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Previously on This Is Us...

Rebecca.
Matt Dickson from the PTA.

- Do you want
to get coffee with me?
- Yeah.

My manager said if I'm gonna
take acting serious,

I got to be
in L.A. pretty regularly.

So, what,
you're just gonna, like,

constantly be in L.A.
while I'm in New York?

How is this marriage gonna work?

I reached out
to a job recruiter.

She got back to me with listings

from some traditional
dance conservatories.

These dance academies

took something I love

and made it joyless.

We're gonna learn
the new combination.

Sonya here will demonstrate.

Go in there
and do what you always do.

Blow us all away.

- ♪ So when the sun goes down ♪

♪ And we move along ♪

♪ I will call... ♪

Daddy,
tell me the story again.
Hmm.

- Again?
Please,

- Daddy?
- We were right here in Kingston.

You were 18 months
and hadn't walked at all.

Your mother
was worried to death.

But then we were all at a party

for your Uncle Clem
at Hellshire Beach.

He said,
"The girl must know good music."

And he put on Burning Spear,

and just like that,

it took hold
of those little legs of yours

and picked you right up
off the ground.

You danced straight to me.

And right then, you became

- my little island girl
who danced...
- Who danced before she walked.

That's right.

You've always done things
in your own time,

baby girl.

We have

eight studios on the premises,

and most of them
have classes going all day.

- I'll get you a map.
- A map. Wow.

Two, three...

♪

Two, three, four...

I'm so pleased
we're moving forward

with your idea
for a scholarship program.

I know it wasn't easy convincing
the board of directors.

Thank you.
Twisted some arms so hard,

- I almost broke 'em, but, uh...

I just really believe
there's a lot of untapped talent

that could really thrive here.

I trust you'll find them.

Welcome aboard.

How's it going?

Not good, baby. Not good.

I have over 200 applicants
and only 15 spots.

The fate of this whole program

rests on me choosing
the right dancers.

All you have to do,

turn off this.

Trust this.

My belly?

That's just telling me
to stress-eat

those Thai dumplings
in the fridge.

No, silly. Your gut.

It's never steered you wrong.

Now, if you're accepted,

we'll cover the cost of tuition,

competition fees
and pointe shoes.

That's amazing. I go through,
like, two pairs a week.

I practically live
at the studio.

Uh, she'll have
to keep up with her studies.

That's most important.

This is an opportunity
of a lifetime.

- Let me show you
a few more studios.
Okay.

Congratulations, everyone.

You made it. Now, most of you

haven't trained at this level
at your old dance studios.

Right?
This space can be intimidating.

Don't worry. They got maps.

- But I want you to remember

that you belong.

So take up space. Yes?

Now, you'll have an opportunity

to demonstrate your hard work
at our fall showcase,

which could lead
to an apprenticeship

with
a professional dance company.

- Okay?

So, now I want you all
to turn around

and face the mirror

and repeat after me.

I can, and I will.

I can, and I will.

Again. I can, and I will.

I can, and I will.

♪

She's not as polished
as our other soloists.

I don't think she'll be ready
for the showcase.

She'll be ready.

Trust me.

Okay.

I will.

You're one of a kind, baby girl.

Don't ever forget
how special you are.

♪

I don't understand why we had
to go food shopping so early.

I mean, Thanksgiving's
not for three days.

So, the key to a successful
Thanksgiving is to strike early.

See, you learn that once you've
had to tussle with an old lady

in aisle three over the last can
of cranberry sauce.

- Oh.
I can't wait

until Kev and I get
to host Thanksgiving one day.

In our amazing loft
with exposed brick

that we'll buy

when Kevin becomes
a famous actor.

Right, babe?

So, we got three kinds
of stuffing and no extra beer?

Wow, are we that unbearable
to be around? Got to be drunk

- to hang out with us?
- Ha ha.

- I didn't buy it at all.
- Well, then, next time

- you can choose the movie. Oh!

Guys. I didn't know

that anyone was gonna be home.
Hi.

