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(inhales)
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(exhales)
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Bobbi:
Lexi...
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We're ready.
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("Amore Mio Aiutami"
by Piero Piccioni playing)
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ ♪
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(indistinct chatter)
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Person 1:
Wasn't it a lovely memorial?
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Person 2:
Oh, yes. It was up.
It wasn't down at all.
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(indistinct chatter)
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Grandma:
A good heart,
and, you know,
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she takes after him.
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Gia:
Thanks, Grandma.
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(indistinct chatter)
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-It was so warm
and from the heart.
-Yes, it was.
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-It was just--
It was lovely, dear.
-Wasn't it, wasn't it?
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You know what?
He was a special man.
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Neighbor:
Did he have
life insurance?
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Leslie:
Uh... a little bit.
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We'll figure it out.
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Neighbor:
But he was young.
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Leslie:
Yeah, he, he was young.
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Neighbor:
Are you gonna be able to--
The house, the kids?
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-Leslie: We'll figure it out.
-Neighbor: Good, good.
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-It's, it's gotta be a relief.
-Thank you.
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Thank you for coming.
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-Hey.
-How's it goin' over there?
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-Leslie: She's asking
me all these questions.
-Suze: Oh, yeah?
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(indistinct chatter)
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-She skipped class.
-Is anyone gonna
check on her?
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-Is Rue in her room?
-Yeah.
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-She hasn't opened the door.
-Do you think she's okay?
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Don't just stand here
and gossip. It's rude.
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(knocks on door)
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Rue?
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-Hey.
-Rue: Hey.
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(sniffs)
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These were my dad's.
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How are you feeling?
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Yeah.
I... found this poem,
and I thought of you.
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Rue: If it's
C.S. Lewis, I can't.
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-No, it's not. I promise.
-Every hospice nurse says
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that "Grief is a long valley."
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Yeah, but that's
not the full quote.
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Yeah, well, it's enough for me.
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Well,
the second part's
kind of sweet.
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Rue: What is it?
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Uh, "A winding valley
where every bend...
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may reveal a new landscape."
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That's not that bad.
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Can I read this to you?
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Uh, yeah, I'd love that.
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Uh...
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It's called
"Let This Darkness
Be a Bell Tower"
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by Rainer Maria Rilke.
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"Quiet friend who
has come so far,
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"feel how your breathing
makes more space around you.
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(light music playing)
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"Let this darkness
be a bell tower
and you the bell.
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"As you ring, what batters
you becomes your strength.
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"Move back and forth
into the change.
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"What is it like,
such intensity of pain?
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"If the drink is bitter,
turn yourself into wine.
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"In this uncontainable night,
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"be the mystery
at the crossroads
of your senses,
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"the meaning discovered there.
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"And if the world has
ceased to hear you,
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"say to the silent
earth: I flow.
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To the rushing water,
speak: I am."
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♪ ♪
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(person 1 coughs)
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(person 2 coughs)
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(blows)
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(door closes)
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Lexi (narrating):
I knew Jade had
been doing drugs,
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but it wasn't until that day,
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at her dad's memorial,
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that I realized they
were a greater comfort
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than I ever could be.
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Maybe that's
a silly observation,
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but I was only 13.
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It was the summer before
I started ninth grade...
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back when we thought we'd
all be friends forever.
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(steady drumbeat)
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Move.
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Move, move, move!
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Lights, four, go.
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Lexi:
There were five of us.
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(camera shutter clicks)
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There was me, Grace...
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("Love Will Keep Us Together"
by Captain & Tennille playing)
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♪ Love will keep us together ♪
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♪ Think of me babe, whenever ♪
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Lexi:
My sister, Hallie...
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♪ Some sweet-talking
girl comes along ♪
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♪ Singing her song ♪
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Lexi:
Her best friend, Marta...
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♪ You've just gotta
be strong, just stop ♪
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♪ 'Cause I really
love you, stop ♪
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Lexi:
Marta's best friend, Luna.
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♪ I've been thinking of you ♪
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♪ Look in my heart
and let love ♪
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Lexi:
And my best friend, Jade.
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♪ Keep us together ♪
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♪ Whatever ♪
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Bring out the fucking
letters now.
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(steady drumbeat)
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Lexi:
And this is life.
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Not everyone's life...
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But our life!
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(applause)
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-Audience Member:
Oh, that's fuckin' cool.
-(scattered laughs)
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Wait, is this
fucking play about us?
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(drum roll)
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Rue:
For the last few months,
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Lexi had been talking
to Fezco every day.
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But I still don't understand
what the play is actually
about, though.
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Lexi (on phone):
It's about friendship.
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Well, that's nice.
Everybody's gonna love that.
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Yeah, I-I mean, I hope so.
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I just-- I keep
second-guessing myself
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and getting anxious, like,
if people are gonna think
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that it's good or bad,
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or if it's gonna
upset people or not.
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But why would anyone
be upset by it?
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Lexi:
Oh, you know, it's, it's
based on real people.
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Fezco:
Yeah, you really strokin'
the bee's nest with that one.
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-Am I?
-I mean...
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if someone invited me
to a play, and...
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they didn't even tell me
I was a character in it?
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I'd definitely
have some questions.
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Lexi:
Like, bad questions?
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Fezco:
Depends on the play.
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Lexi:
Well, would you
be upset by it?
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Fezco:
It depends on the play.
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-Right.
-Fezco: And the intentions of
the person who made the play.
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My intentions are good.
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Fezco:
Then you ain't got
nothin' to worry about.
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But... what if they think
my intentions aren't good
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when in reality they are good?
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Well, that's what
I call a quandary.
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Lexi:
What's the answer?
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Uh, wait, what was
the question again?
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(whispers):
Like, what happens if
Cassie sees the play
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and thinks I'm being cruel,
even though I'm not?
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Well, how about you just
don't invite her then?
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No, she'd get so mad.
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Fezco:
Even more mad than if she
actually saw the play?
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That's-- I don't know.
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(door closes)
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Lexi:
Okay, this might kinda be
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a weird and embarrassing
thing to admit,
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but I think the most defining
moment of my adolescence
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was when my sister
went through puberty.
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(cymbals, drumbeat)
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-Uck, I look disgusting.
-(audience laughs)
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Hey, Hallie,
I'm in the middle
of somethin'.
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It's just this dress
is so not flattering.
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-Lexi: Hallie, I'm kinda
puttin' on a play right now.
-Hallie: What?
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Lexi:
Like, there's
an entire audience
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waiting for me
to continue talking.
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-Hallie: Where?
-(scattered laughs)
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(quietly): Right here.
