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[light music]
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Still feeling dizzy?
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Not really.
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We're almost there.
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[door opens]
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[door closes]
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Ready.
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[gentle music]
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How long have we lived here?
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Going on ten years.
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C'mon, honey, your
room's this way.
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Let's get some light in here.
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It's so clean.
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Are you hungry?
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Actually just kinda tired.
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yeah of course.
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We can do all this later, okay?
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[gentle music]
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[Julia] That's exactly
the wrong thing to do.
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[Ben] And your suggestion?
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[Julia] My suggestion?
We keep her GPA up,
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we get her used to doing
the things she's used to do,
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and we get her back to normal.
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[Ben] She don't want them
hearing through someone else!
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[Julia] And risk losing
the scholarship?
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That would be a disaster.
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The disaster already happened.
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This gets her in front of it.
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[sigh]
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Are you gonna pay the
tuition once she loses it?
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That's not fair.
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Hey.
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Hi.
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[Julia] Thanks for
bringing the food.
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[Ben] Of course.
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So, how long have you
two been divorced?
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- About four...
- Four years.
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Honey, we have a lot of
time to go over all this.
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It's been a week since
the accident.
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I know you're overwhelmed.
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There's a lot to process.
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It's okay, I was just asking.
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We're here for you.
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We love you.
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[upbeat music]
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[door closes]
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Was that Ethan?
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Yeah. He brought your phone.
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He doesn't seem my type.
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There are about a hundred
girls in your school who would
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be thrilled to hear
you say that.
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This is toast, honey.
Won't even turn on.
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What do you say we go get
you a new phone?
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That's your school...
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Look straight head of me,
please,
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You still have the ringing?
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Yeah, sometimes.
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Well, physically,
you're doing great.
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That being said, I'm sure
the memory loss
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has to be very
disconcerting for you.
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When will it come back?
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Wish I could tell you
with certainty
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how long we're looking at
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and to what what extent it
will come back.
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So when you say 'to
what extent'.
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I'm not trying to
be an alarmist.
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Could this be permanent?
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I highly doubt it,
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but I can't
completely rule it out.
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[voice fades out]
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[door closes]
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This mine?
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Hm-hmm.
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Am I a good driver?
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It's debatable.
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You remember the code?
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Yeah, we literally
just set it up.
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Okay.
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[Julia chuckles]
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I'm gonna go for break
right after dinner.
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If that's okay.
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Not too far, okay?
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And wear a helmet.
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Maybe I shouldn't.
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Then if I get knocked on
my head again,
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everything will come back.
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[soft music]
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[knocks]
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Hey, you got visitors.
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Lexi and Heather.
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You remember me telling
you about them?
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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They were wondering
if you felt up
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to hanging out tomorrow.
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Yeah, we have practice
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and we thought we'd
go to the lake.
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Honey, no pressure.
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That might be good, you know?
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So, which one of you is Lexi
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and which one is Heather?
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I'm Lexi.
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That's my hoodie you're
wearing by the way.
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You took it the last
time we hung out.
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[chuckles]
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Lexi's always
stealing our clothes.
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I'm Heather.
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Sorry I don't
remember you guys.
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It's okay.
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Do you wanna come with us?
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Yeah, honey.
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It'd probably be a good.
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[indistinct chatter]
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So, how's Lexi's and
Heather's experiment going?
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You don't really know me,
do you?
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Ethan. I saw pictures.
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You remember any of this?
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Heard you were at the hospital
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but they wouldn't
let you see me.
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Yeah, yeah you were
really confused, Ali.
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I think everyone was
nervous to throw too much
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at you at once. That's all.
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They said another car
ran a stop sign.
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Is everyone okay?
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Yeah... yeah they're
good as far as I know.
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They're probably relieved,
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we're not pressing charges
or suing them or anything.
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Could you tell Lexi
and Heather I had to go?
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Yeah, yeah, you want me to
give you a ride back home?
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Listen, I get it. I get
it if you don't.
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Yeah, I kind of
just wanna walk.
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It's about two miles
back to your place, Al.
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I'll be okay.
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Okay.
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[gentle music]
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Ali, you okay?
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Hey.
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I'm not sure.
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Actually I think I got
my directions mixed up
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coming from the soccer field.
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Where you trying to go?
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Do we know each other?
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So it is true?
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What? What's true?
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There's a rumor...
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I'm Cameron...
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And yeah, we sort of
know each other...
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My phone died. Do you
know where I live?
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Yeah, you're kind of heading
in the wrong direction.
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Oh.
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Come on, I'll show you.
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So um... what's it like?
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If you don't mind
talking about it.
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Well you can clearly
walk and talk
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so you've got that
going for you.
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Yeah. And I can also
chew gum at the same time.
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Amazing, right?
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Okay. Okay.. Sense of humor.
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Another plus.
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We're still trying
to figure out
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what I know and don't know.
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But I can add, subtract,
do calculus,
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tie my shoes... and
execute pretty
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much any normal task
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with efficiency and even style.
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Nice.
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I seem to know a lot of things
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but I'm extremely limited in
the knowledge of one thing.
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But that one thing is sort
of the main thing, isn't it?
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Yeah. Hmm hm. Me.
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So, you in a band?
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No. Just practicing. I
do my own stuff.
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You know I read about these
Buddhist monks who believe
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in a sort of dynamic emptiness.
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No past. No future. Only now.
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They'd probably love
to have what you have.
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They can have it.
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[car honks]
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[tires screeching]
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Hey, Ali, are you okay?
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We talked to Ethan and he
said you just walked away.
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Yeah, come on. We'll
take you home, okay.
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Thanks for helping.
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[Lexi] You really
should have waited for us.
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[Heather] And that kid
you were with,
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Cameron Reed, he's not someone
you should be talking to.
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He seemed nice to me.
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[Heather] Just let us
help you get back to normal.
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We don't want you snapping
out of this and then realize
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you've damaged your rep
beyond repair.
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Cameron's sort of a loner.
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He got arrested over
the summer...
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Well that's a rumor.
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He's doing court
ordered community
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service at the park
because he got
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caught tagging at the Grove...
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Again, a rumor.
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Yeah, but climbing
the towers at the Grove
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is kind of announcing you
have some insanity streak.
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He's trouble, Ali.
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Next thing you know,
you'll be bumping
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shoulders in the back
of a cop car.
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Just let us take care of you,
Ali.
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And please don't tell
your mom we got separated.
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She hears that, she definitely
will not let us tutor you.
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[guitar music]
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[door knocks]
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Yeah.
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How'd it go?
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Ethan was there.
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And?
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I don't know.
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When I asked him about the
other people in the accident,
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he said they're probably
happy we're not suing them.
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Thought that was an odd
thing to say.
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Yeah, well, he's right.
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And he's nice.
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And the two of you were
always happy together.
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I guess.
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Honey, I'm glad you're
making an effort.
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You have really great friends...
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and they just want
what's best for you.
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So you like my friends?
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Yeah, of course.
Why would you?
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Nothing...
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- No? What?
- Nothing.
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[Julia sighs]
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This came in the mail.
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I think it's your
Letter of Intent.
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It's due the second
week of November.
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Don't they know what happened?
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Yeah.
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They know that you had a
minor head injury
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and it's kept you out of school.
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That's it?
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Honey, scholarships to elite
schools are very fragile.
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Just like the human brain,
huh?
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You don't think we should
tell them the whole story?
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I think we should give
it a few more weeks.
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State has an excellent
pre-law track.
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And that's something
you're quite interested in.
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So, what's with this?
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You brought it home one day.
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And I never said why?
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Did I want to learn how to play?
Or...
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Never said anything to me.
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I just thought you liked the
way it looked in your room.
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[playful music]
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Good morning.
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Morning.
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Lexi and Heather will be here
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after their morning classes.
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So, make sure you're
caught up on your reading
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and started the worksheets,
okay?
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Okay.
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And um, if you need anything
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or you're not feeling well,
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hey, call me. Okay?
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Okay. Um, hey, do you mind
if I rearrange my bedroom?
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It's okay. Just um...
school work first,
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then decorating. Okay.
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And I was thinking, maybe you
could uh, mix in a run later.
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Get that body going again.
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[gentle music]
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[soft music]
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Hey, I was in the
neighborhood.
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Just thought I'd
check in on you.
268
00:20:59,079 --> 00:21:00,632
Hi, I'm Cameron.
269
00:21:00,701 --> 00:21:01,840
We met the other day...
270
00:21:01,909 --> 00:21:03,601
Yeah. I just thought you
were my tutors.
271
00:21:03,670 --> 00:21:07,363
No, I'm in PE and we're
running cross country, so.
272
00:21:09,745 --> 00:21:12,092
Looks like you survived the
ride home the other day.
273
00:21:15,095 --> 00:21:18,202
So, I guess I'll uh...
see you around.
274
00:21:23,862 --> 00:21:27,349
Hey look um, I know this place
275
00:21:28,660 --> 00:21:32,561
isn't kind to those
who are lonely or lost.
276
00:21:32,630 --> 00:21:35,115
So just... track me down
277
00:21:35,184 --> 00:21:36,737
if you get feeling like that...
278
00:21:40,431 --> 00:21:45,505
Okay, we've got AP Calc.
AP Chemistry and AP Lit...
279
00:21:45,574 --> 00:21:47,334
And... don't forget.
AP Russian.
280
00:21:48,646 --> 00:21:51,614
First lesson, how to make
kick-ass screwdrivers.
281
00:21:51,683 --> 00:21:52,753
That's a horrible idea.
282
00:21:52,822 --> 00:21:53,858
Since when?
283
00:21:53,927 --> 00:21:56,343
Have you had that in
your bag all day?
284
00:21:56,412 --> 00:21:59,691
Yeah. I've got a whole new way
285
00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:01,141
to reintroduce you to yourself,
Al.
286
00:22:01,210 --> 00:22:02,453
Of course you have.
287
00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:06,077
You love this drink. We
have so many crazy stories
288
00:22:06,146 --> 00:22:07,009
of you and this drink.
289
00:22:07,078 --> 00:22:10,357
Did we actually
take AP Russian?
290
00:22:10,426 --> 00:22:11,393
No, honey.
291
00:22:11,462 --> 00:22:12,601
Alright, ladies.
292
00:22:15,155 --> 00:22:17,606
To unlocking Ali's brain.
293
00:22:17,675 --> 00:22:19,573
If you're uncomfortable
you really don't have to.
294
00:22:19,642 --> 00:22:21,092
It's a de-stress device.
295
00:22:30,895 --> 00:22:35,279
Woo. Come on. Loosen up
so we can get to work.
296
00:22:37,211 --> 00:22:39,213
[Lexi and Heather laugh]
297
00:22:40,353 --> 00:22:41,699
[gentle music]
298
00:22:41,768 --> 00:22:43,114
There we go.
299
00:22:43,183 --> 00:22:44,978
[Both laugh]
300
00:22:45,047 --> 00:22:46,980
This picture's from
Spring Break.
301
00:22:47,049 --> 00:22:48,084
Last year.
302
00:22:48,947 --> 00:22:49,741
That was crazy.
303
00:22:49,810 --> 00:22:51,295
The hotel was so bad.
304
00:22:51,364 --> 00:22:54,090
Heather found it on Yelp.
Three stars.
305
00:22:54,159 --> 00:22:56,403
I told her we shouldn't
go, but she insisted on it.
306
00:22:56,472 --> 00:22:57,784
I did.
307
00:22:57,853 --> 00:23:02,754
Okay, so... Tell me the
backstory of that picture...
308
00:23:05,101 --> 00:23:06,240
- [all laugh]
- That is so cute...
309
00:23:06,310 --> 00:23:08,070
Oh my gosh. I remember
doing your hair for that.
