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I did pot alcohol hash hash oil uh THC
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LSD PCP crystal meth
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Randall Wallace on
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ups and downs mid acid added PCP and I
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did hash
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deep
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how many of you guys started getting
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high at 16 or under okay 15 and under 14
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and under 13 under 12 and under 11 10
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how many of you got high with a teacher
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or some other school personnel okay how
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many of you got high while you're
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babysitting I'm gonna even got the kids
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hide that you were babysitting with how
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many of you got high in church
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yeah my name is Bobby 12 years old
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started doing drugs in the fifth grade
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laughs station I haven't died anything
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let me out of here please
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go look or me still come on my daddy
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still give me blood in the urine here's
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the catheter if you have pick up a
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picture of scope your daughter's in
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holding room B dr. Bauer this is our
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internal bleeding no x-rays negative
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Susan honey it's me hey daddy
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I'm sweet oh I feel awful
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I can't remember anything
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you're all right that's the important
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thing I feel so bad about it daddy
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yeah I just want to go home daddy knows
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electrolytes noon it became 30 CC's
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what's that can I see you outside of him
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I had to clean her out Frank
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what for she was bombed out of her skull
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art she's never had a drink in her life
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it wasn't just booze she was loaded with
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methedrine
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they all were alcohol and speed I don't
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believe this you can check with the lab
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there's not even a question they were
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spun out of it
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how are the others the ones in the back
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seat got it smashed pelvis the girl I
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don't know we're trying to stabilize the
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kid who's driving is okay he's down
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there waiting with a couple of cops in
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case you think of paying your respects I
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take it home yeah sure go ahead Frank
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let me give her China diazepam
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drink please slow down
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sorry sorry it's terrible Fred
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mixed-method in an outgoing you're
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flying into a mountain I don't
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understand it I don't believe you're
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going the movie is just the two of them
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sue isn't Lisa the Powell's opposed to
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drive her home should even know those
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boys should never do a thing like this
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how you doing back there possum
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what kind of sandwiches did your mother
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make tuna salad egg salad ham and cheese
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gonna be that long a talk huh
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you'll get egg but julen one puts too
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much relish in the tuna
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mom makes you tuna all the time why
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don't you tell him I don't want to hurt
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her feelings
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guess that sort of open things didn't it
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how do I start sweetheart
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you're the daddy I just don't get it
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well we were walking to the movies and
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his two boys came by in this car
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two boys we knew him sort of I mean we'd
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seen him at school and they said they'd
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drive us to the movies okay dad here in
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the car just beer and this stuff did you
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know what it was why I remember they
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just said
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try it and I did it was methedrine speed
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you didn't know it was speed they just
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said to take it if you okay I didn't
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know what it was I thought you had more
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sense than that
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you know you did Danny have you ever
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done anything like that before
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no at school the school gave me a couple
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toks on a marijuana once and the girls
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room I did that once I know you know
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kids that mess with drugs
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my friend Stone she wasn't a friend I'm
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awful sorry daddy I know how it makes
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you feel that's the worst part what do
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you want me to do well I guess you just
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can't forget it but I'll never do it
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again I'm not gonna punish you
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sweetheart I never had to you're too
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bright so awful I felt so scared I don't
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know why kids do it
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eat your mother's uh tuna tuna
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right talk the Jocelyn's at the club 45
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minutes I don't get up you know what I
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need after Jocelyn's oh do you believe
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it
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god I don't believe it
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what I don't believe what she said what
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are you talking I don't believe it it
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was the first time she took drugs Frank
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please just don't do this talk about it
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later it was the first question what are
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you doing what are you doing no room no
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right to go to her thing for making a
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fool of yourself there's nothing there
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are you satisfied now you didn't find a
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thing I'm not gonna watch this stop it
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stop near me there's nothing there she
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told you Helen you do not the first time
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end up in a car with two spaced out bums
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Allah
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I'm not gonna live it stop yelling oh my
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fault I should have told you she could
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have died you mean it's a speaker
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would you care to explain this you're
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not mine I was just calling him for
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somebody who was it Marcy I tell my
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friends oh we said I didn't like that
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girl
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I thought none of your friends used
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drugs well justice girl she's not really
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a friend friend or no friend you're not
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doing her any favors she's lying I'm not
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lying
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Annie I'm telling the truth how much of
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this stuff do you take Frank she said
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she doesn't use it I was trying to be
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honest with you daddy you've always say
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Susan be honest be honest well look what
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it gets me I am talking about this okay
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I did try pawn a couple times just to
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see what it was like kids smoke pot all
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the time what's the big deal
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he ludes crystal meth morphine it isn't
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mine
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whatever she said she lied see Danny
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please believe me see what she's done
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we're a family together and everything
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we always have been we've always talked
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about things you don't believe anything
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I say why should I talk to you Susan you
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go to school the bus drops you off at
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the corner at 4 o'clock I want you
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inside this house at five minutes after
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nobody comes over you don't go out we're
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gonna stop this right now you're
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grounded it's not there huh go to your
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room I hope you're happy you little liar
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Kelly
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how do in person
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that's so terrific didn't mean to get
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her in trouble put a top of I told you
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we love you very much and Susan
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would you do it all that stuff that's
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not for you to worry possums don't worry
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you're too old for that possum stuff I
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don't know why she does but it's not
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gonna happen anymore
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what they picked you up
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Sybok I'm sorry Susan honest I am you'll
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get over it no I mean it
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daddy's little girl all to yourself now
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huh that's not what I did
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sure I got a nerve these crapless just
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by being there I only wanted to meet the
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hell with it what time are you getting
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home from school look I'm not gonna do
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it anymore okay that's what everybody
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wants to know isn't it okay I'm not
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is it
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you are I'm him what happened we're
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cruising we flipped all right shorts is
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having a pardon as past Houston
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he's got the house yeah can some great
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coke my dad grounded me oh you going
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with the 10:00 a.m. oh come on eunuch
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miss pull the party I
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a little narc school where's the
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hospital
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she's a pink lady on Mondays remember
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hey Ben farty that's okay
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severe opportunity oh I'm not scared
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it's a real treat man mr. Schine been a
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little dust I don't want it am I
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freaking out
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am I going crazy no this feels good all
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right I tried it I didn't like it are
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you gonna feel it's good okay a year
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from now give me the joint man leave it
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on nothing's gonna happen it's no big
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deal you will that's nothing all right
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stop it you leave her alone he may get
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out blowing it man little creep you
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ratted on me I don't care I don't care
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what you say or how many times you know
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what you've done mom cry yourself to
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sleep at night they were fighting I
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heard them I hate you I don't care it
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tell me you tell you stop
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all right
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all right come on Kelly
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please get up I'll give you something
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I'll give you something I'm sorry that's
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not your fault
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sorry
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right here
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the jungle gym I called dotty Horgan
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Kelly was fine when she drove her home
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this afternoon
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Susan Susan open the door
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it's a very simple question mr. Bracken
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my daughter's getting drugged she's
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getting them here cuz there's no place
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else she could get them why is this
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happening you're putting it in very
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offensive German starkly veracity
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question if you would you'd the floor
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dr. Bauer Frank mr. Crockett talk I have
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three thousand students in this school
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whom I am licensed to educate I'm
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talking about drugs mr. Crockett right
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here in your school
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I cannot police carry me my daughter is
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here for an education mr. cotton not to
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run around with a bunch of potheads mrs.