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Oh, (chuckles).
Hi. Wow.
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(audience laughs)
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Whatever.
The point is,
I couldn't wait
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to go through puberty.
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Wow, wow, wow!
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-(Suze screams)
-Mother: Look at you!
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-I feel like a big baby.
-Hallie...
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I've been on this planet
for 38 goddamn years,
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and I have never seen a baby
with knockers like yours.
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(laughing)
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Hallie:
Mom, that was the grossest
thing I've ever heard you say.
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Mother (laughs):
Okay.
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Lights, 12, go.
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Look, I know being informed,
smart, hardworking, and curious
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are all very
important qualities,
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but imagine having
all of those qualities
and also being hot.
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So, if Hallie was
433 days older than me,
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then all I would
have to do is wait...
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433 days,
and I'd look just like her.
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-(audience laughs)
-(cymbals)
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-(applause)
-(cheering)
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(TV chatter)
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(steam hissing)
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-(knocks on door)
-Yo, Ash, get the door, man.
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(applause)
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Okay, I need you
to pull it way back.
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You're too broad.
It's not funny.
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Oh my god.
Are you crying?
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It's a directorial note.
You just take it
and move on, okay?
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Hey, I need the light
cues to be 40% faster,
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-and the stagehands
to be 20% faster.
-Bobbi: Copy that.
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Ew! God! What the--
Did someone die
in this dress?!
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It smells like shit. (gags)
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I love the theater.
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What we got
goin' on?
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-Freshly steamed.
-Ooh.
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Yes, yes, yes.
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You da best.
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Mmm.
Yeah, we steppin'
out tonight.
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Ooh, bless your heart.
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Nah, I really
do appreciate you
doin' that, though.
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(footsteps approach)
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Custer:
Damn, what's good?
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Yo, wassup, man?
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Yo, I'm, I'm,
actually, a little busy.
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I'm, I'm gettin'
ready to go out.
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We goin' to a party?
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Where you goin'?
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Don't worry about
what I'm doin', man.
Worry about yourself.
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All right.
I'mma just chill then.
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(foreboding music playing)
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♪ ♪
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(whispers):
This is your dream.
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Mick...
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(through headset):
don't screw this up.
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Lights, 12, go.
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I could see myself now.
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(audience cheers)
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-Audience Member: Damn! Shit!
-I'd be the girl...
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-no one ever... could get.
-Audience Member: Is that Lexi?
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-Hi.
-(loud laughter)
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-Hey, Ted, how are you?
-Woo!
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Audience Member:
Damn! Oh shit!
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Hey, boys.
How are you?
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Audience Member:
Shit!
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And I'd imagine my
former classmates...
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sitting around
at barbecues
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in their dirty,
dirty backyards
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20 years from now.
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Man... I really wish
I'd boned Lexi Howard.
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Yeah,
you and the rest
of East Highland.
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(audience laughs)
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All I had to do was wait.
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-(applause)
-(cheering)
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Light, 86, go.
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(drums playing)
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♪ ♪
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-Look, Lexi, some guys
prefer smaller boobs.
-Lexi: Yeah?
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I mean, if you and I
could trade bodies,
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I'd do it in a heartbeat.
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-Well maybe
they're still growing.
-No, they're not.
247
00:16:29,571 --> 00:16:32,866
-Well, sometimes, it takes--
-No, they're fully formed.
248
00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:37,871
To be honest,
I'm not really
the kind of person
249
00:16:37,955 --> 00:16:39,998
who wants to be
known for their body.
250
00:16:47,047 --> 00:16:50,467
But I also didn't
want the troubles
that came along with it.
251
00:16:52,428 --> 00:16:56,348
Hallie:
I wasn't even looking
at him, I swear.
252
00:16:56,432 --> 00:16:58,809
You're the only person
I've ever dreamed of.
253
00:16:58,892 --> 00:17:02,104
("The Word Hurricane"
by Air playing)
254
00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:20,456
Well, she certainly
looks the part.
255
00:17:21,457 --> 00:17:24,001
(laughing)
256
00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:32,176
Lexi:
I feel like I've lived most
of my life in my imagination.
257
00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:38,932
Taking the smallest moments
258
00:17:39,016 --> 00:17:42,227
and dreaming them up
into something bigger.
259
00:17:46,815 --> 00:17:48,275
Fezco (on phone):
Of course,
I'mma be there.
260
00:17:48,358 --> 00:17:51,236
I'mma be sittin' in
the front row, shorty.
261
00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:55,657
-I promise you that.
-Okay.
262
00:17:59,411 --> 00:18:02,915
A little exchange
and I fall in love.
263
00:18:08,420 --> 00:18:11,465
-(applause)
-(cheering)
264
00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:15,385
A moment to myself
and I'm onstage.
265
00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:20,390
(applause)
266
00:18:21,642 --> 00:18:23,393
(whistling)
267
00:18:25,479 --> 00:18:29,358
But reality always finds
a way of pulling me back.
268
00:18:31,693 --> 00:18:34,154
Do you think he's okay?
269
00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:36,240
I think he's just sleeping.
270
00:18:36,323 --> 00:18:38,158
It's the middle
of the day.
271
00:18:38,242 --> 00:18:40,994
(snoring)
272
00:18:41,078 --> 00:18:43,205
(indistinct chatter)
273
00:18:47,918 --> 00:18:50,879
I think we should have
Mom come pick us up.
274
00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:55,509
-Don't be rude.
-It doesn't matter if it's rude.
275
00:18:55,592 --> 00:18:58,220
I don't want him
to think that we
don't trust him.
276
00:18:59,596 --> 00:19:01,431
Gus:
Come on, girls.
277
00:19:02,182 --> 00:19:03,851
Get in the car.
278
00:19:08,438 --> 00:19:09,731
Come on, Lex.
279
00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:17,072
(uneasy music playing)
280
00:19:18,448 --> 00:19:19,741
(engine starts)
281
00:19:25,122 --> 00:19:27,332
-(Lexi crying)
-(cars honking)
282
00:19:37,676 --> 00:19:39,761
♪ ♪
283
00:19:54,776 --> 00:19:58,822
Rue:
Uh, I just need, like, like
an eighth of weed. That's all.
284
00:19:58,906 --> 00:20:00,908
-Fezco: I can help with that.
-All right.
285
00:20:00,991 --> 00:20:03,201
Uh, yo, I'll just
be a second.
286
00:20:14,713 --> 00:20:15,797
(grunts)
287
00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:21,678
I think before high school
we should think about
288
00:20:21,762 --> 00:20:24,514
all the things we don't
like about ourselves...