310
00:23:08,139 --> 00:23:09,485
That's actually my shirt.
311
00:23:11,694 --> 00:23:14,283
[gentle music]
312
00:23:18,425 --> 00:23:20,565
Okay, that was good. Yeah.
313
00:23:23,741 --> 00:23:24,569
I got it.
314
00:23:25,812 --> 00:23:27,607
[panting] I was good at this?
315
00:23:27,676 --> 00:23:29,056
Yeah. Come on. Let's go again.
316
00:23:29,125 --> 00:23:29,678
Okay.
317
00:23:30,989 --> 00:23:33,578
Did I ever talk about
writing with you guys?
318
00:23:33,647 --> 00:23:34,441
What?
319
00:23:35,891 --> 00:23:38,549
Like... Poetry?
320
00:23:40,240 --> 00:23:41,931
[Heather] Why? Do you
have an urge to drop
321
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:43,105
some rhymes or something?
322
00:23:43,174 --> 00:23:45,935
[laughs]
323
00:23:47,316 --> 00:23:48,455
What about guitar?
324
00:23:49,594 --> 00:23:51,665
[Lexi] You bought
it as a joke.
325
00:23:51,734 --> 00:23:53,633
There was an estate
sale over on Ambassador
326
00:23:53,702 --> 00:23:55,393
last summer and you
really wanted to go in.
327
00:23:55,462 --> 00:23:57,947
So, what was the joke?
328
00:23:58,016 --> 00:23:59,052
I don't really remember.
329
00:23:59,121 --> 00:24:01,675
But I think it was about
you take lessons.
330
00:24:01,744 --> 00:24:03,643
You had so much on your plate,
331
00:24:03,712 --> 00:24:05,403
you barely had time to breathe.
332
00:24:05,472 --> 00:24:08,820
Yeah, Student Council.
National Honor Society.
333
00:24:08,889 --> 00:24:10,546
Soccer... track...
334
00:24:10,615 --> 00:24:12,859
Mock trials... Tutoring.
335
00:24:12,928 --> 00:24:15,448
The list goes on and on
for Ali Spencer.
336
00:24:18,174 --> 00:24:20,660
[phone beeps]
337
00:24:21,937 --> 00:24:22,765
He's here.
338
00:24:23,663 --> 00:24:25,112
What's going on?
339
00:24:25,181 --> 00:24:26,424
Field trip.
340
00:24:26,493 --> 00:24:28,806
[rap music]
341
00:24:30,532 --> 00:24:31,533
Sit upfront.
342
00:24:36,779 --> 00:24:37,677
What's up ladies?
343
00:24:40,196 --> 00:24:43,268
He'll be extra careful, right?
344
00:24:43,337 --> 00:24:46,133
Yeah, I promise, Al.
Come on in.
345
00:24:53,486 --> 00:24:56,558
Yeah, this is my parents pre-
graduation, graduation gift.
346
00:24:56,627 --> 00:24:57,731
For real?
347
00:24:57,800 --> 00:25:00,320
Yeah, I got custom
plates on order too.
348
00:25:00,389 --> 00:25:02,495
Let me guess, "E-Man"?
349
00:25:02,564 --> 00:25:04,324
No Lexi, not E-Man.
350
00:25:05,498 --> 00:25:07,189
I was thinking - It's Lit.
351
00:25:07,258 --> 00:25:09,156
But I spell it all one
word, I-T-S-L-I-T...
352
00:25:09,225 --> 00:25:09,847
Clever.
353
00:25:09,916 --> 00:25:11,262
That's really beautiful.
354
00:25:11,331 --> 00:25:13,816
I don't know. I could have
went with "ETHAN" or E-Man
355
00:25:13,885 --> 00:25:15,853
but I just want to be
incognito some times.
356
00:25:15,922 --> 00:25:17,441
I'm not really an expert but,
357
00:25:17,510 --> 00:25:20,720
I think that's probably as
incognito as a train wreck.
358
00:25:20,789 --> 00:25:21,824
Shut up. It's gonna be sick,
359
00:25:21,893 --> 00:25:22,791
okay.
360
00:25:22,860 --> 00:25:23,895
Where are we going?
361
00:25:28,279 --> 00:25:30,074
Heather, you didn't tell her?
362
00:25:30,143 --> 00:25:32,317
If we told her, it might
mess up the impact.
363
00:25:32,386 --> 00:25:33,215
Seriously?
364
00:25:34,768 --> 00:25:37,322
Okay, Ali, so I
read that people
365
00:25:37,391 --> 00:25:40,947
with memory issues a lot
of the times visit places
366
00:25:41,016 --> 00:25:44,985
from their pasts to try
to reconnect with things.
367
00:25:45,054 --> 00:25:47,298
Okay, so what does that mean?
368
00:25:47,367 --> 00:25:49,196
Ali, we're going to
the crash site.
369
00:25:58,482 --> 00:25:59,931
We landed right there.
370
00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:01,277
Next to that fire hydrant
we took out that
371
00:26:01,346 --> 00:26:02,451
whole section of corn.
372
00:26:19,123 --> 00:26:20,883
Heather, you really
should have told her.
373
00:26:20,952 --> 00:26:22,333
She'll be fine, okay.
374
00:26:22,402 --> 00:26:23,437
I don't know guys.
375
00:26:34,621 --> 00:26:35,829
Hey, Ali.
376
00:26:40,489 --> 00:26:45,459
I'm sorry... this was
a shitty idea.
377
00:26:51,569 --> 00:26:52,708
Come on. Let's go back.
378
00:26:55,228 --> 00:26:56,298
Can I see the car?
379
00:27:19,390 --> 00:27:20,564
I can't believe
you climbed out
380
00:27:20,633 --> 00:27:22,151
of there with barely a scratch.
381
00:27:24,464 --> 00:27:26,466
Well... kind of...
382
00:27:38,927 --> 00:27:40,273
You'll be back soon, Ali.
383
00:27:48,522 --> 00:27:51,077
[somber music]
384
00:27:52,872 --> 00:27:56,461
I wasn't sure the right
time to do this.
385
00:27:59,948 --> 00:28:03,365
You don't remember but, you
used to love wearing this.
386
00:28:08,542 --> 00:28:11,200
I got it for our
anniversary last year.
387
00:28:11,269 --> 00:28:12,098
Wow.
388
00:28:13,893 --> 00:28:15,584
Yeah the chain broke
during the accident.
389
00:28:15,653 --> 00:28:17,966
But one of the EMTs found
it on the floor
390
00:28:18,035 --> 00:28:20,900
and gave it back to me
so I had a jeweler give
391
00:28:20,969 --> 00:28:21,832
it a resetting.
392
00:28:24,179 --> 00:28:25,007
Thank you.
393
00:28:26,146 --> 00:28:27,423
May I?
394
00:28:27,492 --> 00:28:28,321
Yeah.
395
00:28:55,659 --> 00:28:58,972
Do you remember it?
The accident?
396
00:29:03,874 --> 00:29:04,668
Every bit.
397
00:29:07,671 --> 00:29:10,363
It all happened so fast but
when I look back on it now,
398
00:29:10,432 --> 00:29:13,746
it's like slow motion.
399
00:29:17,163 --> 00:29:18,371
The car came out of nowhere.
400
00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:22,513
I swerved to try to avoid it
but we ended up in the field.
401
00:29:25,619 --> 00:29:28,277
The airbags exploded and hit
you in the head pretty hard.
402
00:29:29,693 --> 00:29:30,521
You blacked out.
403
00:29:33,697 --> 00:29:38,598
We finally got you awake
you were really confused.
404
00:29:40,462 --> 00:29:41,705
It was a freak thing, Al.
405
00:29:49,747 --> 00:29:51,680
Look, I'm a little off
my game today.
406
00:29:56,754 --> 00:29:58,825
I don't know the first
thing to say to you.
407
00:29:59,757 --> 00:30:02,070
Or anything for that matter.
408
00:30:07,006 --> 00:30:07,800
I'm sorry, Al.
409
00:30:08,662 --> 00:30:09,905
No. Don't be.
410
00:30:09,974 --> 00:30:11,355
I don't think there's a playbook
411
00:30:11,424 --> 00:30:14,565
on how to connect with your
girlfriend who has amnesia.
412
00:30:14,634 --> 00:30:15,773
[Ethan laughs]
413
00:30:18,155 --> 00:30:18,949
It's just...
414
00:30:24,299 --> 00:30:28,855
I don't know, something just
doesn't feel right about us.
415
00:30:28,924 --> 00:30:29,753
No?
416
00:30:31,099 --> 00:30:33,722
I mean a lot of things
since the accident
417
00:30:33,791 --> 00:30:34,792
haven't felt right.
418
00:30:37,968 --> 00:30:39,279
How so?
419
00:30:41,212 --> 00:30:42,766
Did you know I wrote poetry?
420
00:30:45,285 --> 00:30:46,114
No.
421
00:30:47,425 --> 00:30:51,119
Yeah, I found a journal
hidden under my mattress.
422
00:30:52,568 --> 00:30:53,397
Serious?
423
00:30:59,161 --> 00:31:01,750
Why couldn't I trust you
with something like that?
424
00:31:08,067 --> 00:31:11,622
[Heather] Guys, it's
freezing, can we go?
425
00:31:13,279 --> 00:31:15,799
[upbeat music]
426
00:31:25,429 --> 00:31:27,914
♪ How do you think you'll die. ♪
427
00:31:27,983 --> 00:31:32,781
♪ I ask you point blank
on Tuesday night. ♪
428
00:32:20,864 --> 00:32:23,418
[bright music]
429
00:32:26,766 --> 00:32:27,594
Dad.
430
00:32:29,734 --> 00:32:30,804
What's up?
431
00:32:30,874 --> 00:32:32,806
There was a great
song on the radio.
432
00:32:33,911 --> 00:32:35,464
So great it put you to sleep?
433
00:32:36,707 --> 00:32:38,122
Landslide.
434
00:32:38,191 --> 00:32:39,883
- That is a great song.
- Yeah.
435
00:32:47,476 --> 00:32:48,753
You work another double?
436
00:32:50,514 --> 00:32:52,378
I used to do them
standing on my head.
437
00:32:52,447 --> 00:32:54,173
Doubles feel more
like triples now.
438
00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:57,107
You just getting back
from school?
439
00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,834
Uh, no. Put in some
time at the park.
440
00:33:00,904 --> 00:33:02,146
Thought you wrapped that up.
441
00:33:03,251 --> 00:33:05,839
Almost. Got a few
more hours left.
442
00:33:24,789 --> 00:33:27,516
[soothing music]
443
00:37:15,365 --> 00:37:16,780
Hey...
444
00:37:16,849 --> 00:37:18,989
Oh, hey.
445
00:37:20,922 --> 00:37:23,062
You uh... Need directions?
446
00:37:23,131 --> 00:37:27,135
I'm good, actually.
You work here?
447
00:37:29,517 --> 00:37:32,761
Uh... Community
Service Learning.
448
00:37:34,694 --> 00:37:36,765
Actually, it's my last day.
449
00:37:36,834 --> 00:37:38,595
So, riding a bike.
450
00:37:38,664 --> 00:37:40,252
Your tutors seem to be
doing effective work.
451
00:37:40,321 --> 00:37:42,978
My tutors have tried
to bring my memory back
452
00:37:43,047 --> 00:37:47,500
through various methods,
there's soccer, vodka,
453
00:37:47,569 --> 00:37:49,330
bringing me to the scene
of the accident
454
00:37:49,399 --> 00:37:51,228
and showing me the wrecked car.
455
00:37:51,297 --> 00:37:52,712
How's that working out?
456
00:37:52,781 --> 00:37:55,128
Vodka gives me a headache.
