All language subtitles for Love 2022

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a girlfriend once wrote me a note

a girlfriend once wrote me a note
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even the harshest places nature are

even the harshest places nature are
perfect

there's something about living by a

there's something about living by a
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large body of water

large body of water
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so vast and deep

so vast and deep
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that not having grown up by the ocean it

that not having grown up by the ocean it
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overwhelms me

overwhelms me
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i know that this same body of water

i know that this same body of water
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touches china

touches china
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so many undiscovered worlds beneath the

so many undiscovered worlds beneath the
surface

surface

surface
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the tide is constantly changing

the tide is constantly changing
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it's like when i'm painting or making a

it's like when i'm painting or making a
sculpture

sculpture

sculpture
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a rhythm

a rhythm
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takes over

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through cycles that hopefully lead

through cycles that hopefully lead
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toward a burst of unexpected inspiration

toward a burst of unexpected inspiration
or

or

or
revelation

revelation

revelation
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i just dissolve into it

i just dissolve into it
but

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for the past 11 or so months

for the past 11 or so months
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i haven't been able to tap into that

i haven't been able to tap into that
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for the past 11 or so months

for the past 11 or so months
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there's been charlie

there's been charlie
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but we've drifted apart

but we've drifted apart
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hello

hello
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hannah i can see your bike in here

hannah i can see your bike in here
hello

hello

hello
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we met in prague

we met in prague
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i was backpacking through europe and

i was backpacking through europe and
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she was trying dance academy so julie

she was trying dance academy so julie
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her business partner

her business partner
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i was

i was
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thinking about moving to la and

thinking about moving to la and
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so

so
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it's

really drunks who ask them if they're

really drunks who ask them if they're
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okay they say they're fine turn the

okay they say they're fine turn the
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music up

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you
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you know my mom's allergic you could

you know my mom's allergic you could
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have asked to bring her

have asked to bring her
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come here

come here
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last night i had a dream that i was in

last night i had a dream that i was in
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the desert

the desert
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charlie wasn't around

charlie wasn't around
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and i looked up and written across the

and i looked up and written across the
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you know what

you know what
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what do you mean

what do you mean
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like let's just go to mexico it's like

like let's just go to mexico it's like
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two hours away or something right

two hours away or something right
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hang on the beach

hang on the beach
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it'll be fun i'll be like in the country

it'll be fun i'll be like in the country
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are you sure

are you sure
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okay

okay
okay

okay

okay
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yeah yeah

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so

so
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turn around

turn around
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hey

hey
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and how do you say dream

and how do you say dream
swing

hey margaritas hey charlie

hey margaritas hey charlie
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does it look like i'm taking a [ __ ]

does it look like i'm taking a [ __ ]
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the princess you received my invitation

the princess you received my invitation
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i received your invitation to eat your

i received your invitation to eat your
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look it's us

look it's us
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the dead birds

the dead birds
no

no

no
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no two lovebirds

no two lovebirds
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but they're dead

but they're dead
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there's no perfect circle

there's no perfect circle
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the nostril

the nostril
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the toenail

the toenail
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the ankle

the ankle
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the heel

the heel
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the ear hole

the ear hole
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the blow

the blow
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hole the gap

hole the gap
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the oh

the oh
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uh

uh
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when you order water make sure it's

when you order water make sure it's
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bottled and don't drink on top

bottled and don't drink on top
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like how come you never talk about like

like how come you never talk about like
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what kind of boys you're attracted to

what kind of boys you're attracted to
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i don't know

i don't know
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i mean i'd hope you'd share that side of

i mean i'd hope you'd share that side of
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you

you
yeah

yeah

yeah
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why are you gonna touch your brother

why are you gonna touch your brother
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it's been so long since i've been down

it's been so long since i've been down
here

here

here
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this like little stretch of road feels

this like little stretch of road feels
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oh my god this is the place where my mom

oh my god this is the place where my mom
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got her tits

got her tits
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hey julie

hey julie
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hannah and i are kind of taking an

hannah and i are kind of taking an
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impromptu trip

impromptu trip
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i won't be at the studio tomorrow and

