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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:27,397 --> 00:00:32,397 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 2 00:00:32,487 --> 00:00:35,185 [car accelerating] 3 00:00:35,229 --> 00:00:36,578 [tires screeching] 4 00:00:36,622 --> 00:00:38,188 [crash] 5 00:00:40,452 --> 00:00:42,671 [electric buzzing] 6 00:00:49,852 --> 00:00:52,115 [heartbeat thumping] 7 00:00:54,944 --> 00:00:56,946 [gasping] 8 00:01:41,513 --> 00:01:43,471 [chattering on TV] 9 00:01:47,736 --> 00:01:49,912 [heartbeat continues] 10 00:01:54,264 --> 00:01:56,005 Welcome back to the world of the living. 11 00:01:56,049 --> 00:01:58,530 [TV chattering continues] 12 00:02:02,055 --> 00:02:04,710 - [indistinct PA announcement] - So? 13 00:02:06,625 --> 00:02:10,846 [echoing] Good morning, Tessa. I'm Dr. Sarkisian. 14 00:02:10,890 --> 00:02:13,327 You've been in a very bad car accident. 15 00:02:13,370 --> 00:02:15,938 You ruptured your heart due to trauma, 16 00:02:15,982 --> 00:02:19,028 which we were forced to repair surgically. 17 00:02:20,552 --> 00:02:21,727 Tessa? 18 00:02:21,770 --> 00:02:25,121 [laughter, chattering on TV] 19 00:02:30,475 --> 00:02:32,912 [seagulls squawking] 20 00:02:39,092 --> 00:02:41,529 [ship horn blows in distance] 21 00:03:07,816 --> 00:03:10,079 [dishes clattering] 22 00:03:12,342 --> 00:03:13,866 Morning. 23 00:03:14,606 --> 00:03:17,173 - Morning. - I made pancakes. 24 00:03:17,217 --> 00:03:20,263 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm gonna go shoot photos. 25 00:03:20,307 --> 00:03:21,917 Oh, it's so cold outside. 26 00:03:21,961 --> 00:03:24,441 Yeah, I just don't want to miss the morning light. 27 00:03:24,485 --> 00:03:28,620 Well, maybe when you're back, we could do a little research for colleges. 28 00:03:28,663 --> 00:03:30,230 All right. Bye. 29 00:03:31,361 --> 00:03:33,712 ["Teenage Headache Dreams" playing] 30 00:03:36,018 --> 00:03:37,846 She hides behind that camera. 31 00:03:39,282 --> 00:03:41,197 She's not taken a single picture of us. 32 00:03:41,241 --> 00:03:43,504 You're too pretty. You'd break her lens. 33 00:03:44,113 --> 00:03:46,638 Hey, I told you. You've gotta let her come to you. 34 00:03:46,681 --> 00:03:50,337 - It's been a year. - Signing a piece of paper doesn't make us her parents. 35 00:03:50,380 --> 00:03:51,599 Actually it does. 36 00:03:51,643 --> 00:03:54,863 ♪ I want to be free ♪ 37 00:03:57,126 --> 00:04:00,608 ♪ Remember how We used to be? ♪ 38 00:04:02,871 --> 00:04:06,353 ♪ Sit at home and dream ♪ 39 00:04:07,920 --> 00:04:10,792 ♪ Stare at each other Like TV ♪ 40 00:04:10,836 --> 00:04:12,098 [shutter clicks] 41 00:04:13,969 --> 00:04:17,320 ♪ Teenage headache dreams ♪ 42 00:04:19,148 --> 00:04:22,369 ♪ Come back to me at night ♪ 43 00:04:22,412 --> 00:04:26,373 ♪ And try as though I might To live for now ♪ 44 00:04:32,118 --> 00:04:35,817 ♪ Teenage headache dreams ♪ 45 00:04:37,079 --> 00:04:40,213 ♪ Seems like The good time's over ♪ 46 00:04:40,256 --> 00:04:44,434 ♪ But nothing's really Over anymore ♪ 47 00:04:48,047 --> 00:04:50,310 ♪ Just take control ♪ 48 00:04:52,355 --> 00:04:56,403 ♪ I want to be free ♪ 49 00:04:57,839 --> 00:05:01,408 ♪ Romanticize reality ♪ 50 00:05:03,323 --> 00:05:07,762 ♪ Reminds me what it means ♪ 51 00:05:08,502 --> 00:05:12,332 ♪ To be me ♪ 52 00:05:14,769 --> 00:05:19,905 ♪ Teenage headache dreams ♪ 53 00:05:19,948 --> 00:05:22,821 ♪ I'll give up on the fight ♪ 54 00:05:22,864 --> 00:05:27,347 ♪ To try as though I'd like To leave the moment ♪ 55 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:32,918 ♪ I don't know how ♪ 56 00:05:37,052 --> 00:05:42,275 ♪ Teenage headache dreams ♪ 57 00:05:42,318 --> 00:05:46,888 ♪ Up all night Oh, back again ♪ 58 00:05:51,850 --> 00:05:53,329 You open, Sherman? 59 00:05:53,373 --> 00:05:55,244 I am for you, Tessa. 60 00:05:55,984 --> 00:05:57,943 Um, I think I'm a little short. 61 00:05:57,986 --> 00:06:01,686 That's no crime. I'm only 5'6". 62 00:06:02,948 --> 00:06:04,689 Enjoy the show. 63 00:06:15,917 --> 00:06:19,007 [instrumental music playing on screen] 64 00:06:37,809 --> 00:06:40,768 [people shouting] 65 00:06:40,812 --> 00:06:43,075 [alarm ringing] 66 00:06:47,949 --> 00:06:51,213 [Zorg speaking French] 67 00:06:55,174 --> 00:06:57,785 Sherman, where are the subtitles? 68 00:07:09,797 --> 00:07:11,756 You watch. I'll translate. 69 00:07:21,069 --> 00:07:22,723 [speaking French] 70 00:07:22,767 --> 00:07:25,247 "It's the first time we've met in daylight." 71 00:07:26,031 --> 00:07:27,032 [speaking French] 72 00:07:27,075 --> 00:07:28,685 "But you're very early." 73 00:07:28,729 --> 00:07:31,253 I think I'm just gonna go tell the theater owner. 74 00:07:32,037 --> 00:07:35,692 I mean, there's nothing he can do about it. They obviously sent him the wrong print. 75 00:07:35,736 --> 00:07:37,651 I can get my money back. 76 00:07:38,870 --> 00:07:42,221 I've seen this film before. I don't think you want to miss it. 77 00:07:42,874 --> 00:07:44,005 Does it have a happy ending? 78 00:07:44,049 --> 00:07:47,400 No. Definitely not. 79 00:07:49,402 --> 00:07:51,360 Okay. Then I'll say. 80 00:07:53,798 --> 00:07:55,582 [speaking French] 81 00:07:55,625 --> 00:07:57,453 "You gonna eat all that chili by yourself? 82 00:07:58,628 --> 00:08:00,935 In this heat, you're mad." 83 00:08:00,979 --> 00:08:02,545 [Zorg speaking French] 84 00:08:02,589 --> 00:08:05,635 "I eat chili no matter how hot it is, Betty." 85 00:08:05,679 --> 00:08:09,726 - [both speaking French] - "Those bastards." "What?" 86 00:08:12,904 --> 00:08:14,427 "Never mind. Kiss me." 87 00:08:17,169 --> 00:08:18,735 [Betty speaking French] 88 00:08:18,779 --> 00:08:21,521 "Those bastards. How could they do this to you?" 89 00:08:36,536 --> 00:08:39,844 [continues translating, indistinct] 90 00:09:41,209 --> 00:09:44,996 I'm sorry. How long was I doing that? 91 00:09:45,039 --> 00:09:47,433 I lost feeling about an hour ago, 92 00:09:47,476 --> 00:09:49,391 - so I'm not sure. - Why didn't you say something? 93 00:09:49,435 --> 00:09:53,134 Um, the movie is a bit of a downer, so... 94 00:09:53,874 --> 00:09:56,442 It's a love story. [sniffles] 95 00:09:56,485 --> 00:10:00,098 I mean, not all love stories are downers. 96 00:10:00,707 --> 00:10:02,187 All the good ones are. 97 00:10:03,057 --> 00:10:05,973 Romeo and Juliet, Anna Karenina, 98 00:10:06,017 --> 00:10:08,193 - The English Patient. - Mm-hmm. 99 00:10:08,236 --> 00:10:11,152 I think it's the ending of a relationship, 100 00:10:11,196 --> 00:10:14,025 that's what makes a love story so memorable. 101 00:10:14,634 --> 00:10:16,723 What about Pride and Prejudice? 102 00:10:16,766 --> 00:10:19,900 Jane Eyre? Those both have happy endings. 103 00:10:19,944 --> 00:10:23,860 That's only because the writer chose to end their love stories prematurely. 104 00:10:24,557 --> 00:10:28,387 Wow. That is a really interesting way 105 00:10:28,430 --> 00:10:31,042 of not admitting you're wrong. 106 00:10:31,085 --> 00:10:33,827 [laughing] 107 00:10:33,870 --> 00:10:36,525 Come on! Okay. Picture this. 108 00:10:36,569 --> 00:10:41,052 Picture that Leonardo DiCaprio didn't die at the end of Titanic. 109 00:10:41,095 --> 00:10:43,576 - Do I have to? Oof. - You have to. 110 00:10:43,619 --> 00:10:47,710 Jack Dawson is a jobless, penniless gambler, 111 00:10:47,754 --> 00:10:51,540 who possessed, at best, marginal artistic talent. 112 00:10:51,584 --> 00:10:53,978 - He saved Rose's life. - Right, of course. 113 00:10:54,021 --> 00:10:59,026 But he also love-bombed her and stole her away from her fiancé. 114 00:10:59,070 --> 00:11:03,335 And poor Rose was just so hypnotized by that steamy car sex, 115 00:11:03,378 --> 00:11:09,428 that she really thought that he'd give her a life of passionate adventure? 116 00:11:10,777 --> 00:11:17,827 Please, come on. That's a life of abject poverty and dehumanizing infidelity. 117 00:11:20,091 --> 00:11:24,269 Titanic 2. If you thought part one was a disaster... 118 00:11:30,057 --> 00:11:32,146 Oh, my gosh. 119 00:11:35,236 --> 00:11:36,585 [clears throat] 120 00:11:37,673 --> 00:11:39,023 - I... - [Sherman] Time to go! 121 00:11:40,111 --> 00:11:43,940 Jesus, this guy is getting a one-star review, for sure. 122 00:11:44,985 --> 00:11:49,120 So, um, how did you get so good at speaking French? 123 00:11:49,163 --> 00:11:52,166 My dad is a foreign languages professor. 124 00:11:52,210 --> 00:11:56,953 So by the time I was 12, he had me fluent in French, Spanish, and Italian. 125 00:11:56,997 --> 00:11:58,912 Oh! Oh, my gosh. 126 00:11:58,955 --> 00:12:03,177 If I could just read Dante's Inferno in the original Italian, 127 00:12:03,221 --> 00:12:06,528 - my life would be complete, I think. - I get that a lot. 128 00:12:06,572 --> 00:12:10,054 - Really? - No. No, I've never gotten that before. 129 00:12:15,146 --> 00:12:18,366 That's some pretty old gear you got there. You don't shoot digital? 130 00:12:18,410 --> 00:12:21,891 No, I don't. I get a much higher dynamic range on film. 131 00:12:22,805 --> 00:12:27,245 Plus, I'm also kind of addicted to the smell of the developing chemicals. 132 00:12:27,288 --> 00:12:29,725 The fumes make me a little delirious. [laughs] 133 00:12:29,769 --> 00:12:32,250 Kind of like what your eyes are doing to me right now. 134 00:12:33,164 --> 00:12:34,730 Ooh. 135 00:12:34,774 --> 00:12:36,123 That... 136 00:12:36,167 --> 00:12:37,777 [both chuckle] 137 00:12:37,820 --> 00:12:40,258 - That was really cheesy. - No, no. 138 00:12:40,301 --> 00:12:42,825 It was... It was... 139 00:12:42,869 --> 00:12:44,653 a little cheesy, yeah. 140 00:12:45,524 --> 00:12:48,614 It sounded perfect in my head. 141 00:12:48,657 --> 00:12:52,183 - Oh, okay. Then let me imagine that for a sec, okay. - Okay. 142 00:12:53,271 --> 00:12:55,969 - Still bad? - It's worse, actually. 143 00:12:56,012 --> 00:12:57,797 Somehow, I don't know. 144 00:12:59,103 --> 00:13:00,756 - [door opens] - [exhales] 145 00:13:03,455 --> 00:13:06,066 Um, I should probably... 146 00:13:06,110 --> 00:13:07,633 Yeah, me too. 147 00:13:10,375 --> 00:13:13,639 Um, thank you for letting me 148 00:13:13,682 --> 00:13:17,904 whisper in your ear for three hours. 149 00:13:17,947 --> 00:13:19,297 You are welcome. 150 00:13:35,530 --> 00:13:37,053 - Skylar. - What? 151 00:13:37,097 --> 00:13:39,404 My name is... It's Skylar. 152 00:13:39,447 --> 00:13:41,014 I'm Tessa. 153 00:13:41,710 --> 00:13:44,191 Maybe I'll see you here again sometime. 154 00:13:44,887 --> 00:13:45,932 Yeah, I'd like that. 155 00:13:51,242 --> 00:13:52,243 [sighs] 156 00:13:52,286 --> 00:13:53,853 Oh! My jacket. 157 00:14:26,973 --> 00:14:28,975 [seagulls squawking] 158 00:14:29,018 --> 00:14:31,412 [shutter clicking] 159 00:14:32,457 --> 00:14:35,199 [clock ticking] 160 00:14:38,985 --> 00:14:41,030 [ticking slows, distorts] 161 00:14:53,260 --> 00:14:56,611 Sky. You're alive! 162 00:15:03,052 --> 00:15:05,794 [heartbeat thumping] 163 00:15:11,974 --> 00:15:13,889 Come on. I want to show you something. 164 00:15:15,848 --> 00:15:17,806 [lights humming] 165 00:15:32,821 --> 00:15:34,258 Sky! 166 00:15:34,954 --> 00:15:36,869 Bad dream. 167 00:15:40,264 --> 00:15:41,482 You called out his name. 168 00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:45,573 It's called a visitation dream. We see lots of 'em around here. 169 00:15:45,617 --> 00:15:47,923 It's all part of the grieving process. 170 00:15:48,576 --> 00:15:50,883 I know. It just felt like Skylar was really here. 171 00:15:50,926 --> 00:15:54,495 - Doris would love to hear about that. - Who's Doris? 172 00:15:54,539 --> 00:15:58,238 - A patient writing a book on the afterlife. - Okay. 173 00:15:58,282 --> 00:16:01,197 The other day, she offered to read my aura. 174 00:16:01,241 --> 00:16:02,808 I politely declined. 175 00:16:05,376 --> 00:16:08,640 - What is that? - Your belongings from the crash. 176 00:16:08,683 --> 00:16:10,859 They closed the accident report already? 177 00:16:10,903 --> 00:16:13,558 Well, neither driver had drugs or alcohol in their system. 