289
00:20:24,598 --> 00:20:27,643
and then change them,
so we can be, like,
290
00:20:27,726 --> 00:20:30,812
like, different,
cooler people.
291
00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,731
I don't think we
need to be cooler.
292
00:20:32,814 --> 00:20:35,692
Lexi:
Well, we should at least
try and know what's cool.
293
00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:38,779
Jade:
Yeah, but that shit, like,
changes all the time.
294
00:20:38,862 --> 00:20:41,114
Lexi:
That's what makes
it hard to follow.
295
00:20:41,198 --> 00:20:43,951
Jade:
Yeah, but I think
it's a good thing.
296
00:20:44,034 --> 00:20:47,913
But... what if
we get excluded
from things?
297
00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:50,332
That's also
a good thing.
298
00:20:50,415 --> 00:20:53,168
-Really?
-Yeah.
299
00:20:53,251 --> 00:20:56,296
My dad says
he refuses to be
a part of any club
300
00:20:56,380 --> 00:20:57,923
that would have
him as a member.
301
00:20:59,007 --> 00:21:00,342
Lexi:
Well, that's cool.
302
00:21:00,425 --> 00:21:04,304
Yeah, don't tell anyone.
They'll fuckin' ruin it.
303
00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:12,896
Jade was the first person
who made me feel okay
about not being cool.
304
00:21:12,980 --> 00:21:14,314
Lights, 10, go.
305
00:21:16,191 --> 00:21:17,526
Lexi:
I just feel like in 10 years,
306
00:21:17,609 --> 00:21:19,236
technology's gonna
get really scary,
307
00:21:19,319 --> 00:21:21,446
and we're all gonna
wish we'd never used it.
308
00:21:21,530 --> 00:21:23,323
What are you
talking about?
309
00:21:23,407 --> 00:21:26,118
Well,
all these tech companies
are simultaneously
310
00:21:26,201 --> 00:21:28,328
developing artificial
intelligence and robotics,
311
00:21:28,412 --> 00:21:30,247
so it's only a matter
of time before they
312
00:21:30,330 --> 00:21:32,124
become the new
military-industrial complex
313
00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,376
and start making killer robots.
314
00:21:34,459 --> 00:21:35,794
I think there's
a big difference
315
00:21:35,877 --> 00:21:38,797
between taking selfies
and killer robots.
316
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:41,299
Yeah, maybe now,
but that gap will close.
317
00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:47,597
But anyway,
back to where I was.
318
00:21:47,681 --> 00:21:50,392
We talked and laughed
for hours that night.
319
00:21:51,435 --> 00:21:53,895
I miss those days.
320
00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:58,442
It was before my dad left
and Jade's dad died.
321
00:21:58,525 --> 00:22:00,694
Before Jade got
into heavy drugs,
322
00:22:00,777 --> 00:22:03,405
and before I got
inside my head.
323
00:22:05,282 --> 00:22:07,325
It was before
we grew apart,
324
00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,536
and before I started
doubting myself
325
00:22:09,619 --> 00:22:13,540
every time someone
would ask me if Jade
was my best friend.
326
00:22:16,376 --> 00:22:19,421
"Let this darkness
be a bell tower...
327
00:22:20,422 --> 00:22:22,257
and you the bell."
328
00:22:22,340 --> 00:22:25,594
(bell rings)
329
00:22:25,677 --> 00:22:28,930
Feel like I don't
know anything about
your life anymore.
330
00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:32,851
I'll tell you
when you get back.
331
00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:38,899
-Good night.
-Good night.
332
00:22:43,528 --> 00:22:47,616
Um... do you ever worry
as you get older...
333
00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:51,661
you'll have
less and less
memories of Dad?
334
00:22:54,706 --> 00:22:55,916
Yeah.
335
00:22:59,377 --> 00:23:02,214
Gia: How do you stop
that from happening?
336
00:23:09,554 --> 00:23:10,931
You can't.
337
00:23:24,611 --> 00:23:30,325
I... I remember
a couple of days before
you passed away...
338
00:23:31,701 --> 00:23:34,413
you told me...
339
00:23:34,496 --> 00:23:36,706
that if I ever wanted
to be with you...
340
00:23:38,625 --> 00:23:41,128
all I would have to do
is close my eyes...
341
00:23:42,671 --> 00:23:45,674
and we'd be together.
342
00:23:45,757 --> 00:23:50,011
You said that...
memories exist
outside of time.
343
00:23:52,180 --> 00:23:53,515
(Cassie laughing)
344
00:23:53,598 --> 00:23:55,183
("More" by Bobby Darin playing)
345
00:23:55,267 --> 00:24:01,565
♪ More than the greatest
love the world has known ♪
346
00:24:01,648 --> 00:24:05,402
♪ This is the love
that I give to you ♪
347
00:24:05,485 --> 00:24:07,821
Gus:
Hey, come on!
Come join us.
348
00:24:07,904 --> 00:24:12,868
♪ More than the simple
words I try to say ♪
349
00:24:14,244 --> 00:24:20,584
♪ I only live to love
you more each day ♪
350
00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:23,170
♪ More than you'll ever know ♪
351
00:24:23,253 --> 00:24:26,256
♪ My arms long to hold you so ♪
352
00:24:26,339 --> 00:24:29,676
♪ My life will be
in your keeping ♪
353
00:24:29,759 --> 00:24:32,888
♪ Waking, sleeping,
laughing, weeping ♪
354
00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:39,728
♪ Longer than always
is a long, long time ♪
355
00:24:39,811 --> 00:24:45,942
♪ But far beyond
forever you'll be mine ♪
356
00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:49,738
♪ I know I've never
lived before ♪
357
00:24:49,821 --> 00:24:52,782
♪ And my heart is very sure ♪
358
00:24:52,866 --> 00:24:59,206
♪ No one else could
love you more ♪
359
00:24:59,289 --> 00:25:04,920
♪ Than the greatest love
the world has known ♪
360
00:25:05,003 --> 00:25:11,343
♪ This is the love that
I give to you alone ♪
361
00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:16,514
♪ More than the simple
words I try to say ♪
362
00:25:17,766 --> 00:25:23,980
♪ I only live to love
you more each day ♪
363
00:25:24,064 --> 00:25:26,233
♪ More than you'll ever know ♪
364
00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:29,444
♪ My arms got to hold you so ♪
365
00:25:29,527 --> 00:25:32,989
♪ My life will be
in your keeping ♪
366
00:25:33,073 --> 00:25:34,366
♪ Waking, sleeping ♪
367
00:25:34,449 --> 00:25:37,077
Lexi:
I sometimes think about
how my sister and I
368
00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:41,081
had so many of the same
wishes growing up...