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Bauer
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when was the last time you saw Susan's
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report card one two months she always
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does well BSB plus she's a good student
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straight FS no you must be mistaken I'm
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sorry I saw it it's simple to make an F
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into her be irregular attendance for the
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past twelve weeks mrs. Bauer your
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daughter has not been to class for a
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month now let's understand a young adult
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or child turning into a young adult
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which is what Susan is is going to pull
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against constraints that would keep her
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a child now where do these constraints
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come from her parents clearly the
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tighter those constraints are the more
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that budding adult mechanism within her
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will rebel against them which is natural
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so we're talking about a natural
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rebellion parents have to understand
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that rebellion giving a child the
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freedom to become an adult it's very
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difficult for most parents it means
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letting go drug czar as we know it in
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this culture a very accessible mode of
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rebellion but lesson the constraints on
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the child you lessen the need for
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rebellion and
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the need for drugs my clear dr. Cranley
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are you gonna sit there and tell me that
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I've got some kind of chokehold on my
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daughter that's an interesting phrase it
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was a thought
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was it a figure of speech why did you
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say it do you suppose I thought damn it
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it was only a thought I don't control or
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constrain so what are you saying dad
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could we maybe just loosen the reins a
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little she's never been that seriously
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involved drugs doctor her honey if
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that's all it takes
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I mean I know we've had some arguments
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about dating but we can certainly sit
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down and discuss can't we Frank Oh what
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about school yes I've always had such
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pride what about school Susan well I I
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would I'd want to okay well I was
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thinking I've had a lot of problems this
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year and I don't like any of my teachers
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but I can do the work you know I can and
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I was thinking maybe someday I could go
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to medical school so you'd be proud of
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me
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can't ask for better than that
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can we dad
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Susan
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through that
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come on detective Allison please hello
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it's prank power I know I call just an
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hour ago but I was hoping yes we began
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only me please
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Helen this mess they deal with this all
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the time they'll find her by the side of
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the road someplace facedown ditch it's
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been two days come on Helen why how
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could this happen
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I'm here for the children I don't go
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running around the club someplace like
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everybody else I take care of them I
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listen to them
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she's probably staying in a girlfriend's
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house you know how these kids protect
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each other
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why not the way you've bullied her what
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are we getting at here she tried to
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explain things to you she was lying
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she was hurt you hurt her that's a
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rotten thing to say if you hadn't
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followed her she was running away not
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from me if you've got an accusation to
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make damn it make it all I know is none
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of us happened until you turn this house
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into a prison I will not be had Helen
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not by her not by you
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hello
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open open
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let's go
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if I ever catch you around my daughter
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again I'll kill you
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Susan Camilla talks this is where have
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you been your business there's a private
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school we were talking sweetheart and I
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think it might be a good idea if you got
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away for a while you mean to live there
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well uh you wouldn't have to only like
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it I don't want a girl school it's not a
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girls school it's boys and girls I'd
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cancel my appointments for the rest of
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the day I thought we just drive over and
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take a look I'll look
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the dump
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witzy dr. Royce be right with you
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dr. Bonner I'm Chris rice doctor my wife
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Helen come on this is my daughter Susan
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hi Susan I'm Jean hi I'm Wendy we're
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druggies - what is this where am I
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what do you mean druggies - no druggie