178 00:16:13,601 --> 00:16:15,603 That's usually the end of it. 179 00:16:16,125 --> 00:16:18,214 They never even interviewed me. 180 00:16:19,303 --> 00:16:22,610 You said you didn't remember anything about the accident? 181 00:16:25,004 --> 00:16:28,355 - I don't. - Maybe that's for the best. 182 00:16:47,896 --> 00:16:49,768 [Dr. Sarkisian] I'm very encouraged, Tessa. 183 00:16:49,811 --> 00:16:51,291 The scan shows your right ventricle 184 00:16:51,335 --> 00:16:53,293 is functioning quite well, despite the tear. 185 00:16:53,337 --> 00:16:55,295 Finally, some good news. 186 00:16:55,339 --> 00:16:57,253 It is more than good. 187 00:16:57,297 --> 00:17:00,344 Ninety-nine out of 100 with this same injury die on my table. 188 00:17:00,387 --> 00:17:01,736 I did die. 189 00:17:01,780 --> 00:17:03,738 Only for a short time. 190 00:17:04,913 --> 00:17:06,741 I could see Skylar. 191 00:17:07,655 --> 00:17:10,876 Like, he was in this... this crazy white light. 192 00:17:10,919 --> 00:17:13,226 What is that? Was she, you know, hallucinating? 193 00:17:13,269 --> 00:17:15,359 When the body undergoes severe trauma... 194 00:17:15,402 --> 00:17:17,752 - [heartbeat thumping] - ...the hypothalamus can flood the brain 195 00:17:17,796 --> 00:17:20,712 - with pain relieving endorphins. - [Vickie] So when can we take her home? 196 00:17:20,755 --> 00:17:24,846 [Dr. Sarkisian] End of the week. Tessa needs to be extremely careful these next few months. 197 00:17:24,890 --> 00:17:26,805 Any chest pains or shortness of breath, 198 00:17:26,848 --> 00:17:30,286 you call 911 immediately. Understand? 199 00:17:30,330 --> 00:17:32,550 [shower running] 200 00:17:33,333 --> 00:17:35,553 [heartbeat thumping] 201 00:18:02,014 --> 00:18:04,059 [crying] 202 00:18:13,678 --> 00:18:15,941 [crying continues] 203 00:18:16,681 --> 00:18:18,639 [knocking on door] 204 00:18:23,470 --> 00:18:26,691 Jazz? Just give me a second. 205 00:18:29,476 --> 00:18:30,695 Jazz? 206 00:18:39,312 --> 00:18:41,532 [electrical crackling] 207 00:18:44,360 --> 00:18:46,493 [phone chimes, buzzes] 208 00:19:12,214 --> 00:19:14,826 [Skylar] You watch, I'll translate. 209 00:19:24,052 --> 00:19:26,490 [indistinct PA announcement] 210 00:19:38,545 --> 00:19:41,592 Hi, excuse me. Are you Doris? 211 00:19:41,635 --> 00:19:46,031 [exhales] I am going to take a wild guess here. 212 00:19:47,249 --> 00:19:53,386 Room B424, girl with the broken heart? 213 00:19:53,429 --> 00:19:57,042 [laughing] Relax. 214 00:19:57,085 --> 00:19:58,043 I'm not psychic. 215 00:19:58,696 --> 00:20:01,525 - Jasmine told me you might come looking for me. - Oh. 216 00:20:03,570 --> 00:20:04,963 My condolences. 217 00:20:05,006 --> 00:20:06,660 Thank you. 218 00:20:06,704 --> 00:20:08,314 Are your hands injured? 219 00:20:08,357 --> 00:20:09,402 Excuse me? 220 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:12,971 From the accident. Did you hurt your hands at all? 221 00:20:13,014 --> 00:20:16,104 - No, why? - Ta-da! Huh? 222 00:20:16,148 --> 00:20:19,238 Oh, come on. Come on. [chuckles] 223 00:20:20,935 --> 00:20:23,329 So, what is your book about? 224 00:20:23,372 --> 00:20:25,853 It's about ADC's. 225 00:20:25,897 --> 00:20:27,899 After Death Communication. 226 00:20:28,856 --> 00:20:32,643 Okay, so you believe that dead people can contact us? 227 00:20:32,686 --> 00:20:35,471 Along with billions of other people 228 00:20:35,515 --> 00:20:39,171 from faiths that span the globe. 229 00:20:40,607 --> 00:20:43,958 Sometimes, the departed, 230 00:20:44,002 --> 00:20:48,136 they call out to us in voice. 231 00:20:48,615 --> 00:20:55,274 And other times, we can smell their cologne or perfume in the air. 232 00:20:56,667 --> 00:21:00,975 No matter how they communicate, the message is the same. 233 00:21:01,802 --> 00:21:03,804 "I'm still here. 234 00:21:03,848 --> 00:21:06,459 And your grief, like a beacon, 235 00:21:06,502 --> 00:21:08,243 calls me to your side." 236 00:21:09,854 --> 00:21:12,987 And when the separation has been traumatic, 237 00:21:13,031 --> 00:21:15,207 like with you and your boyfriend, 238 00:21:15,250 --> 00:21:18,253 there's often unfinished business. 239 00:21:19,603 --> 00:21:21,039 Like regrets or something? 240 00:21:21,082 --> 00:21:25,434 Like things left undone or unsaid. 241 00:21:25,478 --> 00:21:27,132 - [door opens] - [Vickie] Tessa. 242 00:21:27,175 --> 00:21:29,308 We signed you out. It's time to go. 243 00:21:30,701 --> 00:21:32,354 He's in the in-between. 244 00:21:32,398 --> 00:21:35,575 But he won't be there for long, a few weeks at most. 245 00:21:35,619 --> 00:21:37,316 And when he moves on... 246 00:21:38,752 --> 00:21:40,667 he's gone for good. 247 00:21:40,711 --> 00:21:43,365 - I gotta go. - Oh, wait, wait. 248 00:21:43,409 --> 00:21:45,977 Here, take this. It's my first book. 249 00:21:46,020 --> 00:21:48,240 - It's a good place to start. - That's okay. 250 00:21:49,023 --> 00:21:50,982 He's reaching out to you. 251 00:21:52,766 --> 00:21:53,985 Reach back. 252 00:21:55,639 --> 00:21:57,379 It's too late for that. 253 00:22:10,741 --> 00:22:12,220 [teacher] Tessa, you're up. 254 00:22:13,918 --> 00:22:15,876 [clears throat] 255 00:22:27,105 --> 00:22:30,717 Um, this is a photo that I took back in February. 256 00:22:30,761 --> 00:22:34,199 Is that how you spend your free time, taking pictures of trees? 257 00:22:35,417 --> 00:22:37,724 Well, it's actually not a tree, asshole. 258 00:22:37,768 --> 00:22:39,421 - [class laughs] - It's a cell phone tower, 259 00:22:39,465 --> 00:22:40,901 disguised as a tree. 260 00:22:42,555 --> 00:22:46,733 It is an allegory for the artificiality of modern life. 261 00:22:46,777 --> 00:22:49,127 [school bell rings] 262 00:22:51,869 --> 00:22:53,566 It's a lovely photo, Tessa. 263 00:22:53,609 --> 00:22:55,960 Your technical skills have taken huge leaps this year. 264 00:22:56,003 --> 00:22:58,092 - Oh, thank you. - I know you're still a junior, 265 00:22:58,136 --> 00:23:01,487 but I think you have a good shot of getting into the Rhode Island School of Design. 266 00:23:01,530 --> 00:23:03,576 I'd be happy to write you a letter of recommendation. 267 00:23:03,619 --> 00:23:06,187 Thank you. I just... My work's not ready for that yet. 268 00:23:06,231 --> 00:23:09,060 Oh? What do you feel is missing? 269 00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:11,149 Just like a point of view. 270 00:23:11,192 --> 00:23:13,238 You know, something to say that's my own. 271 00:23:13,281 --> 00:23:16,937 Well, maybe it's time for your subject matter to evolve. 272 00:23:16,981 --> 00:23:20,288 After all, there is something notably missing from all your photos. 273 00:23:20,332 --> 00:23:21,899 Yeah, I know. Color. 274 00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:24,553 No. People. 275 00:23:25,424 --> 00:23:27,774 You know, Tessa, before an artist can find her voice, 276 00:23:27,818 --> 00:23:30,037 she has to find a subject she loves. 277 00:23:31,082 --> 00:23:33,084 Who or what do you love, Tessa? 278 00:23:34,085 --> 00:23:36,348 ["Closer" playing] 279 00:23:45,574 --> 00:23:46,924 [Skylar] I should probably... 280 00:23:46,967 --> 00:23:48,577 Yeah, me too. 281 00:23:54,627 --> 00:23:57,586 ♪ Love like this Don't come often ♪ 282 00:23:57,630 --> 00:24:00,067 ♪ So I'll just Keep on talking ♪ 283 00:24:00,111 --> 00:24:04,028 ♪ I've been dancing in circles Hoping you'd fall ♪ 284 00:24:04,071 --> 00:24:06,857 ♪ I'm so fixed on your lips ♪ 285 00:24:06,900 --> 00:24:09,250 ♪ Time feels so frozen ♪ 286 00:24:09,294 --> 00:24:13,341 ♪ And I never want To press play ♪ 287 00:24:13,994 --> 00:24:17,650 ♪ So come a little closer ♪ 288 00:24:17,693 --> 00:24:20,087 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 289 00:24:20,131 --> 00:24:23,003 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 290 00:24:25,179 --> 00:24:27,747 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 291 00:24:27,791 --> 00:24:30,228 ♪ Don't be shy ♪ 292 00:24:30,271 --> 00:24:32,491 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 293 00:24:32,534 --> 00:24:37,452 ♪ Let's get older tonight ♪ 294 00:24:38,453 --> 00:24:42,457 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 295 00:24:52,990 --> 00:24:55,427 Hey, okay. What do you think? 296 00:24:56,341 --> 00:24:59,213 - Red? - Noisy colors are trendy. 297 00:24:59,910 --> 00:25:04,088 I don't know. I feel like you're kind of taking advantage of your dad's niceness. 298 00:25:04,131 --> 00:25:06,873 Of course, I am. My dad is putty when I get straight A's. 299 00:25:06,917 --> 00:25:08,483 Hey, yo, Tess! 300 00:25:09,441 --> 00:25:12,313 - Hi, Cortez. - Hey, uh, do you have plans this weekend? 301 00:25:12,357 --> 00:25:16,840 As it happens, I actually work as Tessa's full-time scheduler, 302 00:25:16,883 --> 00:25:20,669 so I can say, with absolute authority, that she does not have any plans 303 00:25:20,713 --> 00:25:22,802 - this weekend. - What are you saying? What are you doing? 304 00:25:22,846 --> 00:25:25,065 Well, the final crew meet of the season is this Saturday. 305 00:25:25,109 --> 00:25:28,025 I was kind of wondering if you 'd come out and take some photos. 306 00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:31,550 Uh, sorry. I don't really do sports photography. 307 00:25:31,593 --> 00:25:34,901 But if you glue a selfie stick to your forehead, it might be the same thing. 308 00:25:34,945 --> 00:25:36,642 Will Judd be there? 309 00:25:37,773 --> 00:25:41,777 Well, wherever I go, my rowing partner goes, so... 310 00:25:41,821 --> 00:25:43,257 Then we'll be there. 311 00:25:43,867 --> 00:25:45,433 "We" will be there? 312 00:25:45,477 --> 00:25:47,522 I'll be there as your photo assistant, remember? 313 00:25:47,566 --> 00:25:48,828 I'm her photo assistant. 314 00:25:48,872 --> 00:25:51,004 Well, the first race starts at 6:30. 315 00:25:51,048 --> 00:25:54,138 In the morning? He didn't mean morning, did he? 316 00:25:54,181 --> 00:25:55,400 [Tessa] Yup, he did. 317 00:26:04,844 --> 00:26:08,108 [spectators cheering] 318 00:26:09,631 --> 00:26:11,633 Do you think Judd can see me from here? 319 00:26:12,373 --> 00:26:15,159 - Hey! - You are fired. Give me this. 320 00:26:15,202 --> 00:26:17,901 Assistanting is not my thing. My bad. 321 00:26:17,944 --> 00:26:20,512 You were the one who dragged me out here. So behave, please. 322 00:26:20,555 --> 00:26:22,601 [announcer] Racers, starting positions. 323 00:26:22,644 --> 00:26:24,255 Ready your marks. 324 00:26:26,953 --> 00:26:28,302 Row! 325 00:26:28,346 --> 00:26:31,392 - [air horn blows] - [rowers grunting] 326 00:27:23,967 --> 00:27:26,360 [heartbeat thumping] 327 00:28:04,877 --> 00:28:07,227 [air horn blowing] 328 00:28:07,271 --> 00:28:08,750 [spectators cheering] 329 00:28:08,794 --> 00:28:11,666 - Whoo! Whoo! - Yeah! 330 00:28:16,019 --> 00:28:17,890 - [both laughing] - Yes! 331 00:28:17,933 --> 00:28:19,457 Whoo! 332 00:28:22,155 --> 00:28:23,983 [Shannon] You never said he was hot. 333 00:28:24,505 --> 00:28:27,813 - Yes, I did. - No, you said he was cute. 334 00:28:27,856 --> 00:28:33,079 Emojis are cute. That guy is like melting my sunglasses, Tess. 335 00:28:34,602 --> 00:28:36,691 - I think I'm gonna go. - Are you crazy? 336 00:28:37,344 --> 00:28:40,869 You've been obsessed about this guy for like months, and you're just gonna ditch? 337 00:28:40,913 --> 00:28:44,569 - I don't know what to say to him. - "Hold me." 338 00:28:44,612 --> 00:28:46,745 He just won the race. Congratulate him. 339 00:28:47,659 --> 00:28:48,703 Okay. 340 00:28:50,923 --> 00:28:52,403 Can I put this on my Story? 341 00:28:52,446 --> 00:28:54,666 If you wanna die. 342 00:29:08,375 --> 00:29:10,943 Tessa! Hey... Oh! 343 00:29:10,986 --> 00:29:13,424 - Oh, my God! Sorry. - Whoa, whoa! 344 00:29:13,467 --> 00:29:17,428 My legs are always Jell-O after races. 345 00:29:17,471 --> 00:29:20,953 I can't believe that you're a... 346 00:29:20,996 --> 00:29:22,302 A jock? 347 00:29:22,346 --> 00:29:24,130 A jock, yeah! 348 00:29:24,174 --> 00:29:27,090 Jocks don't speak Spanish, French and Italian. 349 00:29:27,133 --> 00:29:29,396 - Hey, this one does. - Well, they definitely don't read 350 00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:32,007 Jane Austin and Emily Brontë. 