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most about that?
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- Not the people.
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Right.
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- No.
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I'll
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I'll miss everything.
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But I had everything so I
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can't feel
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too terrible about missing
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something that I had
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for so long.
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Wonderful.
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Well
you know what?
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I think I have a broken heart,
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so how do I not
have a broken heart?
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Well I'm telling you this,
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if I knew this kid,
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Harvey West would’ve
loved California
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100 years ago.
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they say Harvey West
would love California
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100 years ago.
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I am an actress.
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Do
they know each other?
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Harvey.
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I am an actress.
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Harvey West
would have loved California
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100 years ago.
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I'm an actress.
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Colleen West
never liked the first light
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of day.
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It made her nervous and
desperate for night.
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Colleen met Harvey
two months ago
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during a production
of Star Witness.
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A play in which they both acted.
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To have the same last name,
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it meant something
to both of them.
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It was their first connection,
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and as time passed,
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Colleen wondered if
it was their only
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real connection.
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And the silence,
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silence.
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Of you.
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Please make it stop.
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anytime?
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How are you?
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How are you?
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How are you?
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This
is the hardest part
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this is the hardest part
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Things
become so clear.
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Have you ever stared in
a mirror for too long?
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To a point where you
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become disgusted with yourself?
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I once looked into a boy's eyes
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and felt that way.
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He had eyes like a deer.
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He would look away and
it would only get worse.
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Sorry I lost...
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Why does he look away?
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a shit year.
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One.
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Two.
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Three.
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This must be what.
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Can you
believe that I'm retiring?
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Can you believe that I'm...
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Colleen West.
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I think I could
look at your face
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for 1000 years.
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- I'm happy.
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You're happy.
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It hurts.
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- it hurts me too.
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He's so hurt
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why then don't you show it?
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- It hurts me too.
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- did you want me
to stay in there?
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- You know.
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The play, our play
I can't believe its
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over.
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- It's always over.
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You get used to it.
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- Do you think I'm a good actor?
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- what?
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- Do you think I can act?
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- I think you are full of
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many...
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Gifts.
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♪ I don't wanna be mean
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♪ But I'm not afraid
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♪ Anything you steal
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♪ Baby you'll pay for in spades
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♪ Little girl in
the running water
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♪ Run Run shake me clean
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- I didn't expect you
to use your tongue.
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- No?
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- No.
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♪ Well I hate that window
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♪ You don't come through no more
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♪ Don't talk in your sleep
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♪ Don't you leave a trace
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♪ Cause a woman woman
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♪ Can have the devil's face
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♪ I don't wanna be mean
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- nope.
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I've got a good idea.
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What's the idea?
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This
is the information.
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Okay.
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If you're open, you
will be rewarded.
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- Awarded?
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- Yes.
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We understand you wish
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to make things right.
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Then we will help you
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make things right.
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- What kind of
information do you need?
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- In order to provide the best
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simulation possible,
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we will need to know everything.
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Ask me anything.
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- Excellent.
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We need to collect
a breathing sample.
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Will you be able
to provide that?
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- A what?
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- We need to understand how
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he breathes.
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- I don't think I
know how he breathes.
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- In order to provide
the best simulation.
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- Okay, I just breathe
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like him.
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- If you're able.
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Will you place this
under your tongue?
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- Are you recording this?
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- Was it accurate?
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If you question your
ability to provide
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information, you
should let us know,
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now.
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- You don't really think
how someone breathes.
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- Maybe not,
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but we do.
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Can you please try again?
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I'll count to 10,
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please do not stop
until I have completed
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my count.
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One.
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Two.
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Three.
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Four.
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Five.
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Six.
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Seven.
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Eight.
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Nine.
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10.
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Hold still.
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Hold still.
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I'm happy.
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Do not
close your mouth.
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I'm happy,
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I'm happy, I'm happy,
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I'm happy,
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I'm happy.
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- Hey.
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What are you doing?
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- The horn wouldn't stop.
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- Its' fine now.
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- Are you sure
there's nothing wrong
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with it?
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You sure?
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they don't understand
our relationship.
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- What's
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our relationship?
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- You tell me.
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- What?
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- Do you think it's
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shit?
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- Hi.
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You hear the birds this morning?
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- Have a nice day.
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The birds
have been going off.
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- I only hear machines.
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- Yeah man what are they
building over there?
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- Maybe birdhouses.
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- Right.
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Did you just move?
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- Sorry.
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- I haven't seen you,
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I live just down the
road with my husband.
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- That's great.
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I live over here.
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- Oh I didn't know anyone
really lived over there.
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- I do.
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Now.
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Very tired.
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- Oh.
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What from?
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- I was with the circus.
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- Really?
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Wow.
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- Wow.
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- What was your talent?
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- Well I
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walked on ropes,
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I ate fire,
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and I was able to
speak to animals
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in their native animal tongue.
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- Wow.
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Really?
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- Really, wow.
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- Must have been hard to
leave something like that.
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It becomes like your
family doesn't it?
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- Well you know I slept with two
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of the clowns and
they were brothers.
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Caused an enormous
amount of grief
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for everybody,
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we all felt it was
time for me to go.
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- Oh.
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- Yeah all I want is...
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- yeah me too.
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I mean that's why James
and I moved down here.
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- We have so much in common.
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- Oh yeah?
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Do you jog?
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- No no.
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Circus injury so no.
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- Well
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you should really
come over some time,
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James loves interesting people.
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- Really, me too.
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When I get one I'll
be sure to bring
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him over.
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- Oh, well...
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Okay great.
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I'm gonna finish my run.
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- Sounds wonderful.
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Bet
you get sick of that.
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- Okay is that enough?
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- No.
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- All right all right.
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- No.
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You're not wet.
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- Okay.
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Gross.
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- Come back from the light.
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- all right that's enough.
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- Yeah.
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Hold still.
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- Thanks for the ride.
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- Yeah well
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I heard it was gonna rain.
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- Riding a bike
in the rain sucks.
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- It sucks.
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- True.
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- So tonight's your first dress
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rehearsal.
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- Yeah.
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- Are you nervous?
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- Horribly.
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You'll be great.
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- your house, it's so dark.
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- Yeah.
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People came and they
took the windows
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away.
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- Yeah?
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- Yeah, took away the light,
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only took them a few hours.
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Dear darkness.
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- You don't feel trapped?
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- By what?
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- The darkness.
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- It's better than
being exposed.
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- Yeah I guess so.
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- People
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they provide too much light.
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- I want you to hit me.
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In the face.
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- we're fucking.
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Miss West can
you give us a sound check
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please?
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- Sure, one two three four
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five six seven eight nine.
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- You know it really is
an honor having you here.
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Thank you.
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I'm very happy to be here.
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- It's funny that this might
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very well be your
last interview ever.
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- Could be.
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- Kinda like the
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end of everything and
the start of nothing
292
00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:00,359
right?
293
00:21:03,463 --> 00:21:05,263
- Looks cold.
294
00:21:05,264 --> 00:21:06,765
- Well
295
00:21:06,766 --> 00:21:07,766
it was.
296
00:21:12,071 --> 00:21:13,238
- I'm fine right here.
297
00:21:13,239 --> 00:21:14,106
- You sure?
298
00:21:16,008 --> 00:21:17,176
it's freezing.
299
00:21:19,812 --> 00:21:20,647
- What do you want to be when
300
00:21:20,648 --> 00:21:22,649
you grow up Harvey West?
301
00:21:24,584 --> 00:21:25,985
- Well Miss West,
302
00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:29,020
I don't know.
303
00:21:29,021 --> 00:21:30,623
Maybe some guesses.
304
00:21:35,161 --> 00:21:37,430
- You could be an explorer.
305
00:21:38,831 --> 00:21:42,601
explorer.
306
00:21:42,602 --> 00:21:44,270
- Life would be low.
307
00:21:50,743 --> 00:21:51,743
Underwater.
308
00:21:52,845 --> 00:21:55,014
You're a natural in there.
309
00:21:56,816 --> 00:21:58,249
- What about sharks?
310
00:21:58,250 --> 00:21:59,985
- What about them?
311
00:22:03,456 --> 00:22:04,957
- I am afraid of..
312
00:22:07,259 --> 00:22:08,259
- What?
313
00:22:12,565 --> 00:22:14,467
- I don't know anymore.
314
00:22:16,669 --> 00:22:20,440
- How can you not know
what you're afraid of?
315
00:22:21,941 --> 00:22:23,209
- I don't know.
316
00:22:24,310 --> 00:22:26,379
Maybe as you get older...
317
00:22:28,981 --> 00:22:30,483
- Come on tell me.
318
00:22:31,350 --> 00:22:32,350
- Forget it.
319
00:22:32,351 --> 00:22:33,453
- No tell me.
320
00:22:38,625 --> 00:22:40,893
- I'd fear the end of loss.
321
00:22:53,706 --> 00:22:54,706
Kiss me.
322
00:22:56,843 --> 00:22:57,944
- Right here?
323
00:23:15,662 --> 00:23:18,831
- So is this the
beginning of the end?
324
00:23:19,866 --> 00:23:21,332
- Beginning of the end?
325
00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:23,935
- Beginning of the end.
326
00:23:23,936 --> 00:23:25,771
- What do you mean?
327
00:23:25,772 --> 00:23:28,039
- I don't know our play's over
328
00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:29,040
and
329
00:23:29,041 --> 00:23:30,109
I'm retiring.
330
00:23:33,713 --> 00:23:36,247
Who knows where you're going.
331
00:23:36,248 --> 00:23:37,349
Away from me.
332
00:23:43,556 --> 00:23:44,690
That's okay if this
is the beginning
333
00:23:44,691 --> 00:23:45,691
of the end.
334
00:23:47,527 --> 00:23:50,762
Kiss me
335
00:23:50,763 --> 00:23:51,631
- all right.
336
00:23:51,632 --> 00:23:52,732
I don't know.
337
00:23:56,402 --> 00:23:58,069
- Something's waiting
for you out there
338
00:23:58,070 --> 00:23:59,806
and it sure isn't me.
