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My dear Vinicius de Moraes,
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I'm writing to you from Ipanema
with terrible news:
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Spring is here.
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You left before it came...
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and it's the first spring since 1913
without your presence.
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Your name has become a street sign...
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and it was there that yesterday
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I saw 3 girls from Ipanema
wearing mini-skirts.
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It seems they're back in fashion
this spring...
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I'm sure you'd approve.
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The sea has been rough...
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a strong easterly bringing cold and rain.
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Spring storms.
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Your life
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Your path is one of peace and love
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Your life Is a pretty love song
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Open your arms and sing The last hope
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The divine hope
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Of loving in peace
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WHO WILL PAY FOR THE FUNERAL
AND FLOWERS IF I PERISH FOR LOVE?
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For this we were made...
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to remember and be remembered
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to cry and make cry...
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to bury our dead.
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Therefore our long arms
to wave farewells...
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hands to seize what was given...
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fingers to dig the earth.
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This will be our life...
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always an afternoon to forget...
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a star going out in the darkness,
a path between two tombs...
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therefore we must keep vigil,
speak softly, tread lightly...
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see the night sleeping in silence.
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There is not much to be said.
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A song about a cradle,
perhaps a love verse...
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a prayer for the departing...
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but do not forget this hour...
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and by it our hearts are left
solemn and simple.
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Then for this we were made...
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for hope in the miracle...
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for taking part in poetry...
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for seeing the face of death.
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Suddenly, no more shall we wait...
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today the night is young...
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from death we are scarcely born...
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immensely.
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The waltz you have just heard...
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has words and music by Vinicius de Moraes.
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It is a song from his play
Orfeu da Concei��o.
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The story of love between Orpheus
and Eurydice ends tragically.
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But as in all of Vinicius' work,
it is a celebration of life...
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of love, of art, the ties of affection
between the artist and the city...
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where he spent most of his life.
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It was in Rio de Janeiro
that our poet was born...
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on Lopes Quintas street,
in the old suburb of G�vea.
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In 1913 Rio had nearly a million
inhabitants but you wouldn't think it.
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Vinicius grew up between the sea
and his grandfather's house...
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listening to the music of the old slaves...
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and to the bohemian guitars
of the uncles on his mother's side.
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Ipanema and Leblon were deserted beaches.
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His whole life he was witness to
and a character in...
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the landscape's transformation.
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But Rio was also a frenchified city...
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it wanted to be refined, like Paris...
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it breathed romantic poets...
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there was a lively
belle-�poque atmosphere...
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fashion, art, architecture,
everything followed the French style.
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He had a free childhood
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and at the same time a rigorous
erudite education.
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He grew up within both molds.
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His father Clodoaldo
used to write poetry...
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and his mother L�dia played the piano.
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He had a Latin degree and taught
the piano, violin and French.
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She was from a bohemian family
who liked popular music.
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In the morning, I darken,
in the day, I afternoon...
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in the afternoon, I dusk, at night, I burn.
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The west, death, against whom I live...
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from the captive south the west is my north
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others which count, step by step...
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I die yesterday am born tomorrow...
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walk where there is space...
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my time is when.
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He was the second of four children
and of the four he was the chosen one.
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The family decided he should have
the best education possible.
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He was sent to Santo In�cio,
a Jesuit college...
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where Rio de Janeiro's elite studied.
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In the darkness which surrounded me
I saw the flesh...
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I felt the flesh which drowned my breast
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and which brought me to the accursed kiss.
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I cried...
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I cried in horror
that forgiveness possessed my soul...
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and no one answered me...
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I struggled with impure longing,
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the darkness blushed around me...
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and I fell.
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In his first books
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Vinicius was heavily influenced
by his Catholic upbringing,
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the poems transpired a mystical
religious atmosphere.
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At law school he approached
the integralistas,
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was a lofty poet...
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concerned with the serious matters
of our existence.
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In '35 I had already finished
my second book...
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Forma e a exegese, a damned pedantic title.
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But it picked up the national poetry award,
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in '35, competing against Jorge
Amado, with his Mar morto,
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it was a literary award,
called Felipe de Oliveira award.
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So I considered myself quite a genius!
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I started deriding popular music,
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thought it a lesser art.
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Vinicius started writing French poetry...
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inspired by French Catholicism...
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influenced by the Catholic group
here in Brazil.
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But that wasn't him...
it just isn't him.
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So gradually he converts himself
to Vinicius de Moraes...
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that is, he becomes Brazilian.
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And he goes beyond the others!
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Because many others
came along this route...
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became Brazilians, but not so much!
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To be a Brazilian songwriter
and completely go all the way...
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that's Vinicius,
more than the others, you see?
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Vinicius always lead a sort of double life.
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In his youth, as a wrote,
he believed in a drastic motto:
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"Write with your blood
and you'll see your blood is spirit."
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He went to the whores in Lapa,
danced at the cabaret...
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was friendly with samba musicians.
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Gradually his poetry also
started to come closer to life...
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came down from the heights to look
at the world, at people's everyday life.
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With the tears of time
and the lime of my day...
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I made the cement of my poetry...
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and in the perspective of future life...
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I raised in living flesh
your architecture...
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I'm not sure if it's a house,
a tower or temple...
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but it is large and light,
it belongs to its time...
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Enter, my brothers!
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Vinicius published over 400 poems
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collected in 12 books
and several personal anthologies.
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He also wrote articles,
plays and film criticism.
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He was a good poet and a popular poet.
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And not only in Brazil
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Among Brazilian poets
he is one of the most translated
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His verses are known
the world over to this day.
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Vinicius de Moraes
is a man devoted to meter,
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to rhythm...
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to traditional poetic forms
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such as the sonnet, the ode etc.
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So he's a poet steeped in tradition.
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But this traditional poet...
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precisely because of his great formal...
technical resources,
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he came closer than anybody else...
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to what the modernists
were looking for: Everyday life...
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the destruction of noble poetical themes...
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the colloquial phrase,
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no one came closer than Vinicius
to being natural,
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no one came closer to everyday life,
to the prosaic,
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but at the same time within a poetry
of continuity and formal perfection.
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I'd say, lastly...
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that a poet who wrote poems such as
Balada do Mangue, for example,
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can only be a great poet.
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Poor gonococcal flowers
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who at night undress your toxic petals!
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You poor things...
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tilted...
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wilted orchids of immodesty...
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you are not a troubled Llia
nor a tricolor Vanda...
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you are fragile, fallen apart,
dahlias nipped in the bud...
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colorless corollas,
cloistered, without faith...
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oh, young afternoon whores...
what happened to you,
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that you poisoned
the pollen God gave you all?
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Poor, tragic, multi-dimensional women...
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the neutral gear of chauffeurs,
ships' bridges!
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Blonde French mulattos,
dressed for carnival...
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is this a festival of flowers,
on the decks of these streets...
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anchored in the canal?
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Where does your song lead?
Where is your ship bound?
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I remember Vinicius...
in Rome...
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in '53, I was living in Rome
with my family...
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and Vinicius was on some
cultural mission there.
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He stayed in Rome for some time,
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at a hotel... and he visited us
at home, several times.
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I remember those nights very well,
when Vinicius would visit...
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even before he arrived, "Vinicius
is coming!", all the excitement.
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It already felt special...
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the whisky would be brought out,
other things, hors d'oeuvres...
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mother and father both so happy.
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Mi�cha had a guitar she called 'Vinicius'.
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But Vinicius was such a musical man,
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I saw a real composer...
flesh and blood, Vinicius.
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He'd take the guitar
and I'd be fascinated...
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my father's musician friend,
a real composer.
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I remember him singing
several songs in those days.
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And there was a special moment
I remember very well...
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which was when he played on guitar
Poema dos Olhos da Amada.
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There'd be complete silence.
And he'd sing:
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"Oh my love, those eyes of yours...
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nocturnal quays filled with farewells."
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That left such a strong impression
on me, it was very strong...
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It was poetry. I was introduced
to poetry on those nights.
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Vinicius singing, it was music...
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and I understood he was a poet.
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Oh my love, those eyes of yours...
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they're nocturnal quays
filled with farewells...
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they are gentle docks...
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trailing lights which shine afar...
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afar in the darkness.
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Oh my love, with atheist eyes...
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may God one day...
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wish the beggar's gaze...
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of poetry...
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onto your eyes.
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I love you so much, my love...
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don't sing the human heart
with such truth...
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I love you as a friend and lover
in an always diverse reality...
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I love you for a calm, useful love...
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and I love you beyond,
present in my longing...
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I love you with great freedom,
within eternity and at each instant.
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I love you like an animal, simply...
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a love without mystery
and without virtue...
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with a solid and permanent desire...
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and love you so very much and frequently...
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for suddenly one day in your body...
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I shall die of loving
more than I was capable.
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Lovely.
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I know I shall love you
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My whole life long, I shall love you
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At each farewell I shall love you
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Desperately I know I shall love you
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And each verse of mine will be
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To say
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That I know I shall love you
My whole life long
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I know I shall weep
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At each absence of yours I shall weep
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But at each return will extinguish
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That which your absence caused me
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I know I shall suffer
The eternal misfortune to live
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Waiting to live by your side
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My whole life long
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Vinicius is a fellow
who lived by his passions.
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When a passion took hold of him
he was unbeatable.
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That's how it was with Tati,
the greatest passion of his life.
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Darling, if only you knew how
my life has become monotonous,
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so bland.
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Sometimes I feel
I won't be able to stand...
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another 5 minutes without seeing you...
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and there are still
so many 5 minutes' to go, my dear.
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I love you, I understand you,
venerate you...
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you are my life, my all, you're different.
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I am your slave, your servant...
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and you're my illicit girlfriend...
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mistress-wife,
and peerless citizen on earth.
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Beatriz Azevedo de Melo was
an aristocrat from S�o Paulo...
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a cultured girl with advanced ideas.
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The two met and soon after
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Vinicius traveled to Oxford
to study literature.
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It was a fiery passion.
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They married long distance,
by power of attorney.
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A love made up of grand gestures...
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a rich girl abandoning all
to meet a poet in England...
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the romantic adventure of lovers.
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When WWll started they returned to Brazil.
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And soon things took a different turn.
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With 2 children, Susana and Pedro,
Vinicius had a new concern...
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to make a living.
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He decided to join the diplomatic service...
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and started to write
film reviews for the newspapers.
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These were times of new friendships,
meetings in the downtown caf�s.
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Vinicius was admired as a poet...
a restless man, interested in everything.
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With his interest in cinema he managed...
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to get his first diplomatic
appointment in Los Angeles.
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There he took courses, lived
with movie people and musicians...
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visited the set of The Lady
From Shanghai, by Orson Welles...
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made friends with him, with
Carmen Miranda and jazz musicians.
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In Los Angeles Tati and Vinicius
lived the most peaceful period
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of their marriage, of their family life.
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With Tati he changed
the course of his poetry...
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and also his way of seeing the world.
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He said that with her,
he became a man of the left.
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Some of he finest poems
are from this period.
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If you wish me to cry no more
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Tell time to pass no more
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Time cries the same lament as I
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Both of us...
So much
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And so as not to sadden you
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What to do?
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I sing...
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Sing so that you remember me
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When I... go
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The first woman I really loved,
I married...
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I was married to her for 11 years,
your mother.
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Sometimes I miss the hell out of her...
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I feel like going
and ringing her doorbell...
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she'll answer and I'll say...
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I love you!
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But I can't do it, damn it.
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Why not?
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Because I'm too scared...
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afraid she'll receive me really badly.
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When he died...
we knew he was dying...
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I went to her place to change...
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because I didn't have a place in Rio,
was living in S�o Paulo.
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And I started to cry,
I finally started crying...
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and she started to cry too...
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and she said something quite
incredible, and lovely. She said:
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"Vinicius often wanted us to make amends...
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and I never agreed...
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I never wanted less...
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never wanted
any old relationship with him...
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never wanted to be just friends," she said.
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"I wasn't interested
in being just his friend."
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Then she stopped and said:
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"But that was stupid of me, really...
because I could have been his friend...
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we could have continued our relationship...
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I might even have become his lover.
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And I didn't want that.
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Out of pride...
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for reasons which right now
I see are petty."
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One day he confessed
something very painful...
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men are like that.
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"If only she hadn't done that
nose job... that really bugged me."
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It's not true,
he wanted to fall madly in love!
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When a woman no longer
gave Vinicius passion...
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Vinicius found it easy to change women.
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That's not true, it wasn't easy...
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not until another one aroused him.
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Nowadays we talk about getting horny,
but it wasn't just that...
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it was passion with a foundation...
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something between two people.
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And he needed that
precipice of passion... always.
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Above all things
I shall be attentive to my love...
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first, and with such zeal...
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and always...
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and so much...
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that even when faced
with this great enchantment...
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my thoughts ascend to more delight...
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I want to live it in each vain moment...
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in its honor I sing out my song...
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and laugh my laughter and spill my tears...
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for her sorrow or her pleasure...
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and thus later, when you come to me...
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who knows what death,
anxiety of the living...
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who knows what loneliness,
the end of those who love...
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I can speak of the love...
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let it not be immortal,
since it is a flame...
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but let it be infinite while it lasts.
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In fact, Vinicius hadn't
the courage to tell me...
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he'd married again...
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and had had another daughter, Georgiana.
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I think Georgiana was already
born when he went to Paris.
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When he came back to Brazil,
I discovered this by chance...
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because I think he kept putting it off...
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Vinicius' thing
about not liking disharmony.
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He kept putting off telling me
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because he knew it would somehow
be tough for me, in some way...
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knowing about another sister...
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he just kept putting it off.
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And by chance I went to the Copacabana
Palace, where he was staying...
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earlier in the morning than we'd agreed,
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rang the bell, opened the door
and found Lila,
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already heavily pregnant
and Georgina beside her.
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And that stayed with me: Wow!
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I was...
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furious...
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it was so absurd, Vinicius lying to me.
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Lila B�scoli was
much younger than Vinicius...
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she used to hang out with musicians,
there was a sort of precursor...
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of Ipanema starting to emerge.
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It was writer Rubem Braga introduced them:
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"Lila, this is Vinicius,
Vinicius, this is Lila.
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May God's will be done."
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Vinicius dropped everything
and married her...
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they went to live in Paris, had two
daughters, Georgiana and Luciana.
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The marriage lasted 5 years.
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He was in love and wrote a lot...
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it was a reunion with poetry
which he had rather abandoned.
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Of course, as a daughter,
I sometimes wonder whether...
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if Vinicius had pulled himself
together a bit better...
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if he had been
a little more self-disciplined...
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with the marriages,
with his children, with the drink...
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with everything he wasted,
mightn't he have been happier?
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I don't think so,
if he hadn't lived as he did...
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I think he would have been
far more unhappy.
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And these things are all very well...
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but they have consequences
for those around or left behind.
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Because he moved forwards
and I don't think that was easy...
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ending a marriage wasn't easy...
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it was a whole process, Vinicius suffered,
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we could sense it when he
was strange, he'd become distant,
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silently whistling away...
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I could see he'd gone off.
There, now he's no longer here.
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Vinicius was capable of anything,
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any low tactic to conquer a women.
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I think that's an extremely
important part of his character.
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Because it wasn't about conquering...
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to get back the spark
with which he fed his poetry...
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its charm, which was passion.
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Everyone knows Vinicius lived for that,
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he married 9 times...
so you see, it's no joke.
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He married 9 times in search
of this eternal passion...
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this thing he always cried out for.
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Let it not be eternal since it's a flame,
but let it be infinite while it lasts.
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So that alone,
these well-known Brazilian verses...
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reveal perfectly how much he sought...
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knowing he couldn't find what he wanted.
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00:29:15,132 --> 00:29:17,293
I think that was Vinicius' great anxiety.
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Medo de Amarwas the first song
I heard Vinicius play on the guitar
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50 years ago.