351 00:29:32,051 --> 00:29:35,272 - I have a thing for happy endings. - Skylar! 352 00:29:35,315 --> 00:29:37,622 Oh, shit. Here we go. Um... 353 00:29:40,233 --> 00:29:43,018 That is what I call a finish. 354 00:29:43,062 --> 00:29:44,237 Thanks, Mom. 355 00:29:45,151 --> 00:29:47,197 - Um... - Movie theater girl. 356 00:29:48,198 --> 00:29:50,200 - Her name is Tessa. - How did you... 357 00:29:50,243 --> 00:29:53,855 The blue eyes. Skylar went on and on about them. 358 00:29:53,899 --> 00:29:57,729 Wow, Mom! Does anyone see a deep, dark hole I can crawl into? 359 00:29:57,772 --> 00:30:00,035 [Leigh] You know, he spent weeks searching for you on the Internet. 360 00:30:00,079 --> 00:30:02,734 - Mom... - [Leigh] And he couldn't find a thing about you. 361 00:30:02,777 --> 00:30:04,866 - Well, that is by design. - [phone ringing] 362 00:30:04,910 --> 00:30:06,825 Told you. She's analog. Like me. 363 00:30:06,868 --> 00:30:09,828 [sighs] Your father is driving me crazy. 364 00:30:09,871 --> 00:30:12,396 Talk to him, Mom. Tell him... Tell him I won. 365 00:30:12,439 --> 00:30:16,574 No. You can talk to him yourself later. Are you going to be heading back to Edison tonight? 366 00:30:16,617 --> 00:30:20,621 No, I'm gonna be staying at Grandpa Mike's. Um... 367 00:30:20,665 --> 00:30:26,192 But first, I was gonna see if Tessa maybe wanted to go... 368 00:30:26,236 --> 00:30:27,498 Chill out and hang? 369 00:30:27,541 --> 00:30:29,195 [softly] Oh, my God. 370 00:30:29,239 --> 00:30:31,241 Movie theater girl would love 371 00:30:31,284 --> 00:30:34,244 - to chill out and hang. - [Leigh chuckles] 372 00:30:34,287 --> 00:30:35,854 - All right. Bye. - Thanks. 373 00:30:35,897 --> 00:30:38,552 - [footsteps departing] - Thank you, Mom. 374 00:30:38,596 --> 00:30:41,207 That's my mom. She does, uh, parties. 375 00:30:41,251 --> 00:30:43,688 [laughs] 376 00:30:46,212 --> 00:30:47,474 [horn honks] 377 00:30:58,181 --> 00:30:59,878 I can put the top up if you want. 378 00:30:59,921 --> 00:31:03,229 [laughing] No, it's okay. It feels really good. 379 00:31:07,712 --> 00:31:10,236 [sighs] You look amazing. 380 00:31:11,106 --> 00:31:13,631 Say it in French. 381 00:31:14,849 --> 00:31:16,547 [speaking French] 382 00:31:18,157 --> 00:31:19,680 You too. 383 00:31:21,247 --> 00:31:22,596 Um... 384 00:31:23,423 --> 00:31:25,773 You don't have a girlfriend, do you? 385 00:31:25,817 --> 00:31:28,428 No. Not since the eighth grade. Why? 386 00:31:29,081 --> 00:31:31,214 This kinda looks like you. 387 00:31:31,257 --> 00:31:33,041 [laughs] No. That is, uh... 388 00:31:33,085 --> 00:31:36,828 - That's my mom and dad when they were teenagers. - Oh! 389 00:31:36,871 --> 00:31:39,700 Yeah, this is actually the same Jeep that my grandpa 390 00:31:39,744 --> 00:31:42,094 bought my mom for her 18th birthday. 391 00:31:42,747 --> 00:31:44,836 You can actually see it behind them in the photo. 392 00:31:44,879 --> 00:31:48,274 Oh, yeah! They're so cute. They look so in love. 393 00:31:48,318 --> 00:31:50,537 - Yeah, they were. - "They were"? 394 00:31:50,581 --> 00:31:52,409 Are. They are. 395 00:31:52,452 --> 00:31:55,455 My dad's just living and teaching in Oregon right now. 396 00:31:56,369 --> 00:32:00,286 That's pretty far. Are they, like, taking a break or something? 397 00:32:00,330 --> 00:32:01,722 No. 398 00:32:03,376 --> 00:32:07,641 They're gonna be fine. They talk almost every day, so... 399 00:32:12,167 --> 00:32:13,473 Some music. 400 00:32:13,517 --> 00:32:15,475 - Whoa! - If you wanna take a look. 401 00:32:17,260 --> 00:32:18,696 [gasps] What? 402 00:32:19,566 --> 00:32:23,048 Yeah, it's my mom's entire high school playlist. 403 00:32:23,091 --> 00:32:25,920 New Order. Cake. Bush. 404 00:32:25,964 --> 00:32:27,313 Echo and the Bunnymen. 405 00:32:27,357 --> 00:32:28,923 Your mom's like my new bestie. 406 00:32:36,366 --> 00:32:37,584 Your dad made her a mix tape? 407 00:32:37,628 --> 00:32:39,412 Yes, he did. 408 00:32:41,588 --> 00:32:42,894 Can I play it? 409 00:32:49,683 --> 00:32:51,946 - It's the other way. - [both chuckle] 410 00:32:54,427 --> 00:32:57,604 - It's okay. I won't tell the '80s police. - Shut up. 411 00:32:57,648 --> 00:33:02,740 ♪ Don't ask me What you know is true ♪ 412 00:33:03,697 --> 00:33:06,657 ♪ Don't have to tell you ♪ 413 00:33:08,006 --> 00:33:12,140 ♪ I love your precious heart ♪ 414 00:33:12,184 --> 00:33:13,881 ♪ I ♪ 415 00:33:15,361 --> 00:33:17,711 ♪ I was standing ♪ 416 00:33:18,886 --> 00:33:21,062 ♪ You were there ♪ 417 00:33:21,976 --> 00:33:25,110 ♪ Two worlds collided ♪ 418 00:33:25,806 --> 00:33:30,594 ♪ And they could never Tear us apart ♪ 419 00:33:30,637 --> 00:33:33,988 I have spent every summer of my life down here with my grandfather. 420 00:33:34,032 --> 00:33:35,860 How have I never heard of this place? 421 00:33:35,903 --> 00:33:38,079 Well, that's my favorite part about taking photos. 422 00:33:38,123 --> 00:33:42,214 It's like you just stumble and wander and find places like this. 423 00:33:42,257 --> 00:33:46,784 Right. But what... what drew you to this spot specifically? 424 00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:48,742 The view. 425 00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:51,702 That view. 426 00:33:51,745 --> 00:33:53,225 [seagulls squawking] 427 00:33:53,268 --> 00:33:55,096 It was called The Empyrean. 428 00:33:55,140 --> 00:33:58,665 It was a honeymooners' resort back in the '60s. 429 00:33:58,709 --> 00:34:01,799 It's so surreal. It's unbelievable. 430 00:34:03,670 --> 00:34:04,976 You've gone in there? 431 00:34:06,020 --> 00:34:07,065 Unarmed? 432 00:34:08,022 --> 00:34:09,850 I'll do anything for a great photo. 433 00:34:12,157 --> 00:34:13,811 "Empyrean"? 434 00:34:14,681 --> 00:34:16,509 That's where Dante meets God, right? 435 00:34:16,553 --> 00:34:19,599 Highest of all heavens. A place of pure love. 436 00:34:19,643 --> 00:34:24,430 Look at it. If that's not a metaphor for love, then I don't know what is. 437 00:34:26,127 --> 00:34:27,825 Can I see your photos? 438 00:34:29,217 --> 00:34:32,003 They're not on my phone. I don't shoot digital, remember? 439 00:34:32,743 --> 00:34:34,222 Well, how do people see your work? 440 00:34:34,701 --> 00:34:38,270 I don't show it, unless I have to for class. 441 00:34:38,313 --> 00:34:39,793 How come? 442 00:34:39,837 --> 00:34:41,752 'Cause I'm not good enough yet. 443 00:34:41,795 --> 00:34:43,884 I find that seriously difficult to believe. 444 00:34:45,277 --> 00:34:49,150 Okay, so if you won't show me your photos, 445 00:34:50,500 --> 00:34:52,589 - maybe you can give me a tour. - Of The Empyrean? 446 00:34:52,632 --> 00:34:54,678 Yeah, show it to me. 447 00:34:57,245 --> 00:35:00,118 I wanna see it, you know, through your eyes. 448 00:35:00,161 --> 00:35:02,120 ["Never Tear Us Apart" playing] 449 00:35:03,077 --> 00:35:05,340 [both laughing] 450 00:35:05,384 --> 00:35:07,430 ♪ We could live ♪ 451 00:35:08,605 --> 00:35:12,043 ♪ For a thousand years ♪ 452 00:35:12,086 --> 00:35:17,570 ♪ But if I hurt you I'd make wine ♪ 453 00:35:17,614 --> 00:35:19,224 - [tennis ball thwacking] - [both grunting] 454 00:35:19,267 --> 00:35:22,183 ♪ From your tears I told you ♪ 455 00:35:23,663 --> 00:35:26,013 ♪ That we could fly ♪ 456 00:35:27,798 --> 00:35:31,105 ♪ 'Cause we all have wings ♪ 457 00:35:31,715 --> 00:35:36,981 ♪ But some of us Don't know why ♪ 458 00:35:38,896 --> 00:35:41,202 ♪ I was standing ♪ 459 00:35:42,552 --> 00:35:44,031 ♪ You were there ♪ 460 00:35:45,772 --> 00:35:48,645 ♪ Two worlds collided ♪ 461 00:35:49,384 --> 00:35:55,216 ♪ And they could never Ever tear us apart ♪ 462 00:35:55,260 --> 00:35:57,305 [piano keys playing] 463 00:36:07,707 --> 00:36:09,100 Do you know how to waltz? 464 00:36:10,101 --> 00:36:12,930 - No. - Okay, just step back this way. 465 00:36:12,973 --> 00:36:16,107 - Okay. - And then your back foot forward. 466 00:36:17,674 --> 00:36:21,025 And then it's like one, two, three. Straighten your leg. 467 00:36:21,068 --> 00:36:24,985 One, two, three. 468 00:36:25,029 --> 00:36:26,509 Okay. 469 00:36:29,512 --> 00:36:32,340 And then you have to put your chin up and then lead. 470 00:36:32,384 --> 00:36:35,866 Like you don't want to pay any attention to the other person. 471 00:36:35,909 --> 00:36:38,390 - Don't slip. - [both laughing] 472 00:36:39,130 --> 00:36:42,133 ♪ You don't ask me ♪ 473 00:36:42,176 --> 00:36:45,745 - ♪ You were standing ♪ - ♪ You know it's true ♪ 474 00:36:45,789 --> 00:36:48,835 - ♪ I was there ♪ - ♪ Worlds collided ♪ 475 00:36:48,879 --> 00:36:52,883 - ♪ Two worlds collided ♪ - ♪ We're shining through ♪ 476 00:36:52,926 --> 00:36:56,887 ♪ And they could never Tear us apart ♪ 477 00:36:57,801 --> 00:37:00,760 ♪ I ♪ 478 00:37:00,804 --> 00:37:02,849 ♪ I was standing ♪ 479 00:37:04,721 --> 00:37:07,985 Do you want to see what it's like to be inside of a camera? 480 00:37:08,028 --> 00:37:10,117 - Yeah. - Okay. Close the door. 481 00:37:25,045 --> 00:37:27,308 It works just like a camera lens. 482 00:37:27,352 --> 00:37:28,875 I kind of made it myself. 483 00:37:28,919 --> 00:37:30,050 Whoa. 484 00:37:32,226 --> 00:37:33,793 It's beautiful. 485 00:37:34,707 --> 00:37:36,230 Yeah. 486 00:37:36,274 --> 00:37:38,276 [playing harmonica] 487 00:37:46,893 --> 00:37:48,808 I mean, it's pretty good, right? 488 00:37:48,852 --> 00:37:53,073 Ooh, I mean, it's obvious you just haven't been playing that long. 489 00:37:53,552 --> 00:37:56,076 - Just three years. - Oh. 490 00:37:56,773 --> 00:37:58,557 Should have heard me back then. 491 00:37:58,601 --> 00:38:00,603 [both laughing] 492 00:38:07,784 --> 00:38:09,220 Can you hear them? 493 00:38:10,743 --> 00:38:11,962 Hear who? 494 00:38:13,093 --> 00:38:15,792 The ghosts of newlyweds past. 495 00:38:17,358 --> 00:38:19,230 No. What are they saying? 496 00:38:19,796 --> 00:38:23,060 Well, the groom, he's saying... 497 00:38:25,497 --> 00:38:27,325 [in deep voice] Come on, honey. 498 00:38:28,413 --> 00:38:32,156 You've been in the bathroom for two hours now. 499 00:38:32,852 --> 00:38:34,811 It's time to come to bed. You're my wife. 500 00:38:35,986 --> 00:38:38,684 What does the bride say? 501 00:38:39,467 --> 00:38:43,384 Well, the bride is saying, um... 502 00:38:44,908 --> 00:38:47,867 But you haven't even kissed me yet. 503 00:39:30,997 --> 00:39:33,260 - Okay. - You want me to walk you to your door 504 00:39:33,304 --> 00:39:37,308 so your parents don't think I'm a... taxidermist? 505 00:39:37,351 --> 00:39:38,396 What? 506 00:39:39,136 --> 00:39:43,531 Or like someone... a serial killer? 507 00:39:44,054 --> 00:39:47,840 That's okay. Um, they're not my parents, actually. 508 00:39:47,884 --> 00:39:52,932 I, uh... I'm just a genetic stranger that lives under their roof. 509 00:39:53,933 --> 00:39:56,109 "A genetic stranger"? 510 00:39:56,153 --> 00:39:59,286 Yeah, it's, uh... It's a long story. 511 00:40:00,853 --> 00:40:02,115 For another time. 512 00:40:05,815 --> 00:40:07,512 When can I see you again? 513 00:40:08,600 --> 00:40:12,952 Um, well, when are you back in Avalon? 514 00:40:12,996 --> 00:40:14,301 End of the month. 515 00:40:14,345 --> 00:40:16,303 And how long are you gonna be here for? 516 00:40:17,740 --> 00:40:19,393 The whole summer. 517 00:40:20,351 --> 00:40:22,745 I'm staying with my grandpa until I leave for Brown. 518 00:40:22,788 --> 00:40:25,225 You're going to Brown? What? 519 00:40:25,965 --> 00:40:28,315 I just kissed an Ivy League bro? 520 00:40:28,359 --> 00:40:31,318 - [gasps] - [laughs] Your street cred ruined? 521 00:40:31,362 --> 00:40:33,799 Only if you tell me that you're also a lifeguard. 522 00:40:34,321 --> 00:40:35,366 Yeah. 523 00:40:36,671 --> 00:40:38,282 - Are you serious? - Mm-hmm. 524 00:40:38,325 --> 00:40:42,286 About three summers now at Washington Avenue Beach. 525 00:40:42,329 --> 00:40:45,245 No! Why? 526 00:40:52,862 --> 00:40:54,472 - Good night. - Good night. 527 00:41:12,055 --> 00:41:15,841 [heartbeat thumping] 528 00:41:29,855 --> 00:41:31,422 [sniffles] 529 00:41:33,728 --> 00:41:35,948 [continues crying softly] 530 00:41:41,171 --> 00:41:43,738 Do I need to kick this guy's ass? 531 00:41:43,782 --> 00:41:45,218 No, she's just scared. 