457
00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:57,200
Soccer makes me feel
like a complete klutz.
458
00:37:57,269 --> 00:38:02,205
And the car lets me know
I'm lucky to be alive.
459
00:38:04,552 --> 00:38:06,485
Yeah, I'll bet.
460
00:38:06,554 --> 00:38:07,900
What you said yesterday,
461
00:38:09,315 --> 00:38:10,937
about feeling lost?
462
00:38:13,664 --> 00:38:15,597
Why did you say that to me?
463
00:38:15,666 --> 00:38:20,533
Just... Um. I've been there.
464
00:38:21,845 --> 00:38:25,573
And sometimes it feels
like it isn't allowed.
465
00:38:25,642 --> 00:38:29,162
Like being lost is a sign
of weakness or something
466
00:38:29,232 --> 00:38:31,648
which sucks 'cause
it's not true.
467
00:38:31,717 --> 00:38:35,376
And look, I cannot even
begin to imagine
468
00:38:35,445 --> 00:38:36,825
what you're going through
469
00:38:36,894 --> 00:38:38,275
or how you must be
feeling right now.
470
00:38:38,344 --> 00:38:42,521
Yeah, I'm just trying
to find myself, who I was
471
00:38:42,590 --> 00:38:45,006
and who I am, I guess.
472
00:38:45,075 --> 00:38:47,284
Anything you've uh discovered
473
00:38:47,353 --> 00:38:49,321
that's really surprised you?
474
00:38:49,390 --> 00:38:50,218
Yeah.
475
00:38:53,428 --> 00:38:56,224
A notebook that I
write poetry in.
476
00:38:56,293 --> 00:38:58,019
What kind of poems?
477
00:38:58,088 --> 00:39:00,193
I don't know. Just... poems...
478
00:39:00,263 --> 00:39:02,230
Teenage stuff, I guess.
479
00:39:02,299 --> 00:39:04,784
My friends don't seem to
know that I write poetry.
480
00:39:05,716 --> 00:39:06,821
Have you shown anybody?
481
00:39:06,890 --> 00:39:07,718
No.
482
00:39:10,134 --> 00:39:11,895
Well, what are you
waiting for?
483
00:39:11,964 --> 00:39:14,000
I guess I haven't
really thought about it.
484
00:39:14,069 --> 00:39:18,004
And yet, here we are...
485
00:39:18,073 --> 00:39:20,041
You know, Lexi and
Heather told me
486
00:39:20,110 --> 00:39:22,250
to be careful around you.
487
00:39:22,319 --> 00:39:24,045
Oh, you were talking about me.
488
00:39:25,288 --> 00:39:27,773
And they said it's not a
good idea if we hang out?
489
00:39:30,258 --> 00:39:31,846
Maybe you should listen to them.
490
00:39:34,711 --> 00:39:35,539
Hey, wait.
491
00:39:38,715 --> 00:39:41,062
They told me that you
would be here doing
492
00:39:41,131 --> 00:39:43,616
Community Service so I...
493
00:39:44,962 --> 00:39:47,344
[Ali laughs]
494
00:39:49,242 --> 00:39:54,178
I um... Do you really wanna see?
495
00:39:55,525 --> 00:39:56,629
The better question is,
496
00:39:56,698 --> 00:39:58,251
is it even worth the
effort because there
497
00:39:58,321 --> 00:40:01,565
could be tons "I" s dotted with
hearts and like unnecessary
498
00:40:01,634 --> 00:40:06,052
exclamation points and
unicorn stickers.
499
00:40:06,121 --> 00:40:07,813
There are a few hearts,
500
00:40:07,882 --> 00:40:10,747
but no unicorn stickers.
501
00:40:10,816 --> 00:40:11,920
Not yet anyway.
502
00:40:15,268 --> 00:40:17,409
I found this one poem
on a page with a ticket
503
00:40:17,478 --> 00:40:19,100
to the Art Museum.
504
00:40:19,169 --> 00:40:23,242
So I went there and found
this gorgeous painting
505
00:40:23,311 --> 00:40:25,762
with the same name.
506
00:40:27,729 --> 00:40:29,766
- Over Blue?
- Yeah.
507
00:40:29,835 --> 00:40:31,526
It must have meant
something to me.
508
00:40:32,803 --> 00:40:34,218
Ali, you know what this is?
509
00:40:37,152 --> 00:40:38,430
It's a treasure map.
510
00:40:39,362 --> 00:40:41,087
I don't understand.
511
00:40:41,156 --> 00:40:45,195
It's full of clues that may
lead you back to yourself,
512
00:40:45,264 --> 00:40:47,266
to parts of you hidden
from the world that
513
00:40:47,335 --> 00:40:49,406
need to be rediscovered.
514
00:40:49,475 --> 00:40:51,408
I mean you what we need
to do now, right?
515
00:40:52,789 --> 00:40:54,549
We have to decipher this thing.
516
00:40:54,618 --> 00:40:56,275
No, no we don't.
517
00:40:56,344 --> 00:40:59,036
C'mon, you cannot
put something
518
00:40:59,105 --> 00:40:59,968
like this in front of me
519
00:41:00,037 --> 00:41:02,177
and then just leave me hanging.
520
00:41:02,246 --> 00:41:03,247
That's not why I showed you.
521
00:41:03,316 --> 00:41:04,248
Then why did you?
522
00:41:07,735 --> 00:41:09,012
Look, I meant what I said,
523
00:41:10,496 --> 00:41:15,432
okay, if you want some help
navigating... any of this...
524
00:41:18,746 --> 00:41:20,299
What if I don't
like who I find
525
00:41:20,368 --> 00:41:21,818
when I get to the other side?
526
00:41:23,854 --> 00:41:25,822
Then I'd say you'd be
pretty normal.
527
00:41:35,659 --> 00:41:37,972
[light music]
528
00:41:39,249 --> 00:41:41,251
I cannot believe I
was ever good at this.
529
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:42,425
It'll come back.
530
00:41:44,081 --> 00:41:47,153
Don't think so much.
Clear your mind,
531
00:41:47,222 --> 00:41:48,638
your muscles know what to do.
532
00:41:54,471 --> 00:41:55,299
That's my girl.
533
00:41:56,473 --> 00:41:58,648
Now we just need to
straighten it out.
534
00:41:58,717 --> 00:41:59,545
Alright.
535
00:41:59,614 --> 00:42:00,650
Twenty more of those
536
00:42:00,719 --> 00:42:02,410
and I may actually be
near the hole.
537
00:42:03,584 --> 00:42:04,412
Don't sweat it.
538
00:42:25,088 --> 00:42:27,642
[phone buzzes]
539
00:42:33,096 --> 00:42:34,235
Hey.
540
00:42:34,304 --> 00:42:37,100
Hey. Did I catch you in
the middle of something?
541
00:42:37,169 --> 00:42:39,067
AP Lit.
542
00:42:39,136 --> 00:42:40,897
Ahh... The Slaughterhouse.
How's that going?
543
00:42:40,966 --> 00:42:43,796
It's hard to say,
just started it.
544
00:42:43,865 --> 00:42:46,350
Hey there's something
in your poetry book.
545
00:42:46,419 --> 00:42:48,387
I didn't think about
it until this morning.
546
00:42:49,492 --> 00:42:52,115
The page with the dried flower.
547
00:42:52,184 --> 00:42:56,119
Emily's Rock or Emily's
Stone' or Emily's something.
548
00:42:56,188 --> 00:42:56,982
Do you know...
549
00:42:57,051 --> 00:42:57,810
Do you remember that?
550
00:42:57,879 --> 00:42:59,122
Yeah.
551
00:42:59,191 --> 00:43:02,021
I think I know what it is.
552
00:43:02,090 --> 00:43:03,747
Can I swing by and pick you up?
553
00:43:05,128 --> 00:43:07,510
I don't know, I've got
study group in a little bit.
554
00:43:07,579 --> 00:43:10,651
I promise to have you back
in time for soccer and shots.
555
00:43:10,720 --> 00:43:12,273
Cameron! Come on.
Just tell me!
556
00:43:12,342 --> 00:43:16,346
I think this really
should be experienced.
557
00:43:16,415 --> 00:43:17,899
Come on. I already
pawned one of my guitars
558
00:43:17,968 --> 00:43:19,452
to get a new tire for my bike.
559
00:43:20,868 --> 00:43:21,731
Okay.
560
00:43:38,575 --> 00:43:43,649
Oh, when you said bike ride
I thought you meant a bike. -
561
00:43:43,718 --> 00:43:44,926
- I brought you a helmet.
562
00:43:45,858 --> 00:43:47,101
I'm not going on that thing.
563
00:43:48,516 --> 00:43:51,105
It looks bad but it's
perfectly safe, I promise.
564
00:43:52,347 --> 00:43:53,556
It's my dad's.
565
00:43:53,625 --> 00:43:54,660
We're fixing it up.
566
00:43:54,729 --> 00:43:56,559
Haven't gotten very far
but it's sturdy.
567
00:43:57,663 --> 00:43:59,354
And I'm a very
responsible driver.
568
00:44:00,390 --> 00:44:02,323
I'm sure you are. But uh...
569
00:44:02,392 --> 00:44:04,359
You know, I read a
quote recently,
570
00:44:06,258 --> 00:44:10,918
once you become fearless,
you become limitless.
571
00:44:10,987 --> 00:44:12,298
Not funny.
572
00:44:12,367 --> 00:44:13,679
We'll take it slow.
573
00:44:13,748 --> 00:44:15,405
You get uncomfortable,
we'll stop.
574
00:44:20,272 --> 00:44:21,584
What do you say?
575
00:44:27,659 --> 00:44:30,213
[gentle music]
576
00:45:09,217 --> 00:45:11,426
I think it's over this way.
577
00:45:30,653 --> 00:45:33,345
Yeah... Here it is.
578
00:45:38,730 --> 00:45:41,560
She went to Mendon, which
is a school across town.
579
00:45:41,629 --> 00:45:43,458
And then to B.E. on a
soccer scholarship.
580
00:45:44,770 --> 00:45:46,599
Our schools are big rivals
so I'm thinking you guys
581
00:45:46,669 --> 00:45:49,154
played against each
other a few times.
582
00:45:49,223 --> 00:45:50,500
Oh my god... I knew her?
583
00:45:56,299 --> 00:45:57,680
How'd she die.
584
00:45:59,198 --> 00:46:02,581
OD. Pretty big deal
around here.
585
00:46:12,453 --> 00:46:13,696
I'll go wait by the bike.
586
00:46:16,733 --> 00:46:17,630
Cameron, wait.
587
00:46:28,987 --> 00:46:32,715
I can only hear myself breathe
as I stare at the stone.
588
00:46:34,647 --> 00:46:36,891
I'm trying to see her
face trying to find her,
589
00:46:38,030 --> 00:46:38,859
but she is gone.
590
00:46:40,515 --> 00:46:42,932
Swept away by the winds
of perfection...
591
00:46:44,899 --> 00:46:48,454
Around her... a lonely
patch of bright white
592
00:46:48,523 --> 00:46:50,008
filled with tiny blooms,
593
00:46:50,077 --> 00:46:53,770
trembling under a
windy onslaught.
594
00:46:53,839 --> 00:46:56,186
I tremble too...
595
00:46:57,636 --> 00:46:59,569
as I bend and sometimes break.
596
00:47:04,229 --> 00:47:07,750
But those blooms whitened
with lost innocence,
597
00:47:07,819 --> 00:47:10,511
remind me that I am free.
598
00:47:12,824 --> 00:47:14,308
I am very much alive.
599
00:47:15,550 --> 00:47:17,621
And life is still
awaiting me to live it.
