
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One step at a time, yeah?
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Poor kid.
00:21:27.371 --> 00:21:28.651
I know. Nightmare.
00:21:28.651 --> 00:21:32.431
I know like, top ten things I wish I hadn't said in front of the whole school.
00:21:32.431 --> 00:21:33.988
It's always the quiet ones.
00:21:34.443 --> 00:21:36.683
"He was so nice and soft-spoken."
00:21:36.683 --> 00:21:39.540
"Who'd have thought he'd have the whole family in the freezer?"
00:21:39.540 --> 00:21:43.090
Sorry. How did a mixed-up kid turn into a serial killer?
00:21:43.650 --> 00:21:46.250
I bet Fred West was a mixed-up kid at one point
00:21:46.250 --> 00:21:47.503
You're out of order mate.
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It's a joke!
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Here we go.
00:21:50.380 --> 00:21:54.256
I've printed off some information from the website that I've found.
00:21:54.256 --> 00:21:55.676
I think it's very useful
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Plus we've got a really good centre that we've used before when our pupils have had problems
00:22:00.172 --> 00:22:02.027
The counselors there are great.
00:22:05.984 --> 00:22:08.384
I need some time to think about this.
00:22:10.227 --> 00:22:10.727
Okay.
00:22:13.754 --> 00:22:15.034
Look who turned up.
00:22:17.402 --> 00:22:17.962
Martin!
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Mum.
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I need to talk to you.
00:22:25.947 --> 00:22:27.947
I'll leave you alone for a bit.
00:22:35.232 --> 00:22:36.592
You found them both?
00:22:37.071 --> 00:22:39.231
They found each other actually.
00:22:40.480 --> 00:22:40.980
Sam ...
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Thank you.
00:22:43.066 --> 00:22:45.066
I'll go and update Mrs Fisher.
00:22:50.391 --> 00:22:52.071
Your mum's been frantic.
00:22:53.160 --> 00:22:54.060
So have I.
00:22:55.300 --> 00:22:57.080
She told me what happened this morning.
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I just wanted one more day where I could be normal, Tom.
00:23:09.202 --> 00:23:10.482
I'll take you home.
00:23:19.300 --> 00:23:19.940
I knew it.
00:23:20.581 --> 00:23:21.941
Even when I was a kid.
00:23:22.720 --> 00:23:23.440
Remember?
00:23:23.984 --> 00:23:26.304
I wanted to grow my hair long but ...
00:23:27.124 --> 00:23:28.404
you wouldn't let me
00:23:29.552 --> 00:23:30.832
I always dressed up
00:23:30.832 --> 00:23:35.174
Knew I shouldn't have let you spend so much time with those girls upstairs
00:23:37.364 --> 00:23:38.644
But it wasn't them.
00:23:39.940 --> 00:23:40.580
It was me.
00:23:41.186 --> 00:23:43.266
You can't just explain it away.
00:23:44.956 --> 00:23:46.316
I'm sure about this.
00:23:47.074 --> 00:23:48.594
I've always been sure.
00:23:50.349 --> 00:23:51.709
And it's killing me.
00:23:53.103 --> 00:23:55.103
So what are you saying Martin?
00:23:56.706 --> 00:23:57.666
I need to be me.
00:23:59.400 --> 00:24:00.520
What I am inside.
00:24:02.735 --> 00:24:03.855
I need to change.
00:24:03.941 --> 00:24:05.701
I don't want you to change!
00:24:09.012 --> 00:24:09.972
You're my son.
00:24:11.495 --> 00:24:12.455
My little boy.
00:24:14.522 --> 00:24:15.402
I'd miss you.
00:24:15.402 --> 00:24:16.255
I'm so unhappy.
00:24:18.600 --> 00:24:20.680
I can't live like this anymore.
00:24:27.144 --> 00:24:27.864
It's okay.
00:24:36.665 --> 00:24:38.825
I need to get my head around this.
00:24:40.504 --> 00:24:41.004
Okay?
00:24:44.813 --> 00:24:46.493
Why don't we just go home?
00:24:47.009 --> 00:24:49.409
And we can talk about it there, yeah?
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