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sweetheart we had no alternative
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it's a place a treatment program for
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kids on drugs all I've ever done is is
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pot and stuff I'm not crazy I can handle
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it you don't even know what's real
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anymore I do daddy I know I know what's
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real I'll go to school honest I'll go
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tomorrow you can take me you can call
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and see honest daddy please it's because
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we love you we can't let you do things
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to keep on hurting yourself anymore I'm
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not gonna stay here you can't make me I
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haven't done anything wrong the message
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is you've screwed up your life Susan
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badly enough that your parents here
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finally said hey no more you blown your
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family you school your ability to walk
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around free the privilege of people
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trusting you so someone else is gonna be
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in charge you now another young person a
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druggie just like you but someone who's
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far enough along in her program to have
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earned some of those rights back is
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specially the right to be trusted enough
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to be responsible for herself how
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Wendy's gonna be responsible for you
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until you start to look what drugs done
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to your life you will go nowhere
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unless she leads you until you start to
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reconstruct your life your ability to
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control yourself and relate the family
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in school and other things I'll kill
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myself I swear I will soon I never want
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to see you yet I hate you I don't you
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dot I'll run the first chance I get you
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guys can't keep me here no one can we've
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been too permissive
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I think I'm not blaming I'm getting at
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the core if something else is upsetting
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your wife dr. Bauer oh well you this
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business you said in there about another
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girl leading her places by the forearm
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what are those girls Wendy why to let
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her know that she's not trusted her life
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is out of control and that someone cares
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look I'd like to make one thing clear
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right away I don't want anybody under
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any circumstances using physical
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restraint on our daughter she's not a
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bad job she's just got some problems she
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doesn't do hard drugs she's going
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through some kind of adolescent
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rebellion then take her what are you
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talking about you have the answers you
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don't need us I think I know what's
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right how far has it gotten look kids
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got your daughter into drugs doctor
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power and they are the ones that said
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you try this way they know all the
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tricks all the lies she does the conning
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the denial but the kids that work here
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have all been there themselves and
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they're the only ones that can get her
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out of it look if you're not able to
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turn her loose to let go
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maybe maybe you're not you're gonna be
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absolutely powerless over what happens
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here just as powerless as you have been
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now if you can't accept that and the
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fact that we are here to help her and
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you come on up and take your daughter
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huh
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no talking during meetings unless you're
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asked to speak no fighting or shoving no
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answering or making telephone calls no
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cosmetics of any kind no television or
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radio no magazines no jewelry or belts
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no chewing gum or candy no profanity or
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obscene gestures and no visitors without
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prior permission
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you're right feel good empty you like
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that feeling no no I feel like a piece
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of crap on it and I I don't know how to
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stop this is soon Bauer she says she's
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been alcohol and pot she's 15
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does anybody know her kara I'm seen her
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in school send a lot more than pot and
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alcohol I've seen him do LSD PCP crystal
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meth and mushrooms
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Barney make a start just do it right now
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for once and for all stop feeling like
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crap all the time start to feel good
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about yourself you can do it
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I feel what
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I feel angry that's easy
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feeling angry is easy I feel embarrassed
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that's a cop-out
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all right I'm scared okay
439
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:12,700
of what I feel worse now than when I was
440
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a druggie Ernie he ran away from here
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00:41:12,699 --> 00:41:16,509
you went back to getting high is that
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why you did it so you wouldn't feel bad
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00:41:16,510 --> 00:41:26,200