369
00:25:41,164 --> 00:25:43,583
and how different we became.
370
00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:47,921
("Spartacus Love Theme"
by Alex North playing)
371
00:25:48,004 --> 00:25:50,090
♪ ♪
372
00:26:05,772 --> 00:26:09,985
Lexi:
At that age, we all thought
we knew what love looked like.
373
00:26:10,068 --> 00:26:12,153
♪ ♪
374
00:26:15,824 --> 00:26:20,245
And we had our suspicions
of what it felt like.
375
00:26:20,328 --> 00:26:23,540
But that's also what
made it so intoxicating.
376
00:26:24,874 --> 00:26:28,003
None of us had any idea
what it actually was.
377
00:26:30,463 --> 00:26:32,507
I don't think there's
anything more beautiful
378
00:26:32,590 --> 00:26:35,635
than dedicating your
life to loving someone.
379
00:26:35,719 --> 00:26:37,804
♪ ♪
380
00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:43,476
I think that's
my biggest dream...
381
00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:47,522
To be your girl...
382
00:26:51,484 --> 00:26:53,695
To love you
more than anything.
383
00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,534
♪ ♪
384
00:27:16,634 --> 00:27:18,720
♪ ♪
385
00:27:22,932 --> 00:27:25,060
You could never scare me.
386
00:27:40,283 --> 00:27:42,869
I don't know if
I wanna do this.
387
00:27:42,952 --> 00:27:45,497
It's just weed.
It's not heroin.
388
00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:50,835
(blows)
389
00:27:54,089 --> 00:27:56,591
(coughing)
390
00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,595
-(Lexi coughing)
-(Fezco laughing)
391
00:28:00,678 --> 00:28:03,223
Fezco:
Lexi wildin' out today.
392
00:28:04,682 --> 00:28:07,936
-You okay?
-My god, that really burns.
393
00:28:08,019 --> 00:28:10,480
-(coughing)
-(audience laughs)
394
00:28:10,563 --> 00:28:12,399
Lexi: My whole life,
I've always had this feeling
395
00:28:12,482 --> 00:28:16,277
that at any moment,
something horrible
was about to happen.
396
00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:28,581
Psst.
397
00:28:32,377 --> 00:28:33,920
(Custer whispers, inaudible)
398
00:28:37,257 --> 00:28:38,466
Faye!
399
00:28:38,550 --> 00:28:39,634
Come here.
400
00:28:45,265 --> 00:28:48,268
(uneasy music playing)
401
00:28:48,351 --> 00:28:50,437
♪ ♪
402
00:29:06,870 --> 00:29:09,330
(whispers):
Be cool.
403
00:29:10,874 --> 00:29:12,250
I love you.
404
00:29:17,755 --> 00:29:20,091
♪ ♪
405
00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:24,262
(whispering)
406
00:29:25,763 --> 00:29:28,475
-Fezco: Yo, Faye!
-Faye: Yeah?
407
00:29:28,558 --> 00:29:30,768
Fezco:
Come here for a split second.
408
00:29:31,853 --> 00:29:33,313
I'll be right there.
409
00:29:42,947 --> 00:29:45,033
♪ ♪
410
00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:56,794
Tie or no tie?
411
00:30:00,882 --> 00:30:02,634
-You okay?
-Um...
412
00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:05,762
Yeah, I'm good.
413
00:30:07,972 --> 00:30:11,100
(coughs, laughs)
414
00:30:12,185 --> 00:30:15,063
Yo, you got her
lookin' like that,
415
00:30:15,146 --> 00:30:17,232
that white guy
with the afro.
416
00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:18,858
He be paintin' on TV.
417
00:30:18,942 --> 00:30:20,777
-Fuckin' Bob Ross.
-(laughing)
418
00:30:20,860 --> 00:30:24,072
-She looks like Bob Ross.
-Fezco: Bobby, Bobby,
it's a fire!
419
00:30:24,155 --> 00:30:26,366
-We gotta, We gotta go.
We gotta go. Yeah.
-It's a fire! C'mon, c'mon!
420
00:30:26,449 --> 00:30:29,369
(laughing)
421
00:30:29,452 --> 00:30:31,663
Lexi:
I don't think
I like weed.
422
00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:36,459
Rue:
Yeah, well, that's...
crazy talk.
423
00:30:36,543 --> 00:30:42,924
I just can't control
my brain the same way...
I normally can.
424
00:30:43,007 --> 00:30:45,635
Yeah, but that's,
like, the best part.
425
00:30:51,140 --> 00:30:55,603
All right, well,
see ya later, homie.
Good night.
426
00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:59,065
Get home safe.
427
00:31:01,025 --> 00:31:02,151
(quietly): Okay.
428
00:31:04,529 --> 00:31:06,239
Lexi:
I think Jade used drugs
429
00:31:06,322 --> 00:31:08,491
to push away
all the bad thoughts.
430
00:31:08,575 --> 00:31:11,578
But it did
the opposite for me.
431
00:31:11,661 --> 00:31:13,913
("Amore Mio Aiutami" plays)
432
00:31:13,997 --> 00:31:16,916
All I could think about
were the bad thoughts.
433
00:31:28,678 --> 00:31:31,222
The things that
could go wrong...
434
00:31:31,306 --> 00:31:33,558
the people I could lose...
435
00:31:33,641 --> 00:31:37,937
and the million and one reasons
why I'm not good enough.
436
00:31:38,605 --> 00:31:40,648
♪ ♪
437
00:31:52,243 --> 00:31:55,955
Rue:
Jules and I hadn't spoken since
that bullshit intervention.
438
00:31:58,207 --> 00:32:00,251
Even though I see her around.
439
00:32:00,335 --> 00:32:02,420
♪ ♪
440
00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:15,558
It's funny how I used to think
we were meant for each other.
441
00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,189
That feels like
a lifetime ago.
442
00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:33,451
♪ ♪
443
00:32:34,744 --> 00:32:36,079
What's up?
444
00:32:38,122 --> 00:32:39,791
(hand dryer whirring)
445
00:32:41,250 --> 00:32:43,378
♪ ♪
446
00:32:46,381 --> 00:32:47,924
(dryer stops)
447
00:32:57,141 --> 00:32:58,226
(snaps)
448
00:33:00,311 --> 00:33:02,438
(applause)
449
00:33:04,273 --> 00:33:06,359
(TV plays)
450
00:33:07,860 --> 00:33:09,404
Leslie:
You broke me.
451
00:33:12,657 --> 00:33:14,784
Completely broke me.