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Turn this leaf of the book And forget me
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Pretend that our love is over And forget me
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You didn't understand
That jealousy is an evil root
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And that being afraid to love
Makes no one happy
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Now go and lead your life as you wish
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But don't be surprised If another woman
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Is born in me Like a flower in the desert
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And understand that jealousy
Is the perfume of love
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I spent 1956 in Rio de Janeiro...
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living in Guadalupe.
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That year is a crucial one
in the history of everyone...
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involved in the modernization
of Brazilian popular music...
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which came right afterwards.
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And it's the year of Orfeu da Concei��o.
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I read in the papers
and often heard on the radio...
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the name Vinicius de Moraes
and this fine project of his...
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which I imagined as something so lovely,
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the music...
the poet who had written the show,
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with the black performers,
the black cast and so forth.
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I saw someone on TV
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giving an interview about Orfeu
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giving details about the show.
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It was Haroldo Costa, ho was in the cast.
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I assumed that he was Vinicius de Moraes.
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Then I returned to Bahia.
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00:31:58,417 --> 00:32:01,147
One heard the name
Vinicius de Moraes a lot.
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I returned to Santo Amaro in '57.
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I can remember talking to friends...
the same age, all about 14,
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and the name Vinicius de Moraes
was mentioned several times.
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And I said: "Yeah, he's great,
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00:32:14,701 --> 00:32:17,397
that black poet from Rio de Janeiro,
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00:32:17,471 --> 00:32:19,963
I saw him on TV,
he wrote that musical."
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00:32:20,041 --> 00:32:23,943
So I spent some years
thinking Vinicius was black...
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about a year and a half...
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00:32:25,614 --> 00:32:27,946
absolutely convinced Vinicius was black.
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00:32:28,017 --> 00:32:33,979
Years later I heard Vinicius de Moraes
himself uttered the phrase:
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"I, Vinicius de Moraes, am the
most Negro white man in Brazil."
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00:32:38,862 --> 00:32:41,296
Or was it: "the blackest
white man in Brazil"?
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00:32:41,364 --> 00:32:47,201
I can't forget your gaze
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00:32:47,272 --> 00:32:50,729
Distant from my eyes
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00:32:50,809 --> 00:32:57,209
My living Is waiting to tell you good-bye
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00:33:00,353 --> 00:33:05,053
Beloved woman
447
00:33:05,125 --> 00:33:09,858
My destiny
448
00:33:09,930 --> 00:33:14,594
It is nighttime
449
00:33:14,935 --> 00:33:16,164
Dew of my eyes
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00:33:16,239 --> 00:33:19,675
The Greek myth of Orpheus
set in a slum in Rio de Janeiro...
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00:33:19,741 --> 00:33:22,904
reveals a deep truth
about Vinicius himself...
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who was brought up at the crossroads
between the erudite and the popular.
453
00:33:27,316 --> 00:33:30,343
In the love story
of Orpheus and Eurydice...
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00:33:30,420 --> 00:33:31,910
Vinicius saw a tragedy of Rio,
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the Greek demigod who with his lyre
touched the hearts of animals...
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00:33:36,126 --> 00:33:39,187
making beasts caring and peaceful...
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00:33:39,264 --> 00:33:41,232
became a samba musician from a shanty town.
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00:33:41,766 --> 00:33:45,100
For Orfeu da Concei��o,
wanted the music to be...
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00:33:45,170 --> 00:33:48,435
an encounter between refined,
erudite culture...
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00:33:48,507 --> 00:33:51,909
and the popular roots
of samba and "batucada".
461
00:33:51,978 --> 00:33:57,075
At the time, the play was adapted for
cinema under the title Black Orpheus,
462
00:33:57,150 --> 00:33:59,618
it won the Oscar,
the Golden Palm at Cannes...
463
00:33:59,686 --> 00:34:02,678
and showed the world the music
of Tom and Vinicius.
464
00:34:03,024 --> 00:34:09,225
My name is Antonio Carlos Jobim,
better known as Tom Jobim
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in other words, Vinicius' Tom.
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00:34:11,967 --> 00:34:14,492
Whenever I was on the phone
and said: "It's Tom"...
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00:34:14,571 --> 00:34:17,300
the other person would say:
"Which Tom?"
468
00:34:17,372 --> 00:34:20,342
Vinicius' Tom," and they'd say:
"Oh yes, what can I do for you?"
469
00:34:20,711 --> 00:34:27,111
I never did anything so right
470
00:34:28,053 --> 00:34:34,452
I joined the school of pardon
471
00:34:35,827 --> 00:34:42,228
My house is always open
472
00:34:44,470 --> 00:34:50,535
Open all the doors to the heart.
473
00:34:50,611 --> 00:34:55,480
Vinicius taught me so much in life.
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00:34:55,549 --> 00:34:58,383
I'd say: "Damn it, Vinicius,
I'm learning so much from you."
475
00:34:58,453 --> 00:35:02,116
He'd reply: "No, Tom,
I'm the one learning from you."
476
00:35:18,943 --> 00:35:23,107
No
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00:35:23,547 --> 00:35:29,948
My heart can no longer
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00:35:31,723 --> 00:35:38,124
Live lacerated in this way
479
00:35:39,232 --> 00:35:43,761
Enslaved to an illusion
480
00:35:43,837 --> 00:35:50,238
Which is merely disillusion
481
00:35:52,914 --> 00:35:56,247
No
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00:35:57,219 --> 00:36:03,620
Life is not always thus
483
00:36:05,828 --> 00:36:12,132
Like desperate moonlight
484
00:36:12,903 --> 00:36:19,304
Spilling melancholy on me
485
00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:24,509
Poetry on me
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00:36:24,583 --> 00:36:29,920
Go, sad song Out of my breast
487
00:36:29,989 --> 00:36:32,457
And sow emotion
488
00:36:32,525 --> 00:36:38,926
And cry inside my heart
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00:36:46,607 --> 00:36:53,008
Heart
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00:37:05,628 --> 00:37:09,464
In the 50's Rio was a city
buzzing with novelties...
491
00:37:09,666 --> 00:37:12,829
one heard a lot of samba songs
in the bars of Copacabana...
492
00:37:12,904 --> 00:37:16,863
people bought modern automobiles
television was being discovered...
493
00:37:16,941 --> 00:37:20,878
LP records revolved at 33 rpm...
494
00:37:20,946 --> 00:37:23,972
And the city life was spinning even faster.
495
00:37:25,184 --> 00:37:27,551
Everything was being renovated
in the country's capital city...
496
00:37:27,621 --> 00:37:30,455
movies, theater, fashion...
497
00:37:30,524 --> 00:37:34,255
even the way people walked
down the street seemed lighter...
498
00:37:34,695 --> 00:37:37,129
and in this mood of so many new things...
499
00:37:37,198 --> 00:37:40,167
Vinicius started to become a focal point.
500
00:37:40,234 --> 00:37:43,170
He was the poet who
had moved towards samba...
501
00:37:43,238 --> 00:37:45,672
the diplomat who wrote songs,
502
00:37:45,741 --> 00:37:49,769
the world citizen who knew everything
the city was starting to discover.
503
00:37:57,888 --> 00:38:01,688
I know and you know
504
00:38:02,626 --> 00:38:05,596
Since life has made it so
505
00:38:05,664 --> 00:38:12,065
And nothing in this world
Can take you from me
506
00:38:13,306 --> 00:38:17,174
I know and you know
507
00:38:17,242 --> 00:38:21,681
That distance doesn't exist
508
00:38:21,747 --> 00:38:25,912
And every great love
509
00:38:25,987 --> 00:38:29,615
Is only really great if it is sad
510
00:38:29,691 --> 00:38:31,454
This song, with Elizeth Cardoso...
511
00:38:31,526 --> 00:38:34,256
accompanied by the guitar
of Jo�o Gilberto...
512
00:38:34,329 --> 00:38:37,060
is on the album Can��o do Amor Demais,
513
00:38:37,132 --> 00:38:40,500
with new work by Tom and Vinicius.
514
00:38:41,004 --> 00:38:44,734
One of the songs on that
album was Chega de Saudade,
515
00:38:44,808 --> 00:38:47,573
which, a little later,
Jo�o Gilberto recorded.
516
00:38:47,645 --> 00:38:51,445
Go my sadness
517
00:38:51,514 --> 00:38:54,313
And tell her that
518
00:38:54,385 --> 00:38:58,219
Without her cannot be
519
00:38:58,289 --> 00:39:03,227
Tell her in a prayer
520
00:39:03,295 --> 00:39:05,855
To return
521
00:39:05,931 --> 00:39:09,060
Because I cannot suffer anymore
522
00:39:09,369 --> 00:39:13,396
No more longing
523
00:39:13,473 --> 00:39:19,071
I remember precisely where
I first heard Chega de Saudade.
524
00:39:19,146 --> 00:39:24,517
I was in Recife
and was completely paralyzed...
525
00:39:24,586 --> 00:39:27,679
it was absolutely strange,
completely new...
526
00:39:27,755 --> 00:39:29,519
that is, all of it was new,
527
00:39:29,592 --> 00:39:33,460
the lyrics were completely new,
the music was completely new,
528
00:39:33,528 --> 00:39:35,792
singing was completely new...
529
00:39:35,864 --> 00:39:37,800
I'd never heard anyone sing like that,
530
00:39:37,868 --> 00:39:41,065
and there was the guitar...
no one played like that...
531
00:39:41,705 --> 00:39:44,140
there was no music like that.
532
00:39:44,208 --> 00:39:48,109
And when I say music, I mean the
entire song, the harmonic structure.
533
00:39:48,178 --> 00:39:49,476
It was all so new.
534
00:39:49,546 --> 00:39:51,846
Before Chega de Saudade and after
Chega de Saudade were different...
535
00:39:51,917 --> 00:39:53,907
a whole different thing.
536
00:39:53,986 --> 00:39:56,477
"Hey, what's all this about
Chega de Saudade?"
537
00:39:56,554 --> 00:40:00,390
I replied: "Dad, give me money
to buy the record by Vinicius".
538
00:40:00,459 --> 00:40:04,452
It was the record of Jo�o
singing Chega de Saudade...
539
00:40:04,530 --> 00:40:08,023
by Tom and Vinicius, at that time
I didn't know who Tom Jobim was...
540
00:40:08,101 --> 00:40:10,968
no one knew who Jo�o Gilberto was...
541
00:40:11,037 --> 00:40:13,006
and nor was Vinicius a popular name.
542
00:40:13,074 --> 00:40:16,272
And it wasn't a popular hit...
543
00:40:16,344 --> 00:40:18,812
it was a song playing
on one or two radio stations...
544
00:40:18,879 --> 00:40:22,145
which kids used to listen to.
545
00:40:22,451 --> 00:40:24,180
I was bowled over by it all...
546
00:40:25,220 --> 00:40:26,278
that style...
547
00:40:28,191 --> 00:40:29,283
the poetry...
548
00:40:31,327 --> 00:40:35,958
at the same time classical and
talking about such common things...
549
00:40:36,033 --> 00:40:42,200
in everyday life with such
a poetic elegance, so new.
550
00:40:43,875 --> 00:40:46,343
That's it, Chega de Saudade
changed my life.
551
00:40:46,411 --> 00:40:50,074
The turning point regarding the lyrics...
552
00:40:51,817 --> 00:40:55,617
which Vinicius de Moraes made
possible during the bossa nova era,
553
00:40:55,688 --> 00:40:57,418
is truly crucial.
554
00:40:57,491 --> 00:41:03,192
But one must also understand
that it was only so all-
555
00:41:03,264 --> 00:41:07,166
encompassing...
556
00:41:07,235 --> 00:41:13,636
because he paid attention...
557
00:41:14,108 --> 00:41:18,240
to the traditions
of popular Brazilian music lyrics...
558
00:41:18,313 --> 00:41:21,441
something he'd always loved
and which he knew well.
559
00:41:21,850 --> 00:41:28,251
What foolishness you
560
00:41:32,096 --> 00:41:37,728
Such a careless heart
561
00:41:39,204 --> 00:41:45,604
Made your love cry with pain
562
00:41:46,646 --> 00:41:53,046
Such a delicate love
563
00:41:56,990 --> 00:42:03,391
Ah, why were you so frail
564
00:42:08,104 --> 00:42:12,268
So soulless?
565
00:42:14,243 --> 00:42:17,645
Bossa nova is a new intelligence,
a new rhythm,
566
00:42:17,713 --> 00:42:21,616
the new sensibility, a new secret
among the young people of Brazil.
567
00:42:21,917 --> 00:42:25,548
A simple structure
of highly refined sounds...
568
00:42:25,622 --> 00:42:28,524
words no one thought would be uttered...
569
00:42:28,593 --> 00:42:30,653
that love hurts but does exist...
570
00:42:30,729 --> 00:42:32,719
that it is better to believe
than be skeptical
571
00:42:32,798 --> 00:42:35,062
that hope is a free commodity.
572
00:42:36,768 --> 00:42:43,168
Go my heart...
573
00:42:44,477 --> 00:42:47,469
Listen to reason
574
00:42:47,547 --> 00:42:53,453
Use only sincerity
575
00:42:54,622 --> 00:43:01,023
Whoever sows the wind
576
00:43:02,297 --> 00:43:05,061
Says reason
577
00:43:05,133 --> 00:43:11,300
Always reaps the storm
578
00:43:12,509 --> 00:43:18,909
Go my heart...
579
00:43:19,984 --> 00:43:23,442
Ask for pardon
580
00:43:23,521 --> 00:43:28,653
Passionate pardon
581
00:43:30,396 --> 00:43:33,229
Go
582
00:43:33,299 --> 00:43:37,669
For those who don't
583
00:43:37,737 --> 00:43:40,671
Ask for pardon
584
00:43:40,941 --> 00:43:47,142
Are never forgiven
585
00:43:47,215 --> 00:43:50,208
Older people...
586
00:43:50,685 --> 00:43:54,177
most of them didn't like Vinicius...
587
00:43:54,256 --> 00:43:56,850
meddling in popular music...
588
00:43:56,925 --> 00:44:01,989
they would rather he'd remained
the poet from before.
589
00:44:02,065 --> 00:44:03,226
They didn't like it.
590
00:44:03,299 --> 00:44:06,326
And those who liked Vinicius as he was...
591
00:44:06,402 --> 00:44:11,807
didn't really like bossa nova,
they took a while to swallow that.
592
00:44:14,946 --> 00:44:15,934
It was tough.
593
00:44:16,314 --> 00:44:19,681
I remember once meeting Vinicius...
594
00:44:20,752 --> 00:44:27,124
I was still a kid.
I think it was at a book launch,
595
00:44:27,193 --> 00:44:30,253
he was sitting at a table
autographing something...
596
00:44:30,329 --> 00:44:35,063
and I went over and said:
"I'm Chico, S�rgio's son."
597
00:44:35,135 --> 00:44:37,330
"How is S�rgio?"
I said: "He's fine,
598
00:44:37,404 --> 00:44:40,602
but he doesn't like bossa nova!"
599
00:44:40,675 --> 00:44:45,203
And Vinicius was furious
he didn't like the joke one bit.
600
00:44:49,518 --> 00:44:53,888
Look how beautiful How full of grace
601
00:44:53,957 --> 00:44:57,552
The girl who passes
602
00:44:57,627 --> 00:45:01,826
Swaying so sweetly On the way to the sea.
603
00:45:04,769 --> 00:45:06,396
That first concert at Bon Gourmet...
604
00:45:06,470 --> 00:45:10,167
which I wasn't really old enough
to attend, but I was there...
605
00:45:10,242 --> 00:45:16,182
it was Vinicius with Jo�o Gilberto,
Tom, Os Cariocas.
606
00:45:17,115 --> 00:45:18,548
An amazing concert,
607
00:45:18,618 --> 00:45:25,019
and in fact it was the first time
Vinicius sang in public,
608
00:45:25,224 --> 00:45:27,249
I remember he even got into
trouble with the Foreign Office,
609
00:45:27,328 --> 00:45:30,889
he was forced to sing
wearing a suit and tie...