I felt like crap when I went back okay
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Ernie you need to get honest with
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yourself make a decision to do something
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about that do you think you're the only
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00:41:31,869 --> 00:41:37,980
one with these feelings you're wrong who
448
00:41:34,599 --> 00:41:37,980
wants to give Arnie a start right now
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sit down
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Kevin
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hi hon hi mom
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this is Susan Bower she's my beginner
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Susan she's real garbage head get in
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front dear those nails weren't put there
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for you Susan they've been there a while
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I'm not gonna talk to you you feel all
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your supports are gone don't you you're
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at everyone's mercy we've been through
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it all in this house we understand I'm
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going to try to help you understand - we
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want to die baby
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night Susan
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hi
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ah
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a
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you
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for you
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visitors first-time parents what we're
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essentially going to do here tonight
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spare our souls to you
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we do this every Tuesday and Saturday
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nights as parents you're required to be
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here just as much as your child is part
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of getting well for both you is being
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able to talk about what drugs have done
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to your lives the behavior created
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trouble it got you into and the really
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gut tearing bad feelings that these kids
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still have now to do this alone would be
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impossible so we require that every kid
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that's here for a week at least stand up
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before the staff before his peers before
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her parents and tell his or her story in
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return we asked that what is said here
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what is done here stay here
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my name's Linda I'm 16 years old the
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dark side of donor alcohol Todd a tip
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PCP LSD okay ups down the subscriptions
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a heroin I've been in the program for 11
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days and I use drugs for four years um
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talk about your past
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uh um uh I'd shoot up you know everyday
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a couple times a day oh it's what it
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costs a lot so um
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don't turn tricks the three or four
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tricks today so I'm good enough one good
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hi Nora it's dark feeling real bad
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so um so that would be what I do okay
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it's really hard to talk about cuz my
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mom everything
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she believed me and I liked her
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but a month ago I told her I was gonna
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spin a negative girlfriend but instead
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um my boyfriend I don't need to get high
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real bad so on
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so we robbed this all-night market
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hard you frighten ya this is where your
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drugs have got you turn around excuse me
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is it turn around
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now probably you don't think that you
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belong here but this is the best place
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that you could be Linda just look at all
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those kids that care about you
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they've been there
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what are out of there Frank we made a
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decision which one you may attend the
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prostitute you heard her admit it my god
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did you see the look on Susan's face
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she's learning what it can lead to
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shooting up robbery
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you're gonna leave her with people like
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that for a couple of weeks she doesn't
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belong there I want her out I was
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yelling at my dad I was screaming at him
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I was cussing him out and everything I
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remember him say Carol come back don't
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leave like this my parents Ross I'm
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afraid something terrible what happened
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to me it saw this dead look in my eyes I
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was gonna end up dead too
531
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it's the thing how my dad would feel if
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he had it come and see me dead and he
533
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had identify my body are you laughing
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stand up a minute
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why are you laughing where are you in
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this I think it's stupid um Wendy you
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laugh at me come on no I'm sick of you I
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really wasn't you've been here all you
539
00:51:00,519 --> 00:51:04,300
do is sit there like you're so smart and
540
00:51:02,619 --> 00:51:06,069
we're all out of it well you're the one
541
00:51:04,300 --> 00:51:08,230
that's out of it chicks cool you guys
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00:51:06,070 --> 00:51:13,780
the girl's been around I don't care what
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00:51:08,230 --> 00:51:15,429
you say uh Tina I can't believe you you
544
00:51:13,780 --> 00:51:18,640
think you're real hot stuff don't you
545
00:51:15,429 --> 00:51:20,529
I'm not like you okay sure I do drugs
546
00:51:18,639 --> 00:51:22,929
but I can handle it I'm not out there in
547
00:51:20,530 --> 00:51:24,519
the gutter well let me tell you
548
00:51:22,929 --> 00:51:27,039
something you don't come here to play
549
00:51:24,519 --> 00:51:29,139
games okay she's thinking who the hell
550
00:51:27,039 --> 00:51:31,869
are you to tell me she's going who do
551
00:51:29,139 --> 00:51:34,150
you think you are this is your life this