600
00:47:32,809 --> 00:47:34,569
I'm not sure I was very happy.
601
00:47:38,677 --> 00:47:39,954
Well you're still here.
602
00:47:41,749 --> 00:47:44,683
And life is still
waiting for you...
603
00:47:54,797 --> 00:47:57,385
[somber music]
604
00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:17,992
You have been
engrossed up there,
605
00:48:18,061 --> 00:48:19,200
I was calling.
606
00:48:19,269 --> 00:48:20,443
Emily Harris.
607
00:48:22,376 --> 00:48:23,170
Oh...
608
00:48:23,239 --> 00:48:24,067
How well did I know her?
609
00:48:25,931 --> 00:48:30,453
Not well. She was a
couple years older.
610
00:48:30,522 --> 00:48:33,801
You met at soccer camp
when you were a freshman.
611
00:48:33,870 --> 00:48:36,148
Seemed like she had a
pretty perfect life...
612
00:48:38,495 --> 00:48:39,634
Yeah, it was a shock.
613
00:48:41,947 --> 00:48:44,847
It was very sad.
614
00:48:48,402 --> 00:48:49,852
Do I like soccer?
615
00:48:50,922 --> 00:48:51,854
Of course you do.
616
00:48:53,234 --> 00:48:54,201
Ever since you were little,
617
00:48:54,270 --> 00:48:57,376
it lit some internal
fire in you.
618
00:48:57,445 --> 00:48:59,862
Your drive and your focus...
619
00:49:02,519 --> 00:49:04,349
I just don't feel
connected to it,
620
00:49:05,729 --> 00:49:08,801
and shouldn't I? Shouldn't
it be part of my DNA
621
00:49:08,871 --> 00:49:10,493
or my muscle memory
or something?
622
00:49:10,562 --> 00:49:11,943
It'll come back, honey.
623
00:49:12,875 --> 00:49:14,462
This is just stressful.
624
00:49:19,709 --> 00:49:21,124
You know what isn't stressful?
625
00:49:22,401 --> 00:49:24,887
Is your favorite double
chocolate brownies
626
00:49:24,956 --> 00:49:26,889
since you were like
two years old.
627
00:49:35,242 --> 00:49:36,001
Good, right?
628
00:49:36,070 --> 00:49:36,899
Hmm hm.
629
00:49:43,043 --> 00:49:44,941
Thought you had work.
630
00:49:46,770 --> 00:49:49,187
Needed to get out of
there for a few minutes.
631
00:49:49,256 --> 00:49:50,050
Rough night?
632
00:49:51,775 --> 00:49:53,916
It's Friday. And a full moon.
633
00:49:56,366 --> 00:49:58,610
I saw that you put a
tire on the bike.
634
00:49:58,679 --> 00:50:00,543
Got it at the scrap yard.
635
00:50:00,612 --> 00:50:02,131
Got a new rim too.
636
00:50:02,200 --> 00:50:03,580
Still won't pass inspection.
637
00:50:04,616 --> 00:50:06,066
The brake pads gotta be thin.
638
00:50:06,135 --> 00:50:08,758
Yeah, I was thinking maybe
we could work on it together.
639
00:50:13,073 --> 00:50:15,178
Also thought maybe we
could paint the house.
640
00:50:19,251 --> 00:50:21,150
What do you thing about that?
641
00:50:26,603 --> 00:50:28,226
Hours are crazy right now.
642
00:50:32,851 --> 00:50:35,405
Cam, it's not a good time
for a tantrum.
643
00:50:38,443 --> 00:50:39,651
Nothing's gonna get better
644
00:50:39,720 --> 00:50:41,239
if we don't put some
effort into it.
645
00:50:44,345 --> 00:50:47,624
[door opens and closes]
646
00:51:00,499 --> 00:51:02,985
[light music]
647
00:51:14,203 --> 00:51:17,275
[players chattering]
648
00:53:00,102 --> 00:53:02,138
The town abandoned this
in the seventies
649
00:53:03,933 --> 00:53:07,902
and ever since it's become
like a rite of passage
650
00:53:07,971 --> 00:53:10,319
for any knucklehead looking
to leave their mark somewhere.
651
00:53:10,388 --> 00:53:12,286
Did you leave your mark here?
652
00:53:12,355 --> 00:53:14,495
Do I look like a
knucklehead to you?
653
00:53:23,849 --> 00:53:24,988
What do you think?
654
00:53:25,057 --> 00:53:28,751
I don't know. The sign
says no trespassing.
655
00:53:28,820 --> 00:53:31,719
Your poem is about
facing your fears.
656
00:53:31,788 --> 00:53:33,549
I think this is symbolic
of all the things
657
00:53:33,618 --> 00:53:35,447
you're afraid of...
658
00:53:35,516 --> 00:53:38,070
Cameron, you just finished
your community service.
659
00:53:38,761 --> 00:53:39,796
If we get caught...
660
00:53:39,865 --> 00:53:42,627
I did, but this is
something that
661
00:53:42,696 --> 00:53:44,007
was clearly tormenting you.
662
00:53:45,423 --> 00:53:48,391
And I have an obligation to
assist you on your quest.
663
00:53:50,876 --> 00:53:52,154
I don't think we should.
664
00:53:55,087 --> 00:53:56,503
I think you really want to.
665
00:54:05,753 --> 00:54:07,203
Out of my way knucklehead.
666
00:54:16,523 --> 00:54:19,111
[gentle music]
667
00:54:22,218 --> 00:54:24,186
What is it you're afraid of?
668
00:54:24,255 --> 00:54:25,670
Afraid of falling?
669
00:54:25,739 --> 00:54:27,775
Flying into the unknown.
670
00:54:29,881 --> 00:54:32,297
Afraid that if I show
my whole self,
671
00:54:32,366 --> 00:54:34,265
the world will turn
its back on me.
672
00:54:37,854 --> 00:54:39,511
Be careful.
673
00:54:39,580 --> 00:54:42,480
That once I am open, I
may be left standing alone.
674
00:54:44,482 --> 00:54:45,448
Like I am now.
675
00:54:48,279 --> 00:54:51,696
Resisting all risk, even
as it rumbles,
676
00:54:53,215 --> 00:54:56,597
even as something hits my
heart with ferocious might,
677
00:55:00,256 --> 00:55:01,844
like a war between what is
678
00:55:01,913 --> 00:55:03,294
and what could be.
679
00:55:06,435 --> 00:55:10,784
And my fear that I may
never be free.
680
00:55:10,853 --> 00:55:13,511
[gentle music]
681
00:55:17,929 --> 00:55:22,934
This is The Grove...
682
00:55:34,256 --> 00:55:35,084
Come on.
683
00:55:52,791 --> 00:55:55,932
[bright upbeat music]
684
00:55:59,246 --> 00:56:02,525
♪ I wanna find myself ♪
685
00:56:02,594 --> 00:56:07,565
♪ But I dunno where she went ♪
686
00:56:12,466 --> 00:56:16,056
♪ I wanna find my value ♪
687
00:56:16,125 --> 00:56:21,095
♪ But it seems that
I've been spent ♪
688
00:56:25,548 --> 00:56:29,000
♪ I wanna dance in a clouds ♪
689
00:56:29,069 --> 00:56:34,039
♪ Like I used to in my dreams ♪
690
00:56:38,699 --> 00:56:42,185
♪ I wanna step over the edge ♪
691
00:56:42,254 --> 00:56:47,225
♪ Just to see if I have wings ♪
692
00:56:51,885 --> 00:56:54,163
♪ I know where I wanna be ♪
693
00:56:54,232 --> 00:56:56,096
♪ I know where I'm
supposed to be ♪
694
00:56:56,165 --> 00:56:59,479
♪ So I can't I get there ♪
695
00:56:59,548 --> 00:57:04,829
♪ Why can't I get there ♪
696
00:57:04,898 --> 00:57:07,349
♪ I know who I wanna be ♪
697
00:57:07,418 --> 00:57:09,661
♪ I know who I'm supposed to be.
♪
698
00:57:09,730 --> 00:57:11,387
No way.
699
00:57:11,456 --> 00:57:12,837
I think you should...
700
00:57:12,906 --> 00:57:15,495
I'm pretty sure I was
not an artist.
701
00:57:19,015 --> 00:57:20,258
These walls are
for everyone...
702
00:57:21,363 --> 00:57:23,192
You made the trek, now
leave your mark.
703
00:58:02,783 --> 00:58:06,028
I've never lived outside
the confines of my mind.
704
00:58:06,097 --> 00:58:08,513
And I suppose I still don't.
705
00:58:08,582 --> 00:58:10,342
It's like the world
is a picture.
706
00:58:10,412 --> 00:58:12,172
And the only way for
me to be in it,
707
00:58:12,241 --> 00:58:14,588
is looking at it from afar.
708
00:58:14,657 --> 00:58:17,522
[players shouting]
709
00:58:19,697 --> 00:58:22,009
So until that picture
becomes my reality,
710
00:58:22,078 --> 00:58:24,805
and not just this constructed
image now imprinted
711
00:58:24,874 --> 00:58:29,431
in my memory, I will stay
on the outside looking in.
712
00:58:30,777 --> 00:58:33,642
[players cheering]
713
00:58:38,163 --> 00:58:42,927
So, my prince, wherever
you are, hold me close.
714
00:58:42,996 --> 00:58:45,550
And whisper in my ear your
fear of letting me go.
715
00:58:46,620 --> 00:58:48,035
I wanna see the world.
716
00:58:48,104 --> 00:58:51,176
And when I do, will you
come with me?
717
00:58:52,557 --> 00:58:57,493
So, my prince, all I want
are, simple little things.
718
00:58:59,633 --> 00:59:01,186
All things sweet.
719
00:59:02,256 --> 00:59:03,913
All things love...
720
00:59:04,880 --> 00:59:07,710
And in return, I will love you.
721
00:59:08,711 --> 00:59:10,299
All the way.
722
00:59:19,308 --> 00:59:20,792
Crisp air and chilled bones.
723
00:59:22,207 --> 00:59:25,383
Light laughter crunches
through the autumn leaves.
724
00:59:25,452 --> 00:59:29,870
New desires are beginning
to take ahold of me
725
00:59:29,939 --> 00:59:34,185
as I see them wisp through
every skeleton in the patch
726
00:59:34,254 --> 00:59:37,084
They stand there bare
to all of us.
727
00:59:37,153 --> 00:59:39,501
and when I look into
their funny faces,
728
00:59:40,881 --> 00:59:42,089
I wanna be bare too...
729
00:59:45,196 --> 00:59:47,509
I want to be stripped
of this old skin
730
00:59:47,578 --> 00:59:50,512
and slip into one that
feels most like me.
731
00:59:52,686 --> 00:59:55,275
Baring my soul to the world.
732
01:00:03,179 --> 01:00:04,802
Does she ever really see me?
733
01:00:06,079 --> 01:00:08,426
Or does she only see
what she wants to see.
734
01:00:09,738 --> 01:00:13,431
Her eyes always keen on
what could be for me.
735
01:00:14,432 --> 01:00:16,468
But my vision lies elsewhere.
736
01:00:17,849 --> 01:00:21,681
My eyes veer off into
countless other directions.
737
01:00:24,131 --> 01:00:27,928
How could I just ignore all
these melodies soft and subtle
738
01:00:27,997 --> 01:00:32,277
as they ring a beckoning
call into my curious ears.
739
01:00:32,346 --> 01:00:33,865
And into my earning heart.
740
01:00:34,866 --> 01:00:36,385
I can hear music in the making.
741
01:00:37,731 --> 01:00:39,975
I can feel life in the making.
742
01:00:42,149 --> 01:00:43,219
Okay... Go?
743
01:00:43,288 --> 01:00:44,117
Yeah.
