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I've thought a lot about you, Pablo.

I know you don't believe it, but...

Too much I should say.

How old were you? Eleven?

Thirteen.

What happened back then...

Well, it just happened...

I can't complain, can I? I was lucky.

Very lucky.

IN YOUR ABSENCE

Not that one son, it's new. Get another.

Pablo, eat.

I'm not hungry. I've already eaten.

Oh really?

And where?

In the fields.

In the fields? - A mushroom.

A mushroom... Drink your milk.

I don't want any.

Who was that man who was here this morning?

What do you care?

Don't try controlling my life.

lam quite mature enough to know how to handle my life.

Drink your milk.

He came to ask about the field.

And to buy the house.

Well, he mustn't come again.

Pablo...

You haven't used your dad's shotgun again, have you?

No.

Don't. You'll only ruin it.

Hi Julia.

Drink your milk.

So, have you eaten?

Wanna go for a walk?

Ok, wait a moment.

How's your granddad? - He's still there... At home.

Pablo, the milk!

Shut up Cookie! That dog doesn't care what I say...

Nobody cares what you say, Pablo.

Hey, no one hits me!

First get rid of that fuzz on your lip, then you can hit me.

That silly little moustache of yours...

Are you growing little titties?

Hey, what about all that stuff about the social services?

How's it going?

It's fucking bullshit.

Those lunatics think they're gonna take me away...

Seriously, they want to take you away?

The postman says he's got a friend who's gonna help me... So they don't come looking for me.

I don't think they'll bother...

But I've got it all worked out: if it's a chick who comes,

I'll do this:

I'll kick her so hard in the cunt...

that she'll have her period for at least three years.

And if it's a guy...

Yeah well, if it's a guy...

I'll shove his face in my tits...

and I'll drag him back there where he works.

Then I'll come back here.

You're a freak.

Freak yourself, monkey-face!

Look Julia, cool eh?

Yeah, really beautiful. Go check out what's over there...

Over there?

Back over there, in the corner.

Bloody hell! That's so cool!

Julia, come on, come here sis.

It's kind of disgusting.

Poor thing's got flies all over. Gross but kinda cool, no?

Gross. I don't no how you can like that sort of thing.

You're just a freak.

Freak yourself.

Cookie!

Cookie...

Stupid dog! Let's go.

I'm sorry. Come here, Cookie...

The name's Cookie? - Yes.

Is that a male or female name?

It's a she. It sounds nice.

It sounds nice? - Yeah.

And it tastes good, as well?

My dad said it suits her well.

Come on, let's go.

I think she's angry at you. Did you do anything to her?

Yeah, we had a fight before, 'cause she's nuts.

Don't fight with a thing so beautiful, for God's sake...

She just frightens me when she takes off like that for no reason.

You shouldn't be. Besides, don't kids and animals always get on well?

Yeah, but we still fight sometimes...

I get on great with both animals and children. What's your name?

Pablo.

Come on, let's go Cookie...

You live around here?

Yes.

Isn't it kind of lonely?

Yeah.

You have no other friends around?

You like walking alone like this?

Come on Cookie, we're going. Come with me.

She seems to like me.

Yeah, but I have to go...

Sit down.

You know what you're thinking about right now?

You're thinking: This guy, why isn't he leaving?

He's sticking around, touching my dog...

Well. It was nice to meet you, Pablo.

Pablo, wait, come here!

Get into the car and start it up, ok?

Get in, and start it up when I say ok.

Ok, now!

Let's see, let me try it...

Are you going to stay there all your life?

Come here and sit down for a while.

It'll all work out.

Yeah? Why?

My dad told me that cars are like people:

if they're breathing, they're still alive.

Your dad knows about mechanics?

I once saw him fix a tractor with some chewing gum.

Can you bring him here?

Where's your dog?

I guess she went back home.

It's my second dog.

And the first?

Dad, look what I found. - Pablo, not now, boy...

