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(breathing heavily)
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(exhales)
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(breathing continues)
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(breathing faster)
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(water overflows)
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Here, baby.
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Rue?
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Baby, I need, I need you
to drink this, okay?
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Come on,
come on.
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-(Rue whimpers)
-Let's just take a sip, baby, please.
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(candy wrapper crinkling)
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(chair scrapes floor)
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Leslie:
Do you need help with that?
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(panting)
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(cries)
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(shuddering cries)
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Leslie:
I got you.
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Rue:
You know what I like about hospitals?
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-Leslie:
We're almost there. Come on. -(Rue crying)
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Rue:
They don't need to know how good of a person you are
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in order to take care of you.
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Leslie:
Come on.
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Rue:
They don't need to know what's going on in your head
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before they wrap
a bandage around your arm.
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-(breathing heavily)
-Come on.
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Rue:
People like that are rare.
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The doctor put my mom
in touch with a rehab,
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who might have an open
bed early next week.
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-(crying)
-Okay, okay.
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Rue:
Told me to stay strong.
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Okay, okay, okay.
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Rue:
My mom is one of those rare people,
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but maybe that's
'cause she's my mom.
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She also grew up in the church.
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And say what you want
about Christians.
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At least they believe
in forgiveness.
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(groaning)
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(breathing rapidly)
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I don't remember
everything I said to my mom.
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It's okay, Rue.
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It's okay.
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Rue:
I wish I could say I didn't mean any of it.
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Is that actually true?
I mean, I thought it.
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I felt it... I said it.
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(shuddering breaths)
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(crying)
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(thunder rumbling)
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I'm sure most people would say
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the world would be
a better place without me.
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(rain pattering)
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I don't disagree.
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In fact, I've been
trying to leave it
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for as long as I can remember.
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Ali is also one of
those rare people.
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The strange thing is,
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I bet most people would say
the same thing about him.
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"He's just a fuckin'
crackhead wife-beater."
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I bet his daughter said that.
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- Even I kinda said that.
-(engine starts)
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That I regret.
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Really fucking regret.
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♪ ♪
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(crying)
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But if I'm being honest
about who I am...
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I'm a liar, a thief.
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I'm violent, abusive,
manipulative.
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It's cold.
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It's cold, Mom.
Mom, it's cold.
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Rue, you have to break
your fever, baby, okay?
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Okay? Come on.
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Rue:
And even if I got clean today,
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no one would forget the trauma
of me not being clean.
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(quietly): Shit.
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(door closes)
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(chatter on TV)
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But I really regret
what I said to Ali.
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Reducing someone's
life to a moment...
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an ugly moment.
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And punishing them for it.
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(Rue crying)
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(groaning, crying)
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That's what cops do.
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It's actually
what everyone does.
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It's what you would do to me
if you didn't know me.
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♪ ♪
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(breathing heavily)
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(no audio)
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Anyway, I should call
Ali and apologize.
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(line ringing)
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(line picks up)
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Ali (on phone):
Hello.
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Ali?
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It's, um, it's Rue.
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Ali:
What do you want, Rue?
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Um...
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I just wanted to, uh, call you
and tell you that, um...
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I just wanted to call you
and tell you that I'm sorry for what I said.
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Um...
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and I really regret it.
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Uh...
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I just-- I never
should've said that.
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Ali:
Rue.
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-And I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
-Ali: Rue!
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Listen to me.
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I forgive you.
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You do?
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Ali:
I do.
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(sniffling)
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How do you know that I mean it?
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Ali:
Because the hour is certain to come.
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So we must
forgive graciously.
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(Rue crying)
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Thank you.
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(shuddering cries)
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Thank you.
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(candy wrapper crinkling)
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(sniffles)
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♪ Oh... ♪
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♪ Taking it all for us ♪
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♪ Taking it all ♪
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♪ Taking it all for us ♪
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♪ Oh... ♪
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♪ Doing it all for love ♪
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♪ Doing it all ♪
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♪ Doing it all for love ♪
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You look like a cat
coughed your ass up.
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(laughs)
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(chuckles)
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Hey.
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Rue: Ali said
he would only stop by
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if he could cook dinner
for the whole family.
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-Aw, thanks for having me.
-Mm-hm.
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-Oh, hi.
-Hi.
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I'm Ali.
Nice to meet you.
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-You're Rue's sponsor?
-Uh... I am.
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A better question is, uh,
what're you doin' right now?
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Gia:
Nothing.
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-Wanna help me cook?
-Uh, I can help.
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Ali:
Nah, nah, you keep your stank
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-withdrawal diarrhea-ass
all away from my food. -(laughing)
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-Oh, you wanna tell him about--
-No, no!
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-I think you should. (laughs)
-No, no, no!
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Ali:
Hey, yo, yo! I'm serious. You're a health hazard.
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-In the other room.
-Okay, dang. Thank you. Sorry.
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-Bye-bye.
-Rue: Oh!
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-Oh.
-Bye-bye? Bye-bye to you, too.
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-Rue: Uh-huh.
-I know you probably been washin' that ass.
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(laughing)
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(all laughing)
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-Oh.
-They know I'm right.
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-Exactly.
-(both laughing)
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I think she's
doin' better today.
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For as tough as
it's been on Rue,
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I'm sure it's been
harder on you.
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Dice these tomatoes.
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(heavy sigh)
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It's okay to be
angry at her.
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I'm not sure
that helps anyone.
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Ah, well, oh, I...
tend to disagree.
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I think it would
actually be good for you.
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How?
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You're not wrong
to be angry at her.
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That shit hurts.
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It's unfair.
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You don't deserve it.
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I'm fine.
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I am.
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(knife scraping)
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I didn't say
I didn't believe you.
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(panting)
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Rue:
Now, Nate didn't know what happened with Cassie and Maddy
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because when he exercises,
he puts his phone on silent.
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♪ ♪
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The irony was
Nate woke up that morning feeling fantastic.
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Because after an 18-year
dick-swinging contest with his dad...
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Nate had finally won.
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("My Lovin'" by
En Vogue playing)
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Rue:
His mom seemed to be handling it well.
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His brother
on the other hand...
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Fuck is she so happy about?
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Rue:
not so well.
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♪ You never was this nice,
you can't fool me ♪
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♪ Ooh, bop ♪
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Rue:
It wasn't the 38 missed calls from Cassie that concerned him.
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It was the fact that there
were zero calls from Maddy.
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(tapping CD case)
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Part of the reason
Nate loved Maddy as much as he did
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is because she was loyal.
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But it's also what scared
the living shit out of him.
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If anyone crossed her,
she'd bury them.
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And he had now really
fucking crossed her.
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And there was no doubt
in Nate's mind what Maddy
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was about to do.
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Maddy:
You know when a kid shoots up a school
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and they go to
interview the parents,
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and the parents are like,
"We had no idea.
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He seemed, like,
totally normal."
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And everyone watching is like,
"You're a fucking idiot."
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That's how I feel,
but with Cassie.
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Kat (on phone):
Look, I never trusted her.
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What? Why?
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Kat:
Because she seems like the kind of person
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who would fuck your boyfriend.
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(sighs)
I think I actually wanna murder her.
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Kat:
I get it.
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No, like, actually...
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plan a murder and carry it out.
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Kat:
I get it.
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Like a grisly murder.
One that shocks the nation.
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Kat:
I think that's more than understandable.
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(sighs)
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(Kat sighs)
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What about Nate?
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I have a few ideas.
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(laughing)
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No!
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-That's dark-sided.
-Are you two ready to order?
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-No. (laughs)
-Ethan: Um...
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she's just on the phone.
We'll just be a couple minutes.
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We prefer customers not
use phones at the tables.
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-Kat: No, no, no.
-I can understand.
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-(Kat laughs)
-I will circle back.
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Okay, thank you.
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Wow.
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She's a cunt, yeah.
(laughs)
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All right, bye.
Love you. Okay.
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-Oh. (chuckles)
-Oh.
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Sorry... I j--
We haven't said hello yet,
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so I just figured
I would greet you like I normally greet you.
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Oh, sorry.
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Maddy's going
through this thing.
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-You know?
-Sure.
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-I get it. It's awkward.
-Yeah.
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(chuckles)
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-So, what are we doing here?
-Goin' on a date.
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Yeah?
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'Cause on the phone you
just kind of made it sound
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like, like it
was an emergency.
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-Did I?
-Yeah.
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-No.
-Like, you asked if I could
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cancel rehearsal.
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I, um, I mean,
well, I've--
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I've...
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been thinking... about us
and, and our relationship,
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and, um... um...
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(sniffs)
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I have a... brain disorder.
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What?
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That's the rest
of the sentence.