744
01:00:46,360 --> 01:00:49,467
So my prince,
wherever you are,
745
01:00:50,813 --> 01:00:52,159
please come with me.
746
01:00:53,333 --> 01:00:57,233
I won't ask for much, I promise.
747
01:00:59,753 --> 01:01:03,999
All I want are simple
little things.
748
01:01:05,656 --> 01:01:09,625
All things sweet... all
things love...
749
01:01:11,006 --> 01:01:15,907
and in return... I will
love you all the way.
750
01:01:20,118 --> 01:01:22,189
[guitar music]
751
01:01:22,258 --> 01:01:23,743
Nice. Okay, try it
with the thumb.
752
01:01:23,812 --> 01:01:25,676
No, F-sharp... that's the G.
753
01:01:25,745 --> 01:01:27,298
Yeah, right there.
754
01:01:27,367 --> 01:01:28,437
[guitar strumming]
755
01:01:28,506 --> 01:01:30,957
Yeah see... that sounds better,
right?
756
01:01:31,026 --> 01:01:32,406
Try the lick I showed you.
757
01:01:32,475 --> 01:01:33,407
Uh...
758
01:01:34,581 --> 01:01:37,515
[guitar strumming]
759
01:01:38,896 --> 01:01:39,931
There it is.
760
01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:44,004
- [both laughing]
- Nice.
761
01:01:44,073 --> 01:01:47,007
So, can I ask you something?
762
01:01:48,146 --> 01:01:48,975
Sure.
763
01:01:49,044 --> 01:01:51,011
But you have to be honest.
764
01:01:51,080 --> 01:01:53,565
Well that might take
the fun out of the answer.
765
01:01:53,635 --> 01:01:55,602
Seriously honest.
766
01:01:56,810 --> 01:01:57,639
Got it.
767
01:01:59,813 --> 01:02:01,021
Was I nice?
768
01:02:04,024 --> 01:02:06,544
How would you define
"seriously honest" actually?
769
01:02:11,963 --> 01:02:14,483
Look... I'm sure if you
polled the student body,
770
01:02:14,552 --> 01:02:16,312
the majority would say
you were nice.
771
01:02:17,624 --> 01:02:20,800
People like you. They
like being around you.
772
01:02:20,869 --> 01:02:23,975
You have this sort of momentum,
773
01:02:24,044 --> 01:02:28,600
this energy, like you're
gonna lead the charge
774
01:02:28,670 --> 01:02:29,981
and rip through a banner
and lead the team
775
01:02:30,050 --> 01:02:32,052
onto the next playing
field or something.
776
01:02:32,984 --> 01:02:36,091
But uh... I won't lie,
777
01:02:36,160 --> 01:02:39,473
there'd probably be some
people who said
778
01:02:39,542 --> 01:02:40,854
you're maybe not so nice...
779
01:02:42,476 --> 01:02:43,305
Keep going.
780
01:02:45,031 --> 01:02:49,967
That you have the ability to
look right through people...
781
01:02:51,762 --> 01:02:54,143
even if you're looking right
at them talking to them.
782
01:02:57,284 --> 01:03:02,255
Wasn't always that way but
in the last year or so, yeah.
783
01:03:07,191 --> 01:03:11,436
You know people who have that
power might not understand it,
784
01:03:11,505 --> 01:03:13,991
but for those of us who
it's been used against,
785
01:03:14,060 --> 01:03:15,302
we know it very well.
786
01:03:18,133 --> 01:03:20,100
I uh did this to you?
787
01:03:22,171 --> 01:03:23,345
Does it matter?
788
01:03:23,414 --> 01:03:25,519
Well yeah we were friends,
right?
789
01:03:27,211 --> 01:03:29,075
Last time we talked was
freshman year.
790
01:03:32,112 --> 01:03:33,458
Excuse me.
791
01:03:33,527 --> 01:03:35,771
You're not giving
me much here.
792
01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:37,186
[guitar strumming]
793
01:03:37,255 --> 01:03:39,775
♪ Not much to say ♪
794
01:03:39,844 --> 01:03:40,914
I don't believe you.
795
01:03:43,779 --> 01:03:45,712
Come on. What aren't
you telling me?
796
01:03:45,781 --> 01:03:46,609
Nothing.
797
01:03:49,164 --> 01:03:50,579
Tell me something about us.
798
01:04:00,175 --> 01:04:01,728
There was no us.
799
01:04:06,940 --> 01:04:09,701
Oh no. You thief. You thief.
800
01:04:09,771 --> 01:04:10,633
This is my guitar.
801
01:04:10,702 --> 01:04:11,462
[both laughing]
802
01:04:11,531 --> 01:04:12,325
Ali.
803
01:04:14,120 --> 01:04:15,638
What the hell's going on here,
Reed?
804
01:04:15,707 --> 01:04:17,088
Like what are you
even doing here?
805
01:04:17,157 --> 01:04:19,021
What are you guys
even doing here?
806
01:04:19,090 --> 01:04:21,058
Looking for you, you're not
returning any of our messages.
807
01:04:21,127 --> 01:04:22,542
Look, Ali, if you wanted
to break up with me,
808
01:04:22,611 --> 01:04:23,612
you could have just said
it to my face.
809
01:04:23,681 --> 01:04:24,440
Ethan, please.
810
01:04:24,509 --> 01:04:25,545
Dude, you really should chill.
811
01:04:25,614 --> 01:04:27,581
And you should really
leave her alone,
812
01:04:27,650 --> 01:04:29,411
not get her involved
in your shit.
813
01:04:29,480 --> 01:04:30,550
My shit?
814
01:04:30,619 --> 01:04:32,000
Oh, you wanna say something,
dickhead?
815
01:04:32,069 --> 01:04:32,828
Seriously, dude?
816
01:04:32,897 --> 01:04:34,174
Alright guys, stop it.
817
01:04:35,451 --> 01:04:38,178
Ali, I don't get this.
818
01:04:38,247 --> 01:04:40,491
Ethan, get out.
819
01:04:40,560 --> 01:04:41,457
Guys get out!
820
01:04:45,945 --> 01:04:47,498
Get out of here.
821
01:04:47,567 --> 01:04:48,395
Ethan.
822
01:04:52,986 --> 01:04:56,818
Ali, hey, we were
just worried about you.
823
01:04:56,887 --> 01:04:57,577
You totally ghosted us, okay?
824
01:04:57,646 --> 01:04:58,820
What's with you?
825
01:04:58,889 --> 01:05:01,788
I'm just... I just need
some time, you guys.
826
01:05:01,857 --> 01:05:02,858
With Cameron?
827
01:05:02,927 --> 01:05:03,928
Heather.
828
01:05:03,997 --> 01:05:05,896
No. Okay, you can't do
that to Ethan.
829
01:05:05,965 --> 01:05:07,311
That sucks, Ali.
830
01:05:07,380 --> 01:05:08,208
Whoa.
831
01:05:09,106 --> 01:05:10,659
I'm sorry.
832
01:05:10,728 --> 01:05:12,868
Alright, just... I just
wanna be alone.
833
01:05:14,111 --> 01:05:16,009
Maybe you should talk
to Ethan first.
834
01:05:16,078 --> 01:05:17,769
I don't know what you
want me to say, Heather.
835
01:05:17,839 --> 01:05:19,875
You don't have to say
anything right now. It can wait.
836
01:05:19,944 --> 01:05:20,703
Lex I think she should...
837
01:05:20,772 --> 01:05:21,601
It can wait.
838
01:05:24,052 --> 01:05:25,536
We'll call you later.
839
01:05:41,793 --> 01:05:44,693
[soft piano music]
840
01:06:04,299 --> 01:06:06,922
[phone buzzing]
841
01:06:18,278 --> 01:06:20,315
Hey, Ali, it's Cameron.
842
01:06:20,384 --> 01:06:22,696
Um. Look, I'm sorry
about earlier,
843
01:06:22,765 --> 01:06:24,284
that wasn't cool.
844
01:06:24,353 --> 01:06:25,941
I shouldn't of engaged
with Ethan at all
845
01:06:26,010 --> 01:06:29,807
and um... I'm sure that was
really stressful for you.
846
01:06:31,913 --> 01:06:32,810
Hope you're okay.
847
01:06:35,675 --> 01:06:36,952
Yeah, give me a call. Okay?
848
01:06:43,821 --> 01:06:45,167
What's going on with
you Cameron Reed?
849
01:06:45,236 --> 01:06:46,272
What?
850
01:06:46,341 --> 01:06:48,170
What's going on with
Cameron Reed?
851
01:06:48,239 --> 01:06:49,827
Nothing. We're friends.
852
01:06:49,896 --> 01:06:51,933
Have you been riding on
his motorcycle?
853
01:06:52,002 --> 01:06:52,761
Who told you that?
854
01:06:52,830 --> 01:06:53,417
Have you been?
855
01:06:54,694 --> 01:06:56,799
Ali, you cannot do that!
You will not do that!
856
01:06:56,868 --> 01:06:58,387
Oh okay, so now
you're telling me
857
01:06:58,456 --> 01:06:59,699
what I can and can't do?
858
01:06:59,768 --> 01:07:01,977
Uh... yes. Last time I
checked I was your mother.
859
01:07:02,046 --> 01:07:03,461
Feel free to step in
here any time now.
860
01:07:03,530 --> 01:07:05,049
Let's just all take
a breath here.
861
01:07:05,118 --> 01:07:07,949
Honey, sounds like Cameron
has his own issues.
862
01:07:08,018 --> 01:07:09,881
Oh. Okay well maybe one
day I'll find some friends
863
01:07:09,951 --> 01:07:11,262
without issues.
864
01:07:11,331 --> 01:07:15,266
'Cause Lexi, Heather, Ethan,
they're perfect, right?
865
01:07:15,335 --> 01:07:16,095
This sounds a
little different.
866
01:07:16,164 --> 01:07:17,510
Honey, maybe he's not the best
867
01:07:17,579 --> 01:07:18,752
support system for
you right now.
868
01:07:18,821 --> 01:07:19,857
You're amazing.
869
01:07:19,926 --> 01:07:21,617
Look, we know you're
going through
870
01:07:21,686 --> 01:07:22,998
something difficult right now
871
01:07:23,067 --> 01:07:25,518
but maybe leaning on
Cameron isn't the best way.
872
01:07:25,587 --> 01:07:28,728
No. No. No. Nobody knows
what I'm going through.
873
01:07:28,797 --> 01:07:31,696
Not you, not the doctors,
not the specialists.
874
01:07:31,765 --> 01:07:33,871
Okay, nobody has an idea
what I should do.
875
01:07:33,940 --> 01:07:36,943
And now you guys magically
know what I shouldn't do?
876
01:07:37,012 --> 01:07:39,118
We want you safe,
honey. We want you happy.
877
01:07:39,187 --> 01:07:41,223
It's a little too
late for that.
878
01:07:41,292 --> 01:07:43,950
Okay. Terry Hughes called,
from State.
879
01:07:44,019 --> 01:07:45,503
She wants to know when
you're gonna sign.
880
01:07:45,572 --> 01:07:47,229
I don't think I should.
881
01:07:47,298 --> 01:07:49,438
We have to consider
unintended consequences here.
882
01:07:49,507 --> 01:07:51,268
You'd basically lose
everything you've been
883
01:07:51,337 --> 01:07:52,959
working towards for
seventeen years.
884
01:07:53,028 --> 01:07:55,962
You do realize that I may
never be that person again.
885
01:07:57,584 --> 01:08:00,104
Okay, I may never be that "Ali"
again.
886
01:08:00,173 --> 01:08:03,004
How about giving that Ali
just a little more time.