- You got in early!
- Hi.

Hi. Hey, sweetheart.
- Hey.

- How you doing?
Oh, I'm good.

- Oh.
What's up?

Oh! Sorry.
Now I'm all flustered.

Uh, um, guys, this is Matt.

Matt, this is Kate and Kevin.
Um, Kevin's wife Sophie.

- Hi.
- And then my other son Randall
and his girlfriend are in D.C.,

but-but he'll be here
for Thanksgiving.

- Oh, great.
- Yeah.

Oh, and this is, uh, Miguel.

- Hey.
A good family friend.

Hey. Matt Dickson.

Hey, Matt.
Pleasure. Yeah.
- Hi.

Hey, I picked up the turkey
for our three-day brine.

Oh. Thank you. Yeah, uh,
Miguel and I saw Emeril do it,

and we just thought,
"Eh, you know, what the heck?"

Yeah. We were like, "Brine not?"

"Brine not?"

I-I love a good brine. You know.

But since the divorce, I've just
been keeping things low-key.

You know, just me
and my Hungry-Man.

You know,
you're welcome to join us.

Oh, no. Look,
I-I don't want to impose.

Oh, come on. I insist.

- Really?
- Yeah.

Well, in that case, I'm bringing
my famous pumpkin pie.

Oh!
Yeah.

It's not famous at all.
It's from the grocery store.

Oh.
- Lucky for you all.

Um... Well, uh,
nice to meet you all.

- Yeah. Bye.
- Bye.

Well, this isn't
gonna be awkward at all.

Can't wait.

- Kevin, it's so nice of you
to do all of this.
No problem.

Are you kidding? The eggs are
warming, the kids are sleeping,

and the next batch
of red velvet waffles

will be ready
in T-minus four minutes.

You know what we should do?
We should make a thing of this.

Right? We could call it, um,
Brunch and Beauties.

'Cause I feel
like we're beautiful people.

- Uh...
- Eh.
Brunch and Beauties. No?

We don't...? Okay, well, you
know, we'll pitch on it later.

Kevin's trying to show that
he's supportive that I'm dating.

Yeah, I know. It's really cute

- when he tries
to make it look natural.
Mm-hmm.

Elijah, these blueberry muffins
are insane.

- Really, they're from scratch?
- Yeah.

I'm kind of a baked goods snob.

It's homemade or bust
for this guy.

- Well, maybe you can whip up
another batch

- for me to take to Thanksgiving.
- Sure.

Madison, you are gonna love
Thanksgiving at the cabin,

by the way. And I can't wait
for the twins to see me

in the Pilgrim Rick hat.

Although I do hope
it doesn't scare Nicky,

because he gets really weird
around hats.

Uh, well, what about you?
You got plans for the holidays?

Oh. Um... Well, you know,

it's probably just gonna be
a quiet one with the family.

Hmm.
- Hey, is that beauty

- yours?
- Yeah. Yes, she is.

This is a Gibson J-45.

This is the guitar
that Bradley Cooper used

- in A Star Is Born.

I'm just kind of
getting the hang of it.

Yeah, that sounds great, man.
You're a rock star.

Yeah. Well, I've been taking

Springsteen's
online MasterClass,

- so...
Mm-hmm.

You aren't talking to me at all,
are you?

- Mm. Work call.
Yeah.

These are insane. Are these you?

- Yeah.
- I love you.

No, not you, sir.

- Talking to a man named Elijah.

He's doing a deal
in two different time zones,

so, like, eight of the 16 hours

that he's been back?
It's been that.

I never thought that I would
get jealous of AirPods.

Aw.
Yeah.

I thought
that his ears were mine

once we said our vows, but...

Well, listen,
you don't have to come

to the-the pilot taping
of The Manny tomorrow.

Why don't you spend
some quality time with Toby?

Are you kidding?
It's not every day

that our brother gets to star

in a reboot of a show
that made his career

and then almost cost him
his career.