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Um, I'm confused.
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I think it's terminal.
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Y-Y-You've been thinking
a lot about our relationship
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because you have a, you have
a terminal brain disorder?
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Yeah, I just, like,
keep thinking, like,
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all the hospital visits, and...
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maybe, I'll have
to get out of school,
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stay home, you know,
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with the little
time I have left.
259
00:16:18,560 --> 00:16:20,479
-What is this terminal
brain disorder called? -No, no, no.
260
00:16:20,562 --> 00:16:22,564
'Cause you're gonna google it,
and then read about it,
261
00:16:22,648 --> 00:16:24,900
and I'm just gonna
see it on your face.
262
00:16:24,983 --> 00:16:28,362
I feel like you're
l-lying to me.
263
00:16:28,445 --> 00:16:31,824
Lying about a terminal
brain disorder?
264
00:16:31,907 --> 00:16:32,825
(chuckles)
265
00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:35,536
That's sick.
266
00:16:35,619 --> 00:16:37,329
A-And to be honest,
the fact that you think
267
00:16:37,413 --> 00:16:39,248
I would even lie about
something that awful
268
00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:41,083
means there's a big problem
in this relationship,
269
00:16:41,166 --> 00:16:43,335
which is, like, literally
what I was trying to say in the beginning.
270
00:16:43,419 --> 00:16:44,712
No, no.
In the beginning,
271
00:16:44,795 --> 00:16:46,922
I feel like you started
to break up with me,
272
00:16:47,005 --> 00:16:48,465
and then, you pivoted
to telling me that
273
00:16:48,549 --> 00:16:50,843
you got, like,
a terminal brain illness,
274
00:16:50,926 --> 00:16:53,095
and now, I feel like
you're using my skepticism
275
00:16:53,178 --> 00:16:55,222
as, like, a reason
to break up with me.
276
00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:57,683
That's your experience.
277
00:16:57,766 --> 00:17:00,561
No, I think...
that's the experience.
278
00:17:00,644 --> 00:17:03,230
-It's your experience
of the experience-- -Waitress: Hi.
279
00:17:03,313 --> 00:17:05,899
Kat, you don't wanna be
in a relationship with me.
280
00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:08,026
And I get it.
If it's okay, just say it.
281
00:17:08,110 --> 00:17:09,695
Just have, like,
the courage to actually be honest
282
00:17:09,778 --> 00:17:10,863
'cause what you're
doin' right now,
283
00:17:10,946 --> 00:17:12,448
it's just, like--
feels like shit.
284
00:17:12,531 --> 00:17:15,409
I knew it.
I-- Wow.
285
00:17:15,492 --> 00:17:17,911
Wow, I can't believe this.
You're literally trying to break up with me.
286
00:17:17,995 --> 00:17:20,080
No, I'm, I'm trying to help
you say what you wanna say.
287
00:17:20,164 --> 00:17:21,248
Is this some
sort of, like,
288
00:17:21,331 --> 00:17:22,666
manipulation tactic you learned
289
00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:24,626
on some fucking
incel Reddit forum?
290
00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:27,212
God, this is the problem
with guys like you.
291
00:17:27,296 --> 00:17:28,714
I tell you I'm sick,
292
00:17:28,797 --> 00:17:31,633
-and you just
dismiss my experience. -Mm.
293
00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:34,136
Yeah, you just gaslight me,
tell me how to feel
294
00:17:34,219 --> 00:17:36,764
-all because I don't
meet your expectations. -All right, well, you're right.
295
00:17:36,847 --> 00:17:38,140
You didn't live up
to my expectations
296
00:17:38,223 --> 00:17:40,976
because I did expect you
to at least be honest.
297
00:17:41,059 --> 00:17:43,854
-I am being honest.
-All right, I don't even think you believe that,
298
00:17:43,937 --> 00:17:45,272
but, you know,
that's besides the point
299
00:17:45,355 --> 00:17:46,899
'cause I think we
need to break up.
300
00:17:47,441 --> 00:17:48,442
Wow.
301
00:17:48,525 --> 00:17:50,778
Wow, wow.
I didn't see that one coming.
302
00:17:50,861 --> 00:17:52,321
Hm. (chuckles)
303
00:17:53,781 --> 00:17:55,073
I didn't either.
304
00:17:57,493 --> 00:17:58,786
Bye!
305
00:18:03,624 --> 00:18:06,043
Lex...
306
00:18:06,126 --> 00:18:08,712
Hon, take these in the back
and hide 'em in the bushes.
307
00:18:08,796 --> 00:18:11,423
You really think
she's gonna stab herself?
308
00:18:11,507 --> 00:18:14,718
Your sister's
very emotional... Yes.
309
00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:19,807
-Really?
-In the bushes, now.
310
00:18:19,890 --> 00:18:21,058
Go!
311
00:18:21,975 --> 00:18:23,060
Hurry!
312
00:18:24,061 --> 00:18:27,147
(unsettling music playing)
313
00:18:33,779 --> 00:18:34,947
(Suze sighs)
314
00:18:42,246 --> 00:18:44,832
Rue:
It was at some point while breaking branches off a tree
315
00:18:44,915 --> 00:18:48,836
in order to camouflage a bucket
of kitchen knives in a bush...
316
00:18:48,919 --> 00:18:52,506
that Lexi started
to have second thoughts about putting on her play.
317
00:18:54,675 --> 00:18:55,843
Well, you know what...
318
00:18:55,926 --> 00:18:58,720
what you should
put in the play...
319
00:18:58,804 --> 00:19:01,473
that time I beat
Nate's ass at that party.
320
00:19:01,557 --> 00:19:04,852
-No! Oh god.
-(laughing)
321
00:19:04,935 --> 00:19:07,062
I don't know.
Cassie isn't doing too well.
322
00:19:07,145 --> 00:19:08,397
I'm worried that...
323
00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:11,024
she's gonna see the play,
and then, she's gonna...
324
00:19:11,108 --> 00:19:12,568
freak out.
325
00:19:13,277 --> 00:19:14,361
Yeah, I mean...
326
00:19:15,946 --> 00:19:18,490
everybody gets
their feelings hurt.
327
00:19:18,574 --> 00:19:20,033
-You know?
-Yeah.
328
00:19:20,117 --> 00:19:21,994
Some people...
329
00:19:22,077 --> 00:19:25,330
some people need
to get their feelings hurt sometimes.
330
00:19:25,414 --> 00:19:27,040
-(chuckles)
-Yeah... I--
331
00:19:27,124 --> 00:19:28,542
It's, like,
the first time in my life
332
00:19:28,625 --> 00:19:30,878
I'm doing something for myself.
333
00:19:30,961 --> 00:19:32,004
Shit.
334
00:19:32,087 --> 00:19:36,425
What exactly is...
the idea behind the play?
335
00:19:36,508 --> 00:19:40,596
I don't know, it's...
it's, like, about a group of girlfriends
336
00:19:40,679 --> 00:19:42,014
who sort of...
337
00:19:43,307 --> 00:19:45,267
grow up and grow apart.
338
00:19:45,350 --> 00:19:47,185
Damn, so it's
kinda like, uh,
339
00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:50,856
-"Stand By Me" vibes.
-Yes, exactly!
340
00:19:50,939 --> 00:19:54,651
-I love that movie.
That's... exactly it. -Hell yeah.
341
00:19:54,735 --> 00:19:57,905
Come on now.
I've watched that film, like, 50 times.
342
00:19:57,988 --> 00:20:01,325
-Have you really?
-That's my shit, come on.
343
00:20:01,408 --> 00:20:06,830
In fact, my, my grandma
has it on DVD, you know?
344
00:20:08,081 --> 00:20:09,625
Should we watch it?
345
00:20:09,708 --> 00:20:12,461
♪ I've got, you've got... ♪
346
00:20:12,544 --> 00:20:13,837
Rue:
Lexi needed a break.
347
00:20:13,921 --> 00:20:16,048
♪ Skeletons in the closet,
my dear ♪
348
00:20:16,131 --> 00:20:19,259
Cassie...
can I use the bathroom?
349
00:20:19,343 --> 00:20:21,178
Cassie:
No.
350
00:20:21,261 --> 00:20:23,221
-(line ringing)
-Nate (on voicemail): Yo, this is Nate.
351
00:20:23,305 --> 00:20:25,891
I'm busy.
Leave a message at the beep.
352
00:20:25,974 --> 00:20:28,101
-(beeps)
-(line ringing)
353
00:20:28,185 --> 00:20:30,145
Nate (on voicemail):
Yo, this is Nate. I'm busy.
354
00:20:30,228 --> 00:20:32,064
Leave a message
at the beep.