887
01:08:04,281 --> 01:08:06,490
She really is a
wonderful person, you know.
888
01:08:07,491 --> 01:08:08,733
I'm sure she was great.
889
01:08:11,529 --> 01:08:16,051
Look, Ali, the truth is,
things have been tight lately.
890
01:08:17,259 --> 01:08:18,950
And if you want what
State has to offer
891
01:08:19,020 --> 01:08:21,022
you're gonna need
that scholarship.
892
01:08:21,091 --> 01:08:23,679
Honestly, I don't
know what I want.
893
01:08:23,748 --> 01:08:25,854
Do you wanna start
from scratch?
894
01:08:25,923 --> 01:08:28,167
Get a new passion, maybe
get good enough at it
895
01:08:28,236 --> 01:08:28,753
to set you apart...
896
01:08:28,822 --> 01:08:30,031
Stop.
897
01:08:30,100 --> 01:08:32,619
Try a new college, get
another scholarship maybe?
898
01:08:32,688 --> 01:08:35,070
Or maybe you want to
try community college.
899
01:08:35,139 --> 01:08:37,383
Honestly, we did not
raise you to be this way.
900
01:08:42,629 --> 01:08:43,665
You happy now?
901
01:08:43,734 --> 01:08:45,563
Thank you very much
for the support.
902
01:08:51,500 --> 01:08:53,985
[light music]
903
01:09:44,829 --> 01:09:47,798
Hey... You found me. You good?
904
01:09:51,457 --> 01:09:52,734
I've got to take a break, Cam.
905
01:09:52,803 --> 01:09:56,738
I'm kind of over all
of this mystery stuff.
906
01:09:56,807 --> 01:09:59,879
I thought you were excited
about what you're finding.
907
01:09:59,948 --> 01:10:02,157
About the you no one
knew existed.
908
01:10:03,365 --> 01:10:04,539
I don't know if she's real.
909
01:10:05,712 --> 01:10:08,439
She's real. She's just
kind of afraid.
910
01:10:08,508 --> 01:10:09,923
And why wouldn't she be?
911
01:10:09,992 --> 01:10:12,374
I don't know, I have to get
back on track with college.
912
01:10:12,443 --> 01:10:16,137
And et back on track
with finding Ali.
913
01:10:17,690 --> 01:10:19,968
I thought that's what
we were doing.
914
01:10:20,037 --> 01:10:21,694
You know what I mean.
915
01:10:30,668 --> 01:10:33,188
[somber music]
916
01:11:01,492 --> 01:11:02,528
[Coach] That was
much better guys.
917
01:11:02,597 --> 01:11:05,151
It's very important
to keep working
918
01:11:05,220 --> 01:11:07,084
our angles on the ball...
okay...
919
01:11:08,016 --> 01:11:09,155
Pass and move.
920
01:11:12,607 --> 01:11:16,576
[players chanting and cheering]
921
01:11:18,406 --> 01:11:19,648
Let's go again.
922
01:12:50,049 --> 01:12:51,602
♪ Doesn't matter where you go ♪
923
01:12:51,671 --> 01:12:53,190
Cold?
924
01:12:53,259 --> 01:12:54,260
Oh, you don't have to.
925
01:12:54,329 --> 01:12:56,814
Yeah, but I'm gonna.
926
01:12:59,230 --> 01:13:00,024
Thanks.
927
01:13:02,613 --> 01:13:04,166
I'm really glad you
came out tonight.
928
01:13:05,858 --> 01:13:06,686
Yeah, me too.
929
01:13:07,894 --> 01:13:09,655
It sucks not
having you around.
930
01:13:10,794 --> 01:13:12,278
My mom misses you.
931
01:13:13,521 --> 01:13:15,074
[both laughing]
932
01:13:15,143 --> 01:13:15,902
Really?
933
01:13:15,971 --> 01:13:16,800
Oh yeah.
934
01:13:20,597 --> 01:13:23,772
Look, I've been thinking about
935
01:13:23,841 --> 01:13:25,705
what you said the last
time we were here.
936
01:13:26,568 --> 01:13:28,190
About us not making sense.
937
01:13:29,468 --> 01:13:32,505
Look, a lot of things
have been coming at me...
938
01:13:32,574 --> 01:13:34,024
I know... hang on a second.
939
01:13:34,956 --> 01:13:37,338
I really wanna tell you this.
940
01:13:40,686 --> 01:13:44,724
I don't know if... I don't know
if I appreciated you enough.
941
01:13:47,002 --> 01:13:49,453
Well, I know I didn't.
942
01:13:49,522 --> 01:13:51,766
And now with everything
that's been happening.
943
01:13:53,043 --> 01:13:54,596
We're at this weird ground zero.
944
01:13:57,116 --> 01:13:58,497
I wonder if we have a chance.
945
01:14:00,395 --> 01:14:04,710
I mean I know you, I
know our history.
946
01:14:06,919 --> 01:14:08,196
But you don't know me.
947
01:14:10,750 --> 01:14:11,613
Is that even fair?
948
01:14:14,720 --> 01:14:18,309
Can there be this... this
different version of us.
949
01:14:19,863 --> 01:14:21,485
You know that gets to
what we had?
950
01:14:23,314 --> 01:14:25,178
You mean, a different
version of me.
951
01:14:34,533 --> 01:14:38,606
How was it? Were we happy?
952
01:14:42,126 --> 01:14:45,233
Yeah. I mean we
had our moments
953
01:14:45,302 --> 01:14:48,685
but, yeah, we were happy.
954
01:14:51,170 --> 01:14:53,414
We had the whole wide world, Al.
955
01:14:55,346 --> 01:14:57,659
Just want to get back
there with you.
956
01:14:58,971 --> 01:15:00,282
That sounds really nice.
957
01:15:03,182 --> 01:15:04,010
Yeah?
958
01:15:14,193 --> 01:15:15,021
Okay?
959
01:15:15,850 --> 01:15:17,058
Yeah.
960
01:15:28,483 --> 01:15:29,311
What's wrong?
961
01:15:32,211 --> 01:15:37,147
It's just... I just
don't feel like it.
962
01:15:39,460 --> 01:15:41,462
Yeah. Yeah, okay...
963
01:15:43,602 --> 01:15:44,982
I'm gonna get going.
964
01:15:45,051 --> 01:15:47,398
Come on, why? We were
having a good time, Al.
965
01:15:49,021 --> 01:15:52,921
Look, I understand if
you want to break up.
966
01:15:54,198 --> 01:15:56,131
It's not fair to you to
have to sit around
967
01:15:56,200 --> 01:15:58,409
and wait for whatever we
had to come back;
968
01:16:00,826 --> 01:16:02,172
it might not.
969
01:16:03,449 --> 01:16:05,486
Al, I'm gonna wait as
long as I have to.
970
01:16:07,349 --> 01:16:08,454
Maybe you shouldn't.
971
01:16:16,704 --> 01:16:17,498
No.
972
01:16:19,879 --> 01:16:22,123
What do you mean, no?
973
01:16:23,849 --> 01:16:25,057
I mean... I mean... no.
974
01:16:25,126 --> 01:16:26,507
It's not happening.
975
01:16:27,508 --> 01:16:28,854
Ali, we're not breaking up.
976
01:16:34,894 --> 01:16:35,723
Come on.
977
01:16:36,862 --> 01:16:37,621
Ali?
978
01:17:13,692 --> 01:17:16,246
[bouncy music]
979
01:18:49,166 --> 01:18:51,652
[light music]
980
01:19:24,650 --> 01:19:27,584
♪ Those who used to love me ♪
981
01:19:27,653 --> 01:19:31,174
♪ Don't love me anymore. ♪
982
01:19:31,243 --> 01:19:34,453
♪ And those who
rooted for for me ♪
983
01:19:34,522 --> 01:19:37,698
♪ They've left and
close the door ♪
984
01:19:37,767 --> 01:19:40,183
♪ Is it who I became ♪
985
01:19:40,252 --> 01:19:44,497
♪ or did I lose sight
of who I was ♪
986
01:19:44,566 --> 01:19:47,777
♪ Either way I lost it all ♪
987
01:19:47,846 --> 01:19:50,296
♪ And don't know who to trust ♪
988
01:19:50,365 --> 01:19:54,335
Hey... welcome back.
989
01:19:54,404 --> 01:19:55,301
Hey.
990
01:19:55,370 --> 01:19:56,889
It's good to see you.
991
01:19:56,958 --> 01:19:58,097
Ali, right?
992
01:19:59,202 --> 01:20:00,237
Yeah.
993
01:20:00,306 --> 01:20:01,929
You're just in time.
994
01:20:01,998 --> 01:20:04,310
Potluck Saturday. Grab a plate.
995
01:20:06,761 --> 01:20:08,349
Is everything okay, honey?
996
01:20:09,281 --> 01:20:11,559
Yeah. Yeah, thank you.
997
01:20:11,628 --> 01:20:12,974
How's the poetry going?
998
01:20:14,044 --> 01:20:16,184
Oh. Um. It's...
999
01:20:16,253 --> 01:20:19,740
We have open mic next
week if you're up to it.
1000
01:20:21,086 --> 01:20:23,329
I'd love to hear what
you've been working on.
1001
01:20:24,330 --> 01:20:25,711
Yeah, maybe...
1002
01:20:25,780 --> 01:20:27,782
Well fill up and I'll
stop by in a bit.
1003
01:20:31,268 --> 01:20:35,307
[members clapping and cheering]
1004
01:20:50,184 --> 01:20:54,740
Hey, everyone. I'm so excited
that you came here tonight.
1005
01:20:54,809 --> 01:20:58,157
It means a lot to me to
see everyone here.
1006
01:20:58,226 --> 01:21:00,642
I'm far from the first
person to tell you
1007
01:21:00,711 --> 01:21:03,231
that growing up is hard.
1008
01:21:03,300 --> 01:21:08,271
The friendships, the pressure
to be perfect, anxiety,
1009
01:21:08,340 --> 01:21:10,549
feeling like you're
not good enough
1010
01:21:10,618 --> 01:21:13,690
and having to keep up
grades and extracurriculars
1011
01:21:13,759 --> 01:21:15,519
and make a million
different choices about
1012
01:21:15,588 --> 01:21:17,625
the rest of your life.
1013
01:21:17,694 --> 01:21:19,765
It's heavy stuff.
1014
01:21:19,834 --> 01:21:22,423
The pressure is daunting.
1015
01:21:22,492 --> 01:21:25,806
But we're here to help you
carry some of that burden.
1016
01:21:25,875 --> 01:21:27,669
And you're not in this alone.
1017
01:21:35,125 --> 01:21:37,818
[phone ringing]
1018
01:21:41,338 --> 01:21:42,167
Ali Spencer.
1019
01:21:43,824 --> 01:21:45,411
[Ali sobbing]
1020
01:21:45,480 --> 01:21:46,309
You there?
1021
01:21:48,345 --> 01:21:49,174
Yeah.
1022
01:21:50,451 --> 01:21:51,832
Everything okay?
1023
01:21:54,317 --> 01:21:55,732
Everything is not okay.
1024
01:22:00,530 --> 01:22:02,187
It is so not okay.
1025
01:22:04,016 --> 01:22:05,293
What happened?
1026
01:22:07,157 --> 01:22:09,573
[Ali crying]
1027
01:22:10,574 --> 01:22:11,403
Ali?
1028
01:22:17,374 --> 01:22:18,859
Cam I don't know who I am.
1029
01:22:22,932 --> 01:22:24,830
Ali, where are you?
1030
01:22:24,899 --> 01:22:26,970
I don't understand why.
1031
01:22:32,286 --> 01:22:34,012
I'm not who everybody
wants me to be.
1032
01:22:34,081 --> 01:22:35,496
I'm not who my mom
wants me to be.