But look, look how cute he is! - I'm busy now, kid.

Can I keep him?

Where did you pick that one up from? - In the fields, he was alone...

Please mum, tell him I can keep him.

Ok Pablo, you're almost a man now.

But now, the dog is your responsibility.

If anything happens... you'll have to deal with it.

Ok, so I can keep him, right?

Is it understood?

Ok. Thanks!

Hello.

Hello, how are you? - Good afternoon.

I'm the local postman. - Pleased to meet you.

I saw you over here. Are you going to the village?

Just passing through. - Just going through, ok.

Hi Pablo! What's up?

You come from far away? - Yes, quite a way. The north.

Ah, the North, shit, yeah, lovely area... very nice.

Santander, San Sebastian?" - Around there, yes.

So you're heading for the village? - Just passing through. - Yeah, right.

I saw you stopping here. I was on my way to do the rounds...

I just thought you might need help.

No, it's nothing. The car won't start, that's all.

No reason to worry. It's still breathing, right Pablo?

We have a mechanic, if you want...

Don't bother, in half an hour it'll be fine. - Sure? - Yes, it's happened before.

This is not the first time then? - No, it's not the first time.

Do you mind if I just take a look? - No, please do.

Seems like she's trying, but... Maybe she's just overheated.

Could be, yeah. - Was it a long trip?

Yes, it was a long trip.

If you've been going the whole day, she probably just needs a rest.

Yes, as I said, within half an hour she'll be alright again.

So, what do you think? - It's beautiful.

Yep, it's beautiful... But the north is beautiful, too...

Yes, but the light is different, and the colours, and...

I know Santander. - Oh good.

So you're from there? - No, no...

Nearby then? - Yes, quite close.

Very good. That's very nice.

Not many people pass through here, shit... it's nice to see you.

Well, anyhow, I guess I'll get back to my rounds.

And you won't need any help? - Sure. Thanks.

No need to thank me.

Hope to see you again...

Good bye. - Good bye.

Pablo!

Pablo, you've got a letter! Come here.

Do you know him from somewhere? No?

How long have you stayed there with him? - A little while.

Has he told you where he's from? Nothing?

Well go home now. Don't stick around with him.

Who's writing to you? - It's for my mom.

So... will you show me the way, or should I call a taxi?

Where to? - The village. To find a mechanic, a garage...

Do you know where it is?

No, yeah, I mean... it's not easy to...

Let's go together then, ok?

You don't mind going with me?

So, you're Pablo.

Me, I'm Francisco. - Yeah.

What do you mean, 'yeah'?

Hello. - Hello.

And who's that? - Probably his father.

His father? Dickhead! Use your brains!

And why not?

Poor thing. It's normal for him to be like that, after what happened...

How long since he's come here? - Bloody ages.

Have a good day.

And the last time you serviced the car?

About... a year ago, I think. - A year ago...

Any oil change recently?

Oil change?

I don't know much about mechanics.

It's not your thing, eh...

I've been a mechanic a long time, and well, this is...

Doesn't look good, does it?

No, not at all.

But in any case we should do this:

You leave it with me a couple of days, and I'll check it in my garage.

God... that means I'll have to stay?

Is that a problem for you? - Are there any hotels in the village?

No, but there's a bar in the town centre. - And they rent out rooms?

Yes, it's not bad at all. - Ok then, I'll go and take a look.

But first I'd like to find a friend I'm looking for.

You might know him.

His name is Pablo Benitez.

Pablo Benitez?

Yes, Pablo Benitez, we were in the army together...

Yeah sure, but... you're joking a little aren't you?

No, it's been years since we've seen each other.

I think he lives around here... I don't know if it's this village or...

Well, the one who could inform you best is... Pablo.

Christ! You're Benitez's son?

I spent years looking for him, and now I stumble over his son...

How's your father?

Good.

Ok, I'll be off. The tow truck will take it away.