532 00:41:45,262 --> 00:41:46,263 Why? 533 00:41:46,872 --> 00:41:48,265 Because she likes him. 534 00:41:57,100 --> 00:41:58,928 [shutter clicks] 535 00:42:05,717 --> 00:42:07,501 [Vickie] Tessa? 536 00:42:09,155 --> 00:42:11,897 [footsteps approaching] 537 00:42:12,898 --> 00:42:14,421 Shannon's waiting. 538 00:42:16,815 --> 00:42:18,077 Okay, I'm coming. 539 00:42:25,955 --> 00:42:27,391 Hey, what's that? 540 00:42:28,261 --> 00:42:31,264 That is four A's, one A-minus. 541 00:42:31,308 --> 00:42:32,918 Don't want to talk about it. 542 00:42:32,962 --> 00:42:36,226 I'm gonna tint the windows, so no one knows it's me inside. 543 00:42:36,269 --> 00:42:39,359 Geez, stop whining. It's a car. 544 00:42:39,403 --> 00:42:41,231 So did you call the phone company? 545 00:42:41,884 --> 00:42:43,973 - Yeah. - And? 546 00:42:44,582 --> 00:42:48,891 You were right. They just said that Skylar probably sent the photo before the accident 547 00:42:48,934 --> 00:42:52,633 and then it got stuck in the server or something. 548 00:42:53,896 --> 00:42:59,727 But that doesn't explain why my phone just turned on after it was completely trashed. 549 00:42:59,771 --> 00:43:01,120 Can you explain that? 550 00:43:02,861 --> 00:43:04,036 I can't. No. 551 00:43:05,733 --> 00:43:07,126 [sighs] 552 00:43:08,258 --> 00:43:09,259 Hey. 553 00:43:10,260 --> 00:43:12,218 It's totally normal to read into things. 554 00:43:12,262 --> 00:43:15,047 My mom did the same thing after her sister died. 555 00:43:15,091 --> 00:43:18,311 Every rainbow was a sign. 556 00:43:18,355 --> 00:43:20,966 Every butterfly was a message from heaven. 557 00:43:21,880 --> 00:43:24,013 [door opens] 558 00:43:28,931 --> 00:43:32,108 Meet my computer on wheels. 559 00:43:32,151 --> 00:43:34,240 ♪ Don't ask me ♪ 560 00:43:35,589 --> 00:43:37,200 ♪ What you know is true ♪ 561 00:43:37,243 --> 00:43:38,462 [Shannon] Shit. 562 00:43:39,332 --> 00:43:42,118 Sorry. You put it on my Spotify. 563 00:43:42,814 --> 00:43:43,902 It's okay. 564 00:43:43,946 --> 00:43:45,164 ♪ I love your... ♪ 565 00:43:45,208 --> 00:43:46,644 [music stops] 566 00:43:48,863 --> 00:43:50,082 Hey. 567 00:43:51,344 --> 00:43:53,259 Talk to me, Tess. 568 00:43:55,174 --> 00:43:57,655 I can't believe he's gone. 569 00:43:58,395 --> 00:44:00,527 It's like I close my eyes 570 00:44:01,354 --> 00:44:03,791 and I see us meeting for the first time. 571 00:44:04,662 --> 00:44:07,099 And I remember every word that he said to me. 572 00:44:08,492 --> 00:44:11,756 I remember every expression on his face. 573 00:44:12,365 --> 00:44:14,759 And then I open my eyes and it's like... 574 00:44:15,542 --> 00:44:19,111 Did I, like, just dream our entire relationship up? 575 00:44:19,155 --> 00:44:21,548 - Did I dream him up? - Hey. I was there. 576 00:44:22,114 --> 00:44:23,986 He wasn't a dream, okay? 577 00:44:24,029 --> 00:44:27,163 Your head's just a little scrambled. 578 00:44:27,206 --> 00:44:31,384 That happens when two tons of metal comes crashing into you. 579 00:44:31,428 --> 00:44:34,039 I don't even remember the last thing I said to him. 580 00:44:34,083 --> 00:44:35,519 - Come on. - I'm serious. 581 00:44:37,129 --> 00:44:39,653 We were fighting that last week, remember? 582 00:44:41,003 --> 00:44:42,221 Hey. 583 00:44:42,917 --> 00:44:46,095 You guys had an epic summer. 584 00:44:46,138 --> 00:44:50,142 - One that you will never forget. - Yeah. 585 00:44:50,186 --> 00:44:53,189 Damn, I won't forget it, and I was just a jealous bystander. 586 00:44:53,232 --> 00:44:54,842 [laughing] 587 00:44:56,757 --> 00:44:58,324 Oh, my God. 588 00:44:59,673 --> 00:45:03,938 It's my first day back, and I look like a total mess. 589 00:45:03,982 --> 00:45:05,331 Yeah. You do. 590 00:45:05,375 --> 00:45:08,378 - [laughing] - You do, yeah. 591 00:45:08,421 --> 00:45:11,033 [school bell ringing] 592 00:45:28,746 --> 00:45:29,790 [phone chimes] 593 00:45:44,457 --> 00:45:46,242 I heard about what happened, Tessa. 594 00:45:46,285 --> 00:45:47,895 I'm terribly sorry. 595 00:45:49,897 --> 00:45:52,596 If you were my daughter, I'd tell you to use it. 596 00:45:53,684 --> 00:45:55,033 Use it? 597 00:45:55,077 --> 00:45:56,687 The pain, the emptiness. 598 00:45:56,730 --> 00:45:58,906 Channel it, through your camera. 599 00:45:58,950 --> 00:46:02,997 Some of the greatest works of art were produced by intense grief. 600 00:46:03,041 --> 00:46:05,348 - Okay. - Tessa. 601 00:46:05,391 --> 00:46:07,915 RISD portfolio day is right around the corner. 602 00:46:07,959 --> 00:46:09,178 Thank you. 603 00:46:11,136 --> 00:46:13,965 [seagulls squawking] 604 00:46:14,008 --> 00:46:16,185 ["Perfect Day" playing] 605 00:46:24,410 --> 00:46:27,370 ♪ Just a perfect day ♪ 606 00:46:28,458 --> 00:46:31,939 ♪ Drink sangria in the park ♪ 607 00:46:33,202 --> 00:46:37,249 ♪ And then later When it gets dark ♪ 608 00:46:37,293 --> 00:46:39,338 ♪ We go home ♪ 609 00:46:44,213 --> 00:46:48,521 ♪ Just a perfect day ♪ 610 00:46:48,565 --> 00:46:52,569 ♪ Feed animals in the zoo ♪ 611 00:46:53,483 --> 00:46:59,924 ♪ Then later a movie too And then home ♪ 612 00:47:01,621 --> 00:47:06,670 ♪ Oh, it's such A perfect day ♪ 613 00:47:06,713 --> 00:47:11,892 ♪ I'm glad I spent it with you ♪ 614 00:47:13,242 --> 00:47:16,027 ♪ Oh, such a perfect day ♪ 615 00:47:16,070 --> 00:47:20,901 ♪ You just keep me Hanging on ♪ 616 00:47:20,945 --> 00:47:27,778 ♪ You just keep me Hanging on ♪ 617 00:47:31,477 --> 00:47:32,826 [Mel] So that's it? 618 00:47:33,610 --> 00:47:36,134 You're just giving up your photography? 619 00:47:36,178 --> 00:47:37,483 It sure looks like it. 620 00:47:37,527 --> 00:47:40,312 This is the same crap your mom used to pull. 621 00:47:40,356 --> 00:47:41,966 She'd become obsessed with things. 622 00:47:42,009 --> 00:47:44,186 Baking, yoga, pottery. 623 00:47:44,751 --> 00:47:47,754 One day, lose interest, move on to the next. 624 00:47:48,581 --> 00:47:51,802 That's why she could never get any traction in life. 625 00:47:52,803 --> 00:47:54,326 Are you done? 626 00:47:56,459 --> 00:47:58,591 You think Skylar would have wanted this? 627 00:47:59,331 --> 00:48:00,680 I don't know. 628 00:48:02,029 --> 00:48:04,380 Why don't you go ask him? 629 00:48:13,084 --> 00:48:14,868 [sighs] 630 00:48:39,241 --> 00:48:42,548 - [Skylar] It's okay. I won't tell the '80s police. - [Tessa] Shut up. [laughs] 631 00:48:42,592 --> 00:48:45,682 [heartbeat thumping] 632 00:49:21,152 --> 00:49:22,893 I'm still here, Tess. 633 00:49:32,119 --> 00:49:33,382 Sky? 634 00:49:35,209 --> 00:49:37,908 [seagulls squawking] 635 00:49:40,693 --> 00:49:43,435 [footsteps approaching] 636 00:49:44,654 --> 00:49:47,004 - [Vickie] Tess? - I'm sleeping. 637 00:49:49,267 --> 00:49:52,531 I just did a double shift. You were asleep when I left. 638 00:49:54,011 --> 00:49:55,795 Did you even eat anything? 639 00:49:56,448 --> 00:49:57,884 I'm not hungry. 640 00:49:59,408 --> 00:50:01,366 Can you please just let me sleep? 641 00:50:01,410 --> 00:50:02,976 [sighs] 642 00:50:13,726 --> 00:50:16,642 [harmonica music playing, faint] 643 00:51:54,784 --> 00:51:58,788 No. No, no, no, no! No, no, no, no... 644 00:52:17,502 --> 00:52:18,721 [gasps] 645 00:52:53,756 --> 00:52:56,410 No, no, no. No, no... 646 00:52:56,454 --> 00:52:57,977 No. 647 00:53:10,381 --> 00:53:12,644 [heartbeat thumping] 648 00:53:12,688 --> 00:53:15,908 [electrical crackling] 649 00:53:17,257 --> 00:53:19,825 [heartbeat continues] 650 00:53:21,610 --> 00:53:22,785 Hi. 651 00:53:51,509 --> 00:53:54,599 [indistinct PA announcement] 652 00:53:54,643 --> 00:53:57,254 - Tessa? - Uh, I gotta talk to Doris. 653 00:53:57,297 --> 00:54:00,300 Hang on a second. Let me... Wait, Tessa. 654 00:54:01,127 --> 00:54:03,826 - What... - Her family took her home this morning. 655 00:54:04,696 --> 00:54:07,481 There was nothing more we could do. Are you okay, honey? 656 00:54:07,525 --> 00:54:10,006 Um, I just haven't... I haven't eaten today. 657 00:54:10,049 --> 00:54:12,704 - Um... - You know what, let me check you out. 658 00:54:13,357 --> 00:54:15,707 - Why do you need to talk to Doris so bad? - It's just... 659 00:54:15,751 --> 00:54:18,971 It's about what she was telling me before. It's about the afterlife. 660 00:54:20,843 --> 00:54:24,150 Maybe that old coot isn't so crazy after all. 661 00:54:24,194 --> 00:54:27,153 - What do you mean? - Your heartbeat is fast, but it sounds healthy. 662 00:54:27,197 --> 00:54:30,287 Wait, what do you... What were you saying? What do you mean? 663 00:54:30,896 --> 00:54:32,985 Doris told me you'd come looking for her. 664 00:54:33,899 --> 00:54:35,771 She even left you something. 665 00:54:36,467 --> 00:54:37,947 Her book. 666 00:54:41,603 --> 00:54:45,955 Tessa, I have seen a lot of dying and grieving in my time here. 667 00:54:45,998 --> 00:54:48,131 Looking back never helped anyone. 668 00:54:48,174 --> 00:54:50,394 There's either life or there's death. 669 00:54:51,700 --> 00:54:53,223 There's no place in-between. 670 00:54:53,963 --> 00:54:55,660 I'm gonna find him. 671 00:54:56,792 --> 00:55:01,535 [Doris on video] What does the in-between look like? 672 00:55:02,232 --> 00:55:08,412 Well, we as living beings can never imagine it. We have no reference. 673 00:55:08,978 --> 00:55:14,940 It would be like trying to describe a sunset to a blind man. 674 00:55:16,550 --> 00:55:21,817 Technological advances have made ghost-hunting a legitimate field. 675 00:55:21,860 --> 00:55:27,605 My friend Darlene, she let me borrow her full-spectrum digital camera. 676 00:55:27,649 --> 00:55:33,045 This baby can pick up light well beyond the human eye, 677 00:55:33,089 --> 00:55:35,221 with infrared night vision... 678 00:55:37,484 --> 00:55:40,923 - [Shannon and Tessa laughing] - [thunder rumbling] 679 00:55:42,664 --> 00:55:45,057 Well, happy Fourth of July. 680 00:55:45,667 --> 00:55:48,626 - I don't know. I actually kind of like this weather. - Don't call me. 681 00:55:48,670 --> 00:55:51,237 So, you think this means the fireworks are canceled? 682 00:55:51,281 --> 00:55:53,718 - I think so, yeah. - Yeah. 683 00:55:54,893 --> 00:55:56,329 - Hey. - Hey. 684 00:55:57,548 --> 00:55:59,158 - You okay? - Yeah. 685 00:55:59,202 --> 00:56:01,900 Skylar, Tess says you're going to Brown. 686 00:56:01,944 --> 00:56:03,989 - Congrats! - Thank you. 687 00:56:04,033 --> 00:56:05,338 What are you gonna study? 688 00:56:05,382 --> 00:56:08,211 - Probably Latin. - That'll come in handy. 689 00:56:08,864 --> 00:56:11,605 You never know when you're gonna meet the Pope or something. 690 00:56:11,649 --> 00:56:13,390 Or need to conduct an exorcism. 691 00:56:13,433 --> 00:56:15,305 Nice. That's nice. 692 00:56:15,348 --> 00:56:18,743 I don't know. I just don't want to have any regrets, you know? 693 00:56:18,787 --> 00:56:20,484 I wanna live a bunch of different lives. 694 00:56:20,527 --> 00:56:22,616 What's the point of speaking all these languages 695 00:56:22,660 --> 00:56:25,358 if I'm not gonna travel the world and use them, you know? 696 00:56:26,577 --> 00:56:32,452 Let's go. We are going to watch the fireworks on TV. 697 00:56:33,366 --> 00:56:34,846 Are your parents home? 698 00:56:37,588 --> 00:56:39,068 Do you want to talk about it? 699 00:56:40,547 --> 00:56:41,853 Not really. 700 00:56:41,897 --> 00:56:43,115 Okay. 701 00:56:46,858 --> 00:56:49,513 My mom filed for divorce today. 702 00:56:51,950 --> 00:56:53,604 I'm really sorry. 703 00:56:54,474 --> 00:56:58,870 You know, I know this doesn't help right now, but... 704 00:56:59,915 --> 00:57:01,568 just because they're splitting up 705 00:57:01,612 --> 00:57:03,962 that doesn't mean that they don't care about each other. 706 00:57:04,006 --> 00:57:05,659 It means they've given up. 707 00:57:06,748 --> 00:57:10,055 - I don't think that's fair. - Fair to who? You or them? 708 00:57:11,056 --> 00:57:15,147 [sighs] When you're rowing a race and you get to the last 20 meters, 709 00:57:18,107 --> 00:57:20,587 your entire body is telling you to stop. 710 00:57:21,763 --> 00:57:25,636 Your muscles are on fire. Your lungs are screaming at you. 711 00:57:26,506 --> 00:57:30,423 Everything inside you wants to quit, make the pain go away. 712 00:57:32,774 --> 00:57:34,036 But if you want to win, 713 00:57:34,993 --> 00:57:38,518 that's exactly when you dig deeper and you row harder. 