339
00:24:07,179 --> 00:24:08,614
Am I wrong?
340
00:24:08,615 --> 00:24:09,648
I don't know.
341
00:24:09,649 --> 00:24:11,449
- You don't know.
342
00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:15,454
You know you're not allowed
to say that anymore.
343
00:25:45,477 --> 00:25:48,179
We have
everything prepared.
344
00:25:48,180 --> 00:25:50,348
Unfortunately it's
not quite what we
345
00:25:50,349 --> 00:25:52,117
told you it would be.
346
00:25:52,118 --> 00:25:54,586
If do not wear the mask,
347
00:25:54,587 --> 00:25:57,256
his face will not appear to you.
348
00:26:00,092 --> 00:26:01,460
- Do you hate me?
349
00:26:05,898 --> 00:26:08,199
- I can't hate you.
350
00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:09,201
- Oh, good.
351
00:26:14,273 --> 00:26:17,209
- I just want to
make things right.
352
00:26:18,811 --> 00:26:20,379
- Are things wrong?
353
00:26:22,749 --> 00:26:25,317
- I haven't heard from you in..
354
00:26:26,385 --> 00:26:27,385
I miss you.
355
00:26:29,221 --> 00:26:30,455
- I've been busy.
356
00:26:30,456 --> 00:26:31,456
- Have you?
357
00:26:34,026 --> 00:26:35,261
- Busy is good.
358
00:26:41,968 --> 00:26:44,402
This mask is so uncomfortable.
359
00:26:44,403 --> 00:26:46,337
- It's state of the art.
360
00:26:46,338 --> 00:26:47,273
- Is it?
361
00:26:47,274 --> 00:26:49,007
- Much time has gone into it.
362
00:26:49,008 --> 00:26:50,008
- Yeah?
363
00:26:52,044 --> 00:26:53,145
Did you help?
364
00:26:56,248 --> 00:26:57,749
- Do you hate me?
365
00:26:57,750 --> 00:26:58,750
- I...
366
00:27:05,257 --> 00:27:06,125
How long are you gonna be here
367
00:27:06,125 --> 00:27:07,125
with me?
368
00:27:10,396 --> 00:27:11,697
- I don't know,
369
00:27:11,698 --> 00:27:13,199
is there a window?
370
00:27:16,168 --> 00:27:17,168
- Window?
371
00:27:18,270 --> 00:27:19,270
- Of time.
372
00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:23,710
- I don't know.
373
00:27:26,378 --> 00:27:27,880
Windows are awful.
374
00:27:29,916 --> 00:27:32,484
- But am I supposed to be here?
375
00:27:34,520 --> 00:27:35,520
- What?
376
00:27:36,355 --> 00:27:38,489
- Do you want me here?
377
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:40,125
- Yes.
378
00:27:40,126 --> 00:27:41,126
- Yes?
379
00:27:49,568 --> 00:27:51,738
- You don't seem like you.
380
00:27:52,872 --> 00:27:54,707
- What do I seem like?
381
00:27:56,776 --> 00:27:58,878
- You seem like a shadow.
382
00:28:00,579 --> 00:28:01,713
It's the light,
383
00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:02,848
the light is different here,
384
00:28:02,849 --> 00:28:03,949
I am different in this light.
385
00:28:03,950 --> 00:28:04,950
No.
386
00:28:04,951 --> 00:28:06,151
Its the light.
387
00:28:06,152 --> 00:28:07,318
No
it's not the light.
388
00:28:07,319 --> 00:28:08,254
The
light is different here
389
00:28:08,255 --> 00:28:09,888
I am different in this light.
390
00:28:09,889 --> 00:28:10,823
It's the light.
391
00:28:10,824 --> 00:28:11,857
The light is different here
392
00:28:11,858 --> 00:28:13,024
I am different.
393
00:28:13,025 --> 00:28:15,060
I can't
wear this thing.
394
00:28:18,597 --> 00:28:19,498
It's the light.
395
00:28:19,498 --> 00:28:20,432
The light is different.
396
00:28:20,433 --> 00:28:22,633
I am different in this light.
397
00:28:24,236 --> 00:28:25,771
No, no.
398
00:29:24,931 --> 00:29:26,165
- you're happy.
399
00:29:34,706 --> 00:29:35,706
This hurts.
400
00:29:39,045 --> 00:29:41,547
It hurts me too.
401
00:29:42,714 --> 00:29:46,018
- If you're so hurt
why don't you show it?
402
00:29:47,586 --> 00:29:50,089
It hurts me too.
403
00:30:09,308 --> 00:30:11,342
- You know few actresses ever
404
00:30:11,343 --> 00:30:13,445
really retire completely.
405
00:30:17,183 --> 00:30:19,417
Can you confirm that
this is the real deal?
406
00:30:19,418 --> 00:30:20,920
- Yeah this is it.
407
00:30:22,288 --> 00:30:23,455
The real deal.
408
00:30:24,323 --> 00:30:26,091
I absolute hate those words
409
00:30:26,092 --> 00:30:27,092
together.
410
00:30:29,628 --> 00:30:31,362
But for the sake of your show
411
00:30:31,363 --> 00:30:32,363
I will
412
00:30:33,165 --> 00:30:34,432
allow it.
413
00:30:34,433 --> 00:30:35,434
- Thank you.
414
00:30:36,635 --> 00:30:40,106
Are the parts simply not
what they used to be?
415
00:30:41,941 --> 00:30:44,876
- Well you know as an actor,
416
00:30:44,877 --> 00:30:46,979
when the writing is poor,
417
00:30:47,813 --> 00:30:50,081
you make it interesting.
418
00:30:50,082 --> 00:30:51,983
That's something i learned
419
00:30:51,984 --> 00:30:53,618
a long time ago.
420
00:30:53,619 --> 00:30:56,454
I considered writing a
piece for myself once,
421
00:30:56,455 --> 00:30:57,455
but...
422
00:31:02,394 --> 00:31:04,930
- What sort of themes or...
423
00:31:04,931 --> 00:31:05,998
- Completion.
424
00:31:06,999 --> 00:31:08,233
- Completion.
425
00:31:08,234 --> 00:31:09,234
- Yeah.
426
00:31:15,975 --> 00:31:17,075
- Thank you so much
for coming down.
427
00:31:17,076 --> 00:31:18,709
- Oh my pleasure.
428
00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:20,311
- Will you be
staying in the area?
429
00:31:20,312 --> 00:31:21,679
- Los Angeles, no.
430
00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:22,914
No my house just
sold I'm moving into
431
00:31:22,915 --> 00:31:24,782
a cabin I own.
432
00:31:24,783 --> 00:31:25,717
- A cabin?
433
00:31:25,718 --> 00:31:28,019
- Yeah I've owned it for years.
434
00:31:28,020 --> 00:31:31,489
Somebody told me
to buy it so I did.
435
00:31:31,490 --> 00:31:34,125
We know who that person was.
436
00:31:34,126 --> 00:31:36,261
- Is it in the general area?
437
00:31:36,262 --> 00:31:37,362
- Miss West,
438
00:31:37,363 --> 00:31:40,132
sorry, this came
for you earlier.
439
00:31:42,334 --> 00:31:44,302
- One last fan letter?
440
00:31:44,303 --> 00:31:46,038
- It's from my agent.
441
00:31:47,839 --> 00:31:50,342
- Oh maybe they want you back.
442
00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,017
Dear Colleen,
443
00:31:59,018 --> 00:32:00,618
it's been an amazing adventure,
444
00:32:00,619 --> 00:32:02,453
good luck with your retirement.
445
00:32:02,454 --> 00:32:03,854
We went ahead and donated six
446
00:32:03,855 --> 00:32:05,256
world globes to the
alternative academy
447
00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:06,257
in Avalon.
448
00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:08,160
Enclosed you'll
find a letter from
449
00:32:08,161 --> 00:32:09,494
one of the students,
450
00:32:09,495 --> 00:32:11,129
thanking you for your gift.
451
00:32:11,130 --> 00:32:12,798
Keep in touch, Adam.
452
00:32:15,101 --> 00:32:16,334
Dear Miss West,
453
00:32:16,335 --> 00:32:17,802
thank you so much
for the gloves.
454
00:32:17,803 --> 00:32:19,237
We can now spend
hours dreaming of
455
00:32:19,238 --> 00:32:22,673
going to places that
we'll never get to go to.
456
00:32:22,674 --> 00:32:24,509
One of the globes is broken,
457
00:32:24,510 --> 00:32:25,843
it probably happened
during shipping
458
00:32:25,844 --> 00:32:26,778
or something.
459
00:32:26,779 --> 00:32:27,979
It's okay though,
460
00:32:27,980 --> 00:32:29,247
because we use that
one to play with
461
00:32:29,248 --> 00:32:30,715
when we're bored.
462
00:32:30,716 --> 00:32:33,151
Have a great day, Marcus.
463
00:32:36,322 --> 00:32:38,390
Four, five,
464
00:32:39,658 --> 00:32:40,658
six.
465
00:32:42,194 --> 00:32:43,194
Seven.
466
00:32:44,696 --> 00:32:45,696
Eight.
467
00:32:46,898 --> 00:32:47,898
Nine.
468
00:32:49,735 --> 00:32:50,735
10.
469
00:32:52,738 --> 00:32:54,439
The newly
retired bring in wealth,
470
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:56,274
and also jobs as they get older,
471
00:32:56,275 --> 00:32:58,276
and need help at home.
472
00:32:58,277 --> 00:32:59,910
Perhaps
473
00:32:59,911 --> 00:33:01,146
calls into the
joys and properties
474
00:33:01,147 --> 00:33:02,447
speculation.
475
00:33:02,448 --> 00:33:04,282
And will throw away society.
476
00:33:04,283 --> 00:33:05,850
Kathy Flower.
477
00:33:05,851 --> 00:33:08,219
Peasant world with
lessons from the past
478
00:33:08,220 --> 00:33:09,720
for us all, perhaps.