- We're gonna be there.
- Okay.

- All right. All right.
Oh, man.

That all sounds so exciting.
The live audience and all.

Well, why don't you and Madison
come? Come to the taping.

- Seriously?
Yes.

- Be great.
- Okay.

- Yeah.
- Great! Terrific.

- Yes.
- Now,

- let Brunch 'N' Stuff begin.
I like it.

- Brunch 'N' Stuff.
Yeah.

- All right.
- Better.

All right, well, we're getting
there. We're getting there.

We have to get
the bread pudding.

My dad and I

used to come here sometimes,

and we'd skip dinner
and go straight to dessert.

Bread pudding it is, then.
All right.

- I'm so excited

to be exploring D.C. with you.

What's wrong?

That's my old ballet teacher.

I haven't seen him
since I quit dance.

- May I?

Sorry. I hope that it's okay
that I'm here. I just wanted

to get a little practice in
before the showcase tonight.

No need to apologize.

Pirouettes used to be tricky
for me, too.

My old dance teacher taught me

to imagine a string, right,
from the crown

of my head
pulling me all the way up

to the ceiling.

Yeah.

- Thanks.
- Yeah.

Why'd you pick me?

I feel like I'm playing catch-up
to everybody else here.

I was the best
at my old dance studio.

But here?

I'm not the skinniest

or the most flexible.
I don't even have the best feet.

My dad wants me to be
a lawyer like him.

You know,
my mom was a lot like your dad.

She wanted me to be an educator
just like her.

This whole dance world
never made sense to her.

But I fought to be a part of it.

Just like you did.

Stacey, I chose you
because I saw a fire in you

that I recognized in myself.

Try again.

Try again.

Our new neighbors
are just like you.

Hey.

Where's Sophie?

She's on the phone
with her mom.

Well, do you think
my feet are too big?

No. There's just
more of you to love.

Are you gonna say something
about my weight?

Do you want me to?

No.

You gonna say something
about my drinking?

Do you want me to?

No.

L.A.'s been tough.

I joined an acting class,

you know,
hoping it would help me.

That's great, Kev.

- Yeah.
- Yeah. Yeah,
but now you want to tell me

what's really going on?

Kevin.

I met this girl.

And she was really cool,
so we started hanging out.

You know, I've been lonely

because, between Sophie's
classes and my auditions,

you know,
we don't get much time to talk.

Kevin, what did you do?

It was just one time.

I swear.

Oh, my God.

Oh, God, Kevin. K-K...

How could you do this to Sophie?

How could you do that?
She loves you so much.

Don't you think I know that?

I can't even look at her, Kate.

Every time
I'm in the same room as her,

I feel like I'm gonna throw up
from the guilt.

Good.

- You need to tell her.
- No.

It will kill her, Kate.

What if she doesn't forgive me?

Okay, well, what...?
So, what do you expect?

What...
What am I supposed to do?

I'm supposed to keep this
from her now?

She's one of my best friends.

And I'm your brother.

This is incredible.
Everything looks so real.

Yeah. The first time
Kev brought me backstage--

you wouldn't believe it--
the host of Survivor was there.

- Jeff Probst?
- Jeff mother-lovin' Probst.

- What did you do?
- Uh, I freaked out.

I spilled my cold brew
from crafty all over him.

Crafty is craft services.
It's where they keep

- all the snacks. Yeah.
- Oh...

Yeah, stick with me, kid.
I'll show you the ropes.

- Hey! What's up?
Hi.

Thanks for coming. Thanks
for coming. Thanks for coming.

Hi. So good to get to spend
some time with you.

We haven't seen you
since, what, breakfast?

- Toby.
- What? It's a joke.

'Cause we-we live together.
Never mind. I'll get

- one of the writers
to punch it up.
Mm.

A punch-up is
when the writers take a bad joke

- and they make it funny.
- Oh, I know.

I learned that
from the Friends reunion.

Hey, I saw a gumball machine

on the way in.
Now, are the gumballs real?