355
00:20:33,357 --> 00:20:35,067
(line ringing)
356
00:20:35,150 --> 00:20:37,945
Whatever you do,
don't marry anyone you meet in high school.
357
00:20:38,028 --> 00:20:39,780
(both chuckling)
358
00:20:39,863 --> 00:20:42,741
I mean it.
I used to be fun.
359
00:20:42,824 --> 00:20:44,159
And I know you
don't believe me,
360
00:20:44,242 --> 00:20:46,286
-but I was fuckin' hot.
-No, I believe you.
361
00:20:46,370 --> 00:20:49,206
Yeah, well, could've
had anything I wanted.
362
00:20:51,208 --> 00:20:54,211
Then I just...
fell in love with your dad.
363
00:20:54,294 --> 00:20:56,922
-Well, I'm very happy he's gone.
-Yeah.
364
00:20:58,548 --> 00:21:02,511
Do me a favor.
Just... don't take your anger out on me.
365
00:21:02,594 --> 00:21:04,721
Why would I be
angry at you?
366
00:21:04,805 --> 00:21:06,181
'Cause you're
an angry guy.
367
00:21:06,264 --> 00:21:07,808
No, I was angry at Dad.
368
00:21:07,891 --> 00:21:10,477
That's very different than,
you know, being angry.
369
00:21:10,560 --> 00:21:13,355
Okay...
Whatever you say.
370
00:21:13,438 --> 00:21:14,773
And I feel like
when I was angry,
371
00:21:14,856 --> 00:21:16,817
I had a pretty good
reason to be angry.
372
00:21:16,900 --> 00:21:18,902
Okay, look,
I'm not, I'm not saying angry people
373
00:21:18,986 --> 00:21:21,905
don't have a reason
to be angry. Right? You hated your father.
374
00:21:21,989 --> 00:21:24,366
-That's as good a reason as any.
-Yeah, but that's my point.
375
00:21:24,449 --> 00:21:25,826
My anger was
directed toward him.
376
00:21:25,909 --> 00:21:27,160
It's not just towards anyone.
377
00:21:27,244 --> 00:21:28,328
Yeah, I don't
know about that.
378
00:21:28,412 --> 00:21:30,163
No, it's not.
It's fuckin' specific.
379
00:21:30,247 --> 00:21:31,832
Okay, look...
380
00:21:31,915 --> 00:21:33,667
can we just have
a nice time?
381
00:21:34,584 --> 00:21:36,378
Yeah?
382
00:21:36,461 --> 00:21:39,089
-Yeah.
-Okay, thank you.
383
00:21:40,215 --> 00:21:43,885
(Marsha humming)
Need another bottle.
384
00:21:43,969 --> 00:21:45,345
Cassie:
I'm not the bad guy.
385
00:21:45,429 --> 00:21:48,056
Everyone keeps looking at me
like I'm the bad guy,
386
00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:49,725
but I'm not
the bad guy!
387
00:21:49,808 --> 00:21:52,644
-Well, you're not the good guy.
-Yeah, that's for sure.
388
00:21:52,728 --> 00:21:54,521
Everyone thinks that
I was hooking up with Nate
389
00:21:54,604 --> 00:21:56,106
when he and Maddy
were still together,
390
00:21:56,189 --> 00:21:58,567
but that's not accurate.
There was no crossover.
391
00:21:58,650 --> 00:22:02,320
Cassie, please,
just a little bit of peace, please.
392
00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:03,697
Cassie:
But Rue made it sound like
393
00:22:03,780 --> 00:22:05,282
we were just hooking up
the entire time,
394
00:22:05,365 --> 00:22:07,492
but I would never do that
to someone I love.
395
00:22:07,576 --> 00:22:10,370
Yeah, I don't think that's
a real airtight defense.
396
00:22:10,454 --> 00:22:13,915
-It's the truth!
-Suze: Oh, Cassie, you're driving me nuts!
397
00:22:13,999 --> 00:22:15,375
It's one thing
to do what you did,
398
00:22:15,459 --> 00:22:17,586
and it's another thing
to pretend you're all innocent,
399
00:22:17,669 --> 00:22:20,088
-and it's no big deal.
-I'm just pointing out the facts.
400
00:22:20,172 --> 00:22:23,133
-Well, I'm pointing out
the principle. -What principle?
401
00:22:23,216 --> 00:22:25,552
The "don't fuck
your best friend's boyfriend" principle.
402
00:22:25,635 --> 00:22:27,763
That is what I am
trying to tell you, Mom!
403
00:22:27,846 --> 00:22:31,183
-They weren't boyfriend
and girlfriend, god! -I don't care!
404
00:22:31,266 --> 00:22:33,769
I just wanna watch my
"Millionaire Matchmaker"
405
00:22:33,852 --> 00:22:35,353
in peace for one hour,
406
00:22:35,437 --> 00:22:37,272
one goddamn hour!
407
00:22:37,814 --> 00:22:39,149
Fuck!
408
00:22:39,232 --> 00:22:42,569
You, uh, you still
seein' that, that, that blonde girl?
409
00:22:42,652 --> 00:22:45,906
-Why?
-Mm, 'cause I prefer her to Maddy.
410
00:22:45,989 --> 00:22:48,325
Well, you're in luck.
411
00:22:48,408 --> 00:22:50,410
So, so you're dating?
412
00:22:50,494 --> 00:22:53,497
No, I just mean Maddy's never
gonna fuckin' talk to me again.
413
00:22:53,580 --> 00:22:58,251
-Oh, well, that's good.
-Well, we'll see.
414
00:22:58,335 --> 00:23:01,463
I was, I was just
terrified you were gonna get her pregnant.
415
00:23:01,546 --> 00:23:03,131
-Who? Maddy?
-(scoffs)
416
00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:05,884
She's the type
that would keep it just to spite you.
417
00:23:05,967 --> 00:23:07,219
Thank you.
418
00:23:07,302 --> 00:23:09,096
Can't really picture
her being a mom.
419
00:23:09,179 --> 00:23:10,972
Ooh, man, I could.
420
00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:12,557
Especially if it meant
she had the chance
421
00:23:12,641 --> 00:23:14,392
to screw you over
for the rest of her life.
422
00:23:14,476 --> 00:23:15,811
Yeah, well, she's
not fuckin' pregnant,
423
00:23:15,894 --> 00:23:18,313
and she's never gonna
talk to me again.
424
00:23:18,396 --> 00:23:20,941
So... what about
the blonde girl?
425
00:23:22,692 --> 00:23:25,529
-Oh, it's complicated.
-Why?
426
00:23:25,612 --> 00:23:31,618
-Um, she's Maddy's best friend.
-(laughs) Shit.
427
00:23:31,701 --> 00:23:33,787
(both laughing)
428
00:23:34,538 --> 00:23:36,581
Who's the cunt now?
429
00:23:36,665 --> 00:23:38,041
Do you remember
when she said that?
430
00:23:38,125 --> 00:23:40,919
-Yes, I do remember.
-(gasps) Oh my god.
431
00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:43,213
I know it's not
the right thing to say...
432
00:23:43,296 --> 00:23:45,590
but when you grabbed her
after that, and you, like,
433
00:23:45,674 --> 00:23:47,884
pulled her ass off,
I was thinkin', "That's my boy."
434
00:23:47,968 --> 00:23:51,012
Huh? "Stickin' up
for his mama." (kisses)
435
00:23:51,096 --> 00:23:54,391
Oh my gosh.
(laughs) Shit.
436
00:23:54,474 --> 00:23:57,185
-Yeah, it was a pretty
insane thing to do. -I know, well,
437
00:23:57,269 --> 00:24:00,397
you know, you didn't
have to go so far as to choke her.
438
00:24:01,898 --> 00:24:04,734
-I didn't choke her.
-Mmm.
439
00:24:04,818 --> 00:24:08,405
-Mom, they dropped the charges.
-Okay.
440
00:24:08,488 --> 00:24:10,198
-I didn't fuckin' choke her.
-Look...
441
00:24:10,282 --> 00:24:12,117
at that moment,
I, I wanted to choke the girl, too.
442
00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:14,870
-Yeah, but my point is
I didn't fucking choke her, Mom. -Okay!
443
00:24:14,953 --> 00:24:17,330
Don't get so upset that
ya end up chokin' me.
444
00:24:17,414 --> 00:24:18,915
'Cause I won't
drop the charges.
445
00:24:18,999 --> 00:24:21,168
I'll fuckin' clean house.
446
00:24:22,836 --> 00:24:24,004
(chuckles)
447
00:24:25,088 --> 00:24:25,839
Sorry.
448
00:24:25,922 --> 00:24:28,258
(Cassie screaming)
449
00:24:28,341 --> 00:24:29,634
What's going on?