610
00:45:30,964 --> 00:45:32,592
he complained a lot about that.
611
00:45:33,133 --> 00:45:37,833
The Minister for Foreign Relations
simply hated seeing a diplomat...
612
00:45:37,906 --> 00:45:40,238
holding a glass and singing on stage.
613
00:45:40,475 --> 00:45:44,310
He set limits: As well as
a compulsory jacket and tie...
614
00:45:44,380 --> 00:45:46,848
he couldn't receive a cent for singing.
615
00:45:47,683 --> 00:45:52,348
But, if she knew That when she passes
616
00:45:52,422 --> 00:45:54,447
The whole world gets full of grace...
617
00:45:54,524 --> 00:45:57,254
Garota de Ipanema
emerged from that first concert...
618
00:45:57,327 --> 00:46:01,230
to become one of the world's
most played songs of all time.
619
00:46:04,569 --> 00:46:08,062
Vinicius' life was always
made up of counterpoint.
620
00:46:08,140 --> 00:46:10,540
On the one hand,
the routine of the diplomat...
621
00:46:10,609 --> 00:46:12,976
on the other, the passionate poet.
622
00:46:13,179 --> 00:46:16,171
The diplomat did things
which upstaged his colleagues...
623
00:46:16,249 --> 00:46:19,776
and which, to the poet,
were absolutely natural.
624
00:46:20,488 --> 00:46:23,218
From Montevideo the diplomat
Vinicius de Moraes wrote...
625
00:46:23,290 --> 00:46:27,352
a letter addressed to
the Ministry for Foreign Relations:
626
00:46:28,363 --> 00:46:31,661
"I really must return to Rio de Janeiro...
627
00:46:32,433 --> 00:46:37,168
it is not a material question,
one of money or professional status...
628
00:46:37,240 --> 00:46:39,230
all those things can be recovered...
629
00:46:39,741 --> 00:46:41,767
it is question of love...
630
00:46:41,845 --> 00:46:46,110
since the time of love
is irretrievable."
631
00:46:46,550 --> 00:46:49,179
Vinicius was transferred to Rio de Janeiro.
632
00:46:49,887 --> 00:46:53,914
He had a car accident in Petr�polis...
633
00:46:54,324 --> 00:46:58,023
I was at my Uncle Caloca's ranch
when they phoned:
634
00:46:58,096 --> 00:47:00,257
"Your father has had an
accident and is badly hurt."
635
00:47:00,331 --> 00:47:05,429
I rushed to Petr�polis,
and at the hospital I found Lucinha.
636
00:47:05,504 --> 00:47:08,598
And Vinicius immediately says:
"I'm marrying her."
637
00:47:10,577 --> 00:47:15,105
I didn't give it a second thought...
638
00:47:15,182 --> 00:47:20,120
which was my attitude
with all the other marriages.
639
00:47:20,555 --> 00:47:22,989
After the first lie...
640
00:47:23,057 --> 00:47:27,324
the first thing which was so hard
for me to take...
641
00:47:27,396 --> 00:47:30,058
so difficult to absorb...
642
00:47:30,265 --> 00:47:34,669
then after that he married
and I married too, at the same time.
643
00:47:35,338 --> 00:47:37,431
To live a great love...
644
00:47:37,507 --> 00:47:41,706
you have to always see your
loved one as your first girlfriend.
645
00:47:42,278 --> 00:47:46,774
Vinicius was 45
when he married L�cia Proen�a.
646
00:47:46,851 --> 00:47:50,879
For six years life was like
a never-ending party...
647
00:47:51,223 --> 00:47:52,714
everything went fine.
648
00:47:52,792 --> 00:47:55,784
Vinicius was becoming
more famous and admired.
649
00:47:56,195 --> 00:47:59,859
Driven by passion as always,
he produced like never before...
650
00:47:59,932 --> 00:48:01,661
he didn't stop working.
651
00:48:02,536 --> 00:48:08,937
He was married to a woman
with so many obvious virtues...
652
00:48:09,644 --> 00:48:13,602
a very beautiful woman,
very rich, lovable...
653
00:48:13,680 --> 00:48:15,410
very much in love with him...
654
00:48:15,885 --> 00:48:22,286
and this became a magnet for hoards
of people, the young partners...
655
00:48:22,424 --> 00:48:27,919
the house was wild, both the house
in Rio and the house in Petr�polis...
656
00:48:28,330 --> 00:48:34,731
became centers for collective creativity...
657
00:48:35,005 --> 00:48:39,807
really wild...
deep into the night, playing guitar
658
00:48:41,679 --> 00:48:45,616
with so many strong talents
gathered together...
659
00:48:45,684 --> 00:48:50,850
a moment of Brazil, of Brazilian culture
which was so very rich
660
00:48:51,691 --> 00:48:58,092
and with him as the center point
of all this talent.
661
00:48:58,899 --> 00:49:02,562
But I think it was Vinicius started those...
662
00:49:02,636 --> 00:49:05,629
As far as I can remember,
those open houses,
663
00:49:05,707 --> 00:49:07,868
I think he started opening his house...
664
00:49:07,943 --> 00:49:09,535
and everyone started copying him rather...
665
00:49:09,611 --> 00:49:13,844
and he got everyone
to open up their houses.
666
00:49:13,916 --> 00:49:15,884
Nothing like nowadays.
667
00:49:15,952 --> 00:49:18,045
But anyway, there were open houses...
668
00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:20,987
one went along and everyone
would be there, playing...
669
00:49:21,058 --> 00:49:23,322
it might be his place, or Tom's.
670
00:49:23,393 --> 00:49:27,887
But I think it was he
unlocked all the doors...
671
00:49:27,966 --> 00:49:31,992
it was thanks to Vinicius...
672
00:49:32,070 --> 00:49:34,631
him doing it so much,
and people imitated him.
673
00:49:34,707 --> 00:49:38,073
I already knew of Vinicius
from an early age...
674
00:49:38,143 --> 00:49:40,372
because my father talked about him a lot...
675
00:49:40,446 --> 00:49:42,437
my father used to dabble with poetry...
676
00:49:42,514 --> 00:49:45,108
sonnets, so my father always asked:
"Who's your favorite poet?"
677
00:49:45,184 --> 00:49:48,518
And I was still a kid, a boy, and my
father would say: "Vinicius de Moraes".
678
00:49:48,589 --> 00:49:50,715
So I already knew the name.
679
00:49:50,790 --> 00:49:54,521
When I saw Orpheus, I went wild...
680
00:49:54,594 --> 00:49:56,460
I thought: "I've got to
work with this guy".
681
00:49:56,530 --> 00:50:00,728
How lovely you are,
682
00:50:01,435 --> 00:50:03,904
There
683
00:50:03,972 --> 00:50:06,634
Just little you
684
00:50:07,209 --> 00:50:10,373
I swear
685
00:50:10,446 --> 00:50:16,146
I don't know why you
686
00:50:19,990 --> 00:50:26,157
You are lovelier than a flower
687
00:50:26,865 --> 00:50:31,599
If only the spring flower
688
00:50:32,204 --> 00:50:38,165
Had all this fragrant beauty
689
00:50:38,245 --> 00:50:40,236
Which is love
690
00:50:40,313 --> 00:50:46,713
Perfuming nature In the shape of a woman
691
00:50:48,256 --> 00:50:54,162
Because such beauty Doesn't exist
692
00:50:54,229 --> 00:50:56,925
Not the flower
693
00:50:56,998 --> 00:51:00,628
Nor even the color exists
694
00:51:00,703 --> 00:51:03,138
And love
695
00:51:03,206 --> 00:51:07,643
Not even love exists
696
00:51:23,061 --> 00:51:29,462
Vinicius was the most important
person in my musical life,
697
00:51:29,902 --> 00:51:31,301
no doubt about it.
698
00:51:31,370 --> 00:51:33,031
I wouldn't go as far as to say
699
00:51:33,106 --> 00:51:36,167
that if it hadn't been for Vinicius
I wouldn't have become a musician
700
00:51:36,243 --> 00:51:37,904
but maybe I really wouldn't have.
701
00:51:37,978 --> 00:51:40,640
I studied engineering,
graduated as an engineer...
702
00:51:40,714 --> 00:51:42,910
and Vinicius played a determining role,
703
00:51:42,984 --> 00:51:46,681
in '63 we wrote our first song,
Sem Mais Adeus.
704
00:51:47,555 --> 00:51:52,152
I came full of longing
705
00:51:52,862 --> 00:51:59,263
Filled with lovely things to say
706
00:52:00,903 --> 00:52:05,864
I came because I sensed
707
00:52:06,711 --> 00:52:13,112
That nothing exists beyond you
708
00:52:15,353 --> 00:52:18,756
By the end of the famous summer of '62,
709
00:52:18,825 --> 00:52:22,192
one which musically never came to an end,
710
00:52:22,261 --> 00:52:25,857
there'd be a party
in Petr�polis every day...
711
00:52:25,933 --> 00:52:28,162
we'd be there with
a guitar under one arm...
712
00:52:28,234 --> 00:52:29,997
and a bottle of whisky under the other...
713
00:52:30,069 --> 00:52:32,867
and every day a new song would emerge...
714
00:52:32,940 --> 00:52:36,138
I met all of that crowd through Vinicius.
715
00:52:36,544 --> 00:52:39,240
I'd take a series of songs
for him to put words to...
716
00:52:39,313 --> 00:52:41,111
that's how it had been since we met.
717
00:52:41,183 --> 00:52:44,710
And one time I took some songs
and put them down...
718
00:52:44,786 --> 00:52:48,120
he looked through them...
719
00:52:48,191 --> 00:52:50,921
about 12 or 13 songs and saw
720
00:52:50,993 --> 00:52:55,761
a common thread
going through all the songs...
721
00:52:55,833 --> 00:52:58,768
he found the unity in those songs...
722
00:52:58,836 --> 00:53:00,736
said they were a musical comedy,
and it's true...
723
00:53:00,804 --> 00:53:04,832
with those songs he managed
to put together a musical...
724
00:53:04,909 --> 00:53:07,969
as if the songs belonged to each other.
725
00:53:08,046 --> 00:53:11,574
Pobre Menina Rica tells the story
of the love of white girl...
726
00:53:11,650 --> 00:53:13,948
for a black beggar and poet.
727
00:53:14,019 --> 00:53:17,547
It was truly in the spirit of an era
when everything seemed possible.
728
00:53:17,991 --> 00:53:22,189
Brazil enjoyed the optimism of the
times with Juscelino Kubitschek,
729
00:53:22,261 --> 00:53:25,960
the bossa nova president,
who built Bras�lia,
730
00:53:26,033 --> 00:53:30,366
brought automobile factories...
it was modernity.
731
00:53:30,538 --> 00:53:33,133
In the love story told by Vinicius...
732
00:53:33,207 --> 00:53:37,474
a character reflected the other side
of those golden years...
733
00:53:37,546 --> 00:53:41,312
to escape misery, hoards
of migrants left the Northeast...
734
00:53:41,383 --> 00:53:43,818
and moved to towns in the south.
735
00:53:43,886 --> 00:53:47,152
One day Tired of being so hungry
736
00:53:47,223 --> 00:53:49,316
I had nothing, How hungry I was
737
00:53:49,392 --> 00:53:53,228
How terribly dry my Cear�
738
00:53:56,033 --> 00:53:59,697
I took and gathered A few things I had
739
00:53:59,771 --> 00:54:02,103
Two old trousers, a guitar
740
00:54:02,173 --> 00:54:05,700
And took a truck heading this way
741
00:54:06,211 --> 00:54:11,673
And nights I stayed on on Copacabana beach
742
00:54:11,751 --> 00:54:15,518
Dancing the xaxado For the girls to see
743
00:54:15,589 --> 00:54:19,116
Holy Virgin what hunger
I could hardly speak
744
00:54:19,192 --> 00:54:21,559
My God, so many girls Such hunger
745
00:54:21,629 --> 00:54:25,725
More hunger than I had in my Cear�
746
00:54:32,274 --> 00:54:35,711
In '63 we released Pobre
Menina Rica at the Bon-Gourmet...
747
00:54:35,779 --> 00:54:38,441
me, him and Nara Le�o,
we played Pobre Menina Rica,
748
00:54:38,515 --> 00:54:42,143
a show, a sort of "pocket-show",
749
00:54:42,218 --> 00:54:45,312
and I played the poet, Nara the rich girl
750
00:54:45,388 --> 00:54:47,550
and Vinicius all the other characters...
751
00:54:47,624 --> 00:54:50,151
and reading the story at a bar.
752
00:54:50,228 --> 00:54:56,628
Being a musician in the '50's
and '60's was an adventure,
753
00:54:57,769 --> 00:55:00,068
no one thought about making
money playing music...
754
00:55:00,138 --> 00:55:02,664
Vinicius was completely
disinterested in money.
755
00:55:02,741 --> 00:55:08,339
In fact, the defect he hated most
in people was stinginess.
756
00:55:08,414 --> 00:55:09,938
It's true...
757
00:55:10,017 --> 00:55:13,646
He'd marry...
leaving everything behind.
758
00:55:13,722 --> 00:55:15,154
Always the same.
759
00:55:15,222 --> 00:55:16,416
Whenever he earned...
760
00:55:18,192 --> 00:55:20,661
Whenever he earned money
then he could go out.
761
00:55:20,729 --> 00:55:25,029
Later, with the concerts, all that,
he started earning more.
762
00:55:25,100 --> 00:55:28,195
Enough money to do what he used to do;
763
00:55:28,270 --> 00:55:34,671
he'd stuff his pockets with money
and go out to the restaurants,
764
00:55:35,245 --> 00:55:38,180
an enormous table of people, he'd pay
everything and spend all his money.
765
00:55:38,248 --> 00:55:39,374
He never saved up,
766
00:55:39,449 --> 00:55:42,112
was never bothered about that.
767
00:55:42,186 --> 00:55:47,420
Later, when money started
coming in thanks to the Americans,
768
00:55:47,493 --> 00:55:50,724
with Girl from Ipanema,
which became a hit the world over...
769
00:55:50,796 --> 00:55:52,058
of course that made a lot of money.
770
00:55:52,131 --> 00:55:55,033
Then Teresa, Tom's wife,
771
00:55:55,101 --> 00:55:59,037
started putting Tom's affairs in order.
772
00:56:02,242 --> 00:56:03,402
She'd despair:
773
00:56:03,477 --> 00:56:06,570
"But Vinicius signed so many things
which he shouldn't have."
774
00:56:06,646 --> 00:56:09,173
He'd sign ridiculous contracts.
775
00:56:09,251 --> 00:56:11,685
Ever since I was little...
776
00:56:11,753 --> 00:56:16,747
there were always money problems
in our family.
777
00:56:16,826 --> 00:56:19,158
Even as a diplomat,
Vinicius earned I don't know what...
778
00:56:19,227 --> 00:56:22,355
he used to spend so much,
a pearl necklace for my mother...
779
00:56:22,431 --> 00:56:25,163
then at the end of the month there'd
be no money to pay the housemaid
780
00:56:25,235 --> 00:56:26,259
completely crazy.
781
00:56:27,603 --> 00:56:30,071
So all my life I saw him:
782
00:56:30,140 --> 00:56:34,201
"Damn this money, I owe so-and-so,
I borrowed some money."
783
00:56:34,278 --> 00:56:36,610
He was rigorous, honest...
784
00:56:36,680 --> 00:56:40,947
very correct, but always
in dire straits with money...
785
00:56:41,019 --> 00:56:43,852
He never took the easy way,
on the contrary.
786
00:56:43,922 --> 00:56:47,051
You might say he was on the crest
of the wave of bossa nova...
787
00:56:47,126 --> 00:56:48,855
yes, and he created that crest.