They are. They're real, yeah.

Not only that, but you don't
have to put a quarter in,

- so you can just have at it.
- Really?

Yeah.
- Thanks. Okay.
Okay, you know what?

- I'll bring some back
for the group.

- Thank you.
Oh, thanks.

And I have to take this.

- Sorry about the... joke.

- It's all right.
Don't worry about it.
- Thank you.

Yello.

Oh, hey, Madison.
Listen, I sent you

some flight options
for Thanksgiving. I don't know

if you saw or not,
but I'm thinking we

should book early
because, you know, the seats

tend to fill up... What-what...
What's this? You keep looking

at each other.
What am I missing?

Is this an Elijah thing?
Because obviously,

I mean,
he's more than welcome to come.

Kevin, can we talk
about this later?

I don't want to do this here

on such an important day
for you.

No, you just want to sit here
and continue

to share ominous looks
with each other.

Okay, fine.

Um...

I don't want to go to the cabin.

I want to spend Thanksgiving
with Elijah

here in L.A. With the twins.

Hey, Kevin? We need you on set.

Oh.

Perfect.

Um...

Well, hey, you know,
um, to be continued.

We don't have to stay.

We can get
the bread pudding to go.

I saw that man every day

from when I was 12 to 17.

I was his favorite,

until I started struggling,
and then he just dropped me.

When my dad died, he didn't even
pick up the damn phone.

Want me to go over there

and show him where
his ballet shoes can go?

No.

But I will.

Hey. I'm right here.

Bethany.

It's so nice to see you.
How long has it been?

Uh, 23 months.

Wow. That long, huh?

Well, you look well.

So, w-what have you been up to?
Fill me in.

Um...

I'm an architecture major
at CMU.

That's wonderful. I always knew
you had a bright mind.

Why don't you stop by the studio
one of these days.

The girls would love to see you.

- Sure.
- Yeah.

Great.

Take care.

Um...

Let's just forget about
the bread pudding and go.

Let's go.

Yeah.

All right, let's go.

Hey, phones off, now.

- Hey, guys. You made it.
- Hey.

How you feeling?

Excited and terrified.

- Which for some reason

is making me
have to pee a lot, you know.

It's like I'm about to get
onstage and perform.

But this should be
the easy part for you.

You already done
all the hard work.

Now, you just
sit back and watch.

That's what I thought,
but when you perform,

it's like you have some control.

Now, I'm just the lady
waiting in the wings,

hoping everything goes well.

I can't fail at this again,
Randall. I just... I can't.

You won't.

I'm sorry. "You won't"
is not good enough.

Okay? I don't mean

to put too much pressure
on you, baby,

but I'm freaking out right now,

and I'm gonna need one of your
all-time greatest pep talks,

and I'm gonna need it now.

Beth Pearson, you're
an incredible human being...

Damn it. I got to pee again,
baby. I'm so sorry.

Okay.

Not to brag, but...

I think we may have Emeril beat.

Emeril should be
watching us on TV.

Well, at least we don't
have to worry about dessert,

since Matt is bringing
his "famous" pumpkin pie

to the Thanksgiving
he invited himself to.

What? I invited him.

Yeah, well, he didn't really
give you much of a choice,

did he? I mean,
what else were you gonna do?

This needs some brown sugar.

- What's going on down there?

You know, they've been
crying for hours.

They're gonna grow up to sound

like Gilbert Gottfried,
aren't they?

Aren't they?

Are you okay?

Let me help.

I knew this wouldn't
go over well.

It's a lot to spring on him.

Maybe it's just easier if
I bring the twins to the cabin.

...for the next Marvel superhero
movie. I think I've got this.

You know, I just, I want to be
a good dad to my kids, is all.

I-I want to be the best dad

to my kids 'cause...

that's what my kids deserve.

Aw!

♪ There's a black hat caught ♪

♪ In a high treetop... ♪

Kate.

Earth to Kate!

Oh. What? Did you say something?