Come over later.

Ok. Thanks a lot. - See you.

Pablo Benitez's son... unbelievable.

Well, take me to him!

Let's go.

I knew he lived around here, I vaguely remembered the village name...

but I didn't have an address or anything.

What does he do? Still dreaming of having his own bar?

Minding his own business, being his own boss...

You look a bit like him.

You're very handsome.

Hey, looks like it's gonna rain, no?

How did it happen?

He fell.

And how?

He was in the hospital for three weeks.

Were you close to him?

Really, your father... and I, we had a lot of fun together.

You know, in the military you always make the best friends.

But with your dad it was something really special.

So what did you do?

Imagine! The manoeuvres, out in the sticks...

We shared our tent. We always shared the same tent.

Did you go to war?

No, that was long after the war had ended.

He was such a laugh.

But if you had to be serious, he was!

Disciplined, severe, most of all with himself... The best.

A friend like only few have.

Tell me more, tell me more about how he was.

Tell you more?

It's been so many years now.

Because when the service was over, we lost contact...

I don't know.

My dad... he was great...

He taught me how to use a shotgun and all that.

I remember one time, I forgot to turn on the heating lights...

for the chicks, in winter... so they won't be cold.

And in the morning they were all dead.

I'm a bit of a scatterbrain...

One thing I had to do, and I couldn't do it.

Well, I'm sure he understood, no?

Yeah.

God Damn!

One bloody thing the kid has to do and he can't!

Look.

Sit down there.

Pluck it.

And all the others as well.

Put the feathers in the pillowcase. And sleep with it.

It was to make me more responsible.

Since then, I'm not so scatterbrained anymore.

Crazy weather you have here in the mountains.

Anyhow, we always talk well of the dead, right Pablo?

I mean, he also had his other side no? Because your dad, sometimes...

He had his moments, right? - No.

I mean sometimes, when he lost his temper he'd be...

No, my dad was good.

He could go slightly overboard, I saw him, mother of God...

No. My father was good!

Yes, he was a good man.

Yes.

We all have secrets, Pablo.

I have a theory. Men are like oysters, self-contained against suffering.

We all have a pearl inside, and let no one see it.

What is yours?

Hello, good afternoon. - Hello, good afternoon!

Sorry for the bother. They tell me you rent out rooms.

Yes, sir. - ls there a vacancy?

Sure, for you? - Yes, please.

For you alone? - Yes, just me.

For how long?

Well, to start with, just tonight. I don't know, I'm just passing through.

Sure. So you don't know how long you'll be here for?

No. My car broke down, and it's with the mechanic.

It's for the time he needs to fix it... - Do you know anyone from the village?

No, I don't know anyone in the region. Could I see the room?

Sure thing, right away!

Jesus, the key!

Where have you put it? Jesus, the key!

It was here this morning... Maybe it fell on the ground?

No! Where have you put it? You're always doing this.

Don't do this to me, Jesus! - Speak to God and he shall answer you!

Give it to me. Excuse me, just a second... These kids...

Jesus, don't push it too far! Shall we go and see it?

I'll go, you're busy here. Don't worry. If it's easy to find...

Yes, up the stairs, first room there.

I'll find it. Just give me the key.

Thanks. - See you in a bit. - Wanna come along?

What do you want?

A cola. - I don't have any.

An orange soda then.

The list, Jesus, I told you to get it done before tonight!

Fine, I'll take the room. Could you serve us a couple of cold drinks?

Absolutely, right away. - We can sit there?

Of course! Why not? - Thanks.

You must be thirsty after that walk, aren't you?

Do you have a girlfriend, Pablo?

Me? No. - No?

There's a girl looking you over...

Ah that's Julia. - A friend of yours?

Just friends or... more? - No, we've known each other for ages.

She has no parents. They're both dead.

Would you like anything else? - No, we're fine, thanks.

