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If you really want to
protect your brothers,

you can't just be their sheepdog

when you're downrange.

Op last week proved

I'm squared away
outside the wire.

That's all that matters, right?

Take the shot, Ray!

Pull it together, man.

Metal's down! RPG tore him up.

We are under fire. I say
again, we are under fire.

Figure out who's firing
those missiles on the ground?

Yes. Russian contractors.

Blow through! Blow through!

Mortars are getting
way too close.

You hear me, Ray?

Russians are walking
those Tootsie Rolls in.

- Ray!
- They're bracketing us

while they get into position.

These guys know
what they're doing.

Matter of time
before they're on us.

Push forward!

- Push forward!
- Push forward!

Havoc, this is Bravo 2. We
have incoming mortar fire.

We need air support
ASAP. How copy?

Copy, Bravo 2. Stand by.

Russians are about
to drop the hammer.

- Spin up the QRF.
- Flight commander

can't send additional support
with surface-to-air missiles

in the region.

Our boys are gonna get
overrun without more boots

on the ground. Tell you what.
Look, we approach from the north,

- we can avoid the SAMs, right?
- We fly

map of the earth, hills should
help us avoid the MANPADs.

Rest of your crew will agree?

No chance they'll
leave your boys behind.

I'll get the bird prepped.

It's gonna get messy out there.
You two know what you're asking?

Yes, sir.

Give me two minutes to kit up.

Need all the guns you can get.

What's the plan?

Ray's in... Look,
the team's in trouble.

We bust our ass to get to them.

Long as that SAM
launcher's online,

doesn't matter how much
backup we give Bravo.

Best way to help is to
take out those missiles first.

Havoc, this is 1.

Requesting coordinates
for the enemy MANPADs.

Roger that, Bravo 1. Stand by.

Any word from the Nigerians?

Still engaging Boko.

No assets to send
as reinforcements.

So our cavalry's
three operators.

Yeah.

Sir, I'm requesting clearance
for air support in Nigeria.

The presence of
Russian-sponsored contractors

puts our operators at risk from
a more sophisticated enemy.

Well, you're not
wrong, Lieutenant,

but there's concern it'll
look like we're sending

an American invasion force

to kill Russian civilians
and secure an oil pipeline.

You're worried about
optics? I'm worried

about our men on the
ground, but the politics

means this isn't Command's call.

Got to run it up the line.

Well, if anyone can
make it happen, it's you.

Good luck.

They're on the "X"!

Lay it down!

Going down!

Yes! Yes!

Secondary infil route will
run us past the SAM position.

Let's split up. I want
two on foot patrol,

third on over watch.

- Copy.
- Negative. I want you on my maneuver side.

Cool.

The hell?

I'm taking serious
accurate fire up here!

Anybody got eyes

on the sniper?

Yeah, that's accurate.

Looks like it's from about
300 meters out to the east.

More than one.

Ray, we can't

stay here much longer, man.

Bravo 3, push left.

Light 'em up!

- Push left! Push left!
- Moving!

Bravo actual, this is
1. What's your status?

Moving.

Don't engage

- until we're on top -of them, got it?
- Yeah.

Shift left! Get left!

Moving!

We don't have time for this.

- Prep for frag.
- Roger that.

- Frag out?
- Frag out.

Back, back, back, back!

2, this is 3. Sniper team's
led us into a belt-fed ambush.

We're not gonna take
'em without more shooters.

Repeat, we are not gonna
take 'em without more shooters.

Bravo 3, this is 2.

We're still engaged
at our position.

Can't get to you.

Not sure Sonny'll
be able to hold out

- till Ray can consolidate.
- Ray doesn't stand a chance.

Enemy's way ahead
of his decisions.

He's gonna have to dig in.
Collect Soto, get to Sonny.

How're we gonna do that?

Havoc, this is 1.

We need immediate air support.

SAMs are down.

Bravo 3, this is 1.

Heading to your pos -in an
enemy vehicle. Roger that.

Hey!

You want to tell me
what the hell's going on?

We got multiple snipers
up on that ridge line.

We're pinned down by a belt-fed.

What's the call,
Jace? You tell me!

You're in the fight.