714 00:57:39,084 --> 00:57:41,043 You really don't like to let things go, do you? 715 00:57:41,086 --> 00:57:43,523 - You noticed? - [laughs] 716 00:57:46,613 --> 00:57:47,876 [fireworks boom] 717 00:57:49,660 --> 00:57:52,576 [whistling, booming] 718 00:57:55,579 --> 00:57:56,754 [sighs] 719 00:57:57,886 --> 00:58:01,237 You're just starting to make me believe in happy endings. 720 00:58:20,082 --> 00:58:22,693 - Oh, no! The photo! No. - Oh, oh... 721 00:58:22,736 --> 00:58:25,391 - What? - It's totally ruined. It's totally ruined. 722 00:58:25,435 --> 00:58:27,393 Now you see why I don't let anyone up here. 723 00:58:27,437 --> 00:58:30,266 I am pretty amazed that you've let me into your inner sanctum. 724 00:58:30,309 --> 00:58:33,269 Yeah, well, if you tell anyone, 725 00:58:33,878 --> 00:58:34,966 I'll poison you. 726 00:58:39,884 --> 00:58:41,712 Oh, you don't have to... 727 00:58:42,713 --> 00:58:44,976 - Hmm? - You don't have to look through that. 728 00:58:45,020 --> 00:58:47,544 - No, no, no. Okay. - Yeah. 729 00:58:50,939 --> 00:58:52,331 It's cool. 730 00:59:13,613 --> 00:59:15,093 I like this one. 731 00:59:23,188 --> 00:59:25,887 - That's, um... - That's a cell phone tower. 732 00:59:26,975 --> 00:59:29,412 - Yeah. - It's an allegory 733 00:59:29,455 --> 00:59:34,330 for something... technology co-opting our natural environment. 734 00:59:47,952 --> 00:59:49,214 Really? 735 00:59:49,954 --> 00:59:51,260 Really. 736 00:59:53,392 --> 00:59:57,962 I know you hate compliments, but this work is incredible. 737 00:59:58,006 --> 01:00:01,487 I'm serious. It's like you can see things that no one else can. 738 01:00:01,531 --> 01:00:04,577 That just shows how much you know about photography. 739 01:00:04,621 --> 01:00:06,362 [laughs] 740 01:00:07,319 --> 01:00:09,060 I mean, I think you can sell this stuff. 741 01:00:09,104 --> 01:00:11,758 Maybe on Etsy. 742 01:00:12,281 --> 01:00:14,370 There is something that's missing 743 01:00:14,413 --> 01:00:16,546 from like all of your photos. 744 01:00:16,589 --> 01:00:17,982 Yeah, I know. It's color. 745 01:00:18,026 --> 01:00:20,245 No. You. 746 01:00:22,987 --> 01:00:25,337 I just don't really think the world needs another selfie. 747 01:00:25,381 --> 01:00:28,906 Oh, come on. What is wrong with stepping in front of the camera every once in awhile. 748 01:00:28,950 --> 01:00:32,301 I believe that a photographer should point her lens outward, 749 01:00:33,128 --> 01:00:34,999 - toward the world. - Yeah? 750 01:00:35,043 --> 01:00:37,175 Yeah, so you can try and understand it. 751 01:00:37,219 --> 01:00:39,221 What about trying to understand yourself? 752 01:00:40,135 --> 01:00:42,702 If you had my past, you wouldn't ask that question. 753 01:00:43,660 --> 01:00:45,227 You ever gonna tell me about it? 754 01:00:47,011 --> 01:00:48,534 [chuckles] 755 01:00:49,796 --> 01:00:50,797 [sighs] 756 01:00:51,711 --> 01:00:53,365 Come on. I'll walk you home. 757 01:00:55,019 --> 01:01:00,764 I never met my real father. He ran off before I was born. 758 01:01:00,807 --> 01:01:03,419 And my mom... 759 01:01:03,462 --> 01:01:07,727 The kind way to describe her would be flaky. 760 01:01:09,251 --> 01:01:11,601 - Wow. - Instead of counting sheep 761 01:01:11,644 --> 01:01:13,385 to go to sleep when I was a kid, 762 01:01:13,429 --> 01:01:15,735 I would count her fiancés. 763 01:01:17,302 --> 01:01:18,956 And Mel was one of them? 764 01:01:19,696 --> 01:01:21,611 Yeah, he was the last one. 765 01:01:21,654 --> 01:01:27,051 Her final victim before she ghosted us for good. 766 01:01:27,095 --> 01:01:29,314 And that's when he took you in? 767 01:01:29,880 --> 01:01:31,882 Well, he tried, but the court, 768 01:01:31,925 --> 01:01:34,711 they just didn't really look too kindly on a middle-aged bachelor 769 01:01:34,754 --> 01:01:36,713 wanting to adopt a young girl. 770 01:01:36,756 --> 01:01:39,542 So then where did you go? 771 01:01:40,108 --> 01:01:41,935 Ah, Family Services. 772 01:01:42,414 --> 01:01:43,589 Foster care. 773 01:01:45,461 --> 01:01:46,418 Oh. 774 01:01:47,028 --> 01:01:49,247 You know how you said that I notice things 775 01:01:49,291 --> 01:01:50,944 that no one else does? 776 01:01:50,988 --> 01:01:52,598 Mm-hmm. 777 01:01:52,642 --> 01:01:56,428 When you live with strangers who can hurt you, 778 01:01:56,472 --> 01:01:58,300 and I bounced around a lot, 779 01:01:58,343 --> 01:02:01,955 you have to really just observe everything. 780 01:02:01,999 --> 01:02:05,046 When you're a foster kid, you learn the hard way to... 781 01:02:06,395 --> 01:02:08,092 Never put your guard down? 782 01:02:09,659 --> 01:02:11,052 Yeah. 783 01:02:11,487 --> 01:02:13,750 Anyway, about a year ago, Mel and Vickie got married 784 01:02:13,793 --> 01:02:16,274 and then the court let them take me in. 785 01:02:16,318 --> 01:02:18,842 So that's why you call yourself a genetic stranger? 786 01:02:21,236 --> 01:02:24,152 [buzzing, clicking] 787 01:02:25,370 --> 01:02:28,156 - I did that. - [scoffs] 788 01:02:28,199 --> 01:02:30,462 ["One Day" playing] 789 01:02:32,160 --> 01:02:35,728 ♪ Sister don't mind That I'm not on time ♪ 790 01:02:35,772 --> 01:02:39,776 ♪ She knows that I'm through with that ♪ 791 01:02:41,473 --> 01:02:43,823 ♪ Sick of trying ♪ 792 01:02:45,477 --> 01:02:50,091 ♪ True and kind ♪ 793 01:02:50,134 --> 01:02:54,617 ♪ Call me aside And I will now be ♪ 794 01:02:54,660 --> 01:02:58,186 ♪ And I will be Fine with that... ♪ 795 01:02:59,187 --> 01:03:00,840 [Vickie] Good God. 796 01:03:01,667 --> 01:03:04,409 - How early is it? - Super early. 797 01:03:05,062 --> 01:03:08,283 A little splash of almond milk, right? 798 01:03:12,069 --> 01:03:13,375 Uh, yeah. 799 01:03:16,987 --> 01:03:18,336 I like your necklace. 800 01:03:18,380 --> 01:03:20,338 Yeah? Shannon lent it to me. 801 01:03:21,513 --> 01:03:26,214 You know, if you ever want to borrow anything from me, clothes or makeup, jewelry... 802 01:03:26,257 --> 01:03:27,824 All righty. 803 01:03:28,346 --> 01:03:30,392 I'll see you later, Vick. 804 01:03:32,742 --> 01:03:34,265 ♪ Oh, one day ♪ 805 01:03:34,309 --> 01:03:35,571 See ya. 806 01:03:35,614 --> 01:03:38,182 ♪ I'll be fine with that ♪ 807 01:03:38,791 --> 01:03:45,842 ♪ You don't leave me now Do you love me back? ♪ 808 01:03:54,329 --> 01:03:55,765 [shutter clicks] 809 01:04:00,987 --> 01:04:03,686 When a rower dies, this is what heaven looks like. 810 01:04:03,729 --> 01:04:09,300 For me, heaven is Paris in the rain. Like cobblestone streets. 811 01:04:09,344 --> 01:04:10,736 - Yeah? - Yeah. 812 01:04:10,780 --> 01:04:14,131 Is everything in black and white? 813 01:04:14,175 --> 01:04:16,220 Get out of my head. 814 01:04:17,613 --> 01:04:20,833 You ever been? To Paris? 815 01:04:20,877 --> 01:04:21,921 Someday. 816 01:04:21,965 --> 01:04:23,619 Avec moi? 817 01:04:24,620 --> 01:04:27,362 I guess I could use a translator. 818 01:04:32,280 --> 01:04:34,151 My parents had their honeymoon there. 819 01:04:35,021 --> 01:04:37,198 So I've been saving up to send them 820 01:04:37,241 --> 01:04:39,025 for their 25th anniversary. 821 01:04:40,026 --> 01:04:43,595 - What if they don't want to go? - I mean, who doesn't want to go to Paris? 822 01:04:43,639 --> 01:04:46,076 Yeah, but what if they don't want to go with each other? 823 01:04:46,642 --> 01:04:49,775 It's not a crime to fall out of love, you know. 824 01:04:50,298 --> 01:04:51,864 - Tessa. - Hmm? 825 01:04:51,908 --> 01:04:53,214 Love never dies. 826 01:04:56,042 --> 01:04:57,261 What? 827 01:04:59,089 --> 01:05:02,353 You just sound like someone who's never been hurt by life. 828 01:05:04,312 --> 01:05:05,704 You putting me on notice? 829 01:05:05,748 --> 01:05:07,489 [laughs] No. 830 01:05:12,972 --> 01:05:14,670 Um, what the hell is that? 831 01:05:14,713 --> 01:05:16,019 This... 832 01:05:18,108 --> 01:05:21,024 - is a rowboat. - I'm assuming you want me to get in that? 833 01:05:21,067 --> 01:05:24,332 - You are getting in this with me. - No. 834 01:05:24,375 --> 01:05:27,683 We spent four hours in your dark room doing what you love to do. 835 01:05:27,726 --> 01:05:29,511 Let me show you what I love to do. 836 01:05:29,554 --> 01:05:32,383 [birds squawking, chittering] 837 01:05:32,427 --> 01:05:35,081 - [Tessa] Hands under your... Thumbs there. - [Skylar] Thumbs here. 838 01:05:35,125 --> 01:05:38,650 And then it's gonna go simple like that. You press it down. 839 01:05:38,694 --> 01:05:42,001 - Okay. - And then you tilt it and then you pull it. 840 01:05:42,045 --> 01:05:44,787 - Hmm. - And then you're pressing down, 841 01:05:44,830 --> 01:05:46,919 tilt it, and then pull it. 842 01:05:46,963 --> 01:05:49,531 - Okay, I'm gonna try and go forward again. - All right. 843 01:05:49,574 --> 01:05:51,054 - Don't help me. - I won't. 844 01:05:51,097 --> 01:05:53,448 I won't. You've got this. You've got this. 845 01:05:53,491 --> 01:05:55,101 [exhales sharply] 846 01:05:55,145 --> 01:05:56,581 [Tessa] Oh, my God! 847 01:05:56,625 --> 01:05:58,757 - This is awful. - [Skylar laughs] 848 01:05:58,801 --> 01:06:01,499 - Oh, I'm tired now. - You're flying! 849 01:06:01,543 --> 01:06:04,589 [Skylar playing harmonica] 850 01:06:29,614 --> 01:06:31,486 I love you, Tessa. 851 01:06:37,579 --> 01:06:39,842 [stammers softly] 852 01:06:49,765 --> 01:06:52,333 We should probably head back, yeah? 853 01:07:05,694 --> 01:07:07,957 [slow pop music playing] 854 01:07:31,981 --> 01:07:34,026 [moans softly] 855 01:07:58,311 --> 01:08:00,531 [students chattering] 856 01:08:04,535 --> 01:08:05,710 Hey. 857 01:08:10,715 --> 01:08:12,238 "The in-between"? 858 01:08:12,282 --> 01:08:13,805 That's just what Doris calls it, 859 01:08:13,849 --> 01:08:16,242 but every culture has its own version of it. 860 01:08:16,286 --> 01:08:19,420 So, it's where we go after we die. 861 01:08:19,463 --> 01:08:21,596 Not me. I'm going to Jamaica. 862 01:08:21,639 --> 01:08:23,424 I'm serious, Shannon. 863 01:08:23,467 --> 01:08:25,600 It's like a waiting room for our souls. 864 01:08:25,643 --> 01:08:27,297 Okay, so you think Skylar 865 01:08:27,340 --> 01:08:30,082 is reaching out to you from this waiting room? 866 01:08:30,126 --> 01:08:33,869 They were color photos, Shannon. I don't... I don't shoot in color. 867 01:08:33,912 --> 01:08:36,480 I don't even own the chemicals to develop it. 868 01:08:36,524 --> 01:08:39,831 - But you can't show me the photos? - No, I told you. 869 01:08:39,875 --> 01:08:42,138 The fixer didn't work. I don't know why. 870 01:08:42,181 --> 01:08:46,621 But maybe spirits can't be captured on film or something. I don't know. 871 01:08:47,491 --> 01:08:48,710 All right. 872 01:08:50,886 --> 01:08:52,931 Tess, I want to believe you, I swear, 873 01:08:52,975 --> 01:08:56,631 but messages from the other side? 874 01:08:57,849 --> 01:08:59,982 I just think he wants the same thing I want. 875 01:09:01,766 --> 01:09:06,684 To see me one last time so that we can actually say goodbye to each other. 876 01:09:07,598 --> 01:09:09,861 You loved him, and he knew that. 877 01:09:09,905 --> 01:09:11,428 What more is there to say? 878 01:09:11,472 --> 01:09:13,430 [teacher] Two-minute warning. 879 01:09:13,474 --> 01:09:14,779 Please take your seats 880 01:09:14,823 --> 01:09:16,955 and set your phones to silent mode. 881 01:09:16,999 --> 01:09:18,609 Dude, we need to focus, okay? 882 01:09:18,653 --> 01:09:20,089 You're not even listening to me. 883 01:09:20,132 --> 01:09:22,395 Yes, I am! I just don't think 884 01:09:22,439 --> 01:09:25,834 this is about color photos or waiting rooms or the in-between. 885 01:09:25,877 --> 01:09:29,098 - Then what is it about? - A girl who won't let go. 886 01:09:31,056 --> 01:09:33,929 Just think about it. Okay? 887 01:09:35,408 --> 01:09:36,758 [door close] 888 01:09:54,123 --> 01:09:55,254 [sighs] 889 01:10:07,745 --> 01:10:08,920 [laughs] 890 01:10:10,922 --> 01:10:11,967 Sorry. 