788
00:56:48,928 --> 00:56:52,490
Later, on the crest of the wave of
Afro-Samba, which he also created,
789
00:56:52,566 --> 00:56:56,161
then he'd abandon it. Create and
abandon, with everything in life.
790
00:56:56,236 --> 00:57:00,469
He'd create and not reap the benefits...
791
00:57:00,541 --> 00:57:02,907
He'd squander things...
792
00:57:02,977 --> 00:57:07,142
He'd squander things he'd just conquered.
793
00:57:07,216 --> 00:57:10,379
Never hold on to anything.
794
00:57:10,752 --> 00:57:16,282
Didn't hold on to his fame,
his money, nothing.
795
00:57:30,041 --> 00:57:33,943
You often find great poets who
would never write lyrics to a song.
796
00:57:35,213 --> 00:57:37,181
Got it? They simply couldn't.
797
00:57:37,249 --> 00:57:39,809
Because it's a whole different thing...
798
00:57:39,885 --> 00:57:42,946
writing song lyrics involves
another type of...
799
00:57:43,022 --> 00:57:44,650
It involves musicality,
800
00:57:44,725 --> 00:57:47,922
you need to understand that,
you need a good ear...
801
00:57:47,994 --> 00:57:51,863
and understand how
a musical phrase is designed.
802
00:57:51,932 --> 00:57:53,991
That's why Vinicius
was so incredibly important...
803
00:57:54,067 --> 00:57:58,004
because as well as being a great poet,
he was a great connoisseur of melodies.
804
00:58:00,975 --> 00:58:03,443
There's another song
he wrote with Chico Buarque...
805
00:58:03,511 --> 00:58:07,642
where he created a melody
with very complicated scales...
806
00:58:07,716 --> 00:58:12,245
he came to me, and the melody was
ready, all I did was do the harmony.
807
00:58:53,467 --> 00:58:56,403
I think that if he hadn't had
such brilliant partners...
808
00:58:56,471 --> 00:58:58,963
he would have written
far more songs by himself.
809
00:58:59,040 --> 00:59:01,636
But I think that for him
the human being is irresistible.
810
00:59:02,379 --> 00:59:06,076
I became friendly with Vinicius
in about '42, '43...
811
00:59:06,383 --> 00:59:10,114
our friendship started when
he gave me his little booklet...
812
00:59:10,188 --> 00:59:14,385
Ariana, a mulher,
with the following dedication:
813
00:59:15,727 --> 00:59:19,959
"For Ant�nio C�ndido, with my
hand held out in friendship...
814
00:59:20,031 --> 00:59:22,022
Vinicius de Moraes."
Lovely, isn't it?
815
00:59:22,101 --> 00:59:25,298
Vinicius was a person who always
called to see how you were...
816
00:59:26,772 --> 00:59:29,206
"I'm calling to see if you're well."
817
00:59:29,275 --> 00:59:32,871
There were things he used to say
about friendship, for instance...
818
00:59:32,946 --> 00:59:36,438
this is so beautiful: "You don't
make friends, you recognize them."
819
00:59:37,184 --> 00:59:41,814
What more does a man need
than a friend to be fond of?
820
00:59:42,423 --> 00:59:44,984
A dry, simple friend...
821
00:59:45,060 --> 00:59:48,655
one who doesn't even need to speak.
A look is enough...
822
00:59:49,431 --> 00:59:53,061
one who belittles the friendship...
823
00:59:53,403 --> 00:59:56,304
a friend for peace and for fights...
824
00:59:56,472 --> 00:59:58,964
a friend for the home and bar.
825
01:00:01,078 --> 01:00:05,071
For Vinicius, life without friends
would have been impossible...
826
01:00:05,448 --> 01:00:09,352
he abhorred solitude, which is the
contrary of everything he sought.
827
01:00:10,689 --> 01:00:13,181
The greatest solitude
is that of he who loves not...
828
01:00:13,626 --> 01:00:17,756
the greatest solitude is that of he
who is absent, who defends himself,
829
01:00:17,829 --> 01:00:21,459
who closes up, who refuses
to take part in human life.
830
01:00:22,134 --> 01:00:25,434
The greatest solitude is that
of a man locked up within himself...
831
01:00:25,505 --> 01:00:27,531
an absolute of himself...
832
01:00:27,742 --> 01:00:30,835
who refuses the one who asks him
to give what he can of love,
833
01:00:30,911 --> 01:00:33,311
friendship, comfort.
834
01:00:36,084 --> 01:00:38,951
40 boxes, multiplied by 12 bottles,
how much is that?
835
01:00:39,020 --> 01:00:41,511
- 480 bottles.
- 480 bottles of whisky.
836
01:00:41,589 --> 01:00:44,058
One liter bottles!
837
01:00:44,426 --> 01:00:47,589
So anyway, people started
to pick up the scent...
838
01:00:48,164 --> 01:00:51,258
my house started to fill up,
you can just imagine.
839
01:00:51,735 --> 01:00:53,828
Rubem Braga, the entire gang.
840
01:00:54,504 --> 01:00:56,905
All I know is, one day
I was in a bar downtown,
841
01:00:56,974 --> 01:00:58,305
Juca's Bar...
842
01:00:58,376 --> 01:01:00,936
and Paulinho Mendes Campos
and I were at a table...
843
01:01:01,011 --> 01:01:04,379
and there were two guys talking,
and one says:
844
01:01:04,449 --> 01:01:06,644
"Let's go to Vinicius de Moraes' place,
845
01:01:06,718 --> 01:01:10,279
I hear there's always a party
going on with non-stop whisky."
846
01:01:11,524 --> 01:01:12,616
Swear to God!
847
01:01:13,604 --> 01:01:17,267
I never saw a good friendship
start in a dairy.
848
01:01:18,610 --> 01:01:22,239
Whisky is man's best friend...
849
01:01:23,614 --> 01:01:28,575
Whisky is a dog in a bottle.
850
01:01:28,654 --> 01:01:30,815
My love, I swear to God
851
01:01:30,890 --> 01:01:36,090
The light of my eyes Can no longer wait...
852
01:01:36,563 --> 01:01:41,092
I want the light of my eyes
In the light of your eyes
853
01:01:41,168 --> 01:01:43,899
With no more la-ri-l�-l�
854
01:01:43,972 --> 01:01:49,605
By the light of your eyes I find my love
855
01:01:49,677 --> 01:01:53,306
And can only think
856
01:01:53,983 --> 01:02:00,383
That the light of my eyes Must marry
857
01:02:01,591 --> 01:02:04,754
You know, my wife grabbed
two bottles of Scotch whisky...
858
01:02:04,828 --> 01:02:07,695
and smashed them on the sink,
right in front of me.
859
01:02:09,667 --> 01:02:10,964
I nearly cut myself.
860
01:02:12,703 --> 01:02:13,897
Really dangerous.
861
01:02:13,971 --> 01:02:17,499
Women actually get to the point where
they smash whisky on the sink.
862
01:02:17,576 --> 01:02:20,170
Really!
It's their rebellion.
863
01:02:21,213 --> 01:02:23,182
But it's no use,
we only go out and buy more.
864
01:02:24,217 --> 01:02:28,916
His drunkenness wasn't constant.
He was always...
865
01:02:29,957 --> 01:02:31,515
he really did drink a lot.
866
01:02:31,592 --> 01:02:34,322
Sometimes I'd arrive
at Antonio's at midday...
867
01:02:34,395 --> 01:02:35,692
and find him already at the bar.
868
01:02:35,763 --> 01:02:37,629
There was this thing he called a bathtub...
869
01:02:37,699 --> 01:02:39,189
which was a daiquiri.
870
01:02:39,267 --> 01:02:43,636
No, it was a gin and tonic,
something the barman fixed in...
871
01:02:43,705 --> 01:02:47,767
a glass which was a basin,
a glass like this...
872
01:02:49,812 --> 01:02:53,305
as wide as your hand.
And he'd be drinking that...
873
01:02:54,618 --> 01:03:00,057
it was either rum or gin,
something like that...
874
01:03:00,123 --> 01:03:04,822
or something lighter, with lemon,
crushed ice or something.
875
01:03:05,631 --> 01:03:10,967
Then, in the afternoon, he hit
the whisky, whisky, whisky...
876
01:03:11,670 --> 01:03:14,161
that was his drink, more than beer,
more than wine...
877
01:03:14,240 --> 01:03:17,175
it was whisky non-stop.
He really did drink a lot.
878
01:03:17,644 --> 01:03:21,705
He once told me, about
his relationship with drink...
879
01:03:21,781 --> 01:03:24,181
with whisky, that it was
the drink he liked...
880
01:03:24,250 --> 01:03:26,377
that he needed it...
881
01:03:29,423 --> 01:03:32,358
he found everything very difficult
without whisky.
882
01:03:32,426 --> 01:03:38,827
But I think what he really liked
was to keep to himself...
883
01:03:39,434 --> 01:03:43,667
and I think whisky helped him...
884
01:03:43,740 --> 01:03:47,369
to meet people more, to talk to them,
885
01:03:47,443 --> 01:03:49,309
which is what he really wanted.
886
01:03:49,379 --> 01:03:53,247
I remember meeting him up here
at the S�o Vicente clinic...
887
01:03:54,651 --> 01:04:00,284
I was visiting my uncle,
who was undergoing treatment...
888
01:04:01,326 --> 01:04:03,591
which is what Vinicius used to do too,
889
01:04:03,662 --> 01:04:05,823
when he drank too much
he'd go to the clinic,
890
01:04:05,898 --> 01:04:09,663
which was a sort of spa in those days,
supposedly in order not to drink.
891
01:04:09,735 --> 01:04:12,260
But a lot of them would go out
in the evening to bars...
892
01:04:12,339 --> 01:04:15,467
and return to the clinic
in the middle of the night.
893
01:04:15,542 --> 01:04:17,773
Grande Otelo was there,
a whole party in Vinicius' room.
894
01:04:17,845 --> 01:04:21,303
Vinicius was happy because
he'd written lyrics for Baden...
895
01:04:21,381 --> 01:04:23,645
Baden had left the song on a tape...
896
01:04:23,717 --> 01:04:27,553
so then Baden arrived
and I witnessed this encounter.
897
01:04:27,622 --> 01:04:29,716
Baden arrived...
898
01:04:29,792 --> 01:04:35,322
Baden grabbed his guitar,
and everyone sang, for hours...
899
01:04:35,398 --> 01:04:36,729
it was Pra Que Chorar.
900
01:04:37,834 --> 01:04:43,466
And Vinicius said he'd written
the song the night before...
901
01:04:43,540 --> 01:04:45,667
the guy next door was dying...
902
01:04:45,742 --> 01:04:50,077
he could heard him agonizing...
903
01:04:50,381 --> 01:04:54,512
so he wrote the song:
904
01:04:54,586 --> 01:04:58,113
'Why cry if the sun is
just about to appear...
905
01:04:58,190 --> 01:04:59,782
if the day is going to break...
906
01:04:59,858 --> 01:05:03,192
why cry if there is always a great love...
907
01:05:03,396 --> 01:05:06,126
why cry if love exists...
908
01:05:06,199 --> 01:05:09,863
it's only a matter of giving,
it's only a matter of hurting... '
909
01:05:09,937 --> 01:05:12,132
Baden said: "this is fantastic!"
910
01:05:12,806 --> 01:05:16,766
Why cry
911
01:05:17,312 --> 01:05:19,439
If the sun is just about to appear
912
01:05:20,048 --> 01:05:22,176
If the day is going to break
913
01:05:24,086 --> 01:05:27,317
Why suffer
914
01:05:28,991 --> 01:05:32,621
if the moon is coming up
And it's only the sun going down
915
01:05:34,464 --> 01:05:37,195
Why cry if love exists
916
01:05:38,035 --> 01:05:43,302
It's only a matter of giving
It's only a matter of hurting
917
01:05:45,244 --> 01:05:50,979
Whoever has never Cried nor lamented
918
01:05:51,049 --> 01:05:53,780
Can never again say
919
01:05:53,852 --> 01:05:58,517
Why cry, why suffer
920
01:05:59,058 --> 01:06:04,224
If there is always a new love
With each new dawn
921
01:06:04,864 --> 01:06:09,165
Why cry, why suffer
922
01:06:09,870 --> 01:06:14,240
If there is always a new love
With each new dawn
923
01:06:14,310 --> 01:06:15,606
Take it away, Roberto!
924
01:06:32,629 --> 01:06:35,997
I think his meeting with Baden
was as strong
925
01:06:36,067 --> 01:06:38,126
as with Tom.
926
01:06:39,103 --> 01:06:43,336
Because it was another universe
he explored which perhaps...
927
01:06:43,909 --> 01:06:48,506
they both explored the farthest
depths of our music.
928
01:06:48,581 --> 01:06:53,143
To begin with, it was something
rather gentle, almost African...
929
01:06:53,852 --> 01:06:56,084
And they really pulled out all the stops...
930
01:06:56,157 --> 01:07:00,059
using their peerless talent.
931
01:07:00,127 --> 01:07:02,618
In relation to the Afro-sambas,
932
01:07:02,698 --> 01:07:04,996
they weren't a development of bossa nova,
933
01:07:05,066 --> 01:07:07,558
that was another thing altogether...
934
01:07:07,636 --> 01:07:09,763
it was no longer what
you could call bossa nova.
935
01:07:11,374 --> 01:07:12,966
It didn't really have a name, in fact.
936
01:07:13,042 --> 01:07:19,443
What I mean is it no longer had
the sound of Jo�o Gilberto's guitar,
937
01:07:20,150 --> 01:07:22,311
the double beat was Baden's...
938
01:07:22,386 --> 01:07:26,413
it was something quite revolutionary,
and very strong.
939
01:07:26,491 --> 01:07:29,755
And then there was this chameleon-
like thing of Vinicius'...
940
01:07:29,827 --> 01:07:32,592
he was writing differently,
941
01:07:32,664 --> 01:07:34,428
using different words.
942
01:07:41,041 --> 01:07:45,944
He who is good doesn't betray
The love who him wishes well
943
01:07:46,013 --> 01:07:48,345
He who is always saying he'll go, Won't go
944
01:07:48,415 --> 01:07:51,441
Just as he won't go He won't come,
945
01:07:51,518 --> 01:07:56,786
He who is shut inside, won't come out
Will die without loving anyone
946
01:07:56,858 --> 01:08:01,796
The money of he who will not give
Is the work of he who is without
947
01:08:01,864 --> 01:08:06,130
A good Capoeira doesn't fall
And if one day he does fall
948
01:08:06,201 --> 01:08:07,190
He does it well
949
01:08:15,346 --> 01:08:20,477
Capoeira told me To say that he is here
950
01:08:20,551 --> 01:08:23,919
Here to fight
951
01:08:25,624 --> 01:08:30,425
Berimbau confirmed There'll be a love fight
952
01:08:30,629 --> 01:08:34,429
Sadness, camar�
953
01:08:35,635 --> 01:08:40,334
Sadness, camar�
954
01:08:42,776 --> 01:08:47,770
Berimbau, berimbau
Berimbau, berimbau, berimbau
955
01:08:48,449 --> 01:08:52,854
Berimbau, berimbau
Berimbau, berimbau, berimbau
956
01:09:12,743 --> 01:09:16,736
Vinicius and I talked a lot about ghosts,
957
01:09:16,814 --> 01:09:19,009
souls from beyond, that sort of thing.
958
01:09:19,084 --> 01:09:21,314
We loved talking about all that.
959
01:09:21,386 --> 01:09:23,980
And so we were talking about Bahia,
960
01:09:24,056 --> 01:09:26,855
and I knew a little about candombl�,
961
01:09:26,926 --> 01:09:29,895
so did Vinicius, but I knew more...
962
01:09:30,964 --> 01:09:34,025
I had been more exposed to it,
being from the suburbs...