i won't be at the studio tomorrow and
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unless you're up high enough

unless you're up high enough
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it's hard to see the earth curve on the

it's hard to see the earth curve on the
edges

i've tried breaking up

i've tried breaking up
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taking space

taking space
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giving time

giving time
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but this push-pull of intimacy and

but this push-pull of intimacy and
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she can't let go

she can't let go
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i won't cut it off

i won't cut it off
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i can't let go

i can't let go
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i thought that charlie could be the one

i thought that charlie could be the one
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for a second

for a second
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but the truth is that the comfort was

but the truth is that the comfort was
naive

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so what you're saying is we would have

so what you're saying is we would have
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eaten there but you ain't feeling like

eaten there but you ain't feeling like
toast

toast

toast
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oh my god it's a nice like dark family

oh my god it's a nice like dark family
history

really

really
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i guess

i guess
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until you're on my own

until you're on my own
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maybe i will

maybe i will
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i've been thinking a lot about

i've been thinking a lot about
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catholicism lately

catholicism lately
really

really

really
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how come

how come
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i don't know

i don't know
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like when i was a kid up until i was a

like when i was a kid up until i was a
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teenager i took it like super

teenager i took it like super
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seriously would like talk to the virgin

seriously would like talk to the virgin
mary

mary

mary
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like if she was real like right next to

like if she was real like right next to
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me like an imaginary friend

me like an imaginary friend
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my parents didn't treat it so

my parents didn't treat it so
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personal or at least they didn't like

personal or at least they didn't like
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show it to me

show it to me
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and then i became more aware of the

and then i became more aware of the
formula

formula

formula
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then i became more self-aware and it's

then i became more self-aware and it's
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i told her everything

i told her everything
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about the boys that make fun of me at

about the boys that make fun of me at
school

school

school
no

no

no
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poor little charlie

poor little charlie
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my dreams

my dreams
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what i wished for i remember begging her

what i wished for i remember begging her
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to bring me a lover

to bring me a lover
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it wasn't a man

it wasn't a man
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because i was just thanking you back

because i was just thanking you back
then

foreign

foreign
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so

so
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time to pee

time to pee
okay

see red

see red
red

why did you ask me to come to mexico

why did you ask me to come to mexico
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it's not for kitties

it's not for kitties
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you're sick

you're sick
you're

this warm hurts

this warm hurts
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my mom would buy me a gatorade when i

my mom would buy me a gatorade when i
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was sick

was sick
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didn't make me feel better but it seems

didn't make me feel better but it seems
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i always had to be my own mother

i always had to be my own mother
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something i finally accepted when i

something i finally accepted when i
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realized that nobody was gonna do

realized that nobody was gonna do
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hey

can you get me a piece of gum

can you get me a piece of gum
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this

this
yeah

for a year i kept a tally of the bruises

for a year i kept a tally of the bruises
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she'd give me

she'd give me
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we'd make our experience physical

we'd make our experience physical
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peach skin against my olive

peach skin against my olive
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what happens to the soul

what happens to the soul
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when all the contact of force and

when all the contact of force and
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so i finally heard from julie

so i finally heard from julie
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she has to fly to louisiana today her

she has to fly to louisiana today her
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mom broke her hip

mom broke her hip
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what does that mean

what does that mean
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means i have to go to the studio i have

means i have to go to the studio i have
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the workshop tomorrow night i don't have

the workshop tomorrow night i don't have
a<00:51:50.640> choice

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fire

baby

baby
you<00:56:19.599> see<00:56:19.839> now

you see now

you see now
no

no

no
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we'll just leave the door open

we'll just leave the door open
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hannah we still need to leave by 10 okay

hannah we still need to leave by 10 okay
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we're not leaving without her i don't

we're not leaving without her i don't
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want to either but i have to be in la by

want to either but i have to be in la by
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six if not there's no one to teach the

six if not there's no one to teach the
workshop

let's just go to bed we'll find her in

let's just go to bed we'll find her in
the<00:58:39.359> morning

my first girlfriend's name was mary

my first girlfriend's name was mary
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at first i kept her a secret from my