479
00:33:09,721 --> 00:33:10,955
But I have to say I think
480
00:33:10,956 --> 00:33:12,323
I'd be completely hopeless
481
00:33:12,324 --> 00:33:15,260
and any sort of wild asparagus.
482
00:33:15,261 --> 00:33:16,861
I don't know where to begin.
483
00:33:16,862 --> 00:33:18,929
How do you catch them I wonder.
484
00:33:22,968 --> 00:33:27,405
♪ How I long to hear you say
485
00:33:27,406 --> 00:33:32,009
♪ I love you
486
00:33:38,317 --> 00:33:40,819
Tell me tell me.
487
00:33:43,255 --> 00:33:44,655
Which organization
488
00:33:44,656 --> 00:33:45,524
and I wanted to let people know
489
00:33:45,525 --> 00:33:47,092
I was out there.
490
00:35:36,968 --> 00:35:38,970
- the horns, yeah horns.
491
00:35:40,272 --> 00:35:41,507
- Good morning.
492
00:35:48,514 --> 00:35:49,748
- Jesus Christ.
493
00:35:57,689 --> 00:35:59,024
What time is it?
494
00:36:01,727 --> 00:36:03,027
11:30.
495
00:36:03,028 --> 00:36:04,028
- Oh.
496
00:36:06,365 --> 00:36:09,033
It's the second
part of the morning.
497
00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:11,302
I guess I must have
missed the first.
498
00:36:11,303 --> 00:36:12,303
- Right.
499
00:36:19,478 --> 00:36:21,011
- So?
500
00:36:21,012 --> 00:36:23,249
- I have something for you.
501
00:36:24,383 --> 00:36:25,717
It's an antique.
502
00:36:36,895 --> 00:36:39,164
- Is it a doll or a friend?
503
00:36:40,065 --> 00:36:41,999
- Well both I guess I mean
504
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:43,669
it's yours now so...
505
00:36:46,272 --> 00:36:49,941
- I'll have to add it
to my doll collection.
506
00:36:58,784 --> 00:37:01,018
- Do you have a...
507
00:37:01,019 --> 00:37:03,354
- I've been meaning
to start one.
508
00:37:03,355 --> 00:37:05,390
A doll collection.
509
00:37:05,391 --> 00:37:06,792
I guess I forgot.
510
00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:11,929
I think it was my
terrible childhood.
511
00:37:11,930 --> 00:37:12,930
- Yeah?
512
00:37:13,899 --> 00:37:16,301
Well have you ever
heard of apple dolls?
513
00:37:16,302 --> 00:37:18,168
I'm gonna be making
one this weekend
514
00:37:18,169 --> 00:37:20,037
if you want to
come over and help.
515
00:37:20,038 --> 00:37:22,540
Or even make one for yourself.
516
00:37:22,541 --> 00:37:25,643
- I'm not familiar
with apple dolls.
517
00:37:25,644 --> 00:37:26,578
- No?
518
00:37:26,579 --> 00:37:28,814
You seem so craft friendly.
519
00:37:32,183 --> 00:37:33,751
- Cat friendly?
520
00:37:33,752 --> 00:37:36,254
- Craft, like arts and crafts.
521
00:37:37,188 --> 00:37:38,356
- Oh no.
522
00:37:38,357 --> 00:37:39,690
I'm not.
523
00:37:39,691 --> 00:37:41,427
Friendly in that way.
524
00:37:43,161 --> 00:37:44,161
- Well.
525
00:37:47,065 --> 00:37:48,065
- Listen...
526
00:37:51,370 --> 00:37:52,203
- Shelly.
527
00:37:52,204 --> 00:37:53,571
- Shelly.
528
00:37:53,572 --> 00:37:55,073
Tell me something.
529
00:37:57,809 --> 00:37:59,745
Have you been sleeping?
530
00:38:01,413 --> 00:38:02,580
- What do you mean?
531
00:38:02,581 --> 00:38:03,581
- Well,
532
00:38:04,750 --> 00:38:07,117
I haven't been
sleeping very well.
533
00:38:07,118 --> 00:38:09,053
And I don't know maybe it's like
534
00:38:09,054 --> 00:38:10,389
all that nature.
535
00:38:13,992 --> 00:38:17,828
Or maybe there's
something in the woods.
536
00:38:17,829 --> 00:38:19,263
- Okay.
537
00:38:19,264 --> 00:38:23,101
Well you'll let me know
about the apple dolls?
538
00:38:25,571 --> 00:38:27,372
- All right.
539
00:38:27,373 --> 00:38:28,373
- Bye.
540
00:38:47,459 --> 00:38:49,794
- It's a doll made
out of an apple.
541
00:38:49,795 --> 00:38:51,061
An apple.
542
00:38:51,062 --> 00:38:53,731
Yeah isn't that great?
543
00:38:53,732 --> 00:38:55,801
Great, that is fantastic.
544
00:38:57,569 --> 00:38:58,803
Yeah.
545
00:38:58,804 --> 00:39:01,772
I once tried to make
a doll out of a grape.
546
00:39:01,773 --> 00:39:04,109
But it just didn't work out.
547
00:39:05,210 --> 00:39:07,578
Those would have
been some tiny dolls.
548
00:39:07,579 --> 00:39:10,416
Oh yeah, but
everybody loves tiny.
549
00:39:11,249 --> 00:39:12,983
They certainly do.
550
00:39:12,984 --> 00:39:15,319
Oh why don't we
get together once,
551
00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:17,021
and we can talk about the things
552
00:39:17,022 --> 00:39:18,790
that everybody loves.
553
00:39:19,625 --> 00:39:21,459
That would be great.
554
00:39:21,460 --> 00:39:23,128
What about a pumelo?
555
00:39:24,563 --> 00:39:26,731
Think we could
make a doll out of
556
00:39:26,732 --> 00:39:27,898
one of those?
557
00:39:27,899 --> 00:39:29,734
What's a pumelo?
558
00:39:29,735 --> 00:39:32,770
A pumelo is a
Chinese grapefruit.
559
00:39:32,771 --> 00:39:35,039
Oh that's fucking fantastic.
560
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:38,042
I love Chinese horoscopes.
561
00:39:38,043 --> 00:39:39,377
Where is my car?
562
00:39:44,750 --> 00:39:47,352
♪ Silent night
563
00:39:50,956 --> 00:39:53,358
♪ Holy night
564
00:39:57,162 --> 00:39:59,665
♪ All is calm
565
00:40:02,901 --> 00:40:05,571
♪ All is bright
566
00:40:08,406 --> 00:40:11,577
♪ Sound young virgins
567
00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:16,414
♪ Sleep
568
00:40:19,718 --> 00:40:21,720
♪ Sleep
569
00:40:24,322 --> 00:40:27,325
♪ In heavenly peace
570
00:40:30,161 --> 00:40:34,332
♪ In heavenly peace
571
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:36,967
- you find everything okay?
572
00:40:36,968 --> 00:40:37,969
- Naturally.
573
00:40:41,707 --> 00:40:43,774
Does everybody play this stuff?
574
00:40:43,775 --> 00:40:46,811
Is it like some kind
of rule or something?
575
00:40:46,812 --> 00:40:48,679
- You should try working here.
576
00:40:48,680 --> 00:40:50,648
- No it really is everywhere,
577
00:40:50,649 --> 00:40:51,750
look at this.
578
00:40:53,485 --> 00:40:54,952
- Tis the season.
579
00:40:54,953 --> 00:40:56,386
- You know what I like to do?
580
00:40:56,387 --> 00:40:59,256
I like to put it on in my house.
581
00:40:59,257 --> 00:41:01,627
And then I pretend I'm there.
582
00:41:33,058 --> 00:41:34,224
- Tamales?
583
00:41:34,225 --> 00:41:35,225
- Fuck off.
584
00:41:54,980 --> 00:41:56,446
Oh right,
585
00:41:56,447 --> 00:41:57,949
the apple puppets.
586
00:41:58,950 --> 00:41:59,950
- Dolls.
587
00:42:03,922 --> 00:42:05,189
- I don't know.
588
00:42:05,190 --> 00:42:06,757
- Oh come on.
589
00:42:06,758 --> 00:42:08,458
You can't stay in your house
590
00:42:08,459 --> 00:42:09,961
all day and night.
591
00:42:13,164 --> 00:42:15,265
- No that would be
a terrible thing.
592
00:42:15,266 --> 00:42:16,901
- I'm making an apple pie.
593
00:42:16,902 --> 00:42:19,404
We have really fancy crackers.
594
00:42:21,607 --> 00:42:25,075
- You mean you have
enough apples for
595
00:42:27,579 --> 00:42:28,579
- What?
596
00:42:37,322 --> 00:42:39,590
- What time did you
want me to come over,
597
00:42:39,591 --> 00:42:40,859
if I come over?
598
00:42:43,561 --> 00:42:44,561
- Seven.
599
00:42:47,866 --> 00:42:48,834
- 30.
600
00:42:48,834 --> 00:42:49,834
7:30.
601
00:42:51,469 --> 00:42:54,605
- Mine is not really
coming together.
602
00:42:54,606 --> 00:42:55,874
- No it's fine.
603
00:42:57,909 --> 00:42:59,543
- I think you're
604
00:42:59,544 --> 00:43:02,579
maybe using too much straw.
605
00:43:02,580 --> 00:43:03,649
- Not enough.
606
00:43:05,984 --> 00:43:08,585
- It's your first time.
607
00:43:08,586 --> 00:43:09,921
- My first time.
608
00:43:12,691 --> 00:43:13,691
- Colleen.
609
00:43:16,327 --> 00:43:17,327
- What?
610
00:43:18,029 --> 00:43:20,666
- Were you really in the circus?
611
00:43:26,604 --> 00:43:27,604
- Kind of.
612
00:43:34,045 --> 00:43:35,480
I was an actress.
613
00:43:36,815 --> 00:43:37,815
- Yeah?
614
00:43:38,850 --> 00:43:40,885
Have I seen you in anything?
615
00:43:40,886 --> 00:43:42,053
- I don’t know.