963
01:09:34,101 --> 01:09:37,832
Vinicius was a diplomat,
I knew about candombl�.
964
01:09:37,905 --> 01:09:42,172
We talked about it together
and wrote songs.
965
01:09:42,244 --> 01:09:46,908
When we finished the series
of 9 songs, Vinicius cried out:
966
01:09:46,982 --> 01:09:49,883
"Damn it, Baden,
these are Afro-sambas."
967
01:09:49,951 --> 01:09:55,687
My friend and my Lord, sarav�
Xang� asked me to tell you
968
01:09:55,759 --> 01:10:01,492
If it's Ossanha's chant, don't go
Otherwise you will regret
969
01:10:01,564 --> 01:10:07,965
Ask your orix� A good love must be painful
970
01:10:12,944 --> 01:10:18,474
You will, will, will, will love
You will, will, will, will suffer
971
01:10:18,551 --> 01:10:24,014
You will, will, will, will cry
You will, will, will, will live
972
01:10:24,090 --> 01:10:29,892
I am not one of those Who can easily forget
973
01:10:29,963 --> 01:10:34,401
The sadness of a love that is gone
974
01:10:34,468 --> 01:10:38,132
No, I will go there just to see
975
01:10:38,207 --> 01:10:44,607
A star rising In the morning of a new love
976
01:10:45,848 --> 01:10:51,514
You will, will, will, will love
You will, will, will, will suffer
977
01:10:51,588 --> 01:10:57,221
You will, will, will, will cry
You will, will, will, will live
978
01:10:57,294 --> 01:11:02,927
You will, will, will, will love
You will, will, will, will suffer
979
01:11:03,000 --> 01:11:09,401
You will, will, will, will cry
You will, will, will, will live
980
01:11:14,146 --> 01:11:18,049
I think Vinicius built this bridge
with black music...
981
01:11:19,218 --> 01:11:23,953
which was so important in his
childhood, in his musical education...
982
01:11:25,593 --> 01:11:30,122
he found the precise deep association
983
01:11:30,199 --> 01:11:33,498
in the United States, with jazz.
984
01:11:34,235 --> 01:11:38,195
So it was amazing, we only
ever listened to jazz at home.
985
01:11:39,241 --> 01:11:43,201
I went more than once
with Vinicius to New Orleans...
986
01:11:43,513 --> 01:11:47,381
he went to hear a specific musician
who was playing...
987
01:11:47,450 --> 01:11:52,821
and he always pointed out to me that
thing they used to have back then,
988
01:11:52,890 --> 01:11:57,760
segregated restrooms,
places where no blacks were allowed...
989
01:11:57,829 --> 01:12:02,766
all those dreadful racial things
in the United States at that time.
990
01:12:02,834 --> 01:12:08,637
Still very present in those days,
the Ku Klux Klan, lynchings...
991
01:12:08,708 --> 01:12:12,543
All these things are still
very much alive in my memory...
992
01:12:12,613 --> 01:12:14,137
to this day...
993
01:12:14,214 --> 01:12:19,209
because they were commented on at home...
994
01:12:19,287 --> 01:12:23,018
in very passionate terms.
995
01:12:26,127 --> 01:12:31,225
In 1955 a 14 year-old youth,
Emmet Louis Till,
996
01:12:31,299 --> 01:12:34,532
whistled at a woman
in a small town in Mississippi.
997
01:12:34,604 --> 01:12:37,868
She was white.
The boy was black.
998
01:12:38,307 --> 01:12:39,672
He was shot dead.
999
01:12:46,316 --> 01:12:49,116
- Emmet's murderers
- Poor Mamma Till!
1000
01:12:49,188 --> 01:12:51,178
- Came without warning
- Poor Mamma Till!
1001
01:12:51,256 --> 01:12:54,020
- Chewing broken glass
- Poor Mamma Till!
1002
01:12:54,092 --> 01:12:55,754
With their pale faces
1003
01:12:56,429 --> 01:12:59,397
- Emmet's murderers
- Poor Mamma Till!
1004
01:12:59,465 --> 01:13:02,128
- Entered without a word
- Poor Mamma Till!
1005
01:13:02,202 --> 01:13:04,363
- With their leather breath
- Poor Mamma Till!
1006
01:13:04,438 --> 01:13:06,371
And their clenched stare
1007
01:13:06,439 --> 01:13:09,409
I hate to see That evenin' sun go down...
1008
01:13:10,378 --> 01:13:13,711
- Emmet's murderers
- Poor Mamma Till!
1009
01:13:13,781 --> 01:13:16,410
- When they saw him kneeling
- Poor Mamma Till!
1010
01:13:16,485 --> 01:13:18,680
- They let him have it
- Poor Mamma Till!
1011
01:13:18,754 --> 01:13:20,779
The fire from their guns
1012
01:13:21,356 --> 01:13:23,951
- Holding back the orgasm
- Poor Mamma Till!
1013
01:13:24,026 --> 01:13:26,586
- The woman cooks hash
- Poor Mamma Till!
1014
01:13:26,662 --> 01:13:29,256
- As she waits for her husband
- Poor Mamma Till!
1015
01:13:29,332 --> 01:13:31,358
Who ordered the revenge
1016
01:13:31,435 --> 01:13:34,495
I hate to see That evenin' sun go down...
1017
01:13:36,540 --> 01:13:38,406
Poor Mamma Till!
1018
01:13:39,344 --> 01:13:40,936
Poor Mamma Till!
1019
01:13:41,780 --> 01:13:43,508
Poor Mamma Till!
1020
01:13:44,315 --> 01:13:46,181
Poor Mamma Till!
1021
01:13:48,053 --> 01:13:51,181
Vinicius worked
at the core of affections...
1022
01:13:53,593 --> 01:13:55,322
that was Vinicius' way...
1023
01:13:55,394 --> 01:14:01,795
he worked at these intersections
between the centers...
1024
01:14:02,637 --> 01:14:09,008
the center of dialogue,
where dialogue is possible...
1025
01:14:09,076 --> 01:14:12,671
where dialogue takes place
between all the divergences...
1026
01:14:12,747 --> 01:14:14,944
between all the polarities.
1027
01:14:15,017 --> 01:14:18,111
That's what Vinicius was like.
1028
01:14:18,187 --> 01:14:22,420
So when he said:
"I'm the most Negro white man. "...
1029
01:14:23,493 --> 01:14:27,760
it's because he really was,
he felt that, he wanted it to be so,
1030
01:14:27,832 --> 01:14:32,997
he wanted the whites to be black,
the blacks to be white...
1031
01:14:33,070 --> 01:14:39,471
that there be understanding
between everyone.
1032
01:14:40,078 --> 01:14:46,479
He was a loving man, a man in
absolute legitimate harmony.
1033
01:14:46,552 --> 01:14:51,991
He was also aesthetically brilliant.
1034
01:14:57,131 --> 01:14:59,599
If I had a choice I'd have been...
1035
01:15:00,468 --> 01:15:03,767
my great black brother
Alfredo da Rocha Viana...
1036
01:15:04,740 --> 01:15:05,795
otherwise known as Pixinguinha...
1037
01:15:05,841 --> 01:15:12,242
that was truly the most lovely person
I came across in the human race.
1038
01:15:14,050 --> 01:15:17,542
I take my hat off to him.
1039
01:15:17,720 --> 01:15:20,589
Vinicius had nothing but
admiration for Pixinguinha...
1040
01:15:20,657 --> 01:15:25,824
a unique blend of simplicity, elegance,
generosity and nobility...
1041
01:15:25,897 --> 01:15:29,333
A pioneer. One of the fathers
of Brazilian music.
1042
01:15:29,701 --> 01:15:33,229
When they worked together,
Pixinguinha was already a classic.
1043
01:15:36,509 --> 01:15:39,137
Vinicius was a very sensitive person...
1044
01:15:39,211 --> 01:15:43,410
so you can imagine the losses,
the friends, everything.
1045
01:15:43,483 --> 01:15:45,678
I remember talking to him
in Buenos Aires...
1046
01:15:45,752 --> 01:15:49,383
and he suddenly remembered
Ciro Monteiro and started to cry,
1047
01:15:49,456 --> 01:15:52,016
interrupting the conversation.
1048
01:15:54,095 --> 01:15:57,189
He couldn't control himself, you know?
1049
01:15:57,265 --> 01:16:01,133
He always had so many
emotions spilling out...
1050
01:16:01,202 --> 01:16:03,398
the slightest commotion
caused them to overflow.
1051
01:16:03,472 --> 01:16:04,939
That was it.
1052
01:16:05,007 --> 01:16:09,502
Clearly a highly sensitive person...
1053
01:16:09,580 --> 01:16:12,981
happy of course
when he was with his friends.
1054
01:16:13,050 --> 01:16:15,348
It wasn't for nothing that he
liked being with friends...
1055
01:16:15,419 --> 01:16:21,820
in order to avoid permanently
confronting all that emotion.
1056
01:16:23,128 --> 01:16:25,289
That's another thing
which isn't just Vinicius...
1057
01:16:25,364 --> 01:16:30,530
Eliot says writing
is escaping one's emotions.
1058
01:16:32,973 --> 01:16:37,137
We write to get rid of our emotions,
1059
01:16:37,210 --> 01:16:41,238
to be free of them.
To get rid of all that.
1060
01:16:41,983 --> 01:16:46,044
I doubt whether Clodoaldo Pereira
da Silva de Moraes and I...
1061
01:16:46,120 --> 01:16:49,180
exchanged more than
10 words during his whole life.
1062
01:16:49,658 --> 01:16:53,253
'Good morning, how are you? '
'See you later... '
1063
01:16:54,296 --> 01:16:56,196
Sometimes not even that much.
1064
01:16:56,499 --> 01:17:00,094
With some people words are unnecessary.
1065
01:17:00,870 --> 01:17:05,500
We understood and loved each other,
my father and I.
1066
01:17:09,681 --> 01:17:15,483
Death came long distance,
along long metallic spirals
1067
01:17:16,122 --> 01:17:17,816
It was late at night.
1068
01:17:18,523 --> 01:17:20,150
I heard the voice of my mother...
1069
01:17:20,660 --> 01:17:21,991
Widow...
1070
01:17:22,962 --> 01:17:24,953
Suddenly, I had no father.
1071
01:17:27,299 --> 01:17:29,632
In the darkness of my house
in Los Angeles...
1072
01:17:29,703 --> 01:17:31,898
I tried to recover your memory...
1073
01:17:31,972 --> 01:17:34,406
after such absence.
1074
01:17:35,410 --> 01:17:40,848
Fragments of childhood
floated on the sea of my tears.
1075
01:17:43,318 --> 01:17:46,287
I saw myself, a boy, running to meet you...
1076
01:17:48,857 --> 01:17:51,691
You gave us poverty and love.
1077
01:17:52,662 --> 01:17:55,563
To me you gave the supreme poverty:
1078
01:17:55,632 --> 01:18:01,093
The gift of poetry
and the capacity to love in silence.
1079
01:18:03,874 --> 01:18:05,774
You were poor.
1080
01:18:07,678 --> 01:18:10,477
You begged for our love in silence.
1081
01:18:19,526 --> 01:18:25,122
Your death, like all deaths, was simple.
Death is a simple thing.
1082
01:18:26,100 --> 01:18:30,036
It hurts... then wanes.
1083
01:18:31,605 --> 01:18:37,738
When you waned - I remember the
dawn was breaking at my house...
1084
01:18:38,646 --> 01:18:41,980
I had already recovered you completely...
1085
01:18:42,051 --> 01:18:45,214
just as you now find yourself:
Dressed in me.
1086
01:18:47,390 --> 01:18:50,154
I shall not bid you farewell...
1087
01:18:50,794 --> 01:18:53,354
now that you have awoken within me...
1088
01:18:53,430 --> 01:18:57,731
with never before dreamed-of precision.
1089
01:19:02,741 --> 01:19:06,199
There is a phrase in this samba,
in S� Me Fez Bem,
1090
01:19:06,278 --> 01:19:10,079
which I wrote with Vinicius,
this first song we wrote together...
1091
01:19:10,150 --> 01:19:12,118
which goes like this...
1092
01:19:12,952 --> 01:19:15,352
It was life
1093
01:19:15,421 --> 01:19:20,553
It was love which wanted
1094
01:19:21,427 --> 01:19:24,920
It is better to live
1095
01:19:25,367 --> 01:19:29,427
Than be happy...
1096
01:19:30,172 --> 01:19:34,735
And Tom adored that phrase:
"It's better to live than be happy."
1097
01:19:34,811 --> 01:19:37,713
And he wanted to use it, I think
he phoned Vinicius from the US;
1098
01:19:37,781 --> 01:19:41,717
where he was recording, he wanted
to use it in a song of theirs...
1099
01:19:41,785 --> 01:19:45,585
so he was talking to a translator,
I can't remember who it was,
1100
01:19:45,657 --> 01:19:49,753
maybe Gene Lees... I really
can't remember, but anyway...
1101
01:19:49,827 --> 01:19:53,696
And he translated this literally.
1102
01:19:56,502 --> 01:20:00,336
And he said: "No, that's wrong."
1103
01:20:00,407 --> 01:20:02,169
"What you mean, it's wrong?"
1104
01:20:06,012 --> 01:20:09,209
And Tom thought that was so funny
and made some comment...
1105
01:20:09,282 --> 01:20:14,186
about how different Vinicius' view
of life is from the American one.
1106
01:20:21,897 --> 01:20:25,958
If happiness exists, I'm only happy...
1107
01:20:27,837 --> 01:20:28,826
when I burn myself...
1108
01:20:31,107 --> 01:20:33,268
and when someone burns themselves
they're not happy...
1109
01:20:35,880 --> 01:20:37,939
Happiness itself is painful.
1110
01:20:40,917 --> 01:20:45,117
I can't say Vinicius was happy.
1111
01:20:45,190 --> 01:20:46,554
Certainly he lived.
1112
01:20:49,127 --> 01:20:51,426
And his life was a search for happiness...
1113
01:20:51,497 --> 01:20:55,934
and such a search presupposes
that happiness is not present...
1114
01:20:56,002 --> 01:20:57,128
is elsewhere...
1115
01:20:57,871 --> 01:21:01,602
And he lived the whole time searching...
1116
01:21:03,811 --> 01:21:09,976
that restlessness which was his life,
this insatiable element.
1117
01:21:10,818 --> 01:21:13,720
I remember Vinicius in one of
the worst phases in his life...
1118
01:21:13,788 --> 01:21:16,052
sitting and saying: "My friend,
I can't stand it anymore,
1119
01:21:16,124 --> 01:21:18,787
I feel like leaving my body.
I'm not..."
1120
01:21:18,861 --> 01:21:20,294
That's when he and Lucinha separated...
1121
01:21:20,362 --> 01:21:23,263
because lack of love was
such a painful thing for him.
1122
01:21:23,333 --> 01:21:26,302
And he was separating from Lucinha,
and he said: "I want to leave my body,
1123
01:21:26,369 --> 01:21:28,929
I no longer want to live. "And I said:
"Of course you do, Vinicius."
1124
01:21:29,005 --> 01:21:30,802
He wrote that song with Baden:
1125
01:21:31,875 --> 01:21:35,437
Good morning, friend
1126
01:21:35,513 --> 01:21:38,573
May peace be with you
1127
01:21:38,649 --> 01:21:45,050
I only came to say
That I love you so much I shall die
1128
01:21:46,391 --> 01:21:50,954
So after that he got a new breath
of life when he met Nelita.
1129
01:21:51,597 --> 01:21:54,032
Nelita had a fianc� who was a poet.
1130
01:21:54,101 --> 01:21:57,593
She was about to marry this poet fianc�...
1131
01:21:57,871 --> 01:22:03,742
Vinicius laid eyes on Nelita
and immediately got ideas.
1132
01:22:03,812 --> 01:22:06,780
So he spent time with the couple
1133
01:22:06,848 --> 01:22:12,219
until he got involved
with that 18 year-old girl...