at first i kept her a secret from my
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family until i realized that they didn't

family until i realized that they didn't
care

and at that same moment i came out i

and at that same moment i came out i
realized<01:01:38.799> i<01:01:38.880> was<01:01:39.040> over<01:01:39.359> her<01:01:39.599> and<01:01:39.680> moved<01:01:40.000> on<01:01:40.079> to

realized i was over her and moved on to

realized i was over her and moved on to
faye<01:01:41.040> then<01:01:41.280> cassie

faye then cassie

faye then cassie
and<01:01:42.480> joanne<01:01:43.200> then<01:01:43.440> jack

and joanne then jack

and joanne then jack
she's<01:01:44.880> a<01:01:44.960> man<01:01:45.280> now

she's a man now

she's a man now
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and apparently was when we were dating

and apparently was when we were dating
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none of my past girlfriends ever seemed

none of my past girlfriends ever seemed
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to know what they were doing when we

to know what they were doing when we
were<01:02:02.559> together

were together

were together
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but they all seemed to figure it out

but they all seemed to figure it out
sometime<01:02:06.240> shortly<01:02:06.640> after<01:02:06.880> we<01:02:07.039> broke<01:02:07.359> up

somehow i'm the common denominator to

somehow i'm the common denominator to
their<01:02:12.640> self-discoveries<01:02:13.599> while<01:02:13.839> i've<01:02:14.160> never

their self-discoveries while i've never

their self-discoveries while i've never
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had to question anything about what i'm

had to question anything about what i'm
doing<01:02:16.720> or<01:02:16.880> who<01:02:17.119> i<01:02:17.359> am

doing or who i am

doing or who i am
my<01:02:19.119> name<01:02:19.280> is<01:02:19.440> charlie

my name is charlie

my name is charlie
i<01:02:21.039> co-own<01:02:21.440> my<01:02:21.599> own<01:02:21.760> business

i co-own my own business

i co-own my own business
my<01:02:23.280> favorite<01:02:23.599> food<01:02:23.839> is<01:02:23.920> pizza

my favorite food is pizza

my favorite food is pizza
i<01:02:25.760> quit<01:02:26.000> smoking<01:02:26.400> three<01:02:26.720> times

i quit smoking three times

i quit smoking three times
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i know where i'll build my future house

i know where i'll build my future house
in<01:02:29.920> malibu

and i'll never let another girl string

and i'll never let another girl string
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me along because she's too afraid to

me along because she's too afraid to
tell<01:02:40.160> me<01:02:40.319> how<01:02:40.480> she<01:02:40.720> feels

i've never been afraid to tell anyone

i've never been afraid to tell anyone
anything

anything

anything
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until hannah came along and [ __ ] up my

until hannah came along and [ __ ] up my
flow

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please

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was planning to go to tijuana in the

was planning to go to tijuana in the
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morning but he offered to take me

morning but he offered to take me
tonight

tonight

tonight
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i usually have a hard time being able to

i usually have a hard time being able to
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tell if someone's attracted to me

tell if someone's attracted to me
but

but

but
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i could tell that he was by the way he

i could tell that he was by the way he
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was nervous at first

was nervous at first
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he would lean away from me

he would lean away from me
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whenever he would look my direction

whenever he would look my direction
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i thought it was cute because it

i thought it was cute because it
reminded<01:07:02.640> me<01:07:02.799> of<01:07:02.960> fighting<01:07:03.359> on<01:07:03.599> charlie

reminded me of fighting on charlie

reminded me of fighting on charlie
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i don't know what i did

i don't know what i did
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um
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i came down with my girlfriend we were

i came down with my girlfriend we were
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traveling and

traveling and
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uh

uh
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yeah i'm alone she had she had to go

yeah i'm alone she had she had to go
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back for work yeah we actually wrote

back for work yeah we actually wrote
that

sorry to

sorry to
hear<01:07:40.720> that

hear that

hear that
you're

you're

you're
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from los angeles yeah yeah i'm from los

from los angeles yeah yeah i'm from los
angeles

angeles

angeles
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one

a girlfriend once sent me a note

a girlfriend once sent me a note
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even the harshest places in nature are