452
00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:20,331
I give up.
453
00:33:20,415 --> 00:33:22,375
Hey...
454
00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:24,919
you wanna kill
yourself doin' drugs?
Go ahead.
455
00:33:25,002 --> 00:33:26,796
I'm not gonna
stand in your way.
456
00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:31,592
-So I can do drugs?
-Yeah.
457
00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:34,929
-Anything I want?
-The world's your oyster.
458
00:33:38,349 --> 00:33:41,060
-Mom, are you fucking
with me right now?
-No.
459
00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:44,564
If you wanna fry every last
brain cell in your head,
460
00:33:44,647 --> 00:33:45,732
go ahead.
461
00:33:45,815 --> 00:33:48,276
(laughs)
What? What?
462
00:33:48,359 --> 00:33:50,486
-That's exciting to you, huh?
-What?
463
00:33:50,570 --> 00:33:51,738
Bein' a crackhead?
464
00:33:51,821 --> 00:33:54,240
I just feel like
there's a catch here.
(sniffs)
465
00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:57,326
I can't convince you that
your life is important.
466
00:33:57,410 --> 00:34:00,621
You're gonna have to make
that decision on your own.
467
00:34:00,705 --> 00:34:05,251
You'll be 18 soon...
and outta my house.
468
00:34:05,334 --> 00:34:08,629
And you're gonna make whatever
decisions you're gonna make.
469
00:34:11,674 --> 00:34:13,426
I'm takin' you off my plate.
470
00:34:17,597 --> 00:34:19,265
Okay.
471
00:34:19,348 --> 00:34:21,100
I'm gonna
focus on Gia.
472
00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:24,479
Yeah, but she's fine, though.
473
00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:28,357
She's been gettin'
D's in math.
474
00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:30,693
Yeah.
475
00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:32,320
She's been
in detention
476
00:34:32,403 --> 00:34:35,490
three times in
the past two weeks.
477
00:34:35,573 --> 00:34:37,825
And every mornin',
when I go into her room
478
00:34:37,909 --> 00:34:38,951
to make sure
she's awake,
479
00:34:39,035 --> 00:34:41,621
she already up...
on the phone.
480
00:34:41,704 --> 00:34:44,582
And I know she's not
getting any sleep.
481
00:34:44,665 --> 00:34:49,003
But if you say she's fine...
I'll just take your word for it.
482
00:34:53,174 --> 00:34:54,717
I didn't know any of that.
483
00:34:55,802 --> 00:34:57,595
Leslie:
Why would you?
484
00:34:57,678 --> 00:34:59,889
You only ever think
about yourself.
485
00:35:03,184 --> 00:35:04,519
That's not true, Mom.
486
00:35:07,522 --> 00:35:10,983
If I have to choose between
losin' one daughter or two?
487
00:35:12,443 --> 00:35:14,195
I'mma fight to save her.
488
00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:25,123
Nah, that's fair.
489
00:35:27,166 --> 00:35:28,751
(indistinct chatter)
490
00:35:28,835 --> 00:35:32,088
Move it, move it, move it.
491
00:35:32,171 --> 00:35:35,049
Lexi:
When Hallie and Marta
entered ninth grade,
492
00:35:35,132 --> 00:35:37,426
they became inseparable.
493
00:35:37,510 --> 00:35:40,638
("Oops" by Tweet playing)
494
00:35:42,139 --> 00:35:45,476
-(applause)
-♪ I tried and I tried ♪
495
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:47,061
♪ To avoid ♪
496
00:35:47,144 --> 00:35:49,438
♪ But this thing
was happening ♪
497
00:35:49,522 --> 00:35:54,318
♪ Swallowed my pride,
let it ride and partied ♪
498
00:35:54,402 --> 00:35:58,739
♪ But this body
felt just like mines ♪
499
00:35:58,823 --> 00:36:02,034
♪ I got worried,
I looked over to the left ♪
500
00:36:02,118 --> 00:36:04,036
♪ A reflection of myself ♪
501
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:06,747
♪ That's why I couldn't
catch my breath ♪
502
00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:12,503
♪ Oops, there goes my shirt
up over my head, oh my ♪
503
00:36:15,590 --> 00:36:17,550
(song fades out)
504
00:36:17,633 --> 00:36:19,844
(dreamy music playing)
505
00:36:19,927 --> 00:36:22,013
♪ ♪
506
00:36:35,610 --> 00:36:38,905
Lexi:
When I first met Marta,
she made me nervous.
507
00:36:41,741 --> 00:36:46,579
I had never seen anyone
as sure of themself as her.
508
00:36:46,662 --> 00:36:49,165
Because of that,
I didn't really trust her.
509
00:36:49,248 --> 00:36:51,500
Woo!
510
00:36:52,293 --> 00:36:55,671
(applause)
511
00:36:55,755 --> 00:36:57,798
Lexi:
Until her parents started
fighting all the time
512
00:36:57,882 --> 00:37:01,093
and she basically moved in
with us for a few months.
513
00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:07,892
D'ya like it?
514
00:37:07,975 --> 00:37:09,393
I feel stupid.
515
00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:11,979
What?
Everyone feels stupid.
Who cares?
516
00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:14,190
-You feel stupid?
-Yeah, I did.
517
00:37:14,273 --> 00:37:18,361
And then, I just chose
not to feel stupid.
518
00:37:18,444 --> 00:37:23,449
I don't know if... I can...
really get to that point.
519
00:37:23,532 --> 00:37:25,868
90% of life
is confidence.
520
00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:29,246
And the thing about
confidence is no one
knows if it's real or not.
521
00:37:32,291 --> 00:37:34,543
Okay, okay, I'm not
runnin' a brothel here.
522
00:37:34,627 --> 00:37:37,254
All right, girls?
It's time for bed.
523
00:37:37,338 --> 00:37:39,340
It's supposed to be me.
(laughs)
524
00:37:39,423 --> 00:37:41,592
Oh, that's supposed to be me.
525
00:37:41,676 --> 00:37:46,263
All righty, beauty queens.
It's time for bed. Good night.
526
00:37:46,347 --> 00:37:48,683
Mother (whispers):
Good night, sugar pops.
527
00:37:48,766 --> 00:37:49,934
(door closes)
528
00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:55,022
Hallie: Marta...
529
00:37:57,066 --> 00:37:58,401
Marta:
Yeah?
530
00:37:59,944 --> 00:38:02,154
Hallie:
You can sleep in
my bed if you want.
531
00:38:16,377 --> 00:38:20,381
My parents used to fight
all the time, too, so I get it.