Hey! Look at me. Take a breath

and make the call.

We set up a hunter-killer
team for that machine gun,

and we flank out

the sniper position.

How do we split?

Have Alpha run that truck
east as a maneuver element,

and we'll set up base to fire.

Alpha 2, 6. Take the truck.

Roger that.

Alpha 3, Clay, Brock,
light the snipers.

Move! Move!

Move!

Cover!

Bravo 1,

this is Alpha 2. We're set.

Copy that.

I'll take the right.
You go left, Brock.

On me, ready?

Three, two, one.

Bravo 1, this is 6.

Enemy snipers are down.

Alpha 2, keep hammering.

Bravo 1, this is
Alpha 2. They're down.

Bravo 2, this is
1. Enemy snipers

and machine gun
positions are down.

Tell me what you need. Over.

We need close air support ASAP.

We're gonna have
to fall back soon.

Victor 2-5,

how far out are you?

Headed your way, Bravo 1.

We're coming in hot.

Helo coming in!

Good effects on target, Bravo 1.

Remaining forces are
bugging out and going home.

Havoc, this is 1.
The target is secure.

Standing by for RTB.

Copy, 1. Stand
by for partner force.

You okay?

Took a few punches,
but I'm still standing.

All right.

Thanks for having our six.

Words I bet you
never expected to say

when we first met?

Metal was stable when we left.

All right! Who wants to
tell Metal that he missed out

on the Red Dawn reboot?

Not it!

Yeah, buddy.

Med bay's on the 0-2 level!

Metal will smell us
before he hears us.

What?

His leg injury was aggravated,

and a bone shard
sliced his femoral artery.

The doctors did
everything they could, but...

Full Metal's gone.

He gave his life for ours.

Shielded us from an RPG.

Took the brunt of it.

Guessing, with Alpha here,
we're gonna be relieved

from deployment early.

If Metal saves us any
time on this ship, he

really was a hero to the end.

I'm gonna go talk to Command.

Never seen him lose
someone in battle.

The way he was working
on Metal in that helo

we thought we saved him.

You know, all he's endured,

this might be the loss that
pushes him over the edge.

No. Jason's been in
longer than any of us.

He has his ways
to deal with this.

All those numbers he
won't delete from his phone.

Ignore and override?

Exactly.

Man had a chance to get out.

He knew what he
was coming back to.

No part of this job
he can't handle.

So, Metal wanted

a burial at sea.

Planning has
already begun. We'll

lay him to rest
before we depart.

He.

Left this letter
with his things. And

in case he got
killed in battle, he,

wanted this to be... read.

So I thought, um...

"To the knuckleheads
of Bravo Team.

"So that's it. I'm gone.

"How it happened doesn't matter,

"but if the details of my
demise weren't super ninja,

"please change them so
the tadpoles who come after

know Full Metal didn't ride
the crazy train... he drove it."

"I hope I died a Team
guy and not just a SEAL.

"I hope I held the line like
those who came before us.

"I hope I did my job.

I know people on the outside..."
I know people on the outside

look at my life

no wife,

no kids,

no pets,

no plants.

But I married the
Teams for a reason.

I loved her with all my heart.

I have no regrets.

If the purpose
of life is purpose,

I found mine.

My choice was a
commitment to serve.

The battlefield was my home.

And if I couldn't live forever,

I'm glad I left this world

doing what I love most

with the people I love most.

I miss you guys already.

Congrats

on escaping sea life.

I'd feel better about
leaving this ship

if I wasn't leaving you here

to put up with a predator.

Just really wish that we'd found

any other woman
that he'd done this to.

And I wish you hadn't given
up a shot at your dream job.

Do you think that no one
else has come forward

because we're really
the only two people

that have a problem with him?

Look, it's scary...

Risk being labeled

a troublemaker just
for asking to do your job

without being harassed.

What?

Command Climate Specialist
Kang found me an hour ago.

And, apparently, word spread

that anyone experiencing
unwelcome behavior

should speak up.

And among the complaints were

five more about Whitshaw.

Turns out the women
on this ship are brave.

Are you serious?

So, contrary to what you think,

you're not leaving me here to
deal with a predator on my own.

Thank you.

You know, maybe
Metal had it figured out.