Yes. I said that I brought
my Thelma & Louise DVD.

Rewatch session tonight?

Sure. I mean,

you know I can't resist
Brad Pitt in those jeans.

Kevin's being weird.

What do you think is going on?

Have you noticed the drinking?

Yeah. Yeah.

I, um...

You know, I-I think he's-he's...

stressed about career stuff.

It's taking a lot longer
than he'd hoped it would

to get started
with the acting stuff.

Yeah, you're-you're
probably right.

Thanks, Thelma.

You got it, Louise.

♪ That's my soul up there ♪

♪ There's a blue whale beached ♪

♪ By a springtime's ebb. ♪

All right. We saw,
we brined, we conquered.

- We about to kick
Thanksgiving's ass.
- Hear, hear.

Salud.

- Mmm.
- Mmm.

Oh, Mrs. Pearson,
Matt is so sweet.

- I'm happy for you.
- Thanks.

- Do you see it
going the distance?
- Oh.

I don't know.
We're having fun.

Wow. What a rave.

He's a nice guy, and

we're having a good time.
I mean, it's...

it's not the great romance
that you two have,

but that's
once-in-a-lifetime stuff.

This jet lag's killing me.
I'm gonna go lay down.

Okay.

Are you mad at me
about something?

No. Of course not.

Then-then what is it?

Soph, I made a horrible mistake

that I'll regret
for the rest of my life.

What?

It happened one time,
and it didn't mean anything.

The girl from your acting class?

Yes.

I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.

You are all that
matters to me, okay?

The last thing
I'd want to do is hurt you.

Okay, I... I knew that something
was wrong. I even asked Kate.

Don't be mad at Kate. I begged
her not to say anything.

I-I'm sorry,

Kate knew?

I had to tell somebody. Sophie,

it was, it was
eating me up inside.

That must've been
really hard for you.

No.

No, that's not what I... Soph...

Here he comes.

Kevin, that was amazing.

- Thanks.
- You improv'ed

that Mount Everest joke,
didn't you?

- 'Cause I told Elijah
I could tell...

You are aware that Thanksgiving
is my family's holy day,

- right?
- We're doing this here.

Guys, the prop guy said that
this thing costs $20,000.

Yeah, that's right. It does,
and it's not a toy, so...

Oh. Sorry.

This is what you want? This
is how you want to do things?

Just, you know,
split up the holidays

like-like, what, we're some,

we're some angry divorced couple

that can't stand to be
in the same room as one another?

- This is what you want
for our kids?
- Of course not.

- That's not fair...
- Kevin, it--
Kevin, it's my fault.

All right? I'm the one
that invited Maddy

- for Thanksgiving...
- You know what, Elijah?
The only man allowed to speak

is the one holding
the jelly baby, and that is me.

Don't be rude to him, okay?

I am not trying
to keep the kids away

- from you.
- Well, you could've fooled me.

A-And by the way,
I just-- you know,

I got to say,
I think...

I think it's really selfish

that you could be
robbing my mother

of what could possibly
be her last

good Thanksgiving
with the twins.

Kevin,

I am well aware

of how big of a deal
this is for you, okay?

Kate thought it would be best

if I told you
after the first taping...

Yeah, no, a-and thank you
for that, Kate.

- I appreciate it.
- Kevin...

You know what? Here, Elijah,
just, you know, just--

It's... it's all yours.

I'm sorry about that.

No.

Don't be.

Soph?

Hey. Hey. Soph.

Soph, where are you going?

Kevin told me everything.
Thanks for having my back.

Sophie, I-- Sophie, I'm sorry.

I'm... What was I supposed
to do? He's my brother.

Got it.

Tell your mom I said bye, okay?

No, hey, Sophie, listen,
you don't have to go like this.

Bye, Kate.

♪

Are you okay?

No. I'm not okay.

I'm eating gluten-free cookies
that taste like cardboard.

I'm pretty far from okay.

What was that back there,
by the way?

You didn't have my back at all.