450
00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:36,141
(cries)
I just wanna die!
451
00:24:37,309 --> 00:24:40,312
Well, a corkscrew
ain't gonna cut it.
452
00:24:40,395 --> 00:24:42,063
(cries) No...
453
00:24:43,231 --> 00:24:44,482
I told you.
454
00:24:47,611 --> 00:24:50,405
I don't understand.
I thought you hated Nate.
455
00:24:50,488 --> 00:24:52,199
When I didn't know him.
456
00:24:52,282 --> 00:24:54,701
You've literally
known him forever.
457
00:24:55,368 --> 00:24:58,496
Not like I do now.
458
00:24:58,580 --> 00:25:01,875
-Wait, is this why
you ratted on Fezco? -Cassie: No.
459
00:25:01,958 --> 00:25:03,543
Oh my god.
That's why you did it?
460
00:25:03,627 --> 00:25:05,086
-No!
-That's why you said something?
461
00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:07,589
-'Cause you were
sleeping with him? -No, I wasn't!
462
00:25:07,672 --> 00:25:10,342
Oh really?
When did you start sleeping together?
463
00:25:10,425 --> 00:25:11,468
Uh...
464
00:25:11,551 --> 00:25:13,762
Uh... I, I don't, I don't
know the exact date.
465
00:25:13,845 --> 00:25:16,181
Okay, well, was it before
or after New Year's?
466
00:25:16,264 --> 00:25:18,475
-I don't know!
-Okay, but for someone who's so obsessed with
467
00:25:18,558 --> 00:25:20,519
windows of time,
I find that hard to believe.
468
00:25:20,602 --> 00:25:22,729
God, Lexi, you are
making me feel worse!
469
00:25:22,812 --> 00:25:24,356
Do you even know why
Fezco did what he did?
470
00:25:24,439 --> 00:25:27,734
-No, do you?!
-Yeah, I do.
471
00:25:27,817 --> 00:25:30,695
-Then tell me.
-No, I'm not gonna tell you because you'll tell Nate.
472
00:25:30,779 --> 00:25:33,823
-I don't fuckin' trust you.
-No one does!
473
00:25:33,907 --> 00:25:35,951
Yeah, 'cause you fell
in love with someone who spent years
474
00:25:36,034 --> 00:25:38,954
making fun of you.
It's sad.
475
00:25:40,997 --> 00:25:42,999
Nate:
Did you know Dad was cheating on you?
476
00:25:44,584 --> 00:25:45,794
Did you?
477
00:25:47,462 --> 00:25:48,588
No.
478
00:25:50,548 --> 00:25:52,550
I don't, I don't believe
that for a second
479
00:25:52,634 --> 00:25:54,511
because when
he came in here
480
00:25:54,594 --> 00:25:57,097
and he was ranting
and raving about
481
00:25:57,180 --> 00:25:58,515
bein' a man,
and markin' his territory--
482
00:25:58,598 --> 00:26:01,476
I don't know,
whatever the fuck he was talking about.
483
00:26:01,559 --> 00:26:04,646
(sighs)
I looked at Aaron and I looked at you,
484
00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:06,982
and, boy, was
there a difference
485
00:26:07,065 --> 00:26:08,483
in his response
and your response.
486
00:26:08,566 --> 00:26:11,111
It's because Aaron
is a fucking idiot.
487
00:26:13,363 --> 00:26:16,408
(chuckles)
Okay, he is, isn't he?
488
00:26:16,491 --> 00:26:18,451
That's terrible.
I'm laughing.
489
00:26:18,535 --> 00:26:21,288
-(sighs)
-(both laughing)
490
00:26:23,456 --> 00:26:25,125
Oh... You know what?
491
00:26:25,208 --> 00:26:27,627
I think I'm gonna
buy a Peloton.
492
00:26:27,711 --> 00:26:30,463
-Yeah, I am gonna start dating.
-You're a drunk.
493
00:26:30,547 --> 00:26:32,215
Mm, what?
You don't want a stepfather?
494
00:26:32,299 --> 00:26:33,842
-Mom, shut up.
-No? Ooh, ooh!
495
00:26:33,925 --> 00:26:35,760
-What about one who's your age?
That'd be fun. -Shut the fuck up.
496
00:26:35,844 --> 00:26:37,971
You're acting like
a fuckin' teenager.
497
00:26:38,054 --> 00:26:40,515
-Jesus fuckin' Christ.
-Wow!
498
00:26:40,598 --> 00:26:43,351
Why is it, why is it
that you only have
499
00:26:43,435 --> 00:26:46,187
the bad qualities
of your father,
500
00:26:46,271 --> 00:26:49,024
-and none of the good qualities?
-Okay.
501
00:26:49,107 --> 00:26:51,276
Right, so Cal, Cal's
a fuckin' saint now.
502
00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:53,194
No. That's, that's,
that's not what I said.
503
00:26:53,278 --> 00:26:54,988
That's literally
what you fuckin' said.
504
00:26:55,071 --> 00:26:57,240
Marsha:
No, it's not. I just--
505
00:26:59,409 --> 00:27:02,620
He's deeply flawed,
and somehow...
506
00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:07,000
somehow, some way,
we raised a child who's even more deeply flawed.
507
00:27:08,626 --> 00:27:11,004
Do you ever
wonder about that? Do you just like--
508
00:27:11,087 --> 00:27:13,340
What went wrong?
Do you ever think about that?
509
00:27:13,423 --> 00:27:14,507
No, of course, you don't
510
00:27:14,591 --> 00:27:16,343
because your fuckin'
dumb-ass dad
511
00:27:16,426 --> 00:27:19,512
didn't believe
in therapy, so...
512
00:27:19,596 --> 00:27:22,432
self-reflection's
off the table. It's just--
513
00:27:24,893 --> 00:27:27,645
It's just a mystery to me.
514
00:27:27,729 --> 00:27:30,315
'Cause you were such
a sweet little baby.
515
00:27:31,941 --> 00:27:34,694
I remember you used to come
to our bedroom at night,
516
00:27:34,778 --> 00:27:36,363
and you would,
you would ask me
517
00:27:36,446 --> 00:27:38,198
if I wanted
anything to drink,
518
00:27:38,281 --> 00:27:41,117
you know, before bed,
and sometimes I'd say,
519
00:27:41,201 --> 00:27:42,869
"Yeah," you know,
"I want a glass of water,"
520
00:27:42,952 --> 00:27:45,038
just to see if you'd,
if you'd do it,
521
00:27:45,121 --> 00:27:47,082
if you meant it,
and you did.
522
00:27:47,957 --> 00:27:49,542
Hm, you'd bring it up, right?
523
00:27:49,626 --> 00:27:51,336
You'd put it
on the nightstand,
524
00:27:51,419 --> 00:27:54,130
and then,
you'd give me a little kiss,
525
00:27:54,214 --> 00:27:55,965
and you'd tell me
you loved me.
526
00:27:56,049 --> 00:27:57,300
Then you'd look
over at your dad,
527
00:27:57,384 --> 00:27:59,886
and... you'd tell him
you loved him, too,
528
00:27:59,969 --> 00:28:01,930
but without the kiss.
529
00:28:03,348 --> 00:28:06,601
And then... I don't know,
somewhere, like, around...
530
00:28:07,727 --> 00:28:10,563
eight or nine, you just,
you-you darkened.
531
00:28:12,148 --> 00:28:13,942
Do you remember
those years?
532
00:28:16,152 --> 00:28:18,571
-Not really, no.
-God, I used to ask your dad,
533
00:28:18,655 --> 00:28:21,408
I was like,
"Did a baseball hit him in the head?
534
00:28:21,491 --> 00:28:23,201
"Did he get a concussion?
Did something happen?
535
00:28:23,284 --> 00:28:24,577
I just--
I don't understand."
536
00:28:24,661 --> 00:28:26,663
It was such
a drastic change, and I, I swear--
537
00:28:26,746 --> 00:28:28,623
What's the fucking point?
What's the point of all this?
538
00:28:28,706 --> 00:28:30,708
Look, I'm just--
I'm just tryin' to figure out
539
00:28:30,792 --> 00:28:33,545
how things ended up
the way they ended up. That's all.
540
00:28:35,755 --> 00:28:39,050
I feel like you're
tryin' to say something without sayin' it.
541
00:28:42,345 --> 00:28:43,638
I-I'm not.
542
00:28:46,850 --> 00:28:49,602
Just... forget I--
543
00:28:52,856 --> 00:28:54,190
(Marsha sighs)
544
00:28:57,026 --> 00:28:59,112
(TV playing)
545
00:29:03,158 --> 00:29:05,869
Who said Nate was
a bad person? Rue?