The only damage he
inflicted was on the battlefield.

You're whistling a different
tune there, Blondie McFerrin.

Just trying to figure out
how to protect everyone from

this job.

You can't.

No matter how hard you try.

This job will come home
one too many times.

Bird leaves in ten.

Made a lot of noise

for a guy who didn't say much.

First man I lost as OIC.

Asking myself a
lot of questions.

Those questions
never get answered.

Got a better perspective
on mission success now.

Not a victory

unless everybody
makes it home alive.

Not for you, we'd be heading
home down even more men.

Took me a minute,
but I get it now.

Bravo couldn't ask for a better
sheepdog outside the wire.

Yeah.

Outside the wire.

There he is.

- Cheers.
- Yeah.

Have to say, you looking to me

to make that call when the
Russians were closing in,

well, that was

as welcome as a outhouse breeze.

But you came through.

This time.

Got to admit, though, it did

did feel pretty damn
good, you know?

That faith that you put in me,
being more than just a shooter.

It's not the first time the
team needed you to step up.

I know I can count on you.

And you need to know that, too.

Yeah, maybe me
playing knuckle-dragger

keeps expectations
low and, you know,

prevents me from
disappointing people.

That include your kid?

My kid's life is gonna
be a hell of a lot cleaner

without my muddy
boots dragged all over it.

Let me tell you something.

My kids, Mikey and
Emma... they could fill a book

with all the things
that I've done wrong.

You know, at the end of the day,

they don't care that
we're flawed frogmen.

All they care about is that
we love them and protect them.

We step up, like you
did on the battlefield.

Except parenting... that's a...

That's a whole lot scarier.

Ooh.

Yeah. Yeah.

Hey.

Did you ever think
that, when I drafted you,

we'd run the,
Mogadishu Mile together?

I'm just

I'm just glad that Boko
knows what Bravo can do.

Gonna be seeing a lot of us.

But my future's with Bravo,

kicking doors,
all in, all the time.

All in, all the time, right.

That doesn't leave you much room

for yourself outside of Bravo.

Sacrifices have to be made.

Metal knew that.

- Did what he had to do.
- Metal did

what was best for Metal.

That doesn't mean
it's best for you.

You know, I thought
I could have it all...

Be you on the battlefield
and Ray at home.

This deployment opened my
eyes to how arrogant that is.

I drafted you because
of that arrogance.

Yeah.

If I want to fill your shoes,

it doesn't seem fair to
bring Stella down that path.

You know, maybe one day,
you'll wear that Bravo 1 patch.

And if do, I'll be the first
one in line to buy you a drink.

But if the price of that means

you're gonna end up,

in a small little room
above a garage,

flicking on a microwave

to distract you
from all your regrets,

that's not something
I want to drink to.

You saying you
regret being Bravo 1?

I'm saying we have to fight
just as hard inside the wire

as we do outside the wire.

My God, I missed you.

Come on. Come on.

You know what,
babe? I just realized

maybe joy is inappropriate
after losing Metal.

I'm sorry.

Naima didn't come to meet Ray?

You know what? You
must be exhausted.

Let-let... let's just get
you home, okay, baby?

What?

You said it yourself.

If Ray and Naima can't
make it work, then who can?

What happens between
them has no bearing on us.

Not just Ray and Naima.

90% of Team relationships.

Jason and Alana,

my parents.

What's the
definition of insanity?

Having this conversation
in a car in an airport.

Believe me.

Let's just get you home, baby.

I thought that I could
handle what the 90% couldn't.

But even as Bravo 6, I
failed to make us a priority.

This job demands so much

damages so many.

There's no finish
line for this war.

You know, I spent the whole
plane flight home questioning

if it was... if it was fair
to put us through all that.

And did you come
up with an answer?

All the collateral damage
comes with the job

the biggest tragedy
would be using it

as an excuse to not
fight for a future with you.

We should get married.

Are you hopped up on painkillers

like your last proposal?

Never been clearer
about anything in my life.

Will you marry me?

Yes.

- Yes?
- Yeah.

Shouldn't you be
at your taco spot.

Performing your
homecoming ritual?

Burritos are on hold until
the mission is accomplished.