616
00:43:43,054 --> 00:43:44,054
I did about
617
00:43:44,990 --> 00:43:46,825
35 movies in 30 years.
618
00:43:48,493 --> 00:43:49,493
- Wow.
619
00:43:56,668 --> 00:43:58,669
- It's strange to
remember your life
620
00:43:58,670 --> 00:44:02,406
by what project you
were involved in.
621
00:44:02,407 --> 00:44:03,742
Most people have
622
00:44:05,076 --> 00:44:06,076
kids or
623
00:44:08,714 --> 00:44:09,714
vacations.
624
00:44:10,415 --> 00:44:11,415
Pets.
625
00:44:12,650 --> 00:44:14,151
Something to remind themselves
626
00:44:14,152 --> 00:44:15,420
how they lived.
627
00:44:19,891 --> 00:44:21,391
Or that they lived
628
00:44:21,392 --> 00:44:22,460
I should say.
629
00:44:26,965 --> 00:44:30,100
- I could never be an actress.
630
00:44:30,101 --> 00:44:31,101
- Why not?
631
00:44:32,637 --> 00:44:34,538
- I don't know.
632
00:44:34,539 --> 00:44:35,840
Memorizing lines,
633
00:44:35,841 --> 00:44:38,342
pretending you're someone else.
634
00:44:38,343 --> 00:44:39,777
Just doesn't seem like it would
635
00:44:39,778 --> 00:44:40,778
be for me.
636
00:44:46,451 --> 00:44:50,021
- Being someone else
can be very addictive.
637
00:44:54,860 --> 00:44:56,293
It's funny how familiar
being a stranger
638
00:44:56,294 --> 00:44:57,294
can be.
639
00:45:01,566 --> 00:45:04,235
It's so comfortable it's like...
640
00:45:09,340 --> 00:45:12,844
You can't think of
another way to breathe.
641
00:45:16,414 --> 00:45:17,581
- Yeah?
642
00:45:17,582 --> 00:45:18,582
- Yeah.
643
00:45:27,225 --> 00:45:28,659
- Too cute right?
644
00:45:37,202 --> 00:45:39,536
- My doll turned out terrible.
645
00:45:39,537 --> 00:45:40,537
- No.
646
00:45:41,272 --> 00:45:43,440
Tomorrow the glue will be dry.
647
00:45:43,441 --> 00:45:45,976
Can add a few touches.
648
00:45:45,977 --> 00:45:49,213
- You're so close to my house.
649
00:45:49,214 --> 00:45:50,782
- What do you mean?
650
00:45:54,986 --> 00:45:57,989
- I wish we could
just keep walking.
651
00:45:59,724 --> 00:46:01,491
- We could keep walking.
652
00:46:01,492 --> 00:46:02,660
- No no I mean
653
00:46:05,263 --> 00:46:06,764
keep walking home.
654
00:46:08,366 --> 00:46:10,835
Wouldn't that be wonderful?
655
00:46:10,836 --> 00:46:12,736
- I don't know.
656
00:46:12,737 --> 00:46:14,906
I have to walk home after.
657
00:46:20,378 --> 00:46:22,313
- What am I doing here?
658
00:46:28,386 --> 00:46:29,653
- What?
659
00:46:29,654 --> 00:46:32,222
- I'm surrounded by
a world of nothing.
660
00:46:32,223 --> 00:46:35,192
How did this nothing
become my something?
661
00:46:35,193 --> 00:46:36,193
My...
662
00:46:37,228 --> 00:46:39,096
My middle of nothing.
663
00:46:39,097 --> 00:46:40,097
Nowhere.
664
00:46:41,900 --> 00:46:43,701
- It's beautiful here.
665
00:46:44,635 --> 00:46:45,736
- Nothing is.
666
00:46:47,072 --> 00:46:48,072
Beautiful.
667
00:46:51,476 --> 00:46:53,478
Tamales tamales tamales.
668
00:46:58,149 --> 00:46:59,616
Nothing.
669
00:46:59,617 --> 00:47:00,617
No one.
670
00:47:02,520 --> 00:47:03,520
- Well..
671
00:47:04,555 --> 00:47:07,724
There certainly aren't
any tamales out there.
672
00:47:07,725 --> 00:47:10,160
- No there are no
fucking tamales.
673
00:47:10,161 --> 00:47:11,161
- No.
674
00:47:19,737 --> 00:47:21,972
- Did I tell you about Harvey?
675
00:47:21,973 --> 00:47:23,241
- Who's Harvey?
676
00:47:25,010 --> 00:47:28,478
He's a fucking
disaster.
677
00:47:28,479 --> 00:47:30,081
A fucking disaster.
678
00:47:38,256 --> 00:47:39,257
I loved him.
679
00:47:40,158 --> 00:47:41,659
Or maybe I thought
680
00:47:44,162 --> 00:47:45,997
that I could love him.
681
00:47:49,134 --> 00:47:51,335
Losing my hope oh
682
00:47:51,336 --> 00:47:53,171
God, I hate that word.
683
00:47:54,472 --> 00:47:56,573
I never liked that word, never.
684
00:47:56,574 --> 00:47:57,574
Hope.
685
00:47:58,276 --> 00:48:00,811
Never trust a four letter word.
686
00:48:02,413 --> 00:48:04,182
Apparently I was just
687
00:48:06,985 --> 00:48:09,988
just a way for him
to pass the time.
688
00:48:14,059 --> 00:48:16,927
a circus act if you will.
689
00:48:16,928 --> 00:48:17,929
- I'm sorry.
690
00:48:25,170 --> 00:48:27,172
- I had a terrible year.
691
00:48:30,341 --> 00:48:31,842
I lost everything.
692
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:44,489
You know when I
was 17 years old.
693
00:48:47,058 --> 00:48:48,893
I saw this blind woman
694
00:48:49,760 --> 00:48:51,728
walking down the street
695
00:48:51,729 --> 00:48:53,298
with her groceries.
696
00:48:57,568 --> 00:49:01,071
And there was no one
around to help her.
697
00:49:01,072 --> 00:49:03,807
But she didn't seem to mind.
698
00:49:03,808 --> 00:49:05,642
I mean not at all.
699
00:49:05,643 --> 00:49:06,644
Not one bit.
700
00:49:09,847 --> 00:49:11,749
So I followed her home.
701
00:49:15,286 --> 00:49:16,853
She lived on the first floor
702
00:49:16,854 --> 00:49:18,689
of an old brown stone.
703
00:49:20,858 --> 00:49:22,860
I was fascinated by her.
704
00:49:23,728 --> 00:49:25,996
I looked through her window
705
00:49:25,997 --> 00:49:27,498
for about an hour.
706
00:49:32,570 --> 00:49:35,740
She started to put
away her groceries.
707
00:49:39,177 --> 00:49:41,946
And then she began
making dinner.
708
00:49:46,484 --> 00:49:48,219
She was so beautiful.
709
00:49:50,988 --> 00:49:54,092
And it was so
different from my life.
710
00:50:00,965 --> 00:50:02,732
I signed up for my
first acting class
711
00:50:02,733 --> 00:50:04,235
the very next day.
712
00:50:07,905 --> 00:50:10,141
I think I needed something.
713
00:50:12,143 --> 00:50:13,143
Some way to
714
00:50:13,944 --> 00:50:15,980
channel all that empathy.
715
00:50:17,215 --> 00:50:19,983
That woman changed my life.
716
00:50:19,984 --> 00:50:21,219
She really did.
717
00:50:27,024 --> 00:50:28,024
He was 22.
718
00:50:28,826 --> 00:50:29,926
- Who was 22?
719
00:50:29,927 --> 00:50:31,161
- Harvey was.
720
00:50:31,162 --> 00:50:32,962
Can you believe that?
721
00:50:32,963 --> 00:50:33,864
- Maybe it's time.
722
00:50:33,865 --> 00:50:35,332
- For what?
723
00:50:35,333 --> 00:50:38,069
- I don't know,
to appreciate it.
724
00:50:40,371 --> 00:50:41,738
- You know that they say that
725
00:50:41,739 --> 00:50:44,742
a change of scenery
is like a death.
726
00:50:48,713 --> 00:50:51,116
But one of those good deaths.
727
00:50:52,417 --> 00:50:53,850
You know like we had
728
00:50:53,851 --> 00:50:54,852
start fresh.
729
00:50:56,854 --> 00:50:59,857
You have a new
devotion to yourself.
730
00:51:04,061 --> 00:51:05,095
But you know what,
731
00:51:05,096 --> 00:51:06,531
since I got here,
732
00:51:08,899 --> 00:51:11,034
I feel like I lost something,
733
00:51:11,035 --> 00:51:13,371
and I don't know what it is.
734
00:51:15,340 --> 00:51:18,276
I have no interest
in starting new.
735
00:51:19,544 --> 00:51:21,245
I feel like I lost something,
736
00:51:21,246 --> 00:51:23,148
and I don't know where.
737
00:51:26,083 --> 00:51:28,253
Maybe it's in these woods.
738
00:51:29,754 --> 00:51:31,855
- You know your house
is right up the road,
739
00:51:31,856 --> 00:51:33,190
maybe we should go there first.
740
00:51:33,191 --> 00:51:34,891
- No no I lost something,
741
00:51:34,892 --> 00:51:37,026
and I think it's in these woods.
742
00:51:37,027 --> 00:51:38,027
- Colleen.
743
00:51:38,763 --> 00:51:39,763
- No.
744
00:51:43,268 --> 00:51:44,369
I'll be fine.
745
00:51:47,037 --> 00:51:48,405
- I can't just
leave you out here
746
00:51:48,406 --> 00:51:50,073
like this.
747
00:51:50,074 --> 00:51:51,475
Please do,
748
00:51:51,476 --> 00:51:52,710
I will be fine.
749
00:52:00,485 --> 00:52:04,622
Was the
character named Harvey West?
750
00:52:19,637 --> 00:52:22,072
- This isn't about him is it?
751
00:52:25,176 --> 00:52:27,778
What do you mean?