546
00:29:05,952 --> 00:29:07,203
It doesn't matter.
547
00:29:07,287 --> 00:29:08,788
'Cause if we wanna
talk about people,
548
00:29:08,872 --> 00:29:11,749
-let's talk about Rue.
-Rue's a good girl.
549
00:29:11,833 --> 00:29:13,126
Cassie:
And I'm not?
550
00:29:13,209 --> 00:29:14,961
I didn't say you're
not a good girl.
551
00:29:15,044 --> 00:29:17,464
Rue's had
a very hard life.
552
00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:20,717
Not harder than my life
or Lexi's life.
553
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:22,844
-Suze: It's different.
-Right.
554
00:29:22,927 --> 00:29:25,847
Her dad died
and ours just stopped calling.
555
00:29:25,930 --> 00:29:27,765
I don't know
which is worse.
556
00:29:27,849 --> 00:29:30,185
And if you weren't
such a fucking loser with no self-respect,
557
00:29:30,268 --> 00:29:33,563
-you'd drop her 'cause
she treats you like shit. -Suze: Enough! Enough!
558
00:29:33,646 --> 00:29:36,107
What, I can't say it to her,
but you two can say it to me?!
559
00:29:36,191 --> 00:29:38,776
I never said you didn't
have any self-respect!
560
00:29:38,860 --> 00:29:41,654
You don't have to!
I can fuckin' feel it!
561
00:29:44,365 --> 00:29:47,452
Oh, she needs
a fucking exorcism.
562
00:29:49,954 --> 00:29:51,998
Rue:
The truth was, Nate didn't give a shit
563
00:29:52,081 --> 00:29:54,459
about what would
happen to his dad.
564
00:29:54,542 --> 00:29:59,297
He did, however, care
about what happened to his dad's business
565
00:29:59,380 --> 00:30:03,843
because, eventually,
that would become Nate's business.
566
00:30:03,927 --> 00:30:08,056
And while he didn't know
much about real estate...
567
00:30:08,139 --> 00:30:12,519
he did know there wasn't
much of a market for homes built by a pedophile.
568
00:30:17,607 --> 00:30:20,026
or the son of a pedophile.
569
00:30:20,109 --> 00:30:22,070
Even though, technically,
he wasn't a pedophile,
570
00:30:22,153 --> 00:30:25,073
but it's not like you
could argue that out loud.
571
00:30:32,205 --> 00:30:35,333
(tense music playing)
572
00:30:41,506 --> 00:30:43,550
(barrel clicking)
573
00:30:50,723 --> 00:30:53,351
Rue:
Meanwhile, Jules was at home.
574
00:30:53,434 --> 00:30:55,853
And she hadn't talked
to Elliot since...
575
00:30:55,937 --> 00:30:59,190
You know what?
Actually, I don't want to talk about Jules and Elliot.
576
00:30:59,274 --> 00:31:01,818
Fuck them.
Let's go back to Maddy.
577
00:31:01,901 --> 00:31:03,528
Theo:
Then, there are two King Boo's,
578
00:31:03,611 --> 00:31:05,530
and then,
three King Boo's.
579
00:31:05,613 --> 00:31:09,284
Rue:
Maddy wasn't just angry about Nate and Cassie.
580
00:31:09,367 --> 00:31:12,579
She was also depressed
and heartbroken.
581
00:31:13,454 --> 00:31:16,583
(melancholy music playing)
582
00:31:18,501 --> 00:31:21,004
All the times that
Cassie consoled her,
583
00:31:21,087 --> 00:31:24,382
comforted her,
pretended to be there for her...
584
00:31:26,801 --> 00:31:28,469
none of it was real.
585
00:31:33,558 --> 00:31:35,310
It was all an illusion.
586
00:31:43,192 --> 00:31:45,278
♪ ♪
587
00:31:47,363 --> 00:31:48,448
(phone buzzes)
588
00:32:03,796 --> 00:32:05,423
(insects chirping)
589
00:32:13,389 --> 00:32:14,766
-Hi.
-Samantha: Hi.
590
00:32:14,849 --> 00:32:17,685
-How was your night?
-It was nice.
591
00:32:17,769 --> 00:32:19,354
I hadn't seen
my girlfriends in a while,
592
00:32:19,437 --> 00:32:20,605
so it was good
to catch up
593
00:32:20,688 --> 00:32:23,399
on all
the meaningless, fun bullshit.
594
00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:26,611
Well, Theo and I played
two and a half hours of video games,
595
00:32:26,694 --> 00:32:29,447
and then, he told me about
how he loves demons,
596
00:32:29,530 --> 00:32:32,450
and that when I sleep,
they're gonna steal my heart.
597
00:32:33,493 --> 00:32:34,911
He's a nut.
598
00:32:37,789 --> 00:32:40,875
Feel like we should get drunk
and go for a swim.
599
00:32:43,211 --> 00:32:44,253
Okay.
600
00:32:46,464 --> 00:32:47,840
Rue:
Maddy didn't wanna tell Samantha
601
00:32:47,924 --> 00:32:50,551
what had happened
with Nate and Cassie.
602
00:32:50,635 --> 00:32:53,304
But after two
glasses of wine...
603
00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:55,890
she told her
what had happened with Nate and Cassie.
604
00:32:57,225 --> 00:33:00,436
-God, that's horrible.
-Maddy: Right?
605
00:33:01,979 --> 00:33:06,275
-You want to hear
something more horrible? -What?
606
00:33:06,359 --> 00:33:10,029
When I was in college,
I kind of did the same thing to one of my best friends.
607
00:33:10,113 --> 00:33:12,448
-You mean you were me?
-No.
608
00:33:12,532 --> 00:33:15,410
No, that'd be less horrible.
I, I was her.
609
00:33:15,493 --> 00:33:17,078
Don't tell me that.
I like you.
610
00:33:17,161 --> 00:33:20,873
-Please don't tell me that.
-Yeah, I know, I know.
611
00:33:20,957 --> 00:33:25,002
-You fucked one of your
girlfriend's boyfriends? -Yeah, multiple times.
612
00:33:25,086 --> 00:33:27,255
You did this
to multiple girlfriends?
613
00:33:27,338 --> 00:33:31,259
-No! Jesus. Just one.
-Oh.
614
00:33:31,342 --> 00:33:35,054
Yeah... many times.
(chuckles)
615
00:33:35,138 --> 00:33:37,181
Maddy:
Okay, but how close were you?
616
00:33:39,350 --> 00:33:43,771
-No, don't do this to me.
-I know. I'm sorry.
617
00:33:43,855 --> 00:33:45,940
Why?
618
00:33:46,023 --> 00:33:50,611
Because he gave me just
the right amount of attention at the wrong time.
619
00:33:50,695 --> 00:33:52,238
That is so depressing.
620
00:33:52,321 --> 00:33:56,367
(chuckles)
I was a fucking mess in high school...
621
00:33:56,451 --> 00:34:00,079
in college,
and in my 20s.
622
00:34:00,163 --> 00:34:02,915
The idea that there was
ever anyone in the world
623
00:34:02,999 --> 00:34:06,502
who... would want to
settle down and marry me
624
00:34:06,586 --> 00:34:08,129
was a complete
shock to me.
625
00:34:08,212 --> 00:34:11,299
-You're lying.
-No. I'm not.
626
00:34:11,382 --> 00:34:12,717
I was, literally,
627
00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:15,219
the girl that everyone
and their mothers used to say,
628
00:34:15,303 --> 00:34:17,930
"No one would
ever settle down and marry her,
629
00:34:18,014 --> 00:34:20,433
and God-help
whoever did."
630
00:34:20,516 --> 00:34:22,059
Why would
they say that?
631
00:34:22,143 --> 00:34:24,687
Because I was messy.
632
00:34:24,771 --> 00:34:26,898
Oh, and I loved to fight.
633
00:34:26,981 --> 00:34:29,650
See, I'm not a mess,
but I do love a fight.
634
00:34:29,734 --> 00:34:31,986
-Oh, it's the best.
-Totally underrated.
635
00:34:32,069 --> 00:34:35,698
-In the long run, not so much,
but in the moment? -It's fucking amazing.
636
00:34:35,782 --> 00:34:38,159
Oh, it's so good.
637
00:34:38,242 --> 00:34:41,412
-But... I mean,
that's just who I am. -Yeah?
638
00:34:41,496 --> 00:34:45,625
I used to think
that's who I was, too, until I met Sebastian.
639
00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:47,418
You don't fight?
640
00:34:47,502 --> 00:34:48,711
Not really, no.
641
00:34:48,795 --> 00:34:51,130
-Really?
-Yeah.