Thought we decided
you being everyone's

personal savior
wasn't a good look.

Yeah, well, someone's
got to do something

when you're sleeping here
in the cages instead of home.

I'm sorry I'm not fixing
my marriage problem

on your schedule.

I'm the last person who's
gonna give you marriage advice,

but you didn't freeze
up on the battlefield

thinking about Naima.

You're outside
your lane, brother.

No, I'm not. I'm exactly
where I need to be, Ray.

Come on. The problem started
when you got grabbed in Tunisia.

Raqqa Jacques... No.

Said yourself, our
training combats all that.

Yeah, I did said that,
and, you know what?

I wanted to believe
that. I really did,

but we both know
that's a load of crap.

After all we've been
through, you think

a drill through my leg
is gonna break me?

Yeah. That and everything
else that you've been through.

It all adds up.

You can only ignore
and override so much.

Says the guy who
probably buried Metal

for good in that
file on your phone.

I made it home, Jace.

You did your job.

This is the job.

I'm here to help you.

I'm here to get you back.

You're my brother.

You know what,
maybe you're right.

But I want you to
tell me something.

How you gonna...
how you gonna help me

when you can't
even help yourself?

I buried another
teammate the other day.

That'd be my
forty-first lost brother.

41 dead brothers

that I carry on my phone.

41, painful memories.

I just don't

I don't want to
remember how they died.

I want to remember
how they lived.

I loved every single one of 'em.

And the ones that I lost... I

I don't want to be
haunted by 'em anymore.

No, I-I want to celebrate 'em.

And the ones that...
that do make it home

I want to make sure
that I am there for them

to help them fight the
demons that haunt us.

Because

surviving the battlefield

isn't enough.

It's on me to make sure that

my men restore what
war has taken from them.

I have to make sure that
they never stop fighting

for what really matters.

You know, war has a...
has a vice grip on our souls,

and if I am going
to help my brothers

man, I got to
confront my pain first.

That's why I'm here.

I'm a warrior.

A husband, a father.

People rely on me
to be strong, and,

and pain is weakness,
and I'm not weak.

SEALs dish out trauma,
we don't suffer from it.

I just need to keep
working the problem.

I'm fine. I

I will be fine.

What good is spreading
my pain around gonna do?

How do you tell your wife
you're... you're damaged?

Your babies that you're haunted?

Your... your brothers you're

you're afraid?

It's just easier to be a bad
husband, father and teammate

than to

burden them with my shame.

Ray, you can't carry this alone.

You can't carry this alone.

I am so tired.

I am so tired of
feeling like this.

Of deceiving everyone.

I keep telling everybody
I'm okay, but I'm

I keep telling myself
that I'm getting better,

but I'm not.

I'm-I'm... I'm not.

I'm just... I'm not.

I'm lying to everyone.

But most of all myself.

Because

the truth is, um.

I have PTS,

and I need... I need help.

Yeah.

Congratulations!

This courthouse
wedding was one thing,

but having our reception
at the Bulkhead...

Don't you dare
denigrate this place.

I met my husband here.

Hey.

- Hey, what's going on?
- Congratulations.

I thought you were in Texas.

Ain't no way in hell I'm
gonna miss your nuptials there,

Blondie Parton.

How's... How's the little girl?

Take a look right here, man.

That is perfection personified.

I'm sorry for riding you
so hard about her, man.

Wasn't my place.

You were just
looking out for me.

You, you knew what
I needed before I did.

So I take my eye off you two,

and you go and get
respectable on me?

Yeah, well

I'm proud of you boys.

- To the new husband.
- New father.

- Appreciate you, man.
- Yeah.

Congratulations.

Hey, what's going on?

My God. I know, I know.

Lieutenant.

My friends over at SOCOM,
they were disappointed.

You pulled your application.

It was for the right reasons.

- You're still trying -to leave Bravo?
- Not at the moment.

I'm gonna stick around,

bother you a little bit longer.

Glad to hear it.

- See you in a bit.
- Gonna say hi to everybody. -Yeah.

I can't remember
if I'm allowed to

buy you a drink or not.

- I think I'm buying you -one, Dad.
- Okay.

Looky here. This little angel.