1134
01:22:12,288 --> 01:22:15,816
and he was nearly 60...
late 50's...
1135
01:22:16,926 --> 01:22:18,018
I can't remember.
1136
01:22:18,594 --> 01:22:22,121
He got involved with the girl,
she dumped the fianc�...
1137
01:22:22,198 --> 01:22:24,566
and went on a trip with him.
1138
01:22:24,634 --> 01:22:28,765
Much to her parents' consternation,
as you can imagine.
1139
01:22:28,839 --> 01:22:31,775
Later I knew them well,
and they loved Vinicius.
1140
01:22:32,176 --> 01:22:36,738
It was a web he spread out
to conquer people.
1141
01:22:37,049 --> 01:22:42,316
The couple spent a year in Paris.
It was his last post abroad.
1142
01:22:42,588 --> 01:22:47,288
In '64, just after the military coup
he was called back to Rio.
1143
01:22:47,360 --> 01:22:51,695
He wrote a lot of songs.
He started drinking more.
1144
01:22:51,766 --> 01:22:55,293
He was always surrounded by people
much younger than himself.
1145
01:22:55,369 --> 01:22:58,133
The marriage with Nelita lasted 6 years.
1146
01:22:58,205 --> 01:23:01,403
Soon after, he had a daughter
with Cristina Gurj�o...
1147
01:23:01,643 --> 01:23:05,238
a short marriage
which lasted less than a year.
1148
01:23:05,313 --> 01:23:09,751
In fact the first time I remember
seeing my father...
1149
01:23:10,753 --> 01:23:13,222
I was already a girl...
1150
01:23:13,290 --> 01:23:15,758
because when I was born
my parents had already separated.
1151
01:23:16,427 --> 01:23:21,058
And I remember him coming over...
I was very distant...
1152
01:23:21,132 --> 01:23:23,965
found it all very strange.
1153
01:23:24,034 --> 01:23:27,026
But within 24 hours he had
already conquered me.
1154
01:23:27,105 --> 01:23:28,835
Incredible, he sure was a skilled seducer.
1155
01:23:28,907 --> 01:23:31,570
I think this thing I've had
going with women so lovely...
1156
01:23:31,643 --> 01:23:33,839
nothing negative.
1157
01:23:34,614 --> 01:23:39,516
They get so angry with me
after the separation.
1158
01:23:39,952 --> 01:23:44,049
I split up because
I stop liking them, damn it.
1159
01:23:44,124 --> 01:23:46,787
To me a woman isn't a sexual object...
1160
01:23:46,860 --> 01:23:50,764
I love them to death, I give everything...
1161
01:23:51,666 --> 01:23:55,068
but what else am I supposed to do?
It passes.
1162
01:23:55,136 --> 01:23:56,934
So then you have to find another woman.
1163
01:23:57,673 --> 01:24:00,767
There was something
rather mocking about him...
1164
01:24:02,478 --> 01:24:04,174
which caused...
1165
01:24:05,482 --> 01:24:06,847
many problems...
1166
01:24:08,084 --> 01:24:09,813
People thought he was debauched.
1167
01:24:10,821 --> 01:24:13,255
And he probably was a little,
but it wasn't as bad as all that.
1168
01:24:13,324 --> 01:24:17,283
If I had If I had many vices
1169
01:24:17,361 --> 01:24:20,263
My name My name would be Vinicius
1170
01:24:21,199 --> 01:24:24,931
And if these vices were very immoral
1171
01:24:25,204 --> 01:24:28,605
I'd be Vinicius de Moraes
1172
01:24:28,875 --> 01:24:32,004
That's so funny,
when he entered Antonio's...
1173
01:24:32,079 --> 01:24:34,604
he never liked this story...
1174
01:24:35,215 --> 01:24:36,739
But whenever he came into Antonio's...
1175
01:24:36,817 --> 01:24:40,584
we'd sing in chorus, to torment him.
1176
01:24:41,188 --> 01:24:44,886
But there is so much
to be said about this poet.
1177
01:24:45,792 --> 01:24:50,321
My patria is nothing if not intimate
sweetness and a desire to weep...
1178
01:24:51,133 --> 01:24:53,762
a sleeping child... that's my patria.
1179
01:24:53,837 --> 01:24:57,204
And so, in exile,
watching my child sleep...
1180
01:24:57,274 --> 01:24:59,798
I weep out of longing for my patria...
1181
01:25:00,209 --> 01:25:04,442
If you ask what my patria is,
I'd say: I don't know.
1182
01:25:05,149 --> 01:25:09,018
Truly, I don't know the how,
why and when of my patria...
1183
01:25:09,820 --> 01:25:14,519
But I do know my patria is light,
salt and water...
1184
01:25:14,592 --> 01:25:17,460
which enrich and liquefy my bitterness...
1185
01:25:17,529 --> 01:25:19,555
in long bitter tears...
1186
01:25:20,499 --> 01:25:23,436
the desire to kiss the eyes of my patria...
1187
01:25:24,270 --> 01:25:28,366
to cuddle, caress its hair...
1188
01:25:28,441 --> 01:25:32,276
the desire to change the ugly colors
1189
01:25:32,346 --> 01:25:34,814
Of my patria's dress...
1190
01:25:34,882 --> 01:25:36,874
my barefoot patria...
1191
01:25:36,952 --> 01:25:41,048
without socks
patria of mine... so poor.
1192
01:25:41,523 --> 01:25:43,992
Source of honey,
sad animal, patria of mine...
1193
01:25:44,060 --> 01:25:46,528
loved, idolized, hail, hail!
1194
01:25:46,596 --> 01:25:48,791
What sweet, chained hope...
1195
01:25:48,864 --> 01:25:52,528
not being able to tell you: Wait...
I won't be late.
1196
01:25:52,603 --> 01:25:58,167
I want to see you again, my patria
seeing you again I forget all...
1197
01:25:58,243 --> 01:26:01,679
I was blind, crippled, deaf, dumb...
1198
01:26:02,547 --> 01:26:05,711
I saw my humble death face to face...
1199
01:26:05,883 --> 01:26:08,682
I tore up poems, women, horizons...
1200
01:26:09,387 --> 01:26:12,516
I became simple, without sources...
1201
01:26:12,792 --> 01:26:13,952
Patria of mine...
1202
01:26:14,427 --> 01:26:18,920
my patria is not flowerlike
nor ostentatious...
1203
01:26:18,999 --> 01:26:21,468
my patria is the desolation of paths...
1204
01:26:21,535 --> 01:26:24,436
my patria of parched earth and white beach;
1205
01:26:24,504 --> 01:26:27,406
my patria is the great secular river...
1206
01:26:27,476 --> 01:26:30,569
which drinks clouds, eats earth
and urinates the sea...
1207
01:26:31,313 --> 01:26:34,771
more than the most gaudy
my patria has a warmth...
1208
01:26:34,850 --> 01:26:37,250
a wanting good, goodness...
1209
01:26:37,319 --> 01:26:39,287
a libertas quae sera tamen...
1210
01:26:39,354 --> 01:26:41,482
which one day in an exam I translated as:
1211
01:26:41,558 --> 01:26:44,788
"Make free, for you too shall be free"
and I repeat!
1212
01:26:45,995 --> 01:26:48,556
Vinicius' Brazil was completely different
1213
01:26:48,632 --> 01:26:52,159
to Brazil of the dictatorship,
which was grand, arrogant.
1214
01:26:52,236 --> 01:26:55,638
They were two separate countries.
1215
01:26:55,707 --> 01:27:01,009
With the Al-5 law in late 1968,
the military became more radical
1216
01:27:01,079 --> 01:27:05,449
and in '69 he was thrown out
of the diplomatic service.
1217
01:27:05,885 --> 01:27:09,116
With time, he slackened more and more...
1218
01:27:09,188 --> 01:27:12,716
rejecting social conventions
and impositions.
1219
01:27:13,960 --> 01:27:17,054
God knows that out of cats and pigeons...
1220
01:27:18,633 --> 01:27:21,329
I by far prefer the former species.
1221
01:27:22,403 --> 01:27:25,396
I find pigeons terribly bourgeois,
1222
01:27:25,474 --> 01:27:28,568
with their happy, content air...
1223
01:27:29,244 --> 01:27:33,442
not to mention the lowness of certain
characteristics of their condition...
1224
01:27:33,516 --> 01:27:35,848
probably including the fact...
1225
01:27:37,386 --> 01:27:39,787
that they may devour each other when caged.
1226
01:27:41,391 --> 01:27:46,763
It must have been highly inconvenient
in a dictatorship like that...
1227
01:27:48,699 --> 01:27:51,134
with such a high degree of hypocrisy...
1228
01:27:52,336 --> 01:27:55,739
having Vinicius as a diplomat...
1229
01:27:59,011 --> 01:28:00,171
it simply wasn't on.
1230
01:28:00,246 --> 01:28:04,308
At the same time,
Vinicius was the sort of guy...
1231
01:28:04,384 --> 01:28:06,545
Vinicius' story isn't exactly one...
1232
01:28:06,620 --> 01:28:10,522
of which the military
would have approved...
1233
01:28:12,459 --> 01:28:15,520
he had strong links with the left...
1234
01:28:15,597 --> 01:28:21,365
with people who didn't approve of
that sort of regime...
1235
01:28:21,436 --> 01:28:24,531
samba people, partygoers, bohemians,
1236
01:28:24,607 --> 01:28:26,199
in other words, completely the opposite.
1237
01:28:26,275 --> 01:28:31,543
As a poet and musician...
1238
01:28:33,583 --> 01:28:39,921
he did more for the country
1239
01:28:39,991 --> 01:28:45,953
than had he followed his diplomatic career.
1240
01:28:46,031 --> 01:28:49,523
But I don't recall him
complaining about that...
1241
01:28:50,002 --> 01:28:55,736
he may have been tired...
1242
01:28:55,808 --> 01:29:00,440
of fighting all that narrow
mindedness, all that nonsense.
1243
01:29:00,513 --> 01:29:02,448
But it wasn't something
he would comment on,
1244
01:29:02,516 --> 01:29:04,108
not that I recall...
1245
01:29:04,185 --> 01:29:06,416
but I'm sure he was very disappointed.
1246
01:29:06,488 --> 01:29:08,388
That really made him mad.
1247
01:29:08,457 --> 01:29:11,153
I think the amnesty irritated him even
more...
1248
01:29:11,225 --> 01:29:13,422
than being blacklisted, to be honest.
1249
01:29:13,495 --> 01:29:17,090
Once I arrived at his house in Bahia,
1250
01:29:17,166 --> 01:29:18,723
which is still there...
1251
01:29:18,801 --> 01:29:21,770
I went to inaugurate a square called
"Vinicius de Moraes" not long ago.
1252
01:29:21,838 --> 01:29:24,272
And he came up and said:
Toquinho, come here...
1253
01:29:24,340 --> 01:29:26,969
I want to show you something."
He went over to a window...
1254
01:29:27,044 --> 01:29:32,107
overlooking the yard, where there was
a turkey, a peacock, a cat and a dog.
1255
01:29:32,183 --> 01:29:33,741
And he said:
1256
01:29:33,818 --> 01:29:36,412
"Just look at those animals living
alongside each other in harmony,
1257
01:29:36,488 --> 01:29:38,149
they really get along.
1258
01:29:38,223 --> 01:29:40,282
A turkey, a peacock, a cat and a dog.
1259
01:29:40,358 --> 01:29:42,259
And do you know something?
1260
01:29:42,328 --> 01:29:44,319
I'm learning more from these animals...
1261
01:29:44,396 --> 01:29:46,990
than in all my years
in the foreign service."
1262
01:29:47,066 --> 01:29:50,332
He was older at the age of 24...
1263
01:29:50,403 --> 01:29:55,341
he behaved older...
the foreign office...
1264
01:29:57,345 --> 01:30:02,044
I don't know, all those rigorous things...
1265
01:30:02,116 --> 01:30:07,817
in his life, which he then abandoned
and started getting younger.
1266
01:30:08,557 --> 01:30:14,086
Some days I spend thinking about life
And, honestly, I see no way out
1267
01:30:14,162 --> 01:30:17,099
For instance You can't understand it
1268
01:30:17,167 --> 01:30:20,261
The minute you're born You start to die
1269
01:30:20,337 --> 01:30:23,238
After an arrival
There is always a departure
1270
01:30:23,307 --> 01:30:26,175
Because nothing exists Without separation
1271
01:30:27,244 --> 01:30:29,406
I don't know
1272
01:30:29,480 --> 01:30:32,416
Life is one big illusion
1273
01:30:32,484 --> 01:30:35,385
I don't know
1274
01:30:35,453 --> 01:30:37,979
I only know it's right
1275
01:30:41,061 --> 01:30:44,086
We don't even know What confusion we cause
1276
01:30:44,164 --> 01:30:46,997
Making believe, pretending to forget
1277
01:30:47,067 --> 01:30:49,763
That nothing is reborn Before it is ended
1278
01:30:49,837 --> 01:30:52,898
The sun which appears must then set
1279
01:30:52,974 --> 01:30:55,738
It is no use staying If, from the outside
1280
01:30:55,810 --> 01:30:58,938
The time of yes Is the carelessness of no
1281
01:30:59,949 --> 01:31:02,008
I don't know
1282
01:31:02,084 --> 01:31:04,985
All I know is we need passion
1283
01:31:05,187 --> 01:31:08,021
I don't know
1284
01:31:08,158 --> 01:31:10,991
Life is always right
1285
01:31:12,562 --> 01:31:14,612
The critics had already hung up
their boots regarding Vinicius...
1286
01:31:14,665 --> 01:31:16,360
when we started working with him.
1287
01:31:16,434 --> 01:31:20,097
"Who's this kid from S�o Paulo come
to get on Vinicius' nerves?"
1288
01:31:20,171 --> 01:31:24,268
That was rather the subtext
of how the critics felt.
1289
01:31:24,610 --> 01:31:26,942
And I showed him an adagio
1290
01:31:27,012 --> 01:31:29,538
Chico and I always played as a samba,
1291
01:31:29,616 --> 01:31:33,575
Albinoni's Adagio. And he set it
to words which went:
1292
01:31:33,652 --> 01:31:37,556
"Friends, you really have to live,
to give yourselves up..."
1293
01:31:37,625 --> 01:31:40,889
and: "if you don't, you've had it"
It begins:
1294
01:31:41,428 --> 01:31:45,729
Whoever passed through this life
And didn't live
1295
01:31:45,800 --> 01:31:50,397
May be more But knows less than I do
1296
01:31:50,606 --> 01:31:54,871
Because life only gives
To those who gave themselves
1297
01:31:54,943 --> 01:31:59,779
To those who loved, to those who cried
To those who suffered.
1298
01:32:01,018 --> 01:32:05,183
Those who never enjoyed passion
1299
01:32:05,255 --> 01:32:09,157
Will never have anything
1300
01:32:09,960 --> 01:32:13,124
There is no evil worse Than lack of faith
1301
01:32:13,197 --> 01:32:17,190
Even love which leads nowhere
Is better than solitude
1302
01:32:17,268 --> 01:32:18,292
That phrase is wonderful:
1303
01:32:18,704 --> 01:32:20,638
"Even love which leads nowhere
is better than solitude"
1304
01:32:20,706 --> 01:32:23,470
That really sums up what he wanted.
1305
01:32:23,542 --> 01:32:28,708
I remember the pressure
people like Jo�o Cabral de Melo Neto...
1306
01:32:28,782 --> 01:32:32,809
and other intellectuals and poets
put on him...
1307
01:32:32,886 --> 01:32:39,287
questioning Vinicius,
suggesting he was wasting his time...
1308
01:32:39,894 --> 01:32:42,523
whether he perhaps
shouldn't try to return...
1309
01:32:43,899 --> 01:32:48,599
shouldn't try to return
to the canonic poetry of books.