even the harshest places in nature are
perfect

stasis leaves

stasis leaves
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flowing water

flowing water
camera<01:12:01.440> moves<01:12:02.320> you<01:12:02.719> move

camera moves you move

camera moves you move
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at 23 i'm beginning to recognize my

at 23 i'm beginning to recognize my
patterns<01:12:13.440> of<01:12:13.679> inconsistency

patterns of inconsistency

patterns of inconsistency
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the ebb and flow of reaching out and

the ebb and flow of reaching out and
going<01:12:19.520> inward

going inward

going inward
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my clumsy hands too often reckless when

my clumsy hands too often reckless when
feeling<01:12:24.320> around<01:12:24.719> in<01:12:24.880> the<01:12:25.040> dark

i'm still largely ignorant to the

i'm still largely ignorant to the
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history here

history here
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i just see what is visible on the

i just see what is visible on the
surface

surface

surface
agriculture

agriculture

agriculture
low-income<01:12:37.600> families<01:12:38.239> living<01:12:38.640> in<01:12:38.880> homes<01:12:39.440> amid

low-income families living in homes amid

low-income families living in homes amid
various<01:12:40.560> states<01:12:41.040> of<01:12:41.199> completion<01:12:41.840> and

various states of completion and

various states of completion and
disrepair

disrepair

disrepair
abandoned<01:12:44.640> half<01:12:44.960> constructions

abandoned half constructions

abandoned half constructions
dogs<01:12:46.960> without<01:12:47.360> tags

dogs without tags

dogs without tags
cactus<01:12:50.000> wildlife

cactus wildlife

cactus wildlife
open<01:12:51.760> roads

the tranquil environment the hum of the

the tranquil environment the hum of the
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local birds and bugs

local birds and bugs
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our neighbor's generator blow me into a

our neighbor's generator blow me into a
trance<01:13:03.120> in<01:13:03.280> the<01:13:03.440> evening<01:13:04.159> setting<01:13:04.719> sun

trance in the evening setting sun

trance in the evening setting sun
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soothe me rest my speeding heart my

soothe me rest my speeding heart my
scattered<01:13:09.360> mind

scattered mind

scattered mind
my<01:13:10.560> anxious<01:13:11.199> palpitations

my anxious palpitations

my anxious palpitations
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my chest breasts and grass and sand

my chest breasts and grass and sand
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and the dimming pastel infinity turns

and the dimming pastel infinity turns
starlight

starlight

starlight
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my whole body upon the ground

my whole body upon the ground
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the spirits here are rooted in the

the spirits here are rooted in the
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depths of that which is beneath and

depths of that which is beneath and
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around and within and above

around and within and above
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my soul it spreads beyond my flesh into

my soul it spreads beyond my flesh into
the<01:13:34.000> sand

the sand

the sand
and<01:13:35.280> shrubs

and shrubs

and shrubs
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and wet air of this coast this young

and wet air of this coast this young
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coast ten thousand years

coast ten thousand years
in<01:13:42.320> eternity

in eternity

in eternity
in<01:13:44.159> eternity

in eternity

in eternity
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and i feel this now and i feel this now

and i feel this now and i feel this now
now

now

now
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now i feel i've always felt this

now i feel i've always felt this
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i've always moved as it has and always

i've always moved as it has and always
will<01:14:01.600> despite<01:14:02.239> awareness

will despite awareness

will despite awareness
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operates eternal fluid through chaos and

operates eternal fluid through chaos and
calm

calm

calm
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as stasis of renewal and destruction

as stasis of renewal and destruction
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entropy and evolution

entropy and evolution
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my mind dissolving into infinite feeling

my mind dissolving into infinite feeling
being

being

being
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swing step and deeper

swing step and deeper
deeper

deeper

deeper
lighter

lighter

lighter
lighter

lighter

lighter
fertile<01:14:26.159> mind<01:14:26.800> fertile<01:14:27.360> heart

fertile mind fertile heart

fertile mind fertile heart
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beat water waves crash and sensuous

beat water waves crash and sensuous
abandon

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