642
00:34:51,214 --> 00:34:54,801
I just don't think
my brain is wired that way.
643
00:34:54,884 --> 00:34:57,011
If you are still dating
guys like this in your 40s,
644
00:34:57,094 --> 00:34:59,013
we'd be having a very
different conversation,
645
00:34:59,096 --> 00:35:01,974
but you're 18 years old.
Who gives a shit?
646
00:35:02,058 --> 00:35:03,142
(chuckles)
647
00:35:06,354 --> 00:35:08,523
Did you
and your friend ever make up?
648
00:35:08,606 --> 00:35:11,275
God no.
She never spoke to me again.
649
00:35:11,359 --> 00:35:14,570
("Stand by Me" by
Ben E. King playing)
650
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:18,324
(Lexi crying)
651
00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:20,576
Lexi:
Oh god.
652
00:35:24,747 --> 00:35:27,083
(chuckles)
It's so sad.
653
00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:32,046
Think I got somethin'
in my fuckin' eye.
654
00:35:32,129 --> 00:35:34,549
♪ And the land is dark ♪
655
00:35:34,632 --> 00:35:36,592
(chuckles)
656
00:35:36,676 --> 00:35:40,555
Both (singing along):
♪ Is the only light we'll see ♪
657
00:35:42,765 --> 00:35:46,143
♪ No, I won't be afraid ♪
658
00:35:46,227 --> 00:35:50,481
♪ Oh, I won't be afraid ♪
659
00:35:50,565 --> 00:35:54,026
♪ Just as long as you stand ♪
660
00:35:54,110 --> 00:35:57,280
♪ Stand by me ♪
661
00:35:57,363 --> 00:36:02,368
♪ So darlin', darlin',
stand by me ♪
662
00:36:02,451 --> 00:36:06,831
♪ Oh, stand by me ♪
663
00:36:06,914 --> 00:36:09,834
♪ Oh, stand ♪
664
00:36:09,917 --> 00:36:13,713
♪ Stand by me, stand by me ♪
665
00:36:14,964 --> 00:36:19,385
♪ If the sky
that we look upon ♪
666
00:36:20,511 --> 00:36:22,930
♪ Should tumble and fall ♪
667
00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:30,062
♪ Or the mountains
should crumble to the sea ♪
668
00:36:31,147 --> 00:36:34,567
♪ I won't cry, I won't cry ♪
669
00:36:34,650 --> 00:36:38,529
♪ No, I won't shed a tear ♪
670
00:36:38,613 --> 00:36:43,159
-(Lexi chuckling)
-♪ Just as long as you stand ♪
671
00:36:43,242 --> 00:36:45,745
♪ Stand by me ♪
672
00:36:45,828 --> 00:36:50,541
♪ And darlin', darlin',
stand by me ♪
673
00:36:50,625 --> 00:36:55,504
♪ Oh, stand by me ♪
674
00:36:55,588 --> 00:36:58,132
♪ Woah, stand now ♪
675
00:36:58,215 --> 00:37:00,760
♪ Stand by me ♪
676
00:37:00,843 --> 00:37:03,721
♪ Stand by me ♪
677
00:37:06,974 --> 00:37:09,060
♪ ♪
678
00:37:27,870 --> 00:37:30,623
Custer:
Faye! Come here.
679
00:37:33,376 --> 00:37:34,752
Hurry the fuck up!
680
00:37:37,129 --> 00:37:39,674
-What are you doing?
-I gotta talk to you.
681
00:37:39,757 --> 00:37:42,551
Why are you in the alley?
682
00:37:42,635 --> 00:37:47,515
♪ Darlin', darlin',
stand by me ♪
683
00:37:49,225 --> 00:37:51,394
(Ashtray urinating)
684
00:37:51,477 --> 00:37:53,354
And then,
so the fucking cops knock on my door,
685
00:37:53,437 --> 00:37:56,190
-askin' all kinds of questions.
-What questions?
686
00:37:56,273 --> 00:37:58,818
-Questions about Mouse.
-What did you say?
687
00:37:58,901 --> 00:38:01,070
Nothing.
But then, the next day I was walking,
688
00:38:01,153 --> 00:38:02,655
and I'm like--
I had a couple OCs in my pocket,
689
00:38:02,738 --> 00:38:05,032
and they just
ran up talkin' all kinds of crazy shit.
690
00:38:05,116 --> 00:38:07,785
You know,
"You're gonna go to prison. We know you killed Mouse."
691
00:38:07,868 --> 00:38:10,037
I was like,
"I, I didn't kill Mouse."
692
00:38:10,121 --> 00:38:12,331
Are you cooperating?
693
00:38:12,415 --> 00:38:13,332
Hell no.
694
00:38:13,416 --> 00:38:15,042
Babe, they already
had their sights
695
00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:17,044
set on fuckin'
Fez and Ash.
696
00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:19,714
So, you are cooperating
with the police.
697
00:38:19,797 --> 00:38:22,633
I do not know if that is
the right word, all right, but I'm helping 'em out.
698
00:38:22,717 --> 00:38:24,927
Okay, they definitely
had their sights set on them beforehand,
699
00:38:25,011 --> 00:38:26,429
so I didn't set
anything into motion.
700
00:38:26,512 --> 00:38:27,388
I love you, baby,
701
00:38:27,471 --> 00:38:28,889
and I'm gonna be
coming over soon,
702
00:38:28,973 --> 00:38:30,433
and I'm gonna be
talkin' about some things,
703
00:38:30,516 --> 00:38:33,602
and I need you to stay
the fuck out of it.
704
00:38:42,778 --> 00:38:44,488
(toilet flushes)
705
00:38:48,659 --> 00:38:51,996
Oh, hey, it's raining.
706
00:38:52,079 --> 00:38:54,415
I'm gonna take a shower.
707
00:39:00,796 --> 00:39:06,093
♪ Darlin', darlin',
stand by me ♪
708
00:39:06,177 --> 00:39:09,638
♪ Oh, stand by me ♪
709
00:39:09,722 --> 00:39:12,892
-This shit go hard.
-(Lexi chuckling)
710
00:39:12,975 --> 00:39:14,852
♪ Stand by me ♪
711
00:39:14,935 --> 00:39:16,645
♪ Stand by me ♪
712
00:39:16,729 --> 00:39:22,777
But for real though, if,
if your play is anything like "Stand By Me,"
713
00:39:22,860 --> 00:39:25,696
you're not gonna
have no problems. (chuckles)
714
00:39:39,668 --> 00:39:41,587
(thunder rumbling)
715
00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:27,091
-(cocks gun)
-What are you doing?
716
00:40:27,174 --> 00:40:30,010
Nate: Don't worry.
I'm not here to apologize.
717
00:40:31,554 --> 00:40:34,431
Can you imagine if I was
sitting here with a gun
718
00:40:34,515 --> 00:40:36,934
forcing you
to accept my apology?
719
00:40:38,769 --> 00:40:41,689
-You're scaring me.
-Yeah...
720
00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:44,567
It's kinda the point.
721
00:40:48,529 --> 00:40:51,699
(tense music playing)
722
00:40:57,997 --> 00:41:01,709
I love you.
I love you, Nate.
723
00:41:01,792 --> 00:41:04,837
Nate...
I love you.
724
00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:08,132
I know you better than
anyone in this world.
725
00:41:09,425 --> 00:41:11,552
I humiliated you.
726
00:41:12,303 --> 00:41:13,596
It's over.
727
00:41:22,313 --> 00:41:24,356
♪ ♪
728
00:41:37,953 --> 00:41:41,665
Why do you think my dad
likes to film himself fucking?
729
00:41:43,792 --> 00:41:46,045
I don't know what
you're talking about.
730
00:41:56,931 --> 00:41:59,016
♪ ♪
731
00:42:02,853 --> 00:42:04,980
Can you believe
it was Jules?
732
00:42:18,285 --> 00:42:20,621
I'm gonna need that disc now.
733
00:42:23,999 --> 00:42:25,334
I don't have it.
734
00:42:26,210 --> 00:42:27,294
Nate: Hm.
735
00:42:28,170 --> 00:42:29,338
Okay.
736
00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:33,425
Okay.
737
00:42:36,720 --> 00:42:38,222
(barrel clicking)
738
00:42:44,228 --> 00:42:46,355
(Maddy crying)
739
00:42:48,148 --> 00:42:49,692
Nate:
Take a deep breath.
740
00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:52,319
(gun clicks)
741
00:42:54,029 --> 00:42:56,282
(sniffling)
742
00:42:59,743 --> 00:43:01,495
(crying)
743
00:43:03,372 --> 00:43:05,958
(winces)
744
00:43:06,041 --> 00:43:07,835
Stop it, Nate.