1310
01:32:48,671 --> 01:32:52,903
Jo�o Cabral complained a lot about that.
1311
01:32:52,975 --> 01:32:56,309
Vinicius once told me, at his house...
1312
01:32:57,381 --> 01:32:58,847
on Faro Street...
1313
01:33:00,383 --> 01:33:01,975
in Jardim Bot�nico...
1314
01:33:02,052 --> 01:33:03,714
he said to me:
1315
01:33:06,624 --> 01:33:10,652
"Cabral likes me very much...
1316
01:33:11,329 --> 01:33:13,059
and once told me...
1317
01:33:13,132 --> 01:33:18,400
that if Brazil had a poet...
1318
01:33:18,472 --> 01:33:22,340
with my talent and his discipline
1319
01:33:22,409 --> 01:33:26,710
Brazil would have a great poet."
"... finally, a great poet!"
1320
01:33:28,381 --> 01:33:30,679
And then he said:
"He keeps wanting me to...
1321
01:33:30,751 --> 01:33:34,415
But he's always got this
dreadful headache...
1322
01:33:38,393 --> 01:33:41,760
I'd give anything to avoid
a headache like that...
1323
01:33:42,799 --> 01:33:47,793
give me a little song, pretty women...
1324
01:33:49,672 --> 01:33:52,403
Little song, pretty women...
1325
01:33:52,743 --> 01:33:56,235
that's my poetry...
1326
01:33:56,680 --> 01:33:57,647
Got it?
1327
01:33:57,715 --> 01:33:59,444
I don't want all the rest."
1328
01:34:00,152 --> 01:34:05,317
There was a period when he was
being massacred by certain critics...
1329
01:34:07,827 --> 01:34:09,818
always the same thing...
1330
01:34:09,896 --> 01:34:13,093
about being a minor poet...
1331
01:34:13,166 --> 01:34:16,659
the poet he might have been.
1332
01:34:16,737 --> 01:34:18,397
He was really hurt by that.
1333
01:34:18,472 --> 01:34:22,806
Changing isn't easy for anyone...
1334
01:34:22,877 --> 01:34:26,313
however talented or compelled...
1335
01:34:26,381 --> 01:34:29,179
it always implies solitude, rejection,
1336
01:34:29,251 --> 01:34:30,878
lack of respect...
1337
01:34:32,387 --> 01:34:38,350
it implies inner insecurity
as an artist... inner doubts.
1338
01:34:38,427 --> 01:34:41,191
Vinicius knew a lot of poetry...
1339
01:34:41,864 --> 01:34:45,267
he was very erudite on the one hand.
1340
01:34:45,468 --> 01:34:47,164
And that was of great value to him,
1341
01:34:47,237 --> 01:34:49,968
it was a thing he won, that he fought for.
1342
01:34:50,041 --> 01:34:51,008
We rise!
1343
01:34:52,144 --> 01:34:54,338
We rise above...
1344
01:34:55,180 --> 01:34:56,772
we rise beyond...
1345
01:34:58,017 --> 01:35:01,077
we rise above the beyond, we rise!
1346
01:35:01,321 --> 01:35:04,290
With physical possession of our arms...
1347
01:35:04,358 --> 01:35:09,488
we inescapably ascend
the great sea of stars...
1348
01:35:09,562 --> 01:35:11,656
through millennia of light, we rise!
1349
01:35:12,199 --> 01:35:13,996
Like two athletes...
1350
01:35:14,068 --> 01:35:19,006
petrified faces
with the pale smile of effort...
1351
01:35:19,441 --> 01:35:20,874
we rise above...
1352
01:35:21,476 --> 01:35:24,206
with physical possession of our arms...
1353
01:35:24,279 --> 01:35:26,646
and the colossal muscles...
1354
01:35:26,916 --> 01:35:29,714
in the calm, the convulsive ascent...
1355
01:35:30,887 --> 01:35:32,286
oh, above...
1356
01:35:32,688 --> 01:35:34,623
further than everything...
1357
01:35:34,691 --> 01:35:38,320
beyond, further than above the beyond!
1358
01:35:38,395 --> 01:35:41,456
Like two acrobats
we rise, ever so gradually...
1359
01:35:41,832 --> 01:35:45,667
there, where the infinite is so infinite...
1360
01:35:45,736 --> 01:35:48,365
it no longer has a name, we rise!
1361
01:35:48,873 --> 01:35:51,741
You and I, hermetic...
1362
01:35:52,211 --> 01:35:54,179
firm buttocks...
1363
01:35:55,048 --> 01:35:59,177
knotty carotid, the fiber of the neck...
1364
01:35:59,552 --> 01:36:03,922
the sharp pointed feet as in a spasm...
1365
01:36:04,558 --> 01:36:07,958
and when, there...
1366
01:36:08,895 --> 01:36:12,890
beyond, further than above the beyond...
1367
01:36:13,434 --> 01:36:15,595
in a last impulse...
1368
01:36:16,571 --> 01:36:18,767
freed from the spirit...
1369
01:36:19,908 --> 01:36:23,173
the flesh plundered...
1370
01:36:24,914 --> 01:36:27,212
we shall possess each other...
1371
01:36:28,685 --> 01:36:30,312
and die...
1372
01:36:31,922 --> 01:36:36,188
die high up, immensely...
1373
01:36:38,330 --> 01:36:40,662
immensely high.
1374
01:36:42,434 --> 01:36:47,873
It's the people, the readers who
carry literary work in their lap.
1375
01:36:48,274 --> 01:36:51,141
It's no use, friends die, critic friends,
1376
01:36:51,210 --> 01:36:53,907
journalists, contemporaries, buddies,
1377
01:36:53,981 --> 01:36:55,881
everyone dies, and the work stays.
1378
01:36:55,949 --> 01:36:59,283
Art is the affirmation of life,
1379
01:36:59,354 --> 01:37:01,720
though this weighs heavily on the morbid.
1380
01:37:02,290 --> 01:37:04,314
Affirmation of life, in this sense...
1381
01:37:04,392 --> 01:37:08,351
is that life is the sum of all
its greatness and rottenness...
1382
01:37:08,963 --> 01:37:13,800
a deep silo where food
mixes with excrement...
1383
01:37:13,870 --> 01:37:19,364
and from which the artist extracts
his daily ration of energy,
1384
01:37:19,442 --> 01:37:22,741
dreams and perplexities...
1385
01:37:23,813 --> 01:37:25,611
his unconscious vitality.
1386
01:37:28,320 --> 01:37:31,721
Art does not love cowards.
1387
01:37:42,335 --> 01:37:47,272
Beauty, don't be like that
1388
01:37:47,340 --> 01:37:51,937
Caresses are not bad
1389
01:37:52,012 --> 01:37:56,973
Women who deny, don't know
1390
01:37:58,319 --> 01:38:02,380
Have something missing in their heart
1391
01:38:03,425 --> 01:38:08,625
Beauty, don't be like that
1392
01:38:08,898 --> 01:38:13,598
Caresses are not bad
1393
01:38:13,670 --> 01:38:18,734
Women who deny, don't know
1394
01:38:19,744 --> 01:38:23,942
Have something missing in their heart
1395
01:38:24,015 --> 01:38:29,079
We are born, we grow, We want to love...
1396
01:38:29,821 --> 01:38:33,850
Women who deny,
Deny that which is undeniable
1397
01:38:34,726 --> 01:38:40,222
We take, we yield, we want to die
1398
01:38:40,467 --> 01:38:43,994
No one has anything good without suffering
1399
01:38:44,070 --> 01:38:49,031
Beautiful woman
1400
01:38:55,484 --> 01:39:00,115
Gesse was an actress from Bahia,
she did films, theater...
1401
01:39:00,188 --> 01:39:01,280
and she was my friend,
1402
01:39:01,356 --> 01:39:06,192
I lived on Nascimento Silva and in the
evenings I always went to Pizzaiolo.
1403
01:39:07,364 --> 01:39:11,266
We walked down there one night,
it was nearby...
1404
01:39:11,335 --> 01:39:14,463
and there was just one person...
1405
01:39:14,538 --> 01:39:18,373
Vinicius de Moraes, sitting alone...
1406
01:39:18,443 --> 01:39:19,967
quietly and looking so sad.
1407
01:39:20,044 --> 01:39:23,412
Because when Vinicius was happy,
the world was happy...
1408
01:39:23,482 --> 01:39:25,541
when he was sad the world was sad,
1409
01:39:25,618 --> 01:39:27,984
it was very strong, very clear.
1410
01:39:30,055 --> 01:39:33,514
So I went over to give him a kiss
and introduce Gesse,
1411
01:39:33,593 --> 01:39:35,652
"A friend of mine from Bahia".
1412
01:39:36,863 --> 01:39:39,765
Right away, Vinicius looked up like this...
1413
01:39:39,834 --> 01:39:42,997
and he called me over and said:
1414
01:39:43,070 --> 01:39:45,733
"Bethaninha, I'm going to
marry her, I'm in love...
1415
01:39:45,807 --> 01:39:48,935
I want to go to Buenos Aires right now,
ask her whether she'll come."
1416
01:39:49,011 --> 01:39:50,979
So I said: "Ask her yourself,"
not knowing what was going on.
1417
01:39:51,046 --> 01:39:53,811
He said: "I want a ring, tomorrow."
1418
01:39:53,883 --> 01:39:57,182
I said: "My God, have you gone mad?"
I didn't understand.
1419
01:39:57,252 --> 01:40:00,017
And Gesse was Bahiana through and through.
1420
01:40:02,492 --> 01:40:06,089
So I went back to my place,
Gesse didn't come with me,
1421
01:40:06,164 --> 01:40:10,260
she went off with him, they traveled
and the next time they were married.
1422
01:40:12,237 --> 01:40:17,106
The wedding was a strange ceremony,
half theater, half candombl�.
1423
01:40:17,475 --> 01:40:20,934
Because as well as an actress,
Gesse was a spiritual leader.
1424
01:40:22,515 --> 01:40:26,646
Bahia fascinated Vinicius.
He was a materialist atheist
1425
01:40:26,719 --> 01:40:30,383
and decided to believe in
the sensual mystery of the Orix�s,
1426
01:40:30,791 --> 01:40:34,625
suddenly became a hippie,
moved to Itapo�, bought a jeep
1427
01:40:34,695 --> 01:40:36,721
and left all formalities behind him.
1428
01:40:38,533 --> 01:40:40,364
In Brazil in the 70's,
1429
01:40:40,435 --> 01:40:42,961
many young people broke
with traditional behavior...
1430
01:40:43,038 --> 01:40:45,529
and sought spaces and territories
for pure freedom.
1431
01:40:46,275 --> 01:40:49,871
Vinicius really got with it,
lived without time or rules.
1432
01:40:50,513 --> 01:40:53,277
Spend an afternoon in Itapo�
1433
01:40:53,350 --> 01:40:55,875
Under the burning sun in Itapo�
1434
01:40:55,952 --> 01:40:59,013
Listening to the sea in Itapo�
1435
01:40:59,090 --> 01:41:05,030
Talking of love in Itapo�
1436
01:41:09,233 --> 01:41:12,261
I've a story about Vinicius which,
to me is one of the strongest.
1437
01:41:13,473 --> 01:41:17,374
It was Vinicius who introduced me
to M�e Menininha do Gantois.
1438
01:41:18,211 --> 01:41:23,650
I was very impressed, because one
didn't smoke in a candombl� house.
1439
01:41:23,717 --> 01:41:28,211
People sat on the floor,
and whenever we entered...
1440
01:41:28,290 --> 01:41:29,951
from the first time he took me...
1441
01:41:30,191 --> 01:41:33,252
she told me to sit on the floor.
1442
01:41:33,328 --> 01:41:35,796
His wife, Gesse, on the floor:
1443
01:41:35,864 --> 01:41:38,095
"Bring him a chair to sit on."
1444
01:41:38,167 --> 01:41:41,228
I thought: Why, because he's a man?
1445
01:41:41,304 --> 01:41:43,204
Because he's Vinicius,
because he's an artist?
1446
01:41:43,272 --> 01:41:46,366
I didn't understand and asked why.
1447
01:41:47,878 --> 01:41:51,006
She said: "There is so much
cannot be explained."
1448
01:41:51,081 --> 01:41:53,549
This element of candombl�,
1449
01:41:53,617 --> 01:41:57,611
in other words, it was out of
respect to the Orix� he carried
1450
01:41:57,689 --> 01:42:00,749
and could have a seat.
1451
01:42:01,627 --> 01:42:03,857
That's so lovely, isn't it? Cool.
1452
01:42:03,929 --> 01:42:06,022
You will, will, will, will love
1453
01:42:06,098 --> 01:42:08,590
You will, will, will, will suffer
1454
01:42:08,668 --> 01:42:10,533
You will, will, will...
1455
01:42:10,603 --> 01:42:12,867
Vinicius was nearly 60
1456
01:42:12,939 --> 01:42:16,341
when he started the marathon of
concerts with Toquinho all over Brazil.
1457
01:42:16,977 --> 01:42:19,241
In 10 years they gave over 1000 concerts.
1458
01:42:19,947 --> 01:42:22,108
Vinicius was very at ease at concerts...
1459
01:42:22,183 --> 01:42:24,675
it was different...
1460
01:42:24,753 --> 01:42:27,881
because he really felt
as if he were at home,
1461
01:42:27,956 --> 01:42:31,324
he didn't care, had his glass of whisky,
chatted away...
1462
01:42:31,394 --> 01:42:34,488
In fact, he didn't even talk to the audience,
1463
01:42:34,564 --> 01:42:37,295
he talked to whoever was there.
He liked having friends on stage
1464
01:42:37,368 --> 01:42:39,097
to chat to.
1465
01:42:39,369 --> 01:42:43,807
In Portugal once he finished
a concert, it was in Coimbra...
1466
01:42:43,873 --> 01:42:48,277
there were students,
during the Salazar years.
1467
01:42:49,346 --> 01:42:53,875
So everyone loved Vinicius,
simply adored him.
1468
01:42:53,953 --> 01:42:56,285
He didn't just tell stories,
he didn't only sing but...
1469
01:42:56,354 --> 01:42:58,414
recited poems too.
1470
01:42:58,490 --> 01:43:01,324
And all those young people...
1471
01:43:04,363 --> 01:43:06,924
living in that dictatorship,
they saw in Vinicius...
1472
01:43:08,435 --> 01:43:12,496
And at the end of the concert, which
was a big success. He was so happy...
1473
01:43:12,572 --> 01:43:15,508
"I'd like to thank
the Portuguese youth."
1474
01:43:15,576 --> 01:43:20,605
And then I noticed a certain
uneasiness among the audience,
1475
01:43:20,682 --> 01:43:22,377
"Portuguese youth."
1476
01:43:22,985 --> 01:43:26,284
And before long, the unease became jeering,
1477
01:43:27,724 --> 01:43:32,423
with him all happy because
he thought that too was applause,
1478
01:43:32,495 --> 01:43:34,589
some sort of Portuguese applause.
1479
01:43:35,499 --> 01:43:38,195
In the end, everyone was booing.
1480
01:43:38,269 --> 01:43:42,138
The curtain fell...
"what's going on?"
1481
01:43:43,041 --> 01:43:45,669
"Vinicius mustn't mention the
'Portuguese youth"',
1482
01:43:45,744 --> 01:43:49,237
that's a sort of Fascist
youth organization...
1483
01:43:49,315 --> 01:43:55,413
followers of Salazar with
that name, Portuguese Youth...
1484
01:43:55,488 --> 01:43:57,821
and Vinicius didn't know
and I never told him.
1485
01:43:58,859 --> 01:44:01,919
The tours of South American
and Europe began.
1486
01:44:02,429 --> 01:44:04,796
Vinicius' success was tremendous...
1487
01:44:05,400 --> 01:44:08,836
he became a popular star
in several countries...