532
00:38:20,464 --> 00:38:22,049
(Marta cries)
533
00:38:22,133 --> 00:38:24,719
You can stay here
as long as you want.
534
00:38:24,802 --> 00:38:26,887
(Marta crying)
535
00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:42,528
Maddy:
Open the fucking door, Cassie.
536
00:38:42,611 --> 00:38:44,697
Open the door
and tell me it was worth it.
537
00:38:44,780 --> 00:38:46,073
You owe me that.
538
00:38:47,241 --> 00:38:49,827
(doorknob rattling)
539
00:38:49,910 --> 00:38:52,663
Open the fucking door, Cassie!
540
00:38:53,831 --> 00:38:55,583
What kind of fucking
friend are you?
541
00:38:55,666 --> 00:38:57,585
What the fuck?
542
00:38:57,668 --> 00:38:58,836
This isn't
about Nate.
543
00:38:58,919 --> 00:39:00,755
This is about
you and me
544
00:39:00,838 --> 00:39:02,256
and our friendship,
and if you wanna
545
00:39:02,339 --> 00:39:04,425
throw it away,
then fine.
546
00:39:04,508 --> 00:39:08,095
'Cause I don't wanna be
fucking friends with you.
547
00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,389
Kat:
Come here, babe.
Let's go.
548
00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:14,935
I'm just sick of it.
I'm sick of it.
549
00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:18,731
He put me through hell
and now he's with
my fucking best friend?
550
00:39:18,814 --> 00:39:21,067
Like, what the fuck?
551
00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:24,236
-Kat: It's fucked up.
-When is it gonna end?
552
00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:25,738
Kat:
It's fucked up.
553
00:39:30,409 --> 00:39:31,494
(door rattling)
554
00:39:31,577 --> 00:39:33,829
Maddy:
Open the fucking door, Cassie!
555
00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:35,790
Open the fucking door!
556
00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:37,458
Kat:
She's not gonna open it.
Let's just go.
557
00:39:37,541 --> 00:39:39,126
Maddy:
Open the door!
558
00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:42,296
-(bangs on door)
-Kat: Maddy, come on.
559
00:39:42,379 --> 00:39:44,924
You're a fucking coward.
560
00:39:46,050 --> 00:39:47,259
You're a fucking coward,
561
00:39:47,343 --> 00:39:50,387
and I would've never
done this to you.
562
00:39:50,471 --> 00:39:52,890
I would've never
done this to you.
563
00:40:02,233 --> 00:40:05,361
(somber music playing)
564
00:40:08,322 --> 00:40:10,407
(crying)
565
00:40:26,340 --> 00:40:28,425
♪ ♪
566
00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:40,563
♪ ♪
567
00:40:40,646 --> 00:40:43,691
(crying)
568
00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:58,539
♪ ♪
569
00:40:58,622 --> 00:41:01,250
(sniffles, cries)
570
00:41:06,088 --> 00:41:08,716
(breathes deeply)
571
00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:16,390
♪ ♪
572
00:41:42,041 --> 00:41:45,336
("Surrender" by
Armando Trovajoli playing)
573
00:42:01,685 --> 00:42:04,480
♪ ♪
574
00:42:04,563 --> 00:42:06,941
Am I everything
you wished for?
575
00:42:09,610 --> 00:42:11,695
♪ ♪
576
00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:31,298
I would love
for you to fuck me...
577
00:42:31,382 --> 00:42:35,261
whenever and...
however you want.
578
00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:41,976
You can control
what I wear...
579
00:42:43,060 --> 00:42:44,353
what I eat...
580
00:42:45,396 --> 00:42:47,439
♪ ♪
581
00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,860
who I talk to.
582
00:42:55,906 --> 00:42:59,201
I want every guy you know
to wanna fuck me...
583
00:43:00,369 --> 00:43:02,121
but they can't.
584
00:43:03,706 --> 00:43:06,083
Because they know I'm yours.
585
00:43:07,293 --> 00:43:09,044
I belong to you...
586
00:43:11,171 --> 00:43:13,465
and I will
never complain
587
00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:16,176
because I trust
you know what's best.
588
00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:21,390
♪ ♪
589
00:43:25,102 --> 00:43:28,314
Aren't you afraid people
are gonna look down on ya?
590
00:43:32,776 --> 00:43:34,528
At least I'm loved.
591
00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,367
♪ ♪
592
00:43:49,084 --> 00:43:51,045
Lexi:
Jake and Marta's relationship
593
00:43:51,128 --> 00:43:53,756
was our first
impression of love.
594
00:43:55,507 --> 00:43:58,510
No one's ever loved me
as much as you.
595
00:43:58,594 --> 00:44:00,137
No one ever will.
596
00:44:08,896 --> 00:44:11,982
(uneasy music playing)
597
00:44:26,246 --> 00:44:28,332
♪ ♪
598
00:44:42,304 --> 00:44:44,390
♪ ♪
599
00:44:58,278 --> 00:45:00,364
♪ ♪
600
00:45:14,711 --> 00:45:16,380
(cries)
601
00:45:24,930 --> 00:45:27,141
(dark music playing)
602
00:45:30,310 --> 00:45:32,396
♪ ♪
603
00:45:43,782 --> 00:45:45,909
(gasps, breathing heavy)
604
00:45:47,995 --> 00:45:50,289
Shh, shh, shh.
605
00:45:53,375 --> 00:45:54,960
It's just a dream.
606
00:45:56,295 --> 00:45:59,506
-Shh... Quiet.
-(breathing heavy)
607
00:46:25,199 --> 00:46:28,494
Lexi:
But every relationship
has its cracks.
608
00:46:31,079 --> 00:46:33,624
Some bigger than others.
609
00:46:36,293 --> 00:46:39,713
-I'm afraid to tell him.
-Mm-hm.
610
00:46:39,797 --> 00:46:42,382
Do you think
he's gonna cry?
611
00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:46,136
-He might.
-Mm, don't say that.
612
00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:48,597
-But he might.
-(sighs)
613
00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:50,224
I just feel bad.
614
00:46:52,059 --> 00:46:54,978
Bad enough to stay
in East Highland for
the rest of your life?
615
00:46:55,854 --> 00:46:57,105
Fuck no.
616
00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:00,651
Oh, you've made
your decision.
617
00:47:03,612 --> 00:47:05,822
I just feel
like I'm gonna
break his heart.
618
00:47:06,949 --> 00:47:08,826
-It's good practice.
-(Maddy scoffs)
619
00:47:12,579 --> 00:47:14,081
I got you something.
620
00:47:14,164 --> 00:47:16,792
-What? You didn't have to.