745
00:43:11,588 --> 00:43:14,842
-(gun clicks)
-(crying) Stop, Nate, stop.
746
00:43:14,925 --> 00:43:18,053
Please, please stop.
747
00:43:18,137 --> 00:43:20,431
-Please, stop it,
stop it, please. -(gun clicks)
748
00:43:20,514 --> 00:43:23,726
-Please, stop it.
-(Nate grunts)
749
00:43:25,477 --> 00:43:27,187
Stop, stop, stop.
750
00:43:27,271 --> 00:43:28,981
It's in, it's in my purse.
751
00:43:29,064 --> 00:43:31,191
It's in my purse.
It's in my purse.
752
00:43:31,275 --> 00:43:32,693
(gasps)
753
00:43:40,367 --> 00:43:41,869
(groans)
754
00:43:44,079 --> 00:43:47,207
(Nate groans)
755
00:43:47,833 --> 00:43:50,961
(crying)
756
00:43:59,887 --> 00:44:01,597
(thunder rumbling)
757
00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:04,725
(rapid breaths)
758
00:44:07,061 --> 00:44:08,729
(Maddy sniffling)
759
00:44:09,980 --> 00:44:13,400
Hey, I'm sorry.
760
00:44:13,484 --> 00:44:15,235
I'm sorry. I was--
761
00:44:16,111 --> 00:44:17,529
-I was jok--
-Don't touch me!
762
00:44:17,613 --> 00:44:20,032
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
763
00:44:20,115 --> 00:44:21,909
There's no bullets
in the gun.
764
00:44:27,456 --> 00:44:29,458
Goodbye.
765
00:44:29,541 --> 00:44:33,962
("I'll Be There for You/
You're All I Need to Get By" by Method Man playing)
766
00:44:38,675 --> 00:44:43,305
♪ You're all I need ♪
767
00:44:43,389 --> 00:44:48,644
♪ To get by, ahh ♪
768
00:44:48,727 --> 00:44:53,315
♪ You're all I need ♪
769
00:44:53,399 --> 00:44:55,234
♪ To get by ♪
770
00:44:55,317 --> 00:44:56,902
♪ Me for you
that's how it is ♪
771
00:44:56,985 --> 00:44:58,904
♪ I be your Noah,
you be my Wiz ♪
772
00:44:58,987 --> 00:45:01,782
♪ I'm your Mister, you my Mrs.
with hugs and kisses ♪
773
00:45:01,865 --> 00:45:05,202
♪ Valentine cards
and birthday wishes, please ♪
774
00:45:05,285 --> 00:45:07,371
♪ ♪
775
00:45:10,666 --> 00:45:12,418
(phone buzzes)
776
00:45:19,758 --> 00:45:21,635
-Hello?
-Nate (on phone): Look, I know you probably
777
00:45:21,718 --> 00:45:24,638
don't wanna talk to me,
but I'm about to be outside your house,
778
00:45:24,721 --> 00:45:26,515
and I really need
to speak to you.
779
00:45:26,598 --> 00:45:28,142
I don't care.
780
00:45:31,562 --> 00:45:33,605
(phone buzzing)
781
00:45:37,818 --> 00:45:41,947
(text notifications)
782
00:45:47,202 --> 00:45:50,330
(uneasy music playing)
783
00:46:03,135 --> 00:46:04,511
(blade clicking)
784
00:46:09,308 --> 00:46:11,143
(thunder rumbling)
785
00:46:20,235 --> 00:46:21,737
No, thank you.
786
00:46:24,573 --> 00:46:26,116
It's good to see you.
787
00:46:29,161 --> 00:46:31,705
I know you hate me.
788
00:46:31,788 --> 00:46:33,332
I've done a lot
of shitty things,
789
00:46:33,415 --> 00:46:37,169
but, um... no, this
isn't one of 'em.
790
00:46:37,252 --> 00:46:38,712
What do you want?
791
00:46:38,795 --> 00:46:42,090
First... to apologize.
792
00:46:42,174 --> 00:46:43,634
I'm not interested.
793
00:46:43,717 --> 00:46:45,802
I know, but you are
gonna be interested in the second thing.
794
00:46:45,886 --> 00:46:49,264
Unfortunately for you,
you're gonna have to hear my apology first.
795
00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:53,143
Uh...
796
00:46:54,478 --> 00:46:56,563
I'm sorry...
797
00:46:56,647 --> 00:46:58,815
for everything that
I've done to you.
798
00:47:02,569 --> 00:47:04,905
You didn't deserve it.
799
00:47:04,988 --> 00:47:08,492
I was, uh... I was tryin'
to protect somebody that
800
00:47:08,575 --> 00:47:10,744
didn't deserve to be protected.
801
00:47:15,082 --> 00:47:17,626
If I could take it
all back, I would.
802
00:47:19,545 --> 00:47:22,422
But... I did what I did.
803
00:47:26,260 --> 00:47:29,096
I found out about you
and my dad from, um...
804
00:47:30,222 --> 00:47:33,100
from this disc.
805
00:47:33,183 --> 00:47:36,687
Yeah, he, uh,
he secretly records every encounter he has,
806
00:47:36,770 --> 00:47:40,357
and, you know,
he's been doin' it, well...
807
00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:44,570
well, honestly,
as long as I can remember.
808
00:47:44,653 --> 00:47:47,739
I stole it from him,
and he had a, he had a mental breakdown,
809
00:47:47,823 --> 00:47:49,241
and he moved out of the house,
810
00:47:49,324 --> 00:47:51,660
so I thought that I would, uh--
811
00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:54,746
I thought I'd give it to you,
and, you know, you can
812
00:47:54,830 --> 00:47:56,623
do with it as you please.
813
00:47:58,458 --> 00:48:01,253
-So, there was a camera?
-Yes.
814
00:48:03,088 --> 00:48:04,631
And you've seen it?
815
00:48:06,258 --> 00:48:08,093
Yeah.
816
00:48:08,176 --> 00:48:11,013
-Have a lot of people seen it?
-No, no.
817
00:48:12,222 --> 00:48:13,932
Does he know you're
giving this to me?
818
00:48:14,016 --> 00:48:17,436
No... No.
He would fuckin' kill me.
819
00:48:20,439 --> 00:48:23,317
Is this, like,
the only copy, or...
820
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:25,110
is it other, other places?
821
00:48:25,193 --> 00:48:27,654
I mean, it's the only
one that I know of, yeah.
822
00:48:32,367 --> 00:48:34,786
Why are you
giving this to me?
823
00:48:34,870 --> 00:48:38,874
Honestly, the answer is
too stupid and simple.
824
00:48:38,957 --> 00:48:41,126
I think it's better if we
just keep it a mystery.
825
00:48:41,209 --> 00:48:44,421
What, did you become,
like, a good person?
826
00:48:44,504 --> 00:48:46,214
Absolutely not, no.
827
00:48:46,298 --> 00:48:48,592
I mean, you should've seen
what I had to do to get it.
828
00:48:54,097 --> 00:48:57,476
I came out here with
a box cutter in my sleeve.
829
00:48:57,559 --> 00:48:59,394
You know, in, in case
there was a chance
830
00:48:59,478 --> 00:49:01,521
I might have
to slit your throat.
831
00:49:03,231 --> 00:49:05,275
That's how little
I trust you.
832
00:49:09,112 --> 00:49:13,742
-Well, uh, thank you.
-You're welcome.
833
00:49:17,329 --> 00:49:19,665
-Um, I'm gonna go.
-Okay.
834
00:49:21,041 --> 00:49:22,542
Hey, um...
835
00:49:23,919 --> 00:49:25,462
for what it's worth...
836
00:49:27,714 --> 00:49:29,925
everything I ever
said was true.
837
00:49:36,139 --> 00:49:37,474
Same here.
838
00:49:40,435 --> 00:49:43,438
(uneasy music playing)
839
00:49:43,522 --> 00:49:45,565
♪ ♪
840
00:50:05,335 --> 00:50:07,546
(phone buzzing)
841
00:50:11,133 --> 00:50:13,927
-Hello?
-Nate (on phone): Hey, pack a suitcase.
842
00:50:14,010 --> 00:50:15,929
I'll be at your place in 10.
843
00:50:16,012 --> 00:50:17,264
You can stay at my house.
844
00:50:17,347 --> 00:50:18,724
Okay.
845
00:50:18,807 --> 00:50:19,975
Nate:
Love you.
846
00:50:22,519 --> 00:50:23,854
I love you, too.