Just holler, if you'd like anything else. - Thanks.

She lives with her grandfather. - With her grandad?

But the granddad is nuts. - Nuts? - He ate earth from his fields.

You have to be nuts to eat earth from the fields...

No, no. He's nuts because he ate earth.

Well, mister, how are you? Great to see you again.

Do you mind?

So, how's the car coming along?

The mechanic is onto it now.

Very good. I've got a cousin who's the local policeman in Ubrique...

If you need anything, or the mechanic needs anything from there...

Just let me know. I'd be glad to help.

Thanks. No, I think the mechanic has it under control.

Very well. How old is your car?

The car must be... four or five years old, I believe.

Four or five years, and already that sort of trouble?

It was a very long journey. Truth is I know nothing about cars.

A bit strange, anyway. But well, if you say so...

Well, I'm off. Glad to have met you again.

Have a nice stay, goodbye!

Hi Julia, what's up? You look great.

What brings you here?

Did you speak with the social workers?

Yes, I spoke with this colleague of mine, and he says there won't be any problem.

He'll help us to sort that little thing out.

Can I trust you on this one? - You can trust me, no problem.

So what brings you here, looking so good?

I'd like the three of us, me, you and your granddad...

to meet at your house tomorrow, to sort all this out. Ok?

Why at my house, since my granddad doesn't even know where he is?

Don't worry about that. The only ones who need to understand are you and me.

Sound good? See you tomorrow?

Yes or no?

Ok, tomorrow. I'll be over in the morning. See you then.

The postman left his hat here, I'll take it to him...

Thanks. Hey, what are you doing here, anyway?

I'm with Paco.

Yes, I can see that. I told you before: he's tricking you.

He's lying. He said the car was his, and that it was five years old.

But the car is rented and only two years old. I found that out.

Don't you find it odd that he's lying to you?

That he'd lie to me, ok, but lying to you?

Be very careful. What you need to do is go home now.

You know he left that hat here on purpose, right?

He wanted to tell you something about me, no doubt.

No, no. - Are you sure about that?

Come on Pablo, you can tell me... - Well...

He said...

he said that the car, that...

that you came with, is rented.

Of course.

It's true it's rented. I always rent the same car from a friend of mine...

It's like it was my own.

I'll tell you something, Pablo.

If I had a son, I would love for him to be like you.

Really.

Shall we go?

I'll be back later then. - Alright, see you later.

I could swear I have seen this man before.

I've got a nasty feeling about this guy.

What did you do today?

Nothing.

Where did you go?

The fields.

With whom?

With no one.

With no one?

And what about that car that almost killed the dog?

Look at me. So?

The postman told me.

I'm very worried Pablo. Very worried, son.

Do you want some sugar?

I don't want milk.

Have you finished?

Yes, thanks.

Can I take it all away?

Was everything as you wanted it?

Yes, very good, thanks.

You know something...

The more I look at you, the more your face rings a bell.

I don't know. I'm here for the first time.

No, no, not around here. I've seen you somewhere else.

Your face rings a bell. I'm sure I've seen you before.

That seems unlikely. Maybe you are confusing me with someone else.

No, I don't think so. A face like yours is easy to remember.

No, not a chance. What was I going to say...

Will you be staying here for longer now?

As I said, I don't know, it depends on the mechanic...

who's sorting out the car. - It's still not fixed then?

I'm just going to check.

You don't come from one of those coastal towns, do you?

No, I'm from the north. - Ah, the north. Which part of the north?

The north.

Do you get it, Jesus?

Do you get it?

That guy's been to jail. I'm positive now.

And you know something else? I've seen him in Jerez.

And he thinks I know nothing!

What do you know?

More than you imagine, more than you can imagine.

I don't believe it. - What?... What?

I don't believe it. Come on, say what you know.

Why should I tell you what I know? I'm no gossip.

I don't go spreading things everywhere. But I know it all!

Good day.

Hello.