552
00:51:31,869 --> 00:51:36,339
is everybody's life in you you don't
553
00:51:34,150 --> 00:51:38,530
come here to screw around would you look
554
00:51:36,340 --> 00:51:40,660
at her when she talks to you we're sick
555
00:51:38,530 --> 00:51:41,320
of your crap and we're not gonna put up
556
00:51:40,659 --> 00:51:43,269
with it anymore
557
00:51:41,320 --> 00:51:45,190
cuz all you are is a hurting little girl
558
00:51:43,269 --> 00:51:48,449
is just a hurting little druggie just
559
00:51:45,190 --> 00:51:50,889
like the rest of us I care about you I
560
00:51:48,449 --> 00:51:55,779
really do you may not know that right
561
00:51:50,889 --> 00:52:01,420
now I don't know what to do I I don't
562
00:51:55,780 --> 00:52:08,710
think you care about yourself okay let's
563
00:52:01,420 --> 00:52:11,920
wrap it up now one more Wendy look I
564
00:52:08,710 --> 00:52:13,990
know you have feelings coz I've heard
565
00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:15,849
you cry in bed at night and it would
566
00:52:13,989 --> 00:52:19,569
really help you if you just admit it
567
00:52:15,849 --> 00:52:21,819
just say what you felt I was scared to
568
00:52:19,570 --> 00:52:23,530
talk about my feelings to the things you
569
00:52:21,820 --> 00:52:26,920
did in your past okay we all did a lot
570
00:52:23,530 --> 00:52:30,130
of bad things but I finally talked about
571
00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:31,750
them I said what I felt I did it because
572
00:52:30,130 --> 00:52:39,789
I'd rather do that to keep it all inside
573
00:52:31,750 --> 00:52:42,460
I know how bad it hurts you Susan Carol
574
00:52:39,789 --> 00:52:44,259
Hughes I feel good about her what she
575
00:52:42,460 --> 00:52:46,059
asked him for she they asking to go home
576
00:52:44,260 --> 00:52:47,680
she's really opening up to the group and
577
00:52:46,059 --> 00:52:49,750
sharing her feelings her face is really
578
00:52:47,679 --> 00:52:53,980
starting to soften up to her eyes look
579
00:52:49,750 --> 00:52:55,570
good well how did a group ooh Oh home
580
00:52:53,980 --> 00:53:05,860
for Cali oh yeah
581
00:52:55,570 --> 00:53:07,360
hi Susan Bao she won't talk she won't
582
00:53:05,860 --> 00:53:08,920
share anything she won't assume
583
00:53:07,360 --> 00:53:10,630
responsibility for anything she's done
584
00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:14,349
she thinks it's all a big joke
585
00:53:10,630 --> 00:53:16,809
what's an act she's scared to death her
586
00:53:14,349 --> 00:53:19,569
father called he wants to see me after
587
00:53:16,809 --> 00:53:22,029
the meeting tonight he wants to
588
00:53:19,570 --> 00:53:23,470
terminate her gang no she's trying to
589
00:53:22,030 --> 00:53:25,240
get pulled out of the program I watched
590
00:53:23,469 --> 00:53:26,669
her she was just working her parents
591
00:53:25,239 --> 00:53:29,169
over the other night
592
00:53:26,670 --> 00:53:31,780
well she's scheduled to give her
593
00:53:29,170 --> 00:53:34,480
testimony tonight isn't she I don't
594
00:53:31,780 --> 00:53:40,690
think she'll do it yeah well I think
595
00:53:34,480 --> 00:53:48,219
she's ready to talk my name is Susan I'm
596
00:53:40,690 --> 00:53:52,409
15 years old I've been here 12 days the
597
00:53:48,219 --> 00:53:56,639
drugs I've done I've done alcohol pot
598
00:53:52,409 --> 00:54:04,089
you wanna do this again next Saturday no
599
00:53:56,639 --> 00:54:09,429
get honest okay
600
00:54:04,090 --> 00:54:13,780
I did LSD once and speed sort of which I
601
00:54:09,429 --> 00:54:17,279
did for two months turn around huh turn
602
00:54:13,780 --> 00:54:17,280
around I said turn around and tell them
603
00:54:36,750 --> 00:54:40,519
and PCP cocaine
604
00:54:40,980 --> 00:55:05,630
sometimes ludes uppers downers
605
00:54:51,320 --> 00:55:05,630
prescriptions opium - I never shot up
606
00:55:06,980 --> 00:55:18,599
once couple times how many years have
607
00:55:13,019 --> 00:55:29,099
you been doing drugs season 3 and what
608
00:55:18,599 --> 00:55:31,190
does that make you a druggie okay go
609
00:55:29,099 --> 00:55:31,190
ahead
610
00:55:32,760 --> 00:55:46,430
I I started taking drugs I started well
611
00:55:42,179 --> 00:55:52,169
I want to be in with the older kids um I
612
00:55:46,429 --> 00:55:54,139
wanted the guys like me you know I I
613
00:55:52,170 --> 00:56:00,358
didn't want to be left out of things
614
00:55:54,139 --> 00:56:07,009
where'd you get your drugs isn't school
615
00:56:00,358 --> 00:56:12,690
mostly shopping mall record store
616
00:56:07,010 --> 00:56:20,990
anywhere they're everywhere talk about
617
00:56:12,690 --> 00:56:31,070
the past um okay this is really hard
618
00:56:20,989 --> 00:56:35,519
that my books don't know about um it's
619
00:56:31,070 --> 00:56:42,240
one time I got pregnant and I had this
620
00:56:35,519 --> 00:56:53,068
abortion and I would I was too scared of
621
00:56:42,239 --> 00:56:56,848
down so Ricky he's guy don't for copiers
622
00:56:53,068 --> 00:57:00,108
and I broke into this house and stole
623
00:56:56,849 --> 00:57:00,109
stuff to get money for the abortion
624
00:57:04,889 --> 00:57:11,219
I thought a lot of times I wanted to
625
00:57:08,518 --> 00:57:14,879
kill myself you know I'd be riding along
626
00:57:11,219 --> 00:57:21,719
I just wanted to run to the cards coming
627
00:57:14,880 --> 00:57:25,140
and on you know I just screaming to my
628
00:57:21,719 --> 00:57:33,208
PO at night I thought it was going crazy
629
00:57:25,139 --> 00:57:35,848
I had the abortion I don't know how my
630
00:57:33,208 --> 00:57:44,098
parents never found out my dad's a
631
00:57:35,849 --> 00:57:51,479
doctor and stuff um I said about the
632
00:57:44,099 --> 00:57:54,778
stealing we did about that um a lot of
633
00:57:51,478 --> 00:58:01,078
things I did you know we break into
634
00:57:54,778 --> 00:58:04,259
places empty houses sometimes boats when
635
00:58:01,079 --> 00:58:13,410
my folks thought I was in school which I
636
00:58:04,259 --> 00:58:17,699
was I stole my dad's prescription pad
637
00:58:13,409 --> 00:58:19,759
once and Ricky used it to get drugs for
638
00:58:17,699 --> 00:58:19,759
us
639
00:58:25,730 --> 00:58:44,240
that about it yeah Eddie your brother is
640
00:58:41,989 --> 00:58:47,179
graduating tonight and we can't be there
641
00:58:44,239 --> 00:58:50,479
we're here in a drug rehab because of
642
00:58:47,179 --> 00:58:53,169
you and I am angry about what you have
643
00:58:50,480 --> 00:58:53,170
done to this family
644
00:58:53,480 --> 00:58:59,990
I love you you've been here 60 days now
645
00:58:57,920 --> 00:59:02,960
and you haven't done a single thing to
646
00:58:59,989 --> 00:59:05,989
help yourself well let me tell you one
647
00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:08,480
thing we'll sit here just as long as you
648
00:59:05,989 --> 00:59:09,919
will cuz we're not going to give up on
649
00:59:08,480 --> 00:59:12,980
you even if you have given up on
650
00:59:09,920 --> 00:59:18,858
yourself I love you son
651
00:59:12,980 --> 00:59:22,159
love you mom love you dad I thought I
652
00:59:18,858 --> 00:59:26,719
couldn't understand you Michelle that
653
00:59:22,159 --> 00:59:30,469
all teenagers act like you you were high
654
00:59:26,719 --> 00:59:35,328
right under my nose and I didn't know it
655
00:59:30,469 --> 00:59:44,029
I do love you Michelle and I want you
656
00:59:35,329 --> 00:59:48,500
home I love you mom what you've been
657
00:59:44,030 --> 00:59:52,069
putting us through here oh I've been
658
00:59:48,500 --> 00:59:57,048
praying and I'm still waiting for some
659
00:59:52,068 --> 00:59:58,579
answers you belly up on this program
660
00:59:57,048 --> 01:00:00,219
again you stay out of my side I don't
661
00:59:58,579 --> 01:00:05,119
want to see you again
662
01:00:00,219 --> 01:00:07,779
honey we're very proud of you we know
663
01:00:05,119 --> 01:00:10,660
you've worked hard
664
01:00:07,780 --> 01:00:14,410
we have too daddy
665
01:00:10,659 --> 01:00:14,409
I'm coming home
666
01:00:28,509 --> 01:00:41,869
Susan I love you honey we're gonna get
667
01:00:36,648 --> 01:00:43,338
you home I love you I was really scared
668
01:00:41,869 --> 01:00:46,129
when you and your friends did all that
669
01:00:43,338 --> 01:00:50,599
stuff I thought you didn't love us
670
01:00:46,128 --> 01:00:56,978
anymore I want you to come home I miss
671
01:00:50,599 --> 01:00:56,979
you I love you Susan
672
01:01:18,280 --> 01:01:22,820
look if you don't want to do it no no
673
01:01:20,719 --> 01:01:24,739
it's me good for a change
674
01:01:22,820 --> 01:01:26,210
Charlie's always good frenching it's
675
01:01:24,739 --> 01:01:28,719
just not have any big discussions let's
676
01:01:26,210 --> 01:01:28,720
just have a good time
677
01:01:36,550 --> 01:01:45,320
what are you doing charlie commands a
678
01:01:40,070 --> 01:01:46,430
doctor who else do I talk to I'm a
679
01:01:45,320 --> 01:01:49,880
novice at this
680
01:01:46,429 --> 01:01:52,969
I never been high on non pot or any kind
681
01:01:49,880 --> 01:01:59,000
of pill or anything but this is all I
682
01:01:52,969 --> 01:02:01,338
ever touched you know what he did he
683