Oh, that's rich.

Kev, I've had your back
our entire lives,

and it hasn't exactly
been a cakewalk.

Okay? You take one step forward
and 16 steps back.

- That's not fair.
- Okay,

so you're finally supportive
of Madison and Elijah,

but when it comes
to your holiday plans,

16 steps back.

No. Look, that's...

Kev, you needed
my support, right?

So, I let you crash
at our place,

even though it's not great
for our marriage right now.

Madison needs my support, too.

But I also would like...

No, Kev.
You didn't fall in love.

Right? You couldn't say it.

So, you expect her
to lug babies on an airplane

to go see your family?

Come on,
have a little more respect

for the woman
who's raising your kids.

She just wants
a quiet Thanksgiving

with the kids
where she can create

her own holiday traditions.

- Yeah, with Elijah.
- Yeah, with Elijah.

Who is a good man who is
falling in love with her--

something she's never
experienced before--

and she should be able
to enjoy that

without being made
to feel guilty.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I'm s-- I know that you always
have my back. I know that.

Yeah, I do.

And if-if you and Toby need
your space, just... tell me.

Yeah, Kev,

that's-that's not even
our problem right now.

We have a lot more
going on than that.

♪

♪

- Oh, God.

Are you hurt?

I don't think so.

Okay. Let's get you up.

I can't.

I'm sorry.

I let you down. I let...

I let them all down.

You know, when I was dancing,
I fell.

It was a different kind of fall,
bigger than this.

I felt so alone.

Stacey, I want you to know

that I will sit with you
on this stage

until everyone
in this audience gets bored

and tired and leaves one by one.

Or...

...you can get up,

you can start again,

and I'll be waiting
for you right offstage

after you take your bow.

Either way, know two things,

you cannot disappoint me.

And I ain't going nowhere.

You're gonna forget a lot
about these years,

but look at your mother,

right now, and remember this.

Don't you ever forget

how incredible that woman is.

Take it from the top, okay?

All right. Let's go.

♪

Kevin, it is late,
and I am too tired to argue.

No, I know. It's-it's not that.

I-I just came by to say...

...that I think you should
celebrate Thanksgiving

however you want
to celebrate Thanksgiving.

I mean that.
The last thing you need

is a cross-country trip
to, what,

witness 50 Pearsons watch
Police Academy 3

for the 300th time
and argue over an old hat?

Thank you.

You were good out there today.

You stole the show
from a guy half your age.

- That is a feat.
- Yeah. Well, thank you.

- He's three-quarters
my age, but...
- Hmm...

- Yeah... Okay.
- I don't know...

- Well, thank you.
- Mm-hmm.

- Have a good night. All right.
- Good night.

Hey, Kevin.

Hey.

Oh, listen, um,
Madison and I talked, and, um,

Thanksgiving's
all yours, man, so...

Everything's good.

That was real decent of you.
Thank you.

You're welcome.
No problem, no problem.

Is that it? We good?

Listen, um...

I'm painfully aware that people
see me as the nice guy.

Oh, come on,
this isn't necessary.

Yeah, I-I'm not done.

I'm also well aware that Maddy

is eons out of my league,
but she likes me.

She actually likes me.

And...

I like her.
Oh, man, more than you know.

No, no, I'm-I'm getting
the gist.

Yeah, right.
I-I guess what I'm saying is...

...I hope you're not
biding your time

and playing nice because
you think I'm going away.

Because if you are...

...you're gonna be
waiting a long time.

Point taken.

Okay. Okay.

Thanks.

- Later, man.
- Yup.

Thanks again for all your help.
You are one hell of a sous-chef,

- Miguel.
- Oh, that would be
one hell of a compliment,

- except I'm pretty sure
that you're my sous-chef?
- Mm.

- No. You are.
- Really?

- Yeah.
- I think that... Mm.

Okay.

Um, I'm sorry about earlier.

The little digs at Matt.
Way out of line.

He seems like a really nice guy.