Hi, how are you? Careful with the hands.

And you, later on, what do you want to be?

I really like animals.

Animals?

Horses?

Have you been to any big cities, like Madrid, Barcelona?

No.

The furthest I've been is to Granada. - That's the furthest you've been?

A school trip.

And did you like it? What did you see there?

And where did you stay, in a Hotel in the Sierra Nevada?

No, more like a hostel thing. - A hostel?

Yes.

The kind with dormitories, big ones...

Where are you going, man?

With that lovely white shirt, and that 'I-look-so-cool' look on your face.

For a walk. - So. A walk.

Been spending a lot of time with that guy?

I guess so. - That's normal, handsome as you are...

he's got a crush on you.

Don't be an idiot, Julia.

Ok, I'm off.

Should we meet later at the hideout?

Okay.

Just to hang out. I've got something for you.

Ok. Bye.

Do you know what you want to be later on?

A lawyer. - A lawyer? Good God.

That would have come in handy, some years back.

What do you do?

I have an antique shop, I buy and sell things.

I know a poem.

Oh yeah? Which one?

'As if You Were Absent'

Will you recite it to me, or should I guess?

'I like it when you are quiet because it is as though you were absent...'

'It seems that my voice touches you...'

'But...

'But... it... doesn't touch you'

Eh, 'it seems'... no... 'The eyes'...

Wait. 'I Like it when you are quiet because it's like you were absent...

'It seems you hear me, but my voice doesn't touch you'

'It seems like your eyes flew... because'...

You really are a total scatterbrain!

Yeah. My brain's like a computer...

only that it's broken down.

Come down Pablo, please.

Come on, I'd like to try a game out on you.

One I learnt a long time ago. Do you trust me?

Really?

Lie down here then. - Here?

Yes, right here.

Relax. Get comfortable.

Close your eyes.

Good. Feel at ease. Relax the eyes.

Let yourself go. You trust me, right?

You feel how, gradually, the earth opens beneath your body.

And you descend, you descend.

You descend further. And you enter a dark world.

At the end of a cave, you make out a small yellow light.

Go towards it, get closer.

Gradually you realize that there are people.

There are people dancing around a fire. Get closer.

They shout, laugh, and dance like savages.

You get closer, and beside the fire you see... a corpse.

They're dancing around this body. Go closer.

They stop laughing, and you get even closer.

You look at the body and discover it is...

a boy.

You look at it with fear, but you can't stop yourself from getting closer.

And you recognise him, you know this boy...

You know this boy.

It's you. Yourself.

He gets up, comes closer, and takes you in his arms.

He embraces you. He encompasses you entirely.

This embrace makes you feel what you really are, and how you really are.

You are good. You always have been.

No matter if you have made mistakes in the past...

You are guilty of nothing.

It isn't important what others say.

Only you are important.

And you are good.

Hi Monkey-face.

Oh no! Not that again!

Yes, yes, yes. Look!

Julia, look at this!

Ok, enough of that, Pablita.

Pablo?

Pablo! - What?

So you've quit coming round? Have you forgotten me?

What are you saying? - You heard me.

No.

No?

You don't even look at me anymore.

What do you mean Julia, I'm looking at you.

What are you doing?

Since we don't see each other anymore, I'm dead bored.

But we see each other, and...

We came here not long ago.

You want to try the gun out?

No, and... And...

What?

Look at me, tell me, how's things?

I'm fine. - And your mother?

At home.

What are you doing Julia?

You're a little kid for sure, and a monkey-face.

I'm not a kid, I'm thirteen.

Thirteen, you? More like nine.

I'm thirteen.

Thirteen? - Yes. - Eleven.

No, thirteen. - Eleven.

As if you don't know me. I'm thirteen!

Eleven. Man, if you're thirteen and haven't kissed a chick yet...

And so what?

'And so what?'...

Would you like to?

How do I know?