1033
01:22:35,565 --> 01:22:37,049
I'm not who my dad...
1034
01:22:38,533 --> 01:22:40,501
[Ali sobbing]
1035
01:22:40,570 --> 01:22:42,192
I'm sorry.
1036
01:22:42,261 --> 01:22:43,711
Ali, tell me where you are.
1037
01:22:49,648 --> 01:22:53,376
[motorcycle engine roaring]
1038
01:23:04,835 --> 01:23:05,664
Ali!
1039
01:23:10,911 --> 01:23:11,739
Ali!
1040
01:23:14,915 --> 01:23:15,743
Ali!
1041
01:23:19,229 --> 01:23:20,023
Ali!
1042
01:23:23,268 --> 01:23:24,062
Shit.
1043
01:23:25,787 --> 01:23:28,549
You really like testing fate,
huh?
1044
01:23:39,974 --> 01:23:41,217
What happened?
1045
01:23:45,186 --> 01:23:48,224
I feel like the walls
are closing in on me.
1046
01:23:52,297 --> 01:23:55,610
I've felt that.
I've been there.
1047
01:23:55,679 --> 01:23:56,957
Sometimes I'm still there.
1048
01:23:58,510 --> 01:24:00,650
How do you make it stop?
1049
01:24:02,790 --> 01:24:04,412
Wish I had the answer.
1050
01:24:09,521 --> 01:24:13,283
My mind gets very crowded.
1051
01:24:14,940 --> 01:24:17,184
And there are things
that I can't get past.
1052
01:24:18,599 --> 01:24:19,876
Things my dad can't get past.
1053
01:24:19,945 --> 01:24:23,880
But... here I am...
1054
01:24:25,778 --> 01:24:26,779
still going.
1055
01:24:34,580 --> 01:24:36,306
My mom died a few years ago.
1056
01:24:38,205 --> 01:24:42,071
Cancer. And um... I
don't know...
1057
01:24:42,140 --> 01:24:46,834
It was pretty brutal
up until the end there.
1058
01:24:46,903 --> 01:24:49,940
And uh... my dad and I
1059
01:24:50,010 --> 01:24:51,942
have been sort of out of
it ever since.
1060
01:24:54,911 --> 01:24:58,294
So, I know. I get it.
1061
01:24:59,571 --> 01:25:02,746
There are things that are
really hard to get past.
1062
01:25:05,542 --> 01:25:08,442
But, Ali, you just do.
1063
01:25:10,892 --> 01:25:13,274
Just one foot in front
of the other.
1064
01:25:18,417 --> 01:25:20,833
I got a lot of free
space up here, Cameron.
1065
01:25:24,320 --> 01:25:27,702
If those memories ever
get too heavy,
1066
01:25:29,808 --> 01:25:31,499
I'm happy to help you carry 'em.
1067
01:25:42,131 --> 01:25:45,375
Hey, what are you
doing up here?
1068
01:25:46,790 --> 01:25:50,104
No registration. No insurance.
1069
01:25:51,864 --> 01:25:54,384
Three years un-inspected.
1070
01:25:55,420 --> 01:25:56,697
Really?
1071
01:25:56,766 --> 01:25:59,976
Congratulations, your
bike's going to the pound.
1072
01:26:19,754 --> 01:26:22,550
Ali, what is this?
Is it Cameron?
1073
01:26:22,619 --> 01:26:25,484
No it's not. Okay, it's me.
1074
01:26:25,553 --> 01:26:27,037
No... this is not you.
1075
01:26:27,107 --> 01:26:29,005
Climbing into The Grove,
criminal mischief,
1076
01:26:29,074 --> 01:26:30,420
do you have any idea how
close you came
1077
01:26:30,489 --> 01:26:32,353
to getting charged
with something?
1078
01:26:32,422 --> 01:26:33,389
That would have certainly taken
1079
01:26:33,458 --> 01:26:35,805
any scholarship off the table.
1080
01:26:37,841 --> 01:26:38,808
Oh maybe that's plan?
1081
01:26:39,981 --> 01:26:41,569
I have no idea who you
are right now,
1082
01:26:41,638 --> 01:26:42,708
Ali would never do this.
1083
01:26:42,777 --> 01:26:45,815
I'm so sick of you talking
1084
01:26:45,884 --> 01:26:50,130
about this flawless version
of who you think I used to be.
1085
01:26:51,441 --> 01:26:53,029
Okay, that person's gone.
1086
01:26:53,926 --> 01:26:55,031
Not to me she's not.
1087
01:26:56,343 --> 01:26:57,827
Well then you're delusional.
1088
01:26:59,208 --> 01:27:00,209
Your father doesn't
think we should
1089
01:27:00,278 --> 01:27:02,625
let you come and go right
now by yourself.
1090
01:27:02,694 --> 01:27:04,868
Until we can trust you
with your own safety.
1091
01:27:06,594 --> 01:27:08,493
That's not gonna fix it.
1092
01:27:10,978 --> 01:27:15,672
Allison! Keys!
1093
01:27:24,440 --> 01:27:25,889
Thought we had a deal.
1094
01:27:25,958 --> 01:27:27,960
You weren't gonna give
me any more trouble.
1095
01:27:28,029 --> 01:27:30,031
Clearly I'm looking for
your attention.
1096
01:27:31,309 --> 01:27:32,586
Well, you've got it now.
1097
01:27:36,762 --> 01:27:37,798
Little bit late, Dad.
1098
01:27:41,595 --> 01:27:43,631
Hey... wait up.
1099
01:27:43,700 --> 01:27:47,048
You know, I've forgotten
what your smile looks like.
1100
01:27:48,118 --> 01:27:49,810
And you know it
sucks losing mom.
1101
01:27:49,879 --> 01:27:53,054
But it kills me to see
you wasting away inside.
1102
01:27:55,402 --> 01:27:56,196
Cam!
1103
01:27:58,025 --> 01:27:58,853
Cameron!
1104
01:28:23,395 --> 01:28:25,397
[door knocking]
1105
01:28:25,466 --> 01:28:27,261
Ali, you awake?
1106
01:28:29,125 --> 01:28:29,953
Yeah.
1107
01:28:31,921 --> 01:28:32,749
Can I come in?
1108
01:28:33,923 --> 01:28:34,751
Sure.
1109
01:28:40,343 --> 01:28:42,311
Did she make you come over?
1110
01:28:42,380 --> 01:28:43,277
Wasn't her idea.
1111
01:28:45,693 --> 01:28:46,729
The Grove, huh?
1112
01:28:48,627 --> 01:28:49,387
I'm sorry.
1113
01:28:50,526 --> 01:28:51,699
You know, I
remember bringing you
1114
01:28:51,768 --> 01:28:53,943
home from the hospital
when you were a baby.
1115
01:28:56,117 --> 01:28:57,671
You fit in the crook of my arm.
1116
01:29:00,777 --> 01:29:02,538
We were terrified your
mother and I.
1117
01:29:04,540 --> 01:29:07,025
Always so worried we were
going to hug you too tightly
1118
01:29:07,094 --> 01:29:10,235
or drop you or...
when you slept,
1119
01:29:11,512 --> 01:29:12,720
we would sit beside your crib
1120
01:29:12,789 --> 01:29:15,689
for hours just listening
to you breathe.
1121
01:29:18,623 --> 01:29:21,660
Honey to see you know
with no genuine knowledge
1122
01:29:21,729 --> 01:29:23,904
of the love you come from...
1123
01:29:26,734 --> 01:29:28,288
it hurts to tell you the truth.
1124
01:29:30,945 --> 01:29:32,292
But that's not your problem,
1125
01:29:33,465 --> 01:29:35,467
you've got enough to
worry about.
1126
01:29:35,536 --> 01:29:38,746
What we worry about is
that at least
1127
01:29:38,815 --> 01:29:40,334
you're going to be okay.
1128
01:29:42,750 --> 01:29:43,958
What if I'm not though?
1129
01:29:46,685 --> 01:29:51,138
Like what if this is as
good as it's gonna get.
1130
01:29:52,622 --> 01:29:57,558
Sweetheart, you happy is
the only thing we care about.
1131
01:30:04,945 --> 01:30:08,017
If you really mean that, then
1132
01:30:08,086 --> 01:30:10,606
there's something I'd
like to show you.
1133
01:30:18,614 --> 01:30:21,410
[light music]
1134
01:30:21,479 --> 01:30:26,104
I was having doubts
before the accident.
1135
01:30:27,795 --> 01:30:29,038
About a lot of things
1136
01:30:29,107 --> 01:30:34,112
and... I don't think I felt
I could talk to you guys
1137
01:30:34,181 --> 01:30:38,530
about it 'cause I was afraid
that I'd disappoint you or...
1138
01:30:39,600 --> 01:30:40,705
I don't know.
1139
01:30:40,774 --> 01:30:45,088
But... I'm hoping that maybe
1140
01:30:45,157 --> 01:30:46,745
we could figure it out together.
1141
01:30:49,507 --> 01:30:50,439
Yeah.
1142
01:30:50,508 --> 01:30:51,336
You bet.
1143
01:31:06,972 --> 01:31:08,457
Hey, she doesn't know
who she is asshole,
1144
01:31:08,526 --> 01:31:09,285
don't you get that?
1145
01:31:09,354 --> 01:31:10,148
- Back off, dude.
- Ethan!
1146
01:31:10,217 --> 01:31:10,976
Knock it off.
1147
01:31:11,045 --> 01:31:12,150
The Grove, Cam?
1148
01:31:12,219 --> 01:31:12,978
Told you to leave her
out of your shit!
1149
01:31:13,047 --> 01:31:13,841
Ethan!
[punch thuds]
1150
01:31:13,910 --> 01:31:15,705
Stop. Get inside.
1151
01:31:15,774 --> 01:31:17,120
Ethan, stay right there.
1152
01:31:17,189 --> 01:31:20,434
Hey. Cam. Are you okay?
1153
01:31:20,503 --> 01:31:21,262
Cameron, you okay?
1154
01:31:21,331 --> 01:31:22,091
Yeah.
1155
01:31:22,160 --> 01:31:23,161
No, stay down.
1156
01:31:23,230 --> 01:31:25,197
I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine.
1157
01:31:25,266 --> 01:31:27,199
Cam, you're bleeding.
1158
01:31:36,726 --> 01:31:39,488
[door bell rings]
1159
01:31:47,530 --> 01:31:50,326
Pretty sure you're not the
tutor they're sending over.
1160
01:31:50,395 --> 01:31:52,121
If I am, you're in trouble.
1161
01:31:53,847 --> 01:31:54,641
More trouble.
1162
01:31:57,298 --> 01:31:58,679
Heard you got suspended.
1163
01:32:01,095 --> 01:32:02,442
Yeah, it was stupid, Ali.
1164
01:32:04,305 --> 01:32:05,134
Yeah.
1165
01:32:07,516 --> 01:32:11,036
Look, Ethan, this has to stop.
1166
01:32:11,934 --> 01:32:13,073
Okay, it's over.
1167
01:32:19,666 --> 01:32:22,289
And I feel like it has been,
for awhile.
1168
01:32:23,532 --> 01:32:24,360
Hasn't it?
1169
01:32:26,155 --> 01:32:26,983
Yeah.
1170
01:32:30,435 --> 01:32:31,332
The accident.
1171
01:32:32,575 --> 01:32:33,921
We were arguing in the car.
1172
01:32:35,302 --> 01:32:37,407
You were saying you
needed to make changes.
1173
01:32:40,065 --> 01:32:41,481
You were breaking up with me.
1174
01:32:44,449 --> 01:32:45,933
I was driving really fast.
1175
01:32:47,245 --> 01:32:48,453
Proving all your points.