847
00:50:27,232 --> 00:50:30,527
("Quiet, The Winter Harbor"
by Mazzy Star playing)
848
00:50:38,535 --> 00:50:43,582
♪ Well, you're still walking ♪
849
00:50:43,665 --> 00:50:46,126
♪ Around the block ♪
850
00:50:46,209 --> 00:50:48,378
(phone chimes)
851
00:50:48,462 --> 00:50:53,258
♪ You had a long time ♪
852
00:50:53,341 --> 00:50:57,763
-♪ To think who you are ♪
-(door shuts)
853
00:50:58,638 --> 00:51:03,518
♪ You look so sad ♪
854
00:51:03,602 --> 00:51:07,355
♪ Well, so you think ♪
855
00:51:08,523 --> 00:51:12,068
♪ You say, "Come over" ♪
856
00:51:12,152 --> 00:51:13,236
(crying)
857
00:51:13,320 --> 00:51:16,490
♪ And you're still a star ♪
858
00:51:18,492 --> 00:51:22,078
♪ You're like a villain ♪
859
00:51:23,371 --> 00:51:26,833
♪ In some old film ♪
860
00:51:28,293 --> 00:51:32,839
♪ Walking in the dark ♪
861
00:51:32,923 --> 00:51:38,011
♪ In somebody's room ♪
862
00:51:39,262 --> 00:51:42,140
♪ Save me ♪
863
00:51:43,266 --> 00:51:47,896
♪ 'Cause I'm still sinking ♪
864
00:51:47,979 --> 00:51:52,943
♪ And you've got a harbor ♪
865
00:51:53,026 --> 00:51:57,197
♪ Close to the shore ♪
866
00:52:00,450 --> 00:52:02,536
♪ ♪
867
00:52:10,460 --> 00:52:13,713
I ruined my entire life for you.
868
00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:27,644
(grunts)
869
00:52:35,986 --> 00:52:39,656
♪ Save me ♪
870
00:52:39,739 --> 00:52:44,244
♪ 'Cause I'm still sinking ♪
871
00:52:44,327 --> 00:52:48,415
♪ And you've got a harbor ♪
872
00:52:49,332 --> 00:52:52,544
♪ Close to the shore ♪
873
00:52:56,339 --> 00:52:57,465
(plays video)
874
00:53:01,177 --> 00:53:04,472
-Cal (in video):
How old are you? -Jules (in video): Uh, 22.
875
00:53:07,976 --> 00:53:09,686
Cal:
Selfishly...
876
00:53:11,104 --> 00:53:12,814
I hope you stay.
877
00:53:15,817 --> 00:53:16,943
Wider.
878
00:53:19,279 --> 00:53:22,574
Wider...
There you go.
879
00:53:22,657 --> 00:53:23,783
That's it.
880
00:53:24,492 --> 00:53:25,493
Good girl.
881
00:53:25,577 --> 00:53:28,788
("Quiet, The Winter Harbor"
continues)
882
00:53:41,259 --> 00:53:42,969
-Ali: So, Rue, Rue.
-(Gia laughs)
883
00:53:43,053 --> 00:53:44,679
Hm?
884
00:53:44,763 --> 00:53:46,598
So, you think you
hit rock bottom?
885
00:53:49,893 --> 00:53:51,144
Yes.
886
00:53:52,646 --> 00:53:54,314
-Ali: Hm.
-Um...
887
00:53:55,148 --> 00:53:57,275
okay, uh, I know...
888
00:53:58,485 --> 00:54:01,571
that I have a lot
of apologizing to do.
889
00:54:01,655 --> 00:54:04,491
-Uh... I get that.
-Ali: Uh-huh.
890
00:54:04,574 --> 00:54:07,744
So, I just figured
that I'd, you know...
891
00:54:07,827 --> 00:54:12,958
go to rehab, get clean,
you know, sort my shit out, and, um...
892
00:54:13,041 --> 00:54:16,586
then come back,
and... apologize.
893
00:54:16,670 --> 00:54:18,421
Ali:
So you wanna get clean?
894
00:54:20,840 --> 00:54:22,717
-Yeah.
-Ali: Okay.
895
00:54:25,428 --> 00:54:26,972
How do you feel about that?
896
00:54:30,100 --> 00:54:31,977
If it's real, then great.
897
00:54:32,060 --> 00:54:34,646
-It is.
-Gia: You've said that before.
898
00:54:34,729 --> 00:54:37,273
Leslie:
Gia, come on.
899
00:54:37,357 --> 00:54:39,484
What's wrong with her
not believin' her?
900
00:54:41,069 --> 00:54:45,031
I think she needs all
of our support. Right?
901
00:54:45,115 --> 00:54:47,409
Ali:
I don't think it's a question of support.
902
00:54:47,492 --> 00:54:49,786
When you've let someone down
again and again,
903
00:54:49,869 --> 00:54:52,288
I think it's fair
to lose a little faith.
904
00:54:56,167 --> 00:54:57,961
I mean, what do you think?
905
00:54:58,044 --> 00:54:59,921
You think she'll get clean?
906
00:55:03,174 --> 00:55:04,426
I don't know.
907
00:55:05,802 --> 00:55:08,513
She said it's like a five
percent chance, right?
908
00:55:08,596 --> 00:55:10,098
Ali:
Somethin' like that.
909
00:55:12,100 --> 00:55:13,685
Where's the hope in that?
910
00:55:16,896 --> 00:55:20,692
The hope...
is what Rue has to find.
911
00:55:24,279 --> 00:55:25,488
(clears throat)
912
00:55:26,823 --> 00:55:28,783
Yeah... piece of cake.
913
00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:39,544
-Let Rue be Rue--
-Mm-hm.
914
00:55:39,627 --> 00:55:41,671
and shower that
little one with love.
915
00:55:43,757 --> 00:55:45,592
(softly):
She's been waitin' on it.
916
00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:52,307
(knocks on door)
917
00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:54,893
Rue:
Hey.
918
00:55:56,061 --> 00:55:58,897
You mind if I sleep
in your bed tonight?
919
00:55:58,980 --> 00:56:01,066
Yeah, yeah, for sure.
Come on.
920
00:56:29,052 --> 00:56:32,347
I feel like I don't
know anything about your life anymore.
921
00:56:36,851 --> 00:56:39,062
I'll tell you
when you get back.
922
00:56:41,314 --> 00:56:42,398
Okay.
923
00:56:45,485 --> 00:56:47,612
-Good night.
-Night.
924
00:56:53,576 --> 00:56:55,787
(phone buzzing)
925
00:56:55,870 --> 00:56:57,038
Hello?
926
00:56:58,289 --> 00:56:59,833
Yes, this is her.
927
00:57:02,252 --> 00:57:05,880
Yeah, my daughter.
She's 17 years old.
928
00:57:08,133 --> 00:57:12,679
(sighs)
I think opiates, hero-heroin.
929
00:57:12,762 --> 00:57:15,348
I think mainly just opiates.
930
00:57:18,059 --> 00:57:21,229
Well, I t-took her
to the emergency room about four days ago,
931
00:57:21,312 --> 00:57:26,276
and... the doctor gave
her somethin' to help with the withdrawal.
932
00:57:30,029 --> 00:57:33,324
But I was hopin' to bring
her in as soon as possible.
933
00:57:36,202 --> 00:57:39,831
But she needs to be
in an inpatient hospital.
934
00:57:46,754 --> 00:57:49,382
You don't understand
my daughter, okay?
935
00:57:49,465 --> 00:57:53,386
She's a drug addict, okay?
And she's gonna kill herself.
936
00:57:53,469 --> 00:57:56,389
Please, I am beggin' you,
please, okay?
937
00:57:56,472 --> 00:58:00,018
She needs to be
in an inpatient, not just the detox.
938
00:58:00,101 --> 00:58:02,437
She needs to be
put back into rehab.
939
00:58:02,520 --> 00:58:04,689
No, don't.
Please listen to me.
940
00:58:04,772 --> 00:58:10,320
I know my daughter.
She is going to kill herself.
941
00:58:10,403 --> 00:58:14,115
(crying)
Please don't do this, please. I'm begging.
942
00:58:15,783 --> 00:58:19,746
Please, don't do this to us.
Don't do this to us, please!
943
00:58:22,165 --> 00:58:24,667
(crying):
My daughter's gonna kill herself.
944
00:58:28,338 --> 00:58:30,006
(Leslie sniffles, cries)
945
00:58:33,259 --> 00:58:36,387
(melancholy music playing)
946
00:58:51,277 --> 00:58:53,363
♪ ♪
947
00:59:08,336 --> 00:59:10,421
♪ ♪
948
00:59:25,311 --> 00:59:27,397
♪ ♪
949
00:59:42,245 --> 00:59:44,330
♪ ♪
950
00:59:44,380 --> 00:59:48,930
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