- He really does.
- Your opinion

matters a lot to me, you know?

- And I hate to break it to you,

but you're-you're basically
my best friend, Miguel.

Back at you.

Oh, um, I was thinking,

I'd like to invite Marguerite
to Thanksgiving, too.

- If that's okay?
- Oh.

I thought Marguerite
was old news.

Yeah, well,
Marguerite made a comeback.

Turns out she has
a hell of a golf swing.

Well, good for Marguerite.

Yeah. I look forward
to meeting her.

- Great. Okay.
- Okay.

Hmm.

Kev, Kev, Kev. Shh, shh, shh.

Could we just keep
the jam sessions

to the daylight hours, please?
I'm still working

- out here.
- No problem. Sorry.

Sorry. Oh, hey. Real quick tip.
Just brother to brother,

that whole Bluetooth thing?

It's driving Kate crazy.

- Thanks for the heads-up.
- No problem.

You know, in fact, uh,
just a little tip for you.

The reason I'm out here
pacing around on my Bluetooth

is because I usually take
these phone calls in this room.

The room that you're
currently using as an Airbnb.

- So that's...
- Okay. I was just trying
to help you out, man.

- Uh-huh.
- All right?
But if you want me to leave,

uh, you just say the word.
I can...

You have a good night, Kevin.

- Okay.
You have a good night. Okay.
- Okay. All right.

♪

♪

Girls are upstairs

giving you rave reviews
between flossing.

- Our girls?
- Mm-hmm.

You coming up?

Yeah. I'm right behind you.

Whitmore Ballet Academy.
Vincent speaking.

Hi, Vincent.

It's Beth.

Bethany Clarke.

Um, well, Pearson now,
but, um...

I used to be a student of yours.

Well, Bethany.
How wonderful to hear from you.

Still burning the candle
at both ends, huh?

Well, I wish I could say
I pulled back over the years,

but, uh, here I am.

My wife is not pleased.

Um, how have you been?

I'm well.
I'm really well. In fact,

I'm the head of new student
recruitment and development

for the City Ballet
of Philadelphia.

Wow. Would you look at that?

I always knew
you'd go far, Bethany.

I always saw that in you.

Was there, um, something else?

Yeah.

Um...

I was with you every single day,
Vincent.

During my formative years,

you were my sun
and my moon and...

Hell, you were like a god to me,
if I'm being honest.

And...

It meant so much
that you chose me

out of all the other girls
to be your favorite.

That confidence you had in me
meant everything.

I was ready to be your star.

But, uh...

when my dad died

and I couldn't perform
up to your standards,

you just...

...tossed me aside.

You literally...

You literally replaced me
with someone else

without a word of comfort
or explanation.

You just...

didn't look back.

Well, I'm-I'm, uh, I'm sorry
you felt that way, Bethany,

but it wasn't my job
to, uh, coddle you.

It was my job to give you
the technique you needed

- to be a star.
- Yeah. You're right.

And, um, and I probably reached
my peak, but...

When I think about it, that...

...failure, it...

it turns my stomach
like I'm on a roller coaster.

I...

It's the part of me
that made me feel so small.

And it's the part of me that...

I tried to hide from my husband
and from my girls and...

It's the part of me I hated.

Well, Bethany, I, uh,

I-I don't know what to say.

I thought I would dance
on the world's biggest stages.

But I've learned
that there is power...

...in waiting in the wings.

In being there
for the dancers that are stars

and the ones that aren't.

I...

for so long
had put a part of myself away.

But not anymore.

I'm the little island girl
who danced before she walked.

And you took that from me.

But now I'm taking it back.

I know who I am.

And I know
what I was meant to do now.

Mrs. Pearson?

The new recruits are in the main
studio and would love to hear

- from you.
- Okay, thanks.
I'll be right there.

And this came for you.

It's from Stacey Robins.

♪

♪

Don't ever forget

how special you are.

Our little island girl

- who danced before she walked.
- Who danced before she walked.

You're going to change the world
one day.

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