-I know.
621
00:47:19,378 --> 00:47:21,213
Somethin' tells me
you'll enjoy it.
622
00:47:49,491 --> 00:47:51,034
Ugh, hurry up!
623
00:47:52,661 --> 00:47:53,912
Okay, this is it, people!
624
00:47:53,996 --> 00:47:56,873
It's fuckin' showtime!
Let's go!
625
00:47:56,957 --> 00:47:59,793
I need more energy, passion!
626
00:47:59,876 --> 00:48:02,337
-More glycerol, Sarah.
-But it makes my skin break out.
627
00:48:02,421 --> 00:48:03,755
I don't fuckin' care.
628
00:48:05,382 --> 00:48:06,717
-You ready?
-Yeah, I'm fuckin' ready.
629
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:08,176
-Yeah, you ready?
-Yeah, I'm fuckin' re--
630
00:48:08,260 --> 00:48:10,846
-(giggling)
-(barks)
631
00:48:10,929 --> 00:48:13,849
(laughs) Okay, Bobbi.
if Mick fucks up
another light cue,
632
00:48:13,932 --> 00:48:14,975
I'm gonna fuckin' kill him.
633
00:48:15,058 --> 00:48:16,184
Bobbi:
Mick, you were
two seconds
634
00:48:16,268 --> 00:48:17,394
too late
on that light cue.
635
00:48:17,477 --> 00:48:19,062
Lexi is very
angry with you.
636
00:48:20,439 --> 00:48:22,399
Copy that.
I'm really sorry.
637
00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:27,696
-Bobbi: He says sorry.
-Okay, I don't fuckin' care.
638
00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:29,781
Tell him we'll replace him.
639
00:48:29,865 --> 00:48:33,368
-We don't have anyone
to replace him with.
-Just threaten him.
640
00:48:34,870 --> 00:48:37,414
Mick, I am relaying
a message directly
from Lexi.
641
00:48:37,497 --> 00:48:40,042
If you mess up again,
we will replace you.
642
00:48:40,125 --> 00:48:41,501
With who?
643
00:48:41,585 --> 00:48:44,880
-He's asking with who.
-Literally anybody. Any--
644
00:48:44,963 --> 00:48:49,593
Mick, Mick, y-you--
A blind three-year-old could
do a better job than you.
645
00:48:52,095 --> 00:48:55,098
("What's Up" by
Labrinth playing)
646
00:48:55,182 --> 00:48:56,892
♪ See man rolling up ♪
647
00:48:56,975 --> 00:48:58,685
♪ And my dream gold as--
Woo! ♪
648
00:48:58,769 --> 00:49:00,479
♪ ♪
649
00:49:06,610 --> 00:49:08,487
♪ Yeah, they don't
know what's up ♪
650
00:49:08,570 --> 00:49:10,489
♪ Yeah, they
don't know what's up ♪
651
00:49:10,572 --> 00:49:12,115
♪ See me all rolling up ♪
652
00:49:12,199 --> 00:49:14,326
♪ ♪
653
00:49:16,536 --> 00:49:18,997
♪ ♪
654
00:49:23,126 --> 00:49:26,463
All right, babe.
Time for me and the boys
to work out.
655
00:49:26,546 --> 00:49:28,674
(audience laughing)
656
00:49:32,803 --> 00:49:34,930
(laughing)
657
00:49:39,309 --> 00:49:41,478
You guys are so gay.
658
00:49:44,564 --> 00:49:46,316
(silence)
659
00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:48,985
(audience laughs)
660
00:49:49,069 --> 00:49:52,614
-Babe, that's not funny.
-(audience laughs)
661
00:49:52,698 --> 00:49:56,451
By the way,
your friend never came
to pick up his ticket.
662
00:49:56,535 --> 00:49:57,911
Oh, yeah, yeah.
663
00:49:57,994 --> 00:49:59,287
Actor: Man...
664
00:50:00,038 --> 00:50:01,498
Whoo!
665
00:50:04,793 --> 00:50:07,921
(eerie music playing)
666
00:50:25,814 --> 00:50:28,108
Tie... no tie?
667
00:50:28,191 --> 00:50:31,528
Faye:
I think you look
handsome with no tie.
668
00:50:31,611 --> 00:50:33,947
All right,
fuck this shit then.
669
00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:38,535
Yo, you think, uh...
670
00:50:38,618 --> 00:50:42,122
you think other people will
think that I look handsome?
671
00:50:42,789 --> 00:50:43,874
I do.
672
00:50:44,916 --> 00:50:48,587
Cool... I'm finna
go put my pants on.
673
00:51:00,182 --> 00:51:02,142
♪ ♪
674
00:51:02,225 --> 00:51:05,312
(footsteps)
675
00:51:24,581 --> 00:51:26,666
♪ ♪
676
00:51:28,585 --> 00:51:30,712
How ya doin', playa?
677
00:51:36,593 --> 00:51:38,678
♪ ♪
678
00:51:49,606 --> 00:51:53,235
♪ ♪
679
00:51:56,321 --> 00:51:59,616
All right, uh...
I'm finna head out.
680
00:51:59,699 --> 00:52:01,159
Wait, you're, uh,
you're leavin'?
681
00:52:01,243 --> 00:52:03,078
(phone dings)
682
00:52:03,161 --> 00:52:04,788
Yeah, I'm about
to leave right now.
683
00:52:11,127 --> 00:52:14,381
Is-is everything good?
684
00:52:14,464 --> 00:52:16,174
All right, c'mon.
Get outta here.
685
00:52:16,258 --> 00:52:18,552
Run along, babe.
(laughs)
686
00:52:19,928 --> 00:52:22,305
Man, whoo!
687
00:52:22,389 --> 00:52:24,349
All right.
Come on, tiger.
688
00:52:24,432 --> 00:52:26,768
(audience laughs)
689
00:52:26,852 --> 00:52:28,603
Come on, let's pump
some iron, boys!
690
00:52:28,687 --> 00:52:32,232
("Holding Out for a Hero"
by Bonnie Tyler playing)
691
00:52:32,315 --> 00:52:34,442
Hey, Paulie.
Could you rub a smidgen
of oil on my back?
692
00:52:34,526 --> 00:52:37,654
I can't reach.
My pecs are gettin'
too freakin' big.
693
00:52:37,737 --> 00:52:38,905
Anything
for you, Jake.
694
00:52:38,989 --> 00:52:42,158
Hey, Jake.
Your body's fantastic.
Can I help?