891 01:11:07,326 --> 01:11:09,328 [ringtone: "Never Tear Us Apart"] 892 01:11:09,372 --> 01:11:11,896 Cell phone use is prohibited during the test! 893 01:11:11,940 --> 01:11:13,550 ♪ That we could fly ♪ 894 01:11:13,594 --> 01:11:15,944 [ringtone spreads to all cell phones, overlapping] 895 01:11:15,987 --> 01:11:17,510 [students murmuring] 896 01:11:17,554 --> 01:11:19,164 ♪ That we could fly... ♪ 897 01:11:19,208 --> 01:11:23,038 ♪ 'Cause we all have wings ♪ 898 01:11:23,081 --> 01:11:26,215 ♪ But some of us Don't know why ♪ 899 01:11:26,258 --> 01:11:30,872 ♪ I was standing You were there ♪ 900 01:11:32,787 --> 01:11:35,790 ♪ Two worlds collided ♪ 901 01:11:36,573 --> 01:11:43,362 ♪ And they could never Ever tear us apart ♪ 902 01:11:53,198 --> 01:11:55,548 Didn't I tell you the drive would be worth it? 903 01:11:56,288 --> 01:11:59,117 This negative's made of glass. It's coated in collodion, 904 01:11:59,161 --> 01:12:02,817 then dipped in silver nitrate, which is crazy. 905 01:12:02,860 --> 01:12:05,776 Because after that, you only ave a few minutes to take the photo 906 01:12:05,820 --> 01:12:07,778 or the chemicals completely dry up. 907 01:12:07,822 --> 01:12:10,694 Hmm. That's exactly what I was gonna say. 908 01:12:11,564 --> 01:12:13,305 It's only ten grand. 909 01:12:13,349 --> 01:12:15,003 It's a little out of my budget. 910 01:12:15,046 --> 01:12:18,310 But I can offer you a gluten-free cracker 911 01:12:18,354 --> 01:12:22,053 - with rotting cheese on it. - You're so generous. it's crazy. 912 01:12:22,097 --> 01:12:23,576 Sorry. Am I interrupting? 913 01:12:23,620 --> 01:12:25,666 No. Julian, hi. 914 01:12:25,709 --> 01:12:28,538 - We were just talking about how much we love the photo. - Oh, yeah. 915 01:12:28,581 --> 01:12:30,105 It's wonderful, isn't it? 916 01:12:30,148 --> 01:12:32,150 I just love how he prioritizes 917 01:12:32,194 --> 01:12:34,109 mood and atmosphere over subject. 918 01:12:34,152 --> 01:12:37,068 That is a very sophisticated insight for a girl your age. 919 01:12:37,112 --> 01:12:40,419 Julian, meet my very sophisticated girlfriend. 920 01:12:40,463 --> 01:12:42,378 Hi, I'm Tessa. Nice to meet you. 921 01:12:42,421 --> 01:12:45,381 - Congratulations on this. This is great. - Oh, thank you. 922 01:12:45,424 --> 01:12:50,299 Okay, kids, follow me. I wanna show you something. 923 01:12:58,611 --> 01:13:02,485 Doesn't it look amazing all lit up like this? 924 01:13:02,528 --> 01:13:06,489 - Like it belongs here? - It does belong here. 925 01:13:07,055 --> 01:13:10,145 Tessa, you have an extraordinary eye. 926 01:13:11,886 --> 01:13:13,844 I don't understand. 927 01:13:13,888 --> 01:13:17,718 It's for sale for $1,000. 928 01:13:17,761 --> 01:13:20,938 Yeah, and we already have two serious inquiries. 929 01:13:20,982 --> 01:13:24,637 - [heartbeat thumping] - Uh, this photo 930 01:13:25,551 --> 01:13:29,381 is not for sale. This was a gift to Skylar. 931 01:13:29,425 --> 01:13:31,122 Can't you print another one? 932 01:13:31,166 --> 01:13:32,907 I really just don't want anyone looking at it. 933 01:13:32,950 --> 01:13:34,212 Can we please take it down? 934 01:13:35,561 --> 01:13:37,041 Are you serious? 935 01:13:37,738 --> 01:13:39,957 - Take it down. - Hey, it's okay. I'll take it down. 936 01:13:40,001 --> 01:13:41,176 Thank you. 937 01:13:41,219 --> 01:13:43,439 [heartbeat continues] 938 01:13:46,094 --> 01:13:48,879 - [no audible dialogue] - [train whistle blows] 939 01:13:48,923 --> 01:13:50,794 That's exactly why I brought you here, 940 01:13:50,838 --> 01:13:54,276 to prove that your photos are great, even Julian thinks so. 941 01:13:54,319 --> 01:13:56,539 I don't want this photo hanging on the wall 942 01:13:56,582 --> 01:13:58,802 of some random stranger. 943 01:13:58,846 --> 01:14:00,282 This is my photo. 944 01:14:00,325 --> 01:14:02,501 That means I get to decide who I share it with 945 01:14:02,545 --> 01:14:04,199 and I shared it with you. 946 01:14:05,809 --> 01:14:06,810 You're right. 947 01:14:07,332 --> 01:14:09,291 I'm sorry. I should have asked you first. 948 01:14:09,334 --> 01:14:11,206 I just wanted you to see how amazing you are. 949 01:14:11,249 --> 01:14:14,470 And that you can get into RISD. 950 01:14:15,688 --> 01:14:17,342 Who said anything about RISD? 951 01:14:17,865 --> 01:14:22,304 Shannon said your art teacher thought you could get in. 952 01:14:22,347 --> 01:14:26,003 - I'm gonna kill her. - It is the best art college in the country. 953 01:14:26,047 --> 01:14:29,311 And it's in Providence, which is in the same city as Brown. 954 01:14:29,354 --> 01:14:31,530 Which if you get in, we could be together. 955 01:14:31,574 --> 01:14:33,881 - I... - For real. Without a ticking clock. 956 01:14:33,924 --> 01:14:36,535 Even if I could get into RISD, 957 01:14:36,579 --> 01:14:38,450 which I totally doubt, 958 01:14:38,494 --> 01:14:41,627 - I cannot afford that. - You're going to get into RISD. 959 01:14:41,671 --> 01:14:43,978 - No. - And you could just get a scholarship. 960 01:14:44,021 --> 01:14:47,155 Skylar, Jesus, just give it up. 961 01:14:47,198 --> 01:14:49,897 This is... You can't fix everything. 962 01:14:49,940 --> 01:14:51,246 What? 963 01:14:51,289 --> 01:14:53,683 Your parents' marriage and me. 964 01:14:54,466 --> 01:14:56,599 Some things are just beyond repair. 965 01:14:56,642 --> 01:14:58,340 Is that why you won't say you love me? 966 01:15:01,169 --> 01:15:04,563 Because you're... beyond repair. 967 01:15:09,873 --> 01:15:11,092 Okay. 968 01:15:11,875 --> 01:15:13,094 That's... 969 01:15:21,189 --> 01:15:24,366 - [machinery rattling] - [chattering on screen] 970 01:15:51,175 --> 01:15:53,003 [phone chimes] 971 01:16:48,929 --> 01:16:51,061 - [knocking on door] - [pop music playing on stereo] 972 01:16:51,105 --> 01:16:53,324 [footsteps approaching] 973 01:16:54,586 --> 01:16:58,068 Hey, 8:00. I'm here like you asked. What's up? 974 01:16:58,112 --> 01:17:00,244 I would like to take your portrait. 975 01:17:01,463 --> 01:17:05,946 - Uh... can I change first? - No, you don't have to. You can just put that on. 976 01:17:06,816 --> 01:17:08,035 What's that? 977 01:17:09,166 --> 01:17:11,081 It was my mom's. 978 01:17:18,480 --> 01:17:20,308 This really brings me back to college. 979 01:17:21,135 --> 01:17:25,530 I had a boyfriend who was an art major. Made me pose for him. 980 01:17:25,574 --> 01:17:31,449 So... Mel isn't the first person that you've been in love with. 981 01:17:33,538 --> 01:17:36,367 Gosh, no. I've loved a few men. 982 01:17:36,411 --> 01:17:39,240 Maybe even one woman. 983 01:17:41,938 --> 01:17:46,856 Did you love any of them more than they loved you? 984 01:17:46,899 --> 01:17:48,945 Oh, probably. 985 01:17:48,989 --> 01:17:50,294 Didn't that scare you? 986 01:17:51,208 --> 01:17:55,908 Knowing that someone could you hurt you more than you could hurt them? 987 01:17:55,952 --> 01:17:57,954 Yeah. Maybe at first. 988 01:17:57,998 --> 01:18:01,305 But then I think I realized if you protect yourself from the lows, 989 01:18:01,349 --> 01:18:05,005 you just end up missing all the highs too. 990 01:18:08,356 --> 01:18:10,271 You love Skylar. Don't you? 991 01:18:15,450 --> 01:18:17,669 I think I'm screwing it up. 992 01:18:18,975 --> 01:18:23,458 Yeah. If it's not opening old wounds, it's probably not true love. 993 01:18:25,242 --> 01:18:26,765 I just don't know what to do. 994 01:18:28,115 --> 01:18:31,292 How do I get Skylar to understand that... 995 01:18:32,902 --> 01:18:34,643 I love him. [chuckles] 996 01:18:36,993 --> 01:18:38,821 You start by saying it. 997 01:18:41,345 --> 01:18:43,652 You need to hear the words, Tessa. 998 01:18:44,392 --> 01:18:46,263 You mean, he needs to hear the words. 999 01:18:46,307 --> 01:18:49,788 No. You need to hear yourself say them. 1000 01:18:51,703 --> 01:18:53,053 Out loud. 1001 01:18:54,184 --> 01:18:56,795 So the world knows your feelings count. 1002 01:18:58,667 --> 01:18:59,842 That you count. 1003 01:19:05,978 --> 01:19:07,502 Vickie, I'm sorry. 1004 01:19:09,199 --> 01:19:11,071 For how I've treated you. 1005 01:19:24,345 --> 01:19:27,348 Hey Google, dim the lights. 1006 01:19:28,088 --> 01:19:30,568 - Yes! - Oh, man. No smoke machine? 1007 01:19:30,612 --> 01:19:31,656 Shh! 1008 01:19:32,396 --> 01:19:34,224 We begin this invocation 1009 01:19:34,268 --> 01:19:36,661 by asking the Archangel Michael 1010 01:19:36,705 --> 01:19:39,186 to protect us against any malevolent spirits 1011 01:19:39,229 --> 01:19:42,928 - that may be seeking a gateway into this earthbound sphere. - You wrote this? 1012 01:19:43,538 --> 01:19:45,496 - You're interrupting my invocation. - I'm sorry! 1013 01:19:45,540 --> 01:19:47,150 It's just... This is crazy. 1014 01:19:47,194 --> 01:19:48,934 Did you read all of these books in two days? 1015 01:19:48,978 --> 01:19:52,155 Bitch, yes! You know speed reading is my super power. 1016 01:19:52,199 --> 01:19:55,245 Enjoy Your Own Funeral. 1017 01:19:55,289 --> 01:19:58,422 Yeah. That happens to be a classic 1018 01:19:58,466 --> 01:20:01,469 of the paranormal metaphysical genre. 1019 01:20:01,512 --> 01:20:03,166 - Now hush. - Okay. 1020 01:20:03,210 --> 01:20:06,038 [pop music playing] 1021 01:20:06,082 --> 01:20:07,866 We seek to communicate 1022 01:20:07,910 --> 01:20:12,132 only with the disembodies spirit formerly known as Skylar Adams. 1023 01:20:13,307 --> 01:20:15,178 No other spirits, please. 1024 01:20:16,701 --> 01:20:17,702 Okay. 1025 01:20:19,051 --> 01:20:23,099 - A Ouija board? - Please, Tess. This is a planchette. 1026 01:20:23,143 --> 01:20:25,928 There's a pencil tip attached to the bottom. 1027 01:20:25,971 --> 01:20:29,279 We ask questions and Skylar communicates by moving our hands. 1028 01:20:29,323 --> 01:20:31,325 Just like he did in the gym. 1029 01:20:31,368 --> 01:20:33,370 Here. Fingers right there. 1030 01:20:34,371 --> 01:20:35,894 Okay. 1031 01:20:35,938 --> 01:20:37,548 Close your eyes. 1032 01:20:40,334 --> 01:20:44,207 - [gasps] Oh, my God, it moved. - Sorry that was me. My bad. 1033 01:20:44,251 --> 01:20:46,905 It's called scrying. The deceased use the mirror 1034 01:20:46,949 --> 01:20:49,212 as a gateway to the world of the living. 1035 01:20:49,256 --> 01:20:54,435 All you have to do is stare into the mirror in a trance-like state. 1036 01:20:55,305 --> 01:20:57,394 - That's it. - Okay. 1037 01:21:06,186 --> 01:21:08,884 Yeah, I'm sorry. Can we cover up Gambino and Drake? 1038 01:21:08,927 --> 01:21:11,103 They're like really distracting me. 1039 01:21:11,147 --> 01:21:12,888 Instrumental Trans-Communication. 1040 01:21:12,931 --> 01:21:16,500 The spirit uses the TV monitor as a bridge to our world. 1041 01:21:16,544 --> 01:21:19,111 - What is this? Okay. - Here you go. 1042 01:21:19,155 --> 01:21:21,331 Blocks out the gamma rays. 1043 01:21:26,858 --> 01:21:28,120 Do you see anything? 1044 01:21:28,164 --> 01:21:29,687 No. Do you? 1045 01:21:30,906 --> 01:21:31,907 No. 1046 01:21:31,950 --> 01:21:33,865 [sighs] 1047 01:21:35,998 --> 01:21:38,261 [both sigh] 1048 01:21:39,610 --> 01:21:41,743 Maybe I should have read more books. 1049 01:21:42,439 --> 01:21:45,268 No. No, you've been awesome. 1050 01:21:45,312 --> 01:21:46,791 [phone chimes] 1051 01:21:47,879 --> 01:21:50,317 [sighs] Oh, man. It's just Vickie. 1052 01:21:50,360 --> 01:21:52,580 Needs the car. She has a shift. 1053 01:21:54,059 --> 01:21:56,671 Okay. I'll walk you out. 1054 01:21:57,846 --> 01:21:58,977 Okay. 1055 01:22:02,329 --> 01:22:05,941 [faint, high - pitched humming] 1056 01:22:18,997 --> 01:22:21,435 - [electric warbling] - [voice murmuring] 1057 01:22:25,352 --> 01:22:26,570 Hello? 1058 01:22:29,356 --> 01:22:31,706 [murmuring continues] 1059 01:22:37,277 --> 01:22:39,975 [GPS] Your route is being calculated. 1060 01:22:41,629 --> 01:22:46,677 Proceed for four miles to the entrance to Highway 85 South. 1061 01:22:53,815 --> 01:22:55,599 - It's a map. - [door opens, closes] 1062 01:22:55,643 --> 01:22:58,036 ["Closer" playing] 1063 01:23:04,042 --> 01:23:06,523 Tessa? Tessa! 1064 01:23:06,567 --> 01:23:09,961 Sorry! I've gotta do this. 1065 01:23:10,005 --> 01:23:11,136 Tessa! 