01:01:59,000 --> 01:02:04,190
took five my growth
684
01:02:01,338 --> 01:02:08,690
something's microdots that's acid
685
01:02:04,190 --> 01:02:11,450
hallucinogens so how Susan liking her
686
01:02:08,690 --> 01:02:15,950
new school well she's settling in of
687
01:02:11,449 --> 01:02:18,049
course something about Virginia and
688
01:02:15,949 --> 01:02:21,588
horses well you know how she always
689
01:02:18,050 --> 01:02:27,560
liked to ride Oh what's she doing still
690
01:02:21,588 --> 01:02:31,539
straight hate B pluses B pluses what
691
01:02:27,559 --> 01:02:34,940
have we done what exactly have we done
692
01:02:31,539 --> 01:02:36,920
it's tell make your a knowledgeable
693
01:02:34,940 --> 01:02:44,000
articulate guy I have a child you have a
694
01:02:36,920 --> 01:02:47,869
child I'm not gonna talk about it we've
695
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:50,050
always been so crazy about Susan I hit
696
01:02:47,869 --> 01:02:50,050
him
697
01:02:51,190 --> 01:02:57,730
I was choking him and throwing him
698
01:02:54,070 --> 01:03:00,840
around you imagine being so angry at
699
01:02:57,730 --> 01:03:00,840
your kid that you do a thing like that
700
01:03:02,219 --> 01:03:16,389
no I can't I mean what have we got here
701
01:03:08,099 --> 01:03:28,179
this happens in the ghettos I've been
702
01:03:16,389 --> 01:03:33,609
deceived she's okay having fun yes are
703
01:03:28,179 --> 01:03:37,359
you sure is something wrong
704
01:03:33,610 --> 01:03:37,990
what could be wrong then everything's
705
01:03:37,360 --> 01:03:40,630
fine
706
01:03:37,989 --> 01:03:44,199
do you do that on purpose or is it just
707
01:03:40,630 --> 01:03:47,340
some sort of knee-jerk reaction to what
708
01:03:44,199 --> 01:03:49,480
that holier-than-thou act of yours I
709
01:03:47,340 --> 01:03:53,829
think we better be going
710
01:03:49,480 --> 01:03:55,480
- don't you want you just admit it I'm
711
01:03:53,829 --> 01:03:58,000
gonna get the car no I want to finish
712
01:03:55,480 --> 01:04:00,039
this finish what well you started here I
713
01:03:58,000 --> 01:04:03,610
started what am I still the perfect
714
01:04:00,039 --> 01:04:07,960
father fights drugs oh no you couldn't
715
01:04:03,610 --> 01:04:09,340
imagine that be plusses horses listen if
716
01:04:07,960 --> 01:04:11,079
you're gonna quote me damn it
717
01:04:09,340 --> 01:04:13,930
you know damn well that when they tie
718
01:04:11,079 --> 01:04:16,569
daughters vine four walls a druggie and
719
01:04:13,929 --> 01:04:19,149
you stand there well I didn't get here
720
01:04:16,570 --> 01:04:20,650
by myself I had a lot of help and if I'm
721
01:04:19,150 --> 01:04:22,690
not the perfect boy if I'm not the
722
01:04:20,650 --> 01:04:27,329
perfect mother well I'm sorry I just
723
01:04:22,690 --> 01:04:27,329
don't fit your storybook picture
724
01:04:34,730 --> 01:04:41,869
talk about the places you hit your drugs
725
01:04:37,539 --> 01:04:45,410
you know I used to hide her behind the
726
01:04:41,869 --> 01:04:48,769
posters in my room and I'm hiding me my
727
01:04:45,409 --> 01:04:52,159
parents closet like in my mom's winter
728
01:04:48,768 --> 01:05:28,729
coat during the summertime in the bottom
729
01:04:52,159 --> 01:05:31,719
of the DA we're waiting are you gonna
730
01:05:28,730 --> 01:05:31,719
make amends or not
731
01:05:36,559 --> 01:05:41,599
she's going you can't get to me I'm
732
01:05:38,630 --> 01:05:43,519
gonna beat you suckers Susan why don't
733
01:05:41,599 --> 01:05:48,849
you explain to the group how stupid they
734
01:05:43,519 --> 01:05:52,009
all are I wanna be left alone
735
01:05:48,849 --> 01:05:54,099
where do you want to go I don't know I
736
01:05:52,010 --> 01:05:56,510
don't care anywhere away from here
737
01:05:54,099 --> 01:06:00,730
you're wasting a lot of time with this
738
01:05:56,510 --> 01:06:00,730
big tough act aren't you tired of it Oh
739
01:06:02,500 --> 01:06:12,679
Susan why don't you just get honest with
740
01:06:04,789 --> 01:06:15,639
yourself and start working I don't want
741
01:06:12,679 --> 01:06:15,639
to talk to her sit down
742
01:06:28,639 --> 01:06:33,069
I on hi Susan hi mom
743
01:06:51,409 --> 01:06:57,519
what I want to tell you I know how you
744
01:06:54,440 --> 01:06:59,900
feel I mean I was like you I was worse
745
01:06:57,519 --> 01:07:00,949
I've been in detention centers in
746
01:06:59,900 --> 01:07:04,070
lockups
747
01:07:00,949 --> 01:07:06,019
I was going to court
748
01:07:04,070 --> 01:07:08,390
my folks almost got a divorce because of
749
01:07:06,019 --> 01:07:10,039
me my father stayed at work all the time
750
01:07:08,389 --> 01:07:12,259
and went out of town on business Lee
751
01:07:10,039 --> 01:07:15,230
wouldn't have to hear about it and my
752
01:07:12,260 --> 01:07:18,800
mother took up for everything I did I've
753
01:07:15,230 --> 01:07:23,030
never wanted to be just anybody I mean I
754
01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:28,030
wanted to be somebody special and that's
755
01:07:23,030 --> 01:07:28,030
what I knew I had to change I know you
756
01:08:04,550 --> 01:08:14,430
hello when how for God's sake what
757
01:08:11,280 --> 01:08:20,369
happened do you mean nothing nothing you
758
01:08:14,429 --> 01:08:22,639
know nothing find out something she's
759
01:08:20,369 --> 01:08:22,640
run away
760
01:09:00,909 --> 01:09:02,970
you
761
01:09:08,069 --> 01:09:17,048
mr. Sutter mr. Sutter I'm Frank Bauer I
762
01:09:15,670 --> 01:09:19,960
want to talk to you please about my
763
01:09:17,048 --> 01:09:22,269
daughter who are you what is it
764
01:09:19,960 --> 01:09:24,310
I'm Susan Bauer's father the night that
765
01:09:22,270 --> 01:09:27,009
picked up your son down at the marina he
766
01:09:24,310 --> 01:09:28,960
was with my daughter I don't want to
767
01:09:27,009 --> 01:09:32,979
hear anything about there please mr.
768
01:09:28,960 --> 01:09:36,250
Sutter she's run away my daughter my
769
01:09:32,979 --> 01:09:37,269
Susan I'm trying to find your son could
770
01:09:36,250 --> 01:09:40,088
know where she is
771
01:09:37,270 --> 01:09:42,489
I don't want that boy around here please
772
01:09:40,088 --> 01:09:44,939
sir I don't want you back here mr.
773
01:09:42,488 --> 01:09:44,939
Sutter
774
01:10:12,029 --> 01:10:21,800
I tried to think how she'd think go
775
01:10:19,020 --> 01:10:21,800
where she'd go
776
01:10:22,310 --> 01:10:26,610
maybe the school maybe when school opens
777
01:10:25,079 --> 01:10:30,409
at eight o'clock oh I'll Drive around
778
01:10:26,609 --> 01:10:36,599
the school screamed at Kelly
779
01:10:30,409 --> 01:10:38,550
why no oh for God's sake him I said a
780
01:10:36,600 --> 01:10:40,560
few things I don't want to hear this
781
01:10:38,550 --> 01:10:45,239
she's got a few friends I don't even
782
01:10:40,560 --> 01:10:51,240
know what give me help Helen not another
783
01:10:45,239 --> 01:11:04,789
problem that's what it is Frank what so
784
01:10:51,239 --> 01:11:09,809
doctor magic not this yeah boom hello
785
01:11:04,789 --> 01:11:11,789
where is she that's liquid cocaine
786
01:11:09,810 --> 01:11:13,350
that's triple script stuff you're
787
01:11:11,789 --> 01:11:16,590
talking about there's a government form
788
01:11:13,350 --> 01:11:17,430
for those drugs I can't no no don't
789
01:11:16,590 --> 01:11:19,860
don't
790
01:11:17,430 --> 01:11:25,650
alright I'll do it I'll get them I'll
791
01:11:19,859 --> 01:11:33,119
need time we're eight o'clock tonight
792
01:11:25,649 --> 01:11:38,029
I'll be there only you'll tell me where
793
01:11:33,119 --> 01:11:38,029
she is he wants drugs
794
01:12:13,880 --> 01:12:16,569
got it
795
01:12:18,069 --> 01:12:21,449
when I get my daughter
796
01:12:21,520 --> 01:12:25,780
I take you for everything you think I do
797
01:12:23,770 --> 01:12:27,699
and it's not good to do this alright yes
798
01:12:25,779 --> 01:12:30,539
you do get out of here man we got
799
01:12:27,698 --> 01:12:30,539
nothing more to talk about
800
01:12:31,988 --> 01:12:37,968
hey I can walk with this tool you know I
801
01:12:34,578 --> 01:12:42,229
don't need your garbage let's take the
802
01:12:37,969 --> 01:12:45,520
floor okay every corner
803
01:12:42,229 --> 01:12:45,519
every corner
804
01:12:49,039 --> 01:12:54,890
alright man your way come on
805
01:13:27,300 --> 01:13:35,079
laughter you called it Susan I'm not
806
01:13:30,819 --> 01:13:40,840
going back damn you honey you don't have
807
01:13:35,079 --> 01:13:43,829
to go back with going I hate you don't
808
01:13:40,840 --> 01:13:43,829
ever have to go back
809
01:13:50,469 --> 01:13:58,800
hey tell me something oh yeah have fun
810
01:14:08,590 --> 01:14:15,020
we'll never do it again daddy I learned
811
01:14:12,020 --> 01:14:17,780
that they taught me I know sweetheart on
812
01:14:15,020 --> 01:14:20,690
some Danny mom's got your room ready and
813
01:14:17,779 --> 01:14:22,340
dinner go to school we'll talk about
814
01:14:20,689 --> 01:14:24,379
everything
815
01:14:22,340 --> 01:14:27,640
it's terrible place there daddy
816
01:14:24,380 --> 01:14:27,640
it's all over sweetheart
817
01:14:43,090 --> 01:14:48,970
taking me back you bet and I'll take it
818
01:14:46,689 --> 01:14:52,059