You're like a dead man! You never even laugh anymore.

But I'm not dead...

Let's see. Prove it.

How? - Kiss me.

That's what you call a kiss?!

Come on Pablo, give me a kiss, a real one.

That's a kiss.

Oh dear. I'm going to have to teach you then.

Do you want me to teach you?

I don't know.

And that's only the beginning. Again?

Now you.

Don't worry, you'll see how you'll like it.

But... down there?!

Hello Postman.

It's hot, isn't it?

You're not working today?

Shall we go in?

Granddad!

So how are things with the social service?

Well...

Be quick, eh, because if they take me away from here...

I'd rather be dead.

Did you speak to that guy again, the one who showed up here?

And?

Good, good...

Again?

How I want you!

Working hard?

Don't forget your bag.

Children come on! Everyone come here.

Pablo...

Some to the right, and the others to the left.

Left and right. Very good.

And now...

Pablo, are you ticklish?!

Julia, what you doing here?!

What's up monkey-face?

What are you doing here?

Hey, shit.

Hey man, you don't even take that shirt off when you take a dump, eh?

Excuse me.

So where've you been? With that guy again?

Yeah, that guy's incredible.

He's been in the army, he's got his own shop, he's travelled...

He says he likes the village.

It seems like we're best friends now.

I have a good friend, too.

Yeah?

I don't know, if he would come to live in my house...

He could be like my father, no?

Julia?

Do you remember these things from yesterday?

I don't know... if you want, well...

you can suck it.

No need.

I'm going.

Just get him to do it!

So, do you like it?

It's nice. - I love it here.

This is your place then?

Yes.

That's the end of that dog!

Get him out of here at once, out of my sight! Now!

With this stone and this rope, you know what to do.

Dad, please, one more chance!

Don't' think of coming back before you get rid of it.

Dad, one more chance, it wasn't his fault. Dad.

One more chance please, dad...

Don't come back before it's done!

Idiot!

Stay still! Stay still!

Go! Don't stay!

Are you coming for a swim? - Right now, here?

I'm going in.

You should swim with your shirt on.

You've been wearing it for three days.

Come on, come and swim!

No, no. - Why not?

Are you afraid of swimming alone?

Me?

Should I be?

I'm going in, your loss.

Come in!

Do you know why fish do this?

Why?

To eat their noses!

Fish don't have noses.

Sure they do, it's their key to success.

Aren't you cold like that?

Get dressed now.

That's all I need, them seeing me with you like that.

Well, well! So it's you?

I thought you were tourists.

This is just the place where they usually go for...

...picnics.

Oh, by the way, the mechanic told me that your car is fixed.

So if you're in a hurry, you can pick it up whenever you want.

Very good.

That took you some time, didn't it?

Who? The mechanic?

How long have you been watching us?

Me!? No...

Cut the crap!

No, this is my usual delivery route.

A lot of letters for such a small village, eh?

Only the ones I have to deliver! As usual.

In any case, I'd like to have a word with Pablo if you don't mind.

If he wants. - Pablo? Hey Pablo!

Pablo! Do you hear me?

Shit...

Seems pretty obvious, no?

Yeah, seems so.

Maybe you should talk to him yourself.

Since I can't.

And tell him what you haven't dared to tell him until now.

It's not normal that a stranger walks around the countryside...

with a 13 year old boy.

Why don't you tell him about the two years you spent in jail in Sevilla.

So now people start gossiping?

It's normal that they do...

And did the lady at the bar tell you she saw me in Jerez, as well?

Yes, she did. But she didn't only tell me she saw you in Jerez...

but also with whom she saw you in Jerez.

I think the time has come for you to get lost now...

Don't you think?

I think that you are one too many here.

Get lost!

Does it shock you that I've been to prison?

Does it frighten you?

No.

Well, I spent two years in jail.

What for?

Well, lucky as I am, I sold stolen antiques.

I had no clue.