1066 01:23:11,180 --> 01:23:12,312 [tires screeching] 1067 01:23:13,661 --> 01:23:19,841 [GPS] Head southwest to I-95 South, and proceed for 106 miles. 1068 01:23:21,886 --> 01:23:24,454 Continue straight for six miles. 1069 01:23:24,498 --> 01:23:27,675 ♪ So come a little closer ♪ 1070 01:23:27,718 --> 01:23:30,330 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 1071 01:23:30,373 --> 01:23:33,768 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 1072 01:23:35,422 --> 01:23:37,946 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 1073 01:23:37,989 --> 01:23:39,774 ♪ Don't be shy... ♪ 1074 01:23:39,817 --> 01:23:42,603 [GPS] Take the next right, and in 100 feet, 1075 01:23:42,646 --> 01:23:45,475 your destination will be on your right. 1076 01:23:49,131 --> 01:23:51,176 ♪ Closer ♪ 1077 01:23:51,220 --> 01:23:53,788 [GPS] You have arrived at your destination. 1078 01:23:53,831 --> 01:23:55,529 [heartbeat thumping] 1079 01:23:55,572 --> 01:23:58,009 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 1080 01:23:58,053 --> 01:24:00,969 ♪ Come a little closer ♪ 1081 01:24:02,492 --> 01:24:05,756 I told you he wasn't gone yet. 1082 01:24:05,800 --> 01:24:08,063 [laughs] Doris! 1083 01:24:08,106 --> 01:24:11,371 [chuckles] Come. Sit. 1084 01:24:14,896 --> 01:24:18,203 You know, I love coming out here at night 1085 01:24:18,247 --> 01:24:21,293 to watch the shooting stars. 1086 01:24:21,337 --> 01:24:24,514 My angels are calling me home. 1087 01:24:26,560 --> 01:24:28,779 Skylar knows the end is near. 1088 01:24:31,478 --> 01:24:33,436 You don't have much time. 1089 01:24:33,480 --> 01:24:35,612 He's been communicating with you? 1090 01:24:35,656 --> 01:24:38,833 Well, I'm much closer to his world than you are. 1091 01:24:39,486 --> 01:24:41,226 [chuckles] 1092 01:24:41,705 --> 01:24:43,098 What does he want? 1093 01:24:43,533 --> 01:24:44,795 My help. 1094 01:24:46,536 --> 01:24:48,756 To bring the two of you together. 1095 01:24:49,496 --> 01:24:50,801 Can you? 1096 01:24:55,502 --> 01:24:57,504 Please. 1097 01:25:01,986 --> 01:25:07,122 In ancient folklore, the souls of the departed 1098 01:25:07,165 --> 01:25:13,258 returned to places where they experienced their greatest moments of love. 1099 01:25:14,042 --> 01:25:20,396 That's where they were able to cross the life-death barrier. 1100 01:25:20,440 --> 01:25:24,008 Now, perhaps if you and Skylar went back 1101 01:25:24,052 --> 01:25:29,623 to where you felt the most love, 1102 01:25:30,928 --> 01:25:35,193 the window between worlds might open? 1103 01:25:37,021 --> 01:25:38,066 Okay. 1104 01:25:38,806 --> 01:25:40,111 But be careful. 1105 01:25:41,939 --> 01:25:44,899 If you do manage to cross the barrier... 1106 01:25:46,770 --> 01:25:48,685 there may be no way back. 1107 01:25:53,777 --> 01:25:57,172 - [hip-hop music playing over speakers] - [teenagers laughing, chattering] 1108 01:26:05,963 --> 01:26:07,356 Tess? 1109 01:26:07,399 --> 01:26:08,531 What's up? 1110 01:26:09,140 --> 01:26:11,665 This is not how I wanted my summer to go. 1111 01:26:11,708 --> 01:26:14,102 Oh, no, what do you mean? What's wrong? 1112 01:26:14,711 --> 01:26:16,670 They're so cute together, it's stupid. 1113 01:26:16,713 --> 01:26:17,975 Who's cute? 1114 01:26:19,194 --> 01:26:22,327 - Oh. Is that Judd? - [Shannon] That's Judd. 1115 01:26:22,371 --> 01:26:24,504 - Oh... - My vagina is weeping. 1116 01:26:24,547 --> 01:26:27,594 They are cute, but I'm so sorry. 1117 01:26:28,203 --> 01:26:29,247 That's terrible. 1118 01:26:29,291 --> 01:26:30,988 - Oh, my God! - What? 1119 01:26:31,032 --> 01:26:33,687 Billy Hodges came to my party? 1120 01:26:34,905 --> 01:26:36,994 Ciao, Billy. 1121 01:26:40,258 --> 01:26:41,956 - Hey. - Hey. 1122 01:26:43,827 --> 01:26:45,873 [sighs] It's just three words. 1123 01:26:51,618 --> 01:26:53,097 Hi. 1124 01:26:59,669 --> 01:27:04,544 Can we go somewhere to talk for a second, alone? 1125 01:27:04,587 --> 01:27:06,850 - Sure. - [both chuckle] 1126 01:27:06,894 --> 01:27:09,026 - Yo, brutha! - Hey. 1127 01:27:09,070 --> 01:27:11,333 - [Cortez] I just heard the good news. - What news? 1128 01:27:11,376 --> 01:27:12,943 - Um... - Oregon State! 1129 01:27:14,423 --> 01:27:16,904 - Nothing's official yet. - Oh, bullshit, bro. 1130 01:27:16,947 --> 01:27:21,648 No, I just talked to the new coach. He said it's as good as done. 1131 01:27:22,300 --> 01:27:23,650 Come on. 1132 01:27:24,651 --> 01:27:26,783 - Um... - Okay. 1133 01:27:26,827 --> 01:27:30,918 Tess? Tess? Tessa? 1134 01:27:30,961 --> 01:27:34,312 - Tess, I was gonna tell you, I swear. - When? 1135 01:27:35,575 --> 01:27:38,490 - When were you gonna tell me? After I got into RISD? - No, of course not. 1136 01:27:38,534 --> 01:27:43,234 - I just didn't want to give you another reason to back out. - What about our plan? 1137 01:27:44,018 --> 01:27:46,411 The same city? No more ticking clock? 1138 01:27:46,455 --> 01:27:49,197 You weren't even gonna send in an application. 1139 01:27:50,459 --> 01:27:52,679 I applied last week. 1140 01:27:55,856 --> 01:28:00,382 Well, thank you for waiting until the last possible moment to tell me. 1141 01:28:03,646 --> 01:28:04,995 [sighs] 1142 01:28:05,039 --> 01:28:08,390 The truth is, Tess, my dad's not... 1143 01:28:08,433 --> 01:28:10,261 He's not doing that well. 1144 01:28:11,567 --> 01:28:16,006 He's really lonely in Oregon and I feel like I should stay with him for awhile. 1145 01:28:16,050 --> 01:28:19,967 Oregon is on the other side of the country. 1146 01:28:20,010 --> 01:28:23,492 - How were we ever gonna see each other? - It'll be hard. 1147 01:28:23,535 --> 01:28:28,149 I'm not switching schools permanently. I'm not! 1148 01:28:28,192 --> 01:28:31,239 And if you get into RISD, and you will, 1149 01:28:31,282 --> 01:28:33,545 I'll be in Providence before you are. 1150 01:28:33,589 --> 01:28:37,245 What happens if you start to like Oregon? What happens if your team starts to win? 1151 01:28:37,288 --> 01:28:39,682 Tess, my dad needs me right now. 1152 01:28:39,726 --> 01:28:41,510 He's my family. I don't... 1153 01:28:42,424 --> 01:28:46,167 [exhales] You don't understand about family because... 1154 01:28:47,908 --> 01:28:49,823 Because I don't have one. 1155 01:28:49,866 --> 01:28:52,216 That is not what I meant to say. 1156 01:28:55,176 --> 01:28:57,134 I knew this was gonna happen. 1157 01:28:58,962 --> 01:29:01,748 I get close to people and they disappear on me. 1158 01:29:02,270 --> 01:29:04,315 This is just what happens to me. 1159 01:29:04,359 --> 01:29:05,273 - Tess. - No. 1160 01:29:06,578 --> 01:29:07,623 No. 1161 01:29:08,668 --> 01:29:11,192 You're just gonna push me away like you do everyone? 1162 01:29:15,849 --> 01:29:17,807 The summer is over, Skylar. 1163 01:29:19,853 --> 01:29:21,376 And so are we. 1164 01:29:28,557 --> 01:29:30,428 [horn honking] 1165 01:29:32,822 --> 01:29:37,261 - Hey. - Your ghost-hunting assistant has arrived. 1166 01:29:37,697 --> 01:29:40,134 Here you go. Direct from Daddy's closet. 1167 01:29:40,177 --> 01:29:45,617 Yeah, this is full spectrum, motion sensor, night vision. 1168 01:29:45,661 --> 01:29:47,010 Perfect. Thank you. 1169 01:29:48,011 --> 01:29:49,578 Who gave you all the swag? 1170 01:29:49,621 --> 01:29:52,494 Ah, Vickie's credit card. 1171 01:29:52,537 --> 01:29:55,715 Whoa! Tessa's a bad, bad girl. 1172 01:29:55,758 --> 01:29:58,848 - Bye. - Hey, if there are nudes of my mom on that camera, 1173 01:29:58,892 --> 01:30:00,371 I do not want to know. 1174 01:30:00,415 --> 01:30:03,505 [whispers] Shh. I'm gonna tell you. 1175 01:30:42,239 --> 01:30:44,198 [seagulls squawking] 1176 01:31:25,630 --> 01:31:27,284 [sighs] 1177 01:31:32,159 --> 01:31:33,551 [exhales sharply] 1178 01:31:43,213 --> 01:31:45,955 [faint, high-pitched hum] 1179 01:34:02,439 --> 01:34:05,486 [gasping] 1180 01:34:11,796 --> 01:34:13,102 [police radio chatter] 1181 01:34:13,146 --> 01:34:14,582 [officer] Central, standby. 1182 01:34:15,278 --> 01:34:17,019 You Tessa Benson? 1183 01:34:24,070 --> 01:34:25,723 I can't believe you tracked my phone. 1184 01:34:25,767 --> 01:34:27,638 The day you stole Vickie's credit card 1185 01:34:27,682 --> 01:34:29,640 was the day you gave up your right to privacy. 1186 01:34:29,684 --> 01:34:33,253 - What were you doing at the hotel so late? - I was taking photos. 1187 01:34:33,296 --> 01:34:36,430 - I told you that. - What, are you trying to put yourself back in the hospital? 1188 01:34:36,473 --> 01:34:39,650 I don't understand this. Things were so much better this summer. 1189 01:34:39,694 --> 01:34:42,175 - We started to feel like a family. - Do you not understand? 1190 01:34:42,218 --> 01:34:45,917 Geez, I wonder what happened at the end of the summer that might change my mood. 1191 01:34:45,961 --> 01:34:48,616 - You know what I've been through? What Vickie's been through? - Stop. 1192 01:34:48,659 --> 01:34:51,532 - Love hurts. You learn to live with it. - Fuck off, Mel. 1193 01:34:51,575 --> 01:34:53,621 Hey, no! You don't get to talk to him like that. 1194 01:34:53,664 --> 01:34:56,406 - Not after everything he's done for you. - There's no... 1195 01:34:57,973 --> 01:34:59,018 Tessa! 1196 01:34:59,061 --> 01:35:01,237 [ultrasound warbling] 1197 01:35:06,851 --> 01:35:08,636 She's ruptured the repair. 1198 01:35:08,679 --> 01:35:12,596 Is it any wonder? The way she's been running around all crazy. 1199 01:35:12,640 --> 01:35:16,557 You can see right here. There's a fair amount of blood accumulated around her heart. 1200 01:35:16,600 --> 01:35:19,081 - Will she be all right? - Not until we drain the chamber 1201 01:35:19,125 --> 01:35:20,996 and reinforce the original suture. 1202 01:35:21,040 --> 01:35:23,651 We're gonna schedule you for an OR first thing in the morning. 1203 01:35:23,694 --> 01:35:27,655 No, no, I... I'm not... You gotta let me go. You need to let me go. 1204 01:35:27,698 --> 01:35:30,310 - Tessa! 50 milligrams now. - [Tessa] Jasmine, no! Don't, please! 1205 01:35:30,353 --> 01:35:33,400 Tessa, if I let you go home, you won't make it through the night. 1206 01:35:33,443 --> 01:35:36,707 - You don't understand. You don't understand. - Get some rest now, honey. 1207 01:35:36,751 --> 01:35:39,754 I never got to tell... tell him. 1208 01:35:41,060 --> 01:35:42,104 Tell him what? 1209 01:35:42,148 --> 01:35:43,758 That... 1210 01:36:07,651 --> 01:36:10,524 They can never, ever tear us apart. 1211 01:36:11,046 --> 01:36:13,831 ["Never Tear Us Apart" playing] 1212 01:36:13,875 --> 01:36:16,095 ♪ Don't ask me ♪ 1213 01:36:16,138 --> 01:36:17,661 [song continues on ringtone] 1214 01:36:17,705 --> 01:36:20,360 ♪ What you know is true ♪ 1215 01:36:20,403 --> 01:36:23,711 ♪ Don't have to tell you ♪ 1216 01:36:24,799 --> 01:36:28,846 ♪ I love your precious heart ♪ 1217 01:36:28,890 --> 01:36:30,674 ♪ I ♪ 1218 01:36:32,067 --> 01:36:34,939 ♪ I was standing ♪ 1219 01:36:35,636 --> 01:36:37,159 ♪ You were there ♪ 1220 01:36:38,813 --> 01:36:39,814 Tess? 1221 01:36:40,336 --> 01:36:42,251 [groans] Shan, is that you? 1222 01:36:42,295 --> 01:36:45,515 Are you okay? You... You sound medicated. 1223 01:36:45,559 --> 01:36:48,823 - I'm at the hospital. - What happened? 1224 01:36:50,085 --> 01:36:52,348 I saw him, Shan. 1225 01:36:52,392 --> 01:36:55,177 - No way. - At the hotel. 1226 01:36:55,786 --> 01:36:58,441 I couldn't touch him, but he was there. 1227 01:37:00,704 --> 01:37:03,881 I just have one place left that I have to go. 1228 01:37:04,708 --> 01:37:07,320 - The lake. - Where he told you he loved you. 1229 01:37:08,190 --> 01:37:10,497 I just don't really have much time left. 1230 01:37:10,540 --> 01:37:12,455 Okay, stay put. I'm coming. 1231 01:37:22,248 --> 01:37:23,640 Whoa. 1232 01:37:25,251 --> 01:37:27,078 - Now what? - I don't know. 1233 01:37:27,122 --> 01:37:28,950 [electrical crackling] 1234 01:37:28,993 --> 01:37:32,171 - Room 22. - I'll take him. 1235 01:37:32,214 --> 01:37:34,782 - [chiming] - Oh. Ooh, two more. 1236 01:37:34,825 --> 01:37:37,219 - [chiming continues] - Witching hour. I'll take odds, 1237 01:37:37,263 --> 01:37:38,481 - you take evens. - Yeah. 1238 01:37:41,876 --> 01:37:43,399 [elevator dings] 1239 01:37:44,183 --> 01:37:46,141 - Whoa. - Let's go. 1240 01:37:46,707 --> 01:37:48,274 I could get used to this. 1241 01:37:58,414 --> 01:37:59,633 [elevator dings] 1242 01:38:03,245 --> 01:38:04,768 [security guard] Hey! What are you doing? 