back again and again as many times as it
819
01:14:48,970 --> 01:14:55,920
takes I'll never forgive you for this as
820
01:14:52,060 --> 01:14:55,920
long as I live never
821
01:15:00,020 --> 01:15:07,050
look at you you look awful
822
01:15:02,550 --> 01:15:13,590
your eyes are dark and sunken how do you
823
01:15:07,050 --> 01:15:20,909
want to talk about it what's your
824
01:15:13,590 --> 01:15:23,579
problem Susan I don't know happy I just
825
01:15:20,909 --> 01:15:24,960
want to leave here you left you went
826
01:15:23,579 --> 01:15:27,239
back to your grudging boyfriend Rafi as
827
01:15:24,960 --> 01:15:27,720
good as on that I never want to see him
828
01:15:27,239 --> 01:15:31,109
again
829
01:15:27,720 --> 01:15:33,180
Oh feeling sorry for yourself I don't
830
01:15:31,109 --> 01:15:36,059
know what you want I want you to get off
831
01:15:33,180 --> 01:15:43,070
your butt Susan I'm getting tired of it
832
01:15:36,060 --> 01:15:50,850
aren't you now what do you feel scared
833
01:15:43,069 --> 01:15:56,389
well okay okay and how do you feel about
834
01:15:50,850 --> 01:16:01,289
that seems I have to work on what things
835
01:15:56,390 --> 01:16:02,550
like my independent attitude oh okay
836
01:16:01,289 --> 01:16:04,890
like making amends
837
01:16:02,550 --> 01:16:07,470
you're a cop-out Susan Bower that's Pat
838
01:16:04,890 --> 01:16:09,420
bull now why don't you get honest I am
839
01:16:07,470 --> 01:16:12,240
what are you doing that's a bunch of
840
01:16:09,420 --> 01:16:14,430
stuff we already know but you said we
841
01:16:12,239 --> 01:16:17,130
want your feelings but is that's why I
842
01:16:14,430 --> 01:16:19,050
want know what you want are your drugs
843
01:16:17,130 --> 01:16:23,100
you live every day to get high don't you
844
01:16:19,050 --> 01:16:26,190
I don't well I'm wondering I don't I
845
01:16:23,100 --> 01:16:28,920
don't want that I don't want my fast
846
01:16:26,189 --> 01:16:37,529
I want something out of my life I'm
847
01:16:28,920 --> 01:16:48,050
scared I'm scared I don't want to go
848
01:16:37,529 --> 01:16:52,590
back again um I'm here to go on I won
849
01:16:48,050 --> 01:16:55,800
talk is cheap I hope you mean it I don't
850
01:16:52,590 --> 01:16:59,970
want to run again I'm right to look bad
851
01:16:55,800 --> 01:17:03,770
so you take one step at a time because
852
01:16:59,970 --> 01:17:03,770
each step is a scary step
853
01:17:05,739 --> 01:17:18,859
come on down sit so what was the first
854
01:17:14,300 --> 01:17:22,310
thing you felt after she's played well
855
01:17:18,859 --> 01:17:25,159
the first thing the first thing when she
856
01:17:22,310 --> 01:17:26,990
split the very first thing when I got
857
01:17:25,159 --> 01:17:29,989
the phone call from staff
858
01:17:26,989 --> 01:17:32,329
I felt very disappointed that was the
859
01:17:29,989 --> 01:17:37,399
very first feeling I had I want to hear
860
01:17:32,329 --> 01:17:38,899
this crap okay what and you wrapped a
861
01:17:37,399 --> 01:17:41,210
child up and you brought it back here
862
01:17:38,899 --> 01:17:44,329
and you weren't disappointed I was
863
01:17:41,210 --> 01:17:46,520
though I had some negative feelings
864
01:17:44,329 --> 01:17:49,579
about what goes on here on who are you
865
01:17:46,520 --> 01:17:51,440
trying to kid I was there remember you
866
01:17:49,579 --> 01:17:53,359
came in with a set of demands I came in
867
01:17:51,439 --> 01:17:59,619
with a set of question no no uh-huh
868
01:17:53,359 --> 01:17:59,619
what's the first rule yeah yay
869
01:18:00,010 --> 01:18:08,239
well the reason I came in I don't want
870
01:18:02,539 --> 01:18:11,420
to hear the GAM reason okay well you
871
01:18:08,239 --> 01:18:14,269
came in you were furious not
872
01:18:11,420 --> 01:18:16,369
disappointed not negative feelings you
873
01:18:14,270 --> 01:18:25,610
were enraged you're all over the place
874
01:18:16,369 --> 01:18:29,539
okay all right now why I felt humiliated
875
01:18:25,609 --> 01:18:33,670
what else I know what you're trying to
876
01:18:29,539 --> 01:18:38,140
get me to say that my biggest thing that
877
01:18:33,670 --> 01:18:40,789
that I'm powerless of my own kid no no
878
01:18:38,140 --> 01:18:43,430
me already admitted that otherwise you
879
01:18:40,789 --> 01:18:45,890
wouldn't be brought it back here I think
880
01:18:43,430 --> 01:18:49,600
what you really don't want to say is
881
01:18:45,890 --> 01:18:49,600
that it's all your fault she's a druggie
882
01:18:59,670 --> 01:19:09,029
to a degree it is my fault I'm a doctor
883
01:19:03,899 --> 01:19:11,909
shouldn't no no that's true
884
01:19:09,029 --> 01:19:13,319
I may be here Felger it was all your
885
01:19:11,909 --> 01:19:18,329
fault when you brought your druggie kid
886
01:19:13,319 --> 01:19:20,069
in how many of you had a psychologist or
887
01:19:18,329 --> 01:19:21,659
a family counselor or a psychiatrist
888
01:19:20,069 --> 01:19:23,250
tell you that it was your fault that
889
01:19:21,659 --> 01:19:24,630
your kid was just going to normal
890
01:19:23,250 --> 01:19:31,409
adolescence and that she would just be
891
01:19:24,630 --> 01:19:33,900
too strict how many of you believed that
892
01:19:31,409 --> 01:19:34,559
you screwed up your druggie kids whole
893
01:19:33,899 --> 01:19:39,500
life
894
01:19:34,560 --> 01:19:45,060
that you're a failure as a parent you
895
01:19:39,500 --> 01:19:48,659
adopt dr. Bower a success the surgeon
896
01:19:45,060 --> 01:19:52,789
who worked so hard to give his family a
897
01:19:48,659 --> 01:19:52,789
good life how could you have failed this
898
01:19:53,630 --> 01:20:03,060
well it's not your fault he didn't make
899
01:20:01,619 --> 01:20:05,189
your child take drugs that's something
900
01:20:03,060 --> 01:20:07,200
she decided to do on her own
901
01:20:05,189 --> 01:20:14,339
what did you mr. army I could take a
902
01:20:07,199 --> 01:20:18,050
puff off a joint how many of you felt so
903
01:20:14,340 --> 01:20:21,890
guilty if you just wanted to run away I
904
01:20:18,050 --> 01:20:21,890
mean you feel like you're going crazy
905
01:20:22,880 --> 01:20:30,010
Howard
906
01:20:24,699 --> 01:20:31,899
ah I don't think when you brought your
907
01:20:30,010 --> 01:20:35,470
boy in here you ready to turn him loose
908
01:20:31,899 --> 01:20:36,389
or who lose I'm sorry um I like you
909
01:20:35,470 --> 01:20:39,280
already
910
01:20:36,390 --> 01:20:45,250
you know when I when I brought mine in I
911
01:20:39,279 --> 01:20:47,590
felt just like you I'm a cop
912
01:20:45,250 --> 01:20:51,789
no way I couldn't handle a kid on drugs
913
01:20:47,590 --> 01:20:54,940
I would alone in that we got guys in
914
01:20:51,789 --> 01:20:58,420
here oh I've got a man in here is an Air
915
01:20:54,939 --> 01:21:00,609
Force a Colonel hits a squadron lawyers
916
01:20:58,420 --> 01:21:11,560
preachers kids hell we can got a shrinks
917
01:21:00,609 --> 01:21:16,539
I learned took a damn while but I gave
918
01:21:11,560 --> 01:21:19,950
my boy to him to the program there
919
01:21:16,539 --> 01:21:19,949
wasn't a damn thing I could do with him
920
01:21:20,729 --> 01:21:30,198
and I just don't think you're ready to
921
01:21:22,869 --> 01:21:35,969
admit that see
922
01:21:30,198 --> 01:21:39,328
our problem is not our kids alone our
923
01:21:35,969 --> 01:21:44,338
problem is how we relate to our kids our
924
01:21:39,328 --> 01:21:46,288
needs our attitudes our feelings how we
925
01:21:44,338 --> 01:21:49,408
can sit in this room and talk about our
926
01:21:46,288 --> 01:21:52,050
kids until we're blue in the face we
927
01:21:49,408 --> 01:21:57,838
gotta give him start talking about
928
01:21:52,050 --> 01:22:00,569
ourselves because we're sick too but we
929
01:21:57,838 --> 01:22:02,788
haven't got the disease of drugs we've
930
01:22:00,569 --> 01:22:05,339
got the disease of people who are
931
01:22:02,788 --> 01:22:09,809
powerless over their feelings for
932
01:22:05,338 --> 01:22:17,748
somebody else on drugs and that's where
933
01:22:09,809 --> 01:22:17,748
we gotta take care of business huh
934
01:22:17,958 --> 01:22:30,229
my name is Helen and well I come here
935
01:22:24,059 --> 01:22:30,229
twice a week and offer two months I
936
01:22:30,800 --> 01:22:37,668
watch my daughter and I listen to you to
937
01:22:36,328 --> 01:22:47,478
everyone
938
01:22:37,668 --> 01:22:47,479
talk and then I go home it's peaceful I
939
01:22:47,779 --> 01:23:01,039
feel numb and I like it I dread her
940
01:22:56,010 --> 01:23:04,280
coming home I dread the
941
01:23:01,039 --> 01:23:10,550
it all starting up again and I I don't
942
01:23:04,279 --> 01:23:17,988
know anger and screaming and pain and
943
01:23:10,550 --> 01:23:22,130
the guilt my guilt mm when I think about
944
01:23:17,988 --> 01:23:25,389
it sometimes I wonder what it would be
945
01:23:22,130 --> 01:23:25,390
like if she never came home
946
01:23:27,159 --> 01:23:31,359
she just didn't exist anymore
947
01:23:38,289 --> 01:23:46,729
look these feelings are not normal a
948
01:23:44,260 --> 01:23:50,380
person who's chemically dependent makes
949
01:23:46,729 --> 01:23:50,379
the home a place of lunacy
950
01:23:55,390 --> 01:24:01,000
hello Matt er Frank
951
01:24:07,819 --> 01:24:16,159