1488
01:44:08,903 --> 01:44:12,431
a cycle of concerts, hotels, airports...
1489
01:44:12,508 --> 01:44:15,032
the life of a pop star.
1490
01:44:16,111 --> 01:44:19,172
I remember watching his concerts in Italy,
1491
01:44:19,249 --> 01:44:23,150
and he'd speak, because he
spoke several languages...
1492
01:44:23,220 --> 01:44:27,714
but not that well; he mix in
a little of all the languages.
1493
01:44:30,393 --> 01:44:34,126
I'm like that too, I learn one
language and forget another.
1494
01:44:34,198 --> 01:44:37,031
I remember him doing a concert
in Italy which was really funny,
1495
01:44:37,102 --> 01:44:39,536
everyone laughed, he too,
telling jokes, people laughing.
1496
01:44:39,605 --> 01:44:41,835
There was a guy next to me
who turned and said:
1497
01:44:41,907 --> 01:44:45,070
"Wonderful, but what
language is he speaking?"
1498
01:44:45,143 --> 01:44:48,079
People couldn't understand,
but they understood different things.
1499
01:44:48,147 --> 01:44:51,639
I remember him finishing
the concert, with his whisky...
1500
01:44:51,718 --> 01:44:54,711
and thanking them, raising his glass...
1501
01:44:54,788 --> 01:44:57,154
"Questa � una cena meravigliosa"
1502
01:44:57,224 --> 01:44:59,852
Except "cena", you'd think
"cena" meant "scene"...
1503
01:44:59,927 --> 01:45:02,055
but "cena" means feast.
1504
01:45:02,130 --> 01:45:05,099
And people thought he was
saying whisky was a feast!
1505
01:45:05,166 --> 01:45:10,332
"Wonderful, but what
language is he speaking?"!
1506
01:45:13,576 --> 01:45:18,105
107 Nascimento Silva Street
1507
01:45:18,181 --> 01:45:21,912
You teaching Elizeth
1508
01:45:21,985 --> 01:45:25,478
the songs of "Can��o do amor demais"
1509
01:45:25,557 --> 01:45:28,685
Vinicius was tired, in bad health...
1510
01:45:28,760 --> 01:45:30,854
but he didn't stop working.
1511
01:45:30,930 --> 01:45:35,629
He did a concert at Canec�o, in Rio,
with Tom Jobim, Mi�cha and Toquinho.
1512
01:45:35,701 --> 01:45:40,900
They had 7 months of success
and went on to play in Europe.
1513
01:45:41,875 --> 01:45:45,936
For over a year, until late 1978...
1514
01:45:46,012 --> 01:45:48,811
the four played together.
1515
01:45:48,883 --> 01:45:51,444
Vinicius looked old, worn out...
1516
01:45:51,520 --> 01:45:55,478
he'd go from Canec�o to a clinic
in order to recover his strength
1517
01:45:55,556 --> 01:45:58,048
and carry on singing the next day.
1518
01:45:58,527 --> 01:46:01,394
The same year Vinicius broke off
his marriage to Gesse...
1519
01:46:01,463 --> 01:46:06,424
to have an affair with a 23 year-old
Argentinean called Marta Santamar�a.
1520
01:46:06,903 --> 01:46:10,168
Vinicius would never give up.
1521
01:46:10,573 --> 01:46:15,238
He was 64 when he married Gilda Matoso.
1522
01:46:15,746 --> 01:46:18,306
She was his last passion.
1523
01:46:19,918 --> 01:46:26,318
In the abysms of the infinite
A star appeared
1524
01:46:28,027 --> 01:46:31,827
And a cry was heard from Earth
1525
01:46:32,598 --> 01:46:36,558
Gilda, Gilda...
1526
01:46:37,270 --> 01:46:41,331
One time... it's strange,
it's as if I noticed...
1527
01:46:41,408 --> 01:46:46,972
Vinicius was getting old just
because of one tiny phrase.
1528
01:46:47,615 --> 01:46:50,483
We were some place and someone
said: "Let's go to Canec�o"...
1529
01:46:50,552 --> 01:46:52,315
there was some concert on there.
1530
01:46:52,388 --> 01:46:54,583
He said: "Oh, but Baretta is on tonight,"...
1531
01:46:54,656 --> 01:46:56,625
he wanted to go home to watch TV.
1532
01:46:56,693 --> 01:47:03,094
For Vinicius to turn that down...
we were at the bar, in Antonio's,
1533
01:47:03,566 --> 01:47:06,058
"the concert is starting,
let's go to Canec�o"...
1534
01:47:06,137 --> 01:47:09,970
and he preferred to go home, was too tired.
1535
01:47:10,041 --> 01:47:13,568
But I wasn't seeing so much of him
because he was living in Salvador.
1536
01:47:13,644 --> 01:47:18,947
Like one day in Bahia
I remember he went out alone...
1537
01:47:19,017 --> 01:47:22,145
and came back, I was alone too,
playing guitar...
1538
01:47:22,220 --> 01:47:25,190
and he sat down, looking so sad...
1539
01:47:25,258 --> 01:47:28,921
and I said nothing, just looked at him.
1540
01:47:29,996 --> 01:47:31,588
I looked at him...
1541
01:47:31,665 --> 01:47:33,633
And then he said...
1542
01:47:38,772 --> 01:47:40,900
He said:
1543
01:47:41,576 --> 01:47:44,067
"You're feeling sorry for your
partner, aren't you?"
1544
01:47:52,021 --> 01:47:57,551
Above all, there is still
this capacity for tenderness...
1545
01:47:59,361 --> 01:48:02,560
this perfect intimacy with silence...
1546
01:48:04,001 --> 01:48:08,803
this intimate voice asking
forgiveness for everything...
1547
01:48:10,375 --> 01:48:14,435
forgive them, for they are not
guilty for having been born...
1548
01:48:16,448 --> 01:48:21,182
there is still
that old respect for the night
1549
01:48:21,254 --> 01:48:26,248
these soft voices
this hand feeling before having
1550
01:48:26,827 --> 01:48:29,296
this fear to hurt touching
1551
01:48:30,397 --> 01:48:32,764
this strong man's hand
1552
01:48:32,833 --> 01:48:36,098
filled with gentleness
with everything which exists
1553
01:48:37,673 --> 01:48:44,074
there is still this immobility,
this economy of gestures...
1554
01:48:46,415 --> 01:48:50,545
this increasing inertia before the infinity
1555
01:48:51,655 --> 01:48:53,646
this childish stammering
1556
01:48:53,724 --> 01:48:57,182
of those who wish to utter the unutterable
1557
01:48:57,261 --> 01:49:02,097
this irreducible refusal of unlived poetry.
1558
01:49:02,834 --> 01:49:07,067
I think Vinicius came into the
world to teach us, everyone...
1559
01:49:07,139 --> 01:49:10,131
to sew that seed on earth.
1560
01:49:11,110 --> 01:49:16,048
The song he sang most during
the time I spent more time with him
1561
01:49:16,116 --> 01:49:18,311
it was an American song...
1562
01:49:18,385 --> 01:49:22,914
that one with the guy in love saying...
1563
01:49:22,990 --> 01:49:29,391
the greatest thing
is to love and be loved in return.
1564
01:49:30,865 --> 01:49:37,266
Nowadays I'm absolutely certain
Vinicius came to teach...
1565
01:49:38,106 --> 01:49:39,904
to call our attention to this.
1566
01:49:40,877 --> 01:49:43,311
That was the crux.
1567
01:49:43,379 --> 01:49:47,042
...and sad of eye
1568
01:49:47,117 --> 01:49:53,518
But very wise was he
1569
01:49:57,095 --> 01:50:01,464
And then one day
1570
01:50:01,533 --> 01:50:05,732
One magic day he passed my way
1571
01:50:05,805 --> 01:50:09,970
And while we spoke of many things
1572
01:50:10,043 --> 01:50:12,375
Fools and kings
1573
01:50:12,679 --> 01:50:18,243
This he said to me:
1574
01:50:18,319 --> 01:50:22,756
The sweetest thing
1575
01:50:23,191 --> 01:50:25,888
You'll ever learn
1576
01:50:25,961 --> 01:50:28,555
These girls are so good.
1577
01:50:28,764 --> 01:50:33,566
Is just to love...
1578
01:50:34,938 --> 01:50:40,502
And be loved in return
1579
01:50:40,578 --> 01:50:43,206
I'm not feeling okay...
1580
01:50:47,486 --> 01:50:48,885
If you're tired...
1581
01:50:48,954 --> 01:50:51,354
I'm a little hungry,
but I don't want to eat yet.
1582
01:50:52,523 --> 01:50:54,720
There's some serious spaghetti on its way.
1583
01:50:55,795 --> 01:50:57,284
We can handle that.
1584
01:51:00,900 --> 01:51:05,200
Vinicius was a person which
is difficult to imagine today.
1585
01:51:05,272 --> 01:51:08,640
I'm not sure where Vinicius de
Moraes would be nowadays.
1586
01:51:08,709 --> 01:51:15,110
Because he's the opposite
of so much which is now victorious...
1587
01:51:16,851 --> 01:51:19,319
Ostentation... all the...
1588
01:51:20,922 --> 01:51:26,828
Because he was always so
generous, sometimes na�ve
1589
01:51:26,896 --> 01:51:29,661
sometimes wacky.
Something which no longer exists,
1590
01:51:29,733 --> 01:51:31,667
neither the wackiness nor the generosity,
1591
01:51:31,735 --> 01:51:33,327
much less the naivety,
1592
01:51:33,403 --> 01:51:38,637
there is always a result
being sought after...
1593
01:51:38,710 --> 01:51:41,440
an objective, something pragmatic...
everything which Vinicius wasn't.
1594
01:51:42,647 --> 01:51:44,639
Vinicius is sorely missed these days,
1595
01:51:44,717 --> 01:51:50,349
and maybe he really couldn't be
alive and be Vinicius today,
1596
01:51:50,423 --> 01:51:52,857
I can't imagine what place he...
1597
01:51:52,926 --> 01:51:56,089
he would occupy in this country
in which we live.
1598
01:51:58,399 --> 01:52:00,026
In this country and this world.
1599
01:52:02,069 --> 01:52:04,731
I always remember Vinicius, he's laughing.
1600
01:52:07,376 --> 01:52:10,868
I call him up from time to time,
because escaping Vinicius...
1601
01:52:10,945 --> 01:52:13,381
is impossible, because every time
I turn on the radio,
1602
01:52:13,449 --> 01:52:16,441
the music I like,
my favorite is bossa nova...
1603
01:52:16,518 --> 01:52:19,579
so I'm always involved in him,
whether I like it or not...
1604
01:52:19,655 --> 01:52:21,817
Vinicius is always present.
1605
01:52:21,891 --> 01:52:25,089
And he always appears.
1606
01:52:25,162 --> 01:52:28,563
And it's funny, because it's
never him in the gutter,
1607
01:52:28,632 --> 01:52:32,467
desperate or disenchanted...
1608
01:52:32,536 --> 01:52:34,164
I think that's so important...
1609
01:52:34,240 --> 01:52:36,731
because I think life is an invention...
1610
01:52:36,808 --> 01:52:40,039
if you want to invent bad things,
you invent bad things,
1611
01:52:40,111 --> 01:52:42,876
if you want to invent good,
you invent good.
1612
01:52:42,948 --> 01:52:45,712
So, this business of becoming...
1613
01:52:45,785 --> 01:52:49,313
I hate people who are always down...
1614
01:52:49,389 --> 01:52:51,414
"the truth about our existence"...
1615
01:52:51,491 --> 01:52:54,551
it makes no sense,
I find Beckett a crashing bore.
1616
01:52:54,629 --> 01:52:56,893
The truth about our existence...
I tell a lie, no one knows...
1617
01:52:56,964 --> 01:52:59,990
what the truth is, if you choose
to say everything stinks...
1618
01:53:00,068 --> 01:53:04,972
that doesn't help anyone,
even if you win the Nobel prize.
1619
01:53:05,040 --> 01:53:07,304
I prefer people who lift the world up,
1620
01:53:07,376 --> 01:53:12,747
given that no one knows the truth,
why would I put it down?
1621
01:53:12,816 --> 01:53:17,777
And that's Vinicius, he helps us live...
1622
01:53:17,855 --> 01:53:19,686
Brazilians owe him that...
1623
01:53:19,757 --> 01:53:22,123
he helped the Brazilian people to be happy.
1624
01:53:23,160 --> 01:53:27,120
His whole manner, him speaking,
shaking his body.
1625
01:53:28,433 --> 01:53:31,368
And that glass held still,
his foot not moving...
1626
01:53:31,436 --> 01:53:34,235
and him talking and laughing...
1627
01:53:35,140 --> 01:53:37,735
I always remember Vinicius laughing...
1628
01:53:37,810 --> 01:53:40,712
his whole body laughing, shaking all over.
1629
01:53:43,784 --> 01:53:45,251
He had such a great laugh.
1630
01:53:47,721 --> 01:53:50,156
Time passes, poet...
1631
01:53:50,692 --> 01:53:54,094
Spring has arrived here in Ipanema,
filled with your music,
1632
01:53:54,162 --> 01:53:58,531
your verses and I'm going to
stick around for a while longer
1633
01:53:58,601 --> 01:54:04,006
keeping an eye for you on the waves,
the sparrows and the girls in blossom.
1634
01:54:05,007 --> 01:54:06,134
Farewell.
1635
01:54:07,844 --> 01:54:14,245
Because you were always Spring in my life
1636
01:54:16,320 --> 01:54:20,416
Return to me
1637
01:54:20,625 --> 01:54:27,026
Appear once again in my sobs
1638
01:54:28,568 --> 01:54:33,301
I love you so much more
1639
01:54:33,373 --> 01:54:38,004
I want you so much more
1640
01:54:38,078 --> 01:54:42,412
Ah, it's been so long...
1641
01:54:42,483 --> 01:54:46,580
Since you departed
1642
01:54:47,556 --> 01:54:53,957
Like the spring
Which also watched you leave
1643
01:54:56,132 --> 01:55:01,263
Without even a farewell
1644
01:55:01,338 --> 01:55:07,739
And nothing else exists In my life
1645
01:55:09,680 --> 01:55:14,051
Like your touch
1646
01:55:14,452 --> 01:55:19,084
Like your silence
1647
01:55:19,525 --> 01:55:23,689
I remember your smile
1648
01:55:23,762 --> 01:55:27,029
It's so sad
1649
01:55:29,569 --> 01:55:34,166
Moon with no compassion
1650
01:55:34,242 --> 01:55:39,043
Always wandering across the sky
1651
01:55:39,614 --> 01:55:46,015
Where my fair love is hiding
1652
01:55:49,926 --> 01:55:56,327
Where by girlfriend
1653
01:55:58,235 --> 01:56:04,038
Go and tell her my pity
1654
01:56:04,109 --> 01:56:07,875
And what I ask
1655
01:56:08,913 --> 01:56:15,314
All I ask her is
To remember our times of poetry
1656
01:56:18,859 --> 01:56:23,296
The nights of passion
1657
01:56:23,363 --> 01:56:29,764
And tell him how much I miss him
1658
01:56:31,373 --> 01:56:36,002
That I'm alone
1659
01:56:36,445 --> 01:56:41,406
That all that is left
1660
01:56:41,483 --> 01:56:46,080
Is my sad song
1661
01:56:46,156 --> 01:56:52,557
Of loneliness
1662
01:57:01,206 --> 01:57:04,835
Someone asked him whether
he believed in reincarnation...
1663
01:57:04,910 --> 01:57:06,902
I don't know whether he did.
And they asked him:
1664
01:57:06,979 --> 01:57:08,844
"But if you happened to be reincarnated,
1665
01:57:08,915 --> 01:57:10,109
what would you like to come back as?"
1666
01:57:10,183 --> 01:57:14,314
He said: "Oh, just the same,
only with a slightly bigger cock."
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