Leanne Deirdre Oliver.

I did think about
naming her Lisa,

but you-you know.

That's sweet, Sonny.

Yep. You know I,

can't see the baby
that I love because,

well, she's in Texas.

And I see the woman
that I love every single day,

and I can't be with her, either.

Even Hank Williams couldn't
make that sound pretty.

Yep.

You know, I'm thinking about

getting a billet in Texas.

That way I could be
close to my baby girl

and, well, maybe
untangle the knot

that you and I are in.

So you're willing to
give up being a SEAL?

For the right reasons.

You know, you applying
to SOCOM means you're

willing to leave Vah Beach,

so...

How's your feeling about Texas?

When you said you were
taking me somewhere special

- I thought you meant.
- Clay and Stella's party.

Whoa. Hold on.

I'm heading there
later. By myself. Okay.

See, it's a bar.

- I'm almost 21.
- Don't remind me.

- Please.
- Welcome home.

There it is. Thank you.

Thank you. Ha.

Wait, this is the taco place?

Your post-deployment buffer
zone before hitting the home front?

Why are you
suddenly including me

in your post-deployment routine?

You're here. I
can't... I can't enjoy

the best burrito in Vah
Beach by myself, now, can I?

You know

you said something to me once.

You said I think my only value

is on the battlefield.

You're so much more than that.

I never thought that...

Bravo 1 and Jason
Hayes could coexist, but

maybe they can.

So Uncle Ray staying
with you, I'm guessing

that's part of your
mission off the battlefield.

If you want to delay
our road trip, it's okay.

We can... No, no, no, no, no.

We're-we're hitting the road.

Bravo is paddling
in the right direction.

We're good. We're gonna
pick up Mikey tomorrow,

and we're gonna see
where the road takes us.

All right? It's all good.

Congratulations, man.

Thanks.

Sorry I'm late.

Just glad you made it.

Yeah.

Look, Clay,

what I said about
Team guy relationships,

it was not my place.

Does it look like I listened?

Right? Yeah.

I'm glad you didn't.

I've, been mixed up lately.

Not myself.

Feeling better?

I'll get there.

Jason having my six helped.

We all have it. Okay?

Have you seen her
since you've been back?

Got a lot to make amends for.

I owe it to Naima
to do it right.

All you been through,

you owe it to yourself
to fight for what you want.

Naima!

You look skinny.

Too skinny.

My captors

started with the
beatings right away.

Punching me, kicking.

Then the psychological
stuff started.

Um.

They'd, put a knife to my throat

a half dozen times a day.

You and the babies
got me through that.

But, um, by the time
that they moved to

putting a power drill in my leg

the pain of that

felt better than the pain

of thinking of the family

that I'd never see again.

I was so scared of
leaving you behind, baby.

And I've been scared ever since.

I'm just afraid

afraid to tell you that, um

that I'm broken.

You didn't need to tell me, Ray.

You just needed to let
me help pick up the pieces.

Do... do-do you,

do you still want that?

Come home, Ray.

We're family.

Hey. Marriage looks good on you.

Still wrapping my
head around that.

Yeah, well, you
get used to the ring

around the fifth anniversary.

Yeah, well, you know, I

I might not be wearing
it if it weren't for you.

I'm thinking you probably
would have figured it out.

Yeah, I just

I wish all of Bravo
was here to celebrate.

I keep wondering what I
could have done different.

Yeah, well, you know what,
let's not remember Metal

for how he died,
but for how he...

You all right?

Um...

Just a headache.
Probably from the RPG.

I'm good. I'm good.

Enjoy the party.

You know, it is customary
for the groom to smile

during his reception.

I just realized that
Jason's 20th anniversary

of fighting this
war is coming up.

Lot of miles on him.

Well, he looks like
he's in a good place.

Yeah, he does.

Certainly earned it.

All right, now, I know tonight's

a celebration of
Clay and Stella,

but we'd be remiss not to
raise a glass to Full Metal.

Master Chief,

- do the honors?
- Of course.

To Scotty Carter.

The best of us don't come home.

- Hey!
- Scotty!

I would say the fun meter
is definitely high on this one.

You know?

Did I ever tell you
how this guy here

got his name, Full Metal?