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I was raised moderately Christian
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but didn't really find
what I was looking for.
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And so I hopped around
to a lot of different faiths
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and a lot of anxiety.
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I was always worried about things.
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I couldn't understand why
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I wasn't feeling what I felt like
I should be feeling when I prayed.
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And it was just very hard
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a lot of worry and
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anxiety here.
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I had a
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a very tragic loss about nine years ago.
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And through that loss, I met my husband,
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who was a Seventh Day Adventist.
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And whenever I would have anxiety attacks
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or worry, he would always prompt me
to read the Bible.
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He didn't push,
but would always just suggest
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probably took me a good year to listen
to him but then I started
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reading the Bible and
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I was like,
the anxiety just started going away
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and I could sleep better
and I could eat better.
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And I don't know, the Bible started
making a lot more sense
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It's almost like it came alive.
I don't know how to describe it.
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It's kind of
you ever see an optical illusion
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and you don't see the picture,
and then all of a sudden it's there
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and you couldn't see anything else.
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So it's kind of what the Bible did and
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really just
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it just made me
feel like a different person.
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I don't know the exact day,
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but I was actually laying in bed
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and I was praying
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and just asking God to please
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show me what is real and what is not real.
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Because the way that I was brought
up, I learned a lot of
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untruth, I guess you could say.
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And so then I had to unlearn those
and then learn the truth.
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But it's very hard when you've been taught
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so many wrong things
to realize what is true.
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And as I was praying,
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I had this overwhelming
sense of warmth and peace
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just throughout my whole body
that actually just brought me to tears.
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And I've never felt so
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so good.
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I don't know how to describe it.
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I just was it was the most wonderful
feeling that I could describe.
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And so it
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I always knew God was real,
but that cemented it like God.
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He heard my prayers, and that was real.
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I don't worry anymore.
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I don't have anxiety like
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everything is just
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even the world as bad as it gets.
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Sometimes I don't
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stress about things anymore.
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I don't worry about things
because I know God has a hand on
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and I know that God loves me.
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I finally feel like I've found the love in
the peace that I've wanted my whole life
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that I was always searching for
and just couldn't find.
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And then, especially with my job,
is the very it can be very sad.
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I take care of sick children,
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and that has I feel like I'm
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a much better nurse now because
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I just
I pray with my patients and I don't worry
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about them as much anymore
because their children, I feel like
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it's okay.
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They're suffering now,
even though that's sad
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because they're going to go on
to something so much better.
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So it's really brought me a lot of peace
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