752
00:52:30,047 --> 00:52:31,882
- The reason I'm here.
753
00:52:37,222 --> 00:52:41,392
He's your
most recent disappointment.
754
00:52:50,435 --> 00:52:53,204
Would you like to
take something?
755
00:52:55,373 --> 00:52:56,740
We can
756
00:52:56,741 --> 00:52:58,476
help you feel better.
757
00:53:03,381 --> 00:53:06,284
Your
smell is enough.
758
00:53:07,218 --> 00:53:09,519
Your smell is enough.
759
00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:12,522
Your
smell is enough.
760
00:53:12,523 --> 00:53:14,791
Your
smell is enough.
761
00:53:14,792 --> 00:53:17,728
Your
smell is enough.
762
00:53:18,763 --> 00:53:20,964
Limb to limb,
763
00:53:20,965 --> 00:53:22,632
I follow you.
764
00:53:22,633 --> 00:53:23,734
Limb to limb,
765
00:53:25,102 --> 00:53:26,603
I follow you.
766
00:53:26,604 --> 00:53:28,605
All of the sudden
767
00:53:28,606 --> 00:53:30,206
I miss the sun.
768
00:53:30,207 --> 00:53:33,009
We will
listen to the warmth.
769
00:53:33,010 --> 00:53:35,412
All of the sudden
770
00:53:35,413 --> 00:53:36,747
I miss everyone.
771
00:54:00,137 --> 00:54:00,938
- Tamales.
772
00:54:00,938 --> 00:54:01,938
- Fuck off.
773
00:54:11,482 --> 00:54:12,983
- Merry Christmas.
774
00:54:16,487 --> 00:54:17,654
- Rick.
775
00:54:17,655 --> 00:54:18,823
- How are you?
776
00:54:20,190 --> 00:54:21,426
- I'm terrible.
777
00:54:24,762 --> 00:54:26,463
- So I got in my car
and I started driving.
778
00:54:26,464 --> 00:54:27,564
And then I said wait a minute
779
00:54:27,565 --> 00:54:28,998
it's almost Christmas.
780
00:54:28,999 --> 00:54:32,002
I've gotta come and
visit my sister.
781
00:54:33,471 --> 00:54:35,872
- That's so thoughtful
of you Rick.
782
00:54:35,873 --> 00:54:37,441
- So how are you?
783
00:54:37,442 --> 00:54:39,476
What's it like out here?
784
00:54:39,477 --> 00:54:40,811
- It's not good.
785
00:54:43,848 --> 00:54:45,048
They're building an absurd
786
00:54:45,049 --> 00:54:47,250
number of houses across the way.
787
00:54:47,251 --> 00:54:48,319
- Everywhere.
788
00:54:50,588 --> 00:54:52,121
- I get about 30
minutes of quiet in
789
00:54:52,122 --> 00:54:53,891
the morning and then.
790
00:54:56,961 --> 00:54:57,828
I have all the time in the world
791
00:54:57,829 --> 00:54:58,962
to myself.
792
00:54:58,963 --> 00:55:00,330
Glorious, uninterrupted,
793
00:55:00,331 --> 00:55:01,932
beautiful, gorgeous,
794
00:55:03,468 --> 00:55:04,468
time alone.
795
00:55:07,271 --> 00:55:08,238
- I couldn't do it.
796
00:55:08,239 --> 00:55:10,507
- Yeah which part?
797
00:55:10,508 --> 00:55:11,975
- You have any visitors?
798
00:55:11,976 --> 00:55:13,411
- No, no I don't.
799
00:55:14,479 --> 00:55:15,880
You are my first.
800
00:55:17,014 --> 00:55:18,014
- Really?
801
00:55:18,916 --> 00:55:19,784
What about neighbors,
802
00:55:19,785 --> 00:55:20,884
you got neighbors?
803
00:55:20,885 --> 00:55:21,885
- Yeah.
804
00:55:25,089 --> 00:55:26,690
There's one lady
and she took me out
805
00:55:26,691 --> 00:55:29,259
in the woods and left me there.
806
00:55:31,896 --> 00:55:33,063
- That's good.
807
00:55:34,599 --> 00:55:36,667
The kindest of strangers.
808
00:55:39,870 --> 00:55:42,271
- I wish she was a stranger.
809
00:55:42,272 --> 00:55:43,540
Sometimes I think
that the kindest
810
00:55:43,541 --> 00:55:45,975
part in my heart
is for strangers.
811
00:55:45,976 --> 00:55:47,877
Do you know that this woman,
812
00:55:47,878 --> 00:55:50,079
she took me over to her house,
813
00:55:50,080 --> 00:55:51,080
and
814
00:55:52,583 --> 00:55:55,118
she made me make these
815
00:55:55,119 --> 00:55:56,120
dolls out of
816
00:55:58,556 --> 00:55:59,556
apples.
817
00:56:01,025 --> 00:56:02,025
And straw.
818
00:56:09,299 --> 00:56:10,967
I've been writing.
819
00:56:10,968 --> 00:56:12,502
- Sounds great,
820
00:56:12,503 --> 00:56:14,504
fiction or non fiction?
821
00:56:14,505 --> 00:56:15,505
- Fiction.
822
00:56:16,273 --> 00:56:18,875
Started out as a
short story but,
823
00:56:18,876 --> 00:56:20,544
the ideas just kept growing
824
00:56:20,545 --> 00:56:21,578
and
825
00:56:21,579 --> 00:56:22,712
I mean my mind's on fire
826
00:56:22,713 --> 00:56:23,780
all the time,
827
00:56:23,781 --> 00:56:26,182
it's just gotten so big.
828
00:56:26,183 --> 00:56:29,018
- Fantastic, what's it about?
829
00:56:29,019 --> 00:56:30,521
- Office supplies.
830
00:56:31,689 --> 00:56:33,557
- Office supplies.
831
00:56:33,558 --> 00:56:35,191
- Yeah you know when
the employees go home
832
00:56:35,192 --> 00:56:36,893
and the office
supplies intermingle
833
00:56:36,894 --> 00:56:38,962
and they play games and stuff
834
00:56:38,963 --> 00:56:39,963
like that?
835
00:56:40,731 --> 00:56:41,865
Its a great idea,
836
00:56:41,866 --> 00:56:44,434
you know what it
wouldn't be a bad movie.
837
00:56:44,435 --> 00:56:47,336
It would be a great
animated film.
838
00:56:47,337 --> 00:56:49,172
Well those
are certainly very popular.
839
00:56:49,173 --> 00:56:50,807
Exactly,
I don't think they've
840
00:56:50,808 --> 00:56:53,478
done one yet on office supplies.
841
00:56:54,512 --> 00:56:57,447
- That's very observant of you.
842
00:56:57,448 --> 00:56:59,283
What the hell is that?
843
00:57:00,551 --> 00:57:01,785
- It's a rat.
844
00:57:01,786 --> 00:57:03,987
- What is a rat doing here?
845
00:57:03,988 --> 00:57:07,257
- It's either sun
bathing or it's dead.
846
00:57:08,959 --> 00:57:10,159
- Get it.
847
00:57:10,160 --> 00:57:11,896
- I'm not getting it.
848
00:57:13,397 --> 00:57:14,631
- Rick get it.
849
00:57:14,632 --> 00:57:16,265
- Not getting it.
850
00:57:16,266 --> 00:57:17,366
- Pick it up please.
851
00:57:17,367 --> 00:57:18,602
- I'm not picking the fucking
852
00:57:18,603 --> 00:57:19,603
rat up.
853
00:57:21,606 --> 00:57:24,207
- What does a dead rat mean?
854
00:57:24,208 --> 00:57:26,110
You think it's an omen?
855
00:57:33,684 --> 00:57:35,719
- In love and death,
856
00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:37,722
the most important thing
857
00:57:39,356 --> 00:57:40,525
is letting go.
858
00:57:43,628 --> 00:57:45,129
- It's a rat Rick.
859
00:57:47,231 --> 00:57:49,098
- Regardless,
860
00:57:49,099 --> 00:57:51,035
it's the end of a life.
861
00:57:54,572 --> 00:57:57,508
- I think we should
go back inside.
862
00:57:58,375 --> 00:57:59,209
- I think we oughta give
863
00:57:59,210 --> 00:58:00,210
it a name.
864
00:58:00,210 --> 00:58:00,978
- What?
865
00:58:00,979 --> 00:58:02,145
- The rat,
866
00:58:02,146 --> 00:58:05,048
can you name something
you never knew?
867
00:58:05,049 --> 00:58:07,718
- Do you feel you never knew me?
868
00:58:09,153 --> 00:58:11,054
- Why does it always
have to come back
869
00:58:11,055 --> 00:58:12,055
to you?
870
00:58:13,057 --> 00:58:16,426
Can't we give the rat
a minute of respect?
871
00:58:18,529 --> 00:58:20,163
And while we're at it,
872
00:58:20,164 --> 00:58:24,233
why don't we bury
that moth eaten coat?
873
00:58:24,234 --> 00:58:25,069
How many minks did it take
874
00:58:25,070 --> 00:58:26,671
to make that thing?
875
00:58:27,972 --> 00:58:29,505
- It's our mother's coat.
876
00:58:29,506 --> 00:58:30,740
- It is?
877
00:58:30,741 --> 00:58:31,908
- Yeah.
878
00:58:31,909 --> 00:58:32,909
- Oh.
879
00:58:34,011 --> 00:58:36,445
Well it's beautiful then.
880
00:58:36,446 --> 00:58:37,446
I love mom.
881
00:58:39,116 --> 00:58:40,750
I love when she would
walk around the house
882
00:58:40,751 --> 00:58:41,852
in that coat.
883
00:58:43,220 --> 00:58:46,756
And dad had one too
do you remember?
884
00:58:46,757 --> 00:58:47,824
They had matching coats.
885
00:58:47,825 --> 00:58:48,825
- They did.
886
00:59:04,809 --> 00:59:08,177
To understand you.
887
00:59:08,178 --> 00:59:09,680
To understand you.