what a day that is my last strangulated
952
01:24:12,529 --> 01:24:23,329
hernia you know what Larry Roberts said
953
01:24:16,159 --> 01:24:25,130
today what hey where's that look where
954
01:24:23,329 --> 01:24:29,390
the heart jumps a beat when I walk in
955
01:24:25,130 --> 01:24:32,569
lost my touch anyone had told me five
956
01:24:29,390 --> 01:24:35,650
years I'd be standing in a room
957
01:24:32,569 --> 01:24:38,119
someplace I have a lot of strangers
958
01:24:35,649 --> 01:24:43,219
talking about my daughter's drug
959
01:24:38,119 --> 01:24:45,619
problems I know I know it twice a week
960
01:24:43,220 --> 01:24:47,900
we pile into a car and drive 40 miles to
961
01:24:45,619 --> 01:24:54,079
listen to a bunch of crazy be nice Frank
962
01:24:47,899 --> 01:24:58,639
I am NOT gonna stand up in front of 200
963
01:24:54,079 --> 01:24:59,409
people he'll like us I'm just not good
964
01:24:58,640 --> 01:25:02,090
at this
965
01:24:59,409 --> 01:25:03,099
nobody's good at this Frank it's not the
966
01:25:02,090 --> 01:25:09,460
point
967
01:25:03,100 --> 01:25:09,460
you want rice or potatoes chicken rice
968
01:25:09,670 --> 01:25:14,440
I'm a surgeon if something's wrong you
969
01:25:13,250 --> 01:25:17,390
cut it out
970
01:25:14,439 --> 01:25:20,439
and if your car breaks down you fix it
971
01:25:17,390 --> 01:25:23,210
this isn't a car Frank it's our daughter
972
01:25:20,439 --> 01:25:23,779
it's a program we don't even know if it
973
01:25:23,210 --> 01:25:34,378
works
974
01:25:23,779 --> 01:25:52,078
yes do you understand yeah yeah
975
01:25:34,378 --> 01:25:56,010
I love you Susan you've been dying on me
976
01:25:52,078 --> 01:26:03,198
Susan I've done everything I know how to
977
01:25:56,010 --> 01:26:05,729
do your father away what is it I can do
978
01:26:03,198 --> 01:26:12,509
tell Susan how you feel dad don't
979
01:26:05,729 --> 01:26:14,840
lecture complain deal with your honest
980
01:26:12,510 --> 01:26:14,840
feelings
981
01:26:23,899 --> 01:26:29,739
I love you
982
01:26:38,600 --> 01:26:46,600
when you were born I knew that someday
983
01:26:41,409 --> 01:26:54,590
I'd have to give you up not like this
984
01:26:46,600 --> 01:27:02,200
not yet not now you're 15 you're my
985
01:26:54,590 --> 01:27:05,650
child I'm not ready to give you up I
986
01:27:02,199 --> 01:27:05,649
want you home
987
01:27:09,220 --> 01:27:14,949
I can't make that happen daddy can't
988
01:27:12,279 --> 01:27:22,500
make that happen it's something you have
989
01:27:14,949 --> 01:27:32,010
to do for yourself I really love you I
990
01:27:22,500 --> 01:27:32,010
love you mom love you Kelly I'll be dad
991
01:27:36,510 --> 01:27:48,940
come on Susan what are your feelings
992
01:27:41,010 --> 01:27:55,690
what are you feeling with can you guys
993
01:27:48,939 --> 01:27:57,099
help her out Tina we don't come here to
994
01:27:55,689 --> 01:28:00,099
get in your attitudes cuz you won't let
995
01:27:57,100 --> 01:28:04,300
us you act like you don't want our help
996
01:28:00,100 --> 01:28:06,760
sit down nobody else Linda all you're
997
01:28:04,300 --> 01:28:07,690
doing is copping out you aren't working
998
01:28:06,760 --> 01:28:11,680
hard one bit
999
01:28:07,689 --> 01:28:15,849
come on that's enough gotta get it out
1000
01:28:11,680 --> 01:28:20,770
Susan's hurting you inside just tell us
1001
01:28:15,850 --> 01:28:25,120
your feelings a lot of things I did go
1002
01:28:20,770 --> 01:28:29,710
through you know like like I just been
1003
01:28:25,119 --> 01:28:35,590
going through like here stuff you know a
1004
01:28:29,710 --> 01:28:39,039
crap what I'm I think okay we I did
1005
01:28:35,590 --> 01:28:42,369
screw but it's not that bad I want I'm
1006
01:28:39,039 --> 01:28:46,149
throwing up at myself you know let's
1007
01:28:42,369 --> 01:28:49,599
just get honest about I feel so bad
1008
01:28:46,149 --> 01:28:53,829
about it I add it all together and I
1009
01:28:49,600 --> 01:28:57,910
screwed it up and I didn't want to look
1010
01:28:53,829 --> 01:28:59,769
at it like I just prom my dad's thumb
1011
01:28:57,909 --> 01:29:06,849
again cause he thought I was his neat
1012
01:28:59,770 --> 01:29:09,970
little girl and I was I mean we go
1013
01:29:06,850 --> 01:29:16,510
sailing and do things and we're always
1014
01:29:09,970 --> 01:29:18,600
talking I mean we were friends real
1015
01:29:16,510 --> 01:29:18,600
friends
1016
01:29:19,539 --> 01:29:25,319
I feel so bad because he didn't know I
1017
01:29:28,260 --> 01:29:35,530
got hoarse
1018
01:29:29,680 --> 01:29:39,190
and I call my friends and to get high my
1019
01:29:35,529 --> 01:29:41,939
kid stuff you know like you guys I mean
1020
01:29:39,189 --> 01:29:47,379
I really thought I added together I
1021
01:29:41,939 --> 01:29:49,929
didn't my dad was always telling me how
1022
01:29:47,380 --> 01:29:59,170
terrific I was and I felt so bad inside
1023
01:29:49,930 --> 01:30:01,659
I felt like I was nothing and then I
1024
01:29:59,170 --> 01:30:08,789
just do more drug cuz I I felt so bad
1025
01:30:01,659 --> 01:30:08,789
and I didn't want those feelings my dad
1026
01:30:09,750 --> 01:30:17,979
look on his face the day he knew it
1027
01:30:15,760 --> 01:30:25,060
always been his little girl
1028
01:30:17,979 --> 01:30:37,479
I heard of hope I never seen tears in
1029
01:30:25,060 --> 01:30:39,820
his eyes before Susan Bower 62 days in
1030
01:30:37,479 --> 01:30:42,399
the program she's asking to go home okay
1031
01:30:39,819 --> 01:30:43,509
how's she doing in grew some changes
1032
01:30:42,399 --> 01:30:44,889
she's made a start
1033
01:30:43,510 --> 01:30:48,460
yeah but she's still having trouble
1034
01:30:44,890 --> 01:30:51,340
facing up she's really trying I see her
1035
01:30:48,460 --> 01:30:53,500
Trustin group more I see you're dealing
1036
01:30:51,340 --> 01:30:55,329
with some very bad feelings is she ready
1037
01:30:53,500 --> 01:30:57,850
to be trusted enough to go home what
1038
01:30:55,329 --> 01:30:58,899
about her parents her mother was
1039
01:30:57,850 --> 01:31:01,270
wonderful the other night
1040
01:30:58,899 --> 01:31:02,289
yeah the father's struggling yeah but
1041
01:31:01,270 --> 01:31:03,970
they've really come a long way since
1042
01:31:02,289 --> 01:31:05,529
they first came to the program I mean
1043
01:31:03,970 --> 01:31:07,420
they were totally divided when they came
1044
01:31:05,529 --> 01:31:08,800
here as long as he understands that he's
1045
01:31:07,420 --> 01:31:10,930
gonna have to keep coming here while
1046
01:31:08,800 --> 01:31:13,930
Susan still in the program which could
1047
01:31:10,930 --> 01:31:15,820
be months just the first step gang she's
1048
01:31:13,930 --> 01:31:20,400
got six more to go okay
1049
01:31:15,819 --> 01:31:20,399
vote decide those from home
1050
01:31:23,630 --> 01:31:29,520
I'm angry Pat I'm angry I got a wife
1051
01:31:27,899 --> 01:31:31,679
who's been part of my life nine years
1052
01:31:29,520 --> 01:31:34,950
before you ever came into this world and
1053
01:31:31,680 --> 01:31:38,210
I came home last night last night and
1054
01:31:34,949 --> 01:31:55,109
she's gone she can't take it anymore
1055
01:31:38,210 --> 01:31:58,319
you've done that son love you did Chris
1056
01:31:55,109 --> 01:31:58,859
I feel very very relieved that you're
1057
01:31:58,319 --> 01:32:00,389
here
1058
01:31:58,859 --> 01:32:02,789
if the police start coming around
1059
01:32:00,390 --> 01:32:04,380
looking for you anymore and that I can
1060
01:32:02,789 --> 01:32:10,109
go to bed at night without crying myself
1061
01:32:04,380 --> 01:32:16,260
to sleep it may seem like hell but
1062
01:32:10,109 --> 01:32:21,199
you're alive thank God your life I love
1063
01:32:16,260 --> 01:32:21,199
you Chris love my special mom
1064
01:32:30,609 --> 01:32:37,069
Susan I thought the worst day of my life
1065
01:32:33,260 --> 01:32:38,510
was the day I brought you here walking
1066
01:32:37,069 --> 01:32:42,019
out that front door leaving you with
1067
01:32:38,510 --> 01:32:43,699
strangers but now I know that the worst
1068
01:32:42,020 --> 01:32:48,170
thing was admitting that you have a
1069
01:32:43,699 --> 01:32:53,679
problem a drug problem and that I as
1070
01:32:48,170 --> 01:32:53,680
much as I love you couldn't help you I
1071
01:32:55,359 --> 01:33:02,179
carried you home from the hospital and I
1072
01:32:57,680 --> 01:33:06,560
thought I knew how to be a father but I
1073
01:33:02,180 --> 01:33:13,010
was just your mother and I were just not
1074
01:33:06,560 --> 01:33:21,170
much more than kids ourselves this crash
1075
01:33:13,010 --> 01:33:26,180
course in fatherhood I know I'm gonna be
1076
01:33:21,170 --> 01:33:31,329
a good father to you I thought I could
1077
01:33:26,180 --> 01:33:31,329
fix anything but I couldn't
1078
01:33:32,439 --> 01:33:38,549
thought other people's kids to drugs my
1079
01:33:36,220 --> 01:33:38,550
kid
1080
01:33:40,239 --> 01:33:49,199
I let you get away with too much I love
1081
01:33:48,460 --> 01:33:53,579
you sweetie
1082
01:33:49,199 --> 01:33:53,579
I'm coming home yeah
1083
01:34:56,099 --> 01:34:58,159
you
1084
01:35:12,550 --> 01:35:14,610
you
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