1176
01:32:50,490 --> 01:32:52,319
I don't know, if I had it
together, maybe I'd have
1177
01:32:52,388 --> 01:32:53,700
seen the car coming sooner.
1178
01:32:56,944 --> 01:32:57,738
Avoided it.
1179
01:33:00,258 --> 01:33:01,397
Avoided all this.
1180
01:33:07,472 --> 01:33:09,025
I'm sorry that I hurt you, Ali.
1181
01:33:12,270 --> 01:33:14,721
I'm sorry that I'm the
reason your old life is gone.
1182
01:33:15,860 --> 01:33:17,862
Hey, it's not all on you,
okay?
1183
01:33:21,693 --> 01:33:23,005
I played a part too.
1184
01:33:26,664 --> 01:33:30,530
But... maybe it's for the best.
1185
01:33:33,947 --> 01:33:34,706
Yeah.
1186
01:33:52,586 --> 01:33:55,658
Thought your parents
had you on lock-down.
1187
01:33:55,727 --> 01:33:56,486
Snuck out.
1188
01:33:57,833 --> 01:34:00,318
You're heading down a
dark path, Ali Spencer.
1189
01:34:02,596 --> 01:34:04,425
I'm sorry you're back here.
1190
01:34:04,494 --> 01:34:05,841
Actually, it's okay.
I'm seriously
1191
01:34:05,910 --> 01:34:07,739
thinking about a career with
the Town Parks Department.
1192
01:34:07,808 --> 01:34:09,361
- Oh yeah?
- Hm. Hmm.
1193
01:34:09,430 --> 01:34:10,535
Yeah, nice try.
1194
01:34:12,019 --> 01:34:13,711
I feel horrible about Ethan.
1195
01:34:14,919 --> 01:34:16,403
Well, maybe I had it coming.
1196
01:34:16,472 --> 01:34:18,025
No, no way.
1197
01:34:18,094 --> 01:34:20,441
That was all him.
1198
01:34:20,510 --> 01:34:22,202
Still... we should chill.
1199
01:34:23,341 --> 01:34:26,689
At least until you get it
all figured out.
1200
01:34:26,758 --> 01:34:29,727
Come on, we don't have
to let things get awkward
1201
01:34:29,796 --> 01:34:31,729
between us.
1202
01:34:33,144 --> 01:34:35,664
Did you get your bike back?
1203
01:34:35,733 --> 01:34:37,079
Nah.
1204
01:34:41,635 --> 01:34:44,120
Look, I really gotta
get back to this.
1205
01:34:44,189 --> 01:34:46,882
Okay. I'll see you around?
1206
01:34:46,951 --> 01:34:48,262
Definitely.
1207
01:34:53,026 --> 01:34:55,718
[engine revving]
1208
01:34:58,997 --> 01:35:01,413
I'm sure it wasn't
easy to talk
1209
01:35:01,482 --> 01:35:04,727
about certain things with
you or with anyone really.
1210
01:35:06,315 --> 01:35:07,696
No, I get it.
1211
01:35:07,765 --> 01:35:10,319
I know you guys are
really important to me.
1212
01:35:10,388 --> 01:35:13,460
And I truly appreciate you.
1213
01:35:14,634 --> 01:35:17,982
I just think it's gonna
take some time
1214
01:35:18,051 --> 01:35:20,018
to get to where I need to be,
you know?
1215
01:35:21,917 --> 01:35:25,506
So I'm sorry if I seem a
little distant.
1216
01:35:25,575 --> 01:35:28,648
Or if I try some shit that
seems a little out there.
1217
01:35:28,717 --> 01:35:31,996
[laughing]
1218
01:35:33,998 --> 01:35:36,034
So what's the deal
with Cameron?
1219
01:35:37,070 --> 01:35:39,382
He just seems to get me.
1220
01:35:41,315 --> 01:35:44,111
I know this sounds stupid
but we just kind of connect.
1221
01:35:44,180 --> 01:35:45,423
You know?
1222
01:35:45,492 --> 01:35:47,149
That's not stupid.
1223
01:35:48,460 --> 01:35:50,221
That's nice, I'm glad
you have that.
1224
01:35:51,429 --> 01:35:53,983
I just... I really want
you to be happy.
1225
01:35:55,640 --> 01:35:57,677
I know. I see it.
1226
01:36:00,300 --> 01:36:03,510
Thanks for showing me
this. It means a lot.
1227
01:36:09,861 --> 01:36:12,830
How much did they hit you
up to get it out of impound?
1228
01:36:13,796 --> 01:36:15,591
Every cent I had.
1229
01:36:15,660 --> 01:36:17,386
Probably more than it's worth.
1230
01:36:17,455 --> 01:36:18,870
Yeah, maybe.
1231
01:36:22,149 --> 01:36:23,357
How bad is it?
1232
01:36:25,843 --> 01:36:27,085
Won't pass inspection.
1233
01:36:31,538 --> 01:36:34,092
Do you have any idea
what you're doing?
1234
01:36:34,990 --> 01:36:36,577
Yeah, I saw a video.
1235
01:36:45,517 --> 01:36:48,072
What are you trying to do?
1236
01:36:48,141 --> 01:36:50,453
Trying to take the tire off
so I can switch the brakes.
1237
01:36:50,522 --> 01:36:54,388
Okay, let me uh... show
you a trick my dad taught me.
1238
01:37:01,085 --> 01:37:03,570
[Dale grunts]
1239
01:37:05,261 --> 01:37:07,574
Go ahead, take the
brake assembly off.
1240
01:37:08,609 --> 01:37:09,438
Okay.
1241
01:37:11,509 --> 01:37:14,305
Yeah, now we're
cooking with gas.
1242
01:37:19,275 --> 01:37:20,104
Okay.
1243
01:37:21,761 --> 01:37:24,591
See here, you take this.
1244
01:37:24,660 --> 01:37:26,282
[Ali] Small steps.
1245
01:37:27,559 --> 01:37:30,700
Small. Small.
1246
01:37:32,875 --> 01:37:35,740
Small steps...
1247
01:37:38,294 --> 01:37:42,574
And with each passing day
she becomes more victorious.
1248
01:37:44,059 --> 01:37:47,027
So many small steps
yet to be taken.
1249
01:37:48,132 --> 01:37:50,306
But every day is new.
1250
01:37:52,377 --> 01:37:54,034
Every day is possible.
1251
01:37:56,554 --> 01:38:01,490
And one day she will
rise... like the sun...
1252
01:38:02,871 --> 01:38:07,737
beautiful... different...
1253
01:38:08,635 --> 01:38:11,120
Fully alive.
1254
01:38:46,362 --> 01:38:49,503
License and
registration please.
1255
01:38:50,780 --> 01:38:51,989
Just passed inspection.
1256
01:38:53,059 --> 01:38:54,612
She's completely legal.
1257
01:38:54,681 --> 01:38:55,647
Congratulations.
1258
01:38:56,717 --> 01:38:58,823
So, I heard you're
coming back.
1259
01:38:58,892 --> 01:38:59,720
Next week.
1260
01:39:01,274 --> 01:39:04,864
So back on track with
the scholarship?
1261
01:39:06,693 --> 01:39:09,903
Actually, all that's on hold,
for now.
1262
01:39:14,321 --> 01:39:15,633
Well, I'll let you to it.
1263
01:39:17,531 --> 01:39:18,360
Hang on.
1264
01:39:20,810 --> 01:39:23,089
I'm just want you to
know that I'm done
1265
01:39:23,158 --> 01:39:25,367
hoping my memory comes back.
1266
01:39:26,678 --> 01:39:30,303
Trying to solve the
mystery of who I was.
1267
01:39:32,615 --> 01:39:35,791
I'm just creating my
own memories now,
1268
01:39:35,860 --> 01:39:38,380
and whatever happens
happens with the old ones.
1269
01:39:39,829 --> 01:39:44,317
But I'm gonna create a
pretty big memory on Saturday
1270
01:39:44,386 --> 01:39:47,492
and I'd really like
you to be there for it.
1271
01:39:47,561 --> 01:39:48,908
Okay.
1272
01:39:48,977 --> 01:39:51,048
I'll text you the details.
1273
01:39:51,117 --> 01:39:52,532
I think you'll like it.
1274
01:39:53,843 --> 01:39:55,259
I hope you will.
1275
01:40:02,300 --> 01:40:06,063
Cam, I meant what I said.
1276
01:40:08,237 --> 01:40:11,344
If you ever need someone to
help you un-crowd that brain,
1277
01:40:12,448 --> 01:40:13,622
I'm here...
1278
01:40:15,796 --> 01:40:16,832
Cool.
1279
01:40:23,114 --> 01:40:25,841
[engine revving]
1280
01:40:32,710 --> 01:40:35,989
I'm Ali Spencer, so
they told me.
1281
01:40:37,611 --> 01:40:40,614
Uh... a while ago I got into
a pretty bad car accident
1282
01:40:40,683 --> 01:40:42,892
and my long term memory is
totally swiped.
1283
01:40:44,170 --> 01:40:46,931
It could be temporary but
it could be permanent.
1284
01:40:48,036 --> 01:40:50,693
And I still don't know
everything about
1285
01:40:50,762 --> 01:40:52,937
who Ali Spencer really
was but I'm not
1286
01:40:53,006 --> 01:40:54,145
freaking out about it.
1287
01:40:54,214 --> 01:40:56,976
I'm just moving forward
and trying to find
1288
01:40:57,045 --> 01:40:59,771
out who I am now.
1289
01:40:59,840 --> 01:41:01,601
And so, this is a poem
about all that.
1290
01:41:01,670 --> 01:41:04,155
It's about a girl who
lost herself
1291
01:41:04,224 --> 01:41:08,021
and maybe she never will
find the person she once was.
1292
01:41:08,090 --> 01:41:11,231
But maybe she will find the
one she's suppose to be.
1293
01:41:13,647 --> 01:41:15,822
It's called "The Mystery
of My History"
1294
01:41:15,891 --> 01:41:19,067
and I'd like to dedicated
it to my friend, Cameron.
1295
01:41:21,000 --> 01:41:23,485
It's easy to love the light...
1296
01:41:23,554 --> 01:41:26,902
and what can be seen
in plain sight.
1297
01:41:26,971 --> 01:41:28,835
It's much harder to
embrace the dark,
1298
01:41:28,904 --> 01:41:30,940
no idea if you'll ever
hit your mark.
1299
01:41:32,045 --> 01:41:33,564
You claim that the past is known
1300
01:41:33,633 --> 01:41:35,048
and the future can't be seen,
1301
01:41:35,117 --> 01:41:38,362
but I say history is a mystery
1302
01:41:39,535 --> 01:41:42,400
and the future is where
we come clean...
1303
01:41:42,469 --> 01:41:45,024
[gentle music]
1304
01:41:48,648 --> 01:41:50,995
It's easy to love the light...
1305
01:41:51,064 --> 01:41:52,376
And what can be...
1306
01:42:23,579 --> 01:42:26,582
[soft guitar music]
1307
01:42:26,651 --> 01:42:29,516
Dear Future Me... I
know sometimes
1308
01:42:29,585 --> 01:42:33,037
you're probably feeling
like things are overwhelming
1309
01:42:33,106 --> 01:42:36,834
but I've got great news for you.
1310
01:42:36,903 --> 01:42:38,767
Have faith.
1311
01:42:38,836 --> 01:42:41,942
Just remember, you are
capable of so much more
1312
01:42:42,011 --> 01:42:44,531
than you even realize.
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Take the risks you're
afraid of taking,
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paint your picture boldly
across the universe.
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But most of all, love.
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Love exactly who you are,
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an amazing future is
awaiting you.
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