888
00:59:13,083 --> 00:59:14,585
To understand you.
889
00:59:16,987 --> 00:59:18,756
- What are you doing?
890
00:59:19,957 --> 00:59:20,957
- Painting.
891
00:59:23,160 --> 00:59:25,395
- The wall's already white.
892
00:59:26,430 --> 00:59:27,964
- Yes.
893
00:59:27,965 --> 00:59:30,300
But another coat won't hurt.
894
00:59:38,142 --> 00:59:39,243
- Who's that?
895
00:59:40,911 --> 00:59:43,146
A friend.
896
00:59:43,147 --> 00:59:45,082
- She's very beautiful.
897
00:59:46,216 --> 00:59:47,216
- Yes.
898
00:59:49,654 --> 00:59:52,656
She's beautiful in many ways.
899
00:59:52,657 --> 00:59:53,490
- You're painting a wall that's
900
00:59:53,491 --> 00:59:55,259
already been painted.
901
00:59:56,794 --> 00:59:57,861
- I know.
902
00:59:57,862 --> 00:59:59,395
- Yeah why?
903
00:59:59,396 --> 01:00:01,398
I just want to know why.
904
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:04,268
- If I don't paint it,
905
01:00:04,269 --> 01:00:05,501
who will?
906
01:00:05,502 --> 01:00:06,903
- Yeah but...
907
01:00:06,904 --> 01:00:08,137
You don't need to paint it
908
01:00:08,138 --> 01:00:09,740
now is this some...
909
01:00:12,376 --> 01:00:15,045
Did someone tell you to do this?
910
01:00:16,580 --> 01:00:17,815
- I don't know.
911
01:00:18,983 --> 01:00:21,250
- That girl did she make
you paint this wall?
912
01:00:21,251 --> 01:00:22,086
- Why do you keep asking
913
01:00:22,087 --> 01:00:23,921
me that same question?
914
01:00:29,626 --> 01:00:30,861
- I don't know.
915
01:00:32,863 --> 01:00:34,097
- Are you mad at me?
916
01:00:34,098 --> 01:00:34,965
- You're not allowed to ask me
917
01:00:34,966 --> 01:00:36,033
that anymore.
918
01:00:38,135 --> 01:00:38,969
- Do you hate me?
919
01:00:38,970 --> 01:00:40,137
- That either.
920
01:00:47,211 --> 01:00:49,746
I want to touch your face.
921
01:00:49,747 --> 01:00:51,982
Can I just touch your face?
922
01:00:53,450 --> 01:00:54,318
- You wouldn't want to
get paint on your hands
923
01:00:54,318 --> 01:00:55,318
would you?
924
01:01:02,626 --> 01:01:04,194
- Where did you go?
925
01:01:05,195 --> 01:01:06,596
- I'm right here.
926
01:01:10,467 --> 01:01:13,303
- You're here but
you're not here.
927
01:01:15,372 --> 01:01:16,605
- If I'm not here,
928
01:01:16,606 --> 01:01:17,441
then I am
929
01:01:17,441 --> 01:01:18,441
with her.
930
01:01:24,481 --> 01:01:26,050
So...
931
01:01:27,351 --> 01:01:29,353
You're not here with me.
932
01:01:30,520 --> 01:01:33,791
No I'm
here with you too.
933
01:01:36,727 --> 01:01:40,029
- So you're here
with both of us?
934
01:01:40,030 --> 01:01:41,030
- Yes.
935
01:01:49,406 --> 01:01:50,807
- When you leave.
936
01:01:50,808 --> 01:01:51,875
- I have to finish painting
937
01:01:51,876 --> 01:01:53,110
before I can...
938
01:01:54,979 --> 01:01:57,314
- But when you leave will...
939
01:01:58,648 --> 01:01:59,783
Will we leave together?
940
01:01:59,784 --> 01:02:02,052
Will you leave here with me?
941
01:02:03,854 --> 01:02:05,089
- I'm not sure.
942
01:02:07,124 --> 01:02:09,026
- Why are you not sure?
943
01:02:10,494 --> 01:02:13,129
- Because I don't know.
944
01:02:13,130 --> 01:02:14,064
- Why can't you know,
945
01:02:14,065 --> 01:02:16,166
I just I need you to know.
946
01:02:18,135 --> 01:02:19,369
- I'm not sure.
947
01:02:31,115 --> 01:02:34,118
- You don't need
to paint that wall.
948
01:02:40,290 --> 01:02:43,259
- over easy just
like you like them.
949
01:02:43,260 --> 01:02:44,527
Why don't we take a walk
950
01:02:44,528 --> 01:02:47,596
to see what they're
building down there?
951
01:02:47,597 --> 01:02:49,432
- A walk in the woods?
952
01:02:49,433 --> 01:02:51,535
- Yeah that would be fun.
953
01:02:52,636 --> 01:02:53,870
We could see what they're doing,
954
01:02:53,871 --> 01:02:55,104
we just hear noise,
955
01:02:55,105 --> 01:02:58,074
let's find out
what the noise is.
956
01:02:58,075 --> 01:02:59,043
- Did you ever wonder if
957
01:02:59,044 --> 01:03:00,609
there was another version
958
01:03:00,610 --> 01:03:03,679
of you somewhere in the world?
959
01:03:03,680 --> 01:03:04,780
Maybe they were a
day ahead of you
960
01:03:04,781 --> 01:03:06,450
or a day behind you.
961
01:03:11,221 --> 01:03:12,221
- What?
962
01:03:13,157 --> 01:03:15,224
- Another version
963
01:03:15,225 --> 01:03:16,459
of yourself.
964
01:03:16,460 --> 01:03:19,063
A more realized version of you.
965
01:03:22,299 --> 01:03:24,667
- That's a little over my head.
966
01:03:24,668 --> 01:03:25,669
- Nevermind.
967
01:03:26,570 --> 01:03:28,037
- You know once I was at a bar
968
01:03:28,038 --> 01:03:29,672
and this woman told me
969
01:03:29,673 --> 01:03:31,440
that I had a twin.
970
01:03:31,441 --> 01:03:32,808
And he was a garage mechanic
971
01:03:32,809 --> 01:03:35,211
and he lived right
down the street.
972
01:03:35,212 --> 01:03:37,513
But I never saw him.
973
01:03:37,514 --> 01:03:39,516
- Right down the street.
974
01:03:40,617 --> 01:03:42,619
Why were we never close?
975
01:03:43,854 --> 01:03:46,289
- You know I hate California.
976
01:03:46,290 --> 01:03:47,723
- No, Rick.
977
01:03:47,724 --> 01:03:49,726
Close like families are.
978
01:03:50,928 --> 01:03:51,928
Close.
979
01:03:53,497 --> 01:03:55,932
- Because you were
always working.
980
01:03:55,933 --> 01:03:57,566
And when we would get together,
981
01:03:57,567 --> 01:04:01,437
it was for such a
brief amount of time.
982
01:04:01,438 --> 01:04:04,608
I mean we never got
below the surface.
983
01:04:07,211 --> 01:04:10,513
You know I stopped
watching your movies.
984
01:04:10,514 --> 01:04:11,714
- Really?
985
01:04:11,715 --> 01:04:13,416
When was that?
986
01:04:13,417 --> 01:04:15,084
- A few years ago.
987
01:04:15,085 --> 01:04:18,754
- Everybody else
stopped a few years ago.
988
01:04:18,755 --> 01:04:20,389
- I just couldn't
watch you anymore,
989
01:04:20,390 --> 01:04:22,926
I mean I know it
doesn't make any sense.
990
01:04:22,927 --> 01:04:23,793
- Oh no it makes
991
01:04:23,794 --> 01:04:25,361
sense.
992
01:04:25,362 --> 01:04:27,230
- I just didn't want
our relationship to
993
01:04:27,231 --> 01:04:28,899
be through your art.
994
01:04:32,502 --> 01:04:35,105
- You know what occurred to me?
995
01:04:37,707 --> 01:04:40,310
That of all the parts I played,
996
01:04:41,478 --> 01:04:43,247
all those characters.
997
01:04:44,481 --> 01:04:46,750
They never experienced joy.
998
01:04:47,784 --> 01:04:48,784
They were
999
01:04:50,020 --> 01:04:51,020
joyless.
1000
01:04:53,590 --> 01:04:56,092
And then I started to wonder
1001
01:04:56,093 --> 01:04:58,262
if I ever experienced joy.
1002
01:05:01,731 --> 01:05:04,467
And I had moments of happiness
1003
01:05:04,468 --> 01:05:07,637
but, I was never
able to hang onto it.
1004
01:05:11,042 --> 01:05:12,042
I'm joyless.
1005
01:05:13,810 --> 01:05:15,611
- You know when I
heard you were retiring
1006
01:05:15,612 --> 01:05:16,612
I panicked.
1007
01:05:17,414 --> 01:05:19,483
I thought you were dying.
1008
01:05:21,718 --> 01:05:23,286
- Jesus.
1009
01:05:23,287 --> 01:05:26,322
- I mean why else
would you do that?
1010
01:05:26,323 --> 01:05:28,158
Why would you do this?
1011
01:05:29,859 --> 01:05:32,196
- Is this some kind of debt?
1012
01:05:33,630 --> 01:05:35,399
- Do you think it is?
1013
01:05:37,367 --> 01:05:40,436
- Rick, do you
think a person can
1014
01:05:40,437 --> 01:05:42,939
be aware of their own madness?
1015
01:05:45,409 --> 01:05:47,910
- I've told you 1000 times,
1016
01:05:47,911 --> 01:05:49,179
you're not mad.
1017
01:05:50,414 --> 01:05:52,016
You're just lonely.
1018
01:05:52,916 --> 01:05:55,419
- My whole being is in pining.
1019
01:05:56,353 --> 01:05:57,453
- Where should I look?
1020
01:05:57,454 --> 01:05:58,522
- Look at me.
1021
01:06:01,958 --> 01:06:04,361
Look at me like I'm the only.
1022
01:06:05,895 --> 01:06:08,964
What,
the only what?