Two years.

You believe me, right?

I think the time has come for me...

to go back home.

What?! No, no, no. Stay here in the village.

As you've seen, Pablo, people are already gossiping...

But... come live at my house.

At your house?

Your mother would be thrilled.

My mother? But you're my friend, not her's.

Sure.

But why do you have to go? I don't want you to!

Sorry, but I can't give any better explanation.

But please don't go. Why...

You won't even explain it to me?!

Pablo, you're thirteen years old, for God's sake.

So what?

People would continue talking and...

and what the hell would I do here?

What does it matter what people say!?

Let's go.

Pablo...

Don't you have someplace to go?

Yes, with you.

I'm not so sure.

Would you mind walking back to the village alone?

I need a little time to think.

I'll see you in a couple of hours in the village. At the square.

Go and see Julia for a while, ok?

After that I'll take you to Ubrique. How about it?

Bye then.

I'll see you at the square, in two hours.

Leave me the fuck alone!

Drop it, faggots!

You haven't got the balls to come over here.

Oh no? Do you want to find out?

Come on then, try, let's see who's got the balls for it!

Luis?! What an idiot.

Hey faggot.

Hey wait, wait...

He's just being a dick, he's joking, just leave him...

You fucking did it!

Stay here, stay here!

I'm getting his dad!

Nothing happened' right?! Let's go!

Not a word, we didn't do a thing, ok!?

Swear you won't say anything!

Help me!

Help me, for God's sake!

I don't know!

We were playing over there... and...

There was no one, no one!

Only that man, the one from the north.

The car owner!

Which man?!

He was here with another boy!

Who?!

The guy with the car!

Damned heat.

It was your idea to move here...

Paco...

this isn't working out.

What, you mean because of the villagers?

Bloody villagers...

With your son it was easy.

You warned me that it was going to be so difficult... Pablo this, and Pablo that...

After two days he's already asking me to live here, just like that.

How's that?

I'm telling you... he said 'come and live at my house'...

Oh well, ok, why not...?

That woman from the bar saw us in Jerez... - No! Lola?

Yes, I think so... - When?

I don't know.

No. - I'm telling you. - My God...

The one that gets to me is that fucking postman... What a character.

Fucking postman, breaking my balls.

Worse than your husband, may he rest in peace.

I don't know who's the worse of the two.

But with your son it's fine, it went well.

Pablo's a little strange, isn't he?

Strange?

Strange, as in 'a little queer', you know...

That's nonsense, stupid. It's nothing...

No, it's not. He's a little different, I think.

Idiot.

Scumbag!

Bastard! Fucking liar!

Why the fuck did you ever come here for?

Why the fuck did you come here?!

Scumbag!

Don't move! Don't move, stay there!

Put it down. Calm down Pablo, for fuck's sake!

Get out! Get out!

For God's sake, Pablo!

You sorry asshole.

What the... but what happened?

What happened? You whore!

You fucking whore, shameless whore, in front of your own son.

Have you no shame? Filthy bitch!

Dad, dad...

Two years it took me to convince your mother to get out of that place.

And the idea was to try and convince you.

But...

you weren't exactly of much help.

When your mother...

When your mother died, I went looking for you.

I don't know if your mother told you...

how much we loved each other.

I loved her. And your father as well.

Two friends in love with the same woman.

She was in a mess...

Then you showed up.

Your dad was the clever one. Quicker than I was, the son of a bitch.

But that's where your mother made a mistake.

After your father's accident...

even tired as she was, how much I loved her.

We loved each other a lot, Pablo.

I don't suppose you have any idea how it is to love someone...

and then lose them.

I asked you here because I wanted to tell you something...

that is important for you to know.

I don't blame you for all this.

All these years taught me not to blame you for it.

We don't control our destiny.

And you were just a kid, damn it.

How much I suffered, how much I suffered.

But it affected me, all of this.

All that happened has marked me for life.