1243 01:38:04,812 --> 01:38:06,727 Go, go, go. Come on. 1244 01:38:07,554 --> 01:38:08,685 Oh, God. 1245 01:38:18,826 --> 01:38:20,784 Whoa. What the hell? 1246 01:38:22,830 --> 01:38:25,572 [tires squealing] 1247 01:38:33,754 --> 01:38:35,669 The lake is that way. You've gotta turn around. 1248 01:38:35,712 --> 01:38:38,846 - I know. I know! - It's the wrong way! Please turn around. 1249 01:38:38,889 --> 01:38:40,369 I can't. 1250 01:38:42,197 --> 01:38:43,894 - Let go. - What? 1251 01:38:43,938 --> 01:38:45,331 Let go! 1252 01:38:49,857 --> 01:38:52,555 - [horns honking] - [both screaming] 1253 01:38:54,992 --> 01:38:56,994 [both panting] 1254 01:38:57,865 --> 01:38:59,997 I want a dead boyfriend too. 1255 01:39:09,006 --> 01:39:10,617 [door opens, closes] 1256 01:39:12,488 --> 01:39:16,971 - What are you doing here? - Skylar says he's called you and left you a ton of messages. 1257 01:39:18,233 --> 01:39:21,758 - So? - So? You're ghosting your soul mate? 1258 01:39:21,802 --> 01:39:24,413 Shannon, my past is always just gonna get in the way. 1259 01:39:24,457 --> 01:39:27,198 Remember last year, you'd spotted that condemned bridge 1260 01:39:27,242 --> 01:39:29,331 and just had to get a photo. 1261 01:39:29,375 --> 01:39:31,855 You had to jump into the water, 1262 01:39:31,899 --> 01:39:34,205 even though it was freezing cold. 1263 01:39:34,858 --> 01:39:36,295 You know what I was thinking, 1264 01:39:37,078 --> 01:39:40,864 when I saw you down there swimming against the current to get your photo, 1265 01:39:40,908 --> 01:39:44,215 "Imagine if Tess could be like this for her life, 1266 01:39:44,259 --> 01:39:45,521 and not just for her art." 1267 01:39:48,132 --> 01:39:50,961 He's leaving tonight, Tess. 1268 01:40:06,063 --> 01:40:07,456 Lock up for me. 1269 01:40:42,448 --> 01:40:44,798 [tires screeching] 1270 01:40:47,453 --> 01:40:49,672 [thunder rumbling] 1271 01:40:57,680 --> 01:40:59,987 This is where the accident happened. 1272 01:41:00,030 --> 01:41:02,076 Do you know why he brought you here? 1273 01:41:03,338 --> 01:41:04,557 No. 1274 01:41:05,296 --> 01:41:06,602 I don't know. 1275 01:41:07,516 --> 01:41:08,952 But I'm gonna find out. 1276 01:41:10,432 --> 01:41:11,738 Tess? 1277 01:41:22,009 --> 01:41:23,010 Tess! 1278 01:41:25,099 --> 01:41:26,535 Oh, my God. 1279 01:41:29,408 --> 01:41:31,627 I need help! 1280 01:41:35,718 --> 01:41:37,416 [line ringing] 1281 01:41:38,329 --> 01:41:40,462 [dispatcher] 911, what's your emergency? 1282 01:41:40,506 --> 01:41:43,073 [Shannon] My friend just passed out. She has a heart condition. 1283 01:41:43,117 --> 01:41:47,295 I'm at the corner of 6th and Channel, please send somebody! 1284 01:41:47,338 --> 01:41:48,688 [Tessa] Skylar! 1285 01:41:54,520 --> 01:41:55,695 Tess. 1286 01:41:55,738 --> 01:41:57,958 You forgot your hat. [chuckles] 1287 01:42:01,570 --> 01:42:03,224 I'm so sorry, Sky. 1288 01:42:04,225 --> 01:42:05,444 I'm sorry. I'm... 1289 01:42:06,401 --> 01:42:10,405 [sighs] I should have talked to you before making any decisions. 1290 01:42:10,449 --> 01:42:14,453 No. You shouldn't have to explain loving your family. 1291 01:42:15,062 --> 01:42:18,979 If I hadn't spent my whole life just pushing everyone away, I would have understood that. 1292 01:42:19,022 --> 01:42:21,460 - No, come on, Tess. - I love you. 1293 01:42:22,417 --> 01:42:23,723 [chuckles] 1294 01:42:24,245 --> 01:42:25,420 I said it. 1295 01:42:25,464 --> 01:42:27,770 Would you mind if I said it again? 1296 01:42:34,255 --> 01:42:35,561 I love you. 1297 01:42:45,745 --> 01:42:48,008 - [horn honking] - [Tessa screams] 1298 01:43:07,636 --> 01:43:09,029 - [Skylar] Hey. - [gasps] 1299 01:43:13,555 --> 01:43:16,036 - It's you. - It's me. 1300 01:43:18,168 --> 01:43:19,735 Oh, my God. 1301 01:43:33,488 --> 01:43:35,708 [siren wailing in distance] 1302 01:43:37,666 --> 01:43:40,713 - I love you. - I know. 1303 01:43:40,756 --> 01:43:43,629 You told me. I love you. 1304 01:43:43,672 --> 01:43:46,849 So that's why you brought me here? 1305 01:43:46,893 --> 01:43:48,982 So that I'd know? 1306 01:43:49,722 --> 01:43:52,115 Yeah. No regrets. 1307 01:43:59,558 --> 01:44:00,820 So, is this... 1308 01:44:02,256 --> 01:44:05,389 Is this it? We're still in Avalon. 1309 01:44:05,433 --> 01:44:06,956 Not exactly. 1310 01:44:07,000 --> 01:44:10,351 It's like everything you see is a memory, 1311 01:44:10,394 --> 01:44:14,747 a dream that we have, to project it onto the world. 1312 01:44:15,878 --> 01:44:17,358 It's kinda cool. 1313 01:44:18,098 --> 01:44:20,317 Come on. I'll show you. 1314 01:44:20,361 --> 01:44:21,928 Okay. 1315 01:44:23,103 --> 01:44:26,193 [paramedics, Shannon chattering] 1316 01:44:33,461 --> 01:44:35,637 [speaking French] 1317 01:44:39,554 --> 01:44:41,600 [speaking French] 1318 01:45:19,115 --> 01:45:21,901 [doctors, nurses chattering] 1319 01:45:27,950 --> 01:45:31,301 I came out here the first day I met you. 1320 01:45:33,521 --> 01:45:36,437 My parents had just told me about the separation. 1321 01:45:37,307 --> 01:45:39,658 Felt like it was the worst day of my life. 1322 01:45:43,749 --> 01:45:45,228 And then I met you. 1323 01:45:46,055 --> 01:45:48,231 And it was probably the best day of my life. 1324 01:45:49,406 --> 01:45:50,669 Mine too. 1325 01:46:43,460 --> 01:46:47,421 [Dr. Sarkisian] There's nothing more we can do. She has a decision to make. 1326 01:46:47,464 --> 01:46:49,466 She has to want to live. 1327 01:46:50,032 --> 01:46:53,253 Come back, Tess. Come back, Tess... 1328 01:47:16,842 --> 01:47:19,366 [crying] 1329 01:47:20,280 --> 01:47:21,324 Hey. 1330 01:47:24,371 --> 01:47:25,502 What's wrong? 1331 01:47:32,335 --> 01:47:35,991 I've spent my whole life learning how not to get hurt. 1332 01:47:37,079 --> 01:47:39,168 And that's no way to live. 1333 01:47:42,476 --> 01:47:47,394 But... But even with all the hurt that I feel right now... 1334 01:47:50,919 --> 01:47:52,399 I don't regret a thing. 1335 01:47:54,880 --> 01:47:56,490 Because I love you. 1336 01:47:59,058 --> 01:48:01,712 And knowing that I'm capable of feeling this way, 1337 01:48:01,756 --> 01:48:03,366 makes life worth living. 1338 01:48:06,979 --> 01:48:09,024 I don't want to say goodbye. 1339 01:48:09,764 --> 01:48:11,287 You don't have to. 1340 01:48:14,638 --> 01:48:16,815 Love never dies. 1341 01:48:25,649 --> 01:48:27,086 [sighs] 1342 01:48:27,129 --> 01:48:28,565 I'm gonna miss you. 1343 01:48:30,306 --> 01:48:32,831 [sobbing] I'm gonna miss you. 1344 01:48:45,234 --> 01:48:47,628 Go give us a happy ending, yeah? 1345 01:49:06,821 --> 01:49:08,170 Hey. 1346 01:49:11,478 --> 01:49:13,523 No more dying, okay? 1347 01:49:14,611 --> 01:49:16,004 [chuckles] 1348 01:49:30,627 --> 01:49:32,499 Oh, my God. It smells so good. 1349 01:49:32,542 --> 01:49:34,893 - Sit down. There's plenty. - I can't. I gotta go. 1350 01:49:35,545 --> 01:49:37,199 - Good luck, Tessa. - Love you. 1351 01:49:37,243 --> 01:49:39,375 - Go get 'em. - All right, bye. 1352 01:49:39,419 --> 01:49:41,116 See you later! 1353 01:49:42,422 --> 01:49:44,728 Ever since I was a little girl, 1354 01:49:44,772 --> 01:49:48,558 people always told me that I see things that no one else does. 1355 01:49:48,602 --> 01:49:52,780 It wasn't just that my camera was a way for me to express myself. 1356 01:49:53,389 --> 01:49:57,872 It was the means by which I captured the unseen. 1357 01:49:58,438 --> 01:50:02,485 It was only recently that I discovered something that I had been blind to. 1358 01:50:05,358 --> 01:50:06,402 A ghost. 1359 01:50:09,014 --> 01:50:11,799 All of us, each and every one of us, 1360 01:50:11,842 --> 01:50:13,583 are haunted by ghosts. 1361 01:50:14,410 --> 01:50:17,718 The ghosts of childhood trauma. 1362 01:50:19,589 --> 01:50:22,331 The ghosts of unfulfilled dreams. 1363 01:50:23,158 --> 01:50:25,508 The ghosts of lost love. 1364 01:50:28,076 --> 01:50:31,427 Like so many people, I believed that, 1365 01:50:31,471 --> 01:50:34,213 if I just ignored these ghosts, 1366 01:50:34,256 --> 01:50:36,519 they would eventually go away. 1367 01:50:37,390 --> 01:50:39,522 This turned out to be a mistake. 1368 01:50:41,524 --> 01:50:43,787 Just like all of our worst fears, 1369 01:50:43,831 --> 01:50:48,836 these invisible spirits gain strength in darkness. 1370 01:50:49,880 --> 01:50:53,580 If we run from them, they run faster. 1371 01:50:53,623 --> 01:50:57,236 If we push them away, they just push back harder. 1372 01:50:57,279 --> 01:50:58,802 What are we supposed to do? 1373 01:51:02,023 --> 01:51:03,677 It has taken... 1374 01:51:04,852 --> 01:51:07,420 great personal loss 1375 01:51:08,073 --> 01:51:10,379 for me to discover the answer to this question. 1376 01:51:13,469 --> 01:51:16,298 We must attend to our ghosts. 1377 01:51:17,169 --> 01:51:21,042 We must welcome them into our lives 1378 01:51:21,086 --> 01:51:25,220 as though they are part of us, because they are part of us. 1379 01:51:29,616 --> 01:51:34,316 It's only when we acknowledge their presence will they make room for new possibilities. 1380 01:51:36,449 --> 01:51:40,148 In the end, I've learned that our ghosts are part of who we are, 1381 01:51:40,192 --> 01:51:41,715 part of who we hope to be. 1382 01:51:43,412 --> 01:51:46,198 These hauntings stay inside us, 1383 01:51:46,241 --> 01:51:49,070 tethered to our hearts forever. 1384 01:51:50,898 --> 01:51:52,291 In life. 1385 01:51:53,901 --> 01:51:55,163 In death. 1386 01:51:56,077 --> 01:52:00,125 And... everywhere in-between. 1387 01:52:06,392 --> 01:52:11,571 ♪ In between The day and the night ♪ 1388 01:52:12,746 --> 01:52:18,534 ♪ In between The dark and the light ♪ 1389 01:52:19,448 --> 01:52:25,454 ♪ In between What's wrong and what's right ♪ 1390 01:52:25,498 --> 01:52:29,371 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1391 01:52:33,201 --> 01:52:37,510 ♪ I'm not really sure I just work here ♪ 1392 01:52:39,773 --> 01:52:44,212 ♪ My heart is broken And I'm scared ♪ 1393 01:52:46,519 --> 01:52:49,435 ♪ Walls are coming down ♪ 1394 01:52:49,478 --> 01:52:53,265 ♪ My defense is on the ground ♪ 1395 01:52:53,308 --> 01:52:57,182 ♪ I'm falling ♪ 1396 01:52:58,879 --> 01:53:04,276 ♪ In between The day and the night ♪ 1397 01:53:05,581 --> 01:53:11,457 ♪ In between The dark and the light ♪ 1398 01:53:11,500 --> 01:53:17,941 ♪ In between What's wrong and what's right ♪ 1399 01:53:17,985 --> 01:53:21,467 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1400 01:53:29,214 --> 01:53:33,783 ♪ I don't want to lose you Can't stand the pain ♪ 1401 01:53:35,742 --> 01:53:40,529 ♪ I wanna feel the sun Not always feel the rain ♪ 1402 01:53:42,488 --> 01:53:45,317 ♪ Walls are coming down ♪ 1403 01:53:45,360 --> 01:53:49,190 ♪ My defense is on the ground ♪ 1404 01:53:49,234 --> 01:53:53,151 ♪ I'm falling ♪ 1405 01:53:58,068 --> 01:54:04,901 ♪ In between The day and the night ♪ 1406 01:54:04,945 --> 01:54:11,125 ♪ In between The dark and the light ♪ 1407 01:54:11,169 --> 01:54:17,131 ♪ In between What's wrong and what's right ♪ 1408 01:54:17,175 --> 01:54:22,005 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1409 01:54:22,049 --> 01:54:25,313 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1410 01:54:26,271 --> 01:54:32,233 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1411 01:54:32,277 --> 01:54:37,064 ♪ Forever beside you ♪ 1412 01:54:37,107 --> 01:54:39,458 ♪ Beside you ♪ 1413 01:54:39,501 --> 01:54:45,812 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1414 01:54:45,855 --> 01:54:51,513 ♪ Breathing inside you ♪ 1415 01:54:52,340 --> 01:54:58,477 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1416 01:55:00,392 --> 01:55:04,483 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1417 01:55:05,614 --> 01:55:12,839 ♪ I'll find you ♪ 1418 01:55:12,924 --> 01:55:17,924 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 105047