1023
01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:11,000
Don't say anything.
1024
01:06:11,001 --> 01:06:12,336
Just hold still.
1025
01:06:15,872 --> 01:06:16,872
Hold still.
1026
01:06:23,513 --> 01:06:24,513
Don't look.
1027
01:06:25,482 --> 01:06:26,482
Look up.
1028
01:06:28,152 --> 01:06:29,552
Look up.
1029
01:06:29,553 --> 01:06:30,553
Eyes to me.
1030
01:07:15,999 --> 01:07:18,301
I'm here to make good.
1031
01:07:18,302 --> 01:07:19,136
- Yeah?
1032
01:07:19,136 --> 01:07:20,070
How so?
1033
01:07:20,070 --> 01:07:21,070
- Well my
1034
01:07:22,306 --> 01:07:24,474
agent sent me this letter.
1035
01:07:25,942 --> 01:07:28,477
And according to Marcus,
1036
01:07:28,478 --> 01:07:30,479
I am responsible
for a broken globe,
1037
01:07:30,480 --> 01:07:32,014
so here I am,
1038
01:07:32,015 --> 01:07:33,850
I'm here to make good.
1039
01:07:41,425 --> 01:07:44,393
Maybe I could just bring
it to his class room.
1040
01:07:44,394 --> 01:07:47,029
- I'm sorry we don't
have a Marcus here.
1041
01:07:47,030 --> 01:07:48,864
- Well who wrote the letter?
1042
01:07:48,865 --> 01:07:49,865
- No idea.
1043
01:07:50,867 --> 01:07:52,735
You said your agent
sent you this letter?
1044
01:07:52,736 --> 01:07:54,170
- Yeah I was
1045
01:07:54,171 --> 01:07:56,472
one of his actors.
1046
01:07:56,473 --> 01:07:57,874
- No Marcus here.
1047
01:08:00,444 --> 01:08:01,610
- Are you sure?
1048
01:08:01,611 --> 01:08:02,611
- Yeah.
1049
01:08:06,350 --> 01:08:07,350
- So so...
1050
01:08:10,387 --> 01:08:11,488
Is this real?
1051
01:08:13,089 --> 01:08:14,923
- It could be made
up, I don't know.
1052
01:08:14,924 --> 01:08:16,125
- Why would he make it up?
1053
01:08:16,126 --> 01:08:17,561
- I have no idea.
1054
01:08:21,731 --> 01:08:23,932
The letter made you
feel good though right?
1055
01:08:23,933 --> 01:08:25,201
- No.
1056
01:08:25,202 --> 01:08:26,202
Between you and me
the letter made me
1057
01:08:26,203 --> 01:08:27,437
feel like crap.
1058
01:08:28,938 --> 01:08:31,340
And this Marcus, he's
a little piece of shit.
1059
01:08:31,341 --> 01:08:33,442
- There is no Marcus.
1060
01:08:33,443 --> 01:08:36,044
If there was a fucking Marcus,
1061
01:08:36,045 --> 01:08:38,547
he would be a
sarcastic, ungrateful,
1062
01:08:38,548 --> 01:08:40,416
piece of shit.
1063
01:08:40,417 --> 01:08:42,752
You're not getting my globe.
1064
01:09:11,348 --> 01:09:12,348
Fuckers.
1065
01:09:28,332 --> 01:09:30,099
What brand are those?
1066
01:09:36,673 --> 01:09:37,674
Give me one.
1067
01:10:00,196 --> 01:10:02,631
What kinda school is this?
1068
01:10:02,632 --> 01:10:04,066
- A shitty one.
1069
01:10:04,067 --> 01:10:05,902
- Alternative academy?
1070
01:10:08,638 --> 01:10:10,307
So you're a fuck up.
1071
01:10:11,908 --> 01:10:13,009
- Definitely.
1072
01:10:17,281 --> 01:10:18,847
You seem pretty fucked up.
1073
01:10:18,848 --> 01:10:19,683
- Do I?
1074
01:10:19,683 --> 01:10:20,683
- Yeah.
1075
01:10:21,718 --> 01:10:23,786
- That's very fucking observant.
1076
01:10:23,787 --> 01:10:25,788
- Well they have a
psychology class here.
1077
01:10:25,789 --> 01:10:28,491
- Learning is so important.
1078
01:10:28,492 --> 01:10:29,493
- Sometimes.
1079
01:10:30,360 --> 01:10:32,461
- You know if I ever saw again,
1080
01:10:32,462 --> 01:10:34,798
I'd call you fucking Marcus.
1081
01:10:52,316 --> 01:10:54,417
- Did you ever
want to have kids?
1082
01:10:54,418 --> 01:10:55,418
- No.
1083
01:10:56,586 --> 01:10:57,654
And then yes.
1084
01:10:59,255 --> 01:11:00,923
- No and then yes.
1085
01:11:00,924 --> 01:11:03,292
- I was so committed
to my craft,
1086
01:11:03,293 --> 01:11:05,127
to myself as an
artist that I couldn't
1087
01:11:05,128 --> 01:11:07,030
give any part of it up.
1088
01:11:08,565 --> 01:11:10,933
I was totally selfish.
1089
01:11:10,934 --> 01:11:12,267
Could I have been
some child's mother
1090
01:11:12,268 --> 01:11:13,869
who knows?
1091
01:11:13,870 --> 01:11:16,271
They say that you get
the kids you deserve,
1092
01:11:16,272 --> 01:11:18,608
something like that I think.
1093
01:11:20,710 --> 01:11:23,712
I don't know what I
would have deserved.
1094
01:11:23,713 --> 01:11:25,814
- Well you know in many
ways your characters
1095
01:11:25,815 --> 01:11:28,918
could be thought of
as your children.
1096
01:11:32,255 --> 01:11:34,357
- That's a horrifying thought.
1097
01:11:34,358 --> 01:11:35,791
Its never
occurred to you though?
1098
01:11:35,792 --> 01:11:38,060
- Yeah it has but,
1099
01:11:38,061 --> 01:11:39,294
who would want to
hold on to something
1100
01:11:39,295 --> 01:11:40,829
like that, I mean,
1101
01:11:40,830 --> 01:11:42,898
as an artist you must
1102
01:11:42,899 --> 01:11:43,899
let go.
1103
01:11:44,668 --> 01:11:46,836
It's different every time.
1104
01:11:47,971 --> 01:11:48,905
So you're
saying there's not
1105
01:11:48,906 --> 01:11:50,339
one way to go about it?
1106
01:11:50,340 --> 01:11:51,607
- No, of course not.
1107
01:11:51,608 --> 01:11:53,542
The process is so
1108
01:11:53,543 --> 01:11:54,543
liquid.
1109
01:11:55,912 --> 01:11:56,780
Takes a hell of a lot to keep
1110
01:11:56,781 --> 01:11:59,382
yourself from drowning.
1111
01:11:59,383 --> 01:12:00,416
I think it's just,
1112
01:12:00,417 --> 01:12:01,617
I don't think they
1113
01:12:01,618 --> 01:12:02,618
Do
whatever they want.
1114
01:12:03,920 --> 01:12:05,954
I think the head
1115
01:12:05,955 --> 01:12:07,022
can get in the tail.
1116
01:12:07,023 --> 01:12:08,290
I don't think the tail can
1117
01:12:08,291 --> 01:12:09,558
get in the head.
1118
01:12:09,559 --> 01:12:10,494
Yes. I
think you're right.
1119
01:12:10,495 --> 01:12:12,027
I think so.
1120
01:12:12,028 --> 01:12:14,530
- You know they're
spraying tonight.
1121
01:12:14,531 --> 01:12:16,264
- Spraying what?
1122
01:12:16,265 --> 01:12:18,266
- The new houses.
1123
01:12:18,267 --> 01:12:20,035
Guess they have a moth problem,
1124
01:12:20,036 --> 01:12:23,071
the moths are eating the trees.
1125
01:12:23,072 --> 01:12:26,442
- I thought they
killed all the trees.
1126
01:12:26,443 --> 01:12:28,712
- They're called skeletons.
1127
01:12:31,581 --> 01:12:34,684
- Sounds like
something I could love.
1128
01:12:36,486 --> 01:12:37,320
- Guess we're supposed to stay
1129
01:12:37,321 --> 01:12:39,254
inside while they spray.
1130
01:12:39,255 --> 01:12:40,223
- Oh yeah because they wouldn't
1131
01:12:40,224 --> 01:12:41,558
want to kill us.
1132
01:12:42,559 --> 01:12:44,160
- They probably do.
1133
01:12:49,999 --> 01:12:50,999
- You know.
1134
01:12:52,602 --> 01:12:53,802
I bet you wouldn't
think to check on
1135
01:12:53,803 --> 01:12:54,971
me for a week.
1136
01:12:57,373 --> 01:12:58,975
Maybe even 10 days.
1137
01:12:59,876 --> 01:13:01,610
- But if I was dead,
1138
01:13:01,611 --> 01:13:05,147
I wouldn't be able
to check on you.
1139
01:13:05,148 --> 01:13:08,151
- But I could still
go to the woods.
1140
01:14:16,052 --> 01:14:17,486
- You're going to
the rat party right?
1141
01:14:17,487 --> 01:14:18,354
- Yeah.
1142
01:14:18,355 --> 01:14:19,722
You going?
1143
01:14:19,723 --> 01:14:20,723
- Yeah.
1144
01:14:22,391 --> 01:14:23,560
See you there.
1145
01:20:29,225 --> 01:20:30,659
- I wrote a song.
1146
01:20:32,061 --> 01:20:34,262
- Play it for me.
1147
01:20:34,263 --> 01:20:36,365
- Its a work in progress.
1148
01:20:38,001 --> 01:20:40,635
- Ill keep that in mind.
1149
01:20:40,636 --> 01:20:43,206
- It's called smile for no one.