695
00:52:42,242 --> 00:52:44,160
♪ ♪
696
00:52:44,244 --> 00:52:46,329
(cheering)
697
00:52:49,916 --> 00:52:51,418
♪ ♪
698
00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:57,465
♪ Where have all
the good men gone ♪
699
00:52:57,549 --> 00:53:00,760
♪ And where are all the gods ♪
700
00:53:00,844 --> 00:53:03,597
♪ Where's
the streetwise Hercules ♪
701
00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:07,601
-(lip-syncing)
- ♪ To fight the rising odds ♪
702
00:53:07,684 --> 00:53:13,773
♪ Isn't there a white knight
upon a fiery steed ♪
703
00:53:13,857 --> 00:53:16,693
♪ Late at night,
I toss and I turn ♪
704
00:53:16,776 --> 00:53:19,487
♪ And I dream
of what I need ♪
705
00:53:19,571 --> 00:53:21,907
- ♪ I need a hero ♪
-(audience cheers)
706
00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:25,994
♪ Holding out for a hero
'til the end of the night ♪
707
00:53:26,077 --> 00:53:29,664
♪ He's gotta be strong,
and he's gotta be fast ♪
708
00:53:29,748 --> 00:53:31,958
♪ Gotta be fresh
from the fight ♪
709
00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:33,877
♪ I need a hero ♪
710
00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:38,757
-(cheering)
-♪ Holding out for a hero
'til the morning light ♪
711
00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:42,636
-♪ He's gotta be sure,
and it's gotta be soon ♪
-(grunting)
712
00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:46,473
♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪
713
00:53:46,556 --> 00:53:48,975
♪ Larger than life ♪
714
00:53:49,059 --> 00:53:53,438
-(screams)
-♪ Holding out for a hero
'til the end of the night ♪
715
00:53:54,773 --> 00:53:56,900
♪ ♪
716
00:53:58,193 --> 00:53:59,694
-(cheering)
-(gasping)
717
00:54:01,237 --> 00:54:03,114
♪ ♪
718
00:54:03,198 --> 00:54:06,618
(cheering and applause)
719
00:54:06,701 --> 00:54:09,955
♪ Up where the mountains
meet the heavens above ♪
720
00:54:10,038 --> 00:54:12,999
♪ Out where the lightning
splits the sea ♪
721
00:54:13,083 --> 00:54:15,085
♪ I could swear
there is someone ♪
722
00:54:15,168 --> 00:54:19,506
♪ Somewhere watching me ♪
723
00:54:19,589 --> 00:54:22,884
♪ Through the wind
and the chill and the rain ♪
724
00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:25,762
♪ The storm and the flood ♪
725
00:54:25,845 --> 00:54:30,684
-♪ I can feel his approach
like a fire in my blood ♪
-(spanking noises)
726
00:54:30,767 --> 00:54:34,229
♪ Like a fire in my brain,
like a fire in my brain ♪
727
00:54:34,312 --> 00:54:36,690
♪ Like a fire in my... ♪
728
00:54:39,818 --> 00:54:42,070
-♪ I need a hero ♪
-(players grunt)
729
00:54:42,153 --> 00:54:45,323
-(screams)
-♪ Holding out for a hero
'til the end of the night ♪
730
00:54:45,407 --> 00:54:49,828
-Oh my god!
-♪ He's gotta be strong,
and he's gotta be fast ♪
731
00:54:49,911 --> 00:54:52,372
♪ Gotta be fresh
from the fight ♪
732
00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:54,499
♪ I need a hero ♪
733
00:54:56,126 --> 00:54:58,545
♪ Hero 'til the morning light ♪
734
00:54:58,628 --> 00:55:02,966
♪ He's gotta be sure,
and it's gotta be soon ♪
735
00:55:03,049 --> 00:55:05,260
♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪
736
00:55:05,343 --> 00:55:07,637
♪ I need a hero ♪
737
00:55:07,721 --> 00:55:11,725
♪ Holding out for a hero
'til the end of the night ♪
738
00:55:11,808 --> 00:55:15,186
♪ He's gotta be strong,
and he's gotta be fast ♪
739
00:55:15,270 --> 00:55:17,981
-(players grunting)
-♪ Gotta be fresh
from the fight ♪
740
00:55:18,064 --> 00:55:20,025
♪ I need a hero ♪
741
00:55:20,108 --> 00:55:24,362
-♪ Holding out for a hero
'til the end of the night ♪
-Woo!
742
00:55:24,446 --> 00:55:28,074
-♪ He's gotta be strong,
and he's gotta be fast ♪
-(players moaning)
743
00:55:28,158 --> 00:55:31,870
♪ Gotta be fresh
from the fight... ♪
744
00:55:31,953 --> 00:55:33,913
-(applause)
-(cheering)
745
00:55:33,997 --> 00:55:36,124
(players moaning)
746
00:55:41,296 --> 00:55:43,423
Lexi, you're a fuckin' G!
747
00:55:43,506 --> 00:55:45,675
(cheering continues)
748
00:56:07,072 --> 00:56:08,406
It's goin' good, right?
749
00:56:09,699 --> 00:56:12,577
She's brilliant.
Lexi's brilliant.
750
00:56:14,579 --> 00:56:16,539
-Nate.
-Why the fuck
are they laughing?
751
00:56:16,623 --> 00:56:19,000
-Nate!
-That shit is so
fuckin' homophobic.
752
00:56:19,084 --> 00:56:20,794
Babe, I'm so sorry.
I had no idea Lex--
753
00:56:20,877 --> 00:56:22,462
-She's your fuckin' sister!
-No, I--
754
00:56:22,545 --> 00:56:24,464
-I, I-- No--
-You know what, pack your shit.
Get the fuck outta my house.
755
00:56:24,547 --> 00:56:25,882
I'm fuckin' done.
756
00:56:30,261 --> 00:56:32,347
(door creaking)
757
00:56:34,432 --> 00:56:36,142
(door slams)
758
00:56:36,226 --> 00:56:38,394
(muffled cheering and applause)
759
00:56:41,231 --> 00:56:44,359
(breathing heavy)
760
00:56:49,572 --> 00:56:51,699
(cheering and applause)
761
00:56:58,081 --> 00:57:01,042
(slowly inhales, exhales)
762
00:57:01,126 --> 00:57:04,379
("Cannibal Holocaust"
by Riz Ortolani playing)
763
00:57:18,309 --> 00:57:20,395
♪ ♪
764
00:57:35,243 --> 00:57:37,328
♪ ♪
765
00:57:51,301 --> 00:57:53,386
♪ ♪
766
00:58:07,275 --> 00:58:09,360
♪ ♪
767
00:58:23,249 --> 00:58:25,376
♪ ♪
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