1150
01:20:54,217 --> 01:20:55,918
♪ I know
1151
01:20:55,919 --> 01:20:59,255
♪ It's hard to be alone
1152
01:21:00,189 --> 01:21:04,060
♪ So says the arrow on its own
1153
01:21:06,229 --> 01:21:08,463
♪ My bones
1154
01:21:08,464 --> 01:21:11,800
♪ Shivering in the cold
1155
01:21:13,970 --> 01:21:17,806
♪ Waiting for me to come home
1156
01:21:20,443 --> 01:21:23,679
♪ When we are together
1157
01:21:26,482 --> 01:21:29,818
♪ Between the all apart
1158
01:21:32,755 --> 01:21:35,658
♪ Forever drifting
1159
01:21:38,995 --> 01:21:42,498
♪ Between the lying heart
1160
01:21:44,833 --> 01:21:46,701
♪ In this corner
1161
01:21:46,702 --> 01:21:49,472
♪ Remains undone
1162
01:21:50,739 --> 01:21:52,874
♪ A smile
1163
01:21:52,875 --> 01:21:55,611
♪ A seasonal one
1164
01:21:56,712 --> 01:21:59,081
♪ Like life
1165
01:21:59,082 --> 01:22:01,917
♪ Going unexamined
1166
01:22:02,952 --> 01:22:06,956
♪ We remain an uncharted planet
1167
01:22:11,860 --> 01:22:15,131
♪ When we are together
1168
01:22:17,600 --> 01:22:20,703
♪ Dream we are apart
1169
01:22:23,806 --> 01:22:26,742
♪ Forever drifting
1170
01:22:30,513 --> 01:22:34,683
♪ Between my heart
1171
01:22:42,658 --> 01:22:44,593
- your song is perfect.
1172
01:23:01,944 --> 01:23:02,944
Fuck you.
1173
01:23:06,415 --> 01:23:07,982
It is
difficult for us to assess
1174
01:23:07,983 --> 01:23:09,917
whether or not our simulations
1175
01:23:09,918 --> 01:23:11,587
are working for you.
1176
01:23:14,523 --> 01:23:16,124
You do understand
that our simulations
1177
01:23:16,125 --> 01:23:17,793
are not yet perfect.
1178
01:23:20,229 --> 01:23:22,831
Yes I understand.
1179
01:23:23,932 --> 01:23:26,202
You've told me this before.
1180
01:23:28,471 --> 01:23:29,871
Perhaps we could work
1181
01:23:29,872 --> 01:23:32,108
on something else with you.
1182
01:23:35,010 --> 01:23:37,346
Another aspect of your life.
1183
01:26:13,669 --> 01:26:16,037
And
you see closure?
1184
01:26:16,038 --> 01:26:17,606
I do.
1185
01:26:19,041 --> 01:26:22,211
And
how did you find us?
1186
01:26:26,482 --> 01:26:30,985
Through the
other side of the forest.
1187
01:26:30,986 --> 01:26:33,589
And you trust us?
1188
01:26:35,157 --> 01:26:36,157
- I do.
1189
01:26:38,661 --> 01:26:41,163
I just want things to be okay.
1190
01:26:45,301 --> 01:26:47,403
Can you make things okay?
1191
01:26:50,606 --> 01:26:52,740
- You'd think we planned it.
1192
01:26:52,741 --> 01:26:53,975
- Plan what?
1193
01:26:53,976 --> 01:26:55,643
- This night.
1194
01:26:55,644 --> 01:26:57,480
It's just too perfect.
1195
01:27:02,184 --> 01:27:03,184
- Yeah.
1196
01:27:05,120 --> 01:27:06,789
- Look at that moon.
1197
01:27:11,760 --> 01:27:13,762
- Certainly is the moon.
1198
01:27:17,666 --> 01:27:20,336
- Can you hear what it's saying?
1199
01:27:23,138 --> 01:27:24,138
- Sorry.
1200
01:27:24,907 --> 01:27:25,974
- It's saying
1201
01:27:29,144 --> 01:27:30,144
I love you.
1202
01:27:44,259 --> 01:27:46,595
- I don't think I hear that.
1203
01:27:56,772 --> 01:27:57,772
- Maybe.
1204
01:28:05,247 --> 01:28:06,981
That's
Nocturn number one in E flat
1205
01:28:06,982 --> 01:28:10,753
from fields with Irish
pianist John O'Connor.
1206
01:28:12,254 --> 01:28:13,821
Well it's the weekend
of course there are
1207
01:28:13,822 --> 01:28:17,258
weekend errands that
need to get done.
1208
01:28:17,259 --> 01:28:18,660
If you find that you're
rushing around doing errands
1209
01:28:18,661 --> 01:28:20,928
in the car, pretty
much all weekend long.
1210
01:28:20,929 --> 01:28:22,664
Try pre setting your
car's stereo to our
1211
01:28:22,665 --> 01:28:23,865
station.
1212
01:28:23,866 --> 01:28:25,800
You'll have a classical
stress break waiting
1213
01:28:25,801 --> 01:28:28,471
for you when it's time to relax.
1214
01:28:33,809 --> 01:28:36,277
- She once said, if ever a film
1215
01:28:36,278 --> 01:28:37,846
is made of my life,
1216
01:28:39,482 --> 01:28:42,217
it should open
with a young girl.
1217
01:28:47,289 --> 01:28:49,124
Running toward a fire.
1218
01:30:55,518 --> 01:30:58,353
♪ Don't look back
1219
01:31:01,223 --> 01:31:04,025
♪ To the days
1220
01:31:04,026 --> 01:31:06,695
♪ Of yesteryear
1221
01:31:11,600 --> 01:31:14,235
♪ You cannot live on
1222
01:31:14,236 --> 01:31:16,739
♪ In the past
1223
01:31:24,346 --> 01:31:27,182
♪ Don't look back
1224
01:31:35,457 --> 01:31:39,194
♪ And back on so many people
1225
01:31:40,563 --> 01:31:43,430
♪ They're still trying
1226
01:31:43,431 --> 01:31:46,067
♪ To live on
1227
01:31:46,068 --> 01:31:48,571
♪ In the past
1228
01:31:56,411 --> 01:31:59,247
♪ Don't look back
1229
01:32:07,389 --> 01:32:10,191
♪ If I could call back all
1230
01:32:10,192 --> 01:32:13,260
♪ Those days
1231
01:32:13,261 --> 01:32:15,931
♪ Of yesteryear
1232
01:32:17,700 --> 01:32:20,668
♪ I would never grow old
1233
01:32:20,669 --> 01:32:24,339
♪ And I would never be poor
1234
01:32:27,509 --> 01:32:31,680
♪ But darling
those days are gone
1235
01:32:41,690 --> 01:32:44,692
♪ Stop dreaming
1236
01:32:44,693 --> 01:32:47,494
♪ And live long
1237
01:32:47,495 --> 01:32:50,165
♪ In the future
1238
01:32:52,234 --> 01:32:54,737
♪ But darling
1239
01:32:57,205 --> 01:33:00,042
♪ Don't look back
1240
01:33:01,243 --> 01:33:03,746
♪ Oh no no no
1241
01:33:07,883 --> 01:33:10,719
♪ Don't look back
1242
01:33:12,220 --> 01:33:14,456
♪ No no no
1243
01:33:18,627 --> 01:33:22,798
♪ Don't look back
1244
01:33:25,267 --> 01:33:27,568
I think I know why
1245
01:33:27,569 --> 01:33:29,536
you're ignoring me.
1246
01:33:29,537 --> 01:33:30,873
I have a theory.
1247
01:33:35,343 --> 01:33:37,511
you sound really
sad on your message thing
1248
01:33:37,512 --> 01:33:40,082
so hope you're doing all right.
1249
01:33:41,316 --> 01:33:42,416
Harvey
give me a call.
1250
01:33:42,417 --> 01:33:43,417
Bye.
1251
01:33:45,821 --> 01:33:47,254
Sounds like
you have the flu again
1252
01:33:47,255 --> 01:33:48,590
I can't believe,
1253
01:33:49,992 --> 01:33:51,058
maybe it was recorded
when you were pretty sick,
1254
01:33:51,059 --> 01:33:52,326
but anyway,
1255
01:33:52,327 --> 01:33:53,560
I
just got off work,
1256
01:33:53,561 --> 01:33:56,263
and I don't really
have any plans tonight,
1257
01:33:56,264 --> 01:33:57,464
seeing what you were doing,
1258
01:33:57,465 --> 01:33:58,933
give me a call back.
1259
01:33:58,934 --> 01:34:00,501
I'll just be
sitting at my house,
1260
01:34:00,502 --> 01:34:01,736
playing video games,
1261
01:34:01,737 --> 01:34:02,904
being depressed.
1262
01:34:02,905 --> 01:34:04,138
How are you?
1263
01:34:04,139 --> 01:34:05,339
I haven't talked
to you in a while.
1264
01:34:05,340 --> 01:34:06,874
Checking in and seeing
how everything is
1265
01:34:06,875 --> 01:34:10,344
and taken a
whole bunch of things,
1266
01:34:10,345 --> 01:34:12,379
were just not here anymore.
1267
01:34:12,380 --> 01:34:16,450
I just wondered if you
knew anything about that.
1268
01:34:16,451 --> 01:34:17,752
Hey.
1269
01:34:17,753 --> 01:34:19,754
Where are you?
1270
01:34:19,755 --> 01:34:20,755
Okay.
1271
01:34:20,756 --> 01:34:22,289
Give me a call bye.
1272
01:34:22,290 --> 01:34:24,391
Yay, love you bye,
1273
01:34:24,392 --> 01:34:25,693
give me a call at your house.
1274
01:34:38,640 --> 01:34:40,441
It makes me
feel artsy or something.
1275
01:34:40,442 --> 01:34:42,009
All right love you bye.
1276
01:34:42,010 --> 01:34:42,845
All right love,
1277
01:34:42,846 --> 01:34:44,078
take it easy, bye bye.
1278
01:34:44,079 --> 01:34:44,913
All
right love you,
1279
01:34:44,913 --> 01:34:45,748
talk to you later.
1280
01:34:45,748 --> 01:34:46,748
Bye.
78974
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